1 00:00:05,921 --> 00:00:25,081 Speaker 1: Apod Shape Production. Welcome back to another episode of Am 2 00:00:25,121 --> 00:00:28,641 Speaker 1: I A Bad Mum Podcast. We are on the downhill 3 00:00:28,721 --> 00:00:33,601 Speaker 1: slide towards the Christmas holidays never ending some holidays. 4 00:00:33,721 --> 00:00:36,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, Well for you, you've got an extended we always 5 00:00:36,721 --> 00:00:38,761 Speaker 2: talk about this. I only got a couple of weeks ago. 6 00:00:39,441 --> 00:00:44,040 Speaker 2: We've got a big few weeks in the household of Grazie. 7 00:00:44,081 --> 00:00:48,440 Speaker 2: Wrapping up being a primary school child. Yeah, and moving 8 00:00:48,521 --> 00:00:49,801 Speaker 2: on to the next stage. 9 00:00:50,161 --> 00:00:52,921 Speaker 1: Oh, Rachel, I remember that last day of primary school. 10 00:00:53,241 --> 00:00:57,521 Speaker 1: Make sure you take sunglasses because where waterproovement scara. It's 11 00:00:57,641 --> 00:01:00,401 Speaker 1: very emotional. I remember actually it was like they had 12 00:01:00,681 --> 00:01:04,721 Speaker 1: an assembly or there was some sort of ceremony, and 13 00:01:04,761 --> 00:01:08,200 Speaker 1: then at the end of that, all the year five 14 00:01:09,241 --> 00:01:13,440 Speaker 1: stand down to wave goodbye to them, and they all 15 00:01:13,521 --> 00:01:15,761 Speaker 1: walk out and it's like this big thing, and then 16 00:01:15,801 --> 00:01:18,320 Speaker 1: the kids are crying and you're crying. 17 00:01:19,321 --> 00:01:23,081 Speaker 2: I remember speaking on this podcast way back when on 18 00:01:23,121 --> 00:01:25,000 Speaker 2: the first day that I dropped her over there, and 19 00:01:25,041 --> 00:01:27,041 Speaker 2: I remember clearly sitting here with you and you're going 20 00:01:27,161 --> 00:01:30,481 Speaker 2: I was absolutely normal, and I remember walking now, just 21 00:01:30,521 --> 00:01:32,561 Speaker 2: to give you a brief of where we are, like 22 00:01:32,640 --> 00:01:35,641 Speaker 2: my house is at the back of the school, so 23 00:01:35,640 --> 00:01:37,161 Speaker 2: we are on the cul de sac at the back 24 00:01:37,200 --> 00:01:39,121 Speaker 2: of the school, so I'm very close, just to give 25 00:01:39,161 --> 00:01:42,360 Speaker 2: you proximity, like I'm very close. I've walked her over 26 00:01:43,041 --> 00:01:46,121 Speaker 2: to prep, I've waited you see them into class. You 27 00:01:46,161 --> 00:01:48,960 Speaker 2: do all that, Katie. I remember walking across that oval, 28 00:01:48,961 --> 00:01:51,401 Speaker 2: and I remember telling you I felt like someone was 29 00:01:51,481 --> 00:01:55,001 Speaker 2: like literally stretching my umbilical cord to this kid so 30 00:01:55,121 --> 00:01:59,001 Speaker 2: hard that I was so sad, and I was laughing 31 00:01:59,241 --> 00:02:02,801 Speaker 2: about the teacher that year had made all the parents 32 00:02:02,881 --> 00:02:05,481 Speaker 2: like a little pack with like a little tea and 33 00:02:05,561 --> 00:02:07,681 Speaker 2: a little note saying go home and have a cup 34 00:02:07,681 --> 00:02:10,401 Speaker 2: of tea and just enjoy some peace and quiet, and 35 00:02:10,481 --> 00:02:12,960 Speaker 2: like you know, everything will be okay in the chart 36 00:02:13,081 --> 00:02:15,161 Speaker 2: and your child will be okay. I remember all this 37 00:02:15,401 --> 00:02:18,441 Speaker 2: like it was just yesterday, and I remember getting home. 38 00:02:18,641 --> 00:02:21,161 Speaker 2: I remember sitting down and then the silence just hit me. 39 00:02:22,001 --> 00:02:24,761 Speaker 2: And when I say silence, I still obviously had Elsie, 40 00:02:25,041 --> 00:02:26,641 Speaker 2: but it was just like all of a sudden, I 41 00:02:26,721 --> 00:02:29,241 Speaker 2: just got so overwhelmed and I just sat there and 42 00:02:29,441 --> 00:02:30,601 Speaker 2: bawled my eyes out. 43 00:02:30,800 --> 00:02:33,801 Speaker 1: Yeah, I remember very vividly the girls starting school because 44 00:02:33,800 --> 00:02:36,401 Speaker 1: they started school on the same day obviously twins. I 45 00:02:36,401 --> 00:02:39,361 Speaker 1: remember going to the gym afterwards, and there was these 46 00:02:39,561 --> 00:02:42,440 Speaker 1: group of girls that I went to the gym with 47 00:02:43,001 --> 00:02:47,081 Speaker 1: and they were all putting their little one into the crap, 48 00:02:47,800 --> 00:02:50,641 Speaker 1: and I remember feeling really sad about it because I 49 00:02:50,680 --> 00:02:55,521 Speaker 1: was like, I don't have another one going and they 50 00:02:55,520 --> 00:02:59,321 Speaker 1: were looking at me like jealous. You were wrapping up 51 00:02:59,361 --> 00:03:02,081 Speaker 1: with no kids. But I remember feeling like quite sad 52 00:03:02,081 --> 00:03:03,681 Speaker 1: about it. I was like, might have both gone. 53 00:03:03,841 --> 00:03:05,761 Speaker 2: I literally remember getting in the I think you get 54 00:03:05,761 --> 00:03:08,120 Speaker 2: your shit together. I just get out of here. I 55 00:03:08,161 --> 00:03:10,240 Speaker 2: was trying to stay home so I could be close 56 00:03:10,321 --> 00:03:13,561 Speaker 2: proximity if she needed me again. She didn't. 57 00:03:13,800 --> 00:03:15,280 Speaker 1: Just on that. Are you living at the back of 58 00:03:15,321 --> 00:03:17,840 Speaker 1: the school. Isn't it baffling the amount of times you've 59 00:03:17,881 --> 00:03:23,281 Speaker 1: been late? But yeah, you literally live behind the school. 60 00:03:23,441 --> 00:03:26,321 Speaker 2: In your head, logistically you think, oh god, we live 61 00:03:26,401 --> 00:03:28,680 Speaker 2: so close. All the time in the world, I've got 62 00:03:28,680 --> 00:03:30,961 Speaker 2: all the time in the world. I'm going to be 63 00:03:31,041 --> 00:03:34,361 Speaker 2: early every day, Like this is crazy. It actually works 64 00:03:34,401 --> 00:03:37,961 Speaker 2: against you because you think, then it's only going to 65 00:03:38,001 --> 00:03:40,401 Speaker 2: take you like thirty seconds to get across the oval 66 00:03:40,561 --> 00:03:43,201 Speaker 2: to get your child to school. Then it doesn't. By 67 00:03:43,241 --> 00:03:46,561 Speaker 2: the time you've bumped into twenty five other parents, Yeah, 68 00:03:46,601 --> 00:03:49,561 Speaker 2: and another three crying kids that don't want to go 69 00:03:49,601 --> 00:03:52,441 Speaker 2: to class and you've tried to resolve that it doesn't work. 70 00:03:52,641 --> 00:03:55,361 Speaker 1: No, someone's actual kit. You gotta go back. 71 00:03:55,441 --> 00:03:59,041 Speaker 2: Yeah. Or the other day, hey Mum such and such, 72 00:03:59,161 --> 00:04:00,681 Speaker 2: I get a phone call from the office. Hey mom, 73 00:04:00,761 --> 00:04:03,401 Speaker 2: such and such as left their lunch at home. Are 74 00:04:03,441 --> 00:04:05,481 Speaker 2: you at home? Can you just pop over make them 75 00:04:05,481 --> 00:04:09,161 Speaker 2: some lunch and just pop it over the fence. Sure, 76 00:04:09,681 --> 00:04:11,681 Speaker 2: I'm sitting at home waiting for your call. No, I'm 77 00:04:11,721 --> 00:04:14,761 Speaker 2: not home. And then I at that moment, I was like, 78 00:04:14,801 --> 00:04:16,481 Speaker 2: can't you just take her to the touch Shop and 79 00:04:16,481 --> 00:04:18,961 Speaker 2: I'll pay for it? And she was like, oh okay, yeah, okay, 80 00:04:19,121 --> 00:04:21,520 Speaker 2: you've got free run at touch shop. I was like, no, 81 00:04:21,601 --> 00:04:24,401 Speaker 2: I didn't say free run. I said it just kicks 82 00:04:24,481 --> 00:04:28,520 Speaker 2: up a sausage rolls in hungry. Anyway, we sorted that 83 00:04:28,641 --> 00:04:31,361 Speaker 2: ship fight out. That was on me. That was my fault. 84 00:04:31,401 --> 00:04:43,721 Speaker 2: Take free run in the Touch shop, wouldn'n idiot? Am 85 00:04:43,721 --> 00:04:49,721 Speaker 2: I a bad mum for upping my dance game? Yeah? 86 00:04:49,761 --> 00:04:52,561 Speaker 2: I know. Obviously leading into this talking a lot about 87 00:04:52,561 --> 00:04:56,121 Speaker 2: wrapping up the year, wrapping up my child's primary school years, 88 00:04:56,241 --> 00:04:58,721 Speaker 2: Like we're talking about wrapping up another thing, wrapped up 89 00:04:59,121 --> 00:05:02,681 Speaker 2: that you no longer have to do, but it still 90 00:05:02,721 --> 00:05:06,761 Speaker 2: fills my entire being of a existence for the year 91 00:05:06,961 --> 00:05:09,281 Speaker 2: of pick up and drop up dance has wrapped up 92 00:05:10,320 --> 00:05:13,841 Speaker 2: dance concert was a success, done done. 93 00:05:14,121 --> 00:05:16,200 Speaker 1: Isn't there a real extense of achievement when you know 94 00:05:16,320 --> 00:05:21,521 Speaker 1: that was like, I remember the frantic last minute being 95 00:05:21,561 --> 00:05:23,760 Speaker 1: in the car on the way to the concert with 96 00:05:23,921 --> 00:05:28,921 Speaker 1: the fucking needle and cotton sewing shit together, and then 97 00:05:29,161 --> 00:05:33,400 Speaker 1: everything has to go in a separate itemized dance bag. 98 00:05:33,880 --> 00:05:37,281 Speaker 2: Let's just skip back a few years either, first year 99 00:05:37,320 --> 00:05:40,921 Speaker 2: that she started dancing with impact, and I remember laughing 100 00:05:40,961 --> 00:05:43,321 Speaker 2: to you, going, oh no, I just took the outfits 101 00:05:43,401 --> 00:05:45,721 Speaker 2: that I was given for her. I just took it 102 00:05:45,761 --> 00:05:47,401 Speaker 2: in the bags that I was giving them in. I 103 00:05:47,440 --> 00:05:50,001 Speaker 2: didn't undo it, I didn't try it on, I didn't 104 00:05:50,041 --> 00:05:52,041 Speaker 2: iron it, I didn't do any of that. I just 105 00:05:52,361 --> 00:05:55,121 Speaker 2: literally put the stuff back into the plastic container like 106 00:05:55,161 --> 00:05:58,721 Speaker 2: they tell us to label the bag only, and took 107 00:05:58,721 --> 00:06:00,721 Speaker 2: her along and just was like hope for the best. 108 00:06:01,041 --> 00:06:02,481 Speaker 2: Now fast forward. 109 00:06:02,841 --> 00:06:04,761 Speaker 1: Didn't you take the costumes in a wool word? 110 00:06:05,201 --> 00:06:10,201 Speaker 2: Willie stick back no intention of being a long term 111 00:06:10,281 --> 00:06:12,320 Speaker 2: dance mom. I thought it was just going to be 112 00:06:12,401 --> 00:06:15,760 Speaker 2: like a term, and then I'd be out boards always 113 00:06:15,761 --> 00:06:17,640 Speaker 2: do a term, and so I'd said, yeah, sure you 114 00:06:17,681 --> 00:06:21,241 Speaker 2: can do dance fast forward. Here I am in quick change. 115 00:06:22,401 --> 00:06:25,200 Speaker 2: This podcast is more just a laugh. So anyone that 116 00:06:25,241 --> 00:06:28,601 Speaker 2: possibly listens to it, that is another dance mom in 117 00:06:28,841 --> 00:06:31,041 Speaker 2: the particular group that we hang out with. This is 118 00:06:31,121 --> 00:06:34,320 Speaker 2: all I thank you to you guys, because you've created this. 119 00:06:35,001 --> 00:06:37,921 Speaker 2: You've all taught me how to do what I do now. 120 00:06:37,961 --> 00:06:41,561 Speaker 2: But yesterday was like this particular dance concert, Katie was 121 00:06:41,641 --> 00:06:44,041 Speaker 2: like next level, Like I was on fire. 122 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:46,801 Speaker 1: Are you now one of those people Like you've got 123 00:06:46,801 --> 00:06:50,681 Speaker 1: a pocket full of bobby pins? Yeah, you've got tape? Yeah, 124 00:06:50,880 --> 00:06:52,241 Speaker 1: ship coming out of everywhere. 125 00:06:52,401 --> 00:06:55,281 Speaker 2: I started following the lead of another particular dance mom 126 00:06:55,320 --> 00:06:58,721 Speaker 2: who's like insane dance mom. Right, she has everything covered. 127 00:06:58,921 --> 00:07:01,681 Speaker 2: She's like the Mary Poppins. She has the bum bag 128 00:07:01,841 --> 00:07:04,681 Speaker 2: and you literally she has everything in there. Yeah, she's 129 00:07:04,721 --> 00:07:08,440 Speaker 2: got like anitle and thread attached to her shirt. Yeah, 130 00:07:08,721 --> 00:07:12,121 Speaker 2: just waiting. Yeah, like was that it happened? No, I 131 00:07:12,121 --> 00:07:14,801 Speaker 2: didn't get I can't so steal Katie. This is not 132 00:07:14,841 --> 00:07:17,561 Speaker 2: a fucking new fact for you, why did you use 133 00:07:17,561 --> 00:07:20,161 Speaker 2: a stapler? I just go, I'm not doing exactly, so 134 00:07:20,241 --> 00:07:21,761 Speaker 2: it's one or the other who needs a needle and 135 00:07:21,761 --> 00:07:24,761 Speaker 2: cop when you got stapler. Yeah, so this particular mum 136 00:07:24,881 --> 00:07:26,881 Speaker 2: learnt a lot from her. I couldn't do the bum 137 00:07:26,921 --> 00:07:30,001 Speaker 2: bag though this year because I don't even know where 138 00:07:30,001 --> 00:07:33,161 Speaker 2: I put it from last year. So fast forward, I 139 00:07:33,201 --> 00:07:35,961 Speaker 2: have lots of pockets, got it all going on. That's fine. 140 00:07:36,001 --> 00:07:37,801 Speaker 2: By the end of the day yesterday I had like 141 00:07:38,161 --> 00:07:40,161 Speaker 2: pins and they're stuck to my shirt so that I 142 00:07:40,161 --> 00:07:42,881 Speaker 2: can just literally put it onto kids as they go. 143 00:07:43,161 --> 00:07:46,681 Speaker 2: The quick change was so quick that even we were 144 00:07:46,721 --> 00:07:50,481 Speaker 2: like holy like we were digging deep, like we almost 145 00:07:50,521 --> 00:07:52,441 Speaker 2: missed a few things. I got in trouble from the 146 00:07:52,521 --> 00:07:54,961 Speaker 2: dance teacher because Gracie went out to do a solo 147 00:07:55,121 --> 00:07:58,721 Speaker 2: without long socks on and a belt that she was 148 00:07:58,761 --> 00:08:01,921 Speaker 2: meant to have on, which I was screaming at my child, 149 00:08:01,961 --> 00:08:04,521 Speaker 2: going you need and she was like no, I don't. 150 00:08:04,641 --> 00:08:07,041 Speaker 2: I was like no, because you know nothing, no, no, 151 00:08:07,161 --> 00:08:10,761 Speaker 2: And then you get in trouble and then the teacher 152 00:08:10,761 --> 00:08:12,641 Speaker 2: comes out Grace, he didn't have about on, didn't have 153 00:08:12,721 --> 00:08:13,841 Speaker 2: socks on. We really need that. 154 00:08:14,041 --> 00:08:16,161 Speaker 1: I was like you feel really bad about it yourself. 155 00:08:16,281 --> 00:08:18,801 Speaker 2: I did. I was like, Okay, well now I'm saying 156 00:08:18,801 --> 00:08:20,881 Speaker 2: for the second show you watch me, I'm going to 157 00:08:20,961 --> 00:08:22,521 Speaker 2: be like, it's going to be full redemption. 158 00:08:22,801 --> 00:08:23,600 Speaker 1: I'm going to be better. 159 00:08:23,721 --> 00:08:26,121 Speaker 2: It's going to be take me better, I'm going to 160 00:08:26,121 --> 00:08:30,441 Speaker 2: be better. The musical theater alone, Katie had to have 161 00:08:30,521 --> 00:08:34,641 Speaker 2: a full face of different makeup and you've only got 162 00:08:34,681 --> 00:08:37,721 Speaker 2: three songs to do it with about eight kids to 163 00:08:37,921 --> 00:08:41,961 Speaker 2: do it for changing them and do their makeup and 164 00:08:42,041 --> 00:08:43,841 Speaker 2: put two wigs on full. 165 00:08:43,641 --> 00:08:45,401 Speaker 1: Weeks about six minutes. 166 00:08:45,761 --> 00:08:49,201 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's about six minutes. I was sweating. Yeah, but 167 00:08:49,881 --> 00:08:52,401 Speaker 2: I was on fire. I was actually laughing at myself 168 00:08:52,441 --> 00:08:56,081 Speaker 2: because I think there will be a couple of other moms. 169 00:08:56,281 --> 00:08:58,641 Speaker 2: I don't know these other mums. They were just really 170 00:08:58,681 --> 00:09:00,841 Speaker 2: lovely and volunteering too. But I was like, yeah, no, 171 00:09:01,041 --> 00:09:03,081 Speaker 2: you don't need to be in here. We got this cupboard. 172 00:09:03,121 --> 00:09:04,881 Speaker 2: I've got the ship nice and tight. 173 00:09:05,241 --> 00:09:09,321 Speaker 1: Have you come across any like old Rachel's, Like any 174 00:09:09,641 --> 00:09:11,921 Speaker 1: mums that are maybe new to the game that are 175 00:09:11,921 --> 00:09:16,321 Speaker 1: coming with their kids dance costume in a Woolly's carrier bag, Like, 176 00:09:16,361 --> 00:09:18,561 Speaker 1: have you come across any of the old yews. 177 00:09:18,401 --> 00:09:20,841 Speaker 2: Yet Yeah, yeah, yeah I do. But I don't tend 178 00:09:20,881 --> 00:09:23,201 Speaker 2: to go in that room anymore because that's down the others. 179 00:09:23,241 --> 00:09:25,081 Speaker 2: So we have like an amateur, I just go No, 180 00:09:25,241 --> 00:09:29,201 Speaker 2: that's not for me. I handle shit really well under pressure, 181 00:09:29,721 --> 00:09:31,441 Speaker 2: So that's why I stay in that little space. 182 00:09:31,521 --> 00:09:35,401 Speaker 1: Yeah, you've grown not there anymore, you know, one of them. 183 00:09:35,761 --> 00:09:38,641 Speaker 2: And we've got the Duffel and we've got like Graceie 184 00:09:38,641 --> 00:09:44,281 Speaker 2: did fourteen routines yesterday or like for the concept fourteen routines. 185 00:09:44,561 --> 00:09:47,001 Speaker 1: I feel like once you're one of those parents that 186 00:09:47,241 --> 00:09:49,321 Speaker 1: have bought the Duffel bag, that's it. 187 00:09:49,441 --> 00:09:50,641 Speaker 2: You're fully pro. 188 00:09:50,921 --> 00:09:53,441 Speaker 1: You're a full professional, committed, you committed. 189 00:09:53,921 --> 00:09:56,321 Speaker 2: All in all went really well. I up my game, 190 00:09:56,441 --> 00:10:00,641 Speaker 2: even had a cast and cruise sh I bought my 191 00:10:00,841 --> 00:10:01,281 Speaker 2: T shirt. 192 00:10:01,801 --> 00:10:04,121 Speaker 1: And have you given yourself like a title? Have you 193 00:10:04,121 --> 00:10:05,001 Speaker 1: given title? 194 00:10:05,081 --> 00:10:05,921 Speaker 2: I think my behavior? 195 00:10:06,001 --> 00:10:11,041 Speaker 1: Yes, she quick change officer, something like that, quick change manager. 196 00:10:11,241 --> 00:10:13,601 Speaker 2: No, we can't have manager. I'm just a rookie. Still, 197 00:10:13,681 --> 00:10:15,161 Speaker 2: there's still so much to like. 198 00:10:15,401 --> 00:10:18,761 Speaker 1: You know, you're fully pro. I'm clips on your T shirt. 199 00:10:19,161 --> 00:10:21,601 Speaker 2: I was in but get this. I was driving there 200 00:10:21,641 --> 00:10:24,201 Speaker 2: and the back of the shirt was like, you know, 201 00:10:24,401 --> 00:10:27,881 Speaker 2: the impact performing Arts, Cast and Crewe twenty twenty four 202 00:10:28,521 --> 00:10:30,361 Speaker 2: and Gracie. She was like, I can't believe you bought 203 00:10:30,361 --> 00:10:31,921 Speaker 2: a T shirt. Mom was like, well, at list, I 204 00:10:31,921 --> 00:10:33,801 Speaker 2: don't have to trash my own T shirt and it's 205 00:10:33,841 --> 00:10:35,561 Speaker 2: just for today and it's a bit of fun and 206 00:10:35,601 --> 00:10:36,601 Speaker 2: I get to be a part. 207 00:10:36,401 --> 00:10:38,801 Speaker 1: Of your team and makes me feel professional. 208 00:10:39,401 --> 00:10:42,761 Speaker 2: I'm a part of this. And she goes, but you're 209 00:10:42,761 --> 00:10:45,961 Speaker 2: not casting crew, are you? And I was like, excuse me, 210 00:10:46,521 --> 00:10:49,201 Speaker 2: excuse but you're not. You're not Castle Crue your crew. 211 00:10:49,441 --> 00:10:51,481 Speaker 2: I was like, well, no, I'm your crew and she 212 00:10:51,601 --> 00:10:53,841 Speaker 2: was like, well you're not, y'are my mom. So you 213 00:10:53,841 --> 00:10:55,201 Speaker 2: know what it did. We pulled up at the next 214 00:10:55,201 --> 00:10:57,721 Speaker 2: seat of lights and in my car I have Nickos 215 00:10:57,761 --> 00:11:00,201 Speaker 2: in the I don't know why I have Nickos in 216 00:11:00,321 --> 00:11:04,681 Speaker 2: my center console. I took my T shirt off at 217 00:11:04,681 --> 00:11:07,121 Speaker 2: the line it's just sitting there and my bro, please 218 00:11:07,121 --> 00:11:09,201 Speaker 2: don't do this at home. It's not safe. And then 219 00:11:09,241 --> 00:11:12,241 Speaker 2: I got my neckro out marked off cast and crew 220 00:11:12,361 --> 00:11:18,761 Speaker 2: and then wrote mum, put it back on T shirt, 221 00:11:18,921 --> 00:11:21,201 Speaker 2: said there you go. You better in back the booming 222 00:11:21,321 --> 00:11:23,601 Speaker 2: arts mum And she was like, yeah, I like that. 223 00:11:25,721 --> 00:11:27,801 Speaker 1: Did you pop your head? Around into the room of 224 00:11:27,841 --> 00:11:30,321 Speaker 1: the people that don't do it very well, and just like, 225 00:11:30,481 --> 00:11:32,481 Speaker 1: did you go in any way like I used to be, 226 00:11:32,641 --> 00:11:36,561 Speaker 1: like you look at me now, look at me around 227 00:11:36,601 --> 00:11:37,241 Speaker 1: in your T shirt. 228 00:11:37,281 --> 00:11:38,761 Speaker 2: As soon as I walked in, there was a few 229 00:11:38,761 --> 00:11:40,201 Speaker 2: of those mums that looked at me and was like 230 00:11:40,241 --> 00:11:43,321 Speaker 2: you put a T shirt. And I was like, yeah, no, 231 00:11:43,441 --> 00:11:45,601 Speaker 2: I'm going a whole hog this time. If I'm in, 232 00:11:45,721 --> 00:11:46,881 Speaker 2: I'm all in.