1 00:00:00,600 --> 00:00:03,680 Speaker 1: Welcome to this special episode of head Game. I'm at 2 00:00:03,720 --> 00:00:07,400 Speaker 1: AMT Middleton. Today we're looking back at some amazing people 3 00:00:07,440 --> 00:00:10,399 Speaker 1: who have given them all in the name of sporting glory. 4 00:00:10,880 --> 00:00:15,880 Speaker 1: They all have different experiences but are united in their grit, determination, 5 00:00:16,400 --> 00:00:21,759 Speaker 1: high performance mindset. Shortly Bafirst champion Mark Winterbottom on the 6 00:00:21,800 --> 00:00:24,360 Speaker 1: small win as a child that set him up to 7 00:00:24,400 --> 00:00:28,080 Speaker 1: take on Mount Panorama. But first he had a footy 8 00:00:28,120 --> 00:00:32,680 Speaker 1: career that spanned fifteen seasons with three consecutive premierships to 9 00:00:32,760 --> 00:00:36,520 Speaker 1: his name. Jonathan Brown would go on to kick five 10 00:00:36,600 --> 00:00:39,720 Speaker 1: hundred and ninety four goals over two hundred and fifty 11 00:00:39,760 --> 00:00:44,040 Speaker 1: six matches, many of those as captain of the Brisbane Lions, 12 00:00:44,360 --> 00:00:47,040 Speaker 1: but it was a less than stellar start for the 13 00:00:47,080 --> 00:00:50,360 Speaker 1: new recruit when he made his debut in the year 14 00:00:50,400 --> 00:00:51,159 Speaker 1: two thousand. 15 00:00:52,080 --> 00:00:54,560 Speaker 2: So I just turned down in his ill. You know, 16 00:00:54,680 --> 00:00:56,880 Speaker 2: I've moved from a small country town to Brisbane. That 17 00:00:56,960 --> 00:00:59,240 Speaker 2: was like moving to Las Vegas and the bright lights 18 00:00:59,240 --> 00:01:01,680 Speaker 2: of Brisbane back in the late nineties early two thousands 19 00:01:01,720 --> 00:01:04,560 Speaker 2: and shit, we had some fun. We used to run 20 00:01:04,600 --> 00:01:08,240 Speaker 2: about town and I have a lot of fun. So 21 00:01:08,319 --> 00:01:10,440 Speaker 2: it probably took me a while to develop that professionally, 22 00:01:10,440 --> 00:01:12,880 Speaker 2: because it wasn't until I get through that first twelve months. 23 00:01:13,560 --> 00:01:15,000 Speaker 3: I played twelve. 24 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:18,119 Speaker 2: Games out of what twenty however many games I played 25 00:01:18,120 --> 00:01:20,959 Speaker 2: down the AFL twenty three games in a season, played 26 00:01:20,959 --> 00:01:22,640 Speaker 2: about twelve games. I was in and out of the 27 00:01:22,680 --> 00:01:27,000 Speaker 2: senior team, dropped between seniors and the reserves. And I 28 00:01:27,040 --> 00:01:29,960 Speaker 2: went home and I thought it mate actually said to me, 29 00:01:30,080 --> 00:01:33,480 Speaker 2: this is one mentors are so important, especially for young males, 30 00:01:33,760 --> 00:01:35,880 Speaker 2: to have that strong male influence over you, whether it 31 00:01:35,920 --> 00:01:38,800 Speaker 2: be your father or a strong male influence in your life. 32 00:01:38,840 --> 00:01:41,759 Speaker 2: And he actually said, you know, what do you want 33 00:01:41,760 --> 00:01:43,640 Speaker 2: to be in your career? You know, do you just 34 00:01:43,680 --> 00:01:45,560 Speaker 2: probably want to lock a lot of country boys they've 35 00:01:45,600 --> 00:01:47,920 Speaker 2: sort of head out there, they might have twenty thirty 36 00:01:48,600 --> 00:01:51,360 Speaker 2: games whatever, and then you're back, you know, after four 37 00:01:51,440 --> 00:01:54,240 Speaker 2: or five years, then you're back into the country and 38 00:01:54,600 --> 00:01:56,080 Speaker 2: live in a normal life. Or do you want to 39 00:01:56,080 --> 00:02:00,440 Speaker 2: have a long, memorable career. And because unless you commit 40 00:02:00,520 --> 00:02:03,160 Speaker 2: to being a professional athlete in the truest sense of 41 00:02:03,200 --> 00:02:03,840 Speaker 2: the word. 42 00:02:04,680 --> 00:02:05,960 Speaker 3: You're gonna have a lot of regrets. 43 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:09,000 Speaker 2: And it sort of just it struck a chord with me, 44 00:02:09,080 --> 00:02:11,720 Speaker 2: and I thought, nay, he's right, and yeah, you can 45 00:02:11,760 --> 00:02:14,080 Speaker 2: still have a good time, but you are a professional 46 00:02:14,280 --> 00:02:16,720 Speaker 2: and I want to live my dream to the fullest. 47 00:02:16,800 --> 00:02:21,200 Speaker 2: And I had this unbelievable preseason home boxing. Like I said, 48 00:02:21,200 --> 00:02:23,280 Speaker 2: he was a made of mind, a mentor, and I 49 00:02:23,360 --> 00:02:26,400 Speaker 2: spent six weeks hard trading in the gym and what 50 00:02:26,560 --> 00:02:29,920 Speaker 2: I thought was the pain barrier was absolutely broken and 51 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:33,680 Speaker 2: just taken to another level. And that was a really 52 00:02:33,720 --> 00:02:36,639 Speaker 2: big learning thing for me. And I came back from 53 00:02:36,639 --> 00:02:39,040 Speaker 2: that six weeks and I turned some heads to Brisbane 54 00:02:39,040 --> 00:02:41,720 Speaker 2: when it started a preseason, including the coaches, and they 55 00:02:41,720 --> 00:02:43,440 Speaker 2: were like, shit, what's Brownie been doing. 56 00:02:43,560 --> 00:02:44,840 Speaker 3: I'd put on weight, I reckon. 57 00:02:44,880 --> 00:02:47,440 Speaker 2: I was able to increase about eight kilars, put a 58 00:02:47,480 --> 00:02:49,760 Speaker 2: lot of muscle on. I was super fit. I was 59 00:02:49,800 --> 00:02:53,760 Speaker 2: really strong, and I was ready to go. And that 60 00:02:53,880 --> 00:02:57,359 Speaker 2: next season, Lee Matthews came up to me, the coach, 61 00:02:57,440 --> 00:02:58,960 Speaker 2: come up to me at the start of the season 62 00:02:59,040 --> 00:03:01,960 Speaker 2: and he said, or you're my key forward, You're my 63 00:03:02,080 --> 00:03:04,080 Speaker 2: center forward, which is one of the positions on the 64 00:03:04,120 --> 00:03:08,800 Speaker 2: ground that I played. I'm sticking with you. And you 65 00:03:08,840 --> 00:03:12,480 Speaker 2: know what, I didn't feel a sense of anxiety around that, 66 00:03:12,919 --> 00:03:15,680 Speaker 2: because I knew I was prepared. I would have felt 67 00:03:15,720 --> 00:03:18,360 Speaker 2: anxious if I was still prepared like I was six 68 00:03:18,440 --> 00:03:21,240 Speaker 2: months earlier, but because I'd done the work, I thought, no, no, 69 00:03:22,000 --> 00:03:25,880 Speaker 2: I've I'm good to go. I'm ready to accept this opportunity. 70 00:03:26,080 --> 00:03:29,880 Speaker 2: And we always had this sort of you used to 71 00:03:29,919 --> 00:03:32,120 Speaker 2: have these signs around the locker room. And I think 72 00:03:32,160 --> 00:03:37,640 Speaker 2: I had said success is where opportunity and preparation collide. 73 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:43,000 Speaker 2: And I'd done the preparation and my opportunity collide. And 74 00:03:43,120 --> 00:03:45,160 Speaker 2: it's a funny thing happened that year and I played 75 00:03:45,200 --> 00:03:47,840 Speaker 2: every game and we won a premiership at the end 76 00:03:47,880 --> 00:03:50,360 Speaker 2: of the year, and I think it's starting of that premiership. 77 00:03:50,360 --> 00:03:51,400 Speaker 3: Funny ol thing, isn't it. 78 00:03:51,800 --> 00:03:54,680 Speaker 2: Twelve months earlier I was sitting on mum's couch at home, 79 00:03:55,200 --> 00:03:57,320 Speaker 2: contemplating what I was going to be as a footballer, 80 00:03:57,360 --> 00:03:59,600 Speaker 2: watching the AFL Grand Final, and twelve months later I 81 00:03:59,600 --> 00:04:02,960 Speaker 2: was standing holding a cap up with the premiership the dame, 82 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:06,840 Speaker 2: living out your dream and just thinking myself, shit, imagine 83 00:04:06,880 --> 00:04:08,640 Speaker 2: if I had to put that work in and decide 84 00:04:08,680 --> 00:04:11,800 Speaker 2: to become a real professional. And obviously that was an 85 00:04:11,840 --> 00:04:13,160 Speaker 2: everlasting memory for me. 86 00:04:13,840 --> 00:04:17,279 Speaker 1: You know, mentals are great, especially you know, like you 87 00:04:17,360 --> 00:04:20,280 Speaker 1: mentioned the father figure, and they're great to have as 88 00:04:20,279 --> 00:04:23,400 Speaker 1: a mentor, but I think having a mental outside of 89 00:04:23,400 --> 00:04:26,080 Speaker 1: that realm, outside of the family realm, you know, really 90 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:29,200 Speaker 1: just focusing on the trade itself, having a sort of 91 00:04:29,520 --> 00:04:32,640 Speaker 1: a trade mentor is will lever you up to a 92 00:04:32,680 --> 00:04:35,680 Speaker 1: different part of your game because when you have so 93 00:04:35,760 --> 00:04:38,760 Speaker 1: much respect I think as a youngster for your father, 94 00:04:38,880 --> 00:04:43,160 Speaker 1: as we mentioned before, but when an outside influence decisis, 95 00:04:43,320 --> 00:04:45,280 Speaker 1: you know, that's done out of because they have your 96 00:04:45,320 --> 00:04:47,479 Speaker 1: best interests at heart. It's not done out of love 97 00:04:47,720 --> 00:04:50,719 Speaker 1: or unconditional love like your father or family member. It's 98 00:04:50,720 --> 00:04:53,160 Speaker 1: done out because they actually have your best interests at are. 99 00:04:53,440 --> 00:04:56,040 Speaker 1: They see the potential that's within you. And when they 100 00:04:56,080 --> 00:04:58,360 Speaker 1: build you up in such a way, when they invest 101 00:04:58,400 --> 00:05:01,040 Speaker 1: their time and their experience into you, that type of 102 00:05:01,080 --> 00:05:03,719 Speaker 1: mentorship is super important. And this is what I say 103 00:05:03,760 --> 00:05:06,640 Speaker 1: to to anyone you know going through the ranks or 104 00:05:06,680 --> 00:05:09,480 Speaker 1: you know that younger stage of their life coming through 105 00:05:10,080 --> 00:05:14,880 Speaker 1: is seek you know, external mentorship, Seek external advice away 106 00:05:14,920 --> 00:05:16,960 Speaker 1: from the family, because it will just give you a 107 00:05:16,960 --> 00:05:18,160 Speaker 1: different string to your bow. 108 00:05:18,360 --> 00:05:21,719 Speaker 2: And I think there's an acceptance too away from the 109 00:05:21,720 --> 00:05:26,640 Speaker 2: family unit, or say from the father in this case, Yeah, 110 00:05:26,680 --> 00:05:28,920 Speaker 2: you probably accept feedback a little bit, because I think 111 00:05:28,920 --> 00:05:31,640 Speaker 2: it's naturally ingranded us there. We don't you know, we 112 00:05:31,680 --> 00:05:34,440 Speaker 2: don't accept feedback that well from our parents, especially our 113 00:05:34,480 --> 00:05:36,960 Speaker 2: old man. Like I try and teach my kids how 114 00:05:37,000 --> 00:05:39,520 Speaker 2: to kick the footy, and ours daughter she didn't want 115 00:05:39,520 --> 00:05:40,000 Speaker 2: to listen to me. 116 00:05:43,200 --> 00:05:45,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, my exact point. It's the same with me when 117 00:05:45,160 --> 00:05:47,320 Speaker 1: I trained my son and someone will up in the 118 00:05:47,360 --> 00:05:49,200 Speaker 1: gym and going, you're not doing that correctly, and I'm like, 119 00:05:49,360 --> 00:05:52,560 Speaker 1: I've told you. 120 00:05:54,040 --> 00:05:55,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, you're talking about that. 121 00:05:55,200 --> 00:05:58,000 Speaker 2: Like I talked to dad, and Dad was a school 122 00:05:58,040 --> 00:05:59,680 Speaker 2: teacher for forty I do you So I grew up 123 00:05:59,720 --> 00:06:01,320 Speaker 2: on the airy farm but had to go and live 124 00:06:01,360 --> 00:06:03,880 Speaker 2: his stream to play football, so living in the city, 125 00:06:03,920 --> 00:06:05,919 Speaker 2: couldn't run a dairy farm while he's playing foot he 126 00:06:06,000 --> 00:06:09,360 Speaker 2: so it became a phyzed teacher. And I asked him 127 00:06:09,400 --> 00:06:12,239 Speaker 2: about what the biggest thing is the difference in say, 128 00:06:12,360 --> 00:06:13,560 Speaker 2: troubled kids or. 129 00:06:15,279 --> 00:06:15,520 Speaker 3: Yeah. 130 00:06:15,920 --> 00:06:18,320 Speaker 2: What's the most common denominator? He said, mate in forty 131 00:06:18,320 --> 00:06:23,120 Speaker 2: two years, by a comfortable margin, is the strong male 132 00:06:23,200 --> 00:06:28,120 Speaker 2: influence in one's life, whether that be man, male or female. 133 00:06:28,279 --> 00:06:31,640 Speaker 2: He said, that is the strong that is the strongest 134 00:06:31,640 --> 00:06:34,719 Speaker 2: common denominator there's that and then there's daylight to the 135 00:06:34,760 --> 00:06:39,359 Speaker 2: next biggest influence. So that's a really interesting point that 136 00:06:39,480 --> 00:06:42,080 Speaker 2: he made and obviously that change just how important they are. 137 00:06:42,680 --> 00:06:43,160 Speaker 3: Yeah. 138 00:06:43,200 --> 00:06:46,200 Speaker 1: Absolutely, And you know when you when you raise that point, 139 00:06:46,240 --> 00:06:48,000 Speaker 1: it just hit a nerve because I thought to myself, 140 00:06:48,279 --> 00:06:52,080 Speaker 1: you know, I've had family influences, whether male or female, 141 00:06:52,080 --> 00:06:55,200 Speaker 1: but outside of that, you know, in the military, in 142 00:06:55,279 --> 00:06:58,719 Speaker 1: the sports arena as well, you know, being being class 143 00:06:58,760 --> 00:07:01,400 Speaker 1: as an athlete in the in the special Forces. You know, 144 00:07:01,640 --> 00:07:04,039 Speaker 1: just it does level you up. And I think you 145 00:07:04,160 --> 00:07:08,159 Speaker 1: just have that bit bit more of an understanding to 146 00:07:08,240 --> 00:07:10,160 Speaker 1: not answer back to not you know, take it for 147 00:07:10,240 --> 00:07:11,000 Speaker 1: granted and. 148 00:07:10,960 --> 00:07:15,680 Speaker 3: Just isn't it like, yeah, absolutely, obviously that's a. 149 00:07:16,120 --> 00:07:18,760 Speaker 2: Yeah you did it to the exchange, didn't you, Because 150 00:07:18,800 --> 00:07:22,280 Speaker 2: in your former former life in the military, there's there's 151 00:07:22,400 --> 00:07:26,200 Speaker 2: there's no question to ask is it going back exactly? 152 00:07:26,360 --> 00:07:29,440 Speaker 1: Yeah, you know about it. But Brownie, you mentioned in 153 00:07:29,480 --> 00:07:32,280 Speaker 1: that moment when you picked up that premiership, you know, 154 00:07:32,400 --> 00:07:35,400 Speaker 1: that premiership trophy for the first time at such a 155 00:07:35,440 --> 00:07:39,480 Speaker 1: young age. Before I get onto that, just it's probably 156 00:07:39,480 --> 00:07:42,200 Speaker 1: a personal question and I think a lot of ossies 157 00:07:42,240 --> 00:07:44,720 Speaker 1: will be asking it from when you grew up and 158 00:07:44,760 --> 00:07:47,960 Speaker 1: you saw the AFL, you know, and I'm talking hitting it. 159 00:07:48,040 --> 00:07:51,040 Speaker 1: I remember seeing it when I was a youngster. Hair 160 00:07:51,120 --> 00:07:55,320 Speaker 1: being pulled, shirts being ripped, forearms you know going in. 161 00:07:57,000 --> 00:07:59,840 Speaker 1: Has it changed dramatically, And I'm talking about the physical 162 00:08:00,040 --> 00:08:03,160 Speaker 1: islence of the sport, you know, from when you when 163 00:08:03,200 --> 00:08:05,720 Speaker 1: you saw it growing up as a kid to when 164 00:08:05,800 --> 00:08:07,239 Speaker 1: you actually played it. 165 00:08:07,200 --> 00:08:10,000 Speaker 2: Absolutely well growing up in the country. I was fifteen 166 00:08:10,000 --> 00:08:12,240 Speaker 2: when I started playing senior football against the man and 167 00:08:13,200 --> 00:08:15,800 Speaker 2: I still remember this day against team called camping out 168 00:08:15,840 --> 00:08:18,600 Speaker 2: and they're full of dairy farmers and now scary so 169 00:08:18,720 --> 00:08:20,320 Speaker 2: to a fifteen year old, I'll ship. 170 00:08:20,160 --> 00:08:22,600 Speaker 1: Myself and four size of your Yeah. 171 00:08:22,640 --> 00:08:24,560 Speaker 3: Absolutely, I thought they're just going to hate me here. 172 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:27,440 Speaker 2: And there was three or four blues that day and 173 00:08:28,200 --> 00:08:30,640 Speaker 2: I remember thinking, geez, you know, I've got to not 174 00:08:30,680 --> 00:08:32,240 Speaker 2: be stupid about it, but I've got to stand up 175 00:08:32,240 --> 00:08:34,520 Speaker 2: for myself because they will sense the weakness and they'll 176 00:08:34,559 --> 00:08:37,920 Speaker 2: come after me. So, yeah, no doubts it's changed. At 177 00:08:37,920 --> 00:08:40,480 Speaker 2: the AFL level. The game is as hard as it's 178 00:08:40,480 --> 00:08:44,560 Speaker 2: ever been because they're professional athletes. You know, they're stronger, 179 00:08:44,600 --> 00:08:48,560 Speaker 2: they're quicker, all those sorts of things. But so the 180 00:08:48,640 --> 00:08:51,920 Speaker 2: contacts always going to be heavy, those incidental contacts, that's 181 00:08:51,960 --> 00:08:53,600 Speaker 2: part of the game, and they've been able to clean 182 00:08:53,640 --> 00:08:57,319 Speaker 2: the game up there from I suppose the dangerous tackle situation. 183 00:08:57,559 --> 00:09:00,439 Speaker 2: The bumps used to be really heavily celebrating now now 184 00:09:00,440 --> 00:09:03,240 Speaker 2: they've been taken away. So I guess, like in World Sport, 185 00:09:03,280 --> 00:09:07,160 Speaker 2: a specially context board and there's such a concern about concussion, 186 00:09:07,160 --> 00:09:09,959 Speaker 2: it's on the front pages everywhere now and people's long 187 00:09:10,040 --> 00:09:15,560 Speaker 2: term health that leagues are having to adjust these historical rules, 188 00:09:15,600 --> 00:09:18,000 Speaker 2: aren't they that was seen as the fabric of the game. 189 00:09:18,040 --> 00:09:19,600 Speaker 3: They're having to change these rules. 190 00:09:19,400 --> 00:09:21,520 Speaker 2: Which is they've had a bit of blowback for, but 191 00:09:22,040 --> 00:09:24,920 Speaker 2: ultimately it's to protect the players from themselves. And the 192 00:09:24,960 --> 00:09:27,800 Speaker 2: concussion rules are a lots more stringent than they were. 193 00:09:27,880 --> 00:09:30,079 Speaker 2: I remember two thousand and three Grand Finally, where I 194 00:09:30,120 --> 00:09:32,600 Speaker 2: was knocked out at the first bounce. I didn't miss 195 00:09:32,600 --> 00:09:35,920 Speaker 2: a minute of the game, and you know, the doctor 196 00:09:35,960 --> 00:09:38,240 Speaker 2: shadowed me for about fifteen minutes out on the ground, 197 00:09:38,320 --> 00:09:40,040 Speaker 2: and I played every minute of the game. We had 198 00:09:40,080 --> 00:09:42,080 Speaker 2: a great win, but I can't remember how a lot 199 00:09:42,080 --> 00:09:45,560 Speaker 2: of the first half. So imagine if that happened now, 200 00:09:45,920 --> 00:09:48,840 Speaker 2: the doctor would be deregistered for life. You'll never be 201 00:09:48,840 --> 00:09:50,840 Speaker 2: able to practice again. But that's the thing you did, 202 00:09:51,360 --> 00:09:52,720 Speaker 2: and that's what we went out and did it, and 203 00:09:52,760 --> 00:09:54,720 Speaker 2: we wore it as a badge of honor because your 204 00:09:54,760 --> 00:09:57,800 Speaker 2: teammates did it, your captains did it, your leaders did it, 205 00:09:57,840 --> 00:10:00,079 Speaker 2: and you just want to follow in their footsteps. But 206 00:10:00,160 --> 00:10:04,320 Speaker 2: now we are in a safer time. But in terms 207 00:10:04,360 --> 00:10:06,679 Speaker 2: of the contact and the speed of the game, it's 208 00:10:06,720 --> 00:10:09,160 Speaker 2: as fast and as brutal as it's ever been as 209 00:10:09,200 --> 00:10:11,559 Speaker 2: far as I go, And we don't want those keen 210 00:10:11,679 --> 00:10:14,280 Speaker 2: hits and dirty pies behind the scenes still we So 211 00:10:14,640 --> 00:10:16,959 Speaker 2: I think the game's in pretty good health from a 212 00:10:17,040 --> 00:10:18,320 Speaker 2: physicality point of view. 213 00:10:18,800 --> 00:10:23,319 Speaker 1: Yeah, And it forces you to focus on the game, 214 00:10:23,559 --> 00:10:25,560 Speaker 1: because I suppose back in the day, and you know 215 00:10:25,640 --> 00:10:28,040 Speaker 1: we've all been there, you're focused on the game, but 216 00:10:28,080 --> 00:10:32,120 Speaker 1: you're focused on the player as well. Take this guy out, 217 00:10:32,200 --> 00:10:34,440 Speaker 1: you know, and you're not focused on But when you 218 00:10:34,480 --> 00:10:36,480 Speaker 1: focus on the game, of course, you know, that sort 219 00:10:36,480 --> 00:10:40,800 Speaker 1: of level of athleticism goes up because you know you 220 00:10:40,880 --> 00:10:43,800 Speaker 1: have to be focused on getting the ball and doing 221 00:10:43,800 --> 00:10:44,480 Speaker 1: what you need to do. 222 00:10:44,600 --> 00:10:48,040 Speaker 2: So I remember Nathan Buckley backs how he actually does 223 00:10:48,040 --> 00:10:49,920 Speaker 2: the podcast with me from Tom Tom It works with 224 00:10:50,040 --> 00:10:52,480 Speaker 2: backs on a Monday night on the couch and is 225 00:10:52,760 --> 00:10:54,959 Speaker 2: just a great player for Collingwood. You know, one of 226 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:58,679 Speaker 2: the greatest piers have games ever seen, And obviously we 227 00:10:58,720 --> 00:11:00,559 Speaker 2: had the big rivalry, made him in a couple of 228 00:11:00,559 --> 00:11:03,440 Speaker 2: the Grand Finals. But you know, it's part of my 229 00:11:03,559 --> 00:11:07,040 Speaker 2: job sometimes when I'd start outside the center bounce and 230 00:11:07,080 --> 00:11:08,760 Speaker 2: I'd come in off the senate square and I'd try 231 00:11:08,760 --> 00:11:11,200 Speaker 2: and pick off the opposition's best midfield. And this day 232 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:14,959 Speaker 2: I come charging in Buckses obviously Collingwood's best player. I thought, 233 00:11:15,000 --> 00:11:18,160 Speaker 2: I'm going to nail Bucks here first bounce Marvel Stadium, 234 00:11:18,240 --> 00:11:19,280 Speaker 2: fifty thousand people. 235 00:11:19,280 --> 00:11:21,920 Speaker 3: I've come charging in. Bucks has just seen me at 236 00:11:21,920 --> 00:11:25,160 Speaker 3: the last second and moved his head out of the way. Well, 237 00:11:25,240 --> 00:11:26,760 Speaker 3: my elbow was already. 238 00:11:26,440 --> 00:11:28,320 Speaker 2: Up, and I've come through and I've cleaned up my 239 00:11:28,440 --> 00:11:31,400 Speaker 2: captain Michael Voss, another great player, and I knocked my 240 00:11:31,559 --> 00:11:32,240 Speaker 2: captain out. 241 00:11:33,760 --> 00:11:36,319 Speaker 3: You went straight through him and got me Skipper. 242 00:11:36,400 --> 00:11:39,200 Speaker 2: So I didn't get suspended. Obviously you can't get suspended 243 00:11:39,280 --> 00:11:41,560 Speaker 2: hitting your own player. But I just missed Bucks and hitting. 244 00:11:41,679 --> 00:11:45,480 Speaker 1: But probably focus on the game, exactly. 245 00:11:45,200 --> 00:11:47,920 Speaker 3: Focus on the on the game. Itself. 246 00:11:47,960 --> 00:11:50,120 Speaker 2: So it's just a funny one there and who would 247 00:11:50,120 --> 00:11:51,959 Speaker 2: have thought, now, I mean Bucks are great mates. 248 00:11:52,480 --> 00:11:54,480 Speaker 1: No, it's great, man. That's why I ask it because 249 00:11:54,520 --> 00:11:56,280 Speaker 1: you know when I grew up as well, you know, 250 00:11:56,440 --> 00:12:00,000 Speaker 1: it was known even in the UK, you know, Australia 251 00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:03,080 Speaker 1: football as we called it. It was. It was just 252 00:12:03,360 --> 00:12:05,720 Speaker 1: you'd see it and you just watch it purely for 253 00:12:05,800 --> 00:12:07,840 Speaker 1: them for the dirt. 254 00:12:07,840 --> 00:12:09,960 Speaker 3: Well, it was the famous game in the Battle of Britain. 255 00:12:09,960 --> 00:12:11,800 Speaker 2: I used to do a game at the end of 256 00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:14,720 Speaker 2: the season and back when Foster's Lager, the beer and 257 00:12:14,720 --> 00:12:16,840 Speaker 2: that all that was huge with the expats. 258 00:12:17,000 --> 00:12:20,200 Speaker 1: Out, they come out, that's. 259 00:12:20,040 --> 00:12:23,600 Speaker 2: Right, and they had this famous game after the nineteen 260 00:12:23,640 --> 00:12:25,280 Speaker 2: eighty seven I think Carlton. 261 00:12:25,000 --> 00:12:27,640 Speaker 3: Beat also nine eighty seven grade fo on. 262 00:12:27,679 --> 00:12:30,080 Speaker 2: The week later they played an exhibition match at the 263 00:12:30,120 --> 00:12:33,040 Speaker 2: Oval in London and it was known as the Battle 264 00:12:33,080 --> 00:12:35,560 Speaker 2: of Britain and you see types that piers were getting 265 00:12:35,640 --> 00:12:39,680 Speaker 2: knocked out, getting their jewels broken. It was just a brutal, 266 00:12:39,840 --> 00:12:43,560 Speaker 2: brutal game of football. Not a great advertisement nowadays if 267 00:12:43,600 --> 00:12:45,199 Speaker 2: you show that, but back in the day it was 268 00:12:45,240 --> 00:12:47,760 Speaker 2: almost that was what it was accepted. So you can 269 00:12:47,880 --> 00:12:51,560 Speaker 2: understand people from the British oles would have had those 270 00:12:51,640 --> 00:12:54,840 Speaker 2: visions of what a FL and Australian football is all about. 271 00:12:54,920 --> 00:12:57,040 Speaker 3: So fortunate enough they've cleaned the game up. 272 00:12:57,440 --> 00:13:00,720 Speaker 1: Yeah, no, absolutely mate, I'll make you right. And yeah, 273 00:13:00,760 --> 00:13:03,560 Speaker 1: it's like you said the you know, there's the athletes. 274 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:05,560 Speaker 1: You are athletes out on that pitch. I went with 275 00:13:06,000 --> 00:13:11,080 Speaker 1: Ben Cousins to watch my first AFL for and Car 276 00:13:11,320 --> 00:13:14,040 Speaker 1: and I didn't realize how big that oval was. I 277 00:13:14,040 --> 00:13:17,959 Speaker 1: didn't realize how many kilometers, like fifteen to twenty kilometers 278 00:13:17,960 --> 00:13:20,400 Speaker 1: a match the guys are covering and it's it's just 279 00:13:20,520 --> 00:13:23,200 Speaker 1: like wow talk and that's why you know, you see 280 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:26,200 Speaker 1: you just ripped and you know your shape like athletes 281 00:13:26,320 --> 00:13:29,800 Speaker 1: rather than your big rugby players, which which you know, 282 00:13:29,880 --> 00:13:32,120 Speaker 1: which I understood when I when I got there, I 283 00:13:32,120 --> 00:13:34,480 Speaker 1: was like, you've got to cover this hole. And Ben's like, yeah, 284 00:13:34,679 --> 00:13:36,160 Speaker 1: watch this and it's. 285 00:13:36,160 --> 00:13:37,840 Speaker 3: What it was amazing. It is amazing. 286 00:13:38,160 --> 00:13:40,880 Speaker 2: And how long the game is, you know, it's their 287 00:13:40,920 --> 00:13:43,040 Speaker 2: game's getting out towards I think the game is getting 288 00:13:43,080 --> 00:13:46,280 Speaker 2: too long, Like we're getting out towards one hundred and 289 00:13:46,320 --> 00:13:49,280 Speaker 2: thirty hundred and forty minute games. That's not including the 290 00:13:49,280 --> 00:13:51,560 Speaker 2: brake side and there's a lot of running guys. You 291 00:13:51,559 --> 00:13:53,679 Speaker 2: know what I was, Actually I was about one hundred 292 00:13:53,679 --> 00:13:55,200 Speaker 2: and five kill as. I'm not sure if you got 293 00:13:55,240 --> 00:13:57,839 Speaker 2: the kilos or pounds. I was one hundred and five 294 00:13:57,960 --> 00:14:01,280 Speaker 2: killas and used to run about sixteen case of guy. 295 00:14:02,640 --> 00:14:05,080 Speaker 2: So you just think I can't even I can't even 296 00:14:05,120 --> 00:14:07,560 Speaker 2: relate to that anymore. I've completely lost my shoulders. They 297 00:14:07,559 --> 00:14:10,680 Speaker 2: called me the Him and Galiano bottle and of about 298 00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:13,080 Speaker 2: ninety ikelas. Now I try and keep the weight off 299 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:15,240 Speaker 2: so I still enjoy a run. But I can't even 300 00:14:15,480 --> 00:14:17,880 Speaker 2: imagine being that white now and still being able to 301 00:14:17,960 --> 00:14:20,280 Speaker 2: cover those distances and get hit at the same time. 302 00:14:20,320 --> 00:14:23,000 Speaker 3: But yeah, and they have to be an all round. 303 00:14:22,800 --> 00:14:25,200 Speaker 2: Athlete to play AFL that you have to be so 304 00:14:26,240 --> 00:14:30,520 Speaker 2: talented or certainly capable in so many athletic areas as 305 00:14:30,560 --> 00:14:32,000 Speaker 2: well as skill areas as well. 306 00:14:32,400 --> 00:14:32,640 Speaker 3: Yeah. 307 00:14:32,680 --> 00:14:36,160 Speaker 1: Absolutely, take me back to that moment. You know you've 308 00:14:36,160 --> 00:14:39,240 Speaker 1: done the preparation, you've got your mentor you come back 309 00:14:39,320 --> 00:14:41,640 Speaker 1: like you said, you put on you put on good muscle, 310 00:14:41,920 --> 00:14:43,560 Speaker 1: you put on a bit of weight. You've got the 311 00:14:43,720 --> 00:14:46,920 Speaker 1: opportunity now and at the end of the season, you 312 00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:48,760 Speaker 1: don't miss a game. You pick up the trophy. How 313 00:14:48,800 --> 00:14:51,480 Speaker 1: old are you at this age? What's going through your 314 00:14:51,520 --> 00:14:57,359 Speaker 1: head as a nineteen year old professional AFL player the 315 00:14:57,400 --> 00:14:59,880 Speaker 1: son of a of an AFL legend. So I suppose 316 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:02,480 Speaker 1: there's a lot of pressure there. But what's going for 317 00:15:02,560 --> 00:15:03,600 Speaker 1: your head when you're lifting that. 318 00:15:03,640 --> 00:15:04,600 Speaker 3: Tracy thing, isn't it? 319 00:15:04,640 --> 00:15:07,640 Speaker 2: Because well, initially you just go out, how good is 320 00:15:07,680 --> 00:15:10,040 Speaker 2: this party going to be? And you know, I'm going 321 00:15:10,080 --> 00:15:12,520 Speaker 2: to be the best looking nine year old in Australia, 322 00:15:12,680 --> 00:15:14,960 Speaker 2: you know, and all these sort of things flood to 323 00:15:15,000 --> 00:15:17,160 Speaker 2: your mind because we're young. We're young, and we're dumb 324 00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:20,720 Speaker 2: and we're and so your party and you celebrate. But 325 00:15:21,280 --> 00:15:23,600 Speaker 2: we're fortunate enough our team and this is part of 326 00:15:23,640 --> 00:15:25,440 Speaker 2: our success. And this has helped me in life to 327 00:15:25,520 --> 00:15:29,360 Speaker 2: always enjoy the moment, enjoy the success, but then move 328 00:15:29,400 --> 00:15:33,080 Speaker 2: forward to the next challenge. Lee Matthews how great coach 329 00:15:33,080 --> 00:15:35,840 Speaker 2: who you know a lot of people obviously where Lee Matthews' 330 00:15:36,320 --> 00:15:38,560 Speaker 2: work and you know he was varted the greatest player 331 00:15:39,160 --> 00:15:43,880 Speaker 2: of the twentieth century, full time premiership player and also 332 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:48,680 Speaker 2: now a full time premiership winning coach. He grabbed us 333 00:15:48,680 --> 00:15:51,400 Speaker 2: on the Wednesday after the Grand Final because we had 334 00:15:51,440 --> 00:15:54,400 Speaker 2: our exit meetings and we'll sort of thinking, you know, 335 00:15:54,480 --> 00:15:57,360 Speaker 2: we'd be sitting there drinking beers and still celebrating. And 336 00:15:58,040 --> 00:16:00,320 Speaker 2: it was a pretty brutal meeting, like he was straight 337 00:16:00,360 --> 00:16:03,640 Speaker 2: to the point, and he spoke about next seaon what 338 00:16:03,680 --> 00:16:05,520 Speaker 2: do we need to do have the off season, what 339 00:16:05,520 --> 00:16:07,800 Speaker 2: do we need to do next season? And he said 340 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:11,280 Speaker 2: also too, just a little reminder. Every team is now 341 00:16:11,280 --> 00:16:14,400 Speaker 2: on zero. He said, we're four days after the grand final. 342 00:16:14,680 --> 00:16:17,280 Speaker 2: You've won the premiership. He said that counts for nothing 343 00:16:17,320 --> 00:16:20,920 Speaker 2: now because now at that time there were sixteen teams. 344 00:16:20,920 --> 00:16:24,960 Speaker 2: He said, fifteen teams are now hunting us. And he 345 00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:28,240 Speaker 2: said you can be the hunted or you can continue 346 00:16:28,280 --> 00:16:32,320 Speaker 2: to be the hunter. And he said those other teams, 347 00:16:32,440 --> 00:16:34,440 Speaker 2: they don't give a fuck that you just won the premiership. 348 00:16:34,960 --> 00:16:38,280 Speaker 2: The score and the ladder is back to zero, and 349 00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:41,120 Speaker 2: that is a reminder that we need to come back 350 00:16:41,320 --> 00:16:44,320 Speaker 2: and be better over the preseason and obviously start again. 351 00:16:44,400 --> 00:16:46,040 Speaker 2: And he always had this pyramid and he used to 352 00:16:46,120 --> 00:16:49,320 Speaker 2: keep it very simple to win those to make finals. 353 00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:52,080 Speaker 2: Back in those days, you needed twelve wins to make 354 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:54,000 Speaker 2: top four, you needed sixteen. And he used to work 355 00:16:54,040 --> 00:16:55,840 Speaker 2: on that pyramid. But he said the first step of 356 00:16:55,880 --> 00:17:01,640 Speaker 2: the pyramid is personal bests in pre season, and mark 357 00:17:01,760 --> 00:17:03,960 Speaker 2: my words, he said the first day of pre season, 358 00:17:04,320 --> 00:17:07,440 Speaker 2: if you turn up out of shape, I'm coming for us. 359 00:17:07,600 --> 00:17:08,479 Speaker 3: I'm coming for us. 360 00:17:08,880 --> 00:17:11,399 Speaker 2: And that was a little reminder and a less than okay, 361 00:17:11,600 --> 00:17:15,320 Speaker 2: right now, He's right, we need to move forward. And 362 00:17:15,359 --> 00:17:18,240 Speaker 2: initially it was a shock, but we learned as a 363 00:17:18,320 --> 00:17:20,720 Speaker 2: very valuable lesson and I think that's why we're able 364 00:17:20,760 --> 00:17:23,600 Speaker 2: to win three premierships and almost won a fourth, and 365 00:17:24,080 --> 00:17:27,160 Speaker 2: we're able to just keep pushing forward as a team 366 00:17:27,200 --> 00:17:31,119 Speaker 2: and as individuals, and so yeah, he quickly knocked that 367 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:32,880 Speaker 2: out of me. And when I thought I was going 368 00:17:32,920 --> 00:17:35,800 Speaker 2: on a six month tour of Australia with the Premiership 369 00:17:35,880 --> 00:17:38,879 Speaker 2: Cup celebrating, it lasted about four days. 370 00:17:39,440 --> 00:17:41,000 Speaker 3: Quickly pulled the cup back down. 371 00:17:41,440 --> 00:17:43,560 Speaker 2: And you know what, I'm glad he did because now 372 00:17:43,560 --> 00:17:45,680 Speaker 2: we get to gloat and we get to look back 373 00:17:45,720 --> 00:17:48,000 Speaker 2: and say, we didn't just win a premiership, we won 374 00:17:48,080 --> 00:17:49,040 Speaker 2: model premierships. 375 00:17:53,800 --> 00:17:57,840 Speaker 1: Olympic water polo player Ellie Armitt put in the hard 376 00:17:57,920 --> 00:18:00,480 Speaker 1: jars to be at the top of her game, fitting 377 00:18:00,520 --> 00:18:03,800 Speaker 1: in a demanding training schedule around her teaching job. Eddie 378 00:18:03,880 --> 00:18:07,200 Speaker 1: was looking forward to representing Australia at the Paris twenty 379 00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:11,520 Speaker 1: twenty four Olympic Games. A tough conversation with her coach 380 00:18:11,880 --> 00:18:16,560 Speaker 1: originally sidelined that dream, but gave a fuel to fire 381 00:18:16,640 --> 00:18:17,440 Speaker 1: up for success. 382 00:18:19,440 --> 00:18:21,200 Speaker 4: I was up early. 383 00:18:21,280 --> 00:18:23,080 Speaker 5: I was in the gym or in the pool or both, 384 00:18:23,320 --> 00:18:26,160 Speaker 5: and then I was like showering at school, eating breakfast 385 00:18:26,240 --> 00:18:28,480 Speaker 5: at my desk while I marked the role for home room, 386 00:18:28,560 --> 00:18:31,720 Speaker 5: and then went to class all day, taught all day, 387 00:18:32,200 --> 00:18:34,840 Speaker 5: would come home quickly change or do anything that I 388 00:18:34,880 --> 00:18:37,639 Speaker 5: needed to do before the nighttime practice, and then go 389 00:18:37,760 --> 00:18:41,240 Speaker 5: to training until eight thirty at night, come home, cook dinner, 390 00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:44,320 Speaker 5: prep do everything for the next day, and then just 391 00:18:44,320 --> 00:18:45,840 Speaker 5: get up and do it all again the next day. 392 00:18:47,000 --> 00:18:49,160 Speaker 6: And that takes some dedication and discipline. 393 00:18:49,160 --> 00:18:52,920 Speaker 1: So you'd fallen back in love with the sport because 394 00:18:52,960 --> 00:18:56,159 Speaker 1: obviously you have to be to be that dedicated and 395 00:18:56,200 --> 00:19:00,439 Speaker 1: committed and discipline towards it. How does the cool up 396 00:19:00,480 --> 00:19:02,639 Speaker 1: phiel for obviously you've had the cool up before for 397 00:19:02,680 --> 00:19:06,080 Speaker 1: your first Olympics back in Tokyo. How does it differ 398 00:19:06,119 --> 00:19:08,720 Speaker 1: from the cool up for Paris. 399 00:19:08,720 --> 00:19:14,080 Speaker 5: Honestly, the Paris one was a lot harder because there's 400 00:19:14,119 --> 00:19:14,879 Speaker 5: a lot more emotions. 401 00:19:14,920 --> 00:19:16,480 Speaker 4: There's a lot more at stake, and. 402 00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:20,119 Speaker 5: I like, I'm not sure if you know, but I 403 00:19:20,160 --> 00:19:23,000 Speaker 5: got dropped from the team about six months out. So 404 00:19:23,880 --> 00:19:26,880 Speaker 5: I was still in the squad, but I got dennounced 405 00:19:26,880 --> 00:19:29,320 Speaker 5: from the World Champs that yeah, I was a reserve 406 00:19:29,359 --> 00:19:30,000 Speaker 5: for the World Champs. 407 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:31,600 Speaker 7: That happened in January. 408 00:19:32,440 --> 00:19:33,080 Speaker 6: Why and how. 409 00:19:33,200 --> 00:19:35,639 Speaker 5: It was just kind of a moment of me getting 410 00:19:35,640 --> 00:19:39,880 Speaker 5: in my own way and it was kind of a 411 00:19:39,920 --> 00:19:43,840 Speaker 5: weird situation. So our coach at the Paris Olympics was 412 00:19:43,880 --> 00:19:47,440 Speaker 5: our assistant coach in Tokyo, and she'd been the assistant 413 00:19:47,440 --> 00:19:48,000 Speaker 5: coach all the. 414 00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:49,520 Speaker 4: Way up in the Paris cycle. 415 00:19:50,520 --> 00:19:54,239 Speaker 5: And then about a year out from Paris, we had 416 00:19:54,280 --> 00:19:57,919 Speaker 5: a huge review of our program and our current coach, 417 00:19:58,040 --> 00:20:03,120 Speaker 5: and that coach got fired and so we were coachedst 418 00:20:03,160 --> 00:20:05,520 Speaker 5: for quite a long time. And then she was appointed 419 00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:08,760 Speaker 5: as coach in December, since like six months ish out 420 00:20:09,240 --> 00:20:12,240 Speaker 5: and had a quick turnaround to have a training camp 421 00:20:12,280 --> 00:20:14,240 Speaker 5: and prepare and get a team selected for a World 422 00:20:14,320 --> 00:20:19,000 Speaker 5: Champs that was like in February or something, and so 423 00:20:19,040 --> 00:20:21,560 Speaker 5: she only really saw us training and stuff for about 424 00:20:21,560 --> 00:20:23,359 Speaker 5: a week, but she obviously knew who we were being 425 00:20:23,400 --> 00:20:29,200 Speaker 5: the assistant coach, and she after I got the announcement 426 00:20:29,240 --> 00:20:30,920 Speaker 5: that I didn't make it, I had to sit down 427 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:34,520 Speaker 5: meeting with her and she was just like, we've spoken 428 00:20:34,560 --> 00:20:37,000 Speaker 5: about this before, and it was something that she and 429 00:20:37,040 --> 00:20:39,600 Speaker 5: the old coach had come to me with before Tokyo 430 00:20:39,680 --> 00:20:40,240 Speaker 5: and said, you. 431 00:20:40,160 --> 00:20:42,280 Speaker 4: Know, you're in your head, You're in your own way. 432 00:20:42,320 --> 00:20:45,160 Speaker 5: You're the one stopping you here from being this athlete 433 00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:48,200 Speaker 5: that we know who you are and you have the 434 00:20:48,200 --> 00:20:51,800 Speaker 5: potential and capabilities of being. So she's like, I think 435 00:20:52,119 --> 00:20:54,760 Speaker 5: you need the time right now to get that fixed 436 00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:58,600 Speaker 5: so you can go to Paris. Otherwise, if we prolong this, 437 00:20:58,880 --> 00:21:03,040 Speaker 5: you're not going to Paris essentially like paraphrasing, but it 438 00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:05,399 Speaker 5: just was, yeah, a conversation and a huge wake up 439 00:21:05,440 --> 00:21:07,920 Speaker 5: call that I had become too comfortable. 440 00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:12,000 Speaker 4: I was just going and going in the motions. 441 00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:12,560 Speaker 6: Complacent. 442 00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:15,520 Speaker 5: Yeah, I was complacent. I was just turning up. I 443 00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:18,480 Speaker 5: wasn't training, you know, maybe to my full potential. And 444 00:21:19,200 --> 00:21:21,240 Speaker 5: this was a huge wake up call. And you know, 445 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:24,199 Speaker 5: there was moments where I was like, well, you know, 446 00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:27,040 Speaker 5: I tried to see how this will be it I'm out, 447 00:21:27,240 --> 00:21:29,119 Speaker 5: And then there were other moments where I was like no, 448 00:21:29,280 --> 00:21:32,320 Speaker 5: I'm so close, and I'm going to prove to her 449 00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:36,520 Speaker 5: that this I'm not complacent, like I'm doing everything. And 450 00:21:36,560 --> 00:21:38,919 Speaker 5: so that was another moment where I got all the 451 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:41,159 Speaker 5: kind of assistant and support stuff that I could in. 452 00:21:41,200 --> 00:21:42,880 Speaker 4: A room and I was like, how am I getting 453 00:21:42,920 --> 00:21:44,120 Speaker 4: to parents? How are we getting there? 454 00:21:44,440 --> 00:21:48,320 Speaker 5: Let's go, let's organize, because again I wasn't in the 455 00:21:48,320 --> 00:21:50,200 Speaker 5: the traveling squad, so I had to stay home in trains, 456 00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:51,480 Speaker 5: which I mean I had to stay home and work. 457 00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:54,160 Speaker 5: So again I'm working full time when I didn't plan 458 00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:55,760 Speaker 5: to be, and and. 459 00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:56,359 Speaker 4: Things like that. 460 00:21:57,359 --> 00:22:01,040 Speaker 5: So yeah, it was getting the final I think was 461 00:22:01,119 --> 00:22:04,199 Speaker 5: even more emotional than the first one because I was 462 00:22:04,320 --> 00:22:08,479 Speaker 5: just I purposely was by myself in my apartment, just 463 00:22:08,480 --> 00:22:10,280 Speaker 5: just sitting in the fields for a long time. 464 00:22:10,359 --> 00:22:11,080 Speaker 4: Yeah. 465 00:22:11,119 --> 00:22:13,760 Speaker 1: Wow. And this is where the head game comes in 466 00:22:13,840 --> 00:22:17,600 Speaker 1: because you know you've been dropped and you go one 467 00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:19,560 Speaker 1: or two ways, but you either have that sort of 468 00:22:19,760 --> 00:22:22,160 Speaker 1: fuck you attitude where you go, well, listen, I've done 469 00:22:22,200 --> 00:22:24,920 Speaker 1: everything I can for you lot, or you go, actually, 470 00:22:25,480 --> 00:22:28,480 Speaker 1: you know the reason why this happened. You know, Am 471 00:22:28,520 --> 00:22:30,760 Speaker 1: I being complacent? Am I getting a bit too big 472 00:22:30,800 --> 00:22:33,639 Speaker 1: for my boots? Am I getting over confident, and you know, 473 00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:36,040 Speaker 1: do I think that the team can't function without me? 474 00:22:36,600 --> 00:22:40,440 Speaker 1: And then that reality check comes in and you know, luckily, 475 00:22:40,720 --> 00:22:45,040 Speaker 1: and you know, knowing your your potential and your capabilities, 476 00:22:45,560 --> 00:22:48,280 Speaker 1: you went down the road of right, listen, let's get 477 00:22:48,320 --> 00:22:51,040 Speaker 1: back in that team. And that takes a certain mindset 478 00:22:51,080 --> 00:22:53,800 Speaker 1: to do that. And so you were just full seam ahead, 479 00:22:53,840 --> 00:22:55,840 Speaker 1: wanting to prove to yourself, wanting to prove to the 480 00:22:55,840 --> 00:22:58,040 Speaker 1: coaches that you've got what it takes. When did you 481 00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:00,440 Speaker 1: get when did you get invited back in? How did 482 00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:00,919 Speaker 1: you feel? 483 00:23:01,080 --> 00:23:03,120 Speaker 5: Yeah, so we just got a message kind of saying, 484 00:23:03,160 --> 00:23:05,000 Speaker 5: you know, this is a schedule that we're going to. 485 00:23:05,280 --> 00:23:07,400 Speaker 4: I think we're just doing the blocks in Canberra again. 486 00:23:07,480 --> 00:23:10,000 Speaker 5: So we did like months since in Canberra doing training 487 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:14,000 Speaker 5: at the AS. But yeah, so when I got back 488 00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:15,520 Speaker 5: into that, I was really nervous. 489 00:23:15,800 --> 00:23:17,840 Speaker 4: I was scared. 490 00:23:18,520 --> 00:23:21,520 Speaker 5: Yeah, I was like, I have to prove myself every 491 00:23:21,520 --> 00:23:22,400 Speaker 5: minute of every day. 492 00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:22,640 Speaker 4: Here. 493 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:26,040 Speaker 5: There's no sleeping at all, like not physically sleeping. 494 00:23:26,040 --> 00:23:27,920 Speaker 1: Of course I slept back, yeah, I know, yeah, there's 495 00:23:27,960 --> 00:23:29,480 Speaker 1: no sleeping exactly. 496 00:23:30,400 --> 00:23:33,000 Speaker 5: But yeah, so I was just kind of nervous, and 497 00:23:33,040 --> 00:23:35,800 Speaker 5: I just channeled that nervous energy into doing the best 498 00:23:35,800 --> 00:23:38,399 Speaker 5: I could every day and trying to prove that I 499 00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:40,840 Speaker 5: was everything that she was saying that I wasn't, and 500 00:23:41,440 --> 00:23:44,720 Speaker 5: you know, fizz being physically fit and being a team player, 501 00:23:44,760 --> 00:23:47,480 Speaker 5: being mentally fit and things like that. So yeah, I 502 00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:48,800 Speaker 5: just kind of threw myself into it. 503 00:23:48,880 --> 00:23:49,200 Speaker 3: Wow. 504 00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:56,679 Speaker 1: And then Paris. What differed from landing in Tokyo to 505 00:23:56,800 --> 00:24:02,760 Speaker 1: landing in Paris, obviously apart from all of the pandemic 506 00:24:02,840 --> 00:24:06,200 Speaker 1: sort of lockdown stuff, but what differed in pressure in 507 00:24:06,680 --> 00:24:09,440 Speaker 1: you know, you were you were expected to perform a 508 00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:12,359 Speaker 1: lot better than you did in Tokyo, right. 509 00:24:14,720 --> 00:24:16,840 Speaker 5: Kind of the opposite. We did a lot of European 510 00:24:16,880 --> 00:24:19,440 Speaker 5: tours before, so we were in the end, I think 511 00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:21,520 Speaker 5: we're in Europe, including the three weeks at the Olympics, 512 00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:24,000 Speaker 5: maybe like seven weeks. So we did a lot of 513 00:24:24,040 --> 00:24:29,280 Speaker 5: prep beforehand, a lot of common trainings with other countries 514 00:24:29,359 --> 00:24:31,560 Speaker 5: and things like that. And the week before we went 515 00:24:31,560 --> 00:24:33,520 Speaker 5: into the village we were in the French Institute of 516 00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:38,520 Speaker 5: Sport with the French team playing them. But ranking wise, 517 00:24:38,680 --> 00:24:41,520 Speaker 5: we didn't rank very high. We maybe got a fourth 518 00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:43,560 Speaker 5: at the one of the World Champs, so maybe a 519 00:24:43,600 --> 00:24:46,639 Speaker 5: fifth or sixth and another one, So we were in 520 00:24:46,720 --> 00:24:49,240 Speaker 5: top six for sure, but there was we had to 521 00:24:49,320 --> 00:24:52,200 Speaker 5: keep reminding ourselves that. I think what kind of failed 522 00:24:52,240 --> 00:24:54,359 Speaker 5: us in the Tokyo cycle was that we thought we 523 00:24:54,359 --> 00:24:56,960 Speaker 5: were a gold medal chance without actually producing any gold 524 00:24:57,000 --> 00:25:01,200 Speaker 5: medal performances. Whereas this time we literally broke our whole 525 00:25:01,240 --> 00:25:03,920 Speaker 5: program down and we built it back up. So we 526 00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:07,000 Speaker 5: worked on it every single day, and I think psych 527 00:25:07,119 --> 00:25:11,840 Speaker 5: was a huge part of that. So landing in in 528 00:25:11,880 --> 00:25:15,080 Speaker 5: Paris or going into the Olympic village was so exciting 529 00:25:15,080 --> 00:25:18,040 Speaker 5: because we were just so excited to see what we 530 00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:20,880 Speaker 5: could do, because we had a few pre tournaments where 531 00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:23,960 Speaker 5: we were winning games that you know, theoretically we shouldn't 532 00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:28,000 Speaker 5: been winning or previously we wouldn't have won. But but yeah, 533 00:25:28,119 --> 00:25:31,119 Speaker 5: leading into into Paris, it was just kind of like, well, 534 00:25:31,320 --> 00:25:32,040 Speaker 5: weaken one on. 535 00:25:32,080 --> 00:25:35,120 Speaker 1: Us as well, So there's almost the pressure was off, 536 00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:37,440 Speaker 1: but it was on you know, you knew you could perform, 537 00:25:38,080 --> 00:25:41,159 Speaker 1: and I suppose when the pressures off as such, you know, 538 00:25:41,359 --> 00:25:43,960 Speaker 1: and the spotlight's not on you, you sort of have 539 00:25:44,119 --> 00:25:46,920 Speaker 1: you go in with a more relaxed attitude, don't you 540 00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:49,640 Speaker 1: in a more relaxed feel even though you know that 541 00:25:49,880 --> 00:25:50,840 Speaker 1: behind the scenes. 542 00:25:50,880 --> 00:25:53,280 Speaker 6: You know, there's expectations and there's pressures. 543 00:25:55,160 --> 00:26:00,440 Speaker 1: You come out of the Powers Olympics with silver, did 544 00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:04,359 Speaker 1: you ever imagine that you could possibly win this? 545 00:26:06,160 --> 00:26:09,240 Speaker 5: To be honest, we had a really hard pool, and 546 00:26:09,359 --> 00:26:11,520 Speaker 5: so we were just literally taking a game by game. 547 00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:14,200 Speaker 5: And like I said, we hadn't really had that much 548 00:26:15,160 --> 00:26:17,520 Speaker 5: many performances where we were winning all the tournaments and 549 00:26:17,560 --> 00:26:20,600 Speaker 5: things like that, so we literally took a game by game, 550 00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:23,080 Speaker 5: and when we topped our pool was kind of a 551 00:26:23,200 --> 00:26:25,359 Speaker 5: minute that we were like, well, hang on a second, 552 00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:28,199 Speaker 5: Like anything can happen at the Olympics here, so you know, 553 00:26:28,320 --> 00:26:31,240 Speaker 5: why can't we win a gold medal? So you know, 554 00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:33,600 Speaker 5: from the kind of quarterfinals on weds when we were 555 00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:36,920 Speaker 5: in the metal stage, it was very much on our radar, 556 00:26:37,200 --> 00:26:39,399 Speaker 5: but we just had to keep to our processes and 557 00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:41,760 Speaker 5: keep to a game by game and just you know, 558 00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:43,600 Speaker 5: we could have got knocked out in the semi and 559 00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:45,840 Speaker 5: then knocked out in the bronxe, so it could go 560 00:26:45,960 --> 00:26:49,840 Speaker 5: one of, you know, three or four different ways. So yeah, 561 00:26:49,880 --> 00:26:51,840 Speaker 5: we literally just couldn't get ahead of ourselves. We just 562 00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:54,040 Speaker 5: had to take it game by game, and then once 563 00:26:54,040 --> 00:26:55,359 Speaker 5: we were in the gold medal match, It was just 564 00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:58,679 Speaker 5: kind of a pinch me moment, Like our programs a 565 00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:01,679 Speaker 5: whole year ago was in ruins and we're in a 566 00:27:01,720 --> 00:27:04,760 Speaker 5: review and we lost our coach and you know, there 567 00:27:04,800 --> 00:27:07,680 Speaker 5: was so much going on in the background to now 568 00:27:07,680 --> 00:27:09,080 Speaker 5: being in a gold medal in the big game, like 569 00:27:09,119 --> 00:27:11,399 Speaker 5: that's unheard of, and so we were just kind of like, 570 00:27:12,200 --> 00:27:15,719 Speaker 5: we are here, why don't we, you know, finish strong 571 00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:18,720 Speaker 5: and why not us? This team is this Spanish team, Yeah, 572 00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:21,080 Speaker 5: it's a it's a unit. It's a strong team that's 573 00:27:21,080 --> 00:27:24,080 Speaker 5: played together for so many years. But so with other 574 00:27:24,119 --> 00:27:25,040 Speaker 5: teams that we knocked off. 575 00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:27,600 Speaker 6: So yeah, that's amazing. 576 00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:31,120 Speaker 1: And you and you unfortunately, you know, you don't come 577 00:27:31,160 --> 00:27:33,439 Speaker 1: out on top, but you come out on top with 578 00:27:33,560 --> 00:27:36,679 Speaker 1: a with a silver medal in the Olympics, which is 579 00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:41,040 Speaker 1: absolutely phenomenal. And you talk about a moment after receiving 580 00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:45,240 Speaker 1: your medal where you were you had a hug with 581 00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:48,840 Speaker 1: with with your family. Why was that so important and 582 00:27:49,320 --> 00:27:50,879 Speaker 1: what you know, what did it feel like? 583 00:27:52,200 --> 00:27:53,280 Speaker 4: Yeah, it was just incredible. 584 00:27:53,320 --> 00:27:56,439 Speaker 5: It's a weird thing losing a game but getting a 585 00:27:56,680 --> 00:27:59,680 Speaker 5: getting a silver medal because the bronze people and the 586 00:27:59,760 --> 00:28:01,760 Speaker 5: call room, I was so excited the gold medal team 587 00:28:01,880 --> 00:28:04,040 Speaker 5: so excited and you're just kind of like in this 588 00:28:04,119 --> 00:28:08,119 Speaker 5: weird middle feeling. But once it kind of like we 589 00:28:08,160 --> 00:28:09,800 Speaker 5: had our moment and we got the medals and we 590 00:28:09,840 --> 00:28:11,320 Speaker 5: were excited that we got a civil medal. 591 00:28:12,320 --> 00:28:12,520 Speaker 4: Yeah. 592 00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:14,920 Speaker 5: I found them in the crowd and just giving them 593 00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:18,080 Speaker 5: the hug. Like obviously, having four brothers, you don't show 594 00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:20,280 Speaker 5: a lot of emotion, and they'd never really hugged me 595 00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:24,760 Speaker 5: or you know, say nice things to me. So having 596 00:28:24,840 --> 00:28:28,600 Speaker 5: this like big hug and you know moment with my 597 00:28:28,640 --> 00:28:33,840 Speaker 5: brothers was just incredible, especially them and my parents. It's 598 00:28:33,880 --> 00:28:36,120 Speaker 5: as much their metal as it is mine, because they've 599 00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:38,680 Speaker 5: sacrificed just as much. And they were always on the 600 00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:41,160 Speaker 5: other end of the phone when I was you know, 601 00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:46,160 Speaker 5: sixteen thousand kilometers away crying and you know, going when 602 00:28:46,200 --> 00:28:48,480 Speaker 5: I was you know, in my depths of the pits 603 00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:48,840 Speaker 5: of hell. 604 00:28:49,040 --> 00:28:52,840 Speaker 4: So they have been on every part of the journey 605 00:28:52,880 --> 00:28:53,120 Speaker 4: with me. 606 00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:55,560 Speaker 5: So I'm really glad that I give them something tangible 607 00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:59,000 Speaker 5: and physical that they could touch and see that you know, this, 608 00:28:59,000 --> 00:28:59,960 Speaker 5: this wasn't wasted. 609 00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:03,880 Speaker 1: I can see you getting emotional right now talking about that. 610 00:29:04,240 --> 00:29:07,360 Speaker 1: I can only imagine what you were like when you 611 00:29:07,520 --> 00:29:10,040 Speaker 1: actually had that hug and it's such a powerful moment 612 00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:13,200 Speaker 1: and you mentioned you know, it's so so aware of 613 00:29:13,240 --> 00:29:16,400 Speaker 1: you to mention a sacrifice that you know other people 614 00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:18,800 Speaker 1: make to get to where you want to be and 615 00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:21,880 Speaker 1: where you where you you know you could deliver that 616 00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:26,800 Speaker 1: silver medal and it's given me goosebumps thinking about it. 617 00:29:26,840 --> 00:29:32,040 Speaker 1: But how important is it to not give up on yourself, 618 00:29:32,200 --> 00:29:33,600 Speaker 1: Ellie Massively. 619 00:29:33,760 --> 00:29:36,920 Speaker 5: It's It's something that I think everyone battles with every day. 620 00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:40,520 Speaker 5: Is just this imposter syndrome, especially as Australians where you know, 621 00:29:40,600 --> 00:29:42,520 Speaker 5: have this tall puppy syndrome and whatnot. 622 00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:45,760 Speaker 4: But it's something you have to work on all the time. 623 00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:49,160 Speaker 5: And I think along the way I lost it a 624 00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:51,560 Speaker 5: few times and I'm so grateful to the people who 625 00:29:51,600 --> 00:29:52,400 Speaker 5: pulled me back and. 626 00:29:52,320 --> 00:29:54,000 Speaker 4: Reminded me and gave me another chance. 627 00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:57,320 Speaker 5: You have to back yourself and you have to put 628 00:29:57,320 --> 00:29:59,200 Speaker 5: the effort in and put the work in. Things aren't 629 00:29:59,240 --> 00:30:02,280 Speaker 5: just going to come eas so I think your self 630 00:30:02,280 --> 00:30:04,120 Speaker 5: belief and self love is crucial. 631 00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:05,360 Speaker 4: It's huge. 632 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:13,600 Speaker 1: Mark Quinterbottom is one of Australia's best known and loves 633 00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:17,640 Speaker 1: supercar drivers. Coming from humble beginnings, his passion for the 634 00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:22,240 Speaker 1: sport started at a young age. Mark overcame numerous hurdles 635 00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:24,760 Speaker 1: throughout his career to come away with a string of 636 00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:29,080 Speaker 1: titles and trophies to his name, including the prestigious BAF 637 00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:30,160 Speaker 1: First one thousand. 638 00:30:32,280 --> 00:30:35,160 Speaker 7: My life changed. I had a peewee fifty that I 639 00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:39,400 Speaker 7: won in a raffle at the local shopping center, and yeah, 640 00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:42,680 Speaker 7: two dollar ticket type scenario changed my life and careers. 641 00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:45,640 Speaker 7: So as soon as I got a piece of machinery. 642 00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:51,280 Speaker 7: It's very addictive, something about fuel and adrenaline going into 643 00:30:51,280 --> 00:30:55,560 Speaker 7: your blood and your veins. It's it made soccer seem 644 00:30:55,600 --> 00:30:59,960 Speaker 7: really boring. So that kickstarted the career and family involvement. 645 00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:01,960 Speaker 7: But it wasn't until we got that bike and that 646 00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:04,800 Speaker 7: that opportunity that I got to actually bear up. 647 00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:07,960 Speaker 1: So what happened there? Mark, you got? You got? You 648 00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:10,320 Speaker 1: won a bike at raffle? 649 00:31:10,680 --> 00:31:13,040 Speaker 7: Yeah, so local shopping center was it was a two 650 00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,760 Speaker 7: dollar ticket, which I'm not going to show my age 651 00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:18,120 Speaker 7: too much, but back in nineteen eighty five or eighty six, 652 00:31:18,200 --> 00:31:20,920 Speaker 7: it's a lot of money, you know. But I walked 653 00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:23,240 Speaker 7: into the shopping center and there was this big display 654 00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:25,960 Speaker 7: of prizes and I can't remember what else there was, 655 00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:29,360 Speaker 7: but I remember the pee wee, and I annoyed mum 656 00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:31,880 Speaker 7: massively to make sure she bought a ticket, and she 657 00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:35,160 Speaker 7: played hardball, but after about twenty minutes of nagging and 658 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:39,200 Speaker 7: being persistent, she brought me a ticket and yeah, from there, 659 00:31:39,240 --> 00:31:42,200 Speaker 7: actually we won the bike, which is one in a million, 660 00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:44,880 Speaker 7: you know. But I'm a big believer in fate and 661 00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:47,840 Speaker 7: it was my day in my time, and that got 662 00:31:47,840 --> 00:31:52,960 Speaker 7: me the opportunity to go to go racing. And that's 663 00:31:52,960 --> 00:31:55,160 Speaker 7: how it was, as simple as that two dollar ticket changed, 664 00:31:55,360 --> 00:31:56,680 Speaker 7: you know, my path and my career. 665 00:31:57,040 --> 00:32:00,240 Speaker 1: And when you say that you had an up and 666 00:32:00,280 --> 00:32:03,840 Speaker 1: you weren't, you know, you didn't have the funds or 667 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:06,560 Speaker 1: your parents didn't have the because it's expensive to get 668 00:32:06,600 --> 00:32:09,360 Speaker 1: into racing, isn't it. It's expensive to get into any 669 00:32:09,640 --> 00:32:12,960 Speaker 1: form of racing, whether it's you know, motocross, whether it's karting. 670 00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:16,800 Speaker 1: You know, all leads on to funds, right, and if 671 00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:19,680 Speaker 1: you haven't got them, then you could be the most 672 00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:23,280 Speaker 1: talented or passionate sort of kid in the world wanting 673 00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:25,720 Speaker 1: to pursue that career. But if you if you lack 674 00:32:25,760 --> 00:32:27,440 Speaker 1: the funds, and it's not going to happen. 675 00:32:27,240 --> 00:32:30,240 Speaker 7: Right, Yeah, absolutely, And you know other sports there's talent 676 00:32:30,320 --> 00:32:33,000 Speaker 7: scouts and you know you can go through the junior 677 00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:36,160 Speaker 7: programs in the system, but in motorsport, when you go 678 00:32:36,240 --> 00:32:38,520 Speaker 7: through the junior programs, it still cost a lot of money. 679 00:32:38,600 --> 00:32:42,440 Speaker 7: So yeah, it's very, very tough. You know, go karts 680 00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:46,360 Speaker 7: back then, we're five thousand dollars for an engine in 681 00:32:46,360 --> 00:32:48,120 Speaker 7: a go kart. Then you've got to buy tires and 682 00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:51,400 Speaker 7: run it and have family commitment and travel and all 683 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:54,600 Speaker 7: the stuff that goes with it. So you know, with that, 684 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:56,720 Speaker 7: we also had a fair bit going on at home. 685 00:32:56,840 --> 00:33:00,080 Speaker 7: Mum wasn't well as well, and you know she's she 686 00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:03,640 Speaker 7: had breast cancer when she was thirty eight. So she 687 00:33:03,760 --> 00:33:05,320 Speaker 7: was a very good mum. You know, she did whatever 688 00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:07,760 Speaker 7: she could for her kids to follow their dreams and 689 00:33:07,800 --> 00:33:11,680 Speaker 7: succeed and just live a good life. So throwing health, 690 00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:14,840 Speaker 7: money and kind of everything we had going on back then, 691 00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:16,800 Speaker 7: it was a dream, that's all my just what was 692 00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:19,560 Speaker 7: to me was a dream, and that ticket gave me 693 00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:22,080 Speaker 7: hope and a bit of reality, and from there we 694 00:33:22,760 --> 00:33:24,640 Speaker 7: turned that dream into something a bit more. 695 00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:26,560 Speaker 1: I can imagine. I know what it's like being a 696 00:33:26,600 --> 00:33:30,200 Speaker 1: youngster and not having much, but winning that bike. I 697 00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:33,719 Speaker 1: bet that was just the moment that you'll never ever forget. 698 00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:36,040 Speaker 7: In my mind, I knew I was getting it. It's funny. 699 00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:38,080 Speaker 7: It's a funny feeling because every time the phone rang 700 00:33:38,120 --> 00:33:40,560 Speaker 7: at home, I said to Mom, that's the motorbike. And 701 00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:43,280 Speaker 7: she ended up going she was a nice much because 702 00:33:43,280 --> 00:33:45,440 Speaker 7: you want to put me down and say, hey, I'm 703 00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:47,120 Speaker 7: going to let you down stuff You're not going to win. 704 00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:48,960 Speaker 7: You might win the meat the meat tray, not the 705 00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:51,880 Speaker 7: bike or whatever it was, you know, but every day 706 00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:54,880 Speaker 7: I go, that's my bike, mum. And that one day 707 00:33:54,880 --> 00:33:56,840 Speaker 7: that it did ring it it was the bike. But 708 00:33:57,240 --> 00:33:59,320 Speaker 7: when it come we had to go pick it up 709 00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:01,720 Speaker 7: put in the back of it. Were sound real bogan here, 710 00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:03,360 Speaker 7: but we had a station wagon and we threw it 711 00:34:03,400 --> 00:34:05,880 Speaker 7: in the back. And when I got home, you just 712 00:34:05,920 --> 00:34:09,000 Speaker 7: sit on it, start it, red it, turn it off, 713 00:34:09,080 --> 00:34:11,040 Speaker 7: sit on it, start it like it was. It's your 714 00:34:11,040 --> 00:34:14,240 Speaker 7: pride and joy. And when you don't have things given 715 00:34:14,239 --> 00:34:17,239 Speaker 7: to you, you appreciate those moments, you know, And like 716 00:34:17,239 --> 00:34:21,239 Speaker 7: you said, that was the pride and joy was what kickstarted, 717 00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:23,680 Speaker 7: you know, my twenty one year career of racing without 718 00:34:23,680 --> 00:34:26,840 Speaker 7: that ticket I was. I was done. So one of 719 00:34:26,840 --> 00:34:28,640 Speaker 7: the most treasured things I've ever had in my life, 720 00:34:28,680 --> 00:34:29,040 Speaker 7: for sure. 721 00:34:29,120 --> 00:34:31,040 Speaker 1: And so what did your childhood look like? You know, 722 00:34:31,239 --> 00:34:37,480 Speaker 1: navigating the sort of want and need and passion to race. 723 00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:40,719 Speaker 1: How hard was it to keep that momentum and that 724 00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:44,359 Speaker 1: passion alive with you know, what you were going through 725 00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:45,520 Speaker 1: at the time. 726 00:34:46,200 --> 00:34:48,840 Speaker 7: It was a tough time in our life, to be honest. 727 00:34:48,920 --> 00:34:52,640 Speaker 7: Mum was diagnosed with breast cancer back then, so around 728 00:34:52,680 --> 00:34:55,040 Speaker 7: the same time the motorbike comes, so we were looking 729 00:34:55,080 --> 00:34:57,799 Speaker 7: for we were looking for something positive in our life 730 00:34:57,840 --> 00:34:59,680 Speaker 7: because it was it was a tough time, you know. 731 00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:02,359 Speaker 7: We I'm four or five years old, and all these 732 00:35:02,600 --> 00:35:05,120 Speaker 7: check ups with mum, you know, wondering whether it's good 733 00:35:05,120 --> 00:35:08,880 Speaker 7: news or bad news. It's you know, that were the 734 00:35:08,920 --> 00:35:12,360 Speaker 7: toughest moments of my life. But then the outlet was 735 00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:14,960 Speaker 7: this motorbike that we could go and have fun on 736 00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:18,080 Speaker 7: and kind of putting the helmet on and rev and 737 00:35:18,160 --> 00:35:22,279 Speaker 7: the engine cleared any you know, bad stuff that was 738 00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:25,359 Speaker 7: going on. So not only did I love it, it 739 00:35:25,400 --> 00:35:27,480 Speaker 7: was my outlet for the trauma we're having at home, 740 00:35:27,520 --> 00:35:30,000 Speaker 7: you know, so you know, and that was Mum and 741 00:35:30,360 --> 00:35:34,080 Speaker 7: my family as well would come and watch and it 742 00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:35,920 Speaker 7: was kind of our outlet. So it meant more to 743 00:35:35,960 --> 00:35:38,759 Speaker 7: me than just a you know, just a bit of fun. 744 00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:41,320 Speaker 7: It was what do you call it, like a healing mechanism. 745 00:35:41,400 --> 00:35:44,239 Speaker 7: You know, it was tough times therapy. It was very 746 00:35:44,239 --> 00:35:46,879 Speaker 7: hard back then because you know, I'd go to every 747 00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:50,520 Speaker 7: one of mom's checkups because my sister was at school 748 00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:52,600 Speaker 7: and they were very close, but she was at school 749 00:35:52,719 --> 00:35:55,880 Speaker 7: like grade three or four, and my dad was very distant. 750 00:35:55,880 --> 00:36:00,640 Speaker 7: He wasn't a very loving, emotional top person. So you know, 751 00:36:00,680 --> 00:36:03,480 Speaker 7: all those checkups when I was five, I was getting 752 00:36:03,480 --> 00:36:05,319 Speaker 7: taken out of school to go with it. That was 753 00:36:05,360 --> 00:36:07,800 Speaker 7: just I was her a little bit of relief and support, 754 00:36:07,880 --> 00:36:11,080 Speaker 7: you know. So there the bike mean a lot more. 755 00:36:11,120 --> 00:36:14,160 Speaker 7: It was therapy and probably why I loved it too, 756 00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:16,080 Speaker 7: because it got attached. It was a good thing in 757 00:36:16,120 --> 00:36:17,560 Speaker 7: our life, not a bad thing for once. 758 00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:20,960 Speaker 1: It sounds like that you were sort of there for 759 00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:23,600 Speaker 1: each other, You complimented each other. You sound like you 760 00:36:23,719 --> 00:36:25,680 Speaker 1: very much bounced off each other as you was growing 761 00:36:25,760 --> 00:36:31,080 Speaker 1: up and finding your feet in the racing world because 762 00:36:31,160 --> 00:36:33,600 Speaker 1: it was something that you were just super passionate about. 763 00:36:33,960 --> 00:36:36,160 Speaker 1: There's nothing else that you wanted to do apart from race? 764 00:36:36,280 --> 00:36:38,280 Speaker 1: Was there apart well, apart from play soccer. 765 00:36:38,320 --> 00:36:42,719 Speaker 7: But yeah, well, you know, when you start racing and 766 00:36:43,160 --> 00:36:44,960 Speaker 7: you do it for fun, like I said, it had 767 00:36:45,320 --> 00:36:48,799 Speaker 7: had its really good moments, and then fun becomes competitive 768 00:36:48,840 --> 00:36:53,239 Speaker 7: and then you finish a good race and then then 769 00:36:53,280 --> 00:36:54,480 Speaker 7: you go onto the next one and you go a 770 00:36:54,520 --> 00:36:58,480 Speaker 7: little bit better. And I've always been very you know, competitive, 771 00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:02,399 Speaker 7: super competitive, and that probably stems from her as well, 772 00:37:02,440 --> 00:37:04,080 Speaker 7: because we used to play you know, you know, that 773 00:37:04,120 --> 00:37:07,479 Speaker 7: little card game, and it was probably we had blow 774 00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:10,080 Speaker 7: ups because it was the most competitive thing over nothing. 775 00:37:11,160 --> 00:37:15,879 Speaker 7: So probably started quite early about dealing with stress and 776 00:37:15,920 --> 00:37:18,160 Speaker 7: all that sort of side, and then dealing with competition. 777 00:37:18,360 --> 00:37:23,560 Speaker 7: So once you started getting better and traveling and getting 778 00:37:23,600 --> 00:37:25,799 Speaker 7: success and trophies and all that sort of side, it's 779 00:37:25,840 --> 00:37:28,600 Speaker 7: just that the passion and the drive just got hungry 780 00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:33,160 Speaker 7: and hungrier, and it always remained fun. But then there 781 00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:35,640 Speaker 7: was a purpose, you know, and you had to you 782 00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:37,560 Speaker 7: were going not just to compete, you were going to 783 00:37:37,560 --> 00:37:40,480 Speaker 7: try and win, and that was cool, like that was 784 00:37:40,520 --> 00:37:41,640 Speaker 7: a really cool part of your. 785 00:37:43,040 --> 00:37:43,600 Speaker 3: Child life. 786 00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:46,120 Speaker 7: And then then you don't think about the npit two, 787 00:37:46,120 --> 00:37:48,799 Speaker 7: which for me was supercars. But then you were trying 788 00:37:48,840 --> 00:37:50,560 Speaker 7: to path out the way. How do I get it? 789 00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:51,680 Speaker 7: Who do I have to speak to? 790 00:37:53,600 --> 00:37:53,839 Speaker 3: You know? 791 00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:55,719 Speaker 7: How do I raise the money to do this? How 792 00:37:55,760 --> 00:37:59,239 Speaker 7: can I you know, just send that pathway in? Your 793 00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:01,759 Speaker 7: team started coming a bit more reality, and you got 794 00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:04,640 Speaker 7: closer and closer, then further away and closer and further 795 00:38:04,719 --> 00:38:08,239 Speaker 7: like it just it's a journey. And to the day 796 00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:10,080 Speaker 7: I got, you know, retired, which was the end of 797 00:38:10,200 --> 00:38:13,239 Speaker 7: last year, I'm still hungry. I still love it. It's 798 00:38:13,239 --> 00:38:17,080 Speaker 7: a sport that just is my passion. And I think 799 00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:18,440 Speaker 7: you do a long you do it for a long 800 00:38:18,440 --> 00:38:19,719 Speaker 7: time because of how much you love it. 801 00:38:19,719 --> 00:38:20,399 Speaker 1: It's not a chore. 802 00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:23,560 Speaker 7: It's my passion in my life and has been from 803 00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:24,040 Speaker 7: day one. 804 00:38:24,160 --> 00:38:26,759 Speaker 1: And how hard was it to navigate growing up, you know, 805 00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:29,920 Speaker 1: knowing that nothing was put on a plate for you. You 806 00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:31,560 Speaker 1: had to go out and get everything, so it made 807 00:38:31,560 --> 00:38:36,279 Speaker 1: it that much harder. Where Ever, doubting moments growing up 808 00:38:36,400 --> 00:38:39,400 Speaker 1: that your your dream would just remain a dream and 809 00:38:39,520 --> 00:38:40,680 Speaker 1: never become a reality. 810 00:38:41,719 --> 00:38:44,239 Speaker 7: I hate the word no, So to be honest, when 811 00:38:44,239 --> 00:38:46,319 Speaker 7: doors closed, I get hungrier and I go I go 812 00:38:46,440 --> 00:38:51,239 Speaker 7: harder for about one that opens. So you know, there's 813 00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:53,920 Speaker 7: always everyone always talks about luck, you know, and for 814 00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:57,640 Speaker 7: me that pee wee fifty was luck. But then when 815 00:38:57,680 --> 00:38:59,840 Speaker 7: you have like you got to put in hard work 816 00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:03,160 Speaker 7: and you know, I think I've been had a lot 817 00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:06,400 Speaker 7: of resilience from a young age. So being from Western Sydney, 818 00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:08,640 Speaker 7: you do get told you're not going to get this, 819 00:39:08,719 --> 00:39:11,800 Speaker 7: You're not going to get that, you know, family without money. 820 00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:13,880 Speaker 7: So he's got to find another path, don't you like's 821 00:39:14,239 --> 00:39:17,440 Speaker 7: there's the pay option, and that wasn't an option for us, 822 00:39:17,880 --> 00:39:21,080 Speaker 7: so you just beg borrow, steal. I didn't steal, beg borrow, 823 00:39:21,880 --> 00:39:24,480 Speaker 7: not still, but you do whatever you can to get 824 00:39:24,520 --> 00:39:28,480 Speaker 7: in and that's when you do get there, you make 825 00:39:28,480 --> 00:39:29,920 Speaker 7: the most of it because you've had to work your 826 00:39:29,960 --> 00:39:34,759 Speaker 7: absolute backside off to make it happen, you know. So yeah, 827 00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:37,440 Speaker 7: doors always closed, but you always had to find that 828 00:39:37,480 --> 00:39:40,360 Speaker 7: sneaky one that was half a jar. And for me 829 00:39:41,160 --> 00:39:44,960 Speaker 7: to get into the supercars, there was a series in 830 00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:47,720 Speaker 7: go karting called the Ford Cart Stars that was Forge's 831 00:39:47,719 --> 00:39:50,799 Speaker 7: way of getting a scholarship program and to enter that 832 00:39:50,880 --> 00:39:53,680 Speaker 7: series was fifteen thousand dollars and I didn't have fifteen 833 00:39:53,719 --> 00:39:56,319 Speaker 7: thousand dollars. I was earning one hundred and fifty bucks 834 00:39:56,360 --> 00:40:01,520 Speaker 7: a week putting go cars together. So I went to 835 00:40:01,560 --> 00:40:04,480 Speaker 7: the bank and I got a loan for a Mitsubishi Lance, 836 00:40:04,520 --> 00:40:06,880 Speaker 7: at which I didn't want a Mitsubishi Lance. If I've 837 00:40:06,880 --> 00:40:10,520 Speaker 7: got the fifteen grand had debt and then went won 838 00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:12,719 Speaker 7: the championship, got the scholarship. 839 00:40:12,800 --> 00:40:14,520 Speaker 1: So wow, how old were you then? 840 00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:15,080 Speaker 3: Mark? 841 00:40:15,800 --> 00:40:19,520 Speaker 7: I was eighteen? Wow, eighteen years old? So but people 842 00:40:19,560 --> 00:40:22,200 Speaker 7: say you're lucky, you know, and that's I was always 843 00:40:22,239 --> 00:40:24,439 Speaker 7: happy to have a fifteen thousand dollars debt and work 844 00:40:24,480 --> 00:40:28,040 Speaker 7: out how to pay for it. Then then put my 845 00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:29,560 Speaker 7: feed up at twenty one and say I didn't have 846 00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:31,879 Speaker 7: a crack, you know. So there's always a way, there's 847 00:40:31,880 --> 00:40:33,560 Speaker 7: always a way in. You just got to find it 848 00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:38,239 Speaker 7: and take the risks that others won't. And you know, 849 00:40:38,280 --> 00:40:41,880 Speaker 7: that was my turning point into carding to road racing. 850 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:46,000 Speaker 1: Let's talk about bat first. How big is that event? 851 00:40:46,200 --> 00:40:53,080 Speaker 1: And you know, as a super supercar driver, it's well 852 00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:54,920 Speaker 1: for a lot of you, and it might correct me 853 00:40:54,920 --> 00:40:57,239 Speaker 1: if I'm wrong, But is that always in the back 854 00:40:57,280 --> 00:40:59,160 Speaker 1: of your head there is ever a moment you think 855 00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:01,120 Speaker 1: to yourself, what I'm going to get out there and 856 00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:01,400 Speaker 1: win it. 857 00:41:01,760 --> 00:41:04,960 Speaker 7: I think that every year, and then reality kicks reality 858 00:41:05,040 --> 00:41:08,680 Speaker 7: kicks in on that one. But you know, that's where 859 00:41:08,719 --> 00:41:11,080 Speaker 7: our s forward's great because you can be having a 860 00:41:11,120 --> 00:41:13,560 Speaker 7: really tough year, but then you go to bath Thurst 861 00:41:13,760 --> 00:41:15,879 Speaker 7: and if you have the right car and the right 862 00:41:15,920 --> 00:41:19,200 Speaker 7: engineer and it's your day, you can win the biggest 863 00:41:19,239 --> 00:41:21,600 Speaker 7: race of the year, even though you've had the worst 864 00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:24,960 Speaker 7: season of your life. But it's it's an unbelievable feeling 865 00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:30,480 Speaker 7: when you do win that race. It's an unbelievable feeling 866 00:41:30,520 --> 00:41:33,120 Speaker 7: because it's not over to the last lap. You know, 867 00:41:33,280 --> 00:41:35,160 Speaker 7: I've had moments. Two thousand and seven, I led that 868 00:41:35,280 --> 00:41:38,880 Speaker 7: race for it's one hundred and sixty one lapse, Well 869 00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:43,239 Speaker 7: we let it for one hundred and forty eight, dominated 870 00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:46,760 Speaker 7: all day, had a twenty five second lead, and then 871 00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:51,080 Speaker 7: with fourteen laps to go, safety car come out, which 872 00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:54,440 Speaker 7: was fine, still leading the race. Then the rain opened up, 873 00:41:54,800 --> 00:41:57,439 Speaker 7: Heaven's opened up, and us kid it off the chase, 874 00:41:57,560 --> 00:42:01,440 Speaker 7: leading the race with thirteen laps to go. So it's 875 00:42:01,480 --> 00:42:06,280 Speaker 7: a race that plays with your emotions badly. It's something 876 00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:08,760 Speaker 7: you love so much and every year you drive away 877 00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:11,680 Speaker 7: normally with a hard luck story. You can't wait twelve 878 00:42:11,719 --> 00:42:15,239 Speaker 7: months to drive back in there and tackle the beast again. 879 00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:18,880 Speaker 7: But it's such a cruel place, but that's why we 880 00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:22,800 Speaker 7: love it because it's challenging. People tune in on Sunday, 881 00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:25,640 Speaker 7: they get the beers out and load up and watch 882 00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:30,440 Speaker 7: Sunday Race, but it starts Monday. We do all our 883 00:42:30,480 --> 00:42:34,080 Speaker 7: corporate appearances, all our commercial appearances, a lot of media 884 00:42:34,120 --> 00:42:37,359 Speaker 7: building up to that event. Wednesday we do a track 885 00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:40,279 Speaker 7: walk where you physically walk the track. You're looking at 886 00:42:40,320 --> 00:42:43,760 Speaker 7: things like signs on the side of the track, break markers, bumps, 887 00:42:43,880 --> 00:42:48,080 Speaker 7: watch change curbs, whatever sort of taking it all in 888 00:42:48,120 --> 00:42:51,879 Speaker 7: and that builds the I don't know you adrenaline. So 889 00:42:52,280 --> 00:42:54,160 Speaker 7: Thursday we hit the track in the car. We do 890 00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:58,320 Speaker 7: three practice sessions. Friday we do practice sessions, then we qualify. 891 00:42:58,960 --> 00:43:01,000 Speaker 7: Then Saturday we do a top and shootout, which is 892 00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:03,200 Speaker 7: the lap of glory that you own the track to 893 00:43:03,239 --> 00:43:06,279 Speaker 7: yourself if you make the top ten. And then you 894 00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:09,879 Speaker 7: go to bed Saturday night and you're half spent from 895 00:43:09,880 --> 00:43:12,359 Speaker 7: the week that's been to then wake up at five 896 00:43:12,360 --> 00:43:16,759 Speaker 7: am Sunday morning to get yourself ready for battle. But 897 00:43:16,880 --> 00:43:19,960 Speaker 7: Sunday's payday, So you've got to control yourself for that 898 00:43:20,040 --> 00:43:22,080 Speaker 7: week to make sure you're not burnt out. You get 899 00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:24,600 Speaker 7: me excited, mate, getting ready for battle one like that, 900 00:43:24,640 --> 00:43:26,239 Speaker 7: because it is I've been there. 901 00:43:26,440 --> 00:43:29,600 Speaker 1: It's literally it's such a phenomenal race. 902 00:43:30,120 --> 00:43:32,800 Speaker 7: Yeah, and it's battle in the morning. You have this huddle. 903 00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:36,240 Speaker 7: It's the only track we do it. But it's everyone. 904 00:43:36,280 --> 00:43:39,040 Speaker 7: You can feel the what it means to everyone because 905 00:43:39,080 --> 00:43:43,360 Speaker 7: everyone's on edge there jutary, they're gonna that's taller a 906 00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:45,560 Speaker 7: lot more than they do. They're just nerve. You can 907 00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:48,520 Speaker 7: feel the nerves and what that race means. And there's 908 00:43:48,520 --> 00:43:50,520 Speaker 7: always this huddle at the start of the race that 909 00:43:51,040 --> 00:43:52,880 Speaker 7: our team's doing. They're right, right, Oh, this is a 910 00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:56,960 Speaker 7: game plan. We're doing this, We're doing that. It's very direct, 911 00:43:57,600 --> 00:43:59,680 Speaker 7: and it's it's the only place we do it, and 912 00:43:59,719 --> 00:44:02,520 Speaker 7: it's very I don't know, it's like it's like you're 913 00:44:02,520 --> 00:44:04,360 Speaker 7: getting ready for battle and we just have this huddle, 914 00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:06,480 Speaker 7: like rodo. This is our team, boys and girls, this 915 00:44:06,600 --> 00:44:10,520 Speaker 7: is us and we're better than everyone else. And arms 916 00:44:10,520 --> 00:44:13,520 Speaker 7: around each other and let's support each other and if 917 00:44:13,520 --> 00:44:15,000 Speaker 7: we do a good job, we can win this day. 918 00:44:15,000 --> 00:44:17,560 Speaker 7: And that's that's how the day starts, and then you 919 00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:20,360 Speaker 7: roll around to the grid and then Jimmy Barnes is 920 00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:23,600 Speaker 7: singing a national anthem or you're coming in with a 921 00:44:23,680 --> 00:44:27,360 Speaker 7: trophy and the fighter jets coming over and you know, 922 00:44:27,440 --> 00:44:31,240 Speaker 7: anthems sung and crowd standing, and then there's the silence 923 00:44:31,280 --> 00:44:33,880 Speaker 7: often you know a bit of silence and eerie silence feeling, 924 00:44:34,640 --> 00:44:37,040 Speaker 7: and then you start that engine and you know there's 925 00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:40,440 Speaker 7: eight hours of pain that's going to come ahead, and 926 00:44:40,480 --> 00:44:44,760 Speaker 7: it's it's an unbelievable feeling like ten physically. It's funny 927 00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:47,280 Speaker 7: if people say that's it, she must be physically spent, 928 00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:50,719 Speaker 7: but it's it's emotional and mental like Sunday night. The 929 00:44:50,760 --> 00:44:55,080 Speaker 7: headache you have is is painful, but the physical you 930 00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:57,080 Speaker 7: could turn up again and raise physically the next day. 931 00:44:57,200 --> 00:45:02,279 Speaker 7: But mentally that week and the emotion and at beat 932 00:45:02,280 --> 00:45:05,000 Speaker 7: who up Like That's where I think mentally you've got 933 00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:07,400 Speaker 7: to be very tough to win Bathurst, more so than physically. 934 00:45:07,520 --> 00:45:10,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, it take us back to twenty thirteen, then, mate, 935 00:45:10,160 --> 00:45:12,840 Speaker 1: come on, take us back to when you when you 936 00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:15,560 Speaker 1: lifted the Peterbrock Trophy. 937 00:45:16,719 --> 00:45:20,000 Speaker 7: It was the day you laugh, you know, but it 938 00:45:20,040 --> 00:45:23,040 Speaker 7: was it was a good week like, we had a 939 00:45:23,080 --> 00:45:27,600 Speaker 7: pretty strong week. I qualified second, car was fast. I 940 00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:30,640 Speaker 7: had Stephen Richards as my teammate, who was the same 941 00:45:30,640 --> 00:45:32,719 Speaker 7: teammate I let down in two thousand and seven. I 942 00:45:32,800 --> 00:45:34,880 Speaker 7: put my hand up that you know, he did everything 943 00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:36,719 Speaker 7: right to win that race and I was the one 944 00:45:36,719 --> 00:45:41,800 Speaker 7: that went off. So I felt, same team, same co driver, 945 00:45:42,560 --> 00:45:44,880 Speaker 7: This was our day. But you're not going to make 946 00:45:44,920 --> 00:45:47,760 Speaker 7: that same mistake twice. So we're in a good position. 947 00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:50,520 Speaker 7: We were trucking along pretty well all day. We're all 948 00:45:50,520 --> 00:45:54,640 Speaker 7: first or second, th in the mix all day, and 949 00:45:54,680 --> 00:45:58,160 Speaker 7: with sixty eight laps to go, sixty six laps to go, 950 00:45:58,200 --> 00:46:00,160 Speaker 7: whatever it was, we took the lead of the race 951 00:46:00,719 --> 00:46:04,040 Speaker 7: and rich O, who was my teammate, Steve Richards, brought 952 00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:05,680 Speaker 7: the car in and I had three cents to go 953 00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:07,520 Speaker 7: to the end, and it was a it was a 954 00:46:07,520 --> 00:46:11,919 Speaker 7: dog fight between us and Triple A Jamie Winkup, who 955 00:46:12,920 --> 00:46:15,239 Speaker 7: was the arch enemy. Really, to be honest, the team 956 00:46:15,320 --> 00:46:18,160 Speaker 7: and they were our they were our rivals, and they're 957 00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:20,279 Speaker 7: the enemy because they're just bloody good like that's why 958 00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:24,600 Speaker 7: we we wanted to beat them, but were covered by 959 00:46:24,600 --> 00:46:26,439 Speaker 7: a second and a half of the last sixty six 960 00:46:26,520 --> 00:46:30,759 Speaker 7: laps like it was just no mistakes. One mistake, we 961 00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:33,840 Speaker 7: were cooked. We were done. And in the revision mirror, 962 00:46:33,840 --> 00:46:37,080 Speaker 7: his car was there for sixty six laps and he'd 963 00:46:37,080 --> 00:46:39,319 Speaker 7: pit in the pits. We'd pit to follow, he'd pit, 964 00:46:39,480 --> 00:46:42,920 Speaker 7: we'd pit like it was just we'd just be replicating 965 00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:46,840 Speaker 7: each other and mirroring each other to make sure we've 966 00:46:46,880 --> 00:46:49,799 Speaker 7: maintained track positions. So pit crew had to do a 967 00:46:49,840 --> 00:46:51,800 Speaker 7: good stop. If we lost the second in the pits, 968 00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:55,359 Speaker 7: we were done. If you overshot pit entry, we were done. 969 00:46:55,440 --> 00:47:00,480 Speaker 7: If you you just everything meant had to be perfect, 970 00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:02,359 Speaker 7: because if we weren't perfection, we were going to get 971 00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:05,760 Speaker 7: done that day. And again comes down to the last lap. 972 00:47:06,000 --> 00:47:09,120 Speaker 7: All that stuff happens where we've done well, we're still 973 00:47:09,200 --> 00:47:12,360 Speaker 7: leading the race, and the last lap is right on 974 00:47:12,400 --> 00:47:15,000 Speaker 7: the bumper. And I had a plan that if I 975 00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:18,200 Speaker 7: went on the inside, I could run hi wide at two. 976 00:47:18,280 --> 00:47:21,480 Speaker 7: It's off camber, lap one sixty one, lots of marbles. 977 00:47:23,400 --> 00:47:26,120 Speaker 7: That was the plan. So he took it. He took 978 00:47:26,120 --> 00:47:28,880 Speaker 7: the bait, which was which was really cool, but he 979 00:47:28,920 --> 00:47:32,080 Speaker 7: almost made the move stick, which I was thinking of 980 00:47:32,120 --> 00:47:36,120 Speaker 7: getting the decision at that moment, but thankfully went wide, 981 00:47:36,200 --> 00:47:38,319 Speaker 7: hit the off camber, got on the marbles and went 982 00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:41,440 Speaker 7: wide and from there we had five to ten car 983 00:47:41,560 --> 00:47:45,040 Speaker 7: length lead and soaked it all up, like went across 984 00:47:45,080 --> 00:47:49,040 Speaker 7: the mountain no threat, looking at all the blue flags waving, 985 00:47:49,120 --> 00:47:52,719 Speaker 7: looking at the red holding flags, loading their trailers, going home. 986 00:47:54,440 --> 00:47:56,840 Speaker 7: It was a very very cool moment to just feel 987 00:47:56,920 --> 00:47:59,640 Speaker 7: the I know, the energy. You can't hear them, but 988 00:47:59,640 --> 00:48:02,720 Speaker 7: you can. You can feel it, and that in lap. 989 00:48:05,400 --> 00:48:08,000 Speaker 7: Just it's a moment I'll never forget. It's just even 990 00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:09,879 Speaker 7: the radio comes with the team, you know, you could 991 00:48:09,920 --> 00:48:12,520 Speaker 7: hear it in their voice. They were crackly like grown 992 00:48:12,560 --> 00:48:16,360 Speaker 7: men who they're just like they don't cuddle, they're not 993 00:48:16,400 --> 00:48:18,480 Speaker 7: they're not affectionate, they're not like they were just these 994 00:48:18,719 --> 00:48:22,799 Speaker 7: these tough racing crying when you're coming in. Like just 995 00:48:22,840 --> 00:48:24,960 Speaker 7: the emotion and the sound of their voice and what 996 00:48:25,040 --> 00:48:28,799 Speaker 7: it meant. It's a moment I'll never forget, just that 997 00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:32,200 Speaker 7: feeling of the team and the I don't know, just 998 00:48:32,280 --> 00:48:35,400 Speaker 7: completing something that had been taken away from you before 999 00:48:35,480 --> 00:48:37,960 Speaker 7: and doing it with the people that I felt like 1000 00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:41,799 Speaker 7: I'd let down in O seven and just fighting for it. 1001 00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:43,640 Speaker 7: We weren't handed it. We had to fight and that 1002 00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:47,040 Speaker 7: made it even more special. And then drawing into pit 1003 00:48:47,160 --> 00:48:49,560 Speaker 7: lane and just people running in and my wife and 1004 00:48:49,560 --> 00:48:53,880 Speaker 7: my two little boys and just you know, everyone around 1005 00:48:53,960 --> 00:48:58,080 Speaker 7: you just crying, emotional hugging and cheering and jumping, and 1006 00:48:58,400 --> 00:49:00,640 Speaker 7: it's it's it's while we do it, you know, like 1007 00:49:01,480 --> 00:49:04,239 Speaker 7: it's your race and results are call, but they mean 1008 00:49:04,320 --> 00:49:06,280 Speaker 7: so much more when you're sharing with people. And that's 1009 00:49:06,600 --> 00:49:10,839 Speaker 7: a true moment of that. And thirty thousand Forward fans 1010 00:49:10,920 --> 00:49:14,200 Speaker 7: running in and cheering and channing, and like I said, 1011 00:49:14,200 --> 00:49:16,400 Speaker 7: the Holden fans driving out. I can see these commodores 1012 00:49:16,440 --> 00:49:19,680 Speaker 7: driving out. It was like just the moment I'll never forget. 1013 00:49:19,880 --> 00:49:24,799 Speaker 7: And feeling achievement and doing it first time for the team, 1014 00:49:24,880 --> 00:49:28,960 Speaker 7: first time for me, and redemption. It was a big moment. 1015 00:49:29,719 --> 00:49:32,000 Speaker 1: If you want to listen to any of these interviews 1016 00:49:32,040 --> 00:49:34,680 Speaker 1: in full, I'll put the links in the show notes. 1017 00:49:35,120 --> 00:49:38,160 Speaker 1: I'm at Middleton. Catch you in the next episode.