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Speaker 1: Welcome to the Seize the Yay Podcast. Busy and happy

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Speaker 1: are not the same thing. We too rarely question what

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Speaker 1: makes the heart seeing. We work, then we rest, but

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Speaker 1: rarely we play and often don't realize there's more than

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Speaker 1: one way. So this is a platform to hear and

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Speaker 1: explore the stories of those who found lives They adore,

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Speaker 1: the good, bad and ugly, the best and worst day

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Speaker 1: will bear all the facets of seizing your Yea. I'm

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Speaker 1: Sarah Davidson or a spoonful of Sarah, a lawyer turned

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Speaker 1: unentrepreneur who swapped the suits and heels to co found

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Speaker 1: Matcha Maiden and matcha Milk Bar. Seize the ya is

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Speaker 1: a series of conversations on finding a life you love

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Speaker 1: and exploring the self doubt, challenge, joy and fulfillment along

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Speaker 1: the way. Flangelina, Oh.

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Speaker 2: Oh that timing was so.

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Speaker 1: Bold she did the bourbon blow.

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Speaker 2: I was when I was like, oh no, God, do it.

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Speaker 1: I don't know, you know, I've e been blow all

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Speaker 1: the time. It's subtle and it's not subtle at all.

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Speaker 1: Welcome to our first years of our lives of twenty

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Speaker 1: twenty three.

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Speaker 3: Exciting, that's the first one yet it's like almost a

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Speaker 3: month into the whole year, and we suck.

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Speaker 2: Well.

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Speaker 1: I think I've unilaterally decided that as of today, the

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Speaker 1: new year officially begins in February. Like I keep thinking,

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Speaker 1: you know how, I do resolutions and everything, and we

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Speaker 1: do reflections and we're big on journaling, and you know,

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Speaker 1: on like the last week of December, I was like, okay,

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Speaker 1: I'm going to sit down. I just couldn't do it.

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Speaker 1: I don't know how I would go to five. So

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Speaker 1: I'm like, I think jan is still like butting the

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Speaker 3: Like I feel like New Year's Eve, you're like getting

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Speaker 3: ready for the end of the year. How do you

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Speaker 3: even have time to think about the next year by.

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Speaker 2: I don't know what I'm doing.

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Speaker 1: I'm letting us off the hook and calling the new

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Speaker 1: year like in terms of starting a new year, you

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Speaker 3: Thank you, God of time letting us off so kind

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Speaker 3: of you.

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Speaker 1: I am the mother of the time. And I officially

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Speaker 1: declare the Gregorian calendar starts on feb one.

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Speaker 2: Calendar starts.

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Speaker 1: No lunar New Years this weekend. I need one more week. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you just can't. I don't know. I feel like January

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Speaker 1: this year has been odd like I kind of came

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Speaker 1: and then I was like, I'm still not there. I

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Speaker 2: It last week was no. This week has been.

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Speaker 1: My first semi normal yeah, where.

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Speaker 2: I'm like I have begun the year. Yes, I feel

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Speaker 2: what you mean.

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Speaker 1: I don't know if that happens every year, but I

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but last year, which we will discuss, was really

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Speaker 2: And then so we didn't really get to chill out.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, which is why we didn't. You did, but we

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Speaker 2: Mean where it's like I responding five to seven days.

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Speaker 2: I was happy New Year, I love you so much.

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Speaker 2: And the next message I got was.

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Speaker 1: Like younger anyway, it.

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Speaker 2: Wasn't even acknowledged it was me.

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Speaker 3: The next questioning me like bermuda question mark, and You're like, yeah, yes, okay,

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Speaker 1: I don't know if we've talked about this before on

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Speaker 1: still am. Also, I apologize in advance you lovely listeners.

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Speaker 1: This is our first workation or yacation of the year,

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Speaker 1: which is so exciting. We've already planned our first in

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Speaker 1: Everyone, welcome back.

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Speaker 2: People are probably like, thank the Lord.

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Speaker 1: I know they aren't too loud. So we have had Obviously,

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Speaker 1: the second part of your Q and A went live

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Speaker 1: so many people noticed. I was like no one. Everyone

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Speaker 1: was like, where is part two? I was we last

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Speaker 1: year was not a year of keeping promises. This year

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Speaker 1: is different near and new us.

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Speaker 3: It's true things that we have said that we would

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Speaker 1: we thought we'd have a Palatine's Day where we do

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Speaker 1: We are not doing nudes AND's not sitting as our model.

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Speaker 1: But we thought acute networking makes some pals on Palatine's

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Speaker 1: hopefully we will move around the country and do some others.

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Speaker 1: But as I was, what was I even saying? I

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Speaker 1: first guest for the year, who is the incredible Josh Pittman,

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Speaker 1: who's the Phantom of the Opera, an amazing, amazing classical singer.

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Speaker 1: might have seen that we have already done a couple

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Speaker 1: But this week is finally the time where we do

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Speaker 1: our New Year's episode, true to form on our New Year,

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Speaker 1: which is for next week. So we thought we'd just

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Speaker 1: do some reflections on last year's learnings. You know, we're

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Speaker 1: very much about like where are you in your path? Yay?

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Speaker 1: What are you feeling about the year, What are your

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Speaker 2: The first Wait, you just came back on Perth a

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Speaker 1: So we had a full two weeks off which was

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Speaker 1: But then I was like, we also didn't remove ourselves

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Speaker 3: Well, no fun fact, my fun fact about myself.

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Speaker 2: My parents immigrated there and my sister I was born

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Speaker 2: there and I've never been. It's been on my list.

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Speaker 3: Like I've been all around the world so many countries,

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Speaker 1: It's so perfect perfection. It's perfection. But seriously, the West

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Speaker 1: I literally understand why people who grew up here move

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Speaker 1: the beach fastness, like in like seawater is just so

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Speaker 1: I feel like the ocean. I mean, there's so much

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Speaker 1: research about the ocean being really good for you. But

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Speaker 1: your favorite sorry Rottnest Island, Like we can't go and

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Speaker 1: not get the ferry and got a rottenest. It is

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Speaker 1: like quackers are the happiest yeahest animal in the entire world.

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Speaker 1: They even smile, and they've got babies at the moment.

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Speaker 2: Stop stop it.

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Speaker 1: Coucers had little babies in the pound.

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Speaker 3: But there's my favorite photo of you and Nick, I think,

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Speaker 3: with a quacker in front of it. They're doing a selfie.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, the quacker selfie is like a thing, and they

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Speaker 1: smile for them. They're so cute.

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Speaker 1: It's also the only place in the world where I

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Speaker 2: It's true.

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Speaker 3: Every time every time she has gotten a bike in

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Speaker 2: Sarah didn't even say good morning to me this morning.

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Speaker 2: In ways, I feel like my career as a physio

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Speaker 3: I did my favorite rotation in your stroke, which was.

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Speaker 3: the other thing that was so grateful for the only

442
00:22:05,400 --> 00:22:07,000
Speaker 3: reason why I feel like it was such a success

443
00:22:07,040 --> 00:22:10,320
Speaker 3: because those two married at the same time, like me

444
00:22:11,119 --> 00:22:13,040
Speaker 3: being like, yeah, I'm going to owe myself to all

445
00:22:13,080 --> 00:22:15,840
Speaker 3: these opportunities that wouldn't normally exist in the hospital, like

446
00:22:15,880 --> 00:22:20,080
Speaker 3: creating videos, creating campaign videos and bringing teams together through

447
00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:24,080
Speaker 3: digital you know means and QR codes and being innovative

448
00:22:24,080 --> 00:22:26,680
Speaker 3: in that sense, but also doing that in a workplace,

449
00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:29,199
Speaker 3: in a physio or healthcare environment. I was like, the

450
00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:30,679
Speaker 3: only way that was going to ever work was for

451
00:22:30,720 --> 00:22:32,280
Speaker 3: the workplace to allow me to do that, which it

452
00:22:32,720 --> 00:22:35,480
Speaker 3: really did. Like all of my seniors were amazing in

453
00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:38,840
Speaker 3: appreciating what I had and then letting me work to

454
00:22:38,880 --> 00:22:41,320
Speaker 3: all of those strengths, which I'm so grateful for, which

455
00:22:41,320 --> 00:22:43,000
Speaker 3: is why I feel like I had such a positive

456
00:22:43,080 --> 00:22:45,920
Speaker 3: year there, not just being a physio but all aspects

457
00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:47,880
Speaker 3: of it. And then you get at the same time,

458
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:51,040
Speaker 3: towards the end of the year making that big jump,

459
00:22:51,600 --> 00:22:54,119
Speaker 3: which I think for a good four or five weeks.

460
00:22:54,160 --> 00:22:58,040
Speaker 3: It was incredibly anxiety inducing, But I wouldn't say that

461
00:22:58,119 --> 00:23:02,640
Speaker 3: it was a negative experience. It was a relatively normal

462
00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:04,560
Speaker 3: experience given the circumstances.

463
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:09,080
Speaker 1: Is it not the typical a scenario of the fact

464
00:23:09,080 --> 00:23:12,199
Speaker 1: that you have to push through any goods change? Yeah,

465
00:23:12,440 --> 00:23:17,200
Speaker 1: involves intense discomfort, but it can be positive discomfort. Yeah,

466
00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:18,440
Speaker 1: And that's what I mean, Like, it's so hard to

467
00:23:18,520 --> 00:23:19,600
Speaker 1: explain that, but and.

468
00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:22,119
Speaker 2: That's when I realized the whole thing. I said. You know,

469
00:23:22,160 --> 00:23:24,040
Speaker 2: people are like, oh, it will feel right when it's

470
00:23:24,119 --> 00:23:26,600
Speaker 2: right or whatever. You know, Yeah, yeah, it doesn't necessarily

471
00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:27,400
Speaker 2: feel right.

472
00:23:27,520 --> 00:23:30,520
Speaker 3: You can have this weird discomfort and dissonance and still

473
00:23:30,560 --> 00:23:32,480
Speaker 3: be the right decision for that time total.

474
00:23:32,760 --> 00:23:35,000
Speaker 1: And it's a kindsight when you're like, yeah, that made sense.

475
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:36,920
Speaker 1: But at the time, this time.

476
00:23:36,880 --> 00:23:39,000
Speaker 3: Last year was when I first spoke to you about resigning,

477
00:23:39,560 --> 00:23:42,040
Speaker 3: no kidding, because we went away from my birthday, I remember.

478
00:23:41,720 --> 00:23:44,879
Speaker 2: And that's when I and that was when I in

479
00:23:44,920 --> 00:23:45,760
Speaker 2: my mind.

480
00:23:45,560 --> 00:23:48,000
Speaker 3: Thought there was a possibility that it would work outside

481
00:23:48,000 --> 00:23:49,960
Speaker 3: because we were talking about me coming to work for

482
00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:52,000
Speaker 3: SEAS and that actually being a feasible option.

483
00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:55,600
Speaker 2: And then I said, I just need a seasible option.

484
00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:03,400
Speaker 2: And then I did it. In all like I decided.

485
00:24:03,240 --> 00:24:06,200
Speaker 3: Towards the end of my neuro rotation, I desperately wanted

486
00:24:06,200 --> 00:24:08,120
Speaker 3: to finish that and that was one of my favorite

487
00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:10,760
Speaker 3: four months ever working in that and that's when I

488
00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:12,600
Speaker 3: was like, yeah, I want to be a probably a neurophysio.

489
00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:15,760
Speaker 3: That's when I made the decision and I was like, ah,

490
00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:17,880
Speaker 3: doing that. But I also at the same time didn't

491
00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:19,560
Speaker 3: want to halt my career in case, you know, I

492
00:24:19,560 --> 00:24:20,840
Speaker 3: couldn't move.

493
00:24:20,880 --> 00:24:21,960
Speaker 2: Out as fast as I could.

494
00:24:22,040 --> 00:24:24,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, and so it was all really positive experiences.

495
00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:27,240
Speaker 3: I made really great friendships.

496
00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:28,600
Speaker 2: There, like really awesome. We had run club, which was

497
00:24:28,640 --> 00:24:32,200
Speaker 2: my favorite thing ever. Bordering club was ever all within work.

498
00:24:32,240 --> 00:24:33,720
Speaker 2: It was so really cool things.

499
00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:39,639
Speaker 3: And then yeah, resigning, really big move, really massive changes

500
00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:43,560
Speaker 3: in that same time, new relationship also very like happy,

501
00:24:43,800 --> 00:24:48,120
Speaker 3: really just all everything was coming together really quickly, even

502
00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:49,560
Speaker 3: though it was coming slowly.

503
00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:51,720
Speaker 2: I even got a couple of itseas trips in which.

504
00:24:51,560 --> 00:24:54,280
Speaker 3: I hadn't been on for a real long time, rented

505
00:24:54,280 --> 00:24:55,879
Speaker 3: out my house which I feel like it was a

506
00:24:55,920 --> 00:24:58,280
Speaker 3: pretty big malestone, found a tenant which was a really

507
00:24:58,320 --> 00:25:01,480
Speaker 3: big deal, and then moved in that process, also kind.

508
00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:03,399
Speaker 2: Of slowly moved out of the house. So all that

509
00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:07,520
Speaker 2: happened between August and December, and all big changes, which

510
00:25:07,520 --> 00:25:09,320
Speaker 2: is what I was saying. I feel like like.

511
00:25:09,320 --> 00:25:11,239
Speaker 3: It was a positive reflection in the year, but at

512
00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:16,080
Speaker 3: the same time like chaotic, but in a positive way,

513
00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:18,040
Speaker 3: in a moving forward way. Yeah.

514
00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:22,159
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, it's as opposed to I'm settling everything to

515
00:25:22,240 --> 00:25:24,520
Speaker 1: then like put better pieces back in, but it still

516
00:25:24,520 --> 00:25:25,520
Speaker 1: feels like unsettling.

517
00:25:25,560 --> 00:25:27,399
Speaker 3: And it was because it was all at the same time,

518
00:25:27,800 --> 00:25:29,640
Speaker 3: like had I kind of and I'm plin of glad

519
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:31,000
Speaker 3: at all happened the same time, because I feel like

520
00:25:31,040 --> 00:25:33,080
Speaker 3: if I dragged any of those things on for it

521
00:25:33,080 --> 00:25:36,639
Speaker 3: would be is such a long feeling year. So yeah, really,

522
00:25:36,840 --> 00:25:38,720
Speaker 3: I actually feel like I had a positive year without

523
00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:41,760
Speaker 3: it being so chaotic like I was doing so much.

524
00:25:41,920 --> 00:25:43,119
Speaker 2: I just had a lot of change.

525
00:25:43,160 --> 00:25:45,880
Speaker 3: Like usually my chaos is like I'm doing six thousand

526
00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:47,680
Speaker 3: things and I just don't even get it.

527
00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:48,679
Speaker 1: It was like structural.

528
00:25:48,800 --> 00:25:51,440
Speaker 3: Mine was structural and a lot of like setting myself

529
00:25:51,520 --> 00:25:54,720
Speaker 3: up for this year, and it was quite good because

530
00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:58,000
Speaker 3: now this year is looking really exciting for me. But yeah,

531
00:25:58,000 --> 00:26:00,840
Speaker 3: I think if I had to choose words definal last year,

532
00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:05,159
Speaker 3: it would be like change, a lot of joy, a

533
00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,880
Speaker 3: lot of fulfillment, and I guess like a sense of

534
00:26:08,480 --> 00:26:12,280
Speaker 3: like success. So nice, yeah, kind of really like I

535
00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:14,360
Speaker 3: didn't really think about it until we were coming onto

536
00:26:14,400 --> 00:26:16,200
Speaker 3: this trip and I was like, all in all, the

537
00:26:16,280 --> 00:26:21,080
Speaker 3: year was really awesome, Like all these big changes that

538
00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:23,560
Speaker 3: I didn't think were going to happen and I didn't

539
00:26:23,600 --> 00:26:25,840
Speaker 3: plan for but happened. And I think that's the other

540
00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:28,840
Speaker 3: thing is embracing that as opposed to having to structure

541
00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:31,120
Speaker 3: your year from February and expected a year to go

542
00:26:31,200 --> 00:26:32,000
Speaker 3: to what it was like.

543
00:26:32,040 --> 00:26:34,480
Speaker 1: From February from our new year.

544
00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:36,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like, how was I meant to know that moving

545
00:26:36,560 --> 00:26:37,520
Speaker 2: out was going to be a thing?

546
00:26:37,840 --> 00:26:38,040
Speaker 1: Yeah?

547
00:26:38,320 --> 00:26:41,800
Speaker 3: Moving like tending thing out my place, quitting my job,

548
00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:45,320
Speaker 3: going overseas, being in a relationship, Like how did I

549
00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:47,440
Speaker 3: really know all that was going to happen or plan

550
00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:49,080
Speaker 3: for that? And I wouldn't ever have a planned for it.

551
00:26:49,119 --> 00:26:49,720
Speaker 2: But it's kind of.

552
00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:52,960
Speaker 3: Worked out to be this really beautiful time, Like, yeah,

553
00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:54,679
Speaker 3: it's a positive year I feel for me.

554
00:26:55,160 --> 00:26:56,840
Speaker 1: I think one of the coolest things as well is

555
00:26:56,840 --> 00:26:59,920
Speaker 1: the fact that I do remember that conversation where you

556
00:27:00,119 --> 00:27:02,439
Speaker 1: were like, I don't know what to do. I just

557
00:27:02,440 --> 00:27:05,879
Speaker 1: feel like my creative side need some freedom and I

558
00:27:05,920 --> 00:27:07,959
Speaker 1: need to be able to like channel my energy. And

559
00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:10,520
Speaker 1: you were like a cage bird, but you were like

560
00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:14,280
Speaker 1: and I said, imagine if we could on a Tuesday

561
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:17,720
Speaker 1: put our creative brains together, go somewhere, lock ourselves in

562
00:27:17,760 --> 00:27:19,440
Speaker 1: and just we'll be able to work together again. And

563
00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:22,600
Speaker 1: we were just kind of like, imagine, And then today

564
00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:25,840
Speaker 1: we realized we're like we're doing it. We are right now,

565
00:27:26,040 --> 00:27:27,240
Speaker 1: Like we got cool?

566
00:27:27,359 --> 00:27:30,879
Speaker 3: Yess why we got here and we were so productive,

567
00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:32,919
Speaker 3: like both of us we worked all day and it

568
00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:37,679
Speaker 3: didn't feel like this crazy like you know, crazy work messy.

569
00:27:37,720 --> 00:27:39,719
Speaker 3: We got here and we were like on and that

570
00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:41,440
Speaker 3: was in And that's why I think we both had

571
00:27:41,440 --> 00:27:43,800
Speaker 3: always wanted. But at the same time, I didn't think

572
00:27:44,359 --> 00:27:45,720
Speaker 3: it's easy for you to be like, oh my god,

573
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:47,000
Speaker 3: imagine if but as.

574
00:27:46,840 --> 00:27:47,920
Speaker 2: A far fetched thing.

575
00:27:48,119 --> 00:27:50,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, but at one point we were talking about things like, Okay,

576
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:53,359
Speaker 3: what would the cost structure look like or rate And

577
00:27:53,800 --> 00:27:55,920
Speaker 3: that's when I was like, yeah, you're almost you're actually

578
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:57,240
Speaker 3: serious about this, as am I.

579
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:00,480
Speaker 2: But something like, you know, it's really easy for us

580
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:02,959
Speaker 2: to be like, let's started one day in the future

581
00:28:03,000 --> 00:28:04,959
Speaker 2: that may or may not happen like it was.

582
00:28:05,280 --> 00:28:09,200
Speaker 3: It was that conversation where I thought that was a possibility,

583
00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:13,160
Speaker 3: where this really quitting was one so I could still

584
00:28:13,160 --> 00:28:14,720
Speaker 3: be a physio but in the time that I wanted

585
00:28:14,760 --> 00:28:16,400
Speaker 3: to be. But to then to be able to work

586
00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:19,159
Speaker 3: together again, because that's the suck, like I get so

587
00:28:19,240 --> 00:28:21,600
Speaker 3: excited about it. And then three is the flexibility of

588
00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:23,760
Speaker 3: life and there's pros and cons, like you know, now

589
00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:26,439
Speaker 3: I get to structure my days however I want to.

590
00:28:26,480 --> 00:28:28,760
Speaker 3: But then there's sacrifice. You know, the night meetings, really

591
00:28:28,800 --> 00:28:33,360
Speaker 3: early morning meetings, or you're working while you're away and

592
00:28:33,400 --> 00:28:35,240
Speaker 3: you don't really switch off. But at the same time,

593
00:28:35,280 --> 00:28:37,320
Speaker 3: you can wake up whatever time you want and go

594
00:28:37,359 --> 00:28:39,200
Speaker 3: to the cafe and that can be your workplace for

595
00:28:39,240 --> 00:28:39,479
Speaker 3: the day.

596
00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:41,719
Speaker 1: You know, it's yeah, yeah, you want to trade at

597
00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:44,120
Speaker 1: the time totally. And it comes back to the whole

598
00:28:44,160 --> 00:28:48,080
Speaker 1: pie chart thing from our yeah last our last episode,

599
00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:50,160
Speaker 1: no yeah, our last episode together, where it was like,

600
00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:53,520
Speaker 1: in a relationship, we're all a pie chart, and we

601
00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:56,360
Speaker 1: all fulfill certain areas and a week in other areas

602
00:28:56,360 --> 00:28:57,800
Speaker 1: and you find someone who meets your pie chart. I

603
00:28:57,800 --> 00:28:59,840
Speaker 1: feel like it's the same with your life options. It's

604
00:28:59,880 --> 00:29:02,960
Speaker 1: like for some people the pie chart of a job

605
00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:09,920
Speaker 1: is stability, routine, structure, certainty. For other people they need flexibility, innovation, excitement, possibility.

606
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:12,440
Speaker 1: Like it just depends on what you need a in

607
00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:15,240
Speaker 1: your personality, but b in the time in your life

608
00:29:15,240 --> 00:29:17,000
Speaker 1: that you're in as well. Yeah, because like that might

609
00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:17,600
Speaker 1: change for you.

610
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:20,840
Speaker 3: And I think the I've realized I like making goals

611
00:29:20,880 --> 00:29:25,160
Speaker 3: based on themes and concepts as opposed to like I.

612
00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:26,240
Speaker 2: Want to get this job.

613
00:29:27,320 --> 00:29:30,840
Speaker 3: I am more like I want to see opportunities this year,

614
00:29:31,880 --> 00:29:35,680
Speaker 3: be free like all that stuff, as opposed to being

615
00:29:35,760 --> 00:29:38,240
Speaker 3: like I want to be working as this person by

616
00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:40,240
Speaker 3: blah blah blah. It's more so I want to take

617
00:29:40,240 --> 00:29:43,800
Speaker 3: all the opportunities and I want to feel like happy

618
00:29:43,840 --> 00:29:47,840
Speaker 3: and free, like more conceptual as opposed to like these

619
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:51,720
Speaker 3: particular tangible I feel like that's what it is, but

620
00:29:51,760 --> 00:29:52,760
Speaker 3: I don't know that could change.

621
00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:55,160
Speaker 1: I don't both every year, you know, I do, Like

622
00:29:55,200 --> 00:29:59,280
Speaker 1: I sit down and I write my lofty, like conceptual

623
00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:03,040
Speaker 1: goals like feelings or general values, and then I have

624
00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:06,840
Speaker 1: like kind of achievable but maybe longer term like across

625
00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:09,280
Speaker 1: a year, I want to achieve more of X. And

626
00:30:09,280 --> 00:30:11,000
Speaker 1: then I have very specific goals as well, like I

627
00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:13,600
Speaker 1: have all three. But I haven't done that activity this

628
00:30:13,680 --> 00:30:15,239
Speaker 1: year yet. And it's so weird for me.

629
00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:17,280
Speaker 2: You've had a vague But how about your reflections of

630
00:30:17,320 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 2: last year?

631
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:21,680
Speaker 1: This? Oh my gosh, so similar bit different to you.

632
00:30:21,760 --> 00:30:24,720
Speaker 1: I feel like I had a very positive like so

633
00:30:24,800 --> 00:30:27,160
Speaker 1: many positive memories, some of the coolest things that have

634
00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:31,040
Speaker 1: ever happened in my life, some of the biggest leaps

635
00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:36,240
Speaker 1: of thinking, and like Antarctica and Egypt just stretch your

636
00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:39,560
Speaker 1: brain so much like they were life bucket list things

637
00:30:40,480 --> 00:30:42,480
Speaker 1: that were just a highlight. I kind of even still

638
00:30:42,520 --> 00:30:44,680
Speaker 1: explain how they change you as a person and how

639
00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:47,520
Speaker 1: I never necessarily thought I'd get there and get there

640
00:30:47,520 --> 00:30:49,320
Speaker 1: that young and get to go with Nick like you know,

641
00:30:49,360 --> 00:30:51,880
Speaker 1: all those things, or Antarctica to go at all and

642
00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:54,600
Speaker 1: then by myself, like it was a year of really

643
00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:57,400
Speaker 1: cool stuff happening. But I also if I had to

644
00:30:57,440 --> 00:31:00,400
Speaker 1: describe it as one word, I would say chaos or

645
00:31:00,520 --> 00:31:03,680
Speaker 1: roller coaster. Yeah, totally, but in a positive way as well,

646
00:31:03,680 --> 00:31:05,400
Speaker 1: in a positive way, but also in a not a

647
00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:09,080
Speaker 1: negative way, but in a challenging way, Like I feel like,

648
00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:11,800
Speaker 1: what as a mass generalization, I think a lot of

649
00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:14,000
Speaker 1: people will resonate, some people may not. But I feel

650
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:15,840
Speaker 1: like we all came in. It was our first year

651
00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:18,800
Speaker 1: of trusting that we weren't in lockdown. It was our

652
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:21,680
Speaker 1: first year of trusting that we could travel overseas. There

653
00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:24,560
Speaker 1: was a bit more normality, but also still being a

654
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:26,720
Speaker 1: bit paranoid that maybe we you know, maybe we need

655
00:31:26,760 --> 00:31:28,719
Speaker 1: to seize the opportunity. So I think we all went

656
00:31:28,840 --> 00:31:32,280
Speaker 1: like two hundred percent with excitement for not being having

657
00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:35,120
Speaker 1: been able to do anything, and because of that, everyone

658
00:31:35,120 --> 00:31:38,600
Speaker 1: went way too hard and then everything was just like

659
00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:41,840
Speaker 1: nothing fitted into a plan or a structure. Everyone was

660
00:31:41,920 --> 00:31:45,720
Speaker 1: just like ah, like that. I remember my years like yeah.

661
00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:48,200
Speaker 4: I remember your users that as a third party observer.

662
00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:50,200
Speaker 1: And I feel like so many people around me were

663
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:52,520
Speaker 1: doing the same. We were just like yes to everything

664
00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:53,760
Speaker 1: because we didn't get to do it, and it was

665
00:31:53,800 --> 00:31:57,480
Speaker 1: also wonderful, and because there was still a certain level

666
00:31:57,720 --> 00:32:01,120
Speaker 1: of uncertainty in a weird way, it also was wonderful

667
00:32:01,160 --> 00:32:02,480
Speaker 1: to then be like, I don't know what I'm going

668
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:04,960
Speaker 1: to be doing next month. Any opportunity could come at me.

669
00:32:05,000 --> 00:32:07,800
Speaker 1: I had no idea I was going to Antarctic like October,

670
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:11,320
Speaker 1: and then I went in November, and that was amazing

671
00:32:11,400 --> 00:32:14,120
Speaker 1: because you got to live in truly in the moment,

672
00:32:14,240 --> 00:32:17,320
Speaker 1: not like, you know, planning backwards by October I want

673
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:19,200
Speaker 1: to have achieve blah. I think I went into last

674
00:32:19,240 --> 00:32:22,160
Speaker 1: year with no plans. I never planned very much further

675
00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:25,480
Speaker 1: ahead than a couple of weeks. Had so much fun.

676
00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:29,000
Speaker 1: But I often talk about like going ridiculously fast in

677
00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:32,720
Speaker 1: no direction. I never sat and decided a direction. I

678
00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:35,600
Speaker 1: never like re evaluated each quarter like I normally would

679
00:32:35,600 --> 00:32:38,000
Speaker 1: and said, Okay, this quarter was a bit too much

680
00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:40,680
Speaker 1: this and not enough this, so next quarter, let's like

681
00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:45,000
Speaker 1: change that. I just went ruh yeah, and a week yeah,

682
00:32:45,440 --> 00:32:49,160
Speaker 1: week to week, and it was so amazing. But I

683
00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:51,400
Speaker 1: felt like I had no steering wheel. I feel like

684
00:32:51,400 --> 00:32:55,200
Speaker 1: I was just going and I feel like this year

685
00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:58,160
Speaker 1: and that's not necessarily a bad thing. It was great

686
00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:00,600
Speaker 1: because I said yes to way more things, and I

687
00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:03,400
Speaker 1: could have if I'd planned too rigidly. You know. I

688
00:33:03,480 --> 00:33:06,720
Speaker 1: always say, if you plan to too much certainty into

689
00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:09,840
Speaker 1: your life, then you don't allow for the spontaneous amazing things.

690
00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:14,200
Speaker 1: But I do think it challenged my ability to pace myself.

691
00:33:14,880 --> 00:33:17,440
Speaker 1: I did get like quite burnt out a few times,

692
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:21,920
Speaker 1: but also like emotionally, you're sort of like, there's so

693
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:25,920
Speaker 1: much shocking things you also can't like look forward to. Yeah,

694
00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:27,640
Speaker 1: you're heightened in a good way, but in like a

695
00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:30,880
Speaker 1: stress even positive stress of like oh yeah, but also

696
00:33:30,960 --> 00:33:32,640
Speaker 1: things like c Z eight, like we wanted to do

697
00:33:32,680 --> 00:33:36,320
Speaker 1: Peanot and Picasso, and then we didn't because I just didn't.

698
00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:38,640
Speaker 1: I couldn't plan that far ahead. And then by the

699
00:33:38,680 --> 00:33:40,160
Speaker 1: time the date that we would have done it by

700
00:33:40,280 --> 00:33:41,640
Speaker 1: came I was like, oh, I mean I talked to

701
00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:43,280
Speaker 1: her like the whole year was like that. It was

702
00:33:43,320 --> 00:33:45,800
Speaker 1: just like we'd like lofty goals and all of them

703
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:48,480
Speaker 1: just shifted, everything shifting all the time. I just I

704
00:33:48,560 --> 00:33:49,960
Speaker 1: kind of even describe all I can say. It was

705
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:52,680
Speaker 1: like a messy roller coaster ever year but great, yes,

706
00:33:53,000 --> 00:33:58,000
Speaker 1: also very hard. We were still in Nick's family, having

707
00:33:58,040 --> 00:34:01,960
Speaker 1: a very difficult year until around you know, September and

708
00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:05,680
Speaker 1: even after that. And I found that having such positivity

709
00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:09,040
Speaker 1: for work and then having such personal challenge and being

710
00:34:09,080 --> 00:34:11,600
Speaker 1: a part all the time and thinking about a family

711
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:14,840
Speaker 1: but not really and like I just wasn't focused. I

712
00:34:14,920 --> 00:34:17,720
Speaker 1: was so focused but also not focused. I was focused

713
00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:20,520
Speaker 1: micro and not macro. I had no idea of the macro,

714
00:34:20,640 --> 00:34:22,680
Speaker 1: and I hate losing the sense side of the macro.

715
00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:25,799
Speaker 3: So nice though, to be in a little bit of

716
00:34:25,800 --> 00:34:28,640
Speaker 3: a limbo for a short period, totally.

717
00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:31,239
Speaker 2: No overwriting goal in just living life.

718
00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:34,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I feel like I really embraced that in COVID,

719
00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:38,200
Speaker 1: and then I thought that twenty twenty two would be

720
00:34:38,200 --> 00:34:39,880
Speaker 1: the year I didn't do that, and then I just

721
00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:41,600
Speaker 1: let it keep going and enjoyed it a lot. But

722
00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:44,279
Speaker 1: I have noticed about myself that I like to have

723
00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:47,520
Speaker 1: some kind of macro umbrella. Like the big learning from

724
00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:50,279
Speaker 1: last year is I like to do that a little

725
00:34:50,280 --> 00:34:53,160
Speaker 1: bit and I probably needed Like me pre twenty nineteen

726
00:34:53,200 --> 00:34:55,480
Speaker 1: probably needed to do it a bit more. Me now

727
00:34:55,640 --> 00:35:00,520
Speaker 1: is like I need some sense of overarching direction to

728
00:35:00,600 --> 00:35:04,520
Speaker 1: feel like I'm moving or like I'm orientated. I feel

729
00:35:04,560 --> 00:35:10,040
Speaker 1: very disorientated. Yes, yes, which is also why like now

730
00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:12,200
Speaker 1: I'm like, is the year started like one of my girls?

731
00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:16,040
Speaker 1: Because I haven't. It's sort of hasn't settled, and I'm fidgety.

732
00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:17,680
Speaker 1: Nick can I use that word all the time. We

733
00:35:17,719 --> 00:35:20,200
Speaker 1: wear fidgety because we're like, I've got so much energy,

734
00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:24,440
Speaker 1: but where and like everything's still messy and it's all

735
00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:26,040
Speaker 1: so great. I have so many ideas, but I'm like,

736
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:27,799
Speaker 1: oh my god, which direction do I put it in?

737
00:35:27,920 --> 00:35:30,280
Speaker 1: I have to sit down and like organize the mess

738
00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:34,640
Speaker 1: put it in some columns or categories or something. I'm

739
00:35:34,719 --> 00:35:37,200
Speaker 1: rarely like that. I usually have a bit of macro.

740
00:35:37,280 --> 00:35:40,120
Speaker 1: I need some macro. So that's my next task for February.

741
00:35:40,160 --> 00:35:42,800
Speaker 3: But like a part of you is all your planning

742
00:35:42,880 --> 00:35:45,680
Speaker 3: is revolved around other people. It's so very conditional to

743
00:35:45,760 --> 00:35:48,200
Speaker 3: this happening, which means this will happen if I can

744
00:35:48,239 --> 00:35:50,000
Speaker 3: go here. Then if I have a job in sitting

745
00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:51,719
Speaker 3: next week, that means I can't do this. So it's

746
00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:54,120
Speaker 3: all very It's a bit of a domino effect.

747
00:35:53,880 --> 00:35:57,400
Speaker 1: Because uncertainty it's domino, and it's.

748
00:35:57,200 --> 00:35:59,920
Speaker 2: Because everyone's closed for a lot of January.

749
00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:01,640
Speaker 3: I kind of just sitting there waiting, being like, how

750
00:36:01,680 --> 00:36:03,640
Speaker 3: can I really plan my year when I don't really

751
00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:05,520
Speaker 3: know because it's depending on this, whitch depends on this,

752
00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:08,040
Speaker 3: witch depends on this totally, and then it's even more

753
00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:10,319
Speaker 3: tiring to plan or do anything, and then you get

754
00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:10,760
Speaker 3: more vigey.

755
00:36:10,800 --> 00:36:12,279
Speaker 2: And this is a vicious cycle of that.

756
00:36:12,480 --> 00:36:15,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I didn't really realize, like I thought I'd

757
00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:18,360
Speaker 1: gone so far the spontaneity way, and now I've realized,

758
00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:20,880
Speaker 1: like I feel, every year learn something about yourself, and

759
00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:23,560
Speaker 1: every situation makes you realize either you enjoy something or

760
00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:25,000
Speaker 1: you don't, or you're good at something or you're not

761
00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:28,080
Speaker 1: or whatever. And I feel like this last little period

762
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:31,440
Speaker 1: has shown me I really I make a lot of

763
00:36:31,600 --> 00:36:34,160
Speaker 1: joy in life when I'm more spontaneous than my default,

764
00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:38,560
Speaker 1: But I don't focus very well internally. I I can

765
00:36:38,560 --> 00:36:40,680
Speaker 1: focus on work, I can do whatever I need to do,

766
00:36:40,719 --> 00:36:44,799
Speaker 1: but internally in my soul, I don't operate very well

767
00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:47,080
Speaker 1: when I don't have any certainty, Like I like to

768
00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:51,360
Speaker 1: have some I don't know whether it's like not structure,

769
00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:56,960
Speaker 1: but just like a vague map or something like some

770
00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:58,759
Speaker 1: of your guide or something. I don't even know what

771
00:36:58,800 --> 00:37:00,799
Speaker 1: I mean, but just like, I'm better when I have

772
00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:04,160
Speaker 1: a small amount of like a word to channel the

773
00:37:04,239 --> 00:37:06,680
Speaker 1: year or something. And I don't have that for theme,

774
00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:08,920
Speaker 1: like a theme maybe a theme, and last year had

775
00:37:08,920 --> 00:37:09,680
Speaker 1: no thing, And then then.

776
00:37:09,640 --> 00:37:11,239
Speaker 3: You can pretty much say you're like, am I doing this?

777
00:37:11,239 --> 00:37:13,520
Speaker 3: This is an opportunity? Yes, no, I take it.

778
00:37:13,560 --> 00:37:15,840
Speaker 1: I don't say yes. I think the biggest thing is

779
00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:18,760
Speaker 1: when you know what you want or what your goal

780
00:37:18,880 --> 00:37:21,520
Speaker 1: is for a year, the decision making is easy because

781
00:37:21,560 --> 00:37:23,800
Speaker 1: it's like, yes, that promotes the thing I want or no,

782
00:37:23,920 --> 00:37:26,400
Speaker 1: it doesn't. And at the moment, and even last year,

783
00:37:26,440 --> 00:37:27,919
Speaker 1: because I was like I don't know what I want,

784
00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:30,520
Speaker 1: I was like, everything's a yes and everything so no, yeah,

785
00:37:30,600 --> 00:37:32,879
Speaker 1: because if you don't commit to one thing, you can't

786
00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:35,160
Speaker 1: commit to anything properly because you committed to everything. Yeah.

787
00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:37,719
Speaker 1: So I kind of feel like I need to discern

788
00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:40,759
Speaker 1: what I am really trying to do and then not

789
00:37:41,040 --> 00:37:43,279
Speaker 1: get and also then you just get distracted. Last year,

790
00:37:43,280 --> 00:37:45,440
Speaker 1: I was shiny things, and I'm not often shiny things.

791
00:37:45,480 --> 00:37:47,759
Speaker 1: I was like, what's that shiny thing over there? Yes,

792
00:37:47,760 --> 00:37:49,799
Speaker 1: I'll do that right, yeah, Like everything is amazing, and

793
00:37:49,840 --> 00:37:53,160
Speaker 1: it was. It's the loveliest problem to have. But I

794
00:37:53,200 --> 00:37:56,640
Speaker 1: think I can channel myself better and do myself more

795
00:37:56,840 --> 00:38:00,520
Speaker 1: justice if I'm like a bit more what's my real

796
00:38:00,680 --> 00:38:03,800
Speaker 1: thing I want to achieve? More of a legacy question

797
00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:06,279
Speaker 1: than what do I want right now? But what do

798
00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:08,319
Speaker 1: I want my impact on the world this year to be?

799
00:38:08,400 --> 00:38:10,040
Speaker 1: I think that's more my question. And I don't know

800
00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:12,960
Speaker 1: that was deep.

801
00:38:13,280 --> 00:38:15,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, but good that you've thought about it. You haven't

802
00:38:15,200 --> 00:38:17,239
Speaker 2: really given yourself so much about it yet.

803
00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:19,200
Speaker 1: I just was like, I'm so fidgety, Like Nick, can

804
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:22,560
Speaker 1: I use the word fidgety when we're like itching for something?

805
00:38:23,120 --> 00:38:23,560
Speaker 2: Last year?

806
00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:23,879
Speaker 3: Yeah?

807
00:38:24,000 --> 00:38:24,279
Speaker 1: I could.

808
00:38:24,719 --> 00:38:25,000
Speaker 3: Yeah.

809
00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:27,360
Speaker 1: See, I wasn't itchy last year because I wasn't fighting it.

810
00:38:27,520 --> 00:38:29,400
Speaker 1: I was like, I know, this is the purpose of

811
00:38:29,440 --> 00:38:32,960
Speaker 1: this year is not necessarily to be grounded to goals

812
00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:34,759
Speaker 1: or to get from A to B. It's just to

813
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:38,080
Speaker 1: exist and enjoy it as much as I can and

814
00:38:38,120 --> 00:38:40,600
Speaker 1: be available for the family things that I need to

815
00:38:40,600 --> 00:38:42,400
Speaker 1: be available for, and make the most of what's in between.

816
00:38:42,719 --> 00:38:43,840
Speaker 1: Whereas this year, I'm.

817
00:38:43,680 --> 00:38:50,320
Speaker 3: Like, you've already been pretty good at setting boundaries of

818
00:38:50,360 --> 00:38:52,719
Speaker 3: what you will and won't say yes to based on

819
00:38:52,840 --> 00:38:55,000
Speaker 3: you know, like you're I think you have an idea

820
00:38:55,040 --> 00:38:55,800
Speaker 3: of what you're watching.

821
00:38:56,000 --> 00:38:58,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, your will, which is.

822
00:38:58,320 --> 00:39:01,000
Speaker 3: Enough for now to kind of make these acute decisions

823
00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:01,840
Speaker 3: in the next period.

824
00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:05,080
Speaker 1: Yeah. I think a lot of the conversations I've had

825
00:39:05,280 --> 00:39:07,800
Speaker 1: lately with people have been about being okay if you

826
00:39:07,800 --> 00:39:12,399
Speaker 1: feel a bit funny, ikey, clear, gitty, unsettled, like not

827
00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:14,600
Speaker 1: quite like you're in the year, like still kind of

828
00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:16,560
Speaker 1: like who am I? What am I doing? What is life?

829
00:39:17,160 --> 00:39:19,719
Speaker 1: I think that's quite common right now. So just if

830
00:39:20,160 --> 00:39:23,400
Speaker 1: you're not feeling got your diary, got your dates in,

831
00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:25,520
Speaker 1: got your goals, like, that's very okay.

832
00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:26,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, neither of us do.

833
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:29,120
Speaker 3: To be honest, this conversation is the first conversation we've

834
00:39:29,160 --> 00:39:30,280
Speaker 3: had about this topic.

835
00:39:30,440 --> 00:39:31,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, so it's top of the.

836
00:39:31,520 --> 00:39:34,520
Speaker 3: Head speaking at the minute, because noither of us haven't

837
00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:35,920
Speaker 3: really sat down, which I.

838
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:39,239
Speaker 1: Loved the podcast for that, because we never have conversations

839
00:39:39,280 --> 00:39:41,600
Speaker 1: a second time for the benefit of you guys. We

840
00:39:41,680 --> 00:39:44,160
Speaker 1: are always having it. The first time were going.

841
00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:48,520
Speaker 3: Really ever get exhausted after it was like vulnerability fortigue.

842
00:39:49,719 --> 00:39:51,439
Speaker 1: Now I'm like, and you and I were talking about

843
00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:53,440
Speaker 1: when we meet people in public as well. We're like,

844
00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:56,319
Speaker 1: oh my god, you're a real human. And I said

845
00:39:56,320 --> 00:39:58,400
Speaker 1: all those things about my bowels to you, like you

846
00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:00,520
Speaker 1: forget that people are listening because there's no one in

847
00:40:00,520 --> 00:40:01,160
Speaker 1: the room right now.

848
00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:03,319
Speaker 2: I know you said you don't even thought about girls,

849
00:40:03,320 --> 00:40:04,520
Speaker 2: but do you have any.

850
00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:10,080
Speaker 1: Well to clear the scar from my lip pimple is

851
00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:11,720
Speaker 1: a tangible.

852
00:40:11,239 --> 00:40:15,000
Speaker 2: Goal, right, Proud of you, katut Berhood.

853
00:40:16,680 --> 00:40:18,080
Speaker 1: That was a different pimple, wasn't it?

854
00:40:18,080 --> 00:40:19,919
Speaker 2: That was my pimple?

855
00:40:19,400 --> 00:40:23,719
Speaker 1: You tut Behood. Oh that was so cute. Why did

856
00:40:23,760 --> 00:40:26,839
Speaker 1: we even were so so weird? No? Okay, So this

857
00:40:26,920 --> 00:40:29,840
Speaker 1: is another one that I'm really excited about. A particular

858
00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:33,000
Speaker 1: guest that we just locked in for a dedicated episode

859
00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:36,440
Speaker 1: on this which I will also have to decide. And

860
00:40:36,480 --> 00:40:38,319
Speaker 1: I don't have to decide very often how much I

861
00:40:38,360 --> 00:40:41,319
Speaker 1: share about something or not. I generally just go here

862
00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:44,040
Speaker 1: is everything in my soul and then I go oop,

863
00:40:44,080 --> 00:40:48,279
Speaker 1: see that was a bit bit much much of an overshare,

864
00:40:49,000 --> 00:40:54,040
Speaker 1: but it's definitely a big focus this year is starting

865
00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:57,839
Speaker 1: a family, and it's very, very difficult to decide how

866
00:40:57,880 --> 00:41:00,879
Speaker 1: specific you want to be about sharing, because it does

867
00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:04,640
Speaker 1: suddenly if you say where at this stage, it creates expectations,

868
00:41:04,680 --> 00:41:07,520
Speaker 1: and then once you've said it in a recorded forum,

869
00:41:07,640 --> 00:41:09,879
Speaker 1: then it's like people can count back how many weeks

870
00:41:09,920 --> 00:41:13,120
Speaker 1: it's been months since you've said that, and it adds pressure.

871
00:41:13,280 --> 00:41:16,000
Speaker 1: There's already pressure, so it's like you're adding an unnecessary

872
00:41:16,000 --> 00:41:19,560
Speaker 1: extra layer of pressure. But because of that, so many

873
00:41:19,600 --> 00:41:22,960
Speaker 1: women then and like I'm not saying there's anything wrong

874
00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:25,040
Speaker 1: with this at all, because I would by default do

875
00:41:25,120 --> 00:41:27,799
Speaker 1: the same. Then like three years later or two years later,

876
00:41:27,880 --> 00:41:31,080
Speaker 1: come out and announce a pregnancy or announce whatever they've

877
00:41:31,080 --> 00:41:32,759
Speaker 1: been going through and say, for two years this has

878
00:41:32,760 --> 00:41:34,520
Speaker 1: been going on, but I haven't been speaking about it,

879
00:41:34,560 --> 00:41:37,360
Speaker 1: which means at the time people are going through the

880
00:41:37,400 --> 00:41:41,279
Speaker 1: same thing. Like miscarriages are not spoken about. Amount of

881
00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:43,719
Speaker 1: people I know who have experienced them, and no one

882
00:41:43,800 --> 00:41:47,720
Speaker 1: knows maybe just the process, the process, Like people feel

883
00:41:47,880 --> 00:41:53,560
Speaker 1: so isolated because everyone is more conservative about what they share,

884
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:56,920
Speaker 1: which means people can't find their community at the time.

885
00:41:57,000 --> 00:41:59,640
Speaker 1: It's often in hindsight because you don't want to jinx

886
00:41:59,680 --> 00:42:01,960
Speaker 1: it because so many reasons anyway, so I will have

887
00:42:02,000 --> 00:42:05,839
Speaker 1: to decide at some point where I sit on and

888
00:42:05,880 --> 00:42:08,200
Speaker 1: also because I'm sharing on behalf of Nick as well,

889
00:42:08,320 --> 00:42:10,960
Speaker 1: so it's not just me and your daughter and me

890
00:42:11,280 --> 00:42:19,200
Speaker 1: and my daughter Angelina, and but yeah, we have a

891
00:42:19,360 --> 00:42:22,759
Speaker 1: fertility and conception and birth related episode with a really

892
00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:25,279
Speaker 1: exciting guests coming out, really really good. But that is

893
00:42:25,360 --> 00:42:28,520
Speaker 1: undeniably a big focus for us this year and something

894
00:42:28,520 --> 00:42:32,480
Speaker 1: that you know, I probably haven't prioritized or been able to,

895
00:42:32,600 --> 00:42:33,960
Speaker 1: like physically, Nick and I have not been in the

896
00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:36,680
Speaker 1: same place for a lot of time, so that's something

897
00:42:36,680 --> 00:42:39,440
Speaker 1: I definitely want to You know, when I was seventeen,

898
00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:40,960
Speaker 1: I thought you sat on the same toilet seat as

899
00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:45,640
Speaker 1: a boy. You get pregnant and probably how you probably

900
00:42:45,719 --> 00:42:47,880
Speaker 1: at the level of fertility we'll have at seventeen, probably

901
00:42:47,880 --> 00:42:50,640
Speaker 1: you could have, but now it's like you can't. Really

902
00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:52,680
Speaker 1: it's hard for it to happen by accident, So you

903
00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:55,040
Speaker 1: have to make an effort, especially when you travel separately

904
00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:57,480
Speaker 1: a lot, like timing and stuff and the things. So it's

905
00:42:57,520 --> 00:43:00,279
Speaker 1: a that's a very big goal, and talking about the

906
00:43:00,320 --> 00:43:04,280
Speaker 1: Domino thing. It's very very difficult because like, once that happens,

907
00:43:04,320 --> 00:43:07,279
Speaker 1: your life doesn't end, but your life changes dramatically, which

908
00:43:07,320 --> 00:43:09,080
Speaker 1: changes all your goals and you don't know when that's

909
00:43:09,120 --> 00:43:11,760
Speaker 1: going to happen, and it suddenly becomes like a very

910
00:43:12,400 --> 00:43:13,200
Speaker 1: figity time.

911
00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:16,719
Speaker 3: But even the process of doing that, you have to

912
00:43:16,719 --> 00:43:19,359
Speaker 3: make decisions based on that process as well.

913
00:43:19,480 --> 00:43:21,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, like you need to be together when you're.

914
00:43:21,840 --> 00:43:24,840
Speaker 3: Together physically, but then also making sure you're not burning

915
00:43:24,880 --> 00:43:27,840
Speaker 3: out and make sure that your health is optimized, you know,

916
00:43:27,920 --> 00:43:28,359
Speaker 3: for the best.

917
00:43:30,160 --> 00:43:31,840
Speaker 1: There's a lot, yeah, you know, but that's okay.

918
00:43:31,880 --> 00:43:36,239
Speaker 2: I can vicariously go to overseas for you sub in.

919
00:43:38,800 --> 00:43:42,240
Speaker 1: Everyone now you dress like me and do your makeup

920
00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:47,759
Speaker 1: like me. I just all have to say having one

921
00:43:47,800 --> 00:43:50,320
Speaker 1: quart of the day for a really long time. You

922
00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:52,279
Speaker 1: get back to that, and I think we need to

923
00:43:52,280 --> 00:43:54,360
Speaker 1: do another flip book. That's like a bit risk, like

924
00:43:54,400 --> 00:43:58,279
Speaker 1: a bit cheeky, yeah, bit edgy, like calm your itty

925
00:43:58,280 --> 00:44:01,080
Speaker 1: bitty titty committee. Yeah, okay, cool.

926
00:44:01,120 --> 00:44:02,360
Speaker 2: Any other goals though.

927
00:44:03,400 --> 00:44:06,040
Speaker 1: Like I really haven't sat down and orientated myself. I

928
00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:11,120
Speaker 1: think I don't know. I think more playta I definitely

929
00:44:11,160 --> 00:44:13,319
Speaker 1: talk about it. Last year, I talked a lot about it,

930
00:44:13,320 --> 00:44:16,120
Speaker 1: and I didn't do a lot of it. I have

931
00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:17,880
Speaker 1: a lot of things I enjoy, but I don't have

932
00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:20,640
Speaker 1: a hobby right now. I really want to go back

933
00:44:20,640 --> 00:44:25,440
Speaker 1: to do dance classes yea years that for years, years

934
00:44:25,520 --> 00:44:27,759
Speaker 1: and Jim to me, is not a hobby. It's for

935
00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:30,080
Speaker 1: my mental health, my physical health. It's not like something

936
00:44:30,120 --> 00:44:33,800
Speaker 1: I just do for the expression, like dances. I don't

937
00:44:33,840 --> 00:44:36,200
Speaker 1: like play a sport, even though I love sport. I

938
00:44:36,239 --> 00:44:39,640
Speaker 1: haven't made time for like a regular activity that's not

939
00:44:40,840 --> 00:44:44,120
Speaker 1: self development related, and I feel like that's probably something

940
00:44:44,120 --> 00:44:46,600
Speaker 1: I'm missing, Like even yoga I haven't done for so long.

941
00:44:47,520 --> 00:44:49,720
Speaker 1: I haven't. Like I've been reading a lot, like fiction

942
00:44:49,840 --> 00:44:53,279
Speaker 1: that's been really good, but no puzzles or like, I

943
00:44:53,280 --> 00:44:55,480
Speaker 1: don't know. Playing with the Cows was really good for me,

944
00:44:55,560 --> 00:44:57,680
Speaker 1: but like you know, I just talked about it so much.

945
00:44:57,760 --> 00:44:59,719
Speaker 1: I was like, it's so important you platio and then

946
00:44:59,760 --> 00:45:02,680
Speaker 1: like didn't play at all. But then Antarctica was like

947
00:45:02,719 --> 00:45:05,239
Speaker 1: couldn't have my phone for fourteen days, and all I

948
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:09,560
Speaker 1: did was just like play, like read about whales and

949
00:45:09,640 --> 00:45:13,240
Speaker 1: seals and talk to people I'd never made a point

950
00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:17,480
Speaker 1: of interrupting circles and making friends with people and like

951
00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:21,160
Speaker 1: just looking out at the sky, like you know, letting

952
00:45:21,160 --> 00:45:22,960
Speaker 1: my brain like clouds.

953
00:45:23,120 --> 00:45:25,960
Speaker 2: No, I think yours is. You've always said play a.

954
00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:29,799
Speaker 3: Dance was always one because it wasn't related to a

955
00:45:29,960 --> 00:45:31,200
Speaker 3: work job.

956
00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:32,400
Speaker 1: I can't turn it into it.

957
00:45:32,880 --> 00:45:36,319
Speaker 3: And it's yeah, it was created and then within that

958
00:45:36,440 --> 00:45:39,640
Speaker 3: you were able to play. It's stuff that you create

959
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:43,000
Speaker 3: for yourself in your own timetable that's not associated with

960
00:45:43,360 --> 00:45:45,399
Speaker 3: yeah and yeah the kind of partnerships not to say

961
00:45:45,440 --> 00:45:47,600
Speaker 3: that you can't be have so much gay with them,

962
00:45:47,600 --> 00:45:48,920
Speaker 3: but it's not revolved around that.

963
00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:50,719
Speaker 2: It was not as as a side.

964
00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:51,400
Speaker 3: Yeah of that.

965
00:45:51,960 --> 00:45:54,400
Speaker 1: And the other thing was like booking in for activities

966
00:45:54,600 --> 00:45:58,440
Speaker 1: like candlelight concerts. We went to see it was so Disney,

967
00:45:59,080 --> 00:46:01,960
Speaker 1: which is the old to play, and like it was

968
00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:03,719
Speaker 1: only an hour and a half. I think it was

969
00:46:03,880 --> 00:46:06,080
Speaker 1: an hour, like an hour and ten minutes an hour,

970
00:46:06,280 --> 00:46:09,400
Speaker 1: and like if you were stressed that day or worried

971
00:46:09,400 --> 00:46:13,200
Speaker 1: about anything, you would have been transported, like the value

972
00:46:13,200 --> 00:46:16,520
Speaker 1: of an hour for your personality. I was crying literally

973
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:20,399
Speaker 1: Molan reflections on the piano, and I don't cry very easily.

974
00:46:20,600 --> 00:46:21,279
Speaker 1: Turned around and I was.

975
00:46:21,320 --> 00:46:23,880
Speaker 2: Just like, I'm so funny emotional.

976
00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:25,160
Speaker 1: It was so beautiful.

977
00:46:25,200 --> 00:46:27,400
Speaker 2: It wasn't funny, it was it was cute, but it

978
00:46:27,400 --> 00:46:28,160
Speaker 2: was hilariously.

979
00:46:28,200 --> 00:46:30,239
Speaker 3: It was only hilarious because it was we had to

980
00:46:30,239 --> 00:46:32,600
Speaker 3: be quiet because obviously performing, and so I was.

981
00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:37,880
Speaker 2: Trying to I was like, oh my god, and Sarah

982
00:46:37,960 --> 00:46:38,200
Speaker 2: was like.

983
00:46:40,239 --> 00:46:41,879
Speaker 3: Like pointing to her eyes and we were just like

984
00:46:42,280 --> 00:46:44,040
Speaker 3: internally laughing.

985
00:46:43,880 --> 00:46:46,880
Speaker 1: But like that sparked so much joy. You and I

986
00:46:46,920 --> 00:46:51,880
Speaker 1: were like captivated. We highly recommend it. I don't harla

987
00:46:51,960 --> 00:46:57,920
Speaker 1: recommend it. Nann is an incredible pianist musician. She arranger

988
00:46:58,320 --> 00:47:01,480
Speaker 1: and she composes like she mixed is Brittany with Beethoven

989
00:47:01,560 --> 00:47:04,759
Speaker 1: and does it in this just exquisite way. And she

990
00:47:04,880 --> 00:47:08,160
Speaker 1: has a few other Candlelight concerts coming up as well

991
00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:10,840
Speaker 1: as like her own albums and so much going on a.

992
00:47:11,000 --> 00:47:13,760
Speaker 2: Free fred Square.

993
00:47:14,040 --> 00:47:15,960
Speaker 3: I think there's going to be vocalists as well, but

994
00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:18,280
Speaker 3: it's like Ale that's trying to sit at fed Square.

995
00:47:19,000 --> 00:47:21,200
Speaker 2: Highly recommend to go. But it was just so good.

996
00:47:21,200 --> 00:47:23,920
Speaker 2: But so many people responded, was like should I go?

997
00:47:24,040 --> 00:47:24,520
Speaker 2: Should I go?

998
00:47:24,560 --> 00:47:25,759
Speaker 1: And I was like, do not miss it?

999
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:29,400
Speaker 3: Like this us saying it was amazing wasn't like it

1000
00:47:29,440 --> 00:47:33,160
Speaker 3: wasn't like an ad. It was genuinely we we were

1001
00:47:33,160 --> 00:47:35,520
Speaker 3: talking about it for like thirty five minutes straight the

1002
00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:37,399
Speaker 3: whole to your Mum.

1003
00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:39,240
Speaker 1: It was so big, like.

1004
00:47:39,600 --> 00:47:42,040
Speaker 3: It was, it went by really quickly because every song,

1005
00:47:42,080 --> 00:47:45,279
Speaker 3: you know, like just I would recommend choosing a night

1006
00:47:45,400 --> 00:47:48,239
Speaker 3: that you actually like, a dow you might love a

1007
00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:51,000
Speaker 3: cold with the song that you love and then hearing

1008
00:47:51,000 --> 00:47:53,800
Speaker 3: those versions of it is so so awesome.

1009
00:47:53,880 --> 00:47:56,520
Speaker 1: But last year, I think also because of work we

1010
00:47:56,800 --> 00:47:58,759
Speaker 1: get to go we have such a privilege of getting

1011
00:47:58,760 --> 00:48:00,239
Speaker 1: to go to a lot of events. I forget to

1012
00:48:00,320 --> 00:48:03,680
Speaker 1: book separate ones like ones that I'm just going to

1013
00:48:04,120 --> 00:48:05,680
Speaker 1: or even like you're not allowed to take videos in

1014
00:48:05,680 --> 00:48:07,160
Speaker 1: there until the very end, so it's kind of nice

1015
00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:09,160
Speaker 1: that you have to have your phone away. But yeah,

1016
00:48:09,160 --> 00:48:13,520
Speaker 1: I think that's another priorities, like booking leisure or entertainment.

1017
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:15,640
Speaker 1: Like Josh is in The Phantom. I'm going to see

1018
00:48:15,680 --> 00:48:18,520
Speaker 1: the Phantom. Van is a pianist, and then we had

1019
00:48:18,560 --> 00:48:20,840
Speaker 1: her on the show, so her episode's coming out next week.

1020
00:48:20,920 --> 00:48:22,799
Speaker 1: But then we're like, also, let's go to the show,

1021
00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:25,279
Speaker 1: Like I need to make more of an effort for

1022
00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:28,040
Speaker 1: those just entertainment. Yeah, yeah, I.

1023
00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:31,480
Speaker 2: Have more questions about Yeah, I do, actually surprise.

1024
00:48:31,600 --> 00:48:33,200
Speaker 1: Also, oh my god, this song from Allan that I

1025
00:48:33,239 --> 00:48:41,399
Speaker 1: cried you was called Reflections. Oh my god, that girl.

1026
00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:51,120
Speaker 3: No, it's I know, anyway to best memory or moment,

1027
00:48:51,719 --> 00:48:55,920
Speaker 3: highlight of last year and lowlight. Oh my god, that

1028
00:48:56,040 --> 00:48:58,560
Speaker 3: is so difficult, I know, but you do it.

1029
00:48:58,640 --> 00:49:03,080
Speaker 1: Lowlight is the week that my father in law passed away.

1030
00:49:03,520 --> 00:49:09,239
Speaker 1: Was obviously very very sad, very intense, and yeah, it

1031
00:49:09,239 --> 00:49:10,680
Speaker 1: had been coming for a long time but it happened

1032
00:49:10,719 --> 00:49:13,040
Speaker 1: quite quickly in the end, So just a really hard week.

1033
00:49:13,120 --> 00:49:15,640
Speaker 1: And that same week we found out about Paul's lung cancer,

1034
00:49:15,680 --> 00:49:18,960
Speaker 1: so it was just like, oh, so much cancer in

1035
00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:22,080
Speaker 1: one week. It was just I mean, you guys, if

1036
00:49:22,120 --> 00:49:24,640
Speaker 1: you follow us, you know, Paul is like my firstborn child.

1037
00:49:24,719 --> 00:49:27,120
Speaker 1: He's like, oh, I just love him so much. I

1038
00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:30,520
Speaker 1: can't even talk about it. But that week I distinctly

1039
00:49:30,560 --> 00:49:33,000
Speaker 1: remember as just like I don't even know what to

1040
00:49:33,400 --> 00:49:37,160
Speaker 1: do with this lay like the layers laying it on

1041
00:49:37,360 --> 00:49:40,200
Speaker 1: day after day, like new news and the touch and

1042
00:49:40,239 --> 00:49:42,200
Speaker 1: gonus at the same time, it was just like messy.

1043
00:49:42,280 --> 00:49:45,560
Speaker 1: And then when it's your loved one being affected, even

1044
00:49:45,560 --> 00:49:48,080
Speaker 1: more acutely and then you're trying to balance that, and

1045
00:49:48,120 --> 00:49:50,440
Speaker 1: then we also had like normal life going on on this,

1046
00:49:50,520 --> 00:49:52,960
Speaker 1: so like it was just a weird week. And I

1047
00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:56,000
Speaker 1: think in times like that, your concept of time stops

1048
00:49:56,080 --> 00:49:59,080
Speaker 1: and prioritization stops, but like everyone else is around you doesn't.

1049
00:49:59,120 --> 00:50:02,880
Speaker 1: So you're struggling against being in your own head. But

1050
00:50:02,920 --> 00:50:06,920
Speaker 1: then normal deadlines and normal things happening, you know, you

1051
00:50:07,040 --> 00:50:09,400
Speaker 1: just can't. And it was a really hard time. And

1052
00:50:09,480 --> 00:50:11,879
Speaker 1: I think because the year had been quite challenging as well,

1053
00:50:11,920 --> 00:50:14,640
Speaker 1: it was like just on top of everything of yeah,

1054
00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:18,839
Speaker 1: it was a lot highlight, there were many, yeah, but

1055
00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:23,160
Speaker 1: I really think Antarctica like was the thing that stands

1056
00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:29,080
Speaker 1: out of my brain still as like what was gout, Like, yeah, incredible,

1057
00:50:29,160 --> 00:50:33,360
Speaker 1: Like Homo was absolutely incredible. But I've been to Italy

1058
00:50:34,120 --> 00:50:37,960
Speaker 1: and it was like beautiful and mind blowing and breathtaking

1059
00:50:38,040 --> 00:50:41,680
Speaker 1: and the most exquisite wedding I've ever seen, But it

1060
00:50:41,760 --> 00:50:45,680
Speaker 1: didn't stretch my brain to feel like like Antarctica feels

1061
00:50:45,680 --> 00:50:48,799
Speaker 1: like Mars. It's so different, and like you know that

1062
00:50:48,840 --> 00:50:50,920
Speaker 1: travel is my favorite for the brain stretch, Like the

1063
00:50:51,040 --> 00:50:53,799
Speaker 1: brain stretch is my favorite part and just being like

1064
00:50:54,960 --> 00:50:57,160
Speaker 1: I've never not had my phone for fourteen days, Like

1065
00:50:57,200 --> 00:50:59,080
Speaker 1: I've just never not had the internet for that long.

1066
00:50:59,280 --> 00:51:01,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, you've seen you were so freshed.

1067
00:51:01,360 --> 00:51:03,399
Speaker 1: I was like, because it's like going into the womb

1068
00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:05,239
Speaker 1: and getting reborn again, because it's like none of us

1069
00:51:05,320 --> 00:51:08,399
Speaker 1: know who we are without connectivity because we've never done

1070
00:51:08,440 --> 00:51:10,560
Speaker 1: it since we got our phones the first time. Like,

1071
00:51:10,600 --> 00:51:12,400
Speaker 1: you wouldn't remember the last time you didn't have a

1072
00:51:12,400 --> 00:51:14,640
Speaker 1: phone for that long, Like when would have been for you,

1073
00:51:14,680 --> 00:51:17,440
Speaker 1: maybe a weekend, but not fourteen days to remember or

1074
00:51:17,480 --> 00:51:18,359
Speaker 1: twelve days or whatever.

1075
00:51:18,400 --> 00:51:20,600
Speaker 2: It was like, I really.

1076
00:51:20,360 --> 00:51:22,560
Speaker 3: Don't, Like I don't because all of my mass trips

1077
00:51:22,600 --> 00:51:24,359
Speaker 3: have been I've worked on the trip.

1078
00:51:24,600 --> 00:51:27,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, even my mum who's like doesn't need tech for

1079
00:51:27,440 --> 00:51:30,319
Speaker 1: work or anything, she wouldn't have had fourteen days without

1080
00:51:30,560 --> 00:51:35,200
Speaker 1: like something. And it's like you really work out who

1081
00:51:35,239 --> 00:51:38,360
Speaker 1: you are because you have no stimulus, like you've I

1082
00:51:38,360 --> 00:51:39,759
Speaker 1: think most of the time I figure out who I

1083
00:51:39,760 --> 00:51:42,880
Speaker 1: am in my response is too stimulus, whereas without all that,

1084
00:51:42,920 --> 00:51:45,880
Speaker 1: you're like, who am I in a icee like barren

1085
00:51:45,960 --> 00:51:49,480
Speaker 1: planet without anything except whales, like and no one I

1086
00:51:49,520 --> 00:51:51,080
Speaker 1: know and no one I know who knows if I'm alive,

1087
00:51:51,160 --> 00:51:52,880
Speaker 1: like who am I? And what do I want out

1088
00:51:52,920 --> 00:51:54,240
Speaker 1: of life? And it was weird.

1089
00:51:54,840 --> 00:51:58,880
Speaker 4: It was so existential, even like we go for four

1090
00:51:58,920 --> 00:52:03,120
Speaker 4: weeks not talking or whatever or it's just not but

1091
00:52:03,400 --> 00:52:05,399
Speaker 4: those two weeks you felt so far away.

1092
00:52:05,480 --> 00:52:07,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, I could contact you.

1093
00:52:07,200 --> 00:52:09,040
Speaker 2: It was just so weird. And then I cried when

1094
00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:09,440
Speaker 2: you came back.

1095
00:52:09,520 --> 00:52:15,600
Speaker 1: Yeah I know, but that that was like, really, I've

1096
00:52:15,600 --> 00:52:17,920
Speaker 1: never done that before, and I probably won't go for

1097
00:52:17,960 --> 00:52:19,839
Speaker 1: fourteen days again, Like why would I do that again?

1098
00:52:19,880 --> 00:52:23,840
Speaker 1: What what would cause that? I'm not even telling Nick hello,

1099
00:52:24,480 --> 00:52:26,600
Speaker 1: Like do you know what I mean? So it was

1100
00:52:26,880 --> 00:52:31,319
Speaker 1: incredibly unique and special and I just haven't had an

1101
00:52:31,360 --> 00:52:33,160
Speaker 1: experience like that in a long time. So I think

1102
00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:38,560
Speaker 1: that was a real highlight. But also the honeymoon because

1103
00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:41,239
Speaker 1: it was the first time in like a while that

1104
00:52:41,360 --> 00:52:44,720
Speaker 1: Nick and I had had time together that was easy

1105
00:52:45,160 --> 00:52:47,359
Speaker 1: and like us us again and that was like, oh

1106
00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:48,080
Speaker 1: my god, he's back.

1107
00:52:48,160 --> 00:52:48,880
Speaker 2: It could be together.

1108
00:52:49,000 --> 00:52:52,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was lovely. I was like, oh, hi husband.

1109
00:52:52,800 --> 00:52:56,160
Speaker 2: Nice cute. There were my surprise questions.

1110
00:52:56,200 --> 00:52:59,080
Speaker 1: Oh I like those, k what was your highlight and lowlight?

1111
00:52:59,480 --> 00:53:02,279
Speaker 2: You know this question? Not having thought about my own instant.

1112
00:53:02,360 --> 00:53:03,600
Speaker 1: Which is my mask low light?

1113
00:53:05,080 --> 00:53:10,520
Speaker 3: Probably revolved around death obviously, Shane, but also there this

1114
00:53:10,560 --> 00:53:14,799
Speaker 3: one patient that I was really had worked a lot with,

1115
00:53:15,200 --> 00:53:18,040
Speaker 3: who I feel like, we'll stay with me forever. It

1116
00:53:18,120 --> 00:53:20,640
Speaker 3: was just a really there's one of those ones that

1117
00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:23,839
Speaker 3: you would just always remember, you know. Anyway, Oh yeah,

1118
00:53:23,840 --> 00:53:26,399
Speaker 3: that patient passed away and that was actually really say,

1119
00:53:26,440 --> 00:53:28,400
Speaker 3: I remember arriving in Turkey and then kind.

1120
00:53:28,280 --> 00:53:30,799
Speaker 1: Of and then you just found out and I.

1121
00:53:32,280 --> 00:53:34,400
Speaker 3: Like, heaps of patients passed away, you know, it's just

1122
00:53:35,120 --> 00:53:38,239
Speaker 3: it's not uncommon, not common, but this one was just

1123
00:53:38,520 --> 00:53:40,600
Speaker 3: was very different. And then I guess the anxiety around

1124
00:53:40,800 --> 00:53:43,200
Speaker 3: leaving the job was not a low light, but it

1125
00:53:43,239 --> 00:53:44,279
Speaker 3: was a lot of discomfort.

1126
00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:47,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, quite angsty and angsty, very angsty.

1127
00:53:47,800 --> 00:53:53,360
Speaker 3: Yeah. And then the highlight probably choose that the relief

1128
00:53:53,400 --> 00:53:54,880
Speaker 3: of having made that decision.

1129
00:53:55,320 --> 00:53:57,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, you're like, oh my god.

1130
00:53:57,680 --> 00:54:00,520
Speaker 3: It's it's like I'm actually doing this, which is a

1131
00:54:00,560 --> 00:54:02,080
Speaker 3: really big relieving feeling.

1132
00:54:02,239 --> 00:54:03,960
Speaker 2: So I guess in a sense of highlight.

1133
00:54:04,600 --> 00:54:06,920
Speaker 3: And it's gonna sound really cheesy, but I guess like

1134
00:54:08,160 --> 00:54:09,279
Speaker 3: finding someone that you love.

1135
00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:12,600
Speaker 1: Oh my god, that's so beautiful.

1136
00:54:12,880 --> 00:54:14,719
Speaker 2: God, I'm gonna listen to back to this one day

1137
00:54:14,760 --> 00:54:16,080
Speaker 2: and be like that was so cheesy.

1138
00:54:16,280 --> 00:54:17,640
Speaker 1: She found somebody she loves.

1139
00:54:17,680 --> 00:54:18,120
Speaker 2: That's true.

1140
00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:20,520
Speaker 1: Everyone.

1141
00:54:20,719 --> 00:54:22,520
Speaker 3: I feel like everyone that like kind of falls in

1142
00:54:22,560 --> 00:54:25,560
Speaker 3: love or whatever has a like has that You're like, oh,

1143
00:54:25,560 --> 00:54:28,719
Speaker 3: that's a nice experience. It's a really fun experience. And

1144
00:54:28,760 --> 00:54:31,120
Speaker 3: then like, I'm very much like whatever happens happened. I

1145
00:54:31,120 --> 00:54:32,719
Speaker 3: don't think I'm one to be like I have to

1146
00:54:32,719 --> 00:54:35,600
Speaker 3: hold onto this, Like obviously it's nice to have for a.

1147
00:54:35,560 --> 00:54:37,279
Speaker 2: Long time or as long as you possibly can. But

1148
00:54:37,320 --> 00:54:39,480
Speaker 2: I'm also not one to be ignorant to the fact

1149
00:54:39,520 --> 00:54:40,920
Speaker 2: that not everything.

1150
00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:44,800
Speaker 3: You know it. Who knows what happens in the future.

1151
00:54:44,800 --> 00:54:46,719
Speaker 3: You can't really control that, So I'm also open to

1152
00:54:47,520 --> 00:54:50,520
Speaker 3: that as well. But for the time being, that has

1153
00:54:50,560 --> 00:54:51,239
Speaker 3: been really nice.

1154
00:54:52,520 --> 00:54:53,880
Speaker 1: Oh my god, big year a head.

1155
00:54:54,800 --> 00:54:57,040
Speaker 2: I think this is gonna be structured though, that's my thing.

1156
00:54:57,520 --> 00:55:03,160
Speaker 1: Structure, with a lot of opportunity, season structured, spontaneity, instruction, spontaneation.

1157
00:55:04,120 --> 00:55:09,480
Speaker 1: For the sale, Thank you so much for joining, for

1158
00:55:09,520 --> 00:55:14,960
Speaker 1: the work, vacation, and our first years of our lives.

1159
00:55:13,280 --> 00:55:15,920
Speaker 2: Made through kind of cognitively intact.

1160
00:55:16,520 --> 00:55:19,879
Speaker 1: Our next one is with Nick for Valentine's Yes.

1161
00:55:20,840 --> 00:55:23,360
Speaker 2: So excited. I'm going I'm going to be head host.

1162
00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:25,400
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, guys, if you have questions, send them change.

1163
00:55:25,480 --> 00:55:28,800
Speaker 3: You're going to be guests and I also will be

1164
00:55:28,840 --> 00:55:36,600
Speaker 3: there for fact checking. Oh yeah, false false false. Sarah

1165
00:55:36,640 --> 00:55:41,880
Speaker 3: and I we sleep in a king super king bed.

1166
00:55:41,960 --> 00:55:47,040
Speaker 1: Water bed and we don't watch television in the room.

1167
00:55:49,800 --> 00:55:52,800
Speaker 1: We have the big screen, medium little screen on together.

1168
00:55:54,040 --> 00:55:57,320
Speaker 1: All right, Thanks brim guys, thank you for listening. Hopefully

1169
00:55:57,520 --> 00:56:00,160
Speaker 1: see some of you. Oh my god, our first in

1170
00:56:00,160 --> 00:56:03,239
Speaker 1: our life event for twenty twenty three, and as always,

1171
00:56:03,280 --> 00:56:06,960
Speaker 1: please send your ideas and suggestions requests if you want

1172
00:56:07,000 --> 00:56:11,759
Speaker 1: us to come to your city, cute. I will see

1173
00:56:11,800 --> 00:56:13,040
Speaker 1: you in two weeks.

1174
00:56:13,200 --> 00:56:13,920
Speaker 2: Fine, say yell