WEBVTT - AFW, Dating & Girl Chat 0:00:00.080 --> 0:00:02.160 Maybe because of my past experience as a holding me 0:00:02.200 --> 0:00:04.080 back from allowing myself to feel the things that I 0:00:04.160 --> 0:00:13.680 know I deserve. No, I was like, hey, you're trying 0:00:13.680 --> 0:00:14.600 to eventate my voice. 0:00:14.880 --> 0:00:20.360 No, it could be better than that. Go wait, give 0:00:20.360 --> 0:00:20.959 me a sentence. 0:00:21.280 --> 0:00:22.360 Hey guys, it's easy. 0:00:22.600 --> 0:00:26.279 Hey guys, that was pretty good. 0:00:27.080 --> 0:00:30.040 That was that was bad. I don't come back control it. 0:00:31.840 --> 0:00:33.559 I asked her to do that. Guys, I'm not offended. 0:00:33.880 --> 0:00:35.320 Welcome back, we are. 0:00:35.680 --> 0:00:39.400 Sam has just come back from Australia Fashion Week. I 0:00:39.440 --> 0:00:41.720 only went to one show. Obviously everyone's seen on the 0:00:41.720 --> 0:00:44.400 fucking internet right now. The uproar that Sidney Fashion Week 0:00:44.400 --> 0:00:46.960 has caused, and going off what we said last week 0:00:47.000 --> 0:00:50.160 with this whole parasocial like online hate and everything like that, 0:00:50.520 --> 0:00:53.200 it really was even heightened even more this week. 0:00:53.400 --> 0:00:56.440 I just feel like, let people wear what they're comfortable in. 0:00:56.480 --> 0:00:59.120 Fashion week is also hard. It's a lot of pressure 0:00:59.160 --> 0:01:01.800 to wear so but no, you want to feel good 0:01:01.800 --> 0:01:03.640 and I feel like there's a lot of comparison, which 0:01:03.680 --> 0:01:05.840 is natural for a fashion week. So it's like, if 0:01:05.880 --> 0:01:08.759 you're comfortable and that's what you're stepping out in, you're 0:01:08.800 --> 0:01:11.800 at home. Girl, Why are we judging the people putting themselves. 0:01:11.840 --> 0:01:13.240 And I know some people would love to go and 0:01:13.240 --> 0:01:15.640 like they'd love to have the opportunity, but it's like, 0:01:16.000 --> 0:01:17.800 let's just you know, these are people. This how they 0:01:17.840 --> 0:01:19.880 express themselves. This is what they feel comfortable, and it's 0:01:19.920 --> 0:01:20.600 what they want to wear. 0:01:20.800 --> 0:01:22.720 Who cares. No one's telling you to wear it. 0:01:22.760 --> 0:01:25.760 Like I just honestly don't get it, Like I feel 0:01:25.880 --> 0:01:30.080 so insecure at those things. I saw soap video about it, 0:01:30.120 --> 0:01:32.280 and like, no matter what sophs and I pass is, 0:01:32.319 --> 0:01:34.200 Like I still think she's a fucking boss girl. Like 0:01:34.240 --> 0:01:37.240 she's fucking killing it this year, like absolutely rocking the 0:01:37.319 --> 0:01:38.240 influence of well. 0:01:38.120 --> 0:01:40.200 Aaron Bailey Siktok's are mine your favorite thing to us? 0:01:40.200 --> 0:01:43.920 Oh my god, Like they fucking kill it, but like 0:01:43.959 --> 0:01:46.560 they're absolute rips to shed that she got just like 0:01:46.600 --> 0:01:48.520 trying to do something different because if she went basic, 0:01:48.560 --> 0:01:49.680 people would have ripped into it. 0:01:49.760 --> 0:01:50.760 If she went over the top. 0:01:51.000 --> 0:01:52.800 She did go basic this year, so why are we 0:01:52.840 --> 0:01:54.840 calling her a micro trend final boss? I feel like 0:01:54.880 --> 0:01:57.280 the big issue with fashion Week, which obviously we're not 0:01:57.280 --> 0:01:59.800 going to touch too heavily on it, but the interviewer 0:01:59.840 --> 0:02:03.280 is asking questions purely for other creators to answer and 0:02:03.360 --> 0:02:06.240 drag down someone else. This should be like what SO said. 0:02:06.280 --> 0:02:09.960 It should be a place for uplifting small businesses or 0:02:10.000 --> 0:02:13.840 creators for you know, what they're wearing, not who's up 0:02:13.880 --> 0:02:16.480 fits the ugliest? So who's the micro trend? Final boss? 0:02:16.520 --> 0:02:18.040 Like who cares? 0:02:18.360 --> 0:02:18.760 Yeah? 0:02:18.960 --> 0:02:21.000 Or like I remember last year I got asked about 0:02:21.000 --> 0:02:24.480 my wage, like how much I earned, which is like 0:02:24.680 --> 0:02:27.480 everyone knows you don't ask people how much they earn 0:02:27.560 --> 0:02:29.640 because like again, like imagine if I turn around being like, well, 0:02:29.639 --> 0:02:31.359 how much are you getting paid for an hourly rate? 0:02:31.400 --> 0:02:33.680 To interview me at carriage works, Like that'd be rude 0:02:33.680 --> 0:02:35.400 and everyone would be like she's so rude, But it's 0:02:35.440 --> 0:02:37.600 like why is she not rude for asking me that question? 0:02:38.040 --> 0:02:40.360 Like again, I feel like there's a separate standards for 0:02:40.440 --> 0:02:43.160 like influencers. We need to be open and transparent, but 0:02:43.240 --> 0:02:45.000 like the interviewees don't. 0:02:45.720 --> 0:02:46.959 And I'm just like it's really weird. 0:02:47.000 --> 0:02:49.560 So I avoided fucking h I saw an interview, I 0:02:49.560 --> 0:02:52.280 saw people with microphones and I run in the opposite direction. 0:02:52.320 --> 0:02:53.880 I was like, I'm here to watch the passion and 0:02:53.919 --> 0:02:54.160 that's it. 0:02:54.360 --> 0:02:55.839 I just don't know what happened this year. I feel 0:02:55.880 --> 0:02:58.120 like this year was really the worst year for the interviews, 0:02:58.120 --> 0:03:02.079 where they were purely only trying to find controversial answers 0:03:02.160 --> 0:03:05.640 relating to other creators in the space as well for years. Yeah, 0:03:05.720 --> 0:03:07.880 which you don't have to get views on that, and 0:03:08.080 --> 0:03:10.160 that's once again you intentionally you might not be the 0:03:10.200 --> 0:03:13.520 one answering the question, but you've made that a unsafe 0:03:13.520 --> 0:03:16.040 space for someone to be torn down and you shouldn't. 0:03:16.840 --> 0:03:17.560 Like I saw this. 0:03:17.480 --> 0:03:20.919 Thing, like I even saw this thing of like this 0:03:21.360 --> 0:03:24.840 brand called every Jewels when around the shopping center asking 0:03:24.880 --> 0:03:28.240 young girls Hailey, Team Haley or Salina. It's like that 0:03:28.400 --> 0:03:31.120 was their marketing tactic, and it's like you're selling jewelry. 0:03:31.240 --> 0:03:33.200 You're selling jewelry, Like why are you doing that? It's 0:03:33.240 --> 0:03:36.400 just like all for reviews thing. But I'm like, wait, 0:03:36.480 --> 0:03:38.600 can we just like go back to what we're originally doing? 0:03:38.800 --> 0:03:40.880 Yeah, And I think everyone looked amazing. I wish I 0:03:40.960 --> 0:03:43.680 was there. I didn't go this year purely just because 0:03:43.680 --> 0:03:46.920 obviously I got home quite I got home from America 0:03:46.960 --> 0:03:49.080 pretty quickly, like it would have been a really quick turnaround, 0:03:49.080 --> 0:03:53.360 and I am a homebody relaxer. I needed to like 0:03:53.480 --> 0:03:56.120 recover at home. I was jealous and everyone looked beautiful 0:03:56.120 --> 0:03:58.360 and it's such so much fun when you let it be. 0:03:58.840 --> 0:04:01.840 So I feel like we need like I hope you 0:04:01.880 --> 0:04:04.160 had a good time, but like it's just that negativity 0:04:04.200 --> 0:04:07.440 of the interviews that I think really caused problems this 0:04:07.520 --> 0:04:09.360 year and took away from the actual outfits. 0:04:09.680 --> 0:04:11.840 I only went to one show and just did work 0:04:11.880 --> 0:04:14.120 around it. And it was like nice to catch up 0:04:14.160 --> 0:04:16.200 with the Adelaide girls, which I don't get to see 0:04:16.279 --> 0:04:18.919 Brooke l and as well, Like they were really nice, 0:04:19.000 --> 0:04:22.240 Like oh such a chit of sad minch didn't come up, 0:04:22.240 --> 0:04:24.040 but like, yeah, it was nice to see and catch 0:04:24.080 --> 0:04:25.240 up with my inter state friends. 0:04:25.240 --> 0:04:28.160 But I didn't do too much fashion. 0:04:29.080 --> 0:04:32.320 Especially with the with the world online being so easy 0:04:32.360 --> 0:04:35.080 to pick people apart, it is scary. Yeah, I just 0:04:35.120 --> 0:04:36.920 tried to protect The first year we went, we went 0:04:36.920 --> 0:04:38.960 to like six shows. We had so much fun. There 0:04:39.000 --> 0:04:41.560 was no drama like it was it was just a 0:04:41.600 --> 0:04:44.240 cloud nine. And then this it was like it's too 0:04:44.279 --> 0:04:47.760 much pressure sometimes because I wasn't prepared enough. So I 0:04:47.800 --> 0:04:49.920 was like, now that I'm not prepared on my outfit 0:04:50.000 --> 0:04:51.120 is not going to be good and is it going 0:04:51.160 --> 0:04:53.040 to be a problem online? So I was like, I'm 0:04:53.040 --> 0:04:54.200 just gonna see it. 0:04:54.000 --> 0:04:56.520 Which it shouldn't be, Like we should all be celebrating 0:04:56.520 --> 0:04:58.640 the amazing Australian fashion which we have. 0:04:58.760 --> 0:05:02.440 Like, but everyone looked sligh killed it and. 0:05:02.360 --> 0:05:05.200 I'm done killed it all Right, let's go. 0:05:05.120 --> 0:05:08.239 Into question of the week. 0:05:14.920 --> 0:05:18.479 Would you rather date someone who's chronically online or someone 0:05:18.480 --> 0:05:21.200 who has no social media and won't even pose for 0:05:21.279 --> 0:05:23.919 photos chronically online? 0:05:24.080 --> 0:05:24.920 I want to be showed off. 0:05:24.920 --> 0:05:28.880 I want to be about to say no social media, 0:05:28.960 --> 0:05:31.640 But someone that won't pose for photos means I then 0:05:31.680 --> 0:05:34.279 won't even be able to have photos with, say my partner, 0:05:34.600 --> 0:05:35.920 do you know what I mean, whether I post them 0:05:36.000 --> 0:05:38.120 or not. It's like you love looking back through those 0:05:38.120 --> 0:05:40.160 photos with you and your partner and it's like it's 0:05:40.160 --> 0:05:44.279 so camory sweet. So it's like chronically online. Yeah, sadly probably, 0:05:44.320 --> 0:05:45.960 but that's like that's not what I want to either. 0:05:46.320 --> 0:05:49.360 Yeah, Like I wouldn't love like an influencer boyfriend, but 0:05:49.480 --> 0:05:50.520 like if that's. 0:05:51.160 --> 0:05:53.240 If they're me, they can do whatever they want. 0:05:53.360 --> 0:05:54.679 Yeah, please. 0:05:55.200 --> 0:05:58.039 I love it when boyfriends post their girlfriends on their stories. 0:05:58.040 --> 0:05:59.280 It's so cute. 0:06:00.040 --> 0:06:01.640 In my last relationship, and I think that was a 0:06:01.640 --> 0:06:04.440 big part of like are you not proud of me? 0:06:04.600 --> 0:06:04.680 Like? 0:06:04.720 --> 0:06:06.080 Do you not want people to know your dating? Do 0:06:06.080 --> 0:06:07.279 you want people to know your single? 0:06:07.360 --> 0:06:07.440 Like? 0:06:07.480 --> 0:06:09.599 I feel like that's a big point of contention for 0:06:09.680 --> 0:06:10.800 a lot of relationship. 0:06:10.960 --> 0:06:13.640 A lot of girls like boyfriends. Just fucking post your girlfriends. 0:06:13.640 --> 0:06:15.080 It's not that hard, even if they're. 0:06:14.880 --> 0:06:16.159 Just sitting at dinner. Just get a kick, a little 0:06:16.160 --> 0:06:17.640 photo of them with their fucking wine, post a photo 0:06:17.680 --> 0:06:18.920 with the back of their head when they're walking down 0:06:18.960 --> 0:06:20.880 the street. No one gives a fuck to post them. Yeah, 0:06:21.040 --> 0:06:23.000 they It means so much to girls. I don't know 0:06:23.000 --> 0:06:25.920 why I can't down an album and saving for the rest. 0:06:26.080 --> 0:06:28.400 I can't explain the psychology behind it, but we really 0:06:28.560 --> 0:06:28.920 like it. 0:06:29.760 --> 0:06:30.839 We like being showed off. 0:06:31.120 --> 0:06:33.279 Yeah, you want people to know that you're with someone, 0:06:33.320 --> 0:06:35.719 and you want people to know them. Yeah, your girlfriend. 0:06:36.040 --> 0:06:38.800 I don't get why posting your partner is ever a 0:06:38.839 --> 0:06:40.680 big deal. They're probably the person who spend the most 0:06:40.720 --> 0:06:44.240 time with so I don't I don't know. I just 0:06:44.640 --> 0:06:46.400 I just do put on social media. I just don't 0:06:46.400 --> 0:06:48.799 want people to like pick you apart. I'm like, babe, 0:06:49.360 --> 0:06:50.640 I'll worry about that myself. 0:06:50.839 --> 0:06:53.120 Yeah, but I just don't like put on social media. 0:06:53.160 --> 0:06:54.920 But you'll post a Guinness, you post. 0:06:56.520 --> 0:07:00.760 Your feet when you're sitting town Nimbali, yeah, post me. 0:07:01.640 --> 0:07:03.680 I don't get it. I think it's stupid. So chronically 0:07:03.720 --> 0:07:05.840 online is the answer that I guess sadly. 0:07:11.360 --> 0:07:13.080 Well, yeah, what else do we have the to update 0:07:13.120 --> 0:07:13.600 the girls on. 0:07:13.640 --> 0:07:18.840 I'm getting mush noozz done into it. Fuck, it's been 0:07:18.840 --> 0:07:21.880 a year since my boobs. Like last week the best 0:07:21.880 --> 0:07:23.640 thing I ever did. Really happy with it. Once again, 0:07:23.760 --> 0:07:26.000 always all preface. This isn't me telling you to do 0:07:26.040 --> 0:07:30.680 it yourself, but I have a it's medical and cosmetic. 0:07:30.960 --> 0:07:32.600 I'm not going to sit here and say it's all medical. 0:07:32.720 --> 0:07:35.200 It's not. You know, forever. I'm not the biggest fan 0:07:35.240 --> 0:07:37.480 of my nose, so I think this is something I've 0:07:37.520 --> 0:07:39.600 wanted done the longest. But because it is your face, 0:07:39.680 --> 0:07:41.640 it definitely scared me a lot more than boobs. 0:07:42.040 --> 0:07:44.000 I just got a wave of anxiety come over me. 0:07:44.080 --> 0:07:47.640 For you when ia face and you're looking at my face. Yeah, 0:07:47.720 --> 0:07:51.000 I know I'm scared, but I'm so excited. Like I 0:07:51.040 --> 0:07:56.560 think I also loved to get me because I was 0:07:56.600 --> 0:07:58.600 in my reading girl era, I just signed it. So 0:07:58.640 --> 0:08:01.080 I was reading Akata and I like the whole fucking 0:08:01.120 --> 0:08:02.240 series for like those two weeks. 0:08:02.280 --> 0:08:03.400 I just had an excuse. 0:08:03.560 --> 0:08:05.679 Yeah, and I have an excuse to be my lazy 0:08:05.760 --> 0:08:09.640 yourself and I can't fuckings. But so I have a 0:08:09.680 --> 0:08:12.800 deviated septum on my left side. They're straightening all that up. 0:08:12.920 --> 0:08:14.440 So usually you would think I should be able to 0:08:14.440 --> 0:08:16.680 breathe out of my right side, but we have these 0:08:16.680 --> 0:08:19.280 glands in our nose called turbinites, and the one on 0:08:19.280 --> 0:08:21.320 my left side has swollen up to fill the whole 0:08:21.320 --> 0:08:23.760 airway on that side as well, so I can't breathe 0:08:23.760 --> 0:08:26.200 out of either side. So actually I'm wondering will my 0:08:26.280 --> 0:08:29.880 voice sound less nasally once. Maybe it won't be higher 0:08:29.960 --> 0:08:31.840 because I just have a deep voice, but I think 0:08:31.880 --> 0:08:35.720 it'll probably sound a bit less interesting, namely because I 0:08:35.720 --> 0:08:38.320 can breathe out of my nose. But so they're fixing 0:08:38.360 --> 0:08:39.959 all that. That's all medicare covered. 0:08:40.400 --> 0:08:42.040 But you sleep with your mouth. 0:08:42.280 --> 0:08:43.800 I sleep out of my nose, but it's like I 0:08:43.840 --> 0:08:45.480 just can't breathe very well. So I think it'll just 0:08:45.480 --> 0:08:47.600 be like I can breathe out of my nose, but 0:08:47.679 --> 0:08:51.760 not not well, so I think that will be great, 0:08:51.880 --> 0:08:52.800 and I blow my nose. 0:08:52.679 --> 0:08:56.600 Every fucking five minutes. I'm a granny, like my existence. Yeah, 0:08:56.760 --> 0:08:58.760 like hold back, it's just feeling. I'm on a date 0:08:58.800 --> 0:09:01.600 and I wip out a fucking tissue and blow my nose. 0:09:02.120 --> 0:09:03.400 Well, hank you that you're hide in your bra. 0:09:03.920 --> 0:09:05.640 Well, I go to the toilet and do it. I 0:09:05.679 --> 0:09:07.080 try not to blow my nose in front of people. 0:09:07.080 --> 0:09:11.400 It's really fucking embarrassing. But that will be fixed. But 0:09:11.440 --> 0:09:14.480 I am really scared because obviously I do breathe out 0:09:14.480 --> 0:09:15.760 of my nose, but I'll have to breathe out of 0:09:15.800 --> 0:09:19.080 my mouth. And apparently, like when the U sorry, that 0:09:19.120 --> 0:09:26.360 will sound different. Merrily I'll say apparently apparently apparently, Oh 0:09:26.400 --> 0:09:28.280 my god, I really do say it like that, don't know. 0:09:28.400 --> 0:09:30.440 Every time I say apparently, someone goes I've never been 0:09:30.480 --> 0:09:33.360 on my television before. They stick at to you down 0:09:33.400 --> 0:09:35.000 your throat, and it's different to where they stick it 0:09:35.000 --> 0:09:37.840 down your throat when you just go under normal anesthesia, 0:09:37.960 --> 0:09:41.080 and they like they do it rough and it like 0:09:41.240 --> 0:09:45.199 scrapes your fucking esophagus. So apparently it's like you're swallowing 0:09:45.280 --> 0:09:47.520 shards of fucking glass for the first day because you 0:09:47.520 --> 0:09:49.679 can only breathe out of your throat that's just been 0:09:49.720 --> 0:09:54.840 like scraped, So that, I think is what I'm scared. Like, 0:09:55.280 --> 0:09:58.000 we've all experienced a fucking soort throat and it is hell. 0:09:58.120 --> 0:10:00.640 It's agony. Yeah, but you'll have to to read out 0:10:00.640 --> 0:10:04.280 of that. You can't read out of your nose, so 0:10:04.679 --> 0:10:07.640 that's gonna suck. I bought a pregnancy pillow ylast night, 0:10:07.679 --> 0:10:08.680 I bought a Humida fire. 0:10:08.760 --> 0:10:10.040 Are you gonna stay at your mums? 0:10:10.160 --> 0:10:12.480 No, I'm staying at home. Mum and Riley are away. 0:10:13.920 --> 0:10:16.560 My mom and my oldest sister are away for when 0:10:16.559 --> 0:10:19.040 I get my nose done, which is I think that's 0:10:19.040 --> 0:10:21.319 what I'm scared about. But obviously you guys have heard 0:10:21.320 --> 0:10:23.679 me talk about leg my best friend on here, her 0:10:23.720 --> 0:10:27.400 oldest sister, and Nushka is like she's a nurse. She 0:10:27.600 --> 0:10:30.560 is a nurse. Well she's I think she's studying nursing 0:10:31.080 --> 0:10:33.240 and she's just like I've known her for fifteen years. 0:10:33.280 --> 0:10:35.320 She's such a little mother and she loves cooking. So 0:10:35.320 --> 0:10:37.680 she's gonna come hang out. She's gonna look after me 0:10:37.720 --> 0:10:40.319 for the first five days or so, and I think 0:10:40.320 --> 0:10:41.880 by then I'll be fine because it's not like I 0:10:41.920 --> 0:10:44.439 can't drive, whereas with boobs it's like you can't use 0:10:44.480 --> 0:10:46.480 your arms, so I couldn't push myself out of bed 0:10:47.080 --> 0:10:48.840 or anything like that, and I couldn't drive for two weeks. 0:10:48.840 --> 0:10:50.440 But I think nos, it'll just be like I'll need 0:10:50.480 --> 0:10:51.760 to be in bed for the first couple days and 0:10:51.800 --> 0:10:53.480 I won't want to do much. But like once I 0:10:53.480 --> 0:10:55.199 I can walk around, I can probably drive and everything 0:10:55.200 --> 0:10:56.160 after a couple of days. 0:10:56.280 --> 0:10:58.560 So it's seven A little band each on your nose, Yeah, 0:10:58.640 --> 0:11:00.760 just a little bit tape and when they take the 0:11:00.840 --> 0:11:03.560 stints out those things in your nostrils apparently that really hurts. 0:11:03.559 --> 0:11:05.400 That really hurts. But I'll have that because I'm getting 0:11:05.400 --> 0:11:07.800 a septoplastic because they need to straighten the inside, so 0:11:07.840 --> 0:11:09.599 I'll have those stints in my nostrils. 0:11:10.280 --> 0:11:12.760 God, I know you need to like send me like 0:11:12.800 --> 0:11:14.079 snapchap updates. 0:11:14.080 --> 0:11:16.240 I think I'm just gonna really lug it all online. 0:11:16.600 --> 0:11:19.720 I really really am, because I'm like it is such 0:11:19.760 --> 0:11:21.960 that there's obviously if I could have seen someone go 0:11:22.040 --> 0:11:23.920 through all those little steps and processes, I would have 0:11:23.960 --> 0:11:26.319 loved that. I feel like it's so interesting and helpful 0:11:26.360 --> 0:11:28.679 for people that also maybe having that. 0:11:28.720 --> 0:11:31.040 But yeah, I'll be in London. I can't look after you. 0:11:31.160 --> 0:11:34.199 Yeah you can't. It's so sad you've got me boobcake 0:11:34.280 --> 0:11:34.600 last time. 0:11:36.080 --> 0:11:37.160 I might have to order it for you. 0:11:37.880 --> 0:11:41.280 It's a little very expensive plastic surgery habit. You're picking up. 0:11:41.400 --> 0:11:44.360 I'm like, shut up. That's all I have to say. 0:11:44.520 --> 0:11:48.520 It's your money, babe, it's my money. It's my body, 0:11:48.600 --> 0:11:51.280 it's my face. It's my choice. That's all I have 0:11:51.320 --> 0:11:54.160 to say on that. I don't intend on getting. I'm 0:11:54.200 --> 0:11:55.920 not getting a little button nose, by the way, Like, 0:11:56.000 --> 0:11:59.360 I love your nose, but I'm not stupid, and I 0:11:59.400 --> 0:12:02.760 wouldn't suit my face, so my nose physically won't be 0:12:02.880 --> 0:12:05.480 changing too much. I love ago. 0:12:05.559 --> 0:12:07.520 I know who's got a nose job and her nose 0:12:07.559 --> 0:12:08.400 just got straightened. 0:12:08.640 --> 0:12:10.960 Yeah, they're straightening the front and then they're just fixed 0:12:10.960 --> 0:12:13.360 and they're making it look a bit more even decide 0:12:13.400 --> 0:12:15.319 I like to decide that I don't like, and they're 0:12:15.360 --> 0:12:16.680 just kind of going to even it out so it 0:12:16.720 --> 0:12:19.839 won't look too hectically different. It'll even probably look bigger 0:12:19.840 --> 0:12:21.360 for the first couple of weeks because of the swelling 0:12:21.360 --> 0:12:23.560 because they're actually not like taking much off, They're not 0:12:23.600 --> 0:12:25.840 like shaving it down much. But I'm scared, but I 0:12:25.880 --> 0:12:28.280 will keep you in the loop. And obviously, once i'm 0:12:28.640 --> 0:12:31.040 you know, able to come back and record, I'll talk 0:12:31.040 --> 0:12:34.880 to you about the process, the recovery, the journey so wild. 0:12:34.960 --> 0:12:36.640 Here we are again one year later. 0:12:37.200 --> 0:12:39.440 What does recovery look like? 0:12:40.200 --> 0:12:43.960 I don't really know. I know it's like I'll have 0:12:44.000 --> 0:12:46.679 that cast on my nose and I think there's splints 0:12:46.760 --> 0:12:49.520 in for two weeks. I think I have my first 0:12:49.559 --> 0:12:52.559 my appointments on the second of June, so everyone send 0:12:52.600 --> 0:12:55.280 me your love and prayers on the morning of the 0:12:55.280 --> 0:12:58.640 second of June, thank you, and I get my I 0:12:58.720 --> 0:13:01.640 have my second appointment on this seventeenth, so I will 0:13:01.640 --> 0:13:03.760 have all that shit on it, like all the casts 0:13:03.760 --> 0:13:06.560 and everything for like that's fifteen days. 0:13:07.080 --> 0:13:09.000 So I think you do go in and get some 0:13:09.040 --> 0:13:10.840 of the cast change and wraps and stuff. 0:13:10.960 --> 0:13:13.320 Yeah maybe, but yeah, that's obsessed with watching because I've 0:13:13.320 --> 0:13:15.839 already pre booked me in for my like two second 0:13:15.840 --> 0:13:17.200 post off appointments and then. 0:13:17.760 --> 0:13:20.880 Washed sky Wheeley's no shrub on YouTube. 0:13:21.400 --> 0:13:23.240 I should because I feel like I just need more 0:13:23.280 --> 0:13:27.080 info and then I'll have to tape it at night 0:13:27.200 --> 0:13:30.160 for like eight weeks or something. It's I just think 0:13:30.280 --> 0:13:32.360 those first couple of days are going to be brutal 0:13:32.400 --> 0:13:34.560 and you have to like there's like nasal you have 0:13:34.600 --> 0:13:36.600 to like spray stuff up your nose and like comes up. 0:13:37.120 --> 0:13:37.760 I'm scared. 0:13:39.040 --> 0:13:40.920 Actually, yeah, I don't. I've never had surgery. 0:13:40.960 --> 0:13:43.360 I've never been put under, so like knowing that you're 0:13:43.400 --> 0:13:45.440 voluntarily going and doing that like scared of me. 0:13:45.679 --> 0:13:48.160 It's something I've I wanted this for like boobs are 0:13:48.160 --> 0:13:49.800 the best thing ever, but knows, it's something I've always 0:13:49.840 --> 0:13:52.640 wanted more. I just was too scared to commit to it. 0:13:52.760 --> 0:13:57.120 But yeah, it's gonna swell. Obviously, we've seen Indy Clinton 0:13:57.200 --> 0:13:59.240 go through her thing, and I feel for her so 0:13:59.360 --> 0:14:01.720 much because like everyone's ripping out of shreds online. You 0:14:01.760 --> 0:14:03.640 think Indy probably wanted it to swell like that on 0:14:03.800 --> 0:14:06.720 evenly and like have everyone hate her online. No, but 0:14:06.800 --> 0:14:08.840 that's the process. It's gonna it's at least a year 0:14:08.920 --> 0:14:09.520 until your nose. 0:14:09.520 --> 0:14:10.920 Actually, it's nice. 0:14:10.800 --> 0:14:14.200 To trust the process because it's there's so much carliage 0:14:14.240 --> 0:14:16.600 and everything that shapes around your nose, so like never 0:14:16.640 --> 0:14:18.480 probably like doesn't settle like. 0:14:18.480 --> 0:14:20.280 Usually they say, if you like how it looks when 0:14:20.280 --> 0:14:23.240 the cast comes off, it's probably not done well because 0:14:23.320 --> 0:14:25.920 it will shrink, it'll swell down, and then it will 0:14:25.920 --> 0:14:29.000 probably be be tiny in a year. But it's like 0:14:29.520 --> 0:14:31.320 it's gonna be a process. So I'm just gonna try 0:14:31.320 --> 0:14:34.080 and be open online because it's interesting. 0:14:33.840 --> 0:14:34.600 To be nice. 0:14:34.840 --> 0:14:38.520 So be nice, thank you, Be nice to her, be 0:14:38.640 --> 0:14:41.320 nice to me because I am a sensitive Really, We've 0:14:41.320 --> 0:14:43.160 always said don't comment on things that can't be changed 0:14:43.160 --> 0:14:44.520 in ten seconds, Like, oh, you've got a bit of 0:14:44.520 --> 0:14:47.400 food in your teeth, great, tell me I'll take it out. Yeah, 0:14:47.520 --> 0:14:49.400 don't tell me that the surgery I've just done is 0:14:49.440 --> 0:14:50.680 stupid because it's healing. 0:14:50.760 --> 0:14:52.800 It's gonna be a year. Yeah, in a fucking year. 0:14:52.800 --> 0:14:54.960 If you think it looks ugly, then fucking fine, I'll 0:14:54.960 --> 0:14:56.760 probably love it by then, and I won't give a shit. 0:14:56.840 --> 0:14:58.680 But like, it'll be a journey. 0:14:58.680 --> 0:15:00.320 It's gonna be a moment of time where where it's 0:15:00.320 --> 0:15:02.960 like you're you also don't recognize yourself, so like people 0:15:02.960 --> 0:15:05.520 commenting on it, it's like it will be really hard 0:15:05.560 --> 0:15:05.760 and it. 0:15:05.760 --> 0:15:07.360 Knows is your face like boobs, I could hide in 0:15:07.360 --> 0:15:08.960 the videos. But I'm like, I also don't want to 0:15:09.000 --> 0:15:11.600 go offline for like a month, because it's my job. 0:15:11.640 --> 0:15:13.920 I love posting. I love posting stuff for you guys. 0:15:13.960 --> 0:15:17.320 So it's like if I have to then go offline 0:15:17.320 --> 0:15:19.200 because like people are reaping me the shreds, it's like, 0:15:19.200 --> 0:15:21.320 I'll do that, and you don't want me to because 0:15:21.360 --> 0:15:22.800 you miss me too. M m. 0:15:23.200 --> 0:15:25.680 So I'm missing of love. Think I need to know 0:15:25.720 --> 0:15:29.520 what you're doing with you. I know, I know, I 0:15:29.520 --> 0:15:30.480 love watching your six. 0:15:31.840 --> 0:15:32.080 Yeah. 0:15:32.120 --> 0:15:35.600 So I'm leaving in nine days. 0:15:36.040 --> 0:15:38.120 Fuck fuh. 0:15:39.160 --> 0:15:43.520 Yeah, I'm really excited for this chapter. I have gotten 0:15:43.560 --> 0:15:45.160 nothing organized going to London. 0:15:45.480 --> 0:15:47.840 Going to London for a couple of months. 0:15:47.960 --> 0:15:51.280 I booked eight weeks of accommodation, but I hope, like 0:15:51.360 --> 0:15:55.160 I could stay longer, but eight weeks minimum. Hopefully I'll 0:15:55.200 --> 0:15:57.800 do some trips in between. Melita and I are starting 0:15:57.800 --> 0:15:59.800 to plan that. And the amazing thing is you're like 0:15:59.840 --> 0:16:02.960 a train right away from like Powers exactly exactly. So 0:16:03.080 --> 0:16:06.920 I'll base myself out of London, meet new people, just explore, 0:16:06.960 --> 0:16:09.040 like I've got nothing really holding me back, and like 0:16:09.080 --> 0:16:11.400 if I can, if I again like easy and I 0:16:11.440 --> 0:16:14.720 spend our money differently if I have the financial freedom 0:16:14.720 --> 0:16:16.840 and I can't afford that right now, like I will, 0:16:17.000 --> 0:16:20.760 Like I like, that's like my idea of spending my money. 0:16:20.800 --> 0:16:23.600 So that's what I'm going to do. I don't have 0:16:23.680 --> 0:16:26.120 anything I planned or organized. 0:16:26.240 --> 0:16:28.640 I haven't bought anything for the troop because I'm like, 0:16:29.120 --> 0:16:30.840 all the shops are over there too, and I can 0:16:30.840 --> 0:16:35.480 get everything there for eight weeks, that's exactly, and I 0:16:35.520 --> 0:16:37.040 can order stuff to can. 0:16:37.080 --> 0:16:39.680 I ask, what's your sitch with what you're bringing over? 0:16:40.640 --> 0:16:41.200 What do you mean? 0:16:41.680 --> 0:16:45.360 Like are you just bringing like two big suitcases, just. 0:16:45.320 --> 0:16:49.200 Two big suitcases, Like wait, no, I mean like a 0:16:49.240 --> 0:16:51.280 long term like rental, so it's like I had a 0:16:51.280 --> 0:16:52.520 full apartment like furnished. 0:16:54.960 --> 0:16:56.320