1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:02,320 Speaker 1: You know. I remember sitting in these clients being like, 2 00:00:02,480 --> 00:00:05,680 Speaker 1: I have no idea what I'm talking about. And when 3 00:00:05,720 --> 00:00:07,920 Speaker 1: you're applying for some big job that you're not sure 4 00:00:07,920 --> 00:00:09,840 Speaker 1: if you're qualified for, you're like, well, you know, I've 5 00:00:09,880 --> 00:00:11,440 Speaker 1: kind of been doing work for the last five years 6 00:00:11,440 --> 00:00:14,080 Speaker 1: that I haven't really been qualified for and convincing people 7 00:00:14,120 --> 00:00:16,479 Speaker 1: the direction of everything is like putting these pressure on 8 00:00:16,680 --> 00:00:19,400 Speaker 1: younger people to kind of decide earlier and specialize earlier. 9 00:00:19,440 --> 00:00:21,840 Speaker 1: And even while we're at Union twenty, like, we're just 10 00:00:22,000 --> 00:00:24,279 Speaker 1: trying to keep these options open for ourselves, aren't we. 11 00:00:24,360 --> 00:00:27,040 Speaker 1: Because you're kind of aware that you have no idea. 12 00:00:27,120 --> 00:00:30,960 Speaker 2: Welcome to the seas the Yay Podcast. Busy and happy 13 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:34,080 Speaker 2: are not the same thing. We too rarely question what 14 00:00:34,200 --> 00:00:36,879 Speaker 2: makes the heart seeing We work, then we rest, but 15 00:00:37,080 --> 00:00:40,159 Speaker 2: rarely we play and often don't realize there's more than 16 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:42,960 Speaker 2: one way. So this is a platform to hear and 17 00:00:43,120 --> 00:00:46,479 Speaker 2: explore the stories of those who found lives. They adore 18 00:00:46,680 --> 00:00:49,280 Speaker 2: the good, bad and ugly. The best and worst day 19 00:00:49,560 --> 00:00:54,000 Speaker 2: will bear all the facets of seizing your yay. I'm 20 00:00:54,040 --> 00:00:57,320 Speaker 2: Sarah Davidson or a spoonful of Sarah, a lawyer turned 21 00:00:57,360 --> 00:01:00,880 Speaker 2: funentrepreneurshos wapped the suits and heels to Cope, matcha Maiden 22 00:01:00,920 --> 00:01:04,800 Speaker 2: and matcha Milk Bar. CZA is a series of conversations 23 00:01:04,800 --> 00:01:08,680 Speaker 2: on finding a life you love and exploring the self doubt, challenge, 24 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:15,080 Speaker 2: joy and fulfillment along the way. Hello, lovely yighborhood. 25 00:01:15,120 --> 00:01:16,840 Speaker 1: We are back to our regular. 26 00:01:16,480 --> 00:01:20,160 Speaker 2: Programming after the Soul Diaries last week with a Ripper 27 00:01:20,200 --> 00:01:24,560 Speaker 2: guest kickstart November. How are we in November already? Oh 28 00:01:24,640 --> 00:01:27,560 Speaker 2: my god, I am so thrilled to have Verve Money 29 00:01:27,600 --> 00:01:31,120 Speaker 2: CEO and co founder Christina Hobbs in your ears this week. 30 00:01:31,360 --> 00:01:35,560 Speaker 2: Whose path ya blew me away? Christina is not your 31 00:01:35,600 --> 00:01:39,240 Speaker 2: average financial CEO, although she did happen to found Australia's 32 00:01:39,280 --> 00:01:44,160 Speaker 2: first ethical superfund by women for women. By investing in Verve, 33 00:01:44,280 --> 00:01:47,760 Speaker 2: members have ensured over two hundred and seventy million dollars 34 00:01:47,760 --> 00:01:51,880 Speaker 2: in superannuation. Is not directly invested in fossil fuels or 35 00:01:51,920 --> 00:01:55,320 Speaker 2: other harmful industries, which is already a cool enough story 36 00:01:55,440 --> 00:01:59,320 Speaker 2: of an industry disruptor. But to hear that she came 37 00:01:59,480 --> 00:02:03,280 Speaker 2: up with the idea in a shipping container in Baghdad, 38 00:02:03,360 --> 00:02:07,680 Speaker 2: Iraq during her work with the United Nations World Food Program, 39 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:12,120 Speaker 2: where she eventually became head of operations. I mean, tell 40 00:02:12,160 --> 00:02:15,920 Speaker 2: me more, all right, what an amazing story. And that's 41 00:02:16,080 --> 00:02:19,520 Speaker 2: just ten percent or maybe even less, of the amazing 42 00:02:19,560 --> 00:02:21,920 Speaker 2: story that she has to tell. So I will do 43 00:02:22,080 --> 00:02:22,320 Speaker 2: just that. 44 00:02:22,440 --> 00:02:23,079 Speaker 1: I will let her. 45 00:02:23,080 --> 00:02:25,840 Speaker 2: Tell you the wild and wonderful story herself. But she 46 00:02:25,960 --> 00:02:28,960 Speaker 2: is just such a fascinating woman doing incredible things in 47 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:32,240 Speaker 2: a pathier that continues to take amazing twists and turns. 48 00:02:32,760 --> 00:02:35,160 Speaker 2: I just hope she inspires you as much as she 49 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:38,240 Speaker 2: does me. Chrissy, Welcome to CZA. 50 00:02:38,280 --> 00:02:39,600 Speaker 1: Thanks so much for having me on. 51 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:42,840 Speaker 2: Oh thank you so much for coming on. As anyone 52 00:02:42,919 --> 00:02:45,200 Speaker 2: who has listened to the show for a while will know, 53 00:02:45,600 --> 00:02:47,800 Speaker 2: I think they sort of by now understand parts of 54 00:02:47,800 --> 00:02:49,919 Speaker 2: my brain and the kind of people I fan girl, 55 00:02:49,960 --> 00:02:52,520 Speaker 2: and so your story in so many ways and for 56 00:02:52,560 --> 00:02:55,360 Speaker 2: so many different reasons. Just I'm already found gelling you 57 00:02:55,520 --> 00:02:57,520 Speaker 2: and all the things you've done, so I'm very excited 58 00:02:57,560 --> 00:02:58,440 Speaker 2: to have you on the show. 59 00:02:59,400 --> 00:03:00,440 Speaker 1: Oh that's so lovely. 60 00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:02,639 Speaker 2: I mean, you have an incredible story and I can't 61 00:03:02,680 --> 00:03:04,160 Speaker 2: wait to get into it. But I think one of 62 00:03:04,160 --> 00:03:07,200 Speaker 2: the things that often happens is, particularly with someone like yourself, 63 00:03:07,200 --> 00:03:11,280 Speaker 2: who's a CEO, a really high level, high achiever. It's 64 00:03:11,320 --> 00:03:13,600 Speaker 2: easy to forget that you started somewhere, and I'm sure 65 00:03:13,600 --> 00:03:16,119 Speaker 2: there are parts of your life that are very relatable 66 00:03:16,200 --> 00:03:16,720 Speaker 2: and normal. 67 00:03:16,800 --> 00:03:18,680 Speaker 1: It's funny to like, yeah, I guess here as well 68 00:03:18,680 --> 00:03:20,600 Speaker 1: when people are sort of like a CEO like you, 69 00:03:20,639 --> 00:03:22,120 Speaker 1: and then it's sort of like I'm sitting here, like 70 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:24,880 Speaker 1: you know, in my bedroom, I'm like, you know, eiding 71 00:03:24,919 --> 00:03:27,960 Speaker 1: a bit months pregnant, are you? Yeah, I mean like 72 00:03:28,560 --> 00:03:31,359 Speaker 1: a sweat jumper, and like it's like, oh, yeah, that's right. 73 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:33,280 Speaker 1: I am a CEO. Like I just feel that. 74 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:35,800 Speaker 2: Is oh my gosh, I'll. 75 00:03:35,600 --> 00:03:37,040 Speaker 1: Show you my bum. You won't be able to see 76 00:03:37,080 --> 00:03:38,880 Speaker 1: it on the on the show obviously, but you know 77 00:03:39,080 --> 00:03:39,440 Speaker 1: there it. 78 00:03:39,480 --> 00:03:42,720 Speaker 2: Is, Oh my gosh, Chrissy, you do not look pregnant 79 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:45,120 Speaker 2: at all when you're sitting down. 80 00:03:45,240 --> 00:03:47,640 Speaker 1: I know. The funny thing is that I'm actually in 81 00:03:47,640 --> 00:03:52,000 Speaker 1: the process of negotiating this really big business deal. I'm 82 00:03:52,080 --> 00:03:54,280 Speaker 1: sort of constantly with all these lawyers and like em 83 00:03:54,400 --> 00:03:56,840 Speaker 1: a lawyers, and you know the other day that was 84 00:03:56,840 --> 00:03:58,520 Speaker 1: in this meeting, there was a lot of swinging going 85 00:03:58,560 --> 00:04:01,640 Speaker 1: on and I was just like, guys, I'm giving birth 86 00:04:01,680 --> 00:04:04,120 Speaker 1: in three weeks. This has to sort of stood up 87 00:04:04,120 --> 00:04:06,040 Speaker 1: and show my belly and mother than you. I was 88 00:04:06,080 --> 00:04:08,440 Speaker 1: pregnant and they were just like, what the hell. 89 00:04:08,520 --> 00:04:11,000 Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, it's funny said that because I used 90 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:12,760 Speaker 2: to be an m and a lawyer in my first life, 91 00:04:12,800 --> 00:04:15,320 Speaker 2: and I know the dick swinging. I know exactly what 92 00:04:15,360 --> 00:04:15,720 Speaker 2: you mean. 93 00:04:16,640 --> 00:04:18,840 Speaker 1: I'd never seen before, so I was shocked, but I 94 00:04:18,880 --> 00:04:22,000 Speaker 1: was like, I know how to solve this one, my 95 00:04:22,279 --> 00:04:24,440 Speaker 1: massive belly. Oh my god. 96 00:04:24,560 --> 00:04:27,280 Speaker 2: Well, yeah, I love starting every episode with that kind 97 00:04:27,279 --> 00:04:30,479 Speaker 2: of eyesbreaker question because there's always something going on that 98 00:04:30,560 --> 00:04:33,279 Speaker 2: is not what you would expect for the title. You know, 99 00:04:33,279 --> 00:04:36,000 Speaker 2: we often sort of get introduced to people by their 100 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:40,160 Speaker 2: titles first and have all these preconceptions about how glamorous 101 00:04:40,160 --> 00:04:43,360 Speaker 2: your life must be, and also forget that you know, 102 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:46,479 Speaker 2: you're also a mum doing all this, like that's wild. 103 00:04:46,960 --> 00:04:50,480 Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah, Well that was a very relatable beginning, 104 00:04:50,520 --> 00:04:51,279 Speaker 2: so thank you. 105 00:04:54,279 --> 00:04:55,200 Speaker 1: So pretty much. 106 00:04:55,200 --> 00:04:58,040 Speaker 2: The first part of the show is called Your Way Ta, 107 00:04:58,240 --> 00:05:01,280 Speaker 2: which is tracing back through really from the very beginning, 108 00:05:01,279 --> 00:05:03,480 Speaker 2: back to childhood when you sort of had no idea 109 00:05:03,480 --> 00:05:06,400 Speaker 2: where you'd end up, and tracing through all the chapters 110 00:05:06,400 --> 00:05:09,240 Speaker 2: really that make the pathway that leads you to the 111 00:05:09,279 --> 00:05:11,120 Speaker 2: life you have today. And I think if people meet 112 00:05:11,160 --> 00:05:14,080 Speaker 2: you now, it's very easy to assume, you know, you 113 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:17,400 Speaker 2: know what you're doing, you're incredibly successful, you kind of 114 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:20,000 Speaker 2: can you know, hold your own in a boardroom and 115 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:23,160 Speaker 2: negotiate big deals, and it's I think easy to forget 116 00:05:23,240 --> 00:05:25,599 Speaker 2: that there were a lot of times I'm sure of 117 00:05:25,680 --> 00:05:28,640 Speaker 2: self doubt or loss of direction or totally different careers 118 00:05:28,680 --> 00:05:30,679 Speaker 2: in your case, which is my favorite kind of story. 119 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:33,159 Speaker 2: So can we go back to the beginning and trace 120 00:05:33,200 --> 00:05:36,159 Speaker 2: through all the chapters of Chrissy, like right back to 121 00:05:36,480 --> 00:05:38,680 Speaker 2: maybe even before school, Like what were you like, what 122 00:05:38,680 --> 00:05:41,159 Speaker 2: were your first dreams and hopes and what did you 123 00:05:41,160 --> 00:05:41,680 Speaker 2: think you'd be. 124 00:05:41,880 --> 00:05:44,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a really good question. I was definitely. I 125 00:05:44,120 --> 00:05:46,919 Speaker 1: have these really early memories of you know, training for 126 00:05:47,200 --> 00:05:50,159 Speaker 1: athletics carnivals in primary school and going on runs, and 127 00:05:50,200 --> 00:05:52,560 Speaker 1: I just remember like as I'd be running, I'd be 128 00:05:52,600 --> 00:05:55,040 Speaker 1: like giving these speeches in my head, which, like now 129 00:05:55,080 --> 00:05:57,000 Speaker 1: they look back, is like a really weird thing to 130 00:05:57,080 --> 00:06:00,279 Speaker 1: have done, but like pretend I was somebody in and 131 00:06:00,320 --> 00:06:02,400 Speaker 1: to like be making up speeches as I was like 132 00:06:02,440 --> 00:06:04,640 Speaker 1: practicing for my school cross country and things. So I 133 00:06:04,680 --> 00:06:06,440 Speaker 1: think I sort of like, I don't know, I guess 134 00:06:06,440 --> 00:06:08,120 Speaker 1: I must have always had an ambition to at least 135 00:06:08,120 --> 00:06:11,920 Speaker 1: be someone was going to be making speeches. I love that, Yeah, 136 00:06:12,200 --> 00:06:14,160 Speaker 1: But I don't think I thought much about work. You know, 137 00:06:14,240 --> 00:06:16,000 Speaker 1: I grew up in Canberra, and I was a very 138 00:06:16,080 --> 00:06:20,560 Speaker 1: like outdoorsy camping kind of hiking you know, just living 139 00:06:20,800 --> 00:06:23,160 Speaker 1: or you know, in the outdoors sort of kid, which 140 00:06:23,240 --> 00:06:26,279 Speaker 1: was really my priority a lot of sport. But I guess, like, 141 00:06:26,360 --> 00:06:27,800 Speaker 1: you know, if I think back, my sort of like 142 00:06:27,839 --> 00:06:30,920 Speaker 1: weird career journeys did start quite young. I was, you know, 143 00:06:30,960 --> 00:06:33,960 Speaker 1: an eleven year old doing a paper on which you know, 144 00:06:34,200 --> 00:06:37,000 Speaker 1: looking back, was sort of slight child labor type. 145 00:06:36,800 --> 00:06:39,760 Speaker 2: ESK, definitely earlier than the fourteen and nine months that 146 00:06:40,240 --> 00:06:40,560 Speaker 2: I think. 147 00:06:40,560 --> 00:06:42,880 Speaker 1: It was like my my friend's older brother got a 148 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:45,479 Speaker 1: paper on an he like subcontracted it to us, which 149 00:06:45,520 --> 00:06:47,320 Speaker 1: meant that like the hourly rate went form about three 150 00:06:47,360 --> 00:06:49,479 Speaker 1: dollars an hour for delivering pamphlets to about a dollar 151 00:06:49,520 --> 00:06:52,680 Speaker 1: fifty or something. But you know, we thought it was wonderful. 152 00:06:53,400 --> 00:06:54,839 Speaker 1: So you know, I was sort of doing that and 153 00:06:54,880 --> 00:06:57,480 Speaker 1: then it was like working as a swim instructor, working 154 00:06:57,480 --> 00:06:59,640 Speaker 1: at a sort of like a kid's indoor place, and 155 00:06:59,720 --> 00:07:01,840 Speaker 1: to do kids' birthday parties. So I sort of had 156 00:07:01,920 --> 00:07:05,919 Speaker 1: always these like really random jobs that you know, just 157 00:07:05,960 --> 00:07:08,360 Speaker 1: kind of kept progressing. I ended up during UNI being 158 00:07:08,400 --> 00:07:10,800 Speaker 1: at Parliament House and I was working as a gym 159 00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:13,920 Speaker 1: trainer there for some of the politicians. Like so I 160 00:07:13,960 --> 00:07:18,360 Speaker 1: sort of very like eclectic kind of early career. And 161 00:07:18,400 --> 00:07:20,800 Speaker 1: I guess I really, you know, just loved all those 162 00:07:20,840 --> 00:07:22,880 Speaker 1: sort of random experiences that I had. 163 00:07:23,040 --> 00:07:25,760 Speaker 2: I love that so much because I feel like I 164 00:07:25,800 --> 00:07:27,880 Speaker 2: also kind of had a lot of random things and 165 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:30,040 Speaker 2: none of the dots connected really at the time. And 166 00:07:30,320 --> 00:07:31,920 Speaker 2: I love that when you're a kid that don't really 167 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:33,680 Speaker 2: need to you just kind of do the things that 168 00:07:33,720 --> 00:07:35,840 Speaker 2: you think are interesting and that you enjoy, or that 169 00:07:36,360 --> 00:07:37,880 Speaker 2: just come up because like a friend of a friend 170 00:07:37,960 --> 00:07:40,920 Speaker 2: has a paper run and I just I love that 171 00:07:41,120 --> 00:07:43,400 Speaker 2: kind of Later you can start to trace through, like 172 00:07:43,440 --> 00:07:45,800 Speaker 2: the themes of the reasons why you were good at 173 00:07:45,800 --> 00:07:47,440 Speaker 2: those things are the reasons why you like them. But 174 00:07:47,520 --> 00:07:50,760 Speaker 2: it's it's so cool because there are so few people 175 00:07:50,880 --> 00:07:53,240 Speaker 2: who go at five, I want to be a doctor, 176 00:07:53,280 --> 00:07:55,200 Speaker 2: and then they become a doctor and now it's sort 177 00:07:55,200 --> 00:07:58,880 Speaker 2: of like you've founded your own superannuation fund, but like 178 00:07:58,920 --> 00:08:01,360 Speaker 2: super wasn't even on your mind, and that that whole 179 00:08:01,400 --> 00:08:05,200 Speaker 2: finance world was just not even playing a part back then. 180 00:08:05,240 --> 00:08:07,440 Speaker 2: And I think that's so cool to remind people. 181 00:08:07,600 --> 00:08:09,800 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think, I think definitely, And like how you 182 00:08:09,840 --> 00:08:13,280 Speaker 1: even kind of get there is like quite interesting thing 183 00:08:13,320 --> 00:08:15,040 Speaker 1: as well, And obviously we'll talk about it more, but 184 00:08:15,560 --> 00:08:18,000 Speaker 1: you know, how do you even get from that step 185 00:08:18,040 --> 00:08:20,640 Speaker 1: from step from step? And then you know, even if 186 00:08:20,640 --> 00:08:23,480 Speaker 1: I think the two years before, probably even eighteen months before, 187 00:08:23,480 --> 00:08:25,680 Speaker 1: a year before I did start that find if someone 188 00:08:25,720 --> 00:08:26,960 Speaker 1: had told me that's what I was going to do, 189 00:08:27,000 --> 00:08:30,680 Speaker 1: I would have been like what would It's kind of 190 00:08:30,720 --> 00:08:33,800 Speaker 1: like really weird even to me, So which. 191 00:08:33,600 --> 00:08:36,439 Speaker 2: Is also why the story is so cool, because I 192 00:08:36,480 --> 00:08:38,719 Speaker 2: love that it doesn't have to be something that, as 193 00:08:38,760 --> 00:08:41,079 Speaker 2: again you know, has been twenty five years in the making. 194 00:08:41,160 --> 00:08:45,679 Speaker 2: You can actually do wild amazing things that you know, 195 00:08:45,760 --> 00:08:47,600 Speaker 2: some people prepare their whole lives for, but a lot 196 00:08:47,600 --> 00:08:51,120 Speaker 2: of people don't, and they still make a really amazing. 197 00:08:50,760 --> 00:08:53,000 Speaker 1: Success of it. So I think it's cool. 198 00:08:53,040 --> 00:08:55,600 Speaker 2: Like even looking at UNI, for you, I'm like science, 199 00:08:55,720 --> 00:08:58,560 Speaker 2: you did science, like science and commerce of course, but 200 00:08:58,679 --> 00:09:01,360 Speaker 2: like science commerce, it's like what is that equal? You know, 201 00:09:01,520 --> 00:09:02,760 Speaker 2: what did you think that was going to be? How 202 00:09:02,760 --> 00:09:04,079 Speaker 2: did you choose that? Yeah? 203 00:09:04,160 --> 00:09:06,040 Speaker 1: I mean that one was an interesting one and it 204 00:09:06,120 --> 00:09:08,480 Speaker 1: probably seems almost less random now, like I remember at 205 00:09:08,480 --> 00:09:10,880 Speaker 1: the time, like people were like, this is just super weird. 206 00:09:12,320 --> 00:09:14,880 Speaker 1: It was basically because I wanted to study psychology, so 207 00:09:14,920 --> 00:09:18,199 Speaker 1: I did psychology under a science degree, and I sort 208 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:20,320 Speaker 1: of had the opportunity to do obviously in your first 209 00:09:20,440 --> 00:09:23,640 Speaker 1: year like different subjects, and I cannot remember why. I 210 00:09:23,679 --> 00:09:26,400 Speaker 1: think it was something like my mum sort of you know, 211 00:09:26,440 --> 00:09:29,080 Speaker 1: her mentality is very much like what is going to 212 00:09:29,080 --> 00:09:32,080 Speaker 1: get your job after university? And I think she was like, 213 00:09:32,240 --> 00:09:34,840 Speaker 1: you need to study like accounting, like I don't remember, 214 00:09:35,200 --> 00:09:37,200 Speaker 1: which is like so weird because like, you know, me 215 00:09:37,240 --> 00:09:38,880 Speaker 1: and my one of my best friends now I met 216 00:09:38,920 --> 00:09:41,280 Speaker 1: in this accounting degree and we just laugh like we're 217 00:09:41,320 --> 00:09:44,720 Speaker 1: just like what the hell were we doing studying accounting? 218 00:09:44,800 --> 00:09:47,600 Speaker 1: Like this is so weird. But I ended up doing this, 219 00:09:47,760 --> 00:09:50,440 Speaker 1: like you know, one accounting unit and it was quite 220 00:09:50,520 --> 00:09:52,160 Speaker 1: in my first year of UNI. And then that was 221 00:09:52,200 --> 00:09:55,400 Speaker 1: just quite interesting because I think the science side was 222 00:09:55,520 --> 00:09:58,560 Speaker 1: very like it was very theoretical. It was very like 223 00:09:59,160 --> 00:10:02,920 Speaker 1: not applied in it was like big picture thinking kind 224 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:05,800 Speaker 1: of a study, whereas like the accounting and going into 225 00:10:05,840 --> 00:10:08,040 Speaker 1: economics and finance and was very much you know, it's 226 00:10:08,080 --> 00:10:10,360 Speaker 1: extremely practical and applied in a way. What I was 227 00:10:10,360 --> 00:10:13,000 Speaker 1: studying it was like these numbers on this balanchine and 228 00:10:13,040 --> 00:10:14,160 Speaker 1: this is how you do this, and this is how 229 00:10:14,200 --> 00:10:16,720 Speaker 1: you do this. And I really loved that kind of 230 00:10:16,760 --> 00:10:19,520 Speaker 1: having both elements of that and A and ul studyings 231 00:10:19,640 --> 00:10:21,640 Speaker 1: have had a great opportunity to just do a two 232 00:10:21,679 --> 00:10:25,080 Speaker 1: degrees in four years. So for me, I really quickly 233 00:10:25,120 --> 00:10:27,800 Speaker 1: decided like I wanted to do the two degrees. And 234 00:10:27,840 --> 00:10:30,160 Speaker 1: I think probably what appealed to me was is that 235 00:10:30,200 --> 00:10:33,400 Speaker 1: I could really quickly see how that applied to work. 236 00:10:33,440 --> 00:10:35,199 Speaker 1: And I think for me, like I'm a much more 237 00:10:35,200 --> 00:10:39,200 Speaker 1: practical person and more of a theoretical person, so I 238 00:10:39,200 --> 00:10:41,960 Speaker 1: think I found that quite exciting. And then in my 239 00:10:42,040 --> 00:10:44,920 Speaker 1: second year of Union actually got a fantastic job as 240 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:47,640 Speaker 1: a bookkeeper, so you know, my friends were still slaving 241 00:10:47,679 --> 00:10:49,000 Speaker 1: it out of it, like the fish and chip shop 242 00:10:49,000 --> 00:10:51,600 Speaker 1: where I had been working, and I remember going into 243 00:10:51,600 --> 00:10:54,640 Speaker 1: this interview as as a bookkeeper, and you know, I've 244 00:10:54,679 --> 00:10:56,240 Speaker 1: been like prapping with my mom and I was going 245 00:10:56,320 --> 00:10:57,480 Speaker 1: to ask them for like I think I was like 246 00:10:57,520 --> 00:11:00,679 Speaker 1: twenty dollars an hour and role played that and they 247 00:11:00,720 --> 00:11:03,679 Speaker 1: were like to pay expectation of being like twenty dollars 248 00:11:03,720 --> 00:11:04,920 Speaker 1: an hour and they were like, oh, we were going 249 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:10,679 Speaker 1: to pay you forty. So like that also was quite 250 00:11:10,720 --> 00:11:13,000 Speaker 1: inspiring at the time because like, you know, getting paid 251 00:11:13,000 --> 00:11:15,080 Speaker 1: like forty dollars an hour, like even now that so 252 00:11:15,160 --> 00:11:17,240 Speaker 1: I was quite good. But this was like, you know, 253 00:11:17,360 --> 00:11:20,760 Speaker 1: twenty years ago at UNI, like I was like, my 254 00:11:20,920 --> 00:11:23,000 Speaker 1: life is made. And then I was like I love 255 00:11:23,080 --> 00:11:27,960 Speaker 1: this accounting business. That sort of inspired me to, Yeah, 256 00:11:27,960 --> 00:11:29,360 Speaker 1: I guess do those duel degrees. 257 00:11:29,480 --> 00:11:32,080 Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, I did law arts and I think 258 00:11:32,160 --> 00:11:35,040 Speaker 2: I kind of did dual degrees more as like it 259 00:11:35,040 --> 00:11:37,840 Speaker 2: allowed me to like make less decisions about my future. 260 00:11:39,240 --> 00:11:41,600 Speaker 1: I think that too. I think it's so funny how 261 00:11:41,640 --> 00:11:43,800 Speaker 1: like I feel like the direction of everything is like 262 00:11:43,960 --> 00:11:46,560 Speaker 1: putting these pressure on younger people to kind of decide 263 00:11:46,600 --> 00:11:49,600 Speaker 1: earlier and specialize earlier. And then yeah, like of course, 264 00:11:49,679 --> 00:11:51,920 Speaker 1: like you know, even while we're at Union at twenty, 265 00:11:51,960 --> 00:11:54,440 Speaker 1: like we're just trying to keep these options open for ourselves, 266 00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:56,080 Speaker 1: aren't we Because you're kind of aware that you have 267 00:11:56,160 --> 00:11:58,840 Speaker 1: no idea what you want to do. 268 00:12:00,120 --> 00:12:02,720 Speaker 2: And you also don't even know the jobs that exist, 269 00:12:02,920 --> 00:12:05,800 Speaker 2: then yeah, you don't know until you get into the workforce. 270 00:12:05,840 --> 00:12:07,680 Speaker 2: You can't see all the gray areas in between the 271 00:12:07,800 --> 00:12:10,840 Speaker 2: like professions that we kind of learn about. But even 272 00:12:10,840 --> 00:12:12,680 Speaker 2: if you do, I mean, you're an amazing example that 273 00:12:12,720 --> 00:12:16,320 Speaker 2: even if you do pick one pathway, it's also okay 274 00:12:16,360 --> 00:12:19,520 Speaker 2: to change at very normal and healthy to change your 275 00:12:19,520 --> 00:12:22,080 Speaker 2: mind later and like swop to something completely different. So 276 00:12:22,679 --> 00:12:24,480 Speaker 2: I think that's also something that I try and like 277 00:12:24,559 --> 00:12:27,840 Speaker 2: hammer home a lot in these interviews is to, you know, 278 00:12:27,920 --> 00:12:31,000 Speaker 2: talk to people who have done lots of different things 279 00:12:31,040 --> 00:12:33,600 Speaker 2: and that don't necessarily they're not necessarily different things in 280 00:12:33,600 --> 00:12:36,240 Speaker 2: the same industry either. They're just like you do one 281 00:12:36,280 --> 00:12:38,720 Speaker 2: thing and then later you realize it's time to do 282 00:12:38,760 --> 00:12:41,880 Speaker 2: something else. And I think that's something I definitely want 283 00:12:41,920 --> 00:12:43,800 Speaker 2: to focus on a lot with you, is like knowing 284 00:12:44,640 --> 00:12:48,280 Speaker 2: when the time is to change or and then coping 285 00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:53,600 Speaker 2: with the novelty and lack of comfort and familiarity. But 286 00:12:53,679 --> 00:12:55,640 Speaker 2: before we get there, I mean, it's funny that we 287 00:12:55,720 --> 00:13:00,120 Speaker 2: both kind of started in very corporate context. How did 288 00:13:00,160 --> 00:13:02,959 Speaker 2: you end up at Deloit? And I mean most of 289 00:13:03,000 --> 00:13:05,280 Speaker 2: my friends who went into management consulting still can't explain 290 00:13:05,280 --> 00:13:08,240 Speaker 2: to me what that is. So how did you end 291 00:13:08,280 --> 00:13:10,120 Speaker 2: up there? And what was that as like a platform 292 00:13:10,160 --> 00:13:10,800 Speaker 2: for your career? 293 00:13:11,160 --> 00:13:13,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, it was really interesting. I just remember being at 294 00:13:13,040 --> 00:13:15,439 Speaker 1: UNI one day and I think it was Bin. One 295 00:13:15,440 --> 00:13:18,559 Speaker 1: of the management consulting companies had come and they were 296 00:13:18,600 --> 00:13:21,000 Speaker 1: doing a talk on you know, working there. And I 297 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:22,800 Speaker 1: don't even know how I got to that talk, but 298 00:13:22,840 --> 00:13:25,440 Speaker 1: I remember going and you know, obviously they would have 299 00:13:25,440 --> 00:13:27,200 Speaker 1: done a great sales pitch and I was like, this 300 00:13:27,280 --> 00:13:30,719 Speaker 1: sounds amazing, and so I applied with them and I 301 00:13:30,720 --> 00:13:32,720 Speaker 1: didn't get the role, but I was quite excited about 302 00:13:32,760 --> 00:13:36,000 Speaker 1: the idea of management consulting. And I think probably looking back, 303 00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:39,320 Speaker 1: you know, I'm a complete ADHD person, and so I imagine 304 00:13:39,160 --> 00:13:41,480 Speaker 1: what probably inspired me. It was this idea of just 305 00:13:41,600 --> 00:13:44,480 Speaker 1: like you know, working across different clients and doing like 306 00:13:44,520 --> 00:13:47,800 Speaker 1: really varied work. So you know, really, if I think 307 00:13:47,800 --> 00:13:49,960 Speaker 1: about Deloit, it was like I just remember at the time, 308 00:13:50,120 --> 00:13:52,360 Speaker 1: like I was like, okay, I didn't get that one, 309 00:13:52,400 --> 00:13:55,120 Speaker 1: and who else is still open? And I just remember 310 00:13:55,160 --> 00:13:57,440 Speaker 1: that they just happened to be open and you know, 311 00:13:57,480 --> 00:13:59,480 Speaker 1: were closing soon. And I think it's like a really 312 00:13:59,760 --> 00:14:02,360 Speaker 1: it's quite interesting because for me, you know, I think 313 00:14:02,360 --> 00:14:05,200 Speaker 1: it also just speaks to like, you know, privilege and 314 00:14:05,320 --> 00:14:07,800 Speaker 1: the kind of universities you go to. Like I was 315 00:14:07,840 --> 00:14:11,000 Speaker 1: really lucky to even find out about that career path 316 00:14:11,080 --> 00:14:14,080 Speaker 1: and to actually find out about it before you know, 317 00:14:14,080 --> 00:14:17,280 Speaker 1: there was still some companies that had applications open, Whereas 318 00:14:17,520 --> 00:14:19,640 Speaker 1: I remember when I started, and you know, some of 319 00:14:19,640 --> 00:14:21,560 Speaker 1: my colleagues I was starting with that had gone to 320 00:14:21,640 --> 00:14:24,360 Speaker 1: like Sydney UNI. You know, they had all actually been 321 00:14:24,400 --> 00:14:27,800 Speaker 1: in feeder programs from the university where they'd been like 322 00:14:27,880 --> 00:14:32,680 Speaker 1: already working doing internships in management consulting firms. They'd found 323 00:14:32,680 --> 00:14:34,480 Speaker 1: out about it so in their first or second year 324 00:14:34,480 --> 00:14:37,760 Speaker 1: of school and like had like tailored their whole careers 325 00:14:37,800 --> 00:14:39,800 Speaker 1: towards that. And you know, it just sort of like 326 00:14:39,880 --> 00:14:42,560 Speaker 1: really highlighted to me this kind of I didn't you know, 327 00:14:42,600 --> 00:14:45,640 Speaker 1: Camera is not a business community place. It's a public 328 00:14:45,680 --> 00:14:49,760 Speaker 1: service town. Even the concept of like business or what 329 00:14:49,800 --> 00:14:51,880 Speaker 1: that means and what those job opportunities are, like, it's 330 00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:54,600 Speaker 1: we don't have that in our culture. And you know, 331 00:14:54,640 --> 00:14:57,480 Speaker 1: I think that just really highlighted that divide. And obviously 332 00:14:57,480 --> 00:14:59,800 Speaker 1: if you're, you know, someone startying in a rural area 333 00:14:59,880 --> 00:15:02,880 Speaker 1: of you're from an even more disadvantage family. It really 334 00:15:02,880 --> 00:15:04,880 Speaker 1: just highlighted to me that you know, even just to 335 00:15:04,920 --> 00:15:07,000 Speaker 1: know what those jobs are and to be preparing for 336 00:15:07,040 --> 00:15:10,560 Speaker 1: them is such an advantage in itself. So yeah, that's 337 00:15:10,560 --> 00:15:13,040 Speaker 1: how I found about DELAY. You know, I applied for 338 00:15:13,040 --> 00:15:16,160 Speaker 1: the job. We did sort of all those interview rounds, 339 00:15:16,240 --> 00:15:19,040 Speaker 1: and you know, by that point, you think you're very 340 00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:21,680 Speaker 1: very special for getting that job because you've gone through 341 00:15:21,800 --> 00:15:25,040 Speaker 1: like six interview rounds, and you think, because you're so 342 00:15:25,280 --> 00:15:27,320 Speaker 1: special for that job, like that must just also be 343 00:15:27,400 --> 00:15:29,280 Speaker 1: like a very special job if they're going to make 344 00:15:29,280 --> 00:15:32,120 Speaker 1: it that hard to get in as well. So they 345 00:15:32,160 --> 00:15:34,760 Speaker 1: did well with that psychology, I must say. 346 00:15:34,840 --> 00:15:37,360 Speaker 2: I think it was a very special job though, because 347 00:15:37,600 --> 00:15:39,880 Speaker 2: the more I was one of those people who didn't 348 00:15:39,920 --> 00:15:42,840 Speaker 2: apply to Baine or McKinzie or anything, because I didn't 349 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:46,240 Speaker 2: ever hear about management consulting. Even now, it's kind of 350 00:15:46,320 --> 00:15:49,520 Speaker 2: like such a vague thing to describe to people. Like 351 00:15:49,560 --> 00:15:51,720 Speaker 2: one of my best friends was at BCG and I'm like, 352 00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:54,040 Speaker 2: tell me how you explain it? So I can explain 353 00:15:54,040 --> 00:15:57,160 Speaker 2: it to other people, Like you go into companies across 354 00:15:57,240 --> 00:16:00,360 Speaker 2: all different industries and you spend x amount of time 355 00:16:00,400 --> 00:16:05,360 Speaker 2: there making spreadsheets and doing models of financial thing Like 356 00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:07,160 Speaker 2: you know, I couldn't even explain it to you, But 357 00:16:07,640 --> 00:16:12,080 Speaker 2: every consultant that hasn't stayed in consulting has done something 358 00:16:12,360 --> 00:16:15,920 Speaker 2: so cool because the skills that you learn of analysis 359 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:17,520 Speaker 2: of just everything in the world. I don't know, I 360 00:16:17,560 --> 00:16:19,480 Speaker 2: just feel like it's this amazing. It is a really 361 00:16:19,480 --> 00:16:21,800 Speaker 2: special job. You get taught to think in this crazy way. 362 00:16:21,960 --> 00:16:23,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think you get taught to think in a 363 00:16:23,520 --> 00:16:25,440 Speaker 1: good way. And I think also what it trains you 364 00:16:25,520 --> 00:16:28,360 Speaker 1: for is it is sort of like sink or swimm 365 00:16:28,360 --> 00:16:29,880 Speaker 1: in terms of make it or fake it. I remember 366 00:16:29,920 --> 00:16:32,920 Speaker 1: my first you know, as a graduate. I was getting 367 00:16:32,920 --> 00:16:35,400 Speaker 1: paid something like forty grand a year in that graduate job, 368 00:16:35,720 --> 00:16:37,800 Speaker 1: and I remember it straight out of UNI. They were 369 00:16:37,800 --> 00:16:39,920 Speaker 1: billing me out at like nine hundred dollars a day, 370 00:16:41,440 --> 00:16:44,520 Speaker 1: and you're like really consciously aware of that. So it's 371 00:16:44,520 --> 00:16:46,880 Speaker 1: sort of like, you know, I remember sitting in these 372 00:16:46,920 --> 00:16:50,680 Speaker 1: clients being like, I have no idea what I'm talking 373 00:16:50,720 --> 00:16:53,400 Speaker 1: about or what these people are talking about, but I'm 374 00:16:53,440 --> 00:16:56,360 Speaker 1: really consciously aware that they're paying this much money for me, 375 00:16:56,960 --> 00:17:01,000 Speaker 1: and so already from day one, you're like know, faking 376 00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:03,760 Speaker 1: it essentially. And I think it's also those skills that 377 00:17:03,880 --> 00:17:06,359 Speaker 1: then go on to help people later because like, you know, 378 00:17:06,480 --> 00:17:08,800 Speaker 1: then when you're applying for some big job that you're 379 00:17:08,800 --> 00:17:11,320 Speaker 1: not sure if you're qualified for, you're like, well, you know, 380 00:17:11,320 --> 00:17:13,040 Speaker 1: I've kind of been doing work for the last five years, 381 00:17:13,080 --> 00:17:15,879 Speaker 1: i haven't really been qualified for and convincing people, so 382 00:17:16,480 --> 00:17:18,280 Speaker 1: you know, like I think it kind of builds that 383 00:17:18,320 --> 00:17:20,800 Speaker 1: skill set as well. And I think, you know, definitely 384 00:17:20,800 --> 00:17:23,000 Speaker 1: to be a successful consultant in the early days, you 385 00:17:23,040 --> 00:17:25,400 Speaker 1: need to just be able to convince people that you're 386 00:17:25,440 --> 00:17:27,879 Speaker 1: bringing a lot of value even when you may not 387 00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:31,560 Speaker 1: be bringing that much value to the table to being 388 00:17:31,600 --> 00:17:32,840 Speaker 1: a management consultant. 389 00:17:32,960 --> 00:17:35,920 Speaker 2: So I'm sure you are bringing a lot of value, 390 00:17:35,960 --> 00:17:38,640 Speaker 2: maybe just that you don't necessarily believe that you're bringing 391 00:17:38,680 --> 00:17:39,200 Speaker 2: a lot of value. 392 00:17:39,240 --> 00:17:41,520 Speaker 1: Except I remember, like I got this one really funny 393 00:17:41,520 --> 00:17:43,840 Speaker 1: story that just comes up all the time where I'd 394 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:46,240 Speaker 1: gone to work it. It was a rail corp actually 395 00:17:46,320 --> 00:17:49,280 Speaker 1: for the New Southwest government, and it was actually a 396 00:17:49,280 --> 00:17:51,840 Speaker 1: technology focused product. And this was back in the day 397 00:17:51,840 --> 00:17:57,520 Speaker 1: where technology was called it and so anyway, and I 398 00:17:57,560 --> 00:17:59,879 Speaker 1: was like in the project, I was it was a 399 00:18:00,040 --> 00:18:01,600 Speaker 1: first meeting or se commedty with the clients, and it 400 00:18:01,640 --> 00:18:02,920 Speaker 1: was like meeting and the partner a couple of people 401 00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:05,720 Speaker 1: sitting around the room, and they kept talking about ICT, 402 00:18:06,160 --> 00:18:09,680 Speaker 1: which like obviously today everyone knows information communication technology, which 403 00:18:09,680 --> 00:18:12,280 Speaker 1: is just like what you call it. But I think 404 00:18:12,320 --> 00:18:15,639 Speaker 1: that concept was just coming through at that time. I 405 00:18:15,680 --> 00:18:17,439 Speaker 1: remember when I it was like IC two ict IC 406 00:18:17,600 --> 00:18:20,080 Speaker 1: and then I was like, you know what, Christiana, there 407 00:18:20,119 --> 00:18:22,600 Speaker 1: is no such thing as a stupid question, and you 408 00:18:22,680 --> 00:18:25,320 Speaker 1: just need to talking about And I remember being like, 409 00:18:26,680 --> 00:18:28,840 Speaker 1: thank you, you know, this is all making sense, but 410 00:18:28,880 --> 00:18:31,920 Speaker 1: because someone just explained to me what ICT means. And 411 00:18:32,160 --> 00:18:35,479 Speaker 1: I remember the director what sort of spunniest chair around 412 00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:37,680 Speaker 1: and pointed to his door where it was like he 413 00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:41,879 Speaker 1: was like director information communication Technology and was like information 414 00:18:42,560 --> 00:18:47,480 Speaker 1: communication technology, and I was like, and the partner sort 415 00:18:47,480 --> 00:18:49,479 Speaker 1: of like looked to me and his like like the 416 00:18:49,520 --> 00:18:51,119 Speaker 1: color all drained out of his face, and I was like, 417 00:18:51,680 --> 00:18:53,080 Speaker 1: I guess there might be suchleep. 418 00:18:53,080 --> 00:18:55,720 Speaker 2: It was a stupid question after yes, And it was 419 00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:56,720 Speaker 2: probably that one. 420 00:18:58,440 --> 00:19:00,439 Speaker 1: That was kind of like the last time I decided 421 00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:01,440 Speaker 1: to let my guard down. 422 00:19:02,359 --> 00:19:07,800 Speaker 2: Oh my god. That's a really really good point about 423 00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:11,560 Speaker 2: the idea that you know, it's a really important skill set, 424 00:19:11,600 --> 00:19:14,320 Speaker 2: not necessarily to always have confidence, but to be able 425 00:19:14,359 --> 00:19:16,159 Speaker 2: to like work through the fact that you don't have 426 00:19:16,240 --> 00:19:19,080 Speaker 2: confidence and kind of even just fake it until you 427 00:19:19,119 --> 00:19:21,400 Speaker 2: do have more confidence. Like that's the whole I think, 428 00:19:21,440 --> 00:19:23,480 Speaker 2: like one of the big keys to success is literally 429 00:19:23,520 --> 00:19:25,600 Speaker 2: just the ability to deal with yourself doubt in a 430 00:19:25,640 --> 00:19:29,199 Speaker 2: productive way rather an unproductive way. And I'd love to 431 00:19:29,240 --> 00:19:33,160 Speaker 2: tie that into sort of how you from management consulting 432 00:19:33,200 --> 00:19:36,159 Speaker 2: then made a big jump, but not kind of a 433 00:19:36,280 --> 00:19:38,120 Speaker 2: jump that you know a lot of people would make, 434 00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:41,440 Speaker 2: like into a different bank or into something that's very 435 00:19:41,480 --> 00:19:45,879 Speaker 2: business startup focused. You kind of went to the United 436 00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:50,159 Speaker 2: Nations in disaster zones and conflict hotspots in the world, 437 00:19:50,400 --> 00:19:54,840 Speaker 2: and like a massive, massive jump from any any kind 438 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:57,760 Speaker 2: of career, but particularly from outside of the UN, from 439 00:19:57,840 --> 00:20:01,719 Speaker 2: outside of diplomacy or or war zones or you know. 440 00:20:02,040 --> 00:20:05,320 Speaker 2: I think this is another reason why I'm so excited 441 00:20:05,320 --> 00:20:07,680 Speaker 2: about this interview, because if I hadn't gone into business, 442 00:20:07,760 --> 00:20:09,560 Speaker 2: the way I would have hoped to use my law 443 00:20:09,600 --> 00:20:11,520 Speaker 2: degree was with the UN and we went to visit 444 00:20:11,560 --> 00:20:15,280 Speaker 2: the war tribunals in Arusha for a wander, and like 445 00:20:15,359 --> 00:20:18,560 Speaker 2: that area of I don't love conflict, but I love 446 00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:22,639 Speaker 2: the idea of kind of applying the skills that you 447 00:20:22,720 --> 00:20:24,840 Speaker 2: learn in a conflict zone. And so to talk to 448 00:20:24,880 --> 00:20:27,440 Speaker 2: you is just so unbelievably exciting for me. So how 449 00:20:27,440 --> 00:20:31,800 Speaker 2: did you make such a gigantic jump and what brought 450 00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:34,520 Speaker 2: it about for you? And then of course going into 451 00:20:34,560 --> 00:20:37,040 Speaker 2: a totally different industry, how did you deal with that 452 00:20:37,359 --> 00:20:38,400 Speaker 2: lack of familiarity. 453 00:20:38,640 --> 00:20:40,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, so I think, yeah, it was sort of also 454 00:20:40,760 --> 00:20:42,560 Speaker 1: something that happening in stages, so I didn't really make 455 00:20:42,600 --> 00:20:46,880 Speaker 1: that conscious decision to kind of completely end up doing 456 00:20:46,880 --> 00:20:48,919 Speaker 1: the really extreme work that I ended up doing right 457 00:20:48,960 --> 00:20:51,240 Speaker 1: at the beginning. But you know, essentially, I think i'd 458 00:20:51,240 --> 00:20:54,080 Speaker 1: always heard about this program that the Australian government did. 459 00:20:54,119 --> 00:20:56,280 Speaker 1: It still does it. I'm not sure what it's called today, 460 00:20:56,320 --> 00:20:58,600 Speaker 1: but it was essentially at the time, it was called 461 00:20:58,600 --> 00:21:00,760 Speaker 1: Youth Ambassadors for Development, and I'd heard about it for 462 00:21:00,760 --> 00:21:04,520 Speaker 1: a long time and it was essentially placing people that had, 463 00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:07,159 Speaker 1: you know, some form of work experience into not for 464 00:21:07,200 --> 00:21:10,040 Speaker 1: profits for a year sort of on a volunteer salary 465 00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:12,560 Speaker 1: funded by the Australian government, and so I'd kind of 466 00:21:12,560 --> 00:21:14,440 Speaker 1: heard about this and was always a bit excited about 467 00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:16,359 Speaker 1: the concept, but you know, it was always in the 468 00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:19,359 Speaker 1: back of my head. And then you know, probably I'm 469 00:21:19,359 --> 00:21:21,240 Speaker 1: sure you have a really similar experience of when you 470 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:23,720 Speaker 1: decided to leave law. But I was living in Bondi 471 00:21:23,840 --> 00:21:25,600 Speaker 1: and Sydney at the time, and I just had this 472 00:21:25,680 --> 00:21:29,080 Speaker 1: one day where it was like thirty degree beautiful sunny 473 00:21:29,119 --> 00:21:31,199 Speaker 1: day and I was in my like suit waiting for 474 00:21:31,240 --> 00:21:33,960 Speaker 1: the bus and it was like crammed on the bus 475 00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:36,560 Speaker 1: on one day road. Everyone's sweating on you standing out, 476 00:21:36,600 --> 00:21:38,399 Speaker 1: you can't get a seat, and then you sort of 477 00:21:38,560 --> 00:21:40,800 Speaker 1: pile off the bus like little lemmings onto the train, 478 00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:43,000 Speaker 1: and then got off the train at Martin Place and 479 00:21:43,040 --> 00:21:46,200 Speaker 1: sort of piled out again and walked down, you know, 480 00:21:46,280 --> 00:21:48,960 Speaker 1: with another like one hundred co working office people to 481 00:21:49,040 --> 00:21:51,720 Speaker 1: like our building, and you know, squashed into an elevator 482 00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:53,879 Speaker 1: and went up the elevator and you know, got out 483 00:21:53,920 --> 00:21:55,919 Speaker 1: into the open plan room and there's two hundred of 484 00:21:55,920 --> 00:21:58,200 Speaker 1: my colleagues and their suits sitting at their computers and 485 00:21:58,640 --> 00:22:02,040 Speaker 1: I just almost his punnic attack of like, oh my god, 486 00:22:02,119 --> 00:22:04,480 Speaker 1: is this like my life, Like I just cannot do 487 00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:07,240 Speaker 1: this any longer, Like I'm sorry, this is so not me. 488 00:22:07,840 --> 00:22:10,200 Speaker 1: And I think I'd really enjoyed like the first couple 489 00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:12,800 Speaker 1: of years of you know, buying my first suit and 490 00:22:12,840 --> 00:22:15,400 Speaker 1: buying my first hair straightener and like you know, buying 491 00:22:15,440 --> 00:22:17,280 Speaker 1: a pair of heels and kind of doing the power 492 00:22:17,320 --> 00:22:20,359 Speaker 1: woman thing. And I'd enjoyed that sort of like you know, 493 00:22:20,400 --> 00:22:23,040 Speaker 1: Friday evening drinks. And but I think at some point 494 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:25,159 Speaker 1: that novelty had worn off, and I was just like, oh, 495 00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:27,520 Speaker 1: it's just not really me, Like I'm just this isn't 496 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:30,640 Speaker 1: really who I am. And you know, just making money 497 00:22:30,680 --> 00:22:34,159 Speaker 1: for big companies isn't really like motivating me. And so 498 00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:36,199 Speaker 1: I started having a look at you know, just daydreaming. 499 00:22:36,240 --> 00:22:39,359 Speaker 1: Really I was daydreaming about intrepid holidays in Vietnam, and 500 00:22:39,359 --> 00:22:42,320 Speaker 1: then I was daydreaming about looking up this youth ambassador 501 00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:44,840 Speaker 1: program and looking at placements, and you know, I just 502 00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:47,320 Speaker 1: saw this placement one day that literally sounded like me. 503 00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:51,000 Speaker 1: It was like looking for like economists in a market 504 00:22:51,040 --> 00:22:55,240 Speaker 1: analyst position living in Katman doing Nepal, and I'd actually 505 00:22:55,320 --> 00:22:57,639 Speaker 1: just been on a holiday to Captvin doing Nepal. And 506 00:22:57,640 --> 00:22:59,760 Speaker 1: I have no recollection of this, but the friend that 507 00:22:59,760 --> 00:23:03,320 Speaker 1: I with swears that we were sitting down one day 508 00:23:03,320 --> 00:23:04,840 Speaker 1: and a un car went past and I said to 509 00:23:04,920 --> 00:23:06,159 Speaker 1: him when I'm going to come back and work for 510 00:23:06,200 --> 00:23:09,040 Speaker 1: the un I have no memory of it, but it 511 00:23:09,080 --> 00:23:11,000 Speaker 1: was like six months later and there was this un 512 00:23:11,080 --> 00:23:14,359 Speaker 1: job like in Nepal that seemed really aligned to my 513 00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:17,360 Speaker 1: skill set, so I just applied for it. And actually 514 00:23:17,400 --> 00:23:19,920 Speaker 1: the biggest part of this decision ended up being that 515 00:23:20,520 --> 00:23:23,040 Speaker 1: I'd also been nominated for the Young business Woman of 516 00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:25,719 Speaker 1: the Year award at Deloitte, and of course me at 517 00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:28,159 Speaker 1: this point thinking that like Deloit was like one of 518 00:23:28,160 --> 00:23:32,000 Speaker 1: the pinnacle sort of this was in the entire world, 519 00:23:32,480 --> 00:23:34,480 Speaker 1: and that, you know, me being a Young Businesswman of 520 00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:37,879 Speaker 1: the Year was like extremely important. I just around the 521 00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:39,680 Speaker 1: same time that I had to accept this application, found 522 00:23:39,680 --> 00:23:41,600 Speaker 1: out that I was going to be the winner of 523 00:23:41,600 --> 00:23:44,920 Speaker 1: that for Australia, but they obviously weren't going to award 524 00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:47,239 Speaker 1: it to me if I was about to leave. I 525 00:23:47,280 --> 00:23:50,160 Speaker 1: remember this was like the biggest stressfulest thing, which now 526 00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:52,960 Speaker 1: in your retrospect, I'm like what it was, but at 527 00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:55,040 Speaker 1: the time it felt like I was giving up so 528 00:23:55,240 --> 00:23:58,040 Speaker 1: much and so but yeah, I made the decision basically 529 00:23:58,119 --> 00:24:03,120 Speaker 1: to go, and I did look back sometimes. I don't 530 00:24:03,160 --> 00:24:05,719 Speaker 1: look back today, like there was you know, certain periods 531 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:07,040 Speaker 1: where I was like, oh my god, I gave up 532 00:24:07,080 --> 00:24:10,040 Speaker 1: that great opportunity, but no, like now in your prospector, 533 00:24:10,040 --> 00:24:12,159 Speaker 1: I was like, you know, like I wouldn't even think that, 534 00:24:12,240 --> 00:24:14,760 Speaker 1: but yeah, and so off I went. It was supposed 535 00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:17,199 Speaker 1: to be a year long program. A year sounded like 536 00:24:17,240 --> 00:24:19,879 Speaker 1: a really long time to me at that time, but 537 00:24:19,920 --> 00:24:23,520 Speaker 1: of course I settled into this crazy life in Katmandu, 538 00:24:23,560 --> 00:24:25,880 Speaker 1: which was like walking to work with like elephants walking 539 00:24:25,880 --> 00:24:28,399 Speaker 1: down the street. And you know, it was I was 540 00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:31,280 Speaker 1: supposed to be this market analyst reviewing at the time, 541 00:24:31,359 --> 00:24:33,840 Speaker 1: it was the high food price crisis, so working with 542 00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:36,640 Speaker 1: the World Bank looking at the impact of food prices 543 00:24:36,680 --> 00:24:39,479 Speaker 1: on small farmers. And it was sort of my second 544 00:24:39,520 --> 00:24:42,439 Speaker 1: week there where I was in a meeting and you know, 545 00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:45,240 Speaker 1: they were discussing like somebody has to go and fly 546 00:24:45,440 --> 00:24:49,800 Speaker 1: in a helicopter and do monitoring of these remote mountainous sites, 547 00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:52,040 Speaker 1: and like nobody wanted to know, like and a Parlis 548 00:24:52,040 --> 00:24:54,240 Speaker 1: all like had their heads down, like trying to hide 549 00:24:54,280 --> 00:24:57,320 Speaker 1: behind these colleagues, like you know, my kind of western 550 00:24:57,359 --> 00:24:59,840 Speaker 1: colleagues that had already been to these areas were like, 551 00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:01,760 Speaker 1: you know, I'm not interested, Like you know, there's no 552 00:25:01,840 --> 00:25:04,280 Speaker 1: running water, you have to sleep in people's houses. And 553 00:25:04,320 --> 00:25:07,800 Speaker 1: I was like pick me. And so you know, I 554 00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:09,320 Speaker 1: don't have been in the job for a few weeks 555 00:25:09,320 --> 00:25:11,679 Speaker 1: when like I was being like flown by helicopter and 556 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:14,199 Speaker 1: it was like with a local newparlot colleague, and it 557 00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:16,639 Speaker 1: was like basically the job was like you need to 558 00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:19,919 Speaker 1: trek for the next like three weeks from village to village, 559 00:25:20,080 --> 00:25:22,680 Speaker 1: monitor that like our food acisms has got there, and 560 00:25:22,680 --> 00:25:24,919 Speaker 1: then we're gonna give you some coordinates where Helle's coture 561 00:25:24,920 --> 00:25:26,560 Speaker 1: they're gonna pick you up from at the end. And 562 00:25:26,640 --> 00:25:29,959 Speaker 1: I was just like people paying like twenty thousand dollars 563 00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:31,720 Speaker 1: to this kind of trekking adventure and. 564 00:25:31,760 --> 00:25:33,760 Speaker 2: Like, yeah, this is my job. 565 00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:37,320 Speaker 1: I was like I'm sold. Like I couldn't have been 566 00:25:37,400 --> 00:25:41,240 Speaker 1: like more excited or and so that kind of yeah, 567 00:25:41,400 --> 00:25:43,119 Speaker 1: was sort of how that started. And you know, I 568 00:25:43,119 --> 00:25:45,800 Speaker 1: spent about three years in Nepal and it just was 569 00:25:45,800 --> 00:25:50,399 Speaker 1: a really random career where I started it at this 570 00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:55,000 Speaker 1: time where the whole humanitarian environment was going through a 571 00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:58,840 Speaker 1: drastic shift, which was shifting away from giving people things 572 00:25:59,880 --> 00:26:02,920 Speaker 1: like giving people food or giving people shelter in a disaster, 573 00:26:03,160 --> 00:26:07,080 Speaker 1: or giving people water to just trying to where markets 574 00:26:07,119 --> 00:26:09,959 Speaker 1: are functioning, give people cash and letting them sort it out, 575 00:26:10,040 --> 00:26:13,040 Speaker 1: which just seems so obvious today, but it was this 576 00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:16,359 Speaker 1: huge shift that was going on. And the agency I 577 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:18,879 Speaker 1: was working for called the World Food Program. It's the 578 00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:22,520 Speaker 1: largest humanitarian agency in the world, but it was probably 579 00:26:22,600 --> 00:26:25,960 Speaker 1: at that time about ninety percent men. So the entire 580 00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:29,120 Speaker 1: workforce and the people that made up senior leadership, they 581 00:26:29,119 --> 00:26:33,000 Speaker 1: were logisticitions largely. So it was people that had come 582 00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:34,879 Speaker 1: out of the army that were really good at like 583 00:26:34,960 --> 00:26:37,239 Speaker 1: in a natural disaster there's like a broken bridge, like 584 00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:39,280 Speaker 1: getting a bridge up so they can get a truck 585 00:26:39,280 --> 00:26:41,480 Speaker 1: across it. All people that had come out of sort 586 00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:43,880 Speaker 1: of conflict negotiation where if you're in like a conflict 587 00:26:43,880 --> 00:26:46,800 Speaker 1: and there's five or six different factions, you have to 588 00:26:46,840 --> 00:26:49,680 Speaker 1: deal with negotiating with those factions to get food through. 589 00:26:49,760 --> 00:26:53,200 Speaker 1: And so it was this extremely like masculine, male dominant 590 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:57,440 Speaker 1: logistics focused organization now being told that they need to 591 00:26:57,760 --> 00:27:00,960 Speaker 1: bring everything into some form of finance you know, how 592 00:27:00,960 --> 00:27:02,600 Speaker 1: do you get cash to people? How can you use 593 00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:06,119 Speaker 1: like mobile technology, like how can you use thumb print technology, 594 00:27:06,200 --> 00:27:10,040 Speaker 1: iris scanning, like how do you get money into people's hands? 595 00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:12,080 Speaker 1: And so like, no one had any idea about money. 596 00:27:12,080 --> 00:27:13,840 Speaker 1: And at some point they were like, oh, Christina, like 597 00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:18,520 Speaker 1: you get economics, like you get like you set up 598 00:27:18,560 --> 00:27:22,200 Speaker 1: these like first systel. So I was like, not quite 599 00:27:22,240 --> 00:27:25,600 Speaker 1: my skill set, but okay. And so I was at 600 00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:28,600 Speaker 1: the real forefront of developing some of these first kind 601 00:27:28,640 --> 00:27:31,080 Speaker 1: of programs in the world. And then that sort of 602 00:27:31,160 --> 00:27:34,000 Speaker 1: just sucked me into this, like you know, suddenly kind 603 00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:35,520 Speaker 1: of the economics work and all that kind of went 604 00:27:35,560 --> 00:27:37,560 Speaker 1: to the side. I sort of got really sucked into 605 00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:42,280 Speaker 1: working in humanitarian emergencies, delivering cash transfers. So I went 606 00:27:42,359 --> 00:27:45,440 Speaker 1: from Nepal, then I went to Rome for a while, 607 00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:48,320 Speaker 1: where I was working where our headquarters were, but being 608 00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:50,560 Speaker 1: sent out to different disasters. So I worked sort of 609 00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:54,600 Speaker 1: in Somalia and North Kenya during the famine, and you know, 610 00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:57,639 Speaker 1: worked on a few different projects, and then eventually got 611 00:27:57,720 --> 00:27:59,840 Speaker 1: sent to Turkey to work on the Seria response. So 612 00:27:59,920 --> 00:28:04,000 Speaker 1: I spent the last sort of six years across Turkey, Jordan, 613 00:28:04,080 --> 00:28:07,359 Speaker 1: Lebanon in Syria, in Iraq working on like you know 614 00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:10,160 Speaker 1: what was the largest custure answer programs ever. So we 615 00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:14,199 Speaker 1: were distributing to millions of people cash, which you know 616 00:28:14,280 --> 00:28:16,400 Speaker 1: doesn't necessarily sound that complicated, but when you think about 617 00:28:16,400 --> 00:28:18,560 Speaker 1: the reality on the ground of you know, many of 618 00:28:18,560 --> 00:28:22,040 Speaker 1: these people never used bank accounts before. People fulle in conflict, 619 00:28:22,119 --> 00:28:26,159 Speaker 1: don't have their ID papers. There's anti terrorism legislation designed 620 00:28:26,160 --> 00:28:28,560 Speaker 1: by the US that if you even get one dollar 621 00:28:28,640 --> 00:28:31,639 Speaker 1: in the hand of somebody who's a terrorist that you know, 622 00:28:31,680 --> 00:28:33,359 Speaker 1: you can actually go to jail for that as a 623 00:28:33,359 --> 00:28:36,639 Speaker 1: person if you're working for the UN. So there's like 624 00:28:36,720 --> 00:28:42,600 Speaker 1: incredibly big challenges to try to resolve in really practical ways. 625 00:28:42,640 --> 00:28:45,000 Speaker 1: Sort of became the focus of what I was working on. 626 00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:48,040 Speaker 2: Then oh my god, I literally if you look at 627 00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:51,320 Speaker 2: your bio, it makes so much sense to go like 628 00:28:51,560 --> 00:28:56,680 Speaker 2: science calm, masters in economics, then Deloitte and then start 629 00:28:56,760 --> 00:28:59,280 Speaker 2: super fun. But then in the middle is just like 630 00:28:59,720 --> 00:29:04,560 Speaker 2: s Gaza, Iraq, Jordan Lebanon, head of operations based out 631 00:29:04,560 --> 00:29:08,840 Speaker 2: of Iraq. Delivery existence when everyone's under seed from isis 632 00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:14,280 Speaker 2: like so rando but incredible, And I think one of 633 00:29:14,280 --> 00:29:17,200 Speaker 2: the things that's really interesting is how male dominated that 634 00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:20,000 Speaker 2: environment is. I think when you think about hamanitarian work, 635 00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:23,000 Speaker 2: you just think about awesome humans helping other humans when 636 00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:26,040 Speaker 2: shit really is going down, But you stop thinking about 637 00:29:26,040 --> 00:29:28,920 Speaker 2: it as a normal workplace, which also has like gender 638 00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:32,040 Speaker 2: inequalities and power and balances and all that kind of thing. 639 00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:35,240 Speaker 2: So the fact that you became a really senior operator, 640 00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:40,280 Speaker 2: like heading up a department in a total totally different market, 641 00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:43,280 Speaker 2: in a totally different sort of set of circumstances than 642 00:29:43,280 --> 00:29:45,800 Speaker 2: you'd ever dealt with back here, how did the self 643 00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:49,000 Speaker 2: doubt play out over there? Like when you're getting becoming 644 00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:53,200 Speaker 2: more and more senior and in this context of like chaos, 645 00:29:53,360 --> 00:29:56,200 Speaker 2: and you know, the fear that most of us have 646 00:29:56,240 --> 00:29:58,560 Speaker 2: at work is like fear about failure or fear about 647 00:29:58,560 --> 00:30:01,400 Speaker 2: looking silly, you're also facing like actual fear about like 648 00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:04,680 Speaker 2: being shelled. And how was that environment? 649 00:30:05,040 --> 00:30:08,840 Speaker 1: It was absolutely crazy and absolutely rogue. I think that 650 00:30:08,960 --> 00:30:12,200 Speaker 1: was the people hear the un and they think one thing, 651 00:30:12,320 --> 00:30:15,760 Speaker 1: But the reality is it is an extremely vogue environment. 652 00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:18,760 Speaker 1: And the more kind of challenging the context, the more 653 00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:22,360 Speaker 1: rogue that that environment becomes. And there's a few aspects 654 00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:25,600 Speaker 1: of it I think that really reflecting compared to Australian culture. 655 00:30:25,680 --> 00:30:28,160 Speaker 1: So one is that it's virtually impossible to fire anyone 656 00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:31,200 Speaker 1: in the UN. It's a criminal level of responsibility. They 657 00:30:31,240 --> 00:30:35,120 Speaker 1: have to commit a crime essentially, So things like chronic 658 00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:39,400 Speaker 1: sexual harasses, chronic kind of bullying, workplace bullying, like these 659 00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:42,520 Speaker 1: not really fiable offenses in the UN. And then on 660 00:30:42,560 --> 00:30:45,640 Speaker 1: top of that, it's a really interesting culture because there's 661 00:30:45,720 --> 00:30:48,960 Speaker 1: no sort of country cultural norm Like if you're working 662 00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:51,800 Speaker 1: in Europe or you're working in Australia, you've got you know, 663 00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,800 Speaker 1: really strong cultures around like what those workplaces should be like. 664 00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:57,920 Speaker 1: But when you're operating like in a conflict zone, it's like, 665 00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:00,720 Speaker 1: what is the culture of that place? It's not the 666 00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:03,480 Speaker 1: culture of the country, it's not the culture of you know, 667 00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:06,200 Speaker 1: one of the you know, a European country. It's and 668 00:31:06,440 --> 00:31:08,960 Speaker 1: so I think it's sort of this these factors and 669 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:12,640 Speaker 1: then just really extreme power imbalances. So one of the 670 00:31:12,680 --> 00:31:15,360 Speaker 1: problems with the UN was that they'd initially had these 671 00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:18,840 Speaker 1: really strong employment contracts, which means that people that are 672 00:31:18,840 --> 00:31:21,680 Speaker 1: permanent employees you cannot get rid of them. So as 673 00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:24,160 Speaker 1: an employment workforce, the way they sort of worked around 674 00:31:24,200 --> 00:31:27,920 Speaker 1: this is to them put everyone else on consulting contractor contracts, 675 00:31:28,280 --> 00:31:32,360 Speaker 1: which just makes these really big power imbalances between people 676 00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:34,760 Speaker 1: in leadership and everyone else in the workforce. And so 677 00:31:35,600 --> 00:31:38,720 Speaker 1: I think that all these factors combine, you get these 678 00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:41,160 Speaker 1: like things that happen in the workplace would just never 679 00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:44,440 Speaker 1: ever happened in Australia. That just shocked me. So for instance, 680 00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:48,000 Speaker 1: like I had every single country director, maybe bar one 681 00:31:48,040 --> 00:31:50,560 Speaker 1: who I worked for, like had tried to sleep as 682 00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:55,000 Speaker 1: an employee really overt way. It's like I had, you know, 683 00:31:55,200 --> 00:31:56,880 Speaker 1: this is like the most senior represent in the unit 684 00:31:56,880 --> 00:31:59,520 Speaker 1: in the country, like you know, smssing, like come over 685 00:31:59,600 --> 00:32:02,520 Speaker 1: to my house. So I'm like not even this, like 686 00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:06,080 Speaker 1: are you crazy, because you know, and this is bizarre, 687 00:32:06,400 --> 00:32:10,080 Speaker 1: Like I had to manage these kind of like harassments 688 00:32:10,120 --> 00:32:12,320 Speaker 1: and things that in Australia, Like you know, I remember 689 00:32:12,320 --> 00:32:15,360 Speaker 1: working at Deloit, like the officers were all glass for 690 00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:18,120 Speaker 1: the reason that you know, they didn't want any impropriety. 691 00:32:18,280 --> 00:32:20,320 Speaker 1: They were so concerned about these issues that you weren't 692 00:32:20,320 --> 00:32:22,320 Speaker 1: even you know, you had to be in glass meeting rooms. 693 00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:24,640 Speaker 1: You couldn't even be in private meeting rooms. And so 694 00:32:25,000 --> 00:32:28,160 Speaker 1: that was like you know, I think constantly throughout like 695 00:32:28,200 --> 00:32:30,520 Speaker 1: my seven eight years at Deloit, it was you know, 696 00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:32,600 Speaker 1: being the woman in that in that situation that so 697 00:32:32,600 --> 00:32:34,880 Speaker 1: many of us have been in where you're like trying 698 00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:37,880 Speaker 1: not to hurt people's egos, trying to like keep them 699 00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:40,120 Speaker 1: out of your whole to your hotel room. Like you know, 700 00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:43,680 Speaker 1: I had situations where like five male colleagues were like 701 00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:46,600 Speaker 1: trying to get my hotel room card from the front desk, 702 00:32:46,680 --> 00:32:49,000 Speaker 1: like because they were all doing trying to get into 703 00:32:49,040 --> 00:32:51,640 Speaker 1: a room, and like you know, the room calling me, 704 00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:54,360 Speaker 1: and then the personal reception feeling bullied, and I'm like, 705 00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:58,120 Speaker 1: you know, like it's just just really really extreme things 706 00:32:58,120 --> 00:33:01,719 Speaker 1: happening all the time in the workplace environment. And then 707 00:33:01,840 --> 00:33:03,479 Speaker 1: I think if you add on that the pressure of 708 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:06,720 Speaker 1: over time, people that become really good at emergency work 709 00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:10,440 Speaker 1: kind of get stuck into emergency work, and so start 710 00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:12,920 Speaker 1: working for people who have spent the last seven years 711 00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:16,240 Speaker 1: in conflict zones. Their families obviously aren't there, they're in 712 00:33:16,480 --> 00:33:20,440 Speaker 1: locations nearby, so they're completely becoming separated from their friends, 713 00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:23,480 Speaker 1: their families, and the mental health effects on that, and 714 00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:26,120 Speaker 1: then what that leads to in the workplace. So just 715 00:33:26,200 --> 00:33:30,800 Speaker 1: also levels of bullying, like yelling, Like I started a 716 00:33:30,840 --> 00:33:33,680 Speaker 1: job one day, remember my really senior boss who was 717 00:33:33,720 --> 00:33:36,160 Speaker 1: also the head of the country at that time, picking 718 00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:38,520 Speaker 1: up a phone, ripping out the worlds, throwing at someone 719 00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:41,040 Speaker 1: and hitting the wall on my first day, like and 720 00:33:41,160 --> 00:33:45,000 Speaker 1: you just like, this isn't okay, Like everyone calm down. 721 00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:49,240 Speaker 1: So I think, like, yeah, the operating environment was really different, 722 00:33:49,880 --> 00:33:52,280 Speaker 1: and I think the reason I thrived was, you know, 723 00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:54,760 Speaker 1: it was hard, but I think also I was I 724 00:33:54,840 --> 00:33:58,400 Speaker 1: was really young and female for my role, really working 725 00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:00,719 Speaker 1: in the Middle East, and I think it actually ended 726 00:34:00,800 --> 00:34:03,320 Speaker 1: up working in my favor. So I was just really 727 00:34:03,360 --> 00:34:07,320 Speaker 1: able to negotiate well, work with governments well. And I 728 00:34:07,360 --> 00:34:10,279 Speaker 1: think in part it was because people just weren't used 729 00:34:10,280 --> 00:34:13,239 Speaker 1: to handling a young a young woman, and you would 730 00:34:13,239 --> 00:34:15,200 Speaker 1: think potentially that could work against you, but I think 731 00:34:15,239 --> 00:34:18,799 Speaker 1: it was very disarming people and you know, sort of 732 00:34:18,840 --> 00:34:21,719 Speaker 1: being out of those like ego wars that sometimes go on, 733 00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:25,200 Speaker 1: I felt I'd actually just get a lot done. So 734 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:28,440 Speaker 1: I think it did work in my favor in the end. 735 00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:32,920 Speaker 1: But it was definitely just this wild context and you 736 00:34:32,920 --> 00:34:35,440 Speaker 1: know also what that you know, and I lived in 737 00:34:35,520 --> 00:34:37,560 Speaker 1: Iraq on the end I was living on a military 738 00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:40,560 Speaker 1: base with about two thousand men and there was three 739 00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:43,799 Speaker 1: or four with Oh my god, it was just like 740 00:34:45,160 --> 00:34:47,560 Speaker 1: luckily a bunch of them were they're fig and peacekeepers 741 00:34:47,600 --> 00:34:50,440 Speaker 1: who were just like amazing, but just like a really, 742 00:34:50,760 --> 00:34:54,560 Speaker 1: you know, a really different culture to what you would 743 00:34:54,560 --> 00:34:58,400 Speaker 1: be living in Australia in terms of a workplace, and 744 00:34:58,440 --> 00:35:00,200 Speaker 1: you know all the boys that go along with of 745 00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:02,560 Speaker 1: living with people and working with them and like being 746 00:35:02,560 --> 00:35:05,920 Speaker 1: in confined spaces with them at all times, and then 747 00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:09,200 Speaker 1: just the bizarreness of you know, the way that your 748 00:35:09,239 --> 00:35:11,440 Speaker 1: life looks like at that point is you work twenty 749 00:35:11,480 --> 00:35:13,279 Speaker 1: days on and then you have seven days off. And 750 00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:16,000 Speaker 1: so my life at that point looked on half Austrian 751 00:35:16,560 --> 00:35:19,000 Speaker 1: and so my life at that point looked like twenty 752 00:35:19,120 --> 00:35:21,800 Speaker 1: days on a military base, basically living in a bunker, 753 00:35:21,920 --> 00:35:26,480 Speaker 1: working in a bunker, bad Dad, and then traveling in 754 00:35:26,520 --> 00:35:29,240 Speaker 1: what's called a hippo which is like a bomb proof 755 00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:33,960 Speaker 1: vehicle to a airport, and then flying to Switzerland and 756 00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:36,320 Speaker 1: meeting my Austrian cousin and going skiing for seven days 757 00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:40,200 Speaker 1: and then coming back and it like I think, you know, 758 00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:42,200 Speaker 1: I loved that about the career at the beginning, like 759 00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:45,839 Speaker 1: I was like, this is like amazing, and then I 760 00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:49,240 Speaker 1: think by the time I was like getting ready to leave, 761 00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:52,600 Speaker 1: I was like, oh, this is just fucked up, Like 762 00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:56,480 Speaker 1: this is just like bad. Like I was like, you know, 763 00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:59,600 Speaker 1: my cousin's finishing her ski trip and going back to 764 00:35:59,680 --> 00:36:02,320 Speaker 1: her job. Actually she was a management consultants as well, 765 00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:04,759 Speaker 1: you know, in Vienna, And I was like, oh, that 766 00:36:04,800 --> 00:36:08,160 Speaker 1: sounds quite nice, you know yeah. And I think just 767 00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:10,120 Speaker 1: all that stuff at some point, like you can either 768 00:36:10,120 --> 00:36:12,080 Speaker 1: mentally deal with it or you can just never quite 769 00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:14,120 Speaker 1: reconcile these things. And I think I was always in 770 00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:17,400 Speaker 1: the place of like this is like a fun experience 771 00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:20,560 Speaker 1: or a different experience. But you know, Roo was calling 772 00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:21,800 Speaker 1: me as hom I think. 773 00:36:21,920 --> 00:36:26,000 Speaker 2: Hm, it's so interesting because even just in those two chapters, 774 00:36:26,040 --> 00:36:29,759 Speaker 2: it's like, what was gratifying and successful for you at 775 00:36:29,800 --> 00:36:34,920 Speaker 2: Deloitte then was like completely opposite in this globally meaningful 776 00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:39,279 Speaker 2: but like fast paced, crazy rogue environment you know, overseas. 777 00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:41,680 Speaker 2: And then there comes a point for many people, yeah, 778 00:36:41,719 --> 00:36:44,520 Speaker 2: when you're like okay, and now I need some normality. 779 00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:47,080 Speaker 2: But one thing I would love to know, and oh 780 00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:48,440 Speaker 2: my god, I can literally speak to you about that 781 00:36:48,520 --> 00:36:50,600 Speaker 2: chapter just for a whole separate episode. I'll have to 782 00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:52,279 Speaker 2: call you back one day because this stuff suspends me 783 00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:55,399 Speaker 2: so much. But the idea that like one of the 784 00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:58,520 Speaker 2: things I've found with friends who have been with the 785 00:36:58,600 --> 00:37:00,520 Speaker 2: UN or have been in the military and then like 786 00:37:00,560 --> 00:37:02,680 Speaker 2: come back, like get to the point in their life 787 00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:05,200 Speaker 2: where it's costing them too much and they want some 788 00:37:05,280 --> 00:37:09,040 Speaker 2: normality and they come home. But the pace of life 789 00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:11,520 Speaker 2: that your body has become used to, in the level 790 00:37:11,520 --> 00:37:14,799 Speaker 2: of adrenaline, it's almost like you get addicted to that 791 00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:16,880 Speaker 2: conflict zone and you get addicted to that minute to 792 00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:20,279 Speaker 2: minute thinking, and then it's really dull when you come 793 00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:22,640 Speaker 2: back to safety and it's hard to sort of Readjust 794 00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:27,759 Speaker 2: did you a kind of reach a point where you 795 00:37:27,880 --> 00:37:30,440 Speaker 2: just knew that you were done with that chapter? Did 796 00:37:30,520 --> 00:37:32,400 Speaker 2: you face that fork in the road again of like 797 00:37:32,440 --> 00:37:35,080 Speaker 2: what am I leaving behind to come back just to 798 00:37:35,280 --> 00:37:39,399 Speaker 2: just Australia kind of after like literally saving lives and 799 00:37:39,480 --> 00:37:42,759 Speaker 2: then yeah, that pace of chaos that you got used to, 800 00:37:42,800 --> 00:37:45,480 Speaker 2: you know, you came back to something that's superannuation is 801 00:37:45,560 --> 00:37:48,359 Speaker 2: kind of a very stable It's not like, I mean, 802 00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:52,320 Speaker 2: it's not stable, but it's a very stable topic in general, 803 00:37:52,360 --> 00:37:54,640 Speaker 2: you know, it doesn't involve a lot of global conflict 804 00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:59,560 Speaker 2: or bombs or living in bunkers. Like what was the adjustment? 805 00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:04,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, it was definitely those I had all those feels, 806 00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:06,680 Speaker 1: so like it took me really like two years to 807 00:38:07,280 --> 00:38:09,840 Speaker 1: really pull myself out. So I guess it was a 808 00:38:09,840 --> 00:38:11,960 Speaker 1: couple of stages. So because I've been working conflict for 809 00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:14,279 Speaker 1: quite a while, I ended up having to, I think, 810 00:38:14,360 --> 00:38:16,400 Speaker 1: take it. There was like a mandatory like six month 811 00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:19,279 Speaker 1: break or something that I had to take. And so 812 00:38:19,719 --> 00:38:22,319 Speaker 1: I actually at that time decided we'll take a year off. 813 00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:25,600 Speaker 1: And I was becoming really passionate about climate change and 814 00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:27,600 Speaker 1: climate actually, I guess having worked in a lot of 815 00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:30,480 Speaker 1: natural disasters, and so I made the decision. I had 816 00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:32,400 Speaker 1: money saved, I was like, I'll come back to Australia 817 00:38:32,400 --> 00:38:35,280 Speaker 1: for a year. I just wanted to volunteer in meaningful 818 00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:38,200 Speaker 1: climate work, which was this just amazing opportunity. So it 819 00:38:38,239 --> 00:38:41,239 Speaker 1: was like I came back and I just found like 820 00:38:41,560 --> 00:38:44,080 Speaker 1: really small enjuries that I thought we were doing really impactful 821 00:38:44,120 --> 00:38:47,239 Speaker 1: work and volunteered for them. That was a great thing 822 00:38:47,320 --> 00:38:48,719 Speaker 1: for a year, and I think in my head I'd 823 00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:50,120 Speaker 1: said I was gonna do this for a year. I'll 824 00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:53,560 Speaker 1: do this and then I'll stay. But towards the end 825 00:38:53,600 --> 00:38:57,239 Speaker 1: of that period, I couldn't quite reconcile my new life. 826 00:38:57,520 --> 00:38:59,480 Speaker 1: I was, yeah, I was struggling with pace. I was 827 00:38:59,520 --> 00:39:03,280 Speaker 1: struggling with with what felt meaningful. I felt really detached 828 00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:07,080 Speaker 1: still from my friends and family, like mentally detached a 829 00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:10,200 Speaker 1: bit from life in Australia. And so I did that 830 00:39:10,239 --> 00:39:12,640 Speaker 1: work and that was bizarrely what got me into superannuation 831 00:39:12,840 --> 00:39:15,440 Speaker 1: because I was working for a non profit Cord three 832 00:39:15,520 --> 00:39:17,920 Speaker 1: fifty dot org, and they were doing it's bizarre to 833 00:39:17,920 --> 00:39:19,680 Speaker 1: think about the six years ago, but they were trying 834 00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:22,920 Speaker 1: to campaign to get people to leave banks and put 835 00:39:22,920 --> 00:39:24,960 Speaker 1: pressure on their banks and super funds that were investing 836 00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:27,840 Speaker 1: in fossil fuels. And the biggest thing they had was 837 00:39:27,880 --> 00:39:32,440 Speaker 1: that in Australia, two Prenuation controls half the ASX or, 838 00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:34,400 Speaker 1: it owns almost half the Australian Stock Exchange, so that 839 00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:37,000 Speaker 1: is like the biggest pool of capital in Australia. And 840 00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:39,840 Speaker 1: at that time there was no superhannuation fund that wasn't 841 00:39:39,960 --> 00:39:44,000 Speaker 1: investing in fossil fuels at all, none, not one. We 842 00:39:44,040 --> 00:39:47,279 Speaker 1: were doing this really successful campaigning on the banking side, 843 00:39:47,320 --> 00:39:49,680 Speaker 1: like getting people to go into the banks and telling 844 00:39:49,719 --> 00:39:51,960 Speaker 1: staff we're gonna, you know, cutting up their credit cards 845 00:39:51,960 --> 00:39:53,720 Speaker 1: and something, we're leaving you and we're going to Bendigo, 846 00:39:53,760 --> 00:39:56,640 Speaker 1: bang Call, We're going to whoever. But there was we 847 00:39:56,680 --> 00:39:58,520 Speaker 1: couldn't do that on the superside because there was no 848 00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:00,960 Speaker 1: one and so bizally, what got me into Super was 849 00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:02,840 Speaker 1: that I met a couple of guys that were starting 850 00:40:03,239 --> 00:40:06,040 Speaker 1: the first fossil fuel free super fun called Future Super, 851 00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:09,160 Speaker 1: and so I ended up kind of working with them 852 00:40:09,239 --> 00:40:11,719 Speaker 1: to help them get that off the ground. Just sort 853 00:40:11,719 --> 00:40:14,799 Speaker 1: of threw like, Okay, well this seems impactful now on 854 00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:17,279 Speaker 1: this kind of year off what was bizarrely how I 855 00:40:17,320 --> 00:40:19,239 Speaker 1: got into Super in the first place and being on 856 00:40:19,280 --> 00:40:21,760 Speaker 1: their board. But yeah, I guess back to your question 857 00:40:21,960 --> 00:40:24,120 Speaker 1: was that once that was set up, I still had 858 00:40:24,160 --> 00:40:27,040 Speaker 1: this like what am I doing? Like I'm just working 859 00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:29,759 Speaker 1: back in an office. And at the same time, you know, 860 00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:32,640 Speaker 1: Syria was really a program that I'd tried to get 861 00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:35,719 Speaker 1: funding for I couldn't get funding for. Suddenly because all 862 00:40:35,760 --> 00:40:39,640 Speaker 1: these refugees were going into Europe, the European government decided 863 00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:42,440 Speaker 1: to They literally picked up a project proposal that I'd 864 00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:45,080 Speaker 1: asked for fifty million dollars for a pilot two years 865 00:40:45,120 --> 00:40:47,040 Speaker 1: before and said we're going to fund this with a 866 00:40:47,080 --> 00:40:50,520 Speaker 1: billion dollars. So it was like, you know, my old 867 00:40:50,520 --> 00:40:54,120 Speaker 1: boss was like, can you please come back? And then 868 00:40:54,239 --> 00:40:56,360 Speaker 1: I'd also just to throw in another thing that probably 869 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:58,040 Speaker 1: wasn't even on my LinkedIn, but I just ran for 870 00:40:58,120 --> 00:41:03,040 Speaker 1: parliament at that point. Oh Chrissy. I'd just run for 871 00:41:03,080 --> 00:41:05,439 Speaker 1: the Greens in Canberra, and the main reason I'd run 872 00:41:05,480 --> 00:41:07,720 Speaker 1: that was that there was a really conservative, a liberal 873 00:41:07,719 --> 00:41:09,400 Speaker 1: senator I was trying to get out who was no 874 00:41:09,400 --> 00:41:11,360 Speaker 1: one of those guys that you know, brought a calling 875 00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:13,960 Speaker 1: to parliament. Anyway, at this point, I'd kind of gone 876 00:41:13,960 --> 00:41:15,879 Speaker 1: through my savings, not having worked for a year, done 877 00:41:15,880 --> 00:41:19,680 Speaker 1: a political campaign, done all my volunteering, helped seth with 878 00:41:19,760 --> 00:41:21,560 Speaker 1: super Fund, and then I was sort of like okay, 879 00:41:21,719 --> 00:41:23,960 Speaker 1: like I'm I think I hadn't settled, and I was 880 00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:26,759 Speaker 1: also like, you know, this job was there, and so 881 00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:29,880 Speaker 1: I went back and did and helped establish that. For 882 00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:32,240 Speaker 1: a couple of years. I knew I had to go home, 883 00:41:32,360 --> 00:41:34,879 Speaker 1: Like I knew that, like every time I was coming home, 884 00:41:35,080 --> 00:41:37,560 Speaker 1: I was feeling more detached and I knew that if 885 00:41:37,600 --> 00:41:41,440 Speaker 1: I couldn't stay now, I just would never be able 886 00:41:41,480 --> 00:41:44,040 Speaker 1: to go home. And so yeah, I did that for 887 00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:46,120 Speaker 1: a bit and then I came back and it was 888 00:41:46,120 --> 00:41:48,160 Speaker 1: actually when I came back that I'd been thinking about 889 00:41:48,200 --> 00:41:50,120 Speaker 1: the women Super Fun. So because I'd ended up on 890 00:41:50,160 --> 00:41:52,880 Speaker 1: the bard or this other Superhnoation fund, I guess I 891 00:41:52,920 --> 00:41:55,319 Speaker 1: was more becoming more passionate about like the power of 892 00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:58,680 Speaker 1: you know, being out invest capital in really good interesting 893 00:41:58,760 --> 00:42:03,080 Speaker 1: things apt investing, and had also another topic that wasn't 894 00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:05,840 Speaker 1: really being talked about then. Had become aware of the 895 00:42:05,880 --> 00:42:08,040 Speaker 1: super gap between men and women, which now is something 896 00:42:08,040 --> 00:42:10,040 Speaker 1: that we talk a lot about, but at that time 897 00:42:10,040 --> 00:42:12,520 Speaker 1: it wasn't really on the radar. And so I think 898 00:42:12,560 --> 00:42:14,960 Speaker 1: I'd been mulling this idea of like, well, what would 899 00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:17,719 Speaker 1: like an impact focus super fun look like that was 900 00:42:17,760 --> 00:42:21,600 Speaker 1: focused on women, focused around sort of financial education and coaching, 901 00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:24,680 Speaker 1: focused around advocacy, and then focus on like how can 902 00:42:24,719 --> 00:42:28,880 Speaker 1: we drive impact investing around gender. And I'd been thinking 903 00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:31,280 Speaker 1: about and mulling it, and I came back to Australia 904 00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:34,520 Speaker 1: on a holiday and you know, I started exploring that 905 00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:37,959 Speaker 1: opportunity and then I had that real slarting door moment 906 00:42:38,000 --> 00:42:40,640 Speaker 1: again where you and HCR had emailed me and there 907 00:42:40,680 --> 00:42:43,560 Speaker 1: was like this fantastic job in Kenya and we need you, 908 00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:45,480 Speaker 1: and you know, at the same time I was doing 909 00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:47,000 Speaker 1: all my medical tests to get ready to go to 910 00:42:47,040 --> 00:42:50,359 Speaker 1: that job. I was doing all the analysis and trying 911 00:42:50,360 --> 00:42:51,719 Speaker 1: to see if I'd be able to get this super 912 00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:55,160 Speaker 1: fund up. And it was this huge sliding door moment 913 00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:57,520 Speaker 1: of do I go or do S day? And I 914 00:42:57,560 --> 00:43:00,320 Speaker 1: think for me, yeah, it was this moment of a 915 00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:03,000 Speaker 1: I knew that if I didn't stay now, I'd probably 916 00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:05,520 Speaker 1: never come back, but b it was like I'd found 917 00:43:05,560 --> 00:43:08,440 Speaker 1: something that I was like, I think I can like 918 00:43:08,480 --> 00:43:10,480 Speaker 1: seek my teeth into this in Australia now, and I 919 00:43:10,480 --> 00:43:12,880 Speaker 1: think this is going to be really impactful. And so 920 00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:17,440 Speaker 1: that was like ultimately it was a big step to stay, 921 00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:19,839 Speaker 1: but I stayed, and yeah, that became. 922 00:43:20,080 --> 00:43:28,640 Speaker 2: Babies found your yayyay. I just get goosebumps thinking about 923 00:43:29,200 --> 00:43:33,879 Speaker 2: like how meaningful and how just perfectly suited you are 924 00:43:33,960 --> 00:43:37,560 Speaker 2: as the person to bring the first Subernovation Fund for 925 00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:41,640 Speaker 2: women to Australia, But how you could never have just 926 00:43:41,680 --> 00:43:43,239 Speaker 2: done that at the start of your career, Like it 927 00:43:43,280 --> 00:43:46,160 Speaker 2: took all of this to mull all of the things 928 00:43:46,200 --> 00:43:49,680 Speaker 2: that needed to happen for verb super to come to lie. 929 00:43:49,800 --> 00:43:51,600 Speaker 2: Like that just gives me goosebumps. That's just what I 930 00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:55,360 Speaker 2: love about these stories is that it took all of 931 00:43:55,400 --> 00:43:57,600 Speaker 2: your life experience to get you to this point where 932 00:43:57,640 --> 00:43:59,360 Speaker 2: it felt right and where there was the chance for 933 00:43:59,360 --> 00:44:01,840 Speaker 2: a sliding doors moment. That so much so that like 934 00:44:01,960 --> 00:44:03,840 Speaker 2: you know, a couple of months before you founded it, 935 00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:05,200 Speaker 2: you couldn't have known that you were going to do that, 936 00:44:05,239 --> 00:44:06,120 Speaker 2: And that to me is just. 937 00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:07,640 Speaker 1: Like so magical. 938 00:44:08,120 --> 00:44:09,840 Speaker 2: I will justly spent the whole episode not on the 939 00:44:09,840 --> 00:44:11,120 Speaker 2: thing that you do now, which is not what I 940 00:44:11,160 --> 00:44:13,560 Speaker 2: intended to do, but just because like it just it 941 00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:17,759 Speaker 2: makes me so excited that people do find the thing 942 00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:19,799 Speaker 2: that they're supposed to do, but that looks different at 943 00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:21,160 Speaker 2: lots of different chapters. 944 00:44:20,840 --> 00:44:22,799 Speaker 1: Of your life totally. And I think something that's really 945 00:44:22,800 --> 00:44:25,080 Speaker 1: funny about well, not really funny, but I do reflect 946 00:44:25,080 --> 00:44:27,600 Speaker 1: on it, is like I remember when we first launched Verve, 947 00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:29,360 Speaker 1: and I think for the first like three months, we 948 00:44:29,480 --> 00:44:33,839 Speaker 1: literally had more people contacting us saying congratulations, like we 949 00:44:33,920 --> 00:44:35,799 Speaker 1: had this idea. I had that idea as well, and 950 00:44:35,800 --> 00:44:38,040 Speaker 1: we never did it. Then we actually had new members 951 00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:43,040 Speaker 1: coming in. It was like like so many people reaching out, 952 00:44:43,160 --> 00:44:46,120 Speaker 1: and all I could reflect on was that, you know, 953 00:44:46,239 --> 00:44:49,319 Speaker 1: if i'd actually worked up through the Superinnuation system. I 954 00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:52,080 Speaker 1: think people that were in that system, so many of 955 00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:54,839 Speaker 1: them had the idea, but they could also see like 956 00:44:55,360 --> 00:44:57,960 Speaker 1: all the challenges and all the complexity, like way more 957 00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:00,719 Speaker 1: clearly than me because they were like more embedded in 958 00:45:00,719 --> 00:45:04,200 Speaker 1: the industry, whereas because I came into it sideways, Like 959 00:45:04,239 --> 00:45:07,080 Speaker 1: I did have an involvement in Superinnuation obviously at that point, 960 00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:09,680 Speaker 1: but I was completely unaware of how hard it was 961 00:45:09,719 --> 00:45:12,160 Speaker 1: going to be, Like I just, you know, I did 962 00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:14,319 Speaker 1: not know that. And also because I guess because I've 963 00:45:14,320 --> 00:45:16,239 Speaker 1: done all these other things, like I felt like, you know, 964 00:45:16,280 --> 00:45:19,239 Speaker 1: I can overcome challenges. But in the end, like I 965 00:45:19,239 --> 00:45:22,040 Speaker 1: think it was almost like a superpower because if I'd 966 00:45:22,080 --> 00:45:23,960 Speaker 1: known how hard it was coming, I don't know if 967 00:45:23,960 --> 00:45:25,000 Speaker 1: we would have done it. You know. 968 00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:29,360 Speaker 2: I often think that naivity is like a really important 969 00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:32,640 Speaker 2: ingredient sometimes in embarking on a new venture, because yeah, 970 00:45:32,719 --> 00:45:35,360 Speaker 2: if you're too aware of all the risks, like sometimes 971 00:45:35,360 --> 00:45:37,920 Speaker 2: it's better just rip the band tad and do it. 972 00:45:39,080 --> 00:45:43,040 Speaker 2: But I mean I've read it variously described as Australian 973 00:45:43,080 --> 00:45:46,280 Speaker 2: women retiring with about thirty seven percent. I've read forty 974 00:45:46,320 --> 00:45:49,440 Speaker 2: seven percent. Either way, Having you know, thirty to forty 975 00:45:49,480 --> 00:45:51,960 Speaker 2: to nearly fifty percent less super than men in this 976 00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:55,560 Speaker 2: country is like, I don't know how that statistic isn't 977 00:45:55,600 --> 00:45:58,759 Speaker 2: more widely known, and I think that's even an old statistic. 978 00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:01,520 Speaker 2: So and that it took till twenty eighteen really for 979 00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:04,560 Speaker 2: there to be a super fun for women is just alarming. 980 00:46:04,600 --> 00:46:07,279 Speaker 2: But you've gone on to like do such important work 981 00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:10,239 Speaker 2: towards leveling that playing field and also not just to 982 00:46:10,280 --> 00:46:15,360 Speaker 2: close that gap, but to ethically invest in super like Again, 983 00:46:15,400 --> 00:46:17,200 Speaker 2: I don't think many of us we all have super funs. 984 00:46:17,239 --> 00:46:20,399 Speaker 2: I don't think many of us, like know what. We're 985 00:46:20,440 --> 00:46:23,560 Speaker 2: not as sort of equipped or not that people aren't literal, 986 00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:25,839 Speaker 2: but it's just not something you think about. When you're younger, 987 00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:27,200 Speaker 2: you're sort of like, oh god, I've got to have 988 00:46:27,239 --> 00:46:29,840 Speaker 2: a super fun, Like they take some money every you know, 989 00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:32,480 Speaker 2: you don't think about it, and then suddenly you realize 990 00:46:32,680 --> 00:46:35,160 Speaker 2: your choices as a consumer are making a big impact 991 00:46:35,239 --> 00:46:38,920 Speaker 2: on like half the ASX. So I'm so sorry I've 992 00:46:38,960 --> 00:46:40,960 Speaker 2: run off so short of time, but very quickly tell 993 00:46:41,040 --> 00:46:42,080 Speaker 2: us about the verb chapter. 994 00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:47,239 Speaker 1: So essentially I decided to start the finest probably work 995 00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:49,600 Speaker 1: to it by myself for close to a year to 996 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:51,680 Speaker 1: get it to the there's a lot of background works 997 00:46:51,920 --> 00:46:53,560 Speaker 1: to get it to the point of like is this 998 00:46:53,600 --> 00:46:56,120 Speaker 1: going to be viable? So like just the structures of 999 00:46:56,120 --> 00:46:59,480 Speaker 1: super innovation for really good measure, it's really hard to start, 1000 00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:02,120 Speaker 1: which I think he's a good thing because, like you know, 1001 00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:04,440 Speaker 1: the whole point of that is it's people's retirement savings, 1002 00:47:04,480 --> 00:47:06,320 Speaker 1: and so you know, I had to get an external 1003 00:47:06,320 --> 00:47:08,799 Speaker 1: trustee in place and external fund money. I had to 1004 00:47:08,800 --> 00:47:11,279 Speaker 1: get all these parties in place to agree to this. 1005 00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:13,040 Speaker 1: So there was a lot of that kind of negotiation 1006 00:47:13,120 --> 00:47:15,759 Speaker 1: and trust building. And then at that point I sort 1007 00:47:15,800 --> 00:47:17,319 Speaker 1: of decided, like I don't want to do this thing 1008 00:47:17,360 --> 00:47:20,600 Speaker 1: by myself, and so I found two amazing co founders. 1009 00:47:20,640 --> 00:47:23,160 Speaker 1: So one had been working in the industry and was 1010 00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:26,279 Speaker 1: just super passionate about like women and serving women. And 1011 00:47:26,840 --> 00:47:29,200 Speaker 1: she's also just her personality type. You know, when she 1012 00:47:29,320 --> 00:47:31,960 Speaker 1: had a bit of a career breakdown, she when it 1013 00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:34,120 Speaker 1: became a waitress for six months because she just gets 1014 00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:36,640 Speaker 1: so much joy from serving people. So I was like, okay, 1015 00:47:36,800 --> 00:47:39,480 Speaker 1: like that co founder I need because that does not 1016 00:47:39,520 --> 00:47:41,800 Speaker 1: bring me joy. I want my customers to be served 1017 00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:45,680 Speaker 1: like absolute queens. But me doing that no wrong person. 1018 00:47:46,960 --> 00:47:49,560 Speaker 1: So Alex was definitely the person for that. And then 1019 00:47:50,080 --> 00:47:52,239 Speaker 1: we knew that we wanted financial coaching to be be 1020 00:47:52,360 --> 00:47:54,840 Speaker 1: part of it, and so spent a long time trawling 1021 00:47:54,920 --> 00:47:57,440 Speaker 1: a lot of financial coaches at the time, and it 1022 00:47:57,520 --> 00:47:59,760 Speaker 1: was all very much like save money and buy shoes, 1023 00:47:59,800 --> 00:48:02,520 Speaker 1: and I was like, that's not my vibe. And so 1024 00:48:02,680 --> 00:48:04,839 Speaker 1: we had run a not for profit for a number 1025 00:48:04,840 --> 00:48:07,960 Speaker 1: of years and financial approach ten thousand women from across 1026 00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:10,560 Speaker 1: austarlier and just so I called her out of the 1027 00:48:10,840 --> 00:48:12,800 Speaker 1: blue one day. I found a number on a website 1028 00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:14,439 Speaker 1: and I was like, hey, I'm starting this super fun 1029 00:48:14,440 --> 00:48:16,840 Speaker 1: and she was like I'd been thinking about starting a bank. 1030 00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:20,360 Speaker 1: She was like literally doing some gardening in a rose garden, 1031 00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:23,759 Speaker 1: and like, without even like leaving the rose garden, had 1032 00:48:23,760 --> 00:48:26,279 Speaker 1: like agreed to basically like drive from Wagga where she 1033 00:48:26,360 --> 00:48:29,600 Speaker 1: lived to Canberra to like help me start this super fun. 1034 00:48:29,880 --> 00:48:31,719 Speaker 2: Oh my gosh. 1035 00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:33,759 Speaker 1: Yeah, we just kind of came together, I think like 1036 00:48:33,840 --> 00:48:36,000 Speaker 1: real values alignment, and off we went and you know, 1037 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:38,480 Speaker 1: it was a it was a massive one of taking 1038 00:48:38,560 --> 00:48:41,440 Speaker 1: like it it is still you know, it is still 1039 00:48:41,520 --> 00:48:44,759 Speaker 1: extremely complex and hard. And you know, sometimes me and 1040 00:48:44,760 --> 00:48:46,359 Speaker 1: my co found us, we just dream and we're like, 1041 00:48:46,840 --> 00:48:49,640 Speaker 1: our next business is going to be like a tea business, 1042 00:48:51,320 --> 00:48:54,760 Speaker 1: sell aromatic teas on the internet, Like wouldn't that be lovely? 1043 00:48:54,960 --> 00:48:57,480 Speaker 1: Like but you know, I think what has kept us 1044 00:48:57,520 --> 00:48:59,640 Speaker 1: going is like we're really values aligned. We've got a 1045 00:48:59,680 --> 00:49:02,160 Speaker 1: really clear vision for what we want to achieve, and 1046 00:49:02,719 --> 00:49:05,120 Speaker 1: you know, it's really hard, but we get those breakthroughs. 1047 00:49:05,120 --> 00:49:07,920 Speaker 1: Like we've been able to invest some of our members 1048 00:49:07,920 --> 00:49:10,960 Speaker 1: Superrehnoation in micro finance pros in Asia in the South 1049 00:49:11,000 --> 00:49:15,000 Speaker 1: Pacific for instance. So we're using our Suprenoation fund to 1050 00:49:15,040 --> 00:49:19,360 Speaker 1: provide small loans to mostly women businesses in those areas 1051 00:49:19,400 --> 00:49:21,759 Speaker 1: so they can go their businesses. And we're able to 1052 00:49:21,800 --> 00:49:23,800 Speaker 1: do that with like good returns to the level of 1053 00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:26,759 Speaker 1: risk for our members and just being innovative like that 1054 00:49:26,840 --> 00:49:29,480 Speaker 1: instead of just putting it in a government some form 1055 00:49:29,480 --> 00:49:32,360 Speaker 1: of corporate bond, like putting it into something meaningful and 1056 00:49:32,480 --> 00:49:35,360 Speaker 1: like it's those things that you get that energy of 1057 00:49:35,400 --> 00:49:37,920 Speaker 1: like okay, great, like we're doing something you know, and 1058 00:49:37,960 --> 00:49:41,000 Speaker 1: I think we've really been able to drive advocacy on 1059 00:49:41,040 --> 00:49:44,600 Speaker 1: women's retirement outcomes and being really specific about some of 1060 00:49:44,600 --> 00:49:47,480 Speaker 1: the legislative changes that we need to see. So those 1061 00:49:47,520 --> 00:49:51,160 Speaker 1: moments can be quite few and far between in terms 1062 00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:53,440 Speaker 1: of just having to operate a business and grow a business, 1063 00:49:54,080 --> 00:49:56,360 Speaker 1: but it has really brought us a lot of momentum 1064 00:49:56,360 --> 00:49:58,520 Speaker 1: and allowed us to Yeah, I think I think really 1065 00:49:58,520 --> 00:49:59,680 Speaker 1: have the energy to keep going. 1066 00:50:00,400 --> 00:50:02,080 Speaker 2: In such a different way to the impact you were 1067 00:50:02,080 --> 00:50:04,759 Speaker 2: making in the last chapter. You are like disrupting an 1068 00:50:04,920 --> 00:50:09,560 Speaker 2: entire industry and allowing half the Australian population the choice 1069 00:50:09,640 --> 00:50:13,080 Speaker 2: that they didn't have pre twenty eighteen, which is enormous, 1070 00:50:13,239 --> 00:50:16,040 Speaker 2: and also at eight and a half months pregnant, like 1071 00:50:16,280 --> 00:50:18,800 Speaker 2: with already one child. Like if there is a wonder 1072 00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:22,120 Speaker 2: woman that walks this Australiana land that we are on, 1073 00:50:22,400 --> 00:50:23,200 Speaker 2: it is you. 1074 00:50:23,239 --> 00:50:25,680 Speaker 1: No, it is it is It is not. It's just 1075 00:50:25,719 --> 00:50:31,920 Speaker 1: like a big struggle. It is dislike a struggle you 1076 00:50:31,960 --> 00:50:34,720 Speaker 1: somehow get through. And also I don't particularly advise anyone, 1077 00:50:34,760 --> 00:50:36,319 Speaker 1: by the way, to do a startup at the point 1078 00:50:36,320 --> 00:50:38,400 Speaker 1: in time that they're choosing to start a family, like 1079 00:50:39,800 --> 00:50:44,480 Speaker 1: like the naivety right again, it's like exactly, I was 1080 00:50:44,520 --> 00:50:46,880 Speaker 1: single when I started V and I met my husband 1081 00:50:46,920 --> 00:50:49,080 Speaker 1: during COVID lockdown, and you know, there was a baby 1082 00:50:49,719 --> 00:50:52,400 Speaker 1: sort of conceived a few months later. It was like 1083 00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:56,080 Speaker 1: not particularly timed that, you know, I thought I'd be 1084 00:50:56,080 --> 00:50:57,640 Speaker 1: having a child at this point in my life. But 1085 00:50:57,680 --> 00:50:59,200 Speaker 1: you know, here we are so well. 1086 00:50:59,239 --> 00:51:01,600 Speaker 2: It seems like you are very good at doing a 1087 00:51:01,719 --> 00:51:05,640 Speaker 2: million things at once in pure chaos, and it seems 1088 00:51:05,680 --> 00:51:07,760 Speaker 2: not to be a barrier for you achieving wonderful things. 1089 00:51:07,800 --> 00:51:11,040 Speaker 2: So I'm sure there will be lots of listeners, particularly 1090 00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:13,560 Speaker 2: our female listeners in the neighborhood, who are keen to 1091 00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:16,000 Speaker 2: learn a little bit more about the ways they could 1092 00:51:16,200 --> 00:51:18,480 Speaker 2: be part of verb super and make a shift to 1093 00:51:19,200 --> 00:51:23,760 Speaker 2: have more transparency around where their retirement outcomes are going 1094 00:51:23,920 --> 00:51:26,840 Speaker 2: and where the money is going in their super accounts. 1095 00:51:26,840 --> 00:51:28,600 Speaker 2: So where can we find you? Where can we find 1096 00:51:28,600 --> 00:51:29,120 Speaker 2: out more? 1097 00:51:29,360 --> 00:51:31,319 Speaker 1: Probably the best is going to the website, which is 1098 00:51:31,360 --> 00:51:34,759 Speaker 1: the super Do comit Au. Otherwise we're on Instagram so 1099 00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:36,080 Speaker 1: you can check us out as well. 1100 00:51:36,640 --> 00:51:39,439 Speaker 2: Amazing, Well, Chrissy, thank you so much. I could speak 1101 00:51:39,440 --> 00:51:42,400 Speaker 2: to you for another like fifty five hours about every chapter. 1102 00:51:42,480 --> 00:51:44,520 Speaker 2: I feel like I literally just scratch the surf as 1103 00:51:44,560 --> 00:51:46,960 Speaker 2: you have such an interesting life. I can't wait to 1104 00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:49,200 Speaker 2: see what you do next. All the very best with 1105 00:51:49,239 --> 00:51:52,239 Speaker 2: baby number two. Thank you well baby number three kind 1106 00:51:52,239 --> 00:51:57,200 Speaker 2: of yeah, literally put me on the three. It's been 1107 00:51:57,239 --> 00:51:59,640 Speaker 2: an absolute delight and I'll include the links to everything 1108 00:51:59,680 --> 00:51:59,960 Speaker 2: in the show. 1109 00:52:00,480 --> 00:52:01,360 Speaker 1: Thank you so much. 1110 00:52:01,719 --> 00:52:04,000 Speaker 2: Okay, what an amazing human being. I think you can 1111 00:52:04,080 --> 00:52:06,720 Speaker 2: hear that I could have talked her ears off four days, 1112 00:52:06,920 --> 00:52:10,560 Speaker 2: maybe weeks. If you weren't thinking much about your superannuation 1113 00:52:10,800 --> 00:52:14,000 Speaker 2: before this episode, I'm sure you will be now as 1114 00:52:14,040 --> 00:52:16,319 Speaker 2: I did, and I've popped all the links to verb 1115 00:52:16,400 --> 00:52:18,600 Speaker 2: super in the show notes, as well as some more 1116 00:52:18,640 --> 00:52:22,680 Speaker 2: information on Christina herself. As always, please do share the 1117 00:52:22,719 --> 00:52:26,320 Speaker 2: episode and any learnings, lessons, or snippets that you enjoyed 1118 00:52:26,360 --> 00:52:29,360 Speaker 2: if it feels right. We so appreciate your help growing 1119 00:52:29,400 --> 00:52:33,800 Speaker 2: the neighborhood as far and wide as possible. In the meantime, 1120 00:52:33,840 --> 00:52:36,719 Speaker 2: I hope you're having a fabulous week and are seizing 1121 00:52:36,880 --> 00:52:50,839 Speaker 2: your yeay