WEBVTT - Stewart Crameri - The Essendon 34's unluckiest?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, just devastation four. You know, obviously myself, but all

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<v Speaker 1>the other players that were essentially innocent, and then, as

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<v Speaker 1>I said, they get you on a technicality that you

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<v Speaker 1>weren't aware of, that's not even proven and you think, oh.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I'm John Ralph and I'm Glenn McFarlane.

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<v Speaker 3>Welcome to Sacked, a podcast that explores what really happens

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<v Speaker 3>when the ax falls in the AFL world. Will take

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<v Speaker 3>you behind the scenes with some of the biggest names

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<v Speaker 3>in football and find out how they found out their

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<v Speaker 3>time was up and who pulled the trigger.

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<v Speaker 4>Stuart Kramer's AFL career deserved more than just over one

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<v Speaker 4>hundred games across three clubs, but injury and a year

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<v Speaker 4>out of the game due to the Essendon drug saga

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<v Speaker 4>took its toll on the big kid from Mary Burrough

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<v Speaker 4>who had to fight to even play in the big

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<v Speaker 4>time And really did any of Essendon's thirty four lose

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<v Speaker 4>more than Cramrie due to the band Yes, Joe Watson

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<v Speaker 4>was stripped of a Brown Low, but Cramery was forced

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<v Speaker 4>to watch his by then Bulldog's teammates win a fairytale flag.

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<v Speaker 4>In twenty sixteen, Stuey Kramrie.

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<v Speaker 5>Thank you for joining us on the Sack podcast. Thank you, Ralphie.

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<v Speaker 5>Thanks finally got me on the show.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so a country boy made good three AFL club

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<v Speaker 3>Some highs, some lows. What do you think about when

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<v Speaker 3>the head hits the plo about the soaring highs or

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<v Speaker 3>some of the stetbacks of a pretty cool AFL career.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think I think the career is probably contrasting.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, you know, I had a really good start.

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<v Speaker 1>The essendence stuff was probably you know, a bit of

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<v Speaker 1>a low. Not not my fault. I don't think that's

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<v Speaker 1>the stick, but I think, you know, people like talking

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<v Speaker 1>about it, but that's understandable.

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<v Speaker 5>But yeah, it is very contrasting.

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<v Speaker 4>And you're one of the Essendon thirty four. Obviously we'll

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<v Speaker 4>go into detail. How much of that saga defines your

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<v Speaker 4>footy career. Is it something that's just part of your journey.

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<v Speaker 5>I think it defines a football career, you know, greatly.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, you know, there's other ones that missed out

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<v Speaker 1>with things like Joe Watson and you know, got to

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<v Speaker 1>think of those guys who miss Brownlow and I missed

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<v Speaker 1>the Grand Final. But you know that's I think It's

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<v Speaker 1>just part of my journey and I'm happy to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about it now.

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<v Speaker 5>And it's been over ten years and you know, glad

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<v Speaker 5>to move on from it.

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<v Speaker 1>But if someone can get something out of it, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>from what happened, maybe that's a positive.

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<v Speaker 3>How often you get reminded of it? Is it a

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<v Speaker 3>daily occurrence? Is it something that pops into your head?

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<v Speaker 3>It's you know, you're obviously pretty sanguin, pretty relaxed about

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<v Speaker 3>a great foota career.

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<v Speaker 5>I get reminded it probably once a month.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, someone will speak to you. Yeah, someone will speak

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<v Speaker 2>to me.

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<v Speaker 1>So someone you know, want to talk or they will

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<v Speaker 1>recognize me and they want to talk about it. But

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I think they're coming from a passionate point

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<v Speaker 1>of view of it as an Essence supporter purely, So

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<v Speaker 1>it's not something that they think I've done something wrong,

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<v Speaker 1>although the other guys did something wrong.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and I suppose you feel for those Essident supporters

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<v Speaker 4>who've gone through a hell of a lot in that

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<v Speaker 4>journey as well.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, they're not having much success, but look, I

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<v Speaker 1>all we want to do is do our best. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was just an unfortunate situation. I guess we'll escape goats.

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<v Speaker 4>In the end, Raily, let's go back to a bit

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<v Speaker 4>of aut care free existence when you growing up in

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<v Speaker 4>marybarr And, you know, playing junior footing, and it was

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<v Speaker 4>it right that you played in your brother's team when

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<v Speaker 4>you were eight and it was under thirteens.

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<v Speaker 2>You're obviously a big kid for a start.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, they used to call me the tank.

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<v Speaker 4>The tank.

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<v Speaker 1>I think Dad liked it because he had to just

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<v Speaker 1>go to one game and I said, yeah, I'm happy

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<v Speaker 1>to play. So first couple of games, I've got a

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<v Speaker 1>few goals, but I was vastly smaller than the rest

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<v Speaker 1>of the players. But look that really helped me going

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<v Speaker 1>forward and playing against better opposition.

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<v Speaker 5>So Mary Burrow a couple of rejections early on.

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<v Speaker 3>Take us through those first few years you played Maryborough seniors,

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<v Speaker 3>you got to Ben and Obama's reserves.

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<v Speaker 5>It's a been a hard slog.

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<v Speaker 1>Though, Yeah, there was, and I think you build a

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<v Speaker 1>resilience over the years and that helped me when I

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<v Speaker 1>did get to Estenon. But I was really determined to

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<v Speaker 1>try and make sure that I do play AFL. And

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<v Speaker 1>you know a lot of people say, look, it's going

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<v Speaker 1>to be too hard and I said, that's your opinion,

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<v Speaker 1>but I think the setbacks really helped me going forward

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<v Speaker 1>and starting from country football into the VFL too, and

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<v Speaker 1>then VFL and then AFL.

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<v Speaker 5>Look, it was a good journey. It was my journey,

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<v Speaker 5>and I wouldn't have done any.

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<v Speaker 4>Other way, just with those setbacks and missing out on

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<v Speaker 4>REP teams and under eighteen's teams, and that clearly built

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<v Speaker 4>the resilience that you were going to need later in

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<v Speaker 4>your career. Did you ever think I'm not going to

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<v Speaker 4>get there or were you just implicit in your mind

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<v Speaker 4>this is going to be my journey.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't waver too much, and I just knew that

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<v Speaker 1>I had the talent. I just didn't probably have the

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<v Speaker 1>skill set just yet. And the more I played and

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<v Speaker 1>played VFL and I started to learn from coaches like

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<v Speaker 1>Adrian Hickmant, Matthew Knights and a few of those ones,

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<v Speaker 1>I started to develop my skills a bit better and

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<v Speaker 1>hone in on that. You know, and a few coaches

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<v Speaker 1>used to say I was very raw, but as I

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<v Speaker 1>sort of fixed those things up, I was.

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<v Speaker 5>Able to play a little bit better. So Essenon's VFL

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<v Speaker 5>side was the Benny Obamas, Is that right? That was correct.

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<v Speaker 5>So you obviously had.

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<v Speaker 3>When did that AFL dream start, but you also had

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<v Speaker 3>an entry point for that as well, given it was

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<v Speaker 3>how far away from your hometown?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, forty five minutes from my hometown.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was traveling four times a week while working

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<v Speaker 1>full time with my dad, and I just I.

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<v Speaker 5>Didn't see any other way. I really liked football.

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<v Speaker 1>I love the training aspect of it and the team

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<v Speaker 1>and the team aspect, and.

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<v Speaker 5>I just I just believe from day one I could go.

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<v Speaker 1>I just had his mindset if I can just go

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<v Speaker 1>as hard as I can, as long as I can,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I don't know what's going to happen, but

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<v Speaker 1>if something does, well great.

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<v Speaker 5>So what kind of football were you? So?

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<v Speaker 1>Raw booming, left foot the tank as you said, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but maybe lacked a bit of football house at that stage. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>just football knowledge and that that showed early in my

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<v Speaker 1>AFL career. But I did I try and fix that,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was more raw power.

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<v Speaker 5>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>I used to do track, I used to go to

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<v Speaker 1>the gym a lot, and so I sort of combined

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<v Speaker 1>all that with Also I was a forward as a

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<v Speaker 1>as a kid, so just having that now surround the

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<v Speaker 1>forward line was probably the key in the end.

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<v Speaker 4>You talked about Nider and Adrian Hickman and the like,

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<v Speaker 4>who else sort of helped shape you in those years

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<v Speaker 4>because they had the chance to pick you up eston

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<v Speaker 4>early doors and left it a while, didn't they.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they left it another year and that was a

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<v Speaker 1>bit hard to take that rejection. But I didn't give up.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think Matthew Knights ended up getting sacked at

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<v Speaker 1>the end of two thousand and nine or ten, sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>and James Hurd and Brendan mccountany came in and really

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<v Speaker 1>took me under my out their wing. And what Brendan

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<v Speaker 1>said was, you're not a midfielder, You're actually a forward. Here,

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<v Speaker 1>come with me, And I said, well, I played all

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<v Speaker 1>juniors forward. It sort of worked out and clicked because.

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<v Speaker 4>You got on the rookie draft I think two thousand

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<v Speaker 4>and nine, just a couple of days before Christmas. I

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<v Speaker 4>think it was you played the three games under Matthew Knights.

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<v Speaker 4>Were you more you were playing midfield in those three

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<v Speaker 4>games or a bit of that.

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<v Speaker 1>Because of the running capabilities I had, they thought I

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<v Speaker 1>was a midfielder and I did an okay job, but

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<v Speaker 1>not great, and I was probably probably lucky to stay there,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was fortunate enough that Hurdy kept a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of players from the previous year. Otherwise I think I

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<v Speaker 1>would have probably finished at the end of that year.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, fate has it that I got another

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<v Speaker 1>chance and put it in a solid preseason and got

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<v Speaker 1>a game.

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<v Speaker 3>Maccadale's ever said this about me, as Adrian Hickmott said

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<v Speaker 3>he was an amazing specimen half a step back. So

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<v Speaker 3>that's an actual quote to Melbourne though. So there was

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<v Speaker 3>a time where you were, you know, driving down four

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<v Speaker 3>nights a week. He decided I'd actually got to quit

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<v Speaker 3>myself full time, so you were staying in a motel.

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<v Speaker 3>You were at a boxing gym as well. Take us

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<v Speaker 3>through how that happened and why you thought that was

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<v Speaker 3>so important.

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<v Speaker 5>Halfway through the year, my football was really declining. I

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<v Speaker 5>was getting tired.

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<v Speaker 1>It was you know, middle of winter as it happens,

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<v Speaker 1>and Adrian said, look, you need to move down and

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<v Speaker 1>like Essenmon's Monto back in the day, whatever it takes

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<v Speaker 1>to try and get the best out of yourself. And

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<v Speaker 1>I said, right, okay, I'll take six months, I'll go

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<v Speaker 1>down and I'll train full time.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm not full time.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not a full time football yet, but I'll train

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<v Speaker 1>for ye, so that helped him. By the end of

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<v Speaker 1>the season, I managed a few best on grounds and

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<v Speaker 1>then I finally got drafted from that, so it did work.

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<v Speaker 5>But it was an interesting experience in the hostel.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I was going to say, Ralphie's used to staying

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<v Speaker 4>in five star accommodation wherever he goes. What do you

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<v Speaker 4>get for it? Back then, what do you get for

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<v Speaker 4>twenty dollars a night at hostel is like a prison type?

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<v Speaker 4>It was forty dollars a night and I was forty,

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<v Speaker 4>so it was terrible. Yeah, and you weren't really earning

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<v Speaker 4>any money at the time. Obviously your dad was probably

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<v Speaker 4>looking after at that stage, and he obviously believed in

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<v Speaker 4>you enough that you can go somewhere with your career.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, Mum and dad both supported me in the journey.

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<v Speaker 1>And look, I was working full time and I had

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit of money, not much, and I just

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to get down there and just try and pretend

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<v Speaker 1>I was a footballer, just to get into the swing

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<v Speaker 1>of it.

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<v Speaker 5>But it was a very interesting experience.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, shared TVs and shared things and look, it

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<v Speaker 1>was at the stage where I said I didn't care

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<v Speaker 1>what I was doing as long as I was trying

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<v Speaker 1>to progress and get better.

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<v Speaker 5>What was what was the rookie list? Like, you know

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<v Speaker 5>at that stage there?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean now it's sort of you know, you can

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<v Speaker 3>play games immediately and you know you're very much part

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<v Speaker 3>of the club. But did you feel not on the

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<v Speaker 3>out of there, but did you feel like you'd still

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<v Speaker 3>made it? Or was the primary listing the the you know,

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<v Speaker 3>the crowning achievements.

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<v Speaker 1>Look, the contract was pretty terrible, to be honest. Would

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<v Speaker 1>have thirty grand. Thirty grand, yes, so that's you know

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<v Speaker 1>you signed that off.

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<v Speaker 5>That's okay. But yeah, you do have a little bit

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<v Speaker 5>of friction.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, you're a rookie and you were treated a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit different than you would be now, I think because

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<v Speaker 1>you're not.

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<v Speaker 5>A part of the list.

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<v Speaker 1>But you end up doing everything as a list player does.

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<v Speaker 1>So you've got to work through that. And yeah, there

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<v Speaker 1>was a few battles with players and then again you're

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<v Speaker 1>building a character to be a better player.

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<v Speaker 4>What do you mean by battles with players internally externally.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, on the field or a bit of banter. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you've just got to get through that boys will be boys. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you're only on rookie kind of thing or maybe like that.

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<v Speaker 1>And did you feel welcome though, did youson? Did you

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<v Speaker 1>feel welcome in that initially?

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<v Speaker 5>Probably not? No, you know that's okay.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a kid from the country, Yeah, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was an unknown resource.

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<v Speaker 5>On the taps I did.

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<v Speaker 1>I just I've come from nowhere, so I sort of

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<v Speaker 1>had to prove myself, which is okay, and that's what

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<v Speaker 1>I did.

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<v Speaker 4>And to play your first game against Collingwood, I think

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<v Speaker 4>it was around twenty Matthew Knights's coach. What are your

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<v Speaker 4>recollections that day you've had I think you were twenty

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<v Speaker 4>two round about twenty two at the time. You had

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<v Speaker 4>seventeen disposals, so you've walked in and had a pretty

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<v Speaker 4>reasonable game first up, Yeah, and we.

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<v Speaker 5>Lost pretty badly.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think I lined up on Dane Swan and

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<v Speaker 1>Scott Penalbury in the first first bounce and I thinking, okay, right,

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<v Speaker 1>let's do this.

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<v Speaker 5>But I got the first touch and we got a

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<v Speaker 5>goal from a bit.

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<v Speaker 1>From then on they were too classy and look, I

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<v Speaker 1>learned a lot from you know, Daisy Thomas, Scott and

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<v Speaker 1>Dane Swan that night, and I thought, Okay, that's that's

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<v Speaker 1>what it's about. You there at the top of their game.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm going to have to get to to

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<v Speaker 1>be relevant in this game. So it was a big

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<v Speaker 1>eye opener. And obviously I was playing the wrong position,

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<v Speaker 1>so I was playing.

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<v Speaker 3>But to play prime Collingwood, you know, to play a

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<v Speaker 3>massive like that, and you're thinking, this is everything that

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<v Speaker 3>I've ever dreamed of and here on the big stage.

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<v Speaker 5>Like how satisfying was that? It was good?

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<v Speaker 1>It was quite nerve wracking, you know, there was sixty

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<v Speaker 1>plus thousand and you sort of get out there and

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<v Speaker 1>you go, oh, should I be out here?

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<v Speaker 5>But and you work out, oh, I can't.

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<v Speaker 1>Do this now anymore, like you're in the BFL. I've

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<v Speaker 1>got to change my game style a little bit. But

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<v Speaker 1>it's quite rewarding after you know, it was about three

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<v Speaker 1>or four year journey trying to get there, but disappointing.

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<v Speaker 5>Nice. Yeah, they just.

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<v Speaker 4>Absolutely smash Obviously the arrival of the prodigal Son. James

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<v Speaker 4>heard it was one of the biggest stories in town.

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<v Speaker 4>Comes in. What's your first conversation with James Hurd first.

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<v Speaker 1>Conversation, I think I did one thing wrong. We had

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<v Speaker 1>to do a test and I did it wrong and

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<v Speaker 1>he told me off, and I.

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<v Speaker 5>Thought, oh okay, here were Darious and you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I still wasn't nobody then and he borrowed me once

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<v Speaker 1>and I said, okay, you'll never do that again.

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<v Speaker 5>So you know, we got along really well.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was I that was an eye opener for me,

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<v Speaker 1>and ye, serious, what did you do wrong? You have

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<v Speaker 1>to do a urine test and it was above the

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<v Speaker 1>required range and you know, just by one. And yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he told me of okay, and what's so what did

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<v Speaker 1>that signify?

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<v Speaker 5>Though? Well, maybe he's.

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<v Speaker 1>Come and bring some standards and and that kind of

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<v Speaker 1>thing with so maybe maybe I got to be serious

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<v Speaker 1>maybe And then yeah, he pulled me in the line,

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<v Speaker 1>and so did Macha, and I think Hurd he told

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<v Speaker 1>me off once. Maka told me off once, and he said,

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<v Speaker 1>and they didn't tell me off again.

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<v Speaker 4>He can tie off with the best Maca Cantey as well.

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<v Speaker 4>But it was really a dream team, wasn't it. There

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<v Speaker 4>Bomber comes in and Hurdy and Maca. The standards just

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<v Speaker 4>completely changed in that sense from.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and you got a sense from the two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>Grand Final that team. You got to you got to

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<v Speaker 1>feel of that. They brought that into the club and

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<v Speaker 1>it was not serious. We definitely had some fun, but

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<v Speaker 1>when we trained will definitely we'll switched on.

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<v Speaker 5>And I think I got the most out of that.

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<v Speaker 3>Us about Bomber and just the little things that at

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<v Speaker 3>sen and club legend and of course couple of multiple

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<v Speaker 3>time geelong coach.

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<v Speaker 5>What did he bring as well?

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<v Speaker 1>Because he's quirky, but he's an extraordinary quirky Yeah, understatement.

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<v Speaker 1>I think he didn't talk to the group as much,

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<v Speaker 1>but he was more I think Hurdie's mentor, so he

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't sort of our direct coach, so our interactions weren't massive.

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<v Speaker 5>But that's probably my take on ituirky.

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<v Speaker 4>And who was the person that said you're not a midfielder, Dewey,

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<v Speaker 4>we want you to play forward. Was there one person

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<v Speaker 4>that was there a decision there that that was made

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<v Speaker 4>internally that.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I think Brenda McCartney. Obviously.

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<v Speaker 1>I addressed that straight away and he said I think

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<v Speaker 1>you're a forward because he was the forward line coach

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<v Speaker 1>and I said, no worries, I can play forward. He

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<v Speaker 1>was okay, we'll show me, so he'd throw me the

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<v Speaker 1>ball and I'd say, right, what do you want to do?

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<v Speaker 1>Goes right, Will and kick it from fifty Okay, there

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<v Speaker 1>you go. He was okay, great, okay, now market turn

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<v Speaker 1>do it the same thing and he and he really

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<v Speaker 1>pushed me on that way, and I said, well I

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<v Speaker 1>can do all that, and he goes, great, you're a

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<v Speaker 1>forward and you're going to start forward and you're going

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<v Speaker 1>to start the round one. So I said, great, this

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<v Speaker 1>is a dream come true.

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<v Speaker 4>So that's just confidence all of a sudden, You're not

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<v Speaker 4>worrying about your spot.

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<v Speaker 2>You're thinking I've got a roll here.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and they believe in me.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>And this is the first time in my whole career

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<v Speaker 1>that I've actually now I mean a senior team in

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<v Speaker 1>the AFL and I can actually help the team win.

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<v Speaker 5>So it was a great feeling.

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<v Speaker 3>Is that it just seems so simple. You're a forward, right,

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<v Speaker 3>I't go and do it. But that's the essence of coaching.

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<v Speaker 1>It is it is, And he picks up those saddle things.

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<v Speaker 1>I think the year prior, maybe we're lacking in the

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<v Speaker 1>midfield space. And if I can run fifteen sixteen k's,

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<v Speaker 1>I said, well, you're definitely a midfielder. But how about

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<v Speaker 1>I play forward. I'll probably run less, but I'll be faster.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's just an adjustment.

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<v Speaker 4>And from that moment on, you really make that position

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<v Speaker 4>your own. You kick four goals on Anzac Day. What's

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<v Speaker 4>that like? I know you lost the game, Yeah, but

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<v Speaker 4>you were clearly evidence best player on the day and

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<v Speaker 4>kick four goal.

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<v Speaker 1>Strong good traveling Again, it's not big.

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<v Speaker 5>Is still telling Tremor having the game of his life? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>I think my life really changed from that point on.

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<v Speaker 4>That was the switch.

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<v Speaker 1>That was Yeah, and and sort of everyone everyone knew

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<v Speaker 1>who I was after that day and you know that

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<v Speaker 1>that's okay. But I felt like in that game I

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<v Speaker 1>could sort of do what I wanted and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>really free enough to kick those goals. And I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>I might have missed a couple as well. But end

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<v Speaker 1>Zac Day is a special day with you know, the crowd,

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<v Speaker 1>the moment, the build up, you know, ninety thousand plus

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<v Speaker 1>and you sort of just you live and breathing.

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<v Speaker 5>This is so good and you really enjoy the experience.

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<v Speaker 3>How does your life change as an AFL footballer after

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<v Speaker 3>a game like that?

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<v Speaker 5>We number one year contract, which is which is a

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<v Speaker 5>great thing, isn't it.

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<v Speaker 1>They you talk about that, but just being recognized, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>throughout the on the street or whether the Bombers supporters,

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<v Speaker 1>which look, it's a good part of football, but it

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<v Speaker 1>also has its downsides.

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<v Speaker 5>But at that time it was okay.

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<v Speaker 4>So with the contract, do they help you out straight away?

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<v Speaker 4>Because I think there had to be a couple of

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<v Speaker 4>injuries to keep you playing there, but they did have

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<v Speaker 4>some that year and there was some suggestion. Did Hurdie

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<v Speaker 4>say we need to keep Cramery? Was there any interest

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<v Speaker 4>from the Giants? Did they come did a couple of

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<v Speaker 4>clubs come knocking even early doors?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure I comment on that, but maybe yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, but I think hurdy just wanted to sew

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<v Speaker 1>it out. But I remember I think he went on

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<v Speaker 1>radio and said, look, every game he plays, but don't

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<v Speaker 1>sign he goes up another ten's.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, That's exactly what he said, which which is good

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<v Speaker 4>for you because you're not on a lot anyway.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, yeah, I was.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was probably hoping for match payments and things,

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<v Speaker 1>but look, and I never did it for money, and

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<v Speaker 1>it was always about the football and I was just

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<v Speaker 1>fortunate enough to get a contract at then AFL club.

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<v Speaker 4>That's a great quote, Ralphie. This is from James Hurd

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<v Speaker 4>on radio. I'm hoping Paul Hamilton's listening. It's almost done.

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<v Speaker 4>I think every time we play he's costing us another

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<v Speaker 4>ten grand. Not bad.

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<v Speaker 3>So twenty games, thirty four goals, you have arrived as

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<v Speaker 3>an NFL footballer.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, yeah, it was good. And I'd won a few

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<v Speaker 5>gulking awards after that, and.

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<v Speaker 2>Three in a row. You end up winning at Essendon,

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<v Speaker 2>which is big effort, isn't it.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 5>I guess so they went.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, thirty goals is not massive, but you know, Cloky,

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was kicking in the sixties.

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<v Speaker 5>So eighths and the best affairs. I think you got

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<v Speaker 5>a shoulder recast.

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<v Speaker 3>You missed the final, miss what would have been one

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<v Speaker 3>of your rare finals, obviously shattering.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah it was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was I was playing well and I remember I

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<v Speaker 1>hurt my shoulder at West Coast late in the game

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<v Speaker 1>and my shoulder collapsed and it was quite painful.

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<v Speaker 5>But we had a final against Carton and we didn't

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<v Speaker 5>do that well.

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<v Speaker 1>And Jake Carla was up forward and he was a

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<v Speaker 1>backman at stage and he went forward and he's just

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I wish I played that game, but I

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<v Speaker 1>was just yeah, I was done for the year. But

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<v Speaker 1>twenty games for that sort of my first real season

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<v Speaker 1>was a great hit out.

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<v Speaker 3>And what did you sign on a contract with the

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<v Speaker 3>two year contract? Did you sign a couple of two

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<v Speaker 3>years or did you sign a four year?

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<v Speaker 5>I think I signed a two year deal.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, And then then Brenda McCartney went to Western Bulldogs

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<v Speaker 1>and then he then decided to offer me another contract

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<v Speaker 1>to cross over, so which I initially declined. But the

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<v Speaker 1>way the essence supplement saga was going, I was keen

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<v Speaker 1>to get out of there.

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<v Speaker 3>So the first you would added the first nine games

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<v Speaker 3>of twenty twelve, there was some kind of supplement saga,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, take us through when you first heard about

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<v Speaker 3>we're going to do something a bit different.

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<v Speaker 5>Of course, it's all within the rules, but this is

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<v Speaker 5>what we want you to sign up for.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, essentially, you know, I was twenty two to twenty three,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'll tell you what. We did not blink an eye,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was just a part of the training regime

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<v Speaker 1>and we wanted to try and get the best out

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<v Speaker 1>of ourselves. So we believed in what they were telling us,

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<v Speaker 1>and we said, yes, we'll do that and anyway, move on,

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<v Speaker 1>We'll continue to train and continue to play. So it

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't really a massive discussion.

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<v Speaker 3>Wasn't even something dramatic At some stage there, I think

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<v Speaker 3>the players got the club doctor to sign a document

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<v Speaker 3>to say this is all above board. But when it

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<v Speaker 3>all started initially, you like didn't even as you say

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<v Speaker 3>a blink, an I know, and.

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<v Speaker 1>These things happen in the in clubs all the time,

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<v Speaker 1>where they might you might sign a waiver for someone

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<v Speaker 1>doing a study for a university course and you do

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<v Speaker 1>a sleep study, so you've got to sign off some paperwork.

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<v Speaker 1>You sign that paperwork and you go yep, and you

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<v Speaker 1>go on to training. You think about something else. And

0:19:26.520 --> 0:19:29.800
<v Speaker 1>the program itself wasn't you know, we didn't talk about

0:19:29.800 --> 0:19:32.639
<v Speaker 1>it too much, but it just happened and we just

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<v Speaker 1>went on with our day.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, with that, like you do you remember Stephen Dank

0:19:36.440 --> 0:19:38.120
<v Speaker 4>being there was only there for a short period of time.

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<v Speaker 4>What sort of connection did you have with Stephen Dank?

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<v Speaker 1>Connection the same as you have with a sports scientist

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<v Speaker 1>or the high performance guy at the club.

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<v Speaker 5>So it was it wasn't any unusual to anyone else.

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<v Speaker 3>No, so adding games, thirty two goals. Another really solid season. Obviously,

0:19:56.280 --> 0:19:57.919
<v Speaker 3>the US falls out of the season when you get

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<v Speaker 3>some of these injuries. At that stage, you're still progressing

0:20:01.359 --> 0:20:03.119
<v Speaker 3>on you know, you don't feel there's anything the fairst.

0:20:03.160 --> 0:20:05.560
<v Speaker 3>It almost feels like it's another season too. Yeah, I

0:20:05.600 --> 0:20:08.080
<v Speaker 3>definitely was. And Joe winning the Brownlough.

0:20:08.119 --> 0:20:10.919
<v Speaker 1>I think it was well deserved and that was probably

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<v Speaker 1>a highlight.

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<v Speaker 5>But yeah, I remember the start of that season. We're

0:20:14.040 --> 0:20:14.480
<v Speaker 5>on fire.

0:20:14.520 --> 0:20:16.720
<v Speaker 1>We yeah, we couldn't lose a game, and I think

0:20:16.760 --> 0:20:20.760
<v Speaker 1>our injuries riddled us, and I remember it was it

0:20:20.840 --> 0:20:23.240
<v Speaker 1>was a memorable season. It was great to be part

0:20:23.280 --> 0:20:28.639
<v Speaker 1>of it. And I think I started hearing whispers possibly

0:20:29.240 --> 0:20:33.359
<v Speaker 1>the next year maybe and maybe Dyson Heppel might have

0:20:33.400 --> 0:20:34.920
<v Speaker 1>mentioned something, and I thought it was a joke.

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<v Speaker 4>Really you had no, yeah, absolutely no belief that this

0:20:38.760 --> 0:20:39.600
<v Speaker 4>was going to have a cause.

0:20:39.920 --> 0:20:42.720
<v Speaker 1>And that was a feeling from the other players as well.

0:20:42.920 --> 0:20:46.080
<v Speaker 1>Was it was you know, is it is that really

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<v Speaker 1>a thing?

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<v Speaker 5>Or like, what are we talking about? What did say? Oh,

0:20:50.119 --> 0:20:53.000
<v Speaker 5>he just heard rumors that something's something's brewing.

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<v Speaker 4>This is well before the February press conferences. Is that

0:20:56.960 --> 0:20:57.800
<v Speaker 4>they're in the preseason.

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<v Speaker 5>This must have been in the off season.

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<v Speaker 4>The off season. Yeah, Like, can you take us through

0:21:02.480 --> 0:21:04.760
<v Speaker 4>what you did, what you had to do? Was there?

0:21:05.080 --> 0:21:07.880
<v Speaker 4>We were talking about a program. How would you explain

0:21:07.960 --> 0:21:10.280
<v Speaker 4>that to people, like going off site and things like that?

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<v Speaker 4>Was there? Yeah, what us can you take us into what?

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<v Speaker 4>Actually how many times you would have to do that

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<v Speaker 4>sort of stuff and get the injections.

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<v Speaker 5>Or you would think every second day?

0:21:21.320 --> 0:21:23.360
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, and then sometimes you'd have to go off

0:21:23.400 --> 0:21:25.840
<v Speaker 1>side to get some certain things and yeah, but it

0:21:25.880 --> 0:21:27.520
<v Speaker 1>was constant, constant.

0:21:27.200 --> 0:21:28.840
<v Speaker 4>So it was quite a regular thing. It wasn't like

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<v Speaker 4>this just happened in for a short period of time.

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<v Speaker 5>This was a No, it was regular through the preseason

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<v Speaker 5>and the season. It's a lot of needles. As you said,

0:21:37.600 --> 0:21:38.920
<v Speaker 5>you're not having needles the whole time.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but you know what I mean, like we all

0:21:42.200 --> 0:21:44.560
<v Speaker 3>totally understand players perspective.

0:21:45.320 --> 0:21:47.639
<v Speaker 5>Had that many I might have thought this is pretty quirky.

0:21:47.880 --> 0:21:51.439
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, maybe a young twenty year old getting told what

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<v Speaker 1>to do sometimes.

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<v Speaker 5>I know what you're saying.

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<v Speaker 1>We really were focusing on the on the game, not

0:21:57.119 --> 0:21:59.560
<v Speaker 1>the not those and it was just part of the process.

0:21:59.560 --> 0:22:00.960
<v Speaker 1>You've got to do a lot of things to play

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<v Speaker 1>afil and it was just one of those components.

0:22:03.119 --> 0:22:05.199
<v Speaker 3>To it said it was a bit haphazard and random,

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<v Speaker 3>like you know, it's time for your injection. I've already

0:22:06.880 --> 0:22:08.720
<v Speaker 3>had one. Like there was was there a feeling that

0:22:08.840 --> 0:22:10.280
<v Speaker 3>was a bit slip shot at times.

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<v Speaker 5>With Dank's personality?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, personality.

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<v Speaker 5>He was.

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<v Speaker 1>Very quirky, but you know, he was in pharmaceuticals and

0:22:21.320 --> 0:22:22.080
<v Speaker 1>a few other things.

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<v Speaker 5>So look, I just went with a fly. I was.

0:22:27.000 --> 0:22:29.920
<v Speaker 1>I was trying to get the best out of myself

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<v Speaker 1>and if I was being told by someone paid by

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<v Speaker 1>the club.

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<v Speaker 5>To do this, then you would do it. Yeah, as

0:22:36.119 --> 0:22:36.600
<v Speaker 5>simple as that.

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<v Speaker 2>When you say quirky, it's just his mannerisms that sort of.

0:22:40.640 --> 0:22:45.320
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think his personality, you know, a few of

0:22:45.359 --> 0:22:46.679
<v Speaker 1>the boys had a bit of a joke about him.

0:22:46.680 --> 0:22:49.480
<v Speaker 1>But anyway, I'm not sure what he's doing now. He's

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<v Speaker 1>still I think he's still in pharmaceuticals. So how does

0:22:52.920 --> 0:22:53.359
<v Speaker 1>it developed?

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<v Speaker 3>So you get this I assumed sinking feeling when Dyson

0:22:56.800 --> 0:22:59.760
<v Speaker 3>says I think something's up, and then obviously we know

0:22:59.840 --> 0:23:02.360
<v Speaker 3>that fateful press conference with the club self reports what's

0:23:02.359 --> 0:23:03.160
<v Speaker 3>that summer.

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<v Speaker 4>Like, I'm not sure when do you know the day,

0:23:07.119 --> 0:23:08.359
<v Speaker 4>So it's February five.

0:23:08.440 --> 0:23:11.440
<v Speaker 3>I think it was the press conference when the club

0:23:11.440 --> 0:23:13.960
<v Speaker 3>was the press conference happened James thirty and Robson David

0:23:13.960 --> 0:23:17.879
<v Speaker 3>Evans basically say that we're going to be part of

0:23:17.920 --> 0:23:18.640
<v Speaker 3>an investigation.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I still think that the players were more in disbelief

0:23:22.000 --> 0:23:24.159
<v Speaker 1>and think this can't be too serious, and you know,

0:23:24.240 --> 0:23:26.720
<v Speaker 1>those things happen. I think as time goes on, you go,

0:23:26.840 --> 0:23:30.880
<v Speaker 1>this is becoming more serious, as we're starting to realize.

0:23:31.240 --> 0:23:33.240
<v Speaker 2>So where were you when the press conference?

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<v Speaker 4>You as a group told that this press was pretty

0:23:36.200 --> 0:23:39.040
<v Speaker 4>hastily arranged press conference? Do you remember that day?

0:23:40.640 --> 0:23:41.040
<v Speaker 5>Vaguely?

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<v Speaker 1>I think we're at a meeting and then they might

0:23:42.800 --> 0:23:44.600
<v Speaker 1>have mentioned that there's going to be a press conference

0:23:44.640 --> 0:23:46.520
<v Speaker 1>and last.

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<v Speaker 4>Year's stomach sink then and you think, what the hell's

0:23:49.400 --> 0:23:50.000
<v Speaker 4>going on here?

0:23:50.400 --> 0:23:52.600
<v Speaker 1>I was one of those people that sort of looked

0:23:52.600 --> 0:23:55.600
<v Speaker 1>at say, I'm sitting next to Joe, but I'm looking

0:23:55.640 --> 0:23:58.280
<v Speaker 1>and thinking, are we in trouble here or what's going on?

0:23:58.359 --> 0:24:01.480
<v Speaker 1>And the players still didn't know if we're in trouble

0:24:01.560 --> 0:24:03.600
<v Speaker 1>or not. And we're getting people to tell us that

0:24:03.600 --> 0:24:08.000
<v Speaker 1>we're not in trouble. It's not our fault and we're okay,

0:24:08.080 --> 0:24:10.080
<v Speaker 1>so you okay, that's fine. So we sort of were

0:24:10.400 --> 0:24:13.600
<v Speaker 1>told that throughout the investigation.

0:24:13.160 --> 0:24:15.640
<v Speaker 3>And you think we'll get cleared, it'll be a shortish

0:24:15.680 --> 0:24:18.560
<v Speaker 3>type of process. We know we've done nothing wrong, like

0:24:18.560 --> 0:24:20.800
<v Speaker 3>at that stage, you're sort of feeling defined about it all.

0:24:20.720 --> 0:24:24.399
<v Speaker 1>Pretty much pretty much, and that probably helped them in

0:24:24.440 --> 0:24:27.000
<v Speaker 1>the fact that we were pretty blase about it, and

0:24:27.040 --> 0:24:29.160
<v Speaker 1>then they pretty much set us up to then tell

0:24:29.240 --> 0:24:33.000
<v Speaker 1>us information to then get us on the technicality. In

0:24:33.000 --> 0:24:35.880
<v Speaker 1>the end, we'll explain that to us. Well, they said

0:24:35.880 --> 0:24:38.239
<v Speaker 1>that you give nothing to worry about. You've also you know,

0:24:38.640 --> 0:24:40.360
<v Speaker 1>you haven't done the wrong thing, and blah blah blah.

0:24:40.440 --> 0:24:42.159
<v Speaker 1>And then someone all of a sudden says, oh, no,

0:24:42.240 --> 0:24:44.880
<v Speaker 1>you did technicality. Yes two, yes, you've got to Actually

0:24:45.240 --> 0:24:47.960
<v Speaker 1>you're guilty and you're going to have twelve months off

0:24:48.000 --> 0:24:50.600
<v Speaker 1>because we need someone to we need someone to blame.

0:24:50.760 --> 0:24:54.840
<v Speaker 3>So potentially, you guys shouldn't have allowed yourself to be interviewed.

0:24:54.840 --> 0:24:56.720
<v Speaker 3>It's almost like you were relaxed about it. Yeah, we

0:24:56.760 --> 0:24:58.439
<v Speaker 3>took some injections, but there was nothing wrong, and then

0:24:58.440 --> 0:25:02.120
<v Speaker 3>they got you on that technicality much, so.

0:25:02.240 --> 0:25:04.200
<v Speaker 5>That's that is that mistrust. I'm not sure.

0:25:04.359 --> 0:25:07.040
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, how does that sit with you now? The way

0:25:07.080 --> 0:25:10.440
<v Speaker 4>that played out in that initial.

0:25:10.280 --> 0:25:12.840
<v Speaker 1>Pire And looking back, We've got a lot of staff

0:25:13.080 --> 0:25:15.280
<v Speaker 1>in our businesses and I would hate to think that

0:25:15.359 --> 0:25:17.520
<v Speaker 1>I do the wrong thing by my staff and then

0:25:17.560 --> 0:25:19.920
<v Speaker 1>I blame them and you know, I'll let them go

0:25:20.000 --> 0:25:23.320
<v Speaker 1>and you know, and I mislead them into doing something.

0:25:23.640 --> 0:25:25.879
<v Speaker 5>So at the time I was, you know, it was okay.

0:25:25.920 --> 0:25:27.680
<v Speaker 5>But as you get older and you look back, and you.

0:25:27.600 --> 0:25:30.560
<v Speaker 1>Think for an early twenty year old to be manipulated

0:25:30.640 --> 0:25:32.120
<v Speaker 1>like that, it is a hard thing.

0:25:32.560 --> 0:25:37.119
<v Speaker 2>It's you know, who's responsible for how do you.

0:25:36.320 --> 0:25:39.040
<v Speaker 4>You're a team, you're a group together, how do you

0:25:39.080 --> 0:25:42.200
<v Speaker 4>stick together through that? Because there's so many you know,

0:25:42.840 --> 0:25:45.000
<v Speaker 4>guns going off in all different directions. How do you

0:25:45.440 --> 0:25:47.399
<v Speaker 4>get together? And you know, you play, you play the

0:25:47.440 --> 0:25:50.159
<v Speaker 4>next year, you play that year of twenty thirteen and

0:25:50.240 --> 0:25:53.720
<v Speaker 4>have some reasonably amazing performances and yet you're being pulled

0:25:53.720 --> 0:25:54.640
<v Speaker 4>apart at the seams.

0:25:55.640 --> 0:25:58.480
<v Speaker 1>I think Joe Watson was really strong in that aspect

0:25:58.520 --> 0:26:01.760
<v Speaker 1>as a captain, and everyone leaned on him, and I

0:26:01.760 --> 0:26:04.080
<v Speaker 1>think he did a fantastic job to keep everyone together.

0:26:04.520 --> 0:26:07.800
<v Speaker 5>There was uncertainty, we had media nearly at every training.

0:26:07.440 --> 0:26:09.840
<v Speaker 1>Session, which you know, you've got a job to do,

0:26:09.840 --> 0:26:12.840
<v Speaker 1>you guys, that's fine, but it became really hard to

0:26:12.920 --> 0:26:15.200
<v Speaker 1>try and do your job when everyone kept talking about it.

0:26:15.320 --> 0:26:17.520
<v Speaker 5>Was almost like the pre COVID. It was like a

0:26:17.600 --> 0:26:20.000
<v Speaker 5>daily event. You know, what's going on, what's happening here,

0:26:20.080 --> 0:26:21.679
<v Speaker 5>and we were the brunt of it.

0:26:21.760 --> 0:26:25.080
<v Speaker 1>And I think that started to mentally break down a

0:26:25.080 --> 0:26:25.840
<v Speaker 1>lot of the players.

0:26:26.840 --> 0:26:27.520
<v Speaker 5>Throughout the year.

0:26:27.640 --> 0:26:30.280
<v Speaker 3>There were just big moments, and so you know, I

0:26:30.480 --> 0:26:32.200
<v Speaker 3>have a three or four quiet days and then Job

0:26:32.240 --> 0:26:34.880
<v Speaker 3>goes on AFL three sixty or fox Foot and talks

0:26:34.880 --> 0:26:36.880
<v Speaker 3>about it, you know, AD nine to six four.

0:26:36.680 --> 0:26:39.320
<v Speaker 5>And you know, all of a sudden it explodes again.

0:26:39.400 --> 0:26:41.920
<v Speaker 5>I'm lucky. You know, you could never get respite. Yeah,

0:26:42.200 --> 0:26:43.800
<v Speaker 5>you've got to think exactly what I said.

0:26:43.640 --> 0:26:47.639
<v Speaker 1>Before, we're innocent. And you know, Joe doesn't go out

0:26:47.680 --> 0:26:49.600
<v Speaker 1>there and saying that if he doesn't think he's innocent.

0:26:50.080 --> 0:26:52.440
<v Speaker 1>So that's exactly where I think they set us up

0:26:52.960 --> 0:26:54.520
<v Speaker 1>to say more than we should have.

0:26:54.680 --> 0:26:57.119
<v Speaker 4>Do you remember that night? It was pretty famous Footy

0:26:57.200 --> 0:27:00.040
<v Speaker 4>Night in folklore in a way. When Job goes on

0:27:00.040 --> 0:27:02.359
<v Speaker 4>television watching that, were you were aware that he was

0:27:02.400 --> 0:27:03.080
<v Speaker 4>going to say that.

0:27:04.720 --> 0:27:06.320
<v Speaker 5>I wasn't aware he's going to say it, but I

0:27:06.320 --> 0:27:07.040
<v Speaker 5>remember watching it.

0:27:07.160 --> 0:27:09.800
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it was what went through your head that night.

0:27:10.359 --> 0:27:14.040
<v Speaker 1>Well, you know, Job's the captain, Job's representing everyone in

0:27:14.080 --> 0:27:15.600
<v Speaker 1>the team, and he goes out and says that it

0:27:15.600 --> 0:27:18.919
<v Speaker 1>says that it's okay. You know, that's he's trying to

0:27:19.080 --> 0:27:22.000
<v Speaker 1>alleviate any any fear that we've done anymore.

0:27:21.720 --> 0:27:23.600
<v Speaker 2>And just doubling back onto that. You have no idea

0:27:23.760 --> 0:27:24.560
<v Speaker 2>was what you took.

0:27:24.600 --> 0:27:27.160
<v Speaker 4>Anyway, Even to this day, you still don't know what

0:27:27.240 --> 0:27:28.000
<v Speaker 4>was actually taken.

0:27:28.160 --> 0:27:29.639
<v Speaker 5>There's some things I think we don't know.

0:27:29.960 --> 0:27:33.080
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, who's giving you advice at that stage? Because you said,

0:27:33.280 --> 0:27:36.000
<v Speaker 3>you know, you probably shouldn't have said anything. You probably

0:27:36.000 --> 0:27:39.199
<v Speaker 3>shouldn't have subjected yourself to the investigators. But so the

0:27:39.240 --> 0:27:41.720
<v Speaker 3>club's saying to you, we, you know, we encourage you

0:27:41.760 --> 0:27:43.480
<v Speaker 3>to go and give full on frank evidence because we

0:27:43.520 --> 0:27:44.440
<v Speaker 3>know it's going to clear.

0:27:44.920 --> 0:27:45.920
<v Speaker 5>Pretty much pretty much.

0:27:45.960 --> 0:27:49.639
<v Speaker 1>And our managers were also supportive of that, and they

0:27:49.680 --> 0:27:50.560
<v Speaker 1>were probably getting.

0:27:50.359 --> 0:27:51.400
<v Speaker 5>Directed from the clubs.

0:27:52.320 --> 0:27:54.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't know who the you know, was a sarda

0:27:55.040 --> 0:27:57.159
<v Speaker 1>or a warder giving direction to the club to make

0:27:57.200 --> 0:27:57.800
<v Speaker 1>sure we do that.

0:27:57.840 --> 0:27:58.400
<v Speaker 5>I'm not sure.

0:27:58.640 --> 0:28:00.480
<v Speaker 4>Could you feel that there was all my to split

0:28:00.520 --> 0:28:02.040
<v Speaker 4>in the club? It was coming, There was going to

0:28:02.040 --> 0:28:04.440
<v Speaker 4>be some split. There were certain people saying do this,

0:28:04.560 --> 0:28:06.560
<v Speaker 4>do that, and then there's other people saying no, don't

0:28:06.560 --> 0:28:09.320
<v Speaker 4>do this. Could you feel yeah, yeah, the tension.

0:28:09.760 --> 0:28:13.320
<v Speaker 1>The tension was building and the stories were getting changed

0:28:13.400 --> 0:28:15.359
<v Speaker 1>and that everyone starting to pick up.

0:28:15.760 --> 0:28:17.480
<v Speaker 5>We'll hang on. We were actually in a bit of.

0:28:17.400 --> 0:28:21.320
<v Speaker 1>Trouble and I'd moved on to Western Boardogs and Brent

0:28:21.359 --> 0:28:24.920
<v Speaker 1>Prismol was at the Western Bulldogs as a head of

0:28:25.000 --> 0:28:28.760
<v Speaker 1>role there at development role, and we were together and

0:28:30.680 --> 0:28:33.679
<v Speaker 1>as time went on, we both sensed it was getting

0:28:33.680 --> 0:28:37.119
<v Speaker 1>worse and worse and worse. So we we lean on

0:28:37.160 --> 0:28:40.479
<v Speaker 1>each other as well. And I still spoke to the

0:28:40.600 --> 0:28:42.720
<v Speaker 1>Essenon guys about it and through the time.

0:28:42.760 --> 0:28:45.400
<v Speaker 5>But it was a challenging period. Yeah.

0:28:46.120 --> 0:28:49.320
<v Speaker 3>Sorry, Yeah you go another another final series missed though,

0:28:49.400 --> 0:28:52.160
<v Speaker 3>So as that, you know, as you're still playing amazing football,

0:28:52.160 --> 0:28:54.800
<v Speaker 3>which is extraordinary given the circumstances, and you're thinking, okay,

0:28:54.840 --> 0:28:58.000
<v Speaker 3>well we might qualify, but we might get booted out

0:28:58.040 --> 0:29:00.360
<v Speaker 3>that moment where you know, we're obviously so many of

0:29:00.360 --> 0:29:02.120
<v Speaker 3>those penalties get handed down and all of a sudden

0:29:02.120 --> 0:29:03.920
<v Speaker 3>you realize, Okay, I missed last year's finals and I'm

0:29:03.960 --> 0:29:04.880
<v Speaker 3>not playing finals again.

0:29:05.120 --> 0:29:09.160
<v Speaker 5>Yeah. Which year are you talking about? Two thirty thirty?

0:29:10.000 --> 0:29:13.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, we finished off the season. I think it

0:29:13.440 --> 0:29:15.440
<v Speaker 1>was just getting to the point where we all were

0:29:15.480 --> 0:29:16.960
<v Speaker 1>not focusing on the football anymore.

0:29:17.240 --> 0:29:20.000
<v Speaker 4>Because with that, like, mental health is such a huge

0:29:20.040 --> 0:29:23.480
<v Speaker 4>aspect of footy dow and we were in it. We

0:29:23.600 --> 0:29:25.560
<v Speaker 4>deal with it a lot better now than we previously have.

0:29:26.440 --> 0:29:28.920
<v Speaker 4>How did you feel for some of your teammates yourself

0:29:28.960 --> 0:29:31.200
<v Speaker 4>as well, going through it without a huge amount of

0:29:31.200 --> 0:29:35.040
<v Speaker 4>support And did you notice some of your teammates really

0:29:35.080 --> 0:29:36.600
<v Speaker 4>really struggling through this period?

0:29:37.040 --> 0:29:40.680
<v Speaker 1>It was new territory for Yeah, so things would happen

0:29:40.720 --> 0:29:42.760
<v Speaker 1>and the best thing we could do is come together

0:29:42.760 --> 0:29:45.040
<v Speaker 1>as a team, and that's all we had and we

0:29:45.080 --> 0:29:47.400
<v Speaker 1>had to sort of stick to it. The media had

0:29:47.400 --> 0:29:51.080
<v Speaker 1>their own agenda, ASATA had their own agenda, the AFL

0:29:51.120 --> 0:29:53.600
<v Speaker 1>had their own agenda, even the Australian government, I don't know,

0:29:53.880 --> 0:29:57.760
<v Speaker 1>Victorian government commission. So we felt like we're in a

0:29:57.760 --> 0:29:59.320
<v Speaker 1>bubble and we had to stick together and that was

0:29:59.360 --> 0:30:01.960
<v Speaker 1>the only thing. There were cracks starting to.

0:30:01.880 --> 0:30:04.440
<v Speaker 4>Show, and I mean, without going into too much detail

0:30:04.440 --> 0:30:06.360
<v Speaker 4>about the cracks, but there were clearly players who were

0:30:06.680 --> 0:30:09.480
<v Speaker 4>absolutely struggling. And did they get the support that they

0:30:09.520 --> 0:30:12.920
<v Speaker 4>needed because you're probably thinking, who's on outside here? There's

0:30:12.960 --> 0:30:14.480
<v Speaker 4>so many different conflicting.

0:30:14.160 --> 0:30:16.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't think they would have got the support

0:30:16.560 --> 0:30:18.440
<v Speaker 1>because that's the thing. They had so many people that

0:30:18.480 --> 0:30:21.560
<v Speaker 1>were after us. Yeah, there was no escape. So who

0:30:21.560 --> 0:30:22.920
<v Speaker 1>am I going to talk to that I can trust?

0:30:23.400 --> 0:30:26.239
<v Speaker 1>Maybe mum and dad, maybe your partner, but that's about it,

0:30:26.600 --> 0:30:27.280
<v Speaker 1>and your teammates.

0:30:27.280 --> 0:30:30.160
<v Speaker 5>Everyone's covering their arts at that stage. Yeah, there'll be

0:30:30.200 --> 0:30:31.880
<v Speaker 5>a lot of people trying to do that, I think.

0:30:32.120 --> 0:30:35.840
<v Speaker 5>So you decided to move on, Yeah, tell us about that.

0:30:36.880 --> 0:30:39.760
<v Speaker 1>Brenda McCartney came to me early in the year twenty thirteen.

0:30:39.840 --> 0:30:43.160
<v Speaker 1>I think he put an offer on the table and

0:30:43.200 --> 0:30:46.600
<v Speaker 1>it was substantially more than essenon, And with everything that

0:30:46.600 --> 0:30:48.959
<v Speaker 1>happened that year, I was really sick of it. I

0:30:49.000 --> 0:30:52.080
<v Speaker 1>love the team, I love the players and the team,

0:30:52.160 --> 0:30:55.240
<v Speaker 1>but I thought maybe it's time to move on and

0:30:55.240 --> 0:30:58.080
<v Speaker 1>get a fresh start. Didn't think i'd get banned for

0:30:58.080 --> 0:31:01.600
<v Speaker 1>a year, and I don't think McCartney and those guys

0:31:01.640 --> 0:31:03.520
<v Speaker 1>thought I was going to get banned for you unfortunately,

0:31:03.600 --> 0:31:06.320
<v Speaker 1>But I think it was just something I needed just

0:31:06.360 --> 0:31:08.000
<v Speaker 1>to maybe just a bit of a reset.

0:31:08.080 --> 0:31:09.280
<v Speaker 2>Yea, was it?

0:31:09.640 --> 0:31:12.800
<v Speaker 4>I mean, obviously Macay you have had a great relationship

0:31:12.840 --> 0:31:15.160
<v Speaker 4>with Brendan and the like, but as much of it

0:31:15.200 --> 0:31:16.920
<v Speaker 4>was I don't want to be a part of this anymore.

0:31:18.080 --> 0:31:20.040
<v Speaker 4>It must have been like a drained You know, maybe

0:31:20.040 --> 0:31:22.000
<v Speaker 4>a fresh start is going to clear everything.

0:31:22.000 --> 0:31:23.840
<v Speaker 5>For me, it was a drain. Every day.

0:31:24.000 --> 0:31:26.200
<v Speaker 1>You knew what every turn up to, so you knew

0:31:26.240 --> 0:31:28.560
<v Speaker 1>what the shit you're going to have to put up with, yeap,

0:31:28.800 --> 0:31:29.320
<v Speaker 1>just before you.

0:31:29.320 --> 0:31:30.440
<v Speaker 5>Even get on the field to train.

0:31:30.600 --> 0:31:32.440
<v Speaker 4>So it was groundhog day, isn't it in a lot

0:31:32.440 --> 0:31:34.600
<v Speaker 4>of ways, living it over and over again? Yeah?

0:31:34.680 --> 0:31:37.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it was monotonous and that was part of it.

0:31:37.560 --> 0:31:39.400
<v Speaker 1>If I can get away from it somehow, I thought,

0:31:39.440 --> 0:31:40.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, that might be my chance.

0:31:41.000 --> 0:31:43.000
<v Speaker 4>Was there one moment? What was your lowest moment? Do

0:31:43.000 --> 0:31:44.840
<v Speaker 4>you think through that period? Was there one? I mean,

0:31:44.880 --> 0:31:47.120
<v Speaker 4>obviously we'd get to that with twenty sixteen, but even

0:31:47.160 --> 0:31:51.080
<v Speaker 4>through that twenty thirteen season when all Hull was breaking loose,

0:31:51.520 --> 0:31:53.400
<v Speaker 4>was there one moment we.

0:31:53.320 --> 0:31:55.560
<v Speaker 1>Didn't In terms of thirteen, we still didn't know the

0:31:55.560 --> 0:31:58.000
<v Speaker 1>sky what was going to happen. The low point for

0:31:58.080 --> 0:32:01.880
<v Speaker 1>me was probably twenty fifty Bulldogs and I said this.

0:32:01.960 --> 0:32:03.920
<v Speaker 1>Brent Prison and I were both talking to each other

0:32:04.000 --> 0:32:06.280
<v Speaker 1>and I said, do you do you get a feeling

0:32:06.560 --> 0:32:09.040
<v Speaker 1>that this is going to happen? And we both sort

0:32:09.080 --> 0:32:10.880
<v Speaker 1>of agreed, and I thought that was the point. It

0:32:10.920 --> 0:32:13.120
<v Speaker 1>was end of twenty fifteen, they're about to get banned.

0:32:13.120 --> 0:32:18.160
<v Speaker 1>Probably January two thousand and sixteen sixteen. That was a

0:32:18.200 --> 0:32:20.880
<v Speaker 1>really low point because you think, oh, you know, it's

0:32:20.880 --> 0:32:24.280
<v Speaker 1>like a they've got youa and you're thinking, all this time,

0:32:24.320 --> 0:32:27.880
<v Speaker 1>they've built this, they've built this case. And look, Peter

0:32:27.960 --> 0:32:30.080
<v Speaker 1>Gordon did a great job for Brent Prisblee and I

0:32:31.080 --> 0:32:33.520
<v Speaker 1>and I'm very grateful for it. But it just was

0:32:33.600 --> 0:32:35.520
<v Speaker 1>there was no way out, and that was the thing

0:32:35.560 --> 0:32:37.400
<v Speaker 1>for those that you know, would want to recall it.

0:32:37.480 --> 0:32:39.960
<v Speaker 3>So obviously, you know, punishment handed down in two thousand

0:32:40.000 --> 0:32:42.320
<v Speaker 3>and thirty and s and excluded from the finals, herd

0:32:42.360 --> 0:32:44.560
<v Speaker 3>suspended for twelve months, the club find two million dollars

0:32:44.600 --> 0:32:46.840
<v Speaker 3>tripp to those draft picks, and then you know, by

0:32:47.040 --> 0:32:50.640
<v Speaker 3>March twenty fifteen you found not guilty by STATA, and

0:32:50.680 --> 0:32:52.560
<v Speaker 3>so you potentially think you're out at that stage and

0:32:52.560 --> 0:32:55.720
<v Speaker 3>then obviously under the water appeal, that's when you suspended.

0:32:56.000 --> 0:32:58.160
<v Speaker 3>Just take me back to leaving the footy club. So

0:32:58.400 --> 0:33:01.120
<v Speaker 3>Mark Thompson's the new coach. He calls you, tells you,

0:33:01.200 --> 0:33:04.600
<v Speaker 3>I'll love you to stay. Yeah, any sort of regard

0:33:04.640 --> 0:33:07.280
<v Speaker 3>action that makes you think I'd reconsider or you were.

0:33:07.360 --> 0:33:08.680
<v Speaker 5>You were all in on getting to the.

0:33:08.600 --> 0:33:10.960
<v Speaker 1>Dogs that time. When he rang, I was, I was

0:33:10.960 --> 0:33:13.440
<v Speaker 1>already done. But you know a month prior, no, I was.

0:33:13.480 --> 0:33:17.520
<v Speaker 1>I was definitely on the fence. Hard Hearts would love

0:33:17.600 --> 0:33:20.680
<v Speaker 1>to stay. I wanted to stay. And some of the

0:33:20.720 --> 0:33:23.600
<v Speaker 1>players had a conversation with Bomber and and said, can

0:33:23.640 --> 0:33:25.800
<v Speaker 1>you do something and make sure he stays? And it

0:33:26.000 --> 0:33:28.520
<v Speaker 1>just the difference in contract was huge, and I just

0:33:28.640 --> 0:33:31.320
<v Speaker 1>and it was the combination of the Asada stuff and

0:33:32.080 --> 0:33:33.480
<v Speaker 1>I just really wanted to get out of there.

0:33:33.520 --> 0:33:35.360
<v Speaker 5>How much more today offer you? I think it was

0:33:35.400 --> 0:33:38.040
<v Speaker 5>another year or something, because you've got four years at

0:33:38.040 --> 0:33:38.320
<v Speaker 5>the door.

0:33:38.400 --> 0:33:38.560
<v Speaker 3>Years.

0:33:38.640 --> 0:33:40.640
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Do you remember what Mark Thompson said to you

0:33:40.760 --> 0:33:42.720
<v Speaker 4>was did he go the hard cell?

0:33:42.840 --> 0:33:43.040
<v Speaker 5>Did he?

0:33:43.360 --> 0:33:44.760
<v Speaker 1>Well? He rang me when I was at the races

0:33:44.800 --> 0:33:48.240
<v Speaker 1>actually and said, I just give us five minutes and

0:33:48.640 --> 0:33:51.800
<v Speaker 1>then I have a big chat. But look, he was

0:33:51.840 --> 0:33:56.200
<v Speaker 1>trying to get me across, and I just, yeah, I'd

0:33:56.280 --> 0:33:57.960
<v Speaker 1>figure it out. I feed it out, and I spoke

0:33:58.000 --> 0:33:59.600
<v Speaker 1>to Mum and Dad and I thought, what's the best

0:33:59.600 --> 0:34:00.240
<v Speaker 1>option for me?

0:34:00.400 --> 0:34:01.800
<v Speaker 5>And I think that was it.

0:34:01.840 --> 0:34:03.880
<v Speaker 1>And by the time he rang me, I was already

0:34:04.320 --> 0:34:06.720
<v Speaker 1>I could have been already training at the Western Bulldogs

0:34:06.760 --> 0:34:09.400
<v Speaker 1>or whatever. And he rang me again, I said, it's done.

0:34:10.320 --> 0:34:13.640
<v Speaker 1>Just forget about it. So anyway, that's histrue.

0:34:13.480 --> 0:34:16.719
<v Speaker 4>And that two thousand and fourteen season, what can you

0:34:16.760 --> 0:34:18.560
<v Speaker 4>take it through? That was a tough year for not

0:34:18.640 --> 0:34:20.640
<v Speaker 4>for you, but because you played really good for me

0:34:21.080 --> 0:34:21.720
<v Speaker 4>just to get.

0:34:21.520 --> 0:34:24.200
<v Speaker 1>A yard clear and that was enough to let him

0:34:24.239 --> 0:34:26.080
<v Speaker 1>settle and drive brilliantly for God.

0:34:26.520 --> 0:34:28.800
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, Dogs was a really tough year for Mecca.

0:34:29.760 --> 0:34:35.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Macca Macha was starting to probably in that year,

0:34:35.239 --> 0:34:37.480
<v Speaker 1>starting to struggle with the players and the and the

0:34:37.880 --> 0:34:40.120
<v Speaker 1>and the culture around that club. And you can see

0:34:40.440 --> 0:34:43.520
<v Speaker 1>by the end of that year was really slipping. But look,

0:34:43.560 --> 0:34:45.960
<v Speaker 1>I enjoyed the Bulldogs. The Bulldogs are a great club.

0:34:46.000 --> 0:34:50.120
<v Speaker 1>And yeah, I think he just lost touch with the players.

0:34:50.200 --> 0:34:52.160
<v Speaker 2>There was a lot of friction, wasn't there player wise?

0:34:52.360 --> 0:34:54.040
<v Speaker 4>With him? By the end it was by the end

0:34:54.040 --> 0:34:57.280
<v Speaker 4>of it you could sense, you know, a car crash

0:34:57.320 --> 0:34:58.520
<v Speaker 4>coming at some stage.

0:34:58.840 --> 0:34:59.080
<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

0:34:59.120 --> 0:35:00.800
<v Speaker 4>For the year as well, what you're thinking, this is

0:35:00.800 --> 0:35:01.839
<v Speaker 4>going to go It's not gonna end.

0:35:01.840 --> 0:35:05.839
<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, halfway through the year you could sense it. Look,

0:35:05.920 --> 0:35:08.120
<v Speaker 1>I was sitting in a great spot. I played okay

0:35:09.160 --> 0:35:11.200
<v Speaker 1>and I got along with Brendan, but he was just

0:35:11.400 --> 0:35:13.719
<v Speaker 1>he was under the strain, I think, and you could

0:35:13.719 --> 0:35:14.560
<v Speaker 1>definitely see.

0:35:14.320 --> 0:35:16.759
<v Speaker 3>That what has lost touch made we love market We've

0:35:16.760 --> 0:35:19.640
<v Speaker 3>had him in this seat, one of favorites. He's talked

0:35:19.640 --> 0:35:21.120
<v Speaker 3>about some of his failings, but you know, it was

0:35:21.160 --> 0:35:23.680
<v Speaker 3>a difficult period there as well. Brian Griffin was probably

0:35:23.719 --> 0:35:26.600
<v Speaker 3>a reluctant captain. He had a couple of agitators in there.

0:35:26.719 --> 0:35:28.719
<v Speaker 5>You know. Adam Cooney was, you know, probably not playing

0:35:28.719 --> 0:35:29.640
<v Speaker 5>the great foot he wanted to do.

0:35:29.760 --> 0:35:32.879
<v Speaker 3>Jack Stringer give us some details on you know, how

0:35:32.920 --> 0:35:35.200
<v Speaker 3>it goes bad in the spaces of a couple of months.

0:35:35.400 --> 0:35:37.799
<v Speaker 1>I think I think the players start to get disgruntled

0:35:37.840 --> 0:35:41.719
<v Speaker 1>with him and they start doing things against him. And

0:35:41.760 --> 0:35:45.520
<v Speaker 1>then if you if your culture starts swinging against the leader,

0:35:45.800 --> 0:35:49.160
<v Speaker 1>then that's when it really affects the team performance.

0:35:48.880 --> 0:35:52.000
<v Speaker 3>And what and what's the not backstabbing? But you know,

0:35:53.280 --> 0:35:55.879
<v Speaker 3>coach is no good whispering campaign. How does it happen

0:35:55.880 --> 0:35:56.640
<v Speaker 3>within the footy club?

0:35:57.000 --> 0:36:01.720
<v Speaker 1>Oh like wildfire, So it just it happens naturally. And

0:36:01.719 --> 0:36:04.239
<v Speaker 1>and he could sense that. And I think I can't

0:36:04.239 --> 0:36:06.160
<v Speaker 1>say what happened with him in Peter Gordon, but I

0:36:06.200 --> 0:36:07.640
<v Speaker 1>think he just put his hand up and said, well,

0:36:07.640 --> 0:36:10.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm done. And look I get along with Makato, I

0:36:10.640 --> 0:36:13.920
<v Speaker 1>know really well. And and I spoke to him afterwards

0:36:13.960 --> 0:36:15.799
<v Speaker 1>and he and he said, you know, he got to

0:36:15.880 --> 0:36:19.000
<v Speaker 1>him and and he's learned from that and moved on.

0:36:19.400 --> 0:36:21.920
<v Speaker 1>And look, football is a really tough game. And it

0:36:21.920 --> 0:36:24.279
<v Speaker 1>doesn't matter for coaches in the firing line. There's it's

0:36:24.280 --> 0:36:25.960
<v Speaker 1>got to be a coach or a player, you know,

0:36:26.080 --> 0:36:28.960
<v Speaker 1>and that's it's one or the others. So yeah, it's

0:36:29.000 --> 0:36:30.560
<v Speaker 1>it's it's tough at times.

0:36:30.280 --> 0:36:32.479
<v Speaker 4>And it's tough for you. You were overseas when Ryan

0:36:32.520 --> 0:36:35.719
<v Speaker 4>Griffin quits was about there You're thinking, how the hell

0:36:35.800 --> 0:36:36.719
<v Speaker 4>what's going on over there?

0:36:36.719 --> 0:36:39.480
<v Speaker 1>When someone someone text me, oh, your coach is gone,

0:36:39.520 --> 0:36:41.000
<v Speaker 1>and then Vin to say, he goes, oh.

0:36:40.920 --> 0:36:41.839
<v Speaker 5>Your captain's gone to.

0:36:43.320 --> 0:36:45.800
<v Speaker 2>What's going on here? And I've just come to the club.

0:36:45.840 --> 0:36:48.120
<v Speaker 2>But that was an interesting there's no regrets.

0:36:48.160 --> 0:36:50.240
<v Speaker 4>You're still were happy to keep going with the Dogs

0:36:50.239 --> 0:36:52.480
<v Speaker 4>and you went for is Gone.

0:36:52.600 --> 0:36:55.600
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I really love the Dogs and I had

0:36:55.600 --> 0:36:58.440
<v Speaker 1>a great time there and look for the for the Dogs,

0:36:58.440 --> 0:37:01.080
<v Speaker 1>it was a great reset it And look we made

0:37:01.080 --> 0:37:05.359
<v Speaker 1>the finals in twenty fifteen and we got Marcus Bontopali

0:37:06.480 --> 0:37:09.000
<v Speaker 1>and Bevo comes in and he changes the game style

0:37:09.360 --> 0:37:11.960
<v Speaker 1>and I really admire how well Bevo did in that

0:37:12.000 --> 0:37:12.520
<v Speaker 1>first year.

0:37:12.640 --> 0:37:14.759
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, how proud of you of the way you held

0:37:14.800 --> 0:37:17.480
<v Speaker 3>yourself like even in that twenty fourteen years. So the

0:37:17.480 --> 0:37:20.560
<v Speaker 3>show cause notices are handed out June twelve, twenty and fourteen,

0:37:20.680 --> 0:37:25.080
<v Speaker 3>you lose your captain and your coach. November fourteen, infraction notice.

0:37:24.880 --> 0:37:28.120
<v Speaker 5>Is issued to the players. You're still playing reasonable football there,

0:37:28.239 --> 0:37:30.680
<v Speaker 5>Like how do you operate on a day to day basis.

0:37:31.520 --> 0:37:33.080
<v Speaker 1>It's one of those things you've got to shut off,

0:37:33.280 --> 0:37:35.680
<v Speaker 1>shut off all the external noise and you've got to perform.

0:37:35.760 --> 0:37:38.080
<v Speaker 1>And that was what I sort of weren't over the years,

0:37:38.719 --> 0:37:41.000
<v Speaker 1>was it doesn't matter what's happening in your personal life.

0:37:41.040 --> 0:37:43.080
<v Speaker 1>You need once you cross that line, you need to

0:37:43.120 --> 0:37:46.120
<v Speaker 1>perform at your highest ability. And your best ability and

0:37:46.480 --> 0:37:50.640
<v Speaker 1>I've just grown a skin or whatever. Yeah, grown really

0:37:50.680 --> 0:37:52.800
<v Speaker 1>hardened to that and to push it all aside.

0:37:52.920 --> 0:37:55.120
<v Speaker 4>It changed you, Yeah, it changed you as a person

0:37:55.160 --> 0:37:55.840
<v Speaker 4>in a lot of ways.

0:37:55.840 --> 0:37:59.600
<v Speaker 1>And yeah it did, it did, And then I can

0:37:59.640 --> 0:38:02.560
<v Speaker 1>talk about later. But then cracks start to show. When

0:38:02.600 --> 0:38:04.880
<v Speaker 1>you throw enough things under the rug, you start tepping

0:38:04.920 --> 0:38:07.840
<v Speaker 1>over it, and you know things, things change.

0:38:07.880 --> 0:38:11.520
<v Speaker 3>So twenty fifteen, March thirty one, the players are cleared,

0:38:12.920 --> 0:38:15.640
<v Speaker 3>the anti doping tribulal announcers all thirty four past and

0:38:15.640 --> 0:38:18.160
<v Speaker 3>President Essen and players were not guilty of a band supplement.

0:38:18.280 --> 0:38:20.400
<v Speaker 3>You got a new coach, you got this young superstar

0:38:20.600 --> 0:38:21.799
<v Speaker 3>in Marcus Bontepelli.

0:38:22.120 --> 0:38:23.359
<v Speaker 5>You're thinking we're away here.

0:38:23.880 --> 0:38:26.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, And twenty fifteen was a great, great season,

0:38:26.640 --> 0:38:30.160
<v Speaker 1>and I actually I was enjoying football, Not that I didn't,

0:38:30.200 --> 0:38:32.719
<v Speaker 1>but I you know, I enjoyed the football. Can nearly

0:38:32.719 --> 0:38:34.759
<v Speaker 1>forget about the asatum stuff for once. I'm thinking this

0:38:34.840 --> 0:38:37.120
<v Speaker 1>is this is, you know, we're back to normal, and

0:38:37.160 --> 0:38:39.160
<v Speaker 1>then you know why I stayed with Essendon. So I

0:38:39.239 --> 0:38:42.359
<v Speaker 1>actually really like that. But I'm not sure the date

0:38:42.400 --> 0:38:44.400
<v Speaker 1>you might have mentioned when they did appeal it, but

0:38:44.440 --> 0:38:47.200
<v Speaker 1>that was you know, bottom of your stomach kind of thing.

0:38:47.239 --> 0:38:51.520
<v Speaker 4>Again May eleven, they appealed, which obviously that again you

0:38:51.520 --> 0:38:52.280
<v Speaker 4>feel sick again.

0:38:52.360 --> 0:38:54.719
<v Speaker 2>So it's that highs and lows that you Yeah, and.

0:38:54.680 --> 0:38:55.360
<v Speaker 5>It was constant.

0:38:55.400 --> 0:38:57.920
<v Speaker 1>It was, you know, we're we're in the We had

0:38:57.920 --> 0:39:01.319
<v Speaker 1>to train and then went Brent Prismon and I had

0:39:01.320 --> 0:39:03.239
<v Speaker 1>to go to the lawyer's office and we had to

0:39:03.280 --> 0:39:03.920
<v Speaker 1>go back.

0:39:03.719 --> 0:39:06.440
<v Speaker 5>In this and it was constant. It was. It was

0:39:06.640 --> 0:39:08.879
<v Speaker 5>really tough mentally to try and get it through, but.

0:39:08.920 --> 0:39:10.160
<v Speaker 2>Somehow I still played good footing.

0:39:10.400 --> 0:39:13.400
<v Speaker 4>You kick you're out, you know, outscored Essendon in that

0:39:13.440 --> 0:39:15.200
<v Speaker 4>game kick seven against Eston.

0:39:15.239 --> 0:39:17.680
<v Speaker 2>That was the game that Jake Carlisle, I think.

0:39:17.560 --> 0:39:18.560
<v Speaker 5>Said this club is.

0:39:19.840 --> 0:39:21.919
<v Speaker 4>It was caught on camera if you remember that day.

0:39:22.000 --> 0:39:25.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was just fortunate enough on that day I

0:39:25.560 --> 0:39:28.919
<v Speaker 1>knew how all the players played and feeling good and yeah,

0:39:29.400 --> 0:39:30.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, some days work, some days don't.

0:39:31.000 --> 0:39:33.879
<v Speaker 4>Do you feel like they're obviously going through some tough

0:39:33.880 --> 0:39:34.480
<v Speaker 4>times as well.

0:39:34.520 --> 0:39:37.360
<v Speaker 2>Did you feel like you're happy to kick the seven goals?

0:39:37.360 --> 0:39:39.400
<v Speaker 4>Of course you are, you're playing great footy, but you

0:39:39.480 --> 0:39:41.600
<v Speaker 4>feel for some of your ex teammates there as well.

0:39:41.640 --> 0:39:44.680
<v Speaker 1>You could feel they were very deflated and I remember

0:39:44.800 --> 0:39:48.239
<v Speaker 1>Dyson hepl on the day and they just just you know,

0:39:48.320 --> 0:39:52.080
<v Speaker 1>they weren't there, they weren't themselves, and it was hard

0:39:52.080 --> 0:39:52.399
<v Speaker 1>to see.

0:39:52.440 --> 0:39:53.279
<v Speaker 5>I've got a job to do.

0:39:53.320 --> 0:39:57.440
<v Speaker 1>I'll play well if I can, but I did feel

0:39:57.440 --> 0:40:00.520
<v Speaker 1>for him and I could just sense the the they

0:40:00.560 --> 0:40:01.439
<v Speaker 1>were down.

0:40:01.600 --> 0:40:03.719
<v Speaker 5>They were beaten in that game.

0:40:03.840 --> 0:40:06.640
<v Speaker 3>You play your single final against the Crows, sort of

0:40:06.680 --> 0:40:09.359
<v Speaker 3>a famous final now given the Talia brothers and talk

0:40:09.360 --> 0:40:11.920
<v Speaker 3>about Michael and Daniel and whether one of the brothers.

0:40:11.760 --> 0:40:14.279
<v Speaker 5>Shared tas with the other one. But you played your

0:40:14.400 --> 0:40:17.000
<v Speaker 5>first AFL final finally, yeah, Turs and fifteen.

0:40:17.760 --> 0:40:19.160
<v Speaker 1>It was a good final. I thought were going to

0:40:19.239 --> 0:40:21.359
<v Speaker 1>win and they managed to just beat us at the end.

0:40:21.360 --> 0:40:25.040
<v Speaker 1>But I think we're probably the better team. But yeah,

0:40:25.160 --> 0:40:29.000
<v Speaker 1>we just let it slide and look, finals, the pace

0:40:29.040 --> 0:40:30.879
<v Speaker 1>picks up a little bit and you know, I got

0:40:30.880 --> 0:40:32.399
<v Speaker 1>injured the week prior and I.

0:40:32.360 --> 0:40:34.359
<v Speaker 4>Was a little bit with bits all going into the game.

0:40:34.400 --> 0:40:36.920
<v Speaker 5>I wasn't too bad, but yeah, you're never perfect.

0:40:37.000 --> 0:40:39.080
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, because I think you were two or three goals,

0:40:39.280 --> 0:40:41.280
<v Speaker 4>two goals at least in front with about ten minutes

0:40:41.320 --> 0:40:44.280
<v Speaker 4>to go and then they stage that great comeback adall.

0:40:44.400 --> 0:40:46.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, but you get the feeling this footy club's

0:40:46.600 --> 0:40:47.440
<v Speaker 2>going somewhere.

0:40:47.800 --> 0:40:50.080
<v Speaker 1>You do, you do, And look what happened in that

0:40:50.160 --> 0:40:53.000
<v Speaker 1>last quarters. We missed a lot of handballs and then

0:40:53.280 --> 0:40:54.520
<v Speaker 1>we developed.

0:40:54.360 --> 0:40:56.319
<v Speaker 4>The handball game the handball So that might have been

0:40:56.320 --> 0:40:58.800
<v Speaker 4>the birth of the handball game. It was the birth really,

0:40:59.600 --> 0:41:01.640
<v Speaker 4>did you internally talk about that later on.

0:41:01.960 --> 0:41:03.960
<v Speaker 1>As soon as we start a preseason, we're going to

0:41:04.040 --> 0:41:06.120
<v Speaker 1>work on that because we missed so many opportunities in

0:41:06.160 --> 0:41:06.600
<v Speaker 1>the handball.

0:41:06.719 --> 0:41:09.640
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, so that was where it all got that where

0:41:09.640 --> 0:41:10.320
<v Speaker 5>it got started.

0:41:10.360 --> 0:41:12.719
<v Speaker 1>And look, that's probably what helped as well in that

0:41:12.760 --> 0:41:14.080
<v Speaker 1>Grand Final to the sixteen.

0:41:14.120 --> 0:41:17.040
<v Speaker 4>What was Bevo like you know that first year had

0:41:17.040 --> 0:41:19.719
<v Speaker 4>with him in that as well, and he's a combative man,

0:41:20.360 --> 0:41:23.640
<v Speaker 4>you know, with the talias and the situation there about

0:41:23.680 --> 0:41:24.680
<v Speaker 4>that that was quite funny.

0:41:24.680 --> 0:41:27.960
<v Speaker 1>But look, I really admired Bever and a lot of

0:41:27.960 --> 0:41:32.160
<v Speaker 1>his coaching attributes. I took a lot from that even

0:41:32.200 --> 0:41:34.959
<v Speaker 1>in the in the workforce as well. And he's always

0:41:35.000 --> 0:41:38.000
<v Speaker 1>a very knowledgeable man. And look, if you're on your

0:41:38.160 --> 0:41:39.640
<v Speaker 1>on the right side of Bev would be great. If

0:41:39.640 --> 0:41:41.920
<v Speaker 1>you're on the wrong side, you know, you're off a cliff.

0:41:41.960 --> 0:41:45.440
<v Speaker 1>But that that's okay. That's that's football, and that's that's

0:41:45.440 --> 0:41:47.759
<v Speaker 1>the reality of it. What's over you on it was

0:41:47.760 --> 0:41:49.520
<v Speaker 1>mostly on the good side, and then I finished on

0:41:49.560 --> 0:41:50.120
<v Speaker 1>the batside.

0:41:51.239 --> 0:41:52.480
<v Speaker 5>Tell Us about the Tally Brothers.

0:41:52.719 --> 0:41:56.040
<v Speaker 3>Did the blokes feel blatantly that they knew what your

0:41:56.080 --> 0:41:56.640
<v Speaker 3>tactics were?

0:41:57.600 --> 0:42:00.200
<v Speaker 5>I don't know. I don't know. If a fact, I'm

0:42:00.239 --> 0:42:01.160
<v Speaker 5>sure they would have spoke.

0:42:02.200 --> 0:42:04.520
<v Speaker 3>And how much that mattered for the fan out there,

0:42:04.640 --> 0:42:07.320
<v Speaker 3>you know, some of those little knowing those tactical issues.

0:42:07.480 --> 0:42:08.160
<v Speaker 5>Is that a big thing?

0:42:08.239 --> 0:42:11.480
<v Speaker 1>No, it's not like there was one one set play.

0:42:11.920 --> 0:42:13.879
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't matter. It's not going to change the game.

0:42:14.320 --> 0:42:16.799
<v Speaker 2>Where there was one set player, you think this is pretty.

0:42:16.800 --> 0:42:18.760
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, he's lining up with him and you go, that'side.

0:42:20.760 --> 0:42:23.160
<v Speaker 5>But no, I don't even think about it.

0:42:23.200 --> 0:42:26.240
<v Speaker 4>So you're building, you've played your first final, you're building

0:42:26.280 --> 0:42:30.000
<v Speaker 4>towards twenty sixteen, but they's still that cloud. Tell Us

0:42:30.000 --> 0:42:33.600
<v Speaker 4>about January twelve, twenty and sixteen. Were you at the

0:42:33.640 --> 0:42:35.919
<v Speaker 4>Bulldogs you knew it was coming at that time?

0:42:36.960 --> 0:42:39.960
<v Speaker 1>Jake Stringer actually text me before I knew. Really yeah,

0:42:40.000 --> 0:42:41.680
<v Speaker 1>because I was driving so I didn't see it.

0:42:42.000 --> 0:42:42.440
<v Speaker 5>I couldn't.

0:42:42.480 --> 0:42:43.920
<v Speaker 1>I sort of saw the phone, I could, you know,

0:42:44.080 --> 0:42:47.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm not touching the phone, but he sort of messaged me,

0:42:47.760 --> 0:42:49.240
<v Speaker 1>and I thought, what's his messaging?

0:42:49.800 --> 0:42:51.759
<v Speaker 5>You know, that's why has he messaging me at this time.

0:42:52.680 --> 0:42:56.040
<v Speaker 1>And then you know, I got closer and realized and

0:42:56.120 --> 0:42:58.120
<v Speaker 1>I thought, oh, they've just put the verdict out that

0:42:58.160 --> 0:42:59.040
<v Speaker 1>we've got a year off.

0:42:59.120 --> 0:43:01.440
<v Speaker 5>And had a quick meeting.

0:43:01.840 --> 0:43:06.160
<v Speaker 1>Up upstairs with the bulldogs hierarchy and went through it,

0:43:06.520 --> 0:43:09.680
<v Speaker 1>and the most disappointing thing was that you can't be

0:43:09.760 --> 0:43:11.680
<v Speaker 1>a part of the team that you were made to

0:43:11.719 --> 0:43:12.239
<v Speaker 1>be a part of.

0:43:12.440 --> 0:43:15.719
<v Speaker 5>So okay, you've got to go home. Okay, now what

0:43:16.840 --> 0:43:18.359
<v Speaker 5>pretty quickly we have a meeting.

0:43:18.920 --> 0:43:20.480
<v Speaker 4>That's it. You can't not allowed to be there.

0:43:20.520 --> 0:43:23.720
<v Speaker 5>You're not allowed to be there. Texts idea.

0:43:25.520 --> 0:43:27.879
<v Speaker 1>It might have been just hope you're well or something,

0:43:27.960 --> 0:43:29.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, something small, and I thought there was an odd,

0:43:30.160 --> 0:43:30.680
<v Speaker 1>odd text.

0:43:30.800 --> 0:43:34.440
<v Speaker 2>He wasn't usually text, no, not at all, so you

0:43:34.520 --> 0:43:36.000
<v Speaker 2>knew this is good news goverment.

0:43:36.080 --> 0:43:38.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I thought, what's he talking about anyway? So I

0:43:38.160 --> 0:43:40.759
<v Speaker 1>found it in a couple of more minutes. But yeah,

0:43:40.920 --> 0:43:44.480
<v Speaker 1>just devastation for you know, obviously myself, but all the

0:43:44.560 --> 0:43:48.560
<v Speaker 1>other players that were essentially innocent. And then as I said,

0:43:48.560 --> 0:43:50.839
<v Speaker 1>they get you on a technicality that you weren't aware

0:43:50.880 --> 0:43:54.080
<v Speaker 1>of that's not even proven, and you think, oh god,

0:43:55.000 --> 0:43:56.040
<v Speaker 1>yeah anyway.

0:43:56.000 --> 0:43:57.640
<v Speaker 3>So you like so that afternoon you get to I

0:43:57.640 --> 0:43:59.839
<v Speaker 3>think David Meier's house assure may have one hundred years

0:43:59.840 --> 0:44:02.239
<v Speaker 3>and your world collapses.

0:44:02.480 --> 0:44:04.880
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, and that was the biggest thing. We all stuck together.

0:44:05.000 --> 0:44:06.920
<v Speaker 1>And that's what I said about Job and you know

0:44:07.040 --> 0:44:10.400
<v Speaker 1>he's the captain and you know I wasn't at the club,

0:44:10.480 --> 0:44:13.360
<v Speaker 1>but you know I was obviously welcome to come and

0:44:15.080 --> 0:44:17.320
<v Speaker 1>we just started reminiscing on the good times and trying

0:44:17.360 --> 0:44:19.920
<v Speaker 1>to get each other through it the best we can.

0:44:20.120 --> 0:44:22.759
<v Speaker 1>So that was a really good day. And you know,

0:44:22.920 --> 0:44:25.399
<v Speaker 1>I think it all set settles in after a week,

0:44:25.480 --> 0:44:27.719
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't it. You go, Okay, this is reality now.

0:44:27.800 --> 0:44:31.880
<v Speaker 1>And fortunate enough to get some funding from Essendon to

0:44:32.600 --> 0:44:36.279
<v Speaker 1>train at Keel or Grammar that year, and I was,

0:44:36.480 --> 0:44:39.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, they obviously invited me to come and train and.

0:44:39.400 --> 0:44:41.600
<v Speaker 4>We're all the players, okay with you coming back? Or

0:44:41.840 --> 0:44:44.319
<v Speaker 4>was there any were a couple of people saying, well,

0:44:44.320 --> 0:44:46.240
<v Speaker 4>he said another club now, or was there anything?

0:44:46.400 --> 0:44:48.880
<v Speaker 1>There may have been one, but generally I said no, no,

0:44:49.600 --> 0:44:52.120
<v Speaker 1>he will help us train best we want him to

0:44:52.160 --> 0:44:54.040
<v Speaker 1>come and train and Look, that was one of those

0:44:54.080 --> 0:44:56.000
<v Speaker 1>saving points I think for that year for me was

0:44:56.160 --> 0:44:59.600
<v Speaker 1>just to have some normality around training and coming back

0:44:59.640 --> 0:45:03.160
<v Speaker 1>with a for guys to you know, keep my skills

0:45:03.200 --> 0:45:05.000
<v Speaker 1>alive just for the next season.

0:45:05.080 --> 0:45:07.120
<v Speaker 4>Who do you speak to, like mental health wise and

0:45:07.160 --> 0:45:09.760
<v Speaker 4>everything like that. Who's important for you at this stage?

0:45:09.800 --> 0:45:12.160
<v Speaker 4>That's as tough a thing as you could go through.

0:45:13.120 --> 0:45:14.960
<v Speaker 5>Look, the Bulldogs are really supportive.

0:45:16.400 --> 0:45:20.920
<v Speaker 1>Bebo and Bob Murphy were great and probably leaning on

0:45:21.080 --> 0:45:24.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, Sean Wellman was one of the coaches for us,

0:45:24.560 --> 0:45:27.560
<v Speaker 1>so he's employed to help us through that train those

0:45:27.600 --> 0:45:31.160
<v Speaker 1>training sessions in twenty sixteen, but relying on the players too, Hey,

0:45:31.320 --> 0:45:32.000
<v Speaker 1>what are you going through?

0:45:32.040 --> 0:45:33.120
<v Speaker 5>What are you thinking? You know what I mean?

0:45:33.239 --> 0:45:36.160
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes that actually helps, just the dialogue and we've all

0:45:36.200 --> 0:45:38.320
<v Speaker 1>found that with mental health is just to have a

0:45:38.400 --> 0:45:38.920
<v Speaker 1>chat about it.

0:45:39.719 --> 0:45:42.160
<v Speaker 3>How big a figure in this whole thing was job

0:45:42.360 --> 0:45:44.160
<v Speaker 3>to think of all that he was going through personally

0:45:44.239 --> 0:45:46.840
<v Speaker 3>and the way that he brought you guys together, and

0:45:46.920 --> 0:45:48.000
<v Speaker 3>you know, such a berhead.

0:45:48.160 --> 0:45:50.520
<v Speaker 1>And I don't think I understood at the time how

0:45:50.560 --> 0:45:53.439
<v Speaker 1>big it was, but I think he put more things

0:45:53.480 --> 0:45:57.360
<v Speaker 1>aside just to make sure that we're okay. So that

0:45:57.560 --> 0:45:59.680
<v Speaker 1>made us feel better and he knew that, so he

0:45:59.920 --> 0:46:01.680
<v Speaker 1>was That's why he was such a great leader.

0:46:01.760 --> 0:46:04.279
<v Speaker 5>Put him like put stuff aside, like sacrifice for himself. Yeah,

0:46:04.280 --> 0:46:05.920
<v Speaker 5>he sacrificed his own own things.

0:46:05.960 --> 0:46:08.839
<v Speaker 1>And you know he's won the Brownlough but hey that's

0:46:08.960 --> 0:46:11.680
<v Speaker 1>now in Jeopany And yeah, I'm sure he had a

0:46:11.719 --> 0:46:13.520
<v Speaker 1>lot to go through and he's you know, he's the

0:46:13.560 --> 0:46:16.080
<v Speaker 1>brunt of it. He's he's facing the media, he's facing

0:46:16.600 --> 0:46:19.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, SATA, he's doing the inquiries and the interviews

0:46:19.880 --> 0:46:20.200
<v Speaker 1>and things.

0:46:20.280 --> 0:46:23.440
<v Speaker 5>So he really took that so we didn't have to.

0:46:23.760 --> 0:46:25.520
<v Speaker 2>When he hands back the metal. How do you feel

0:46:25.640 --> 0:46:26.520
<v Speaker 2>like you saw him play?

0:46:26.640 --> 0:46:28.440
<v Speaker 4>You saw him day to day, You saw the work

0:46:28.480 --> 0:46:31.240
<v Speaker 4>that he put in in that in that twenty twelve season.

0:46:32.360 --> 0:46:36.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I felt really I've felt annoyed for him because

0:46:36.400 --> 0:46:37.799
<v Speaker 1>he definitely deserved it that year.

0:46:37.880 --> 0:46:41.880
<v Speaker 5>He was the best player firsthand. He just was. He

0:46:42.040 --> 0:46:45.399
<v Speaker 5>was on fire. I just yeah, so I don't want

0:46:45.400 --> 0:46:45.880
<v Speaker 5>to get into it.

0:46:46.080 --> 0:46:52.080
<v Speaker 1>No, it's obviously whoever got Mitchell got the Yeah, yes,

0:46:52.360 --> 0:46:55.280
<v Speaker 1>but yeah, yeah, which is you know, whatever the AFL

0:46:55.360 --> 0:46:56.920
<v Speaker 1>thinks is fair. But I still think he was the

0:46:56.960 --> 0:47:00.080
<v Speaker 1>best player Demetria on here on this you know this

0:47:00.160 --> 0:47:02.000
<v Speaker 1>podcast as well, and he said that if he had

0:47:02.080 --> 0:47:03.320
<v Speaker 1>still been in the role, he would have found a

0:47:03.360 --> 0:47:05.160
<v Speaker 1>way for Job to keep the medal.

0:47:05.200 --> 0:47:06.440
<v Speaker 2>It is quite sad, isn't it that?

0:47:07.080 --> 0:47:08.839
<v Speaker 5>You know? And I think he gave it back? Did

0:47:08.880 --> 0:47:10.840
<v Speaker 5>he give it back? The medal? And that's what Joe's like,

0:47:10.920 --> 0:47:14.520
<v Speaker 5>He will say, Yeah, he's a sportsman. He's a fair sportsman.

0:47:14.719 --> 0:47:17.080
<v Speaker 3>So that season, obviously, you know it's a really late

0:47:17.120 --> 0:47:18.800
<v Speaker 3>push from the Western Bulldogs, but you're not there And

0:47:19.080 --> 0:47:20.600
<v Speaker 3>at what stage are you think, hang on, I'm going

0:47:20.640 --> 0:47:22.080
<v Speaker 3>to miss something pretty special.

0:47:22.320 --> 0:47:27.800
<v Speaker 5>In twenty sixteen, well, start of the finals.

0:47:27.400 --> 0:47:29.280
<v Speaker 4>I think you can build something building.

0:47:29.400 --> 0:47:35.040
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they had this the culture, the dynamic of the players.

0:47:35.080 --> 0:47:37.600
<v Speaker 1>They wanted to play for each other, and tom Boyd

0:47:37.680 --> 0:47:39.440
<v Speaker 1>spoken about it. You know, he's gritting a book and

0:47:39.520 --> 0:47:43.280
<v Speaker 1>a few other things, and the vibe was just different

0:47:43.680 --> 0:47:46.040
<v Speaker 1>and they were never going to lose. And you know,

0:47:46.200 --> 0:47:49.319
<v Speaker 1>you start thinking, oh, you know, I'm going to miss out. Yeah,

0:47:49.480 --> 0:47:51.120
<v Speaker 1>this is you know, I should be on this team.

0:47:51.200 --> 0:47:54.480
<v Speaker 1>And you know then Bob Murphy does it a cl

0:47:54.880 --> 0:47:57.560
<v Speaker 1>Bob Murphy's been in the club for sixteen years. You know,

0:47:57.719 --> 0:48:00.399
<v Speaker 1>and there's other players that obviously miss out, Jack Path

0:48:00.480 --> 0:48:05.640
<v Speaker 1>and Mitch Wallace and you know, life moves on. But

0:48:05.800 --> 0:48:07.759
<v Speaker 1>you think I would love to have played and.

0:48:07.800 --> 0:48:09.560
<v Speaker 5>You would have been in that team like yeah on

0:48:09.800 --> 0:48:12.759
<v Speaker 5>form absolutely, Yeah, yeah, I think I would have been

0:48:12.800 --> 0:48:16.040
<v Speaker 5>And it's just sad I didn't get to play in

0:48:16.080 --> 0:48:17.399
<v Speaker 5>that on the on the big stage.

0:48:17.440 --> 0:48:20.680
<v Speaker 4>How connected you were you trained? I think before one

0:48:20.719 --> 0:48:22.560
<v Speaker 4>of the finals, didn't you? Did you speak to them

0:48:22.640 --> 0:48:24.479
<v Speaker 4>before the Hawks semi final? Was there something?

0:48:25.360 --> 0:48:27.640
<v Speaker 2>But you were still well connected with the group not

0:48:27.800 --> 0:48:28.360
<v Speaker 2>the Hawks?

0:48:28.480 --> 0:48:29.200
<v Speaker 5>Was it the first one?

0:48:29.360 --> 0:48:29.560
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:48:29.680 --> 0:48:32.120
<v Speaker 5>No, I wasn't able to come back until another week

0:48:32.280 --> 0:48:32.560
<v Speaker 5>or something.

0:48:32.960 --> 0:48:34.880
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, did you speak to the group then when you

0:48:34.920 --> 0:48:36.759
<v Speaker 4>were able to come back and yeah, well I came

0:48:36.840 --> 0:48:38.359
<v Speaker 4>back and I was able to train with the group.

0:48:38.640 --> 0:48:39.600
<v Speaker 5>So that was the year.

0:48:40.680 --> 0:48:42.400
<v Speaker 1>It was the time frame, time frame that it was.

0:48:42.520 --> 0:48:44.160
<v Speaker 1>I was able to come back and be involved with

0:48:44.200 --> 0:48:46.560
<v Speaker 1>the group. I was wasn't allowed to go to the MCG.

0:48:46.560 --> 0:48:47.920
<v Speaker 5>No in the rooms.

0:48:48.200 --> 0:48:49.800
<v Speaker 4>No, how weird is that?

0:48:50.000 --> 0:48:50.520
<v Speaker 2>So you can.

0:48:52.200 --> 0:48:54.640
<v Speaker 5>It as a competition day you couldn't go, but.

0:48:54.719 --> 0:48:56.640
<v Speaker 4>Training you could go to the training session when you're

0:48:56.800 --> 0:48:57.840
<v Speaker 4>doing train with them at the end.

0:48:57.920 --> 0:48:59.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and I trained with him the last three weeks

0:48:59.680 --> 0:49:01.520
<v Speaker 1>and it was actually it was you know, I felt

0:49:01.560 --> 0:49:04.520
<v Speaker 1>a part of it as well. It was actually a

0:49:04.560 --> 0:49:09.600
<v Speaker 1>great experience and fortunate or unfortunate. I actually got married

0:49:09.600 --> 0:49:11.800
<v Speaker 1>the day before Grand Final. How did you book it

0:49:11.880 --> 0:49:14.400
<v Speaker 1>in February? And why did you book it in February?

0:49:14.400 --> 0:49:16.520
<v Speaker 1>It was a quirky day. It's coming on derby days.

0:49:16.560 --> 0:49:18.440
<v Speaker 1>I would have canceled it if I was playing.

0:49:18.200 --> 0:49:21.400
<v Speaker 2>Football, but to get the deposit back you would have

0:49:21.440 --> 0:49:21.759
<v Speaker 2>been all right.

0:49:21.920 --> 0:49:23.560
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it was fine. But it was one of those

0:49:23.600 --> 0:49:25.920
<v Speaker 5>things I knew. I knew in my heart I.

0:49:25.960 --> 0:49:27.360
<v Speaker 1>Probably was not going to play for the rest of

0:49:27.360 --> 0:49:31.640
<v Speaker 1>the year. I think that decision was set and we're

0:49:31.680 --> 0:49:34.400
<v Speaker 1>trying to overturn it. Peter Gordon was really instrumental in that,

0:49:34.480 --> 0:49:39.480
<v Speaker 1>but he didn't didn't eventuate to overturn it. And the

0:49:39.560 --> 0:49:42.200
<v Speaker 1>thing I remember was the Thursday before the Grand Final,

0:49:42.400 --> 0:49:44.320
<v Speaker 1>there's ten thousand people at Whittenoval.

0:49:44.640 --> 0:49:46.360
<v Speaker 5>I'm going to get to something to fix for.

0:49:46.400 --> 0:49:48.240
<v Speaker 1>The wedding and I can't get out of the ground

0:49:48.360 --> 0:49:50.480
<v Speaker 1>and trying to get people out of the way, and I've.

0:49:50.400 --> 0:49:53.239
<v Speaker 5>Just trained and anyway, it was a it was a

0:49:53.320 --> 0:49:54.440
<v Speaker 5>funny situation to be in.

0:49:54.480 --> 0:49:56.640
<v Speaker 3>What's what's those twenty four hours, like you know, your

0:49:56.680 --> 0:49:58.719
<v Speaker 3>wedding and then obviously watching the boys queen and where

0:49:58.760 --> 0:49:59.440
<v Speaker 3>did you watch it from?

0:50:00.000 --> 0:50:03.680
<v Speaker 1>Well, we had the recovery day on the Saturday at

0:50:03.760 --> 0:50:06.319
<v Speaker 1>my place and we sat up at TV and look

0:50:06.400 --> 0:50:08.719
<v Speaker 1>it was. It was a great day and I think

0:50:08.760 --> 0:50:10.839
<v Speaker 1>the last five minutes you know they're going to win,

0:50:11.560 --> 0:50:13.840
<v Speaker 1>and it was a little bit emotional and look my

0:50:13.880 --> 0:50:15.560
<v Speaker 1>family around me, and it was the best place to be,

0:50:15.640 --> 0:50:16.960
<v Speaker 1>to be honest, and it was. It was one of

0:50:17.000 --> 0:50:19.719
<v Speaker 1>those things that I cherished that they were there and

0:50:20.440 --> 0:50:22.320
<v Speaker 1>it was a little bit sad, but I'm really happy

0:50:22.360 --> 0:50:22.759
<v Speaker 1>for the team.

0:50:22.880 --> 0:50:24.800
<v Speaker 2>Did you catch up with the guys afterwards?

0:50:24.840 --> 0:50:25.759
<v Speaker 4>Did you bring them? Did you?

0:50:26.520 --> 0:50:27.640
<v Speaker 2>How was the connection there?

0:50:28.040 --> 0:50:29.960
<v Speaker 5>They went to Yarivale on the Sunday and I caught

0:50:30.000 --> 0:50:32.120
<v Speaker 5>up with them at eleven o'clock there.

0:50:32.080 --> 0:50:34.200
<v Speaker 4>And watch your mindset there you're really happy for them,

0:50:34.920 --> 0:50:38.120
<v Speaker 4>but in the back of yard in mind, you're going, yeah.

0:50:38.280 --> 0:50:40.640
<v Speaker 1>I pushed that aside and I wanted to be really

0:50:40.640 --> 0:50:42.200
<v Speaker 1>happy for the guys and I was just I was

0:50:42.239 --> 0:50:44.040
<v Speaker 1>just happy that was at a club that just won

0:50:44.120 --> 0:50:46.719
<v Speaker 1>a grand final and it was a great day.

0:50:47.239 --> 0:50:49.200
<v Speaker 5>We were the great moments from that Grand Final.

0:50:49.360 --> 0:50:52.680
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, the boy goal and Morris drag d and tackle

0:50:52.760 --> 0:50:57.160
<v Speaker 3>and Shane Biggs and Lamp picking and you know, it

0:50:57.280 --> 0:50:58.680
<v Speaker 3>was a great ground final.

0:50:59.160 --> 0:51:01.919
<v Speaker 1>I just spoke to some one recently last week about

0:51:01.960 --> 0:51:05.000
<v Speaker 1>it and I said it was the Shane Biggs and picking.

0:51:05.800 --> 0:51:07.640
<v Speaker 5>Was that the Yeah, that was the play and that

0:51:07.800 --> 0:51:11.960
<v Speaker 5>was the Shane Biggs like five repeat efforts and that

0:51:12.200 --> 0:51:14.040
<v Speaker 5>really changes the dynamic of the game.

0:51:14.120 --> 0:51:15.920
<v Speaker 1>And then and Sydney can sense that, I know that,

0:51:16.000 --> 0:51:18.239
<v Speaker 1>and then they get a little deflated and we pounce

0:51:18.320 --> 0:51:20.279
<v Speaker 1>and I think someone kicks a goal And.

0:51:21.800 --> 0:51:24.879
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, that moment there was big. And the Tom Boyd

0:51:24.960 --> 0:51:26.200
<v Speaker 5>moment was probviously.

0:51:25.960 --> 0:51:27.280
<v Speaker 4>The extraordinary finishing.

0:51:27.320 --> 0:51:30.360
<v Speaker 5>To think about it, take us through the tom Board experience.

0:51:30.400 --> 0:51:32.239
<v Speaker 3>I mean, he's just extraordinary what he's doing for mental

0:51:32.280 --> 0:51:34.480
<v Speaker 3>health and he's just so balanced right now. But are

0:51:34.480 --> 0:51:36.359
<v Speaker 3>you're feeling that when people are saying you should take

0:51:36.400 --> 0:51:38.680
<v Speaker 3>a pay card and when he's not playing great football

0:51:38.840 --> 0:51:41.640
<v Speaker 3>and you know how much did the players have empathy

0:51:41.680 --> 0:51:43.520
<v Speaker 3>for what he was going through even though he was

0:51:43.560 --> 0:51:45.120
<v Speaker 3>on in this extraordinary salary?

0:51:46.480 --> 0:51:48.440
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, that's a that's a conundrum, isn't it.

0:51:49.480 --> 0:51:52.400
<v Speaker 1>Look I got along with Tom really well, and I

0:51:52.520 --> 0:51:54.839
<v Speaker 1>think he I think he felt guilty in the end

0:51:54.920 --> 0:51:56.680
<v Speaker 1>for you know, he wanted to give the money back

0:51:56.760 --> 0:51:59.239
<v Speaker 1>and I think Peter Gordon said no, you know, it's

0:51:59.280 --> 0:52:03.040
<v Speaker 1>a contract and time in his heart wants to give

0:52:03.120 --> 0:52:06.160
<v Speaker 1>back and that's what he's doing. And look that that

0:52:06.280 --> 0:52:08.080
<v Speaker 1>contract may have been big then, but it's not that

0:52:08.200 --> 0:52:10.920
<v Speaker 1>big now, Like it's you know, he's won a Grand final.

0:52:11.120 --> 0:52:13.640
<v Speaker 1>He's won a Grand final for the club, Like what

0:52:13.760 --> 0:52:16.600
<v Speaker 1>else do you want did Buddy do? Did Buddy win

0:52:16.640 --> 0:52:19.759
<v Speaker 1>a Grand final for the nine year? So you know,

0:52:19.800 --> 0:52:22.279
<v Speaker 1>I mean it's paid for itself. So if anyone ever

0:52:22.320 --> 0:52:24.680
<v Speaker 1>says you go, well, he won the Grand final, so

0:52:24.880 --> 0:52:26.320
<v Speaker 1>that in that's in my view anyways.

0:52:26.400 --> 0:52:28.040
<v Speaker 4>And it was an extraordinary grand final the club had

0:52:28.120 --> 0:52:29.760
<v Speaker 4>in one one since fifty four exactly.

0:52:29.960 --> 0:52:32.480
<v Speaker 2>As far as repaying, I think that it was repaid

0:52:32.480 --> 0:52:33.000
<v Speaker 2>in that sense.

0:52:33.239 --> 0:52:35.719
<v Speaker 5>I think it was, yeah, small small change for what

0:52:35.880 --> 0:52:36.800
<v Speaker 5>the actual result was.

0:52:36.920 --> 0:52:39.200
<v Speaker 3>But when you think about a career with Is and Lows,

0:52:39.400 --> 0:52:40.920
<v Speaker 3>you think about the people you've met, you know, the

0:52:41.000 --> 0:52:43.840
<v Speaker 3>Tom Boards of the world, that Bob Murphy's, the Brad Preuswall's,

0:52:43.880 --> 0:52:47.080
<v Speaker 3>the you know, it's an extraordinary to think you've been

0:52:47.280 --> 0:52:50.239
<v Speaker 3>in this, you know, this career with all these magnificent

0:52:50.280 --> 0:52:52.440
<v Speaker 3>people like it, it's worth the price alone.

0:52:53.160 --> 0:52:55.160
<v Speaker 1>It is it is, and the thing I do I

0:52:55.239 --> 0:52:58.439
<v Speaker 1>take away from it is all those people were trying

0:52:58.480 --> 0:53:00.719
<v Speaker 1>to be the best that they could be, and I

0:53:00.840 --> 0:53:02.200
<v Speaker 1>took so much out of it, and I try to

0:53:02.239 --> 0:53:05.000
<v Speaker 1>replicate that and even my life now, I take a

0:53:05.040 --> 0:53:07.600
<v Speaker 1>lot from what Job's done, what Bob Murphy was trying

0:53:07.600 --> 0:53:09.560
<v Speaker 1>to do, what Bever was trying to do, and Hurdy,

0:53:10.400 --> 0:53:13.040
<v Speaker 1>I've had so many good influential people in my life

0:53:13.080 --> 0:53:15.840
<v Speaker 1>that it's probably a blessing. You know, a lot of

0:53:15.920 --> 0:53:19.279
<v Speaker 1>bad things obviously happened through the football career, but all

0:53:19.360 --> 0:53:20.000
<v Speaker 1>in all, I.

0:53:20.120 --> 0:53:21.000
<v Speaker 5>Take a lot out of it.

0:53:21.080 --> 0:53:23.399
<v Speaker 1>And I'm still grateful for all the experiences that I've

0:53:23.480 --> 0:53:25.600
<v Speaker 1>gotten and I appreciate it.

0:53:25.840 --> 0:53:28.080
<v Speaker 4>How good would James Hurd have been if there's no

0:53:28.200 --> 0:53:31.279
<v Speaker 4>supplements scandal in that sense as a coach? Could you

0:53:31.320 --> 0:53:34.640
<v Speaker 4>have been as good as everyone thought he could have been.

0:53:34.800 --> 0:53:36.160
<v Speaker 5>As a coach? Yeah, I definitely.

0:53:36.600 --> 0:53:41.360
<v Speaker 1>He was highly motivated, really good with his strategy, and

0:53:41.960 --> 0:53:43.480
<v Speaker 1>I think he could have gone a long way.

0:53:44.840 --> 0:53:46.840
<v Speaker 3>Good tactically all that stuff. Like I had all the

0:53:46.960 --> 0:53:49.359
<v Speaker 3>essence of what makes a great coach. Yeah, definitely. Yeah,

0:53:50.280 --> 0:53:51.880
<v Speaker 3>Stephen Dank, I think you've said that you would have

0:53:51.920 --> 0:53:53.800
<v Speaker 3>loved to have for him to come out and help you.

0:53:54.800 --> 0:53:56.640
<v Speaker 3>If you had to speak to Stephen Dank right now,

0:53:56.680 --> 0:53:57.440
<v Speaker 3>what would you say.

0:53:59.160 --> 0:54:01.200
<v Speaker 1>Maybe just an underst standing of you know, did you

0:54:01.320 --> 0:54:03.839
<v Speaker 1>understand did you understand what you were putting the players through?

0:54:04.160 --> 0:54:04.279
<v Speaker 5>You know?

0:54:04.480 --> 0:54:06.239
<v Speaker 1>I think he was little blase with some of his

0:54:07.239 --> 0:54:09.920
<v Speaker 1>thought processes. Did he know the rules around what you

0:54:10.000 --> 0:54:10.600
<v Speaker 1>can and can't do?

0:54:10.920 --> 0:54:13.440
<v Speaker 5>Maybe that, But I don't. I don't lose sleep over

0:54:13.520 --> 0:54:14.080
<v Speaker 5>Stephen Dank.

0:54:14.200 --> 0:54:16.000
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, so you don't think about it all. You're trying

0:54:16.040 --> 0:54:18.040
<v Speaker 4>not to think about it. You're probably reminded, as you said,

0:54:18.480 --> 0:54:21.480
<v Speaker 4>you know, on a regular basis. Yeah, yeah, But do

0:54:21.800 --> 0:54:25.279
<v Speaker 4>you portion any blame at the moment? Is that something

0:54:25.360 --> 0:54:26.880
<v Speaker 4>you still think about or is that something you've well

0:54:26.920 --> 0:54:29.160
<v Speaker 4>and really moved on from in terms of the af L.

0:54:29.280 --> 0:54:32.560
<v Speaker 4>Have you been back to Wessendon in that sense as well?

0:54:33.480 --> 0:54:35.960
<v Speaker 5>I don't. There's a lot of people to blame. You

0:54:36.000 --> 0:54:38.320
<v Speaker 5>can always blame someone. I'm not. I'm not a blamer.

0:54:39.600 --> 0:54:41.960
<v Speaker 5>I do move on. Yeah, I haven't been back to

0:54:42.120 --> 0:54:42.759
<v Speaker 5>Essendon that much.

0:54:42.800 --> 0:54:44.960
<v Speaker 1>I've been back to the Western Bulldogs for some of

0:54:45.040 --> 0:54:48.080
<v Speaker 1>the functions, which has been good, but I don't I

0:54:48.239 --> 0:54:49.160
<v Speaker 1>try not to hold a grade.

0:54:49.160 --> 0:54:50.719
<v Speaker 2>Now, do you feel more like a Bulldog than a

0:54:50.760 --> 0:54:51.719
<v Speaker 2>Bomber in that sense?

0:54:51.840 --> 0:54:55.439
<v Speaker 5>Or maybe because I played there last kind of last?

0:54:55.719 --> 0:54:57.480
<v Speaker 3>Yes, it feels like you don't want to be defined

0:54:57.480 --> 0:55:00.439
<v Speaker 3>by It's such such a long and product, give life

0:55:00.440 --> 0:55:01.000
<v Speaker 3>to live.

0:55:01.320 --> 0:55:04.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, And you know, football almost seems like high school.

0:55:04.560 --> 0:55:08.239
<v Speaker 1>It's like this artificial environment and you finish it. And

0:55:08.280 --> 0:55:09.960
<v Speaker 1>I was speaking of Bob Murphy about this at the

0:55:10.600 --> 0:55:13.360
<v Speaker 1>one hundredth reunion in round three, and he goes, what

0:55:13.480 --> 0:55:15.840
<v Speaker 1>we're worried about? And I said, oh, glad you said it,

0:55:16.040 --> 0:55:19.480
<v Speaker 1>because I don't know. It's like you're in this bubble

0:55:19.560 --> 0:55:23.040
<v Speaker 1>and everyone's just it's tense, and you're trying to perform,

0:55:23.200 --> 0:55:26.360
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, I think you get out and you and

0:55:26.440 --> 0:55:27.560
<v Speaker 1>you breathe a sigh of relief.

0:55:27.600 --> 0:55:30.560
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, tell us about your life now. You've got kids, Yeah,

0:55:31.600 --> 0:55:33.680
<v Speaker 4>your businesses for kids. What if they say I want

0:55:33.680 --> 0:55:34.960
<v Speaker 4>to play footy, what would you say to them?

0:55:35.760 --> 0:55:40.680
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't stop them. Yeah, it comes with its pitfalls,

0:55:42.000 --> 0:55:45.520
<v Speaker 1>but that's not my decision to make. But I just

0:55:45.600 --> 0:55:48.120
<v Speaker 1>try and encourage as much as I can and my kid,

0:55:48.560 --> 0:55:51.520
<v Speaker 1>my son's really getting into soccer and football at the moment,

0:55:51.600 --> 0:55:54.080
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, I don't know where that's going to lead,

0:55:54.120 --> 0:55:54.960
<v Speaker 1>but we'll see how we go.

0:55:55.160 --> 0:55:58.560
<v Speaker 2>Business wise, What does your life look like now, stew.

0:55:59.160 --> 0:56:01.400
<v Speaker 1>We've got a couple of st also, Cramery's mind attends.

0:56:01.480 --> 0:56:05.000
<v Speaker 1>One in Maryborough is a big store, and day Oxford in.

0:56:05.000 --> 0:56:08.040
<v Speaker 5>The middle of town. There. They're great stores and we've

0:56:08.080 --> 0:56:11.880
<v Speaker 5>got some really good staff. So there's we might have

0:56:11.960 --> 0:56:15.719
<v Speaker 5>about sixty staff all up, and that keeps him pretty busy.

0:56:15.840 --> 0:56:18.320
<v Speaker 1>And as I said before, I try and take a

0:56:18.360 --> 0:56:21.319
<v Speaker 1>lot out of football and what can I make their

0:56:21.400 --> 0:56:22.200
<v Speaker 1>lives easier, you know?

0:56:22.360 --> 0:56:24.160
<v Speaker 5>It said, a really good culture and a standard.

0:56:25.239 --> 0:56:27.600
<v Speaker 1>And I feel like then the business has performed better

0:56:27.719 --> 0:56:30.719
<v Speaker 1>and so there's a lot of skills that are transferable.

0:56:31.080 --> 0:56:33.120
<v Speaker 5>Proud of you of the football career. With one hundred

0:56:33.120 --> 0:56:33.960
<v Speaker 5>and three games.

0:56:34.600 --> 0:56:37.080
<v Speaker 1>Well Dad always says he has one hundred and three games,

0:56:37.120 --> 0:56:38.760
<v Speaker 1>that's a that's quite an achievement.

0:56:38.800 --> 0:56:39.840
<v Speaker 5>I said, Okay, no worries.

0:56:39.880 --> 0:56:42.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't really say much about it, but look, I

0:56:43.120 --> 0:56:45.200
<v Speaker 1>think I've told my wife I said, I gave it

0:56:45.239 --> 0:56:48.040
<v Speaker 1>everything I had and as long as I did the

0:56:48.120 --> 0:56:49.560
<v Speaker 1>best I could, that's I'm happy.

0:56:49.719 --> 0:56:51.800
<v Speaker 5>And your parents through this whole, the highs and the

0:56:51.840 --> 0:56:54.400
<v Speaker 5>lows and lots of what were they like. Yeah, they

0:56:54.400 --> 0:56:54.680
<v Speaker 5>were good.

0:56:54.680 --> 0:56:57.320
<v Speaker 1>They're very supportive and obviously it's a little tense with

0:56:57.400 --> 0:57:00.120
<v Speaker 1>some of the commentary around some parents with the the

0:57:00.200 --> 0:57:03.840
<v Speaker 1>third four, and yeah, they held strong. Dad's dad's a

0:57:03.880 --> 0:57:06.120
<v Speaker 1>strong character and he and he supported me through it.

0:57:06.239 --> 0:57:09.160
<v Speaker 1>And yeah, we're just as I said, we've got to.

0:57:09.239 --> 0:57:10.440
<v Speaker 4>Move on, move on.

0:57:10.680 --> 0:57:12.719
<v Speaker 5>Jy Cara, thanks for your tom Thank you, thank you.

0:57:13.480 --> 0:57:16.680
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