WEBVTT - Why Bec Backed Out Of Surgery In Bali... (Part 4)

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, and welcome back to the MATHSNY podcast, and welcome

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<v Speaker 1>to Part four of this little Bali investigation series into

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<v Speaker 1>the world's fastest growing cosmetic surgery craze, which is rib recontouring,

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<v Speaker 1>which still sounds quite silly to say, if I'm being honest,

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<v Speaker 1>and welcome to a plot twist that I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>any of us saw coming, because I can now let

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<v Speaker 1>you know that Beck did not go through with her

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<v Speaker 1>scheduled procedure and at this moment right now as I'm recording,

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<v Speaker 1>her ribs remain exactly as God intended them to be.

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<v Speaker 1>And Yeah, the last twenty four hours or so here

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<v Speaker 1>in Bali, amongst all these influencers, who most of them

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<v Speaker 1>have now had it done, has just been quite the world.

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<v Speaker 1>When if I'm going to be honest, and before we

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<v Speaker 1>get into what happened and why Beck didn't go through

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<v Speaker 1>with it and why she changed her mind, I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>gonna take you to the very start of the day,

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<v Speaker 1>which was Beck and I on the back of a

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<v Speaker 1>golf buggie randomly, because that's what takes these influencers, like

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<v Speaker 1>the literal ninety second journey from the resort to the

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<v Speaker 1>fancy cosmetic surgery hospital place, which is all like in

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<v Speaker 1>the same wellness complex, which I didn't even know what

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<v Speaker 1>there was a thing. I thought Balley was just bin

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<v Speaker 1>Tang singlets and drunk Australians.

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<v Speaker 2>But no, there's a whole.

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<v Speaker 1>Wellness resort anyway. Yeah, here is Beck and I at

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<v Speaker 1>the start of the day as she was on her

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<v Speaker 1>way to surgery, right on the way.

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<v Speaker 3>To hospital, on the way getting nervous.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, this feels a bit weird.

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<v Speaker 2>I've never taken a golf.

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<v Speaker 3>From like a beautiful five star resort to a five

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<v Speaker 3>star hospital.

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<v Speaker 5>It's wild, right, Are you nervous for me?

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<v Speaker 2>Slightly?

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<v Speaker 5>You think I'm crazy?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I also think it's not.

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<v Speaker 4>Too late to back out.

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<v Speaker 5>You've been telling me to back out from the moment.

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<v Speaker 5>I've got you literally every minute of the day. Don't

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<v Speaker 5>do it, don't do it. Don't do it.

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<v Speaker 4>Because I know your story more than all the other girls,

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<v Speaker 4>and like everyone's got the wrong reason. But I just

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<v Speaker 4>don't think you're ready. I'm not a psychologist or on purpose,

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<v Speaker 4>but that's my taking it.

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<v Speaker 3>Well mentally in the best place I've ever been, like

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<v Speaker 3>and you can see that surely, Like I'm fine, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>not sitting here like who.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm not sitting here?

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<v Speaker 6>Like my life is shit.

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<v Speaker 2>Now.

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<v Speaker 1>When I came to Ballet to do this, I had

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<v Speaker 1>initially planned on documenting every single part of this whole journey,

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<v Speaker 1>including like as Beck was marked up you know inside there,

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<v Speaker 1>like draw on their bodies or and all that stuff

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<v Speaker 1>and get them in the gowns. But as we arrived

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<v Speaker 1>at the hospital, instead of going like upstairs with Beck,

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<v Speaker 1>I actually thought, I'm not sure I want to do

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<v Speaker 1>that anymore or be that present for like every single step,

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<v Speaker 1>and I thought maybe my documentation should pick up just

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<v Speaker 1>later in the day once Beck has like woken up

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<v Speaker 1>and she's back at the hotel were staying.

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<v Speaker 6>And this is where I think I'm going to leave

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<v Speaker 6>you because I don't actually think I want to document

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<v Speaker 6>beyond this.

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<v Speaker 3>I just.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm laughing the light. You can just back out. I

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<v Speaker 2>will wish you luck and see you on the other side.

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<v Speaker 1>But now, and here is the interesting thing, because as

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<v Speaker 1>I returned to the hotel after we just filmed that

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<v Speaker 1>last cliff and Beck went upstairs, I was planning and

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<v Speaker 1>just hanging out by the pool for the day because

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<v Speaker 1>I thought, hey, she's going to be at least what

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<v Speaker 1>three four hours, like even though the procedure is only

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<v Speaker 1>forty minutes itself.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, there's all the pre.

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<v Speaker 1>Surgery stuff, post surgery stuff like the checks and the

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<v Speaker 1>you know, there's actually this belief I'm seeing a lot

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<v Speaker 1>like I wouldn't trust going to Ballet for surgery. I

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't trust these overseas hospitals. And I'm going to be honest,

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<v Speaker 1>I felt the same prior to coming here, but having

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<v Speaker 1>seen this whole area, like, I am actually impressed that,

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<v Speaker 1>to be honest, it's nicer than the hospital I went

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<v Speaker 1>to in Sydney.

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<v Speaker 2>And they take all this stuff like.

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<v Speaker 1>Very very very very very very seriously, to the point

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<v Speaker 1>that it seems a bit unnecessary.

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<v Speaker 2>But that's a good thing anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>What I'm trying to say is I came back here

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<v Speaker 1>expecting to like actually have what could be half a

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<v Speaker 1>day of holiday here in Bali where I could.

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<v Speaker 2>Drink a bin tang by the pool.

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<v Speaker 1>Because this whole thing has randomly taken quite a toll

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<v Speaker 1>on me in a weird way.

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<v Speaker 2>Like it's been.

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<v Speaker 1>I find it hard to switch off quite a lot

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<v Speaker 1>in my life. I go from pro it's to project

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<v Speaker 1>and when I'm in a project, I get very invested.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't just like be on the outside looking in

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<v Speaker 1>and do like a surface level thing. I often find

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<v Speaker 1>and this is a problem sometimes, but also you could

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<v Speaker 1>say it to a positive because it means I give

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<v Speaker 1>my everything to everything. But like with this, I did

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<v Speaker 1>think i'd also be able to like come on document this.

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<v Speaker 2>And have a little bit of a holiday. But even

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<v Speaker 2>in the few hours here and there I've had where

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<v Speaker 2>I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>Need to work or edit or record or speak to people,

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<v Speaker 1>I just haven't been able to switch off and relax

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<v Speaker 1>because I think I'm just thinking about this all constantly

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<v Speaker 1>and how silly I find it, and how I wish

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<v Speaker 1>we could change things, but hey, we can't anyway. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>So I planned and having half the day to myself

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<v Speaker 1>to chill, but then my phone pings and it was

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<v Speaker 1>back and I hadn't even made it to the pool

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<v Speaker 1>yet and ordered a bintang and she's like, I'm coming back,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm like wait, and she had changed her mind,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, wait what, I literally just left

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<v Speaker 1>you at the hospital, And as she said she was

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<v Speaker 1>coming back, I was like, oh shit. So I immediately

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<v Speaker 1>like grabbed the mics and sorry the camera guy and

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<v Speaker 1>like set up for once she was back and ready

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<v Speaker 1>to explain everything, and yeah, here is me and back

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<v Speaker 1>talking once she did make it back to the hotel.

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<v Speaker 3>So you didn't get the surgery done, no, So I

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<v Speaker 3>went to the hospital, like all the other girls have got.

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<v Speaker 5>It done now, and.

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<v Speaker 3>They all seem happy, they're not in agony.

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<v Speaker 5>I went to the hospital. It's state of the art.

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<v Speaker 3>It's beautiful, like one of the most amazing hospitals I've

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<v Speaker 3>ever seen in my life.

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<v Speaker 5>But you but I didn't know if.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I walked in and I thought, you know, am

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<v Speaker 3>I ready? Is this what I want to do?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>I just think that I'm gonna take a little bit

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<v Speaker 3>of time to think about it a little bit more.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm happy or taking j I even like, I don't

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<v Speaker 6>know what you're gonna do. I'm gonna go back to Australia.

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<v Speaker 6>You said you're gonna stay in Ballei.

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<v Speaker 5>For an extra way, so yeah, like, yeah.

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<v Speaker 6>It isn't something too rushing, and I know you get

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<v Speaker 6>this opportunity and it seems great and exciting. All these

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<v Speaker 6>other girls and they're all doing it for the wrong reasons,

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<v Speaker 6>as I just say, they're walking around the result now

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<v Speaker 6>in those corset things, after having it done and their

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<v Speaker 6>all living life.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, but that's their story.

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<v Speaker 2>They've got their reasons.

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<v Speaker 6>A lot of them are even like their sayings was

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<v Speaker 6>like they loved their body before, but they would love

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<v Speaker 6>this change, which again that's on them.

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<v Speaker 5>Mm. But for you, and I.

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<v Speaker 6>Suppose you're the one I'm kind of here documenting most,

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<v Speaker 6>it's different story.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah. I think.

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<v Speaker 3>I think there's just a lot to think about, isn't there.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, And at the end of the day, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not being pressured to do this. You know, the

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<v Speaker 3>the the the company that's brought me out here isn't

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<v Speaker 3>pressuring me saying you've got to get it done.

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<v Speaker 5>You to do this, you got to do that. So

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<v Speaker 5>I have full I have the full ability.

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<v Speaker 3>To make that decision as to whether or not it's

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<v Speaker 3>something that aligns with me and what I like, if

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<v Speaker 3>I want.

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<v Speaker 5>To do it.

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<v Speaker 3>And so getting to the hospital today, you know, and

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<v Speaker 3>you know I've made friends with all of these girls now,

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<v Speaker 3>friends that I'll have for life with them. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I walked in and I thought, I'm not ready yet.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know if I will be ready. I don't

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<v Speaker 3>know if I'm going to go ahead and get it done.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I said, I've got given myself an extra week

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<v Speaker 3>here in Bali to decide. But from a standpoint of

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<v Speaker 3>you know, my surroundings and the doctors and the hospital

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<v Speaker 3>stop notch, stop notch.

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<v Speaker 5>So I felt comfortable there. It's just.

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<v Speaker 3>Is this going to align for me and my body

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<v Speaker 3>and my and what I want. And that's what I'm

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<v Speaker 3>still working out. It's not a no, but it's not

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<v Speaker 3>a you know, it's not a yes right now. So

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just gonna give myself some breathing room and some

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<v Speaker 3>thinking room and work out what I want to do.

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<v Speaker 3>And I think that that's fair, right, Yeah, I think

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<v Speaker 3>it's fair.

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<v Speaker 6>I will say that what you said just off off camera.

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<v Speaker 6>Then you're going to go see a spiritual healing get

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<v Speaker 6>them to help make the decision. Yeah, really the best

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<v Speaker 6>way to approaches.

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<v Speaker 3>But I saw it's really six spiritual hero on the

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<v Speaker 3>beach before, so I thought I might maybe go and

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<v Speaker 3>get some maybe get go and get some help from

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<v Speaker 3>the universe and.

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<v Speaker 6>Get some guidance, not get them to make a decision.

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<v Speaker 5>I'll get some gardens.

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<v Speaker 3>They won't make the decision for me. Although no, they

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<v Speaker 3>won't make the decision for me. But yeah, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 3>go and get some garden.

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<v Speaker 6>Cuts. It with you. I suppose don't leave me in Australia.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm full of.

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<v Speaker 5>Bites. Look, let's just see. Hey, let's just see.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm excited, but I'm also cautious and I I think

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<v Speaker 3>I've made the right decision to stop.

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<v Speaker 5>Think, chill, see.

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<v Speaker 3>The girls, interact with the girls, see how they feel.

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<v Speaker 3>I know that they're all very happy at the moment.

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<v Speaker 3>They have no regrets. But I'm just gonna take a

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<v Speaker 3>little moment for myself.

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<v Speaker 6>I feel like you haven't done that this year at all.

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<v Speaker 6>Everything's been a whirl wind since the day you were

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<v Speaker 6>announced for Maths.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh it's been wild.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I am lucky enough, like you know I even

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<v Speaker 3>you posted it, Like I'm getting more work than any

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<v Speaker 3>other person from Maths. Right, So I'm super lucky. But

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<v Speaker 3>I haven't had a moment to just chill. I haven't

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<v Speaker 3>had a moment to actually just sit still, like I've

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<v Speaker 3>been home for a matter of days in the past

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<v Speaker 3>three months, like I live in airports. So yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>gonna take this week to relax, really think, read journal,

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<v Speaker 3>and work out. What I see for myself. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>everyone keeps on going on about how I need therapy

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<v Speaker 3>and I need mental help and whatnot. I'm very in

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<v Speaker 3>tune with myself and what I need and what I want.

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<v Speaker 3>I am. You know, people can make assumptions from snippets

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<v Speaker 3>that they see of my life on social media, but

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<v Speaker 3>I know who I am, and I think that it

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<v Speaker 3>takes courage to sit here and go, well, actually, I

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<v Speaker 3>am taking a step back to think about it, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>Like I think that that shows growth. I think that

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<v Speaker 3>that shows that my intuition and I listen to my

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<v Speaker 3>guard and yeah, I'm not saying it's a no though

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<v Speaker 3>by any means, but right now it's a hold up.

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<v Speaker 2>So yeah, there you have it. Guys.

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<v Speaker 1>What happens next, who knows, But I suppose the takeaway

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<v Speaker 1>here for everyone from this little series is don't rush

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<v Speaker 1>into things like this. Don't get carried away and caught

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<v Speaker 1>up in the excitement when there's a new thing or

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<v Speaker 1>something's being offered to you, or your friends are doing something,

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<v Speaker 1>or you've seen an influencer you like do something and like,

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<v Speaker 1>just yeah, don't rush into making decisions that you can't undo.

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<v Speaker 1>And this isn't even just about surgery. That's about everything

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<v Speaker 1>in life, right. You know, take as much time as

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<v Speaker 1>you want with it, and even if it's a big decision,

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<v Speaker 1>even when you think you've made your mind up and

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<v Speaker 1>you're like, yeah, but I'm gonna do it, like, even

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<v Speaker 1>take another week if you have to, to really sit

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<v Speaker 1>with that choice and think about the risk versus reward,

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<v Speaker 1>think about why you're doing it, and you know, keep

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<v Speaker 1>asking yourself, am I doing this for myself or for others?

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, is this a decision I've made for

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<v Speaker 1>myself or haven't made it because society has made me

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<v Speaker 1>feel a certain way and other people or things or

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<v Speaker 1>just the world has made you want to do this?

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, even.

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<v Speaker 1>Ask yourself, do I love myself before I do this?

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<v Speaker 1>And do I see it as an enhancement that you're

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<v Speaker 1>happy with or without, rather than seeing it as what

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<v Speaker 1>like a fixture that you think you need to try

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<v Speaker 1>and potentially compensate for something else. Again, with most of

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<v Speaker 1>this series you've listened to from BALI, I haven't written

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<v Speaker 1>much of a script here. I just got scraps of

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<v Speaker 1>notes and many thoughts in my head. So I hope

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<v Speaker 1>this is making sense as I speak into the void

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<v Speaker 1>of my hotel suite before I pack up to go

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<v Speaker 1>back to Sydney, because yeah, I kind of miss home,

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<v Speaker 1>to be honest, But yeah, this series. I came here

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<v Speaker 1>with no idea what to expect for me. At least,

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<v Speaker 1>it's been quite a journey, quite a ride. I hope

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<v Speaker 1>you've enjoyed it, and I hope the messaging that I

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<v Speaker 1>got to while working this out here on ground has

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<v Speaker 1>resonated with someone is being conveyed properly. And I'll potentially

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<v Speaker 1>do another final app once I'm back home or can

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<v Speaker 1>articulate myself a little bit better when I'm not.

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<v Speaker 2>Just hit fuck.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't have and speak here still in the thick

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<v Speaker 1>of everything, with a million things racing around my mind.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, thank you for listening, watching, commenting, getting involved

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<v Speaker 1>all that lovely stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>And I will Yeah, see you, guys, I will. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not going to see it. I'll chat to you again.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, say it. Actually, no, I do have a

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<v Speaker 1>better way to end this. Stop changing your ribs, everyone,

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<v Speaker 1>just stop it. It's silly, and if you really want

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<v Speaker 1>to do it, spend a few weeks thinking why are

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<v Speaker 1>you doing it? And then make your mind up? But

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<v Speaker 1>also do we need to change your ribs? And okay,

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<v Speaker 1>we're changing our ribs, Now what are we going to

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<v Speaker 1>change next?

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<v Speaker 2>A kidneys? I don't even know. I'm study a shirtless

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<v Speaker 2>doing this.

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<v Speaker 5>Its hard.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even know where my kidneys are, to be honest,

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<v Speaker 1>or why I would need to change them. But then again,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't even know people would want to change the

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<v Speaker 1>ribs unless you're Marrily Manson, like I said in a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of episodes back, because we all know the rumor

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<v Speaker 1>there that he did that too. Now, this isn't how

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<v Speaker 1>I want to end this series by going back to

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<v Speaker 1>the Marrily Manson rumor that he removed ribs to Sucky's

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<v Speaker 1>own penis.

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<v Speaker 2>But maybe that's how we do end it.

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<v Speaker 1>Say it