WEBVTT - WHAT REALLY HAPPENED WITH AARON & JESS? *Love Island Uncut* 0:00:00.200 --> 0:00:02.680 I want the fairy tale. I want the prince charming. 0:00:03.120 --> 0:00:06.040 She how do I put this? Isn't a fan of 0:00:06.080 --> 0:00:07.400 my kissing style. 0:00:08.400 --> 0:00:10.680 Boyfriend and girlfriend for about twelve hours. 0:00:10.760 --> 0:00:11.760 He's in a trash bit. 0:00:11.840 --> 0:00:13.480 He's non recyclable catching. 0:00:14.200 --> 0:00:16.239 I loved being loved. I love love. 0:00:17.840 --> 0:00:19.880 On today's episode of Where's Your Head At, we have 0:00:19.920 --> 0:00:21.680 a special guest in the studio. 0:00:21.680 --> 0:00:24.560 Fan favorite Aaron Waters from Love Island Season three. 0:00:24.920 --> 0:00:33.160 Stay tuned for all the Aaron goth. Where's Your Head 0:00:33.159 --> 0:00:37.000 At is a podcast that talks all things relationships, breakups, 0:00:37.080 --> 0:00:40.360 reality TV, trending shows, and everything in between. 0:00:40.640 --> 0:00:43.400 This is your new go to destination for laughs, gossip, 0:00:43.560 --> 0:00:51.720 intimate details, advice, and much more. Okay, Aaron, welcome to 0:00:51.720 --> 0:00:53.120 the podcast. Let's have a chat. 0:00:53.240 --> 0:00:54.200 Thanks for having me, mate. 0:00:54.240 --> 0:00:54.440 Yeah. 0:00:54.840 --> 0:00:59.480 Is there a day better something? Yeah? Yeah? One night? 0:00:59.560 --> 0:01:01.840 Yeah I did as well. I'm comfortable sleep. 0:01:02.000 --> 0:01:03.920 Yeah it is your feet hang over? It's not good. 0:01:04.680 --> 0:01:05.919 I was covered in mossy bites. 0:01:07.200 --> 0:01:08.400 How many bugs are there? Ah? 0:01:08.520 --> 0:01:08.920 Yeah? 0:01:09.040 --> 0:01:09.680 Okay, Aaron. 0:01:09.920 --> 0:01:11.880 You said to be the love child of Ellen de 0:01:12.040 --> 0:01:13.880 Generes and Eminem. 0:01:14.959 --> 0:01:16.000 That feel coming out of you? 0:01:16.280 --> 0:01:18.200 Yeah you know what? The Eminem was a given. I 0:01:18.240 --> 0:01:19.440 knew that was going to come when I died in 0:01:19.440 --> 0:01:21.160 my head by the Ellen de Generes was creative and 0:01:21.200 --> 0:01:23.279 I like that, Yeah, did. 0:01:23.120 --> 0:01:24.880 You die your headborn? Were told by producers. 0:01:25.440 --> 0:01:27.479 Yeah, so it wasn't me that wanted a diet. They 0:01:27.560 --> 0:01:29.840 asked me. I agreed to it though I liked it 0:01:29.840 --> 0:01:32.280 at first, but then lifting it three times in one month, 0:01:32.400 --> 0:01:34.240 it damaged my hair. It's hard to fall out. I 0:01:34.319 --> 0:01:35.800 hate it. Shaved it off when I got out. 0:01:35.880 --> 0:01:37.560 So yeah, because then you got the brown here. I 0:01:37.560 --> 0:01:39.280 saw a couple of photos while you're in there with 0:01:39.319 --> 0:01:41.840 your brown hair hair, and I liked it a lot better. 0:01:41.840 --> 0:01:43.080 I was like, you should have just gone in with that. 0:01:43.200 --> 0:01:46.840 Yeah, yeah, I do like the my natural hair color better. 0:01:46.880 --> 0:01:49.200 But I mean I threw myself on the deepad going 0:01:49.240 --> 0:01:52.240 on to reality. I mean, what else could happen? 0:01:52.280 --> 0:01:55.040 So I was like, whenever a producer asked you like, yeah, yeah, 0:01:55.040 --> 0:01:56.160 I'll do it, I'm going I said no. 0:01:56.280 --> 0:01:58.480 At first, like I said no, I was like, we'll 0:01:58.480 --> 0:02:00.920 look like slim shady. I was like, do it and 0:02:01.600 --> 0:02:03.520 they said they sent me mock up photos and that, 0:02:03.640 --> 0:02:05.160 and they were like, no, I look really good, and 0:02:05.160 --> 0:02:07.000 I was just like, oh, fuck it, like I'll just 0:02:07.040 --> 0:02:07.280 do it. 0:02:07.560 --> 0:02:09.919 Yeah, they probably were like he look so handsome, he 0:02:09.960 --> 0:02:10.400 looks so great. 0:02:10.480 --> 0:02:17.000 Now. Matt and I were in by room recently and 0:02:17.320 --> 0:02:18.120 it was schoolies. 0:02:18.160 --> 0:02:20.000 I don't know if you know that, but there was. 0:02:20.040 --> 0:02:24.680 A lot of kids, like young guys with your haircut, 0:02:24.800 --> 0:02:26.920 like like the short blonde hair, and I was like, 0:02:27.040 --> 0:02:28.160 is this an Aaron thing? 0:02:28.360 --> 0:02:29.200 Like is this? 0:02:29.360 --> 0:02:30.160 Has this come from you? 0:02:30.520 --> 0:02:32.639 I think Ronnie will be able to vouch for that one. 0:02:32.720 --> 0:02:34.160 I think he's he's tooken up there. 0:02:34.400 --> 0:02:36.200 Yeah, he's taken over the role. 0:02:36.760 --> 0:02:38.040 He done it as well. 0:02:39.800 --> 0:02:42.040 The other weekend he rocked up and I was like, 0:02:42.080 --> 0:02:43.839 what do you do to your hair mate? And he's like, oh, 0:02:44.160 --> 0:02:45.959 I was like the last person that says I've copied. 0:02:46.040 --> 0:02:47.560 I copied you. He's like, I'm done. 0:02:47.560 --> 0:02:50.760 I'm hands He's like it works for you. You've got 0:02:50.880 --> 0:02:52.440 You've stayed on there a bit longer than I did. 0:02:53.240 --> 0:02:54.400 He was inspired by. 0:02:54.240 --> 0:02:56.519 The great I do get a few tags as well 0:02:56.520 --> 0:02:58.680 with people dyeing their hair and then like speaking like 0:02:58.720 --> 0:03:00.880 oh I'm channeling my inner and stuff like that. 0:03:00.919 --> 0:03:03.360 So it's pretty cool, like cool, yeah, that's awesome. 0:03:03.400 --> 0:03:06.400 But now you've decided to just like go left field, 0:03:06.560 --> 0:03:07.519 you're back to brunette. 0:03:07.560 --> 0:03:09.839 I have to say I love the brunette. It looks 0:03:09.880 --> 0:03:10.520 really good on you. 0:03:10.720 --> 0:03:11.000 Yeah. 0:03:11.040 --> 0:03:14.440 Cool, Yeah, I do like it a lot more for sure. 0:03:14.440 --> 0:03:17.640 And I've never actually shaved my head, so shaving my 0:03:17.680 --> 0:03:19.760 head was like a big thing. It used to be 0:03:19.800 --> 0:03:21.600 a big thing, but after dying and I was like, fuck, 0:03:22.320 --> 0:03:23.839 now I like it, so I'll probably keep it short 0:03:23.880 --> 0:03:24.280 for a while. 0:03:24.520 --> 0:03:25.480 Yeah, that's awesome. 0:03:25.880 --> 0:03:30.320 Okay, so you basically came across, in my opinion, and 0:03:30.360 --> 0:03:35.440 that's opinion as the most emotionally intelligent person. I guess 0:03:35.520 --> 0:03:38.200 you could say in the villa, you came across, so well, 0:03:38.720 --> 0:03:40.040 you're a fan favorite. 0:03:40.440 --> 0:03:42.360 What was it like being on the show? 0:03:43.560 --> 0:03:45.360 Tough question because I feel like there's so many words 0:03:45.400 --> 0:03:47.040 that can describe it, but I'd say it was just 0:03:47.040 --> 0:03:49.120 like a big roller coaster. Being on the show was 0:03:49.200 --> 0:03:51.800 something that like you can't pitch, you can't visualize, but 0:03:51.840 --> 0:03:54.880 once you're in there, it's just like it's so fast paced. 0:03:54.880 --> 0:03:56.280 You think you're going to go there and kick back, 0:03:56.280 --> 0:04:00.000 but you don't. So fast you get tested in all areas, 0:04:00.360 --> 0:04:04.320 but overall, like I loved it, absolute great experience. I 0:04:04.360 --> 0:04:04.680 loved it. 0:04:04.760 --> 0:04:06.880 Yeah, so you enjoyed being on the show. 0:04:06.960 --> 0:04:08.360 Yeah, I enjoyed it. I'll do it again. 0:04:08.480 --> 0:04:12.120 You do it again? Yeah, you can tell he's having 0:04:12.120 --> 0:04:12.800 the honey roots. 0:04:13.200 --> 0:04:16.080 To be honest, last week, I was like, screw this, 0:04:16.120 --> 0:04:18.440 I want to just go home do my thing. But 0:04:18.480 --> 0:04:20.000 now I'm out here again, I'm like, I can do 0:04:20.040 --> 0:04:21.120 it again. It again? 0:04:21.200 --> 0:04:23.120 Well, I say I'll do it again, knowing what I 0:04:23.160 --> 0:04:25.839 know now, I wouldn't do it fresh from the start. 0:04:26.160 --> 0:04:26.640 Yeah. 0:04:26.760 --> 0:04:29.279 Yeah, God, it's just like so up and down though, 0:04:29.400 --> 0:04:32.279 Like I just feel like being in that environment was 0:04:32.440 --> 0:04:34.000 so stressful, at least for me. 0:04:34.600 --> 0:04:36.160 I don't know. I just don't think I would ever 0:04:36.240 --> 0:04:37.320 be able to do it again. 0:04:37.440 --> 0:04:39.480 Your anxiety is running it like one hundred the whole time. 0:04:39.760 --> 0:04:41.080 Yeah. 0:04:41.200 --> 0:04:42.880 I think that's why I like I was touching on 0:04:42.920 --> 0:04:44.880 it last night my stories as well. It's like being 0:04:44.920 --> 0:04:47.039 able to control chaos, and it's being able to like 0:04:47.440 --> 0:04:50.400 find that little I guess like part in you that 0:04:50.440 --> 0:04:53.400 can stay grounded. So like when everything's going so fast paced, 0:04:53.480 --> 0:04:55.800 you can kind of just like internally like checking with 0:04:55.839 --> 0:04:57.520 yourself and just like kind of be still. 0:04:58.000 --> 0:05:01.839 Yeah, I think almost compartmental. Yeah, this isn't ye like 0:05:02.000 --> 0:05:05.440 real something else, like you're still yourself? Yeah, I think 0:05:05.440 --> 0:05:07.039 I found that a couple of times. For the most 0:05:07.040 --> 0:05:08.680 part of it, I got so engulfed in. 0:05:08.640 --> 0:05:14.480 It all yeah, we all, yeah, we all yeah. Happy 0:05:14.600 --> 0:05:15.240 that was everything. 0:05:15.360 --> 0:05:19.040 Yeah, we heard that one of the producers was telling 0:05:19.120 --> 0:05:20.960 us that there was a potential. 0:05:20.640 --> 0:05:22.600 For a Love Island All Stars. 0:05:23.000 --> 0:05:25.440 Would you be interested in being a part of a 0:05:25.480 --> 0:05:28.760 Love Islent all Stars from Love Island series is all 0:05:28.800 --> 0:05:32.239 around the World, Yeah, definitely, Yeah. 0:05:33.040 --> 0:05:33.520 Interest. 0:05:35.560 --> 0:05:38.160 In the ring everyone. So you said that you want 0:05:38.160 --> 0:05:39.520 to go back on the show, But how does it 0:05:39.560 --> 0:05:42.680 feel coming off the show? Like, how's the new I 0:05:42.680 --> 0:05:44.120 guess reality of your life here? 0:05:44.680 --> 0:05:47.039 Yeah, that's another good question as well. I think for me, 0:05:47.440 --> 0:05:50.240 I've kind of developed, I guess all these sort of 0:05:50.320 --> 0:05:53.279 characteristics before coming onto Love Island, so like personally I 0:05:53.279 --> 0:05:55.800 feel the same. It's just kind of adapting to like 0:05:55.920 --> 0:05:58.560 people knowing who you are, people knowing like they've seen 0:05:58.600 --> 0:06:00.800 me cry, hey, they've seen me happy, they've seen me angry, 0:06:00.880 --> 0:06:02.800 So like all that sort of stuff is something that 0:06:02.880 --> 0:06:04.160 like it takes a little bit of time to get 0:06:04.240 --> 0:06:06.800 used to. But in saying that again, like just being 0:06:06.800 --> 0:06:09.039 able to like stay grounded. I guess, like nothing really 0:06:09.040 --> 0:06:10.760 feels different for me other than the fact that, like 0:06:10.800 --> 0:06:12.040 people know who I am, So. 0:06:12.160 --> 0:06:13.760 How do you deal with that? People coming up to 0:06:13.800 --> 0:06:16.400 you and like obviously thinking they know you, thinking like 0:06:16.480 --> 0:06:19.560 they've witnessed like they have an opinion of who you 0:06:19.560 --> 0:06:20.680 are through a TV show. 0:06:20.839 --> 0:06:22.960 I think that's what you sign up for, So I 0:06:23.040 --> 0:06:25.359 was expecting that for people to have opinions, and like, 0:06:25.400 --> 0:06:28.239 I mean everyone has opinion, Like even before love, everyone's 0:06:28.240 --> 0:06:30.080 got an opinion of you. Now it's just like it's 0:06:30.160 --> 0:06:33.840 just amplified, it's intensified. So I guess dealing with it 0:06:33.880 --> 0:06:36.800 is kind of just like knowing who you are, not 0:06:36.880 --> 0:06:39.839 taking like the negative comments so seriously not holding on 0:06:39.880 --> 0:06:42.080 to them, and like the people that do say good things, 0:06:42.120 --> 0:06:43.279 like I've got all the time in the world for 0:06:43.320 --> 0:06:44.880 because I feel like you're going to say something nice 0:06:44.920 --> 0:06:46.880 and I'll always make time for it, like I'll never 0:06:46.920 --> 0:06:48.560 be like, you know, oh no, I don't want to 0:06:48.560 --> 0:06:50.719 hear it or anything like that. So if someone says 0:06:50.760 --> 0:06:52.080 something nice and like cool, you know what I mean, 0:06:52.120 --> 0:06:54.159 I'll take that on. But someone says something bad, like 0:06:54.200 --> 0:06:56.040 it's kind of just like back of my head thrown away? 0:06:56.080 --> 0:06:57.880 Do you agree with the edit that you were given, 0:06:58.080 --> 0:07:01.320 like when you watched it back if you've watched it back, right. 0:07:01.200 --> 0:07:03.320 I've watched like the start and then the end. I 0:07:03.680 --> 0:07:04.640 didn't really watch the middle. 0:07:04.720 --> 0:07:07.279 Okay, do you agree with like the edit you were given? 0:07:07.480 --> 0:07:10.720 I guess yes and no. I feel like for a 0:07:10.760 --> 0:07:12.840 TV show, they've only got an hour, so like I 0:07:12.840 --> 0:07:15.080 can understand like that they can't put everything in there. 0:07:15.120 --> 0:07:17.240 I feel like for me, though I got to showcase 0:07:17.560 --> 0:07:19.920 pretty much all angles of my personality, there were a 0:07:19.960 --> 0:07:22.480 lot of things on there that didn't show, like friendships 0:07:22.480 --> 0:07:25.520 with some of the girls that I had, especially with obviously, 0:07:25.520 --> 0:07:27.480 like everyone knows that me, Mitch and Ryan are very close, 0:07:27.560 --> 0:07:29.200 but there was so much of us that didn't get 0:07:29.240 --> 0:07:31.800 shown as well. But in saying that, it's not friend island, 0:07:31.840 --> 0:07:34.720 it's love island. So it's not bro island, it's not island. 0:07:34.720 --> 0:07:37.640 But we did have a broke couples if. 0:07:37.600 --> 0:07:40.280 Only sometimes you're like, fuck, I wish I could just 0:07:40.520 --> 0:07:43.560 have like one week, so just not recouple with anyone, and. 0:07:45.120 --> 0:07:48.000 Yeah, just chill. As soon as you chilled, bombshell comes 0:07:48.120 --> 0:07:52.280 or something happens, there's no time. 0:07:53.240 --> 0:07:56.120 I'll give you that. Mate. You came across like quite polarizing, 0:07:56.160 --> 0:07:59.280 like some people came like understood you and then some 0:07:59.320 --> 0:08:01.960 people didn't, And like that's respect to you because you're 0:08:01.960 --> 0:08:04.160 just being yourself the whole time. Yeah, you weren't pretending 0:08:04.160 --> 0:08:04.880 to be anyone else. 0:08:05.000 --> 0:08:07.200 Nah, And I feel like I got asked like who 0:08:07.200 --> 0:08:08.760 are you going to be? Like what sort of person 0:08:08.840 --> 0:08:09.960 going to be? Like when you go on? And I'll 0:08:10.000 --> 0:08:12.560 just look at him and be like what, like be myself? 0:08:12.600 --> 0:08:14.560 And I went on there and I knew, like I 0:08:14.600 --> 0:08:17.120 know me as a person. I do have a strong personality, 0:08:17.160 --> 0:08:18.920 so I knew like some people will be rubbed off 0:08:18.960 --> 0:08:20.720 and in the wrong way, or some people might have 0:08:20.760 --> 0:08:22.800 a perception of me. But I was like, in time, 0:08:22.840 --> 0:08:24.800 people will get to know me and like regardless, like 0:08:24.880 --> 0:08:28.080 I don't care. And eventually like yeah, everyone kind of 0:08:28.200 --> 0:08:31.280 started to like know exactly like who I was, and 0:08:31.360 --> 0:08:33.840 like what I kind of you know, believed in I guess, 0:08:33.880 --> 0:08:37.000 so yeah, like it was just yeah. 0:08:36.400 --> 0:08:39.280 And that's awesome to know that like the people who 0:08:39.640 --> 0:08:43.280 watched you and have a connection with you genuinely kind 0:08:43.360 --> 0:08:46.800 of do know who you are, like probably better than 0:08:46.880 --> 0:08:49.160 like some friends and some family because they've seen you 0:08:49.200 --> 0:08:51.520 go through all of these highs and lows. Definitely, they 0:08:51.559 --> 0:08:54.160 know how you react to certain situations. It's kind of 0:08:54.200 --> 0:08:57.680 cool to have that really close connection with your followers now, 0:08:57.960 --> 0:08:58.800 Yeah for sure. 0:08:58.880 --> 0:09:01.480 Absolutely, Like a lot of people watching the show don't 0:09:01.480 --> 0:09:04.040 see like the friendships that you know, we all have, 0:09:04.200 --> 0:09:07.400 I guess with basically, yeah, like people in the villa, 0:09:07.400 --> 0:09:09.720 I know me more, I'd say than you know, friends 0:09:09.760 --> 0:09:11.760 back home that I've known for years and years, And 0:09:11.840 --> 0:09:14.080 like even some of my followers, like you know, they 0:09:14.120 --> 0:09:16.080 message me or they will say something nice, and like 0:09:16.120 --> 0:09:17.679 the stuff that they say and the stuff that they 0:09:17.760 --> 0:09:21.520 realize about me, it's like shocking because like they will say, 0:09:21.600 --> 0:09:23.400 like who I am, they'll kind of describe all I 0:09:23.440 --> 0:09:24.680 love that you're like this and this and that, and 0:09:24.720 --> 0:09:26.640 I'm like, how do you even know that? You know 0:09:26.720 --> 0:09:28.680 what I mean? The fact that you picked up on 0:09:28.720 --> 0:09:31.320 that is crazy because I can't watch the show and 0:09:31.360 --> 0:09:33.480 get invested because I lived it, you know what I mean. Yeah. 0:09:33.920 --> 0:09:36.160 Yeah, and it's good to have that bond with those 0:09:36.160 --> 0:09:37.040 people from the show. 0:09:37.320 --> 0:09:37.400 Ye. 0:09:37.520 --> 0:09:39.360 Yeah, I hope we'll go for life. 0:09:39.440 --> 0:09:42.320 Yeah, definitely, Like definitely, definitely we'll go for life. Like 0:09:42.360 --> 0:09:44.280 some of the boys like Mitch and Ryan, I've like 0:09:44.360 --> 0:09:47.120 honestly felt like I've known for years and years. Even Chris, 0:09:47.160 --> 0:09:49.000 Like me and Chris have like a very good relationship 0:09:49.000 --> 0:09:51.000 as well, Like we talked a lot on there, which 0:09:51.440 --> 0:09:52.400 they didn't air much. 0:09:52.440 --> 0:09:54.640 So and even like with us, we went through the 0:09:54.679 --> 0:09:57.760 same experience. So for people from previous Love Islands, even 0:09:57.760 --> 0:10:00.280 international ones, you get like a bond with them because 0:10:00.320 --> 0:10:02.240 you understand that you've gone through the same thing. Yeah, 0:10:02.400 --> 0:10:04.880 there's like a handful of people that have done it. 0:10:05.040 --> 0:10:07.599 Yeah, yeah, literally, and it is a crazy experience. So 0:10:07.640 --> 0:10:10.440 when you share it together, you just bond anyway, like 0:10:10.480 --> 0:10:19.400 over it. So like yeah, and he's crazy. 0:10:16.480 --> 0:10:19.880 All right mate. So did you find love and a 0:10:19.920 --> 0:10:21.720 genuine connection on Love Island? 0:10:22.960 --> 0:10:25.680 Yeah? Definitely. I felt like what I went through with 0:10:25.800 --> 0:10:28.320 Jess was definitely real and I felt like it was genuine. 0:10:28.920 --> 0:10:31.480 I guess it didn't work out, but that doesn't mean 0:10:31.480 --> 0:10:33.080 that it wasn't real. That doesn't mean I didn't find 0:10:33.080 --> 0:10:34.960 a connection because I definitely did, but it just didn't 0:10:35.000 --> 0:10:35.360 work out. 0:10:35.640 --> 0:10:37.480 So you think you found love with her. 0:10:37.679 --> 0:10:40.280 I wouldn't say love, no, but I definitely found a 0:10:40.320 --> 0:10:42.360 spark like we definitely had a spark, We definitely had 0:10:42.400 --> 0:10:44.440 a connection, and it was definitely going in a good 0:10:44.480 --> 0:10:45.360 direction at one point. 0:10:45.520 --> 0:10:47.520 Yeah, do you think she feels the same way? 0:10:47.800 --> 0:10:49.760 Yeah, look like definitely. I feel like what we had 0:10:49.840 --> 0:10:52.199 was reciprocated. I don't know where her heads at the moment, 0:10:52.240 --> 0:10:53.400 like we don't keep contacts. 0:10:53.720 --> 0:10:53.880 Yeah. 0:10:53.880 --> 0:10:56.000 Well, I mean you guys were exclusive, so that's telling, 0:10:56.160 --> 0:10:58.360 Like you obviously were on the same path. 0:10:58.480 --> 0:11:00.160 You were heading towards the same destinyation. 0:11:01.040 --> 0:11:06.760 What the fuck happened? Like I watched this clip so 0:11:06.960 --> 0:11:11.120 many times. I saw you staring off into space, like 0:11:11.880 --> 0:11:14.720 you deep in thought, thinking about who the fuck knows what? 0:11:14.760 --> 0:11:15.520 Like who cares? 0:11:16.280 --> 0:11:20.120 And I feel like that moment as a viewer was 0:11:20.200 --> 0:11:22.360 just blown so out of proportion. 0:11:22.720 --> 0:11:24.400 We want to hear your thoughts, you know. 0:11:24.440 --> 0:11:26.480 You know what? Yeah, Like that is funny that a 0:11:26.480 --> 0:11:29.360 lot of people do say I was staring into space thinking, 0:11:29.360 --> 0:11:31.240 because I actually was, and they didn't air but they 0:11:31.240 --> 0:11:33.120 didn't air it. But that's what I actually said to her, 0:11:33.280 --> 0:11:35.360 was like I was just actually thinking like stuff from 0:11:35.360 --> 0:11:37.560 back home, Like I was so like I wasn't in 0:11:37.559 --> 0:11:40.040 the villain mentally. Yeah, And the fact that people picked 0:11:40.040 --> 0:11:40.320 that up. 0:11:40.360 --> 0:11:42.600 I was like, what, so talk to us about that moment. 0:11:42.880 --> 0:11:48.120 Yeah, so okay, right, get into this. So pretty much 0:11:48.280 --> 0:11:51.000 like we were we did a challenge or we did 0:11:51.040 --> 0:11:53.360 two challenges or whatever it was. Everything was fine, like 0:11:53.400 --> 0:11:56.280 everything was good, like we were vibing. All of a sudden, 0:11:56.480 --> 0:11:59.400 just like the challenge and Jess walks off to the toilet. 0:11:59.600 --> 0:12:01.840 I'm thinking, thinking nothing of it here, Like I'm like, 0:12:01.880 --> 0:12:05.520 I'm having fun jumping around anyway. I'm like, oh, what 0:12:05.520 --> 0:12:07.480 can I do? I'm like, oh, the swing's free. I 0:12:07.480 --> 0:12:08.640 was like, I'm going to go sit over in the 0:12:08.640 --> 0:12:10.520 swing with Jess. I was like, where's Jess. I went 0:12:10.559 --> 0:12:13.040 to go to the bathroom. I'm all happy, walk down 0:12:13.040 --> 0:12:15.120 to the bathroom and I just feel this like energy 0:12:15.160 --> 0:12:17.400 and I'm like but I was like ignoring it. I 0:12:17.440 --> 0:12:19.880 was so oblivious. And then they like Zoe and Jess 0:12:19.880 --> 0:12:21.520 were talking. They both looked at me, and Jess was 0:12:21.559 --> 0:12:24.720 like get out, and I was like all right. I 0:12:24.760 --> 0:12:27.600 was like, okay, like what the fuck? You know? Left 0:12:27.640 --> 0:12:32.760 and then I sat like you've probably seen this. I 0:12:32.800 --> 0:12:34.320 look at Chris and Chris is up, what's up? And 0:12:34.360 --> 0:12:39.439 I'm like i think I've done something. I was oblivious 0:12:39.480 --> 0:12:41.240 and then yeah, it's like. 0:12:41.240 --> 0:12:43.240 A typical boy thing, like have I done something? 0:12:43.240 --> 0:12:47.160 And then I there, So I was retracing my steps 0:12:47.160 --> 0:12:49.320 in my head and I was like, okay, we were good. There, 0:12:49.320 --> 0:12:49.800 we were good. 0:12:49.840 --> 0:12:50.040 There. 0:12:50.120 --> 0:12:51.920 I didn't say anything bad, and I was like what, 0:12:52.240 --> 0:12:54.040 like what could have happened? And then I was just like, oh, 0:12:54.080 --> 0:12:56.760 go have a chat with her. She comes out anyway, 0:12:57.280 --> 0:12:59.320 long story shot, We had a chat and then I'm like, 0:12:59.360 --> 0:13:01.400 what's up. I honestly thought it wasn't going to be 0:13:01.480 --> 0:13:04.000 me and then she's like oh. I was like, isn't me. 0:13:04.040 --> 0:13:05.520 She's like yes, and I was like okay, here we go, 0:13:05.640 --> 0:13:07.240 like you know, what's up? And then she's like, oh, 0:13:07.280 --> 0:13:08.319 it was the way you looked at me in that 0:13:08.400 --> 0:13:10.000 and I was just like gobsmacked, and I was like, 0:13:10.200 --> 0:13:11.920 are you assuring her that? I was like no, like 0:13:12.280 --> 0:13:15.080 that's not what happened kind of thing, and I personally 0:13:15.080 --> 0:13:16.400 felt like it was going to be that, and then 0:13:17.000 --> 0:13:19.160 that's it. Yeah, and then it started to carry on 0:13:19.240 --> 0:13:21.680 and then I started to get a little bit like, oh, seriously, 0:13:21.760 --> 0:13:24.000 like it's just going to be a thing. And then yeah, 0:13:24.040 --> 0:13:25.959 it just kept going and going and going, and then 0:13:26.040 --> 0:13:28.520 I guess like trying to convince her that I didn't 0:13:28.520 --> 0:13:30.400 do that. I was kind of like, what else am 0:13:30.440 --> 0:13:33.160 I supposed to say? Like I apologize, like you know, 0:13:33.200 --> 0:13:35.040 if I came across in some sort of way, but 0:13:35.320 --> 0:13:36.480 you know, you kind of need to take it on 0:13:36.520 --> 0:13:37.839 board that like I didn't, you know. 0:13:42.240 --> 0:13:43.120 In that situation. 0:13:44.080 --> 0:13:48.600 I was like, oh, like every every toxic situation that 0:13:48.640 --> 0:13:53.440 you've ever been in, my heart was like. 0:13:54.760 --> 0:13:57.920 I'm anxious revisiting it. Yeah. 0:13:58.640 --> 0:14:01.680 But yeah, like we saw your you were genuinely confused. 0:14:01.679 --> 0:14:04.439 You had no idea what was going on. I definitely 0:14:05.000 --> 0:14:07.160 was one hundred percent on your side, Like I definitely 0:14:07.160 --> 0:14:09.800 believed what you were saying. I was like, he genuinely 0:14:09.800 --> 0:14:13.360 doesn't know what the fuck has happened, And I don't 0:14:13.360 --> 0:14:15.400 know how you can get that upset with someone for 0:14:15.600 --> 0:14:17.079 looking into space. 0:14:17.600 --> 0:14:20.760 Wait, she thought that you greased her off though, Yeah, 0:14:20.800 --> 0:14:22.240 so pretty much. 0:14:22.280 --> 0:14:26.720 She thought like, so what happened was her breast like 0:14:26.800 --> 0:14:28.720 slipped a little bit. I didn't even see it happen, 0:14:29.160 --> 0:14:31.440 and so I was like sitting there thinking about stuff 0:14:31.480 --> 0:14:33.960 back home. I was like zoned out, and then she's like, 0:14:34.000 --> 0:14:36.320 oh my god, like you know my shirt, you know 0:14:36.360 --> 0:14:38.040 my breast fell out, and I was just like, I 0:14:38.080 --> 0:14:40.600 was like, oh yeah, okay, put it back in. 0:14:40.760 --> 0:14:40.840 No. 0:14:40.880 --> 0:14:43.800 I was just I was like, okay, but the thing 0:14:43.960 --> 0:14:47.320 is right. So it was weird how this happened. But 0:14:47.680 --> 0:14:50.080 that day we had a challenge in the daytime, and 0:14:50.120 --> 0:14:53.200 I kid you not, like it slipped out about three 0:14:53.240 --> 0:14:55.800 times earlier that day and we laughed about it, and 0:14:55.840 --> 0:14:57.720 the fact that it happened again on that night, which 0:14:57.760 --> 0:15:01.080 they didn't show. She like too weird, and I kept 0:15:01.120 --> 0:15:03.080 saying to her, was like, Jess, like it happened three times. 0:15:03.080 --> 0:15:05.920 Then we were pissing ourselves like together, like why would 0:15:05.960 --> 0:15:06.800 I brush you off? Now? 0:15:07.080 --> 0:15:08.400 Why would I change you know what I mean? 0:15:08.440 --> 0:15:10.360 So I was just I was just like, you know, 0:15:10.480 --> 0:15:12.720 this is a bit of a joke. But I can 0:15:12.800 --> 0:15:14.680 understand where she's coming from in a sense of like 0:15:14.720 --> 0:15:17.640 if I did mugger off, but like I definitely didn't. 0:15:17.680 --> 0:15:21.000 But the way I guess it snowboard, I don't agree 0:15:21.040 --> 0:15:24.640 with no, like personally, but it was I think her 0:15:24.680 --> 0:15:26.600 point of view was like I was dealing with it 0:15:26.800 --> 0:15:29.480 in the wrong way. So I guess we just kept 0:15:29.480 --> 0:15:30.360 clashing from there. 0:15:30.560 --> 0:15:35.520 M yeah, I mean as someone viewing it from the outside. 0:15:35.600 --> 0:15:38.400 I'm like literally just seeing what they want me to see. 0:15:38.920 --> 0:15:42.000 I was kind of asking myself, like, does she want 0:15:42.040 --> 0:15:43.240 to break up with Aaron? 0:15:43.280 --> 0:15:45.200 And this is like her way of going. 0:15:45.000 --> 0:15:49.640 About, yeah, self sabotaging, Like is she just like you know, 0:15:50.120 --> 0:15:53.320 feels like she's pushing him away? Like it was just 0:15:53.360 --> 0:15:55.960 so confusing to watch, and that was the only conclusion 0:15:56.040 --> 0:15:58.440 that I could come to, because it just made no 0:15:58.520 --> 0:15:59.960 sense watching it as a viewer. 0:16:01.080 --> 0:16:04.320 Yeah, now I'm not too sure, like obviously that's something 0:16:04.400 --> 0:16:07.200 that she needs to kind of like say herself, like, yeah, 0:16:07.200 --> 0:16:09.320 it definitely comes across that way in some sort of way, 0:16:09.520 --> 0:16:12.480 I can see that. But I guess what I felt 0:16:13.040 --> 0:16:15.440