Speaker 1: Apolgie Production. I'm Mickey Fisher and welcome to the Village
Speaker 1: Crazy Lady. People are talking to me and they are
Speaker 1: not physically in this room, so just strap in for that.
Speaker 1: Can't call me crazy, so I said it first. Whoever's
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Speaker 1: The Village Crazy Lay Podcast. Hello, Gordeous Legends, and welcome
Speaker 1: to another episode of the Village Crazy Lady. Today. It's
Speaker 1: just me for another little quick bonus episode just to
Speaker 1: power us through the week. It's a hump day episode,
Speaker 1: that's what it is. So today I want to chat
Speaker 1: about something that I'm doing in my life at the moment,
Speaker 1: or something that I've been doing in my life for
Speaker 1: a long time for many years, but I've just reached
Speaker 1: a new level with it and it's really exciting. I
Speaker 1: am now officially a reiki teacher. I have been for
Speaker 1: a little while, but I'm, according to the podcast, now
Speaker 1: officially on The Village Crazy Podcast. I'm a reiki teacher,
Speaker 1: something that I've wanted to do for a really long
Speaker 1: time because I guess my journey in you know, walking
Speaker 1: out of the broom closet, doing the whole I'm a
Speaker 1: medium thing, the whole homopsychic thing, and then sort of
Speaker 1: moving into learning reiki, loving reiki, finding that it helped
Speaker 1: me so much, and which is what has sort of
Speaker 1: like taken me to this point of going, I need
Speaker 1: to teach people this because I love to help people
Speaker 1: in the way that I don't want to just sit
Speaker 1: and do readings for people. I want to get rid
Speaker 1: of the middleman. Not get rid of the middleman. Sorry,
Speaker 1: mediums out there, you are absolutely fucking spectacular. Let's definitely
Speaker 1: not get rid of the middleman, because I also still
Speaker 1: love seeing psychics and mediums, even as a medium myself.
Speaker 1: But what I mean is that I just found that
Speaker 1: in doing what I did, there were so many people
Speaker 1: who just didn't realize that they could access more information
Speaker 1: than they realized and that they were more powerful than
Speaker 1: they realized. And I just felt like there were so
Speaker 1: many people who just needed empowerment and almost just like
Speaker 1: a learning of themselves more than they needed me to
Speaker 1: tell them what, you know, what their life held and
Speaker 1: what their the utua looked like, which is why I
Speaker 1: was like, I really want to be able to teach
Speaker 1: people more. I want to be able to help people
Speaker 1: understand what spirituality kind of is outside of just the
Speaker 1: the crystals and the cards and the palm reading and
Speaker 1: the astrology and all of that. Like, let's sort of
Speaker 1: try and unpick and understand what that relationship is to you,
Speaker 1: you know what that that relationship between you and spirit is,
Speaker 1: because I mean, I say all the time, it's not
Speaker 1: like I'm the chosen one or anything like that. It's
Speaker 1: just that some people maybe just able to access that
Speaker 1: collection a bit easier and in a way that maybe
Speaker 1: it's just for their path that they're supposed to access
Speaker 1: it to help other people. But I think everyone can
Speaker 1: access it to help themselves. And Reikie was a really big,
Speaker 1: massive part in my journey even as a medium, because
Speaker 1: I knew that I was a medium obviously, because I
Speaker 1: could see and communicate with the dead, which is a
Speaker 1: pretty fucking dead giveaway that's sort of just like the
Speaker 1: basis of being a medium obviously. And I knew that
Speaker 1: I was a psychic as well for the same reason
Speaker 1: could see people's timelines. But like if you've learned anything,
Speaker 1: I guess from listening to even a lot of the
Speaker 1: episodes that I've had with other mediums. It's that it's
Speaker 1: not really as straightforward as you really think it is.
Speaker 1: It's a lot more than just dead people walking around
Speaker 1: sitting down and having a conversation with you. It's really
Speaker 1: figuring out what your relationship to spirit looks like, how
Speaker 1: do you receive information, how do they show you? What
Speaker 1: does this side mean, what does that side mean? What
Speaker 1: does it mean? You know, because it's like they're you're
Speaker 1: translating from one person to the other, which is kind
Speaker 1: of what it is, and everyone sort of receives the
Speaker 1: information differently. There's a lot of similarities. But to be
Speaker 1: able to help people understand how they receive information, I
Speaker 1: think it's really empowering and powerful. So reiki for me,
Speaker 1: what happened was I was like, I've always loved reiki,
Speaker 1: I love energy healing because there's someone who's done years
Speaker 1: and years of therapy and you know, like gone through
Speaker 1: traumatic experience and you know, dealing with like CPTSD and
Speaker 1: all that sort of thing. I found that talk therapy
Speaker 1: was amazing. It was spectacular and very helpful, but it
Speaker 1: got to a point where it was I was great
Speaker 1: within my head, but not within my body. I was
Speaker 1: so good at articulating how I felt I was so
Speaker 1: good at intellectualizing. Therapy for me felt like a competition,
Speaker 1: like I was. I've always been at school. I loved
Speaker 1: like impressing teachers unless I unless it was unless I
Speaker 1: fucking hated the teacher and so which in that case
Speaker 1: I would try to ruin their life. If they were creepy,
Speaker 1: I'd try and get them fired. But if I loved
Speaker 1: them and I loved the subject, I was an overachieving
Speaker 1: eldest child, I wanted to impress them. I wanted to
Speaker 1: be a teacher's pet. And that's me therapy too. I'm like,
Speaker 1: can I get an A plus for this? Can I
Speaker 1: be so good at this? How well can I intellectualize
Speaker 1: what I'm experiencing? And that was great, and that was
Speaker 1: really fun and it was very helpful. But I my
Speaker 1: body was trying to tell me that I was completely
Speaker 1: disconnected to it, and as someone who experienced particular traumas
Speaker 1: growing up, that made me feel like my body wasn't
Speaker 1: my own and that it wasn't a safe space and
Speaker 1: I had to really disconnect from it. What started to
Speaker 1: happen was I developed a panic disorder, which was really
Speaker 1: humbling as someone who thought that they were winning therapy
Speaker 1: and was such an amazing advocate for mental health and like, wow,
Speaker 1: look at me, I'm so put together. I've done all
Speaker 1: the therapy. I'm amazing, and was humbled very quickly as
Speaker 1: I should as I fucking should have been too, because
Speaker 1: the way that my panic attacks present themselves is and
Speaker 1: like any panic attack, I don't think people realize that
Speaker 1: they're so physical that there's no way that you can
Speaker 1: even put together that it would. It has some kind
Speaker 1: of like mental and emotional attachment to it. You're like,
Speaker 1: I'm dying. I'm dying right now. Mine present themselves in
Speaker 1: a way where it's it's almost like a stroke. I
Speaker 1: lose feeling in the entire right side of my body
Speaker 1: and it starts. Usually the first sign is that I
Speaker 1: just feel really disconnected from my body, which is how
Speaker 1: they eventually realized that it was they were panic attacks,
Speaker 1: because that's pretty much the shurefire. I'm not a psychologist,
Speaker 1: I'm not going to pretend to be, but essentially it's
Speaker 1: got something to do with like your mam million brain
Speaker 1: basically go it shuts down and you just go into lizard.
Speaker 1: You just turn to a lizard brain, and so I
Speaker 1: felt I feel disconnected from my body, and then I
Speaker 1: start to lose my vision and I just feel really
Speaker 1: fucking weird. And I also forget like the name for
Speaker 1: a cucumber or I had a padic attack recently, and
Speaker 1: I couldn't remember the name for my son. I can't
Speaker 1: remember my name, I can't remember where I am. I
Speaker 1: can't remember basic words, like I'm sitting there thinking like
Speaker 1: I know what that is. I know what that is?
Speaker 1: Why can't I think of the name? Why can't? And
Speaker 1: it's that's like one of the scariest bits. I lose
Speaker 1: my speech because obviously I lose feeling in the entire
Speaker 1: right side of my mouth, so I can't a chocolate.
Speaker 1: It is like literally like a stroke. And the first
Speaker 1: many many times I had them, it was absolutely fucking terrifying.
Speaker 1: And they're still like pretty scary, but I didn't know
Speaker 1: what they were. Had to have ambulances come. I remember
Speaker 1: one time I was like naked in the shower with
Speaker 1: my like nine month old daughter and then managed to
Speaker 1: like make it to the bed but couldn't couldn't get dressed,
Speaker 1: had her just on top of me, but I couldn't talk.
Speaker 1: I couldn't even remember her name. I just had to
Speaker 1: like call my husband, and I was basically just managed
Speaker 1: to get out call an ambulance. And then eventually, like
Speaker 1: they sort of go away, and the doctors did all
Speaker 1: the tests and all the everything and the skins to
Speaker 1: the brain and the and they would always conclude with,
Speaker 1: we can't see anything. We have no idea what's going on,
Speaker 1: and you seem fine now. And what I realized it was,
Speaker 1: is that my body is going, hey, you've like forgotten
Speaker 1: about us. You think that you're like all good, but
Speaker 1: we haven't. We're still holding a lot within our body,
Speaker 1: and also you're very disconnected to it. Like I basically
Speaker 1: felt dead from like the neck down and so long storm.
Speaker 1: And like I'm just going to chat about the fact
Speaker 1: that I'm a reiki digita. But that's sort of really
Speaker 1: what helped bring me into reiki because I started, you know,
Speaker 1: had reiki done to me many times before. Always loved
Speaker 1: the experience, always felt so good afterwards. I loved what
Speaker 1: I learned, I loved what came through, I loved how
Speaker 1: it felt. It was also always really profound and amazing.
Speaker 1: But when all of this was going on, I'm like,
Speaker 1: I need to be able to access my body. I
Speaker 1: need to be able to reconnect with my body. I
Speaker 1: need to be able to understand energy. I need to
Speaker 1: be able to understand emotion and where it goes and
Speaker 1: where it flows, and how to be able to move
Speaker 1: it and understand it and go into it. So eventually
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, I'm just going to learn.
Speaker 1: I want to do my reiki one. Just because I
Speaker 1: want to do my reiki one. I think it'd be
Speaker 1: really great. And I had so many people who were like,
Speaker 1: just do you reiki one just for you because it
Speaker 1: helps you so much. It is such a great tool
Speaker 1: to have and it can help the people around you
Speaker 1: so much and help you help them. So I did
Speaker 1: my Reki one in every single one of my attunements.
Speaker 1: Because in your reiki one, you have four attunments which
Speaker 1: attuned you to the reiki energy, which is like life
Speaker 1: force energy. I would be shown a different one of
Speaker 1: my clevoyance is the first attuvement. I was shown to smell,
Speaker 1: which I think I've explained on this podcast before, Like
Speaker 1: basically I smelt something from the girl next to me
Speaker 1: and something like a great aunt came through and that
Speaker 1: was really wild. And then the next one I was
Speaker 1: shown sort of like future seeing. I was shown feeling
Speaker 1: in my body. I was just shown all these different
Speaker 1: things that really activated my psychic and medium abilities even more.
Speaker 1: Since then then I was like, Oh, I need to
Speaker 1: do reiki two. I need to be able to help
Speaker 1: people with this, Like this is so interesting to me
Speaker 1: and to be able for me as someone who's like
Speaker 1: already intuitive, to be able to use it to like
Speaker 1: when I'm doing breaky on people and doing reiki on myself,
Speaker 1: what I'm told and what I'm shown is so amazing.
Speaker 1: And I've used it to literally like heal myself and
Speaker 1: get me in those moments where I'm like I feel
Speaker 1: terrified because I feel really anxious, or I feel like
Speaker 1: there's niggling in my body, or I feel like something's
Speaker 1: going on. Instead of going into that like oh my god,
Speaker 1: what's going on? Like my instead of going straight to
Speaker 1: my brain and creating all these stories. Instead, I'm like, Okay,
Speaker 1: let's just go into it. Let's just ask. Let's just
Speaker 1: figure out what it's showing me and what maybe I
Speaker 1: need to like, why is it? Why is it showing up?
Speaker 1: And why do I need to focus on it? And
Speaker 1: it has just been such a profound tool, such a
Speaker 1: profound tool to sort of like even just ground in
Speaker 1: every single day to create boundaries around myself, like energetic boundaries,
Speaker 1: to be able to like clear a house and clear
Speaker 1: a space and move along spirits and all that kind
Speaker 1: of thing. Like it's just been such a powerful tool.
Speaker 1: And I love to help people with exactly what I'm doing,
Speaker 1: like talking about my own experiences and how you can
Speaker 1: help connect with spirits and how you can help fuck
Speaker 1: them off if you want.
Speaker 2: But learning Reggie is like what really can give you
Speaker 2: those tools like tenfold and the amount of times I'm like, fuck,
Speaker 2: I just wish I could just teach everyone Reiki one
Speaker 2: because it really, like is just so helpful.
Speaker 1: So that is like a big roundabout story of why
Speaker 1: I decided to get into it and how it's helped me.
Speaker 1: And I've found along my entire journey from like Reiki
Speaker 1: one to Reiki two to masters to teachers, every course
Speaker 1: has been really it's been like a healing journey for me.
Speaker 1: Every single time I do it, I'm just like leveled
Speaker 1: up in a different way, and I have to sort
Speaker 1: of like go through things and understand things. But then
Speaker 1: I realized that I have the tools and I've just
Speaker 1: been taught new tools to actually help myself. So instead
Speaker 1: of me going outside constantly because I catch myself doing
Speaker 1: that all the time, like something could be going on,
Speaker 1: I'm like, I need to go see this person. I
Speaker 1: need this, I need an answer, I need someone to
Speaker 1: help me in figure it out. And then I've started
Speaker 1: to go, hold on, how did I just ask myself first,
Speaker 1: like maybe I can help myself? And that kind of
Speaker 1: empowerment is fucking awesome, And maybe it is like you
Speaker 1: go in and you're like, Okay, now I know exactly
Speaker 1: where I need to seek help. I know exactly what
Speaker 1: it is that I need, as opposed to just like
Speaker 1: trying a whole heap of shit and hoping that's something
Speaker 1: fucking sticks that somebody can help you to be able
Speaker 1: to go. I can help myself to a degree here,
Speaker 1: or I could help myself to a lot of degree,
Speaker 1: you know, and maybe I need support with that, but
Speaker 1: I can help myself. Is so powerful. Absolutely recommend just
Speaker 1: learning just because to be able to help yourself. It's
Speaker 1: just I know, I keep saying the word empowering, but
Speaker 1: it really fucking is empowering to sort of like bring
Speaker 1: our power back and be able to do shit for ourselves.
Speaker 1: It's just the fucking coolest. It's the coolest. So if
Speaker 1: you are interested, you can go to my Instagram on
Speaker 1: my website Mickeyfisher dot com. Maybe I might be bullshitting,
Speaker 1: I'll put it all in the notes anyway. And I
Speaker 1: also have after pay two so you can after pay
Speaker 1: the course as well. I just like to make sure
Speaker 1: things are affordable and accessible. The course itself isn't expensive either.
Speaker 1: Online courses too eighty and in person is three twenty.
Speaker 1: But anyway, have a beautiful week, everybody. You can also
Speaker 1: email me and ask me questions and I'll be happy
Speaker 1: to answer them. But have a beautiful week. Don't forget
Speaker 1: to follow, rate and review the podcast because it helps
Speaker 1: me fucking heaps. So have a great week. Thank you. Bye,