WEBVTT - More Tim Drama Plus Eliot & Lauren's Return (With New Matches)

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, and welcome back to the Maths Funny Podcast with

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<v Speaker 1>me Joshua Fox, aka the guy behind the Mass Funny account.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just going to dive straight into all the drama today,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's been a lot of chat going around that

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<v Speaker 1>Tim has been fired from his job as a teacher

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<v Speaker 1>over his portrayal on the show. But as far as

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<v Speaker 1>I'm told, this isn't true. But I have been told

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<v Speaker 1>that he is out of work at the minute, But

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<v Speaker 1>rather than getting fired or anything that dramatic, I've been

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<v Speaker 1>told that simply his contract as a pe teacher at

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<v Speaker 1>primary school just wasn't renewed. And although he may believe

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<v Speaker 1>this is because of his involvement with Maths, the contract

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't renewed prior to his episode therein on TV, so

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<v Speaker 1>maybe the school were anticipating.

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<v Speaker 2>A backlash yer or a controversy er. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Haven't been able to kind of get hold of Tim

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<v Speaker 1>to back anything up. I confirm it, but the info

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<v Speaker 1>I got was from someone kind of in teaching circles

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<v Speaker 1>where he's from, and they've previously done a placement with him,

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<v Speaker 1>so who knows. What I do know for certain, though,

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<v Speaker 1>is he really has kind of gone to ground after

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<v Speaker 1>deleting his socials and refusing to do any press for

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<v Speaker 1>Channel nine. He's still fully ignoring any attempt at contact

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<v Speaker 1>from the network, which, to be honest, is fair. Also,

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<v Speaker 1>I kind of just want to say, as much as

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<v Speaker 1>my heart breaks for Katie, and as much as he

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<v Speaker 1>could have been so much nicer in how he treated

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<v Speaker 1>her and worded things and responded to her, let's just

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<v Speaker 1>remember that, like a week ago, this guy was just

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<v Speaker 1>a random, unknown bloke going about his business, and now

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<v Speaker 1>he's being called the most hated man in Australia. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not defending him because I don't agree with you know,

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<v Speaker 1>how he treated Katie.

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<v Speaker 2>But I suppose I also.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't want to use my voice in the maths community

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<v Speaker 1>to fan those flames of hate. I don't know, Just like,

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<v Speaker 1>imagine the impact it would have on your mental health,

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<v Speaker 1>Like if that was you, and if you're one of

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<v Speaker 1>the viewers that are watching him feel so strongly that

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<v Speaker 1>you feel compelled to send him hate, maybe just stop

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<v Speaker 1>yourself and use the energy to send Katie love instead.

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<v Speaker 2>This time last year, I was actually.

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<v Speaker 1>Involved in an incident with a very famous actor where

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<v Speaker 1>I ended up being the victim of something, and I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to get into all that and google it

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<v Speaker 1>if you can use. But an incident that lasted literally

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<v Speaker 1>thirty seconds on a Saturday afternoon outside of pub ended

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<v Speaker 1>up being leaked to a newspaper and then it was

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<v Speaker 1>picked up by I'm not joking every publication in the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I have close friends who live in nowhere and

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<v Speaker 1>they were like, Josh, you you were just on the

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<v Speaker 1>news here and everything was taken out of context. It

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<v Speaker 1>was sensationalized. Sauces who weren't there were making shit up

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<v Speaker 1>and just steering it further. I literally had news cruise

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<v Speaker 1>chasing me down the street at one point, and I

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<v Speaker 1>received so much hate and threts and anger from fans

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<v Speaker 1>of this person who had no idea of the context

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<v Speaker 1>that I honestly had this moment at one point of thinking,

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<v Speaker 1>this is my life now, and if this is my life,

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<v Speaker 1>what's the point in carry on living? Because like in

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<v Speaker 1>the thick of that fucking media storm, I thought that

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<v Speaker 1>would never end and there was no way out, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was now just.

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<v Speaker 2>This hated figure globally. But like it did.

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<v Speaker 1>Pass and everyone moved on and now I kind of

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<v Speaker 1>laugh about it. I suppose what I'm trying to say

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<v Speaker 1>is I kind of know how Tim will be feeling

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<v Speaker 1>right now, and it's a bizarre situation he's in. And

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<v Speaker 1>again I don't condone how he's treated Katee and the

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<v Speaker 1>things he said, but he's still just a person, so

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<v Speaker 1>let's not forget that. In some happier news, though, for

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<v Speaker 1>those wondering how Katie's dealing with everything, I'm told that

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<v Speaker 1>although she's kind of a bit overwhelmed with everything right now,

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<v Speaker 1>she is appreciating all of the support and the love,

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<v Speaker 1>and he's just taking things day by day. And she's

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<v Speaker 1>also found a friend in Loosing the Light from last

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<v Speaker 1>season who's been helping her navigate this new fame She's

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<v Speaker 1>got on kind of everything that's happening now. Moving on

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<v Speaker 1>to other news today, Elliott and Lauren will indeed be

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<v Speaker 1>returning to the Experiment in two weeks time, but with

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<v Speaker 1>different matches. The experts bring both of them back as intruders,

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<v Speaker 1>but in a bit of a twist, neither of them

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<v Speaker 1>knew the other was also returning, like they thought they

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<v Speaker 1>were the only one asked to come back, and they

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<v Speaker 1>didn't realize until they both arrived at the same dinner

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<v Speaker 1>party with the new hats, and apparently it then got

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<v Speaker 1>very messy. Elliott is matched with Veronica, an actress from Sydney,

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<v Speaker 1>and Lauren's match with Clint, a former pro golfer who

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<v Speaker 1>lives in Tasmania. I would have asked Elliot about this yesterday,

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<v Speaker 1>but I was kind of so unprepared for him actually

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<v Speaker 1>wanting to stay on the phone and talk to me

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<v Speaker 1>that I kind of just blanked out for a bit.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm still kind of surprised of that.

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<v Speaker 1>Yesterday while talking to Elliott, I low key for Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>he isn't actually so bad.

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<v Speaker 2>Like again, I don't agree with.

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<v Speaker 1>Half the shit he said, but he kind of had

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<v Speaker 1>a point with the fact he said he quit because

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<v Speaker 1>he didn't want to string Lauren along just for the

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<v Speaker 1>sake of staying on TV. A few of you have

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<v Speaker 1>also messed me saying you hit a different side to

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<v Speaker 1>him on that call as well. So now I suppose

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<v Speaker 1>we just have to wait and see. Was he being

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<v Speaker 1>real with me and we'll see this new funness side

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<v Speaker 1>of his personality when he returns, or was he just

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<v Speaker 1>faking it to me and we all fell for it.

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<v Speaker 1>Time will tell before we move on. I also need

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<v Speaker 1>to offer my first correction of the series. Yesterday, joined

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<v Speaker 1>that chat with Elliott, I quoted to him that he

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<v Speaker 1>was saying on the show he wanted his missive girl

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<v Speaker 1>who respects the values of old fashioned housewives.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait where did you read that?

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<v Speaker 1>And I said, I read that on his Channel nine bio.

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<v Speaker 1>But I've looked into that again because I was trying

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<v Speaker 1>to find the audio to play in the podcast, and

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<v Speaker 1>it turns out I was reading that from an article

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<v Speaker 1>on Pedestrian where they kind of recapped the first episode,

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<v Speaker 1>and it seems they kind of just made that quote

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<v Speaker 1>up because I can't find it literally anywhere else. And

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<v Speaker 1>this may sound like a stupid correction, but I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to be as accurate as I can

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<v Speaker 1>on here rather than like fake news. And Elliott has

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<v Speaker 1>said some dumb shit, But yeah, it turns out he

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<v Speaker 1>never said that submissive thing. And now, in this year's

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<v Speaker 1>most random drama and going back to Lauren, ali over

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<v Speaker 1>at Daily Mail Australia came through with the funniest feud

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<v Speaker 1>of the season. In an article yesterday, he did an

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<v Speaker 1>interview with Lauren's best mate Nicholas, that guy who was

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<v Speaker 1>part of a bridal party and MC at her wedding

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<v Speaker 1>to Elliott and oldmate Nicholas has come out and said

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<v Speaker 1>how after filming the wedding, Lauren then just blocked him

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<v Speaker 1>on every despite them having been made for eighteen years.

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<v Speaker 1>And if you struggling to remember who I'm talking about,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just going to say he was the gay looking guy.

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<v Speaker 1>And I can say that too because I'm gay, and

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<v Speaker 1>I assume he is going sorely off his eyebrowsing the

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<v Speaker 1>episode anyway. Yet, take a listen to him speaking to the

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<v Speaker 1>Daily Mail last night and.

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<v Speaker 3>You'd think that after eighteen years of friendship, you'd communicate

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<v Speaker 3>with me that there's an issue.

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<v Speaker 2>So I just, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>It really shocks me that this experiment has, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>been such a tidal wave of emotions for everybody, And like,

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't sign up for this, so I went to

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<v Speaker 3>support her as a friend. I brought my own business and

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<v Speaker 3>I just find it really shocking that we wouldn't be

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<v Speaker 3>able to have that conversation. And it's been brought to

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<v Speaker 3>my attention that like she's just blocked.

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<v Speaker 1>Me on everything, when literally, when did anyone ask mate?

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<v Speaker 2>And then he just kept going and going and going.

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<v Speaker 3>So many people will say I'm biggest supporter, but she's

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<v Speaker 3>never actually reciprocated that with me. I've helped to move house,

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<v Speaker 3>I have supported her business by buying multiple products continually

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<v Speaker 3>over the years from my business from her, and she's

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<v Speaker 3>never supported me. And she's just sold a house for

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<v Speaker 3>someone else. I'm also in real estate. She didn't give

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<v Speaker 3>me the opportunity. She's never really respected me in that regard,

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<v Speaker 3>and that's it's really hurtful. It's hurtful when I think

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<v Speaker 3>it's like, I don't know if she will come to

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<v Speaker 3>my wedding.

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<v Speaker 1>Daily Mail wrote in the ratical how despite his disappointment,

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<v Speaker 1>Nicholas insists he isn't angry, just hurt and embarrassed by

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<v Speaker 1>how things have unfolded again when but this is why

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<v Speaker 1>I love to circus around in maths like a wedding guest.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd already forgotten after a two minute cameo three days ago.

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<v Speaker 1>Now sitting down doing a full length interview with one

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<v Speaker 1>of the biggest websites in the country, like it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>just ridiculous but also very entertaining, moving on once again.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't believe I'm going to say this now. But

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<v Speaker 1>remember Harrison Boone from a few seasons ago, the one

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<v Speaker 1>everyone kind of hated because he was a massive misogynist

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<v Speaker 1>and toxic masculin anything and all that and people do.

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<v Speaker 2>Still hate him.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, he popped up on my feed last night with

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<v Speaker 1>a surprisingly funny video.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not going to tell you what it's just kind

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<v Speaker 2>of take a listen.

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<v Speaker 4>I see a lot of posts in the media about

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<v Speaker 4>the new season of Maths, but I'd like to take

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<v Speaker 4>this opportunity to once again make it all about us.

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<v Speaker 4>That's right, the ex Maths participants. What you don't realize

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<v Speaker 4>is we desperately need that attention. Without it, some of

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<v Speaker 4>us would have to contribute to society and maybe even

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<v Speaker 4>get a real.

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<v Speaker 2>Get a real job.

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<v Speaker 4>Please reach out to a previous Maths participant like and

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<v Speaker 4>share one of their posts. For every like you give,

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<v Speaker 4>you could save a life.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>Like that is actually and funny, and I don't remember

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<v Speaker 1>him ever being funny. So worldn Harrison, there, you've made

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<v Speaker 1>it onto my podcast. Oh and before I go, I'd

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<v Speaker 1>also like to just thank everyone who supported the podcast

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<v Speaker 1>so far. There's been a couple of shit comments like

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<v Speaker 1>just stick to making memes. What he used to do

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<v Speaker 1>and stuff like that, and they kind of frustrate me

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<v Speaker 1>because I don't know, I feel like I got over

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<v Speaker 1>making memes years ago, and if I stayed just doing

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<v Speaker 1>the memes, then I probably would have deleted my page

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<v Speaker 1>a long time ago. As Maths Funny as grown over

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<v Speaker 1>the years, I like finding new ways to create content

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<v Speaker 1>and have fun and also keep myself kind of motivating

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<v Speaker 1>and wanting to do it because it is just a

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<v Speaker 1>hobby I do in my spare time. And the whole

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<v Speaker 1>reason I started the page six years ago is because

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<v Speaker 1>I just like making dumb shit for people to enjoy.

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<v Speaker 1>And my idea for this podcast was, like I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to almost create like an unofficial spin off

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<v Speaker 1>show to the actual TV show, something where I can

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<v Speaker 1>just have a laugh and keep the drama and banter

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<v Speaker 1>going while answering all of the questions you guys have

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<v Speaker 1>after each episode ends. And I'm not forcing anyone to listen.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not forcing anyone to keep following that's funny if

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<v Speaker 1>they don't vibe with it anymore. Like I've never cared

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<v Speaker 1>about the amount of followers or any of that clout.

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<v Speaker 1>It just pisces me off when people tell me like

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<v Speaker 1>just do this or just do that, as if my

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<v Speaker 1>page is a public service and they're entitled to tell

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<v Speaker 1>me what to do with my spare time. As I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I like creating content and having fun and doing this pod.

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<v Speaker 1>To me, it's making the page feel exciting again because

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's a whole new world for me, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>learning as I go, Like even yesterday I was figuring

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<v Speaker 1>out how to record a phone call, which sounds stupid,

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<v Speaker 1>but like, I don't know, I'm just learning new things

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<v Speaker 1>and not to get like SAPPI or vulnerable or whatever.

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<v Speaker 2>But like it.

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<v Speaker 1>Also annoys me when people say that because and this

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<v Speaker 1>is gonna sound dumb, but like you long term followers

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<v Speaker 1>who have followed Matt twenty from the start, or remember.

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<v Speaker 2>The first two years, I never said who I was.

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<v Speaker 1>I was completely anonymous, and that was like partially due

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<v Speaker 1>to a confidence thing because I thought, no one's going

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<v Speaker 1>to care.

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<v Speaker 2>They'll just some follow you if they know it's you

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<v Speaker 2>behind it.

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<v Speaker 1>And then as I kind of slowly start in trying

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<v Speaker 1>new ideas like crashing weddings, which naturally had me in

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<v Speaker 1>the in a bit more than a bit more, and

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<v Speaker 1>I saw that people were enjoying it, I was like, ah, nice,

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<v Speaker 1>Like maybe I am enough and I don't need to

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<v Speaker 1>hide away and all this. So now when people are

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<v Speaker 1>like just go back to doing memes, like, I have

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<v Speaker 1>a moment where it's like, oh.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe maybe I've always been right and I'm not enough

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<v Speaker 2>for it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not good enough, and people just want me to

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<v Speaker 1>go back to hiding in the shadows, like don't.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>This is maybe a chat for me and my therapist,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, i'd suppose. I'm just trying to say thank

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<v Speaker 1>you for the people who are giving this podcast a

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<v Speaker 1>chance and supporting, get sharing, get commenting, doing the rating

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<v Speaker 1>thing which apparently helps, like it actually does mean a lot,

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<v Speaker 1>And as I said, I'm very much enjoying doing this

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<v Speaker 1>so far. Anyway, that's so for now, So thank you

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<v Speaker 1>for listening.