1 00:00:05,881 --> 00:00:07,281 Speaker 1: Apoche production. 2 00:00:14,321 --> 00:00:16,441 Speaker 2: Welcome to real crime at Adam Shand. I'm your host, 3 00:00:16,521 --> 00:00:20,081 Speaker 2: Adam Shand. As early days ago on the policing job, 4 00:00:20,201 --> 00:00:25,121 Speaker 2: this was a shocker. October fifteenth, nineteen seventy seven, nineteen 5 00:00:25,201 --> 00:00:29,041 Speaker 2: year old Probationary Constable Tony Russell attended a call. 6 00:00:28,841 --> 00:00:30,921 Speaker 1: With his sergeant at a factory. 7 00:00:30,521 --> 00:00:34,481 Speaker 2: In Paddington owned by wallpaper designer Florence Broadhurst. 8 00:00:34,961 --> 00:00:39,480 Speaker 3: Florence Broadhurst, a celebrated figure in Sydney's design scene, was 9 00:00:39,561 --> 00:00:43,521 Speaker 3: reported missing from her Paddington workshop after neighbours noticed the 10 00:00:43,561 --> 00:00:45,041 Speaker 3: factory doors left open. 11 00:00:46,321 --> 00:00:49,241 Speaker 2: The police searched the premises and at first found no 12 00:00:49,400 --> 00:00:53,881 Speaker 2: sign of Broadhurst. Then Tony needed to use the bathroom, 13 00:00:53,961 --> 00:00:55,361 Speaker 2: and what he found in there. 14 00:00:56,001 --> 00:00:57,840 Speaker 1: Altered the course of his life. 15 00:00:58,241 --> 00:01:02,081 Speaker 3: A coroner's post mortem found that Florence Broadhurst had been 16 00:01:02,121 --> 00:01:03,121 Speaker 3: brutally bashed. 17 00:01:04,041 --> 00:01:07,161 Speaker 2: The seventy eight year old Broadhurst had been bludgeoned with 18 00:01:07,200 --> 00:01:10,000 Speaker 2: a piece of timber and her head jammed down the 19 00:01:10,041 --> 00:01:12,601 Speaker 2: toilet in an apparent attempt to drown her. 20 00:01:13,081 --> 00:01:15,641 Speaker 3: Despite her reward offered by the New South Wales Premiere, 21 00:01:15,840 --> 00:01:19,161 Speaker 3: no suspect has ever been charged and the murder remains 22 00:01:19,241 --> 00:01:21,280 Speaker 3: unsolved nearly five decades on. 23 00:01:22,401 --> 00:01:25,801 Speaker 2: This was almost the beginning of Tony's police career and 24 00:01:26,000 --> 00:01:28,801 Speaker 2: was also the beginning of the end. The case was 25 00:01:28,840 --> 00:01:33,001 Speaker 2: never solved, and it's always stayed with Tony. He left 26 00:01:33,041 --> 00:01:36,121 Speaker 2: the force not long after and never received any treatment 27 00:01:36,121 --> 00:01:40,000 Speaker 2: for the trauma he suffered that day. In recent years, 28 00:01:40,360 --> 00:01:43,961 Speaker 2: Tony has dedicated himself to assisting other police cadets who 29 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:47,401 Speaker 2: suffered post traumatic stress injuries, and he's kindly agreed to 30 00:01:47,441 --> 00:01:52,361 Speaker 2: discuss that work and how finding Florence Broadhurst changed everything 31 00:01:52,441 --> 00:01:53,121 Speaker 2: in his life. 32 00:01:53,241 --> 00:01:56,881 Speaker 1: A Tony, there are you going, Adam? 33 00:01:57,201 --> 00:01:59,601 Speaker 2: Good mate, Great to talk to you again. We met 34 00:01:59,601 --> 00:02:02,481 Speaker 2: while we were making a TV show about this, and 35 00:02:02,521 --> 00:02:06,601 Speaker 2: it struck me how a that the impact that it 36 00:02:06,641 --> 00:02:09,001 Speaker 2: had on you stayed with you, but also how your 37 00:02:09,041 --> 00:02:13,121 Speaker 2: evidence on that critical first day of the investigation was 38 00:02:13,201 --> 00:02:14,081 Speaker 2: almost ignored. 39 00:02:14,680 --> 00:02:15,601 Speaker 1: Is that how it sat with you? 40 00:02:17,001 --> 00:02:19,800 Speaker 4: Well, it still sits with me that way, because I 41 00:02:19,881 --> 00:02:22,681 Speaker 4: wonder if the evidence that I held could have changed 42 00:02:22,721 --> 00:02:25,241 Speaker 4: the course of the investigation. There are a lot of 43 00:02:25,281 --> 00:02:29,081 Speaker 4: facts overlooked or unknown, and there was no statement given 44 00:02:29,121 --> 00:02:33,881 Speaker 4: by me, So it still haunts me that maybe I 45 00:02:33,921 --> 00:02:36,921 Speaker 4: don't know. The police may have never followed the right channels. 46 00:02:37,321 --> 00:02:40,641 Speaker 2: Well, details are critically important in those early hours of 47 00:02:40,881 --> 00:02:43,001 Speaker 2: any investigation. I think that's I think you did right. 48 00:02:43,041 --> 00:02:45,641 Speaker 2: You're very humble about that, but try to set the 49 00:02:45,680 --> 00:02:48,121 Speaker 2: scene for us on that day what happened. 50 00:02:49,561 --> 00:02:52,361 Speaker 4: I think this is approximate time, about nine or ten 51 00:02:52,361 --> 00:02:53,881 Speaker 4: in the morning on that day, and I think might 52 00:02:53,921 --> 00:02:56,481 Speaker 4: have been someday. It was my first day at Paddington 53 00:02:57,321 --> 00:02:59,041 Speaker 4: and I took a phone call from a chap who 54 00:02:59,121 --> 00:03:03,120 Speaker 4: lived across the road from Florence Broad Versus Factory in mcaulay, 55 00:03:03,121 --> 00:03:06,481 Speaker 4: who expressed concern for Florence as lights had been left 56 00:03:06,481 --> 00:03:09,041 Speaker 4: on all night in the factory and the front door 57 00:03:09,121 --> 00:03:11,641 Speaker 4: was still open. So I said, okay, we'll come down 58 00:03:11,680 --> 00:03:13,520 Speaker 4: and have a look. And that's when I grabbed the 59 00:03:13,561 --> 00:03:16,161 Speaker 4: sergeant and we said we've got a job. And we 60 00:03:16,281 --> 00:03:20,561 Speaker 4: drove down to Ralston and we met the neighbor and 61 00:03:20,601 --> 00:03:23,361 Speaker 4: we suggested he stay outside because you wouldn't know what's inside. 62 00:03:24,041 --> 00:03:25,921 Speaker 4: It was agreed when we walked in at the sergeant 63 00:03:25,960 --> 00:03:27,960 Speaker 4: would go upstairs and check the office area, and I'd 64 00:03:28,001 --> 00:03:31,240 Speaker 4: checked the factory. When you're searching for stuff, you didn't 65 00:03:31,281 --> 00:03:32,361 Speaker 4: know what you're going to find. So it was a 66 00:03:32,401 --> 00:03:36,801 Speaker 4: little bit apprehensive, searched the factory, coming to the last 67 00:03:36,801 --> 00:03:39,001 Speaker 4: bit of it. At the rear door, there's a red 68 00:03:39,041 --> 00:03:41,641 Speaker 4: door that was slightly ajar and there was about a 69 00:03:41,681 --> 00:03:44,721 Speaker 4: twenty liter ten plastic with a light of timber in it. 70 00:03:45,721 --> 00:03:48,521 Speaker 4: And remember picking a timber up and noticing all the 71 00:03:48,561 --> 00:03:52,121 Speaker 4: red substance on the end of that timber, and I thought, 72 00:03:52,321 --> 00:03:54,801 Speaker 4: I'll just leave that there for later and see what 73 00:03:54,881 --> 00:03:59,401 Speaker 4: it is. I then ventured upstairs to meet the sergeant 74 00:03:59,441 --> 00:04:03,561 Speaker 4: upstairs in the office, and we checked the kitchen. At 75 00:04:03,881 --> 00:04:08,321 Speaker 4: the office. We did notice that the hallway with windows open, 76 00:04:08,481 --> 00:04:11,361 Speaker 4: was wet. The carpet was soaking wet, and we thought 77 00:04:11,601 --> 00:04:13,921 Speaker 4: because there was rain overnight, maybe the water had got 78 00:04:13,921 --> 00:04:16,001 Speaker 4: in or if anyone was in there, they'd gone out 79 00:04:16,041 --> 00:04:18,921 Speaker 4: the window. There was nothing out of water. There was 80 00:04:18,961 --> 00:04:21,960 Speaker 4: a handbag on the desk and I can tell you 81 00:04:22,001 --> 00:04:26,041 Speaker 4: this it had cash in that handbag. There's coffee cups 82 00:04:26,041 --> 00:04:29,481 Speaker 4: on the table. And as we were about to leave, 83 00:04:30,521 --> 00:04:32,681 Speaker 4: I thought I better use to loo, so I said, 84 00:04:32,681 --> 00:04:35,440 Speaker 4: as a sergeant, did he check the toilet and he hadn't, 85 00:04:35,841 --> 00:04:39,601 Speaker 4: so I ventured to use the toilet, of course, and 86 00:04:39,641 --> 00:04:41,041 Speaker 4: the door was a bit stiff so we'll give it 87 00:04:41,241 --> 00:04:44,361 Speaker 4: a good shoved. As I've opened the door, the first 88 00:04:44,401 --> 00:04:47,640 Speaker 4: thing I've seen was the head of Florence Broaders in 89 00:04:47,761 --> 00:04:50,601 Speaker 4: the toilet with the right arm was up around the 90 00:04:50,641 --> 00:04:53,200 Speaker 4: head and the head was leaning into the toilet. And 91 00:04:53,201 --> 00:04:56,921 Speaker 4: I'm thinking the bright red had and it was wet. 92 00:04:57,401 --> 00:05:00,321 Speaker 4: It's just this looking pile of pulp and blood. 93 00:05:01,361 --> 00:05:01,721 Speaker 1: Yeah, it was. 94 00:05:02,961 --> 00:05:06,121 Speaker 4: I quickly exited the building. I redentally fainted. I tell you, 95 00:05:06,201 --> 00:05:09,881 Speaker 4: I was shocked. And on the way up the sergeant 96 00:05:09,961 --> 00:05:12,080 Speaker 4: see me, said what's wrong, and I basically said, she's 97 00:05:12,081 --> 00:05:15,041 Speaker 4: in the toilet and I went outside for fresh air. 98 00:05:15,081 --> 00:05:17,320 Speaker 4: I just yeah, it wasn't in a good way. 99 00:05:18,681 --> 00:05:22,241 Speaker 2: Yeah, And that image is the one that stayed with 100 00:05:22,361 --> 00:05:23,721 Speaker 2: you ever since, isn't it. 101 00:05:25,001 --> 00:05:28,721 Speaker 4: Yeah, that's images. You'll never forget that image. It's just 102 00:05:29,481 --> 00:05:31,881 Speaker 4: like I've seen worse things in the police force, there 103 00:05:31,961 --> 00:05:35,521 Speaker 4: was that one thing with one image that. Not expecting 104 00:05:35,521 --> 00:05:37,961 Speaker 4: to see anything, of course, you just go into the loof, 105 00:05:38,001 --> 00:05:40,961 Speaker 4: for goodness sake, and you walk in and see that. Yeah, 106 00:05:40,961 --> 00:05:43,440 Speaker 4: it was a shock. It was a big shock. What 107 00:05:43,561 --> 00:05:47,601 Speaker 4: happened next, I think the sergeant put put a call 108 00:05:47,681 --> 00:05:50,721 Speaker 4: into the detectives or the detectives turned up. I couldn't 109 00:05:50,721 --> 00:05:53,161 Speaker 4: tell you any any cars turned up. I was standing 110 00:05:53,201 --> 00:05:57,801 Speaker 4: outside the sergeant and the detective approached me and said, 111 00:05:57,961 --> 00:06:00,361 Speaker 4: they're not going to include me investigation. They're going to 112 00:06:01,320 --> 00:06:03,881 Speaker 4: not mention I was there. And the purpose of that, 113 00:06:04,001 --> 00:06:06,601 Speaker 4: they said, was because I was too new for a start, 114 00:06:06,921 --> 00:06:09,841 Speaker 4: and they didn't want me involved in the investigation or 115 00:06:09,880 --> 00:06:12,761 Speaker 4: the coroner's court and all those other things, and being 116 00:06:12,841 --> 00:06:16,601 Speaker 4: green like it was my first aim at Padou. I agreed, 117 00:06:17,440 --> 00:06:22,520 Speaker 4: not knowing the repercussions of that, of course, so my 118 00:06:22,641 --> 00:06:26,161 Speaker 4: name was sort of eliminated from the investigation of that period. 119 00:06:26,801 --> 00:06:32,401 Speaker 5: So strange, and I think from memory, the body was 120 00:06:32,440 --> 00:06:37,441 Speaker 5: removed from the bathroom and then I think laid outside somewhere, 121 00:06:38,081 --> 00:06:41,481 Speaker 5: and that was pretty much the evidence that was then 122 00:06:42,041 --> 00:06:44,121 Speaker 5: collected that she was found in that place. 123 00:06:44,161 --> 00:06:49,161 Speaker 4: So your evidence was erased. Yeah, well there's no evidence 124 00:06:49,201 --> 00:06:52,281 Speaker 4: because they never asked me anything. The body was removed 125 00:06:52,481 --> 00:06:57,361 Speaker 4: from the toilet and moved to the office area. That's 126 00:06:57,401 --> 00:06:59,361 Speaker 4: when one of the detectives come and got me and 127 00:06:59,361 --> 00:07:00,640 Speaker 4: said you should come in and have a look at this. 128 00:07:01,601 --> 00:07:05,801 Speaker 4: And when they dragged her out, she was fully closed, 129 00:07:06,121 --> 00:07:09,481 Speaker 4: remembering that everyone's tried to point this a Glover. 130 00:07:09,761 --> 00:07:11,201 Speaker 1: John Wayne Glove of the Granny Killer. 131 00:07:11,921 --> 00:07:15,081 Speaker 4: That's right now. Florence brought us was fully dressed when 132 00:07:15,081 --> 00:07:17,921 Speaker 4: they removed her from the toilet. The reason I know 133 00:07:18,001 --> 00:07:20,281 Speaker 4: that is is they had to do with rape test 134 00:07:20,361 --> 00:07:23,441 Speaker 4: kit or sexual assault kit is what they ever called it. 135 00:07:23,601 --> 00:07:27,081 Speaker 4: The doctor performed that test in the office and we 136 00:07:27,121 --> 00:07:30,281 Speaker 4: were present, and I was present there just after she 137 00:07:30,401 --> 00:07:34,201 Speaker 4: was pulled out, So no one's ever said this, all 138 00:07:34,241 --> 00:07:37,401 Speaker 4: the police that were there, there is no record of 139 00:07:37,521 --> 00:07:39,721 Speaker 4: her being pulled out of that toilet fully dressed. 140 00:07:40,601 --> 00:07:43,841 Speaker 2: So the critical evidence that should have been the starting 141 00:07:43,881 --> 00:07:47,361 Speaker 2: point was just overlooked. And it's that excuse that you 142 00:07:47,401 --> 00:07:49,561 Speaker 2: were too young, green or whatever and they wanted to 143 00:07:49,601 --> 00:07:52,161 Speaker 2: keep you out of the investigation just doesn't hold water, 144 00:07:52,201 --> 00:07:53,681 Speaker 2: even in the tone of the times. 145 00:07:54,041 --> 00:07:55,161 Speaker 1: That's an odd decision. 146 00:07:56,121 --> 00:07:59,361 Speaker 4: Well, it brings me back. I'm pretty angry about this 147 00:08:00,161 --> 00:08:03,441 Speaker 4: for the simple reason is I found out years later, 148 00:08:03,761 --> 00:08:06,321 Speaker 4: and no one's ever bought this up. Where did the 149 00:08:06,321 --> 00:08:09,001 Speaker 4: money go? And was in the handbag? It was present 150 00:08:09,041 --> 00:08:09,921 Speaker 4: when we found. 151 00:08:09,641 --> 00:08:12,401 Speaker 1: It, right, So you saw the money? Yeah? 152 00:08:12,561 --> 00:08:15,441 Speaker 4: And how much was it, by the way, eight thousand dollars. 153 00:08:16,401 --> 00:08:19,921 Speaker 1: Eight thousand dollars and the sergeant counted it, and then 154 00:08:19,961 --> 00:08:20,761 Speaker 1: what happened to it? 155 00:08:21,961 --> 00:08:25,561 Speaker 4: I have no idea, and I wonder, Look, I don't 156 00:08:25,601 --> 00:08:28,281 Speaker 4: know what happened. I'm just assuming here, and you probably 157 00:08:28,321 --> 00:08:35,121 Speaker 4: shouldn't make assumptions. Assumptions have repercussions. But I don't know. 158 00:08:35,801 --> 00:08:38,041 Speaker 4: When I walked upstairs, the sergeant said there was eight 159 00:08:38,041 --> 00:08:41,801 Speaker 4: thousand dollars in the handbag. There it is, akay, keep 160 00:08:41,841 --> 00:08:45,441 Speaker 4: looking around? Why? Why? 161 00:08:45,681 --> 00:08:47,361 Speaker 1: And that's critically. 162 00:08:47,841 --> 00:08:51,241 Speaker 2: If you'd given a statement, it would have been expected 163 00:08:51,281 --> 00:08:54,641 Speaker 2: that you would have put that conversation with the sergeant 164 00:08:54,881 --> 00:08:58,761 Speaker 2: in that statement, and it would have made it into evidence. Yes, 165 00:08:58,801 --> 00:09:02,121 Speaker 2: And because you never gave a statement, that's a critical thing. 166 00:09:02,161 --> 00:09:07,521 Speaker 2: Because one of the motives for Florence's murder was always robbery. 167 00:09:07,881 --> 00:09:11,881 Speaker 2: And if eight thousand dollars was left there in full view, 168 00:09:12,921 --> 00:09:15,641 Speaker 2: and that certainly contradicts. 169 00:09:15,121 --> 00:09:20,201 Speaker 4: That it wasn't a robbery. It was a personal murder. 170 00:09:20,801 --> 00:09:23,201 Speaker 4: You could tell by the way she was, the injuries 171 00:09:23,241 --> 00:09:25,681 Speaker 4: and the treatment, and the way these people went around 172 00:09:25,961 --> 00:09:28,441 Speaker 4: and knowing that the money was there. I've always said 173 00:09:28,481 --> 00:09:31,001 Speaker 4: the same thing, it was not a robbery. If it 174 00:09:31,041 --> 00:09:33,121 Speaker 4: was a robbery, they would have taken everything they could. 175 00:09:33,761 --> 00:09:37,561 Speaker 2: Absolutely, and you talk about the injuries inflicted, and we 176 00:09:37,601 --> 00:09:39,601 Speaker 2: go back to that piece of timber that you saw 177 00:09:40,001 --> 00:09:42,641 Speaker 2: when you were searching with the red substance that was 178 00:09:42,681 --> 00:09:45,321 Speaker 2: almost certainly Florence's blood, and. 179 00:09:45,201 --> 00:09:46,441 Speaker 1: That had been used. 180 00:09:46,521 --> 00:09:48,041 Speaker 2: I think it was a piece of timber that was 181 00:09:48,161 --> 00:09:52,401 Speaker 2: used to mix paints and dyes for the wallpaper samples 182 00:09:52,441 --> 00:09:53,281 Speaker 2: that she was making. 183 00:09:53,641 --> 00:09:57,121 Speaker 1: That's right, and that apparently was used to bludgeon her. 184 00:09:57,161 --> 00:10:00,481 Speaker 2: And she was hit up to ten times and nose 185 00:10:00,601 --> 00:10:05,281 Speaker 2: was broken, eye socket fractured. This was, as you say, say, 186 00:10:05,281 --> 00:10:09,201 Speaker 2: a very personal murder, somebody with a lot of anger. 187 00:10:09,681 --> 00:10:13,841 Speaker 2: And after that they've stuffed the toilet bowl with fabric, 188 00:10:14,401 --> 00:10:16,521 Speaker 2: filled it up, and then shoved her head into it 189 00:10:16,561 --> 00:10:19,161 Speaker 2: to try to drown her. This is someone who's trying 190 00:10:19,201 --> 00:10:21,921 Speaker 2: to teach her a very final and fatal lesson. 191 00:10:23,361 --> 00:10:26,961 Speaker 4: Yeah, that's right. And I wonder if the investigation took 192 00:10:27,001 --> 00:10:29,961 Speaker 4: the wrong course because of the like of the evidence 193 00:10:30,001 --> 00:10:32,121 Speaker 4: that I could have supplied, or they relied on what 194 00:10:32,161 --> 00:10:32,681 Speaker 4: they've seen. 195 00:10:34,121 --> 00:10:36,201 Speaker 1: Well, indeed, is that how you felt. 196 00:10:37,801 --> 00:10:40,801 Speaker 4: Look, I didn't know the money was gone until twenty 197 00:10:40,921 --> 00:10:43,721 Speaker 4: and eighteen when I spoke to you. I hadn't followed 198 00:10:43,721 --> 00:10:46,761 Speaker 4: the case. My introduction back to this case was in 199 00:10:46,761 --> 00:10:51,281 Speaker 4: two thousand and six through Catherine Thompson, a screenwriter in Sydney, 200 00:10:51,601 --> 00:10:54,521 Speaker 4: and Catherine investigated this case for many years and she's 201 00:10:54,561 --> 00:10:57,761 Speaker 4: got a lot of information. But her and another lady 202 00:10:57,761 --> 00:11:00,081 Speaker 4: had written a movie about Florence brought us and they 203 00:11:00,081 --> 00:11:03,081 Speaker 4: were broadcasting it to the drive show host Richard Glover. 204 00:11:03,161 --> 00:11:06,481 Speaker 4: I think it was I'm not sure thee Yeah, my 205 00:11:06,561 --> 00:11:09,361 Speaker 4: wife heard the thing on the radio and rang me 206 00:11:09,441 --> 00:11:12,041 Speaker 4: up at home and said I should ring. And from 207 00:11:12,041 --> 00:11:14,201 Speaker 4: that I got invited down to the release of this 208 00:11:14,241 --> 00:11:18,921 Speaker 4: movie and where I met cast and Thompson and Catherine's 209 00:11:19,001 --> 00:11:23,241 Speaker 4: She still thinks different people killed her. Yeah, she had 210 00:11:23,241 --> 00:11:26,241 Speaker 4: different views on what everything else was written too. She 211 00:11:26,321 --> 00:11:29,081 Speaker 4: didn't furl it was all right, And I told Catherine 212 00:11:29,121 --> 00:11:29,641 Speaker 4: what i'd seen. 213 00:11:30,481 --> 00:11:31,241 Speaker 1: It certainly wasn't. 214 00:11:31,281 --> 00:11:33,801 Speaker 2: I mean, it's just, I mean there's theories, and I 215 00:11:33,841 --> 00:11:36,601 Speaker 2: don't want to cast aspersions on the dead, but there's 216 00:11:37,201 --> 00:11:41,561 Speaker 2: talk about her foster son as being a possible suspect. 217 00:11:42,681 --> 00:11:47,721 Speaker 2: This just doesn't seem like a random situation. And the 218 00:11:47,801 --> 00:11:52,001 Speaker 2: idea of John Wayne Glover, the granny killer, being the 219 00:11:52,041 --> 00:11:57,561 Speaker 2: suspect It gives me doubts too, because he had been 220 00:11:57,601 --> 00:12:00,921 Speaker 2: there before and looked at some wallpaper. But otherwise the 221 00:12:01,081 --> 00:12:05,121 Speaker 2: moo didn't seem to fit him at all. 222 00:12:05,121 --> 00:12:07,521 Speaker 4: Things. It was quite a difference in them for the 223 00:12:07,521 --> 00:12:10,601 Speaker 4: fact that she wasn't sexually assaulted. She'll still fully clothed. 224 00:12:11,441 --> 00:12:14,601 Speaker 4: And we know Glover had been to the factory, so 225 00:12:14,761 --> 00:12:16,601 Speaker 4: and a lot of other people. I met a lady 226 00:12:16,921 --> 00:12:19,281 Speaker 4: yesterday and it comes out of the blue that you 227 00:12:19,361 --> 00:12:22,841 Speaker 4: knew Florence Broadhurst. I'm talking nearly forty nine to fifty 228 00:12:22,881 --> 00:12:25,321 Speaker 4: years later. So a lot of people had been to 229 00:12:25,361 --> 00:12:29,321 Speaker 4: that factory, yes, to buy wallpaper, But that doesn't point 230 00:12:29,401 --> 00:12:32,801 Speaker 4: the finger at him like he may have hinted there 231 00:12:32,841 --> 00:12:36,961 Speaker 4: were other bodies, which he did, but thema was totally different. 232 00:12:37,121 --> 00:12:40,521 Speaker 4: She was still dressed. No rape. That was as much 233 00:12:40,521 --> 00:12:42,081 Speaker 4: as I could tell. 234 00:12:42,201 --> 00:12:46,121 Speaker 2: That's right, because forming yourself al Detective Dennis O'Toole spent 235 00:12:46,281 --> 00:12:52,281 Speaker 2: years trying to speak to Glover about a cryptic drawing 236 00:12:52,361 --> 00:12:55,041 Speaker 2: that he'd made which indicated there might have been up 237 00:12:55,041 --> 00:12:58,641 Speaker 2: to nine victims in his spree, and that it might 238 00:12:58,681 --> 00:13:01,881 Speaker 2: have included Florence Broadhurst. But beyond that, I just don't 239 00:13:01,921 --> 00:13:04,641 Speaker 2: see much evidence to support it. But moreover, I mean, 240 00:13:04,681 --> 00:13:06,801 Speaker 2: we're not here to solve the murder today, Tony. We're 241 00:13:06,801 --> 00:13:09,641 Speaker 2: here to talk about its impact on you. And there's 242 00:13:09,681 --> 00:13:13,281 Speaker 2: a young probationary constable and how you were dealt with 243 00:13:13,321 --> 00:13:15,721 Speaker 2: and I guess how you were prepared back in those 244 00:13:15,841 --> 00:13:18,361 Speaker 2: days to deal with situations like this. 245 00:13:20,401 --> 00:13:23,641 Speaker 4: I spent two years at the police Academy. I've had 246 00:13:23,641 --> 00:13:27,361 Speaker 4: the fingerprint how worked with these bodies, deceased bodies, So 247 00:13:27,361 --> 00:13:30,641 Speaker 4: I've had a partial you know, I've seen some gory stuff, 248 00:13:30,761 --> 00:13:34,481 Speaker 4: let's put it that way. But I wasn't always prepared 249 00:13:34,481 --> 00:13:36,521 Speaker 4: for it. But we've done jobs because I used to 250 00:13:36,521 --> 00:13:40,041 Speaker 4: work in fingerprints for a while and we've seen a 251 00:13:40,081 --> 00:13:42,961 Speaker 4: lot of things there. I don't know. I just can't 252 00:13:42,961 --> 00:13:48,801 Speaker 4: put why does one action or one incident affect you 253 00:13:48,841 --> 00:13:52,161 Speaker 4: more on the next one. I can't explain that. And 254 00:13:52,881 --> 00:13:54,921 Speaker 4: I know many cops have been through more trauma than 255 00:13:54,961 --> 00:13:57,561 Speaker 4: I have, and they've been managed to deal with it, 256 00:13:57,601 --> 00:14:00,481 Speaker 4: but they've left the police force and they've got PTSD 257 00:14:00,641 --> 00:14:04,721 Speaker 4: and they suffer badly from it. But back in those days, 258 00:14:04,721 --> 00:14:08,921 Speaker 4: there was no support. Look, honestly, I'll turn out. I 259 00:14:08,921 --> 00:14:12,321 Speaker 4: remember walking out of that factory, seeing the neighbor across 260 00:14:12,321 --> 00:14:17,601 Speaker 4: the road talking to him. I do not remember anything 261 00:14:18,441 --> 00:14:21,081 Speaker 4: for a long period after leaving that the murder scene. 262 00:14:21,441 --> 00:14:23,641 Speaker 4: I don't remember where I went, what I had done. 263 00:14:24,441 --> 00:14:29,041 Speaker 4: I don't recall anything. It's just a complete blank. It 264 00:14:29,121 --> 00:14:32,281 Speaker 4: won't go with the details. But yeah, it was. I 265 00:14:32,361 --> 00:14:35,841 Speaker 4: remember the waking up to the smell of I must 266 00:14:35,841 --> 00:14:37,921 Speaker 4: have been to the morgue because you can smell it 267 00:14:37,961 --> 00:14:42,561 Speaker 4: on my clothes, and I've got no memory. Yeah, I 268 00:14:42,601 --> 00:14:44,641 Speaker 4: know I went to the pub, so I went on 269 00:14:44,681 --> 00:14:48,961 Speaker 4: a bender, but I don't recall anything. I don't even 270 00:14:49,041 --> 00:14:51,361 Speaker 4: recall going to work the next day. I don't recall anything. 271 00:14:52,001 --> 00:14:55,761 Speaker 4: So yeah, so it has an effect on you. 272 00:14:56,881 --> 00:15:00,441 Speaker 2: It really does, and that those old factory memories, like 273 00:15:00,841 --> 00:15:05,561 Speaker 2: smelling something is very common in traumatic situations. Those things 274 00:15:05,561 --> 00:15:08,241 Speaker 2: stay with you, and going to the pub back in 275 00:15:08,241 --> 00:15:11,121 Speaker 2: those days was also the standard way of dealing with it. 276 00:15:11,681 --> 00:15:13,521 Speaker 1: Did anybody take you in hands? 277 00:15:13,521 --> 00:15:15,761 Speaker 2: So listen, TONI, you know it's your first day and 278 00:15:15,761 --> 00:15:17,681 Speaker 2: you've seen this traumatic thing. Let's go over a beer 279 00:15:17,681 --> 00:15:19,361 Speaker 2: and chat about it. How did that take place? 280 00:15:20,561 --> 00:15:24,761 Speaker 4: Nothing don't recall a thing. Nothing, that was just no 281 00:15:24,881 --> 00:15:28,921 Speaker 4: support whatsoever. And I think That's what the biggest thing was. 282 00:15:29,041 --> 00:15:33,161 Speaker 4: Is like these days there's a whole lot of different 283 00:15:33,161 --> 00:15:36,241 Speaker 4: stuff you can do to deal with it. They go 284 00:15:36,281 --> 00:15:38,721 Speaker 4: into canceling and everything else. None of that. Back in 285 00:15:38,721 --> 00:15:42,121 Speaker 4: my day, it was expected to just deal with it. 286 00:15:42,921 --> 00:15:46,201 Speaker 2: You asked that question about why this incident affected you 287 00:15:46,241 --> 00:15:48,001 Speaker 2: more than others, and this type of thing. But I 288 00:15:48,041 --> 00:15:51,641 Speaker 2: can't help but think that because your evidence was you raised, 289 00:15:51,721 --> 00:15:53,761 Speaker 2: and your presence at the scene was you raised, it's 290 00:15:53,761 --> 00:15:56,161 Speaker 2: almost like it didn't happen. And I think that would 291 00:15:56,201 --> 00:16:01,881 Speaker 2: have given a really surreal, confounding impression on you, which 292 00:16:01,921 --> 00:16:04,281 Speaker 2: I think might have been I'm just I'm an amor 293 00:16:04,281 --> 00:16:06,401 Speaker 2: of the psychologist see the son of a psychiatrist, not 294 00:16:06,481 --> 00:16:10,361 Speaker 2: a psychiatrist. But I feel like I feel like that 295 00:16:10,481 --> 00:16:13,921 Speaker 2: might have been the key to this, that if you'd 296 00:16:14,161 --> 00:16:16,801 Speaker 2: gone through the process of giving your evidence in the court, 297 00:16:17,201 --> 00:16:19,481 Speaker 2: or at least giving a statement, there might have been 298 00:16:19,521 --> 00:16:22,601 Speaker 2: some sort of closure or that's a terrible word, but 299 00:16:23,081 --> 00:16:25,321 Speaker 2: some finality to that experience. 300 00:16:26,921 --> 00:16:29,921 Speaker 4: I think because there's no finality to it, there was 301 00:16:29,961 --> 00:16:32,881 Speaker 4: no outcome. From the time I left the police force 302 00:16:33,961 --> 00:16:36,561 Speaker 4: until two thousand and six, I really never spoke about 303 00:16:36,561 --> 00:16:40,361 Speaker 4: it to anyone. So many people contacted me after the 304 00:16:40,481 --> 00:16:43,681 Speaker 4: show we've done together, and they all said saying, why 305 00:16:43,721 --> 00:16:45,761 Speaker 4: did you ever tell us? Why didn't we ever know? 306 00:16:46,761 --> 00:16:49,441 Speaker 4: Because there was one of those things you didn't discuss, 307 00:16:50,481 --> 00:16:53,641 Speaker 4: And I was very surprised by that. There was one 308 00:16:53,721 --> 00:16:56,681 Speaker 4: chap I used to work for many, many years ago. 309 00:16:57,361 --> 00:17:00,081 Speaker 4: He's seen the show and he got hold of me 310 00:17:00,121 --> 00:17:02,841 Speaker 4: and he said, how come I know your name and 311 00:17:03,201 --> 00:17:04,961 Speaker 4: name and everything because I used to work for him 312 00:17:05,721 --> 00:17:08,041 Speaker 4: the same thing. How come I never discussed it? I 313 00:17:08,041 --> 00:17:10,080 Speaker 4: don't know just what it Wasn't those things you go 314 00:17:10,080 --> 00:17:13,041 Speaker 4: around talking about. I suppose, well it's not. 315 00:17:13,160 --> 00:17:15,400 Speaker 2: But also I guess in the police force as it 316 00:17:15,481 --> 00:17:18,041 Speaker 2: was back then, it was a paramilitary organization. The rank 317 00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:21,041 Speaker 2: structure was key, and you followed orders and you were 318 00:17:21,080 --> 00:17:22,240 Speaker 2: told mo or less to forget it. 319 00:17:22,281 --> 00:17:24,121 Speaker 1: Really that's what you tried to do. 320 00:17:25,321 --> 00:17:29,041 Speaker 4: Yeah, it's easy to say it's hard to forget something 321 00:17:29,080 --> 00:17:31,441 Speaker 4: like that, but yeah, basically that's all it is. 322 00:17:32,160 --> 00:17:34,960 Speaker 2: And so let's talk about your service after that. How 323 00:17:34,961 --> 00:17:36,681 Speaker 2: long were you staying at Paddington. 324 00:17:36,321 --> 00:17:39,200 Speaker 4: For I left it, and I think was in nineteen 325 00:17:39,241 --> 00:17:42,801 Speaker 4: seventy nine. I got out. What happened was I'd ask 326 00:17:42,880 --> 00:17:45,041 Speaker 4: for a transfer out of Paddington or where I was 327 00:17:45,120 --> 00:17:48,360 Speaker 4: back at Waverley. By that I worked at the Supreme Court. 328 00:17:48,640 --> 00:17:51,481 Speaker 4: In the time I worked at Supreme Court, the Police 329 00:17:51,521 --> 00:17:55,321 Speaker 4: Commissioner's office, I worked at some other places, you know. 330 00:17:55,400 --> 00:17:57,521 Speaker 4: I've done a few things when I was in there. 331 00:17:58,120 --> 00:18:00,681 Speaker 4: But I applied to go to the Highway Patrol, which 332 00:18:00,721 --> 00:18:05,440 Speaker 4: I was accepted, and so it was probably a good thing, 333 00:18:05,441 --> 00:18:08,801 Speaker 4: I remember. But the boss a wavely canceled my transfer 334 00:18:08,840 --> 00:18:12,120 Speaker 4: in the day of old space ago. His excuse was 335 00:18:12,400 --> 00:18:15,201 Speaker 4: there was no one to replace me. I call bs 336 00:18:15,201 --> 00:18:17,201 Speaker 4: on that tell him to stick the job and he's bum. 337 00:18:17,521 --> 00:18:19,801 Speaker 4: Excuse my friends, but I'd had a knock by that stage. 338 00:18:20,481 --> 00:18:23,321 Speaker 4: That division I could not work in anymore. I could 339 00:18:23,321 --> 00:18:27,360 Speaker 4: not work with the bosses. I can tell you stories 340 00:18:27,360 --> 00:18:28,480 Speaker 4: about what they used to get up to. 341 00:18:29,241 --> 00:18:29,561 Speaker 1: Tell me. 342 00:18:30,840 --> 00:18:33,600 Speaker 4: Oh, alcohol is a big problem, a big Alcohol is 343 00:18:33,600 --> 00:18:36,201 Speaker 4: a huge problem in the police force. I remember picking 344 00:18:36,241 --> 00:18:38,440 Speaker 4: the superintendents up. You used to be their drivers at 345 00:18:38,481 --> 00:18:40,481 Speaker 4: night time, pick them up from the club and take 346 00:18:40,521 --> 00:18:42,641 Speaker 4: him I'm drunk. There was a whole pile of other 347 00:18:42,721 --> 00:18:45,001 Speaker 4: things that they used to get up to. But yeah, 348 00:18:45,481 --> 00:18:50,241 Speaker 4: any mister, meaning my biogenius stuff was not thing but alcohol. 349 00:18:51,080 --> 00:18:53,041 Speaker 4: I was told when I joined the police force there 350 00:18:53,041 --> 00:18:56,440 Speaker 4: were three things that get you into trouble booze, birds 351 00:18:56,441 --> 00:19:03,001 Speaker 4: and brass, so try and steer clear a whole three. 352 00:19:03,041 --> 00:19:05,000 Speaker 4: But yeah, I just had enough. 353 00:19:06,120 --> 00:19:08,640 Speaker 1: What was your background? What was your ambition when you joined? 354 00:19:08,640 --> 00:19:10,080 Speaker 1: I mean you're a young man. 355 00:19:10,120 --> 00:19:12,801 Speaker 2: Idealistic, you wanted to be a copper, a good copper, 356 00:19:13,521 --> 00:19:15,201 Speaker 2: you know. Tell us a bit about your background. 357 00:19:17,080 --> 00:19:19,160 Speaker 4: I was raised on a farm down there Gunning in 358 00:19:19,241 --> 00:19:24,201 Speaker 4: New South Wales, down near Golden. Remember I was probably 359 00:19:24,201 --> 00:19:26,600 Speaker 4: about twelve or thirty when I decided I don't want 360 00:19:26,640 --> 00:19:29,321 Speaker 4: to join the police force. Don't ask me why. I 361 00:19:29,441 --> 00:19:32,321 Speaker 4: just wanted to join the police force. And I kept 362 00:19:32,360 --> 00:19:34,120 Speaker 4: my nase clean everywhere because I wanted to join the 363 00:19:34,120 --> 00:19:36,440 Speaker 4: police force. I did not want to get into trouble. 364 00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:40,561 Speaker 4: And I approached a sergeant O'Brien and Gunning one day 365 00:19:40,761 --> 00:19:42,160 Speaker 4: he had a flat to ice. I went across the 366 00:19:42,201 --> 00:19:45,001 Speaker 4: old and change it and I said, how do I 367 00:19:45,041 --> 00:19:48,201 Speaker 4: join the police? He said you're serious and I said yeah, 368 00:19:48,801 --> 00:19:52,001 Speaker 4: and he organized all the paperwork. Then I get a 369 00:19:52,041 --> 00:19:53,801 Speaker 4: phone call and he says, you better come in. We've 370 00:19:53,840 --> 00:19:55,801 Speaker 4: got your application forms and everything done. 371 00:19:56,360 --> 00:19:56,680 Speaker 1: Went in. 372 00:19:57,160 --> 00:20:00,041 Speaker 4: Everything played on from there. Then I went in for 373 00:20:00,120 --> 00:20:03,321 Speaker 4: the interviews. The police are gunning a play called John Duff. 374 00:20:03,561 --> 00:20:06,720 Speaker 4: Fantastic sergeant. He was a great blake and helping me 375 00:20:06,801 --> 00:20:12,321 Speaker 4: get through to get the applications done. So yeah, I 376 00:20:12,360 --> 00:20:14,920 Speaker 4: was rowed straight off the farm where I was in 377 00:20:14,961 --> 00:20:17,840 Speaker 4: the farm one day and then Redfern Academy the next 378 00:20:17,840 --> 00:20:19,241 Speaker 4: and going it was. 379 00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:20,360 Speaker 1: It was a big change. 380 00:20:20,400 --> 00:20:24,080 Speaker 4: But I remember when I came to Sydney to the 381 00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:26,881 Speaker 4: Redfern the builded as we had to go and stay 382 00:20:26,921 --> 00:20:30,960 Speaker 4: with people, and my first place was Bondai Road at 383 00:20:31,001 --> 00:20:36,441 Speaker 4: Bondai Beach. Missus Green was the old lady and being 384 00:20:36,521 --> 00:20:38,360 Speaker 4: a country I was even too scared to walk out 385 00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:43,360 Speaker 4: and outside every night. It was. It was a trauma 386 00:20:43,441 --> 00:20:46,161 Speaker 4: coming to Sydney by itself. It was like we never 387 00:20:46,281 --> 00:20:48,640 Speaker 4: came to city from the bush. We might have been 388 00:20:48,721 --> 00:20:50,321 Speaker 4: up one or two times, but it would have been 389 00:20:50,360 --> 00:20:54,120 Speaker 4: with family in the outer suburbs. And to be dumped 390 00:20:54,160 --> 00:20:56,321 Speaker 4: in Red Fern and find your way to Bondi it 391 00:20:56,441 --> 00:20:59,280 Speaker 4: was me and that was an excursion but we got 392 00:20:59,321 --> 00:21:03,561 Speaker 4: through it. But it was it was interesting days and yeah, 393 00:21:04,201 --> 00:21:05,761 Speaker 4: it was a shock to the system. I can tell 394 00:21:05,761 --> 00:21:08,721 Speaker 4: you and what was your ambition back then in the force. 395 00:21:08,961 --> 00:21:12,921 Speaker 4: What did you see yourself doing. Well, I've always wanted 396 00:21:12,921 --> 00:21:15,440 Speaker 4: to be a copper and I've missed it. I did 397 00:21:15,561 --> 00:21:17,841 Speaker 4: actually try to get back in, but because I had 398 00:21:17,840 --> 00:21:19,521 Speaker 4: a broken leg when I was in the police force 399 00:21:20,041 --> 00:21:22,641 Speaker 4: from motorbike praying years later, I tried to get back 400 00:21:22,681 --> 00:21:26,001 Speaker 4: in and you wouldn't believe it. The recruiting sergeant was 401 00:21:26,041 --> 00:21:29,441 Speaker 4: one of my old academy lecturers and he knew about 402 00:21:29,521 --> 00:21:34,360 Speaker 4: my injuries, so he done me a favor. He done 403 00:21:34,400 --> 00:21:34,920 Speaker 4: me a favor. 404 00:21:36,400 --> 00:21:38,680 Speaker 2: Tell me why did you decide to come back in. 405 00:21:38,801 --> 00:21:41,401 Speaker 2: You had this traumatic experience. It wasn't what you thought 406 00:21:41,441 --> 00:21:44,680 Speaker 2: it was. It was very disappointing, traumatic, and yet you 407 00:21:44,761 --> 00:21:46,400 Speaker 2: wanted to get back in. But I must say, I 408 00:21:46,441 --> 00:21:48,761 Speaker 2: think you still sound like a copper to me, Tony, 409 00:21:49,360 --> 00:21:50,561 Speaker 2: you're a natural born copper. 410 00:21:51,721 --> 00:21:54,400 Speaker 4: Well, funny enough, I did have family. There were coppers 411 00:21:54,441 --> 00:21:57,561 Speaker 4: back in the days, but it was something I always 412 00:21:57,600 --> 00:21:58,961 Speaker 4: wanted to be. It was a goal of mine to 413 00:21:58,961 --> 00:22:02,241 Speaker 4: be a copper. I don't know why it was, but 414 00:22:02,360 --> 00:22:03,880 Speaker 4: at the time I tried to get back in, I 415 00:22:04,001 --> 00:22:07,160 Speaker 4: was self employed, had my own business, and I was 416 00:22:07,241 --> 00:22:10,840 Speaker 4: more mature at running my own business. I honestly think 417 00:22:11,880 --> 00:22:14,880 Speaker 4: joining inn Ese cadet getting sworn in at nineteen may 418 00:22:14,961 --> 00:22:17,721 Speaker 4: have been too young. There's a lot of successful people 419 00:22:17,761 --> 00:22:20,521 Speaker 4: to come through with tradees first, then go in and 420 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:23,480 Speaker 4: they do well. And I do believe that you've got 421 00:22:23,521 --> 00:22:25,600 Speaker 4: to have the maturity to do so. You've got to 422 00:22:25,640 --> 00:22:28,721 Speaker 4: have some life experience, like my life experience is on 423 00:22:28,801 --> 00:22:30,920 Speaker 4: a farm and go on the school like I did 424 00:22:31,001 --> 00:22:33,521 Speaker 4: work a lot on the farm, but to be taken 425 00:22:33,561 --> 00:22:35,400 Speaker 4: straight from the farm to the city, like a lot 426 00:22:35,481 --> 00:22:39,521 Speaker 4: of other guys were. We adapt differently, but I think 427 00:22:39,640 --> 00:22:42,281 Speaker 4: maturity was one of the things that probably may have 428 00:22:42,360 --> 00:22:46,441 Speaker 4: helped better. At the time I did reapply was yeah, 429 00:22:46,481 --> 00:22:49,880 Speaker 4: I did have a lot of broken bones, but you know, 430 00:22:50,241 --> 00:22:52,441 Speaker 4: I was running my own business. I was more mature. 431 00:22:52,521 --> 00:22:55,200 Speaker 4: I had a wife and a child. It was an 432 00:22:55,281 --> 00:22:58,641 Speaker 4: unfinished thing in my life that I left. I left 433 00:22:58,681 --> 00:23:00,640 Speaker 4: in the heat of the moment where he signed in 434 00:23:00,761 --> 00:23:05,640 Speaker 4: response to how the management ran, and I was one 435 00:23:05,721 --> 00:23:08,640 Speaker 4: thing I regretted as the way I resigned, But to 436 00:23:08,761 --> 00:23:13,721 Speaker 4: say that I still remember after making that decision and 437 00:23:13,921 --> 00:23:16,561 Speaker 4: writing my resummation out at the desk of Waverly that morning. 438 00:23:17,481 --> 00:23:19,921 Speaker 4: The film like the whole world was lifted off my shoulders. 439 00:23:20,481 --> 00:23:23,681 Speaker 4: The stress and the anger and everything left my body. 440 00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:25,801 Speaker 4: Also thing at Penrof at the time. I'm driving back 441 00:23:25,801 --> 00:23:29,600 Speaker 4: to Penoff that day and I just felt, Wow, what 442 00:23:29,761 --> 00:23:34,561 Speaker 4: a release. It was just undescribable rate. 443 00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:36,041 Speaker 1: It's a really important point there. 444 00:23:36,041 --> 00:23:38,400 Speaker 2: And I've done some podcasts with police, as you've probably 445 00:23:38,441 --> 00:23:40,600 Speaker 2: known your South far As in Victoria, and I often 446 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:42,481 Speaker 2: ask people you got him when you're a bit older, 447 00:23:42,481 --> 00:23:44,801 Speaker 2: and this is I guess these days, this is happening 448 00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:48,600 Speaker 2: much more. The people aren't being taken at eighteen or nineteen. 449 00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:51,080 Speaker 2: They're told to get a bit of life experience. And 450 00:23:51,160 --> 00:23:53,441 Speaker 2: I look at that situation in Bondai Beach. You mentioned 451 00:23:53,481 --> 00:23:56,160 Speaker 2: Bonda before on your early duties down there, and you 452 00:23:56,241 --> 00:23:57,801 Speaker 2: look at what they had to deal with with that 453 00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,561 Speaker 2: horrible incident on Bondai. 454 00:24:00,321 --> 00:24:02,481 Speaker 1: Beach where the Jewish people were attacked. 455 00:24:03,201 --> 00:24:06,080 Speaker 2: They're going to have to deal with the consequences of 456 00:24:06,160 --> 00:24:09,440 Speaker 2: that day for the rest of their careers. And you 457 00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:13,400 Speaker 2: have to have, I think, in life to deal with trauma. 458 00:24:13,801 --> 00:24:17,120 Speaker 2: Some background of I was talking to a crook yesterday actually, 459 00:24:17,201 --> 00:24:20,640 Speaker 2: and he was saying he'd never learned to self soothe 460 00:24:21,441 --> 00:24:23,920 Speaker 2: it didn't have the experience in life to have that 461 00:24:24,120 --> 00:24:27,080 Speaker 2: self talk to get over the difficulties in his life, 462 00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:29,721 Speaker 2: which led to him being a heroin adtict and being 463 00:24:29,721 --> 00:24:32,640 Speaker 2: a violent criminal and spending half his life in jail. 464 00:24:33,001 --> 00:24:35,120 Speaker 2: I think it's the same for police. If you haven't 465 00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:38,801 Speaker 2: got that experience and maturity, you may struggle. You know, 466 00:24:38,921 --> 00:24:42,841 Speaker 2: you don't have the background and wherewithal to get through 467 00:24:42,921 --> 00:24:43,601 Speaker 2: these moments. 468 00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:48,600 Speaker 4: Yeah, I totally agree with that, and I think this 469 00:24:48,801 --> 00:24:51,521 Speaker 4: is my first daid at Paddington for goodness sake, and 470 00:24:51,761 --> 00:24:54,281 Speaker 4: I walked straight into that. You know, I a complas 471 00:24:54,521 --> 00:24:57,241 Speaker 4: hadn't seen things like that for years, you know, like 472 00:24:57,561 --> 00:25:01,321 Speaker 4: the things I've seen. Okay, I suppose everyone's experience is different, 473 00:25:01,360 --> 00:25:04,600 Speaker 4: everyone's life and service is different, and you can appreciate 474 00:25:04,681 --> 00:25:08,920 Speaker 4: that they're there to do a job very unappreciated by 475 00:25:09,001 --> 00:25:12,001 Speaker 4: the public and it's a tough job. 476 00:25:12,561 --> 00:25:13,281 Speaker 1: It's a tough job. 477 00:25:13,561 --> 00:25:16,761 Speaker 4: But I think going into any of the services, the emails, 478 00:25:16,840 --> 00:25:20,640 Speaker 4: the police of fibrigade, any of those services, you've got 479 00:25:20,681 --> 00:25:23,080 Speaker 4: to sort of expect this is what you're going to face. 480 00:25:23,481 --> 00:25:26,241 Speaker 4: I know a lot of ex police when they left, 481 00:25:26,241 --> 00:25:28,001 Speaker 4: they've gone to the fieries or the ambulance. 482 00:25:29,201 --> 00:25:33,041 Speaker 2: Right, they're sort of in a way institutionalized towards those things, because, 483 00:25:33,201 --> 00:25:36,321 Speaker 2: I mean, police ironically call it the job, but I 484 00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:39,360 Speaker 2: think it's a calling, and I think it's going to 485 00:25:39,441 --> 00:25:41,761 Speaker 2: have an impact on you. And I think some of 486 00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:44,921 Speaker 2: the recruiting methods these days try to portray it as 487 00:25:44,921 --> 00:25:47,640 Speaker 2: a career as a job, and they put all the 488 00:25:47,681 --> 00:25:50,600 Speaker 2: positives there and the overtime and the good salaries and 489 00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:53,561 Speaker 2: this type of thing, and they try to minimize what 490 00:25:53,681 --> 00:25:57,080 Speaker 2: we're talking about today that it will have an impact 491 00:25:57,160 --> 00:25:59,240 Speaker 2: on you. You're going to have some duco knocked off 492 00:25:59,321 --> 00:26:02,640 Speaker 2: you sooner or later, and that is going to be 493 00:26:02,721 --> 00:26:04,801 Speaker 2: a feature of your service. Very few people get through 494 00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:09,680 Speaker 2: there is without something. Yours was horrific and traumatic virtually 495 00:26:09,721 --> 00:26:13,761 Speaker 2: from day one. How long before it started to I 496 00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:16,920 Speaker 2: guess for you to realize you weren't quite right. 497 00:26:18,840 --> 00:26:21,961 Speaker 4: It didn't take long. I tried to ignore it for 498 00:26:22,041 --> 00:26:27,201 Speaker 4: a long time, but it just builds all the actions 499 00:26:27,281 --> 00:26:28,321 Speaker 4: and the things you see. 500 00:26:28,241 --> 00:26:30,321 Speaker 1: Build and build and build and build. 501 00:26:31,360 --> 00:26:35,801 Speaker 4: And it was only months before I was getting yeah, 502 00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:38,241 Speaker 4: I'm really sick of this. But I tried to persevere 503 00:26:38,321 --> 00:26:40,681 Speaker 4: as long as I could Look, don't keep me wrong. 504 00:26:41,281 --> 00:26:43,241 Speaker 4: I had a lot of enjoyable things in the police 505 00:26:43,281 --> 00:26:46,721 Speaker 4: force happened. I've seen a lot of positive things, and 506 00:26:48,120 --> 00:26:52,241 Speaker 4: I met lifelong friends. Some experiences I still laugh about. 507 00:26:52,761 --> 00:26:55,801 Speaker 4: Some you're shocked about. Some You're grateful you had the 508 00:26:55,840 --> 00:26:59,640 Speaker 4: opportunity to see. It was a mixed bag, so to speak. 509 00:26:59,721 --> 00:27:03,440 Speaker 4: There was a couple of incidents that really spoiled it. 510 00:27:04,160 --> 00:27:06,241 Speaker 4: It wasn't a job so much. It was a management 511 00:27:06,281 --> 00:27:08,561 Speaker 4: that got me in there. It was the way you 512 00:27:08,681 --> 00:27:12,961 Speaker 4: treated I loved a job. I hated the bosses, but 513 00:27:13,160 --> 00:27:17,600 Speaker 4: that's another story. But it was months, probably months I 514 00:27:17,721 --> 00:27:21,241 Speaker 4: started because there was no support and you're trying to 515 00:27:21,321 --> 00:27:25,121 Speaker 4: find a way to raise that memory from your head, 516 00:27:26,201 --> 00:27:31,241 Speaker 4: and my way was alcohol, And I realized, you know, 517 00:27:31,360 --> 00:27:34,041 Speaker 4: sometime later I was turned into an alcoholic by trying 518 00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:37,961 Speaker 4: to erase keep used to dream about this stuff. You 519 00:27:38,001 --> 00:27:42,001 Speaker 4: can smell the stuff. And to this day, I still 520 00:27:42,041 --> 00:27:43,960 Speaker 4: think about it a fair bit. 521 00:27:44,921 --> 00:27:45,721 Speaker 1: What did I miss? 522 00:27:46,360 --> 00:27:49,280 Speaker 4: Why wasn't it solved? You know, there's still a lot 523 00:27:49,321 --> 00:27:51,241 Speaker 4: of questions un answered, and I still think about it 524 00:27:51,281 --> 00:27:55,801 Speaker 4: to this day. But back then I was just turning 525 00:27:55,840 --> 00:28:00,321 Speaker 4: to alcohol to try and just escape the memories and 526 00:28:01,481 --> 00:28:03,400 Speaker 4: that was the wrong way to go. Maybe I should 527 00:28:03,441 --> 00:28:06,640 Speaker 4: have thought treatment, for a psychologist to whatever. But who's 528 00:28:06,681 --> 00:28:10,761 Speaker 4: going to tell you, you know, or help you decide 529 00:28:10,840 --> 00:28:15,961 Speaker 4: all that, and unfortunately there was no one. 530 00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:20,920 Speaker 2: And let's face it, also, you were encouraged not to 531 00:28:21,041 --> 00:28:24,400 Speaker 2: show weakness, not to show the impacts. Were you encouraged 532 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:26,840 Speaker 2: to button it down and get back on the job. 533 00:28:27,041 --> 00:28:29,440 Speaker 2: And as you say, there were positive experiences, and in 534 00:28:29,521 --> 00:28:32,400 Speaker 2: some senses, I mean I regret that I didn't maybe 535 00:28:32,441 --> 00:28:34,520 Speaker 2: join the police force because as a crime journalist, I've 536 00:28:34,521 --> 00:28:36,920 Speaker 2: been an observer on some amazing things and told these 537 00:28:36,961 --> 00:28:41,001 Speaker 2: amazing stories. But to be someone who actually solves crimes, 538 00:28:41,041 --> 00:28:44,721 Speaker 2: who brings resolution to families, or might you know, see 539 00:28:44,761 --> 00:28:47,561 Speaker 2: people in their worst moments and do something positive for them, 540 00:28:48,321 --> 00:28:52,841 Speaker 2: it's a tremendous privilege and something that on a positive way, 541 00:28:52,881 --> 00:28:54,641 Speaker 2: will stay with you as well. Do you have other 542 00:28:54,761 --> 00:28:58,561 Speaker 2: memories that, I guess counterbalance that day with Florence Broadhurst? 543 00:28:59,241 --> 00:29:01,601 Speaker 4: Oh, I have a lot of memories. A lot of 544 00:29:01,641 --> 00:29:05,001 Speaker 4: funny things happen in the police forces. Things you see 545 00:29:05,041 --> 00:29:07,121 Speaker 4: every day and you know, how the hell did they 546 00:29:07,281 --> 00:29:11,241 Speaker 4: these people breath? But I was working with one guy 547 00:29:12,001 --> 00:29:14,921 Speaker 4: a chap called Donnie Hennerson. Don and his wife dianairplane 548 00:29:14,961 --> 00:29:18,481 Speaker 4: crash at Mascot many many years ago. Don used to 549 00:29:18,561 --> 00:29:21,201 Speaker 4: work in the drug squad and I'm sure he could 550 00:29:21,201 --> 00:29:23,081 Speaker 4: smell drugs on the house from one hundred yards away. 551 00:29:23,881 --> 00:29:27,561 Speaker 4: I remember one night we're patrolling down through the backstreets 552 00:29:27,601 --> 00:29:31,641 Speaker 4: of Armbondai Junction and I'm driving on and Don says 553 00:29:32,201 --> 00:29:34,561 Speaker 4: sat mrk in front, just follow him for a bit 554 00:29:34,601 --> 00:29:37,601 Speaker 4: and we'll pull him over. Sure as ex, this place's 555 00:29:37,601 --> 00:29:39,961 Speaker 4: got drugs right through his car, like I had, I 556 00:29:40,001 --> 00:29:43,241 Speaker 4: get involved in a big drug bush. I'm sure it 557 00:29:43,321 --> 00:29:46,401 Speaker 4: was a funny guy, Don, but tragically he passed away. 558 00:29:46,961 --> 00:29:49,601 Speaker 4: Another night we were at Paddickton, we had Willara. We 559 00:29:49,721 --> 00:29:54,481 Speaker 4: got called to a high rise one night, Ocean Street 560 00:29:54,521 --> 00:29:57,521 Speaker 4: I think it was, and there was people trapped in 561 00:29:57,601 --> 00:30:00,841 Speaker 4: the lift. So we wandered down and there's a police 562 00:30:00,881 --> 00:30:03,961 Speaker 4: car parked out the front with the doors open. Someone 563 00:30:04,041 --> 00:30:06,681 Speaker 4: must be here already. It was the police trapped in 564 00:30:06,721 --> 00:30:07,041 Speaker 4: the lift. 565 00:30:11,721 --> 00:30:12,521 Speaker 1: I do worrits. 566 00:30:12,561 --> 00:30:17,121 Speaker 4: It were so funny it was. I remember another night, well, yeah, 567 00:30:17,201 --> 00:30:19,321 Speaker 4: one busy night. This is not long before I left. 568 00:30:20,081 --> 00:30:24,481 Speaker 4: We'd been to a it wasn't a bomb threat, and 569 00:30:24,681 --> 00:30:26,081 Speaker 4: I think we ended up with the guy in the 570 00:30:26,121 --> 00:30:28,481 Speaker 4: back of the truck and on the way back to 571 00:30:28,561 --> 00:30:31,000 Speaker 4: the police station, we're going to call to a robbery. 572 00:30:32,521 --> 00:30:36,321 Speaker 4: It was a Paddington bowling club, so I remember the sarge. 573 00:30:36,401 --> 00:30:38,841 Speaker 4: I was swift. He was a funny guy and I 574 00:30:38,961 --> 00:30:41,401 Speaker 4: used to play for Balmain. We rock up to this 575 00:30:41,841 --> 00:30:45,361 Speaker 4: Paddington bowling club and nine times out of ten you 576 00:30:45,481 --> 00:30:47,601 Speaker 4: rock up to these things, there's no one there. We 577 00:30:47,721 --> 00:30:49,921 Speaker 4: stumbling through the doors and there's a robbery in place. 578 00:30:50,241 --> 00:30:55,801 Speaker 4: God jeeze. I wasn't sure where we were, but I 579 00:30:55,841 --> 00:30:58,401 Speaker 4: remember drawing the pistol and pointed this bloke and saying 580 00:30:58,601 --> 00:31:00,841 Speaker 4: drop it. I thought they were going to go us. 581 00:31:01,081 --> 00:31:07,361 Speaker 4: I was, yeah, that adrenaline pumping occurrence. That one was 582 00:31:08,681 --> 00:31:11,961 Speaker 4: like it turned out all good, but that's what you're 583 00:31:12,001 --> 00:31:14,440 Speaker 4: there for. How many people do That's it? 584 00:31:15,361 --> 00:31:17,281 Speaker 2: I was going to say, it's all about adrenaline because 585 00:31:17,641 --> 00:31:20,241 Speaker 2: in the positive and the negative, Because when you start 586 00:31:20,361 --> 00:31:24,601 Speaker 2: thinking about that scene at Florence Broadhurst, the adrenaline gets going, 587 00:31:25,161 --> 00:31:28,321 Speaker 2: the heart rate increases, and it's like you're back in 588 00:31:28,441 --> 00:31:32,041 Speaker 2: that scene again and adrenaline can keep us safe. It 589 00:31:32,361 --> 00:31:35,241 Speaker 2: gives you the fight or flight response, as in when 590 00:31:35,281 --> 00:31:39,161 Speaker 2: you're confronting the robbery suspect or it just becomes a deadening, 591 00:31:40,041 --> 00:31:43,081 Speaker 2: toxic influence in your body. It's funny because I give 592 00:31:43,081 --> 00:31:46,641 Speaker 2: you another Victorian police officer, Nael Fraser, recently, and people 593 00:31:46,721 --> 00:31:51,041 Speaker 2: talk about PTSD as a disorder, she said, post traumatic 594 00:31:51,121 --> 00:31:52,121 Speaker 2: stress injury. 595 00:31:52,841 --> 00:31:53,961 Speaker 1: That's how it should be known. 596 00:31:54,841 --> 00:31:57,241 Speaker 2: That's what you suffered on that day and it should 597 00:31:57,241 --> 00:32:00,521 Speaker 2: have been treated as an injury rather than something, Oh, 598 00:32:01,161 --> 00:32:04,960 Speaker 2: Tony's having a bit of strife and PTSD. I think 599 00:32:05,121 --> 00:32:08,881 Speaker 2: the understanding of it is changing. And I think the 600 00:32:09,001 --> 00:32:12,121 Speaker 2: work that you've done with police cadets of that era 601 00:32:12,241 --> 00:32:15,601 Speaker 2: and they don't have police cadets anymore. I think that's 602 00:32:15,681 --> 00:32:17,921 Speaker 2: what's drawn you to that because you see in those 603 00:32:18,041 --> 00:32:19,641 Speaker 2: guys of a similar age. 604 00:32:19,481 --> 00:32:23,081 Speaker 1: To you, you see a lot of your experience in them. 605 00:32:23,081 --> 00:32:24,761 Speaker 1: Tell us about how you got involved with those guys. 606 00:32:25,561 --> 00:32:28,321 Speaker 4: There was a guy called Charlie di Agostino next cup. 607 00:32:28,401 --> 00:32:31,081 Speaker 4: We're in the same class as a cadet, and he 608 00:32:31,201 --> 00:32:34,161 Speaker 4: and another chap started the New soth Wales Police Cadets 609 00:32:34,681 --> 00:32:39,921 Speaker 4: social group on Facebook. I think through networks we all 610 00:32:40,001 --> 00:32:42,881 Speaker 4: became aware of it and joined it years ago when 611 00:32:42,921 --> 00:32:45,681 Speaker 4: the group started up. You know, talking to Charlie and 612 00:32:46,481 --> 00:32:49,200 Speaker 4: there's a whole bunch of people involved in this. My 613 00:32:49,441 --> 00:32:52,601 Speaker 4: role is hosting coffee crunches every month from the Gold 614 00:32:52,641 --> 00:32:56,841 Speaker 4: Coast tweet Ed's area for ex cops. It's encouraging people. 615 00:32:57,041 --> 00:32:59,921 Speaker 4: They come together every month, they talk about their job 616 00:33:00,321 --> 00:33:04,601 Speaker 4: to good all the bad discussions everything and every month 617 00:33:04,761 --> 00:33:08,721 Speaker 4: Cope crunch is different, different people turning up. We have 618 00:33:08,801 --> 00:33:12,841 Speaker 4: the regulars turn up, but it's just people supporting other people. 619 00:33:13,321 --> 00:33:17,440 Speaker 4: But the US files Police social group they're Reunited, have 620 00:33:17,561 --> 00:33:20,801 Speaker 4: six hundred people together now so far ex cadets. 621 00:33:21,481 --> 00:33:23,721 Speaker 1: But what they do is they. 622 00:33:23,921 --> 00:33:28,441 Speaker 4: Help people with PTSD. They assisting people getting treatment through 623 00:33:28,481 --> 00:33:33,200 Speaker 4: facilities that are known to them. They raise funds for 624 00:33:33,361 --> 00:33:36,121 Speaker 4: people to get help. Last year I think he said 625 00:33:36,281 --> 00:33:39,681 Speaker 4: there was forty eight different events hosted for ex cadets 626 00:33:39,721 --> 00:33:43,401 Speaker 4: and cops and that's fantastic. That's right up the East 627 00:33:43,441 --> 00:33:46,601 Speaker 4: Case of Australia. But it's bringing next cops together so 628 00:33:46,641 --> 00:33:49,921 Speaker 4: they could talk about their problems, medical problems, getting a 629 00:33:50,001 --> 00:33:54,761 Speaker 4: help for PTSD, helping with There's some cases that have 630 00:33:54,841 --> 00:33:58,480 Speaker 4: been very successful in court claiming pensions from the new 631 00:33:58,721 --> 00:34:01,641 Speaker 4: files police force. I won't go two death in those, 632 00:34:01,721 --> 00:34:05,241 Speaker 4: but some of those cases have been very successful, people 633 00:34:05,241 --> 00:34:08,801 Speaker 4: getting pensions, And like, I might talk about the things 634 00:34:08,801 --> 00:34:11,801 Speaker 4: that I went through, but I've heard stories from other 635 00:34:11,881 --> 00:34:15,241 Speaker 4: people who are in a group, non exponets, just cops 636 00:34:15,801 --> 00:34:18,841 Speaker 4: and the things that they've suffered. Yeah, I think I 637 00:34:18,921 --> 00:34:21,801 Speaker 4: think to myself, my life is easy. You know, what 638 00:34:22,001 --> 00:34:26,241 Speaker 4: I went through may affect me, but I think I 639 00:34:26,361 --> 00:34:28,961 Speaker 4: had an easy run. I think I'm lucky. 640 00:34:30,241 --> 00:34:34,121 Speaker 2: Yeah, but you know, everyone carries their own burden, Tony, 641 00:34:34,401 --> 00:34:37,161 Speaker 2: and I think this attitude of comparing and saying, well, 642 00:34:37,921 --> 00:34:41,081 Speaker 2: what I went through was less relevant or less significant 643 00:34:41,081 --> 00:34:41,480 Speaker 2: than others. 644 00:34:41,761 --> 00:34:43,521 Speaker 1: I don't think it helps your recovery. I think you've 645 00:34:43,561 --> 00:34:47,561 Speaker 1: got to judge on your circumstance. And yeah, I agree 646 00:34:47,601 --> 00:34:48,681 Speaker 1: to deal with the lost spirits. 647 00:34:49,801 --> 00:34:52,121 Speaker 4: Yeah, but you know, I see other people the way 648 00:34:52,161 --> 00:34:56,761 Speaker 4: they've hurt, the way they're affected by Look, everyone when 649 00:34:56,801 --> 00:34:59,601 Speaker 4: you talk to has positives about the police force. They 650 00:34:59,721 --> 00:35:03,601 Speaker 4: have their positives. It's the negative things about when you're 651 00:35:03,681 --> 00:35:07,721 Speaker 4: injured or you need to go off mental illness. They're 652 00:35:07,721 --> 00:35:10,440 Speaker 4: treated badly by the police force, every one of them. 653 00:35:10,441 --> 00:35:12,601 Speaker 4: I've had to fight for pension increases, will fight for 654 00:35:12,721 --> 00:35:16,401 Speaker 4: pensions working for the government different areas in different times. 655 00:35:17,441 --> 00:35:20,601 Speaker 4: They're not there to help you, they're there for themselves, 656 00:35:21,401 --> 00:35:23,241 Speaker 4: and you've got to fight for everything you can get. 657 00:35:24,641 --> 00:35:25,961 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's tremendous. 658 00:35:26,001 --> 00:35:30,481 Speaker 2: You're still serving the community by serving the people that 659 00:35:30,601 --> 00:35:32,921 Speaker 2: serve the community, and I think that's tremendous. Do you 660 00:35:33,001 --> 00:35:34,561 Speaker 2: think this is a kind of happy ending for you 661 00:35:34,641 --> 00:35:40,041 Speaker 2: In a sense, it's not quite the end outcome, look, 662 00:35:40,201 --> 00:35:43,401 Speaker 2: but a happy outcome to your story. What you're doing now. 663 00:35:44,641 --> 00:35:47,401 Speaker 4: Look like an enjoyment out of helping other people, regardless 664 00:35:47,441 --> 00:35:50,281 Speaker 4: of their ex Police are not family and friends will 665 00:35:50,441 --> 00:35:53,001 Speaker 4: verify that. But if I can help people in any way, 666 00:35:53,081 --> 00:35:55,441 Speaker 4: I'm happy to put my hand up. But you know 667 00:35:55,521 --> 00:35:58,441 Speaker 4: you're going to remember in the Cadets Association you so 668 00:35:58,601 --> 00:36:01,001 Speaker 4: well as police can. Edit says, there are a lot 669 00:36:01,041 --> 00:36:05,241 Speaker 4: of people doing more than I am. But it's it's 670 00:36:05,321 --> 00:36:08,121 Speaker 4: great to be a part of that association. Honestly, you 671 00:36:08,241 --> 00:36:11,041 Speaker 4: see how those people help in a particular plague. He 672 00:36:11,201 --> 00:36:14,161 Speaker 4: puts so many hours a week into helping people, and 673 00:36:14,281 --> 00:36:16,761 Speaker 4: it's just I'm proud to be a part of them. 674 00:36:17,001 --> 00:36:20,001 Speaker 4: And did a little bit idea. It's fantastic. 675 00:36:20,601 --> 00:36:24,721 Speaker 2: And how have you gone about resolving your own injury 676 00:36:25,561 --> 00:36:26,241 Speaker 2: from that day? 677 00:36:26,881 --> 00:36:28,041 Speaker 1: Have you had some treatment? 678 00:36:28,201 --> 00:36:28,361 Speaker 2: Now? 679 00:36:28,441 --> 00:36:30,681 Speaker 1: I mean I know you kept it button down for 680 00:36:30,801 --> 00:36:33,521 Speaker 1: many many years, didn't seek any treatment. Did you end 681 00:36:33,601 --> 00:36:34,801 Speaker 1: up speaking to some people? 682 00:36:35,921 --> 00:36:40,081 Speaker 4: No, never spoke to anyone about it. It's just dealt 683 00:36:40,121 --> 00:36:43,441 Speaker 4: with it by myself. Look, the biggest relief, and I 684 00:36:43,521 --> 00:36:46,841 Speaker 4: think that when we spoke back in twenty eighteen for 685 00:36:47,001 --> 00:36:49,641 Speaker 4: the first time about this matter, I think that was 686 00:36:49,681 --> 00:36:53,281 Speaker 4: the biggest help I ever had. Just getting it off 687 00:36:53,321 --> 00:36:56,041 Speaker 4: my chest and telling my story, that was the biggest 688 00:36:56,201 --> 00:36:59,961 Speaker 4: thing it ever helped me. So which I thank you 689 00:37:00,121 --> 00:37:03,521 Speaker 4: for that, because honestly, to tell your own stories and 690 00:37:03,801 --> 00:37:06,841 Speaker 4: get it out there and out there in the open forum, 691 00:37:06,921 --> 00:37:08,441 Speaker 4: so it was. It was fantastic. 692 00:37:08,521 --> 00:37:13,481 Speaker 2: Oh's the pleasure because as I say, that memory and 693 00:37:13,641 --> 00:37:16,321 Speaker 2: your role in that day had been erased, it must 694 00:37:16,361 --> 00:37:19,041 Speaker 2: have been absolutely maddening. And one thing I should ask 695 00:37:19,121 --> 00:37:22,001 Speaker 2: you is subsequent telling that story for the first time, 696 00:37:22,481 --> 00:37:24,881 Speaker 2: have police ever approached you. I know there's been a 697 00:37:24,921 --> 00:37:27,681 Speaker 2: review since that show that's Australian Crime Stories and Telling. 698 00:37:27,681 --> 00:37:29,121 Speaker 2: I think it still shows from time to time on 699 00:37:29,241 --> 00:37:31,681 Speaker 2: Telling nine. As anybody from New South Wales's police or 700 00:37:31,721 --> 00:37:33,641 Speaker 2: the coroner approached you about giving your evidence. 701 00:37:35,121 --> 00:37:37,121 Speaker 4: No, one never been approached by the police force. 702 00:37:37,401 --> 00:37:37,561 Speaker 2: You know. 703 00:37:38,641 --> 00:37:41,361 Speaker 4: When Catherine Thompson and I started on this journey some 704 00:37:41,521 --> 00:37:47,161 Speaker 4: years ago, I actually rang Unsolved Homicide to ask them 705 00:37:47,201 --> 00:37:52,081 Speaker 4: about reopening the case. And that's as far as it went. Yeah, 706 00:37:52,401 --> 00:37:53,361 Speaker 4: never heard from anyone. 707 00:37:54,841 --> 00:37:58,241 Speaker 2: Astounding, astounding. I see this sometimes with the cold cases. 708 00:37:58,321 --> 00:38:00,121 Speaker 2: They you know, they get there and listen to the 709 00:38:00,161 --> 00:38:03,201 Speaker 2: other thing was the file was lost? I mean well, 710 00:38:03,561 --> 00:38:07,521 Speaker 2: and that certain didn't help the outcome. Yeah, they went 711 00:38:07,561 --> 00:38:10,801 Speaker 2: missing from Paddicton Police station. I believe now how I 712 00:38:10,881 --> 00:38:11,521 Speaker 2: went missing on it. 713 00:38:11,761 --> 00:38:15,121 Speaker 4: Peter O'Toole came across that years later when he went 714 00:38:15,201 --> 00:38:16,801 Speaker 4: out there to investigate the case. 715 00:38:19,241 --> 00:38:19,440 Speaker 1: Tool. 716 00:38:20,081 --> 00:38:22,201 Speaker 4: I remember when Catherine Thompson and I are working on it. 717 00:38:22,561 --> 00:38:25,241 Speaker 4: I approached the New South Wales Police Force to track 718 00:38:25,321 --> 00:38:30,921 Speaker 4: down the coroners reports, every bit of evidence, and I 719 00:38:31,081 --> 00:38:35,681 Speaker 4: was told it went to some archives out in Western Sydney. 720 00:38:36,401 --> 00:38:40,281 Speaker 4: Contacted the archives. Nothing could not find a thing. After 721 00:38:40,601 --> 00:38:42,681 Speaker 4: I went through every source in the police force to 722 00:38:42,721 --> 00:38:46,481 Speaker 4: try and track down some evidence or something relating to 723 00:38:46,561 --> 00:38:49,721 Speaker 4: that murder, there was nothing on record. Nothing was ever found. 724 00:38:50,561 --> 00:38:52,641 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's the reality of some of these old cases. 725 00:38:52,681 --> 00:38:55,241 Speaker 2: By the way, when all these detectives converge on a 726 00:38:55,321 --> 00:38:59,001 Speaker 2: suburban station in a task force situation to investigate a murder, 727 00:38:59,241 --> 00:39:02,761 Speaker 2: if it doesn't get resolved, sometimes the exhibits stayed in 728 00:39:02,841 --> 00:39:06,281 Speaker 2: the station until some and goes what the fuck's this 729 00:39:06,401 --> 00:39:08,401 Speaker 2: and throws it all out or sends it somewhere else, 730 00:39:08,481 --> 00:39:10,681 Speaker 2: And it may well be in the system, but it's 731 00:39:10,841 --> 00:39:13,521 Speaker 2: difficult to find. It's like those archaeologists who go to 732 00:39:13,601 --> 00:39:17,161 Speaker 2: the museums and actually excavate the files of these old 733 00:39:17,241 --> 00:39:19,681 Speaker 2: museums and the universities and they find remarkable things. 734 00:39:19,721 --> 00:39:22,001 Speaker 1: And I think this is the same with police forces. 735 00:39:22,081 --> 00:39:25,721 Speaker 2: So you would hope, Tony, that part of your final 736 00:39:25,841 --> 00:39:28,881 Speaker 2: recovery is someone to come and talk to you about this, 737 00:39:29,081 --> 00:39:31,841 Speaker 2: take your evidence, and actually weigh it up for its 738 00:39:32,161 --> 00:39:33,881 Speaker 2: actual forensic value. 739 00:39:34,961 --> 00:39:36,681 Speaker 4: Well, you'd think they would do that if they're going 740 00:39:36,721 --> 00:39:38,561 Speaker 4: to open a cold case, which I believe they did, 741 00:39:39,001 --> 00:39:41,081 Speaker 4: and I'm not sure if it was still active or not, 742 00:39:41,601 --> 00:39:44,480 Speaker 4: but I did believe they did open another cold case 743 00:39:44,561 --> 00:39:48,201 Speaker 4: or an investigation, which we've never heard nothing about. The 744 00:39:48,321 --> 00:39:50,801 Speaker 4: other thing, too, is there must be somewhere of it 745 00:39:50,921 --> 00:39:54,000 Speaker 4: in somewhere there's got to be you just don't throw 746 00:39:54,081 --> 00:39:58,841 Speaker 4: everything out. I'm amazed. I'm just all surprised and shocked. Yeah, 747 00:39:58,961 --> 00:40:00,281 Speaker 4: that we couldn't find any evidence. 748 00:40:00,961 --> 00:40:04,321 Speaker 2: Yeah, oh well, Tony hopefully out of this discussion and 749 00:40:04,601 --> 00:40:06,001 Speaker 2: maybe we have to keep knocking on the door a 750 00:40:06,041 --> 00:40:08,961 Speaker 2: few more times. But one of these discussions may prompt 751 00:40:09,041 --> 00:40:12,801 Speaker 2: an enterprising young detective who's got the file to talk 752 00:40:12,881 --> 00:40:16,201 Speaker 2: to you, and I'll certainly direct them to you. But 753 00:40:16,241 --> 00:40:19,721 Speaker 2: I really want to thank you for your service, your 754 00:40:19,761 --> 00:40:23,441 Speaker 2: friendship actually as well, and your work on behalf of 755 00:40:23,601 --> 00:40:25,081 Speaker 2: other people such as yourself. 756 00:40:26,601 --> 00:40:28,361 Speaker 4: It's a pleasure. Thanks Adam. 757 00:40:35,761 --> 00:40:39,401 Speaker 2: That's Tony Russell, former New South Wales police constable who 758 00:40:39,601 --> 00:40:42,681 Speaker 2: was on the scene the day that Florence Broadhurst was found. 759 00:40:42,761 --> 00:40:46,441 Speaker 2: And as you've heard, is evidence has never made it 760 00:40:46,761 --> 00:40:51,641 Speaker 2: into the file. How significant was that? Did it change 761 00:40:52,121 --> 00:40:55,321 Speaker 2: the course of the investigation? I think it did, But 762 00:40:55,401 --> 00:40:59,081 Speaker 2: there's still time to bring closure to this one. You 763 00:40:59,121 --> 00:41:01,921 Speaker 2: wonder who else is out there with information about Florence 764 00:41:02,241 --> 00:41:06,481 Speaker 2: and other possible suspects. Does it just eventually diminished to 765 00:41:06,561 --> 00:41:10,761 Speaker 2: nothing this investigation when everyone passes away. There's still a 766 00:41:10,881 --> 00:41:13,721 Speaker 2: chance now, So if you have information about this case. 767 00:41:14,481 --> 00:41:17,641 Speaker 2: Or you might be a police officer or other essential 768 00:41:17,721 --> 00:41:21,321 Speaker 2: service worker who has had issues in the past with PTSD, 769 00:41:21,561 --> 00:41:24,881 Speaker 2: or maybe hasn't recognized it yet. Maybe use this conversation 770 00:41:24,961 --> 00:41:28,801 Speaker 2: as a spur to talk to somebody. Get involved in 771 00:41:29,241 --> 00:41:31,641 Speaker 2: the groups that Tony's mentioned, whether it's police cadets or 772 00:41:31,681 --> 00:41:35,281 Speaker 2: other Facebook groups and things. Talk to people it's not 773 00:41:35,361 --> 00:41:37,281 Speaker 2: too late, or even seek some assistance. And I'm a 774 00:41:37,281 --> 00:41:39,561 Speaker 2: bit shocked that Tony hasn't, but I'll keep bothering him 775 00:41:39,561 --> 00:41:42,201 Speaker 2: about that. But anyway, it's been a pleasure to talk 776 00:41:42,241 --> 00:41:44,881 Speaker 2: to Tony today. And if you've got information about a crime, 777 00:41:44,921 --> 00:41:47,201 Speaker 2: you can always call Crime Stoppers one hundred, triple three, 778 00:41:47,481 --> 00:41:50,561 Speaker 2: triple zero. If you don't trust the compas some people don't, 779 00:41:50,881 --> 00:41:52,881 Speaker 2: if you can send me an email Adam Shanner, writer 780 00:41:53,001 --> 00:41:55,041 Speaker 2: at gmail dot com and I'll do my best to 781 00:41:55,921 --> 00:41:58,281 Speaker 2: see that the information gets into the right hands. 782 00:41:58,441 --> 00:42:00,041 Speaker 1: Might end up on the podcast as well, so be 783 00:42:00,121 --> 00:42:02,361 Speaker 1: prepared for that. Thank you for listening. This has been 784 00:42:02,601 --> 00:42:04,081 Speaker 1: real crime with Adam shanned