WEBVTT - I'm a dance Mum and I'm going ALL in!

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<v Speaker 1>Apod Shape Production. Welcome back to another episode of Am

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<v Speaker 1>I A Bad Mum Podcast. We are on the downhill

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<v Speaker 1>slide towards the Christmas holidays never ending some holidays.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Well for you, you've got an extended we always

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<v Speaker 2>talk about this. I only got a couple of weeks ago.

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<v Speaker 2>We've got a big few weeks in the household of Grazie.

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<v Speaker 2>Wrapping up being a primary school child. Yeah, and moving

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<v Speaker 2>on to the next stage.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, Rachel, I remember that last day of primary school.

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<v Speaker 1>Make sure you take sunglasses because where waterproovement scara. It's

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<v Speaker 1>very emotional. I remember actually it was like they had

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<v Speaker 1>an assembly or there was some sort of ceremony, and

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<v Speaker 1>then at the end of that, all the year five

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<v Speaker 1>stand down to wave goodbye to them, and they all

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<v Speaker 1>walk out and it's like this big thing, and then

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<v Speaker 1>the kids are crying and you're crying.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember speaking on this podcast way back when on

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<v Speaker 2>the first day that I dropped her over there, and

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<v Speaker 2>I remember clearly sitting here with you and you're going

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<v Speaker 2>I was absolutely normal, and I remember walking now, just

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<v Speaker 2>to give you a brief of where we are, like

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<v Speaker 2>my house is at the back of the school, so

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<v Speaker 2>we are on the cul de sac at the back

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<v Speaker 2>of the school, so I'm very close, just to give

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<v Speaker 2>you proximity, like I'm very close. I've walked her over

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<v Speaker 2>to prep, I've waited you see them into class. You

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<v Speaker 2>do all that, Katie. I remember walking across that oval,

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<v Speaker 2>and I remember telling you I felt like someone was

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<v Speaker 2>like literally stretching my umbilical cord to this kid so

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<v Speaker 2>hard that I was so sad, and I was laughing

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<v Speaker 2>about the teacher that year had made all the parents

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<v Speaker 2>like a little pack with like a little tea and

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<v Speaker 2>a little note saying go home and have a cup

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<v Speaker 2>of tea and just enjoy some peace and quiet, and

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<v Speaker 2>like you know, everything will be okay in the chart

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<v Speaker 2>and your child will be okay. I remember all this

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<v Speaker 2>like it was just yesterday, and I remember getting home.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember sitting down and then the silence just hit me.

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<v Speaker 2>And when I say silence, I still obviously had Elsie,

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<v Speaker 2>but it was just like all of a sudden, I

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<v Speaker 2>just got so overwhelmed and I just sat there and

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<v Speaker 2>bawled my eyes out.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I remember very vividly the girls starting school because

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<v Speaker 1>they started school on the same day obviously twins. I

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<v Speaker 1>remember going to the gym afterwards, and there was these

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<v Speaker 1>group of girls that I went to the gym with

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<v Speaker 1>and they were all putting their little one into the crap,

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<v Speaker 1>and I remember feeling really sad about it because I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I don't have another one going and they

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<v Speaker 1>were looking at me like jealous. You were wrapping up

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<v Speaker 1>with no kids. But I remember feeling like quite sad

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<v Speaker 1>about it. I was like, might have both gone.

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<v Speaker 2>I literally remember getting in the I think you get

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<v Speaker 2>your shit together. I just get out of here. I

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<v Speaker 2>was trying to stay home so I could be close

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<v Speaker 2>proximity if she needed me again. She didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>Just on that. Are you living at the back of

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<v Speaker 1>the school. Isn't it baffling the amount of times you've

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<v Speaker 1>been late? But yeah, you literally live behind the school.

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<v Speaker 2>In your head, logistically you think, oh god, we live

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<v Speaker 2>so close. All the time in the world, I've got

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<v Speaker 2>all the time in the world. I'm going to be

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<v Speaker 2>early every day, Like this is crazy. It actually works

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<v Speaker 2>against you because you think, then it's only going to

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<v Speaker 2>take you like thirty seconds to get across the oval

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<v Speaker 2>to get your child to school. Then it doesn't. By

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<v Speaker 2>the time you've bumped into twenty five other parents, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>and another three crying kids that don't want to go

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<v Speaker 2>to class and you've tried to resolve that it doesn't work.

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<v Speaker 1>No, someone's actual kit. You gotta go back.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Or the other day, hey Mum such and such,

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<v Speaker 2>I get a phone call from the office. Hey mom,

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<v Speaker 2>such and such as left their lunch at home. Are

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<v Speaker 2>you at home? Can you just pop over make them

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<v Speaker 2>some lunch and just pop it over the fence. Sure,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sitting at home waiting for your call. No, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not home. And then I at that moment, I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>can't you just take her to the touch Shop and

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<v Speaker 2>I'll pay for it? And she was like, oh okay, yeah, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>you've got free run at touch shop. I was like, no,

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't say free run. I said it just kicks

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<v Speaker 2>up a sausage rolls in hungry. Anyway, we sorted that

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<v Speaker 2>ship fight out. That was on me. That was my fault.

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<v Speaker 2>Take free run in the Touch shop, wouldn'n idiot? Am

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<v Speaker 2>I a bad mum for upping my dance game? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>I know. Obviously leading into this talking a lot about

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<v Speaker 2>wrapping up the year, wrapping up my child's primary school years,

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<v Speaker 2>Like we're talking about wrapping up another thing, wrapped up

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<v Speaker 2>that you no longer have to do, but it still

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<v Speaker 2>fills my entire being of a existence for the year

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<v Speaker 2>of pick up and drop up dance has wrapped up

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<v Speaker 2>dance concert was a success, done done.

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<v Speaker 1>Isn't there a real extense of achievement when you know

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<v Speaker 1>that was like, I remember the frantic last minute being

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<v Speaker 1>in the car on the way to the concert with

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<v Speaker 1>the fucking needle and cotton sewing shit together, and then

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<v Speaker 1>everything has to go in a separate itemized dance bag.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's just skip back a few years either, first year

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<v Speaker 2>that she started dancing with impact, and I remember laughing

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<v Speaker 2>to you, going, oh no, I just took the outfits

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<v Speaker 2>that I was given for her. I just took it

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<v Speaker 2>in the bags that I was giving them in. I

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<v Speaker 2>didn't undo it, I didn't try it on, I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>iron it, I didn't do any of that. I just

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<v Speaker 2>literally put the stuff back into the plastic container like

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<v Speaker 2>they tell us to label the bag only, and took

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<v Speaker 2>her along and just was like hope for the best.

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<v Speaker 2>Now fast forward.

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<v Speaker 1>Didn't you take the costumes in a wool word?

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<v Speaker 2>Willie stick back no intention of being a long term

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<v Speaker 2>dance mom. I thought it was just going to be

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<v Speaker 2>like a term, and then I'd be out boards always

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<v Speaker 2>do a term, and so I'd said, yeah, sure you

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<v Speaker 2>can do dance fast forward. Here I am in quick change.

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<v Speaker 2>This podcast is more just a laugh. So anyone that

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<v Speaker 2>possibly listens to it, that is another dance mom in

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<v Speaker 2>the particular group that we hang out with. This is

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<v Speaker 2>all I thank you to you guys, because you've created this.

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<v Speaker 2>You've all taught me how to do what I do now.

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<v Speaker 2>But yesterday was like this particular dance concert, Katie was

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<v Speaker 2>like next level, Like I was on fire.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you now one of those people Like you've got

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<v Speaker 1>a pocket full of bobby pins? Yeah, you've got tape? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>ship coming out of everywhere.

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<v Speaker 2>I started following the lead of another particular dance mom

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<v Speaker 2>who's like insane dance mom. Right, she has everything covered.

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<v Speaker 2>She's like the Mary Poppins. She has the bum bag

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<v Speaker 2>and you literally she has everything in there. Yeah, she's

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<v Speaker 2>got like anitle and thread attached to her shirt. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>just waiting. Yeah, like was that it happened? No, I

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<v Speaker 2>didn't get I can't so steal Katie. This is not

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<v Speaker 2>a fucking new fact for you, why did you use

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<v Speaker 2>a stapler? I just go, I'm not doing exactly, so

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<v Speaker 2>it's one or the other who needs a needle and

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<v Speaker 2>cop when you got stapler. Yeah, so this particular mum

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<v Speaker 2>learnt a lot from her. I couldn't do the bum

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<v Speaker 2>bag though this year because I don't even know where

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<v Speaker 2>I put it from last year. So fast forward, I

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<v Speaker 2>have lots of pockets, got it all going on. That's fine.

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<v Speaker 2>By the end of the day yesterday I had like

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<v Speaker 2>pins and they're stuck to my shirt so that I

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<v Speaker 2>can just literally put it onto kids as they go.

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<v Speaker 2>The quick change was so quick that even we were

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<v Speaker 2>like holy like we were digging deep, like we almost

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<v Speaker 2>missed a few things. I got in trouble from the

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<v Speaker 2>dance teacher because Gracie went out to do a solo

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<v Speaker 2>without long socks on and a belt that she was

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<v Speaker 2>meant to have on, which I was screaming at my child,

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<v Speaker 2>going you need and she was like no, I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like no, because you know nothing, no, no,

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<v Speaker 2>And then you get in trouble and then the teacher

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<v Speaker 2>comes out Grace, he didn't have about on, didn't have

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<v Speaker 2>socks on. We really need that.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like you feel really bad about it yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>I did. I was like, Okay, well now I'm saying

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<v Speaker 2>for the second show you watch me, I'm going to

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<v Speaker 2>be like, it's going to be full redemption.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to be better.

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<v Speaker 2>It's going to be take me better, I'm going to

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<v Speaker 2>be better. The musical theater alone, Katie had to have

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<v Speaker 2>a full face of different makeup and you've only got

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<v Speaker 2>three songs to do it with about eight kids to

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<v Speaker 2>do it for changing them and do their makeup and

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<v Speaker 2>put two wigs on full.

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<v Speaker 1>Weeks about six minutes.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's about six minutes. I was sweating. Yeah, but

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<v Speaker 2>I was on fire. I was actually laughing at myself

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<v Speaker 2>because I think there will be a couple of other moms.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know these other mums. They were just really

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<v Speaker 2>lovely and volunteering too. But I was like, yeah, no,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't need to be in here. We got this cupboard.

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<v Speaker 2>I've got the ship nice and tight.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you come across any like old Rachel's, Like any

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<v Speaker 1>mums that are maybe new to the game that are

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<v Speaker 1>coming with their kids dance costume in a Woolly's carrier bag, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>have you come across any of the old yews.

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<v Speaker 2>Yet Yeah, yeah, yeah I do. But I don't tend

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<v Speaker 2>to go in that room anymore because that's down the others.

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<v Speaker 2>So we have like an amateur, I just go No,

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<v Speaker 2>that's not for me. I handle shit really well under pressure,

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<v Speaker 2>So that's why I stay in that little space.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you've grown not there anymore, you know, one of them.

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<v Speaker 2>And we've got the Duffel and we've got like Graceie

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<v Speaker 2>did fourteen routines yesterday or like for the concept fourteen routines.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like once you're one of those parents that

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<v Speaker 1>have bought the Duffel bag, that's it.

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<v Speaker 2>You're fully pro.

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<v Speaker 1>You're a full professional, committed, you committed.

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<v Speaker 2>All in all went really well. I up my game,

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<v Speaker 2>even had a cast and cruise sh I bought my

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<v Speaker 2>T shirt.

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<v Speaker 1>And have you given yourself like a title? Have you

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<v Speaker 1>given title?

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<v Speaker 2>I think my behavior?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, she quick change officer, something like that, quick change manager.

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<v Speaker 2>No, we can't have manager. I'm just a rookie. Still,

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<v Speaker 2>there's still so much to like.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you're fully pro. I'm clips on your T shirt.

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<v Speaker 2>I was in but get this. I was driving there

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<v Speaker 2>and the back of the shirt was like, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>the impact performing Arts, Cast and Crewe twenty twenty four

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<v Speaker 2>and Gracie. She was like, I can't believe you bought

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<v Speaker 2>a T shirt. Mom was like, well, at list, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't have to trash my own T shirt and it's

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<v Speaker 2>just for today and it's a bit of fun and

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<v Speaker 2>I get to be a part.

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<v Speaker 1>Of your team and makes me feel professional.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a part of this. And she goes, but you're

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<v Speaker 2>not casting crew, are you? And I was like, excuse me,

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<v Speaker 2>excuse but you're not. You're not Castle Crue your crew.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, well, no, I'm your crew and she

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<v Speaker 2>was like, well you're not, y'are my mom. So you

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<v Speaker 2>know what it did. We pulled up at the next

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<v Speaker 2>seat of lights and in my car I have Nickos

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<v Speaker 2>in the I don't know why I have Nickos in

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<v Speaker 2>my center console. I took my T shirt off at

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<v Speaker 2>the line it's just sitting there and my bro, please

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<v Speaker 2>don't do this at home. It's not safe. And then

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<v Speaker 2>I got my neckro out marked off cast and crew

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<v Speaker 2>and then wrote mum, put it back on T shirt,

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<v Speaker 2>said there you go. You better in back the booming

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<v Speaker 2>arts mum And she was like, yeah, I like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you pop your head? Around into the room of

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<v Speaker 1>the people that don't do it very well, and just like,

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<v Speaker 1>did you go in any way like I used to be,

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<v Speaker 1>like you look at me now, look at me around

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<v Speaker 1>in your T shirt.

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<v Speaker 2>As soon as I walked in, there was a few

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<v Speaker 2>of those mums that looked at me and was like

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<v Speaker 2>you put a T shirt. And I was like, yeah, no,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going a whole hog this time. If I'm in,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm all in.