WEBVTT - When a cop meets a bikie in prison: Adam Smith Pt.2

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<v Speaker 1>The public has had a long held fascination with detectives.

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<v Speaker 1>Detective see a side of life the average person is

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<v Speaker 1>never exposed to. I spent thirty four years as a cop.

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<v Speaker 1>For twenty five of those years, I was catching killers.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I did for a living. I was a

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<v Speaker 1>homicide detective. I'm no longer just interviewing bad guys. Instead,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm taking the public into the world in which I operated.

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<v Speaker 1>The guests I talk to each week have amazing stories

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<v Speaker 1>from all sides of the law. The interviews are raw

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<v Speaker 1>and honest, just like the people I talked to. Some

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<v Speaker 1>of the content and language might be confronting. That's because

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<v Speaker 1>no one who comes into contact with crime is left unchanged.

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<v Speaker 1>Join me now as I take you into this world.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to part two of my chat with former

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<v Speaker 1>bikey and maximum security in Adam Smith. In part one,

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<v Speaker 1>we spoke about his early life, how I met him

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<v Speaker 1>in prison, his time as a senior member of an

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<v Speaker 1>outlaw motorcycle gang, and he's experiences in gold and supermax prison.

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<v Speaker 1>In part two, we speak about how a change of

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<v Speaker 1>prisons changed his outlook on life and what he is

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<v Speaker 1>doing since he was released from prison last year. Adam Smith.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to I Catch Killers.

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<v Speaker 2>How you doing good?

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<v Speaker 1>Good to have you back.

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<v Speaker 2>Be mate.

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<v Speaker 1>Speaking the other day, I said, what are you doing

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<v Speaker 1>with yourself? And you called yourself an artist. Yes, so

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<v Speaker 1>that's a that's a big jump from violent prisoner in

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<v Speaker 1>so violent that they had to be put in the

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<v Speaker 1>supermax in Golden what's the art that you're into? Tell

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<v Speaker 1>us about that?

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<v Speaker 2>So art? Was it come across?

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<v Speaker 3>I guess you could say in the supermax when I

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<v Speaker 3>finally got a pen and paper. I love to tell

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<v Speaker 3>the story that I learned to the art scribe and

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<v Speaker 3>my finger I was in the war, but that's not true.

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<v Speaker 3>I used to just sketch a little bit, just a

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<v Speaker 3>doodle and that sort of I guess that kind of

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<v Speaker 3>created something and then I didn't touch on it. But

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<v Speaker 3>when I went to Macquarie, it's some really good artists.

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<v Speaker 3>Like when I say really good, I mean really really

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<v Speaker 3>really good.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been to that the center there in the prison. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>there are some great pieces of art.

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<v Speaker 3>So I spent a lot of time with I guess,

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<v Speaker 3>two of the best artists, but not associating around art.

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<v Speaker 3>We live together in a pod, you know. Yeah, Now

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<v Speaker 3>these two guys in particular, they could have gone through

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<v Speaker 3>and entered into the Archer bulb. They actually paved the

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<v Speaker 3>way sort of for art programs, I guess, in the

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<v Speaker 3>jail system. One of them in particular, who you met,

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<v Speaker 3>Bruce Harrison. Things happened in jail, and they're out of

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<v Speaker 3>people's control. He was destined to go and do the

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<v Speaker 3>last of his sentence teaching an art program. I think

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<v Speaker 3>it might have been at Long Bay, but that changed.

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<v Speaker 3>But I had the, I guess, fortunate luck of being

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<v Speaker 3>able to watch these guys paint every day. I was

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<v Speaker 3>convinced to start.

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<v Speaker 2>Well.

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<v Speaker 3>First of all, I was convinced to try and join

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<v Speaker 3>their art class. But I still had so much cork.

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<v Speaker 3>My cork ran for over four years, you know. And

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<v Speaker 3>when I started drawing, they were decent drawings. When I

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<v Speaker 3>look back on them, they're not so decent, but at

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<v Speaker 3>the time that yeah. And when I showed when I

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<v Speaker 3>showed them, it was like, well, you should start painting.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you Did you have a natural aptitude for art?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you delve into it before you went to prison?

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<v Speaker 2>When I was younger, like, I was never really good

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<v Speaker 2>at it. My brother was very good at.

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<v Speaker 3>Doing graffiti, like we set up big boards out in

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<v Speaker 3>the backyard at mum and Dad's and little kids, and

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<v Speaker 3>it was never any good. But I never had a

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<v Speaker 3>thought about being an artist. But I played guitar when

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<v Speaker 3>I was younger, and I was pretty pretty good at

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<v Speaker 3>it too, and so I was always there was an

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<v Speaker 3>artistic I just didn't realize it was.

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<v Speaker 1>You hadn't developed it or it hadn't come.

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<v Speaker 2>Out, and I still don't know how I do it.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, well we'll talk about that. But we we left

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<v Speaker 1>you in part one. You're still in super Max and

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<v Speaker 1>now we're talking about your art. But I'm just going

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<v Speaker 1>to I can do this. I suppose it's of course,

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<v Speaker 1>of course it's a podcast, But have a look at

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<v Speaker 1>that drawing that you've done. I spotted it straight away

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<v Speaker 1>when I walk in. You bought it in It's Malcolm X.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah likeness an oil painting of malcom X. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Well that's a good example of your art. So

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<v Speaker 1>we'll talk more about that. But I wanted to show people,

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<v Speaker 1>and if those that are listening that's showing, it doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>really help. But what we've got here is a portrait

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<v Speaker 1>that to me, it looked like a photograph of Malcolm X.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll talk about that a little bit later, but I just.

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<v Speaker 2>Thought i'd show people, Yeah, thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>Just before we get in the Macquarie I just want

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<v Speaker 1>to rehash, and I think we touched on it, that

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<v Speaker 1>super Max has been renovated and there was sixty prisoners

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<v Speaker 1>in super Max. Twenty had to get relocated and you

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<v Speaker 1>got relocated to Macquarie Correctional Center is up near Dabba.

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<v Speaker 2>That's right.

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<v Speaker 1>Macquarie Correctional Center is a new way of handling prisons

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<v Speaker 1>and that was the reason that I was in prison

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<v Speaker 1>when out past First Cross to have a look at

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<v Speaker 1>the way that they're treating prisoners. It's completely different to

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<v Speaker 1>what I would call the traditional tell us about tell

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<v Speaker 1>us about what you found when you walked into there.

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<v Speaker 1>So you've gone from Golden the Yard in Golburen, which

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<v Speaker 1>was a pretty volatile place, lots of violence, lots of yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>lots of stuff went down there. You got kicked out

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<v Speaker 1>of there into Supermax and where you're living in a

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<v Speaker 1>cell on your own and very limited communication to be

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<v Speaker 1>dropped in Macquarie Center. Talk us through that whole process.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no worry, Jerry.

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<v Speaker 3>So so they just finished booting the MPU, which was

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<v Speaker 3>the whole segregation inmates. So that was forty beds that

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<v Speaker 3>they had in there. So, like I said, there were

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<v Speaker 3>sixty inmates, and so that twenty of us had to

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<v Speaker 3>go around the state into segregation. What they basically call it,

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<v Speaker 3>they call it rotation. So if you get either segregation

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<v Speaker 3>for a certain amount of time or something they call

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<v Speaker 3>seventy eight A, which is housing, which means they can't

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<v Speaker 3>house you for certain reasons, so you'll go onto a rotation.

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<v Speaker 3>So I landed at Macquarie. You only really meant to

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<v Speaker 3>stay at a certain location for a certain amount of time.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know how or why, but I ended up staying.

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<v Speaker 3>I think I was well, I think I can't remember exactly,

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<v Speaker 3>but it was a few months. And I was never

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<v Speaker 3>meant to go up. I was never meant to go

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<v Speaker 3>out into the main. It wasn't for gang members. It

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<v Speaker 3>was meant to be for inmates that wanted to basically

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<v Speaker 3>toe the line and develop and rehabilitate, and they put

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<v Speaker 3>gang members off the table. Now, my experience with correctional

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<v Speaker 3>officers was pretty much all bad. There was a certain

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<v Speaker 3>level of I guess respect that I was given by

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<v Speaker 3>certain offices in different jails, but there was never ever

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<v Speaker 3>a level of being treated with respect, yeah, or given

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<v Speaker 3>your dignity mind that. So when I went to mcclarie,

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<v Speaker 3>I was obviously it was a big deal. So they

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<v Speaker 3>had all the squad and because it's on the same

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<v Speaker 3>property as Wellington Jail, which is very much similar to

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<v Speaker 3>Goldban or silver Water.

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<v Speaker 1>Or something in the traditional sense of a prison, and.

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<v Speaker 3>It's on the same property, so I'm assuming that they

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<v Speaker 3>must have had some of the squad from there as

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<v Speaker 3>we will come. And at the end of this time,

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<v Speaker 3>you can imagine what I've just been through. The first

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<v Speaker 3>thing that I asked when I got off the tracks,

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<v Speaker 3>so I get a TV? And they said yes, And

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<v Speaker 3>I sat down on the end of the bed for

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<v Speaker 3>about probably eight hours watching kids shows. I couldn't believe

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<v Speaker 3>my eyes, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know, just to get some form of stimulation, fl.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I was free. That's how I felt, right. I

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<v Speaker 3>was still very unsure of my future in jail at

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<v Speaker 3>this point.

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<v Speaker 1>So how far into sixty sentence that you've served at this.

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<v Speaker 3>Stage, maybe about so close to a year, right, So

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<v Speaker 3>I still had no I still had no idea what

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<v Speaker 3>was happening with my court. I ended up fighting another

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<v Speaker 3>three trials after my After my court, they just kept

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<v Speaker 3>trying to get me and get me, but I beat

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<v Speaker 3>those trials. Brad Peebles, who's who was the governor of

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<v Speaker 3>mcclorie at the time. He went above and beyond to

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<v Speaker 3>give inmates an opportunity, and I think it probably could

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<v Speaker 3>have cost him his career in doing it if it

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<v Speaker 3>had gone wrong. It was only ever meant to be

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<v Speaker 3>an experiment. I don't know, did you know that?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I know initially there was. It was bored in

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<v Speaker 1>years ago and then then stopped and the Brad peoples

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<v Speaker 1>very much promoted it and pushed it. And it's not

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<v Speaker 1>this similar to like a Norwegian way of handling prisoners.

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<v Speaker 1>Just so our listeners understand what we're talking about here,

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<v Speaker 1>your maximum security prisoner, and yeah, max security prisoners are

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<v Speaker 1>praying to violence and you keep some tight control on them,

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of lockdowns, you spend a lot of time

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<v Speaker 1>in your cell super macs, you spend an extremely large

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<v Speaker 1>amount of time in your cell, and you're not allowed

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<v Speaker 1>to mix with other inmates. So you've gone from that

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<v Speaker 1>environment into what they had at Macquarie Correctional Center where

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<v Speaker 1>they had dorms with twenty five maximum security prisoners in there.

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<v Speaker 1>That's when when I walked into the dorm, I thought

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<v Speaker 1>that would be a bloodbath. They're having twenty five of

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<v Speaker 1>you all in there, just all locked away, access to

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<v Speaker 1>twenty five other other inmates. Yeah, but you tell the

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<v Speaker 1>story because I was observing, and how did you feel

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<v Speaker 1>when you were given that much, well, basically freedom within

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<v Speaker 1>a prison as much as a freedom that you get.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, definitely. There was no certainty of my stay

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<v Speaker 3>at Macquarie. I was online, I was told that it

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<v Speaker 3>was made very clear to me as soon as I

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<v Speaker 3>got there. Spending my time in supermax. This was massively

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<v Speaker 3>concerning because their segregation units at Macquarie, the way I

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<v Speaker 3>described it at the time, was an F one motel

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<v Speaker 3>room compared.

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<v Speaker 1>To what from what you came to from.

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<v Speaker 3>So you have your dignity, you have you have you

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<v Speaker 3>have room, you have a massive bench that you can

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<v Speaker 3>work on, you have toilet, chaw, it's all clean, the

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<v Speaker 3>same size as your little yard out the back. And

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<v Speaker 3>this is in segregation, and you're treated well when you're

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<v Speaker 3>down there as long as you respect, you give me

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<v Speaker 3>like so it's reciprocated.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so this is the segregation section we've been Macquarie

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<v Speaker 1>Correctional Center. What you described describing there, Yes, so distinct

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<v Speaker 1>from the dorms where the general population got.

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<v Speaker 3>That's exactly right. So obviously Brad Peebles to do what

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<v Speaker 3>he did, he had to have a great team. Now

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<v Speaker 3>I'm sure that team consisted of a lot more people

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<v Speaker 3>than I know of. Yeah, but he had Bywater, who

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<v Speaker 3>is a stand up guy who has a reputation too

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<v Speaker 3>for being a tough guy throughout his So he I

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<v Speaker 3>think he was a boss of a squad. And this

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<v Speaker 3>guy is an absolute gentleman. We'll have nothing but respect

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<v Speaker 3>for him and the way that he conducts himself as

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<v Speaker 3>an officer and the way that he treats inmates, hard

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<v Speaker 3>but fair. I'd say he had Brett Lee's and you

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<v Speaker 3>obviously met Brett Lee.

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<v Speaker 1>So he's a character.

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<v Speaker 2>Well he's a character so or.

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<v Speaker 3>Just so the viewers can understand, this is the guy

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<v Speaker 3>that went on to become the governor at the prison

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<v Speaker 3>after Brad Peebles, he had gone on to another project.

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<v Speaker 3>He's a psychologist and he runs with that every day. Okay, So,

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<v Speaker 3>although there's always a certain amount of humor around whatever's

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<v Speaker 3>coming out of his mouth, every word counts.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a fair assessment.

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<v Speaker 3>And he does that for a reason obviously, and there's

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<v Speaker 3>only very few people that can pick up on that.

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<v Speaker 3>So he's another one that has gone above and beyond

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<v Speaker 3>to try and do things for certain inmates. Myself definitely.

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<v Speaker 3>So with these guys in your corner, and then you

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<v Speaker 3>have the intel side, which is run by a couple

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<v Speaker 3>of officers.

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<v Speaker 2>So you've got.

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<v Speaker 3>Stanger Andrew Stinger, absolute absolute, dead set, stand up guy.

0:12:31.040 --> 0:12:36.320
<v Speaker 3>This guy is very very smart, very calculated, but very fair.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>So these guys you can understand, they run the intel,

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<v Speaker 3>they can they know what's going on. Yeah, best intel

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<v Speaker 3>in Australia and jail is that Macquarie. And then you've

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<v Speaker 3>got standing there. Those two work together, but they maintain

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<v Speaker 3>the respect of the inmates. I guess that actually matter

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<v Speaker 3>to make him the system work.

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<v Speaker 2>You give me.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm taking on what you've what you're saying here, because

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<v Speaker 1>it's unusual for a prisoner to be talking about coreactive services.

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<v Speaker 1>Normally it's screws and the Blue and the Green don't

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<v Speaker 1>mix traditional prisons. What I saw at Quarry Centa was

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<v Speaker 1>that the respects went both ways. Yeah, and it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>sort of false respect. That was the creative services officers

0:13:20.000 --> 0:13:22.520
<v Speaker 1>that I saw treated the prisoners with respect and the

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<v Speaker 1>prisoners were treating the creative services officers with respect. And

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<v Speaker 1>it was different to any jail I had been in,

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<v Speaker 1>and the whole vibe felt felt different.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>So this, this creates a little bit of an issue

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<v Speaker 3>in the jail environment because then you have people that

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<v Speaker 3>want to be in this shale, but then they want

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<v Speaker 3>to make out like their mister gangster this that, and

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<v Speaker 3>they don't want to respect the officers, but they actually do,

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<v Speaker 3>but they just make out. So that creates a little

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<v Speaker 3>bit of a little bit of an issue. So you've

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<v Speaker 3>got to sort of put that aside and just do

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<v Speaker 3>your own thing, you know. Like I said, jail politics

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<v Speaker 3>are a funny thing. Always need to be able to

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<v Speaker 3>make sure that you can walk into a jail yard

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<v Speaker 3>somewhere because you might end up there.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you said to me the other day that when

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<v Speaker 1>the prisoners that were talking to me were the ones

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<v Speaker 1>that could hold their head up and didn't need to

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<v Speaker 1>they weren't worried what other people thought. And I got

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<v Speaker 1>to say, there was some hard cases in there in

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<v Speaker 1>terms of if I look at I know their reputation,

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<v Speaker 1>I had dealings, I know what they've done and who

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<v Speaker 1>they are, and they'd stand up in any jail, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>for sure. But in this jail their behavior was changed

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<v Speaker 1>and instead of bridging up, they were communicating and talking.

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<v Speaker 2>And problem solvers, you know. So there's a fair fuel

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<v Speaker 2>of that.

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<v Speaker 3>It would always have to go out to diffuse something

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<v Speaker 3>or just say, for instance, the jail started getting a

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<v Speaker 3>little bit violent, they'd call a lot of us down

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<v Speaker 3>to talk to us and say we need this to change.

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<v Speaker 3>So then we would say, well what can you do

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<v Speaker 3>for us? Like this is the way that we're working here,

0:14:56.040 --> 0:14:57.080
<v Speaker 3>we're working with each other.

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<v Speaker 2>So we saw a.

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<v Speaker 3>Barter it down, you know, and then we back and

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<v Speaker 3>we'd pull the pod in and say, well, this is

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<v Speaker 3>what's going to happen because the jarl needs to be

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<v Speaker 3>like this for the next few weeks, and there we'd

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<v Speaker 3>make it happen.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, how long did it take you to get

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<v Speaker 1>moved into a pod?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay?

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<v Speaker 3>So, like I said, I was never really gone, but

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<v Speaker 3>they kept coming in saying to me, or if you

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<v Speaker 3>want to sign your intel off, we'll let you stay here,

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<v Speaker 3>and I just thought it was a ja I thought

0:15:21.760 --> 0:15:23.080
<v Speaker 3>it was a stitch up. I thought I'd trying to

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<v Speaker 3>set me up to make it harder for me. Anyway,

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<v Speaker 3>I ended up doing this. At the time, I was

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<v Speaker 3>not leaving any club, and.

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<v Speaker 1>That was what we're talking here. You've got to sign

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<v Speaker 1>off any affiliation with the club because of gain coup

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<v Speaker 1>in Macquarie.

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<v Speaker 3>Center, so anyone that comes there has to do that

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<v Speaker 3>right now. CIG Central Intelligence Group, So for people like myself,

0:15:52.400 --> 0:15:54.960
<v Speaker 3>you're on their radar immediately anyway. So they're the ones

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<v Speaker 3>that are responsible for the function functioning of New South Wales.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not sure if it's Asrail or that's New South Wales.

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<v Speaker 3>But they said to.

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<v Speaker 2>Me, you're a liar.

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<v Speaker 3>Why you're there, They said, basically brought people to take

0:16:08.760 --> 0:16:10.960
<v Speaker 3>a chance on you. Why you're there, that's fine, But

0:16:11.120 --> 0:16:14.480
<v Speaker 3>when you're fuck up your ours and you're gone straight

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<v Speaker 3>back to where you come from.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 3>So I had that in the back of my mind

0:16:17.800 --> 0:16:21.240
<v Speaker 3>the whole time, and then they just slowly integrated me

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<v Speaker 3>to the pod. They didn't just put me out the

0:16:22.480 --> 0:16:26.240
<v Speaker 3>vis let me out at times and integrate with people slowly.

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<v Speaker 1>But the way you describe it, Adam, it's like releasing

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<v Speaker 1>the line back in.

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<v Speaker 2>The Yeah, and it completely wasn't the case, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but that's they let you in, they test Okay,

0:16:39.360 --> 0:16:41.040
<v Speaker 1>you spent a half an hour in there, there was

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<v Speaker 1>no trouble, come back out, okay. So that process how long?

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<v Speaker 1>How long did it take.

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<v Speaker 2>That process?

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<v Speaker 3>I guess it probably lasted around two to three weeks,

0:16:53.560 --> 0:16:55.440
<v Speaker 3>And right up until the point when I walked into

0:16:55.480 --> 0:16:58.280
<v Speaker 3>the pod with my trolling, I still didn't believe it.

0:16:58.280 --> 0:17:00.760
<v Speaker 1>You know, you didn't believe you'd be released, or didn't

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<v Speaker 1>believe in the environment that you'd be.

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<v Speaker 3>No, I didn't believe that. I didn't believe that what

0:17:05.440 --> 0:17:08.600
<v Speaker 3>was being said was true. Jail is a place where

0:17:08.640 --> 0:17:11.439
<v Speaker 3>you be told many different things from someone that you

0:17:11.480 --> 0:17:13.640
<v Speaker 3>will believe that should be telling you what you meant

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<v Speaker 3>to hear. But I don't say from an officer or

0:17:15.520 --> 0:17:19.600
<v Speaker 3>a person of a certain level. But it's not the case.

0:17:19.640 --> 0:17:25.479
<v Speaker 3>You know, it's a very dark and distorted place, and

0:17:25.520 --> 0:17:29.240
<v Speaker 3>you're never safe anywhere, like meaning that your position in

0:17:29.320 --> 0:17:32.640
<v Speaker 3>any jlity is never Someone can just put that tick

0:17:32.680 --> 0:17:35.560
<v Speaker 3>into the computer and you're on a truck. And my

0:17:36.280 --> 0:17:40.439
<v Speaker 3>circumstances were I was like, what's it going to take nothing?

0:17:40.960 --> 0:17:44.080
<v Speaker 3>It's going to take nothing. And so I had certain

0:17:44.119 --> 0:17:47.120
<v Speaker 3>people on my side, but the majority of the officers

0:17:47.160 --> 0:17:50.200
<v Speaker 3>and that were like, you're letting this guy hit into

0:17:50.240 --> 0:17:53.520
<v Speaker 3>our prison, you know anyway, So then I come out

0:17:53.520 --> 0:17:56.080
<v Speaker 3>of the present slowly have a time. I mean, it

0:17:56.160 --> 0:17:58.359
<v Speaker 3>took the whole time for a lot of them. I

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<v Speaker 3>think maybe they just thought I was full of shit.

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<v Speaker 3>I've always been very respectful.

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<v Speaker 1>And what do you think that the naysay is going

0:18:05.200 --> 0:18:07.119
<v Speaker 1>through their mind? He's just taking the piss out of us.

0:18:07.160 --> 0:18:09.320
<v Speaker 1>He'll get in there and when he's got an issue,

0:18:09.480 --> 0:18:12.280
<v Speaker 1>he's going to light someone up and yeah, yeah, and

0:18:12.280 --> 0:18:15.080
<v Speaker 1>then we'll send him back. So that would have been

0:18:15.600 --> 0:18:20.240
<v Speaker 1>and given you history, it's a reasonable for him to

0:18:20.320 --> 0:18:23.040
<v Speaker 1>have is just bullshitting to us, and let me in

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<v Speaker 1>the dorm and when I do create havoc, it's going

0:18:25.600 --> 0:18:27.080
<v Speaker 1>to be a big one. Then you can ship me

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<v Speaker 1>back to super Max.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And I guess you know, I understand why they

0:18:32.119 --> 0:18:37.199
<v Speaker 3>think that, because, to be honest, I always said to

0:18:37.240 --> 0:18:40.240
<v Speaker 3>myself that and do whatever I can to make sure

0:18:40.240 --> 0:18:41.600
<v Speaker 3>that I keep my hands to myself.

0:18:41.640 --> 0:18:43.680
<v Speaker 2>But if someone puts their hands on me. Well, that's

0:18:43.840 --> 0:18:44.880
<v Speaker 2>different story, you know.

0:18:45.160 --> 0:18:48.080
<v Speaker 3>And the problem that there was it was either going

0:18:48.200 --> 0:18:51.080
<v Speaker 3>to be nothing or six o'clock New Style, Do.

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<v Speaker 2>You get me?

0:18:51.600 --> 0:18:53.800
<v Speaker 3>And that's not what I want to do though, and

0:18:53.840 --> 0:18:56.960
<v Speaker 3>that's not what anyone wants say. I had, like, I

0:18:57.040 --> 0:18:58.240
<v Speaker 3>worked on myself very hard.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what stage was your mindset changing that, Hey,

0:19:01.960 --> 0:19:03.920
<v Speaker 1>I want to turn my life around. Was it when

0:19:03.960 --> 0:19:06.600
<v Speaker 1>you saw what was on offer at Macquarie Center. Was

0:19:06.600 --> 0:19:09.240
<v Speaker 1>that something that changed? What was the thing that.

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<v Speaker 3>So I just want to make something very clear. So

0:19:11.840 --> 0:19:13.879
<v Speaker 3>I've just sat here and you give a lot of

0:19:13.880 --> 0:19:18.239
<v Speaker 3>officers a good rap, a lot of correctional officers. The

0:19:18.280 --> 0:19:21.280
<v Speaker 3>start of this change does not start with an inmate.

0:19:21.680 --> 0:19:24.639
<v Speaker 3>And if anyone has the expectations that that's the case,

0:19:25.359 --> 0:19:26.440
<v Speaker 3>you're completely wrong.

0:19:26.680 --> 0:19:27.640
<v Speaker 2>And I can explain why.

0:19:27.720 --> 0:19:27.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>So we come from a place where your battle is

0:19:32.920 --> 0:19:35.840
<v Speaker 3>stay alive. There's Westpac. I only got the spine out

0:19:35.840 --> 0:19:39.600
<v Speaker 3>of their daily So then I come to Macquarie, where

0:19:39.600 --> 0:19:43.000
<v Speaker 3>there's where you're expected to toe this certain line. Right,

0:19:43.040 --> 0:19:45.120
<v Speaker 3>but you're still in the same environment where you're dealing

0:19:45.160 --> 0:19:47.840
<v Speaker 3>with the inmates, and.

0:19:47.760 --> 0:19:49.240
<v Speaker 2>You've crossed bathro with these inmates.

0:19:49.280 --> 0:19:51.199
<v Speaker 3>You might have gone the water with its inmate at

0:19:51.200 --> 0:19:53.439
<v Speaker 3>some stage two and you're both there trying to do

0:19:53.480 --> 0:19:58.200
<v Speaker 3>the right thing. Now for an officer to say get

0:19:58.240 --> 0:19:59.920
<v Speaker 3>a to you in front of the boys and expect

0:20:00.040 --> 0:20:01.680
<v Speaker 3>you just say good a back after you've just got

0:20:01.760 --> 0:20:03.840
<v Speaker 3>a truck off a truck, when the only thing coming

0:20:03.840 --> 0:20:06.120
<v Speaker 3>at your mouth that officer is get the fuck out

0:20:06.160 --> 0:20:10.160
<v Speaker 3>of your dog. Yeah, now they're asking for something different, right,

0:20:10.880 --> 0:20:15.159
<v Speaker 3>but as history shows, they've never given us any reason

0:20:15.600 --> 0:20:18.679
<v Speaker 3>to give them respect. You show them respect and it

0:20:18.680 --> 0:20:24.439
<v Speaker 3>would be used against you. Right now, you turn up

0:20:24.480 --> 0:20:27.960
<v Speaker 3>to this place and your question if they're stitching out

0:20:28.000 --> 0:20:31.000
<v Speaker 3>because it is not right. Yeah, But over time you

0:20:31.080 --> 0:20:34.200
<v Speaker 3>realize that they actually care about their job, They care

0:20:34.240 --> 0:20:37.000
<v Speaker 3>about trying to revealiitate you. So they must have chose

0:20:37.119 --> 0:20:40.760
<v Speaker 3>a team of officers that were to grow there. And

0:20:40.800 --> 0:20:43.760
<v Speaker 3>over time, when you work that out, so you gain

0:20:43.880 --> 0:20:46.520
<v Speaker 3>that initial respect from the officer, that will go the

0:20:46.520 --> 0:20:49.160
<v Speaker 3>way and over time you'll build a rapport. That doesn't

0:20:49.160 --> 0:20:50.480
<v Speaker 3>mean that you go up and you sit down and

0:20:50.560 --> 0:20:51.960
<v Speaker 3>you say, oh, how it's dinner last night.

0:20:52.040 --> 0:20:54.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you're not best mates, but there's respect.

0:20:54.200 --> 0:20:56.480
<v Speaker 3>But how are you today? I'm fine, you know, what's

0:20:56.480 --> 0:20:58.439
<v Speaker 3>that you're carrying with a piece of artwork? I just

0:20:58.440 --> 0:21:00.760
<v Speaker 3>did it here down here, and then you know, like

0:21:00.920 --> 0:21:03.639
<v Speaker 3>I had officers by an artwork of me, you know,

0:21:04.119 --> 0:21:06.160
<v Speaker 3>And I found my jail to be very easy. And

0:21:06.600 --> 0:21:11.240
<v Speaker 3>everyone that works this out and then returns that it's

0:21:11.280 --> 0:21:15.560
<v Speaker 3>only minimal respect. It's just common courtesy. How are you today?

0:21:15.720 --> 0:21:18.479
<v Speaker 3>I'm well, thanks, how are you? You're not stepping outside

0:21:18.480 --> 0:21:20.200
<v Speaker 3>the boundaries, it's going to put you in trouble. Through

0:21:20.280 --> 0:21:23.880
<v Speaker 3>jail politics, there's always going to be someone that will say, oh,

0:21:24.119 --> 0:21:26.560
<v Speaker 3>this guy was too friendly. Yeah, but it's usually them

0:21:26.600 --> 0:21:29.639
<v Speaker 3>trying to cover up something that they've done somewhere, you know,

0:21:29.720 --> 0:21:33.480
<v Speaker 3>the old deflectioning trick. Like not many inmates are smart,

0:21:34.160 --> 0:21:36.320
<v Speaker 3>you know what I mean, Like, there's not many. And

0:21:36.359 --> 0:21:39.439
<v Speaker 3>from that point there, when that's shown in the first place,

0:21:40.200 --> 0:21:42.320
<v Speaker 3>then it's given back and that it can grow. But

0:21:42.400 --> 0:21:44.960
<v Speaker 3>it can't be expected from an inmate when he's been

0:21:45.000 --> 0:21:48.800
<v Speaker 3>given nothing but shipped from this person in blue every

0:21:48.840 --> 0:21:50.000
<v Speaker 3>single experience he's had.

0:21:50.359 --> 0:21:53.879
<v Speaker 1>I'm hearing what you're saying. And so it's a slow

0:21:53.960 --> 0:21:56.800
<v Speaker 1>process where the trust is built up and the respect

0:21:56.880 --> 0:21:59.040
<v Speaker 1>is respect is gained, and.

0:22:00.080 --> 0:22:04.000
<v Speaker 3>You've got someone that has has a lifetime of behaviors

0:22:04.480 --> 0:22:08.680
<v Speaker 3>that he's trying to change, So that officers also needs

0:22:08.680 --> 0:22:11.320
<v Speaker 3>to acknowledge that there is going to be error and

0:22:11.359 --> 0:22:14.520
<v Speaker 3>not write that person off of that error, but allow

0:22:14.600 --> 0:22:16.800
<v Speaker 3>that person to change. As long as he hasn't across

0:22:16.880 --> 0:22:19.600
<v Speaker 3>the lines, that doesn't permit him to stay at that

0:22:19.640 --> 0:22:20.560
<v Speaker 3>correctional center.

0:22:20.920 --> 0:22:24.600
<v Speaker 1>Well, look, I've got to say from I was surprised

0:22:24.640 --> 0:22:27.439
<v Speaker 1>by the officers that I got to deal with, and

0:22:28.040 --> 0:22:31.600
<v Speaker 1>just a cross section of them. They were genuinely invested

0:22:31.600 --> 0:22:34.199
<v Speaker 1>in what they were doing. Yeah, yeah, part of it

0:22:34.240 --> 0:22:36.280
<v Speaker 1>is self serving. They said, our job is so much

0:22:36.320 --> 0:22:40.119
<v Speaker 1>easier here if we go across to Wellington. We're dealing

0:22:40.320 --> 0:22:43.000
<v Speaker 1>with all this shit and trouble that happens in a

0:22:43.280 --> 0:22:45.960
<v Speaker 1>more traditional jarl, and you come across here and there's

0:22:46.119 --> 0:22:48.120
<v Speaker 1>less shit that goes down.

0:22:48.280 --> 0:22:50.160
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, that's right.

0:22:50.240 --> 0:22:53.880
<v Speaker 3>And there's some standouts, like obviously in every field of everything.

0:22:54.000 --> 0:22:54.240
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:22:55.960 --> 0:22:58.240
<v Speaker 3>So I've mentioned a fair few officers, but there's one

0:22:58.240 --> 0:23:01.520
<v Speaker 3>that there's too. I want to mention one in particular

0:23:01.560 --> 0:23:07.879
<v Speaker 3>that really drove so I implemented an NA program into Macquarie.

0:23:07.960 --> 0:23:11.840
<v Speaker 2>Right now, this is pretty big because that's some statement.

0:23:11.920 --> 0:23:13.120
<v Speaker 1>What did that involve.

0:23:13.720 --> 0:23:15.960
<v Speaker 2>So if for the.

0:23:15.960 --> 0:23:18.880
<v Speaker 3>Viewers, if they understand how NA works or AA works,

0:23:18.880 --> 0:23:21.639
<v Speaker 3>it's the same sort of system. The only problem is

0:23:21.680 --> 0:23:24.920
<v Speaker 3>that being in a jail environment, there's not much anonymous

0:23:24.920 --> 0:23:27.000
<v Speaker 3>about it because they need to know who you are

0:23:27.040 --> 0:23:31.000
<v Speaker 3>and where we are. But we were allowed to conduct ourselves. Now,

0:23:31.600 --> 0:23:34.520
<v Speaker 3>at one point I had over ten percent of the

0:23:34.600 --> 0:23:38.679
<v Speaker 3>jail in attendance voluntary. All right, that's pretty big numbers

0:23:38.680 --> 0:23:41.040
<v Speaker 3>of boys that actually want to try and change get

0:23:41.119 --> 0:23:45.639
<v Speaker 3>off the gear, yeap. But Elizabeth says, right, she was

0:23:45.640 --> 0:23:49.520
<v Speaker 3>in our corner from day one, right, and the other

0:23:49.600 --> 0:23:52.320
<v Speaker 3>officers that I did mention before, and they helped to

0:23:52.400 --> 0:23:55.840
<v Speaker 3>drive this thing, and why I was. I'm pretty sure

0:23:55.840 --> 0:23:58.320
<v Speaker 3>it's probably folded by now. I hope it hasn't because

0:23:58.359 --> 0:24:02.639
<v Speaker 3>it was going to be a massive thing. But Elizabeth Sears,

0:24:02.760 --> 0:24:05.360
<v Speaker 3>she really drove it and to a point where they

0:24:05.400 --> 0:24:09.760
<v Speaker 3>tried to stop it. But there's been a massive response.

0:24:09.800 --> 0:24:12.560
<v Speaker 3>So we've got boys that have been heroin addicts and

0:24:12.680 --> 0:24:13.440
<v Speaker 3>full recovery.

0:24:13.480 --> 0:24:15.920
<v Speaker 2>Now that's a good changing their lives. Mate.

0:24:16.040 --> 0:24:19.920
<v Speaker 1>And you mentioned Liz Sears. I can speak about her.

0:24:20.040 --> 0:24:22.240
<v Speaker 1>She sat where you're sitting. She came on as a

0:24:22.240 --> 0:24:24.639
<v Speaker 1>guest here, and actually she opened eyes to a lot

0:24:24.640 --> 0:24:26.800
<v Speaker 1>of things about what's going on in the prisons and

0:24:27.160 --> 0:24:29.920
<v Speaker 1>different ways of doing it. Because I was looking, okay,

0:24:29.960 --> 0:24:33.080
<v Speaker 1>well you've done the crime, you do the time, didn't

0:24:33.119 --> 0:24:35.679
<v Speaker 1>really think much much about it. A couple of blokes

0:24:35.680 --> 0:24:38.000
<v Speaker 1>that have been in have sort of said to me,

0:24:38.040 --> 0:24:39.879
<v Speaker 1>will you treat this like animals? We're going to come

0:24:39.920 --> 0:24:43.800
<v Speaker 1>out behaving like animals. But what Liz explained what they

0:24:43.800 --> 0:24:46.520
<v Speaker 1>were doing at Macquarie, it just sort of blew me away.

0:24:46.640 --> 0:24:47.879
<v Speaker 1>It made so much sense.

0:24:48.000 --> 0:24:48.440
<v Speaker 2>That's right.

0:24:48.520 --> 0:24:52.320
<v Speaker 3>So I want to make it clear about my positioning

0:24:52.400 --> 0:24:57.120
<v Speaker 3>coming on here today. I want people to understand about

0:24:57.760 --> 0:25:00.680
<v Speaker 3>people that have committed crimes. Fair Enough, they need to

0:25:00.680 --> 0:25:03.080
<v Speaker 3>be punished for their crimes, but if they want to

0:25:03.119 --> 0:25:05.640
<v Speaker 3>change their ways, they don't need to drag that round

0:25:05.720 --> 0:25:08.280
<v Speaker 3>with the rest for the rest of their lives, right,

0:25:08.480 --> 0:25:11.240
<v Speaker 3>weighing them down and forcing them into a corner and

0:25:11.320 --> 0:25:16.480
<v Speaker 3>given an option to rehabilitate and grow. Right if the

0:25:16.480 --> 0:25:20.560
<v Speaker 3>public knows this and supports this system. Just for example,

0:25:20.680 --> 0:25:23.359
<v Speaker 3>I'm not going to mention any names, Robert, but I

0:25:23.400 --> 0:25:25.760
<v Speaker 3>was in that jail and quarry with some heavy hitters.

0:25:25.800 --> 0:25:26.159
<v Speaker 2>Mate.

0:25:26.359 --> 0:25:30.359
<v Speaker 3>I'm talking on these streets of Sydney and they're big hitters. Yeah, yeah,

0:25:31.240 --> 0:25:33.680
<v Speaker 3>very very big hitters, and they're doing the same thing.

0:25:34.200 --> 0:25:37.399
<v Speaker 3>They're better in their lives. They're getting away from the rubbish.

0:25:37.600 --> 0:25:39.280
<v Speaker 3>They want to come out and have a fresh start.

0:25:39.320 --> 0:25:41.159
<v Speaker 3>They want the best for their kids, they want the

0:25:41.160 --> 0:25:45.280
<v Speaker 3>best for their grandkids. They've been given an opportunity and

0:25:45.320 --> 0:25:47.720
<v Speaker 3>they're taking it and they're using it and they need

0:25:47.800 --> 0:25:49.080
<v Speaker 3>to be respected for it.

0:25:49.160 --> 0:25:49.919
<v Speaker 2>And when they come.

0:25:49.800 --> 0:25:52.280
<v Speaker 3>Out into the community and they have a go and

0:25:52.280 --> 0:25:54.159
<v Speaker 3>they're trying to do the right thing, they need to

0:25:54.200 --> 0:25:57.080
<v Speaker 3>be given them doors. They need to be shown that

0:25:57.160 --> 0:25:59.479
<v Speaker 3>they can use what they've done to go and do

0:25:59.600 --> 0:26:02.399
<v Speaker 3>better and do more. And these guys are really trying.

0:26:02.480 --> 0:26:06.240
<v Speaker 3>So if the public knows that this system is available, Like,

0:26:06.400 --> 0:26:09.240
<v Speaker 3>let's not forget that we're based that we're built on

0:26:09.280 --> 0:26:12.440
<v Speaker 3>a background of convicts. We're always going to have a

0:26:12.560 --> 0:26:16.720
<v Speaker 3>jail system. But if we can rehabilitate inmates, especially ones

0:26:16.720 --> 0:26:19.560
<v Speaker 3>that have been through the ropes, they can come back

0:26:19.600 --> 0:26:22.840
<v Speaker 3>out and they can be someone to these young people

0:26:22.880 --> 0:26:23.240
<v Speaker 3>out here.

0:26:23.240 --> 0:26:26.439
<v Speaker 1>You know, well, I know some of the people that

0:26:26.480 --> 0:26:28.960
<v Speaker 1>you're talking about. And in the time I spent there,

0:26:29.160 --> 0:26:31.280
<v Speaker 1>I got to speak to them, and yeah, I was

0:26:31.320 --> 0:26:35.120
<v Speaker 1>surprised that I was even speaking to them, And yeah,

0:26:35.200 --> 0:26:38.639
<v Speaker 1>I'm not naive, but I thought it was genuine in

0:26:38.680 --> 0:26:42.720
<v Speaker 1>what they were saying, instead of you leave me in

0:26:42.760 --> 0:26:45.920
<v Speaker 1>this other system. I was angry, but I've seen here.

0:26:46.080 --> 0:26:48.199
<v Speaker 1>What the fuck? Why have I wasted my life? I

0:26:48.240 --> 0:26:50.679
<v Speaker 1>want to turn my life around. Then they to me,

0:26:50.880 --> 0:26:53.600
<v Speaker 1>they seem genuine and I'm not naive. That was, of

0:26:53.680 --> 0:26:57.560
<v Speaker 1>course I understood. But the other thing the prison does,

0:26:57.600 --> 0:27:00.440
<v Speaker 1>and this is my and I've had a couple laughs

0:27:00.440 --> 0:27:02.680
<v Speaker 1>because the humor is still there, and a couple of

0:27:02.760 --> 0:27:03.760
<v Speaker 1>laughs at my expense.

0:27:03.800 --> 0:27:06.879
<v Speaker 2>Of of course, you got to expect that.

0:27:07.520 --> 0:27:10.240
<v Speaker 1>Were you one of the people yelling out there, let

0:27:10.280 --> 0:27:12.919
<v Speaker 1>that go. But there was a couple of funny, funny

0:27:12.920 --> 0:27:17.840
<v Speaker 1>and weird comments. But anyway, as you expect walking through prison.

0:27:18.320 --> 0:27:22.280
<v Speaker 1>But they said, in those dorms, living in the dorms,

0:27:22.320 --> 0:27:25.800
<v Speaker 1>where you're picturing an area probably I don't know, three

0:27:25.880 --> 0:27:29.560
<v Speaker 1>sizes of size of a tennis court for twenty five

0:27:29.720 --> 0:27:33.040
<v Speaker 1>twenty five people. There a courtyard out the back where

0:27:33.080 --> 0:27:35.880
<v Speaker 1>there's some gym equipment. You get to stay out there

0:27:36.000 --> 0:27:38.080
<v Speaker 1>till nine o'clock. If you need to stay out and

0:27:38.600 --> 0:27:40.640
<v Speaker 1>some of the inmates are saying, this is the first

0:27:40.680 --> 0:27:43.160
<v Speaker 1>time I've been able to see stars for years, because

0:27:43.359 --> 0:27:46.239
<v Speaker 1>they can sit out there, lockdowns at nine o'clock when

0:27:46.240 --> 0:27:48.440
<v Speaker 1>they have to come in. You're cooking out there, you

0:27:48.600 --> 0:27:52.480
<v Speaker 1>train there. The toilets are set up, not for bashings.

0:27:52.680 --> 0:27:55.920
<v Speaker 1>It's a single booth thing shower and toilet, and people

0:27:55.960 --> 0:27:59.400
<v Speaker 1>are assigned to it. Kitchen that barbecue out the back.

0:27:59.560 --> 0:28:03.440
<v Speaker 1>Noweople might say, well, that's too much luxury for it

0:28:04.000 --> 0:28:07.200
<v Speaker 1>with the crimes that they've done. Of course, what blew

0:28:07.280 --> 0:28:10.560
<v Speaker 1>me away was the fact that if there's twenty five

0:28:10.600 --> 0:28:13.520
<v Speaker 1>ore there and one's being a dickhead, instead of the

0:28:13.640 --> 0:28:17.000
<v Speaker 1>usual jail justice where he would have been bashed or

0:28:17.040 --> 0:28:20.439
<v Speaker 1>shived or or whatever and dealt with, you get a

0:28:20.480 --> 0:28:22.760
<v Speaker 1>group sit there and negotiate through and go, look, we

0:28:22.800 --> 0:28:24.720
<v Speaker 1>can't put up with this type of behavior. Then you

0:28:25.040 --> 0:28:27.040
<v Speaker 1>actually vote them out of the pot if they're causing

0:28:27.080 --> 0:28:30.639
<v Speaker 1>too much problems. That's negotiation skills. That's the type of

0:28:30.680 --> 0:28:33.679
<v Speaker 1>skills you need for society. Those little things were the

0:28:33.720 --> 0:28:35.359
<v Speaker 1>type of things that I took away from it.

0:28:35.480 --> 0:28:38.400
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, definitely. So this is a perfect time just

0:28:38.400 --> 0:28:42.080
<v Speaker 3>for me to clarify when I told the boys not

0:28:42.120 --> 0:28:45.960
<v Speaker 3>to talk to you. Yep, So little did you know

0:28:46.040 --> 0:28:48.240
<v Speaker 3>at that time that I actually had plans to come

0:28:48.280 --> 0:28:51.160
<v Speaker 3>out here and talk to you, to try and to

0:28:51.200 --> 0:28:53.360
<v Speaker 3>push this and I want to eventually try and help

0:28:53.400 --> 0:28:57.320
<v Speaker 3>young people that are going into gangs. And but beside

0:28:57.360 --> 0:29:01.160
<v Speaker 3>that point, most people in a jail in environment can't

0:29:01.160 --> 0:29:08.160
<v Speaker 3>handle themselves. So essentially in that environment where lorified babysitters now.

0:29:08.160 --> 0:29:10.480
<v Speaker 1>As in the people that can handle themselves look after

0:29:10.520 --> 0:29:12.120
<v Speaker 1>the people that can't handle themselves.

0:29:12.440 --> 0:29:13.040
<v Speaker 2>That's correct.

0:29:13.120 --> 0:29:16.360
<v Speaker 3>Now, in another jailed environment, we wouldn't be doing that

0:29:16.440 --> 0:29:18.960
<v Speaker 3>so much because there's no benefit for us to do that.

0:29:19.400 --> 0:29:21.480
<v Speaker 3>It's only going to make us week to align with

0:29:21.520 --> 0:29:25.200
<v Speaker 3>someone this week. In that environment, we're keeping the peace,

0:29:25.240 --> 0:29:28.440
<v Speaker 3>were making sure things are working and things are flowing. Now,

0:29:29.200 --> 0:29:30.880
<v Speaker 3>these eyes if they had to come in and thought

0:29:30.920 --> 0:29:32.120
<v Speaker 3>that it was a good idea to talk to you,

0:29:32.160 --> 0:29:33.560
<v Speaker 3>and then they were on a truck tomorrow in the

0:29:33.560 --> 0:29:36.000
<v Speaker 3>silver water, and then they got the silver bar and

0:29:36.000 --> 0:29:39.400
<v Speaker 3>they said, talking to Gary Jubilin, he'd be walking out

0:29:39.440 --> 0:29:41.840
<v Speaker 3>of him. He'd be walking out like a dartboard, you

0:29:41.880 --> 0:29:44.160
<v Speaker 3>know what I mean. So that was the reason that

0:29:44.200 --> 0:29:46.240
<v Speaker 3>I did that then, so they had nothing to do

0:29:46.320 --> 0:29:48.560
<v Speaker 3>with people not talking to you. So the voice that

0:29:48.640 --> 0:29:52.240
<v Speaker 3>did talk to you have enough respect and enough weight

0:29:52.280 --> 0:29:54.680
<v Speaker 3>within the jail system that they can justify what they did.

0:29:55.120 --> 0:29:57.880
<v Speaker 3>They didn't do anything wrong. The discussion that with you

0:29:58.080 --> 0:30:01.120
<v Speaker 3>wasn't anything that couldn't be discuss but there was all

0:30:01.320 --> 0:30:05.360
<v Speaker 3>there was also aside to it, and the jail benefit

0:30:05.560 --> 0:30:06.800
<v Speaker 3>from them speaking to you too.

0:30:07.320 --> 0:30:09.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I look at it was a difficult thing and

0:30:09.240 --> 0:30:11.440
<v Speaker 1>I had no idea what would go on, and that

0:30:11.520 --> 0:30:14.680
<v Speaker 1>worried me because corrective services had no idea. When I

0:30:14.760 --> 0:30:17.160
<v Speaker 1>said what's going to happen, they said, we have no

0:30:17.240 --> 0:30:19.920
<v Speaker 1>fucking idea when you walk in. But yeah, with the

0:30:19.920 --> 0:30:23.040
<v Speaker 1>benefit of hindsight, walking in the pod was probably unannounced.

0:30:23.080 --> 0:30:26.200
<v Speaker 1>And that's why I think, then may it be known

0:30:26.280 --> 0:30:28.400
<v Speaker 1>what I was doing there and speaking to the people

0:30:28.440 --> 0:30:31.040
<v Speaker 1>and what you've said too. I was conscious of that

0:30:31.200 --> 0:30:34.480
<v Speaker 1>because I know I'm going in, but I get to

0:30:34.640 --> 0:30:37.520
<v Speaker 1>get to leave and some of the some of the

0:30:37.520 --> 0:30:40.320
<v Speaker 1>blokes that were naive and talking to me, I'm thinking,

0:30:40.360 --> 0:30:42.800
<v Speaker 1>this is not a good look. The heaviest, the people

0:30:42.840 --> 0:30:44.880
<v Speaker 1>that I would identify as the ones that can hold

0:30:44.920 --> 0:30:48.760
<v Speaker 1>their own felt more than comfortable talking talking to them

0:30:49.160 --> 0:30:51.120
<v Speaker 1>because I knew it's not going to come back on them.

0:30:51.160 --> 0:30:53.520
<v Speaker 1>There was a few people, so I understand what you're saying.

0:30:53.520 --> 0:30:56.680
<v Speaker 1>And even that incident we're talking about where you were

0:30:56.720 --> 0:30:59.920
<v Speaker 1>telling them not to pull back, and it was fairly

0:31:00.000 --> 0:31:03.400
<v Speaker 1>obvious that I wasn't well liked in there, but I

0:31:03.440 --> 0:31:05.520
<v Speaker 1>was worried about a couple of people that were thinking

0:31:05.520 --> 0:31:07.680
<v Speaker 1>what the fuck is going to happen after I walk out?

0:31:08.120 --> 0:31:11.640
<v Speaker 1>We're talking, So I respect it and my mistake there,

0:31:11.720 --> 0:31:14.920
<v Speaker 1>that's that's your home, and I've just walked in there,

0:31:14.960 --> 0:31:18.160
<v Speaker 1>walking around in the at the gym and the oval whatever,

0:31:18.280 --> 0:31:20.280
<v Speaker 1>that wasn't as bad, but that was walking walking in

0:31:20.360 --> 0:31:23.120
<v Speaker 1>your home. So didn't make that mistake again.

0:31:23.280 --> 0:31:24.920
<v Speaker 2>No, but I think I think it was a good

0:31:24.920 --> 0:31:25.600
<v Speaker 2>thing that you did.

0:31:26.800 --> 0:31:29.520
<v Speaker 3>I mean, obviously say you've had both sides, yeah, I

0:31:29.520 --> 0:31:32.360
<v Speaker 3>mean I remember hearing one of the boys real about

0:31:32.360 --> 0:31:35.440
<v Speaker 3>you so saying that you're a copper. But now you've

0:31:35.440 --> 0:31:37.240
<v Speaker 3>been charged and you want to jump on our side

0:31:37.280 --> 0:31:38.600
<v Speaker 3>now and you want to do this right?

0:31:39.160 --> 0:31:39.360
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:31:39.480 --> 0:31:42.600
<v Speaker 2>Now, we're human beings. We adapt. Why do you think

0:31:42.640 --> 0:31:45.560
<v Speaker 2>that we can go into a yard like the yard at.

0:31:45.520 --> 0:31:48.640
<v Speaker 3>Golden and survive. Yeah, why do you think our grandfathers

0:31:48.680 --> 0:31:51.720
<v Speaker 3>went to war and slept in trenches for the blood.

0:31:52.280 --> 0:31:52.880
<v Speaker 2>We're humans.

0:31:52.880 --> 0:31:55.800
<v Speaker 3>We adapt to every situation. You had to do with that,

0:31:55.960 --> 0:31:58.120
<v Speaker 3>So you were that, but you're doing good with what

0:31:58.200 --> 0:32:01.000
<v Speaker 3>you took from that. So back in position, I don't

0:32:01.000 --> 0:32:03.480
<v Speaker 3>think you had the opportunity to see outside because you're

0:32:03.480 --> 0:32:04.240
<v Speaker 3>a police officer.

0:32:04.480 --> 0:32:08.240
<v Speaker 1>Well that's and yeah, I own this. And my thing

0:32:08.440 --> 0:32:11.080
<v Speaker 1>was I used to lock people up, get given another case,

0:32:11.120 --> 0:32:13.920
<v Speaker 1>and then follow that case, and then I wasn't thinking

0:32:13.920 --> 0:32:17.840
<v Speaker 1>what happened behind the behind the yard, behind the gates.

0:32:18.120 --> 0:32:22.400
<v Speaker 1>But no, I think it was an interesting, interesting experience.

0:32:22.440 --> 0:32:25.640
<v Speaker 1>And I also went into Wellington and the attitude was

0:32:26.320 --> 0:32:29.520
<v Speaker 1>there was completely different. When I'm walking around there. Well,

0:32:30.720 --> 0:32:33.680
<v Speaker 1>still the comments, but a little bit more intense when

0:32:33.680 --> 0:32:34.400
<v Speaker 1>I was in there.

0:32:34.840 --> 0:32:37.880
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, so you can understand why though, Oh it's

0:32:37.920 --> 0:32:38.320
<v Speaker 2>a different.

0:32:38.400 --> 0:32:42.280
<v Speaker 3>So so those boys, those boys have to make comments,

0:32:42.600 --> 0:32:44.880
<v Speaker 3>you get me, they see you walk past, they're in

0:32:44.960 --> 0:32:47.000
<v Speaker 3>a yard, they're in a stand up yard. They have

0:32:47.160 --> 0:32:50.160
<v Speaker 3>to go a coup of dog, keep walking, Yeah, because

0:32:50.200 --> 0:32:52.680
<v Speaker 3>if they don't, it's I don't turn around and go

0:32:53.320 --> 0:32:55.760
<v Speaker 3>what are your fucking copper? And then the rest of

0:32:55.800 --> 0:32:58.240
<v Speaker 3>the boys hear it and we're talking about some weak minds.

0:32:59.000 --> 0:33:02.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I know that it could set off.

0:33:02.880 --> 0:33:04.320
<v Speaker 2>It'll swell until it happens.

0:33:04.360 --> 0:33:06.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well, I wasn't sure how long did it go

0:33:06.560 --> 0:33:08.360
<v Speaker 1>on because I know there was a bit of turmoil

0:33:08.480 --> 0:33:12.600
<v Speaker 1>when I first came into Macquarie and yeah, I don't

0:33:12.600 --> 0:33:16.680
<v Speaker 1>want to cause the dramas here, but yeah, it worked

0:33:16.680 --> 0:33:18.680
<v Speaker 1>out and I think it was worthwhile for everyone. And

0:33:19.320 --> 0:33:22.040
<v Speaker 1>I got it, got a got a message out. But

0:33:22.080 --> 0:33:26.040
<v Speaker 1>it opened my eyes, it really did. And another thing

0:33:26.080 --> 0:33:28.920
<v Speaker 1>because I'm thinking, have I had the warl pool out

0:33:28.920 --> 0:33:31.360
<v Speaker 1>of my eyes after spending time with you guys for

0:33:31.880 --> 0:33:35.600
<v Speaker 1>so long? But I spoke to a person who'd lost

0:33:35.600 --> 0:33:39.280
<v Speaker 1>his son in a murder and he made he made

0:33:39.280 --> 0:33:42.200
<v Speaker 1>the point Ken Marslow, it was a bad, bad, one

0:33:42.320 --> 0:33:45.040
<v Speaker 1>armed robbery where his nine year old son was shopped

0:33:45.160 --> 0:33:48.360
<v Speaker 1>during robbery a pizza hut and no need for it.

0:33:49.400 --> 0:33:51.400
<v Speaker 1>But I said that, Ken, Ken, am I missing the

0:33:51.440 --> 0:33:54.520
<v Speaker 1>point here? Have I gone soft? Like I'm thinking what

0:33:54.560 --> 0:33:58.719
<v Speaker 1>they're doing here in this prison is definitely worthwhile? And

0:33:58.760 --> 0:34:01.640
<v Speaker 1>he said it's about getting smart on crime, Like these

0:34:01.680 --> 0:34:04.240
<v Speaker 1>people are going to go out, do we want them skills?

0:34:04.280 --> 0:34:05.800
<v Speaker 1>To go out. So if they go out and don't

0:34:05.800 --> 0:34:09.440
<v Speaker 1>commit further crime, there's less victims. So no, you're not

0:34:09.480 --> 0:34:12.279
<v Speaker 1>going soften. Yeah, that was from a victim's point of

0:34:12.360 --> 0:34:16.719
<v Speaker 1>view that I wanted to get. So I've been championing

0:34:17.120 --> 0:34:19.880
<v Speaker 1>what they're doing in there wherever I can, and I'm

0:34:19.920 --> 0:34:23.080
<v Speaker 1>not naive, And even you guys, the inmates in there,

0:34:23.480 --> 0:34:25.680
<v Speaker 1>would say this isn't going to work for everyone, Like

0:34:25.719 --> 0:34:28.200
<v Speaker 1>there's that ten percent that you're not going to change.

0:34:27.920 --> 0:34:30.760
<v Speaker 3>That holds relevance to everyone. Yeah, right, And it depends

0:34:30.760 --> 0:34:34.960
<v Speaker 3>where everyone's at in their time. Some people, there's some

0:34:34.960 --> 0:34:38.480
<v Speaker 3>prisoners that can't adapt, they can't change. Yeah, right, jail's easy.

0:34:38.760 --> 0:34:41.640
<v Speaker 3>Like if you get like, people might spin out when

0:34:41.640 --> 0:34:45.560
<v Speaker 3>I say that. But for me, even in a jail

0:34:45.600 --> 0:34:48.759
<v Speaker 3>where anything can happen, that's that's your only Can you

0:34:48.800 --> 0:34:52.040
<v Speaker 3>focus on that all day all night and it might

0:34:52.080 --> 0:34:54.440
<v Speaker 3>get more volatile and more twisted up and everything, but

0:34:54.480 --> 0:34:56.480
<v Speaker 3>that's what you're doing. Get up in the morning, get

0:34:56.520 --> 0:34:58.120
<v Speaker 3>in the yard for so many and you come back

0:34:58.160 --> 0:35:01.680
<v Speaker 3>in that's it quarry for me, Like, it was great

0:35:01.680 --> 0:35:03.080
<v Speaker 3>because I got up and I got the able and

0:35:03.120 --> 0:35:06.799
<v Speaker 3>do things. I was painting at a mad job, and

0:35:06.840 --> 0:35:08.480
<v Speaker 3>I found that great. And then you come out into

0:35:08.520 --> 0:35:10.239
<v Speaker 3>the real world and it's real.

0:35:10.680 --> 0:35:14.279
<v Speaker 1>Well, one of the prisoners in there said, I was

0:35:14.320 --> 0:35:16.359
<v Speaker 1>talking to him, and he's gone when I go home

0:35:16.400 --> 0:35:18.839
<v Speaker 1>at night, and I'm thinking that, But that's how he

0:35:18.880 --> 0:35:21.200
<v Speaker 1>was looking at the pot that's going home. But they

0:35:21.239 --> 0:35:25.719
<v Speaker 1>had you studying for six hours a day, working for

0:35:26.040 --> 0:35:29.279
<v Speaker 1>six hours a day, and given some freedoms. Yeah, and

0:35:29.320 --> 0:35:32.319
<v Speaker 1>what difference did that make to you from going from

0:35:32.480 --> 0:35:37.440
<v Speaker 1>the traditional tough yard in Goulburn too into an environment

0:35:37.480 --> 0:35:39.040
<v Speaker 1>like that. How did that change?

0:35:39.760 --> 0:35:40.080
<v Speaker 2>Listen?

0:35:40.120 --> 0:35:42.279
<v Speaker 3>I was already wanting to change anyway, you know, like

0:35:42.360 --> 0:35:46.279
<v Speaker 3>I was wanting to I was paying it all up

0:35:46.320 --> 0:35:48.960
<v Speaker 3>and everything that I've lost, you know, Like I mean

0:35:49.040 --> 0:35:51.640
<v Speaker 3>I had, like I had a beautiful little family and

0:35:51.640 --> 0:35:54.200
<v Speaker 3>that and even though like I've still got my kids

0:35:54.200 --> 0:35:56.279
<v Speaker 3>and like I love them to death, they love me too.

0:35:56.320 --> 0:35:59.319
<v Speaker 3>And there's this massive time frame that I missed out

0:35:59.360 --> 0:36:02.080
<v Speaker 3>on photos and at hung I can just stare at

0:36:02.080 --> 0:36:05.200
<v Speaker 3>because I can remember that time. Like my daughter, My

0:36:05.320 --> 0:36:07.799
<v Speaker 3>daughter's a little machine, you know, And I just look

0:36:07.840 --> 0:36:10.200
<v Speaker 3>at this fight and sometimes it can just make me crumble,

0:36:10.239 --> 0:36:12.200
<v Speaker 3>you know, because I can remember that, and I can

0:36:12.280 --> 0:36:15.280
<v Speaker 3>remember how much I loved it, and it just hurts

0:36:15.320 --> 0:36:17.920
<v Speaker 3>me to think that, you know, that I went that

0:36:17.960 --> 0:36:20.479
<v Speaker 3>way still with that, So that's sort of what hurts

0:36:20.520 --> 0:36:23.000
<v Speaker 3>me the most. But as far as that point when

0:36:23.000 --> 0:36:25.480
<v Speaker 3>it comes time to change, mate, when I was hitting

0:36:25.520 --> 0:36:28.680
<v Speaker 3>super Max and and after having that little dream that

0:36:28.719 --> 0:36:31.440
<v Speaker 3>I told you about there and I just thought, what

0:36:31.480 --> 0:36:32.000
<v Speaker 3>am I doing?

0:36:32.040 --> 0:36:32.160
<v Speaker 2>Though?

0:36:32.200 --> 0:36:34.560
<v Speaker 3>What am I going to do? Am I gonna? Am

0:36:34.640 --> 0:36:36.640
<v Speaker 3>I going to go back out into a yard? And

0:36:36.680 --> 0:36:38.840
<v Speaker 3>am I gonna? And this is what I do. I

0:36:38.880 --> 0:36:42.000
<v Speaker 3>elevate myself to whatever it has to happen, you know,

0:36:42.600 --> 0:36:44.840
<v Speaker 3>And sometimes I fake it to make it, but I

0:36:44.920 --> 0:36:47.840
<v Speaker 3>get there and I don't even know what I'm capable

0:36:47.880 --> 0:36:49.000
<v Speaker 3>of until until.

0:36:48.800 --> 0:36:53.399
<v Speaker 2>It goes there. But I have that ability to adapt. Now.

0:36:54.239 --> 0:36:57.200
<v Speaker 3>I knew that if I went back out into that yard,

0:36:57.360 --> 0:37:00.080
<v Speaker 3>I was going to have to elevate more, or if

0:37:00.000 --> 0:37:02.600
<v Speaker 3>I wanted to go and take the same traction no

0:37:02.680 --> 0:37:05.040
<v Speaker 3>matter where I ended up, And I knew what that

0:37:05.080 --> 0:37:08.080
<v Speaker 3>meant for me, and that was to guarantee the one

0:37:08.120 --> 0:37:09.560
<v Speaker 3>of the two things that was going to happen to

0:37:09.640 --> 0:37:12.759
<v Speaker 3>me before I went to jail. So that was time

0:37:12.800 --> 0:37:15.440
<v Speaker 3>to change, you know. But to change, I had to

0:37:15.440 --> 0:37:18.359
<v Speaker 3>heal too, and that's where this art come into it.

0:37:19.120 --> 0:37:23.920
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so with the art, and we spoke earlier on

0:37:24.239 --> 0:37:28.160
<v Speaker 1>about it, but that's given you something to channel your energy. Yeah,

0:37:28.480 --> 0:37:30.719
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm a big believery ying and Yang. You've got

0:37:30.719 --> 0:37:32.600
<v Speaker 1>the hard side, You've got the soft side is this

0:37:32.800 --> 0:37:36.440
<v Speaker 1>You're channeling the soft energy into India paintings.

0:37:36.160 --> 0:37:36.360
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:37:36.520 --> 0:37:41.040
<v Speaker 3>Like with this is like, I have trouble expressing my emotions.

0:37:41.080 --> 0:37:46.279
<v Speaker 3>So and I'm either here or I'm there, and like

0:37:47.040 --> 0:37:49.480
<v Speaker 3>and depending on the emotions depends on the way that

0:37:49.520 --> 0:37:53.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm going to hold myself. Right if a tear comes

0:37:53.239 --> 0:37:58.040
<v Speaker 3>to my eyes as a dangerous situation because I feel

0:37:58.080 --> 0:38:00.879
<v Speaker 3>like someone will said that tear and and think I'm weak,

0:38:00.960 --> 0:38:04.680
<v Speaker 3>So I'll elevate to a situation where it'll probably take

0:38:04.760 --> 0:38:08.480
<v Speaker 3>someone special to stand there, you know. And I hate

0:38:08.480 --> 0:38:12.040
<v Speaker 3>that and I hate that person and it made me sick.

0:38:12.080 --> 0:38:14.239
<v Speaker 3>You know, I didn't like that person. I knew I

0:38:14.239 --> 0:38:17.359
<v Speaker 3>didn't like that person, and I thought, who, how can

0:38:17.360 --> 0:38:18.960
<v Speaker 3>anyone love me or like me if I don't like

0:38:19.040 --> 0:38:21.719
<v Speaker 3>this person? And that's where this come into it. So

0:38:21.880 --> 0:38:24.400
<v Speaker 3>I got to express my emotions with having to let

0:38:24.440 --> 0:38:26.520
<v Speaker 3>it out. I just grab a paint brush as I

0:38:26.520 --> 0:38:28.560
<v Speaker 3>start slapping around. The only thing I did do was

0:38:28.600 --> 0:38:31.040
<v Speaker 3>I helped myself back. Was I was too neat when

0:38:31.080 --> 0:38:33.319
<v Speaker 3>I was learning. If I really wanted to let my

0:38:33.400 --> 0:38:35.760
<v Speaker 3>emotions go, I should have just frown that brush around,

0:38:35.800 --> 0:38:38.400
<v Speaker 3>you know, Like I know like I'm doing now, And

0:38:38.440 --> 0:38:41.920
<v Speaker 3>it's the best way to deliver a message that you

0:38:42.000 --> 0:38:44.840
<v Speaker 3>want to get out or to relieve yourself or something.

0:38:45.280 --> 0:38:48.360
<v Speaker 3>And color can do Color can do this. So color

0:38:48.480 --> 0:38:52.480
<v Speaker 3>has an association in our brain that allows us to

0:38:52.800 --> 0:38:55.280
<v Speaker 3>either feel a certain way when we see a color

0:38:55.880 --> 0:38:59.640
<v Speaker 3>or react a certain way. And I've really embraced it.

0:39:00.360 --> 0:39:03.360
<v Speaker 1>I can see how you're talking now, the comness that

0:39:03.400 --> 0:39:06.400
<v Speaker 1>comes across with you. You're talking talking about your art.

0:39:06.520 --> 0:39:09.920
<v Speaker 1>So is that striving to make a living from your art?

0:39:10.120 --> 0:39:11.600
<v Speaker 1>Is that what you're doing?

0:39:12.400 --> 0:39:14.000
<v Speaker 2>I would love to make a living from my art.

0:39:14.080 --> 0:39:16.960
<v Speaker 3>So, like I told you that, I've been studying and everything,

0:39:17.000 --> 0:39:20.320
<v Speaker 3>and I would love to get into juvenile corrections.

0:39:20.400 --> 0:39:23.279
<v Speaker 1>Okay, tell us that we've had a chat, but it

0:39:23.320 --> 0:39:25.279
<v Speaker 1>wasn't on Mike, tell us about what you're studying and

0:39:25.320 --> 0:39:26.080
<v Speaker 1>what you're doing there.

0:39:26.160 --> 0:39:31.919
<v Speaker 3>Okay, So funny story. Me and an old enemy from

0:39:31.920 --> 0:39:34.920
<v Speaker 3>a different gang. We did a search for a youth

0:39:34.960 --> 0:39:35.799
<v Speaker 3>work together at the.

0:39:35.760 --> 0:39:39.960
<v Speaker 1>Jail, right, okay, so they.

0:39:39.160 --> 0:39:40.640
<v Speaker 2>Used to hear it. Well, they used to use me

0:39:40.680 --> 0:39:42.120
<v Speaker 2>every time a new gangman would come.

0:39:42.200 --> 0:39:44.480
<v Speaker 3>They come, they get me to go down and talk

0:39:44.520 --> 0:39:47.160
<v Speaker 3>to them to try and explain the why the jail

0:39:47.280 --> 0:39:50.200
<v Speaker 3>is anyway, So the day I had to go down

0:39:50.239 --> 0:39:53.000
<v Speaker 3>and speak with this lad, we end up becoming so close.

0:39:53.160 --> 0:39:55.640
<v Speaker 3>It's like and I got a lot of love for him,

0:39:55.640 --> 0:39:58.920
<v Speaker 3>you know. But back on the streets and Mount Drew,

0:39:59.000 --> 0:40:02.080
<v Speaker 3>it thinks she used to be very dif print, you know. Anyways,

0:40:03.000 --> 0:40:05.920
<v Speaker 3>we need to search for a youth work together through correspondence,

0:40:06.200 --> 0:40:10.120
<v Speaker 3>and it was something that was I guess they had

0:40:10.120 --> 0:40:12.879
<v Speaker 3>to get the bricks and mortar out to make it happen. Yeah, yeah,

0:40:13.080 --> 0:40:13.600
<v Speaker 3>that makes.

0:40:13.440 --> 0:40:16.440
<v Speaker 1>Sense, Yeah, to let you you guys do that.

0:40:16.960 --> 0:40:17.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:40:17.840 --> 0:40:20.160
<v Speaker 3>And so then there was a big outcry over in

0:40:20.239 --> 0:40:22.600
<v Speaker 3>the jail about people everyone want to do.

0:40:24.400 --> 0:40:26.440
<v Speaker 2>To do it as well, but they weren't allowed to.

0:40:26.520 --> 0:40:28.880
<v Speaker 3>And it was like, well, well you've got to be

0:40:28.880 --> 0:40:31.000
<v Speaker 3>a gang member or you know, they're not meant to

0:40:31.000 --> 0:40:31.399
<v Speaker 3>be here.

0:40:31.440 --> 0:40:33.400
<v Speaker 2>That's you get me, right.

0:40:33.320 --> 0:40:36.400
<v Speaker 1>So there was this is politics of a different, different

0:40:36.440 --> 0:40:38.000
<v Speaker 1>level in the well.

0:40:37.920 --> 0:40:39.880
<v Speaker 2>I guess this is where politics collide.

0:40:40.080 --> 0:40:42.880
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so they're giving you guys because you've been so

0:40:43.120 --> 0:40:45.399
<v Speaker 1>bad and your gang members and you shouldn't be in here,

0:40:45.400 --> 0:40:47.160
<v Speaker 1>but you're allowed to do it. Why aren't we allowed

0:40:47.200 --> 0:40:47.480
<v Speaker 1>to do it?

0:40:47.520 --> 0:40:49.319
<v Speaker 3>But they had a reason for it, Yeah, and they

0:40:49.520 --> 0:40:52.080
<v Speaker 3>and it was paving the way for them in a

0:40:52.320 --> 0:40:57.440
<v Speaker 3>jailed environment. Fast thinking people don't get to absorb this

0:40:57.560 --> 0:40:59.920
<v Speaker 3>information and sort of try and take a back to

0:41:00.280 --> 0:41:00.480
<v Speaker 3>have a.

0:41:00.480 --> 0:41:01.400
<v Speaker 2>Look at the big picture.

0:41:01.640 --> 0:41:05.600
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but it had to be done first, trying to

0:41:05.600 --> 0:41:10.400
<v Speaker 3>get something over the line to give inmates. It's a

0:41:10.440 --> 0:41:14.120
<v Speaker 3>dead end. Yeah, So it's a hard slog.

0:41:14.760 --> 0:41:18.000
<v Speaker 1>And why do you say that it's a dead end.

0:41:17.920 --> 0:41:21.600
<v Speaker 3>Or well, you're talking about saying an inmate that's got

0:41:21.840 --> 0:41:25.480
<v Speaker 3>in charge for a double murder. Yeah, right, and now

0:41:25.520 --> 0:41:29.280
<v Speaker 3>he's asking for funding, not just any funding, he's asking

0:41:29.320 --> 0:41:32.920
<v Speaker 3>for ten or twenty grand. Why he's the inmate to

0:41:33.040 --> 0:41:37.200
<v Speaker 3>study so one on the clock back no way in

0:41:37.239 --> 0:41:37.640
<v Speaker 3>the world.

0:41:37.760 --> 0:41:42.040
<v Speaker 1>Well that's the public. When I say the public, there's

0:41:42.080 --> 0:41:45.920
<v Speaker 1>a view of public view that why are we rewarding

0:41:45.960 --> 0:41:48.920
<v Speaker 1>people for going to prison? And that's the type of

0:41:48.920 --> 0:41:54.680
<v Speaker 1>pushback as well. Do it And yeah, understandable counter argument

0:41:54.760 --> 0:41:59.640
<v Speaker 1>to that is it, well, if I look at it

0:41:59.640 --> 0:42:03.200
<v Speaker 1>this way, let people study when they're in prison, because

0:42:03.239 --> 0:42:05.040
<v Speaker 1>if they come out and that stears them in the

0:42:05.120 --> 0:42:09.319
<v Speaker 1>right direction fiscally. From a monetary point of view, the

0:42:09.360 --> 0:42:12.960
<v Speaker 1>money you've spent on getting someone in education if they

0:42:12.960 --> 0:42:16.720
<v Speaker 1>don't reoffend, is money well spent because the amount of costs.

0:42:16.719 --> 0:42:19.480
<v Speaker 1>I forget the figures. It's I'm throwing this out there.

0:42:19.560 --> 0:42:21.680
<v Speaker 1>Could be completely wrong, but just from a memory, it's

0:42:21.719 --> 0:42:23.719
<v Speaker 1>like one hundred and fifty thousand dollars a year to

0:42:23.800 --> 0:42:24.319
<v Speaker 1>house one.

0:42:25.480 --> 0:42:27.680
<v Speaker 3>From memory, I think it's a one hundred and seventy

0:42:27.760 --> 0:42:29.640
<v Speaker 3>one or one hundred and sixty one thousand a year.

0:42:29.719 --> 0:42:30.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah.

0:42:30.280 --> 0:42:33.160
<v Speaker 3>And then on top of that, basically every time INMKE

0:42:33.200 --> 0:42:35.239
<v Speaker 3>it's on a truck it's like eleven hundred dollars or

0:42:35.280 --> 0:42:36.920
<v Speaker 3>something that's a revolving doal.

0:42:37.400 --> 0:42:40.000
<v Speaker 1>And the police and the impact it has on victims

0:42:40.000 --> 0:42:44.600
<v Speaker 1>and the victims of crime. So to me putting money

0:42:44.680 --> 0:42:48.000
<v Speaker 1>in to help educate people, I don't think it's soft,

0:42:48.080 --> 0:42:50.920
<v Speaker 1>as ken Marzo said, It's not getting soft, it's getting

0:42:50.960 --> 0:42:51.760
<v Speaker 1>smart on crime.

0:42:51.880 --> 0:42:52.440
<v Speaker 2>That's right.

0:42:52.840 --> 0:42:56.920
<v Speaker 3>So now inside mcquarie Correctional Center, Yeah, they run a

0:42:56.960 --> 0:43:01.680
<v Speaker 3>traineeship which is essentially a diploma but workplace engagement. So

0:43:02.280 --> 0:43:05.040
<v Speaker 3>the guys get to go down with the Zappos and

0:43:05.120 --> 0:43:08.720
<v Speaker 3>do their work hours. So while they're inmates, they're actually

0:43:08.719 --> 0:43:13.279
<v Speaker 3>getting out with a diploma work qualified to go and

0:43:13.400 --> 0:43:15.960
<v Speaker 3>do work in the community services field. So now it's

0:43:16.120 --> 0:43:18.520
<v Speaker 3>now it's implemented into the jail system.

0:43:19.320 --> 0:43:24.080
<v Speaker 1>To me, it make sense. The trick is where you

0:43:24.200 --> 0:43:27.400
<v Speaker 1>go from that jail system, and you were talking about it,

0:43:27.480 --> 0:43:30.080
<v Speaker 1>you were scared of getting out of jail than you

0:43:30.120 --> 0:43:32.680
<v Speaker 1>were going into jail. Talk us through that, because I

0:43:32.719 --> 0:43:36.560
<v Speaker 1>don't think people realize how terrifying it can be when

0:43:36.600 --> 0:43:38.760
<v Speaker 1>you're used to an environment and all of a sudden,

0:43:39.719 --> 0:43:41.440
<v Speaker 1>I've been released into the world.

0:43:41.640 --> 0:43:46.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. So yeah, so it's really tough. I guess, Like.

0:43:47.560 --> 0:43:50.240
<v Speaker 3>I guess, if you want people to succeed in life,

0:43:50.280 --> 0:43:51.960
<v Speaker 3>you have to you have to take a chance on

0:43:52.000 --> 0:43:54.560
<v Speaker 3>them anyway, you know, Like I think some of the

0:43:54.600 --> 0:43:56.719
<v Speaker 3>hardest things for people to get their head around. And

0:43:56.760 --> 0:44:00.400
<v Speaker 3>you see someone that's been broadcasted over the news, and

0:44:00.480 --> 0:44:03.400
<v Speaker 3>let's face it, they have to sell papers, right, So

0:44:03.520 --> 0:44:07.960
<v Speaker 3>this so let's just say in a for example, Now

0:44:08.480 --> 0:44:12.239
<v Speaker 3>say for instance, the news get a hold of this

0:44:12.280 --> 0:44:14.400
<v Speaker 3>guy going in to do one two free, but the

0:44:14.440 --> 0:44:17.120
<v Speaker 3>papers have said one two free back then, and so

0:44:17.200 --> 0:44:19.760
<v Speaker 3>there's a massive like a confliction.

0:44:21.080 --> 0:44:23.719
<v Speaker 2>People are like, but hang on, why would you like that?

0:44:23.760 --> 0:44:25.040
<v Speaker 2>Could I do that? When he done this.

0:44:25.080 --> 0:44:26.360
<v Speaker 1>Out you've got the headlines.

0:44:27.200 --> 0:44:29.759
<v Speaker 3>But see then these guys go and do this, and

0:44:29.800 --> 0:44:31.600
<v Speaker 3>they're given that opportunity to go. Do you know how

0:44:31.640 --> 0:44:34.160
<v Speaker 3>many people that have left Macquarie for Extiononal Center and

0:44:34.200 --> 0:44:37.920
<v Speaker 3>have succeeding. They're actually succeeding. So by me coming on

0:44:38.040 --> 0:44:42.680
<v Speaker 3>here and talking is to get that message across. So

0:44:42.920 --> 0:44:45.840
<v Speaker 3>right now, I'm still doing a diploma. I applied for

0:44:45.920 --> 0:44:48.120
<v Speaker 3>my working with children checked while I was still in Cussy.

0:44:48.760 --> 0:44:51.960
<v Speaker 3>They got knocked back. Right, I don't have any domestic

0:44:52.040 --> 0:44:58.400
<v Speaker 3>violence crimes. I've never like all my crimes and they

0:44:58.520 --> 0:45:01.680
<v Speaker 3>are all club related. I'm not excusing any of it.

0:45:02.440 --> 0:45:06.440
<v Speaker 3>Not my crimes are my crimes. Now for the public

0:45:07.040 --> 0:45:11.520
<v Speaker 3>to then be able to accept someone, this is why

0:45:11.880 --> 0:45:15.440
<v Speaker 3>we touched on why people go into dark places and

0:45:15.440 --> 0:45:19.319
<v Speaker 3>why things happen. So I'm not excusing my behavior, but

0:45:19.440 --> 0:45:22.000
<v Speaker 3>I have told you there's a reason that my behavior

0:45:22.040 --> 0:45:27.239
<v Speaker 3>did go down this avenue and now I want to

0:45:27.280 --> 0:45:29.319
<v Speaker 3>take everything that I've learned and I want to take

0:45:29.320 --> 0:45:29.839
<v Speaker 3>it back out.

0:45:29.760 --> 0:45:31.080
<v Speaker 2>And I want to help and I want to have

0:45:31.120 --> 0:45:31.680
<v Speaker 2>an impact.

0:45:31.920 --> 0:45:35.279
<v Speaker 3>I want to go into juvenile corrections where there's all

0:45:35.320 --> 0:45:38.920
<v Speaker 3>these young guys I might not get through to. If

0:45:38.920 --> 0:45:41.880
<v Speaker 3>I can get through to one, you think about that family.

0:45:42.160 --> 0:45:44.319
<v Speaker 3>You think about that mother and father. How grateful love

0:45:44.360 --> 0:45:47.640
<v Speaker 3>we to get their kid back. I just done time

0:45:47.920 --> 0:45:52.840
<v Speaker 3>with eighteen year old kids that are doing murder whacks

0:45:53.680 --> 0:45:55.160
<v Speaker 3>for this postcode bullshit.

0:45:55.560 --> 0:45:55.799
<v Speaker 2>Right.

0:45:56.280 --> 0:45:58.400
<v Speaker 3>I don't even know what well they're in. They're just

0:45:58.520 --> 0:46:02.719
<v Speaker 3>running around. They're listen these gangster wrap. They see all

0:46:02.800 --> 0:46:06.400
<v Speaker 3>this that like, they see the way that we conduct

0:46:06.440 --> 0:46:09.000
<v Speaker 3>ourselves and that when we're out and gangs and that

0:46:09.040 --> 0:46:11.440
<v Speaker 3>sort of thing, and they think it's great and that's

0:46:11.480 --> 0:46:13.080
<v Speaker 3>what they want to be. But they don't know what

0:46:13.160 --> 0:46:16.000
<v Speaker 3>it is right until it's too late, until they've torn

0:46:16.040 --> 0:46:20.959
<v Speaker 3>their family apart, until they've ruined their lives, and when

0:46:20.960 --> 0:46:24.080
<v Speaker 3>they do realize what they've done wrong, they got to

0:46:24.120 --> 0:46:24.520
<v Speaker 3>live with that.

0:46:25.160 --> 0:46:25.920
<v Speaker 2>It might be easy.

0:46:25.960 --> 0:46:28.080
<v Speaker 3>Then, it might be easy when you've got the boys

0:46:28.080 --> 0:46:30.440
<v Speaker 3>there with you, when you're on the drugs, when you're

0:46:30.440 --> 0:46:32.399
<v Speaker 3>doing this, when you're doing that. But when you get

0:46:32.440 --> 0:46:35.520
<v Speaker 3>back to being you, when you look and you're looking

0:46:35.520 --> 0:46:37.560
<v Speaker 3>at yourself in the mirror and you're wondering who you

0:46:37.600 --> 0:46:41.240
<v Speaker 3>are and you're wondering why you know or for something

0:46:41.280 --> 0:46:44.360
<v Speaker 3>so stupid. If I can get into t all these people,

0:46:45.120 --> 0:46:47.920
<v Speaker 3>it's not what you think is. Outside looking in is

0:46:48.000 --> 0:46:49.399
<v Speaker 3>much better than inside looking out.

0:46:50.160 --> 0:46:51.239
<v Speaker 2>I can assure.

0:46:50.920 --> 0:46:54.160
<v Speaker 1>You well, like with what they have at Macquarie, which

0:46:54.440 --> 0:46:57.360
<v Speaker 1>is good for where you got to that, but obviously

0:46:57.440 --> 0:47:01.080
<v Speaker 1>the ideal way would be preventing people going in there

0:47:01.680 --> 0:47:04.680
<v Speaker 1>and those get those young fellas and I bang on

0:47:04.840 --> 0:47:08.480
<v Speaker 1>about it here on the podcast, but people who have

0:47:08.719 --> 0:47:11.600
<v Speaker 1>got that lived experience carry more weight with the kids

0:47:11.600 --> 0:47:12.239
<v Speaker 1>that are going off.

0:47:12.440 --> 0:47:12.960
<v Speaker 2>That's right.

0:47:13.719 --> 0:47:16.839
<v Speaker 1>If you've got let's call a young punk going I'm

0:47:16.840 --> 0:47:18.440
<v Speaker 1>going to be this, I'm going to be that. I'm

0:47:18.440 --> 0:47:21.000
<v Speaker 1>going to be everything you were a biking this and that,

0:47:21.239 --> 0:47:24.000
<v Speaker 1>and you can sit them down and go mate, I

0:47:24.040 --> 0:47:26.080
<v Speaker 1>went down this path and this is what happened to me.

0:47:26.480 --> 0:47:30.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm telling you exactly. There's other paths that you can take.

0:47:31.080 --> 0:47:32.000
<v Speaker 1>There's no glory in.

0:47:32.000 --> 0:47:35.759
<v Speaker 3>It and depending on and my guess is that a

0:47:35.760 --> 0:47:37.880
<v Speaker 3>lot of these people are probably dealing with something that

0:47:37.920 --> 0:47:42.200
<v Speaker 3>I was dealing with being identity issues too, and it's

0:47:42.239 --> 0:47:45.960
<v Speaker 3>just natural part of growing up. I just think that

0:47:46.000 --> 0:47:49.520
<v Speaker 3>there's it's just a different way, and I think we can.

0:47:50.480 --> 0:47:53.520
<v Speaker 3>I think that we can try and do more, do

0:47:53.640 --> 0:47:56.719
<v Speaker 3>more to prevent it. All we're doing is making the

0:47:57.320 --> 0:48:00.279
<v Speaker 3>work harder for the police. We're making it hard for

0:48:00.320 --> 0:48:02.520
<v Speaker 3>the families to get on and live. Like, do you

0:48:02.560 --> 0:48:05.120
<v Speaker 3>think about these what are the kids that I told

0:48:05.120 --> 0:48:07.120
<v Speaker 3>you about that I was doing time with. Now there's

0:48:07.160 --> 0:48:09.920
<v Speaker 3>a reason that that they murdered whoever it was, and

0:48:09.960 --> 0:48:12.319
<v Speaker 3>it's not because they were a good person. But what

0:48:12.400 --> 0:48:15.880
<v Speaker 3>about that person's family that just lost their son because

0:48:16.120 --> 0:48:18.200
<v Speaker 3>he had some kind of idea that got into his

0:48:18.200 --> 0:48:20.000
<v Speaker 3>head three months ago and he thought it was this

0:48:20.120 --> 0:48:20.360
<v Speaker 3>and that.

0:48:21.000 --> 0:48:25.120
<v Speaker 1>Look, I've seen the chaos that surrounds. Yeah, one person

0:48:25.200 --> 0:48:29.200
<v Speaker 1>being murdered or severely severely injured, the family of the

0:48:29.280 --> 0:48:31.800
<v Speaker 1>victim obviously, and the friends of the victim.

0:48:31.920 --> 0:48:34.640
<v Speaker 3>You're multiple people, well you know, more than maybe that

0:48:34.800 --> 0:48:35.440
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, you know.

0:48:35.640 --> 0:48:40.600
<v Speaker 1>And then the offender's family. Yeah, that might be your parents.

0:48:40.800 --> 0:48:44.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm sure that. Yeah, if you did something that they're

0:48:44.080 --> 0:48:46.080
<v Speaker 1>just gone. Oh no, something that would have kept you

0:48:46.120 --> 0:48:48.840
<v Speaker 1>in jail for life, which there was always always a

0:48:48.920 --> 0:48:52.160
<v Speaker 1>chance with the life that you were living. Yeah, their

0:48:52.200 --> 0:48:55.759
<v Speaker 1>lives are destroyed, your kids' lives. Like yeah, there's so

0:48:56.000 --> 0:48:57.840
<v Speaker 1>many same many things earth.

0:48:57.880 --> 0:49:00.480
<v Speaker 3>And also but also too, like I told, I come

0:49:00.480 --> 0:49:03.720
<v Speaker 3>from a beautiful family. I come from a very strong family.

0:49:04.719 --> 0:49:09.160
<v Speaker 3>I kept myself separated from that, not entirely, but for

0:49:09.239 --> 0:49:12.799
<v Speaker 3>a veryvery long time because there are for the reasons

0:49:12.840 --> 0:49:16.080
<v Speaker 3>to do, and also with what was going on, and

0:49:16.360 --> 0:49:18.560
<v Speaker 3>like years and years ago, there was a pretty wild

0:49:18.640 --> 0:49:20.600
<v Speaker 3>incident that come to mom and Dad's house where we

0:49:20.680 --> 0:49:23.440
<v Speaker 3>used to live, and you know, I promised myself that

0:49:23.440 --> 0:49:25.759
<v Speaker 3>that would never happen again. But now I'm back with them,

0:49:25.800 --> 0:49:27.919
<v Speaker 3>and it's great, and these things are really good.

0:49:27.960 --> 0:49:28.200
<v Speaker 1>You know.

0:49:29.680 --> 0:49:32.920
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'm so grateful for the second chance, the second

0:49:32.920 --> 0:49:35.759
<v Speaker 3>opportunity that I'm not going to say that I was

0:49:35.800 --> 0:49:38.480
<v Speaker 3>given because I gave it to myself. I did it myself,

0:49:38.520 --> 0:49:40.400
<v Speaker 3>you know, like the odds were on for me not

0:49:40.440 --> 0:49:46.000
<v Speaker 3>to succeed, and I proved so many people wrong. And

0:49:46.040 --> 0:49:49.000
<v Speaker 3>there's so many people that I'm grateful for the experience

0:49:49.040 --> 0:49:52.320
<v Speaker 3>that and I'm still experiencing it. Like I said, I

0:49:52.320 --> 0:49:53.520
<v Speaker 3>don't quite know who I am.

0:49:53.719 --> 0:49:56.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well you know how long you've been out for

0:49:56.480 --> 0:50:00.839
<v Speaker 1>eight months? Okay, so it's all new to you. Yeah,

0:50:00.560 --> 0:50:02.600
<v Speaker 1>so feeling feeling your way?

0:50:02.920 --> 0:50:03.319
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. So.

0:50:03.480 --> 0:50:06.279
<v Speaker 3>But for like, I'm doing a lot of social media

0:50:06.320 --> 0:50:08.000
<v Speaker 3>stuff around my art and that Now.

0:50:08.600 --> 0:50:10.600
<v Speaker 1>Where can people find find your art?

0:50:10.680 --> 0:50:11.000
<v Speaker 2>Okay?

0:50:11.080 --> 0:50:15.080
<v Speaker 3>So on TikTok at at see the Art crim so

0:50:15.520 --> 0:50:19.080
<v Speaker 3>actually so a T s Y. That's my art signature.

0:50:19.480 --> 0:50:22.160
<v Speaker 3>For obviously promotional reasons to do with it. I called

0:50:22.160 --> 0:50:26.319
<v Speaker 3>myself at See the Art crim Okay. Now, part of

0:50:26.360 --> 0:50:29.359
<v Speaker 3>it is going to be for me to be able

0:50:29.400 --> 0:50:33.000
<v Speaker 3>to maybe influence other people to get involved with art

0:50:33.000 --> 0:50:35.920
<v Speaker 3>if they've been through drama or other sorts of things.

0:50:35.960 --> 0:50:39.520
<v Speaker 3>And obviously I want to showcase my work. So I've

0:50:39.560 --> 0:50:41.560
<v Speaker 3>been going live each night at eight o'clock, which is

0:50:41.600 --> 0:50:44.520
<v Speaker 3>a bit weird because I don't understand how TikTok works.

0:50:45.000 --> 0:50:47.799
<v Speaker 3>I've got mate, I've got people coming up on the

0:50:47.840 --> 0:50:50.800
<v Speaker 3>screen and doing these battle things, and I'm just sitting

0:50:50.840 --> 0:50:52.040
<v Speaker 3>there smiling and talking.

0:50:52.040 --> 0:50:53.400
<v Speaker 2>I've got no idea what's going on?

0:50:53.440 --> 0:50:56.640
<v Speaker 1>Good luck? Be careful, yeah, get your kids to tell

0:50:56.640 --> 0:50:59.640
<v Speaker 1>you what to do. Yeah, they know my kids take

0:50:59.680 --> 0:51:02.640
<v Speaker 1>my phone off me. No, Yeah, just don't do that.

0:51:02.640 --> 0:51:03.520
<v Speaker 2>That's crazy.

0:51:03.480 --> 0:51:06.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Look, it is a new medium and it's a

0:51:06.560 --> 0:51:10.399
<v Speaker 1>way to get messages out and get your art out there.

0:51:10.400 --> 0:51:13.680
<v Speaker 1>But if that's an example of your work, you could

0:51:13.719 --> 0:51:14.880
<v Speaker 1>have told me that was a fader.

0:51:15.200 --> 0:51:15.399
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:51:15.880 --> 0:51:18.960
<v Speaker 1>I can't believe the detail that you put in. How

0:51:19.000 --> 0:51:20.640
<v Speaker 1>long did it take you to paint that?

0:51:20.920 --> 0:51:23.360
<v Speaker 3>Okay, so that didn't take me very long. I already

0:51:23.400 --> 0:51:26.920
<v Speaker 3>painted it before, so I kind of knew where I

0:51:26.960 --> 0:51:31.759
<v Speaker 3>was going. And it's monochromatic, so it's in black and white,

0:51:32.600 --> 0:51:34.800
<v Speaker 3>so it takes that color element.

0:51:34.480 --> 0:51:34.880
<v Speaker 2>Out of it.

0:51:35.120 --> 0:51:37.640
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so it probably only took me around ten hours.

0:51:38.160 --> 0:51:40.120
<v Speaker 3>If I were to produced the same thing in color,

0:51:40.280 --> 0:51:44.120
<v Speaker 3>it would probably take me probably around forty hours.

0:51:44.160 --> 0:51:46.480
<v Speaker 1>Made me a bit longer, you know, Jesus, there's a

0:51:46.520 --> 0:51:49.160
<v Speaker 1>real talent there. Is it all your type of art?

0:51:49.239 --> 0:51:51.320
<v Speaker 1>Is it all portraits or no? No?

0:51:51.600 --> 0:51:54.800
<v Speaker 2>So I do. I haven't really found my style.

0:51:55.000 --> 0:51:59.760
<v Speaker 3>I just love painting, so I do landscapes, animals more

0:52:00.719 --> 0:52:04.280
<v Speaker 3>Like I said, that's a realism painting. So I painted

0:52:04.280 --> 0:52:07.920
<v Speaker 3>one of two pac which is not so much realism.

0:52:07.960 --> 0:52:10.040
<v Speaker 3>But I guess more I don't really know all the

0:52:10.280 --> 0:52:12.680
<v Speaker 3>all the words that go with it, but more expression

0:52:12.719 --> 0:52:15.239
<v Speaker 3>is them or something like that, I guess, But I

0:52:15.280 --> 0:52:17.839
<v Speaker 3>just like to paint, so I don't really restrict myself.

0:52:17.640 --> 0:52:19.920
<v Speaker 1>How many hours you spending the week painting.

0:52:22.280 --> 0:52:25.360
<v Speaker 3>Funny enough, over the last two weeks with trying to

0:52:25.400 --> 0:52:28.360
<v Speaker 3>work out this social I haven't actually I haven't actually

0:52:28.440 --> 0:52:31.440
<v Speaker 3>got too much time up on the paintbrush. But I

0:52:31.480 --> 0:52:34.319
<v Speaker 3>promised myself because of all that that I'll put in

0:52:34.320 --> 0:52:36.400
<v Speaker 3>a lot more. But I like to spend, you know,

0:52:36.440 --> 0:52:37.880
<v Speaker 3>a few hours every night painting.

0:52:37.920 --> 0:52:42.760
<v Speaker 1>Here. Your family pleased with the person that ye walked

0:52:42.760 --> 0:52:43.320
<v Speaker 1>out the gates?

0:52:43.400 --> 0:52:46.640
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, definitely, yeah, they and you know what, like I'm

0:52:46.680 --> 0:52:49.680
<v Speaker 3>in they used to come and visit me and like

0:52:49.800 --> 0:52:53.319
<v Speaker 3>I'd get a lot of wrap from the offices like

0:52:53.360 --> 0:52:57.000
<v Speaker 3>on their way in, and also inmates to my parents

0:52:57.040 --> 0:52:59.440
<v Speaker 3>and everything. I guess, you know, for what it was,

0:52:59.440 --> 0:53:01.200
<v Speaker 3>they had to find some way to find a way

0:53:01.239 --> 0:53:01.840
<v Speaker 3>to be proud of you.

0:53:01.760 --> 0:53:02.040
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:53:02.200 --> 0:53:04.000
<v Speaker 1>Well, when I was talking to you on the phone

0:53:04.000 --> 0:53:06.880
<v Speaker 1>the other other day, I heard your mum in the back. Yeah. Yeah,

0:53:07.000 --> 0:53:08.360
<v Speaker 1>she sounds like a bit of a character.

0:53:08.600 --> 0:53:11.239
<v Speaker 2>She's a character, all right, Yeah, she's the best man.

0:53:11.600 --> 0:53:15.239
<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, I appreciate you coming on here, and we

0:53:15.360 --> 0:53:18.520
<v Speaker 1>both talked about the messaging that we wanted to get across,

0:53:18.520 --> 0:53:21.400
<v Speaker 1>and that was very much about a different way of

0:53:21.440 --> 0:53:25.600
<v Speaker 1>doing the prison system. Yeah, but yeah, we this podcast.

0:53:25.719 --> 0:53:29.240
<v Speaker 1>We'd love stories of redemption and turning your life around.

0:53:29.239 --> 0:53:32.600
<v Speaker 1>And yeah, I think full credit to you, and I

0:53:33.040 --> 0:53:36.000
<v Speaker 1>genuinely mean this. So I hope, because it's not long

0:53:36.040 --> 0:53:37.799
<v Speaker 1>that you've been out, I hope you can stay on

0:53:37.880 --> 0:53:43.239
<v Speaker 1>the stay on the journey. Yeah, and yeah, enjoy your life.

0:53:44.480 --> 0:53:47.040
<v Speaker 1>It's better on the outside percent.

0:53:47.600 --> 0:53:50.320
<v Speaker 3>I just want to say too, So if any inmates,

0:53:50.360 --> 0:53:53.640
<v Speaker 3>for anyone, if they're getting out and they're struggling, you

0:53:53.680 --> 0:53:56.160
<v Speaker 3>can you can send me a message on or TikTok

0:53:56.239 --> 0:53:57.880
<v Speaker 3>whatever and I'll do whatever I can to help you.

0:53:57.920 --> 0:53:59.759
<v Speaker 3>If you need some advice or someone to talk to her.

0:54:00.760 --> 0:54:04.560
<v Speaker 1>I think that's a good idea. Again, someone someone that's experienced.

0:54:04.800 --> 0:54:09.120
<v Speaker 1>And yeah, I've spoken to people without giving up names

0:54:09.160 --> 0:54:13.920
<v Speaker 1>that have known you and said that you're hitting in

0:54:13.960 --> 0:54:14.640
<v Speaker 1>the right direction.

0:54:14.760 --> 0:54:17.040
<v Speaker 3>So yeah, it's been good and I've had the support

0:54:17.600 --> 0:54:19.960
<v Speaker 3>to go with it, and it's kind OF's a good feeling.

0:54:19.960 --> 0:54:20.279
<v Speaker 2>I guess.

0:54:20.640 --> 0:54:22.960
<v Speaker 3>To get that support, I had to prove myself too,

0:54:23.000 --> 0:54:26.919
<v Speaker 3>So you know, I didn't just come from nowhere. So well, sorry,

0:54:26.920 --> 0:54:29.640
<v Speaker 3>there's one that I just want to please, a bit

0:54:29.640 --> 0:54:34.279
<v Speaker 3>of a carne. She's left the corrections now, but she

0:54:34.400 --> 0:54:36.680
<v Speaker 3>used to go above and beyond for the boys as well.

0:54:36.760 --> 0:54:40.760
<v Speaker 1>So now again, these are people who are making making

0:54:40.800 --> 0:54:43.799
<v Speaker 1>the difference, like a good corrective services officer if they're

0:54:43.840 --> 0:54:47.680
<v Speaker 1>just helping one person in there, yeah great, and yeah,

0:54:48.040 --> 0:54:51.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm sure wind it back. I don't know, six years

0:54:51.680 --> 0:54:53.920
<v Speaker 1>ago when you first started in super Max, I didn't think.

0:54:54.040 --> 0:54:56.279
<v Speaker 1>I don't think you would have been thinking I'm going

0:54:56.320 --> 0:54:59.919
<v Speaker 1>to sit here with a detective inspector from a gang

0:55:00.040 --> 0:55:03.200
<v Speaker 1>squad talking about corrective services officers that are.

0:55:03.440 --> 0:55:06.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, been great to be I appreciate it.

0:55:06.560 --> 0:55:09.120
<v Speaker 1>No, I appreciate your making the effort. So all the

0:55:09.160 --> 0:55:09.960
<v Speaker 1>best for the future.

0:55:10.040 --> 0:55:11.160
<v Speaker 2>Thank you. I appreciate it.

0:55:11.320 --> 0:55:14.400
<v Speaker 1>And just add if people want to find out more

0:55:14.480 --> 0:55:17.360
<v Speaker 1>about what went on in the Quarie Correctional Center of

0:55:17.400 --> 0:55:21.280
<v Speaker 1>the podcast episode Breaking Badness, it goes in the great

0:55:21.280 --> 0:55:24.120
<v Speaker 1>detail the type of thing that Adam has been talking

0:55:24.160 --> 0:55:26.160
<v Speaker 1>about and really give you a sense of what goes

0:55:26.200 --> 0:55:27.560
<v Speaker 1>on in that prison.

0:55:27.840 --> 0:55:29.600
<v Speaker 2>All right, thank you, Thanks you guys,