WEBVTT - Learning Reiki Changed Everything For Me

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<v Speaker 1>Apolgie Production. I'm Mickey Fisher and welcome to the Village

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<v Speaker 1>Crazy Lady. People are talking to me and they are

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<v Speaker 1>Can't call me crazy, so I said it first. Whoever's

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<v Speaker 1>trying to come through, whatever messages need to come through, like,

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<v Speaker 1>just bring it on. Let's do it Crazy Crazy Crazy,

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<v Speaker 1>The Village Crazy Lay Podcast. Hello, Gordeous Legends, and welcome

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<v Speaker 1>to another episode of the Village Crazy Lady. Today. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just me for another little quick bonus episode just to

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<v Speaker 1>power us through the week. It's a hump day episode,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what it is. So today I want to chat

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<v Speaker 1>about something that I'm doing in my life at the moment,

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<v Speaker 1>or something that I've been doing in my life for

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<v Speaker 1>a long time for many years, but I've just reached

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<v Speaker 1>a new level with it and it's really exciting. I

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<v Speaker 1>am now officially a reiki teacher. I have been for

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<v Speaker 1>a little while, but I'm, according to the podcast, now

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<v Speaker 1>officially on The Village Crazy Podcast. I'm a reiki teacher,

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<v Speaker 1>something that I've wanted to do for a really long

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<v Speaker 1>time because I guess my journey in you know, walking

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<v Speaker 1>out of the broom closet, doing the whole I'm a

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<v Speaker 1>medium thing, the whole homopsychic thing, and then sort of

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<v Speaker 1>moving into learning reiki, loving reiki, finding that it helped

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<v Speaker 1>me so much, and which is what has sort of

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<v Speaker 1>like taken me to this point of going, I need

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<v Speaker 1>to teach people this because I love to help people

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<v Speaker 1>in the way that I don't want to just sit

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<v Speaker 1>and do readings for people. I want to get rid

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<v Speaker 1>of the middleman. Not get rid of the middleman. Sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>mediums out there, you are absolutely fucking spectacular. Let's definitely

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<v Speaker 1>not get rid of the middleman, because I also still

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<v Speaker 1>love seeing psychics and mediums, even as a medium myself.

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<v Speaker 1>But what I mean is that I just found that

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<v Speaker 1>in doing what I did, there were so many people

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<v Speaker 1>who just didn't realize that they could access more information

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<v Speaker 1>than they realized and that they were more powerful than

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<v Speaker 1>they realized. And I just felt like there were so

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<v Speaker 1>many people who just needed empowerment and almost just like

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<v Speaker 1>a learning of themselves more than they needed me to

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<v Speaker 1>tell them what, you know, what their life held and

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<v Speaker 1>what their the utua looked like, which is why I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I really want to be able to teach

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<v Speaker 1>people more. I want to be able to help people

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<v Speaker 1>understand what spirituality kind of is outside of just the

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<v Speaker 1>the crystals and the cards and the palm reading and

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<v Speaker 1>the astrology and all of that. Like, let's sort of

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<v Speaker 1>try and unpick and understand what that relationship is to you,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what that that relationship between you and spirit is,

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<v Speaker 1>because I mean, I say all the time, it's not

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm the chosen one or anything like that. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just that some people maybe just able to access that

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<v Speaker 1>collection a bit easier and in a way that maybe

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<v Speaker 1>it's just for their path that they're supposed to access

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<v Speaker 1>it to help other people. But I think everyone can

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<v Speaker 1>access it to help themselves. And Reikie was a really big,

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<v Speaker 1>massive part in my journey even as a medium, because

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<v Speaker 1>I knew that I was a medium obviously, because I

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<v Speaker 1>could see and communicate with the dead, which is a

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<v Speaker 1>pretty fucking dead giveaway that's sort of just like the

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<v Speaker 1>basis of being a medium obviously. And I knew that

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<v Speaker 1>I was a psychic as well for the same reason

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<v Speaker 1>could see people's timelines. But like if you've learned anything,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess from listening to even a lot of the

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<v Speaker 1>episodes that I've had with other mediums. It's that it's

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<v Speaker 1>not really as straightforward as you really think it is.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a lot more than just dead people walking around

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<v Speaker 1>sitting down and having a conversation with you. It's really

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<v Speaker 1>figuring out what your relationship to spirit looks like, how

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<v Speaker 1>do you receive information, how do they show you? What

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<v Speaker 1>does this side mean, what does that side mean? What

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<v Speaker 1>does it mean? You know, because it's like they're you're

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<v Speaker 1>translating from one person to the other, which is kind

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<v Speaker 1>of what it is, and everyone sort of receives the

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<v Speaker 1>information differently. There's a lot of similarities. But to be

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<v Speaker 1>able to help people understand how they receive information, I

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<v Speaker 1>think it's really empowering and powerful. So reiki for me,

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<v Speaker 1>what happened was I was like, I've always loved reiki,

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<v Speaker 1>I love energy healing because there's someone who's done years

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<v Speaker 1>and years of therapy and you know, like gone through

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<v Speaker 1>traumatic experience and you know, dealing with like CPTSD and

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<v Speaker 1>all that sort of thing. I found that talk therapy

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<v Speaker 1>was amazing. It was spectacular and very helpful, but it

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<v Speaker 1>got to a point where it was I was great

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<v Speaker 1>within my head, but not within my body. I was

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<v Speaker 1>so good at articulating how I felt I was so

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<v Speaker 1>good at intellectualizing. Therapy for me felt like a competition,

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<v Speaker 1>like I was. I've always been at school. I loved

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<v Speaker 1>like impressing teachers unless I unless it was unless I

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<v Speaker 1>fucking hated the teacher and so which in that case

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<v Speaker 1>I would try to ruin their life. If they were creepy,

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<v Speaker 1>I'd try and get them fired. But if I loved

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<v Speaker 1>them and I loved the subject, I was an overachieving

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<v Speaker 1>eldest child, I wanted to impress them. I wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>be a teacher's pet. And that's me therapy too. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>can I get an A plus for this? Can I

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<v Speaker 1>be so good at this? How well can I intellectualize

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm experiencing? And that was great, and that was

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<v Speaker 1>really fun and it was very helpful. But I my

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<v Speaker 1>body was trying to tell me that I was completely

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<v Speaker 1>disconnected to it, and as someone who experienced particular traumas

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<v Speaker 1>growing up, that made me feel like my body wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>my own and that it wasn't a safe space and

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<v Speaker 1>I had to really disconnect from it. What started to

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<v Speaker 1>happen was I developed a panic disorder, which was really

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<v Speaker 1>humbling as someone who thought that they were winning therapy

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<v Speaker 1>and was such an amazing advocate for mental health and like, wow,

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<v Speaker 1>look at me, I'm so put together. I've done all

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<v Speaker 1>the therapy. I'm amazing, and was humbled very quickly as

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<v Speaker 1>I should as I fucking should have been too, because

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<v Speaker 1>the way that my panic attacks present themselves is and

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<v Speaker 1>like any panic attack, I don't think people realize that

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<v Speaker 1>they're so physical that there's no way that you can

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<v Speaker 1>even put together that it would. It has some kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like mental and emotional attachment to it. You're like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm dying. I'm dying right now. Mine present themselves in

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<v Speaker 1>a way where it's it's almost like a stroke. I

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<v Speaker 1>lose feeling in the entire right side of my body

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<v Speaker 1>and it starts. Usually the first sign is that I

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<v Speaker 1>just feel really disconnected from my body, which is how

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<v Speaker 1>they eventually realized that it was they were panic attacks,

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<v Speaker 1>because that's pretty much the shurefire. I'm not a psychologist,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to pretend to be, but essentially it's

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<v Speaker 1>got something to do with like your mam million brain

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<v Speaker 1>basically go it shuts down and you just go into lizard.

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<v Speaker 1>You just turn to a lizard brain, and so I

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<v Speaker 1>felt I feel disconnected from my body, and then I

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<v Speaker 1>start to lose my vision and I just feel really

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<v Speaker 1>fucking weird. And I also forget like the name for

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<v Speaker 1>a cucumber or I had a padic attack recently, and

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't remember the name for my son. I can't

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<v Speaker 1>remember my name, I can't remember where I am. I

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<v Speaker 1>can't remember basic words, like I'm sitting there thinking like

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<v Speaker 1>I know what that is. I know what that is?

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<v Speaker 1>Why can't I think of the name? Why can't? And

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<v Speaker 1>it's that's like one of the scariest bits. I lose

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<v Speaker 1>my speech because obviously I lose feeling in the entire

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<v Speaker 1>right side of my mouth, so I can't a chocolate.

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<v Speaker 1>It is like literally like a stroke. And the first

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<v Speaker 1>many many times I had them, it was absolutely fucking terrifying.

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<v Speaker 1>And they're still like pretty scary, but I didn't know

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<v Speaker 1>what they were. Had to have ambulances come. I remember

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<v Speaker 1>one time I was like naked in the shower with

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<v Speaker 1>my like nine month old daughter and then managed to

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<v Speaker 1>like make it to the bed but couldn't couldn't get dressed,

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<v Speaker 1>had her just on top of me, but I couldn't talk.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't even remember her name. I just had to

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<v Speaker 1>like call my husband, and I was basically just managed

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<v Speaker 1>to get out call an ambulance. And then eventually, like

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<v Speaker 1>they sort of go away, and the doctors did all

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<v Speaker 1>the tests and all the everything and the skins to

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<v Speaker 1>the brain and the and they would always conclude with,

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<v Speaker 1>we can't see anything. We have no idea what's going on,

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<v Speaker 1>and you seem fine now. And what I realized it was,

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<v Speaker 1>is that my body is going, hey, you've like forgotten

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<v Speaker 1>about us. You think that you're like all good, but

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<v Speaker 1>we haven't. We're still holding a lot within our body,

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<v Speaker 1>and also you're very disconnected to it. Like I basically

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<v Speaker 1>felt dead from like the neck down and so long storm.

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<v Speaker 1>And like I'm just going to chat about the fact

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<v Speaker 1>that I'm a reiki digita. But that's sort of really

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<v Speaker 1>what helped bring me into reiki because I started, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>had reiki done to me many times before. Always loved

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<v Speaker 1>the experience, always felt so good afterwards. I loved what

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<v Speaker 1>I learned, I loved what came through, I loved how

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<v Speaker 1>it felt. It was also always really profound and amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>But when all of this was going on, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I need to be able to access my body. I

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<v Speaker 1>need to be able to reconnect with my body. I

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<v Speaker 1>need to be able to understand energy. I need to

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<v Speaker 1>be able to understand emotion and where it goes and

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<v Speaker 1>where it flows, and how to be able to move

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<v Speaker 1>it and understand it and go into it. So eventually

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know what, I'm just going to learn.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do my reiki one. Just because I

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<v Speaker 1>want to do my reiki one. I think it'd be

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<v Speaker 1>really great. And I had so many people who were like,

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<v Speaker 1>just do you reiki one just for you because it

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<v Speaker 1>helps you so much. It is such a great tool

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<v Speaker 1>to have and it can help the people around you

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<v Speaker 1>so much and help you help them. So I did

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<v Speaker 1>my Reki one in every single one of my attunements.

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<v Speaker 1>Because in your reiki one, you have four attunments which

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<v Speaker 1>attuned you to the reiki energy, which is like life

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<v Speaker 1>force energy. I would be shown a different one of

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<v Speaker 1>my clevoyance is the first attuvement. I was shown to smell,

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<v Speaker 1>which I think I've explained on this podcast before, Like

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<v Speaker 1>basically I smelt something from the girl next to me

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<v Speaker 1>and something like a great aunt came through and that

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<v Speaker 1>was really wild. And then the next one I was

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<v Speaker 1>shown sort of like future seeing. I was shown feeling

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<v Speaker 1>in my body. I was just shown all these different

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<v Speaker 1>things that really activated my psychic and medium abilities even more.

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<v Speaker 1>Since then then I was like, Oh, I need to

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<v Speaker 1>do reiki two. I need to be able to help

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<v Speaker 1>people with this, Like this is so interesting to me

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<v Speaker 1>and to be able for me as someone who's like

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<v Speaker 1>already intuitive, to be able to use it to like

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<v Speaker 1>when I'm doing breaky on people and doing reiki on myself,

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm told and what I'm shown is so amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>And I've used it to literally like heal myself and

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<v Speaker 1>get me in those moments where I'm like I feel

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<v Speaker 1>terrified because I feel really anxious, or I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>there's niggling in my body, or I feel like something's

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<v Speaker 1>going on. Instead of going into that like oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>what's going on? Like my instead of going straight to

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<v Speaker 1>my brain and creating all these stories. Instead, I'm like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>let's just go into it. Let's just ask. Let's just

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<v Speaker 1>figure out what it's showing me and what maybe I

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<v Speaker 1>need to like, why is it? Why is it showing up?

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<v Speaker 1>And why do I need to focus on it? And

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<v Speaker 1>it has just been such a profound tool, such a

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<v Speaker 1>profound tool to sort of like even just ground in

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<v Speaker 1>every single day to create boundaries around myself, like energetic boundaries,

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to like clear a house and clear

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<v Speaker 1>a space and move along spirits and all that kind

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<v Speaker 1>of thing. Like it's just been such a powerful tool.

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<v Speaker 1>And I love to help people with exactly what I'm doing,

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<v Speaker 1>like talking about my own experiences and how you can

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<v Speaker 1>help connect with spirits and how you can help fuck

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<v Speaker 1>them off if you want.

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<v Speaker 2>But learning Reggie is like what really can give you

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<v Speaker 2>those tools like tenfold and the amount of times I'm like, fuck,

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<v Speaker 2>I just wish I could just teach everyone Reiki one

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<v Speaker 2>because it really, like is just so helpful.

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<v Speaker 1>So that is like a big roundabout story of why

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<v Speaker 1>I decided to get into it and how it's helped me.

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<v Speaker 1>And I've found along my entire journey from like Reiki

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<v Speaker 1>one to Reiki two to masters to teachers, every course

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<v Speaker 1>has been really it's been like a healing journey for me.

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<v Speaker 1>Every single time I do it, I'm just like leveled

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<v Speaker 1>up in a different way, and I have to sort

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<v Speaker 1>of like go through things and understand things. But then

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<v Speaker 1>I realized that I have the tools and I've just

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<v Speaker 1>been taught new tools to actually help myself. So instead

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<v Speaker 1>of me going outside constantly because I catch myself doing

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<v Speaker 1>that all the time, like something could be going on,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I need to go see this person. I

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<v Speaker 1>need this, I need an answer, I need someone to

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<v Speaker 1>help me in figure it out. And then I've started

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<v Speaker 1>to go, hold on, how did I just ask myself first,

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<v Speaker 1>like maybe I can help myself? And that kind of

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<v Speaker 1>empowerment is fucking awesome, And maybe it is like you

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<v Speaker 1>go in and you're like, Okay, now I know exactly

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<v Speaker 1>where I need to seek help. I know exactly what

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<v Speaker 1>it is that I need, as opposed to just like

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<v Speaker 1>trying a whole heap of shit and hoping that's something

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<v Speaker 1>fucking sticks that somebody can help you to be able

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<v Speaker 1>to go. I can help myself to a degree here,

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<v Speaker 1>or I could help myself to a lot of degree,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and maybe I need support with that, but

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<v Speaker 1>I can help myself. Is so powerful. Absolutely recommend just

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<v Speaker 1>learning just because to be able to help yourself. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just I know, I keep saying the word empowering, but

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<v Speaker 1>it really fucking is empowering to sort of like bring

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<v Speaker 1>our power back and be able to do shit for ourselves.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just the fucking coolest. It's the coolest. So if

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<v Speaker 1>you are interested, you can go to my Instagram on

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<v Speaker 1>my website Mickeyfisher dot com. Maybe I might be bullshitting,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll put it all in the notes anyway. And I

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<v Speaker 1>also have after pay two so you can after pay

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<v Speaker 1>the course as well. I just like to make sure

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<v Speaker 1>things are affordable and accessible. The course itself isn't expensive either.

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<v Speaker 1>Online courses too eighty and in person is three twenty.

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<v Speaker 1>But anyway, have a beautiful week, everybody. You can also

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<v Speaker 1>email me and ask me questions and I'll be happy

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<v Speaker 1>to answer them. But have a beautiful week. Don't forget

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<v Speaker 1>to follow, rate and review the podcast because it helps

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<v Speaker 1>me fucking heaps. So have a great week. Thank you. Bye,