1 00:00:00,360 --> 00:00:02,800 Speaker 1: This episode of Seize the A is brought to you 2 00:00:02,880 --> 00:00:06,200 Speaker 1: by zero online accounting software that helps you do business 3 00:00:06,320 --> 00:00:07,200 Speaker 1: but better it. 4 00:00:07,240 --> 00:00:10,000 Speaker 2: Don't always have those moments where doing what we're passionate 5 00:00:10,039 --> 00:00:15,400 Speaker 2: about is economically, practically emotionally feasible. But finding the way 6 00:00:15,440 --> 00:00:18,639 Speaker 2: to weave in my passions what interests me, even in 7 00:00:18,680 --> 00:00:21,520 Speaker 2: the smallest ways, has been the way that doors have 8 00:00:21,640 --> 00:00:24,320 Speaker 2: opened and the ways that opportunities have come up. 9 00:00:24,480 --> 00:00:28,320 Speaker 1: Welcome to the Sees the YA podcast. Busy and happy 10 00:00:28,480 --> 00:00:31,400 Speaker 1: are not the same thing. We too rarely question what 11 00:00:31,520 --> 00:00:34,199 Speaker 1: makes the heart seeing. We work, then we rest, but 12 00:00:34,440 --> 00:00:37,519 Speaker 1: rarely we play and often don't realize there's more than 13 00:00:37,560 --> 00:00:40,320 Speaker 1: one way. So this is a platform to hear and 14 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:43,839 Speaker 1: explore the stories of those who found lives they adore, 15 00:00:44,040 --> 00:00:46,640 Speaker 1: the good, bad and ugly. The best and worst day 16 00:00:46,920 --> 00:00:51,320 Speaker 1: will bear all the facets of Seizing your YEA. I'm 17 00:00:51,400 --> 00:00:54,680 Speaker 1: Sarah Davidson or a spoonful of Sarah, a lawyer turned 18 00:00:54,720 --> 00:00:57,080 Speaker 1: fu entrepreneur whos wapped the suits and heels to co 19 00:00:57,240 --> 00:00:59,160 Speaker 1: found matcha Maiden and matcha Milk Bar. 20 00:01:00,040 --> 00:01:01,600 Speaker 3: DA is a series. 21 00:01:01,320 --> 00:01:04,400 Speaker 1: Of conversations on finding a life you love and exploring 22 00:01:04,400 --> 00:01:10,839 Speaker 1: the self doubt challenge, joy and fulfillment along the way. Hello, 23 00:01:10,880 --> 00:01:13,920 Speaker 1: beautiful people, I am so excited to share one of 24 00:01:13,920 --> 00:01:16,640 Speaker 1: the women whose praises I could sing over and over, 25 00:01:16,840 --> 00:01:19,959 Speaker 1: who was originally lined up for International Women's Day, for 26 00:01:20,040 --> 00:01:22,800 Speaker 1: the incredible impact she has had on my journey through 27 00:01:22,840 --> 00:01:26,959 Speaker 1: many different chapters. Doctor Alexandra Feelen was a few years 28 00:01:26,959 --> 00:01:29,560 Speaker 1: ahead of me at Monash University, and you'll hear has 29 00:01:29,600 --> 00:01:33,640 Speaker 1: a very similar personality combination of Nerd Burger and Artifarti 30 00:01:33,760 --> 00:01:37,080 Speaker 1: with a splash of languages, and also started her career 31 00:01:37,200 --> 00:01:39,520 Speaker 1: at the same law firm as I did, now known 32 00:01:39,560 --> 00:01:42,520 Speaker 1: as King Ofwood Mallison's, which was one of the reasons 33 00:01:42,560 --> 00:01:46,000 Speaker 1: I originally wanted to work there. While we both ultimately 34 00:01:46,160 --> 00:01:49,200 Speaker 1: left corporate law. Alex is a glowing example of how 35 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:51,440 Speaker 1: you can stay within the law and still find a 36 00:01:51,520 --> 00:01:54,480 Speaker 1: niche that suits your strengths and interests, and she has 37 00:01:54,520 --> 00:01:57,880 Speaker 1: gone on to become a seriously impressive member of the 38 00:01:57,920 --> 00:02:01,040 Speaker 1: Center for Global Health, Science and Security at Georgetown University 39 00:02:01,160 --> 00:02:04,760 Speaker 1: School of Medicine, an assistant professor in the Department of 40 00:02:04,760 --> 00:02:09,840 Speaker 1: Microbiology and Immunology, and an adjunct professor of law at 41 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:14,840 Speaker 1: Georgetown University Law Center. That is three different departments. Her 42 00:02:14,919 --> 00:02:18,560 Speaker 1: honors thesis in her undergrad of biomade Science and Law 43 00:02:19,040 --> 00:02:23,120 Speaker 1: and her doctoral thesis both focus on international law and 44 00:02:23,160 --> 00:02:28,480 Speaker 1: the prevention of infectious diseases, including the challenges and risks 45 00:02:28,520 --> 00:02:31,960 Speaker 1: we face in managing those diseases with things like quarantine, 46 00:02:32,200 --> 00:02:36,560 Speaker 1: wearing masks, anything ring a bell here, which has made 47 00:02:36,639 --> 00:02:41,000 Speaker 1: her a leading global authority on health security and incredibly 48 00:02:41,040 --> 00:02:44,960 Speaker 1: relevant to the world's response to COVID nineteen. She is 49 00:02:45,160 --> 00:02:50,080 Speaker 1: infinitely impressive, painfully humble, and continues to inspire me every day, 50 00:02:50,480 --> 00:02:52,680 Speaker 1: and I am so honored that she made time to 51 00:02:52,760 --> 00:02:57,160 Speaker 1: join the show from Washington, DC. Alex shares some fascinating 52 00:02:57,200 --> 00:02:59,679 Speaker 1: insights on the more technical side to the challenge of 53 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:03,239 Speaker 1: a globe pandemic like COVID, and particularly on the challenges 54 00:03:03,320 --> 00:03:06,280 Speaker 1: over the last fifteen months that have been faced around 55 00:03:06,280 --> 00:03:11,280 Speaker 1: the world. With her intellect and empathy shining through, I hope. 56 00:03:11,080 --> 00:03:12,880 Speaker 3: You learn as much as I did. 57 00:03:13,480 --> 00:03:16,280 Speaker 1: Lovely, Alex, Welcome to the show. 58 00:03:16,600 --> 00:03:19,239 Speaker 2: Thanks so much for having me, Sarah it is It's 59 00:03:19,360 --> 00:03:21,560 Speaker 2: just so lovely to chat with you and connect with 60 00:03:21,600 --> 00:03:22,320 Speaker 2: you from Afar. 61 00:03:22,639 --> 00:03:25,040 Speaker 3: It's just so nice to see your face. It's been 62 00:03:25,080 --> 00:03:25,959 Speaker 3: such a long time. 63 00:03:26,320 --> 00:03:28,960 Speaker 2: I feel the same way, you know, because it's not 64 00:03:29,040 --> 00:03:33,040 Speaker 2: just seeing you, but also it brings back real grounding 65 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:35,400 Speaker 2: for me. I think, you know, being over in the US, 66 00:03:35,440 --> 00:03:37,840 Speaker 2: and obviously over the year that this has been to 67 00:03:37,880 --> 00:03:40,160 Speaker 2: sort of connect back in the home here, a familiar 68 00:03:40,200 --> 00:03:42,640 Speaker 2: accent is just particularly special. 69 00:03:42,800 --> 00:03:45,720 Speaker 1: Oh, I can imagine just that little slice of home 70 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:47,760 Speaker 1: and a little bit of a Bogan accent. 71 00:03:48,200 --> 00:03:50,480 Speaker 2: Yeah. 72 00:03:50,760 --> 00:03:54,000 Speaker 1: Well, guys, Alex is one of those people who has 73 00:03:54,200 --> 00:03:57,720 Speaker 1: truly been a huge influence on my life through so 74 00:03:57,800 --> 00:03:59,520 Speaker 1: many different parts of it. You know. I always talk 75 00:03:59,560 --> 00:04:02,080 Speaker 1: about check and how you don't need to see the 76 00:04:02,080 --> 00:04:04,920 Speaker 1: whole staircase to take the first step and building the 77 00:04:05,000 --> 00:04:08,200 Speaker 1: right neighborhood, and Alex is relevant to all of those 78 00:04:08,240 --> 00:04:08,520 Speaker 1: for me. 79 00:04:08,720 --> 00:04:08,960 Speaker 2: You know. 80 00:04:09,200 --> 00:04:11,800 Speaker 1: At university, we were at the same Uni. Alex was 81 00:04:11,800 --> 00:04:14,280 Speaker 1: a few years ahead of me, and we both loved 82 00:04:14,400 --> 00:04:17,480 Speaker 1: law and languages and travel, and then we worked at 83 00:04:17,480 --> 00:04:19,680 Speaker 1: the same law firm. And part of the reason I 84 00:04:19,680 --> 00:04:22,080 Speaker 1: wanted to go there was because Alex had. 85 00:04:21,920 --> 00:04:23,320 Speaker 3: Started at Mellson's before me. 86 00:04:23,600 --> 00:04:26,400 Speaker 1: Through so many different chapters of my life, you have 87 00:04:26,640 --> 00:04:29,359 Speaker 1: just been such a huge inspiration and role model and 88 00:04:29,640 --> 00:04:31,599 Speaker 1: I'm so honest to have you on the show. 89 00:04:31,880 --> 00:04:34,720 Speaker 2: Thanks Sarah. That's just a really touching and lovelady here. 90 00:04:34,920 --> 00:04:38,520 Speaker 2: It's been a lovely journey together in different ways as 91 00:04:38,560 --> 00:04:40,680 Speaker 2: well as we've both sort of gone off in different 92 00:04:40,720 --> 00:04:43,279 Speaker 2: paths from those common common steps. 93 00:04:43,480 --> 00:04:45,920 Speaker 1: And that's what I love, that none of us ever 94 00:04:46,000 --> 00:04:49,080 Speaker 1: knew where we'd end up from those common foundations. And 95 00:04:49,600 --> 00:04:53,120 Speaker 1: you're such a wonderful example of someone who also left 96 00:04:53,120 --> 00:04:56,159 Speaker 1: corporate law but stayed within the law to find a 97 00:04:56,240 --> 00:04:58,760 Speaker 1: niche that fits you so well and that all the 98 00:04:58,800 --> 00:05:01,920 Speaker 1: pieces really make sense. But before we jump into that, 99 00:05:02,160 --> 00:05:04,599 Speaker 1: I always kick off with a little icebreaker to break 100 00:05:04,640 --> 00:05:08,880 Speaker 1: down the glossy surface or fancy titles that were often 101 00:05:09,040 --> 00:05:13,479 Speaker 1: introduced to people with and you know as my intellectual 102 00:05:13,520 --> 00:05:17,200 Speaker 1: hero and now an assistant professor and a junk professor 103 00:05:17,360 --> 00:05:21,159 Speaker 1: doing seriously impressive things at a global level, make us 104 00:05:21,200 --> 00:05:23,560 Speaker 1: feel a bit better and share something really down to 105 00:05:23,640 --> 00:05:24,440 Speaker 1: earth about you. 106 00:05:24,839 --> 00:05:29,400 Speaker 2: Well, I don't know how relatable it is, but my downtime, 107 00:05:29,960 --> 00:05:32,440 Speaker 2: my switch off time, has always been since I was 108 00:05:32,440 --> 00:05:36,800 Speaker 2: a little kid playing video games. Yeah, so like because 109 00:05:36,839 --> 00:05:39,320 Speaker 2: of pandemic, I still don't have a PS five, but 110 00:05:39,440 --> 00:05:41,640 Speaker 2: you know I've got my PC. I've got my PlayStation, 111 00:05:41,720 --> 00:05:44,799 Speaker 2: I've got my switch, I've got Yeah, I love gaming, 112 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:47,640 Speaker 2: and some of it is to connect back with people 113 00:05:47,680 --> 00:05:49,680 Speaker 2: back home, but a lot of it is just to 114 00:05:49,760 --> 00:05:53,280 Speaker 2: really switch off. And I've managed to get in some 115 00:05:53,320 --> 00:05:56,600 Speaker 2: good gaming sessions over this last year working from home, 116 00:05:56,640 --> 00:06:01,200 Speaker 2: which has been a huge Really Alex your faith. 117 00:06:03,800 --> 00:06:06,080 Speaker 1: But this is why this is my favorite question because 118 00:06:06,080 --> 00:06:10,719 Speaker 1: it always unearths things that are so quirky, that's so normal, 119 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:13,960 Speaker 1: And you know, I think when people do get introduced 120 00:06:14,000 --> 00:06:16,880 Speaker 1: to sort of the surface level of someone's career rather 121 00:06:16,960 --> 00:06:18,760 Speaker 1: than who they are, like what they do rather than 122 00:06:18,800 --> 00:06:21,640 Speaker 1: who they are, it's really hard to imagine, Like what 123 00:06:21,680 --> 00:06:24,840 Speaker 1: does an adjunct professor of law working on global international 124 00:06:24,880 --> 00:06:26,680 Speaker 1: health policy do when they get home at night? 125 00:06:26,760 --> 00:06:28,159 Speaker 3: You know, it's sort of hard. 126 00:06:27,880 --> 00:06:32,640 Speaker 1: To understand who you are, But that is amazing. 127 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:35,559 Speaker 2: Essentially, what I do when I get home is build 128 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:39,560 Speaker 2: really uninhabitable houses in the sims, or kill monsters in 129 00:06:40,080 --> 00:06:43,440 Speaker 2: which are or play with friends in destiny. Yeah. That's 130 00:06:43,520 --> 00:06:45,800 Speaker 2: been a really really bit of a life save but 131 00:06:45,920 --> 00:06:48,960 Speaker 2: always been part of part of wow. 132 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:50,320 Speaker 3: And I love that too. 133 00:06:50,440 --> 00:06:52,320 Speaker 1: That, like, you know, that one of the things I 134 00:06:52,320 --> 00:06:53,880 Speaker 1: talk about the most. And we will of course, get 135 00:06:53,880 --> 00:06:57,239 Speaker 1: to that is Plata and the idea that everyone, even 136 00:06:57,240 --> 00:06:59,719 Speaker 1: if you're passionate about your job, needs something that is 137 00:06:59,800 --> 00:07:03,359 Speaker 1: so unrelated to it and so unproductive in relation to 138 00:07:03,920 --> 00:07:06,679 Speaker 1: your job and your vocation, just to get your brain 139 00:07:06,880 --> 00:07:08,000 Speaker 1: pulled away from it. 140 00:07:08,240 --> 00:07:11,080 Speaker 2: That's all right. You know, I cannot play video games 141 00:07:11,120 --> 00:07:14,760 Speaker 2: about infectious disease like anything is about like the zombie game. 142 00:07:14,840 --> 00:07:17,760 Speaker 2: I cannot play it like that. It's just it's just 143 00:07:17,840 --> 00:07:18,760 Speaker 2: too close to work. 144 00:07:18,960 --> 00:07:22,480 Speaker 1: So what was your major barrier during COVID? I couldn't 145 00:07:22,560 --> 00:07:24,440 Speaker 1: source my gaming machine that I needed. 146 00:07:24,720 --> 00:07:27,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, on the level of you know, on Mazl's hierarchy 147 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:30,080 Speaker 2: of needs, you know PS five really isn't up. 148 00:07:30,040 --> 00:07:32,840 Speaker 3: There, or is it? 149 00:07:32,880 --> 00:07:33,120 Speaker 2: Though? 150 00:07:33,240 --> 00:07:35,120 Speaker 3: I feel like, yeah, I. 151 00:07:35,040 --> 00:07:37,880 Speaker 2: Mean, good point. I think it's so easy in whuther 152 00:07:37,920 --> 00:07:40,880 Speaker 2: it be sort of crisis response mode or during you know, 153 00:07:41,120 --> 00:07:44,800 Speaker 2: pretty big international events like we're all going through, and 154 00:07:44,840 --> 00:07:46,960 Speaker 2: when you're doing serious work during the day, when you're 155 00:07:46,960 --> 00:07:49,920 Speaker 2: dealing with human rights issues and to as you said, 156 00:07:49,960 --> 00:07:54,320 Speaker 2: not have that play and have that sort of gentleness 157 00:07:54,360 --> 00:07:57,239 Speaker 2: with yourself to actually go it's okay to not be serious. 158 00:07:57,280 --> 00:07:59,600 Speaker 2: It's okay to just switch off, and you know, every 159 00:07:59,600 --> 00:08:03,240 Speaker 2: second doesn't have to necessarily be about trying to get 160 00:08:03,280 --> 00:08:05,800 Speaker 2: something out and make an impact, and how that's actually 161 00:08:06,240 --> 00:08:08,920 Speaker 2: really really important totally. 162 00:08:08,600 --> 00:08:11,160 Speaker 1: And I think especially over the past sort of fifteen 163 00:08:11,320 --> 00:08:15,360 Speaker 1: to eighteen months, for anyone whose job is actually important 164 00:08:15,480 --> 00:08:18,200 Speaker 1: for the global direction of. 165 00:08:18,120 --> 00:08:19,600 Speaker 3: How we come through this pandemic. 166 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:22,600 Speaker 1: You know, I always say, I've really had to reevaluate 167 00:08:22,640 --> 00:08:24,960 Speaker 1: my idea of urgency and like, if people don't get 168 00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:28,600 Speaker 1: their matri Green tea or podcasts, like, nothing's going to happen. Unfortunately, 169 00:08:28,640 --> 00:08:31,280 Speaker 1: for certain people in the world, like you know, frontline 170 00:08:31,320 --> 00:08:34,400 Speaker 1: workers and people like yourself researching and working on policy, 171 00:08:34,400 --> 00:08:35,240 Speaker 1: it actually. 172 00:08:34,880 --> 00:08:36,880 Speaker 3: Matters when you take a break. 173 00:08:36,920 --> 00:08:38,920 Speaker 1: So it would be even harder to sort of carve 174 00:08:38,960 --> 00:08:39,800 Speaker 1: out that time. 175 00:08:39,600 --> 00:08:41,520 Speaker 3: For you again, which we will get to, but I. 176 00:08:41,520 --> 00:08:44,840 Speaker 1: Would love to start with the first section, which is 177 00:08:44,880 --> 00:08:47,200 Speaker 1: your way toa And I think one of the things 178 00:08:47,240 --> 00:08:50,280 Speaker 1: that again gets skated over a lot in other conversations 179 00:08:50,360 --> 00:08:52,880 Speaker 1: is we do get to see people like yourself on 180 00:08:52,960 --> 00:08:56,400 Speaker 1: the news making big statements about, you know, prevention of 181 00:08:56,520 --> 00:08:59,600 Speaker 1: infectious diseases, and you've been doing some incredible research all 182 00:08:59,600 --> 00:09:02,480 Speaker 1: the way back to you know, your doctoral work to 183 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:05,520 Speaker 1: now what you're doing over at Georgetown before COVID was 184 00:09:05,520 --> 00:09:08,760 Speaker 1: even a thing, and through the ebolavirus. But looking back 185 00:09:08,800 --> 00:09:12,840 Speaker 1: at us at Uni, it sort of fascinates me how 186 00:09:13,240 --> 00:09:15,520 Speaker 1: someone could ever conceive of making their way to a 187 00:09:15,559 --> 00:09:17,680 Speaker 1: position like yours and you sort of you know, you 188 00:09:17,720 --> 00:09:19,200 Speaker 1: hear all these people and it's like, how did you 189 00:09:19,240 --> 00:09:19,720 Speaker 1: get there? 190 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:20,480 Speaker 3: How did you. 191 00:09:20,440 --> 00:09:23,040 Speaker 1: Even know that that was a pathway? When did you 192 00:09:23,080 --> 00:09:25,160 Speaker 1: decide that that was a thing? You know, it's quite 193 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:28,840 Speaker 1: a specialist way to applay your skills. But yeah, I 194 00:09:28,880 --> 00:09:31,360 Speaker 1: think the whole journey of figuring out what we like, 195 00:09:31,400 --> 00:09:33,600 Speaker 1: what we don't like, and starting in corporate and all 196 00:09:33,640 --> 00:09:36,560 Speaker 1: those kinds of things is important to trace back to 197 00:09:36,559 --> 00:09:40,160 Speaker 1: to show everyone that it's not linear ever, that there's 198 00:09:40,200 --> 00:09:42,679 Speaker 1: lots of twists and turns, some that you don't really love. 199 00:09:42,600 --> 00:09:43,800 Speaker 3: Some that you do really love. 200 00:09:44,240 --> 00:09:46,680 Speaker 1: So take us all the way back to young Alex 201 00:09:46,960 --> 00:09:50,200 Speaker 1: as a kid, What were you like, what was your 202 00:09:50,240 --> 00:09:51,040 Speaker 1: first job? 203 00:09:51,160 --> 00:09:51,720 Speaker 3: What were you like? 204 00:09:52,040 --> 00:09:55,640 Speaker 1: Eltham College, Leafy Green bel Bernie suburb like, who were 205 00:09:55,640 --> 00:09:56,199 Speaker 1: you back then? 206 00:09:56,240 --> 00:09:58,240 Speaker 3: And then take us story each chapter to now. 207 00:09:58,480 --> 00:10:00,880 Speaker 2: So I think, you know, if I go all the 208 00:10:00,920 --> 00:10:04,120 Speaker 2: way back to you know, growing up in Albham and 209 00:10:04,120 --> 00:10:08,559 Speaker 2: Warren divers. I think I've always had an eclectic range 210 00:10:08,559 --> 00:10:11,280 Speaker 2: of interests, and that is, you know, I've always done 211 00:10:11,360 --> 00:10:16,080 Speaker 2: like basketball, whilst really into music and the choirs and singing, 212 00:10:16,679 --> 00:10:20,320 Speaker 2: and then languages and so and history. So I just 213 00:10:20,400 --> 00:10:23,160 Speaker 2: I've always had this range of eclectic interests, which that's 214 00:10:23,200 --> 00:10:25,800 Speaker 2: a nice way of putting. I have a really short 215 00:10:25,840 --> 00:10:31,679 Speaker 2: attention span, and I need to be constantly overstimulated to focus, 216 00:10:32,280 --> 00:10:34,040 Speaker 2: and so you know, through primary school and even then 217 00:10:34,040 --> 00:10:36,920 Speaker 2: through high school, like you know, I'd be playing basketball 218 00:10:36,960 --> 00:10:39,480 Speaker 2: but also in the choirs. But then from the age 219 00:10:39,480 --> 00:10:42,280 Speaker 2: of sort of fifty and I've spent a huge amount 220 00:10:42,280 --> 00:10:45,840 Speaker 2: of time living and studying and working in China. You know, 221 00:10:45,880 --> 00:10:48,120 Speaker 2: that was where my passions were. You know, I needed 222 00:10:48,160 --> 00:10:50,760 Speaker 2: to be doing music to get that outlet, I needed 223 00:10:50,800 --> 00:10:54,360 Speaker 2: to be doing sport to get that movement. And you know, 224 00:10:54,400 --> 00:10:58,760 Speaker 2: my interests were in the sciences and literature, and I 225 00:10:58,840 --> 00:11:00,880 Speaker 2: kind of just never felt how I could actually put 226 00:11:00,920 --> 00:11:03,360 Speaker 2: it all together. And I started to realize that what 227 00:11:03,440 --> 00:11:06,000 Speaker 2: I had been sort of creating by accident with this, 228 00:11:06,120 --> 00:11:08,960 Speaker 2: you know, these many short attention spans, was in my 229 00:11:09,000 --> 00:11:10,800 Speaker 2: mind the idea of a little bit like a tapestry, 230 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:14,520 Speaker 2: like lots of different colored threads that just don't look 231 00:11:14,920 --> 00:11:16,840 Speaker 2: you know, sitting on table next to each other. They're 232 00:11:16,880 --> 00:11:20,920 Speaker 2: completely contrasting and there's no sort of cohesion. But when 233 00:11:20,920 --> 00:11:23,360 Speaker 2: you start to weave them together in the story, you 234 00:11:23,440 --> 00:11:26,079 Speaker 2: start to see this image appear. And for me, that 235 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:28,480 Speaker 2: sort of after you know, doing what I was very 236 00:11:28,520 --> 00:11:31,560 Speaker 2: interested in in high school, which made no sense to 237 00:11:31,600 --> 00:11:33,920 Speaker 2: anyone from the outside. You know, I was doing theater 238 00:11:34,000 --> 00:11:36,640 Speaker 2: and chemistry and biology in Chinese and literature and. 239 00:11:36,840 --> 00:11:37,840 Speaker 3: Mass you know. 240 00:11:37,920 --> 00:11:41,520 Speaker 2: When I went to university, I started with a biomedical 241 00:11:41,559 --> 00:11:45,479 Speaker 2: science degree because I had just the love of sciences, 242 00:11:45,520 --> 00:11:48,080 Speaker 2: and I originally thought, do I want to go into medicine, 243 00:11:48,160 --> 00:11:50,760 Speaker 2: and then realized that no, I wanted to know. I 244 00:11:50,760 --> 00:11:53,880 Speaker 2: was fascinated by viruses, you know, these time little pathogens 245 00:11:53,920 --> 00:11:58,240 Speaker 2: that can do so much and so incredibly adept at 246 00:11:58,360 --> 00:12:01,400 Speaker 2: changing to circumstances. That was you know, interest. But I 247 00:12:01,440 --> 00:12:03,840 Speaker 2: was also lucky enough at Monash having the ability to 248 00:12:03,840 --> 00:12:06,400 Speaker 2: do double degrees, and so Monash allowed me to do 249 00:12:06,440 --> 00:12:10,679 Speaker 2: biomedical science and a diploma of Languages Mandarin Chinese, so 250 00:12:10,720 --> 00:12:13,040 Speaker 2: I could keep my Chinese going, but it also allowed 251 00:12:13,040 --> 00:12:14,679 Speaker 2: me to do a law degree at the same time, 252 00:12:15,240 --> 00:12:18,680 Speaker 2: so I was able to do all three all three 253 00:12:18,720 --> 00:12:21,079 Speaker 2: at the same time. That was just to have that 254 00:12:21,120 --> 00:12:24,000 Speaker 2: sort of diversity, to be able to be doing taughts 255 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:26,000 Speaker 2: and reading these case studies and then going into a 256 00:12:26,040 --> 00:12:29,880 Speaker 2: microbiology lab. And so Monash was the one place in 257 00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:33,640 Speaker 2: you know, Victoria that let me do all of that, 258 00:12:33,960 --> 00:12:37,320 Speaker 2: and it just really worked for me. It fitted with 259 00:12:37,360 --> 00:12:40,040 Speaker 2: how I think and approach things and that tapestry and 260 00:12:40,120 --> 00:12:42,240 Speaker 2: was able to keep building. And my final year of 261 00:12:42,280 --> 00:12:44,560 Speaker 2: my law degree, I was like, I need to I 262 00:12:44,600 --> 00:12:46,960 Speaker 2: had an offer to go start at this law firm 263 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:49,880 Speaker 2: at that Moleson's, and I had twelve subjects to go, 264 00:12:50,080 --> 00:12:52,000 Speaker 2: all law subjects, and so I was like, right, that's it. 265 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:54,079 Speaker 2: I'm doing twelve subjects at a year to finish my 266 00:12:54,160 --> 00:12:54,640 Speaker 2: law degree. 267 00:12:54,960 --> 00:12:55,920 Speaker 3: Oh my gosh. 268 00:12:55,960 --> 00:12:58,840 Speaker 1: That is literally one hundred and fifty loading of what 269 00:12:58,920 --> 00:13:00,920 Speaker 1: you you know, most of us do eight subjects, and 270 00:13:01,360 --> 00:13:03,240 Speaker 1: in fact some of us do six, so that we 271 00:13:03,280 --> 00:13:04,520 Speaker 1: can cope with the workload. 272 00:13:04,640 --> 00:13:05,800 Speaker 3: Oh my gosh. 273 00:13:05,920 --> 00:13:08,720 Speaker 2: It was intense, but it gave me an opportunity to 274 00:13:08,720 --> 00:13:12,480 Speaker 2: do research and I did an honors thesis looking at 275 00:13:12,559 --> 00:13:15,760 Speaker 2: a piece of international law called the International Health regulations 276 00:13:16,080 --> 00:13:19,560 Speaker 2: that tries to prevent international spread of disease, and how 277 00:13:19,600 --> 00:13:22,840 Speaker 2: Australia had implemented it, and whether that impacted human rights, 278 00:13:22,880 --> 00:13:26,000 Speaker 2: whether Australia had appropriately considered what if we were to 279 00:13:26,080 --> 00:13:28,840 Speaker 2: quarantine people, what if we were to close the borders, 280 00:13:29,040 --> 00:13:31,640 Speaker 2: what if we were to compulsory require vaccination. And my 281 00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:35,200 Speaker 2: contention was as we had failed to update our legislation appropriately. 282 00:13:35,520 --> 00:13:38,240 Speaker 2: And I went on off to Malison's. So i'd sort 283 00:13:38,240 --> 00:13:39,920 Speaker 2: of managed to bring some of the threads together, a 284 00:13:39,960 --> 00:13:42,880 Speaker 2: little bit of the buyomed the law, a little bit 285 00:13:42,880 --> 00:13:45,880 Speaker 2: of China because these laws were adopted after the first 286 00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:49,680 Speaker 2: sar's outbreak. So I went to Mallison's and I was 287 00:13:49,720 --> 00:13:52,320 Speaker 2: really loving the practical skills. I really loved working in 288 00:13:52,360 --> 00:13:54,960 Speaker 2: the law firm, and I started to work more onto 289 00:13:55,400 --> 00:13:57,560 Speaker 2: the China and law. So I was started to was 290 00:13:57,600 --> 00:13:59,920 Speaker 2: always trying to find a way to balance at least 291 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:02,280 Speaker 2: two interests, you know, there was always some sort of 292 00:14:02,440 --> 00:14:06,040 Speaker 2: connection and working in sort of the climate change and 293 00:14:06,200 --> 00:14:09,960 Speaker 2: clean tech size of law. But because I can't focus 294 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:13,920 Speaker 2: on one thing at once, I started to do a 295 00:14:14,000 --> 00:14:16,320 Speaker 2: master's up at A and U in Canberra. So i'd 296 00:14:16,360 --> 00:14:18,080 Speaker 2: got up there on weekends because it was how I said, 297 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:20,280 Speaker 2: but I sort of do it intensively. And I got 298 00:14:20,280 --> 00:14:22,400 Speaker 2: an opportunity to go to Geneva as part of that 299 00:14:22,560 --> 00:14:25,600 Speaker 2: for a subject. And when I went to Geneva, I 300 00:14:25,640 --> 00:14:28,080 Speaker 2: presented that thesis from my law degree to a couple 301 00:14:28,120 --> 00:14:31,040 Speaker 2: of folks and I was offered some internships, one at 302 00:14:31,040 --> 00:14:34,000 Speaker 2: the w at the World Health Organization, and one as 303 00:14:34,120 --> 00:14:37,360 Speaker 2: legal counsel at Garvey the Vaccine Alliance. I had a 304 00:14:37,400 --> 00:14:39,520 Speaker 2: big questions, well, which one do I pick? And I thought, well, 305 00:14:39,680 --> 00:14:40,600 Speaker 2: what if I don't pick? 306 00:14:41,040 --> 00:14:45,800 Speaker 1: And oh, of course, I'm pretty sure you micro biologized 307 00:14:45,840 --> 00:14:47,920 Speaker 1: a way to be superhuman or to be in more 308 00:14:47,960 --> 00:14:49,120 Speaker 1: than one place at the same time. 309 00:14:51,120 --> 00:14:53,360 Speaker 2: Well, you know, I sent a message back to my 310 00:14:53,480 --> 00:14:55,520 Speaker 2: supervising partner at the firm and I said, look, I've 311 00:14:55,520 --> 00:14:58,880 Speaker 2: got these offers. I've saved up just enough money that 312 00:14:58,920 --> 00:15:01,760 Speaker 2: would maybe allow me to do this, and they gave 313 00:15:01,800 --> 00:15:04,600 Speaker 2: me a leave of absence and I moved to Geneva 314 00:15:04,640 --> 00:15:07,160 Speaker 2: for nine months. And you know, it was a huge 315 00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:11,280 Speaker 2: leap of faith. It was something that I was fortunate 316 00:15:11,320 --> 00:15:13,200 Speaker 2: that I'd been in a position by working at the firm, 317 00:15:13,240 --> 00:15:16,000 Speaker 2: to be able to do and I didn't know what 318 00:15:16,040 --> 00:15:18,600 Speaker 2: the outcome would because they were just internships. As you know, 319 00:15:18,760 --> 00:15:21,600 Speaker 2: there's actively no guarantee of a job. In fact, it's 320 00:15:21,600 --> 00:15:23,800 Speaker 2: the opposite. You often can't work there for a little while. 321 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:26,600 Speaker 2: When I was there, I decided to use opportunity to 322 00:15:26,640 --> 00:15:29,960 Speaker 2: speak to mentors about you know, what would you recommend 323 00:15:30,080 --> 00:15:32,280 Speaker 2: for going into this into the field of global health 324 00:15:32,360 --> 00:15:33,840 Speaker 2: if that's what I wanted to do. You know, do 325 00:15:33,920 --> 00:15:35,960 Speaker 2: I want to be in house counsel in a health 326 00:15:36,080 --> 00:15:38,160 Speaker 2: organization or do I want to work on global health 327 00:15:38,200 --> 00:15:41,000 Speaker 2: and law? And the advice I consistently got was was 328 00:15:41,080 --> 00:15:44,440 Speaker 2: critical to get a PhD or equivalent. And you know, 329 00:15:44,520 --> 00:15:47,440 Speaker 2: to really pick the supervisor. Don't pick the university. You 330 00:15:47,440 --> 00:15:50,680 Speaker 2: know different the amazing university around the world, but really 331 00:15:50,760 --> 00:15:53,840 Speaker 2: what matters is who your supervisor is. When I was 332 00:15:53,840 --> 00:15:57,120 Speaker 2: at WHL, I met Professor Lawrence Gostin, who was at 333 00:15:57,240 --> 00:16:00,760 Speaker 2: George Chain University is the world leader on global health law. 334 00:16:01,200 --> 00:16:03,760 Speaker 2: He said, come come to George Shown, come to your PhD. 335 00:16:03,840 --> 00:16:06,440 Speaker 2: And I've just used all my money to live in 336 00:16:06,440 --> 00:16:09,840 Speaker 2: to finance at the intern and I was fortunate enough 337 00:16:09,880 --> 00:16:13,640 Speaker 2: to be successful in a general Sir John Monash Scholarship 338 00:16:13,760 --> 00:16:16,280 Speaker 2: and which was huge. It was life changing. Without the 339 00:16:16,280 --> 00:16:19,320 Speaker 2: support of the General Sir John Monash Foundation, none of 340 00:16:19,360 --> 00:16:20,920 Speaker 2: this path would have been possible. 341 00:16:21,160 --> 00:16:24,120 Speaker 1: And I actually remember that, Yeah, remember that announcement. 342 00:16:24,280 --> 00:16:25,320 Speaker 3: Yeah, it was. 343 00:16:25,360 --> 00:16:27,160 Speaker 2: It was a moment where I just couldn't believe it, 344 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:29,720 Speaker 2: Like I just couldn't process that it had actually happened. 345 00:16:29,880 --> 00:16:32,920 Speaker 2: And so I applied to George shown with that, I 346 00:16:32,960 --> 00:16:35,520 Speaker 2: was successful of getting into George shun Law for their 347 00:16:36,080 --> 00:16:39,920 Speaker 2: PhD equivalent. It's called a Doctorate of Juridical Science. They 348 00:16:39,960 --> 00:16:42,040 Speaker 2: don't do PhDs in law in the US. It's like 349 00:16:42,080 --> 00:16:43,280 Speaker 2: a different sort of program. 350 00:16:43,320 --> 00:16:45,960 Speaker 3: And I saw that your letters are like SJD or something. 351 00:16:46,040 --> 00:16:49,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, exactly, Yeah, which my student's joke is super JD, 352 00:16:51,440 --> 00:16:54,480 Speaker 2: which it actually is. Yeah, I kind of it's like 353 00:16:54,520 --> 00:16:58,320 Speaker 2: a five year program, five year research program. So I said, 354 00:16:58,720 --> 00:17:01,520 Speaker 2: I'll be perfectly honest with you. I knew nothing about Joorshtown. 355 00:17:01,720 --> 00:17:04,719 Speaker 2: I all my life had been focused on China and 356 00:17:04,760 --> 00:17:07,159 Speaker 2: that was where, you know, I'd always focus on China 357 00:17:07,320 --> 00:17:11,040 Speaker 2: and lawyers, you know, I tend to do their masters 358 00:17:11,119 --> 00:17:14,760 Speaker 2: whatever at up, like I got Oxford or a classic 359 00:17:14,800 --> 00:17:18,080 Speaker 2: sort of UK legal system, and that was a bit stuffy. 360 00:17:18,200 --> 00:17:20,640 Speaker 2: I wanted to go to a place where my sort 361 00:17:20,640 --> 00:17:23,120 Speaker 2: of way of approaching lots of issues all at once 362 00:17:23,359 --> 00:17:27,080 Speaker 2: and with enthusiasm would be part of the way academia works, 363 00:17:27,119 --> 00:17:29,520 Speaker 2: all of the way it works. And the US is 364 00:17:29,680 --> 00:17:33,200 Speaker 2: you know, it's one of the greatest. Yeah, and there's 365 00:17:33,240 --> 00:17:37,439 Speaker 2: a place that actively encourages people to take risks. My 366 00:17:37,480 --> 00:17:40,040 Speaker 2: biggest risk was, you know, getting off a plane in Washington, DC, 367 00:17:40,200 --> 00:17:42,280 Speaker 2: my first time in the US on a hot August 368 00:17:42,359 --> 00:17:45,240 Speaker 2: night in twenty thirteen and going, Okay, well, I guess 369 00:17:45,240 --> 00:17:48,040 Speaker 2: I'm doing I'm doing this, And you know, I was 370 00:17:48,400 --> 00:17:51,159 Speaker 2: very lucky to have Larry Bostman as my as my 371 00:17:51,359 --> 00:17:55,879 Speaker 2: supervisor and as a mentor that essentially over the the 372 00:17:55,960 --> 00:17:59,280 Speaker 2: last eight years so my PhD and then I have 373 00:17:59,400 --> 00:18:02,359 Speaker 2: been subsequent appointed to various faculty positions. 374 00:18:02,480 --> 00:18:05,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, that is a major downplay of what you actually do. 375 00:18:06,760 --> 00:18:09,359 Speaker 1: So let me just read it out, guys, because Alex 376 00:18:09,400 --> 00:18:11,040 Speaker 1: will be like, oh, just you know, pointed to a 377 00:18:11,040 --> 00:18:15,240 Speaker 1: few little things after her doctoral work, which was investigating 378 00:18:15,240 --> 00:18:19,479 Speaker 1: how national law can facilitate response to and prevention of 379 00:18:19,480 --> 00:18:22,399 Speaker 1: infectious diseases, which is so incredibly relevant that it's just 380 00:18:22,760 --> 00:18:25,840 Speaker 1: almost painful. How that all aligned she's now a member 381 00:18:25,880 --> 00:18:28,000 Speaker 1: of the Center for Global Health, Science and Security at 382 00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:32,159 Speaker 1: Georgetown University School of Medicine, So that's one faculty, an 383 00:18:32,160 --> 00:18:35,480 Speaker 1: assistant professor in the Department of Microbiology and Immunology a 384 00:18:35,520 --> 00:18:39,560 Speaker 1: different department, and and adjunct professor of Law at Georgetown 385 00:18:39,640 --> 00:18:43,000 Speaker 1: University Law Center, a different faculty. So I should have 386 00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:46,280 Speaker 1: actually said welcome, doctor Alexandra feel in to the show. 387 00:18:47,680 --> 00:18:51,399 Speaker 1: So now your doctor feeling as well. It is so 388 00:18:51,720 --> 00:18:56,119 Speaker 1: incredible having gone through UNI until now in your orbit 389 00:18:56,200 --> 00:18:58,800 Speaker 1: and been around to watch this all unravel. It's just 390 00:18:59,000 --> 00:19:02,000 Speaker 1: so fascinating. And firstly, anyone who has listened to the 391 00:19:02,000 --> 00:19:05,480 Speaker 1: podcast will see the very very strong parallels between us 392 00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:08,840 Speaker 1: with our great love for so many different passions in 393 00:19:08,920 --> 00:19:11,399 Speaker 1: all different directions, and a bit of languages there and 394 00:19:11,440 --> 00:19:15,440 Speaker 1: as well, and Arti Fardi versus Nerdy and the tapestry 395 00:19:15,480 --> 00:19:18,200 Speaker 1: you speak about is such a beautiful visual. I call 396 00:19:18,240 --> 00:19:20,280 Speaker 1: it the jigsaw puzzle, which is kind of similar. You 397 00:19:20,320 --> 00:19:23,119 Speaker 1: know that every chapter is either getting rid of pieces 398 00:19:23,119 --> 00:19:26,080 Speaker 1: that aren't working anymore or adding totally new pieces you 399 00:19:26,119 --> 00:19:27,080 Speaker 1: didn't know existed. 400 00:19:27,520 --> 00:19:28,840 Speaker 3: I'm actually really impressed with. 401 00:19:28,800 --> 00:19:31,600 Speaker 1: Myself that anything I say is similar to what you say, 402 00:19:32,359 --> 00:19:35,640 Speaker 1: but I always love to emphasize that at each phase, 403 00:19:35,920 --> 00:19:38,800 Speaker 1: right up until the internship, like you said, you didn't 404 00:19:38,840 --> 00:19:41,840 Speaker 1: know what the outcome would be. You had no idea 405 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:44,119 Speaker 1: what the next chapter would be, but you just kept 406 00:19:44,160 --> 00:19:46,560 Speaker 1: putting one foot in front of the other and using 407 00:19:46,600 --> 00:19:50,000 Speaker 1: the data from each chapter to figure out what the 408 00:19:50,040 --> 00:19:54,200 Speaker 1: next step is. And you couldn't have jumped from UNI 409 00:19:54,240 --> 00:19:56,840 Speaker 1: to now without all of those steps. And I think 410 00:19:56,840 --> 00:19:58,480 Speaker 1: we do really try and rush to the end and 411 00:19:58,560 --> 00:20:01,840 Speaker 1: find just one purpose. But if you're multi passionate, maybe 412 00:20:01,840 --> 00:20:04,200 Speaker 1: you're not supposed to have just one purpose. 413 00:20:04,640 --> 00:20:08,320 Speaker 2: Yeah. I think when you say Czas, it's finding we 414 00:20:08,440 --> 00:20:11,199 Speaker 2: don't always have those moments where doing what we're passionate 415 00:20:11,240 --> 00:20:19,520 Speaker 2: about is economically, practically emotionally feasible. Right. There's always the 416 00:20:19,840 --> 00:20:22,199 Speaker 2: ground truthing of life and day to day life that 417 00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:26,760 Speaker 2: comes in. But finding the I've found that finding the 418 00:20:26,760 --> 00:20:30,120 Speaker 2: way to weave in my passions what interests me, even 419 00:20:30,160 --> 00:20:33,040 Speaker 2: in the smallest ways, has been the way that doors 420 00:20:33,040 --> 00:20:35,920 Speaker 2: have opened and the ways that opportunities have come up. 421 00:20:36,080 --> 00:20:38,320 Speaker 2: And you know, you say that that idea, you don't 422 00:20:38,359 --> 00:20:40,840 Speaker 2: actually know what's going what each step is going to take, 423 00:20:40,880 --> 00:20:42,639 Speaker 2: and it is a bit like driving through the fog, 424 00:20:42,720 --> 00:20:44,600 Speaker 2: where you're like, look, I can see this a little 425 00:20:44,600 --> 00:20:45,760 Speaker 2: bit in front of me. I'm going to go that 426 00:20:45,800 --> 00:20:47,760 Speaker 2: little bit and to see where I can get from 427 00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:50,600 Speaker 2: where that takes me. I think this is a really 428 00:20:50,720 --> 00:20:52,960 Speaker 2: really spot on way of thinking about and I think 429 00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:55,320 Speaker 2: when you've got lots of interest and lots of passions, 430 00:20:55,640 --> 00:20:58,800 Speaker 2: that's potentially even heightened because you don't have a model 431 00:20:58,840 --> 00:21:02,000 Speaker 2: to look to, have a biography to pick up and 432 00:21:02,040 --> 00:21:03,800 Speaker 2: read and go Okay, well that's the path I need 433 00:21:03,840 --> 00:21:06,159 Speaker 2: to take, and so it is invariably always going to 434 00:21:06,160 --> 00:21:07,840 Speaker 2: be trying to sort of make sure you've got your 435 00:21:07,880 --> 00:21:10,080 Speaker 2: foot on the next step before you put all your 436 00:21:10,080 --> 00:21:11,440 Speaker 2: weight onto it. 437 00:21:11,800 --> 00:21:14,880 Speaker 1: I always think having lots of interests is so exciting 438 00:21:14,920 --> 00:21:16,879 Speaker 1: and dynamic, but it does make that part of your 439 00:21:16,880 --> 00:21:20,119 Speaker 1: life when you change your decision making matrix from what 440 00:21:20,200 --> 00:21:22,199 Speaker 1: I'm good at and what I like as e vent 441 00:21:22,280 --> 00:21:26,000 Speaker 1: diagram to letting the shoulds and societal norms on success 442 00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:27,960 Speaker 1: and expectations kind of creep in. 443 00:21:28,359 --> 00:21:29,080 Speaker 3: It makes it really. 444 00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:31,960 Speaker 1: Difficult because you're right, there is no logical path when 445 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:36,600 Speaker 1: you're interested in often diametrically opposed things like Chinese language 446 00:21:36,640 --> 00:21:40,200 Speaker 1: and then social health and immunology and microbiology and climate 447 00:21:40,280 --> 00:21:41,360 Speaker 1: change and corporate law. 448 00:21:42,119 --> 00:21:43,680 Speaker 3: But I think what I love about. 449 00:21:43,480 --> 00:21:46,879 Speaker 1: These stories and diving a little deeper, is that ultimately 450 00:21:47,119 --> 00:21:50,640 Speaker 1: people do often make their way into the niche that 451 00:21:50,800 --> 00:21:53,560 Speaker 1: pulls all those things together. And perhaps we're the first 452 00:21:53,600 --> 00:21:56,119 Speaker 1: generation where we have seen that more and more because 453 00:21:56,160 --> 00:21:59,439 Speaker 1: there are more gray areas of careers that didn't exist before. 454 00:22:00,520 --> 00:22:03,040 Speaker 1: Men who would have ever imagined that your thesis back 455 00:22:03,080 --> 00:22:06,439 Speaker 1: at university was pretty much targeted at an exact COVID 456 00:22:06,480 --> 00:22:10,680 Speaker 1: situation you would become the global authority for decades later. 457 00:22:10,760 --> 00:22:14,120 Speaker 1: I mean, it's so so fascinating, And I actually barely 458 00:22:14,119 --> 00:22:17,639 Speaker 1: even understood what you did before now because it wasn't 459 00:22:17,640 --> 00:22:21,120 Speaker 1: contextualized into a situation that now I'm like, oh my gosh, 460 00:22:21,320 --> 00:22:25,480 Speaker 1: you have been preparing for a decade for this exact situation. 461 00:22:26,320 --> 00:22:28,200 Speaker 1: But that's why it's so cool, because you were doing 462 00:22:28,280 --> 00:22:30,920 Speaker 1: it before it was globally relevant. And like you said, 463 00:22:30,960 --> 00:22:33,080 Speaker 1: you know, you have to trust your gut. Sometimes your 464 00:22:33,080 --> 00:22:37,080 Speaker 1: passion isn't economically viable or the hottest topic. And this 465 00:22:37,119 --> 00:22:39,160 Speaker 1: is where I would love to just pick your brain 466 00:22:39,320 --> 00:22:42,160 Speaker 1: so much on the decision making process of having faith 467 00:22:42,200 --> 00:22:44,080 Speaker 1: that what you were doing would be relevant one day 468 00:22:44,119 --> 00:22:46,639 Speaker 1: and all of that stuff. But I think given that, 469 00:22:46,760 --> 00:22:48,600 Speaker 1: you know, we can't talk of five hours as much 470 00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:51,760 Speaker 1: as I love to, what would be really important to 471 00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:54,159 Speaker 1: hear from you is your perspective from being in the 472 00:22:54,200 --> 00:22:57,280 Speaker 1: thick of it, how COVID unraveled for you in a 473 00:22:57,280 --> 00:23:01,080 Speaker 1: global position of authority on health security, what your views 474 00:23:01,119 --> 00:23:04,840 Speaker 1: are on how we've dealt with it, how it felt 475 00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:07,720 Speaker 1: to apply your exact skills to a global situation that 476 00:23:07,760 --> 00:23:11,240 Speaker 1: you've written about for years. And you've just had the vaccine, 477 00:23:11,320 --> 00:23:13,360 Speaker 1: you know how that went for you, and what you're 478 00:23:13,440 --> 00:23:15,920 Speaker 1: now is like, yeah. 479 00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:17,679 Speaker 2: So there's a lot of contradictions in it, right, So 480 00:23:18,520 --> 00:23:21,640 Speaker 2: the vaccination is actually nice little analogy for it. So 481 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:25,160 Speaker 2: I got my first dose, which was a moment of 482 00:23:25,480 --> 00:23:28,800 Speaker 2: such a feeling of light, you know, just incredible that 483 00:23:28,920 --> 00:23:32,600 Speaker 2: in a year we've gone from the emergence of a 484 00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:35,800 Speaker 2: novel infectious disease to having a countermeasure that's going to 485 00:23:35,880 --> 00:23:38,920 Speaker 2: save lives, and having not just one, but many, many 486 00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:42,240 Speaker 2: different vaccines. I had my first dose, which is amazing, 487 00:23:42,320 --> 00:23:47,359 Speaker 2: and I'm incredibly fortunate. Then I had really bad side effects, 488 00:23:47,680 --> 00:23:49,639 Speaker 2: and that was for my because of my own unique 489 00:23:49,680 --> 00:23:53,439 Speaker 2: health situation, and they are nothing compared to what if 490 00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:56,160 Speaker 2: I had gotten COVID would be. So you know, if 491 00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:58,240 Speaker 2: I got to choose again, I would absolutely go through 492 00:23:58,240 --> 00:24:00,879 Speaker 2: it again. But it did. It is an example that 493 00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:04,160 Speaker 2: not everything is going to be a win win situation. 494 00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:07,080 Speaker 2: There was there There are always potentially some some downsides, 495 00:24:07,119 --> 00:24:09,480 Speaker 2: but on balance that's much better. You know, I've got 496 00:24:09,480 --> 00:24:11,440 Speaker 2: my second dose coming up, so it's still a process. 497 00:24:11,480 --> 00:24:12,760 Speaker 2: And the reason why I feel this is a bit 498 00:24:12,760 --> 00:24:17,119 Speaker 2: of analogy and analogy is there actually isn't satisfaction in 499 00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:19,919 Speaker 2: having worried about an issue to the point where you 500 00:24:19,920 --> 00:24:21,840 Speaker 2: write a thesis to the point where you go to 501 00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:25,560 Speaker 2: a five year degree overseas away from a family or 502 00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:27,920 Speaker 2: work in this field, to then have all the things 503 00:24:27,920 --> 00:24:30,440 Speaker 2: you worried about and all the gaps you fla we're 504 00:24:30,480 --> 00:24:34,439 Speaker 2: talking about then happen. Because it's actually you know, I 505 00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:38,480 Speaker 2: remember in January when this first emerge, well, December thirty one, 506 00:24:38,560 --> 00:24:40,920 Speaker 2: and then you know that there were there about three 507 00:24:40,920 --> 00:24:44,359 Speaker 2: weeks in January where it was like that feeling of 508 00:24:44,440 --> 00:24:48,400 Speaker 2: incredible impending doom of going you know where this is going, 509 00:24:48,560 --> 00:24:51,239 Speaker 2: And there's certain key decisions that were happening internationally at 510 00:24:51,240 --> 00:24:55,400 Speaker 2: that point. That feeling of not being able to stop 511 00:24:55,800 --> 00:24:59,440 Speaker 2: you know, this this barreling train. Having spent so much 512 00:24:59,440 --> 00:25:01,520 Speaker 2: time talking about how to stop it, how to prepare, 513 00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:06,240 Speaker 2: how to respond, was you know, incredibly difficult and didn't 514 00:25:06,240 --> 00:25:08,399 Speaker 2: have them. But yeah, there wasn't any particular sort of 515 00:25:08,680 --> 00:25:11,680 Speaker 2: satisfaction in anything coming to fruition. It was like, no, no, no, 516 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:13,320 Speaker 2: this is what we've been trying to stop. And so, 517 00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:17,040 Speaker 2: you know, similar to the to the vaccine is, you know, 518 00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:20,200 Speaker 2: there kind of aren't any silver linings. And I look 519 00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:22,399 Speaker 2: back to where the big failures have been how we 520 00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:24,959 Speaker 2: got to where we are in the United States, in Europe, 521 00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:28,280 Speaker 2: and it was lack of leadership. It was failures of leadership. 522 00:25:28,400 --> 00:25:31,080 Speaker 2: There was failures of governance. It was countries turning their 523 00:25:31,119 --> 00:25:34,680 Speaker 2: back on working together, and it was countries turning inwards. 524 00:25:34,680 --> 00:25:36,720 Speaker 2: You know, we've now got this week the European Union 525 00:25:36,840 --> 00:25:39,440 Speaker 2: blocking vaccines from going out. You know, these are all 526 00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:43,199 Speaker 2: situations where there is sort of that turning inwards to 527 00:25:43,280 --> 00:25:45,760 Speaker 2: protect citizens, and countries are doing it because that's you know, 528 00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:48,520 Speaker 2: that's their duty. But it doesn't does that means that 529 00:25:48,600 --> 00:25:51,200 Speaker 2: the rest of the world. There aren't vaccines are going 530 00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:54,400 Speaker 2: equitably around the world, and that's going to prolong the pandemic. 531 00:25:54,560 --> 00:25:57,160 Speaker 2: And so you know, from the very beginning, these are about 532 00:25:57,119 --> 00:26:00,520 Speaker 2: values of governments, not taking into account scientific evidence, and 533 00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:04,560 Speaker 2: not prioritizing public health in the right way. I think 534 00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:09,280 Speaker 2: what is hard is that's really difficult to build back from. 535 00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:14,719 Speaker 2: You know, I think that what this pandemic has revealed 536 00:26:14,800 --> 00:26:19,399 Speaker 2: in so many ways are the huge inequalities and gaps 537 00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:23,040 Speaker 2: in society that you know, maybe it took a pandemic 538 00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:26,800 Speaker 2: to get high level government attention on. But I do 539 00:26:26,880 --> 00:26:29,440 Speaker 2: worry that we are not going to be prioritizing that 540 00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:31,600 Speaker 2: coming out. And so, you know, I sit here in 541 00:26:31,760 --> 00:26:34,160 Speaker 2: March twenty twenty one, or you know, in the beginning 542 00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:37,040 Speaker 2: of twenty twenty one, and I feel that the we're 543 00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:39,439 Speaker 2: only we're now just stepping on the first step of 544 00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:42,440 Speaker 2: the flight of stairs. There's still such a huge way 545 00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:45,399 Speaker 2: to go. It's less now crisis and it's now rebuilding. 546 00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:48,840 Speaker 2: I've done so much sort of technical work that I've 547 00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:51,520 Speaker 2: kind of stepped away, and I'd have to get you 548 00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:56,440 Speaker 2: to refocus me on what particular reflections you want to divide. 549 00:26:56,720 --> 00:26:58,200 Speaker 3: I went into I went back. 550 00:26:58,000 --> 00:27:03,160 Speaker 2: Into like a pandemic sponse mode. No, but that's that's 551 00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:05,640 Speaker 2: where my brain keeps going. And that's kind of also, 552 00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:07,399 Speaker 2: you know, you spoke a little bit. We're going to 553 00:27:07,440 --> 00:27:09,560 Speaker 2: talk about burnout and things like that. But I think 554 00:27:09,600 --> 00:27:12,240 Speaker 2: what's hard is, you know, we're now fifteen months in 555 00:27:12,840 --> 00:27:19,040 Speaker 2: and switching off response mode is almost impossible, and learning 556 00:27:19,560 --> 00:27:23,600 Speaker 2: to rebalance to normal, you know, where that be like 557 00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:27,359 Speaker 2: starting to play video games again, you know, talking with 558 00:27:27,480 --> 00:27:30,720 Speaker 2: people and finding a way to wind back that response 559 00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:32,800 Speaker 2: mode is really tough. 560 00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:36,199 Speaker 1: I can't even imagine. And before we started chatting, you know, 561 00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:39,120 Speaker 1: you mentioned you've pretty much been working every day for 562 00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:42,240 Speaker 1: fifteen months and getting by on you know, five. 563 00:27:42,119 --> 00:27:43,280 Speaker 3: Or six hours of sleep. 564 00:27:44,160 --> 00:27:47,280 Speaker 1: What has that been like? What work have you been 565 00:27:47,440 --> 00:27:50,800 Speaker 1: actually doing during those times? And something I think that's 566 00:27:50,840 --> 00:27:52,520 Speaker 1: really fascinating here is that there is a bit of 567 00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:56,720 Speaker 1: a misconception often about academia and how it's all sitting 568 00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:59,880 Speaker 1: at officers working on theoretical situations and never getting any 569 00:28:00,160 --> 00:28:02,600 Speaker 1: real life experience. But it sounds like you've very much 570 00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:05,760 Speaker 1: been hands on in the field the whole time. How 571 00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:09,760 Speaker 1: has what's happened compared to what was in your original 572 00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:12,760 Speaker 1: thesis about our preparedness and all that kind of stuff. 573 00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:16,199 Speaker 2: Well, I'm going to be upfront, I had not I 574 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:19,479 Speaker 2: had not ever figured that Australian states would close their 575 00:28:19,520 --> 00:28:21,960 Speaker 2: borders to each other. I thought, yeah, the principles of 576 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:25,040 Speaker 2: federalism went out on that one. That was definitely not 577 00:28:25,080 --> 00:28:28,360 Speaker 2: something I predicted. So in terms of like what I 578 00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:30,879 Speaker 2: the big things early on was, you know, this was 579 00:28:30,880 --> 00:28:33,280 Speaker 2: something novel. You know, a lot of my work is 580 00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:38,600 Speaker 2: advising on obligations under law and international law about sharing 581 00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:43,400 Speaker 2: of data, rapid notifications of outbreaks, of building surveillance systems. 582 00:28:43,400 --> 00:28:45,240 Speaker 2: So you know, I do a lot of like written 583 00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:47,640 Speaker 2: and law stuff, but a lot of it over the 584 00:28:47,720 --> 00:28:50,120 Speaker 2: last few years has also been advising on how do 585 00:28:50,120 --> 00:28:53,080 Speaker 2: you structure a surveillance system, how do you build up 586 00:28:53,080 --> 00:28:56,160 Speaker 2: public health capacities, and what does your health workforce need 587 00:28:56,200 --> 00:28:59,280 Speaker 2: to look like? How many we even have run simulations 588 00:28:59,280 --> 00:29:01,680 Speaker 2: if you know how many how many ventilators do you need? 589 00:29:01,840 --> 00:29:03,800 Speaker 2: What distribution sites are you going to use, how are 590 00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:06,320 Speaker 2: you going to prioritize distribution? And these are sorts of 591 00:29:06,360 --> 00:29:08,960 Speaker 2: skills that we're all part of the pandemic preparedness work 592 00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:11,320 Speaker 2: beforehand that it was like, okay, we're now putting this 593 00:29:11,360 --> 00:29:13,720 Speaker 2: into place, and one of the big things is we 594 00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:15,880 Speaker 2: don't have or we didn't have a lot of data 595 00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:20,520 Speaker 2: on what non pharmaceutical interventions, so things like physical distancing, 596 00:29:20,680 --> 00:29:23,920 Speaker 2: things like masks. There really was not much data. All 597 00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:27,440 Speaker 2: we had really was from influenza pandemics. So in the 598 00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:30,640 Speaker 2: very first i would say six months up until sort 599 00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:34,960 Speaker 2: of summer or mid last year, here was actually very 600 00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:41,080 Speaker 2: public health advice directly advising governments, directly advising international organizations, 601 00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:44,760 Speaker 2: businesses on how to build up a contact tracing system, 602 00:29:44,800 --> 00:29:48,800 Speaker 2: including jurisdictions in Australia, but also in Europe and the 603 00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:51,160 Speaker 2: United States, a number of places in the United States. 604 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:53,040 Speaker 2: So a lot of my work was various sort of 605 00:29:53,040 --> 00:29:57,040 Speaker 2: classic public health response, outbreak response. In the outbreak in China, 606 00:29:57,360 --> 00:29:59,440 Speaker 2: you know, there were things that happened with the initial 607 00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:03,600 Speaker 2: lockdown in Wuhan that were unprecedented. So going okay, well, 608 00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:05,280 Speaker 2: what does this mean. We don't have a huge amount 609 00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:07,720 Speaker 2: of data, what are the minimum standards? How do we 610 00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:10,520 Speaker 2: protect human rights? How do we protect public health whilst 611 00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:14,600 Speaker 2: also protecting right to food, right to medicines, right to education, 612 00:30:14,880 --> 00:30:17,760 Speaker 2: all these other factors and so that's largely a lot 613 00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:20,960 Speaker 2: of advocacy, but also directly advising governments on the sorts 614 00:30:20,960 --> 00:30:23,240 Speaker 2: of policies that they should be implementing, and over the 615 00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:25,280 Speaker 2: sort of you know, the last fifteen months in total, 616 00:30:25,480 --> 00:30:29,440 Speaker 2: I've advised on a range of different policy measures, including 617 00:30:29,920 --> 00:30:34,320 Speaker 2: those social distancing and physical distancing, and vaccination or access 618 00:30:34,320 --> 00:30:37,640 Speaker 2: to treatments early on now more vaccination, but also you know, 619 00:30:37,720 --> 00:30:40,560 Speaker 2: more planning for policies. So I've done a lot of 620 00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:43,400 Speaker 2: work on things like you know, immunity passports and the 621 00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:48,080 Speaker 2: equitable and legal limits, and then vaccination passports. So yes, 622 00:30:48,160 --> 00:30:49,800 Speaker 2: they had in the New York Times like a piece 623 00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:52,320 Speaker 2: about a vaccination about vaccination passports and how there is 624 00:30:52,360 --> 00:30:53,960 Speaker 2: a lot we really need to think about and there's 625 00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:57,640 Speaker 2: international law that who and governments have to think about. 626 00:30:58,040 --> 00:31:01,240 Speaker 2: And so what has been quite amazing is everyone is 627 00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:03,800 Speaker 2: in this pandemic, Everyone is experiencing this pandemic, and so 628 00:31:03,840 --> 00:31:06,560 Speaker 2: everyone is bringing the expertise this pandemic, and I think 629 00:31:06,720 --> 00:31:09,640 Speaker 2: in many instances there's been a lot of forgetting that 630 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:12,480 Speaker 2: there are people who have worked specifically on pandemic preparedness, 631 00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:14,120 Speaker 2: and so a lot of my job is just saying, well, 632 00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:16,040 Speaker 2: you're putting my hand up and saying, okay, yeah, these 633 00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:18,320 Speaker 2: are really good ideas, but we actually already have laws 634 00:31:18,360 --> 00:31:21,200 Speaker 2: on this, and here's working some legal advice, you know, 635 00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:23,040 Speaker 2: and or you know, sure, okay, well this is what 636 00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:24,680 Speaker 2: the law says, if that's what you want to do. 637 00:31:24,760 --> 00:31:26,760 Speaker 2: This is how we need to actually address it and 638 00:31:26,760 --> 00:31:28,880 Speaker 2: how we need to prove it. So in many ways, 639 00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:30,600 Speaker 2: a lot of the skills that I've been applying are 640 00:31:30,640 --> 00:31:34,800 Speaker 2: actually from advising clients at a law firm day rather 641 00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:37,760 Speaker 2: than you know, necessarily legal theory. You know, I've got 642 00:31:37,800 --> 00:31:39,880 Speaker 2: a lot of colleagues who you know, are writing on 643 00:31:40,120 --> 00:31:42,200 Speaker 2: like from an academic perspective, and I think one of 644 00:31:42,240 --> 00:31:44,840 Speaker 2: the great things I'm so happy to have had is those, 645 00:31:44,880 --> 00:31:47,680 Speaker 2: you know, those years at a law firm to be 646 00:31:47,680 --> 00:31:49,720 Speaker 2: able to think about what are the practical and operational 647 00:31:49,720 --> 00:31:52,000 Speaker 2: issues and not just get sort of stuck in the 648 00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:55,160 Speaker 2: theory or the advocacy and finding a way to balance 649 00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:58,200 Speaker 2: balance that some of the sort of more longer term 650 00:31:58,280 --> 00:31:59,880 Speaker 2: things of you know, in our set on a number 651 00:31:59,880 --> 00:32:04,320 Speaker 2: of of international and national bodies that are looking at 652 00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:06,480 Speaker 2: the current response and looking forward, there's going to be 653 00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:11,400 Speaker 2: a few quite big international commissions. So I'm currently advising 654 00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:15,160 Speaker 2: the Who's independent panel that are doing the review and 655 00:32:15,200 --> 00:32:17,360 Speaker 2: to sort of set what the reset should be going 656 00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:20,120 Speaker 2: forward on international law. And I sit on a number 657 00:32:20,120 --> 00:32:23,760 Speaker 2: of national academies panels looking at, you know, the next pandemic. 658 00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:27,920 Speaker 2: We're already preparing for that. It's like, let's be honest, 659 00:32:27,960 --> 00:32:30,120 Speaker 2: this has been huge, but this isn't the big one. 660 00:32:30,320 --> 00:32:32,520 Speaker 2: When we talk about the big one, we talk about 661 00:32:32,520 --> 00:32:36,400 Speaker 2: a flu pandemic typically, and that's always the risk is 662 00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:39,320 Speaker 2: what the actual big one, you know, the catastrophic one is. 663 00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:41,560 Speaker 2: But you know, I think one of the pluses is 664 00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:45,920 Speaker 2: there are countries and international organizations are paying attention, and 665 00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:49,200 Speaker 2: you know, it's very rewarding to be a part of 666 00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:50,040 Speaker 2: that process. 667 00:32:51,760 --> 00:32:52,720 Speaker 3: Lovely neighborhood. 668 00:32:52,760 --> 00:32:55,000 Speaker 1: For all my fellow business owners out there, I've got 669 00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:58,200 Speaker 1: a tip that will absolutely change your life for the better. 670 00:32:58,840 --> 00:32:59,800 Speaker 3: Since the very. 671 00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:02,719 Speaker 1: Beginning, we've been using zero as our accounting software, and 672 00:33:02,760 --> 00:33:06,000 Speaker 1: for over five years it's been the glue that holds 673 00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:09,960 Speaker 1: all of our businesses and my sanity together. 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In this scenario, 689 00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:13,120 Speaker 1: you kind of want to be like I told you so, 690 00:34:13,280 --> 00:34:15,440 Speaker 1: but you also don't want that to be the case. 691 00:34:15,480 --> 00:34:18,800 Speaker 3: You don't want that global pandemic to come to fruition. 692 00:34:18,920 --> 00:34:22,480 Speaker 1: And I can imagine that job satisfaction and finding you know, 693 00:34:22,600 --> 00:34:25,279 Speaker 1: yay in your work every day is quite hard. You 694 00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:28,360 Speaker 1: mentioned before that there have been really dark times to 695 00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:33,600 Speaker 1: be concentrating on the heavier problematic side of things, Meanwhile, 696 00:34:33,640 --> 00:34:35,960 Speaker 1: we're all starting to look towards the silver linings of 697 00:34:36,000 --> 00:34:40,560 Speaker 1: the force, slowdown and appreciating the smaller things Again. Quarantine, 698 00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:43,240 Speaker 1: of course, really does make you appreciate your physical. 699 00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:44,160 Speaker 3: Liberty to move around. 700 00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:47,799 Speaker 1: But for you guys, your immediate focus is what is 701 00:34:47,840 --> 00:34:52,360 Speaker 1: the next most challenging situation, what's the next worst case scenario? 702 00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:55,399 Speaker 1: And you know, what should you prepare for and how 703 00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:57,439 Speaker 1: much worse could it be? So I'd love to move 704 00:34:57,440 --> 00:34:59,920 Speaker 1: into the nata, you know, sort of the biggest challenges 705 00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:02,239 Speaker 1: to your joy and come back, you know to that 706 00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:04,640 Speaker 1: topic of burnout that we've been talking about. You've been 707 00:35:04,680 --> 00:35:07,840 Speaker 1: working every single day for fifteen months. How do you 708 00:35:07,960 --> 00:35:13,680 Speaker 1: navigate the compassion fatigue and physical fatigue and have any 709 00:35:13,760 --> 00:35:16,920 Speaker 1: kind of boundaries where you know, when you guys are 710 00:35:16,960 --> 00:35:20,799 Speaker 1: sort of working on the solutions to this problem. It's 711 00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:24,680 Speaker 1: really hard to put in a boundary because you can't say, oh, 712 00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:27,080 Speaker 1: no one needs me today, like the whole world needs you. 713 00:35:27,160 --> 00:35:28,560 Speaker 3: So how have you navigated that? 714 00:35:28,920 --> 00:35:32,520 Speaker 2: Well? I think I can hear the magpie is warbling 715 00:35:32,560 --> 00:35:36,680 Speaker 2: in the background and it is so lovely. It's one 716 00:35:36,680 --> 00:35:40,239 Speaker 2: of my favorite sounds. Yeah, A big thing for me 717 00:35:40,320 --> 00:35:42,680 Speaker 2: has been getting out in nature. So you know, I 718 00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:45,319 Speaker 2: spent the first peak in New York, so the big 719 00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:48,440 Speaker 2: New York Peak, and that was very, very tough, you know, 720 00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:51,160 Speaker 2: being in a seven hundred square foot apartment in whole's kitchen. 721 00:35:51,239 --> 00:35:54,879 Speaker 2: And I moved down to DC in June last year 722 00:35:54,880 --> 00:35:56,239 Speaker 2: so I could at least be able to get out 723 00:35:56,360 --> 00:35:59,640 Speaker 2: into some woods and forest and get that outside time. 724 00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:02,760 Speaker 2: I think a big thing for me has been making 725 00:36:02,800 --> 00:36:06,840 Speaker 2: sure I'm out in nature and having some time like 726 00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:09,799 Speaker 2: walking through the woods and getting that fresh air. But 727 00:36:10,080 --> 00:36:13,680 Speaker 2: I'm going to be honest, like burnout is the way 728 00:36:13,719 --> 00:36:17,520 Speaker 2: I've approached this has meant that burnout is an inevitability, 729 00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:20,360 Speaker 2: and that is something I'm sort of grappling with now. 730 00:36:20,880 --> 00:36:23,239 Speaker 2: Is going, Okay, Am I at a point now where 731 00:36:23,280 --> 00:36:25,399 Speaker 2: I can start to go, I'm going to do half 732 00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:28,440 Speaker 2: days for a couple of weeks or you know, not 733 00:36:28,480 --> 00:36:30,600 Speaker 2: trying to sort of keep going on. Well, I'll have 734 00:36:30,640 --> 00:36:33,120 Speaker 2: a holiday in like in June, and I'll have the 735 00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:35,920 Speaker 2: whole month to June off, and things that keep shifting 736 00:36:35,920 --> 00:36:38,080 Speaker 2: and always get pushed back and pushed back and push back. 737 00:36:38,239 --> 00:36:41,000 Speaker 2: So you know, I think the first step is accepting 738 00:36:41,239 --> 00:36:45,440 Speaker 2: that burnout has hit and the you know, the the 739 00:36:45,440 --> 00:36:47,480 Speaker 2: getting that first dose of the vaccine. I think was 740 00:36:47,520 --> 00:36:50,600 Speaker 2: that that moment of like actually stopping. You know, in 741 00:36:50,680 --> 00:36:53,799 Speaker 2: many ways, it's not necessarily a success story. In many ways, 742 00:36:53,840 --> 00:36:55,720 Speaker 2: it's not a story saying well, I managed to avoid 743 00:36:55,719 --> 00:36:57,319 Speaker 2: burnout by doing X, Y Z, and it's like not, 744 00:36:57,400 --> 00:37:00,120 Speaker 2: actually I am at that point and I'm still trying 745 00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:02,919 Speaker 2: to push through it, And so where does that sort 746 00:37:02,920 --> 00:37:05,000 Speaker 2: of leave me? In thing thinking about this is, I 747 00:37:05,040 --> 00:37:07,680 Speaker 2: think if I hadn't done the level of what I've 748 00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:10,279 Speaker 2: been doing over the last year in a bit, I 749 00:37:10,280 --> 00:37:12,880 Speaker 2: think I would have felt such guilt, such a sense 750 00:37:12,920 --> 00:37:16,000 Speaker 2: of having not given my all for a situation that 751 00:37:16,280 --> 00:37:19,480 Speaker 2: was not demanding it of me that I actively chose 752 00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:21,920 Speaker 2: to decide I was going to put everything into it. 753 00:37:22,200 --> 00:37:26,319 Speaker 2: I think not having that regret is actually quite a 754 00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:30,400 Speaker 2: selve for how I feel. Now. That doesn't mean that 755 00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:32,399 Speaker 2: that's like, well, I'm glad I did that. I'm glad 756 00:37:32,440 --> 00:37:37,120 Speaker 2: I engaged in that. You're quite self destructive or stressful behavior. 757 00:37:37,560 --> 00:37:39,879 Speaker 2: It's like, okay, well you know I got there. Now, 758 00:37:40,120 --> 00:37:42,440 Speaker 2: am I at this point where I can now you know, 759 00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:45,160 Speaker 2: realize And I think there was a point actually sort 760 00:37:45,160 --> 00:37:48,080 Speaker 2: of mid to late last year when I was like, Okay, 761 00:37:48,120 --> 00:37:50,040 Speaker 2: I can take my foot a little bit off the gas. 762 00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:52,360 Speaker 2: There are plenty of other people here who are doing 763 00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:54,680 Speaker 2: the work and who can carry on the work. And 764 00:37:54,719 --> 00:37:56,359 Speaker 2: so it's at that point where I'm now like, okay, 765 00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:58,240 Speaker 2: well that's what I'm doing. Now is this next step 766 00:37:58,280 --> 00:38:01,920 Speaker 2: of okay, right now, isn't the crisis. I can do 767 00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:05,120 Speaker 2: what I'm doing without necessarily that sense of the same 768 00:38:05,200 --> 00:38:08,080 Speaker 2: level of urgency. It's like, Okay, let's just ease this 769 00:38:08,200 --> 00:38:10,640 Speaker 2: back out, you know, building in more time walking in 770 00:38:10,719 --> 00:38:13,680 Speaker 2: the woods, you know, building in more time to you know, 771 00:38:13,760 --> 00:38:16,800 Speaker 2: finish the day at a reasonable hour and spend time cooking, 772 00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:19,640 Speaker 2: and you spend time talking with friends and with family. 773 00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:22,239 Speaker 2: Taking it slowly and whining it back. So it's not 774 00:38:22,280 --> 00:38:24,680 Speaker 2: a shock to the system. You know, I'm not going 775 00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:28,160 Speaker 2: to help anyone if I, you know, fall across the 776 00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:29,920 Speaker 2: line on the first of April and then can't do 777 00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:30,960 Speaker 2: anything for the rest of the year. 778 00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:33,440 Speaker 3: So it's like a marathon, not a sprint. 779 00:38:33,560 --> 00:38:35,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, And you know, it's just like at the end 780 00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:36,960 Speaker 2: of a marathon, you don't just stop. You've got to 781 00:38:37,080 --> 00:38:38,520 Speaker 2: slow down, you know, You've got. 782 00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:41,120 Speaker 3: To you've got to die. 783 00:38:40,040 --> 00:38:44,239 Speaker 2: Yeah. I've never done a marathon, so I don't know 784 00:38:44,280 --> 00:38:44,920 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. 785 00:38:47,400 --> 00:38:50,040 Speaker 1: But I think that's why your perspective is really really interesting, 786 00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:51,600 Speaker 1: because a lot of the people we have on here 787 00:38:51,640 --> 00:38:56,120 Speaker 1: do have a life that is now structured around wellness 788 00:38:56,160 --> 00:38:59,520 Speaker 1: and vitality and from lots of trial and error and 789 00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:02,440 Speaker 1: not denying that many of them have had burned out 790 00:39:02,480 --> 00:39:05,880 Speaker 1: from not having boundaries and pushing themselves too far. But 791 00:39:05,960 --> 00:39:09,000 Speaker 1: I think the reality is there are many positions and 792 00:39:09,040 --> 00:39:12,640 Speaker 1: many times and eras of life or chapters of life 793 00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:14,520 Speaker 1: where it's not a matter of balance. 794 00:39:14,560 --> 00:39:15,759 Speaker 3: There is no balance, and. 795 00:39:15,680 --> 00:39:18,359 Speaker 1: Realistically there isn't going to be if certain people are 796 00:39:18,360 --> 00:39:20,520 Speaker 1: doing the jobs that they are passionate about but also 797 00:39:21,160 --> 00:39:24,320 Speaker 1: need to do. So it does sometimes become a question 798 00:39:24,360 --> 00:39:26,960 Speaker 1: of Okay, I'm accepting that this fifteen month period is 799 00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:30,279 Speaker 1: going to be probably one of my unhealthiest, But then 800 00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:33,319 Speaker 1: how do you manage the coming out of that, or 801 00:39:33,360 --> 00:39:36,160 Speaker 1: how do you take lessons for like maybe next time 802 00:39:36,200 --> 00:39:39,399 Speaker 1: I will preserve two or five more percent per day 803 00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:41,520 Speaker 1: of my energy to kind of make the distance longer. 804 00:39:41,800 --> 00:39:43,759 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that's right, And I think you know, 805 00:39:43,760 --> 00:39:46,239 Speaker 2: at the beginning of the pandemic. I said to a 806 00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:48,680 Speaker 2: lot of people close to me, I said, I'm really sorry. 807 00:39:48,920 --> 00:39:52,200 Speaker 2: I'm going to probably the next twelve to eighteen months 808 00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:56,239 Speaker 2: not be around. Yeah, and you know think I'm very 809 00:39:56,400 --> 00:40:00,160 Speaker 2: very understanding family and friends. But I think though, but 810 00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:02,040 Speaker 2: you know, you can sort of put a flag up 811 00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:04,080 Speaker 2: and say, look, this is going to be an intense period. 812 00:40:04,360 --> 00:40:07,160 Speaker 2: But it's also a manner of realizing that you still 813 00:40:07,200 --> 00:40:11,960 Speaker 2: have to make sure that you're not martyring yourself and 814 00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:14,840 Speaker 2: particularly if you're not hurting other people, not disappearing for 815 00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:18,439 Speaker 2: other people, because then you know, why, what is the 816 00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:20,200 Speaker 2: point of doing all of this? You know, you don't 817 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:22,600 Speaker 2: want to come out of the end of twelve fifteen 818 00:40:22,600 --> 00:40:24,759 Speaker 2: months and go, well, that's great, but I really hurt 819 00:40:24,760 --> 00:40:27,440 Speaker 2: the person closest to me because I wasn't there for 820 00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:30,080 Speaker 2: the animals and supportish. So I think there's there've got 821 00:40:30,120 --> 00:40:32,360 Speaker 2: to be some sort of foundational values if you go 822 00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:35,200 Speaker 2: into that sort of thinking of things of lines, you know, 823 00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:37,600 Speaker 2: I'm not going to cross that, and there are minimum 824 00:40:37,600 --> 00:40:39,719 Speaker 2: standards that I'm going to make sure I'm there for, 825 00:40:39,960 --> 00:40:42,680 Speaker 2: you know, my family or my friends or myself. And 826 00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:45,400 Speaker 2: because it's so easy once you're on that treadmill to 827 00:40:45,520 --> 00:40:48,279 Speaker 2: just not stop and think that nothing else matters. And 828 00:40:48,960 --> 00:40:50,920 Speaker 2: I think if the pandemic has taught any of us 829 00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:57,120 Speaker 2: anything is really recentering on what we value and how 830 00:40:57,160 --> 00:41:01,160 Speaker 2: we can not harm other people, the choices that we make, 831 00:41:01,280 --> 00:41:05,200 Speaker 2: whether that be on how we distribute vaccines, whether we 832 00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:11,040 Speaker 2: wear a mask, or whether we're spending fifteen twenty hours 833 00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:14,880 Speaker 2: a day working on something that we think is really important. 834 00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:17,759 Speaker 2: But at the end of the day, we are interconnected. 835 00:41:17,880 --> 00:41:21,000 Speaker 2: And that's what the pandemic has revealed. And I think 836 00:41:21,080 --> 00:41:23,600 Speaker 2: that has to be a lesson that for me myself, 837 00:41:23,840 --> 00:41:28,400 Speaker 2: bring that into daily practice and realizing that that's a 838 00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:30,640 Speaker 2: part that has to be reflected in the way I 839 00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:33,759 Speaker 2: live my own life, not just in the way, you know, 840 00:41:34,080 --> 00:41:37,680 Speaker 2: I advocate for others or pushing for others to wear 841 00:41:37,719 --> 00:41:39,960 Speaker 2: a mask. I've got to be wearing a mask in 842 00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:42,160 Speaker 2: my own home metaphorically. 843 00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:47,160 Speaker 1: I also think it something that i've I think I 844 00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:49,640 Speaker 1: was starting to think about before this, but it's really 845 00:41:49,680 --> 00:41:51,759 Speaker 1: hammud at home, is that we spend so much time 846 00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:54,800 Speaker 1: at the macro level always thinking about the big picture 847 00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:57,759 Speaker 1: in a good way, like thinking about the impact we 848 00:41:57,800 --> 00:42:00,040 Speaker 1: need to have and our legacy and our career and 849 00:42:00,080 --> 00:42:03,360 Speaker 1: what's important and the global impact. And it's wonderful to 850 00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:06,840 Speaker 1: have that focus, but I think we forget the micro 851 00:42:07,080 --> 00:42:09,400 Speaker 1: in that process of like, day to day, am I 852 00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:10,919 Speaker 1: having a good life? Day to day? 853 00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:12,239 Speaker 3: Am I building relationships? 854 00:42:12,280 --> 00:42:14,719 Speaker 1: And you have to have a balance between both of 855 00:42:14,760 --> 00:42:17,080 Speaker 1: those things, and it can be so easy to get 856 00:42:17,160 --> 00:42:19,920 Speaker 1: caught in the macro. And I think, you know, I 857 00:42:19,960 --> 00:42:22,840 Speaker 1: have a friends who are doctors who sometimes get to 858 00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:24,120 Speaker 1: the end of the year and are like, I save 859 00:42:24,200 --> 00:42:26,360 Speaker 1: so many other people's lives, but my family hate me, 860 00:42:26,360 --> 00:42:29,080 Speaker 1: and it's sort of like, well so, but if my 861 00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:31,920 Speaker 1: core value is being a good person, I've been a 862 00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:35,480 Speaker 1: good person to strangers because the macro value was my job, 863 00:42:35,800 --> 00:42:38,280 Speaker 1: whereas the micro value should be family. You know, it's 864 00:42:38,360 --> 00:42:41,239 Speaker 1: such a delicate, challenging balance, but I think it's good 865 00:42:41,239 --> 00:42:44,040 Speaker 1: to even be thinking that way and dissecting the way 866 00:42:44,040 --> 00:42:47,520 Speaker 1: that we analyze sort of what our values are. Something 867 00:42:47,520 --> 00:42:49,800 Speaker 1: I'd love to know is is there anything over the 868 00:42:49,880 --> 00:42:53,040 Speaker 1: last fifteen months that stand out to you as the 869 00:42:53,080 --> 00:42:56,640 Speaker 1: most confronting and toughest things that you saw come out 870 00:42:56,680 --> 00:42:58,960 Speaker 1: of the pandemic, particularly while you were in New York 871 00:42:59,280 --> 00:43:03,319 Speaker 1: where it was very, very intense and very concentrated, and 872 00:43:03,360 --> 00:43:05,319 Speaker 1: then what are some of the best things that you 873 00:43:05,360 --> 00:43:06,319 Speaker 1: saw come out of it? 874 00:43:07,080 --> 00:43:09,080 Speaker 2: There are a couple of moments that really come to mind. 875 00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:12,960 Speaker 2: There was one day in New York when you know, 876 00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:16,239 Speaker 2: I you know, our apartment was on Tenth Avenue if 877 00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:20,400 Speaker 2: you've been to Manhattan and Big Avenue and Mount Sinai Hospital, 878 00:43:20,480 --> 00:43:24,160 Speaker 2: Upper West Side Hospital is up and we're in Hell's Kitchen. 879 00:43:24,719 --> 00:43:26,880 Speaker 2: And there was a day where every minute there was 880 00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:30,399 Speaker 2: an ambulance going up and just the scale of what 881 00:43:30,560 --> 00:43:32,400 Speaker 2: was going on and to see it just right in 882 00:43:32,440 --> 00:43:34,920 Speaker 2: front of you. And then when I moved to DC, 883 00:43:35,080 --> 00:43:37,800 Speaker 2: and this is who we've now well surpassed half a 884 00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:41,479 Speaker 2: million Americans who have died. But there was one day 885 00:43:41,600 --> 00:43:45,200 Speaker 2: and I'm relative close to the National Cathedral and on 886 00:43:45,239 --> 00:43:48,840 Speaker 2: the day that mark four hundred thousand Americans died, the 887 00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:54,680 Speaker 2: cathedral bells just rang just for every life lost. And 888 00:43:57,080 --> 00:44:00,319 Speaker 2: I think there are moments when the scale of tragedy 889 00:44:00,360 --> 00:44:03,080 Speaker 2: can get lost, particularly you know, it ties in a 890 00:44:03,080 --> 00:44:05,520 Speaker 2: little bit to the burnout question, is is adrenaline is 891 00:44:05,560 --> 00:44:08,879 Speaker 2: so addictive? It is so it's such a good place 892 00:44:08,920 --> 00:44:11,320 Speaker 2: to be in that adrenaline and you're working, working, working, 893 00:44:11,920 --> 00:44:14,719 Speaker 2: and you can forget, and I think, you know, it's hard. 894 00:44:14,760 --> 00:44:17,560 Speaker 2: A lot of my work is about the inequities and 895 00:44:17,600 --> 00:44:20,840 Speaker 2: the injustice as we've seen, and preventing those loss of lives, 896 00:44:20,880 --> 00:44:24,000 Speaker 2: but to actually stop. And you know, in the US, 897 00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:30,240 Speaker 2: those deaths are disproportionately minorities. They're African Americans, their Latin 898 00:44:30,440 --> 00:44:35,000 Speaker 2: X populations, their frontline healthcare workers, they're central workers. You know, 899 00:44:35,120 --> 00:44:38,120 Speaker 2: it is a deeply inequitable scale of death. And so 900 00:44:38,160 --> 00:44:42,000 Speaker 2: I think those moments can't be forgotten. And I think 901 00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:45,120 Speaker 2: sometimes hard when I've spoken with people back home in 902 00:44:45,120 --> 00:44:48,520 Speaker 2: Australia or in other countries, of trying to not convey 903 00:44:48,719 --> 00:44:54,040 Speaker 2: how heavy and difficult it is, whilst also not feeling 904 00:44:54,880 --> 00:44:57,759 Speaker 2: that disconnect of what it is to be back in 905 00:44:57,800 --> 00:45:00,799 Speaker 2: some form of daily life right in you know, back home. 906 00:45:01,239 --> 00:45:03,799 Speaker 2: Then if we think about what the what the have 907 00:45:03,920 --> 00:45:09,759 Speaker 2: been the good moments, the connections between people that at 908 00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:12,759 Speaker 2: best previously were acquaintances, right we were you know, we're 909 00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:15,319 Speaker 2: all worked in this field or in ancillary fields. But 910 00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:20,480 Speaker 2: how critical friends and not like I mean obviously my 911 00:45:20,640 --> 00:45:22,759 Speaker 2: very close friends who are learned, who know me and 912 00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:26,360 Speaker 2: who you know, we talk you know, regularly or about 913 00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:28,480 Speaker 2: you know, the really personal things, the things that matter 914 00:45:29,600 --> 00:45:32,799 Speaker 2: and my family go go without you know mentioned, they're 915 00:45:32,800 --> 00:45:36,960 Speaker 2: absolutely there. But the networks of feeling a part of 916 00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:40,880 Speaker 2: a community together and going through these ups and downs together. 917 00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:43,960 Speaker 2: So I've got friends who are journalists or other global 918 00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:49,640 Speaker 2: health specialists, are the epidemiologists and responders, and those networks 919 00:45:49,640 --> 00:45:52,239 Speaker 2: have been like the safety net, right. That has just 920 00:45:52,320 --> 00:45:56,799 Speaker 2: been so wonderful to have these connections that, you know, 921 00:45:56,880 --> 00:45:58,840 Speaker 2: I think in fifty years time, if we, you know, 922 00:45:58,840 --> 00:46:02,680 Speaker 2: see each other across like across a hotel lobby, it'll 923 00:46:02,719 --> 00:46:04,239 Speaker 2: just be it'll just be, you know, one of those 924 00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:06,480 Speaker 2: nods we're like, ah, yeah, we went through that together, 925 00:46:06,520 --> 00:46:08,799 Speaker 2: and it will always be that connection. And I think 926 00:46:09,160 --> 00:46:12,120 Speaker 2: seeing the commitment and passion of people who are responding 927 00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:15,160 Speaker 2: to the pandemic in all the different ways has just 928 00:46:15,200 --> 00:46:19,399 Speaker 2: been such a wonderful, wonderful light And I feel very 929 00:46:19,440 --> 00:46:22,560 Speaker 2: fortunate to work at a place with colleagues and friends 930 00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:25,759 Speaker 2: who are all committed to that and have been a 931 00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:28,839 Speaker 2: part of that. So that's been wonderful. And I think 932 00:46:28,920 --> 00:46:33,200 Speaker 2: as an Australian in America, the acceptance of me being 933 00:46:33,239 --> 00:46:38,319 Speaker 2: here as a foreigner, you post post the new administration 934 00:46:40,680 --> 00:46:44,800 Speaker 2: has been you know, it's a place that is incredibly friendly, 935 00:46:44,840 --> 00:46:47,800 Speaker 2: incredibly welcoming, and I think incredibly resilient. There are a 936 00:46:47,840 --> 00:46:49,880 Speaker 2: lot of problems, there are a lot of challenges, but 937 00:46:50,040 --> 00:46:52,520 Speaker 2: it is you know, it is a place of progress, 938 00:46:52,960 --> 00:46:55,279 Speaker 2: and you know, I do very much believe that this 939 00:46:55,360 --> 00:46:58,440 Speaker 2: is this will be the chance for things too in 940 00:46:58,480 --> 00:47:03,239 Speaker 2: many parts of society, perhaps be addressed, because if any 941 00:47:03,239 --> 00:47:05,200 Speaker 2: country can do it, it's America. 942 00:47:05,280 --> 00:47:08,400 Speaker 1: The displays of humanity and any tragedy are always the 943 00:47:08,440 --> 00:47:10,880 Speaker 1: silver lining of like, you don't ever wish it to 944 00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:12,719 Speaker 1: happen that way, and you don't wish that to be 945 00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:15,240 Speaker 1: the reason why people do rally together and the best 946 00:47:15,800 --> 00:47:19,520 Speaker 1: of humanity comes out. But there are so many just lovely, 947 00:47:19,719 --> 00:47:23,920 Speaker 1: heartwarming stories that otherwise you don't necessarily see kind of 948 00:47:23,920 --> 00:47:27,360 Speaker 1: strangers rallying together that I think have been really beautiful. 949 00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:30,040 Speaker 1: And another thing that I have found very interesting since 950 00:47:30,040 --> 00:47:32,440 Speaker 1: the very first question, because we had two takes at 951 00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:36,040 Speaker 1: that question and another big Nadia, which is a huge 952 00:47:36,080 --> 00:47:39,680 Speaker 1: topic on this podcast, is self doubt and imposter syndrome 953 00:47:40,239 --> 00:47:44,000 Speaker 1: and the fact that not once have you taken any 954 00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:47,440 Speaker 1: kind of lens of the enormity and impressiveness of what 955 00:47:47,480 --> 00:47:51,560 Speaker 1: you do and what you've always done, and how articulate 956 00:47:51,640 --> 00:47:55,400 Speaker 1: and eloquent and intelligent and switched on and empathetic and 957 00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:57,480 Speaker 1: just you know, I mean, can you tell I love 958 00:47:57,520 --> 00:48:03,520 Speaker 1: Alex a lot. But I think, particularly being having all 959 00:48:03,520 --> 00:48:07,120 Speaker 1: these titles and being so focused on what you're doing, 960 00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:10,520 Speaker 1: does it ever wash over you how cool. 961 00:48:10,280 --> 00:48:11,399 Speaker 3: It is what you do? 962 00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:13,680 Speaker 1: And how do you grapple with that self doubt when 963 00:48:13,719 --> 00:48:18,720 Speaker 1: you are sometimes sitting at boardroom tables or big tables 964 00:48:18,719 --> 00:48:22,480 Speaker 1: in huge organizations where you are young, you are a woman, 965 00:48:22,840 --> 00:48:26,440 Speaker 1: you know, does that ever creep in and impact you? 966 00:48:26,480 --> 00:48:27,319 Speaker 3: And how do you deal with it? 967 00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:31,400 Speaker 2: That's really some really lovely things, Sarah, Thank you. I 968 00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:34,880 Speaker 2: think when I'm sitting at some of these tables or 969 00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:37,560 Speaker 2: advising on certain things in certain groups, it does sometimes 970 00:48:37,680 --> 00:48:42,160 Speaker 2: hit me like, oh wow, it puts a weight on 971 00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:47,239 Speaker 2: getting things absolutely spot on and absolutely accurate. I'm incredibly 972 00:48:47,280 --> 00:48:53,279 Speaker 2: privileged in the career that I have had the opportunities 973 00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:56,000 Speaker 2: I've been able to take, and I think that is 974 00:48:56,040 --> 00:48:57,759 Speaker 2: always in the back of my mind, is you know, 975 00:48:57,880 --> 00:49:01,080 Speaker 2: yeah I'm a foreigner here, and yeah I'm young, and yes, 976 00:49:01,160 --> 00:49:04,600 Speaker 2: I'm a woman, but there are so many other intersectional 977 00:49:05,000 --> 00:49:08,640 Speaker 2: lack of privileges that means that I'm taking someone else's 978 00:49:08,640 --> 00:49:11,160 Speaker 2: seat at a table. And so I think for me, 979 00:49:11,600 --> 00:49:14,000 Speaker 2: part of the last particular the last six months has 980 00:49:14,040 --> 00:49:19,600 Speaker 2: been how can I shift my workload and my opportunities, 981 00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:23,240 Speaker 2: so not so much workload, actually my opportunities to elevate 982 00:49:23,280 --> 00:49:26,120 Speaker 2: other voices. You know, this actually ties in libit to 983 00:49:26,120 --> 00:49:28,600 Speaker 2: that last question is when I realized, you know, I'm 984 00:49:28,640 --> 00:49:33,040 Speaker 2: a professor and I'm on these preciitions. Is that carries 985 00:49:33,080 --> 00:49:37,319 Speaker 2: with a responsibility and I've felt a huge weight and 986 00:49:37,440 --> 00:49:42,799 Speaker 2: also privilege with the students that I teach, and it 987 00:49:42,840 --> 00:49:46,279 Speaker 2: has been a front of mine priority for me in 988 00:49:47,120 --> 00:49:51,440 Speaker 2: diverse hiring practices and elevating those voices. And so I 989 00:49:51,480 --> 00:49:53,520 Speaker 2: feel that there's kind of a nice endpoint to this 990 00:49:53,560 --> 00:49:56,080 Speaker 2: sort of discussion that we're having in that I'm at 991 00:49:56,080 --> 00:49:58,759 Speaker 2: this point where I've both worked myself, I've done so much, 992 00:49:59,320 --> 00:50:03,920 Speaker 2: but I have, you know, a positions of power that 993 00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:07,960 Speaker 2: I need to recognize where now is a moment for 994 00:50:08,000 --> 00:50:09,960 Speaker 2: me to reflect and think, how do I actually give 995 00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:14,919 Speaker 2: those opportunities to other people, particularly those who are systemically 996 00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:20,040 Speaker 2: closed out of those systems. And I'm incredibly fortunate to 997 00:50:20,080 --> 00:50:22,520 Speaker 2: have people I work with and students that I work 998 00:50:22,600 --> 00:50:27,439 Speaker 2: with that are exceptional and will do a much better 999 00:50:27,520 --> 00:50:30,080 Speaker 2: job than I if I can step aside and give 1000 00:50:30,120 --> 00:50:31,680 Speaker 2: them those seats at the table. 1001 00:50:31,960 --> 00:50:34,839 Speaker 1: That is the ultimate imposter syndrome answer to point out 1002 00:50:34,880 --> 00:50:37,480 Speaker 1: who else, how other people are exceptional and will do 1003 00:50:37,520 --> 00:50:41,200 Speaker 1: a better job in you, to put you on the 1004 00:50:41,239 --> 00:50:44,120 Speaker 1: spot of all the incredible things you have worked on. 1005 00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:46,040 Speaker 1: I mean, this isn't the first pandemic you've worked on. 1006 00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:48,319 Speaker 1: Your work on a bowler is very significant as well, 1007 00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:50,920 Speaker 1: and I'm sure there are many other things that don't make. 1008 00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:51,680 Speaker 3: The Wikipedia page. 1009 00:50:51,719 --> 00:50:53,920 Speaker 1: You have a Wikipedia page, by the way, So fancy 1010 00:50:56,680 --> 00:50:59,640 Speaker 1: what is the thing that you are most proud of 1011 00:50:59,800 --> 00:51:02,520 Speaker 1: that you have worked on before we move on to 1012 00:51:02,600 --> 00:51:04,120 Speaker 1: the section that is not about your work? 1013 00:51:05,560 --> 00:51:09,120 Speaker 2: Easiest answer this year, because I you know, I can't, 1014 00:51:09,280 --> 00:51:11,960 Speaker 2: I can't just do one thing. I decided to start 1015 00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:13,960 Speaker 2: a new class, a new course it hasn't been taught 1016 00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:16,560 Speaker 2: anywhere in the world called planetary health law that tries 1017 00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:19,000 Speaker 2: to think about, you know, the impacts of climate change 1018 00:51:19,000 --> 00:51:22,080 Speaker 2: on land use, on emerging infectious diseases, and how law 1019 00:51:22,320 --> 00:51:24,879 Speaker 2: does a very bad job of trying to deal with this. 1020 00:51:25,520 --> 00:51:27,480 Speaker 2: And so I've started this new class and I have 1021 00:51:27,840 --> 00:51:31,799 Speaker 2: seventeen students who are every time we meet, every time 1022 00:51:31,840 --> 00:51:34,560 Speaker 2: I do elected, they just you know, impress me so much, 1023 00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:37,359 Speaker 2: and I'm just so proud of them. They just did 1024 00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:42,000 Speaker 2: them in term and were I was just shocked with 1025 00:51:42,040 --> 00:51:46,279 Speaker 2: how well they did. And it's just that easily for me. 1026 00:51:46,440 --> 00:51:49,600 Speaker 2: Out of everything, that's that is what I'm most proud of. 1027 00:51:50,040 --> 00:51:51,480 Speaker 3: Oh my gosh. 1028 00:51:51,560 --> 00:51:54,400 Speaker 1: Well, the final section is your playta, which we've already 1029 00:51:54,440 --> 00:51:56,919 Speaker 1: touched on and which I imagine you haven't had much 1030 00:51:56,920 --> 00:51:59,360 Speaker 1: time for in the last fifteen months and at various 1031 00:51:59,360 --> 00:52:01,680 Speaker 1: stages of your life. But I think it is one 1032 00:52:01,719 --> 00:52:03,759 Speaker 1: of the most important things to get. 1033 00:52:03,840 --> 00:52:05,719 Speaker 3: Balanced and to be good at. 1034 00:52:06,600 --> 00:52:08,919 Speaker 1: If the ultimate goal is to be good at your job, 1035 00:52:09,040 --> 00:52:11,680 Speaker 1: it's even more important to get distance and to get 1036 00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:14,399 Speaker 1: perspective and to just get in touch again with who 1037 00:52:14,440 --> 00:52:17,440 Speaker 1: you are. When you're not an a dog professor or 1038 00:52:17,480 --> 00:52:19,600 Speaker 1: a global health expert, you know, there has to be 1039 00:52:19,640 --> 00:52:24,239 Speaker 1: a you who is alex with friends or just alone time. 1040 00:52:24,640 --> 00:52:26,279 Speaker 1: I'm not sure you ever have alone time, but when 1041 00:52:26,320 --> 00:52:29,719 Speaker 1: you do other than gaming, are there things that you 1042 00:52:29,800 --> 00:52:32,000 Speaker 1: do that are purely for joy, that just make you 1043 00:52:32,320 --> 00:52:35,600 Speaker 1: so happy and where you're just silly and just enjoy 1044 00:52:36,120 --> 00:52:37,560 Speaker 1: you know what it is to be alive. 1045 00:52:38,239 --> 00:52:42,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I have found great joy in birds 1046 00:52:42,719 --> 00:52:47,560 Speaker 2: and squirrel and my office. I'm not sure if you 1047 00:52:47,600 --> 00:52:49,960 Speaker 2: can see it from here, but I've got all these trees, 1048 00:52:50,120 --> 00:52:52,919 Speaker 2: like a little little forest flop next to me, and 1049 00:52:53,719 --> 00:52:56,480 Speaker 2: I spend a good twenty minutes of every day just 1050 00:52:56,520 --> 00:53:00,799 Speaker 2: watching birds and squirrels, and I just utterly love it. 1051 00:53:00,840 --> 00:53:02,799 Speaker 2: The other day, I thought I saw for the first 1052 00:53:02,880 --> 00:53:06,120 Speaker 2: time a skunk, and I was so excited because it 1053 00:53:06,160 --> 00:53:08,239 Speaker 2: was huge. I had this big white stripe and I'd 1054 00:53:08,239 --> 00:53:10,279 Speaker 2: never seen one before. And it turned out to be 1055 00:53:10,280 --> 00:53:13,080 Speaker 2: a very big cat. So that was disappointing. But I 1056 00:53:13,480 --> 00:53:17,520 Speaker 2: like opossums and raccoons that pop up. So for me, 1057 00:53:18,480 --> 00:53:21,680 Speaker 2: remembering that there is this world that's still turning, still happening, 1058 00:53:21,760 --> 00:53:25,799 Speaker 2: there's this nature that's still there, is really grounding. And 1059 00:53:26,040 --> 00:53:28,040 Speaker 2: you know, the squirrel is just embody how I feel 1060 00:53:28,040 --> 00:53:30,600 Speaker 2: on the inside all the time, Like just so you 1061 00:53:30,640 --> 00:53:36,000 Speaker 2: know that, yeah, exactly exactly. So that's been that's been 1062 00:53:37,080 --> 00:53:39,560 Speaker 2: a great joy. You know. I love I love reading 1063 00:53:40,280 --> 00:53:41,960 Speaker 2: haven't had a huge amount of time for it, but 1064 00:53:43,320 --> 00:53:45,920 Speaker 2: you know, any of those sorts of those quiet moments. 1065 00:53:46,239 --> 00:53:47,919 Speaker 2: I was thinking today, I want to sort of take 1066 00:53:47,960 --> 00:53:49,960 Speaker 2: some time to get back to some calligraphy, back to 1067 00:53:50,000 --> 00:53:53,520 Speaker 2: some Chinese because you know, I was for once, I've been, 1068 00:53:53,560 --> 00:53:57,040 Speaker 2: so i'm now, but you know, taking those little moments 1069 00:53:57,120 --> 00:54:00,440 Speaker 2: just to to reconnect with the things that that you 1070 00:54:00,480 --> 00:54:04,880 Speaker 2: know madded to you at some point, and that's definitely 1071 00:54:04,960 --> 00:54:05,399 Speaker 2: one of them. 1072 00:54:05,920 --> 00:54:08,000 Speaker 3: And gaming obviously, and gaming exactly. 1073 00:54:08,239 --> 00:54:10,800 Speaker 1: I love that there's one thing that's not intellectual, like 1074 00:54:10,840 --> 00:54:12,799 Speaker 1: I feel like bird watching is still quite an art 1075 00:54:12,880 --> 00:54:17,160 Speaker 1: in calligraphy in Chinese is obviously highly academic, and reading 1076 00:54:17,280 --> 00:54:20,239 Speaker 1: is also literary. But then there's one thing that's just like, yeah, 1077 00:54:20,239 --> 00:54:21,120 Speaker 1: the Sims. 1078 00:54:22,200 --> 00:54:27,680 Speaker 2: Again, making structurally unsound houses and living out my interior 1079 00:54:27,719 --> 00:54:29,520 Speaker 2: decorating dreams through the Sims. 1080 00:54:29,640 --> 00:54:33,960 Speaker 1: Absolutely, I see your next chapter coming on, doctor Alexandra 1081 00:54:34,040 --> 00:54:35,680 Speaker 1: Fillan interior design. 1082 00:54:37,800 --> 00:54:40,440 Speaker 2: Look, I mean if I were to escape to the 1083 00:54:40,480 --> 00:54:43,480 Speaker 2: country that would that would give me so much satisfaction 1084 00:54:43,560 --> 00:54:47,000 Speaker 2: just for a bit of time with some wallpaper. 1085 00:54:47,120 --> 00:54:50,440 Speaker 3: And do you have any bucket listing? 1086 00:54:50,600 --> 00:54:52,920 Speaker 1: Usually the last question is three interesting things about you 1087 00:54:52,920 --> 00:54:55,160 Speaker 1: that don't normally come up in conversation, but I would 1088 00:54:55,200 --> 00:54:58,880 Speaker 1: actually love to know are there any bucket list careers 1089 00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:02,880 Speaker 1: that you would do if you were not in global 1090 00:55:02,880 --> 00:55:04,600 Speaker 1: health at all? Like do you feel like you'll hit 1091 00:55:04,640 --> 00:55:07,560 Speaker 1: a point where not so much the compassion fatigue, but 1092 00:55:07,640 --> 00:55:11,239 Speaker 1: just the intensity fatigue will hit you and you'll think, Okay, 1093 00:55:11,320 --> 00:55:13,880 Speaker 1: that was one chapter. Now I will apply myself in 1094 00:55:14,080 --> 00:55:16,080 Speaker 1: this other way. Like I have this random thing that 1095 00:55:16,080 --> 00:55:18,880 Speaker 1: one day I'm going to be a crime fiction author, 1096 00:55:19,320 --> 00:55:20,840 Speaker 1: Like that's one of the things I would love to do. 1097 00:55:20,880 --> 00:55:23,040 Speaker 1: It's got nothing to do with anything, definitely not yea 1098 00:55:23,640 --> 00:55:26,080 Speaker 1: very seriular orientated, but. 1099 00:55:26,120 --> 00:55:28,319 Speaker 3: It's just a random thing. I'm like, one day I'll 1100 00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:28,760 Speaker 3: do that. 1101 00:55:28,719 --> 00:55:31,200 Speaker 2: You know. I the fact that the only lens witch 1102 00:55:31,280 --> 00:55:33,440 Speaker 2: through which I can actually approach this question you're thinking 1103 00:55:33,480 --> 00:55:37,279 Speaker 2: if I had to go into witness protection, that's a 1104 00:55:37,360 --> 00:55:39,080 Speaker 2: level of disconnect I feel I need. 1105 00:55:39,920 --> 00:55:42,520 Speaker 3: That's the only way that you would actually let yourself 1106 00:55:43,160 --> 00:55:44,560 Speaker 3: not work exactly. 1107 00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:52,160 Speaker 2: I love planning travel for other people. I really love 1108 00:55:52,200 --> 00:55:54,960 Speaker 2: that because I at the heart, I'm a research like 1109 00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:57,200 Speaker 2: that's I'm very like that's kind of the attention to 1110 00:55:57,280 --> 00:56:00,000 Speaker 2: details is so of the research, and so if someone 1111 00:56:00,120 --> 00:56:01,959 Speaker 2: says to me, this is the experience that I want, 1112 00:56:02,080 --> 00:56:06,120 Speaker 2: then I would plan it. Now, obviously it's not the 1113 00:56:06,120 --> 00:56:10,840 Speaker 2: best career choice to go into a pandemic, but that 1114 00:56:11,080 --> 00:56:15,399 Speaker 2: I think that would be an alternate career. Yeah, I'm 1115 00:56:15,400 --> 00:56:18,080 Speaker 2: gonna I'm gonna stick with that, like a travel plan 1116 00:56:18,239 --> 00:56:21,080 Speaker 2: for other people, and I would live vicariously through them 1117 00:56:21,120 --> 00:56:22,520 Speaker 2: because I may not be able to get on a 1118 00:56:22,560 --> 00:56:24,960 Speaker 2: plane again after that after all the travel. 1119 00:56:27,600 --> 00:56:31,080 Speaker 3: That's a great one. The very last question, my love, 1120 00:56:31,120 --> 00:56:32,280 Speaker 3: what's your favorite quote? 1121 00:56:32,840 --> 00:56:37,040 Speaker 2: Okay, so my favorite quote is actually I'm going to 1122 00:56:37,200 --> 00:56:41,680 Speaker 2: I'm gonna destroy when I say it, so let me. 1123 00:56:42,160 --> 00:56:46,759 Speaker 2: It's Audrey Lord. The Master's tools will never dismantle the 1124 00:56:46,800 --> 00:56:50,719 Speaker 2: Master's house. You know, I spend my life working in law, 1125 00:56:51,360 --> 00:56:54,440 Speaker 2: and as we've seen in the last few weeks in Australia, 1126 00:56:55,440 --> 00:56:57,440 Speaker 2: law is a system that is set up to benefit 1127 00:56:58,000 --> 00:57:01,520 Speaker 2: the people who built it. And if we continue to 1128 00:57:01,560 --> 00:57:04,080 Speaker 2: try and operate within that realm and trying to use 1129 00:57:04,200 --> 00:57:06,920 Speaker 2: that system, whether we're talking about getting it, you know, 1130 00:57:07,520 --> 00:57:11,520 Speaker 2: for First Nations voices for women's rights, these are systems 1131 00:57:11,520 --> 00:57:15,000 Speaker 2: that are deliberately set up not to fellow those those voices. 1132 00:57:15,120 --> 00:57:18,480 Speaker 2: So you know, I think really thinking about is international 1133 00:57:18,640 --> 00:57:21,200 Speaker 2: the right thing to be protecting us? How do our 1134 00:57:21,240 --> 00:57:23,400 Speaker 2: legal systems need to be rethought and the principles in 1135 00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:26,200 Speaker 2: which we think are sacred, how do we critique them? 1136 00:57:26,560 --> 00:57:30,040 Speaker 2: And so that order lag quote lets me always reflect 1137 00:57:30,080 --> 00:57:33,280 Speaker 2: on you know, what assumptions are we making about how 1138 00:57:33,320 --> 00:57:36,200 Speaker 2: we're our starting point? And you know, obviously that's in 1139 00:57:36,280 --> 00:57:39,360 Speaker 2: a much bigger context. But I think, yeah, that's one 1140 00:57:39,400 --> 00:57:40,400 Speaker 2: that always comes back to me. 1141 00:57:40,600 --> 00:57:43,360 Speaker 1: I think you've absolutely just confirmed that you operate a 1142 00:57:43,520 --> 00:57:45,520 Speaker 1: on another level to the rest of us like that. 1143 00:57:45,800 --> 00:57:47,840 Speaker 1: It's just your brain must go at a million miles 1144 00:57:47,840 --> 00:57:48,200 Speaker 1: an hour. 1145 00:57:48,280 --> 00:57:49,360 Speaker 3: I love it so much. 1146 00:57:50,080 --> 00:57:51,880 Speaker 1: But b that we should all vote for you for 1147 00:57:51,960 --> 00:57:57,480 Speaker 1: president of anywhere of the world. Basically doctor Peelin for president. 1148 00:57:57,640 --> 00:58:00,240 Speaker 1: What an incredible human being you are. Thank you so 1149 00:58:00,240 --> 00:58:01,160 Speaker 1: so much for joining. 1150 00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:03,800 Speaker 2: Thanks for having me, Sarah, It's been really delightful. I 1151 00:58:03,840 --> 00:58:04,720 Speaker 2: really appreciate it. 1152 00:58:05,920 --> 00:58:08,960 Speaker 1: Oh, this was such a joy. I love being at 1153 00:58:08,960 --> 00:58:11,440 Speaker 1: that age now where you can see the many offshoots 1154 00:58:11,480 --> 00:58:15,080 Speaker 1: and parthias we've all followed from those common beginnings, but 1155 00:58:15,160 --> 00:58:18,320 Speaker 1: off in all different directions, and see the CS THEA 1156 00:58:18,320 --> 00:58:22,360 Speaker 1: philosophy living itself out in the flesh. Isn't Alex just 1157 00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:27,960 Speaker 1: the most intelligent, eloquent, and endearingly lovely human as always, 1158 00:58:28,000 --> 00:58:31,400 Speaker 1: Please share your takeaways all learnings from this episode on Socials, 1159 00:58:31,440 --> 00:58:36,200 Speaker 1: tagging Alex at ALPG and myself so we can keep 1160 00:58:36,240 --> 00:58:39,680 Speaker 1: spreading the YA as far and wide as possible. 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