WEBVTT - Turkey Teeth 0:00:05.991 --> 0:00:07.441 A Poche Production. 0:00:07.461 --> 0:00:13.221 On this episode of We Will Always Have... She went 0:00:13.301 --> 0:00:15.061 from 55, I kid you not, to 35. What the fuck? 0:00:15.101 --> 0:00:15.181 Yep. 0:00:26.191 --> 0:00:29.691 This is season six of We Will Always Have with me, 0:00:29.791 --> 0:00:33.190 Christian Hull, and the gorgeous Chrissie Herm. We're in Bali 0:00:33.290 --> 0:00:35.741 doing a spiritual retreat and also on a little bit 0:00:35.751 --> 0:00:38.881 of a sojourn. Two weeks we go away. We've done 0:00:38.941 --> 0:00:42.021 a variety of incredible activities and we really hope that 0:00:42.040 --> 0:00:45.021 we can impart some sort of wisdom or guidance in 0:00:45.101 --> 0:00:47.221 this season. So please enjoy. 0:00:47.241 --> 0:00:51.071 I was just saying ever so quietly. The size of 0:00:51.090 --> 0:00:53.271 the mosquitoes out here, how are you coping with them? 0:00:53.331 --> 0:00:54.590 I've not seen a single one. 0:00:54.671 --> 0:00:55.711 Oh, mate, they're all. 0:00:55.611 --> 0:00:56.201 Over my legs. 0:00:56.261 --> 0:00:58.361 I've got the biggest bites on my legs. 0:00:58.761 --> 0:00:59.641 Oh, my God. 0:00:59.721 --> 0:01:03.061 They are absolutely munching away. I feel like a mess. 0:01:03.191 --> 0:01:06.381 I feel like sometimes I'm very put together. Like when 0:01:06.441 --> 0:01:11.840 I go out, like appearance-wise, I'm very groomed. 0:01:12.241 --> 0:01:12.521 Yes. 0:01:12.640 --> 0:01:15.731 I've got makeup on. Yes. I've got my nails on. 0:01:15.821 --> 0:01:16.351 I've got my gloss. 0:01:16.371 --> 0:01:18.710 Physically, you look put together. 0:01:18.731 --> 0:01:20.011 I look very put together. 0:01:20.030 --> 0:01:22.811 Mentally and emotionally. Oh, no. Different story. Very much. 0:01:23.331 --> 0:01:26.011 I feel like something the cat's dragged in. My hair, 0:01:26.191 --> 0:01:29.581 the water over here is so hard. I conditioned this. 0:01:29.681 --> 0:01:30.041 Feel it. 0:01:30.140 --> 0:01:33.981 Feel it. Oh, it feels like fairy floss. how it's 0:01:34.000 --> 0:01:37.481 very dry very dry so so dry so when your 0:01:37.521 --> 0:01:41.681 hair is is dyed pink do they magenta magenta do 0:01:41.700 --> 0:01:43.200 they strip the living daylights out. 0:01:43.140 --> 0:01:45.220 Of it no not at all no what's your natural 0:01:45.261 --> 0:01:48.701 hair color white i'm very very very very white now 0:01:49.061 --> 0:01:51.961 so why is it so dry because of the water 0:01:52.061 --> 0:01:55.681 really it's because the hair's bleached no because it's the water. 0:01:55.681 --> 0:01:58.491 Oh yeah oh my god i'm running my Yeah, it's 0:01:58.531 --> 0:02:00.291 sort of, oh, I shampooed this too. 0:02:00.401 --> 0:02:00.651 Yes. 0:02:00.711 --> 0:02:01.631 It's very. 0:02:02.021 --> 0:02:03.380 I shampooed mine last night. 0:02:03.421 --> 0:02:05.321 It's like sticky. It's like coarse. 0:02:05.541 --> 0:02:06.441 Very coarse. 0:02:06.461 --> 0:02:07.581 It sticks to your hand. 0:02:07.601 --> 0:02:10.181 Yes, very, very, very coarse. And I'm not wearing any 0:02:10.241 --> 0:02:13.921 makeup and I'm sweating like I profusely like drips. I 0:02:13.960 --> 0:02:16.141 just look like something the cat's dragging. 0:02:16.191 --> 0:02:17.451 It doesn't matter though. Look where we are. 0:02:17.591 --> 0:02:21.821 Oh, it doesn't matter whatsoever. But I've got a certain standard. Like, 0:02:21.841 --> 0:02:23.701 do you have a standard when you go out, you 0:02:23.721 --> 0:02:25.141 like to look a certain way? 0:02:25.441 --> 0:02:27.340 Oh, Charlie, how much more does he need? 0:02:27.381 --> 0:02:30.241 That's Lele. Stand by, please. Oh, okay. 0:02:30.261 --> 0:02:32.300 Can you read this one out? No, I won't read 0:02:32.321 --> 0:02:34.541 it out. Yeah, don't read that one out. Lele is, 0:02:34.561 --> 0:02:38.361 we met Lele on our retreat, our spiritual journey, and 0:02:38.421 --> 0:02:41.881 Christine made a new best friend forever. Forever. Both similar ages, 0:02:42.481 --> 0:02:45.981 both similar personalities, and Lele is the one that I'm 0:02:46.031 --> 0:02:50.351 not upset with her, but Christine... She just gives me 0:02:50.391 --> 0:02:52.631 that really disappointed look of a morning and looks at 0:02:52.651 --> 0:02:55.611 me and goes, oh, yeah, how'd you sleep? And I 0:02:55.651 --> 0:02:58.011 can tell she's thinking, fuck, I wish you were Lele. 0:02:58.441 --> 0:02:59.460 Did she give you an update? Did she have a 0:02:59.481 --> 0:03:00.441 rager last night? Did she? 0:03:00.761 --> 0:03:02.641 I don't know if she'd really want me to read 0:03:02.680 --> 0:03:03.921 it out to you. 0:03:04.281 --> 0:03:05.301 Can I look? Yes. 0:03:05.641 --> 0:03:05.840 Yes. 0:03:05.981 --> 0:03:10.141 Let's see here. Oh, no, she is you. Oh, my God, 0:03:10.161 --> 0:03:10.561 she's you. 0:03:10.761 --> 0:03:11.240 She's me. 0:03:11.300 --> 0:03:12.780 She didn't have a wild night. She had a few 0:03:12.821 --> 0:03:16.421 health issues. Very similar to the ones you had yesterday 0:03:16.571 --> 0:03:17.661 before we got on the boat. 0:03:17.791 --> 0:03:18.331 And today. 0:03:18.351 --> 0:03:19.871 Oh, no. 0:03:19.891 --> 0:03:22.931 I have to trot something shocking. Both marches that I 0:03:22.951 --> 0:03:27.231 had this morning with my oat, straight through. Straight through. 0:03:27.270 --> 0:03:29.851 Maybe it was oat. It was definitely oat. 0:03:29.911 --> 0:03:31.711 No, it was oat. Honestly, the place. 0:03:32.191 --> 0:03:34.351 You feel like a mess. I do. 0:03:34.451 --> 0:03:38.081 I feel like an absolute mess. Hello. Lovely gentleman looking 0:03:38.141 --> 0:03:39.941 up at me. As he walked up, he was looking 0:03:40.001 --> 0:03:42.331 up at me. I feel a mess. I do. I 0:03:42.331 --> 0:03:42.651 feel like a mess. 0:03:42.671 --> 0:03:45.241 Well, I think we've just had such a, well, I've 0:03:45.281 --> 0:03:46.141 had a full-on week. 0:03:46.641 --> 0:03:48.461 Well, you've come into your own. Yeah. 0:03:48.521 --> 0:03:50.621 This week. Yeah, I had a really good call with 0:03:50.681 --> 0:03:53.771 mum this morning. And that's just a conversation that I've 0:03:53.791 --> 0:03:57.071 just not had with mum for years. Yeah, it was 0:03:57.091 --> 0:04:00.031 really lovely. It was just like not surface level conversation. Like, 0:04:00.071 --> 0:04:03.241 how's the weather? How's your knee? Oh, yes, I'm getting 0:04:03.261 --> 0:04:05.501 a sponsored post. Yes, the packages are still there. It 0:04:05.541 --> 0:04:08.161 was like deep, meaningful. And it was just really nice. 0:04:08.611 --> 0:04:10.551 I told her about the reading I had with Amanda 0:04:11.251 --> 0:04:13.631 and how the first thing Amanda said was, you know, 0:04:13.931 --> 0:04:16.791 I'm getting a grandmother figure with Elle. And mum didn't 0:04:16.811 --> 0:04:18.411 put the pieces together. I was like, and then as 0:04:18.431 --> 0:04:20.761 soon as she said that, I was like, oh, my God. 0:04:21.281 --> 0:04:24.241 And then mum goes, Elle? Oh, yes, because we've always 0:04:24.261 --> 0:04:28.151 called it Nan. Yeah. She's like, oh, shit. I said, wow. 0:04:28.231 --> 0:04:31.491 And then I told her about her, prawning, and she laughed. 0:04:31.630 --> 0:04:32.491 Isn't that beautiful? 0:04:32.541 --> 0:04:33.190 God, that's insane. 0:04:33.981 --> 0:04:34.761 That's incredible, isn't it? 0:04:34.781 --> 0:04:36.201 And then mum told me she had the gift. 0:04:36.861 --> 0:04:37.940 Which is something you weren't. 0:04:37.761 --> 0:04:40.541 Aware of previously? She didn't specifically say it as that. Well, 0:04:40.921 --> 0:04:44.921 she just said, I've always had, like, strong feelings forever. Like, 0:04:45.041 --> 0:04:46.561 really good intuition, which is true. 0:04:46.581 --> 0:04:49.850 Do you think that's mother's intuition? Or do you reckon? 0:04:49.951 --> 0:04:51.011 It could absolutely be. 0:04:51.031 --> 0:04:53.451 I would say some people would say it was mother's intuition. 0:04:53.781 --> 0:04:55.280 Isn't that a feeling though? Yeah. 0:04:55.361 --> 0:04:55.880 Oh, definitely. 0:04:55.901 --> 0:04:58.821 Because there were two examples. One that she was like, 0:04:59.201 --> 0:05:01.101 don't you remember when I was being really persistent with 0:05:01.141 --> 0:05:03.501 your brother about X, Y and Z? I was like, 0:05:03.541 --> 0:05:05.801 oh yeah, you were. I knew something was going to happen. 0:05:05.961 --> 0:05:07.781 I knew he was going to find the love of 0:05:07.820 --> 0:05:09.681 his life, get married and he needed to sort his 0:05:09.711 --> 0:05:12.131 shit out before he met her. And I knew it 0:05:12.190 --> 0:05:14.591 was coming. And I was like, sort your shit. And 0:05:14.630 --> 0:05:15.111 she sort of. 0:05:15.471 --> 0:05:17.311 What does she push you to do? 0:05:17.331 --> 0:05:21.731 Does she push you to do anything? Look, there was no. 0:05:22.771 --> 0:05:24.731 If I stop and think about it, maybe. But there 0:05:24.751 --> 0:05:28.611 was one conversation that we had, bang on, 10 years ago. 0:05:28.851 --> 0:05:31.851 She sat me down and I was about to enter 0:05:31.911 --> 0:05:34.751 a new job and a new space and everything. She goes, no, 0:05:34.851 --> 0:05:36.051 I don't have a good feeling about this. 0:05:36.371 --> 0:05:36.830 Really? 0:05:36.851 --> 0:05:39.231 And at that point I was like so invested and 0:05:39.271 --> 0:05:41.491 like so keen. And I was like, this is going 0:05:41.511 --> 0:05:43.961 to change my life. I was like, here and this 0:05:44.021 --> 0:05:45.721 and this. I'm like, this is the best. And, you know, 0:05:46.061 --> 0:05:48.341 got more money. The job was a lot more expensive. Like, 0:05:48.361 --> 0:05:49.181 it was really great. 0:05:49.261 --> 0:05:51.021 And what did you do when she told you, I. 0:05:50.971 --> 0:05:52.241 Don't think this is it? I was like, oh, mum, 0:05:52.271 --> 0:05:54.931 you don't know. You've not worked in the radio industry. 0:05:55.331 --> 0:06:00.191 I was like, oh, look, it's, no, it's different. Like, no, 0:06:00.291 --> 0:06:03.611 it'll be fine. It'll be great. Sure enough, seven months later, 0:06:03.811 --> 0:06:05.411 it was the worst decision I'd made in my life. 0:06:05.431 --> 0:06:06.711 There you go. So she knew. 0:06:06.731 --> 0:06:11.281 And I remember going. Shit, mum specifically said. All the 0:06:11.320 --> 0:06:12.681 things that happened, happened. 0:06:13.021 --> 0:06:15.460 Yeah, maybe you're telling me about that actually. So there 0:06:15.521 --> 0:06:15.781 you go. 0:06:15.861 --> 0:06:18.200 And then recently I was catching up, I was staying 0:06:18.221 --> 0:06:20.381 with my brother. He was like, do you remember how 0:06:20.401 --> 0:06:22.521 mum used to always harp on about X, Y and 0:06:22.541 --> 0:06:24.400 Z and all that globalisation, all these weird, she used 0:06:24.421 --> 0:06:26.731 to go off on her tangents about shit. Yeah. And 0:06:26.771 --> 0:06:27.981 like this is going to happen in the world and 0:06:28.001 --> 0:06:29.851 this is what this is going to lead to and blah, blah, blah. 0:06:29.871 --> 0:06:31.450 I was like, oh yeah, God, mum always does that. 0:06:31.471 --> 0:06:32.830 And he goes, well, do you know what she said? 0:06:32.851 --> 0:06:35.630 I'm like, sort of. And then he rattled through it 0:06:36.051 --> 0:06:39.231 and he was like, she was completely right. This led 0:06:39.281 --> 0:06:40.861 to this, which led to this, which led to this. 0:06:40.921 --> 0:06:42.981 And now we're fucked. And this has gone here. And 0:06:43.021 --> 0:06:45.161 this has happened. And, you know, people, blah, blah, blah. 0:06:45.181 --> 0:06:47.280 And Nick's like, we just take mum as a crazy 0:06:47.320 --> 0:06:48.481 person off on our ramblings. 0:06:49.121 --> 0:06:51.081 But I think kids do that with their mums, though. 0:06:51.101 --> 0:06:51.481 Oh, absolutely. 0:06:51.501 --> 0:06:54.101 They don't tend to take on it. It's like, oh, mum, 0:06:54.151 --> 0:06:55.051 you're just being overprotective. 0:06:55.091 --> 0:06:56.871 Oh, mum, you're just holding your different generation. 0:06:56.891 --> 0:06:58.431 Oh, mum, you have no idea. 0:06:58.451 --> 0:07:01.931 Yeah. And then, like, I get to almost 40 and 0:07:01.991 --> 0:07:06.191 life experience is such a key part in life. Right, 0:07:06.231 --> 0:07:08.891 so you can't really tell your kids, I know best, because. 0:07:09.031 --> 0:07:10.151 No, they need to do it themselves. 0:07:10.171 --> 0:07:10.471 Yeah, they do. 0:07:10.471 --> 0:07:11.911 They need to find their own little ways. 0:07:12.111 --> 0:07:13.751 I haven't had a conversation like that with Mum for 0:07:13.851 --> 0:07:16.551 so long, and I'm like, oh, I miss this. 0:07:16.991 --> 0:07:18.141 Oh, see, that's great. 0:07:23.261 --> 0:07:25.481 Why don't you get investors, but you're still social? 0:07:26.541 --> 0:07:27.561 But what are they investing in? 0:07:28.401 --> 0:07:29.841 Christine, they're investing in you. 0:07:29.861 --> 0:07:32.121 But what would I charge them? What would I say? 0:07:32.141 --> 0:07:34.921 Hello, I'm building a business called Still Social. It's for 0:07:35.481 --> 0:07:36.901 women 50 or 40 plus. 0:07:37.001 --> 0:07:37.161 Yep. 0:07:37.321 --> 0:07:38.721 And we're going to be doing this and this is 0:07:38.781 --> 0:07:41.041 the business strategy and plan and this is how it 0:07:41.061 --> 0:07:43.181 will generate an income and a revenue and there's a 0:07:43.501 --> 0:07:45.001 gap in the market or there's this. 0:07:44.901 --> 0:07:45.561 Crying out for that. 0:07:45.581 --> 0:07:47.351 Definite gap in the market. This is what I want. 0:07:47.471 --> 0:07:49.231 This is what I need. Are you willing to come 0:07:49.291 --> 0:07:50.541 on board? Here are your packages. 0:07:50.941 --> 0:07:53.131 I would like, I'll just put it out there, I 0:07:53.151 --> 0:07:53.991 would like $ 500, 000. Is that too much? 0:07:54.011 --> 0:08:02.891 Well, i think you need to know what charlie's charlie's 0:08:03.331 --> 0:08:07.271 charlie's donations to the rspca yes you remind me so 0:08:07.331 --> 0:08:08.931 much of a friend of emmy lou you know emmy 0:08:08.961 --> 0:08:12.761 lou yes yeah she would have these absolute incredible grand 0:08:12.941 --> 0:08:17.201 ideas right and i would sit there and go logistically like. 0:08:17.081 --> 0:08:20.281 How do you do that you gotta have 500 000 0:08:20.281 --> 0:08:23.251 for what For me, for the business. 0:08:23.491 --> 0:08:24.011 What would you give? 0:08:24.031 --> 0:08:24.211 No, no, no. 0:08:24.511 --> 0:08:28.531 If I'm an investor and you go, I would like $ 500, 000. Yes. 0:08:28.831 --> 0:08:32.391 And I would go, cool, what's your business plan? You're like, me, 0:08:32.591 --> 0:08:34.681 for the wage so I can hold a Noosa Lembongan 0:08:34.721 --> 0:08:35.801 every six months. 0:08:36.201 --> 0:08:36.621 Could you imagine? 0:08:36.641 --> 0:08:40.101 That is not an investment opportunity. That's funding. I'm like, 0:08:40.121 --> 0:08:42.681 that's a sugar daddy. You want a sugar daddy. 0:08:42.701 --> 0:08:51.961 Pretty much. No, what I would like is I would like, say, $ 50, 000. 0:08:48.041 --> 0:08:51.221 So that I could start up some little travel places 0:08:51.301 --> 0:08:52.841 to go to, some venues. 0:08:52.901 --> 0:08:53.121 Yes. 0:08:53.181 --> 0:08:55.701 Pay for that in advance to have the women come. 0:08:56.641 --> 0:09:00.291 People would come to do talks, discuss, you know, mentor. 0:09:00.711 --> 0:09:03.751 And then we'd have another little group of food safaris 0:09:03.791 --> 0:09:06.311 through Sydney. So I'd like a little van that I 0:09:06.391 --> 0:09:07.751 could put a wrap around. 0:09:07.771 --> 0:09:11.151 Okay, the van. Great. So that's physical. Yep. So you've 0:09:11.171 --> 0:09:11.611 got your van. 0:09:11.631 --> 0:09:12.491 I've got my van. 0:09:12.951 --> 0:09:14.591 Would you need an office space? Probably not. 0:09:14.781 --> 0:09:16.891 I don't think so. I'm not going to ask for 0:09:16.911 --> 0:09:17.531 an office space. 0:09:17.731 --> 0:09:20.411 So it's, I think when you're getting investments, they need 0:09:20.531 --> 0:09:22.591 to see that they're going to get their money back 0:09:22.671 --> 0:09:24.351 plus X, Y, Z. Right. 0:09:24.551 --> 0:09:26.571 Would they want more back or are they happy just 0:09:26.591 --> 0:09:26.761 to take? 0:09:26.781 --> 0:09:27.741 Yes, that's the purpose of investing. 0:09:27.861 --> 0:09:28.261 Oh, right. 0:09:28.401 --> 0:09:30.541 So say I invested in Netflix in the very, very 0:09:30.621 --> 0:09:32.801 early stages, I'd be owning this villa right now. I'd 0:09:32.941 --> 0:09:33.861 probably have bought the island. 0:09:34.181 --> 0:09:35.981 Which would be, remember back in the day when it 0:09:36.021 --> 0:09:38.801 was like a DVD or a video in your post box? 0:09:38.841 --> 0:09:40.121 That was crazy. Now look at it. 0:09:40.481 --> 0:09:41.341 I have no contacts. 0:09:41.561 --> 0:09:41.801 No. 0:09:42.281 --> 0:09:47.571 And, you know, who's going to give me $ 100, 000? 0:09:44.911 --> 0:09:47.191 I would change out of the caftan, wear something a 0:09:47.231 --> 0:09:49.931 bit more low cut and find a wealthy older man 0:09:49.951 --> 0:09:51.441 that's sort of retired here. 0:09:51.721 --> 0:09:53.801 Well, funny you should say that. Today I put my 0:09:53.841 --> 0:09:55.601 singlet on and I thought, no, I'm going to have 0:09:55.661 --> 0:10:00.871 body positivity. I'm going to move my body around Noosa. Oh, no. 0:10:00.911 --> 0:10:03.351 You didn't walk past the temple, did you? Yeah. Very 0:10:03.391 --> 0:10:04.171 strict rules about. 0:10:04.271 --> 0:10:04.871 I didn't go in. 0:10:05.141 --> 0:10:05.421 Okay. 0:10:05.681 --> 0:10:08.581 I looked back on my video. Oh, I won't be 0:10:08.601 --> 0:10:09.761 wearing that top out again. 0:10:09.781 --> 0:10:10.381 Oh, no. Why? 0:10:10.461 --> 0:10:12.461 Oh, because it was too low. The girls were in 0:10:12.771 --> 0:10:13.411 full view. 0:10:14.391 --> 0:10:16.531 Were they lifted or were they separated? 0:10:16.751 --> 0:10:18.851 Oh, they were separated, but I'll show you just so 0:10:18.891 --> 0:10:20.031 that you've got a full visual. 0:10:20.051 --> 0:10:20.311 Okay. 0:10:20.731 --> 0:10:22.511 Stand by, please. Stand by one. 0:10:22.691 --> 0:10:26.161 I will be uplifting and positive. No, I am very 0:10:26.201 --> 0:10:29.001 body positive. I don't think it matters. I don't think 0:10:29.041 --> 0:10:30.021 anyone cares. 0:10:30.581 --> 0:10:32.291 Yeah, but I've got to be a bit respectful. 0:10:32.851 --> 0:10:33.271 Of who? 0:10:33.831 --> 0:10:34.771 Of the community. 0:10:34.791 --> 0:10:39.231 Have you seen me walking around in... Oh, for fuck's sake. Christine! 0:10:39.531 --> 0:10:40.471 Is that not too low? 0:10:40.491 --> 0:10:44.501 Well, when you're calling it Lembogan... I hate it that 0:10:45.181 --> 0:10:46.721 I can't, but my bloody brain. 0:10:46.761 --> 0:10:49.481 Doesn't get it right. Anyway, front line of movement today. 0:10:51.041 --> 0:10:54.281 Okay. I'm going to do fashion police here. So, Christy's 0:10:54.321 --> 0:10:57.941 wearing her quintessential glasses and she's in a black, would 0:10:57.961 --> 0:11:01.621 you call that a singlet? Chocolate. Chocolate singlet. Thicker around 0:11:01.661 --> 0:11:02.101 the shoulder. 0:11:02.201 --> 0:11:02.501 Yes. 0:11:03.661 --> 0:11:05.781 And then the most amount of cleavage I've ever seen. 0:11:05.841 --> 0:11:06.081 Yes. 0:11:06.101 --> 0:11:06.741 Looks totally fine though. 0:11:07.021 --> 0:11:08.521 Oh, does it? Not disrespectful? 0:11:08.621 --> 0:11:09.521 No, I don't think, well. 0:11:10.301 --> 0:11:11.661 I wouldn't wear it again. I'll have my little. 0:11:11.681 --> 0:11:13.221 Oh, you could wear that in Australia easily. 0:11:13.321 --> 0:11:13.901 Not here though. 0:11:14.481 --> 0:11:14.821 Well. 0:11:15.401 --> 0:11:16.541 I think it's disrespectful. 0:11:16.721 --> 0:11:19.871 I don't think it's, I don't know. Everyone's always covered 0:11:19.911 --> 0:11:20.411 and looks very. 0:11:21.381 --> 0:11:21.761 They do. 0:11:21.781 --> 0:11:22.341 To his fault. 0:11:22.681 --> 0:11:24.981 But there were so many girls out there this morning 0:11:25.001 --> 0:11:27.341 with those really skimpy skimp. 0:11:27.401 --> 0:11:29.521 There's a lot of like, they're like, they all look 0:11:29.561 --> 0:11:33.301 like tiny ballerinas with fairy floss while wearing dental floss. 0:11:33.321 --> 0:11:34.301 They are so, so. 0:11:34.421 --> 0:11:36.601 I will say though, I mean, you're on a movement walk, 0:11:36.621 --> 0:11:38.961 so that's fine. But that would look nice. 0:11:38.881 --> 0:11:40.581 With a big, loud necklace. You've stopped it in the 0:11:40.611 --> 0:11:42.291 most inappropriate place. 0:11:42.311 --> 0:11:47.721 Well, it looks like you're kissing. Hello, kisses for Christine. No, 0:11:47.801 --> 0:11:49.121 I think you act really harsh on yourself. 0:11:49.481 --> 0:11:51.791 But you're not, though, are you? I mean, you don't care. 0:11:51.801 --> 0:11:54.391 No, I don't give a shit. Folds and rolls and 0:11:55.251 --> 0:11:58.071 I don't care. I mean, in this instance in Bali, 0:11:58.171 --> 0:12:00.331 when it culturally, I see what you mean. 0:12:00.591 --> 0:12:00.791 Yeah. 0:12:01.131 --> 0:12:04.751 I was told that the Balinese tend to not know 0:12:04.771 --> 0:12:07.641 where to look when they see tourists wearing bikinis or whatnot. Yes. 0:12:07.791 --> 0:12:09.571 Because I don't think they go in the water wearing. 0:12:09.591 --> 0:12:10.571 I don't think they do. 0:12:10.731 --> 0:12:12.491 No, I've never seen them get in the water. No. 0:12:13.181 --> 0:12:15.221 But back home, oh, God, yes. 0:12:15.661 --> 0:12:16.461 Yeah, you're very good. 0:12:16.501 --> 0:12:17.061 And a lot of the time. 0:12:17.081 --> 0:12:17.701 That's so good. 0:12:18.061 --> 0:12:20.941 What I find difficult is in, and you would have 0:12:20.961 --> 0:12:25.631 seen it, my fat rolls envelop my swimming attire. 0:12:25.751 --> 0:12:27.551 Yeah, I get asked that all the time. One of 0:12:27.591 --> 0:12:30.491 the one questions people ask me when they meet me 0:12:30.511 --> 0:12:32.811 and they go, oh, you get to hang out with Christian. 0:12:34.091 --> 0:12:36.361 Tell me, is he in the pool nude or is 0:12:36.401 --> 0:12:39.481 he in the water nude? Does he wear any swimmers? 0:12:39.501 --> 0:12:43.851 Does he wear anything? No, his fat rolls envelop it all, 0:12:44.451 --> 0:12:47.531 so you can't quite see it. It's called a gunt. Oh, 0:12:47.551 --> 0:12:49.401 don't say that. And it's where your gut hangs over 0:12:49.741 --> 0:12:51.981 your cunt. Don't say that. Or in my case, it's 0:12:52.041 --> 0:12:52.581 a genus. 0:12:52.941 --> 0:12:53.361 A genus. 0:12:53.421 --> 0:12:55.341 Well, don't say it. That's what happens. It's getting less 0:12:55.361 --> 0:12:55.761 and less. 0:12:56.021 --> 0:12:57.441 Oh, you're looking fabulous. 0:12:57.461 --> 0:13:00.201 Thank you. I'm using the shirt that we bought at 0:13:00.221 --> 0:13:01.381 the markets that just fit. 0:13:01.601 --> 0:13:01.941 As your guide? 0:13:02.061 --> 0:13:04.871 And it's getting a tiny little bit looser. Tiny little bit. 0:13:05.011 --> 0:13:06.891 Older you get, it's like, oh, who cares? 0:13:06.931 --> 0:13:07.551 The less you care. 0:13:07.931 --> 0:13:08.871 The less you care. 0:13:08.891 --> 0:13:11.361 Well, I think it's the less you care about things... Well, 0:13:11.381 --> 0:13:12.781 you realise that they don't matter. 0:13:13.101 --> 0:13:16.171 And I look at Charlie and he cares about everything. 0:13:16.311 --> 0:13:16.531 Yes. 0:13:17.011 --> 0:13:19.451 What he looks like, how he talks, who he's going 0:13:19.531 --> 0:13:23.191 to see, who he's, you know, everything. And it's like, oh, 0:13:23.551 --> 0:13:25.571 I don't care anymore. I really don't care. 0:13:25.611 --> 0:13:26.751 But that's life experience. 0:13:27.291 --> 0:13:30.071 But it's also to letting go of that control. Like 0:13:30.191 --> 0:13:33.061 what I mean by that is you're trying to control 0:13:33.281 --> 0:13:36.951 how people see you and perceive you, right? Yes. And 0:13:37.001 --> 0:13:39.041 it's like, you know what, it's none of my business 0:13:39.081 --> 0:13:40.881 what you think of me or how you see me, 0:13:41.001 --> 0:13:43.221 so I'm just going to be me. If you like me, 0:13:43.241 --> 0:13:45.581 you like me. If you don't, well, there's the door. 0:13:45.761 --> 0:13:46.341 Off you top. 0:13:46.641 --> 0:13:47.001 Yeah. 0:13:47.461 --> 0:13:49.841 I just wish I could get more into the body 0:13:50.081 --> 0:13:51.161 positivity stuff. 0:13:51.561 --> 0:13:52.471 What's holding you back? 0:13:52.871 --> 0:13:54.491 I've put on a little bit, and I hate talking 0:13:54.511 --> 0:13:56.871 about weight, but I have put on a little bit 0:13:56.911 --> 0:14:00.871 of weight since two years, and I hate it. I 0:14:01.651 --> 0:14:03.881 just don't feel me. I don't get to wear the 0:14:03.901 --> 0:14:04.881 clothes that I want to wear. 0:14:04.901 --> 0:14:06.631 Yeah, I know that feeling. 0:14:06.751 --> 0:14:09.171 And I think people, not that I care what people think, 0:14:09.191 --> 0:14:12.691 but I like looking nice. I like looking really, fashion 0:14:12.731 --> 0:14:17.711 for me is all about empowerment. The better I feel dressed, 0:14:18.751 --> 0:14:23.661 the higher my attitude, confidence, it just all kind of ripples. 0:14:24.521 --> 0:14:27.021 I would agree. I mean, I have worn the same 0:14:27.081 --> 0:14:29.881 shirt from Ganda for the last, because that's what I 0:14:29.901 --> 0:14:31.661 was my heaviest and it was the most comfortable shirt 0:14:31.701 --> 0:14:34.021 I felt in. And now I don't actually wear it. 0:14:34.651 --> 0:14:36.491 If you go through my socials, you'll see like a 0:14:36.751 --> 0:14:38.691 two or three year period. You know that shirt that 0:14:38.711 --> 0:14:39.711 everyone thinks is a tattoo? 0:14:39.991 --> 0:14:40.171 Yeah. 0:14:40.291 --> 0:14:42.271 It's a dark, it's got a lot of mandala patterns 0:14:42.291 --> 0:14:42.411 on it. 0:14:42.471 --> 0:14:44.881 And I think there was a stage where people asked you, 0:14:44.901 --> 0:14:46.821 do you wear that same one every day? Do you 0:14:46.841 --> 0:14:47.101 wash it? 0:14:47.241 --> 0:14:49.381 And I'm like, I have eight of them. I bought 0:14:49.541 --> 0:14:53.481 eight of them because it was loose, flowing. I looked 0:14:53.521 --> 0:14:55.641 good in it. I was 16 kilos heavier. 0:14:55.661 --> 0:14:55.741 Yeah. 0:14:56.301 --> 0:14:57.731 It was. It was a piece of fashion that made 0:14:57.771 --> 0:15:01.031 me feel nice. Yes. It was the only thing in 0:15:01.051 --> 0:15:03.051 my wardrobe where I felt that way, which is why 0:15:03.091 --> 0:15:03.511 I wore it. 0:15:03.651 --> 0:15:05.751 And it's so important for your mental health. 0:15:05.851 --> 0:15:08.631 And as I've lost more weight, all the clothes that 0:15:08.651 --> 0:15:11.491 I kept, which I know, don't keep them. But I 0:15:11.491 --> 0:15:13.391 was like, no, these shirts are so nice. And I've 0:15:13.411 --> 0:15:15.271