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Speaker 1: Yeah, they all ran, bro they all just like bang

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Speaker 1: So yeah, they got me all right, but there was

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Speaker 2: It's amazing what adrenaline does.

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Speaker 3: He brother, It's amazing the adrenaline, Like you know, like

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Speaker 3: I remember that I got stabbed in the leg in

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Speaker 2: It was. It was a weird feeling.

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Speaker 3: Like I mean, obviously you know what I'm talking about.

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Speaker 3: It's like you know you've been hit, but then you're

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Speaker 1: Yeah, well that's that's what I was. Like. I couldn't

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Speaker 1: Yeah, And they're like, I come back and I was

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Speaker 1: I just wanted to show them like no effect, you know,

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Speaker 3: But then when you're getting sneak aed by two or

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Speaker 1: Yeah, well yeah, and I thought, fuck two years, I'm

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Speaker 1: the He was doing a mural on the office. They

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Speaker 1: It's not blue.

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Speaker 2: I fucking hate green. Made like ill more green. I

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Speaker 1: What color would I want everyone to dress in?

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Speaker 3: That's all you wear in the system down there is

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but I so yeah, I put that first dot

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Speaker 1: I went to Lift Go a few weeks later. Boys

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Speaker 1: They're all like, what's going to happen? Pat Her, you know,

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Speaker 1: So it was like it was weird, but it was

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Speaker 1: fuck has happened? You know?

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Speaker 3: I love that, Bro. I love that. That's well said. Good,

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Speaker 3: good motivation, good Rob. And I think too if you

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Speaker 3: spiritual point of view, I mean, you obviously were given

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Speaker 3: you said, it could have gone real bad and only

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Speaker 3: just missing. So you know, life could have been very

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Speaker 3: different if maybe you not even be here. So you've

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Speaker 1: Art, Yeah for sure, and that that Like I've said

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Speaker 1: spiritual awakening. It's like I got sent into another dimension.

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Speaker 1: I thought I was dead at one point and I thought,

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Speaker 1: with my Buddhist beliefs, I thought I was going to

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Speaker 1: be reborn. I thought I was going through these wires

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Speaker 1: So I was just gone, bang bang bang bang bang,

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Speaker 1: I still had this overthought of like I'm being reborn,

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Speaker 1: you know. So after that, it was like it really

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Speaker 1: made me want one. It sort of flicked my brain

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Speaker 1: from like wanting revenge to just wanting good and you know,

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Speaker 2: And I was like, I don't have to, Yeah, I

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Speaker 2: definitely do.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't have to be full of revenge forever.

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Speaker 1: Like it never ends, you know, like after years of jail,

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Speaker 1: you're just like it just grows and it's snowballs. But

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Speaker 1: go of that and turn it positive.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: I like that well said, and I think that that's

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Speaker 3: that is so true. And sometimes you know, it was

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Speaker 3: as bad as it is, you know, and hearing that,

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Speaker 3: you know, you literally getting pumped on on times with

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Speaker 3: a blade, I mean that, Yeah, that's that's that's jail.

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Speaker 2: I get it. But it's not nice but for anyone

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Speaker 3: But in saying that, it's almost like it was your

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Speaker 3: God sent You're blessing in disguise. I suppose to say

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Speaker 3: to you, look, this is not life anymore. You've got

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Speaker 3: to get your shit together.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, for sure. Someone. Yeah, I've said that to a

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Speaker 1: few people that like they're like, oh, fuck, what happened

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Speaker 1: when you got stabbed? And I'm like, fuck, I cannot

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Speaker 1: thank them enough, Like when they stabbed me, not not

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Speaker 1: that wouldn't have happened. So I feel like, you know,

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Speaker 1: like a big thanks to them, like if I can

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