WEBVTT - Bonus: Grant Denyer on Working Through Personal Challenges

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<v Speaker 1>It is Jason Lauren clint here as well, and so

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<v Speaker 1>is this man.

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<v Speaker 2>Our next guest has reached the heights of television, receiving

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<v Speaker 2>a glowing review from the one and only Margaret's Polar Ads.

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<v Speaker 3>I haven't seen a TV host so unhinge since David

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<v Speaker 3>got into my shrooms and burning Man.

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<v Speaker 1>Please welcome to the show. Post of Deal or.

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<v Speaker 3>No Deal blowing review.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought that go to air, and I was terrified

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<v Speaker 2>because I knew the ABC was doing a piece on

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<v Speaker 2>a commercial TV show and it's normally never a good

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<v Speaker 2>outcome in the decided to do that, I thought, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>up for a roasting here. I watched it and it

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<v Speaker 2>was so hilarious and amazing. It was incredible.

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<v Speaker 1>Have they ever roasted you on goggle Box? Yes?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I've been done on goggle Box two.

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<v Speaker 4>Can you remember what they said? I was making word?

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<v Speaker 4>How many sessions of trauma have you have you tried

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<v Speaker 4>to heal?

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<v Speaker 3>Done on Google?

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<v Speaker 5>The voice though she's a friend of the show, you're

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<v Speaker 5>allowed to do the voice Anastasia, she said.

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<v Speaker 3>Ah, she went from a wag to a TV host here.

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<v Speaker 4>And a Stagia pops up to several of our recordings.

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<v Speaker 4>Quite regal.

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<v Speaker 3>She came in here once too, invited herself in.

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<v Speaker 1>She came in and said, I'm starting work at seven. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>what do you mean you're starting work? We said, just

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<v Speaker 1>come on in.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, we love and we do hate. Now, Grand Danielle,

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<v Speaker 3>we'll get to deal or no deal in a minute.

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<v Speaker 3>But Clinton and I were just having an argument off

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<v Speaker 3>hosts the Weekend Today Show, and I was formerly the

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<v Speaker 3>weather girl on the Weekend Today Show. Now Dan Nancety,

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<v Speaker 3>does you're me sister, and you're a weather guy. And

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<v Speaker 3>I said to him, it's way harder being the weather

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<v Speaker 3>person because when you host it, you've got an autoque,

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<v Speaker 3>You've got people doing your hair and makeup. You've got

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<v Speaker 3>people bringing your coffee and toast. When you're doing the weather,

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<v Speaker 3>you're out in the alum solo, dressing ourselves, brushing our

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<v Speaker 3>own head.

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<v Speaker 4>One person operation cakes, drinking lat cables.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know the satellite dishes.

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<v Speaker 3>On the car. Job was way harder.

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<v Speaker 1>You are kidding yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>How many fools did you ride or crocodiles did you

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<v Speaker 2>wrestle in the studio.

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<v Speaker 1>I never seen you in a cheerleader outfit. Clinton, You've

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<v Speaker 1>seen some of the stuff I've had to share recently.

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<v Speaker 5>I can't get the image of you as a football

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<v Speaker 5>cheerleader out of my mind.

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<v Speaker 4>That was like two thousand and five.

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<v Speaker 1>Of that's right, look at the damage you've done it.

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<v Speaker 4>You know about my career in twenty five years?

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<v Speaker 3>Is that the prownest moment?

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<v Speaker 1>That's all I remember? Really.

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<v Speaker 4>I remember one of the.

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<v Speaker 2>Cheerleaders they were also professional let's say, dancers, and they

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<v Speaker 2>gave me this tip because they had it was a

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<v Speaker 2>female's outfit I had to put on. And they said,

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<v Speaker 2>word of warning, I'm going to give you a slice

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<v Speaker 2>of bread. And I said, what for the what's that?

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<v Speaker 1>And you?

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<v Speaker 3>How do you know? You don't answer that question?

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<v Speaker 1>She goes.

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<v Speaker 4>I said, what do I do with this?

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<v Speaker 2>She goes, Just you put it down the front and

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<v Speaker 2>it smooths out all the edge. So you end up

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<v Speaker 2>looking like you've sort of got a slight Kendle situation.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, down down the.

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<v Speaker 3>Front for women too, just men.

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<v Speaker 2>That's a really good questionading Yeah, not on breakfast television?

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<v Speaker 4>Remember having having me nuture?

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<v Speaker 1>Great?

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<v Speaker 4>So did it work?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Still?

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<v Speaker 3>And did you help people comment?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>I can't look at like a Roger David catalog now

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<v Speaker 2>with all the blokes going, yeah, he's he's packing the

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<v Speaker 2>wonder wonder bread.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you reckon? That's what Chervo did when he ran

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<v Speaker 3>at the Olympics.

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<v Speaker 1>No, he chucked the bag down there.

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<v Speaker 4>That was a cran skin.

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<v Speaker 1>Make deal or no deal? Seven o'clock. Can you be

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit more.

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<v Speaker 2>Nauto the dizzy heights of primetime baby, No, we've already

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<v Speaker 2>shot them anyway, But it is it's nice to move

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<v Speaker 2>into a block where there is a lot more families

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<v Speaker 2>who are sort of settling down.

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<v Speaker 1>For the evening.

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<v Speaker 4>So it's a good chance for you to fly.

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<v Speaker 2>But that comes with also pressure you are, I've got

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<v Speaker 2>to deliver in this market as well for the network.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's good.

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<v Speaker 2>It's to be honest, like you know how you would

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<v Speaker 2>know this with your listeners.

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<v Speaker 4>You talk about this stuff every day. But such a

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<v Speaker 4>high cost.

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<v Speaker 2>Of living at the moment where everyone struggling the table

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<v Speaker 2>and keep a roof over their head being the bloke

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<v Speaker 2>that's kind of a human at m spewing out cash

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<v Speaker 2>to really Australians.

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<v Speaker 5>But we get that feeling as well, like you give

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<v Speaker 5>way a thousand dollars and you hear somewhere means to them,

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<v Speaker 5>and it's just this a cool job to do.

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<v Speaker 4>This The game show, I mean it never went anywhere,

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<v Speaker 4>but I feel it's back. It's cycles, but yes, because

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<v Speaker 4>it's a fun watch to have fun.

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<v Speaker 5>My kids play Deal or No Deal, the board game

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<v Speaker 5>at home. Yeah, Deck weavyr Phone, they've got.

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<v Speaker 1>The app.

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<v Speaker 3>Board game. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I think your face is on it body. It's the

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<v Speaker 1>guy from the leading.

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<v Speaker 3>Bang of Game show hosts and all friends.

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<v Speaker 4>It's a really good question.

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<v Speaker 3>Hard for Todd Woodbridge from the Tipping Point to see

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<v Speaker 3>because he's a tennis I love the Tipping Point as well.

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<v Speaker 3>But is it a club? Is it a game?

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<v Speaker 1>Look?

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<v Speaker 2>The only reason I go to the logis at the

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<v Speaker 2>end of the day is to just punched Home Gleason

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<v Speaker 2>in the face. Let's be honest, because it's war and

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<v Speaker 2>people it's so funny because well, let's be honest, I'd

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<v Speaker 2>have to put Larry on my shoulders to punch him

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<v Speaker 2>in the face. But it's everyone thinks that we all

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<v Speaker 2>hate one another, like we meet up at some sort

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<v Speaker 2>of back alley and just sort of have it out

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<v Speaker 2>with one another at some point. But I gotta be

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<v Speaker 2>honest when I break my back in a Monster Truck

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<v Speaker 2>crash and Larry Mda sat on my bedside for for

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<v Speaker 2>weeks and just kind of just you guys, great mates.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we're playing the deal and didn't know your game

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<v Speaker 1>board games?

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<v Speaker 5>Can we ask com you would sing to me? Can

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<v Speaker 5>I ask a serious question? I'm just on that when

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<v Speaker 5>you break your back and I know you went through

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<v Speaker 5>a real ship time in life, and I think it

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<v Speaker 5>was a podcast or an artic who I was reading

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<v Speaker 5>and I was still in the guys the other day.

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<v Speaker 5>Is it true you were filming a show at the

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<v Speaker 5>time when you decided it's all just too much, I

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<v Speaker 5>need to go overseas for help. And you went to

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<v Speaker 5>the airport, just chuck your phone in the bin and

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<v Speaker 5>got on a plane. And at that exact moment, there's

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<v Speaker 5>a studio audience in a studio waiting for you to

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<v Speaker 5>rock up and film like they were all ready to go.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's a bit hazy, to be honest, that memory,

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<v Speaker 2>that chucking the phone in the in the bin at

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<v Speaker 2>the airport definitely did happen.

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<v Speaker 3>What show were you supposed to be filming?

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<v Speaker 4>I think it might have been. I thought it was

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<v Speaker 4>it was called it was a quiz show.

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<v Speaker 1>When I read that. I was like, you know this

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<v Speaker 1>entame industry.

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<v Speaker 5>You know how much work goes into productions and stuff

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<v Speaker 5>like that, and you don't take that lightly and you're

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<v Speaker 5>very proud of the work you do.

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<v Speaker 1>But it stood out to me how.

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<v Speaker 5>Much of a bad spot or place you must have

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<v Speaker 5>been for you to go I've got to stop right now.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what it was.

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<v Speaker 2>And if you if you google a picture of me,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, in my last days of Sunrise, it's it's

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<v Speaker 2>it's not a pretty looking picture.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And the one thing that it kind of broke my

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<v Speaker 2>heart for a long time, but I'm okay with it now,

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<v Speaker 2>is that no one, not one single person, ever said

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<v Speaker 2>are you okay?

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<v Speaker 3>Really one? Did everyone know how much you're struggling?

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<v Speaker 4>Or were you not good?

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<v Speaker 3>Because I've had friends in similar situations and they're pretty

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<v Speaker 3>good at hiding.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, look I looked on well, I was. I was

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<v Speaker 2>just I was absolutely proper burnt out. But I think

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<v Speaker 2>no one wanted to ask the question because the machine

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<v Speaker 2>was still going and if they asked the uncomfortable question,

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<v Speaker 2>then that means they have to respond to an uncomfortable answer.

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<v Speaker 2>So no one asked, and it was extremely lonely because

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<v Speaker 2>I was struggling and I was was a workaholic and

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<v Speaker 2>my life would was was television.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think it's changed since then? Like I would

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<v Speaker 1>proudly say, with this team, which we know awareness when.

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<v Speaker 5>One of us is off the other tour was like

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<v Speaker 5>go take the time, never feel bad or like you know,

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<v Speaker 5>we're you guys pretty good at flagging it with me

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<v Speaker 5>and calling me if I seem off or you yeah, advice.

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<v Speaker 4>That's that's a great environment. Is it like that from

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<v Speaker 4>a management level?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know that's great that you're spotting each other

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<v Speaker 2>like that, But I think and this is the yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>we really do.

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<v Speaker 4>And I felt like whilst the money was coming in for.

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<v Speaker 2>The network, no one wanted it to stop, and it

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<v Speaker 2>was only me that was like if I don't do something,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to die. And I just and I broke

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<v Speaker 2>every rule in my own personal rule book of I

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<v Speaker 2>blew up the relationship. I just I just burned the

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<v Speaker 2>bridge and just for my own safety, my own health

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<v Speaker 2>and also the future that I had to do it.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, what was the moment where you went that I

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<v Speaker 3>actually need to put myself first because a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>people don't.

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<v Speaker 4>Do that yeah, it was so.

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<v Speaker 2>I was struggling in the recovery of the broken back,

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<v Speaker 2>and I had an addiction to the pain medication, and

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<v Speaker 2>it's it's something that no one warns you about, Like

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<v Speaker 2>you go to hospital, you'll get an injury, they'll treat it,

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<v Speaker 2>they'll send you out with a bunch of prescriptions, and

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<v Speaker 2>no one will sit you down and go, hey, this

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<v Speaker 2>could be the road to hell. These things may happen.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm still so ashamed and embarrassed about the things

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<v Speaker 2>that I said and did to my wife in that

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<v Speaker 2>period of pain addiction. It was just it was humiliating

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<v Speaker 2>and destructive. And I remember, there's this, There's one picture

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<v Speaker 2>I always try and remember because you know, you've got

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<v Speaker 2>to monitor your own behavior, right, and we all know,

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<v Speaker 2>am I drinking a little bit too too much?

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<v Speaker 4>A little bit too often? Is my behavior slipping a

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<v Speaker 4>little bit?

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<v Speaker 2>And there's one thing that I always try and learn

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<v Speaker 2>and remember to catch myself, and it's an image of

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<v Speaker 2>in the addiction.

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<v Speaker 4>For some reason, that night, I wanted I wanted Scotch.

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<v Speaker 4>I was living in an apartment in the CBD.

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<v Speaker 2>I left it in the middle of the night, just

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<v Speaker 2>in my undies walk around no clothes on, just dundies

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<v Speaker 2>for Scotch, in a delirium. And then I got lost.

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<v Speaker 2>And then my wife's looking looking for me for three hours,

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<v Speaker 2>like just where the hell is he gone? And I

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<v Speaker 2>could barely walk right, like freshly broken back, and I'd

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<v Speaker 2>got lost in the building. And she found me three

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<v Speaker 2>hours later in the fire escape, asleep on the ground,

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<v Speaker 2>just curled up in the corner, just stuck and lost

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<v Speaker 2>next to someone else's pooh, like it was just someone

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<v Speaker 2>had taken a dump in the fire escape. And here

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<v Speaker 2>I am asleep on the on the ground in my undies,

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<v Speaker 2>lost and I just try and remember, I try and

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<v Speaker 2>remember that.

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<v Speaker 5>Slipping or There's not many people that would have turned

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<v Speaker 5>things around that you have.

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<v Speaker 1>So I hope you take a moment be proud of

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<v Speaker 1>yourself with how fa you've.

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<v Speaker 3>Come to putting yourself first, Like that moment of going

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not doing this anymore must have been so hard

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<v Speaker 3>but so powerful for your family as well, to go

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<v Speaker 3>he's recognized it and he's going to deal with it.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, lost script on reality and.

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<v Speaker 3>You yourself when you're in that state. I've had friends

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<v Speaker 3>in very similar situations, and I've looked at them and gone,

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<v Speaker 3>that is not the friend I know and love. And

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<v Speaker 3>I really sincerely hope they're able to turn a corner

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<v Speaker 3>and you can offer someone so much help, but quite

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<v Speaker 3>often you do really have to look within. And I'm

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<v Speaker 3>the only one that can fix this right now.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was.

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<v Speaker 4>No one else is going to help me. If it

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<v Speaker 4>was meant to be, it was up to me, and

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<v Speaker 4>I was.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I wouldn't be here. I absolutely would not

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<v Speaker 2>be here if I didn't do something about that.

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<v Speaker 5>So yeah, I think conversations like this massively help for

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<v Speaker 5>people who are in a similar situation.

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<v Speaker 3>Your life now is great, you're living on it. I

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<v Speaker 3>mean you're living on a farm. You've bought a fump,

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<v Speaker 3>You've rolled in here into turtleneck and the leather jacket.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't see.

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<v Speaker 5>Clemping on a turtle neck. The other day and I

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<v Speaker 5>was waiting for the details of the new iPhone, I

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<v Speaker 5>was like, what is going on?

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<v Speaker 3>You still look like a guy and you're now a farmer.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And we had some cows and beautiful Scottis Highland

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<v Speaker 2>cows and then we re raised them there and.

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<v Speaker 3>We love you on the telly mate, just quickly I've

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<v Speaker 3>got I know Jason's looking at the clock. I don't care.

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<v Speaker 3>This is a big question. Chus he's still going to

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<v Speaker 3>witch school.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, she went to.

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<v Speaker 1>Minutes. I'll give you, don't we'll give you. I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>blow on this show out to talk. Which school she's

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<v Speaker 1>got a broom?

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<v Speaker 3>She's filig she went to a college in the UK

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<v Speaker 3>to become a witch.

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<v Speaker 1>So they do it? Which school?

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<v Speaker 4>Medium ship? They teach you how to talk to the dead?

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<v Speaker 3>I love this stuff?

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<v Speaker 1>Can we get that's a special podcast?

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<v Speaker 3>Can we get cheesy?

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<v Speaker 1>That's not a live thing.

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<v Speaker 3>Many questions about the farm, but being the fun we.

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<v Speaker 1>Must stop granted had to hit the Telly seven am

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<v Speaker 1>weeknights deal or idea. We love you mate many times there.

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<v Speaker 3>Lauren wake up feeling good following them on the Socials.