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Speaker 1: Apolgie Production. I'm Mickey Fisher and welcome to the Village

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Speaker 1: Crazy Lady. People are talking to me and they are

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Speaker 1: not physically in this room, so just strap in for that.

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Speaker 1: Can't call me crazy, so I said it first. Whoever's

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Speaker 1: trying to come through, whatever messages need to come through, like,

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Speaker 1: just bring it on. Let's do it Crazy Crazy Crazy,

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Speaker 1: The Village Crazy Lay Podcast. Hello, Gordeous Legends, and welcome

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Speaker 1: to another episode of the Village Crazy Lady. Today. It's

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Speaker 1: just me for another little quick bonus episode just to

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Speaker 1: power us through the week. It's a hump day episode,

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Speaker 1: that's what it is. So today I want to chat

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Speaker 1: about something that I'm doing in my life at the moment,

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Speaker 1: or something that I've been doing in my life for

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Speaker 1: a long time for many years, but I've just reached

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Speaker 1: a new level with it and it's really exciting. I

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Speaker 1: am now officially a reiki teacher. I have been for

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Speaker 1: a little while, but I'm, according to the podcast, now

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Speaker 1: officially on The Village Crazy Podcast. I'm a reiki teacher,

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Speaker 1: something that I've wanted to do for a really long

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Speaker 1: time because I guess my journey in you know, walking

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Speaker 1: medium thing, the whole homopsychic thing, and then sort of

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Speaker 1: moving into learning reiki, loving reiki, finding that it helped

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Speaker 1: me so much, and which is what has sort of

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Speaker 1: in the way that I don't want to just sit

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Speaker 1: of the middleman. Not get rid of the middleman. Sorry,

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Speaker 1: mediums out there, you are absolutely fucking spectacular. Let's definitely

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Speaker 1: not get rid of the middleman, because I also still

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Speaker 1: love seeing psychics and mediums, even as a medium myself.

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Speaker 1: But what I mean is that I just found that

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Speaker 1: many people who just needed empowerment and almost just like

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Speaker 1: tell them what, you know, what their life held and

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Speaker 1: what their the utua looked like, which is why I

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Speaker 1: understand what spirituality kind of is outside of just the

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Speaker 1: the astrology and all of that. Like, let's sort of

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Speaker 1: you know what that that relationship between you and spirit is,

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Speaker 1: because I mean, I say all the time, it's not

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Speaker 1: just that some people maybe just able to access that

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Speaker 1: it's just for their path that they're supposed to access

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Speaker 1: it to help other people. But I think everyone can

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Speaker 1: could see people's timelines. But like if you've learned anything,

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Speaker 1: what happened was I was like, I've always loved reiki,

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Speaker 1: things that really activated my psychic and medium abilities even more.

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