1 00:00:00,040 --> 00:00:01,960 Speaker 1: It is Jason Lauren clint here as well, and so 2 00:00:02,240 --> 00:00:03,000 Speaker 1: is this man. 3 00:00:03,400 --> 00:00:07,280 Speaker 2: Our next guest has reached the heights of television, receiving 4 00:00:07,360 --> 00:00:11,840 Speaker 2: a glowing review from the one and only Margaret's Polar Ads. 5 00:00:11,960 --> 00:00:15,120 Speaker 3: I haven't seen a TV host so unhinge since David 6 00:00:15,200 --> 00:00:19,000 Speaker 3: got into my shrooms and burning Man. 7 00:00:22,480 --> 00:00:25,160 Speaker 1: Please welcome to the show. Post of Deal or. 8 00:00:25,120 --> 00:00:29,560 Speaker 3: No Deal blowing review. 9 00:00:31,040 --> 00:00:32,960 Speaker 2: I thought that go to air, and I was terrified 10 00:00:32,960 --> 00:00:35,280 Speaker 2: because I knew the ABC was doing a piece on 11 00:00:35,360 --> 00:00:37,680 Speaker 2: a commercial TV show and it's normally never a good 12 00:00:37,720 --> 00:00:40,959 Speaker 2: outcome in the decided to do that, I thought, I'm 13 00:00:41,040 --> 00:00:43,120 Speaker 2: up for a roasting here. I watched it and it 14 00:00:43,320 --> 00:00:45,919 Speaker 2: was so hilarious and amazing. It was incredible. 15 00:00:46,240 --> 00:00:48,880 Speaker 1: Have they ever roasted you on goggle Box? Yes? 16 00:00:49,080 --> 00:00:52,159 Speaker 3: Yeah, I've been done on goggle Box two. 17 00:00:52,760 --> 00:00:55,640 Speaker 4: Can you remember what they said? I was making word? 18 00:00:57,360 --> 00:00:59,600 Speaker 4: How many sessions of trauma have you have you tried 19 00:00:59,600 --> 00:00:59,920 Speaker 4: to heal? 20 00:01:00,120 --> 00:01:00,960 Speaker 3: Done on Google? 21 00:01:01,600 --> 00:01:03,279 Speaker 5: The voice though she's a friend of the show, you're 22 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:05,320 Speaker 5: allowed to do the voice Anastasia, she said. 23 00:01:05,240 --> 00:01:09,600 Speaker 3: Ah, she went from a wag to a TV host here. 24 00:01:12,480 --> 00:01:14,640 Speaker 4: And a Stagia pops up to several of our recordings. 25 00:01:14,680 --> 00:01:15,200 Speaker 4: Quite regal. 26 00:01:16,240 --> 00:01:19,600 Speaker 3: She came in here once too, invited herself in. 27 00:01:23,760 --> 00:01:26,000 Speaker 1: She came in and said, I'm starting work at seven. Well, 28 00:01:26,120 --> 00:01:27,800 Speaker 1: what do you mean you're starting work? We said, just 29 00:01:27,840 --> 00:01:28,319 Speaker 1: come on in. 30 00:01:28,480 --> 00:01:31,920 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, we love and we do hate. Now, Grand Danielle, 31 00:01:31,920 --> 00:01:33,400 Speaker 3: we'll get to deal or no deal in a minute. 32 00:01:33,400 --> 00:01:35,600 Speaker 3: But Clinton and I were just having an argument off 33 00:01:37,480 --> 00:01:40,120 Speaker 3: hosts the Weekend Today Show, and I was formerly the 34 00:01:40,160 --> 00:01:42,200 Speaker 3: weather girl on the Weekend Today Show. Now Dan Nancety, 35 00:01:42,280 --> 00:01:44,480 Speaker 3: does you're me sister, and you're a weather guy. And 36 00:01:44,520 --> 00:01:47,080 Speaker 3: I said to him, it's way harder being the weather 37 00:01:47,120 --> 00:01:49,600 Speaker 3: person because when you host it, you've got an autoque, 38 00:01:49,600 --> 00:01:51,160 Speaker 3: You've got people doing your hair and makeup. You've got 39 00:01:51,160 --> 00:01:53,800 Speaker 3: people bringing your coffee and toast. When you're doing the weather, 40 00:01:54,440 --> 00:01:58,360 Speaker 3: you're out in the alum solo, dressing ourselves, brushing our 41 00:01:58,360 --> 00:01:58,960 Speaker 3: own head. 42 00:01:58,880 --> 00:02:02,320 Speaker 4: One person operation cakes, drinking lat cables. 43 00:02:02,960 --> 00:02:05,320 Speaker 1: I don't know the satellite dishes. 44 00:02:04,960 --> 00:02:07,320 Speaker 3: On the car. Job was way harder. 45 00:02:07,440 --> 00:02:08,320 Speaker 1: You are kidding yourself. 46 00:02:08,320 --> 00:02:10,120 Speaker 2: How many fools did you ride or crocodiles did you 47 00:02:10,160 --> 00:02:11,400 Speaker 2: wrestle in the studio. 48 00:02:11,440 --> 00:02:13,640 Speaker 1: I never seen you in a cheerleader outfit. Clinton, You've 49 00:02:13,639 --> 00:02:15,720 Speaker 1: seen some of the stuff I've had to share recently. 50 00:02:16,000 --> 00:02:18,639 Speaker 5: I can't get the image of you as a football 51 00:02:18,720 --> 00:02:19,880 Speaker 5: cheerleader out of my mind. 52 00:02:20,600 --> 00:02:25,079 Speaker 4: That was like two thousand and five. 53 00:02:24,919 --> 00:02:26,600 Speaker 1: Of that's right, look at the damage you've done it. 54 00:02:28,800 --> 00:02:30,800 Speaker 4: You know about my career in twenty five years? 55 00:02:31,040 --> 00:02:32,400 Speaker 3: Is that the prownest moment? 56 00:02:33,080 --> 00:02:34,400 Speaker 1: That's all I remember? Really. 57 00:02:34,680 --> 00:02:35,920 Speaker 4: I remember one of the. 58 00:02:37,440 --> 00:02:41,200 Speaker 2: Cheerleaders they were also professional let's say, dancers, and they 59 00:02:41,200 --> 00:02:43,200 Speaker 2: gave me this tip because they had it was a 60 00:02:43,200 --> 00:02:45,120 Speaker 2: female's outfit I had to put on. And they said, 61 00:02:45,120 --> 00:02:47,680 Speaker 2: word of warning, I'm going to give you a slice 62 00:02:47,720 --> 00:02:50,359 Speaker 2: of bread. And I said, what for the what's that? 63 00:02:51,280 --> 00:02:51,600 Speaker 1: And you? 64 00:02:51,680 --> 00:02:54,160 Speaker 3: How do you know? You don't answer that question? 65 00:02:55,080 --> 00:02:55,400 Speaker 1: She goes. 66 00:02:55,440 --> 00:02:56,360 Speaker 4: I said, what do I do with this? 67 00:02:56,520 --> 00:02:58,400 Speaker 2: She goes, Just you put it down the front and 68 00:02:58,440 --> 00:03:01,320 Speaker 2: it smooths out all the edge. So you end up 69 00:03:01,400 --> 00:03:04,200 Speaker 2: looking like you've sort of got a slight Kendle situation. 70 00:03:04,400 --> 00:03:05,960 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, down down the. 71 00:03:05,919 --> 00:03:08,280 Speaker 3: Front for women too, just men. 72 00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:13,960 Speaker 2: That's a really good questionading Yeah, not on breakfast television? 73 00:03:14,000 --> 00:03:16,200 Speaker 4: Remember having having me nuture? 74 00:03:16,240 --> 00:03:16,480 Speaker 1: Great? 75 00:03:17,680 --> 00:03:18,440 Speaker 4: So did it work? 76 00:03:18,760 --> 00:03:19,480 Speaker 1: Yeah? Still? 77 00:03:20,560 --> 00:03:22,240 Speaker 3: And did you help people comment? 78 00:03:22,600 --> 00:03:22,799 Speaker 4: Yeah? 79 00:03:22,800 --> 00:03:24,840 Speaker 2: I can't look at like a Roger David catalog now 80 00:03:24,840 --> 00:03:29,040 Speaker 2: with all the blokes going, yeah, he's he's packing the 81 00:03:29,080 --> 00:03:30,119 Speaker 2: wonder wonder bread. 82 00:03:30,200 --> 00:03:32,000 Speaker 3: Do you reckon? That's what Chervo did when he ran 83 00:03:32,040 --> 00:03:32,720 Speaker 3: at the Olympics. 84 00:03:32,800 --> 00:03:34,280 Speaker 1: No, he chucked the bag down there. 85 00:03:35,560 --> 00:03:36,280 Speaker 4: That was a cran skin. 86 00:03:38,160 --> 00:03:42,200 Speaker 1: Make deal or no deal? Seven o'clock. Can you be 87 00:03:42,240 --> 00:03:42,880 Speaker 1: a little bit more. 88 00:03:42,840 --> 00:03:47,960 Speaker 2: Nauto the dizzy heights of primetime baby, No, we've already 89 00:03:47,960 --> 00:03:51,800 Speaker 2: shot them anyway, But it is it's nice to move 90 00:03:51,840 --> 00:03:54,720 Speaker 2: into a block where there is a lot more families 91 00:03:54,720 --> 00:03:55,920 Speaker 2: who are sort of settling down. 92 00:03:55,760 --> 00:03:56,320 Speaker 1: For the evening. 93 00:03:56,480 --> 00:03:57,600 Speaker 4: So it's a good chance for you to fly. 94 00:03:58,440 --> 00:04:00,280 Speaker 2: But that comes with also pressure you are, I've got 95 00:04:00,280 --> 00:04:02,560 Speaker 2: to deliver in this market as well for the network. 96 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:03,720 Speaker 1: But it's good. 97 00:04:03,760 --> 00:04:06,760 Speaker 2: It's to be honest, like you know how you would 98 00:04:06,760 --> 00:04:07,560 Speaker 2: know this with your listeners. 99 00:04:07,600 --> 00:04:09,640 Speaker 4: You talk about this stuff every day. But such a 100 00:04:09,680 --> 00:04:10,360 Speaker 4: high cost. 101 00:04:10,120 --> 00:04:12,760 Speaker 2: Of living at the moment where everyone struggling the table 102 00:04:12,760 --> 00:04:16,760 Speaker 2: and keep a roof over their head being the bloke 103 00:04:16,760 --> 00:04:20,000 Speaker 2: that's kind of a human at m spewing out cash 104 00:04:20,080 --> 00:04:21,520 Speaker 2: to really Australians. 105 00:04:23,040 --> 00:04:24,920 Speaker 5: But we get that feeling as well, like you give 106 00:04:24,920 --> 00:04:28,960 Speaker 5: way a thousand dollars and you hear somewhere means to them, 107 00:04:29,080 --> 00:04:30,800 Speaker 5: and it's just this a cool job to do. 108 00:04:30,880 --> 00:04:33,000 Speaker 4: This The game show, I mean it never went anywhere, 109 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:38,280 Speaker 4: but I feel it's back. It's cycles, but yes, because 110 00:04:38,320 --> 00:04:40,880 Speaker 4: it's a fun watch to have fun. 111 00:04:40,960 --> 00:04:42,640 Speaker 5: My kids play Deal or No Deal, the board game 112 00:04:42,680 --> 00:04:44,680 Speaker 5: at home. Yeah, Deck weavyr Phone, they've got. 113 00:04:44,600 --> 00:04:45,280 Speaker 1: The app. 114 00:04:47,480 --> 00:04:48,360 Speaker 3: Board game. Yeah. 115 00:04:48,400 --> 00:04:52,359 Speaker 1: I think your face is on it body. It's the 116 00:04:52,360 --> 00:04:54,000 Speaker 1: guy from the leading. 117 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:02,600 Speaker 3: Bang of Game show hosts and all friends. 118 00:05:03,360 --> 00:05:04,320 Speaker 4: It's a really good question. 119 00:05:04,480 --> 00:05:07,080 Speaker 3: Hard for Todd Woodbridge from the Tipping Point to see 120 00:05:07,320 --> 00:05:11,640 Speaker 3: because he's a tennis I love the Tipping Point as well. 121 00:05:11,640 --> 00:05:13,279 Speaker 3: But is it a club? Is it a game? 122 00:05:13,600 --> 00:05:13,760 Speaker 1: Look? 123 00:05:13,760 --> 00:05:15,480 Speaker 2: The only reason I go to the logis at the 124 00:05:15,600 --> 00:05:18,400 Speaker 2: end of the day is to just punched Home Gleason 125 00:05:18,400 --> 00:05:22,159 Speaker 2: in the face. Let's be honest, because it's war and 126 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:25,760 Speaker 2: people it's so funny because well, let's be honest, I'd 127 00:05:25,760 --> 00:05:27,600 Speaker 2: have to put Larry on my shoulders to punch him 128 00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:30,080 Speaker 2: in the face. But it's everyone thinks that we all 129 00:05:30,120 --> 00:05:33,120 Speaker 2: hate one another, like we meet up at some sort 130 00:05:33,120 --> 00:05:35,080 Speaker 2: of back alley and just sort of have it out 131 00:05:35,080 --> 00:05:38,839 Speaker 2: with one another at some point. But I gotta be 132 00:05:38,839 --> 00:05:42,159 Speaker 2: honest when I break my back in a Monster Truck 133 00:05:42,200 --> 00:05:46,040 Speaker 2: crash and Larry Mda sat on my bedside for for 134 00:05:46,200 --> 00:05:49,440 Speaker 2: weeks and just kind of just you guys, great mates. 135 00:05:49,600 --> 00:05:51,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, we're playing the deal and didn't know your game 136 00:05:52,640 --> 00:05:53,160 Speaker 1: board games? 137 00:05:53,360 --> 00:05:55,640 Speaker 5: Can we ask com you would sing to me? Can 138 00:05:55,720 --> 00:05:58,880 Speaker 5: I ask a serious question? I'm just on that when 139 00:05:58,880 --> 00:06:00,760 Speaker 5: you break your back and I know you went through 140 00:06:00,760 --> 00:06:03,680 Speaker 5: a real ship time in life, and I think it 141 00:06:03,720 --> 00:06:05,560 Speaker 5: was a podcast or an artic who I was reading 142 00:06:05,560 --> 00:06:06,960 Speaker 5: and I was still in the guys the other day. 143 00:06:07,960 --> 00:06:10,080 Speaker 5: Is it true you were filming a show at the 144 00:06:10,120 --> 00:06:12,440 Speaker 5: time when you decided it's all just too much, I 145 00:06:12,480 --> 00:06:15,000 Speaker 5: need to go overseas for help. And you went to 146 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:17,960 Speaker 5: the airport, just chuck your phone in the bin and 147 00:06:18,080 --> 00:06:20,600 Speaker 5: got on a plane. And at that exact moment, there's 148 00:06:20,640 --> 00:06:23,040 Speaker 5: a studio audience in a studio waiting for you to 149 00:06:23,120 --> 00:06:25,000 Speaker 5: rock up and film like they were all ready to go. 150 00:06:25,600 --> 00:06:29,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a bit hazy, to be honest, that memory, 151 00:06:29,120 --> 00:06:31,360 Speaker 2: that chucking the phone in the in the bin at 152 00:06:31,360 --> 00:06:32,799 Speaker 2: the airport definitely did happen. 153 00:06:33,040 --> 00:06:34,599 Speaker 3: What show were you supposed to be filming? 154 00:06:36,440 --> 00:06:41,479 Speaker 4: I think it might have been. I thought it was 155 00:06:41,520 --> 00:06:44,919 Speaker 4: it was called it was a quiz show. 156 00:06:47,800 --> 00:06:49,680 Speaker 1: When I read that. I was like, you know this 157 00:06:49,880 --> 00:06:50,560 Speaker 1: entame industry. 158 00:06:50,600 --> 00:06:52,440 Speaker 5: You know how much work goes into productions and stuff 159 00:06:52,440 --> 00:06:54,440 Speaker 5: like that, and you don't take that lightly and you're 160 00:06:54,480 --> 00:06:55,440 Speaker 5: very proud of the work you do. 161 00:06:56,160 --> 00:06:57,320 Speaker 1: But it stood out to me how. 162 00:06:57,279 --> 00:06:59,440 Speaker 5: Much of a bad spot or place you must have 163 00:06:59,520 --> 00:07:03,320 Speaker 5: been for you to go I've got to stop right now. 164 00:07:03,520 --> 00:07:04,200 Speaker 1: You know what it was. 165 00:07:04,440 --> 00:07:06,359 Speaker 2: And if you if you google a picture of me, 166 00:07:06,640 --> 00:07:08,719 Speaker 2: you know, in my last days of Sunrise, it's it's 167 00:07:08,720 --> 00:07:09,920 Speaker 2: it's not a pretty looking picture. 168 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:10,200 Speaker 1: Yeah. 169 00:07:10,440 --> 00:07:12,760 Speaker 2: And the one thing that it kind of broke my 170 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:14,880 Speaker 2: heart for a long time, but I'm okay with it now, 171 00:07:15,080 --> 00:07:18,160 Speaker 2: is that no one, not one single person, ever said 172 00:07:18,320 --> 00:07:19,200 Speaker 2: are you okay? 173 00:07:19,840 --> 00:07:25,680 Speaker 3: Really one? Did everyone know how much you're struggling? 174 00:07:25,760 --> 00:07:26,760 Speaker 4: Or were you not good? 175 00:07:26,760 --> 00:07:29,520 Speaker 3: Because I've had friends in similar situations and they're pretty 176 00:07:29,520 --> 00:07:30,040 Speaker 3: good at hiding. 177 00:07:30,240 --> 00:07:33,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, look I looked on well, I was. I was 178 00:07:33,240 --> 00:07:37,080 Speaker 2: just I was absolutely proper burnt out. But I think 179 00:07:37,160 --> 00:07:40,000 Speaker 2: no one wanted to ask the question because the machine 180 00:07:40,040 --> 00:07:44,160 Speaker 2: was still going and if they asked the uncomfortable question, 181 00:07:44,400 --> 00:07:48,080 Speaker 2: then that means they have to respond to an uncomfortable answer. 182 00:07:48,160 --> 00:07:50,920 Speaker 2: So no one asked, and it was extremely lonely because 183 00:07:50,960 --> 00:07:53,320 Speaker 2: I was struggling and I was was a workaholic and 184 00:07:54,080 --> 00:07:56,080 Speaker 2: my life would was was television. 185 00:07:56,280 --> 00:07:58,240 Speaker 1: Do you think it's changed since then? Like I would 186 00:07:58,240 --> 00:08:03,040 Speaker 1: proudly say, with this team, which we know awareness when. 187 00:08:02,840 --> 00:08:04,640 Speaker 5: One of us is off the other tour was like 188 00:08:05,480 --> 00:08:07,880 Speaker 5: go take the time, never feel bad or like you know, 189 00:08:07,960 --> 00:08:10,440 Speaker 5: we're you guys pretty good at flagging it with me 190 00:08:10,480 --> 00:08:12,680 Speaker 5: and calling me if I seem off or you yeah, advice. 191 00:08:12,720 --> 00:08:15,680 Speaker 4: That's that's a great environment. Is it like that from 192 00:08:15,720 --> 00:08:16,720 Speaker 4: a management level? 193 00:08:16,800 --> 00:08:18,920 Speaker 2: I don't know that's great that you're spotting each other 194 00:08:18,960 --> 00:08:23,120 Speaker 2: like that, But I think and this is the yeah, 195 00:08:23,440 --> 00:08:24,000 Speaker 2: we really do. 196 00:08:24,040 --> 00:08:26,640 Speaker 4: And I felt like whilst the money was coming in for. 197 00:08:26,640 --> 00:08:30,160 Speaker 2: The network, no one wanted it to stop, and it 198 00:08:30,200 --> 00:08:32,760 Speaker 2: was only me that was like if I don't do something, 199 00:08:32,840 --> 00:08:36,240 Speaker 2: I'm going to die. And I just and I broke 200 00:08:36,320 --> 00:08:40,600 Speaker 2: every rule in my own personal rule book of I 201 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:42,599 Speaker 2: blew up the relationship. I just I just burned the 202 00:08:42,600 --> 00:08:44,520 Speaker 2: bridge and just for my own safety, my own health 203 00:08:44,559 --> 00:08:47,120 Speaker 2: and also the future that I had to do it. 204 00:08:47,200 --> 00:08:50,360 Speaker 3: Yeah, what was the moment where you went that I 205 00:08:50,760 --> 00:08:53,280 Speaker 3: actually need to put myself first because a lot of 206 00:08:53,280 --> 00:08:54,240 Speaker 3: people don't. 207 00:08:54,120 --> 00:08:56,679 Speaker 4: Do that yeah, it was so. 208 00:08:56,760 --> 00:08:59,240 Speaker 2: I was struggling in the recovery of the broken back, 209 00:08:59,280 --> 00:09:01,959 Speaker 2: and I had an addiction to the pain medication, and 210 00:09:02,840 --> 00:09:05,160 Speaker 2: it's it's something that no one warns you about, Like 211 00:09:05,240 --> 00:09:07,880 Speaker 2: you go to hospital, you'll get an injury, they'll treat it, 212 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:10,000 Speaker 2: they'll send you out with a bunch of prescriptions, and 213 00:09:10,040 --> 00:09:12,480 Speaker 2: no one will sit you down and go, hey, this 214 00:09:12,520 --> 00:09:15,880 Speaker 2: could be the road to hell. These things may happen. 215 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:20,160 Speaker 2: And I'm still so ashamed and embarrassed about the things 216 00:09:20,200 --> 00:09:24,640 Speaker 2: that I said and did to my wife in that 217 00:09:24,679 --> 00:09:30,000 Speaker 2: period of pain addiction. It was just it was humiliating 218 00:09:30,679 --> 00:09:33,520 Speaker 2: and destructive. And I remember, there's this, There's one picture 219 00:09:33,520 --> 00:09:36,240 Speaker 2: I always try and remember because you know, you've got 220 00:09:36,280 --> 00:09:38,440 Speaker 2: to monitor your own behavior, right, and we all know, 221 00:09:39,000 --> 00:09:40,760 Speaker 2: am I drinking a little bit too too much? 222 00:09:40,840 --> 00:09:43,439 Speaker 4: A little bit too often? Is my behavior slipping a 223 00:09:43,440 --> 00:09:43,800 Speaker 4: little bit? 224 00:09:43,800 --> 00:09:46,240 Speaker 2: And there's one thing that I always try and learn 225 00:09:46,320 --> 00:09:48,520 Speaker 2: and remember to catch myself, and it's an image of 226 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:50,319 Speaker 2: in the addiction. 227 00:09:51,440 --> 00:09:53,400 Speaker 4: For some reason, that night, I wanted I wanted Scotch. 228 00:09:53,720 --> 00:09:55,920 Speaker 4: I was living in an apartment in the CBD. 229 00:09:57,160 --> 00:09:58,920 Speaker 2: I left it in the middle of the night, just 230 00:09:58,960 --> 00:10:01,760 Speaker 2: in my undies walk around no clothes on, just dundies 231 00:10:01,760 --> 00:10:06,200 Speaker 2: for Scotch, in a delirium. And then I got lost. 232 00:10:06,440 --> 00:10:09,120 Speaker 2: And then my wife's looking looking for me for three hours, 233 00:10:09,200 --> 00:10:11,360 Speaker 2: like just where the hell is he gone? And I 234 00:10:11,360 --> 00:10:14,560 Speaker 2: could barely walk right, like freshly broken back, and I'd 235 00:10:14,559 --> 00:10:17,160 Speaker 2: got lost in the building. And she found me three 236 00:10:17,200 --> 00:10:20,160 Speaker 2: hours later in the fire escape, asleep on the ground, 237 00:10:20,400 --> 00:10:23,000 Speaker 2: just curled up in the corner, just stuck and lost 238 00:10:23,559 --> 00:10:27,960 Speaker 2: next to someone else's pooh, like it was just someone 239 00:10:27,960 --> 00:10:30,760 Speaker 2: had taken a dump in the fire escape. And here 240 00:10:30,800 --> 00:10:33,720 Speaker 2: I am asleep on the on the ground in my undies, 241 00:10:34,200 --> 00:10:38,160 Speaker 2: lost and I just try and remember, I try and 242 00:10:38,200 --> 00:10:38,840 Speaker 2: remember that. 243 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:44,560 Speaker 5: Slipping or There's not many people that would have turned 244 00:10:44,559 --> 00:10:45,480 Speaker 5: things around that you have. 245 00:10:45,840 --> 00:10:48,040 Speaker 1: So I hope you take a moment be proud of 246 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:49,120 Speaker 1: yourself with how fa you've. 247 00:10:48,960 --> 00:10:52,000 Speaker 3: Come to putting yourself first, Like that moment of going 248 00:10:52,000 --> 00:10:55,480 Speaker 3: I'm not doing this anymore must have been so hard 249 00:10:55,559 --> 00:10:58,000 Speaker 3: but so powerful for your family as well, to go 250 00:10:58,920 --> 00:11:01,720 Speaker 3: he's recognized it and he's going to deal with it. 251 00:11:01,760 --> 00:11:03,600 Speaker 4: Yeah, lost script on reality and. 252 00:11:03,400 --> 00:11:05,640 Speaker 3: You yourself when you're in that state. I've had friends 253 00:11:05,640 --> 00:11:08,400 Speaker 3: in very similar situations, and I've looked at them and gone, 254 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:10,840 Speaker 3: that is not the friend I know and love. And 255 00:11:10,880 --> 00:11:13,360 Speaker 3: I really sincerely hope they're able to turn a corner 256 00:11:13,400 --> 00:11:16,200 Speaker 3: and you can offer someone so much help, but quite 257 00:11:16,240 --> 00:11:18,360 Speaker 3: often you do really have to look within. And I'm 258 00:11:18,360 --> 00:11:20,079 Speaker 3: the only one that can fix this right now. 259 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:20,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, I was. 260 00:11:20,640 --> 00:11:22,000 Speaker 4: No one else is going to help me. If it 261 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:23,760 Speaker 4: was meant to be, it was up to me, and 262 00:11:23,800 --> 00:11:24,160 Speaker 4: I was. 263 00:11:24,240 --> 00:11:27,080 Speaker 2: You know, I wouldn't be here. I absolutely would not 264 00:11:27,120 --> 00:11:28,719 Speaker 2: be here if I didn't do something about that. 265 00:11:28,760 --> 00:11:33,240 Speaker 5: So yeah, I think conversations like this massively help for 266 00:11:33,280 --> 00:11:34,760 Speaker 5: people who are in a similar situation. 267 00:11:35,080 --> 00:11:37,840 Speaker 3: Your life now is great, you're living on it. I 268 00:11:37,840 --> 00:11:39,920 Speaker 3: mean you're living on a farm. You've bought a fump, 269 00:11:40,040 --> 00:11:42,160 Speaker 3: You've rolled in here into turtleneck and the leather jacket. 270 00:11:42,200 --> 00:11:42,840 Speaker 1: You don't see. 271 00:11:45,920 --> 00:11:47,839 Speaker 5: Clemping on a turtle neck. The other day and I 272 00:11:47,960 --> 00:11:49,719 Speaker 5: was waiting for the details of the new iPhone, I 273 00:11:49,800 --> 00:11:50,800 Speaker 5: was like, what is going on? 274 00:11:52,520 --> 00:11:55,600 Speaker 3: You still look like a guy and you're now a farmer. 275 00:11:56,040 --> 00:11:58,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, And we had some cows and beautiful Scottis Highland 276 00:11:58,880 --> 00:12:01,040 Speaker 2: cows and then we re raised them there and. 277 00:12:01,640 --> 00:12:03,719 Speaker 3: We love you on the telly mate, just quickly I've 278 00:12:03,720 --> 00:12:06,000 Speaker 3: got I know Jason's looking at the clock. I don't care. 279 00:12:06,080 --> 00:12:08,839 Speaker 3: This is a big question. Chus he's still going to 280 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:09,560 Speaker 3: witch school. 281 00:12:10,160 --> 00:12:11,200 Speaker 4: Yeah, she went to. 282 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:18,360 Speaker 1: Minutes. I'll give you, don't we'll give you. I'm not 283 00:12:18,480 --> 00:12:20,760 Speaker 1: blow on this show out to talk. Which school she's 284 00:12:20,800 --> 00:12:21,319 Speaker 1: got a broom? 285 00:12:21,400 --> 00:12:24,960 Speaker 3: She's filig she went to a college in the UK 286 00:12:25,559 --> 00:12:26,280 Speaker 3: to become a witch. 287 00:12:26,320 --> 00:12:27,520 Speaker 1: So they do it? Which school? 288 00:12:28,520 --> 00:12:31,520 Speaker 4: Medium ship? They teach you how to talk to the dead? 289 00:12:31,720 --> 00:12:32,559 Speaker 3: I love this stuff? 290 00:12:32,679 --> 00:12:35,640 Speaker 1: Can we get that's a special podcast? 291 00:12:35,800 --> 00:12:36,559 Speaker 3: Can we get cheesy? 292 00:12:36,679 --> 00:12:37,520 Speaker 1: That's not a live thing. 293 00:12:38,360 --> 00:12:41,760 Speaker 3: Many questions about the farm, but being the fun we. 294 00:12:41,800 --> 00:12:44,080 Speaker 1: Must stop granted had to hit the Telly seven am 295 00:12:44,400 --> 00:12:48,920 Speaker 1: weeknights deal or idea. We love you mate many times there. 296 00:12:51,600 --> 00:12:56,480 Speaker 3: Lauren wake up feeling good following them on the Socials.