WEBVTT - Mal Michael - The Unlikely Footy Star

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<v Speaker 1>I think about the when they got away. That kept

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<v Speaker 1>me up for a while. That one did it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'd think about it right up until, yeah, easily ten

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<v Speaker 1>years after. It was only when I saw my family.

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<v Speaker 1>My family came into the rooms and then I just

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<v Speaker 1>I just started crying and I felt that I'd let

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<v Speaker 1>them down.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm John Ralph and I'm Glenn McFarlane.

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<v Speaker 2>The Unlikely Footy Star with Melmichael. You'd think the odds

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<v Speaker 2>of a kid born in png and raised in Brisbane

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<v Speaker 2>becoming a three club three premiership winning star would almost

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<v Speaker 2>be zero. Mel Michael was a skinny kid with no

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<v Speaker 2>promises and even less to live on when he arrived

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<v Speaker 2>at Collingwood as an eighteen year old. But he ended

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<v Speaker 2>his footy career a fearsome fallback and a member of

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<v Speaker 2>the Brisbane Lions premiership dynasty. And it was a journey

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<v Speaker 2>that took a great deal of self belief to even

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<v Speaker 2>get started in the first place.

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<v Speaker 3>You had sacked, you retired a couple of times, you

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<v Speaker 3>were traded for JEREBILLOI. But you know, it's a historic

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<v Speaker 3>and a pretty extraordinary football career.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. I always knew you when to leave. I never

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<v Speaker 1>outstayed my welcome and I had an uncanny knack of

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<v Speaker 1>when I knew that the time was right. I said,

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<v Speaker 1>that'll do.

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<v Speaker 2>You must have loved your footy career. Tell us there's

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<v Speaker 2>obviously a couple of great moments. What's the one thing

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<v Speaker 2>that you think about is that the premiership medals?

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<v Speaker 1>I'd imagine, Yeah, the premiership medal sit high on the

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<v Speaker 1>list of accomplishments, but I think just the road travel

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<v Speaker 1>to get there was probably probably something that I look

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<v Speaker 1>back on and I think it's it was pretty good accomplishment.

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<v Speaker 1>Say that about myself. But I was just talking recently

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<v Speaker 1>about when I came to Collingwood when I was eighteen.

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<v Speaker 1>I literally just got dropped off at the airport. Rick

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<v Speaker 1>barr and picked me up, took me to the club

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<v Speaker 1>and said this is where you have to be tomorrow

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<v Speaker 1>at at am. Then drop it at my grandmother's and

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<v Speaker 1>said good luck.

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<v Speaker 2>And there was no promises either, was there. There were

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<v Speaker 2>no promises of what you were going to get and

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<v Speaker 2>you were living at your grandmother's for a period of time.

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<v Speaker 1>Then yeah, that's it. So it was basically the old

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<v Speaker 1>chuck you in the pool and you either swim or

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<v Speaker 1>you and I was lucky that I got lucky actually,

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<v Speaker 1>and a few breaks went my way and I was

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<v Speaker 1>able to survive, but a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't you talk about your journey anyway, Ralph, and I

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<v Speaker 2>was speaking about it recently. The kid that was born

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<v Speaker 2>in PNG your dad went up there, you know, as

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<v Speaker 2>a young man after getting a degree and moving to

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<v Speaker 2>Brisbane in nineteen eighty as a three year old, who

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<v Speaker 2>then goes on to play AFL football and at the

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<v Speaker 2>highest level and has some amazing honors to go with it.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's what a great story. And I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>why I feel that the accomplishment of that of the

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<v Speaker 1>journey is it sits up there with the premierships because

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<v Speaker 1>it's just not a traditional road that one takes to

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<v Speaker 1>play AFL and to make it even just to put

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<v Speaker 1>a bit of contact context into it. At my junior club,

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<v Speaker 1>ken Moore Juniors, like no I would have ever heard

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<v Speaker 1>of this football club. I played juniors there with Max

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<v Speaker 1>Hudgton and he went on to Plats and killed it.

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<v Speaker 1>So you had these two kids out of ken Moore

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<v Speaker 1>Juniors that we didn't even have a senior team like

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<v Speaker 1>it ended at under sixteens. That's how that's how small

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<v Speaker 1>it is. So in that time, normally Brisbane kids just

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<v Speaker 1>never even got drafted and then suddenly had two kids

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<v Speaker 1>from Brisbane out of the same junior football club. It was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was quite bizarre.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you play coming up up against a kid called

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<v Speaker 2>Jason akermanis growing up in Brisbane as well at a

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<v Speaker 2>Whisper that you may have either played with him or

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<v Speaker 2>played against him as a kid.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, we played against each We played club football against

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<v Speaker 1>each other, Akar and I at the same age actually,

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<v Speaker 1>so we played a lot of junior football against each other.

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<v Speaker 1>But all the Repers native teams we played with each other.

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<v Speaker 3>So you're a sixteen year old forward, you get to

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<v Speaker 3>morning side, I drop for the Grand Final. What do

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<v Speaker 3>you like at that age thinking to yourself, stars in

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<v Speaker 3>my eyes, I'm going to play for Brisbane. Brisbane Bears

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<v Speaker 3>at that stage, Yeah, where are you along your career?

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<v Speaker 4>Apath?

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<v Speaker 1>I would have killed to play for Brisbane at that stage.

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<v Speaker 1>It was I just looked up they at the time,

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<v Speaker 1>Brisbane had brought in Alistair Lynch, Andrew bues Damian Burke,

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<v Speaker 1>all these absolute legends of the game. Yeah, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was really it was really unlike Brisbane to secure these guys.

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<v Speaker 1>Usually they got players that were either rooted or they

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<v Speaker 1>were just stuffed and they were literally it was like

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<v Speaker 1>a superannuation payout. But these guys are good footballers. And

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<v Speaker 1>then Nathan Buckley came in the draft and you know

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<v Speaker 1>things were really looking There was good prospects of Brisbane,

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<v Speaker 1>so I was couldn't wait to get there.

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<v Speaker 4>But it felt like you had the talent at that stage.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course, yeah that's it, but I was. I did

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of summer trainings with them and I thought,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, with a bit of luck, I'd be able

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<v Speaker 1>to get one of the what they called at the

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<v Speaker 1>time the local the local spots. But that didn't turn out.

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<v Speaker 2>His own selection. I think that that's scenario. What went

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<v Speaker 2>wrong do you think, did you? Was it just the

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<v Speaker 2>wrong time, the wrong place, or what do you think

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<v Speaker 2>went wrong that they didn't see what we all got

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<v Speaker 2>to see the years later.

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<v Speaker 1>I think there was an influx of very good players

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<v Speaker 1>that all came through. So the guys they did take

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<v Speaker 1>was Jason Akermanus Clark Keating. I think Steve Lawrence was

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<v Speaker 1>part of that program as well, so they took Brett Voss,

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<v Speaker 1>brother of Michael. But the other guys that were training

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<v Speaker 1>in that little group was myself, Plint bisl Hamish Simpson

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<v Speaker 1>and Max Hutchton. But we all missed out, so we

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<v Speaker 1>all had to go elsewhere and it was I guess

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<v Speaker 1>the story doesn't really get told, but Brisbane can only

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<v Speaker 1>take so many and they felt that what the ones

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<v Speaker 1>they took was once I needed.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And from that perspective, like you get a call

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<v Speaker 2>from Collingwood, is it Ricky Barron gives you a call?

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<v Speaker 2>You'd obviously shown you where's in representative footy and the like,

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<v Speaker 2>But so how did Collingwood get in contact with you?

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<v Speaker 2>And obviously you've got a Collingwood connection with your great

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<v Speaker 2>grandfather playing a game at Collywood all those years ago.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he played one game, but I think he loved

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<v Speaker 1>the Beers team much fair enough to my.

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<v Speaker 2>Dad, except that one game, I'd be happy you just

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<v Speaker 2>could rest on your laurels after one game, I reckon.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Actually, Dad was telling me a story about him,

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<v Speaker 1>Robert Michael Senia, and he had a nickname but I

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<v Speaker 1>can't think of it right now, but it's something along

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<v Speaker 1>the lines. He was called the leather Skin something and

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's because he just drank too much. But

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think footy and drinking went well for him.

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<v Speaker 1>But what was the original question?

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<v Speaker 2>I know I was just going to say with that, like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, how did Collingwood come back to you? And

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<v Speaker 2>sort of was it Ricky Barram who gives you a call,

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<v Speaker 2>who was doing a bit of recruiting with Piees back then,

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<v Speaker 2>and how did the call come through?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I was playing at Morningside and what happened was

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<v Speaker 1>when we go out to do the warm up, there'd

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<v Speaker 1>be this cameraman setting up on top of the on

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<v Speaker 1>top of the clubhouse or the grandstand, which was quite

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<v Speaker 1>unusual for us up there at that time, and I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't think anything of it. And then a couple of

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<v Speaker 1>weeks later there was another cameraman, another cameraman, another camera,

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<v Speaker 1>and then eventually the coach, Marty King, said to me,

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<v Speaker 1>he goes, he goes. Those cameraman up there are feeling

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<v Speaker 1>you playing, and they're from actually a few different clubs.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm not sure whether that helped me or didn't

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<v Speaker 1>help me, but I understood that I was on the

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<v Speaker 1>radar of some AFL clubs and it was in my

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<v Speaker 1>best interest to perform.

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<v Speaker 3>So you get to Collingwood, you're on what's called a

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<v Speaker 3>supplementary list. Is that right before the rookie list? At

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<v Speaker 3>that stage you battle through I think you're sixty eight kilograms.

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<v Speaker 3>You talk to times about, you know, going to the

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<v Speaker 3>airport for games and you couldn't afford to eat, like

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I don't know, you're probably on absolute mega

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<v Speaker 3>rations at that stage in terms of your salary.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I turned up sixty eight kilos ringing wet I was.

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<v Speaker 1>I was really worry because I was a swimmer growing

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<v Speaker 1>up and there wasn't an answer. Fat on me if

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<v Speaker 1>you look at me now double that late. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it turned up. I was pretty fit, No fat on me,

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<v Speaker 1>but I had to play football in that time, you

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<v Speaker 1>needed to have some weight behind you, you just the

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<v Speaker 1>otherwise you just wouldn't survive. So football on a supplementary

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<v Speaker 1>list wage back in ninety six, just to give you

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<v Speaker 1>some numbers, was I think two hundred and fifty eight

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<v Speaker 1>dollars a game. Wow, and my rent was one hundred.

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<v Speaker 2>And forty that's tough, my mortgage.

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<v Speaker 1>Like, I'm no accountant, but.

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<v Speaker 3>To get anything apart from that, like, it wasn't a stipend.

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<v Speaker 3>It was just you got paid to play, that's it.

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<v Speaker 2>And you didn't have your license or didn't have a

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<v Speaker 2>car at the time, was that right, And so you

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<v Speaker 2>had to get the train like sometimes you know, four

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<v Speaker 2>or five in the morning to try and get to

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<v Speaker 2>where you needed to get to.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I had a license with no car, right, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was still in the day's pre professional era.

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<v Speaker 1>So we trained and did wits in the morning and

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<v Speaker 1>that was at six am, and then you'd go to

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<v Speaker 1>work or study or whether and then we'd train in

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<v Speaker 1>the evening. So for me, coming from Ashburton meant a

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<v Speaker 1>four am wake up to catch the five o'clock train

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<v Speaker 1>and I just roll in the door at Collingwood at

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<v Speaker 1>like five to six.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, what was it like rolling to the door at

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<v Speaker 2>Collingwood's the most famous footy club going around in that sense,

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<v Speaker 2>and they were probably struggling a little bit at that time.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, there's some pretty famous names through there

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<v Speaker 2>and pretty dilapidated old facilities there. But it must have

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<v Speaker 2>been amazing walking into Big Park.

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<v Speaker 1>I loved every second of that. I like the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that it was old and it had all the history.

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<v Speaker 1>I know a lot of clubs are moving away from

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<v Speaker 1>their spiritual homes, which I don't agree with, to be honest,

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<v Speaker 1>I think clubs, especially young players coming in, need to

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<v Speaker 1>experience that experience, the history of the place. So I

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<v Speaker 1>loved it from day one. Because I was from Interstate.

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<v Speaker 1>I hung out with all the Interstate guys and we

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<v Speaker 1>formed a little family and that was really cool as well.

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<v Speaker 1>But I wouldn't I wouldn't change anything from my first

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<v Speaker 1>and second year at Collingwood.

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<v Speaker 3>You had some tough times, you know, Nathan Buckley was there,

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<v Speaker 3>Danny Frowley was there as well, and assistant coaching capacity.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's sort of it's written that, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>they basically saved you at times when you wanted to

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<v Speaker 3>go home.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, definitely Danny because he was my reserves coach. Plus

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<v Speaker 1>he was also a fullback and he kind of groomed

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<v Speaker 1>me too and taught me and train me to, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>to play fullback. So and he also lived in Brighton

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<v Speaker 1>and I was. I lived in East and Kilda, so

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<v Speaker 1>he used to drop me home all the time. So

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<v Speaker 1>when I heard of his passing, it was quite sad.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, Nathan came and saw me a couple of times,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was never about I didn't want to play.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just that the stress of not having the

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<v Speaker 1>resources of the finances to be here was too much

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<v Speaker 1>at that age.

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<v Speaker 4>But they convinced you clearly.

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<v Speaker 3>You know those times when you thought about it and

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<v Speaker 3>you just realized that I suppose they reassured you that

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<v Speaker 3>you know that you're still on track.

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<v Speaker 1>The AFL reserves was an actual competition back then and

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<v Speaker 1>that's why I started playing in So we had to

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<v Speaker 1>place the Sydney reserve grade team in Sydney as the

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<v Speaker 1>curtain raiser to the main game, and Danny Frawley said,

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<v Speaker 1>I want everyone to meet at Don Camillo's at North

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<v Speaker 1>Melbourne and then we'll go out to the airport to

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<v Speaker 1>catch the to catch the plane to Sydney. I came

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<v Speaker 1>up with some excuse of why I couldn't have go

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<v Speaker 1>to Don Camillo's and I said, I'll just meet you

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<v Speaker 1>at the airport. And the reason was I just couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>afford it. I couldn't afford ten bucks. That's that's how

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<v Speaker 1>That's how tight it was. That's how tight it was.

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<v Speaker 4>It's incredible when you think.

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<v Speaker 2>About what the industry is like now and how tight

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<v Speaker 2>it was for you, and you know how close it

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<v Speaker 2>was to going. I think it was was that Trent

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<v Speaker 2>Hotton got into a little bit of trouble there at

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<v Speaker 2>one stage and may have been pushed off the list,

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<v Speaker 2>and you got put onto the list. Tell us about that,

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<v Speaker 2>and was a Gubby Allen who was the man who

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<v Speaker 2>told you, you know, you're on the list here and

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<v Speaker 2>you're going to play.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. So the supplementary list. First, the second year at

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<v Speaker 1>Collingold Day they introduced the rookie list and it was

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<v Speaker 1>quite a to be honest, I don't know what that

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<v Speaker 1>actually meant, but in today's terms, it means that it's

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<v Speaker 1>a supplementary list, but you can play. Whereas a supplementary

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<v Speaker 1>list back in ninety six meant you couldn't play at all,

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<v Speaker 1>So I thought I was They con missed me to

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<v Speaker 1>stay and I did that, and then yeah, Trent got

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<v Speaker 1>into a bit of trouble. They had a few other

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<v Speaker 1>injury problems. They were playing players at fullback that really

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<v Speaker 1>weren't fullbacks. I think they put gave Krusiska back there.

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<v Speaker 1>They even played Nathan Buckley back there for a bit. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>Anthony Rocker went back there. And then I think it

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<v Speaker 1>was Danny Frawley that just said, hey, we've got a

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<v Speaker 1>fullback that's playing in the reserves. That's why we have

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<v Speaker 1>the reserves, isn't it. So why and he's actually not

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<v Speaker 1>in bad form? Why don't we play him? So they

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<v Speaker 1>took the punt and I got elevated that week and

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<v Speaker 1>I played. But there is a story behind that one.

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<v Speaker 1>I was actually I think that was about round five

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<v Speaker 1>or six. I was actually going into Sure's offs to

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<v Speaker 1>tell him that I was actually going to leave wow

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<v Speaker 1>and head badly. Yeah. So I saw him say I'd

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<v Speaker 1>reckon on Monday, and I said, sure, can I see you?

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<v Speaker 1>And he goes, yeah, yeah, he goes, come and see

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<v Speaker 1>me Wednesday afternoon. So I said yeah, no worries. So

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<v Speaker 1>I came, I went in on the Wednesday and I

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<v Speaker 1>went into the office and he goes, look, before you

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<v Speaker 1>say something, I just wanted to say that you're going

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<v Speaker 1>to be playing this weekend. Yeah, it was crazy.

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<v Speaker 4>Why did you want to talk to me about nothing?

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<v Speaker 3>That's all right? So yeah, it's and why the same reasons?

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<v Speaker 3>Why were you at that stage thinking about going home?

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<v Speaker 1>It was just purely the financial reasons. Yeah. I think

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<v Speaker 1>I think the rookie list was playing maybe five thousand

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<v Speaker 1>back then, which is one hundred bucks a week.

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<v Speaker 3>That's how we're talking about Dean Cox and Stephen Milne

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<v Speaker 3>and Aaron Sandlands. Is the great rookie elevations, but you

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<v Speaker 3>were the first rookie elevation? Is that cor I believe Yeah, yeah, unbelieva.

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<v Speaker 2>And you play against North Melbourne like some stars at

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<v Speaker 2>North Melbourne at the time. They are a fantastic side

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<v Speaker 2>at the time. And you know, I think it was

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<v Speaker 2>it was it a Friday night game. So the Wednesday

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<v Speaker 2>you find out you're playing on the Friday, not you're playing?

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<v Speaker 4>Is that right?

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<v Speaker 1>That's it? That's how quickly that course asking the question.

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<v Speaker 1>But he's lost the free kick.

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<v Speaker 2>There's young mel and Michael wearing forty eight.

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<v Speaker 5>What a big night it is for him, As Andrew

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<v Speaker 5>Shubel said, great to see him getting a.

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<v Speaker 1>Chant kicks up And that's how quickly it DAEs happen.

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<v Speaker 2>How do you get your head around that you're playing

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<v Speaker 2>against superstars and in front of I think it's seventy

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<v Speaker 2>five thousand people there.

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<v Speaker 1>That your memory is phenomenal.

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<v Speaker 4>I was probably there now, Yesperado.

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<v Speaker 1>Now it was that. You have to remember that was

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<v Speaker 1>the reigning premier from from ninety six and they had

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<v Speaker 1>an all star team and an all star forward line. Say,

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<v Speaker 1>it was quite daunting, to be honest with you, Who.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you play on? Do you remember that? Trying to

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<v Speaker 2>think you would have?

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<v Speaker 1>I played on? I played on a couple of players,

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<v Speaker 1>but predominantly Anthony Mellington, Yes, ex Fitzroy then Royd boy,

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't it. Yeah, So he's a pretty handy player. So

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<v Speaker 1>that was my first taste of it.

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<v Speaker 3>So ninety seven, thirteen games, ninety eight, sixteen games, ninety nine,

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<v Speaker 3>seveneen games, couple.

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<v Speaker 4>Of blow votes.

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<v Speaker 1>And as a forward, as a forward forward as a forward,

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<v Speaker 1>so you might.

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<v Speaker 3>Have hoped you could have started as a forward because

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<v Speaker 3>you did stand Tony Lockett at full back in thirteen

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<v Speaker 3>hundred goals.

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<v Speaker 4>Of course not the record, but thirty hundred goals.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, amazing do you?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean you said before the game that game, when

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<v Speaker 2>you're playing against Tony Lockett, you know that he's a

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<v Speaker 2>chance to kick. You know that that milestone figure thirteen hundred.

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<v Speaker 2>You said, I'm in a no lose situation. If he

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<v Speaker 2>kicks the goals, I'll go down in history as the

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<v Speaker 2>player he was on and if I stop him, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>be remembered as the player that stopped him from the

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<v Speaker 2>breaking the record. You go down in history in regard

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<v Speaker 2>to that, don't you.

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<v Speaker 5>For ninety years the Collywood Footay Club, I have held

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<v Speaker 5>the record.

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<v Speaker 4>And for sixty two years it's stood at.

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<v Speaker 1>Twelve ninety nine.

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<v Speaker 2>Will he write his name in the record book forever?

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<v Speaker 3>Come on?

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<v Speaker 1>Play with this kick?

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<v Speaker 6>It's going to go And we were reached.

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<v Speaker 1>I do, But I don't know if that's you're not

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<v Speaker 1>happy with it because everyone brings it up. Yeah, and

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<v Speaker 1>I said was there was an AFL career there as well.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course we'll get to the premiership medals as well,

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<v Speaker 2>But that was the feeling that day going into it.

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<v Speaker 2>College was struggling and that was a wooden Spoon year

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<v Speaker 2>for Collingwoods. That was a battle. How do you stopped

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<v Speaker 2>the big fella? It's pretty hard, isn't it.

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<v Speaker 1>It wasn't. And that that wooden spoon year, Eddie canceled

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<v Speaker 1>their footy trip to Balleyd. He was so pissed he

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<v Speaker 1>said he has I won't say what he said, but

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<v Speaker 1>he goes, there's no footy trip this year. He was.

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<v Speaker 1>He was livid.

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<v Speaker 3>As Glenn Archer would say, you played for premiership ships

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<v Speaker 3>and footy trips, they would have gone down like a

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<v Speaker 3>wrought iron hang glider.

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<v Speaker 1>It didn't go down.

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<v Speaker 2>Well. That was his first full year as president and

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<v Speaker 2>he's pulled the footy trip and one of them the

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<v Speaker 2>blokes just happy coppy.

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<v Speaker 1>We did Yeah, that was happy. There was nothing we

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<v Speaker 1>could do. And also Mick was coming in as a

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<v Speaker 1>new coach and I think he wanted to just set

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<v Speaker 1>a new standard of where we're going.

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<v Speaker 3>Blokes have an inverted Commas Sunday afternoon, the turn for

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<v Speaker 3>five days into Queensland. That was it.

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<v Speaker 4>You basically had a man Monday and you just moved on.

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<v Speaker 1>No, they did that anyway, so it would be a

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<v Speaker 1>four D a kind of vender back then, but I

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<v Speaker 1>don't I think most guys did that anyway.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, absolutely, So that year. Was it a tough year?

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<v Speaker 2>You obviously had some really good form that year, but

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<v Speaker 2>it was a bloody tough year from a club perspective. Sure,

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<v Speaker 2>he's about to get sacked. There's all talk about Mick

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<v Speaker 2>Moldhouse coming in. Was it a you know, the final

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<v Speaker 2>game at Victoria Park. Was it a tough year mentally

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<v Speaker 2>as much as as it was on the scoreboard.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's always a tough year when the coach is

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<v Speaker 1>under the is in the gum from from the media,

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<v Speaker 1>especially as a player. I was fortunate at that time

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<v Speaker 1>that I was one of the younger players. I would

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<v Speaker 1>have hated to have been one of the older players.

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<v Speaker 1>And I went through that when I was at Essendon.

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<v Speaker 1>Later on when when Kevin Sheedy was when the whole

0:17:44.200 --> 0:17:47.720
<v Speaker 1>thing happened with Sheets, when the transition of Matthew Knights

0:17:47.720 --> 0:17:49.960
<v Speaker 1>came in, and I remember going out for lunch with

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of the older players at Essendon and they said,

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<v Speaker 1>now this is a great thing, you know, a new coach,

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<v Speaker 1>fresh start. And I said, guys, this is not a

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<v Speaker 1>good thing if you're twenty eight and older. And I said,

0:17:59.000 --> 0:18:01.720
<v Speaker 1>I've been through before. I said, the new coach will

0:18:01.720 --> 0:18:03.919
<v Speaker 1>come in and he'll just wipe the slate clean. And

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<v Speaker 1>that's pretty much what happened if Lloyd.

0:18:07.520 --> 0:18:11.159
<v Speaker 2>Became. But you'd seen it from the other perspective.

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<v Speaker 1>As I had. Yeah, and youth saved me on that

0:18:14.040 --> 0:18:17.239
<v Speaker 1>in that circumstance and at the ES and then my

0:18:17.480 --> 0:18:20.480
<v Speaker 1>age cost me. So that's just what happened.

0:18:20.760 --> 0:18:22.280
<v Speaker 4>Was it the right thing for the move on Shorey?

0:18:22.400 --> 0:18:22.560
<v Speaker 4>You know?

0:18:22.680 --> 0:18:24.560
<v Speaker 3>Sure he's told Sack that. You know, he's trying to

0:18:24.560 --> 0:18:27.600
<v Speaker 3>play a progressive game plan. He was trying to instill standards.

0:18:27.600 --> 0:18:29.479
<v Speaker 3>He didn't always go about it the right way, but

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I suppose when when mixed coming in, it

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<v Speaker 3>doesn't matter, does it.

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<v Speaker 1>I really felt for Tony Shaw. I thought he was

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<v Speaker 1>I actually thought he was a really good coach and

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<v Speaker 1>he had some fantastic ideas.

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<v Speaker 5>I thank you for your cooperation over the period of

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<v Speaker 5>time that I've coached you, but it cannot help us.

0:18:43.280 --> 0:18:46.200
<v Speaker 5>The past has passed. We need now to build a future,

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<v Speaker 5>and it starts today. I wish you all the best.

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<v Speaker 5>I say, go out, and enjoy it. And I'll tell

0:18:50.720 --> 0:18:53.080
<v Speaker 5>you what, I've only enjoyed football one time, and that's

0:18:53.080 --> 0:18:55.080
<v Speaker 5>when I've been a bloody winner as a player as

0:18:55.119 --> 0:18:55.520
<v Speaker 5>a coach.

0:18:55.680 --> 0:18:56.960
<v Speaker 4>And that's what our aim is today.

0:18:57.119 --> 0:18:58.240
<v Speaker 5>Let's get out there and have a goal.

0:19:01.280 --> 0:19:03.920
<v Speaker 1>And a lot of his ideas were before his time

0:19:04.040 --> 0:19:06.080
<v Speaker 1>or the time of the league. At that moment, we

0:19:06.080 --> 0:19:09.120
<v Speaker 1>were doing some set players. It was like real NFL

0:19:09.200 --> 0:19:14.120
<v Speaker 1>slash NBA style and they were fantastic. Unfortunately, for sure,

0:19:14.119 --> 0:19:16.639
<v Speaker 1>he just didn't have the cattle to execute what he

0:19:16.680 --> 0:19:18.840
<v Speaker 1>wanted to do. He had a few rat bags at

0:19:18.840 --> 0:19:21.159
<v Speaker 1>the club which didn't help him either. And you know,

0:19:21.200 --> 0:19:25.320
<v Speaker 1>he was a health and training freak and he expected

0:19:25.320 --> 0:19:28.440
<v Speaker 1>that from the playing group ever else. But it wasn't

0:19:28.560 --> 0:19:30.000
<v Speaker 1>back then. It was still that. It was still the

0:19:30.119 --> 0:19:33.040
<v Speaker 1>crossover prefet but most of us were pretty good. But

0:19:34.960 --> 0:19:37.520
<v Speaker 1>he had had an old ailing aging list from that

0:19:37.560 --> 0:19:42.720
<v Speaker 1>premiership period. And it's always a tricky, a tricky situation

0:19:42.800 --> 0:19:43.280
<v Speaker 1>for a coach.

0:19:43.520 --> 0:19:46.159
<v Speaker 3>Were you a rat bag? Were you a Skelly wag?

0:19:46.359 --> 0:19:47.960
<v Speaker 3>You and Chris Tarrett were good mates.

0:19:48.080 --> 0:19:48.280
<v Speaker 4>You know.

0:19:48.320 --> 0:19:50.879
<v Speaker 3>It was the intersection of the old age versus the

0:19:50.920 --> 0:19:55.280
<v Speaker 3>modern age with elite professionalism you're.

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<v Speaker 4>A bit of al added times there.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I felt that I never did anything that young

0:20:00.560 --> 0:20:02.920
<v Speaker 1>kids don't do today. Actually, I probably don't do anything.

0:20:04.960 --> 0:20:06.600
<v Speaker 1>I think a good thing. I think of my daughter,

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<v Speaker 1>I think my God. But yeah, like I mean, going

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<v Speaker 1>we go out to the to the pub on a

0:20:12.560 --> 0:20:15.000
<v Speaker 1>Saturday night, Like I mean, I just thought that was

0:20:15.040 --> 0:20:19.320
<v Speaker 1>pretty normal. People couldn't understand that we did it while

0:20:19.320 --> 0:20:23.359
<v Speaker 1>we were still playing footy, but I'd kind of grown

0:20:23.440 --> 0:20:25.080
<v Speaker 1>up with it at morning side when I was there.

0:20:25.119 --> 0:20:27.480
<v Speaker 1>So it was beers in actually in the rooms, and

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<v Speaker 1>then after the games and then you'd go on from that.

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<v Speaker 1>And in the early days that's what I did. But

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<v Speaker 1>then as the change overcame, it had it had to change.

0:20:38.160 --> 0:20:40.240
<v Speaker 2>You lived together for a period as well, yourself and

0:20:40.320 --> 0:20:42.719
<v Speaker 2>tas for memory, didn't you, And with that you had

0:20:42.720 --> 0:20:45.040
<v Speaker 2>an unwritten rule, whatever happens in the house, we don't

0:20:45.080 --> 0:20:47.879
<v Speaker 2>tell anyone else about. Was it true? Yeah, that'd written that.

0:20:47.960 --> 0:20:49.959
<v Speaker 2>We just whatever happens, if there's a party in here,

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<v Speaker 2>we don't tell anyone else about.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely. I just said, look at this is our sanctuary,

0:20:53.800 --> 0:20:57.040
<v Speaker 1>and I said, whatever you do here, it'll never leave here.

0:20:57.359 --> 0:21:00.600
<v Speaker 1>So you can be comfortable with that, you reflect on

0:21:00.720 --> 0:21:02.160
<v Speaker 1>the young kids that come through these days.

0:21:02.160 --> 0:21:03.840
<v Speaker 3>They don't have any of the fun that you had

0:21:03.880 --> 0:21:06.040
<v Speaker 3>off field. That you know, obviously you still had an

0:21:06.040 --> 0:21:08.960
<v Speaker 3>extraordinary career, but they just they are so uber focused

0:21:08.960 --> 0:21:11.399
<v Speaker 3>and they missed something in their lives that they can

0:21:11.440 --> 0:21:12.040
<v Speaker 3>never get back.

0:21:12.400 --> 0:21:13.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and I think that a lot of them are

0:21:13.800 --> 0:21:15.960
<v Speaker 1>babied as well. I think I think you've got to

0:21:15.960 --> 0:21:19.760
<v Speaker 1>suffer a bit of hardship along the way. You know,

0:21:19.960 --> 0:21:21.960
<v Speaker 1>people cook for them, they clean for them, they do

0:21:22.040 --> 0:21:24.120
<v Speaker 1>their washing. They I mean by the time the bill,

0:21:24.480 --> 0:21:26.440
<v Speaker 1>by the time they're thirty, they're just these thirty year

0:21:26.440 --> 0:21:27.000
<v Speaker 1>old babies.

0:21:27.200 --> 0:21:29.840
<v Speaker 2>Well, they've got to grow up at thirty, don't they do.

0:21:30.000 --> 0:21:31.520
<v Speaker 1>That's it. I think at some point you've got it.

0:21:31.680 --> 0:21:33.800
<v Speaker 1>You've got to get out there and live, live a

0:21:33.840 --> 0:21:36.159
<v Speaker 1>little bit and make sometimes you got to make some

0:21:36.200 --> 0:21:37.600
<v Speaker 1>bad decisions to learn.

0:21:37.800 --> 0:21:39.800
<v Speaker 2>So you're happy with the era that you played in.

0:21:39.880 --> 0:21:42.399
<v Speaker 2>You played in that really good crossover period, didn't you

0:21:42.440 --> 0:21:45.320
<v Speaker 2>where it was professional but it was not the way

0:21:45.359 --> 0:21:45.920
<v Speaker 2>it is today.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, No, I loved it. I think I was very

0:21:48.040 --> 0:21:49.880
<v Speaker 1>fortunate to play that at that time.

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<v Speaker 3>So Mark Cleman gets delivered a handwritten letter I think

0:21:53.320 --> 0:21:56.800
<v Speaker 3>from Chris Tarrant by you that basically says Chris has

0:21:56.800 --> 0:21:58.879
<v Speaker 3>gone back to Mildui. To take us through that pretty

0:21:58.880 --> 0:22:00.080
<v Speaker 3>extraordinary chapter.

0:22:00.440 --> 0:22:03.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we went out one night and then I came

0:22:03.040 --> 0:22:05.120
<v Speaker 1>home and Chris wasn't home, and yeah, and then there

0:22:05.160 --> 0:22:08.960
<v Speaker 1>was just this letter and it said I've had enough,

0:22:09.000 --> 0:22:12.639
<v Speaker 1>I'm gone back to Mildura. So he headed into the

0:22:12.680 --> 0:22:16.639
<v Speaker 1>club and Mark Klein was the player lows on manager

0:22:16.720 --> 0:22:19.919
<v Speaker 1>or something like that, and he said, we need to

0:22:20.320 --> 0:22:22.160
<v Speaker 1>It was actually in pre season. He goes, we need

0:22:22.200 --> 0:22:24.600
<v Speaker 1>to get up to Mildura to see him, and I said,

0:22:24.600 --> 0:22:26.480
<v Speaker 1>all right, well off you go, and he said, no,

0:22:26.600 --> 0:22:27.280
<v Speaker 1>you're coming.

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<v Speaker 2>The car trip or no plane or a car.

0:22:30.240 --> 0:22:32.720
<v Speaker 1>Or was playing they charted a plane. Yeah, so he

0:22:32.760 --> 0:22:36.719
<v Speaker 1>flew up to Mildua. We picked up Chris. Chris before this, No,

0:22:36.760 --> 0:22:38.840
<v Speaker 1>he wouldn't answer his phone. In fact, he left his

0:22:38.840 --> 0:22:39.400
<v Speaker 1>phone at home.

0:22:39.560 --> 0:22:41.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he just completely shut down from the world. Wanted

0:22:41.920 --> 0:22:42.360
<v Speaker 2>to go home.

0:22:42.440 --> 0:22:42.800
<v Speaker 1>That's it.

0:22:43.000 --> 0:22:47.800
<v Speaker 2>And you're thinking who's going to pay the rent as well?

0:22:48.080 --> 0:22:50.280
<v Speaker 2>Did you feel he would come back? Did you feel

0:22:50.480 --> 0:22:52.959
<v Speaker 2>that the club would somehow convince him that. I mean,

0:22:53.000 --> 0:22:56.040
<v Speaker 2>he's a freakish talent and would have been a tragedy,

0:22:56.119 --> 0:22:58.439
<v Speaker 2>lost a footy in a sense, wouldn't he Absolutely?

0:22:59.200 --> 0:23:01.640
<v Speaker 1>To be honest, I didn't though, because I hadn't seen

0:23:01.640 --> 0:23:03.440
<v Speaker 1>this before, and I hadn't seen it from Chris either.

0:23:04.800 --> 0:23:07.160
<v Speaker 1>I learned later on there was some other stuff going

0:23:07.200 --> 0:23:12.359
<v Speaker 1>on with him. But what happened after that is we

0:23:12.680 --> 0:23:14.440
<v Speaker 1>after we got to Militioruy, we picked him up and

0:23:14.480 --> 0:23:18.240
<v Speaker 1>then we flew down to something like the Raven or

0:23:18.280 --> 0:23:20.760
<v Speaker 1>something like that, and then we got taken down to Portsy.

0:23:21.720 --> 0:23:24.280
<v Speaker 2>The old Eduardo. Eduardo was down there, wasn't he.

0:23:24.520 --> 0:23:29.879
<v Speaker 1>Eddo was on holidays with Rob. I was sharing a

0:23:29.960 --> 0:23:33.720
<v Speaker 1>place together and from frontline, wasn't it? Yeah, that's it.

0:23:34.280 --> 0:23:37.160
<v Speaker 1>That was a hilarious night. Absolutely, but the whole cracked

0:23:37.200 --> 0:23:40.040
<v Speaker 1>up in the reds and you just talked that's it. Wow. Yeah.

0:23:40.119 --> 0:23:42.439
<v Speaker 4>And Taz was happy to come back and you know

0:23:42.520 --> 0:23:43.200
<v Speaker 4>break Bread.

0:23:43.200 --> 0:23:47.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah he was. And so we went down to Portsy

0:23:47.160 --> 0:23:49.919
<v Speaker 1>and at this point in time, everyone was still training

0:23:50.240 --> 0:23:53.479
<v Speaker 1>and I was kind of feeling bad, like we're at Portsy.

0:23:53.720 --> 0:23:56.640
<v Speaker 1>But I think the club they knew that me being

0:23:56.680 --> 0:23:59.320
<v Speaker 1>there was going to help them try and I know

0:23:59.400 --> 0:24:00.920
<v Speaker 1>the reason we is to get him to stay.

0:24:01.680 --> 0:24:03.560
<v Speaker 3>And so what was it not like what's Ed saying?

0:24:03.600 --> 0:24:06.680
<v Speaker 3>What's Tas saying? You were just sitting there witnessing at all.

0:24:06.880 --> 0:24:10.040
<v Speaker 1>Honestly, Taz didn't really say anything. I hope I didn't

0:24:10.040 --> 0:24:12.680
<v Speaker 1>say much. It was just mainly Edie just telling stories

0:24:12.680 --> 0:24:17.760
<v Speaker 1>about himself. It worked somehow, Yeah, it actually works. He

0:24:17.840 --> 0:24:18.879
<v Speaker 1>is hilarious that guy.

0:24:18.960 --> 0:24:20.800
<v Speaker 2>Wow, when you look back, that must be one of

0:24:20.840 --> 0:24:23.840
<v Speaker 2>the more remarkable nights of you, of your footy journey

0:24:23.840 --> 0:24:24.800
<v Speaker 2>in a sense, you.

0:24:24.760 --> 0:24:28.240
<v Speaker 1>Know what I when now that you've spoken about it,

0:24:28.240 --> 0:24:31.960
<v Speaker 1>it's just it probably doesn't. It's kind of unbelievable really,

0:24:32.000 --> 0:24:33.720
<v Speaker 1>but it's just one of those things that I just

0:24:33.720 --> 0:24:35.160
<v Speaker 1>thought was just normal at the time.

0:24:35.359 --> 0:24:37.919
<v Speaker 3>Take us through Ed's involvement, you know, the craziness, the

0:24:37.920 --> 0:24:38.920
<v Speaker 3>good stuff, the bad stuff.

0:24:38.960 --> 0:24:41.280
<v Speaker 4>He was, He was and remains a force of nature.

0:24:41.880 --> 0:24:44.159
<v Speaker 1>He was and I think he was. He was a

0:24:44.160 --> 0:24:46.359
<v Speaker 1>blessing in disguise to that club when he came in,

0:24:46.400 --> 0:24:49.240
<v Speaker 1>because he did turn it around. My only criticism of

0:24:49.280 --> 0:24:51.239
<v Speaker 1>what it did was he took calling it away from

0:24:51.359 --> 0:24:52.040
<v Speaker 1>Victoria Park.

0:24:53.160 --> 0:24:57.000
<v Speaker 7>Today, it's a hugely emotional day, but not one of sadness.

0:24:57.400 --> 0:25:00.240
<v Speaker 7>We say goodbye to Jock mcawell Stadium. At Victoria Riot

0:25:00.320 --> 0:25:04.119
<v Speaker 7>Park and look back on great memories and victories and battles,

0:25:04.640 --> 0:25:08.800
<v Speaker 7>the hard times we've endured, and that indomitable Collingwood spirit

0:25:09.000 --> 0:25:10.000
<v Speaker 7>that has always.

0:25:09.840 --> 0:25:12.280
<v Speaker 2>Just said that before you you felt the Heartland should

0:25:12.280 --> 0:25:14.840
<v Speaker 2>have stayed and as good a facility as it is

0:25:14.840 --> 0:25:17.440
<v Speaker 2>that you know where it is now, but you love

0:25:17.480 --> 0:25:20.159
<v Speaker 2>that suburb and gritty sort of style of footy.

0:25:20.480 --> 0:25:23.240
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and the Bombers left Windy Hill as well. I

0:25:23.280 --> 0:25:26.320
<v Speaker 1>think they should have stayed there. I live in sin

0:25:26.400 --> 0:25:29.240
<v Speaker 1>Kilda now and you've got the Junction Oval literally across

0:25:29.240 --> 0:25:30.840
<v Speaker 1>the road from where I used to live on fitz

0:25:30.920 --> 0:25:34.760
<v Speaker 1>Roy Street, and I just was thinking, how some killer

0:25:34.840 --> 0:25:38.280
<v Speaker 1>are not based here is just ridiculous. But you know,

0:25:38.400 --> 0:25:40.639
<v Speaker 1>people make some bad decisions and we just have to

0:25:40.680 --> 0:25:41.120
<v Speaker 1>live with them.

0:25:41.200 --> 0:25:43.919
<v Speaker 3>So you get a year under Mick Maltouse. Your reflections

0:25:43.920 --> 0:25:46.240
<v Speaker 3>on Mick for what was only a single season.

0:25:47.080 --> 0:25:50.399
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I really enjoyed Mick. I enjoyed his coaching. I

0:25:50.480 --> 0:25:55.520
<v Speaker 1>just enjoyed the way he had a genuine love for

0:25:55.560 --> 0:25:57.800
<v Speaker 1>his players, He really did, and he also had a

0:25:57.880 --> 0:26:02.280
<v Speaker 1>genuine interest in what we're doing outside of footy. Quite often,

0:26:02.320 --> 0:26:06.000
<v Speaker 1>when coaches would talk, i'd quite zone out, you know,

0:26:06.040 --> 0:26:08.520
<v Speaker 1>it's just it just becomes noise. But with Micky was

0:26:08.760 --> 0:26:10.560
<v Speaker 1>he just had you the whole time and what he

0:26:10.560 --> 0:26:11.560
<v Speaker 1>said always made sense.

0:26:11.840 --> 0:26:14.120
<v Speaker 2>Did he paint a picture that this footy club's going

0:26:14.280 --> 0:26:16.840
<v Speaker 2>to go somewhere really quickly? Did you get that feeling

0:26:16.840 --> 0:26:18.919
<v Speaker 2>that that's speaking to a few players, that's what he

0:26:18.960 --> 0:26:21.240
<v Speaker 2>was suggesting, Well, we'll get there really quickly.

0:26:21.720 --> 0:26:25.119
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. So he invited Chris and I over to his

0:26:25.200 --> 0:26:29.600
<v Speaker 1>house for dinner early on and he said, we went out,

0:26:29.880 --> 0:26:32.280
<v Speaker 1>we left the family, We went out a bit like that,

0:26:32.359 --> 0:26:36.159
<v Speaker 1>you know, you go out and have cigars. Yeah, we

0:26:36.400 --> 0:26:39.160
<v Speaker 1>actually went out onto the porch. We didn't have cigars,

0:26:39.200 --> 0:26:42.200
<v Speaker 1>but we went out onto the porch, no cigars or brandy.

0:26:42.240 --> 0:26:45.439
<v Speaker 1>But and he was he said, he said, boys, he is,

0:26:45.560 --> 0:26:47.879
<v Speaker 1>We're going to get there. That's what he said. I

0:26:47.960 --> 0:26:50.240
<v Speaker 1>believed it, even though we'd come last. I actually believe

0:26:50.280 --> 0:26:52.040
<v Speaker 1>we'd do it. And it did turn around very quickly

0:26:52.040 --> 0:26:52.320
<v Speaker 1>for them.

0:26:53.640 --> 0:26:55.280
<v Speaker 2>But you weren't a part of it, which is quite

0:26:55.320 --> 0:26:57.520
<v Speaker 2>remarkable when you think about it now, that he's invited

0:26:57.560 --> 0:27:01.159
<v Speaker 2>you around and that you almost in two thousand season,

0:27:01.200 --> 0:27:03.240
<v Speaker 2>you almost signed a new deal at Collingwood, didn't you

0:27:03.480 --> 0:27:04.119
<v Speaker 2>was that close.

0:27:05.680 --> 0:27:08.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure how close it was. Yeah, I done.

0:27:09.960 --> 0:27:12.240
<v Speaker 1>I had some I had a bad ankle injury that

0:27:12.359 --> 0:27:14.920
<v Speaker 1>year and the doctors said I had three years left

0:27:14.920 --> 0:27:17.320
<v Speaker 1>in the ankle, basically.

0:27:17.119 --> 0:27:19.640
<v Speaker 2>No more after that. That's no more. That's it.

0:27:20.160 --> 0:27:23.520
<v Speaker 4>A few big ones. I haven't known those doctors.

0:27:24.240 --> 0:27:27.359
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, how do you find yourself at the Brisbane lines?

0:27:27.680 --> 0:27:29.399
<v Speaker 4>Swap for Jared Malloy.

0:27:30.080 --> 0:27:33.120
<v Speaker 1>Come home from Thailand led her under the door. There

0:27:33.160 --> 0:27:36.320
<v Speaker 1>was no taking phones on holidays back then, and it

0:27:36.440 --> 0:27:39.200
<v Speaker 1>was just from my manager Ron Jos Joseph saying call

0:27:39.280 --> 0:27:41.200
<v Speaker 1>me asap, So I called him.

0:27:41.359 --> 0:27:42.679
<v Speaker 4>What are you thinking at that stage?

0:27:43.200 --> 0:27:46.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm not I'm thinking this is probably not good because

0:27:46.520 --> 0:27:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I was really happy at Collingwood and I wanted to

0:27:48.000 --> 0:27:50.480
<v Speaker 1>stay at Collingwood, but I understood the nature of the

0:27:50.480 --> 0:27:53.040
<v Speaker 1>beast and anyway, I called him up and he said,

0:27:53.160 --> 0:27:55.439
<v Speaker 1>he goes, I got Gubby Allen from Brisbane here. He

0:27:55.440 --> 0:27:57.960
<v Speaker 1>wants to see you. And I said, oh, they can't

0:27:57.960 --> 0:28:00.280
<v Speaker 1>be good.

0:28:00.800 --> 0:28:02.440
<v Speaker 2>So what went wrong? Do you think in a sense,

0:28:02.480 --> 0:28:05.960
<v Speaker 2>do you think that you and Chris were so tight

0:28:06.040 --> 0:28:09.000
<v Speaker 2>and so close that they thought we've got to break

0:28:09.040 --> 0:28:11.520
<v Speaker 2>this up? Or do you think there's any in any

0:28:11.560 --> 0:28:12.560
<v Speaker 2>situation like that.

0:28:12.760 --> 0:28:14.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I don't think that had anything to

0:28:14.640 --> 0:28:18.640
<v Speaker 1>do with it. I think they probably needed another Well,

0:28:18.640 --> 0:28:20.840
<v Speaker 1>they brought in Jared, traded for Jared, so I'm thinking

0:28:20.840 --> 0:28:24.520
<v Speaker 1>they probably needed a forward. They had Presty Simon press

0:28:24.640 --> 0:28:27.240
<v Speaker 1>g Como him up with kind of similar positions.

0:28:27.320 --> 0:28:28.280
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, they probably.

0:28:28.320 --> 0:28:31.160
<v Speaker 1>They probably thought that he was we don't need two

0:28:31.200 --> 0:28:35.280
<v Speaker 1>of them. We don't need two goalkeepers. One's enough, but

0:28:35.320 --> 0:28:38.400
<v Speaker 1>we need another player like Jared up forward. That's That's

0:28:38.440 --> 0:28:38.920
<v Speaker 1>what I'm thinking.

0:28:39.080 --> 0:28:43.280
<v Speaker 3>So changes in a heartbeat, lightning, you know, Invested Mixed

0:28:43.360 --> 0:28:44.040
<v Speaker 3>brought me out there.

0:28:44.080 --> 0:28:45.000
<v Speaker 4>I didn't get the brandies.

0:28:45.040 --> 0:28:48.760
<v Speaker 1>And then it's extraordinary, it is, and it happened so quickly,

0:28:48.920 --> 0:28:51.520
<v Speaker 1>like literally within a week later, I've got the guys,

0:28:51.640 --> 0:28:54.800
<v Speaker 1>the Brisbane guys that are packing up the house and

0:28:55.040 --> 0:28:57.520
<v Speaker 1>moving everything to Brisbane. And then that's it. It's all over,

0:28:57.560 --> 0:28:58.040
<v Speaker 1>it's finished.

0:28:58.080 --> 0:28:59.880
<v Speaker 2>Were you pissed off? Were you pissed off with Colvid

0:29:00.200 --> 0:29:02.800
<v Speaker 2>started this journey that was going to go somewhere. You've

0:29:02.800 --> 0:29:05.040
<v Speaker 2>been told we're going somewhere, and all of a sudden

0:29:05.040 --> 0:29:05.640
<v Speaker 2>it's gone.

0:29:05.960 --> 0:29:09.800
<v Speaker 1>A little bit. But then you quickly realize that you

0:29:09.920 --> 0:29:11.760
<v Speaker 1>just have to get on with what you're doing and

0:29:12.040 --> 0:29:16.440
<v Speaker 1>then the energy then goes to Brisbane. But in saying that,

0:29:16.480 --> 0:29:19.320
<v Speaker 1>when we when we beat Collingwood in the two and

0:29:19.360 --> 0:29:21.960
<v Speaker 1>the eighth, especially the two Grand Final, for me, it

0:29:22.000 --> 0:29:25.720
<v Speaker 1>was a really hollow victory, Like defeating Essendon the year

0:29:25.720 --> 0:29:29.960
<v Speaker 1>before was just exhilarating because they were a fantastic team

0:29:29.960 --> 0:29:32.680
<v Speaker 1>and I hadn't really no connections with Essendon, but to

0:29:32.720 --> 0:29:35.520
<v Speaker 1>beat Collingwood and the guys that we started that journey with,

0:29:36.120 --> 0:29:40.720
<v Speaker 1>I'd actually stopped the journey or impacted it when I

0:29:40.720 --> 0:29:43.280
<v Speaker 1>should have been a part of it. So that that

0:29:43.560 --> 0:29:45.560
<v Speaker 1>was conflicting for me on that.

0:29:45.560 --> 0:29:48.600
<v Speaker 3>Day and with the evil enemy, whereas you know, Collingwood

0:29:48.600 --> 0:29:50.920
<v Speaker 3>were a ragtag bunch and some young, exciting kids, but

0:29:51.000 --> 0:29:53.080
<v Speaker 3>also some some scrappers. So I mean, there was so

0:29:53.160 --> 0:29:55.040
<v Speaker 3>much to love about Collingwood in two and two.

0:29:55.360 --> 0:29:57.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, And we spoke about it when we were at

0:29:57.440 --> 0:30:01.719
<v Speaker 1>Collingwood that how we'd stayed together and we'd stick that together,

0:30:01.840 --> 0:30:04.440
<v Speaker 1>especially the Interstate Boys, because we used to have that.

0:30:04.680 --> 0:30:06.560
<v Speaker 1>We used to have these nights and dinners where when

0:30:06.560 --> 0:30:08.440
<v Speaker 1>everyone would come over and it was just when the

0:30:08.480 --> 0:30:11.680
<v Speaker 1>PlayStation was getting going and we were playing the FIFA

0:30:11.720 --> 0:30:14.560
<v Speaker 1>World Cup and you choose a country and then we'd

0:30:14.600 --> 0:30:17.520
<v Speaker 1>have the tournaments and then it get quite heated and

0:30:17.640 --> 0:30:20.280
<v Speaker 1>players loved it. But yeah, we were really tight that

0:30:20.440 --> 0:30:21.800
<v Speaker 1>that little group of interstate boys.

0:30:21.960 --> 0:30:22.520
<v Speaker 4>You were cheeky.

0:30:22.920 --> 0:30:25.160
<v Speaker 3>Did you send Jared Lloyd text message after you on

0:30:25.280 --> 0:30:26.200
<v Speaker 3>the flag five months on?

0:30:26.400 --> 0:30:27.040
<v Speaker 1>I did? Yeah?

0:30:27.080 --> 0:30:27.880
<v Speaker 4>What did it say?

0:30:28.280 --> 0:30:30.000
<v Speaker 1>I was very so I just said thanks to this.

0:30:30.920 --> 0:30:33.880
<v Speaker 1>It's a bit It was definitely chea a bit disrespectful us.

0:30:33.880 --> 0:30:36.320
<v Speaker 2>Did he follow it back with a with a text

0:30:36.320 --> 0:30:37.320
<v Speaker 2>back or well?

0:30:37.360 --> 0:30:39.880
<v Speaker 1>First of you responded with who is this right? And

0:30:39.920 --> 0:30:43.120
<v Speaker 1>then I said it's mail and then he responded with

0:30:43.240 --> 0:30:44.960
<v Speaker 1>good you dighead.

0:30:48.040 --> 0:30:49.800
<v Speaker 2>So I mean that's it. I mean, you're you're a

0:30:49.840 --> 0:30:52.760
<v Speaker 2>young lad. You've just want a PREMI year. Do you

0:30:53.000 --> 0:30:55.200
<v Speaker 2>obviously look back and say, probably shouldn't have said that.

0:30:55.400 --> 0:30:57.640
<v Speaker 1>I should not have said that. That was very disrespectful.

0:30:57.840 --> 0:30:59.400
<v Speaker 1>But I was at the pub with Tim Knighting and

0:30:59.440 --> 0:30:59.960
<v Speaker 1>John Brown.

0:31:00.080 --> 0:31:03.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you don't need to add any further. Did you

0:31:03.880 --> 0:31:06.000
<v Speaker 2>feel like it was like, obviously you win. You don't

0:31:06.000 --> 0:31:08.000
<v Speaker 2>realize you're going to go on and play in more Premierships,

0:31:08.040 --> 0:31:09.320
<v Speaker 2>but it was a bit of a win for p

0:31:09.440 --> 0:31:11.880
<v Speaker 2>and G as well, Like in a sense, like what

0:31:11.960 --> 0:31:13.400
<v Speaker 2>did it mean to the people of P and G

0:31:13.560 --> 0:31:15.120
<v Speaker 2>winning winning that premiership?

0:31:16.920 --> 0:31:19.600
<v Speaker 1>The AFL, P and NG It meant to lot. It

0:31:19.640 --> 0:31:21.080
<v Speaker 1>was a real boost in the arm. I shot it

0:31:21.160 --> 0:31:25.680
<v Speaker 1>down front. Yeah, for the development of the game. If

0:31:25.760 --> 0:31:28.800
<v Speaker 1>in hindsight, I'm not sure whether the AFL did enough correct.

0:31:28.840 --> 0:31:29.880
<v Speaker 2>What do you think about it now?

0:31:30.080 --> 0:31:32.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Like I think now it's a massive story. If

0:31:33.360 --> 0:31:35.360
<v Speaker 1>a player from P and G came to Oh there's

0:31:35.360 --> 0:31:38.640
<v Speaker 1>a young player from Yeah. But if a player came

0:31:38.760 --> 0:31:41.360
<v Speaker 1>through that had that profile that I had at the

0:31:41.400 --> 0:31:44.360
<v Speaker 1>time and played in the premiership and won it, I'd

0:31:44.400 --> 0:31:47.360
<v Speaker 1>be grabbing that guy and doing a lot more to

0:31:47.640 --> 0:31:49.760
<v Speaker 1>promote the game in the country.

0:31:50.920 --> 0:31:52.360
<v Speaker 4>Two thousand and two you've talked about that.

0:31:52.400 --> 0:31:54.840
<v Speaker 3>You felt queasy, you know obviously come up against the

0:31:55.720 --> 0:31:58.000
<v Speaker 3>you know, year old team, the Pies. John Brown famously

0:31:58.000 --> 0:32:00.400
<v Speaker 3>says that the biggest sprays that ever occur first day

0:32:00.440 --> 0:32:02.840
<v Speaker 3>preseason with Lee Matthews, you know, just knocking you blokes

0:32:02.840 --> 0:32:06.040
<v Speaker 3>down a peg. So you've won the unwinnable premiership. How

0:32:06.040 --> 0:32:07.480
<v Speaker 3>did you set you up for that next year and

0:32:07.480 --> 0:32:08.600
<v Speaker 3>of course the subsequent years.

0:32:10.400 --> 0:32:13.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's about the motivation. And I do remember I

0:32:13.240 --> 0:32:15.960
<v Speaker 1>had a conversation with Lee over the preseason going into

0:32:16.040 --> 0:32:18.880
<v Speaker 1>two thousand and two and I said, I'm really struggling

0:32:18.960 --> 0:32:21.840
<v Speaker 1>right now to find the motivation to get back into training.

0:32:22.720 --> 0:32:27.000
<v Speaker 1>And he said to me along the lines of that's understandable,

0:32:27.240 --> 0:32:30.480
<v Speaker 1>but you've just got to pick yourself up and just go.

0:32:30.600 --> 0:32:33.360
<v Speaker 1>And I think it's more so once the games started

0:32:33.400 --> 0:32:35.920
<v Speaker 1>and we got back into the competitive spirit of it,

0:32:36.000 --> 0:32:39.480
<v Speaker 1>that you get back into it. Two thousand and two

0:32:39.600 --> 0:32:42.440
<v Speaker 1>was a far more successful season than two thousand and one,

0:32:42.480 --> 0:32:45.560
<v Speaker 1>but we nearly lost the Grand Final, and we came

0:32:45.600 --> 0:32:51.000
<v Speaker 1>within a whisker of losing that, and there was a

0:32:51.040 --> 0:32:54.080
<v Speaker 1>particular time in the last quarter where Josh Fraser kicked

0:32:54.080 --> 0:32:58.600
<v Speaker 1>the banana from the boundary and then literally ten seconds

0:32:58.680 --> 0:33:01.960
<v Speaker 1>later it started raining. I remember I was walking back

0:33:02.000 --> 0:33:04.920
<v Speaker 1>and I looked at Justin Lepage and I said, we

0:33:05.040 --> 0:33:07.360
<v Speaker 1>could actually lose this. I didn't. I didn't say it.

0:33:07.600 --> 0:33:10.440
<v Speaker 1>There's a lot more swearing that that we could actually

0:33:10.480 --> 0:33:14.400
<v Speaker 1>lose this. I said, like, this is slipping through our

0:33:14.440 --> 0:33:17.000
<v Speaker 1>fingers and we need to do something here to to

0:33:17.040 --> 0:33:17.880
<v Speaker 1>get it back.

0:33:17.720 --> 0:33:22.480
<v Speaker 2>From to hunt absolutely and the Anthony Rocker goal that wasn't.

0:33:22.600 --> 0:33:25.640
<v Speaker 4>As much time as you want because understanding.

0:33:27.320 --> 0:33:30.280
<v Speaker 2>Just got over some therapy with this. You had a

0:33:30.280 --> 0:33:32.200
<v Speaker 2>good look at it. You weren't sure after the game,

0:33:32.240 --> 0:33:35.320
<v Speaker 2>were you, Anthony Rocker Still it says to this day

0:33:35.360 --> 0:33:38.880
<v Speaker 2>it was one hundred percent of goal. A lot of

0:33:39.280 --> 0:33:40.920
<v Speaker 2>you know, we're pasted, a lot of the water's gone

0:33:40.960 --> 0:33:42.960
<v Speaker 2>under the bridge. Now you can tell us that it was.

0:33:43.320 --> 0:33:44.600
<v Speaker 1>It's kind of a Wayne Harm's moment.

0:33:46.040 --> 0:33:48.200
<v Speaker 2>It's very much a Collingwood thing, isn't it. It is

0:33:48.760 --> 0:33:51.920
<v Speaker 2>the what happened. Tell us about your thoughts and you

0:33:51.960 --> 0:33:53.240
<v Speaker 2>know what you saw at the moment.

0:33:53.560 --> 0:33:55.720
<v Speaker 1>Well, I know Anthony really well, and I know that

0:33:55.760 --> 0:33:58.560
<v Speaker 1>he doesn't celebrate goals if he if he hasn't kicked

0:33:58.640 --> 0:34:01.640
<v Speaker 1>him right. So if he is that, he'll he'll he'll

0:34:01.680 --> 0:34:04.000
<v Speaker 1>be disappointed in himself when he kicked it. He's done

0:34:04.040 --> 0:34:07.880
<v Speaker 1>the big the pump, the jump and pump. And I've

0:34:07.880 --> 0:34:10.000
<v Speaker 1>looked over and I've and it looked like it was

0:34:10.040 --> 0:34:11.919
<v Speaker 1>a goal from where I was standing, but I could

0:34:11.960 --> 0:34:14.400
<v Speaker 1>I could understand the goal ump by that stands right

0:34:14.480 --> 0:34:17.719
<v Speaker 1>underneath the post may have thought it would have shaved it,

0:34:17.760 --> 0:34:22.480
<v Speaker 1>who knows, But from where I stood, it kind of

0:34:22.480 --> 0:34:23.360
<v Speaker 1>looked like it's snuck in.

0:34:24.960 --> 0:34:27.680
<v Speaker 3>Tuk Us through Akka and your I suppose love for

0:34:28.120 --> 0:34:31.719
<v Speaker 3>the great stuff, but you know the frustration famously, Len

0:34:31.760 --> 0:34:34.600
<v Speaker 3>Matthew's caught it a consultant at times. Do you feel

0:34:34.640 --> 0:34:36.360
<v Speaker 3>like the club handled him really well until it just

0:34:36.360 --> 0:34:37.440
<v Speaker 3>couldn't handle him anymore.

0:34:37.560 --> 0:34:42.200
<v Speaker 1>I just think that's exactly how it happened. In any industry,

0:34:42.400 --> 0:34:46.560
<v Speaker 1>you look after your resources, especially the ones that are

0:34:46.640 --> 0:34:49.440
<v Speaker 1>good for you. And Aka was very good for that club.

0:34:49.760 --> 0:34:52.359
<v Speaker 1>And he wasn't just good on the field. I mean,

0:34:52.600 --> 0:34:54.279
<v Speaker 1>he was brilliant on the field, but he was very

0:34:54.320 --> 0:34:57.040
<v Speaker 1>good for the Brisbane lines in Brisbane. It's good for

0:34:57.520 --> 0:35:00.200
<v Speaker 1>he was good for AFL in Brisbane. He he was

0:35:00.239 --> 0:35:02.600
<v Speaker 1>putting the lines on the front page of the Courier Mail,

0:35:03.080 --> 0:35:05.840
<v Speaker 1>which I don't think anyone had ever seen ever, you know,

0:35:05.880 --> 0:35:09.080
<v Speaker 1>and he was on radio program's TV. I understood that

0:35:09.160 --> 0:35:12.200
<v Speaker 1>his plight. He wanted to be a celebrity AFL footballer,

0:35:12.560 --> 0:35:16.240
<v Speaker 1>and I had no issues with that. The only problem

0:35:16.320 --> 0:35:18.600
<v Speaker 1>was it was always going to there was always going

0:35:18.640 --> 0:35:21.160
<v Speaker 1>to be a head on collision somewhere at some point

0:35:21.200 --> 0:35:24.040
<v Speaker 1>and at some time with whoever was running the climb

0:35:24.040 --> 0:35:26.160
<v Speaker 1>and at the time, it was still Lea and that's

0:35:26.160 --> 0:35:26.680
<v Speaker 1>what happened.

0:35:27.560 --> 0:35:30.520
<v Speaker 3>Any issues with his handstands as sat in this seat

0:35:30.560 --> 0:35:33.800
<v Speaker 3>and talked about how it got eradicated at the Bulldogs.

0:35:33.480 --> 0:35:36.799
<v Speaker 1>Nope, couldn't care. I couldn't care what anyone else does

0:35:36.800 --> 0:35:39.680
<v Speaker 1>on the field as long as it doesn't affect their performance.

0:35:40.000 --> 0:35:43.200
<v Speaker 2>How confident were you going into that Grand Final against Collingwood?

0:35:43.200 --> 0:35:45.160
<v Speaker 2>You said something, I don't know whether it was mind

0:35:45.200 --> 0:35:47.400
<v Speaker 2>games or whatever, but you said, you know, they've already

0:35:47.440 --> 0:35:50.399
<v Speaker 2>got the engraved Collingwood on the cup. You're obviously trying

0:35:50.400 --> 0:35:52.319
<v Speaker 2>to get a bit of seed of doubt in their mind.

0:35:52.360 --> 0:35:53.799
<v Speaker 2>And that's the way it turned out in a lot

0:35:53.840 --> 0:35:55.160
<v Speaker 2>of ways, wasn't it. There were a lot of seeds

0:35:55.200 --> 0:35:57.279
<v Speaker 2>of doubt in Collingwood's minds without Anthony Rocker.

0:35:57.640 --> 0:35:59.560
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and they beat us in that first fine as

0:35:59.600 --> 0:36:02.920
<v Speaker 1>he said, so they were very confident. I knew that

0:36:03.160 --> 0:36:06.399
<v Speaker 1>if it was a dry, slick day that we would

0:36:06.440 --> 0:36:10.239
<v Speaker 1>be would be a chance, just just because of their personnel.

0:36:11.920 --> 0:36:14.200
<v Speaker 1>I was just recently in Perth and I was caught

0:36:14.280 --> 0:36:16.720
<v Speaker 1>up with Michael Braun and we were having a debate

0:36:16.800 --> 0:36:20.080
<v Speaker 1>on his West Coast Eagles midfield and the Brisbane midfield,

0:36:20.680 --> 0:36:23.200
<v Speaker 1>and we both just came to the conclusion that they

0:36:23.200 --> 0:36:27.719
<v Speaker 1>were just too unbelievable midfields breaks. So I knew that

0:36:27.760 --> 0:36:29.880
<v Speaker 1>and just came back to that. I knew that our midfield,

0:36:30.320 --> 0:36:33.759
<v Speaker 1>if it was a nice dry day, they would have

0:36:33.840 --> 0:36:38.080
<v Speaker 1>enough firepairer and class to to get the ball into

0:36:38.080 --> 0:36:42.080
<v Speaker 1>our forward lines in scoring positions enough that would be

0:36:42.120 --> 0:36:42.440
<v Speaker 1>a chance.

0:36:42.640 --> 0:36:45.800
<v Speaker 2>They moment.

0:36:47.400 --> 0:36:50.160
<v Speaker 3>Blokes like Colon Sure jumping out of the way, let's

0:36:50.160 --> 0:36:50.879
<v Speaker 3>call it what it is.

0:36:51.440 --> 0:36:54.760
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, well, no, as Colin woul support, you'd say that happened.

0:36:55.800 --> 0:36:58.920
<v Speaker 2>They There were some very very nervous moments from Collingwood

0:36:58.920 --> 0:37:00.839
<v Speaker 2>from that from almost the outset, wasn't it.

0:37:01.920 --> 0:37:04.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, And this is a great thing about Lee, he

0:37:04.320 --> 0:37:08.440
<v Speaker 1>just he just always said get your head and shoulders

0:37:08.440 --> 0:37:11.000
<v Speaker 1>over the ball, and even if that means that it

0:37:11.040 --> 0:37:14.359
<v Speaker 1>comes at some personal injury or sacrifice, that's what That's

0:37:14.360 --> 0:37:15.880
<v Speaker 1>what the team has to do. And we did that

0:37:15.920 --> 0:37:18.279
<v Speaker 1>on the day. I don't want to speak ill of

0:37:18.560 --> 0:37:22.120
<v Speaker 1>the Collingwood players or what happened with them, but that's

0:37:22.160 --> 0:37:27.640
<v Speaker 1>what we did. And it just seemed a bit. It

0:37:27.680 --> 0:37:30.279
<v Speaker 1>seemed like we just all had we're going for the

0:37:30.280 --> 0:37:32.879
<v Speaker 1>one cause and it turned out that way.

0:37:32.920 --> 0:37:33.880
<v Speaker 2>It was meant v boys.

0:37:33.920 --> 0:37:36.000
<v Speaker 4>Really wouldn't it that physicality?

0:37:36.040 --> 0:37:38.160
<v Speaker 3>I mean, you and Chris Scott, you are involved in

0:37:38.160 --> 0:37:39.880
<v Speaker 3>that famous incident with Nick gree Well, when Nick was

0:37:39.880 --> 0:37:42.440
<v Speaker 3>banged up as a young kid there, you played by

0:37:42.440 --> 0:37:44.560
<v Speaker 3>the rules of the day. Later on you weren't allowed

0:37:44.560 --> 0:37:49.560
<v Speaker 3>to injure to target injured players. Well, what's your thoughts

0:37:49.600 --> 0:37:50.839
<v Speaker 3>on that incident and what.

0:37:50.840 --> 0:37:53.680
<v Speaker 4>Happened that day. There's a lot of discussion about it afterwards.

0:37:53.880 --> 0:37:57.160
<v Speaker 1>Well, I'm disappointed that Nick actually was able to play

0:37:57.160 --> 0:38:00.680
<v Speaker 1>footy again, running and.

0:38:00.680 --> 0:38:03.320
<v Speaker 6>Trenched him on the shoulder. I can get it before

0:38:03.360 --> 0:38:06.719
<v Speaker 6>him take both suffered him up off the play one

0:38:06.840 --> 0:38:09.680
<v Speaker 6>hundred meters off the plane. Nick Reeve an't standing there.

0:38:09.800 --> 0:38:12.640
<v Speaker 6>Scott and Michael went up and crunched that right shoulder.

0:38:12.760 --> 0:38:18.680
<v Speaker 1>It's like watching the wrestling. Yeah, So when he came

0:38:18.719 --> 0:38:22.440
<v Speaker 1>back I was a bit disappointed I didn't get him properly. Now,

0:38:22.440 --> 0:38:23.880
<v Speaker 1>but you're right, Ralphie, it was the time of the

0:38:23.960 --> 0:38:26.719
<v Speaker 1>day and the times of the day, and it was

0:38:27.239 --> 0:38:30.120
<v Speaker 1>win it all costs and getting Nick out of the

0:38:30.160 --> 0:38:32.000
<v Speaker 1>game was what I thought we had to do.

0:38:32.360 --> 0:38:34.880
<v Speaker 2>Was that what made your team great as well? That

0:38:35.000 --> 0:38:38.120
<v Speaker 2>you were ruthless. You you were prepared to do whatever

0:38:38.200 --> 0:38:40.439
<v Speaker 2>within the rules, and sometimes even a little bit without

0:38:40.520 --> 0:38:42.400
<v Speaker 2>to actually get the job done.

0:38:43.120 --> 0:38:48.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think so. Yeah, with a lot of workplaces

0:38:48.800 --> 0:38:51.960
<v Speaker 1>and work things now, there's there's a lot of things

0:38:51.960 --> 0:38:55.799
<v Speaker 1>that you can and can't do. But with that particular team,

0:38:56.440 --> 0:38:59.400
<v Speaker 1>we had a let's call it a win. It all costs, mentality,

0:39:00.080 --> 0:39:03.520
<v Speaker 1>whatever it takes, and yeah, sometimes we did cross the line.

0:39:04.200 --> 0:39:08.440
<v Speaker 1>I look back on it and probably a bit embarrassed

0:39:08.480 --> 0:39:10.200
<v Speaker 1>with a couple of things that I've done, but at

0:39:10.239 --> 0:39:11.359
<v Speaker 1>the time, that's just what we did.

0:39:11.480 --> 0:39:12.879
<v Speaker 4>And you know what, that's what you did.

0:39:12.960 --> 0:39:14.920
<v Speaker 3>And then you look at the image of Nick basically

0:39:14.920 --> 0:39:17.000
<v Speaker 3>in tears on the bench and you're not to know

0:39:17.040 --> 0:39:18.960
<v Speaker 3>that he's going to have that physical reaction.

0:39:19.080 --> 0:39:20.960
<v Speaker 1>Well, I didn't know. He was a big crow baby.

0:39:23.200 --> 0:39:25.040
<v Speaker 2>Did you ever talk to him about it? You would

0:39:25.040 --> 0:39:27.440
<v Speaker 2>have crossed paths at some stage, I would imagine, did

0:39:27.480 --> 0:39:28.879
<v Speaker 2>you ever have a chat?

0:39:29.280 --> 0:39:31.640
<v Speaker 1>We crossed pars, but we just never spoke about it.

0:39:31.640 --> 0:39:33.200
<v Speaker 1>It was one of those things that I know, it's

0:39:33.239 --> 0:39:36.719
<v Speaker 1>like an ex girlfriend just you remember, but you just

0:39:36.719 --> 0:39:37.400
<v Speaker 1>don't talk about it.

0:39:38.640 --> 0:39:42.719
<v Speaker 2>Spoils So three flags in a row like you remarkable.

0:39:42.719 --> 0:39:44.080
<v Speaker 2>You know, one of your last years at college it

0:39:44.200 --> 0:39:45.840
<v Speaker 2>ends in a wooden spoon, you get the three flags.

0:39:46.160 --> 0:39:48.320
<v Speaker 2>Are you super proud of the fact that you played

0:39:48.320 --> 0:39:50.960
<v Speaker 2>well in those Grand finals? Like, not just as a group,

0:39:51.000 --> 0:39:52.880
<v Speaker 2>but you personally. I think I think you might have

0:39:52.880 --> 0:39:55.120
<v Speaker 2>played on Tristan Walker or something like that in a

0:39:55.120 --> 0:39:57.040
<v Speaker 2>fair bit of the two thousand and three Grand Final,

0:39:57.120 --> 0:39:58.920
<v Speaker 2>but you know you had a tough one against Rock

0:39:58.960 --> 0:40:01.280
<v Speaker 2>of the year before, but you play well in grand finals.

0:40:01.400 --> 0:40:03.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. I always proud of myself and playing well in

0:40:03.760 --> 0:40:07.279
<v Speaker 1>big games on the big stage. So, like I said,

0:40:07.280 --> 0:40:09.560
<v Speaker 1>I was lucky that in those games I was a

0:40:09.600 --> 0:40:10.240
<v Speaker 1>peak fitness.

0:40:10.600 --> 0:40:12.800
<v Speaker 3>Do you care about history? You the greatest team in

0:40:12.840 --> 0:40:14.920
<v Speaker 3>the modern era? Do you know compete yourself to a

0:40:15.080 --> 0:40:18.319
<v Speaker 3>long different people? Obviously Macus Machine team and the great

0:40:18.360 --> 0:40:19.960
<v Speaker 3>Melbourne Sizer late fifties and six.

0:40:20.320 --> 0:40:22.640
<v Speaker 1>No, I'd probably greatest, higher than all of them. That's great,

0:40:23.400 --> 0:40:24.440
<v Speaker 1>seriously that you do.

0:40:24.800 --> 0:40:27.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you look at your midfield, you look at your forwards, backs,

0:40:27.680 --> 0:40:28.600
<v Speaker 2>you think you were the best.

0:40:28.960 --> 0:40:31.400
<v Speaker 1>I know, I think the Hawthorne team of the eighties,

0:40:32.400 --> 0:40:38.680
<v Speaker 1>so actually least team that team, Dermy Dunstall, Dipper, Tucky,

0:40:38.719 --> 0:40:40.080
<v Speaker 1>I think they played what eight.

0:40:40.239 --> 0:40:43.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they played seven grad finals in yeah, eighty three

0:40:43.440 --> 0:40:46.600
<v Speaker 2>to eighty nine, whatever, that was, eighty three to eighty nine.

0:40:46.600 --> 0:40:48.479
<v Speaker 2>They played in every Grand final that time.

0:40:48.600 --> 0:40:50.280
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and then they want to get in ninety one.

0:40:50.200 --> 0:40:51.880
<v Speaker 2>Correct, They want to get in ninety one with some

0:40:51.960 --> 0:40:53.960
<v Speaker 2>younger guys but still a few of the older guys there.

0:40:54.000 --> 0:40:55.400
<v Speaker 2>So you think that might be the best.

0:40:55.600 --> 0:40:58.520
<v Speaker 1>I think that team was the best team that I remember.

0:40:58.800 --> 0:41:02.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, of my leading into that Grand Final, the Port

0:41:02.600 --> 0:41:05.279
<v Speaker 2>Adelaide game in terms of you know, you've had the

0:41:05.320 --> 0:41:08.040
<v Speaker 2>shorter you've had injuries, but you've had the shorter turnaround

0:41:08.040 --> 0:41:10.399
<v Speaker 2>you've played in Melbourne. You've had to have flights back

0:41:10.440 --> 0:41:14.279
<v Speaker 2>and forward. Did that cost you the wind? Do you think, no,

0:41:14.840 --> 0:41:17.000
<v Speaker 2>we would have lost to Port You would have lost regardless.

0:41:17.080 --> 0:41:19.839
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. I've gone back and looked at that and watched

0:41:19.880 --> 0:41:23.440
<v Speaker 1>that game, and they would have beaten this regardless. They

0:41:23.520 --> 0:41:25.880
<v Speaker 1>were they were a good side, they were fit, and

0:41:25.920 --> 0:41:28.279
<v Speaker 1>they were basically us in two thousand and one. Yeah,

0:41:28.560 --> 0:41:30.600
<v Speaker 1>and we were Essendon. They just ran over the top

0:41:30.600 --> 0:41:31.400
<v Speaker 1>of that analogy.

0:41:31.480 --> 0:41:33.239
<v Speaker 2>That is because it is that way. You were a

0:41:33.239 --> 0:41:34.440
<v Speaker 2>bit banged up and tired.

0:41:35.239 --> 0:41:37.560
<v Speaker 1>We let it half time and Esson led it half

0:41:37.600 --> 0:41:39.319
<v Speaker 1>time and they just ran over the top of us

0:41:39.360 --> 0:41:42.279
<v Speaker 1>that we had no answers for. If that game had

0:41:42.360 --> 0:41:43.920
<v Speaker 1>gone for another quarter, we would have lost by one

0:41:43.960 --> 0:41:44.520
<v Speaker 1>hundred points.

0:41:44.560 --> 0:41:47.160
<v Speaker 2>Really tell us about the fight. There a few fights

0:41:47.160 --> 0:41:50.960
<v Speaker 2>that day. Lynchy had a few throwing cut lunches, and

0:41:51.000 --> 0:41:53.560
<v Speaker 2>it was a pretty was that part and parcel of

0:41:53.600 --> 0:41:55.680
<v Speaker 2>the fact that you guys thought were trying to do

0:41:55.719 --> 0:41:57.640
<v Speaker 2>everything to win this, but we just can't.

0:41:58.600 --> 0:41:59.879
<v Speaker 1>I think so. And I think Lynch you had done

0:41:59.920 --> 0:42:02.560
<v Speaker 1>it Hamstring, Yeah, by that stage, So I think he

0:42:02.600 --> 0:42:06.759
<v Speaker 1>felt that. Actually I shouldn't say, I think I shouldn't

0:42:07.000 --> 0:42:11.000
<v Speaker 1>speak for him, but from what I saw, I think

0:42:11.040 --> 0:42:14.960
<v Speaker 1>that Alistair might have thought that he couldn't help us

0:42:14.960 --> 0:42:16.480
<v Speaker 1>anymore that day, and the only way he could do

0:42:16.520 --> 0:42:18.680
<v Speaker 1>that was to maybe take a couple of them out.

0:42:19.120 --> 0:42:22.399
<v Speaker 3>You said after the game, I think you got one

0:42:22.400 --> 0:42:24.520
<v Speaker 3>of the journals to come back after twenty minutes. You

0:42:24.560 --> 0:42:27.120
<v Speaker 3>needed to compose yourself, and you said a few things

0:42:27.120 --> 0:42:29.120
<v Speaker 3>that we did are uncharacteristic of us.

0:42:29.160 --> 0:42:31.160
<v Speaker 4>I mean a few egos got in the way as well.

0:42:31.360 --> 0:42:33.200
<v Speaker 3>We had a shot on goal taken away by a

0:42:33.239 --> 0:42:35.239
<v Speaker 3>decision that was reversed, which for the back line was

0:42:35.280 --> 0:42:38.560
<v Speaker 3>devastating instead of shooting for goal. They're big words, but

0:42:38.600 --> 0:42:41.000
<v Speaker 3>that's what happens in the quadron of a Grand final.

0:42:41.160 --> 0:42:45.040
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and it was a twelve point turnaround Byron Picker

0:42:45.120 --> 0:42:47.400
<v Speaker 1>kicks a goal. That's right. Yeah. So, and then you

0:42:47.480 --> 0:42:49.920
<v Speaker 1>need everything going right for you on Grand Final day.

0:42:49.960 --> 0:42:52.319
<v Speaker 1>You need you need the bold of bounds for you

0:42:52.360 --> 0:42:55.239
<v Speaker 1>need some decisions from the umpire and you need to

0:42:55.280 --> 0:42:57.560
<v Speaker 1>be playing well. And if you're having a shot for

0:42:57.680 --> 0:43:00.400
<v Speaker 1>goal right in front and someone does something but it

0:43:00.440 --> 0:43:02.400
<v Speaker 1>goes down the other end and they score, that's not

0:43:02.520 --> 0:43:06.719
<v Speaker 1>going well for you. And they're the things that when

0:43:06.760 --> 0:43:09.279
<v Speaker 1>you look back on in hindsight, are the things that

0:43:09.360 --> 0:43:11.880
<v Speaker 1>cost you. And we had to be, had to have

0:43:11.880 --> 0:43:12.440
<v Speaker 1>been better.

0:43:12.440 --> 0:43:12.799
<v Speaker 4>Came Moon.

0:43:12.800 --> 0:43:14.880
<v Speaker 3>He always thinks about the losses more than the wins.

0:43:15.719 --> 0:43:17.719
<v Speaker 3>How do you reflect upon it? You just think about

0:43:17.719 --> 0:43:19.360
<v Speaker 3>the three pairter? Do you think about the one that

0:43:19.440 --> 0:43:19.839
<v Speaker 3>got away?

0:43:19.920 --> 0:43:22.120
<v Speaker 1>I think about the one they got away that kept me,

0:43:22.239 --> 0:43:24.279
<v Speaker 1>that kept me up for a while, that one did. Yeah,

0:43:24.520 --> 0:43:29.719
<v Speaker 1>I'd think about it right up until like easily ten

0:43:29.800 --> 0:43:30.279
<v Speaker 1>years after.

0:43:30.560 --> 0:43:33.880
<v Speaker 2>Really, you said, you've said once before that you cried

0:43:33.920 --> 0:43:36.480
<v Speaker 2>after that game. Had you done that in your footy

0:43:36.480 --> 0:43:37.080
<v Speaker 2>career before.

0:43:37.800 --> 0:43:40.280
<v Speaker 1>No, I hadn't, and it was it was quite strange.

0:43:40.440 --> 0:43:44.520
<v Speaker 1>I came into the the rooms disappointed. Yeah, there was

0:43:44.600 --> 0:43:47.920
<v Speaker 1>no in the sense of tears were coming. This is

0:43:47.920 --> 0:43:52.960
<v Speaker 1>me after just calling Nickaller. But it was it was

0:43:53.000 --> 0:43:55.319
<v Speaker 1>only when I saw my family. My family came into

0:43:55.320 --> 0:43:57.799
<v Speaker 1>the rooms and then I just I just started crying

0:43:57.800 --> 0:44:00.239
<v Speaker 1>and I felt that I'd let them down. As I

0:44:00.280 --> 0:44:02.000
<v Speaker 1>was fit that day. Turn I thought I was going

0:44:02.040 --> 0:44:02.640
<v Speaker 1>to have a good game.

0:44:03.160 --> 0:44:03.880
<v Speaker 2>She did have a good game.

0:44:03.960 --> 0:44:04.480
<v Speaker 1>She played it right.

0:44:04.520 --> 0:44:06.920
<v Speaker 2>It was a great deal, wasn't it. You played Warren Treadray,

0:44:06.960 --> 0:44:07.600
<v Speaker 2>Foreign Treadery.

0:44:07.680 --> 0:44:09.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and I just felt that I'd let them down.

0:44:10.080 --> 0:44:12.600
<v Speaker 3>So you know, your ankles held up, you're playing great football,

0:44:13.000 --> 0:44:15.200
<v Speaker 3>but you're twenty nine years of age and you tell

0:44:15.239 --> 0:44:16.040
<v Speaker 3>Brisbane that's it.

0:44:16.360 --> 0:44:18.440
<v Speaker 4>I'm ready for the next phase of my life, is

0:44:18.480 --> 0:44:21.319
<v Speaker 4>what you said. How did it unfold? Now?

0:44:21.400 --> 0:44:23.520
<v Speaker 1>I actually went into Lee's office and I said, well,

0:44:23.520 --> 0:44:25.880
<v Speaker 1>they knew that I was doing some stuff outside of

0:44:25.880 --> 0:44:28.000
<v Speaker 1>footage anyway, so I just went in there and said

0:44:28.000 --> 0:44:30.879
<v Speaker 1>I did like a day off to do that during

0:44:30.880 --> 0:44:34.160
<v Speaker 1>the week, and he said no, and.

0:44:34.080 --> 0:44:36.640
<v Speaker 2>He right respondence will be entered into it no.

0:44:36.719 --> 0:44:39.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, there was no, There was no I think you're

0:44:39.320 --> 0:44:41.640
<v Speaker 1>making your decision a bad decision. I think you're making

0:44:41.680 --> 0:44:43.320
<v Speaker 1>the wrong decision, or do you want to have a

0:44:43.360 --> 0:44:45.360
<v Speaker 1>little think about it, come back to me. It's just

0:44:45.440 --> 0:44:49.879
<v Speaker 1>like that. And I said I'm thinking about retiring if

0:44:49.880 --> 0:44:52.400
<v Speaker 1>I can't, and he said okay, and that was it.

0:44:52.400 --> 0:44:53.400
<v Speaker 4>It was that harsh.

0:44:54.040 --> 0:44:56.680
<v Speaker 1>An hour later, I was in Michael Bowser's office signing

0:44:56.680 --> 0:44:57.520
<v Speaker 1>my release papers.

0:44:57.920 --> 0:45:00.840
<v Speaker 2>That's it. Is that a headspin like you were probably

0:45:00.840 --> 0:45:03.279
<v Speaker 2>thinking about it, but you weren't probably certain if you'd

0:45:03.280 --> 0:45:04.520
<v Speaker 2>have said I'll give you the day off, would you

0:45:04.520 --> 0:45:05.080
<v Speaker 2>have kept playing?

0:45:06.320 --> 0:45:06.799
<v Speaker 1>Probably not.

0:45:07.560 --> 0:45:09.560
<v Speaker 2>You thought that was probably nearly it. Yeah.

0:45:09.680 --> 0:45:12.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'd spoken to my family as well, and my

0:45:12.880 --> 0:45:15.000
<v Speaker 1>dad was saying you should keep playing, yeah, and my

0:45:15.120 --> 0:45:19.080
<v Speaker 1>mum was saying do what you want, as mums did.

0:45:19.200 --> 0:45:19.439
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:45:19.480 --> 0:45:22.120
<v Speaker 1>Of course I still had a year to run on

0:45:22.120 --> 0:45:25.480
<v Speaker 1>my contract. Yeah, so I just wanted one day off

0:45:25.640 --> 0:45:27.080
<v Speaker 1>to work on this stuff.

0:45:27.400 --> 0:45:30.560
<v Speaker 3>You know, some charity staff, a foundation, some of the

0:45:30.600 --> 0:45:31.640
<v Speaker 3>expanding P and G stuff.

0:45:31.640 --> 0:45:33.400
<v Speaker 1>Is that right, Yeah, that's it was. It was the

0:45:33.400 --> 0:45:37.879
<v Speaker 1>early days of my PNG work and I just, yeah,

0:45:38.160 --> 0:45:41.320
<v Speaker 1>I just felt that I needed just one day for development.

0:45:41.320 --> 0:45:43.040
<v Speaker 1>Because I knew that I was, I was coming to

0:45:43.080 --> 0:45:44.840
<v Speaker 1>the end of it twenty nine and.

0:45:44.880 --> 0:45:47.040
<v Speaker 3>So at least sense the fact that you know that

0:45:47.040 --> 0:45:49.120
<v Speaker 3>there were greater issues there, or that he thought your

0:45:49.640 --> 0:45:51.920
<v Speaker 3>body was breaking down, and you know, because it seems

0:45:52.000 --> 0:45:55.200
<v Speaker 3>unreasonably harsh from.

0:45:54.440 --> 0:45:57.719
<v Speaker 1>I think he just and he said it. He said

0:45:57.719 --> 0:45:59.520
<v Speaker 1>to me, if you can't prepare to be a football

0:45:59.520 --> 0:46:02.799
<v Speaker 1>then shouldn't footballer, which he's right, he's absolutely spot on.

0:46:02.880 --> 0:46:06.440
<v Speaker 1>So I retired that day and that was it.

0:46:07.080 --> 0:46:10.120
<v Speaker 2>How long after that was the cheeky little text from

0:46:10.160 --> 0:46:13.360
<v Speaker 2>Gary O'Donell, who you'd obviously worked with before. The cheeky

0:46:13.360 --> 0:46:16.440
<v Speaker 2>little texts from Gary who was then at Essendon.

0:46:16.800 --> 0:46:19.239
<v Speaker 1>He texted me about a week later. But he just

0:46:19.280 --> 0:46:21.720
<v Speaker 1>texted me and said congratulations on you on your career

0:46:21.760 --> 0:46:23.640
<v Speaker 1>and I said thanks, and then I said I'm off

0:46:23.680 --> 0:46:27.200
<v Speaker 1>to Thailand for holiday now. So yeah, and that was it.

0:46:27.360 --> 0:46:29.080
<v Speaker 1>I didn't I didn't hear back from him for about

0:46:29.160 --> 0:46:31.520
<v Speaker 1>six weeks. But he emailed this time because I checked

0:46:31.520 --> 0:46:34.759
<v Speaker 1>my emails one of those internet cafes. Yeah, yeah, as

0:46:34.800 --> 0:46:37.160
<v Speaker 1>you did back then, and there was another email there

0:46:37.640 --> 0:46:39.680
<v Speaker 1>saying would you come down to Essen And I actually

0:46:39.719 --> 0:46:42.640
<v Speaker 1>thought he meant come down as an assistant coach and

0:46:42.760 --> 0:46:46.360
<v Speaker 1>I said, I said, Gary, I retired because I wanted

0:46:46.360 --> 0:46:49.000
<v Speaker 1>to not spend so much time at footy. And I said,

0:46:49.000 --> 0:46:52.000
<v Speaker 1>assistant coach, you spend more time than players. Way And

0:46:52.040 --> 0:46:53.080
<v Speaker 1>he said no, no, I don't want you to be

0:46:53.120 --> 0:46:55.919
<v Speaker 1>a coach. I want you to play. Wow. And I said,

0:46:56.440 --> 0:46:58.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't know about this. I don't know how Prisoner

0:46:58.440 --> 0:47:01.600
<v Speaker 1>are going to take this. I was retired and now

0:47:01.640 --> 0:47:03.160
<v Speaker 1>you I think you have to stand out at footy

0:47:03.200 --> 0:47:03.560
<v Speaker 1>for a year.

0:47:03.880 --> 0:47:06.680
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, because you had a year on your contract,

0:47:06.719 --> 0:47:10.560
<v Speaker 3>so that's right, Yeah, I think yeah, And so fifty

0:47:10.640 --> 0:47:14.120
<v Speaker 3>days on, yeah, you become an essence player.

0:47:14.120 --> 0:47:17.720
<v Speaker 5>Controversial recruit Mel Michael has trained as an essendont player

0:47:17.760 --> 0:47:20.840
<v Speaker 5>for the first time. The former line is hopeful his

0:47:21.000 --> 0:47:23.759
<v Speaker 5>business schedule will allow him to play a full season.

0:47:23.840 --> 0:47:27.480
<v Speaker 2>They pissed off Brisbane, Yes, they were very Yeah, tried

0:47:27.520 --> 0:47:29.200
<v Speaker 2>to stop it or tried to do everything they can

0:47:29.320 --> 0:47:31.759
<v Speaker 2>to put it. They didn't try to coach you back

0:47:31.880 --> 0:47:32.680
<v Speaker 2>or anything like that.

0:47:32.880 --> 0:47:36.080
<v Speaker 1>No, I'm not sure the lengths they went to stop it,

0:47:36.560 --> 0:47:38.000
<v Speaker 1>but they weren't happy. I didn't know that.

0:47:38.640 --> 0:47:40.480
<v Speaker 3>And I think Lee talked about you know, how many

0:47:40.480 --> 0:47:42.759
<v Speaker 3>retirements does you need? You know, Dame Nelly Melbourne kind

0:47:42.719 --> 0:47:45.920
<v Speaker 3>of plastics at the least, stuff which we love. Yeah,

0:47:45.960 --> 0:47:47.719
<v Speaker 3>but it was it you felt like your body could

0:47:47.920 --> 0:47:50.359
<v Speaker 3>stand up and you felt like you could be rejuvenated.

0:47:51.280 --> 0:47:53.960
<v Speaker 1>I was. Again, it wasn't about I didn't want to

0:47:53.960 --> 0:47:57.600
<v Speaker 1>play football. I still loved football. I still played football

0:47:57.840 --> 0:48:02.360
<v Speaker 1>until my game play that thirty So I loved footy.

0:48:03.320 --> 0:48:05.560
<v Speaker 1>I just wanted to spend a bit of time doing

0:48:05.680 --> 0:48:08.520
<v Speaker 1>my professional development outside of football. And I'm just so

0:48:08.560 --> 0:48:10.080
<v Speaker 1>grateful that Essendon gave me that chance.

0:48:10.440 --> 0:48:11.840
<v Speaker 4>Two pretty fun years at Essendon.

0:48:11.960 --> 0:48:14.399
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I loved it, absolutely loved and I remember doing

0:48:14.400 --> 0:48:16.920
<v Speaker 1>an interview with you Ralfie my first year when I

0:48:16.920 --> 0:48:19.040
<v Speaker 1>got down there. So but and it just goes so

0:48:19.160 --> 0:48:22.360
<v Speaker 1>quickly though. But Messenon was a great club to finish

0:48:22.400 --> 0:48:24.920
<v Speaker 1>with because it was good to go back to a

0:48:24.920 --> 0:48:28.759
<v Speaker 1>big club, playing at the MCG again. And I think

0:48:28.760 --> 0:48:32.160
<v Speaker 1>when it players exiting out of football there the contacts

0:48:32.520 --> 0:48:35.240
<v Speaker 1>you can make it, the bigger clubs certainly helping that transition.

0:48:35.360 --> 0:48:36.200
<v Speaker 1>So it was a good club.

0:48:37.280 --> 0:48:39.920
<v Speaker 2>You played with Buckley, you played with Voss, you played

0:48:39.960 --> 0:48:42.799
<v Speaker 2>with Herd. It's impossible to say who was the best

0:48:42.800 --> 0:48:45.040
<v Speaker 2>out of those. But give us a feel what it

0:48:45.080 --> 0:48:47.720
<v Speaker 2>was like playing for them, and who were you closer

0:48:47.800 --> 0:48:49.600
<v Speaker 2>to out of that obviously, Vossy, you'd been there a

0:48:49.600 --> 0:48:52.200
<v Speaker 2>lot longer. But tell us about those three amazing players

0:48:52.239 --> 0:48:52.799
<v Speaker 2>you played with.

0:48:52.920 --> 0:48:55.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, just all Guns and Mason, and the three of

0:48:55.920 --> 0:48:58.560
<v Speaker 1>them were pretty good guys as well. I didn't really

0:48:58.560 --> 0:49:00.719
<v Speaker 1>have a lot to do with Hurdy Herdie it. Yeah,

0:49:00.920 --> 0:49:03.160
<v Speaker 1>I think I only had the one year with Herdy

0:49:03.280 --> 0:49:06.759
<v Speaker 1>so plus he was also right at the end of

0:49:06.760 --> 0:49:10.799
<v Speaker 1>his career as well. But Bucks and Michael were just

0:49:10.800 --> 0:49:11.360
<v Speaker 1>two freaks.

0:49:11.719 --> 0:49:14.359
<v Speaker 2>You played in Hurdy's last game, didn't you, And Perth

0:49:14.400 --> 0:49:17.800
<v Speaker 2>was Sty's last game as well. That's the big farewell.

0:49:17.400 --> 0:49:19.919
<v Speaker 1>That's it. Yeah we had the big comeback and got

0:49:20.000 --> 0:49:22.319
<v Speaker 1>rolled in the end by goal. But yeah, now there

0:49:22.360 --> 0:49:26.360
<v Speaker 1>absolute superstars and they'll probably be future legends of the AFL.

0:49:26.719 --> 0:49:29.720
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