WEBVTT - Jaidyn Stephenson - Free from the AFL at 25

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't feel like as I was doing it, I

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<v Speaker 1>was being sneaky and deceitful. So I of just did

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<v Speaker 1>it and didn't really think a whole lot of it,

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<v Speaker 1>And it wasn't until weeks later I've stuffed up here.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm John Ralph and I'm Glenn MacFarlane.

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<v Speaker 3>Welcome to Sacked, a podcast that explores what really happens

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<v Speaker 3>when the ax falls in the AFL world. Will take

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<v Speaker 3>you behind the scenes with some of the biggest names

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<v Speaker 3>in football and find out how they found out their

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<v Speaker 3>time was up and who.

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<v Speaker 4>Pulled the trigger.

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<v Speaker 3>Thirty eight goals, a Grand Final appearance and the rising

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<v Speaker 3>star in Jaden Stephenson's debou year would have had Pies

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<v Speaker 3>fans salivating at the prospect of a generational talent, but

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<v Speaker 3>just two years later, punctuated by a gambling scandal, he

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<v Speaker 3>was out at the Pies and after four middling years

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<v Speaker 3>at the Ruse, he turned his back on the AFL

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<v Speaker 3>all together at twenty five.

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<v Speaker 4>So how did it all go wrong?

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<v Speaker 2>Jaden Stevenson, Welcome to the podcast. Mate.

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<v Speaker 5>One hundred and twenty two games, seven seasons, a rising star,

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<v Speaker 5>two clubs.

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<v Speaker 2>When you put your head on the pillar at night.

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<v Speaker 5>Do you think of the soaring highs of the MCG

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<v Speaker 5>or the fact that your career finished a little bit

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<v Speaker 5>quicker than you probably had originally planned.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think it's a good, good mix of both. Yeah, obviously, yea.

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<v Speaker 6>It came in.

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<v Speaker 1>It was very fortunate to play early and at Collingwood

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<v Speaker 1>been the biggest, biggest club in the AFL, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was sort of a will win that whole first year.

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<v Speaker 1>And then obviously was able to see probably more the

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<v Speaker 1>lows of AFL after that, obviously getting traded going to

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<v Speaker 1>a different club where we weren't winning, there wasn't success,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was able to see both sides of it,

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<v Speaker 1>which you know, like you said, it might have been

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit shorter than we hoped, but I got

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<v Speaker 1>to see all of it.

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<v Speaker 3>I think, what's life like away from AFL football? Like

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<v Speaker 3>everyone says, you know, why wouldn't you want to be

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<v Speaker 3>an ANFL star? But how much you're enjoying just the

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<v Speaker 3>little things, the decisions you can make, the freedom that

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<v Speaker 3>you have, the lack of pressure, I'd imagine, and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>from that day to day existence.

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<v Speaker 1>Hit the nail on the head just that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>when you're in the AFL system. You're a role model

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<v Speaker 1>for younger people. You're in the public eye, you're to

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<v Speaker 1>sort of support the club, so you're always looking at

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<v Speaker 1>what am I doing?

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<v Speaker 6>Is that the right thing?

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<v Speaker 1>Am I giving the right image of how I want

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<v Speaker 1>to be portrayed, how the club wants to be portrayed.

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<v Speaker 1>And the fact now that you can just sort of

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<v Speaker 1>I can do and not have to think and yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>really just live life freely. It's certainly enjoyable.

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<v Speaker 3>That feels like that's almost metally training, you know, all

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<v Speaker 3>that stuff, those micro decisions every single single moment, rather

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<v Speaker 3>than living your life.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I wouldn't necessarily say training. It was an incredible

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<v Speaker 1>experience and I love being a part of it. But

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<v Speaker 1>when you do step outside of it, like I was

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<v Speaker 1>talking to Glen before, you come straight in from high school,

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<v Speaker 1>you finish finish high school straight into an AFL, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's just in your face now being able to sit

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<v Speaker 1>back and have a look, it's certainly less stressful, a

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<v Speaker 1>lot less pressure.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>That word free, is that what you feel like you

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<v Speaker 2>are now? Free?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 6>Certainly, I think it's one word, one way you can

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<v Speaker 6>put it.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, Yeah, just take us back to the start when

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<v Speaker 5>you were the gun young kid pretty much. I think

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<v Speaker 5>you played in four premierships as a junior. You were

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<v Speaker 5>starting a couple of bags of ten as well. Tell

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<v Speaker 5>us about junior days for you. Yeah, junior days was

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<v Speaker 5>were awesome. Everything just seemed to happen. Happened well. Started

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<v Speaker 5>off at Upway to Como. I went to Finsray Galley,

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<v Speaker 5>like you touched on. Was able to win some flags,

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<v Speaker 5>only one three of them. Actually, I've given you one

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<v Speaker 5>the fourth one, I still give you twenty eight.

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<v Speaker 2>Start with the fourth one.

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<v Speaker 6>No, there's no sob.

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<v Speaker 4>Sorry.

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<v Speaker 6>I was playing Eastern Rangers.

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<v Speaker 1>I've played the whole year there and didn't qualify for

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<v Speaker 1>my local team, but they won by seventy points.

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<v Speaker 2>You can claim that.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think just going up in that environment we

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<v Speaker 1>had we had such an amazing team. Yeah, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>not the most talented, that's for sure, but every single

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<v Speaker 1>person had each other's back, and you know, there's little

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<v Speaker 1>clicks within teams everywhere, but we all got along so

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<v Speaker 1>well and it was a big part of our success.

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<v Speaker 6>We wanted to play for each other.

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<v Speaker 1>And we didn't didn't care about who was the one

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<v Speaker 1>kicking the goals, who was the one having thirty forty touches.

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<v Speaker 6>As long as we're winning, we were happy.

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<v Speaker 1>It's got of innocent times almost, Yeah, exactly, there's nothing

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<v Speaker 1>better Like you go to school, you work hard during

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<v Speaker 1>the week. So your Tuesday Thursday nights training that was

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<v Speaker 1>probably the best two nights of the week. And then

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<v Speaker 1>you're obviously looking forward to Sunday, which was game time.

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<v Speaker 4>We want did you get on the AFL draft radar?

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<v Speaker 3>And Kevin Sheen at one stage thought like, this play's

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<v Speaker 3>going to go at number one and obviously you're pretty.

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<v Speaker 4>Close to that.

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<v Speaker 3>When did it turn into Okay, this is a business

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<v Speaker 3>for me and I can set myself up with an

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<v Speaker 3>AFL career.

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<v Speaker 6>Like I touched on. So I just went with the

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<v Speaker 6>flow to start with.

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<v Speaker 1>Played in the under twelve state team, which you know, as

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<v Speaker 1>a twelve year old grade six, I think you're a

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<v Speaker 1>big dog.

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<v Speaker 6>I had a lot of confidence. So something like that

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<v Speaker 6>was an amazing experience.

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<v Speaker 1>And there's been, you know, a lot of players in

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<v Speaker 1>that side that have gone on to have good careers.

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<v Speaker 1>But under sixteens played the Eastern Rangers Under sixteen underage

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<v Speaker 1>tournament thing and was very fortunate to get a game

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<v Speaker 1>in the Under eighteens as a sixteen year old and

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<v Speaker 1>ended up playing the four finals there as well. In

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<v Speaker 1>a Grand final on Eddie had which was first real

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<v Speaker 1>exposure to playing on an AFL based ground.

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<v Speaker 7>We saw James Stevens move from playing as a half

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<v Speaker 7>forward into the midfield. It was something that took a

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<v Speaker 7>little bit of time, but the progression finally got there

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<v Speaker 7>in the second half of the season where he was outstanding.

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<v Speaker 7>He's quick, he takes marks above your seat, he kicks goals,

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<v Speaker 7>kicked five goals and had twenty eight possessions from a

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<v Speaker 7>wing of Vic Mattrojur in the carnival. So he's an

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<v Speaker 7>outstanding prospect. He's the X factor of this year's draft.

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<v Speaker 7>We've been seeing it for three years and he's absolutely quality.

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<v Speaker 7>He's Stevenson again looking for number five.

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<v Speaker 4>He's beending that one back.

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<v Speaker 6>Probably after that I thought I might be a chance.

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<v Speaker 5>You didn't win that game, but you dominated pretty much

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<v Speaker 5>that final series. That's probably when you thought I'm right

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<v Speaker 5>in the mix year. Yeah, certainly.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we've played against Oakley and I think we're down

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<v Speaker 1>by I think the scores might have been even at

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<v Speaker 1>three quarter a time. We end up losing by two goals,

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<v Speaker 1>but getting opportunity to play on the week before, played

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<v Speaker 1>on Jacob Wiedering, who was the clear number one draft

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<v Speaker 1>pick at the time. That was a pretty cool experience,

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<v Speaker 1>and Charlie Kurno the week before that, So played against

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<v Speaker 1>these big names as a sixteen year old and the

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<v Speaker 1>next year, what I'm there still playing Eastern Rangers and

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<v Speaker 1>there here kicking bags of goals or stopping both and

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<v Speaker 1>kicking bags a goal.

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<v Speaker 6>So it's a pretty cool experience.

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<v Speaker 3>So leading to the half, Samuel Landsberger, late great our colleague,

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<v Speaker 3>reported on your heart issue, which was something you had

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<v Speaker 3>known about but was a huge drama at the time.

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<v Speaker 3>There take us through the lead into that draft and

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<v Speaker 3>all of a sudden you know that it's a genetic

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<v Speaker 3>condition and you think that it's okay, but you've seen

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<v Speaker 3>clubs all of a sudden having doubt about you.

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<v Speaker 6>Well, actually they did correlate.

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<v Speaker 1>So at the same time they were finding out, I

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<v Speaker 1>was finding out It's not something I always knew about.

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<v Speaker 1>It was picked up through draft testing. So yeah, it

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<v Speaker 1>was a bit of a whirl win for everyone. And yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>especially mum. So like I said, it was genetics, so

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<v Speaker 1>mum has it. She's obviously passed it down to my

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<v Speaker 1>sister and I. So there's a little bit of a

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<v Speaker 1>tough time sort of navigating through all that, starting on

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<v Speaker 1>new medication. What effects are these medications is going to

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<v Speaker 1>have on aerobic capacity all that sort of stuff. So

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<v Speaker 1>it was a long lead up that month before so

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<v Speaker 1>come I think it was November twenty fourth in Sydney.

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<v Speaker 1>Once my name was read out, it was nicest to

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<v Speaker 1>you know.

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<v Speaker 5>But there were worries from your perspective. The World Club's

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<v Speaker 5>not that keen. Were you on a cruise or something

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<v Speaker 5>at one stage with your mum and you're like, am

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<v Speaker 5>I going to get drafted now?

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<v Speaker 1>So we couldn't do schoolies because school he started the

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<v Speaker 1>week of the draft, I think, so I wasn't able

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<v Speaker 1>to do that with my friends. But a couple of

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<v Speaker 1>mates and I and our partners we went on a

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<v Speaker 1>cruise for nine ten days before the draft and it

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<v Speaker 1>arrived in Sydney the morning.

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<v Speaker 6>Off the draft. It was perfect timing. We're nice little

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<v Speaker 6>get away before.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, I think obviously I've spoken to mum

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<v Speaker 1>about it and she was very worried that I wouldn't.

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<v Speaker 6>Get drafted because of it.

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<v Speaker 1>However, I always had that confidence that I've put in enough,

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<v Speaker 1>I've shown enough in the last two years that someone

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<v Speaker 1>will surely take a risk on me at pick sixty

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<v Speaker 1>or seventy or even in the rookie.

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<v Speaker 2>Draft high you were thinking it could push out that high.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well that was like, worst case, I've done enough

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<v Speaker 1>to put myself in a position where I should be drafted,

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<v Speaker 1>and even if the heart does scale off, surely they

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<v Speaker 1>can take a risk with a rookie pick or whatever

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<v Speaker 1>it may be. So I was never really too worried

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<v Speaker 1>about not getting drafted. I just sort of was happy

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<v Speaker 1>to go anywhere and the improve my worth from there.

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<v Speaker 3>So's when did you first get the obviously do the

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<v Speaker 3>draft screening. What was the phone call who told you, look,

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<v Speaker 3>you've got this issue and it might jeopardize an aspect

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<v Speaker 3>of your career.

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<v Speaker 6>We spoke to. It's actually very good question.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't remember a long time ago, the nitty gritty stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>but got sent off to a cardiologist, did lots of tests,

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<v Speaker 1>and they always they thought it was a lot worse

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<v Speaker 1>than it was, just because they were general cardiologists, and

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<v Speaker 1>then got in touch with the sports psychologist. Sought sports

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<v Speaker 1>cardiologist and she was able to, you know, set the

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<v Speaker 1>story straight and show that the risk wasn't as bad

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<v Speaker 1>as we may have thought.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you tell us what exactly what it is?

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<v Speaker 1>It's called long QT syndrome, So it's basically in the

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<v Speaker 1>electrics of the heart. And the easiest way to explain

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<v Speaker 1>it is, you know, on a graph, out goes up, down, up,

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<v Speaker 1>and then scribbles out for a little bit. Supposed to

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<v Speaker 1>go up and come straight back down my and goes

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<v Speaker 1>up and takes too long to come down in the

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<v Speaker 1>QT interval.

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<v Speaker 6>So there's the long QT for you.

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<v Speaker 3>And so eventually Colinwood got clearance and then obviously clearance

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<v Speaker 3>from their board going into that draft. Had they suggested

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<v Speaker 3>to you, had they given you any reassurances at that stage,

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<v Speaker 3>Like you didn't know you're going to go to Collingwood.

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<v Speaker 6>I didn't have any reasure is from them.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd spoken to them the most, so I caught up

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<v Speaker 1>with them three or four times, and it was something

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<v Speaker 1>that there was a club that I didn't really think

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<v Speaker 1>I was going to go to. I was just sort

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<v Speaker 1>of in that like pick six are in a funny

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<v Speaker 1>little spot. I thought maybe I'd go higher, or maybe

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<v Speaker 1>I'd go well lower. Yeah, So I hadn't really paid

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<v Speaker 1>a whole lot of attention to where I thought I

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<v Speaker 1>was going to go. But my whole Mum side of

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<v Speaker 1>the family have been mad Collingwood the whole life.

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<v Speaker 4>My nan.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, she's snuck it snuck in the Bucks's wedding. So

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<v Speaker 1>she's got a photo with Bucks on his wedding days.

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<v Speaker 6>A pretty cool story.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, she had to get in. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know the full details, but she's got the photo. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I used to have the photo in her lund room.

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<v Speaker 3>So and does she like Wedding Crashes is her favorite movie?

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<v Speaker 6>He thinks it might have come she would have pass

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<v Speaker 6>away unfortunately, but yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>I'll have to get that photo on that night there,

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<v Speaker 4>so they pick you.

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<v Speaker 3>I think we did an interview straight afterwards in the

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<v Speaker 3>relief in your face which is palpable.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, like I said, it had been along probably month

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<v Speaker 1>two months before, of doubts, questions, adjusting to life, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>taking this medication and not really having done high intensity

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<v Speaker 1>training at AFL level I suppose with the medication, So

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<v Speaker 1>it was all a bit of a up in the air,

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit of a question mark. So to finally

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<v Speaker 1>get my name read out and thought, okay, now I've

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<v Speaker 1>just got to go out there and show what I

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<v Speaker 1>can do.

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<v Speaker 6>It was a great relief.

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<v Speaker 3>How did the medication affect you and how did it

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<v Speaker 3>affect you, if at all through your career?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, it hasn't, hasn't at all.

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<v Speaker 1>Early days it was three times a day, and that

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<v Speaker 1>was pretty tough to keep up with morning, lunch, dinner,

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<v Speaker 1>and I certainly did miss a few, just no on purpose.

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<v Speaker 6>It's hard to keep track of. But was able to

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<v Speaker 6>get in touch with an American, an American type of

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<v Speaker 6>the same medication that is only once a day, So

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<v Speaker 6>that's made life a whole lot easier. I don't think

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<v Speaker 6>it's had any real effect on my day to day life,

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<v Speaker 6>which is a great result.

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<v Speaker 5>Someone once said Ralphie that walking into Colin was like

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<v Speaker 5>walking into Hollywood in a lot of ways.

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<v Speaker 2>Was that the way it was? You were a hot

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<v Speaker 2>seat me and are hot seat fan? You grow it up.

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<v Speaker 5>You're walking and you meet Eddie straight away, and Bucks

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<v Speaker 5>is there and these amazing players that are there.

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<v Speaker 2>What was it like joining Commingwood?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, certainly, I think Eddie was one of the first

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<v Speaker 1>people I met on the way in and like you said,

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<v Speaker 1>hot seat fans touched back to my name. We used

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<v Speaker 1>to sit there I was four or five years old.

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<v Speaker 1>Always been a bit of a sponge for education and

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<v Speaker 1>learning stuff like the general knowledge I've got in my

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<v Speaker 1>head that's just useless is.

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<v Speaker 6>Well and truly there.

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<v Speaker 1>But we used to Eddie McGuire questions, Nan, can you

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<v Speaker 1>give me ediemcguy? So to meet him first up was amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>And then you know, you walk in the doors, you

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<v Speaker 1>meet Bucks, I mean Nick Maxwell was there, who was

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<v Speaker 1>obviously captain. Then you look up to players, players you've

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<v Speaker 1>been looking up to, Scott Penderby, still side Bottom, these

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<v Speaker 1>kinds of guys, and there they're shaking their hand, getting

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<v Speaker 1>to know your name.

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<v Speaker 6>It's amazing.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, how do you describe that to people?

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<v Speaker 3>Like it's just it's a life changing moment and you're

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<v Speaker 3>like almost can't believe it.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, it's where where your idols become your friends.

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<v Speaker 1>Not necessarily day one, but you can tell it's the

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<v Speaker 1>start of a relationship, and you know, just being able

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<v Speaker 1>to see what these people are like because from the

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<v Speaker 1>outside and I don't know if it's like it as

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<v Speaker 1>an adult, I haven't experienced it, but as a kid

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<v Speaker 1>you look up to him you think, oh, it's amazing

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<v Speaker 1>up here on.

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<v Speaker 6>A pedestal, and then you get there and it's just just.

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<v Speaker 1>Like the normal bloke from hanging out to a local

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<v Speaker 1>footy club or something like that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so you may get in round one in the

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<v Speaker 3>number thirty five jumper, what's that summer like?

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<v Speaker 4>Because as it turns out, it's a pretty special year.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, obviously impressed in those pre season contests and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, all of a sudden you're slot straight in

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<v Speaker 3>round one.

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<v Speaker 5>It looks comfortable already at the level Jadan Stevenson, high

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<v Speaker 5>and long.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's funny when you come he as an eighteen

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<v Speaker 1>year old. You've got all this confidence and no real

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<v Speaker 1>cares not the word, but you've got no pressure on

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<v Speaker 1>you at all, really, no Scar tishue, no Scar tish

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<v Speaker 1>ee Exactly. You come in and they don't really try

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<v Speaker 1>and change you straight away. They just they just go

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<v Speaker 1>right show us what you've got.

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<v Speaker 6>So I was able to just do that.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think as AFL goes on, the more it

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<v Speaker 1>becomes about structure and this, and I think maybe young

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<v Speaker 1>kids can can lose their confidence and their spark a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit depending on how the team going, So that's

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<v Speaker 1>one thing to navigate. But yeah, like I said, came

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<v Speaker 1>in just played on confidence, and as the weeks went

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<v Speaker 1>through Round one, round two, round three, like didn't matter

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<v Speaker 1>whether we won or lost. I knew they were never

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<v Speaker 1>looking at me and going Jesus the fourth game it's

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<v Speaker 1>his fault that we lost.

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<v Speaker 6>So it's a pretty easy easy way.

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<v Speaker 5>To live because after your SAE, I think you said

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<v Speaker 5>somewhere after three games you thought you might have got dropped.

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<v Speaker 2>You weren't sure.

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<v Speaker 5>Then you come out, you go to Adelaide, you kick

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<v Speaker 5>five goals. It's a life changing moment really in a

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<v Speaker 5>sense from you, isn't it.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think that round three was against Carlton. I

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<v Speaker 1>think I had six touches and didn't do much else.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, I'd come in as a four that's

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<v Speaker 1>always kicked goals throughout my junior life, and I hadn't

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<v Speaker 1>kicked one of the first three games.

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<v Speaker 6>I thought, geez, maybe it is a little bit harder

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<v Speaker 6>than I first thought.

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<v Speaker 1>But from yeah, from conversations had with people after that,

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<v Speaker 1>I think most of the coaches and that wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>give me a rest or drop me that week. But Bucks,

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<v Speaker 1>from what I've heard, was the one that said that

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<v Speaker 1>will give him one more game.

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<v Speaker 6>I reckon he can do it.

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, lucky for that because Adelaide was probably the

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<v Speaker 1>breakout game that I needed.

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<v Speaker 5>Stevenson gets another kick and he steps a great goal.

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<v Speaker 5>The kids kick five breakout performance from Jade and Stevenson in.

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<v Speaker 4>His fourth game.

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<v Speaker 5>Did your life change after that? Like you, it became

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<v Speaker 5>so big. You know you, you know your rising star

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<v Speaker 5>nominee that week, you kick five goals, you help and

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<v Speaker 5>win an amazing game.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, certainly it was.

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<v Speaker 1>I think Adelaide played in the Granny the year before

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<v Speaker 1>and we'd finished thirteenth, so that's why they had picked six.

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<v Speaker 1>Finished thirteth the year before, hadn't played finals for three

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<v Speaker 1>or four years, so to get that win over there

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<v Speaker 1>against a hot favorite of the league that year certainly

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<v Speaker 1>just built built the confidence in the whole team and

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<v Speaker 1>sort of set our year up, both personally and as

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<v Speaker 1>a team. So from there on out, we as a

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<v Speaker 1>team knew that we can compete and we are as

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<v Speaker 1>good as anyone on our day And for me personally,

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<v Speaker 1>I sort of that was that moment where I thought,

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<v Speaker 1>I do belong here and I can make a living

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<v Speaker 1>of this.

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<v Speaker 3>What's a lot playing Anzac Day in front of ninety

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<v Speaker 3>one thousand in your fifth game?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, unbelievable.

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<v Speaker 1>I've always been a massive supporter of Anzac Day, have

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<v Speaker 1>gotten up since I was since I remember.

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<v Speaker 6>I've always gone to the Dawn Service and really loved.

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<v Speaker 1>The patriotic side of it, and always obviously been interested

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<v Speaker 1>in the game itself. But to go out there and

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<v Speaker 1>play it was like nothing else. People have spoken about

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<v Speaker 1>the Grand Final saying how good was it playing in

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<v Speaker 1>Grand Final? I said, yeah, that was great, But playing

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<v Speaker 1>on Anzac.

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<v Speaker 2>Day that as much because of the occasion.

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<v Speaker 1>Not only the occasion, but that probably just the atmosphere too.

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<v Speaker 1>Like you think at a Grand Final you've got you know,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe thirty thousand of each supporters and then forty thousand

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<v Speaker 1>corporates that are buying. And say that I was at

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<v Speaker 1>the Grand Final, Yeah, an Zac Day, it's pretty much yes,

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<v Speaker 1>colling with So I've.

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<v Speaker 6>Got a vivid memory of that first game.

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<v Speaker 1>I've ran down the ring and took a couple of bounces,

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<v Speaker 1>and I remember just every step I took. My whole

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<v Speaker 1>years were just ringing and bouncing, just from the noise

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<v Speaker 1>and the anticipation, the excitement of the crowd, the numbers.

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<v Speaker 2>Kick you kick.

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<v Speaker 5>I think you kicked two in Ice the game against Brisbane,

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<v Speaker 5>the team that you barracked for, and then you kick

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<v Speaker 5>four on Queen's Birthday. You're really on a roll. How

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<v Speaker 5>much support did you get internally? Bucks was the caring

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<v Speaker 5>sharing coach that year. He was a little bit harder

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<v Speaker 5>early on in his coaching career, but it was a

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<v Speaker 5>very different Collingwood, wasn't it. Yeah, you probably don't know

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<v Speaker 5>the difference, but in the sense that that's the.

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<v Speaker 2>Way he was.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, certainly. I, like I said, didn't have anything to

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<v Speaker 1>do with Bucks of that before that year, but I

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<v Speaker 1>just thought he was an amazing leader, a good motivator

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<v Speaker 1>of men.

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<v Speaker 6>And I've touched on it too.

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<v Speaker 1>I think justin longmyore there, who's now coach, a frero,

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<v Speaker 1>incredibly smart footy brain. So I think those two whacks

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<v Speaker 1>off each other really well. Put together a game plan,

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<v Speaker 1>Bucks was able to get up motivate people to buy

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<v Speaker 1>into that game plan and the results ended up showing

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<v Speaker 1>on the field, which was great.

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<v Speaker 3>Long you were remember interviewing him through that time, and

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<v Speaker 3>I thought he's not high on charisma. And now at Fremantle,

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<v Speaker 3>you know he's a bit deadpan. So the players look

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<v Speaker 3>at that and say, well, you know I need more

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<v Speaker 3>or do they go no, I just respect this footy

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<v Speaker 3>brain because there's a lot of talk about, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>how he holds himself a freeman and it still feels

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<v Speaker 3>like those freo players really love him.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you know, everyone's different, everyone needs to be.

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<v Speaker 1>They learn differently or they get motivated differently. And like

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<v Speaker 1>you said, Jos not yet, not the most charismatic. He's

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<v Speaker 1>a lovely man like he got a great foot IQ.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think, preman, I've got all the tools to

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<v Speaker 1>be a really good side. They've got the game plan.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe do they need a motivator. I'm not too sure,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's certainly something that I would look at. If

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<v Speaker 1>you've got someone that can really rev the boys up.

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<v Speaker 1>Along with j Loo smarts, I think they can be

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<v Speaker 1>a really successful side for many years.

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<v Speaker 5>Adam Trelaw said, at the time, you were a barbecue, chicken,

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<v Speaker 5>pizza man.

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<v Speaker 2>That was your go at the time.

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<v Speaker 5>You've moved out of home by this stage, tell us

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<v Speaker 5>about what it was like and how difficult it was

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<v Speaker 5>a bit of uber eats. You were getting a little

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<v Speaker 5>bit of uber eats at the time, And yeah, I

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<v Speaker 5>got a little bit of going on there.

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<v Speaker 6>A little bit of trial by fire moving out.

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<v Speaker 1>I got chucked into a sharehouse with Jack Madge and

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<v Speaker 1>his partner. So Jack was a rookie Category B rookie

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<v Speaker 1>the same year I got there, and I was with

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<v Speaker 1>Cale Kirby, who had.

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<v Speaker 6>Been drafted the year. Well, yeah, so that was that

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<v Speaker 6>was very interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I've got stories for curbs.

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<v Speaker 5>He didn't really have talent too, didn't he have exceptional talents?

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, he did have a great talent, but yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he just did not really leave his room.

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<v Speaker 6>And oh there's some stories. I'll tell you what we

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<v Speaker 6>try to think that's a good one to talk about.

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<v Speaker 1>One he did was he'd come into a room and

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<v Speaker 1>he go, Steve, I've got no money on my card.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you get me you berreats and I'll give you

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<v Speaker 1>some cash. I was like, yep, no worries. Gave him

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<v Speaker 1>my phone. Yere sweet, thanks for that. Mate, comes in,

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<v Speaker 1>gives you baut my phone, gives me back twenty dollars

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<v Speaker 1>as appreciated.

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<v Speaker 6>Look at my phone he's ordered forty three.

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<v Speaker 1>Dollars giving me the twenty That was just that was

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<v Speaker 1>just curbs sort of thing. Yeah, we'd sit there, see

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<v Speaker 1>there at the nighttime and watch the footy and you go,

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<v Speaker 1>someone do their a cl Oh Jesus, I wish you'd

0:19:06.680 --> 0:19:09.600
<v Speaker 1>do your a cl Steve. I'm like, so he could

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<v Speaker 1>get a game there you go, so that I'd be

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<v Speaker 1>playing like he didn't meet it within ten stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Like that dry sense of human Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>It was actually pretty easy to spend twenty eight grand

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<v Speaker 3>on Uber Eats when you're probably doing it two out

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<v Speaker 3>of the three meals a day.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, Like I said, we was a trial by fire.

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<v Speaker 1>I had a pretty fortunate upbringing where my washing got done,

0:19:27.280 --> 0:19:30.560
<v Speaker 1>my bed got made, and food cooked obviously, so to

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<v Speaker 1>come he as an eighteen year old, I did try

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<v Speaker 1>and cook, but a lot more, a lot easier.

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<v Speaker 5>Just getting ordered with a signature dish that you would

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<v Speaker 5>get in the Uber Eats and was the figure about right, like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>twenty eight thousand is that?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 6>It was very accurate.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, it was Greek food was my go to

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of the time. Obviously, the nights before games

0:19:51.280 --> 0:19:54.520
<v Speaker 1>and big trainings. I'd order in some pasta. Yeah, certainly

0:19:54.560 --> 0:19:57.080
<v Speaker 1>I look back at that time and go, you're an idiot.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, like I said, it was trial by five.

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<v Speaker 1>It was all part of me learning and growing up.

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<v Speaker 3>So what's that year like where you're kicking goals, hoscanellit's

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<v Speaker 3>kicking goals, just Thomas. I think you all had forty

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<v Speaker 3>odd goals for the season. Yeah, you're thinking about your

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<v Speaker 3>own form, but you're thinking, yeah, this is pretty special

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<v Speaker 3>all of a sudden.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, it was a good thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I think any of us, like we were Hoscanelliot, Josh Thomas, myself,

0:20:17.600 --> 0:20:19.120
<v Speaker 1>we all got along really well and it was never

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<v Speaker 1>never a competition between any of us. And I know

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<v Speaker 1>I hear a lot of people, especially well while I

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<v Speaker 1>was playing for you too, but especially out now, they

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<v Speaker 1>put some shade on Mason Cox say no, he's not

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<v Speaker 1>that good, and I'm the first one to say, like Coxy,

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<v Speaker 1>he's a superstar, Like you don't understand how important he

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<v Speaker 1>was to us at that time, and I mean he's

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<v Speaker 1>still doing it now. But we just knew as smaller

0:20:40.240 --> 0:20:42.120
<v Speaker 1>forwards that that ball got kicked to Coxy. He wasn't

0:20:42.119 --> 0:20:44.439
<v Speaker 1>getting outmarked, the ball wasn't really going out the back.

0:20:44.520 --> 0:20:46.040
<v Speaker 1>It was coming front and center, so it made it

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<v Speaker 1>really easy for us. And you know he may not

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<v Speaker 1>take as many marks as he should or he could

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<v Speaker 1>at that height, but as a team man and playing

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<v Speaker 1>with him, there's no one else you want more on

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<v Speaker 1>your team.

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<v Speaker 4>You did it the hard way.

0:20:57.520 --> 0:20:59.719
<v Speaker 3>So qualifying final against West Coast in Perth, you lead

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<v Speaker 3>but to points at three quarter time. You get rolled

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<v Speaker 3>memories of that and thinking maybe this won't be this year.

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<v Speaker 1>I actually don't really have many memories of that game.

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<v Speaker 1>But we played West Coast once or twice throughout the

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<v Speaker 1>year also and hadn't beaten them at all, So I

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<v Speaker 1>think we lost to them three or four times that year.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I don't think they would have beaten Richmond

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<v Speaker 1>in the prelim, but we couldn't beat them either.

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<v Speaker 6>It was just the way the matchups went. I thought sometimes, yeah,

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<v Speaker 6>I thought we.

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<v Speaker 1>Beat Richmond, Richmond beat West Coast, West Coast beat us,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's how it ended up.

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<v Speaker 4>Being got on a role.

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<v Speaker 5>Then you've beat obviously GW Wes and then there's you

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<v Speaker 5>talked about Mason Cox.

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<v Speaker 2>Then there's the Mason Cox game. Wasn't it the Richmond c.

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<v Speaker 6>Cox again, I cannot believe it.

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<v Speaker 7>You've got to go to Kimpley Graham with the MC.

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<v Speaker 6>Chief for an American to dominate like this? Can he

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<v Speaker 6>guide it through Yu si Ken three.

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<v Speaker 5>Or the very best tell us about the mindset going

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<v Speaker 5>into that. Everyone had figured that Ralphie's a Richmond man.

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<v Speaker 5>Everyone had figured that Richmond, we're just going to win

0:21:56.320 --> 0:21:58.119
<v Speaker 5>that game. It was the Premiership that they had already

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<v Speaker 5>locked away.

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<v Speaker 4>Yep.

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<v Speaker 2>What was the lead up to that game?

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<v Speaker 5>Like the motivation from the coaches to get you into

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<v Speaker 5>that position to win a game.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, Like I said, we're going back a long way.

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<v Speaker 1>But there was no doubt but then any of us

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<v Speaker 1>that we're going to win that game that we'd lose.

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<v Speaker 6>So yeah, we just went into it.

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<v Speaker 1>We knew how best foot he stacked up, We knew

0:22:17.520 --> 0:22:20.440
<v Speaker 1>we matched up pretty well against them, and we just

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<v Speaker 1>went out there and Mason Cox just put on a

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah that was that was unlevel nine or ten contested marks.

0:22:26.600 --> 0:22:28.760
<v Speaker 6>He took a big expec over Trent Cootchin.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, and I was standing nearby his feet and he

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<v Speaker 1>takes the mark, looks at him on the ground and goes,

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<v Speaker 1>this is my field, boy, Like in his American accent,

0:22:37.160 --> 0:22:39.720
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, Jesus, that's crazy, but.

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<v Speaker 4>I I love him for that.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm not sure you could be saying that, but

0:22:44.400 --> 0:22:46.359
<v Speaker 1>that day he could have said whatever he wanted because

0:22:46.359 --> 0:22:47.440
<v Speaker 1>he was amazing.

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<v Speaker 5>And the crowd was like USA. That was when the

0:22:50.480 --> 0:22:52.080
<v Speaker 5>start of the real chant, wasn't it.

0:22:52.200 --> 0:22:52.639
<v Speaker 4>Yeah it was.

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<v Speaker 6>It was just ringing probably throughout the third quarter, taking

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<v Speaker 6>probably six or seventh, and it just just started. And

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<v Speaker 6>from there on in the next you know, when I

0:23:00.400 --> 0:23:03.080
<v Speaker 6>played another probably thirty games, it was every time you

0:23:03.119 --> 0:23:05.840
<v Speaker 6>did something, the USA chan around the crowd. It was amazing.

0:23:05.880 --> 0:23:08.159
<v Speaker 2>What a wild ride you guys had. You know, started

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<v Speaker 2>the final series.

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<v Speaker 5>You become the first Column of player since Nathan Buckley

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<v Speaker 5>to win a Rising Star. You know, you kick thirty eight.

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<v Speaker 5>You didn't miss a game, thirty eight goals. You didn't

0:23:17.000 --> 0:23:20.399
<v Speaker 5>miss a game that year. It must be feeling like

0:23:20.480 --> 0:23:22.760
<v Speaker 5>you're floating on air leading into a Grand Final.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, yeah, a bit of a whirl win. The year

0:23:25.760 --> 0:23:26.760
<v Speaker 6>just sort of just kept going.

0:23:26.800 --> 0:23:28.800
<v Speaker 1>The weeks rolled on and didn't really have a time

0:23:28.840 --> 0:23:31.280
<v Speaker 1>to sit back and breathe and have a look at it.

0:23:31.280 --> 0:23:34.480
<v Speaker 1>From afar, but in reflection, Yeah, it was just amazing.

0:23:34.520 --> 0:23:38.560
<v Speaker 1>And going into that Grand Final, obviously your phone starts

0:23:38.560 --> 0:23:41.960
<v Speaker 1>going off messages from people you forgot, you even youw

0:23:42.920 --> 0:23:45.040
<v Speaker 1>they come from tickets, give me tickets. Yeah, they come

0:23:45.040 --> 0:23:47.600
<v Speaker 1>from high and far. But we got our eight tickets.

0:23:47.640 --> 0:23:49.440
<v Speaker 1>Was able to give them to, you know, eight people

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<v Speaker 1>that have had an influence of me throughout my career

0:23:52.200 --> 0:23:55.880
<v Speaker 1>and have just been really good friends for the Grand

0:23:55.880 --> 0:23:57.920
<v Speaker 1>Final parade. That's probably what that is one of the

0:23:57.960 --> 0:23:59.760
<v Speaker 1>highlights of my career. That was unbelievable. I was in

0:23:59.800 --> 0:24:03.760
<v Speaker 1>the back with Chris Maine and you know, just driving

0:24:03.760 --> 0:24:06.680
<v Speaker 1>down the streets of Richmond and East Melbourne whatever it is.

0:24:07.359 --> 0:24:09.359
<v Speaker 1>Sitting there by the end of it, like my face

0:24:09.400 --> 0:24:11.560
<v Speaker 1>was sore from smiling. My hand had been up waving

0:24:11.600 --> 0:24:13.680
<v Speaker 1>all day and was busting for the toilet for about

0:24:13.720 --> 0:24:16.720
<v Speaker 1>fifteen minutes. But that was, Yeah, one of the greatest

0:24:16.760 --> 0:24:18.720
<v Speaker 1>experiences I've had.

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<v Speaker 3>The Grand Final itself. You're hot, Colin was hot early.

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<v Speaker 3>You get out to a start, they're not going to roll. Yeah, yeah,

0:24:25.400 --> 0:24:28.520
<v Speaker 3>those early your experience of those early moments.

0:24:28.160 --> 0:24:31.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it was a bit of a whirl win. I mean,

0:24:31.240 --> 0:24:33.719
<v Speaker 1>Bark's kicking the first goal. He was such an inspirational man.

0:24:33.760 --> 0:24:37.119
<v Speaker 1>He was pivotal in my career, always very good at

0:24:37.359 --> 0:24:40.240
<v Speaker 1>you know, motivating me and complimenting me. And yeah, I

0:24:40.240 --> 0:24:42.879
<v Speaker 1>couldn't thank Varks enough for that. But obviously what had gone.

0:24:42.760 --> 0:24:45.440
<v Speaker 4>On with and he addressed the group as well.

0:24:45.280 --> 0:24:46.040
<v Speaker 6>He'd addressed the group.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and it had been something that you know, we'd

0:24:49.040 --> 0:24:50.880
<v Speaker 1>been helping him through. So for him to come out

0:24:50.880 --> 0:24:53.160
<v Speaker 1>and kick the first goal on Grand Final day probably

0:24:53.200 --> 0:24:55.840
<v Speaker 1>couldn't have set the tone any better for us. And

0:24:55.880 --> 0:24:58.080
<v Speaker 1>then I obviously kicked two after that.

0:24:58.240 --> 0:24:59.959
<v Speaker 2>Take us through those goals, you've got to take it through.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I think the first one was the leftot snap

0:25:03.080 --> 0:25:12.840
<v Speaker 6>kicked my Stephen just came in and.

0:25:14.320 --> 0:25:16.280
<v Speaker 1>Like I said, everything was just on instinct an eight

0:25:16.440 --> 0:25:17.760
<v Speaker 1>year old, nine year old kid.

0:25:18.160 --> 0:25:19.679
<v Speaker 6>Everything just was there and happened. And I look at

0:25:19.680 --> 0:25:21.119
<v Speaker 6>it now, I'm d they're actually a pretty good kick

0:25:21.119 --> 0:25:23.880
<v Speaker 6>and but in the moment you don't really think of it.

0:25:24.040 --> 0:25:25.359
<v Speaker 6>Very fortunate that went in and.

0:25:25.520 --> 0:25:29.320
<v Speaker 7>Stevenson so quick, come do, come do, Come on.

0:25:29.440 --> 0:25:30.800
<v Speaker 4>You're not going to catch him.

0:25:31.000 --> 0:25:35.920
<v Speaker 5>He's a second, he's not two years of the bench.

0:25:36.440 --> 0:25:38.000
<v Speaker 1>The second one was able just to get a little

0:25:38.040 --> 0:25:40.199
<v Speaker 1>nudge and Tommy Cole and use my speed and ran

0:25:40.280 --> 0:25:42.440
<v Speaker 1>on and like I said, that same feeling I had

0:25:42.680 --> 0:25:44.960
<v Speaker 1>in Anzac day where the crowd was just pumping, was

0:25:45.000 --> 0:25:47.600
<v Speaker 1>the same thing running in there. And I kicked that

0:25:47.640 --> 0:25:50.840
<v Speaker 1>second one and started thinking like, where's my norm Smith

0:25:50.920 --> 0:25:53.760
<v Speaker 1>Metal going a little spoted by my bed maybe, but

0:25:55.160 --> 0:25:56.560
<v Speaker 1>ended up not to be. I didn't really do a

0:25:56.560 --> 0:26:01.080
<v Speaker 1>whole lot after that, unfortunately. But yeah, I mean goes down.

0:26:01.080 --> 0:26:04.040
<v Speaker 1>It's one of the greater Grand Finals in a long time. Amazing,

0:26:05.200 --> 0:26:06.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, I can look at it from afar. What

0:26:06.800 --> 0:26:09.800
<v Speaker 1>just just wasn't our day. We did a lot of things.

0:26:09.680 --> 0:26:13.320
<v Speaker 6>Right, But before dom she'd kicked that goal. They kicked

0:26:13.320 --> 0:26:14.400
<v Speaker 6>three or four points in a row.

0:26:14.400 --> 0:26:16.159
<v Speaker 2>That there was a wave, wasn't it. There was a

0:26:16.200 --> 0:26:18.560
<v Speaker 2>wave coming while your whole last.

0:26:18.400 --> 0:26:22.000
<v Speaker 3>Quarter they were dominating your contest wise, possession, territory game

0:26:22.320 --> 0:26:23.159
<v Speaker 3>that the damn war.

0:26:23.119 --> 0:26:27.000
<v Speaker 1>Was only exactly was just holding and we weren't able

0:26:27.000 --> 0:26:28.520
<v Speaker 1>to do anything to nullify that.

0:26:28.760 --> 0:26:31.600
<v Speaker 5>There was a moment in the third quarter with Alex

0:26:31.640 --> 0:26:36.200
<v Speaker 5>will the runner, he was slightly in your way and

0:26:36.280 --> 0:26:38.240
<v Speaker 5>you know, Elliott, you kicks the goal. Tell us about

0:26:38.240 --> 0:26:39.719
<v Speaker 5>your recollections of that moment.

0:26:40.280 --> 0:26:41.280
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, obviously at the time.

0:26:41.359 --> 0:26:44.439
<v Speaker 1>Paul Woody he got it after and he's such a

0:26:44.440 --> 0:26:46.679
<v Speaker 1>great man and for him to be copying it as

0:26:46.720 --> 0:26:50.200
<v Speaker 1>hard as he did at the time, I thought, maybe

0:26:50.200 --> 0:26:52.159
<v Speaker 1>could I dodged him, But in reality it was just

0:26:52.200 --> 0:26:53.120
<v Speaker 1>a bad kick by Tape.

0:26:54.240 --> 0:26:56.080
<v Speaker 6>We'll put all the blame on pay for the kick,

0:26:56.119 --> 0:26:58.080
<v Speaker 6>but that's a good point.

0:26:58.160 --> 0:27:00.240
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's one of those things that just happens, and

0:27:00.280 --> 0:27:01.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, they really do a really good job. As

0:27:01.600 --> 0:27:04.760
<v Speaker 1>a runner, it can be a hard job. I actually

0:27:04.800 --> 0:27:06.960
<v Speaker 1>umpired the all abilities down at fanry Gal the other day,

0:27:06.960 --> 0:27:09.760
<v Speaker 1>and I mean it can give some the umpire some stick,

0:27:09.760 --> 0:27:11.720
<v Speaker 1>but it's actually quite hard being out there. And this

0:27:11.840 --> 0:27:14.399
<v Speaker 1>was a little bit slower pace than what the AFL is.

0:27:14.480 --> 0:27:17.600
<v Speaker 1>So now they do a really good job. All the volunteers,

0:27:17.600 --> 0:27:20.080
<v Speaker 1>I know they're not volunteers in AFL, but yeah, the

0:27:20.080 --> 0:27:20.960
<v Speaker 1>people that help out.

0:27:21.400 --> 0:27:23.320
<v Speaker 3>Is it a part of you that I've missed a flag,

0:27:23.359 --> 0:27:26.080
<v Speaker 3>I've unrequired or it's like that's part of my journey.

0:27:26.359 --> 0:27:27.320
<v Speaker 6>It's part of my journey.

0:27:27.320 --> 0:27:29.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm pretty one of those people where I feel like

0:27:29.040 --> 0:27:32.480
<v Speaker 1>everything happens for a reason. And obviously I would have loved,

0:27:32.600 --> 0:27:34.320
<v Speaker 1>loved to have won a flag. Would have loved to

0:27:34.320 --> 0:27:36.240
<v Speaker 1>have another opportunity to play in a Grand final and

0:27:36.280 --> 0:27:39.920
<v Speaker 1>to win another premiership, and probably finishing my career without

0:27:39.960 --> 0:27:43.439
<v Speaker 1>one sort of lowers it and it's not not what

0:27:43.480 --> 0:27:47.000
<v Speaker 1>I set out to do. But you know, there's either way,

0:27:47.040 --> 0:27:49.879
<v Speaker 1>there's going to be twenty two disappointed players whoever wins.

0:27:49.920 --> 0:27:50.920
<v Speaker 6>And that happens every year.

0:27:50.960 --> 0:27:52.800
<v Speaker 5>You talk about your connection to that team, how was

0:27:52.840 --> 0:27:55.440
<v Speaker 5>your feeling five years later as we fast forward down

0:27:55.480 --> 0:27:57.640
<v Speaker 5>and some of those guys end up doing you know,

0:27:57.680 --> 0:28:00.280
<v Speaker 5>playing in a Grand final and winning a remarkable grand

0:28:00.320 --> 0:28:01.160
<v Speaker 5>final in itself.

0:28:01.480 --> 0:28:05.199
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, certainly I could be more proud of them, especially

0:28:05.240 --> 0:28:06.840
<v Speaker 1>people like Josh dkos So.

0:28:06.880 --> 0:28:08.120
<v Speaker 6>He was one of my best mates there.

0:28:08.640 --> 0:28:11.480
<v Speaker 1>We lived together for a time and he wasn't a

0:28:11.520 --> 0:28:14.359
<v Speaker 1>part of the Grand final in twenty eighteen, so for

0:28:14.480 --> 0:28:18.119
<v Speaker 1>him to you know, watch him grow get more consistently

0:28:18.160 --> 0:28:20.080
<v Speaker 1>in the seniors and now I'll be up there for

0:28:20.119 --> 0:28:22.680
<v Speaker 1>all Australian talk and playing in a Grand final, winning

0:28:22.680 --> 0:28:25.240
<v Speaker 1>a Grand final. It's people like that. I'm just wrapped

0:28:25.280 --> 0:28:28.560
<v Speaker 1>for Brandon Maynard another one. But yeah, just as a collective,

0:28:29.000 --> 0:28:32.040
<v Speaker 1>it's awesome that they're able to chase that to taste

0:28:32.080 --> 0:28:33.280
<v Speaker 1>that ultimate success.

0:28:33.600 --> 0:28:35.560
<v Speaker 4>Footy kicks you in the ass. Quick kicks a lot

0:28:35.560 --> 0:28:36.240
<v Speaker 4>of people in the ass.

0:28:36.320 --> 0:28:40.080
<v Speaker 3>So twelve games, twenty one goals for twenty nineteen, and

0:28:40.080 --> 0:28:42.480
<v Speaker 3>then the gambling situation happens.

0:28:43.080 --> 0:28:44.800
<v Speaker 4>People say, what happened? How do you explain it?

0:28:45.600 --> 0:28:48.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, just a young kid that made a super mistake

0:28:49.240 --> 0:28:53.040
<v Speaker 1>and I made my consequences. I suppose, like you touched

0:28:53.040 --> 0:28:55.160
<v Speaker 1>on satur that year, probably better than my first year.

0:28:55.240 --> 0:28:57.080
<v Speaker 1>A lot of people talk on that first year was great,

0:28:57.120 --> 0:28:59.080
<v Speaker 1>but I was kicking like, yeah, one and a half

0:28:59.160 --> 0:29:01.120
<v Speaker 1>to two goals a game there and sort of just

0:29:01.120 --> 0:29:03.040
<v Speaker 1>started catching fire. I think the game before it kicked

0:29:03.320 --> 0:29:05.920
<v Speaker 1>four against Port Adelaide and then three against Melbourne, and

0:29:05.960 --> 0:29:07.960
<v Speaker 1>then the band came out, So it was just sort

0:29:08.000 --> 0:29:11.520
<v Speaker 1>of getting on a roll. And I say unfortunately, but

0:29:11.520 --> 0:29:12.920
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't really like I said. It was just me

0:29:13.000 --> 0:29:17.240
<v Speaker 1>being stupid and something I've learned from. But it was

0:29:17.280 --> 0:29:20.640
<v Speaker 1>a tough time for me personally, but within the four walls,

0:29:20.640 --> 0:29:23.880
<v Speaker 1>I felt like I had their complete support and me

0:29:23.960 --> 0:29:27.200
<v Speaker 1>being able to look at it from afar like, come

0:29:27.680 --> 0:29:30.000
<v Speaker 1>week one of finals, I'm a second year player that's

0:29:30.040 --> 0:29:32.920
<v Speaker 1>just missed ten games for making a mistake and Bucks

0:29:32.920 --> 0:29:35.440
<v Speaker 1>had the confidence to select me in that first final side.

0:29:36.000 --> 0:29:38.280
<v Speaker 6>That means more to me than probably.

0:29:37.960 --> 0:29:41.800
<v Speaker 1>The the disappointment of the whole thing.

0:29:41.840 --> 0:29:43.320
<v Speaker 6>That means more to me to know that he had

0:29:43.440 --> 0:29:45.600
<v Speaker 6>belief in me. It continued the next year in the

0:29:45.680 --> 0:29:46.040
<v Speaker 6>Hub too.

0:29:46.040 --> 0:29:48.440
<v Speaker 1>We had a conversation before the first final where I

0:29:48.440 --> 0:29:51.280
<v Speaker 1>probably wasn't playing my best football, but he had faith

0:29:51.280 --> 0:29:53.360
<v Speaker 1>in me and he always did so I love playing

0:29:53.560 --> 0:29:56.000
<v Speaker 1>for Bucks and.

0:29:55.920 --> 0:29:58.280
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I've I've watched enough American sport, Ago what the

0:29:58.320 --> 0:30:00.800
<v Speaker 3>fuck are you doing? But when you're pretty young kid

0:30:00.880 --> 0:30:03.120
<v Speaker 3>like at that stage there, you're not really aware of

0:30:03.160 --> 0:30:04.880
<v Speaker 3>the rules of what you can and can't do.

0:30:05.160 --> 0:30:07.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, probably you don't really think about the consequences either.

0:30:07.440 --> 0:30:09.520
<v Speaker 1>I mean, sit on the couch with one of your

0:30:09.520 --> 0:30:12.280
<v Speaker 1>good mates that you've grown up with and he's doing

0:30:12.400 --> 0:30:15.440
<v Speaker 1>He's putting on this bet, Yeah, I'll do one as well,

0:30:15.480 --> 0:30:18.800
<v Speaker 1>and just sort of slips your mind. I didn't feel

0:30:18.800 --> 0:30:20.840
<v Speaker 1>like as I was doing it, I was being sneaky

0:30:20.880 --> 0:30:23.360
<v Speaker 1>and deceitful, sort of just did it and didn't really

0:30:23.400 --> 0:30:25.640
<v Speaker 1>think a whole lot of it. And it wasn't until

0:30:25.920 --> 0:30:28.120
<v Speaker 1>weeks later I've gone, oh, I've stuffed up here.

0:30:28.320 --> 0:30:30.840
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, when do you get that feeling? Like you the

0:30:30.840 --> 0:30:33.160
<v Speaker 5>bets were small. There were thirty six dollars I think,

0:30:33.520 --> 0:30:35.080
<v Speaker 5>was that right? Yeah, there was three of them throughout

0:30:35.080 --> 0:30:38.920
<v Speaker 5>the year, through the year, and they had no impact

0:30:38.920 --> 0:30:41.200
<v Speaker 5>on the way you approached the game or anything like that.

0:30:41.400 --> 0:30:42.240
<v Speaker 6>No, exactly it was.

0:30:43.040 --> 0:30:45.680
<v Speaker 1>There was not one thing that was for another someone

0:30:45.720 --> 0:30:47.480
<v Speaker 1>from another team sort of thing. It was all I

0:30:47.520 --> 0:30:50.240
<v Speaker 1>don't know, like I said, just had this confidence. I

0:30:50.280 --> 0:30:51.520
<v Speaker 1>was just like, oh, we able to do this. I

0:30:51.560 --> 0:30:54.040
<v Speaker 1>was like me kick goals. So I did have to

0:30:54.400 --> 0:30:57.040
<v Speaker 1>all this sort of stuff. Yeah, which in hindsight like

0:30:57.160 --> 0:31:00.040
<v Speaker 1>just what a waste of money? Not only Yeah, the

0:31:00.080 --> 0:31:02.080
<v Speaker 1>best I've put it is I've put thirty six dollars

0:31:02.160 --> 0:31:04.920
<v Speaker 1>on and lost seventy and thirty six dollars because I

0:31:04.920 --> 0:31:07.800
<v Speaker 1>lost twenty thousand dollars fine and ten out of ten

0:31:07.840 --> 0:31:09.360
<v Speaker 1>matches at five thousand dollars ago.

0:31:09.520 --> 0:31:13.680
<v Speaker 6>So yeah, it ended up being quite expensive to be lost.

0:31:13.720 --> 0:31:16.720
<v Speaker 1>But like I said's another one of those things that

0:31:17.080 --> 0:31:20.440
<v Speaker 1>it was part of my journey and life goes on.

0:31:20.560 --> 0:31:22.000
<v Speaker 4>So how did it emerge?

0:31:22.040 --> 0:31:23.920
<v Speaker 3>So you're in the rooms with Jeremy, how you sort

0:31:23.920 --> 0:31:25.840
<v Speaker 3>of mighte a comment about a multi or something on

0:31:25.920 --> 0:31:26.360
<v Speaker 3>the margin.

0:31:26.480 --> 0:31:26.720
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:31:27.360 --> 0:31:29.480
<v Speaker 1>I just laughed it off. And then the next morning

0:31:29.480 --> 0:31:31.719
<v Speaker 1>I was out for breakfast with Callum Brown and he

0:31:31.760 --> 0:31:33.880
<v Speaker 1>called me. He's like, were you being Were you telling

0:31:33.880 --> 0:31:35.040
<v Speaker 1>the truth of that? And I was like, yeah, mate,

0:31:35.080 --> 0:31:36.920
<v Speaker 1>like one of these people that I'll be just rather

0:31:36.960 --> 0:31:39.240
<v Speaker 1>be honest and face the consequence and you know, lie

0:31:39.280 --> 0:31:41.520
<v Speaker 1>to a leader of the club. So just said yeah,

0:31:41.520 --> 0:31:43.760
<v Speaker 1>I am, and he goes all right, well, you're probably

0:31:43.800 --> 0:31:47.680
<v Speaker 1>going to need to tell Walshi about this because it's

0:31:48.040 --> 0:31:51.480
<v Speaker 1>against the policies and can affect the game with the

0:31:51.520 --> 0:31:52.360
<v Speaker 1>integrity side of it.

0:31:52.400 --> 0:31:54.200
<v Speaker 6>So I said, yep, no worries.

0:31:54.280 --> 0:31:57.239
<v Speaker 1>Went to Jeff Walsh the next morning and toldy Moore

0:31:57.280 --> 0:31:59.720
<v Speaker 1>what had gone on, and he said, yep, no worries, mate,

0:31:59.720 --> 0:32:02.360
<v Speaker 1>will obviously you've made a mistake. Not no worries, but

0:32:03.520 --> 0:32:05.560
<v Speaker 1>we'll speak to the integrity unit. I get this all

0:32:05.560 --> 0:32:08.240
<v Speaker 1>sort of goes I thinking you'll probably get a five

0:32:08.240 --> 0:32:09.520
<v Speaker 1>thousand of the fine and you might have to miss

0:32:09.560 --> 0:32:10.080
<v Speaker 1>a game or two.

0:32:10.320 --> 0:32:10.520
<v Speaker 2>Wow.

0:32:12.120 --> 0:32:14.320
<v Speaker 1>And then the first thing comes back and it was

0:32:14.360 --> 0:32:16.880
<v Speaker 1>a two year suspension and I'm like, oh, he's gone

0:32:16.880 --> 0:32:18.000
<v Speaker 1>from two weeks to two years.

0:32:17.960 --> 0:32:19.840
<v Speaker 6>It's going to get very cos Yeah, so it was a.

0:32:19.840 --> 0:32:22.760
<v Speaker 1>Bit of a worrying time there, but yeah, you know

0:32:22.800 --> 0:32:24.200
<v Speaker 1>I had the support of the club. I think any

0:32:24.280 --> 0:32:27.480
<v Speaker 1>McGuire really helped, and we're able to get it to

0:32:27.560 --> 0:32:32.000
<v Speaker 1>the ten Games, which I suppose unfortunate as well, because

0:32:32.000 --> 0:32:33.320
<v Speaker 1>it could have gone, like I said, could have gone

0:32:33.320 --> 0:32:33.680
<v Speaker 1>a whole.

0:32:33.520 --> 0:32:35.880
<v Speaker 3>Lot worse, pretty bigger Jeremy, like, you know, I think

0:32:35.920 --> 0:32:39.080
<v Speaker 3>there'd be blokes out there he'd say, he's flying, We're

0:32:39.080 --> 0:32:41.880
<v Speaker 3>going to win a premiership, like you know, we're well

0:32:41.920 --> 0:32:43.440
<v Speaker 3>do under him, even though that must have been a

0:32:43.440 --> 0:32:45.560
<v Speaker 3>really challenging thing thing for him to consider.

0:32:45.640 --> 0:32:47.240
<v Speaker 4>Okay, no, we have to crack down on this.

0:32:47.560 --> 0:32:50.840
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, people make choices throughout their life. That was a

0:32:50.920 --> 0:32:52.920
<v Speaker 1>choice that I made. It was a choice that he made.

0:32:53.240 --> 0:32:55.160
<v Speaker 1>You know, if we both don't make those choices, if

0:32:55.160 --> 0:32:57.400
<v Speaker 1>one does, one doesn't, there's different results and all different

0:32:57.400 --> 0:32:57.920
<v Speaker 1>sort of things.

0:32:57.920 --> 0:32:59.400
<v Speaker 6>But life goes on.

0:32:59.560 --> 0:33:01.760
<v Speaker 5>That's them, And who's to know that that doesn't come

0:33:01.800 --> 0:33:05.160
<v Speaker 5>out later anyway? Is that something the worse consequences that

0:33:05.480 --> 0:33:07.640
<v Speaker 5>might have even been worse consequences. At least you were

0:33:07.720 --> 0:33:09.960
<v Speaker 5>up front and you said I've done the wrong thing

0:33:10.040 --> 0:33:11.840
<v Speaker 5>here in that sense.

0:33:11.760 --> 0:33:13.720
<v Speaker 2>How pissed off as the club were they They were

0:33:13.760 --> 0:33:14.200
<v Speaker 2>pretty good.

0:33:14.240 --> 0:33:15.479
<v Speaker 6>You said they were pretty good.

0:33:15.520 --> 0:33:17.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they probably probably behind closed doors they might have

0:33:17.840 --> 0:33:21.920
<v Speaker 1>had a few more pissed off moments, But to me personally,

0:33:22.200 --> 0:33:25.920
<v Speaker 1>they were great. I didn't feel like I knew I'd

0:33:25.920 --> 0:33:27.480
<v Speaker 1>done something wrong, but I didn't feel like I was

0:33:27.520 --> 0:33:29.440
<v Speaker 1>being persecuted or whatever.

0:33:29.480 --> 0:33:31.680
<v Speaker 5>And they were all losses. The bets were all losses anyway.

0:33:31.920 --> 0:33:33.200
<v Speaker 5>I didn't win, probably lucky that.

0:33:33.240 --> 0:33:34.480
<v Speaker 6>I think if they had a one, it would have

0:33:34.480 --> 0:33:36.800
<v Speaker 6>been a lot worse, really, probably.

0:33:36.440 --> 0:33:40.440
<v Speaker 5>Because how strongly did the AFL prosecute you, or you know,

0:33:40.520 --> 0:33:42.200
<v Speaker 5>the Integrity Department prosecute you.

0:33:42.200 --> 0:33:44.120
<v Speaker 2>Did you add how many meetings would you have had

0:33:44.160 --> 0:33:44.480
<v Speaker 2>with them?

0:33:44.720 --> 0:33:47.160
<v Speaker 5>I suppose they're going through all sorts of gambling records

0:33:47.160 --> 0:33:48.080
<v Speaker 5>and stuff like that as well.

0:33:48.080 --> 0:33:50.120
<v Speaker 1>I only had only had one or two meetings with them,

0:33:50.120 --> 0:33:51.920
<v Speaker 1>but it was quite thorough. And then I think they

0:33:52.000 --> 0:33:54.400
<v Speaker 1>had meetings with other players in the team about it.

0:33:54.440 --> 0:33:57.600
<v Speaker 1>Really Yeah, and they sort of came to their deliberation

0:33:58.040 --> 0:34:01.640
<v Speaker 1>pretty quickly. Yeah, Like I said, I look at it

0:34:01.640 --> 0:34:02.160
<v Speaker 1>ten weeks.

0:34:02.960 --> 0:34:03.560
<v Speaker 6>Is it steep?

0:34:03.640 --> 0:34:05.920
<v Speaker 1>Is it not enough? Is it too much? I don't

0:34:05.920 --> 0:34:08.279
<v Speaker 1>really know. And you know, that's about the just like

0:34:08.320 --> 0:34:09.279
<v Speaker 1>I said, the journey so.

0:34:09.440 --> 0:34:10.760
<v Speaker 4>And the just one, not the labor.

0:34:10.920 --> 0:34:14.320
<v Speaker 3>There's like a sixty five minute talk against security the barrel.

0:34:14.560 --> 0:34:22.719
<v Speaker 4>He's gone doing. That's gone, baby barrel. People would say,

0:34:22.760 --> 0:34:24.080
<v Speaker 4>were you trying to get your MULDI up?

0:34:24.120 --> 0:34:25.640
<v Speaker 3>Was there ever a time where you were trying to

0:34:26.120 --> 0:34:27.919
<v Speaker 3>Colin was trying to win, but where you were trying

0:34:27.920 --> 0:34:29.640
<v Speaker 3>to influence your bets with your performances.

0:34:29.719 --> 0:34:32.239
<v Speaker 6>No, certainly, I'd forget about them all while I was

0:34:32.280 --> 0:34:34.120
<v Speaker 6>out there, and we'll forget what I've done. I'd get

0:34:34.120 --> 0:34:34.400
<v Speaker 6>back in.

0:34:34.680 --> 0:34:36.560
<v Speaker 1>I'd get back in and that night or whatever it

0:34:36.560 --> 0:34:38.560
<v Speaker 1>may be, that's when i'd look and go a lost

0:34:38.560 --> 0:34:41.480
<v Speaker 1>sort of thing. But yeah, that talk, and it's it's

0:34:41.560 --> 0:34:43.520
<v Speaker 1>funny people people do talk about that talk because it

0:34:43.520 --> 0:34:46.239
<v Speaker 1>did come into contention with it. I think I spoke

0:34:46.280 --> 0:34:48.920
<v Speaker 1>to integrity about this. But one of the legs was

0:34:48.960 --> 0:34:50.640
<v Speaker 1>me to kick goals. The other leg was like us

0:34:50.680 --> 0:34:53.319
<v Speaker 1>to be wonder thirty nine or whatever it may have been.

0:34:53.360 --> 0:34:55.440
<v Speaker 1>So I couldn't have done both with that same thing.

0:34:56.080 --> 0:34:58.839
<v Speaker 1>Talk put us over that. So that's what I said.

0:34:58.880 --> 0:35:00.480
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't thinking about it at all. I just was

0:35:00.520 --> 0:35:02.160
<v Speaker 1>in the moment felt the ball. It was a good

0:35:02.160 --> 0:35:03.799
<v Speaker 1>ball to torp and went for it.

0:35:03.800 --> 0:35:09.200
<v Speaker 4>And it's still like your partner is you know, did

0:35:09.200 --> 0:35:09.880
<v Speaker 4>it scare you off it?

0:35:09.960 --> 0:35:11.359
<v Speaker 6>Or yeah, it did scare me off it.

0:35:11.360 --> 0:35:13.879
<v Speaker 1>It was you know, something that you know, I watched

0:35:13.880 --> 0:35:17.160
<v Speaker 1>my grandpa do and my dad did it just not

0:35:17.160 --> 0:35:19.959
<v Speaker 1>not like not bad, but dad was once a month

0:35:20.000 --> 0:35:22.440
<v Speaker 1>in a punners club with his mates and sort of

0:35:22.440 --> 0:35:24.480
<v Speaker 1>something you go up with and something that's heavily involved

0:35:24.480 --> 0:35:26.719
<v Speaker 1>at a footy club. But it's something I've tried to

0:35:26.719 --> 0:35:27.400
<v Speaker 1>stay away from.

0:35:27.440 --> 0:35:30.799
<v Speaker 5>We had a survey recently with player managers in our

0:35:30.880 --> 0:35:33.680
<v Speaker 5>paper where basically they said it's one of the great

0:35:33.680 --> 0:35:35.919
<v Speaker 5>things they're worried about with the current crop. Do you yeah,

0:35:35.960 --> 0:35:37.640
<v Speaker 5>worry about that with the current crop and you see

0:35:37.640 --> 0:35:39.600
<v Speaker 5>it probably suburban level as well.

0:35:39.680 --> 0:35:41.560
<v Speaker 1>I certainly agree. I think it's just the footy culture

0:35:41.600 --> 0:35:46.880
<v Speaker 1>in general. The footy culture in Australia is you know, drinking, gambling, partying,

0:35:47.040 --> 0:35:49.400
<v Speaker 1>all that sort of stuff. So it certainly is a

0:35:49.440 --> 0:35:52.200
<v Speaker 1>worry and certainly something I think the AFL probably need

0:35:52.280 --> 0:35:53.600
<v Speaker 1>to educate better on.

0:35:54.280 --> 0:35:56.560
<v Speaker 3>So Gil Laughlin gives your break though I think the

0:35:56.600 --> 0:35:58.560
<v Speaker 3>AFL team had played you'd served at ten weeks, that

0:35:58.640 --> 0:36:00.959
<v Speaker 3>was twenty two weeks with twelves ended. Then you're allowed

0:36:00.960 --> 0:36:02.880
<v Speaker 3>to play I think VFL that weekend and then as

0:36:02.920 --> 0:36:05.480
<v Speaker 3>you said, there bucks just totally back to the hill

0:36:05.600 --> 0:36:06.560
<v Speaker 3>to play a final.

0:36:06.680 --> 0:36:08.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah that was actually it was actually my idea to

0:36:08.600 --> 0:36:11.080
<v Speaker 1>play the VFL that week. So I obviously had the

0:36:11.080 --> 0:36:13.040
<v Speaker 1>ten week and I'm always trying to think outside there.

0:36:13.160 --> 0:36:13.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:36:13.840 --> 0:36:16.640
<v Speaker 1>So I went up to Jeff Walsh the week before

0:36:16.719 --> 0:36:18.919
<v Speaker 1>and I said, hey, well she like the fixtures come out.

0:36:19.360 --> 0:36:20.960
<v Speaker 1>The AFL side plays on the Friday night. Because it

0:36:20.960 --> 0:36:22.560
<v Speaker 1>was a floating fixture. We didn't know when we're playing.

0:36:22.760 --> 0:36:25.120
<v Speaker 1>They're playing on the Friday night. VFL's on Saturday. My

0:36:25.360 --> 0:36:28.279
<v Speaker 1>ten game band technically ends on Friday night. Can I

0:36:28.320 --> 0:36:34.279
<v Speaker 1>playing the VFL on Saturday at Yeah? I thought that's yeah,

0:36:34.280 --> 0:36:36.080
<v Speaker 1>because I was obviously itching to get back out there

0:36:36.120 --> 0:36:37.879
<v Speaker 1>and play, And so I went to Welsh You said,

0:36:37.880 --> 0:36:38.759
<v Speaker 1>this is my plan.

0:36:38.840 --> 0:36:41.239
<v Speaker 6>What are your record goes? It actually makes it makes

0:36:41.239 --> 0:36:44.759
<v Speaker 6>a bit of sense. Future, that makes some sense.

0:36:44.840 --> 0:36:47.480
<v Speaker 1>I'll speak to the AFL and get a result. And

0:36:47.560 --> 0:36:49.160
<v Speaker 1>two days later they said, yep, no worries, it's all

0:36:49.239 --> 0:36:51.080
<v Speaker 1>kicked off. So I was able to get that game

0:36:51.120 --> 0:36:53.120
<v Speaker 1>in and then get picked and.

0:36:53.080 --> 0:36:55.279
<v Speaker 3>You played a couple of finals and Jenniburs roles, you're

0:36:55.280 --> 0:36:56.600
<v Speaker 3>in the prelim, you kick a couple of goals.

0:36:56.640 --> 0:36:57.719
<v Speaker 4>But it wasn't to be.

0:36:57.840 --> 0:37:01.759
<v Speaker 3>It wasn't to be the retribution for two twenty eighteen's loss.

0:37:02.200 --> 0:37:02.439
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:37:02.680 --> 0:37:08.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Like I said, we played along the first game

0:37:09.239 --> 0:37:12.880
<v Speaker 1>at the g knocked them off, and then played GBS

0:37:12.880 --> 0:37:15.040
<v Speaker 1>in the pre lim and they were just the better

0:37:15.080 --> 0:37:16.400
<v Speaker 1>side on the day.

0:37:16.400 --> 0:37:17.680
<v Speaker 6>I think they won by three or four points.

0:37:17.680 --> 0:37:19.719
<v Speaker 1>So to close you have two years in a row

0:37:19.760 --> 0:37:23.480
<v Speaker 1>where your seasons are defined by one kick is pretty crazy,

0:37:23.560 --> 0:37:26.359
<v Speaker 1>but I think that was the opposite. They got out

0:37:26.360 --> 0:37:28.920
<v Speaker 1>to like a thirty forty point lead, and they did a.

0:37:28.840 --> 0:37:30.800
<v Speaker 3>Wet day and Brady Greeny is getting all the hitouts

0:37:30.800 --> 0:37:32.799
<v Speaker 3>and same month the.

0:37:32.800 --> 0:37:35.640
<v Speaker 1>Game, Yeah, yeah, we're coming, coming, coming, And I felt

0:37:35.640 --> 0:37:36.879
<v Speaker 1>like you were going to get over the line all

0:37:36.880 --> 0:37:38.680
<v Speaker 1>the way through that last quarter, but just didn't quite

0:37:38.680 --> 0:37:39.319
<v Speaker 1>get there in the end.

0:37:39.400 --> 0:37:39.880
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, exactly.

0:37:39.880 --> 0:37:41.600
<v Speaker 1>And it felt like the year before with West Coast,

0:37:41.600 --> 0:37:42.520
<v Speaker 1>where they were coming coming.

0:37:42.719 --> 0:37:45.280
<v Speaker 6>They did get over the line. We unfortunately didn't.

0:37:45.280 --> 0:37:47.319
<v Speaker 1>And you know, I really think if we hadn't made

0:37:47.320 --> 0:37:50.200
<v Speaker 1>it to that twenty eighteen, twenty nineteen, it would have

0:37:50.200 --> 0:37:50.960
<v Speaker 1>been against Richmond.

0:37:50.960 --> 0:37:51.880
<v Speaker 6>I think we had that number.

0:37:52.040 --> 0:37:53.680
<v Speaker 2>Did you really you felt like you matched up really

0:37:53.680 --> 0:37:54.560
<v Speaker 2>well at Richmond, really.

0:37:54.480 --> 0:37:57.040
<v Speaker 1>Well against Richmond. Yeah, and we always struggled against West Coast.

0:37:57.040 --> 0:37:59.759
<v Speaker 1>Geelong was another one where we kind of struggled a

0:37:59.760 --> 0:38:01.600
<v Speaker 1>little bit. So you sort of know that as a

0:38:01.719 --> 0:38:03.400
<v Speaker 1>as a team and as a playing group, who you

0:38:03.440 --> 0:38:04.799
<v Speaker 1>match up well against and who you don't.

0:38:05.120 --> 0:38:07.359
<v Speaker 2>How fire are you? You know you're going into twenty twenty.

0:38:07.400 --> 0:38:09.399
<v Speaker 5>You're not to know that the world's going to fall

0:38:09.440 --> 0:38:11.640
<v Speaker 5>apart in twenty twenty, but you get like that. You

0:38:11.680 --> 0:38:13.760
<v Speaker 5>had glandula fever to start, so you had a really

0:38:14.080 --> 0:38:16.719
<v Speaker 5>tough start in that preseason to get yourself right.

0:38:16.760 --> 0:38:18.680
<v Speaker 2>And then the world changes, doesn't it.

0:38:18.760 --> 0:38:20.000
<v Speaker 6>Yeah covid Yeah I did.

0:38:20.920 --> 0:38:23.120
<v Speaker 1>I'd done my work during the off season, came back

0:38:23.480 --> 0:38:25.239
<v Speaker 1>because the first of four year players always come back

0:38:25.239 --> 0:38:28.040
<v Speaker 1>two weeks earlier, so did the first week. And I

0:38:28.120 --> 0:38:30.520
<v Speaker 1>was really struggling. I'm starting to drop behind, cannot keep

0:38:30.600 --> 0:38:32.680
<v Speaker 1>up with anyone. I thought, this is this isn't normal.

0:38:32.760 --> 0:38:34.759
<v Speaker 1>Like I've always sort of with the running and the

0:38:35.040 --> 0:38:37.440
<v Speaker 1>aerobic sort of stuff, been more towards the front than

0:38:37.600 --> 0:38:40.680
<v Speaker 1>anywhere else, and for me to be, you know, half

0:38:40.680 --> 0:38:44.319
<v Speaker 1>a lap behind everyone was pretty crazy. So had a

0:38:44.320 --> 0:38:46.399
<v Speaker 1>good rest on that weekend, came back into the second

0:38:46.400 --> 0:38:48.560
<v Speaker 1>week of training, and by the friday I was like

0:38:48.560 --> 0:38:50.000
<v Speaker 1>a lap and a half mind everywhere.

0:38:49.719 --> 0:38:50.480
<v Speaker 6>And couldn't keep up.

0:38:50.520 --> 0:38:52.920
<v Speaker 1>It was just had nothing in me when had the

0:38:52.960 --> 0:38:55.839
<v Speaker 1>tests glendula fever. So I spent six to eight weeks

0:38:55.880 --> 0:38:58.239
<v Speaker 1>away from the club, just literally at home doing nothing.

0:38:58.280 --> 0:39:00.520
<v Speaker 1>Went back to my family home with my my dad

0:39:01.280 --> 0:39:02.520
<v Speaker 1>where they again cooked clean.

0:39:03.600 --> 0:39:06.440
<v Speaker 2>That's for Randy, But yeah.

0:39:06.239 --> 0:39:09.200
<v Speaker 1>I missed the first game or two that year, obviously

0:39:09.200 --> 0:39:11.520
<v Speaker 1>having to catch up to speed, missing the whole preseason,

0:39:11.560 --> 0:39:13.880
<v Speaker 1>and then we get shipped off to the hub and

0:39:13.880 --> 0:39:16.480
<v Speaker 1>they might be up there for you know, thirty thirty

0:39:16.480 --> 0:39:19.080
<v Speaker 1>five days, and one hundred and five days later I

0:39:19.120 --> 0:39:21.520
<v Speaker 1>was coming home. So it was pretty pretty crazy experience.

0:39:21.680 --> 0:39:24.480
<v Speaker 4>That tough was the hub for everyone, but for you

0:39:24.560 --> 0:39:24.919
<v Speaker 4>as well.

0:39:25.440 --> 0:39:29.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think it affected people differently, people that lived

0:39:29.160 --> 0:39:32.160
<v Speaker 1>and breathed football and didn't have a whole lot going

0:39:32.160 --> 0:39:33.320
<v Speaker 1>on outside of football.

0:39:33.480 --> 0:39:34.360
<v Speaker 6>I think they ate it up.

0:39:34.400 --> 0:39:37.120
<v Speaker 1>Andy're probably the ones that performed well in that in

0:39:37.120 --> 0:39:40.360
<v Speaker 1>that environment. But for a lot of others me included,

0:39:40.719 --> 0:39:44.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, that interaction with friends, that get away, you know,

0:39:44.719 --> 0:39:49.279
<v Speaker 1>seeing your family certainly things that I missed and contributed

0:39:49.320 --> 0:39:51.919
<v Speaker 1>to not really enjoying my time up in the hub.

0:39:52.040 --> 0:39:54.359
<v Speaker 3>So West Coast had a worse time in the hub.

0:39:54.920 --> 0:39:57.160
<v Speaker 3>You eventually play me in Perth the elimination final. You

0:39:57.280 --> 0:40:00.480
<v Speaker 3>burn them by a point, they're ravaged, and then I

0:40:00.480 --> 0:40:03.360
<v Speaker 3>think you're sick and you're injured and you've got absolutely

0:40:03.360 --> 0:40:05.880
<v Speaker 3>nothing short breaking. You get smashed by Gelong in a

0:40:05.920 --> 0:40:08.120
<v Speaker 3>semi final, lost by sixty eight points. I think you

0:40:08.120 --> 0:40:09.919
<v Speaker 3>had a single goal at three quarter time and Bucks

0:40:10.000 --> 0:40:12.680
<v Speaker 3>is like we were even. We were never a chance

0:40:12.719 --> 0:40:13.359
<v Speaker 3>to win that game.

0:40:13.719 --> 0:40:15.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, probably going into I didn't really think we were

0:40:15.800 --> 0:40:17.080
<v Speaker 1>a chance against West Coast either.

0:40:17.680 --> 0:40:19.200
<v Speaker 6>I think we'd finished eighth and they were.

0:40:19.080 --> 0:40:20.600
<v Speaker 2>Fished the dirty pis. I think they were.

0:40:20.800 --> 0:40:23.839
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Mason Cox stepped up and took three test marks

0:40:23.880 --> 0:40:25.719
<v Speaker 1>and three goals in the first quarter again, so he

0:40:25.800 --> 0:40:28.839
<v Speaker 1>seemed to step up when we needed it. But yeah,

0:40:28.840 --> 0:40:31.520
<v Speaker 1>it was sort of not that we wanted it to

0:40:31.520 --> 0:40:33.520
<v Speaker 1>be over, and a lot of people weren't going to

0:40:33.520 --> 0:40:34.520
<v Speaker 1>be sad once it was over.

0:40:34.560 --> 0:40:37.000
<v Speaker 6>And when we get back see family and friends.

0:40:37.440 --> 0:40:39.800
<v Speaker 3>And that's that might be a confronting thing for people

0:40:39.840 --> 0:40:42.280
<v Speaker 3>to fore you to acknowledge, but it's reality.

0:40:42.360 --> 0:40:46.040
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, it's certainly how I felt. The whole or of

0:40:46.080 --> 0:40:46.799
<v Speaker 6>the group was.

0:40:47.120 --> 0:40:48.839
<v Speaker 2>You're not aware that that's going to be your last game?

0:40:48.920 --> 0:40:51.480
<v Speaker 2>Far from it. When did you realize we've got a

0:40:51.480 --> 0:40:52.040
<v Speaker 2>problem here?

0:40:53.239 --> 0:40:56.960
<v Speaker 1>Probably the day before the trade period, really that light.

0:40:57.080 --> 0:41:00.200
<v Speaker 1>Six weeks later I had makes It interview, and you know,

0:41:00.239 --> 0:41:03.360
<v Speaker 1>it was just talking about going and getting fitter, getting stronger,

0:41:03.920 --> 0:41:06.200
<v Speaker 1>all the typical stuff you hear going into an off season.

0:41:07.120 --> 0:41:09.600
<v Speaker 1>And it wasn't to My manager called me a day

0:41:09.680 --> 0:41:11.239
<v Speaker 1>or two before the trade period and said, hey, mate,

0:41:11.239 --> 0:41:12.040
<v Speaker 1>looking at trading you.

0:41:13.160 --> 0:41:16.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, was it Robbie Doradio gives you a call and

0:41:17.000 --> 0:41:17.719
<v Speaker 2>what are you thinking of that?

0:41:18.719 --> 0:41:18.919
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

0:41:18.920 --> 0:41:21.359
<v Speaker 6>It was pretty rattling, you know.

0:41:21.440 --> 0:41:23.839
<v Speaker 1>Like I said, I was well aware that probably didn't

0:41:23.840 --> 0:41:27.600
<v Speaker 1>have the year that I wanted to have, But like

0:41:27.640 --> 0:41:29.239
<v Speaker 1>I said, get over that, COVID, get back, I have

0:41:29.320 --> 0:41:32.080
<v Speaker 1>a full preseason. Because obviously had the glandula and wiped

0:41:32.120 --> 0:41:35.160
<v Speaker 1>out my whole preseason, I thought it'll be good, good

0:41:35.160 --> 0:41:36.719
<v Speaker 1>to go all guns firing the next year.

0:41:37.880 --> 0:41:39.359
<v Speaker 6>So to get that was a bit of a kick

0:41:39.360 --> 0:41:42.880
<v Speaker 6>in the guts, but I suppose again it's part of

0:41:42.920 --> 0:41:44.879
<v Speaker 6>the journey. I'm going to say it a lot, he said.

0:41:44.920 --> 0:41:47.080
<v Speaker 8>Bucks said I hadn't opened up to the group enough,

0:41:47.160 --> 0:41:48.640
<v Speaker 8>which I didn't really agree with.

0:41:48.800 --> 0:41:49.080
<v Speaker 4>He said.

0:41:49.120 --> 0:41:51.680
<v Speaker 8>I actually rang Bucks and asked what was happening. He said,

0:41:51.680 --> 0:41:54.200
<v Speaker 8>for me to pursue a trade as heavily as I can.

0:41:54.280 --> 0:41:56.080
<v Speaker 8>A couple of days before the trade period, my manager

0:41:56.120 --> 0:41:57.080
<v Speaker 8>mentioned I might be traded.

0:41:57.320 --> 0:41:58.040
<v Speaker 4>It was a bit of a.

0:41:58.000 --> 0:41:59.160
<v Speaker 2>Shock at the time.

0:41:59.480 --> 0:42:01.840
<v Speaker 8>What do you make of this? It's quite an incredible situation.

0:42:01.960 --> 0:42:03.640
<v Speaker 8>We might have tra Law to come, we might have

0:42:03.680 --> 0:42:06.080
<v Speaker 8>Tom Phillips, but king you Jaden Stevenson's trade to North

0:42:06.120 --> 0:42:08.400
<v Speaker 8>Melbourne has come as a shock to most Collingwood fans.

0:42:08.520 --> 0:42:09.840
<v Speaker 8>Two weeks ago it looked like he was going to

0:42:09.880 --> 0:42:10.560
<v Speaker 8>be playing at the Pies for.

0:42:10.520 --> 0:42:14.759
<v Speaker 3>At least How much of it in retrospect was your performances,

0:42:14.960 --> 0:42:19.279
<v Speaker 3>your salary like their issues? Yeah, as you think about

0:42:19.320 --> 0:42:21.239
<v Speaker 3>being traded as well, like I can't have just been

0:42:21.280 --> 0:42:23.240
<v Speaker 3>your performances given as you say, you've been a rising

0:42:23.239 --> 0:42:24.280
<v Speaker 3>start two years before.

0:42:24.520 --> 0:42:27.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, obviously I don't have any idea of what the

0:42:27.760 --> 0:42:29.600
<v Speaker 1>actual conversations were within the club.

0:42:29.680 --> 0:42:31.480
<v Speaker 6>But it's all just conjecture.

0:42:31.520 --> 0:42:33.880
<v Speaker 1>But the way I say it and what's been portrayed

0:42:33.880 --> 0:42:36.360
<v Speaker 1>in the media, obviously performance wasn't there Sally, I was

0:42:36.360 --> 0:42:39.040
<v Speaker 1>getting paid a really good salary from there on out,

0:42:39.080 --> 0:42:42.640
<v Speaker 1>and obviously what I produced the year before on the

0:42:42.640 --> 0:42:44.920
<v Speaker 1>field and my salary the next year they weren't aligned

0:42:44.960 --> 0:42:47.880
<v Speaker 1>at all. So I've got no hard feelings. So I

0:42:47.920 --> 0:42:49.520
<v Speaker 1>think as a business in the AFL is a business.

0:42:49.520 --> 0:42:50.360
<v Speaker 1>Each club is a business.

0:42:50.400 --> 0:42:50.960
<v Speaker 6>I know they're not for.

0:42:51.000 --> 0:42:57.360
<v Speaker 1>Profit, but that's not really true, correct, So as a

0:42:57.400 --> 0:42:59.280
<v Speaker 1>smart business decision for them.

0:42:59.160 --> 0:42:59.920
<v Speaker 6>I would have got rid of me.

0:43:00.560 --> 0:43:01.600
<v Speaker 4>So you would have traded yourself.

0:43:01.600 --> 0:43:02.399
<v Speaker 6>I would have traded myself.

0:43:02.480 --> 0:43:04.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, if I'm running the business that is Collingwood, they

0:43:04.719 --> 0:43:06.640
<v Speaker 1>made the right decision and I can sit here and

0:43:06.680 --> 0:43:09.160
<v Speaker 1>deal with it. I know it's not personal. It's just

0:43:09.200 --> 0:43:10.840
<v Speaker 1>a business and that's how it works.

0:43:10.920 --> 0:43:13.120
<v Speaker 3>And so what was it was a classic all the

0:43:13.160 --> 0:43:14.960
<v Speaker 3>way through. The couple of club was saying we're not

0:43:15.000 --> 0:43:17.480
<v Speaker 3>trading players. You know, clearly there was going to be

0:43:17.520 --> 0:43:19.280
<v Speaker 3>a clean out given the salary cap issues.

0:43:19.719 --> 0:43:21.160
<v Speaker 4>Brady Grundy was on a massive deal.

0:43:21.320 --> 0:43:24.520
<v Speaker 3>What those couple of weeks, like Adam Trelaw is potentially

0:43:24.560 --> 0:43:26.359
<v Speaker 3>going to be traded as it turned out, you know,

0:43:26.840 --> 0:43:30.040
<v Speaker 3>Phillips to Buston VOLANGI what were those couple of weeks

0:43:30.040 --> 0:43:31.759
<v Speaker 3>like leading into the well, as you said, only the

0:43:31.840 --> 0:43:34.880
<v Speaker 3>day before the trade period and a really turbulent trade period.

0:43:35.120 --> 0:43:37.759
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it only felt like a two week process for me,

0:43:39.040 --> 0:43:41.279
<v Speaker 1>and I didn't really mnd like as much as I did.

0:43:41.440 --> 0:43:42.560
<v Speaker 1>Like I said, I was able to at the time

0:43:42.640 --> 0:43:44.920
<v Speaker 1>understand the business side of it and go, Okay, this

0:43:45.000 --> 0:43:47.319
<v Speaker 1>is where my journey ends here, but where are we

0:43:47.360 --> 0:43:48.880
<v Speaker 1>going from here? And was able to chat with a

0:43:48.920 --> 0:43:52.200
<v Speaker 1>few clubs obviously, spoke to North Melbourne and came to

0:43:52.239 --> 0:43:55.520
<v Speaker 1>an agreement there and it was all pretty seamless in

0:43:55.560 --> 0:43:56.120
<v Speaker 1>that aspect.

0:43:56.160 --> 0:43:57.719
<v Speaker 4>How did you talk to? Who else did you talk to?

0:43:58.920 --> 0:44:01.000
<v Speaker 1>I didn't actually speak with any else I'd had. My

0:44:01.040 --> 0:44:03.600
<v Speaker 1>manager had spoken about, you know, Gold Coast might be interested,

0:44:03.600 --> 0:44:05.239
<v Speaker 1>but I thought that's where I've been up in the

0:44:05.239 --> 0:44:06.839
<v Speaker 1>harbor and I hate it, so no way I'm going

0:44:06.880 --> 0:44:09.319
<v Speaker 1>there a chance there? Yeah, at that time, I thought,

0:44:09.560 --> 0:44:11.840
<v Speaker 1>just in the headspace I was in, Queensley is not

0:44:11.880 --> 0:44:13.880
<v Speaker 1>the place for me and that sort of thing. And

0:44:13.960 --> 0:44:17.279
<v Speaker 1>then he spoke about Richmonds and Kilda, but you know,

0:44:17.560 --> 0:44:21.480
<v Speaker 1>taking huge pay cuts. Yeah, so it was only really

0:44:21.560 --> 0:44:23.680
<v Speaker 1>one one club that really and if that, if that

0:44:23.680 --> 0:44:25.440
<v Speaker 1>hadn't have been there, I could have stayed at Collingwood

0:44:25.480 --> 0:44:27.800
<v Speaker 1>like I had a three year contrast.

0:44:27.880 --> 0:44:30.120
<v Speaker 2>Is that ever a thought in your mind that it was?

0:44:30.200 --> 0:44:31.880
<v Speaker 6>It was actually a thought for I'm going to.

0:44:31.880 --> 0:44:36.040
<v Speaker 2>Prove these Bathards wrong and get back to my best again. Yeah.

0:44:36.040 --> 0:44:38.399
<v Speaker 6>For the first probably nine ten days, that was my thought.

0:44:38.800 --> 0:44:41.320
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, and then you had a discussion with but Nathan Buckley.

0:44:41.360 --> 0:44:43.759
<v Speaker 5>Is that right that the club hadn't really contacted you?

0:44:44.440 --> 0:44:46.760
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I spoke to the class rang Bucks.

0:44:46.640 --> 0:44:48.880
<v Speaker 5>Just said so one night, one late, one night, you

0:44:48.920 --> 0:44:50.480
<v Speaker 5>give him a call? So what I take us through

0:44:50.520 --> 0:44:51.279
<v Speaker 5>that conversation?

0:44:51.600 --> 0:44:53.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I can't obviously don't quote me, but it was

0:44:53.840 --> 0:44:57.759
<v Speaker 1>along the lines of, yeah, do you value me? Do

0:44:57.800 --> 0:45:01.719
<v Speaker 1>you want me there? What will be the go come

0:45:01.760 --> 0:45:03.480
<v Speaker 1>next year if I stay? And pretty much just said

0:45:03.520 --> 0:45:08.279
<v Speaker 1>it's going to be hard. So yeah, that's that's the

0:45:08.320 --> 0:45:10.480
<v Speaker 1>crux of the whole conversation. Obviously there was more to it,

0:45:10.520 --> 0:45:13.200
<v Speaker 1>but basically said it's going to be hard and you

0:45:13.280 --> 0:45:14.839
<v Speaker 1>may spend a lot of time in the twos or whatever,

0:45:14.840 --> 0:45:18.719
<v Speaker 1>it may be so obviously in my own head thought, no,

0:45:18.800 --> 0:45:20.319
<v Speaker 1>I won't. Like if I'm there and I'm playing, well,

0:45:20.320 --> 0:45:22.000
<v Speaker 1>you'll pick me in the ones. But yeah, at the

0:45:22.120 --> 0:45:24.440
<v Speaker 1>end of the day, you want to go somewhere where

0:45:24.480 --> 0:45:27.200
<v Speaker 1>you're valued and wanted, and that was North Melbourne at

0:45:27.239 --> 0:45:30.280
<v Speaker 1>that moment in time, So yeah, made the choice pretty

0:45:30.280 --> 0:45:30.799
<v Speaker 1>easy in the end.

0:45:30.920 --> 0:45:32.600
<v Speaker 4>What was the pitch from the rue? How did you meet?

0:45:32.640 --> 0:45:34.239
<v Speaker 4>Who did you you know?

0:45:34.239 --> 0:45:35.920
<v Speaker 3>How did you get your head around thinking Okay, I

0:45:35.960 --> 0:45:37.879
<v Speaker 3>know they're you know, down to the bottom of the ladder,

0:45:37.920 --> 0:45:38.960
<v Speaker 3>but it'll still be okay.

0:45:39.280 --> 0:45:41.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Mark Finnigan was the main one I spoke to

0:45:41.280 --> 0:45:44.360
<v Speaker 1>as a recruiting manager. I think Brady Rulings may have

0:45:44.400 --> 0:45:46.200
<v Speaker 1>had a bit to do with it as well. They

0:45:46.200 --> 0:45:48.560
<v Speaker 1>actually didn't have a coach at the time, so there

0:45:48.600 --> 0:45:51.200
<v Speaker 1>was no coach to speak too, which is an interesting,

0:45:52.080 --> 0:45:54.239
<v Speaker 1>interesting position to be and obviously getting a trade going

0:45:54.239 --> 0:45:57.440
<v Speaker 1>to a no coach, but yeah, that was sort of

0:45:57.440 --> 0:46:00.439
<v Speaker 1>great from the outset. They gave me a our point

0:46:00.480 --> 0:46:03.879
<v Speaker 1>selling themselves to me and it really seemed like they're

0:46:03.920 --> 0:46:06.839
<v Speaker 1>on the up and unfortunately it wasn't in the end.

0:46:06.880 --> 0:46:10.239
<v Speaker 5>But yeah, you have to get a couple of new housemates,

0:46:10.239 --> 0:46:12.799
<v Speaker 5>colind didn't want a couple of your housemates living with you?

0:46:12.960 --> 0:46:14.680
<v Speaker 2>Was that a bit of a slap as well.

0:46:14.760 --> 0:46:17.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that was a bit of a slap. Didn't really

0:46:17.160 --> 0:46:20.160
<v Speaker 1>appreciate that side of it. They were obviously good mates

0:46:20.200 --> 0:46:20.520
<v Speaker 1>of mine.

0:46:20.600 --> 0:46:23.359
<v Speaker 2>Who remember exactly They a couple of players.

0:46:23.120 --> 0:46:28.399
<v Speaker 1>Anton toehillsco and Jay Rentel was there as well. Yeah,

0:46:28.440 --> 0:46:30.600
<v Speaker 1>and Train ended up staying for a while. Anyway, treyger

0:46:30.640 --> 0:46:33.360
<v Speaker 1>along with really well and had a really good relationship.

0:46:33.400 --> 0:46:36.160
<v Speaker 1>But I'm not being able to live with someone it's

0:46:36.239 --> 0:46:38.320
<v Speaker 1>from another club was a bit of a bizarre, a

0:46:38.400 --> 0:46:39.439
<v Speaker 1>bit bizarre in my eyes.

0:46:39.520 --> 0:46:42.680
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, what was their explanation, what was their issue?

0:46:42.760 --> 0:46:45.080
<v Speaker 6>I have no idea, that's not You'd have to go

0:46:45.120 --> 0:46:46.120
<v Speaker 6>speak to one of them.

0:46:46.320 --> 0:46:48.680
<v Speaker 2>Quite tell us about that first year at North.

0:46:49.320 --> 0:46:51.879
<v Speaker 5>You finally get a coach, you finally get a coach

0:46:52.160 --> 0:46:55.239
<v Speaker 5>to start David Nables your coach, What was it like

0:46:55.280 --> 0:46:57.800
<v Speaker 5>that first year at North and the differences between Collingwood

0:46:57.800 --> 0:46:59.759
<v Speaker 5>and North Melbourne From the moment you walked in.

0:47:00.560 --> 0:47:02.200
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I walked in, it was actually very similar.

0:47:03.200 --> 0:47:04.960
<v Speaker 1>People have spoken about, you know, Colin, We've got these

0:47:04.960 --> 0:47:06.920
<v Speaker 1>great facilities in North Melbourne's got these.

0:47:06.760 --> 0:47:09.640
<v Speaker 2>Small they're not bad out there, great facilities, have.

0:47:09.680 --> 0:47:11.720
<v Speaker 6>Got everything you need. It's a really intimate club.

0:47:12.080 --> 0:47:15.800
<v Speaker 1>There's amazing people involved, some of the volunteers, the people

0:47:15.880 --> 0:47:18.239
<v Speaker 1>that you know do all the nitty gritty stuff behind

0:47:18.239 --> 0:47:21.160
<v Speaker 1>the scenes. They're just amazing people at North Melbourne and

0:47:21.320 --> 0:47:24.280
<v Speaker 1>very similar in all aspects from Collingwood to North Melbourne.

0:47:24.560 --> 0:47:26.040
<v Speaker 6>The major difference was just the on.

0:47:26.080 --> 0:47:29.759
<v Speaker 1>Field performance and we weren't able to get up to

0:47:29.760 --> 0:47:30.359
<v Speaker 1>scratch there.

0:47:31.320 --> 0:47:34.600
<v Speaker 3>Tell us about playing free and easy on instinct and

0:47:34.640 --> 0:47:36.600
<v Speaker 3>then as your form drops away, how do you try

0:47:36.600 --> 0:47:38.440
<v Speaker 3>and rediscover it, you have to try and work harder.

0:47:38.640 --> 0:47:40.360
<v Speaker 4>What's the challenges for an AFL player.

0:47:40.960 --> 0:47:43.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it was really tough that probably that first year

0:47:43.160 --> 0:47:46.120
<v Speaker 1>at North sort of coming in. I think I think

0:47:46.160 --> 0:47:48.080
<v Speaker 1>I had like twenty in a goal a game in

0:47:48.080 --> 0:47:52.640
<v Speaker 1>that first season and we're still getting sort of ripped

0:47:52.680 --> 0:47:54.560
<v Speaker 1>into it and I'm like, this is probably one of

0:47:54.600 --> 0:47:56.879
<v Speaker 1>the better years I've had, but because we're not winning

0:47:56.920 --> 0:48:00.200
<v Speaker 1>and I've come across as a recruit, a lot of

0:48:00.239 --> 0:48:01.919
<v Speaker 1>that pressure on me and I spoke about before where

0:48:02.280 --> 0:48:04.680
<v Speaker 1>they're not going to blame the fourth year play, the

0:48:04.719 --> 0:48:08.080
<v Speaker 1>fourth game player, whereas they are starting to now blame

0:48:08.120 --> 0:48:09.640
<v Speaker 1>you and think you're a big reason of why we

0:48:09.680 --> 0:48:12.440
<v Speaker 1>are losing when I was probably having, you know, one

0:48:12.440 --> 0:48:14.240
<v Speaker 1>of my better year, one of my better years.

0:48:14.440 --> 0:48:17.640
<v Speaker 4>So who's having a great Year's played every game this year?

0:48:17.800 --> 0:48:21.439
<v Speaker 4>It's twenty one goal seven this year. Jaydon Stevenson three

0:48:21.480 --> 0:48:24.200
<v Speaker 4>straight last weekend. That's an hour.

0:48:26.680 --> 0:48:28.560
<v Speaker 1>And that sort of just gets stepped under rug because

0:48:28.600 --> 0:48:31.680
<v Speaker 1>of us winning two or three games, whatever it may be.

0:48:31.760 --> 0:48:36.239
<v Speaker 1>So that was quite disappointing, but from there on out

0:48:36.280 --> 0:48:37.960
<v Speaker 1>it sort of just just got worse.

0:48:38.080 --> 0:48:40.680
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'm assume that that's from David Oval. Again.

0:48:40.719 --> 0:48:42.480
<v Speaker 3>He's talked about, you know, the things he did right

0:48:42.520 --> 0:48:44.520
<v Speaker 3>and wrong in this seat, But like, what's it. What's

0:48:44.520 --> 0:48:47.080
<v Speaker 3>the criticism? You know, you're not pressuring enough. You're not

0:48:47.160 --> 0:48:48.919
<v Speaker 3>you know, because as you say, your numbers are pretty good.

0:48:49.000 --> 0:48:50.160
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, not pressuring enough.

0:48:50.239 --> 0:48:53.880
<v Speaker 1>Or I have always been a more skinny outside playoff

0:48:54.040 --> 0:48:56.919
<v Speaker 1>And it's like I missed one ground ball, one contesta ball.

0:48:57.160 --> 0:48:58.719
<v Speaker 1>So then for the next three weeks I'm training, you

0:48:58.760 --> 0:49:01.040
<v Speaker 1>have to do extra ground balls and extra hardball gets.

0:49:01.320 --> 0:49:02.680
<v Speaker 1>It's like, hold on the second. There was three that

0:49:02.760 --> 0:49:05.600
<v Speaker 1>I did get. The one I've missed is the one

0:49:05.640 --> 0:49:07.680
<v Speaker 1>that just comes to light. And I felt like that

0:49:07.960 --> 0:49:09.480
<v Speaker 1>the whole time of North was a lot. It was

0:49:10.040 --> 0:49:12.759
<v Speaker 1>you know, one thing got amplified a lot, and it

0:49:12.800 --> 0:49:14.799
<v Speaker 1>wasn't just me, it was a lot of people throughout

0:49:14.840 --> 0:49:15.200
<v Speaker 1>the group.

0:49:15.239 --> 0:49:17.840
<v Speaker 6>And how training is that it is training.

0:49:17.880 --> 0:49:20.160
<v Speaker 1>It's just going from week to week having something else,

0:49:20.239 --> 0:49:23.000
<v Speaker 1>or you know, you finally have put in your three

0:49:23.040 --> 0:49:25.680
<v Speaker 1>weeks of work doing ground balls and then it might

0:49:26.000 --> 0:49:27.600
<v Speaker 1>miss a kick and do a turnover. It's like, oh,

0:49:27.680 --> 0:49:29.040
<v Speaker 1>you need to get your kicking up with scratch, so

0:49:29.040 --> 0:49:32.120
<v Speaker 1>then you're doing kicking extra kicking for two weeks and

0:49:32.280 --> 0:49:36.200
<v Speaker 1>it was just constant of and the results if we're winning, like,

0:49:36.239 --> 0:49:38.719
<v Speaker 1>they don't let those things, those things don't come to

0:49:38.760 --> 0:49:42.360
<v Speaker 1>light and the stresses aren't there. So that was the

0:49:42.360 --> 0:49:44.520
<v Speaker 1>thing that probably annoyed me at most, just having seen

0:49:44.560 --> 0:49:46.480
<v Speaker 1>what it was like being at a really successful club

0:49:46.760 --> 0:49:50.200
<v Speaker 1>and a club that's not and the stark differences in.

0:49:50.280 --> 0:49:52.760
<v Speaker 2>Terms of building a confidence, like internally.

0:49:52.760 --> 0:49:55.759
<v Speaker 1>Confidence and the things that you know, the expectations that

0:49:55.800 --> 0:49:58.799
<v Speaker 1>are there and for instance, like at Collingwood when we're winning,

0:49:58.840 --> 0:50:01.000
<v Speaker 1>like steel side Bottom used to train in track your

0:50:01.040 --> 0:50:03.320
<v Speaker 1>pants for the main session. It was freezing and so

0:50:03.400 --> 0:50:05.399
<v Speaker 1>I'd do the same and it was all fine, we're winning,

0:50:05.400 --> 0:50:07.960
<v Speaker 1>we're going well, nothing said about it North Melbourne. You're

0:50:07.960 --> 0:50:09.760
<v Speaker 1>in your shorts, single it and a beanie.

0:50:10.120 --> 0:50:11.480
<v Speaker 6>What are you doing with your beanie on? That's not

0:50:11.480 --> 0:50:12.120
<v Speaker 6>a footballer.

0:50:12.239 --> 0:50:15.280
<v Speaker 2>It's like really old school stuff, really old.

0:50:15.160 --> 0:50:17.160
<v Speaker 1>School, and it's like, only this is only because we

0:50:17.200 --> 0:50:18.120
<v Speaker 1>are losing on a weekend.

0:50:18.840 --> 0:50:20.120
<v Speaker 6>I did really struggle.

0:50:20.640 --> 0:50:22.719
<v Speaker 5>So they're listening to the outside noise in the sense

0:50:22.800 --> 0:50:24.560
<v Speaker 5>internally really in that in.

0:50:25.320 --> 0:50:28.840
<v Speaker 1>My perspective, yeah, it just seemed like each week there

0:50:28.880 --> 0:50:31.080
<v Speaker 1>was a new thing, and you know, if we had

0:50:31.080 --> 0:50:34.200
<v Speaker 1>to just maybe focused on us as a group doing

0:50:34.239 --> 0:50:36.960
<v Speaker 1>our thing every every week, maybe it would have been

0:50:37.000 --> 0:50:37.600
<v Speaker 1>a different result.

0:50:37.920 --> 0:50:39.520
<v Speaker 4>What did Dave Noble do right as a coach and

0:50:39.560 --> 0:50:42.320
<v Speaker 4>what were his room for improvements? He used the vernacular.

0:50:43.440 --> 0:50:45.720
<v Speaker 6>Yes, it's actually a long time ago to think.

0:50:47.320 --> 0:50:50.640
<v Speaker 1>I suppose my main thing that he did well was

0:50:50.640 --> 0:50:53.520
<v Speaker 1>that he was pretty clear in his messaging and you

0:50:53.640 --> 0:50:56.400
<v Speaker 1>knew what he wanted from you. I think sometimes it

0:50:56.440 --> 0:50:58.359
<v Speaker 1>can get lost in translation, but he was very good at,

0:50:59.000 --> 0:51:02.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, teaching and under standing and making you understand,

0:51:02.400 --> 0:51:04.920
<v Speaker 1>whether that be visually or speaking to whatever it may be.

0:51:05.000 --> 0:51:07.319
<v Speaker 1>You were very clear at what he wanted you to do,

0:51:08.239 --> 0:51:11.280
<v Speaker 1>and I think probably the downfall for personally in my opinion,

0:51:11.360 --> 0:51:15.840
<v Speaker 1>is just changing changing little ways we played each game

0:51:17.080 --> 0:51:19.239
<v Speaker 1>depending on who we're playing. So I know what Collenwood

0:51:19.239 --> 0:51:22.719
<v Speaker 1>it was like, we played our style of football and

0:51:22.760 --> 0:51:24.719
<v Speaker 1>if that's if that's a switch, or if that's a

0:51:24.719 --> 0:51:27.520
<v Speaker 1>long down the line, if that's a handball run game.

0:51:28.040 --> 0:51:30.480
<v Speaker 1>We played our style no matter what we're playing. And

0:51:30.520 --> 0:51:32.840
<v Speaker 1>obviously we're aware of some things and of what the

0:51:32.840 --> 0:51:34.879
<v Speaker 1>other team was going to do, but we didn't really

0:51:34.960 --> 0:51:36.960
<v Speaker 1>change our core way we played.

0:51:38.040 --> 0:51:39.520
<v Speaker 4>He believed in you in your game style.

0:51:39.520 --> 0:51:42.520
<v Speaker 6>We believe in that game so and my my gripe.

0:51:42.719 --> 0:51:46.479
<v Speaker 1>I suppose in those two years at North where we'd

0:51:46.480 --> 0:51:48.520
<v Speaker 1>be playing too long, we'd like to run and handble,

0:51:48.920 --> 0:51:52.320
<v Speaker 1>for instance, and we'd change and we'd play completely trying

0:51:52.360 --> 0:51:55.880
<v Speaker 1>to deny them that style or that So we then

0:51:55.920 --> 0:51:58.440
<v Speaker 1>didn't get any continuity in or an identity of how

0:51:58.440 --> 0:51:59.279
<v Speaker 1>we play as a club.

0:51:59.400 --> 0:51:59.840
<v Speaker 2>For sure.

0:52:00.040 --> 0:52:02.920
<v Speaker 5>That that second year, I think John Ralph broke the

0:52:02.960 --> 0:52:06.560
<v Speaker 5>story about the David Nobles spray against Brisbane.

0:52:07.000 --> 0:52:10.160
<v Speaker 2>You played in that game, you haven't recollections of that or.

0:52:10.520 --> 0:52:13.160
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I remember being in it. I don't think it

0:52:13.200 --> 0:52:15.080
<v Speaker 6>was as bad as you as you would have made

0:52:15.080 --> 0:52:17.640
<v Speaker 6>it out to be. But yeah, it was just a

0:52:17.640 --> 0:52:19.480
<v Speaker 6>good old old fashion fashion bake.

0:52:19.560 --> 0:52:21.080
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes they work, sometimes they don't.

0:52:21.160 --> 0:52:22.719
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, and I think he had every right to do so.

0:52:22.760 --> 0:52:26.080
<v Speaker 6>I mean we weren't performing and actually in local footy

0:52:26.120 --> 0:52:28.640
<v Speaker 6>two weeks ago we've got a good halftime which would

0:52:28.640 --> 0:52:29.440
<v Speaker 6>have gone close to it.

0:52:29.520 --> 0:52:31.200
<v Speaker 3>But you try a water bottle or something like. It

0:52:31.239 --> 0:52:33.000
<v Speaker 3>wasn't like it was. It was theatrical, but it was

0:52:33.000 --> 0:52:34.040
<v Speaker 3>It's just a spray.

0:52:33.800 --> 0:52:36.280
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, just a spray. Had plenty of time. Darren Buick

0:52:36.280 --> 0:52:39.920
<v Speaker 6>as an ad and he gave really good ones Bick. Yeah,

0:52:40.040 --> 0:52:43.320
<v Speaker 6>and you would have seen it the NRL. Yeah, it

0:52:43.400 --> 0:52:44.520
<v Speaker 6>certainly wasn't to that level.

0:52:45.280 --> 0:52:47.479
<v Speaker 3>I think Jason or Francis like was on the Virgin

0:52:47.520 --> 0:52:49.640
<v Speaker 3>tiers or something, so you know, there was some layers

0:52:49.640 --> 0:52:49.880
<v Speaker 3>to it.

0:52:50.440 --> 0:52:53.760
<v Speaker 5>Possibly at the end of that first year at North

0:52:54.480 --> 0:52:56.400
<v Speaker 5>there's the bike incident. Can you take us about that?

0:52:56.440 --> 0:52:58.680
<v Speaker 5>Where you practice here?

0:52:58.760 --> 0:53:02.719
<v Speaker 1>Another another silly mistake if I made has had a

0:53:02.719 --> 0:53:06.120
<v Speaker 1>few drinks and decided I was a good BAMEX rider.

0:53:06.000 --> 0:53:07.399
<v Speaker 2>And were you a good BX rider.

0:53:07.840 --> 0:53:10.880
<v Speaker 1>I'd ridden some BMX and ridden skate parks and that

0:53:10.920 --> 0:53:13.320
<v Speaker 1>growing up. I hadn't done it for probably six or

0:53:13.320 --> 0:53:14.200
<v Speaker 1>seven years.

0:53:13.920 --> 0:53:16.279
<v Speaker 4>And on the evidence you were not a good.

0:53:16.920 --> 0:53:18.799
<v Speaker 6>That's I think that's the conclusion I've come to as well.

0:53:19.520 --> 0:53:20.000
<v Speaker 4>What happened.

0:53:21.280 --> 0:53:22.839
<v Speaker 1>Just had a few drinks and decide I could ride

0:53:22.840 --> 0:53:26.920
<v Speaker 1>my bike down my stairs at my house outside and

0:53:27.880 --> 0:53:30.480
<v Speaker 1>went to the top to roll off them, and realized

0:53:30.520 --> 0:53:33.759
<v Speaker 1>at that moment this is a stupid idea, and then

0:53:34.520 --> 0:53:36.719
<v Speaker 1>chucked the brakes on, actually chucked the front brakes on

0:53:36.719 --> 0:53:39.080
<v Speaker 1>when over the top and pretty much just went down

0:53:39.160 --> 0:53:41.600
<v Speaker 1>from the top of five stairs down and just landed straight.

0:53:41.760 --> 0:53:42.279
<v Speaker 4>On my hip.

0:53:43.200 --> 0:53:44.360
<v Speaker 2>Great trouble straight away.

0:53:44.719 --> 0:53:46.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I hopped up and I got on something's not

0:53:46.880 --> 0:53:50.520
<v Speaker 1>right and yeah I went to the hospital and no good.

0:53:50.560 --> 0:53:52.359
<v Speaker 5>How do you go about letting the club know when

0:53:52.360 --> 0:53:54.640
<v Speaker 5>there's something like that happens. That's the hardest bit, I

0:53:54.640 --> 0:53:55.440
<v Speaker 5>would imagine.

0:53:55.600 --> 0:54:00.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, certainly, I think I spoke to Brady Rulings first

0:54:00.160 --> 0:54:04.239
<v Speaker 1>and said this is what's what's going on. Obviously was

0:54:04.280 --> 0:54:07.360
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't too happy, but was also worried about my

0:54:07.400 --> 0:54:09.560
<v Speaker 1>health and that that came first, which was good. So

0:54:09.960 --> 0:54:11.680
<v Speaker 1>it was a good week or two before I actually

0:54:11.680 --> 0:54:14.240
<v Speaker 1>had a good sit down chat with with North Melbourne

0:54:14.239 --> 0:54:18.000
<v Speaker 1>and they were able to you know, discipline me as

0:54:18.200 --> 0:54:18.920
<v Speaker 1>as required.

0:54:19.120 --> 0:54:21.640
<v Speaker 3>What's David Noble or what's the leadership group say to you?

0:54:21.680 --> 0:54:23.560
<v Speaker 3>Were like the gory details of these things. What was

0:54:23.600 --> 0:54:25.160
<v Speaker 3>what was their spray at that stage two.

0:54:25.000 --> 0:54:29.399
<v Speaker 1>You like, yeah, I can't I can't remember really having

0:54:29.440 --> 0:54:31.960
<v Speaker 1>a chat to them. It was more Ceo ben A

0:54:32.040 --> 0:54:38.600
<v Speaker 1>Mafio had a long hard chat with him, which you

0:54:38.640 --> 0:54:41.120
<v Speaker 1>know wasn't wasn't great sitting or I sort of did

0:54:41.120 --> 0:54:43.120
<v Speaker 1>a lot of listening and a lot of agreeing.

0:54:44.360 --> 0:54:45.240
<v Speaker 6>But yeah, within.

0:54:45.239 --> 0:54:47.520
<v Speaker 1>Terms that I think I copped it hard enough from them,

0:54:47.719 --> 0:54:49.400
<v Speaker 1>And because we were in the off season, it's not

0:54:49.440 --> 0:54:51.960
<v Speaker 1>like they're going to get everyone together to do it

0:54:52.000 --> 0:54:54.200
<v Speaker 1>on the spot. So and by the time we got

0:54:54.200 --> 0:54:55.880
<v Speaker 1>back to pre season, I was back up and running

0:54:55.920 --> 0:54:58.839
<v Speaker 1>and it was almost like nothing had happened. So the

0:54:58.880 --> 0:55:02.680
<v Speaker 1>main deep chats we with Bennie and Mafio. Obviously Nobes

0:55:02.760 --> 0:55:04.600
<v Speaker 1>was in there, Brady rawlings that sort of thing.

0:55:05.280 --> 0:55:07.360
<v Speaker 3>When did footy get to that stage where you're like,

0:55:07.360 --> 0:55:09.640
<v Speaker 3>I'm not having as much fun or not having any fun?

0:55:10.040 --> 0:55:12.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, probably probably the end of that second year at

0:55:12.600 --> 0:55:17.280
<v Speaker 1>North had won you know, four games and played forty

0:55:17.320 --> 0:55:19.400
<v Speaker 1>five games or something whatever it may have been forty

0:55:19.440 --> 0:55:23.160
<v Speaker 1>games and we have won four or five games, and

0:55:23.520 --> 0:55:25.719
<v Speaker 1>like I touched on, it was just constant, we're not

0:55:25.760 --> 0:55:28.000
<v Speaker 1>doing this right. When I looking that right, crisis meetings,

0:55:28.080 --> 0:55:32.600
<v Speaker 1>what's going on? And it just didn't really change.

0:55:32.800 --> 0:55:34.040
<v Speaker 6>So that's just that's exhausting.

0:55:34.080 --> 0:55:36.520
<v Speaker 1>Its training and like I said, at the start, you

0:55:36.520 --> 0:55:39.840
<v Speaker 1>play with that natural flare and that love, that confidence,

0:55:40.080 --> 0:55:43.080
<v Speaker 1>and that was completely gone. It was every week I

0:55:43.120 --> 0:55:46.200
<v Speaker 1>was thinking about six things of when the ball goes

0:55:46.239 --> 0:55:47.279
<v Speaker 1>up in the here, I've got to be strong in

0:55:47.320 --> 0:55:48.080
<v Speaker 1>the contest.

0:55:48.760 --> 0:55:51.200
<v Speaker 6>Please don't fumble the ground ball. And you're just overthinking.

0:55:51.480 --> 0:55:53.399
<v Speaker 2>Going to say you're overthinking, then yeah, And.

0:55:53.280 --> 0:55:55.000
<v Speaker 1>It's more there's a lot that's actually a law that

0:55:55.080 --> 0:55:57.640
<v Speaker 1>the more you think about it, the more likely it

0:55:57.680 --> 0:55:59.719
<v Speaker 1>is to happen. So and like I said, do a

0:55:59.719 --> 0:56:02.520
<v Speaker 1>lot of And if you're riding a bike at a tree,

0:56:02.760 --> 0:56:04.680
<v Speaker 1>the more you think, don't think the tree, don't hit

0:56:04.680 --> 0:56:07.000
<v Speaker 1>the tree. More like you are was your brain quickly

0:56:07.040 --> 0:56:09.279
<v Speaker 1>go right dodge around like this, You'll do it a

0:56:09.320 --> 0:56:13.200
<v Speaker 1>lot more. So, Yeah, I kept thinking about mistakes and

0:56:13.239 --> 0:56:16.560
<v Speaker 1>the mistakes kept coming, and yeah, couldn't put together complete,

0:56:16.640 --> 0:56:18.000
<v Speaker 1>really good games consistently.

0:56:18.160 --> 0:56:20.279
<v Speaker 5>What was it like playing with Jason Horn Francis in

0:56:20.320 --> 0:56:23.840
<v Speaker 5>that one year at North? There was so much external noise?

0:56:23.880 --> 0:56:24.920
<v Speaker 5>What was it like internal?

0:56:26.280 --> 0:56:29.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean external probably got most of the story

0:56:29.840 --> 0:56:34.120
<v Speaker 1>spot on. I'm not sure he was really keen on

0:56:34.200 --> 0:56:35.959
<v Speaker 1>being there. I think he was missing home a lot.

0:56:37.719 --> 0:56:40.600
<v Speaker 1>The one thing I suppose with Horn is that you

0:56:40.640 --> 0:56:43.000
<v Speaker 1>could he had to undeniable talent. Like we watched him

0:56:43.040 --> 0:56:45.680
<v Speaker 1>in some match sims before the season started and he

0:56:45.800 --> 0:56:48.719
<v Speaker 1>was clearly best on ground and some of the things

0:56:48.760 --> 0:56:50.680
<v Speaker 1>he could do. The confidence he had to just break

0:56:50.719 --> 0:56:53.920
<v Speaker 1>out was amazing, and he put him in put Adelaide.

0:56:53.920 --> 0:56:56.760
<v Speaker 6>I know they're not going great this year, but he's.

0:56:56.560 --> 0:56:58.600
<v Speaker 1>In a team with, you know, players that have had

0:56:58.600 --> 0:57:00.520
<v Speaker 1>success and a team that has been good, and you

0:57:00.560 --> 0:57:02.520
<v Speaker 1>can see how much of an impact he can have.

0:57:02.719 --> 0:57:05.960
<v Speaker 6>So yeah, he's a phenomenal talent. It just wasn't to

0:57:06.000 --> 0:57:06.520
<v Speaker 6>beat North.

0:57:07.120 --> 0:57:08.640
<v Speaker 2>That he left at the end of the eighty.

0:57:09.480 --> 0:57:11.720
<v Speaker 4>Tell us about the ice bath story, what actually happened.

0:57:12.000 --> 0:57:14.759
<v Speaker 1>I had left that stage, I had my ice bath.

0:57:16.800 --> 0:57:19.200
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, apparently just wasn't too keen on getting on

0:57:19.240 --> 0:57:23.520
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, I think I said it was hard. Obviously

0:57:23.560 --> 0:57:25.280
<v Speaker 1>my foot he had took a decline in the hub

0:57:25.440 --> 0:57:28.360
<v Speaker 1>because I wasn't happy. I was missing home. So maybe

0:57:28.360 --> 0:57:30.320
<v Speaker 1>I can relate to Jason how he was feeling. And

0:57:30.800 --> 0:57:32.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, you're away from home. Your an eight year

0:57:32.720 --> 0:57:34.880
<v Speaker 1>old kid. He's gone pick number one, supposed to be

0:57:34.960 --> 0:57:36.760
<v Speaker 1>the superstar. You're now playing a team that's won two

0:57:36.800 --> 0:57:40.000
<v Speaker 1>games for the year, just had another big loss, and

0:57:40.040 --> 0:57:43.040
<v Speaker 1>you've been us top and ice BA. I'm not giving

0:57:43.080 --> 0:57:48.400
<v Speaker 1>him any chop out, but that's possibly why why he

0:57:48.440 --> 0:57:49.040
<v Speaker 1>did what he did.

0:57:49.240 --> 0:57:50.880
<v Speaker 3>We smashed a lot of players for different things, and

0:57:50.920 --> 0:57:53.360
<v Speaker 3>if someone says something about us, we get so sensitive

0:57:53.360 --> 0:57:55.400
<v Speaker 3>about it. Like people started talking to you about your contest,

0:57:55.600 --> 0:57:59.280
<v Speaker 3>West lines back to you. He doesn't physically physically compete.

0:58:00.120 --> 0:58:02.120
<v Speaker 3>What happens when people say things like that about you.

0:58:02.320 --> 0:58:05.360
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it is frustrating, And I think you'd love to

0:58:05.400 --> 0:58:08.480
<v Speaker 1>just go he go Ross, here's my highlights, or he's

0:58:08.520 --> 0:58:11.000
<v Speaker 1>twenty minutes of footage, Go go actually have a look

0:58:11.480 --> 0:58:13.640
<v Speaker 1>rather than you know, watch one game, see one contest

0:58:13.880 --> 0:58:16.840
<v Speaker 1>where yeah, might might have done it well, but you know,

0:58:16.920 --> 0:58:18.960
<v Speaker 1>Patrick creeps with someone who's known who's been hard. He

0:58:19.000 --> 0:58:21.640
<v Speaker 1>goes he might miss the exact same one that doesn't

0:58:21.680 --> 0:58:24.280
<v Speaker 1>get brought up. It's just like, because my aura is that,

0:58:24.320 --> 0:58:26.960
<v Speaker 1>and I don't you know, Patrick Coops might do ten

0:58:27.000 --> 0:58:28.800
<v Speaker 1>to miss one. I might do five and miss one.

0:58:29.160 --> 0:58:31.840
<v Speaker 1>It then just comes onto me, and that really annoyed me.

0:58:31.840 --> 0:58:33.560
<v Speaker 1>It's like, go back and watch the footage, or go

0:58:33.600 --> 0:58:35.600
<v Speaker 1>look at how hard I'm running up and down that flank.

0:58:35.920 --> 0:58:38.080
<v Speaker 1>How hard I'm getting to run back help the defense.

0:58:38.120 --> 0:58:40.040
<v Speaker 1>You know, the balls coming in this side, I'm there

0:58:40.080 --> 0:58:42.480
<v Speaker 1>helping to spoil as a higher forward, and then I'm

0:58:42.520 --> 0:58:43.080
<v Speaker 1>working back.

0:58:42.960 --> 0:58:44.840
<v Speaker 6>And being in the forward line for when it comes

0:58:44.840 --> 0:58:46.880
<v Speaker 6>in there. So I don't know.

0:58:46.920 --> 0:58:48.439
<v Speaker 1>I think it's a lot of these old school guys

0:58:48.440 --> 0:58:50.840
<v Speaker 1>can sort of lose the fact that you need multiple

0:58:50.840 --> 0:58:55.200
<v Speaker 1>different types of players to create a good side and

0:58:55.240 --> 0:58:57.120
<v Speaker 1>whether it be work great as of strength or being

0:58:57.160 --> 0:58:59.880
<v Speaker 1>tough at it or would I would never say I'm

0:59:00.080 --> 0:59:03.560
<v Speaker 1>week and soft. Obviously wasn't super hard and really great

0:59:03.560 --> 0:59:05.920
<v Speaker 1>at that, But I don't think it was a massive

0:59:05.920 --> 0:59:06.760
<v Speaker 1>deficiency either.

0:59:06.960 --> 0:59:09.720
<v Speaker 3>Wasn't why they drafted you to be Patrick Cripps. And

0:59:09.760 --> 0:59:11.880
<v Speaker 3>it takes courage to run and all those things, and

0:59:12.400 --> 0:59:14.040
<v Speaker 3>they're just different levels of courage.

0:59:14.120 --> 0:59:14.640
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, exactly.

0:59:14.720 --> 0:59:17.520
<v Speaker 1>I think when the team's going poor, When teams going poor,

0:59:17.680 --> 0:59:19.720
<v Speaker 1>it really comes down to the hard and toughness and

0:59:20.440 --> 0:59:24.400
<v Speaker 1>that just wasn't me necessarily as a footballer and were struggling.

0:59:24.520 --> 0:59:26.840
<v Speaker 1>I mean, look at someone like Zane Durzma this year

0:59:26.880 --> 0:59:28.919
<v Speaker 1>at North I mean he's a phenomenal talent as well

0:59:28.960 --> 0:59:33.200
<v Speaker 1>and very similar mold to me, and he's struggling getting

0:59:33.200 --> 0:59:35.200
<v Speaker 1>in and out of the side. And I think if

0:59:35.200 --> 0:59:37.880
<v Speaker 1>you drop him into Geelong or you drop him into Collingwood,

0:59:38.040 --> 0:59:40.480
<v Speaker 1>He's played every game this year, kicked multiple goals.

0:59:41.200 --> 0:59:41.400
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:59:41.440 --> 0:59:43.760
<v Speaker 5>How does your family handle all that as well, like

0:59:44.160 --> 0:59:47.080
<v Speaker 5>the criticism you'd come up or whatever. Obviously from a

0:59:47.120 --> 0:59:49.080
<v Speaker 5>really close family. How difficult is that for them?

0:59:49.400 --> 0:59:51.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think a lot of them struggle, My mate struggle.

0:59:51.880 --> 0:59:54.440
<v Speaker 1>They just they say to me continuously they want to

0:59:54.440 --> 0:59:55.520
<v Speaker 1>bite it back, especially online.

0:59:56.240 --> 0:59:58.200
<v Speaker 3>When I bite it back, well said it. So let's

0:59:58.200 --> 1:00:01.040
<v Speaker 3>not say, oh those bastard eno. Yeah, we've been part

1:00:01.080 --> 1:00:01.680
<v Speaker 3>of it at times.

1:00:01.800 --> 1:00:03.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, And a lot of the time, like journals are

1:00:03.440 --> 1:00:07.520
<v Speaker 1>just saying their opinion and other like you said, ross Lyin,

1:00:07.760 --> 1:00:10.440
<v Speaker 1>they have their opinion. That's fine, like you're disgruntled by it,

1:00:10.480 --> 1:00:11.800
<v Speaker 1>but no way I'm going to go back. But I've

1:00:11.800 --> 1:00:15.280
<v Speaker 1>got no interest in going back. And I don't know

1:00:15.360 --> 1:00:18.640
<v Speaker 1>who's a person either really like as journal say we

1:00:18.680 --> 1:00:20.400
<v Speaker 1>may have a chat or two, do we really know

1:00:20.440 --> 1:00:21.120
<v Speaker 1>each other as people?

1:00:21.160 --> 1:00:21.640
<v Speaker 6>Probably not?

1:00:22.080 --> 1:00:24.200
<v Speaker 1>So like what they're saying, You've got to realize it's

1:00:24.240 --> 1:00:26.880
<v Speaker 1>not an indictment against your character. It's indictment on how

1:00:26.920 --> 1:00:28.840
<v Speaker 1>you're going on a football field, how you performing. So

1:00:29.040 --> 1:00:32.000
<v Speaker 1>it's no different to a boss or a coworker saying

1:00:32.240 --> 1:00:32.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, you're.

1:00:32.560 --> 1:00:33.840
<v Speaker 6>Not doing this well enough at your job.

1:00:33.960 --> 1:00:37.520
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, I'm pretty good at understanding that and realizing

1:00:37.520 --> 1:00:39.040
<v Speaker 1>that they're not talking about you as a person.

1:00:39.240 --> 1:00:41.200
<v Speaker 5>How did you get on with Alister Clarkson when Alistair

1:00:41.240 --> 1:00:42.680
<v Speaker 5>Clarkson joins North Melbourne.

1:00:42.960 --> 1:00:44.120
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, he got along really well.

1:00:44.400 --> 1:00:47.520
<v Speaker 1>He obviously has had great success in the past and

1:00:47.920 --> 1:00:50.800
<v Speaker 1>has a really good foot of mind. Also to be

1:00:50.800 --> 1:00:53.960
<v Speaker 1>able to learn some things off him has certainly helped.

1:00:53.960 --> 1:00:57.680
<v Speaker 1>I think, you know, having had three four good coaches

1:00:57.680 --> 1:01:00.000
<v Speaker 1>in your time, you're able to take parts from each

1:01:00.160 --> 1:01:02.000
<v Speaker 1>each of them that you like and other parts that

1:01:02.040 --> 1:01:05.520
<v Speaker 1>you don't and create my then like coaching plan which

1:01:06.080 --> 1:01:07.400
<v Speaker 1>someone are going to like some aren't.

1:01:07.160 --> 1:01:07.640
<v Speaker 4>Going to lie.

1:01:08.640 --> 1:01:11.400
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I just love the I love the tactical

1:01:11.440 --> 1:01:15.400
<v Speaker 1>side of football, and been able to listen to Clarko

1:01:15.480 --> 1:01:18.920
<v Speaker 1>for two years has certainly helped my understanding of that was.

1:01:19.440 --> 1:01:21.520
<v Speaker 3>It, And obviously we understand why clark I stepped away,

1:01:21.520 --> 1:01:23.920
<v Speaker 3>But it was weird with Brett Ratton stepping in. Clarko

1:01:24.000 --> 1:01:28.720
<v Speaker 3>took his gardening leave, given the fallout from the Hawthorne stuff.

1:01:28.360 --> 1:01:28.640
<v Speaker 4>It was.

1:01:28.760 --> 1:01:31.280
<v Speaker 3>It was a weird time, but obviously Brett Ratton had

1:01:31.360 --> 1:01:32.360
<v Speaker 3>huge support from the place.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, it certainly was challenging and we just touched on it.

1:01:37.080 --> 1:01:41.320
<v Speaker 6>But that's now they're going after Clarko's character, so that's

1:01:41.840 --> 1:01:43.480
<v Speaker 6>out there for the me to see in the public eye,

1:01:43.520 --> 1:01:45.840
<v Speaker 6>going after his character. So I can't imagine how hard

1:01:45.840 --> 1:01:48.560
<v Speaker 6>that would have been as a good person. He's a

1:01:48.600 --> 1:01:51.400
<v Speaker 6>good person, he means well. All the stuff that went on,

1:01:51.480 --> 1:01:53.360
<v Speaker 6>I didn't see any of that in my time that

1:01:53.480 --> 1:01:56.200
<v Speaker 6>was there. I thought he treated everyone the same, treat

1:01:56.200 --> 1:02:00.360
<v Speaker 6>everyone with respect. So for them for the public and

1:02:00.400 --> 1:02:02.720
<v Speaker 6>people to come at his character, I can understand why

1:02:02.760 --> 1:02:05.000
<v Speaker 6>it took such a toll on him. But like you said,

1:02:05.200 --> 1:02:08.200
<v Speaker 6>rats stepped in and he's an incredible man. He's one

1:02:08.200 --> 1:02:11.400
<v Speaker 6>of my favorite people I've met in football. Just just

1:02:11.440 --> 1:02:14.960
<v Speaker 6>an awesome, down to earth guy, and he did as

1:02:14.960 --> 1:02:15.880
<v Speaker 6>good a job as he could.

1:02:16.320 --> 1:02:18.280
<v Speaker 3>Was was he such a great but we see it,

1:02:18.320 --> 1:02:20.280
<v Speaker 3>But tell the people out there why he's such.

1:02:20.160 --> 1:02:20.680
<v Speaker 4>A great bloke.

1:02:20.760 --> 1:02:23.880
<v Speaker 1>He's just so personable and he's come come from humble beginnings,

1:02:25.360 --> 1:02:26.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, he said, he said, Mane, I look, it

1:02:26.640 --> 1:02:28.000
<v Speaker 1>was a stat the pod I think had the most

1:02:28.040 --> 1:02:29.000
<v Speaker 1>disposals in two thousand.

1:02:29.040 --> 1:02:31.040
<v Speaker 6>I was like, wow, did you guys? Rats was a big,

1:02:31.440 --> 1:02:32.280
<v Speaker 6>big ball.

1:02:34.360 --> 1:02:36.680
<v Speaker 1>Obviously was before my time, and I'd heard of what

1:02:36.720 --> 1:02:38.600
<v Speaker 1>he's done, what he'd done, But he was one of

1:02:38.640 --> 1:02:41.439
<v Speaker 1>those people with you know, with your boss or your coach.

1:02:41.480 --> 1:02:43.040
<v Speaker 1>It can be hard to sit down with him like

1:02:43.080 --> 1:02:46.120
<v Speaker 1>over at dinner and really chat the whole time sort of,

1:02:46.160 --> 1:02:48.080
<v Speaker 1>whereas Rats you could see down with for two hours

1:02:48.120 --> 1:02:49.880
<v Speaker 1>and feel like you're sitting there with a mate.

1:02:50.480 --> 1:02:51.800
<v Speaker 6>Just yeah, just unber level man.

1:02:51.920 --> 1:02:54.800
<v Speaker 1>Another one like that's Gary Hawking, So he had a

1:02:54.840 --> 1:02:58.200
<v Speaker 1>bit too with him at Collingwood and still keeping contact

1:02:58.200 --> 1:02:59.080
<v Speaker 1>with bord Her all the time.

1:02:59.280 --> 1:02:59.640
<v Speaker 2>That's good.

1:02:59.720 --> 1:03:02.400
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, still, yeah, that's great that you keep it going

1:03:02.440 --> 1:03:05.240
<v Speaker 5>into twenty twenty four. Did you think this could be

1:03:05.280 --> 1:03:07.280
<v Speaker 5>my last year? You weren't enjoying it in a lot

1:03:07.280 --> 1:03:07.720
<v Speaker 5>of ways.

1:03:08.440 --> 1:03:08.800
<v Speaker 2>Was it right?

1:03:08.800 --> 1:03:10.600
<v Speaker 5>You played on a bit for your family, Your family

1:03:10.640 --> 1:03:13.080
<v Speaker 5>loved your playing and your mates after you're playing.

1:03:13.240 --> 1:03:15.040
<v Speaker 2>What was your mindset going into last year?

1:03:15.120 --> 1:03:15.320
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

1:03:15.320 --> 1:03:18.919
<v Speaker 1>I finished twenty three and thought I've really had enough. Yeah,

1:03:19.120 --> 1:03:22.600
<v Speaker 1>like I don't and I don't see the light at

1:03:22.640 --> 1:03:25.640
<v Speaker 1>the end of the tunnel here. You know, my contracts

1:03:25.680 --> 1:03:28.840
<v Speaker 1>running out, I'm not going to be in a successful

1:03:28.840 --> 1:03:32.760
<v Speaker 1>side here, and I might as well look start looking after,

1:03:33.480 --> 1:03:37.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, my own my own happiness, my life going forward.

1:03:37.880 --> 1:03:38.640
<v Speaker 6>Get a head start.

1:03:39.040 --> 1:03:41.560
<v Speaker 1>Obviously, all my mates are there, they are tradees, but

1:03:41.600 --> 1:03:44.200
<v Speaker 1>they're qualified and then now starting their own businesses. And

1:03:44.880 --> 1:03:47.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm pretty much going back to square zero,

1:03:47.400 --> 1:03:49.800
<v Speaker 1>like I'm going back to nothing once this is all done.

1:03:49.920 --> 1:03:52.760
<v Speaker 1>So do I get a head start in life after footy?

1:03:53.800 --> 1:03:55.680
<v Speaker 1>And it took a lot of conversations, a lot of

1:03:55.880 --> 1:03:58.720
<v Speaker 1>deliberating on my behalf, but came to the conclusion I'll

1:03:58.720 --> 1:04:01.240
<v Speaker 1>play one more year. Sort of made it pretty clear

1:04:01.280 --> 1:04:03.520
<v Speaker 1>that this will probably be my last year. So you'll

1:04:03.880 --> 1:04:05.600
<v Speaker 1>if I invite you to a game, you probably should come.

1:04:06.600 --> 1:04:07.440
<v Speaker 1>Don't miss out.

1:04:08.600 --> 1:04:10.080
<v Speaker 4>Did you play for the money at that stage?

1:04:10.320 --> 1:04:12.080
<v Speaker 3>I think your contract was was it five hundred and

1:04:12.120 --> 1:04:14.120
<v Speaker 3>fifty or what was you contract? Yeah, something like that,

1:04:15.440 --> 1:04:19.320
<v Speaker 3>which would be totally understandable. Yeah, it certainly certainly came in.

1:04:19.600 --> 1:04:22.200
<v Speaker 3>Came into the point of why I staying.

1:04:22.960 --> 1:04:25.000
<v Speaker 1>Like I said, going back, I'm now doing it now

1:04:25.040 --> 1:04:27.200
<v Speaker 1>on apprentice wages and lots a whole lot different. So

1:04:27.560 --> 1:04:30.120
<v Speaker 1>the time we have to earn that good money is

1:04:30.200 --> 1:04:32.440
<v Speaker 1>a short period of our life. And you know a

1:04:32.440 --> 1:04:35.120
<v Speaker 1>lot of people once they start earning those good dollars,

1:04:35.160 --> 1:04:37.520
<v Speaker 1>it continues to grow from there because the business.

1:04:37.200 --> 1:04:37.960
<v Speaker 6>Is going or whatever.

1:04:38.000 --> 1:04:40.160
<v Speaker 1>They can only move up, whereas we go up here

1:04:40.160 --> 1:04:43.080
<v Speaker 1>and then we back down to the bottom. So yeah,

1:04:43.080 --> 1:04:46.640
<v Speaker 1>it certainly certainly helped to keep me motivated, rocking up

1:04:46.680 --> 1:04:47.080
<v Speaker 1>every day.

1:04:47.120 --> 1:04:48.720
<v Speaker 3>But I can't think of a I can't think we

1:04:48.760 --> 1:04:50.520
<v Speaker 3>how challenging that would be to go it's probably my

1:04:50.600 --> 1:04:54.680
<v Speaker 3>last year North Melbourne ship. I'm playing okay football, great,

1:04:54.720 --> 1:04:56.440
<v Speaker 3>it's a it's a tough mental challenge that you got

1:04:56.440 --> 1:04:57.160
<v Speaker 3>through it that year.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Like I said, you don't really think about the

1:05:01.120 --> 1:05:02.800
<v Speaker 1>money or anything while you're there, Like you're just out

1:05:02.800 --> 1:05:04.840
<v Speaker 1>of training and it is what it is. Probably was

1:05:04.880 --> 1:05:09.000
<v Speaker 1>it more of a driving force pre pre the season starting.

1:05:09.000 --> 1:05:10.920
<v Speaker 1>Once the season starts, keeps going through you commit.

1:05:13.200 --> 1:05:13.680
<v Speaker 2>But yeah it was.

1:05:13.760 --> 1:05:15.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it was a pretty tough, pretty tough year. And

1:05:16.200 --> 1:05:19.440
<v Speaker 1>I played the least games I played, played twelve AFL games,

1:05:19.480 --> 1:05:21.360
<v Speaker 1>maybe spent a lot of time with two is. Actually

1:05:21.640 --> 1:05:24.000
<v Speaker 1>actually really enjoyed my time in the twos. Had Tom

1:05:24.080 --> 1:05:25.200
<v Speaker 1>Lynch there, who played for.

1:05:25.200 --> 1:05:28.360
<v Speaker 4>Adelaide, usually regarded, yeah he's.

1:05:28.160 --> 1:05:28.640
<v Speaker 6>A great man.

1:05:28.680 --> 1:05:31.200
<v Speaker 1>You will make a good scenior coach one day, but

1:05:31.320 --> 1:05:34.320
<v Speaker 1>really helped me to enjoy my football. And I played

1:05:34.320 --> 1:05:36.200
<v Speaker 1>down in the twos, play well for two weeks, go

1:05:36.320 --> 1:05:38.560
<v Speaker 1>back up and not play too well.

1:05:38.560 --> 1:05:39.120
<v Speaker 6>You back down.

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<v Speaker 4>And it was sort of a sort of thing, you

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<v Speaker 4>missed that ground, ball.

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<v Speaker 6>Missed that ground. Yeah, it's sort of I'd stopped.

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<v Speaker 1>As bad as it sounds, I checked out a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit in that last bit and thought, I'm just gonna

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<v Speaker 1>keep trying to have fun on my main thing every

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<v Speaker 1>week going was just trying to joy yourself today, try

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<v Speaker 1>and enjoy yourself. And it was harder to do than

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<v Speaker 1>I than I've tried that I thought sometimes, But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think my last AFL game was against Richmond, had.

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<v Speaker 2>A win win.

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<v Speaker 6>You had one of my six or seven. Yeah, since

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<v Speaker 6>venas that was That was an awesome experience.

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<v Speaker 1>And then yeah, I played VFL for me to finish

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<v Speaker 1>the year, and you know, I think they sort of

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<v Speaker 1>understood that I checked out as well. Like I think

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<v Speaker 1>played half back flank last VFL game of the year.

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<v Speaker 1>I had twenty five and kicked two sort of thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Had played pretty well, bro open the game up and

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<v Speaker 1>there was no looking for selection the next week.

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<v Speaker 5>Going to say do you look back and think what

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<v Speaker 5>might have been if you had stayed at Collingwood, Craig

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<v Speaker 5>McCrae comes in that you could still be potentially playing

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<v Speaker 5>there now.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, certainly certainly goes to my head and something I've

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<v Speaker 6>thought about, you know, and I'm one of these people

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<v Speaker 6>that has a lot of confidence, Yeah, you know, within

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<v Speaker 6>my with my own self, and I think had I

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<v Speaker 6>been at the club in twenty twenty three, like I

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<v Speaker 6>probably would have been playing in that and I would

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<v Speaker 6>have fought tooth and I would have my spot there.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's disappointing looking back on it that in that light,

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<v Speaker 1>but the decision I made at the end of last

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<v Speaker 1>year was certainly the right decision for the Cathartic in

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<v Speaker 1>a way, in a lot of ways that you feel free. Yeah, exactly. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm very comfortable that I made the right decision.

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<v Speaker 1>Did I make the right decision throughout my whole career

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<v Speaker 1>in terms of the bike, the gambling, the trade and

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<v Speaker 1>all that, Probably not, But like I said, that was

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<v Speaker 1>my journey, and now that it has come to an end,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very comfortable with how it ended and why it ended.

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<v Speaker 4>What did you do with the retirement?

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<v Speaker 3>Assume you just get a portion of your salary for

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<v Speaker 3>this year or give it all back or yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>It just got a little bit of a portion of it.

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<v Speaker 1>So then spent the next four months doing not much,

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<v Speaker 1>just sort of settling in your life, playing a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of golf, that sort of thing, and then signed with

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<v Speaker 1>my local football club. You go back and play juniors,

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<v Speaker 1>go back and play seniors of frensry Gal, where I'd

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<v Speaker 1>played my junior.

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<v Speaker 6>As my dad played thirty odd years. There.

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<v Speaker 1>Signed, there was training and getting to meet new people.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's a whole different game.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell us about it, tell us about what life's rate.

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<v Speaker 6>Now, Yeah, it's great.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean you take for granted at AFL training, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>leading and getting hit right here, like you go back

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<v Speaker 1>and play local footy.

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<v Speaker 3>And nice sharons that have got a bit of you know,

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<v Speaker 3>nice waters.

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<v Speaker 6>There's a lot of big, like wet watermelon looking balls

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<v Speaker 6>and you're kicking them and you know you might hit

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<v Speaker 6>someone with a great kick, but they just drop it.

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<v Speaker 1>And I mean at the first the first probably three

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<v Speaker 1>or four games on there going oh no, like come on,

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<v Speaker 1>what are we doing? But you get to know that's just.

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<v Speaker 6>The game is a lot more contested.

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<v Speaker 1>Very rarely is someone streaming out the front of a

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<v Speaker 1>contest hitting you on the Tit sort of thing is yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a different it's more contested, scrappy sort of game.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm playing it with my good mates and that's

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<v Speaker 1>all it really matters.

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<v Speaker 2>Beauty.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you ever think about another VFL side or going

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<v Speaker 3>to take the cash in the country somewhere like this

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<v Speaker 3>is where you knew you wanted Tom to be.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Obviously had a few chats with a soon as my

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<v Speaker 1>retirement come out, had clubs calling through what do you reckon?

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<v Speaker 6>What do you reckon? I pretty much had made my

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<v Speaker 6>mind up.

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<v Speaker 1>I am from fernsure galley, and that's where I want

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<v Speaker 1>to play my footy and it's been amazing ever since.

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<v Speaker 1>I was actually fortunate enough but like a Christmas drinks

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<v Speaker 1>fortunate enough to run into the new president of the club.

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<v Speaker 1>So he wasn't actually there when I signed on, but

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<v Speaker 1>he came on as president and then offered me a

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<v Speaker 1>job as an air conditioning.

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<v Speaker 2>Talking about that, Yeah you're air conditioning now.

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<v Speaker 5>I think my son are on TikTok doing Friday telling

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<v Speaker 5>us about you.

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<v Speaker 2>Raffi's all over TikTok.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah I did that for a little bit of a laugh.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm just really because my mate was doing it

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<v Speaker 1>on the electrical side.

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<v Speaker 6>But there won't be many more of them. I'm getting

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<v Speaker 6>too busy at the moment.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, they've started my apprenticeship in January this year

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm loving and I'm going out there. I've got

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<v Speaker 1>all the tools and it's so good just having a

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<v Speaker 1>being judged on something that's a that's a result. It's like,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't do this job, Okay, the air CON's not working,

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<v Speaker 1>why not go fix the darks whatever it may be.

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<v Speaker 6>Do that job done well done.

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<v Speaker 1>Where it's like in footy it's like, go out there,

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<v Speaker 1>you do nine, I've sent the job well ten percent

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<v Speaker 1>that we touched on, and you still feel like you getting

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<v Speaker 1>handed for it. So just the pressures of working the

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<v Speaker 1>normal job is a lot easier, and you can just

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<v Speaker 1>say task orientated.

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<v Speaker 2>Would you like to coach at some stage you're doing

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<v Speaker 2>a bit of work.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, with Furture doing assistant coaching at Ventry Galley. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>very lucky to have a relationship I do with the

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<v Speaker 1>coach down there, Patti Garrity.

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<v Speaker 6>He's great.

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<v Speaker 1>He's a very good listener, and I bring my ideas

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<v Speaker 1>to the table and you know, he implements a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of them, but the ones he doesn't like, he doesn't implement.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, I think it's certainly something I'd love to

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<v Speaker 1>do in the future, just think about. I think the

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<v Speaker 1>thing I probably need to work on is getting the

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<v Speaker 1>message across a little bit better. I can sometimes I

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<v Speaker 1>feel myself waffling. Sometimes I'm telling them what to do

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<v Speaker 1>all my mind as I'm speaking to the boy, saying

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<v Speaker 1>let's try and do this, and then I do send

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<v Speaker 1>a goal on tangents. So we're still a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>of work on in that point of view. But certainly

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<v Speaker 1>something that interests me in the future.

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<v Speaker 3>How excited by the next twenty years of footy, in

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<v Speaker 3>life and maybe your own business, And like you've lived

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<v Speaker 3>your life in the spotlight, but there's so much exciting

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<v Speaker 3>stuff ahead.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, touch the whole time. But the journey, journey happens

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<v Speaker 1>for a reason, and it's been a crazy journey so far.

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<v Speaker 1>Who knows what the next journey is. But all I

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<v Speaker 1>can do is look forward at the moment. I've got,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, a great partner, so future with her is

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<v Speaker 1>going to look look bright. Really enjoy spending time with her,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, I think she'll probably be the mother

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<v Speaker 1>of my children in the in the near future. And

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<v Speaker 1>obviously have great support from my parents. My mum and

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<v Speaker 1>dad are great. They're there, they come and what they

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<v Speaker 1>come and watch every game playing AFL there down there

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<v Speaker 1>every week at Fredrick Galley or cold Stream wherever it

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<v Speaker 1>may be watching. I have obviously goten the head start

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<v Speaker 1>in life now with a job. I'm six months in

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<v Speaker 1>started trade school. Have big aspirations there to you know,

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<v Speaker 1>work well and become as good a technician as I can.

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<v Speaker 6>And one of my best mates, Adam Oxley, who played

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<v Speaker 6>at Collingwood.

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<v Speaker 1>He's a mechanical plumber in his second year apprenticeship. So

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<v Speaker 1>in our paths may cross and join, going to business

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<v Speaker 1>together at some stage down the road. But yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>think it's just an exciting time and I'm free.

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