1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:02,160 Speaker 1: Maybe because of my past experience as a holding me 2 00:00:02,200 --> 00:00:04,080 Speaker 1: back from allowing myself to feel the things that I 3 00:00:04,160 --> 00:00:13,680 Speaker 1: know I deserve. No, I was like, hey, you're trying 4 00:00:13,680 --> 00:00:14,600 Speaker 1: to eventate my voice. 5 00:00:14,880 --> 00:00:20,360 Speaker 2: No, it could be better than that. Go wait, give 6 00:00:20,360 --> 00:00:20,959 Speaker 2: me a sentence. 7 00:00:21,280 --> 00:00:22,360 Speaker 1: Hey guys, it's easy. 8 00:00:22,600 --> 00:00:26,279 Speaker 3: Hey guys, that was pretty good. 9 00:00:27,080 --> 00:00:30,040 Speaker 1: That was that was bad. I don't come back control it. 10 00:00:31,840 --> 00:00:33,559 Speaker 1: I asked her to do that. Guys, I'm not offended. 11 00:00:33,880 --> 00:00:35,320 Speaker 1: Welcome back, we are. 12 00:00:35,680 --> 00:00:39,400 Speaker 3: Sam has just come back from Australia Fashion Week. I 13 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:41,720 Speaker 3: only went to one show. Obviously everyone's seen on the 14 00:00:41,720 --> 00:00:44,400 Speaker 3: fucking internet right now. The uproar that Sidney Fashion Week 15 00:00:44,400 --> 00:00:46,960 Speaker 3: has caused, and going off what we said last week 16 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:50,160 Speaker 3: with this whole parasocial like online hate and everything like that, 17 00:00:50,520 --> 00:00:53,200 Speaker 3: it really was even heightened even more this week. 18 00:00:53,400 --> 00:00:56,440 Speaker 1: I just feel like, let people wear what they're comfortable in. 19 00:00:56,480 --> 00:00:59,120 Speaker 1: Fashion week is also hard. It's a lot of pressure 20 00:00:59,160 --> 00:01:01,800 Speaker 1: to wear so but no, you want to feel good 21 00:01:01,800 --> 00:01:03,640 Speaker 1: and I feel like there's a lot of comparison, which 22 00:01:03,680 --> 00:01:05,840 Speaker 1: is natural for a fashion week. So it's like, if 23 00:01:05,880 --> 00:01:08,759 Speaker 1: you're comfortable and that's what you're stepping out in, you're 24 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:11,800 Speaker 1: at home. Girl, Why are we judging the people putting themselves. 25 00:01:11,840 --> 00:01:13,240 Speaker 1: And I know some people would love to go and 26 00:01:13,240 --> 00:01:15,640 Speaker 1: like they'd love to have the opportunity, but it's like, 27 00:01:16,000 --> 00:01:17,800 Speaker 1: let's just you know, these are people. This how they 28 00:01:17,840 --> 00:01:19,880 Speaker 1: express themselves. This is what they feel comfortable, and it's 29 00:01:19,920 --> 00:01:20,600 Speaker 1: what they want to wear. 30 00:01:20,800 --> 00:01:22,720 Speaker 2: Who cares. No one's telling you to wear it. 31 00:01:22,760 --> 00:01:25,760 Speaker 3: Like I just honestly don't get it, Like I feel 32 00:01:25,880 --> 00:01:30,080 Speaker 3: so insecure at those things. I saw soap video about it, 33 00:01:30,120 --> 00:01:32,280 Speaker 3: and like, no matter what sophs and I pass is, 34 00:01:32,319 --> 00:01:34,200 Speaker 3: Like I still think she's a fucking boss girl. Like 35 00:01:34,240 --> 00:01:37,240 Speaker 3: she's fucking killing it this year, like absolutely rocking the 36 00:01:37,319 --> 00:01:38,240 Speaker 3: influence of well. 37 00:01:38,120 --> 00:01:40,200 Speaker 1: Aaron Bailey Siktok's are mine your favorite thing to us? 38 00:01:40,200 --> 00:01:43,920 Speaker 3: Oh my god, Like they fucking kill it, but like 39 00:01:43,959 --> 00:01:46,560 Speaker 3: they're absolute rips to shed that she got just like 40 00:01:46,600 --> 00:01:48,520 Speaker 3: trying to do something different because if she went basic, 41 00:01:48,560 --> 00:01:49,680 Speaker 3: people would have ripped into it. 42 00:01:49,760 --> 00:01:50,760 Speaker 2: If she went over the top. 43 00:01:51,000 --> 00:01:52,800 Speaker 1: She did go basic this year, so why are we 44 00:01:52,840 --> 00:01:54,840 Speaker 1: calling her a micro trend final boss? I feel like 45 00:01:54,880 --> 00:01:57,280 Speaker 1: the big issue with fashion Week, which obviously we're not 46 00:01:57,280 --> 00:01:59,800 Speaker 1: going to touch too heavily on it, but the interviewer 47 00:01:59,840 --> 00:02:03,280 Speaker 1: is asking questions purely for other creators to answer and 48 00:02:03,360 --> 00:02:06,240 Speaker 1: drag down someone else. This should be like what SO said. 49 00:02:06,280 --> 00:02:09,960 Speaker 1: It should be a place for uplifting small businesses or 50 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:13,840 Speaker 1: creators for you know, what they're wearing, not who's up 51 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:16,480 Speaker 1: fits the ugliest? So who's the micro trend? Final boss? 52 00:02:16,520 --> 00:02:18,040 Speaker 1: Like who cares? 53 00:02:18,360 --> 00:02:18,760 Speaker 2: Yeah? 54 00:02:18,960 --> 00:02:21,000 Speaker 3: Or like I remember last year I got asked about 55 00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:24,480 Speaker 3: my wage, like how much I earned, which is like 56 00:02:24,680 --> 00:02:27,480 Speaker 3: everyone knows you don't ask people how much they earn 57 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:29,640 Speaker 3: because like again, like imagine if I turn around being like, well, 58 00:02:29,639 --> 00:02:31,359 Speaker 3: how much are you getting paid for an hourly rate? 59 00:02:31,400 --> 00:02:33,680 Speaker 3: To interview me at carriage works, Like that'd be rude 60 00:02:33,680 --> 00:02:35,400 Speaker 3: and everyone would be like she's so rude, But it's 61 00:02:35,440 --> 00:02:37,600 Speaker 3: like why is she not rude for asking me that question? 62 00:02:38,040 --> 00:02:40,360 Speaker 3: Like again, I feel like there's a separate standards for 63 00:02:40,440 --> 00:02:43,160 Speaker 3: like influencers. We need to be open and transparent, but 64 00:02:43,240 --> 00:02:45,000 Speaker 3: like the interviewees don't. 65 00:02:45,720 --> 00:02:46,959 Speaker 2: And I'm just like it's really weird. 66 00:02:47,000 --> 00:02:49,560 Speaker 3: So I avoided fucking h I saw an interview, I 67 00:02:49,560 --> 00:02:52,280 Speaker 3: saw people with microphones and I run in the opposite direction. 68 00:02:52,320 --> 00:02:53,880 Speaker 2: I was like, I'm here to watch the passion and 69 00:02:53,919 --> 00:02:54,160 Speaker 2: that's it. 70 00:02:54,360 --> 00:02:55,839 Speaker 1: I just don't know what happened this year. I feel 71 00:02:55,880 --> 00:02:58,120 Speaker 1: like this year was really the worst year for the interviews, 72 00:02:58,120 --> 00:03:02,079 Speaker 1: where they were purely only trying to find controversial answers 73 00:03:02,160 --> 00:03:05,640 Speaker 1: relating to other creators in the space as well for years. Yeah, 74 00:03:05,720 --> 00:03:07,880 Speaker 1: which you don't have to get views on that, and 75 00:03:08,080 --> 00:03:10,160 Speaker 1: that's once again you intentionally you might not be the 76 00:03:10,200 --> 00:03:13,520 Speaker 1: one answering the question, but you've made that a unsafe 77 00:03:13,520 --> 00:03:16,040 Speaker 1: space for someone to be torn down and you shouldn't. 78 00:03:16,840 --> 00:03:17,560 Speaker 2: Like I saw this. 79 00:03:17,480 --> 00:03:20,919 Speaker 3: Thing, like I even saw this thing of like this 80 00:03:21,360 --> 00:03:24,840 Speaker 3: brand called every Jewels when around the shopping center asking 81 00:03:24,880 --> 00:03:28,240 Speaker 3: young girls Hailey, Team Haley or Salina. It's like that 82 00:03:28,400 --> 00:03:31,120 Speaker 3: was their marketing tactic, and it's like you're selling jewelry. 83 00:03:31,240 --> 00:03:33,200 Speaker 3: You're selling jewelry, Like why are you doing that? It's 84 00:03:33,240 --> 00:03:36,400 Speaker 3: just like all for reviews thing. But I'm like, wait, 85 00:03:36,480 --> 00:03:38,600 Speaker 3: can we just like go back to what we're originally doing? 86 00:03:38,800 --> 00:03:40,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, And I think everyone looked amazing. I wish I 87 00:03:40,960 --> 00:03:43,680 Speaker 1: was there. I didn't go this year purely just because 88 00:03:43,680 --> 00:03:46,920 Speaker 1: obviously I got home quite I got home from America 89 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:49,080 Speaker 1: pretty quickly, like it would have been a really quick turnaround, 90 00:03:49,080 --> 00:03:53,360 Speaker 1: and I am a homebody relaxer. I needed to like 91 00:03:53,480 --> 00:03:56,120 Speaker 1: recover at home. I was jealous and everyone looked beautiful 92 00:03:56,120 --> 00:03:58,360 Speaker 1: and it's such so much fun when you let it be. 93 00:03:58,840 --> 00:04:01,840 Speaker 1: So I feel like we need like I hope you 94 00:04:01,880 --> 00:04:04,160 Speaker 1: had a good time, but like it's just that negativity 95 00:04:04,200 --> 00:04:07,440 Speaker 1: of the interviews that I think really caused problems this 96 00:04:07,520 --> 00:04:09,360 Speaker 1: year and took away from the actual outfits. 97 00:04:09,680 --> 00:04:11,840 Speaker 3: I only went to one show and just did work 98 00:04:11,880 --> 00:04:14,120 Speaker 3: around it. And it was like nice to catch up 99 00:04:14,160 --> 00:04:16,200 Speaker 3: with the Adelaide girls, which I don't get to see 100 00:04:16,279 --> 00:04:18,919 Speaker 3: Brooke l and as well, Like they were really nice, 101 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:22,240 Speaker 3: Like oh such a chit of sad minch didn't come up, 102 00:04:22,240 --> 00:04:24,040 Speaker 3: but like, yeah, it was nice to see and catch 103 00:04:24,080 --> 00:04:25,240 Speaker 3: up with my inter state friends. 104 00:04:25,240 --> 00:04:28,160 Speaker 2: But I didn't do too much fashion. 105 00:04:29,080 --> 00:04:32,320 Speaker 1: Especially with the with the world online being so easy 106 00:04:32,360 --> 00:04:35,080 Speaker 1: to pick people apart, it is scary. Yeah, I just 107 00:04:35,120 --> 00:04:36,920 Speaker 1: tried to protect The first year we went, we went 108 00:04:36,920 --> 00:04:38,960 Speaker 1: to like six shows. We had so much fun. There 109 00:04:39,000 --> 00:04:41,560 Speaker 1: was no drama like it was it was just a 110 00:04:41,600 --> 00:04:44,240 Speaker 1: cloud nine. And then this it was like it's too 111 00:04:44,279 --> 00:04:47,760 Speaker 1: much pressure sometimes because I wasn't prepared enough. So I 112 00:04:47,800 --> 00:04:49,920 Speaker 1: was like, now that I'm not prepared on my outfit 113 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:51,120 Speaker 1: is not going to be good and is it going 114 00:04:51,160 --> 00:04:53,040 Speaker 1: to be a problem online? So I was like, I'm 115 00:04:53,040 --> 00:04:54,200 Speaker 1: just gonna see it. 116 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:56,520 Speaker 3: Which it shouldn't be, Like we should all be celebrating 117 00:04:56,520 --> 00:04:58,640 Speaker 3: the amazing Australian fashion which we have. 118 00:04:58,760 --> 00:05:02,440 Speaker 1: Like, but everyone looked sligh killed it and. 119 00:05:02,360 --> 00:05:05,200 Speaker 3: I'm done killed it all Right, let's go. 120 00:05:05,120 --> 00:05:08,239 Speaker 1: Into question of the week. 121 00:05:14,920 --> 00:05:18,479 Speaker 3: Would you rather date someone who's chronically online or someone 122 00:05:18,480 --> 00:05:21,200 Speaker 3: who has no social media and won't even pose for 123 00:05:21,279 --> 00:05:23,919 Speaker 3: photos chronically online? 124 00:05:24,080 --> 00:05:24,920 Speaker 2: I want to be showed off. 125 00:05:24,920 --> 00:05:28,880 Speaker 1: I want to be about to say no social media, 126 00:05:28,960 --> 00:05:31,640 Speaker 1: But someone that won't pose for photos means I then 127 00:05:31,680 --> 00:05:34,279 Speaker 1: won't even be able to have photos with, say my partner, 128 00:05:34,600 --> 00:05:35,920 Speaker 1: do you know what I mean, whether I post them 129 00:05:36,000 --> 00:05:38,120 Speaker 1: or not. It's like you love looking back through those 130 00:05:38,120 --> 00:05:40,160 Speaker 1: photos with you and your partner and it's like it's 131 00:05:40,160 --> 00:05:44,279 Speaker 1: so camory sweet. So it's like chronically online. Yeah, sadly probably, 132 00:05:44,320 --> 00:05:45,960 Speaker 1: but that's like that's not what I want to either. 133 00:05:46,320 --> 00:05:49,360 Speaker 3: Yeah, Like I wouldn't love like an influencer boyfriend, but 134 00:05:49,480 --> 00:05:50,520 Speaker 3: like if that's. 135 00:05:51,160 --> 00:05:53,240 Speaker 1: If they're me, they can do whatever they want. 136 00:05:53,360 --> 00:05:54,679 Speaker 2: Yeah, please. 137 00:05:55,200 --> 00:05:58,039 Speaker 4: I love it when boyfriends post their girlfriends on their stories. 138 00:05:58,040 --> 00:05:59,280 Speaker 2: It's so cute. 139 00:06:00,040 --> 00:06:01,640 Speaker 1: In my last relationship, and I think that was a 140 00:06:01,640 --> 00:06:04,440 Speaker 1: big part of like are you not proud of me? 141 00:06:04,600 --> 00:06:04,680 Speaker 3: Like? 142 00:06:04,720 --> 00:06:06,080 Speaker 1: Do you not want people to know your dating? Do 143 00:06:06,080 --> 00:06:07,279 Speaker 1: you want people to know your single? 144 00:06:07,360 --> 00:06:07,440 Speaker 3: Like? 145 00:06:07,480 --> 00:06:09,599 Speaker 1: I feel like that's a big point of contention for 146 00:06:09,680 --> 00:06:10,800 Speaker 1: a lot of relationship. 147 00:06:10,960 --> 00:06:13,640 Speaker 3: A lot of girls like boyfriends. Just fucking post your girlfriends. 148 00:06:13,640 --> 00:06:15,080 Speaker 3: It's not that hard, even if they're. 149 00:06:14,880 --> 00:06:16,159 Speaker 1: Just sitting at dinner. Just get a kick, a little 150 00:06:16,160 --> 00:06:17,640 Speaker 1: photo of them with their fucking wine, post a photo 151 00:06:17,680 --> 00:06:18,920 Speaker 1: with the back of their head when they're walking down 152 00:06:18,960 --> 00:06:20,880 Speaker 1: the street. No one gives a fuck to post them. Yeah, 153 00:06:21,040 --> 00:06:23,000 Speaker 1: they It means so much to girls. I don't know 154 00:06:23,000 --> 00:06:25,920 Speaker 1: why I can't down an album and saving for the rest. 155 00:06:26,080 --> 00:06:28,400 Speaker 3: I can't explain the psychology behind it, but we really 156 00:06:28,560 --> 00:06:28,920 Speaker 3: like it. 157 00:06:29,760 --> 00:06:30,839 Speaker 2: We like being showed off. 158 00:06:31,120 --> 00:06:33,279 Speaker 1: Yeah, you want people to know that you're with someone, 159 00:06:33,320 --> 00:06:35,719 Speaker 1: and you want people to know them. Yeah, your girlfriend. 160 00:06:36,040 --> 00:06:38,800 Speaker 1: I don't get why posting your partner is ever a 161 00:06:38,839 --> 00:06:40,680 Speaker 1: big deal. They're probably the person who spend the most 162 00:06:40,720 --> 00:06:44,240 Speaker 1: time with so I don't I don't know. I just 163 00:06:44,640 --> 00:06:46,400 Speaker 1: I just do put on social media. I just don't 164 00:06:46,400 --> 00:06:48,799 Speaker 1: want people to like pick you apart. I'm like, babe, 165 00:06:49,360 --> 00:06:50,640 Speaker 1: I'll worry about that myself. 166 00:06:50,839 --> 00:06:53,120 Speaker 3: Yeah, but I just don't like put on social media. 167 00:06:53,160 --> 00:06:54,920 Speaker 3: But you'll post a Guinness, you post. 168 00:06:56,520 --> 00:07:00,760 Speaker 1: Your feet when you're sitting town Nimbali, yeah, post me. 169 00:07:01,640 --> 00:07:03,680 Speaker 1: I don't get it. I think it's stupid. So chronically 170 00:07:03,720 --> 00:07:05,840 Speaker 1: online is the answer that I guess sadly. 171 00:07:11,360 --> 00:07:13,080 Speaker 2: Well, yeah, what else do we have the to update 172 00:07:13,120 --> 00:07:13,600 Speaker 2: the girls on. 173 00:07:13,640 --> 00:07:18,840 Speaker 1: I'm getting mush noozz done into it. Fuck, it's been 174 00:07:18,840 --> 00:07:21,880 Speaker 1: a year since my boobs. Like last week the best 175 00:07:21,880 --> 00:07:23,640 Speaker 1: thing I ever did. Really happy with it. Once again, 176 00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:26,000 Speaker 1: always all preface. This isn't me telling you to do 177 00:07:26,040 --> 00:07:30,680 Speaker 1: it yourself, but I have a it's medical and cosmetic. 178 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:32,600 Speaker 1: I'm not going to sit here and say it's all medical. 179 00:07:32,720 --> 00:07:35,200 Speaker 1: It's not. You know, forever. I'm not the biggest fan 180 00:07:35,240 --> 00:07:37,480 Speaker 1: of my nose, so I think this is something I've 181 00:07:37,520 --> 00:07:39,600 Speaker 1: wanted done the longest. But because it is your face, 182 00:07:39,680 --> 00:07:41,640 Speaker 1: it definitely scared me a lot more than boobs. 183 00:07:42,040 --> 00:07:44,000 Speaker 2: I just got a wave of anxiety come over me. 184 00:07:44,080 --> 00:07:47,640 Speaker 1: For you when ia face and you're looking at my face. Yeah, 185 00:07:47,720 --> 00:07:51,000 Speaker 1: I know I'm scared, but I'm so excited. Like I 186 00:07:51,040 --> 00:07:56,560 Speaker 1: think I also loved to get me because I was 187 00:07:56,600 --> 00:07:58,600 Speaker 1: in my reading girl era, I just signed it. So 188 00:07:58,640 --> 00:08:01,080 Speaker 1: I was reading Akata and I like the whole fucking 189 00:08:01,120 --> 00:08:02,240 Speaker 1: series for like those two weeks. 190 00:08:02,280 --> 00:08:03,400 Speaker 2: I just had an excuse. 191 00:08:03,560 --> 00:08:05,679 Speaker 1: Yeah, and I have an excuse to be my lazy 192 00:08:05,760 --> 00:08:09,640 Speaker 1: yourself and I can't fuckings. But so I have a 193 00:08:09,680 --> 00:08:12,800 Speaker 1: deviated septum on my left side. They're straightening all that up. 194 00:08:12,920 --> 00:08:14,440 Speaker 1: So usually you would think I should be able to 195 00:08:14,440 --> 00:08:16,680 Speaker 1: breathe out of my right side, but we have these 196 00:08:16,680 --> 00:08:19,280 Speaker 1: glands in our nose called turbinites, and the one on 197 00:08:19,280 --> 00:08:21,320 Speaker 1: my left side has swollen up to fill the whole 198 00:08:21,320 --> 00:08:23,760 Speaker 1: airway on that side as well, so I can't breathe 199 00:08:23,760 --> 00:08:26,200 Speaker 1: out of either side. So actually I'm wondering will my 200 00:08:26,280 --> 00:08:29,880 Speaker 1: voice sound less nasally once. Maybe it won't be higher 201 00:08:29,960 --> 00:08:31,840 Speaker 1: because I just have a deep voice, but I think 202 00:08:31,880 --> 00:08:35,720 Speaker 1: it'll probably sound a bit less interesting, namely because I 203 00:08:35,720 --> 00:08:38,320 Speaker 1: can breathe out of my nose. But so they're fixing 204 00:08:38,360 --> 00:08:39,959 Speaker 1: all that. That's all medicare covered. 205 00:08:40,400 --> 00:08:42,040 Speaker 2: But you sleep with your mouth. 206 00:08:42,280 --> 00:08:43,800 Speaker 1: I sleep out of my nose, but it's like I 207 00:08:43,840 --> 00:08:45,480 Speaker 1: just can't breathe very well. So I think it'll just 208 00:08:45,480 --> 00:08:47,600 Speaker 1: be like I can breathe out of my nose, but 209 00:08:47,679 --> 00:08:51,760 Speaker 1: not not well, so I think that will be great, 210 00:08:51,880 --> 00:08:52,800 Speaker 1: and I blow my nose. 211 00:08:52,679 --> 00:08:56,600 Speaker 3: Every fucking five minutes. I'm a granny, like my existence. Yeah, 212 00:08:56,760 --> 00:08:58,760 Speaker 3: like hold back, it's just feeling. I'm on a date 213 00:08:58,800 --> 00:09:01,600 Speaker 3: and I wip out a fucking tissue and blow my nose. 214 00:09:02,120 --> 00:09:03,400 Speaker 2: Well, hank you that you're hide in your bra. 215 00:09:03,920 --> 00:09:05,640 Speaker 1: Well, I go to the toilet and do it. I 216 00:09:05,679 --> 00:09:07,080 Speaker 1: try not to blow my nose in front of people. 217 00:09:07,080 --> 00:09:11,400 Speaker 1: It's really fucking embarrassing. But that will be fixed. But 218 00:09:11,440 --> 00:09:14,480 Speaker 1: I am really scared because obviously I do breathe out 219 00:09:14,480 --> 00:09:15,760 Speaker 1: of my nose, but I'll have to breathe out of 220 00:09:15,800 --> 00:09:19,080 Speaker 1: my mouth. And apparently, like when the U sorry, that 221 00:09:19,120 --> 00:09:26,360 Speaker 1: will sound different. Merrily I'll say apparently apparently apparently, Oh 222 00:09:26,400 --> 00:09:28,280 Speaker 1: my god, I really do say it like that, don't know. 223 00:09:28,400 --> 00:09:30,440 Speaker 1: Every time I say apparently, someone goes I've never been 224 00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:33,360 Speaker 1: on my television before. They stick at to you down 225 00:09:33,400 --> 00:09:35,000 Speaker 1: your throat, and it's different to where they stick it 226 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:37,840 Speaker 1: down your throat when you just go under normal anesthesia, 227 00:09:37,960 --> 00:09:41,080 Speaker 1: and they like they do it rough and it like 228 00:09:41,240 --> 00:09:45,199 Speaker 1: scrapes your fucking esophagus. So apparently it's like you're swallowing 229 00:09:45,280 --> 00:09:47,520 Speaker 1: shards of fucking glass for the first day because you 230 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:49,679 Speaker 1: can only breathe out of your throat that's just been 231 00:09:49,720 --> 00:09:54,840 Speaker 1: like scraped, So that, I think is what I'm scared. Like, 232 00:09:55,280 --> 00:09:58,000 Speaker 1: we've all experienced a fucking soort throat and it is hell. 233 00:09:58,120 --> 00:10:00,640 Speaker 1: It's agony. Yeah, but you'll have to to read out 234 00:10:00,640 --> 00:10:04,280 Speaker 1: of that. You can't read out of your nose, so 235 00:10:04,679 --> 00:10:07,640 Speaker 1: that's gonna suck. I bought a pregnancy pillow ylast night, 236 00:10:07,679 --> 00:10:08,680 Speaker 1: I bought a Humida fire. 237 00:10:08,760 --> 00:10:10,040 Speaker 2: Are you gonna stay at your mums? 238 00:10:10,160 --> 00:10:12,480 Speaker 1: No, I'm staying at home. Mum and Riley are away. 239 00:10:13,920 --> 00:10:16,560 Speaker 1: My mom and my oldest sister are away for when 240 00:10:16,559 --> 00:10:19,040 Speaker 1: I get my nose done, which is I think that's 241 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:21,319 Speaker 1: what I'm scared about. But obviously you guys have heard 242 00:10:21,320 --> 00:10:23,679 Speaker 1: me talk about leg my best friend on here, her 243 00:10:23,720 --> 00:10:27,400 Speaker 1: oldest sister, and Nushka is like she's a nurse. She 244 00:10:27,600 --> 00:10:30,560 Speaker 1: is a nurse. Well she's I think she's studying nursing 245 00:10:31,080 --> 00:10:33,240 Speaker 1: and she's just like I've known her for fifteen years. 246 00:10:33,280 --> 00:10:35,320 Speaker 1: She's such a little mother and she loves cooking. So 247 00:10:35,320 --> 00:10:37,680 Speaker 1: she's gonna come hang out. She's gonna look after me 248 00:10:37,720 --> 00:10:40,319 Speaker 1: for the first five days or so, and I think 249 00:10:40,320 --> 00:10:41,880 Speaker 1: by then I'll be fine because it's not like I 250 00:10:41,920 --> 00:10:44,439 Speaker 1: can't drive, whereas with boobs it's like you can't use 251 00:10:44,480 --> 00:10:46,480 Speaker 1: your arms, so I couldn't push myself out of bed 252 00:10:47,080 --> 00:10:48,840 Speaker 1: or anything like that, and I couldn't drive for two weeks. 253 00:10:48,840 --> 00:10:50,440 Speaker 1: But I think nos, it'll just be like I'll need 254 00:10:50,480 --> 00:10:51,760 Speaker 1: to be in bed for the first couple days and 255 00:10:51,800 --> 00:10:53,480 Speaker 1: I won't want to do much. But like once I 256 00:10:53,480 --> 00:10:55,199 Speaker 1: I can walk around, I can probably drive and everything 257 00:10:55,200 --> 00:10:56,160 Speaker 1: after a couple of days. 258 00:10:56,280 --> 00:10:58,560 Speaker 3: So it's seven A little band each on your nose, Yeah, 259 00:10:58,640 --> 00:11:00,760 Speaker 3: just a little bit tape and when they take the 260 00:11:00,840 --> 00:11:03,560 Speaker 3: stints out those things in your nostrils apparently that really hurts. 261 00:11:03,559 --> 00:11:05,400 Speaker 1: That really hurts. But I'll have that because I'm getting 262 00:11:05,400 --> 00:11:07,800 Speaker 1: a septoplastic because they need to straighten the inside, so 263 00:11:07,840 --> 00:11:09,599 Speaker 1: I'll have those stints in my nostrils. 264 00:11:10,280 --> 00:11:12,760 Speaker 2: God, I know you need to like send me like 265 00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:14,079 Speaker 2: snapchap updates. 266 00:11:14,080 --> 00:11:16,240 Speaker 1: I think I'm just gonna really lug it all online. 267 00:11:16,600 --> 00:11:19,720 Speaker 1: I really really am, because I'm like it is such 268 00:11:19,760 --> 00:11:21,960 Speaker 1: that there's obviously if I could have seen someone go 269 00:11:22,040 --> 00:11:23,920 Speaker 1: through all those little steps and processes, I would have 270 00:11:23,960 --> 00:11:26,319 Speaker 1: loved that. I feel like it's so interesting and helpful 271 00:11:26,360 --> 00:11:28,679 Speaker 1: for people that also maybe having that. 272 00:11:28,720 --> 00:11:31,040 Speaker 3: But yeah, I'll be in London. I can't look after you. 273 00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:34,199 Speaker 3: Yeah you can't. It's so sad you've got me boobcake 274 00:11:34,280 --> 00:11:34,600 Speaker 3: last time. 275 00:11:36,080 --> 00:11:37,160 Speaker 2: I might have to order it for you. 276 00:11:37,880 --> 00:11:41,280 Speaker 1: It's a little very expensive plastic surgery habit. You're picking up. 277 00:11:41,400 --> 00:11:44,360 Speaker 1: I'm like, shut up. That's all I have to say. 278 00:11:44,520 --> 00:11:48,520 Speaker 1: It's your money, babe, it's my money. It's my body, 279 00:11:48,600 --> 00:11:51,280 Speaker 1: it's my face. It's my choice. That's all I have 280 00:11:51,320 --> 00:11:54,160 Speaker 1: to say on that. I don't intend on getting. I'm 281 00:11:54,200 --> 00:11:55,920 Speaker 1: not getting a little button nose, by the way, Like, 282 00:11:56,000 --> 00:11:59,360 Speaker 1: I love your nose, but I'm not stupid, and I 283 00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:02,760 Speaker 1: wouldn't suit my face, so my nose physically won't be 284 00:12:02,880 --> 00:12:05,480 Speaker 1: changing too much. I love ago. 285 00:12:05,559 --> 00:12:07,520 Speaker 3: I know who's got a nose job and her nose 286 00:12:07,559 --> 00:12:08,400 Speaker 3: just got straightened. 287 00:12:08,640 --> 00:12:10,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, they're straightening the front and then they're just fixed 288 00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:13,360 Speaker 1: and they're making it look a bit more even decide 289 00:12:13,400 --> 00:12:15,319 Speaker 1: I like to decide that I don't like, and they're 290 00:12:15,360 --> 00:12:16,680 Speaker 1: just kind of going to even it out so it 291 00:12:16,720 --> 00:12:19,839 Speaker 1: won't look too hectically different. It'll even probably look bigger 292 00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:21,360 Speaker 1: for the first couple of weeks because of the swelling 293 00:12:21,360 --> 00:12:23,560 Speaker 1: because they're actually not like taking much off, They're not 294 00:12:23,600 --> 00:12:25,840 Speaker 1: like shaving it down much. But I'm scared, but I 295 00:12:25,880 --> 00:12:28,280 Speaker 1: will keep you in the loop. And obviously, once i'm 296 00:12:28,640 --> 00:12:31,040 Speaker 1: you know, able to come back and record, I'll talk 297 00:12:31,040 --> 00:12:34,880 Speaker 1: to you about the process, the recovery, the journey so wild. 298 00:12:34,960 --> 00:12:36,640 Speaker 1: Here we are again one year later. 299 00:12:37,200 --> 00:12:39,440 Speaker 2: What does recovery look like? 300 00:12:40,200 --> 00:12:43,960 Speaker 1: I don't really know. I know it's like I'll have 301 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:46,679 Speaker 1: that cast on my nose and I think there's splints 302 00:12:46,760 --> 00:12:49,520 Speaker 1: in for two weeks. I think I have my first 303 00:12:49,559 --> 00:12:52,559 Speaker 1: my appointments on the second of June, so everyone send 304 00:12:52,600 --> 00:12:55,280 Speaker 1: me your love and prayers on the morning of the 305 00:12:55,280 --> 00:12:58,640 Speaker 1: second of June, thank you, and I get my I 306 00:12:58,720 --> 00:13:01,640 Speaker 1: have my second appointment on this seventeenth, so I will 307 00:13:01,640 --> 00:13:03,760 Speaker 1: have all that shit on it, like all the casts 308 00:13:03,760 --> 00:13:06,560 Speaker 1: and everything for like that's fifteen days. 309 00:13:07,080 --> 00:13:09,000 Speaker 2: So I think you do go in and get some 310 00:13:09,040 --> 00:13:10,840 Speaker 2: of the cast change and wraps and stuff. 311 00:13:10,960 --> 00:13:13,320 Speaker 1: Yeah maybe, but yeah, that's obsessed with watching because I've 312 00:13:13,320 --> 00:13:15,839 Speaker 1: already pre booked me in for my like two second 313 00:13:15,840 --> 00:13:17,200 Speaker 1: post off appointments and then. 314 00:13:17,760 --> 00:13:20,880 Speaker 2: Washed sky Wheeley's no shrub on YouTube. 315 00:13:21,400 --> 00:13:23,240 Speaker 1: I should because I feel like I just need more 316 00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:27,080 Speaker 1: info and then I'll have to tape it at night 317 00:13:27,200 --> 00:13:30,160 Speaker 1: for like eight weeks or something. It's I just think 318 00:13:30,280 --> 00:13:32,360 Speaker 1: those first couple of days are going to be brutal 319 00:13:32,400 --> 00:13:34,560 Speaker 1: and you have to like there's like nasal you have 320 00:13:34,600 --> 00:13:36,600 Speaker 1: to like spray stuff up your nose and like comes up. 321 00:13:37,120 --> 00:13:37,760 Speaker 1: I'm scared. 322 00:13:39,040 --> 00:13:40,920 Speaker 4: Actually, yeah, I don't. I've never had surgery. 323 00:13:40,960 --> 00:13:43,360 Speaker 3: I've never been put under, so like knowing that you're 324 00:13:43,400 --> 00:13:45,440 Speaker 3: voluntarily going and doing that like scared of me. 325 00:13:45,679 --> 00:13:48,160 Speaker 1: It's something I've I wanted this for like boobs are 326 00:13:48,160 --> 00:13:49,800 Speaker 1: the best thing ever, but knows, it's something I've always 327 00:13:49,840 --> 00:13:52,640 Speaker 1: wanted more. I just was too scared to commit to it. 328 00:13:52,760 --> 00:13:57,120 Speaker 1: But yeah, it's gonna swell. Obviously, we've seen Indy Clinton 329 00:13:57,200 --> 00:13:59,240 Speaker 1: go through her thing, and I feel for her so 330 00:13:59,360 --> 00:14:01,720 Speaker 1: much because like everyone's ripping out of shreds online. You 331 00:14:01,760 --> 00:14:03,640 Speaker 1: think Indy probably wanted it to swell like that on 332 00:14:03,800 --> 00:14:06,720 Speaker 1: evenly and like have everyone hate her online. No, but 333 00:14:06,800 --> 00:14:08,840 Speaker 1: that's the process. It's gonna it's at least a year 334 00:14:08,920 --> 00:14:09,520 Speaker 1: until your nose. 335 00:14:09,520 --> 00:14:10,920 Speaker 2: Actually, it's nice. 336 00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:14,200 Speaker 3: To trust the process because it's there's so much carliage 337 00:14:14,240 --> 00:14:16,600 Speaker 3: and everything that shapes around your nose, so like never 338 00:14:16,640 --> 00:14:18,480 Speaker 3: probably like doesn't settle like. 339 00:14:18,480 --> 00:14:20,280 Speaker 1: Usually they say, if you like how it looks when 340 00:14:20,280 --> 00:14:23,240 Speaker 1: the cast comes off, it's probably not done well because 341 00:14:23,320 --> 00:14:25,920 Speaker 1: it will shrink, it'll swell down, and then it will 342 00:14:25,920 --> 00:14:29,000 Speaker 1: probably be be tiny in a year. But it's like 343 00:14:29,520 --> 00:14:31,320 Speaker 1: it's gonna be a process. So I'm just gonna try 344 00:14:31,320 --> 00:14:34,080 Speaker 1: and be open online because it's interesting. 345 00:14:33,840 --> 00:14:34,600 Speaker 2: To be nice. 346 00:14:34,840 --> 00:14:38,520 Speaker 3: So be nice, thank you, Be nice to her, be 347 00:14:38,640 --> 00:14:41,320 Speaker 3: nice to me because I am a sensitive Really, We've 348 00:14:41,320 --> 00:14:43,160 Speaker 3: always said don't comment on things that can't be changed 349 00:14:43,160 --> 00:14:44,520 Speaker 3: in ten seconds, Like, oh, you've got a bit of 350 00:14:44,520 --> 00:14:47,400 Speaker 3: food in your teeth, great, tell me I'll take it out. Yeah, 351 00:14:47,520 --> 00:14:49,400 Speaker 3: don't tell me that the surgery I've just done is 352 00:14:49,440 --> 00:14:50,680 Speaker 3: stupid because it's healing. 353 00:14:50,760 --> 00:14:52,800 Speaker 1: It's gonna be a year. Yeah, in a fucking year. 354 00:14:52,800 --> 00:14:54,960 Speaker 1: If you think it looks ugly, then fucking fine, I'll 355 00:14:54,960 --> 00:14:56,760 Speaker 1: probably love it by then, and I won't give a shit. 356 00:14:56,840 --> 00:14:58,680 Speaker 1: But like, it'll be a journey. 357 00:14:58,680 --> 00:15:00,320 Speaker 3: It's gonna be a moment of time where where it's 358 00:15:00,320 --> 00:15:02,960 Speaker 3: like you're you also don't recognize yourself, so like people 359 00:15:02,960 --> 00:15:05,520 Speaker 3: commenting on it, it's like it will be really hard 360 00:15:05,560 --> 00:15:05,760 Speaker 3: and it. 361 00:15:05,760 --> 00:15:07,360 Speaker 1: Knows is your face like boobs, I could hide in 362 00:15:07,360 --> 00:15:08,960 Speaker 1: the videos. But I'm like, I also don't want to 363 00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:11,600 Speaker 1: go offline for like a month, because it's my job. 364 00:15:11,640 --> 00:15:13,920 Speaker 1: I love posting. I love posting stuff for you guys. 365 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:17,320 Speaker 1: So it's like if I have to then go offline 366 00:15:17,320 --> 00:15:19,200 Speaker 1: because like people are reaping me the shreds, it's like, 367 00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:21,320 Speaker 1: I'll do that, and you don't want me to because 368 00:15:21,360 --> 00:15:22,800 Speaker 1: you miss me too. M m. 369 00:15:23,200 --> 00:15:25,680 Speaker 3: So I'm missing of love. Think I need to know 370 00:15:25,720 --> 00:15:29,520 Speaker 3: what you're doing with you. I know, I know, I 371 00:15:29,520 --> 00:15:30,480 Speaker 3: love watching your six. 372 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:32,080 Speaker 1: Yeah. 373 00:15:32,120 --> 00:15:35,600 Speaker 3: So I'm leaving in nine days. 374 00:15:36,040 --> 00:15:38,120 Speaker 2: Fuck fuh. 375 00:15:39,160 --> 00:15:43,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm really excited for this chapter. I have gotten 376 00:15:43,560 --> 00:15:45,160 Speaker 3: nothing organized going to London. 377 00:15:45,480 --> 00:15:47,840 Speaker 4: Going to London for a couple of months. 378 00:15:47,960 --> 00:15:51,280 Speaker 3: I booked eight weeks of accommodation, but I hope, like 379 00:15:51,360 --> 00:15:55,160 Speaker 3: I could stay longer, but eight weeks minimum. Hopefully I'll 380 00:15:55,200 --> 00:15:57,800 Speaker 3: do some trips in between. Melita and I are starting 381 00:15:57,800 --> 00:15:59,800 Speaker 3: to plan that. And the amazing thing is you're like 382 00:15:59,840 --> 00:16:02,960 Speaker 3: a train right away from like Powers exactly exactly. So 383 00:16:03,080 --> 00:16:06,920 Speaker 3: I'll base myself out of London, meet new people, just explore, 384 00:16:06,960 --> 00:16:09,040 Speaker 3: like I've got nothing really holding me back, and like 385 00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:11,400 Speaker 3: if I can, if I again like easy and I 386 00:16:11,440 --> 00:16:14,720 Speaker 3: spend our money differently if I have the financial freedom 387 00:16:14,720 --> 00:16:16,840 Speaker 3: and I can't afford that right now, like I will, 388 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:20,760 Speaker 3: Like I like, that's like my idea of spending my money. 389 00:16:20,800 --> 00:16:23,600 Speaker 2: So that's what I'm going to do. I don't have 390 00:16:23,680 --> 00:16:26,120 Speaker 2: anything I planned or organized. 391 00:16:26,240 --> 00:16:28,640 Speaker 3: I haven't bought anything for the troop because I'm like, 392 00:16:29,120 --> 00:16:30,840 Speaker 3: all the shops are over there too, and I can 393 00:16:30,840 --> 00:16:35,480 Speaker 3: get everything there for eight weeks, that's exactly, and I 394 00:16:35,520 --> 00:16:37,040 Speaker 3: can order stuff to can. 395 00:16:37,080 --> 00:16:39,680 Speaker 1: I ask, what's your sitch with what you're bringing over? 396 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:41,200 Speaker 2: What do you mean? 397 00:16:41,680 --> 00:16:45,360 Speaker 1: Like are you just bringing like two big suitcases, just. 398 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:49,200 Speaker 3: Two big suitcases, Like wait, no, I mean like a 399 00:16:49,240 --> 00:16:51,280 Speaker 3: long term like rental, so it's like I had a 400 00:16:51,280 --> 00:16:52,520 Speaker 3: full apartment like furnished. 401 00:16:54,960 --> 00:16:56,320 Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, but I'm bringing over. 402 00:16:56,200 --> 00:16:59,360 Speaker 3: Two suitcases just so I have a wardrobe, yeah, and 403 00:16:59,640 --> 00:17:02,520 Speaker 3: bait and stuff with euro summer. 404 00:17:02,120 --> 00:17:04,560 Speaker 1: And hopefully crazy. 405 00:17:04,680 --> 00:17:07,760 Speaker 3: I'm really going in with like no expectations because I 406 00:17:07,800 --> 00:17:10,400 Speaker 3: don't want to go in with an expectation around mind. 407 00:17:10,680 --> 00:17:13,119 Speaker 2: Yeah, but like I don't know, I really don't know. 408 00:17:13,359 --> 00:17:15,119 Speaker 3: I need to get my hinge back up and running 409 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:20,840 Speaker 3: and unsuspended. She's real, I know, like how your she wants. 410 00:17:20,960 --> 00:17:21,520 Speaker 1: She's on there. 411 00:17:21,680 --> 00:17:23,200 Speaker 2: I want a UK boyfriend. 412 00:17:23,640 --> 00:17:26,679 Speaker 1: You'll find a UK boyfriend I need. I feel like 413 00:17:26,720 --> 00:17:28,800 Speaker 1: it's Australia is the one place I feel like where 414 00:17:28,920 --> 00:17:33,560 Speaker 1: people are less open, less forward. 415 00:17:33,680 --> 00:17:36,399 Speaker 3: And I'm way more open and like things when I'm 416 00:17:36,480 --> 00:17:38,920 Speaker 3: not in Australia, Like I I find it really weird. 417 00:17:38,920 --> 00:17:41,600 Speaker 3: When I'm in Melbourne, I'm like so closed off, but 418 00:17:41,640 --> 00:17:43,840 Speaker 3: when I'm in another country, I'm like, no one knows 419 00:17:43,880 --> 00:17:45,760 Speaker 3: who I am, Like no re percussions, Like I can 420 00:17:45,800 --> 00:17:47,200 Speaker 3: just fuck off and go back to my own country 421 00:17:47,240 --> 00:17:47,760 Speaker 3: and never have to. 422 00:17:47,720 --> 00:17:48,360 Speaker 2: Worry about it. 423 00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:52,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, like there is something I really like about a 424 00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:54,800 Speaker 3: guy not being in my country. Like I literally dated 425 00:17:54,800 --> 00:17:57,640 Speaker 3: a guy in Balley because I'm like, you aren't easily 426 00:17:58,560 --> 00:18:02,440 Speaker 3: available to me. I know, yeah, yeah, it's a weird situation. 427 00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:04,119 Speaker 3: I know you mean that, and just like way more 428 00:18:04,160 --> 00:18:05,960 Speaker 3: open and it's like a clean slate. You haven't heard 429 00:18:06,400 --> 00:18:09,119 Speaker 3: things from or you haven't slept with this person than 430 00:18:09,160 --> 00:18:12,160 Speaker 3: this person and dated this person. Like it's like I'm free, 431 00:18:12,280 --> 00:18:14,560 Speaker 3: rain baby, free rain Damn Bike. 432 00:18:17,119 --> 00:18:21,400 Speaker 1: I didn't know down bike in London, babe. 433 00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:26,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, Bike's gone to fucking London. Joking, We're fully joking. 434 00:18:26,359 --> 00:18:29,119 Speaker 3: I'm like literally scared of intimacy on that I have 435 00:18:29,240 --> 00:18:31,240 Speaker 3: realized and I don't know, you've probably seen the TikTok 436 00:18:31,280 --> 00:18:33,000 Speaker 3: as well. I've realized I'm demisexual. 437 00:18:33,400 --> 00:18:34,640 Speaker 1: Do you know what that you have to actually form 438 00:18:34,640 --> 00:18:36,960 Speaker 1: a connection with it completely? 439 00:18:37,080 --> 00:18:39,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm so Like when I saw that, I was like, 440 00:18:39,560 --> 00:18:40,800 Speaker 3: oh my god, that's speaking to me. 441 00:18:40,800 --> 00:18:41,680 Speaker 2: I'm demisexual. 442 00:18:42,040 --> 00:18:45,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, like I cannot remember I've never got anyone who 443 00:18:45,440 --> 00:18:48,159 Speaker 3: I don't have feelings with it, or like see your 444 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:50,800 Speaker 3: possibility of going somewhere, I'm like, apart from that, and 445 00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:52,800 Speaker 3: like saying with you as you said you were telling 446 00:18:52,840 --> 00:18:56,159 Speaker 3: me before, I think it was off offline. You're like 447 00:18:56,440 --> 00:18:58,240 Speaker 3: when you're like not sure if you're into them and 448 00:18:58,240 --> 00:19:00,360 Speaker 3: you don't like them touching you, but like when they 449 00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:01,720 Speaker 3: like you, you like, yeah, I. 450 00:19:01,640 --> 00:19:04,720 Speaker 1: Need to wait until like a physical touch or something 451 00:19:04,760 --> 00:19:06,920 Speaker 1: I love And Sam that you love that, I'm like, yeah, 452 00:19:06,920 --> 00:19:09,480 Speaker 1: but if I can't articulate my feelings yet, I get 453 00:19:09,560 --> 00:19:12,440 Speaker 1: it scares me. I need to know how I'm feeling 454 00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:13,719 Speaker 1: before I want to be like touched. 455 00:19:14,080 --> 00:19:17,280 Speaker 3: Oh, is he going through a hard time? 456 00:19:17,640 --> 00:19:20,520 Speaker 1: Is he just going through a transitional period where I 457 00:19:20,560 --> 00:19:26,800 Speaker 1: think I guess I'm talking to someone? Yeah, and he 458 00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:29,640 Speaker 1: doesn't live here, and he came down in the weekend. 459 00:19:29,640 --> 00:19:29,919 Speaker 1: He's here. 460 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:32,040 Speaker 2: He Now, did anyone see you? 461 00:19:32,119 --> 00:19:33,160 Speaker 1: We were at the footy together. 462 00:19:33,359 --> 00:19:34,199 Speaker 2: Yeah, when they saw you. 463 00:19:34,880 --> 00:19:38,240 Speaker 1: We were actually in like a sort of like outer suburb, 464 00:19:38,320 --> 00:19:40,800 Speaker 1: getting like stuff from the grocery store. And some girl goes, 465 00:19:41,200 --> 00:19:43,800 Speaker 1: oh my god, is he Oh my god, Jack Jack. 466 00:19:44,200 --> 00:19:46,280 Speaker 1: We'll come on Jack. His name's not Jack. Oh my god? 467 00:19:46,320 --> 00:19:46,480 Speaker 3: Jack? 468 00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:47,680 Speaker 1: Wait? What the fuck? Wait? 469 00:19:47,880 --> 00:19:48,360 Speaker 2: What the fuck? 470 00:19:48,359 --> 00:19:51,280 Speaker 1: Why are you guys together? And we're like, uh so, 471 00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:53,880 Speaker 1: I don't know, but it's not online anyway. I don't 472 00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:57,199 Speaker 1: really care, like where. He's a great guy. He's been 473 00:19:57,240 --> 00:19:59,760 Speaker 1: older than me. That's what I wanted. 474 00:20:00,440 --> 00:20:02,760 Speaker 4: I just think he ticked all of the body, and 475 00:20:02,840 --> 00:20:03,480 Speaker 4: I don't want it. 476 00:20:03,720 --> 00:20:08,119 Speaker 1: Like it's it's more just yeah, I've been single for 477 00:20:08,160 --> 00:20:10,520 Speaker 1: a really, really long time, and I think I'm struggling 478 00:20:10,640 --> 00:20:14,080 Speaker 1: to let anyone in, let people in. I really am, 479 00:20:14,200 --> 00:20:15,800 Speaker 1: And I didn't think I had that because like I'm 480 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:17,240 Speaker 1: always on here saying how much I want love and 481 00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:19,360 Speaker 1: how much I want that connection. So I think when 482 00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:23,040 Speaker 1: finally faced with the possibility of that, I think my 483 00:20:23,080 --> 00:20:25,400 Speaker 1: walls go up really high. So I'm just trying to 484 00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:28,440 Speaker 1: don't sell sabotage. Yeah, and I think I'm really I 485 00:20:28,480 --> 00:20:30,800 Speaker 1: can do that really easily if I let myself. So, like, 486 00:20:30,880 --> 00:20:35,359 Speaker 1: I'm just trying to have an open mind and have fun. 487 00:20:35,560 --> 00:20:37,240 Speaker 1: And what my boys said to me is all I 488 00:20:37,240 --> 00:20:38,760 Speaker 1: need to think about is do I want to see 489 00:20:38,760 --> 00:20:41,080 Speaker 1: them again? I don't need to think too far in 490 00:20:41,080 --> 00:20:42,719 Speaker 1: the future, you know what I mean. So I'm just 491 00:20:42,760 --> 00:20:48,640 Speaker 1: trying to allow myself because he's like so great, so complimentary, 492 00:20:48,720 --> 00:20:50,479 Speaker 1: and that is all things that I love and I 493 00:20:50,520 --> 00:20:53,320 Speaker 1: needed and getting that I almost don't know what to 494 00:20:53,320 --> 00:20:54,480 Speaker 1: do with it, you know what I. 495 00:20:54,440 --> 00:20:56,200 Speaker 2: Mean, Just embrace it. 496 00:20:56,359 --> 00:20:58,359 Speaker 1: Yeah, So I just need to try and turn my 497 00:20:58,400 --> 00:21:00,720 Speaker 1: brain off a bit because I think it's like, I'm 498 00:21:00,760 --> 00:21:02,439 Speaker 1: just an anxious person, you guys know me. So I 499 00:21:02,440 --> 00:21:04,840 Speaker 1: think I'm overthinking every step of it, and I'm just 500 00:21:04,880 --> 00:21:07,800 Speaker 1: gonna try and enjoy him while he's here and then 501 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:12,360 Speaker 1: figure things out. I just I can't articulate my feelings. 502 00:21:14,080 --> 00:21:15,399 Speaker 2: I'm trying to analyze it myself. 503 00:21:15,560 --> 00:21:18,240 Speaker 1: I'm trying to give it time. I obviously like the 504 00:21:18,280 --> 00:21:20,439 Speaker 1: guy I do, but I'm like, maybe just because I've 505 00:21:20,480 --> 00:21:24,680 Speaker 1: been single for so long, singleness always just seems easier. 506 00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:26,360 Speaker 2: So I wish I could be like Hannah. 507 00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:27,880 Speaker 1: Hannah's fucking great. 508 00:21:28,160 --> 00:21:30,199 Speaker 2: I know she always just fucking falls in love, and 509 00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:31,840 Speaker 2: she's just to. 510 00:21:31,800 --> 00:21:34,000 Speaker 1: See, how do you do it? Because I've been through it. 511 00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:36,919 Speaker 1: I've been through it. Why how do you do it? 512 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:39,080 Speaker 1: Should they just go in like all but guns blazing, 513 00:21:39,160 --> 00:21:41,639 Speaker 1: like head first and it works out amazing, and like 514 00:21:42,200 --> 00:21:44,160 Speaker 1: that's what I want. I just I hate that there's 515 00:21:44,200 --> 00:21:46,640 Speaker 1: bits of my brain that, maybe because of my past experience, 516 00:21:46,640 --> 00:21:48,720 Speaker 1: as holding me back from allowing myself to feel the 517 00:21:48,760 --> 00:21:52,200 Speaker 1: things that I know I deserved. 518 00:21:52,240 --> 00:21:55,840 Speaker 3: You better write No. I was like, I was like, 519 00:21:55,840 --> 00:21:57,880 Speaker 3: oh my god, she was looking at me. I'm like, honey, 520 00:21:57,920 --> 00:21:59,440 Speaker 3: I'm not gonna cry. 521 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,520 Speaker 1: It's all sad. I'm just like I'm just angry at 522 00:22:02,560 --> 00:22:05,440 Speaker 1: myself that I like I can't express these emotions the 523 00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:07,800 Speaker 1: way that I would have thought I could have until 524 00:22:07,840 --> 00:22:09,800 Speaker 1: I'm finally in a position where I probably need to. 525 00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:13,120 Speaker 3: I had the same chat with my kinesiologists the other 526 00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:15,760 Speaker 3: day about it, because like, I feel like I do 527 00:22:15,840 --> 00:22:18,680 Speaker 3: have amazing people come into my life and like express 528 00:22:18,760 --> 00:22:22,040 Speaker 3: interest in me, but like I almost am scared to 529 00:22:22,160 --> 00:22:26,639 Speaker 3: like I'm almost so insecure to like allow people to 530 00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:29,240 Speaker 3: see almost a real me instead of like the confidence 531 00:22:29,359 --> 00:22:30,800 Speaker 3: version that I put out of myself. 532 00:22:30,840 --> 00:22:33,480 Speaker 4: So I always like sabotage it, Like I always. 533 00:22:33,200 --> 00:22:34,879 Speaker 3: Cut it off before they have the opportunity to cut 534 00:22:34,920 --> 00:22:36,320 Speaker 3: it off, because it's like I want to get the 535 00:22:36,359 --> 00:22:36,800 Speaker 3: upper end. 536 00:22:36,880 --> 00:22:38,879 Speaker 2: And like she's like, you're why are you doing that? 537 00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:41,480 Speaker 3: I'm like, I don't know, Like I just really really 538 00:22:41,520 --> 00:22:42,760 Speaker 3: struggle to like let people. 539 00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:45,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, I also think I worry about maybe leading someone on, 540 00:22:45,119 --> 00:22:47,040 Speaker 1: but it's like I'm allowed to figure I'm allowed to 541 00:22:47,080 --> 00:22:49,600 Speaker 1: take more time if someone knows Now, that's amazing and 542 00:22:49,640 --> 00:22:52,440 Speaker 1: that's sweet and that's great, but you're also allowed to 543 00:22:52,440 --> 00:22:53,960 Speaker 1: figure it out in your own timeline. 544 00:22:54,200 --> 00:22:55,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know. 545 00:22:55,119 --> 00:22:57,320 Speaker 3: I'm very much like you, like I literally can't let 546 00:22:57,359 --> 00:22:59,640 Speaker 3: someoney in, Like I literally can't. 547 00:22:59,720 --> 00:23:02,240 Speaker 1: Just think I'm frustrated with myself because I didn't realize 548 00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:04,560 Speaker 1: it until now that that would be how I am. 549 00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:07,080 Speaker 2: You kind of know it. You knew it the guy 550 00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:08,520 Speaker 2: that you were seeing a little bit last year. 551 00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:11,160 Speaker 1: You're like, yeah, I think I was just I can 552 00:23:11,280 --> 00:23:13,520 Speaker 1: very quickly turn myself right off a situation. But then 553 00:23:13,560 --> 00:23:16,439 Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't think it's benefiting me to do 554 00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:18,679 Speaker 1: that because I think there are great guys that are 555 00:23:18,760 --> 00:23:20,879 Speaker 1: really going to be really good for me. But because 556 00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:22,360 Speaker 1: I am the way I am, I'm like. 557 00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:23,960 Speaker 3: You know what, what what do you want out of 558 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:26,000 Speaker 3: a relationship, Like, let's speak about this like. 559 00:23:27,560 --> 00:23:31,200 Speaker 1: She's lent in, she's right there, Like, no. 560 00:23:31,320 --> 00:23:33,280 Speaker 3: Do you want to be like starting to settle down 561 00:23:33,320 --> 00:23:34,760 Speaker 3: and create a life, Like do you want to still 562 00:23:34,800 --> 00:23:36,000 Speaker 3: be partying every weekend? 563 00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:38,280 Speaker 1: I want someone that will get me out of that phase. 564 00:23:38,320 --> 00:23:39,920 Speaker 1: I am a party girl. We can say that through 565 00:23:39,920 --> 00:23:40,240 Speaker 1: and through. 566 00:23:40,320 --> 00:23:42,040 Speaker 2: I love an six five party girl. 567 00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:45,000 Speaker 1: Thy six five party girl. I'm chelli sex, but I 568 00:23:46,480 --> 00:23:48,720 Speaker 1: love going out and drinking with the girls. But I've 569 00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:51,640 Speaker 1: never been like a big clubber. And I don't like clubbing. 570 00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:54,040 Speaker 1: I just like having a wine and going to a 571 00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:54,439 Speaker 1: nice bar. 572 00:23:54,920 --> 00:23:57,480 Speaker 3: I don't want like what stage of your life do 573 00:23:57,520 --> 00:23:59,320 Speaker 3: you want to step into in the next year? 574 00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:00,879 Speaker 1: Responsibility? 575 00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:02,240 Speaker 2: Okay? And what does that look like? 576 00:24:02,920 --> 00:24:10,439 Speaker 1: Waking up earlier, going home earlier, and focusing on work 577 00:24:10,560 --> 00:24:15,600 Speaker 1: and fitness and all that jazz. I just I feel 578 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:17,320 Speaker 1: like having a partner will be really good for me. 579 00:24:17,560 --> 00:24:19,040 Speaker 1: I don't have an answer to any of this stuff. 580 00:24:19,040 --> 00:24:20,560 Speaker 1: I think that's wy I'm struggling because I'm just like, 581 00:24:20,600 --> 00:24:22,600 Speaker 1: I can't articulate any of my feelings right now. 582 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:26,720 Speaker 3: So it's maybe therapist, yeah, or maybe a life coach. 583 00:24:26,960 --> 00:24:31,840 Speaker 1: No, a therapist, Okay, psychiatrists yeah, maybe actually was meant 584 00:24:31,840 --> 00:24:32,479 Speaker 1: to start seeing one. 585 00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:35,520 Speaker 3: Recently, I got diagnosed with ADHD by my psychiatrist. 586 00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:40,360 Speaker 1: I've got apparently. I'm like, it's all just too much. 587 00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:41,359 Speaker 1: I'm just a girl. 588 00:24:42,840 --> 00:24:44,439 Speaker 3: Yeah, But like if we get on top of it, 589 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,879 Speaker 3: I mean, our lives maybe be so much easier. Maybe, 590 00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:48,960 Speaker 3: Like I'm speaking of this like I'm asking your questions, 591 00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:51,000 Speaker 3: but like I think I'm also asking myself these questions 592 00:24:51,040 --> 00:24:56,080 Speaker 3: one hundred percent. I'm a fucking mass bitch, like. 593 00:24:55,280 --> 00:24:57,639 Speaker 2: Kidding me, Like I act like you've got it all together. 594 00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:01,359 Speaker 1: We don't know, but that you don't need to. I 595 00:25:01,400 --> 00:25:05,040 Speaker 1: don't need to either. We're figuring out nice, you know. Yeah, 596 00:25:05,040 --> 00:25:08,439 Speaker 1: it would be nice. Twenty three year old has their 597 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:11,040 Speaker 1: whole fucking life put together. Yeah, true, And anyone that 598 00:25:11,080 --> 00:25:13,199 Speaker 1: does doesn't, and they just want people on line to 599 00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:13,600 Speaker 1: think they do. 600 00:25:13,880 --> 00:25:16,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, But like when it comes to like when you're saying, 601 00:25:16,280 --> 00:25:18,320 Speaker 3: like having a partner, it would be so nice to 602 00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:21,119 Speaker 3: experience life together. But I'm so hyper independent that I 603 00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:23,679 Speaker 3: couldn't imagine someone in my life, Like I could not 604 00:25:23,760 --> 00:25:26,560 Speaker 3: imagine having a partner, Like what you mean you like 605 00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:27,720 Speaker 3: cook meat dinner, and like. 606 00:25:27,720 --> 00:25:29,959 Speaker 1: You mean that I have to share a bed every now, Yeah, 607 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:33,000 Speaker 1: because my cat's on the end of it. 608 00:25:33,119 --> 00:25:34,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, Like my cat joins me in the shower. 609 00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:37,240 Speaker 1: Really he loves it. 610 00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:39,560 Speaker 2: Cat's hate water, No, he loves it. 611 00:25:39,640 --> 00:25:42,320 Speaker 1: But yeah, we're just we're figuring it out. We're lost, 612 00:25:42,359 --> 00:25:44,840 Speaker 1: and I wish I had answers, and like I feel 613 00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:46,040 Speaker 1: like I want that now, and I want that for 614 00:25:46,200 --> 00:25:48,080 Speaker 1: the guy. I don't want to not be able to. 615 00:25:48,920 --> 00:25:52,119 Speaker 3: I think you're also putting these feelings first though I 616 00:25:52,119 --> 00:25:53,440 Speaker 3: don't know what my feelings are. 617 00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:54,560 Speaker 2: Exactly, and you're putting it. 618 00:25:54,560 --> 00:25:56,320 Speaker 3: You're putting stress in yourself to have that figured out 619 00:25:56,359 --> 00:25:59,320 Speaker 3: because you're thinking about him. But just like think about you. 620 00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:01,960 Speaker 1: And he's right, Like he gives me the grace and 621 00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:03,760 Speaker 1: the time to like figure it out. He's not like 622 00:26:04,320 --> 00:26:07,760 Speaker 1: pushing anything. I just I like knowing how I feel, 623 00:26:07,760 --> 00:26:09,680 Speaker 1: and like when I don't, I don't. I don't like it. 624 00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:14,720 Speaker 2: You know anyway, maybe journdle it out. I can't write 625 00:26:15,080 --> 00:26:16,240 Speaker 2: type it out on notes. 626 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:18,760 Speaker 1: I don't like doing that. Either I spell everything wrong. 627 00:26:19,920 --> 00:26:23,200 Speaker 1: Just think about it. Okay, I'll think about it where 628 00:26:23,240 --> 00:26:24,760 Speaker 1: I go to bed. But like then it's like I 629 00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:26,159 Speaker 1: try and get out of my head or you know me, 630 00:26:26,200 --> 00:26:28,399 Speaker 1: I'm someone that's never in my own brain. I'm watching 631 00:26:28,440 --> 00:26:30,720 Speaker 1: TV when I'm fucking on the toilet. I'm watching TV 632 00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:32,399 Speaker 1: while i'm doing my makeup. I'm listening to a podcast 633 00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:33,840 Speaker 1: while I'm trying to go to sleep. I never allow 634 00:26:33,880 --> 00:26:34,200 Speaker 1: myself to. 635 00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:35,879 Speaker 3: Actually, maybe you need to go on a walk and 636 00:26:35,920 --> 00:26:38,120 Speaker 3: you need to listen to Doma's podcast that we listen 637 00:26:38,160 --> 00:26:40,639 Speaker 3: to again because you sat in that podcast room and 638 00:26:40,640 --> 00:26:42,879 Speaker 3: you were really inspired once you walked out. Maybe you 639 00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:45,040 Speaker 3: need to listen back on your old self and take 640 00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:47,320 Speaker 3: some of the stuff that she said to us. 641 00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:50,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, but then I have to listen to my own voice. 642 00:26:50,119 --> 00:26:51,960 Speaker 4: Okay, well just she has her own podcasts. 643 00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:53,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, I listen to dom dom Alissa. 644 00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:56,240 Speaker 2: I'll fave yeah beautiful or even mel Robbins. 645 00:26:56,600 --> 00:26:59,159 Speaker 1: Yeah true, Well maybe she just listen there nothing or. 646 00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:01,640 Speaker 2: Do you fucking mind? She's really good. 647 00:27:01,760 --> 00:27:05,000 Speaker 1: Okay, Okay, stuff helps, Yeah, thank you to walk? 648 00:27:05,280 --> 00:27:08,560 Speaker 3: So I listen to like how someone got on a walk. Well, 649 00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:11,120 Speaker 3: just like don't listen to crime. Then, like while you're 650 00:27:11,119 --> 00:27:13,440 Speaker 3: cooking dinner, don't watch friends. Listen to something that's gonna 651 00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:14,160 Speaker 3: benefit you. 652 00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:17,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, I could do that. She won't. She won't. I'm 653 00:27:17,520 --> 00:27:19,679 Speaker 1: not going to. I'll do when I walk. But like 654 00:27:19,720 --> 00:27:24,200 Speaker 1: I enjoy my little routines. Okay, guys, that. 655 00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:26,640 Speaker 2: Was we're figuring it out. We'll check back in and. 656 00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:30,280 Speaker 3: We'll see you next week where hopefully something got more answers. 657 00:27:30,320 --> 00:27:32,639 Speaker 2: But right now, right now, weird limbo phase. 658 00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:34,520 Speaker 1: We're both in a funny little phase. Right now, I 659 00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:39,360 Speaker 1: feel like I'm floating. I'm figuring it out. I saw 660 00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:41,959 Speaker 1: that's a song my feet on on the ground. If 661 00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:46,800 Speaker 1: we can't touch the girl, I don't know. Okay, we 662 00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:47,160 Speaker 1: love