1 00:00:00,400 --> 00:00:03,040 Speaker 1: Good I groovers, welcome to another installment of View Project. 2 00:00:04,040 --> 00:00:07,720 Speaker 1: Oh good a tiff, Hello Harps, how are you ill? Look? 3 00:00:07,760 --> 00:00:10,040 Speaker 1: I tell you what, I'm so excited because the government, 4 00:00:10,200 --> 00:00:13,399 Speaker 1: just the state government just announced that we're sliding into 5 00:00:14,160 --> 00:00:18,520 Speaker 1: lockdown for seven days starting tonight, which is ten hours 6 00:00:18,520 --> 00:00:21,239 Speaker 1: from now. It's just gone two o'clock in the thriving 7 00:00:21,280 --> 00:00:24,520 Speaker 1: metropolis of Melbourne. And if there's one thing I love, 8 00:00:24,560 --> 00:00:26,319 Speaker 1: it's not being able to go to the gym for 9 00:00:26,400 --> 00:00:27,080 Speaker 1: seven days. 10 00:00:27,560 --> 00:00:27,920 Speaker 2: Fuck. 11 00:00:29,200 --> 00:00:31,800 Speaker 3: I thought the only change for you. I thought the 12 00:00:31,840 --> 00:00:34,760 Speaker 3: only change would be that you have to take your 13 00:00:34,760 --> 00:00:37,360 Speaker 3: coffee home now and not sit at the Hampton's with it. 14 00:00:38,880 --> 00:00:44,440 Speaker 1: That's true, that's true. Don't tell people where I have coffee. 15 00:00:44,320 --> 00:00:48,080 Speaker 3: Seven am every morning, same seat, same seat. 16 00:00:49,040 --> 00:00:53,760 Speaker 1: Don't do that on the right ah, your shitouse. 17 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:54,080 Speaker 2: You know. 18 00:00:54,160 --> 00:00:56,840 Speaker 3: The best thing about that is I haven't even had 19 00:00:56,840 --> 00:00:59,200 Speaker 3: coffee with you there, but I know that's where you 20 00:00:59,200 --> 00:00:59,960 Speaker 3: sit because you pretty. 21 00:01:01,360 --> 00:01:03,440 Speaker 1: That is where I sit, because I like the best 22 00:01:03,480 --> 00:01:05,760 Speaker 1: manage point. And if a bad guy's coming in, I 23 00:01:05,800 --> 00:01:08,000 Speaker 1: need to sit where I can see everything the layer 24 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:10,479 Speaker 1: of the land. I need to make sure that I'm 25 00:01:10,520 --> 00:01:12,440 Speaker 1: in a position where I can defend myself. It's all 26 00:01:12,480 --> 00:01:15,000 Speaker 1: about that and you never ever have you back to 27 00:01:15,040 --> 00:01:17,080 Speaker 1: the front door TIF. Just in case you didn't know. 28 00:01:17,480 --> 00:01:21,840 Speaker 3: Speaking of needing to defend yourself, you might today tell 29 00:01:21,880 --> 00:01:22,080 Speaker 3: you what. 30 00:01:22,840 --> 00:01:26,000 Speaker 1: I'm glad Steve is wearing a long sleeve top and 31 00:01:26,040 --> 00:01:28,360 Speaker 1: a puffer jacket because I feel if he was in 32 00:01:28,360 --> 00:01:31,400 Speaker 1: a singlet I'd be even more insecure than I currently am, 33 00:01:31,400 --> 00:01:34,400 Speaker 1: which is significant. Good day, mate, How are you? 34 00:01:34,760 --> 00:01:37,760 Speaker 2: Oh? I'm wonderful. How are you both? It's so wonderful 35 00:01:37,800 --> 00:01:40,560 Speaker 2: to sit here and just listen to some bands. 36 00:01:41,319 --> 00:01:44,000 Speaker 1: That's what we do. We've both got a PhD In 37 00:01:44,120 --> 00:01:48,760 Speaker 1: talking shit, so we don't like to take ourselves too seriously. 38 00:01:48,800 --> 00:01:51,360 Speaker 1: I think there's a lot of I think there's enough 39 00:01:51,400 --> 00:01:54,680 Speaker 1: seriousness going around. We need to intersperse it with a 40 00:01:54,680 --> 00:01:57,080 Speaker 1: bit of bullshit. Mate. At times, we'll get to the 41 00:01:57,120 --> 00:01:59,919 Speaker 1: serious stuff, but we don't want to get there too quickly. 42 00:02:00,040 --> 00:02:04,480 Speaker 1: You know. Yeah, where do we find you today? Now? 43 00:02:04,680 --> 00:02:08,560 Speaker 1: I know that you're sitting in a gym slash training 44 00:02:08,600 --> 00:02:13,640 Speaker 1: area slash garage. Looks like the best equipped bloody garage 45 00:02:13,720 --> 00:02:16,960 Speaker 1: gym in the world. What state are you in? And 46 00:02:17,000 --> 00:02:18,600 Speaker 1: I don't mean drunk course. 47 00:02:18,400 --> 00:02:24,280 Speaker 2: Over, I'm in New South Wales. So in the Hills 48 00:02:24,320 --> 00:02:25,640 Speaker 2: area just outside Sydney. 49 00:02:26,240 --> 00:02:27,119 Speaker 1: How long you been there? 50 00:02:27,760 --> 00:02:33,160 Speaker 2: A year and a half. I was living closer into 51 00:02:33,200 --> 00:02:38,880 Speaker 2: the city and had a few personal changes and found 52 00:02:38,880 --> 00:02:39,880 Speaker 2: myself out this way. 53 00:02:40,760 --> 00:02:44,920 Speaker 1: And how like is it rural? 54 00:02:43,240 --> 00:02:48,320 Speaker 2: It is? Actually it's going through a massive development, Like 55 00:02:48,639 --> 00:02:52,480 Speaker 2: Sydney is just houses on top of houses. So where 56 00:02:52,560 --> 00:02:55,200 Speaker 2: I currently sit actually, you know, not so many years 57 00:02:55,200 --> 00:02:58,880 Speaker 2: ago it was all farmland, right, and just the rate 58 00:02:58,919 --> 00:03:04,440 Speaker 2: in which there they're putting buildings on it, houses, train stations, 59 00:03:04,480 --> 00:03:09,359 Speaker 2: shopping centers, and ain't it it's it's developing quickly. 60 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:12,560 Speaker 1: What are you doing these days? 61 00:03:13,360 --> 00:03:16,799 Speaker 2: What am I doing on outdoors? Down to a kind 62 00:03:16,840 --> 00:03:22,160 Speaker 2: of grassroots training? I guess a lot of you know 63 00:03:22,240 --> 00:03:24,200 Speaker 2: what it is that that I did for many years 64 00:03:24,240 --> 00:03:29,480 Speaker 2: in the military, that GPP type training general physical preparedness, 65 00:03:30,400 --> 00:03:33,440 Speaker 2: but implementing I guess a bit more structure in the 66 00:03:33,480 --> 00:03:36,760 Speaker 2: in the programming. So each morning we load up the 67 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:38,360 Speaker 2: full drive with a lot of the stuff in the 68 00:03:38,400 --> 00:03:41,800 Speaker 2: gym here or in the garage and go and conduct 69 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:45,040 Speaker 2: it in a park, in a car park, you know, 70 00:03:45,240 --> 00:03:48,720 Speaker 2: at a number of different locations, and we run five 71 00:03:48,840 --> 00:03:51,760 Speaker 2: or so sessions today, five to seven sessions today seven days. 72 00:03:51,800 --> 00:03:55,000 Speaker 1: Awak. Wow, do you have a team or is it 73 00:03:55,160 --> 00:03:56,440 Speaker 1: just you or what's the deal. 74 00:03:56,800 --> 00:03:59,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, there's there's a small team of us and just 75 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:02,040 Speaker 2: working at the moment on kind of growing that. And 76 00:04:02,160 --> 00:04:05,600 Speaker 2: essentially it was born out of necessity. COVID kind of 77 00:04:05,680 --> 00:04:08,000 Speaker 2: funny talking about that before, and you know, we all 78 00:04:08,000 --> 00:04:12,000 Speaker 2: went through the depths of it last year. All of 79 00:04:12,040 --> 00:04:15,080 Speaker 2: the work that I was doing, which was very profile 80 00:04:15,160 --> 00:04:17,960 Speaker 2: based and a lot of corporate work and being in 81 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:21,640 Speaker 2: front of large groups and kind of that showcase kind 82 00:04:21,640 --> 00:04:27,000 Speaker 2: of way of being evaporated gone within a week. And 83 00:04:27,040 --> 00:04:29,080 Speaker 2: a lot of that was just due to travel and 84 00:04:29,200 --> 00:04:33,280 Speaker 2: marketing budgets and the like, just evaporating. And I found 85 00:04:33,320 --> 00:04:37,160 Speaker 2: myself standing at a center link line and I thought 86 00:04:37,160 --> 00:04:41,800 Speaker 2: this is pretty shit. And when they lifted the restrictions 87 00:04:41,800 --> 00:04:44,800 Speaker 2: and we could start training some people again, you know, 88 00:04:44,920 --> 00:04:49,000 Speaker 2: small groups, I was like, mate, I got some dumbbells 89 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:50,719 Speaker 2: and bumper plates. I thrown them in the back of 90 00:04:50,720 --> 00:04:53,359 Speaker 2: the start training people outdoors because no one else was 91 00:04:53,400 --> 00:04:57,160 Speaker 2: doing it. And we'd have ninety to one hundred and 92 00:04:57,200 --> 00:05:00,520 Speaker 2: twenty people through the doors on a Saturday and Sunday, 93 00:05:00,560 --> 00:05:02,359 Speaker 2: and then people just wanted more of it, so we 94 00:05:02,440 --> 00:05:05,839 Speaker 2: just started adding days to the point now where we 95 00:05:05,960 --> 00:05:07,080 Speaker 2: deliver training every day. 96 00:05:08,480 --> 00:05:10,600 Speaker 1: How many people do you get to a typical group? 97 00:05:10,720 --> 00:05:12,480 Speaker 1: I know, that's like how long's a been a string 98 00:05:12,520 --> 00:05:15,400 Speaker 1: because it varies, but Bullpark Bullpark. 99 00:05:15,200 --> 00:05:20,080 Speaker 2: Ballpark is we'd say fifteen. Yeah, you know, that number 100 00:05:20,080 --> 00:05:23,400 Speaker 2: will definitely fluctuate, but especially now as it's starting to 101 00:05:23,440 --> 00:05:25,200 Speaker 2: get a bit cooler as well. You know, people get 102 00:05:25,200 --> 00:05:29,800 Speaker 2: a little a little turned off by the cole barbels 103 00:05:29,880 --> 00:05:32,200 Speaker 2: and the cooler weather and having to put too many 104 00:05:32,240 --> 00:05:36,000 Speaker 2: layers on. But it's yeah, I love it. It's something 105 00:05:36,000 --> 00:05:38,839 Speaker 2: I guess I've done my entire life kind of be 106 00:05:38,960 --> 00:05:42,120 Speaker 2: immersed in nature and kind of heed the advice and 107 00:05:42,880 --> 00:05:47,920 Speaker 2: strategize around how you best work with nature rather than 108 00:05:48,320 --> 00:05:52,960 Speaker 2: you know, the sterile, kind of fabricated indoor environments. And 109 00:05:53,080 --> 00:05:55,200 Speaker 2: I think there's a lot to be learned from that 110 00:05:55,279 --> 00:05:58,599 Speaker 2: immersion process and then the training that's delivered on top 111 00:05:58,640 --> 00:05:58,839 Speaker 2: of that. 112 00:06:01,600 --> 00:06:04,240 Speaker 1: I mean, everyone who listens to me knows that I'm 113 00:06:04,240 --> 00:06:07,520 Speaker 1: a massive fan of stepping into discomfort and the benefits 114 00:06:07,520 --> 00:06:10,280 Speaker 1: and value and growth and learning and evolution that happens 115 00:06:10,279 --> 00:06:13,640 Speaker 1: in the middle of suffering and pain and discomfort, and 116 00:06:13,680 --> 00:06:18,880 Speaker 1: I'm in strategic discomfort, not silly destructive. But it's funny 117 00:06:18,880 --> 00:06:23,320 Speaker 1: how how many people want to work out, but they 118 00:06:23,400 --> 00:06:27,720 Speaker 1: want to be comfortable. Like the whole point of working out, 119 00:06:28,279 --> 00:06:33,560 Speaker 1: the whole fucking point of working out. I reckon creative, yeah, 120 00:06:33,880 --> 00:06:38,480 Speaker 1: and a physiological sorry dude, to create a physiological response 121 00:06:38,839 --> 00:06:42,280 Speaker 1: to adapt, And it doesn't happen when you're fucking comfortable. 122 00:06:42,320 --> 00:06:44,920 Speaker 1: This is the point, oh mate. 123 00:06:44,960 --> 00:06:47,320 Speaker 2: We get in our air conditioned cars or our heated 124 00:06:47,360 --> 00:06:51,279 Speaker 2: cars to drive to an environment that's that's constructed in 125 00:06:51,360 --> 00:06:55,599 Speaker 2: a way to in our mind deadlift and pr in 126 00:06:55,640 --> 00:06:59,480 Speaker 2: a way or run on a treadmill or do whatever 127 00:06:59,600 --> 00:07:02,200 Speaker 2: when you can pull on some shoes hopefully it put 128 00:07:02,279 --> 00:07:05,839 Speaker 2: some clothes on before that, and step out your front 129 00:07:05,839 --> 00:07:10,600 Speaker 2: door and and you know, feel your boots like this. 130 00:07:12,240 --> 00:07:14,760 Speaker 2: It just perplexes me. But do you know what a 131 00:07:14,800 --> 00:07:21,560 Speaker 2: lot of it comes down to is education. It's it's 132 00:07:21,920 --> 00:07:24,080 Speaker 2: as much as you know, the industry, and you know, 133 00:07:24,080 --> 00:07:27,320 Speaker 2: with social media has grown to a particular point what 134 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:30,600 Speaker 2: we see on social media, isn't it. I believe a 135 00:07:30,640 --> 00:07:33,520 Speaker 2: true representation of what happens on the ground day in 136 00:07:33,600 --> 00:07:36,840 Speaker 2: day out, Like people may get social media look really 137 00:07:36,880 --> 00:07:39,680 Speaker 2: sexy and pretty. But if you go and train with 138 00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:42,720 Speaker 2: those people or you immerse yourself in, you know what 139 00:07:42,800 --> 00:07:46,280 Speaker 2: it is that they're doing. Mate, it's faffing around. 140 00:07:46,440 --> 00:07:50,520 Speaker 1: It's nonsense, yes, so much and so true. And the 141 00:07:50,560 --> 00:07:54,520 Speaker 1: thing is that you know the thing that the thing 142 00:07:54,560 --> 00:07:59,840 Speaker 1: that we the thing that we often void, which is 143 00:08:00,280 --> 00:08:03,800 Speaker 1: and discomfort and inconvenience and all that shit. That is 144 00:08:03,880 --> 00:08:07,680 Speaker 1: literally the stuff that makes us better. And I used 145 00:08:07,720 --> 00:08:10,520 Speaker 1: to back in the day when you were fucking stix, 146 00:08:12,400 --> 00:08:15,000 Speaker 1: I used to do when I started my PT right, 147 00:08:15,120 --> 00:08:17,560 Speaker 1: I had a smallish PT studio. It was the only 148 00:08:17,640 --> 00:08:20,680 Speaker 1: one in Australia. It was fifteen hundred square feet and 149 00:08:21,040 --> 00:08:24,080 Speaker 1: I had about five or six trainers working with me 150 00:08:24,480 --> 00:08:26,280 Speaker 1: and it was all one on one and two on one. 151 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:28,120 Speaker 1: But we used to do some groups. But we couldn't 152 00:08:28,160 --> 00:08:31,760 Speaker 1: do groups indoors because we didn't have the space. So 153 00:08:31,840 --> 00:08:34,480 Speaker 1: I used to do a Saturday morning group and it 154 00:08:34,520 --> 00:08:38,600 Speaker 1: started with three ladies that I trained, and a few 155 00:08:38,600 --> 00:08:40,920 Speaker 1: other ladies went as can we join the group? I went, 156 00:08:40,960 --> 00:08:43,400 Speaker 1: it's actually it's actually a private three on one and 157 00:08:43,679 --> 00:08:46,440 Speaker 1: the ladies went, well, we don't mind. So then it 158 00:08:46,480 --> 00:08:50,079 Speaker 1: became a six, then a ten. Then I used to 159 00:08:50,120 --> 00:08:56,160 Speaker 1: do every Saturday four years between. This is no bullshit, 160 00:08:57,040 --> 00:09:00,560 Speaker 1: between thirty and one hundred people in this group. My 161 00:09:00,679 --> 00:09:05,360 Speaker 1: gym was two hundred meters from the beach and when 162 00:09:05,440 --> 00:09:08,959 Speaker 1: new people would come, they would say, oh, what happens 163 00:09:08,960 --> 00:09:12,000 Speaker 1: when it's raining, and I'd say ask the group, and 164 00:09:12,040 --> 00:09:15,680 Speaker 1: the group would go, we fucking train and your waterproof right, 165 00:09:16,480 --> 00:09:22,200 Speaker 1: because that was my answer, your waterproof, we train you earlier. Yeah, 166 00:09:22,320 --> 00:09:25,040 Speaker 1: I'm like dude, But you know, here's the funny thing. 167 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:30,440 Speaker 1: I ran programs for years and I have zero military 168 00:09:30,559 --> 00:09:35,120 Speaker 1: credibility or background. I'm just a fucking nuffy. But my 169 00:09:35,280 --> 00:09:39,440 Speaker 1: program was called Commando training and before boot camps were things, 170 00:09:40,120 --> 00:09:44,200 Speaker 1: and so I would train. The biggest group I trained 171 00:09:44,280 --> 00:09:46,840 Speaker 1: was on an East of Friday morning and we gave 172 00:09:46,880 --> 00:09:48,720 Speaker 1: all the money. I used to do East of Friday 173 00:09:48,760 --> 00:09:51,400 Speaker 1: at seven am and we'd give the money to the 174 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:56,320 Speaker 1: Royal Children's Hospital appealed down here in Melbourne, and I 175 00:09:56,360 --> 00:09:58,559 Speaker 1: did one hundred and thirty five people on the beach 176 00:09:58,600 --> 00:10:02,520 Speaker 1: at once by myself with whistle right, and it was 177 00:10:02,640 --> 00:10:06,400 Speaker 1: just fucking awesome. But the thing is when you've got 178 00:10:06,440 --> 00:10:09,360 Speaker 1: all these people just smashing themselves in and out of 179 00:10:09,400 --> 00:10:12,920 Speaker 1: the water, in the sand, up and downstairs, up and 180 00:10:12,960 --> 00:10:16,640 Speaker 1: down like and they're stinking and they're sweaty, and then 181 00:10:16,679 --> 00:10:20,240 Speaker 1: they're ass crackers full of sand and it's fucking shit house. 182 00:10:20,600 --> 00:10:24,600 Speaker 1: But it's joyful, you know, And people have this such 183 00:10:24,640 --> 00:10:29,360 Speaker 1: a sense of achievement from getting out of that sterile 184 00:10:29,480 --> 00:10:34,439 Speaker 1: environment and doing something that is just somewhere between uncomfortable 185 00:10:34,440 --> 00:10:36,439 Speaker 1: and brutal. And it's awesome for us. 186 00:10:38,000 --> 00:10:41,880 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, Like it reinforces, you know, a belief within 187 00:10:41,920 --> 00:10:45,920 Speaker 2: ourselves and collectively, and you know, it's not a false confidence, 188 00:10:46,520 --> 00:10:51,360 Speaker 2: whereas there's so much false confidence getting around nowadays. It's yeah, 189 00:10:51,360 --> 00:10:54,680 Speaker 2: it involves a hand, a phone in your hand half 190 00:10:54,720 --> 00:10:58,959 Speaker 2: the time, but it's the vibe as well. And that's 191 00:10:59,040 --> 00:11:02,319 Speaker 2: that's something that I've been working hard on lately, is 192 00:11:02,880 --> 00:11:10,080 Speaker 2: just trying to i guess, reiterate, you know, like initiate 193 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:15,200 Speaker 2: with the people that train with us. And it's it does. 194 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:21,439 Speaker 2: It's just showing up and getting started, like the uncomfortableness 195 00:11:21,480 --> 00:11:24,720 Speaker 2: of it. But once once you get past that, like 196 00:11:24,760 --> 00:11:25,680 Speaker 2: you don't want to leave. 197 00:11:27,080 --> 00:11:29,360 Speaker 1: It's addictive, right, yeah, of course. 198 00:11:29,480 --> 00:11:33,520 Speaker 2: And you know, and one thing that I've really i 199 00:11:33,679 --> 00:11:36,800 Speaker 2: enjoy is again those small so you've got the larger 200 00:11:36,840 --> 00:11:39,720 Speaker 2: group but breaking down into smaller teams. And I guess 201 00:11:39,720 --> 00:11:42,280 Speaker 2: that's the beauty of technology and the type of equipment 202 00:11:42,320 --> 00:11:46,200 Speaker 2: that's available nowadays, Like look at the concept to rollers 203 00:11:46,240 --> 00:11:49,240 Speaker 2: and skis and things like that, and you can you 204 00:11:49,240 --> 00:11:51,720 Speaker 2: can have a team going for max distance on something 205 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:54,360 Speaker 2: like that, and as they come off a piece of equipment, 206 00:11:54,360 --> 00:11:57,080 Speaker 2: they've got a few other exercises to do and it's 207 00:11:57,160 --> 00:12:00,440 Speaker 2: team first, team who can cover the most distance in 208 00:12:00,600 --> 00:12:04,000 Speaker 2: forty five minutes or something like that, And you know 209 00:12:04,120 --> 00:12:07,160 Speaker 2: they're going after it, not just for themselves, but you know, 210 00:12:07,240 --> 00:12:10,040 Speaker 2: for the collective group. But that little bit of competition 211 00:12:10,200 --> 00:12:13,440 Speaker 2: really helps to raise the bar and encourage people to 212 00:12:13,480 --> 00:12:15,400 Speaker 2: give a little more than they may give if it's 213 00:12:15,480 --> 00:12:16,360 Speaker 2: just for themselves. 214 00:12:16,760 --> 00:12:19,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, I love it. And when you get you know, 215 00:12:19,080 --> 00:12:21,040 Speaker 1: when you work when you're hurt, you know, working when 216 00:12:21,080 --> 00:12:25,320 Speaker 1: you're hurting, you know, you become a different person, Like 217 00:12:25,400 --> 00:12:29,600 Speaker 1: your mind changes, your threshold, changes, your perspective, you're thinking, 218 00:12:29,679 --> 00:12:34,600 Speaker 1: your choices, your resilience, your physiology changes, Like you literally 219 00:12:34,760 --> 00:12:38,080 Speaker 1: become a different version of yourself because you do the 220 00:12:38,160 --> 00:12:41,439 Speaker 1: thing that most people avoid, you know, but The irony 221 00:12:41,559 --> 00:12:43,480 Speaker 1: is if you said to most people, would you like 222 00:12:43,520 --> 00:12:46,320 Speaker 1: to be mentally and physically and emotionally tougher and have 223 00:12:46,440 --> 00:12:50,080 Speaker 1: more resilience and be fitter and stronger, And everyone says yes, 224 00:12:51,080 --> 00:12:54,600 Speaker 1: but nobody wants to do what's required to produce that result, right. 225 00:12:54,800 --> 00:12:57,080 Speaker 2: And that's and that's the action piece where it always 226 00:12:57,160 --> 00:13:00,120 Speaker 2: falls over. But that's something that for years with corporates, 227 00:13:00,400 --> 00:13:02,480 Speaker 2: I've dried to get across the line. They want you 228 00:13:02,520 --> 00:13:04,920 Speaker 2: to come in and talk to them and stand in 229 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:08,520 Speaker 2: this this room that everyone's comfortable being in because they've 230 00:13:08,559 --> 00:13:10,680 Speaker 2: been in there before, and sit in front of a 231 00:13:10,720 --> 00:13:14,319 Speaker 2: whiteboard or you know, a present a presentation that gets 232 00:13:14,360 --> 00:13:18,160 Speaker 2: stringed and you know they're all pumped up for forty minutes. 233 00:13:18,200 --> 00:13:21,000 Speaker 2: Forty five minutes they walk out of the room and 234 00:13:21,800 --> 00:13:25,240 Speaker 2: started dump. It's all gone. And you know if you 235 00:13:26,240 --> 00:13:28,880 Speaker 2: from time to time you get them. I've done stuff 236 00:13:28,920 --> 00:13:31,360 Speaker 2: on the Gold Coast where they actually want me to 237 00:13:31,440 --> 00:13:34,800 Speaker 2: run a boot camp session for one hundred people, you know, 238 00:13:34,840 --> 00:13:36,920 Speaker 2: on a Wednesday morning, and mind you, this is for 239 00:13:37,160 --> 00:13:40,600 Speaker 2: like it conferences, and you get them on the beach 240 00:13:40,679 --> 00:13:43,160 Speaker 2: and you know you'd break them into their teams. You 241 00:13:43,240 --> 00:13:45,600 Speaker 2: give them a rope and a few sandbags and set 242 00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:49,840 Speaker 2: like a bit of a mission, a mission profile, and 243 00:13:50,920 --> 00:13:53,360 Speaker 2: give them an orders set and everything like that. So 244 00:13:53,400 --> 00:13:56,560 Speaker 2: they've got all these they've got this process, this operating 245 00:13:56,600 --> 00:13:59,400 Speaker 2: procedure to work from, and then those skills that we 246 00:13:59,440 --> 00:14:02,719 Speaker 2: talk about, you know, trusting one another and teamwork and 247 00:14:03,400 --> 00:14:07,760 Speaker 2: communication and listening. As you were saying before, when you're 248 00:14:07,840 --> 00:14:11,000 Speaker 2: immersed in the in the middle of hurting, you know, 249 00:14:11,120 --> 00:14:14,080 Speaker 2: how good are you at being able to just put 250 00:14:14,080 --> 00:14:15,840 Speaker 2: a bit of space around what it is that you're 251 00:14:15,880 --> 00:14:20,600 Speaker 2: doing and be considerate of one another. Blinkers come on 252 00:14:20,640 --> 00:14:23,360 Speaker 2: for most people and they shut down and they internalize 253 00:14:23,400 --> 00:14:24,240 Speaker 2: and they go to water. 254 00:14:25,600 --> 00:14:27,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, and also to be able to be in the 255 00:14:27,960 --> 00:14:31,200 Speaker 1: middle of that and go, well, this sucks, but that's okay. Yes, 256 00:14:31,240 --> 00:14:32,640 Speaker 1: this is temporary sucking. 257 00:14:33,400 --> 00:14:36,920 Speaker 2: That's That's one of the things they take from the military, 258 00:14:36,920 --> 00:14:40,600 Speaker 2: and the Americans are very big on it, is suffering silence, 259 00:14:41,720 --> 00:14:47,080 Speaker 2: because it's like anything else, we all know that we're hurting, 260 00:14:47,800 --> 00:14:50,200 Speaker 2: but once we start flapping our lips, we start to 261 00:14:50,280 --> 00:14:55,200 Speaker 2: undermine ourselves, like, oh but that, and then the next person, ah, yeah, 262 00:14:55,240 --> 00:14:57,520 Speaker 2: I'm like and before you know, you're so distracted from 263 00:14:57,560 --> 00:15:00,800 Speaker 2: the task at hand, and your arm, my elbow hurts, 264 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:03,840 Speaker 2: on my knee hurts. Shut up, man, just like keep going. 265 00:15:04,400 --> 00:15:06,680 Speaker 2: It's like that's not going to get you through it. 266 00:15:07,760 --> 00:15:10,960 Speaker 1: And you're wasting energy on bullshit, you know. And I'm 267 00:15:10,960 --> 00:15:13,440 Speaker 1: not saying injury is a bullshit, but when you're constantly 268 00:15:13,600 --> 00:15:19,160 Speaker 1: finding something, always finding something to complain about, you're channeling 269 00:15:19,240 --> 00:15:22,880 Speaker 1: your attention and your focus and your energy into something 270 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:25,120 Speaker 1: that doesn't produce a good result. And the moment that 271 00:15:25,200 --> 00:15:29,280 Speaker 1: you start complaining to people, you want attention and sympathy, 272 00:15:30,080 --> 00:15:33,520 Speaker 1: you know. And some things just suck. And sometimes, look, 273 00:15:33,520 --> 00:15:35,400 Speaker 1: there's a time when we've got to pull up because 274 00:15:35,400 --> 00:15:38,800 Speaker 1: that's what our body's really telling us. But sometimes you 275 00:15:38,960 --> 00:15:41,880 Speaker 1: just got to do shit that's uncomfortable and painful because 276 00:15:42,560 --> 00:15:45,720 Speaker 1: you know, that's where the growth happens. So and I 277 00:15:45,760 --> 00:15:48,840 Speaker 1: also found it funny like when you're talking about, you know, 278 00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:51,080 Speaker 1: we go to the gym, We drive to the gym 279 00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:53,480 Speaker 1: and our air condition heated car and get in an 280 00:15:53,520 --> 00:15:56,680 Speaker 1: air conditioned gym, and we drive twenty minutes to get 281 00:15:56,720 --> 00:15:59,560 Speaker 1: there and run on a piece of revolving rubber when 282 00:15:59,600 --> 00:16:01,600 Speaker 1: you could just fucking run out your front door. 283 00:16:02,600 --> 00:16:06,200 Speaker 2: I contemplated all of this stuff when I like, I 284 00:16:06,280 --> 00:16:08,520 Speaker 2: do it all the time, but especially when I was 285 00:16:08,560 --> 00:16:12,000 Speaker 2: on Survivor. I was starving because they didn't give us 286 00:16:12,080 --> 00:16:15,080 Speaker 2: freaking anything. And then a fifty kilo woman wants to 287 00:16:15,120 --> 00:16:17,640 Speaker 2: eat the same amount of food as me, you know, 288 00:16:17,800 --> 00:16:20,200 Speaker 2: niny kilo, while I was about nine a kilos after 289 00:16:20,240 --> 00:16:23,240 Speaker 2: losing seven or so on the on the you know, 290 00:16:23,320 --> 00:16:25,960 Speaker 2: through the through the weeks, there's a little bit of 291 00:16:26,080 --> 00:16:28,040 Speaker 2: rice and a handful of beans if we didn't burn 292 00:16:28,040 --> 00:16:32,560 Speaker 2: the ship out of them. And and and you're contemplating, 293 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:35,640 Speaker 2: you know, all of that. You're thinking about morale and 294 00:16:35,680 --> 00:16:38,240 Speaker 2: being able to sustain life and have a shelter and 295 00:16:38,280 --> 00:16:42,080 Speaker 2: fire and and I'm thinking to myself, I've spent all 296 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:45,000 Speaker 2: these years building this identity to be the person that 297 00:16:45,040 --> 00:16:47,160 Speaker 2: I am, and I'm sitting on this island in the 298 00:16:47,200 --> 00:16:49,880 Speaker 2: middle of nowhere doing a TV show. Yes, I put 299 00:16:49,880 --> 00:16:55,600 Speaker 2: myself there, but I have no real inclination or to 300 00:16:56,240 --> 00:17:01,440 Speaker 2: want to train. It becomes about survival and smart about 301 00:17:01,640 --> 00:17:03,240 Speaker 2: what it is that I'm doing. You know, I need 302 00:17:03,360 --> 00:17:06,159 Speaker 2: energy to collect firewood so that I don't freeze my 303 00:17:06,200 --> 00:17:09,600 Speaker 2: ass off, you know, to go and gather and find 304 00:17:09,600 --> 00:17:12,600 Speaker 2: some food if I like, and conserve energy for the challenges. 305 00:17:13,119 --> 00:17:15,040 Speaker 2: And I'm not thinking of that just for myself, but 306 00:17:15,119 --> 00:17:17,919 Speaker 2: also for the team. And then I thought, you know, 307 00:17:17,960 --> 00:17:20,840 Speaker 2: when I go home, do I really what what do 308 00:17:20,880 --> 00:17:23,960 Speaker 2: I need? You know, like, really, I have I just 309 00:17:24,040 --> 00:17:28,639 Speaker 2: been bullshiting myself my whole life about you know, what 310 00:17:28,760 --> 00:17:32,520 Speaker 2: it is that I've been kind of doing and the 311 00:17:32,560 --> 00:17:35,200 Speaker 2: game that I've been playing. And I made a little 312 00:17:35,200 --> 00:17:38,800 Speaker 2: commitment to myself when I got home to to just 313 00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:42,920 Speaker 2: run daily, you know, regardless of where my head was at, 314 00:17:43,520 --> 00:17:46,879 Speaker 2: pull those runners on and go for at least thirty minutes. 315 00:17:46,960 --> 00:17:49,800 Speaker 2: And you know, over time, with that consistency and commitment, 316 00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:53,119 Speaker 2: you find yourself doing more and more. And then Mattie 317 00:17:53,160 --> 00:17:57,920 Speaker 2: Rodgers actually got me involved in a in a triathlon 318 00:17:58,359 --> 00:18:02,000 Speaker 2: and I ended up doing a an iron Man distance triathlone. 319 00:18:02,040 --> 00:18:04,639 Speaker 2: So I ran my first marathon, you know, off the 320 00:18:04,680 --> 00:18:07,119 Speaker 2: back of swimming near four k and cycling one hundred 321 00:18:07,119 --> 00:18:10,800 Speaker 2: and eighty. But again a life living that way and 322 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:13,959 Speaker 2: having that mentality off the back of that, it doesn't 323 00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:17,440 Speaker 2: take much. You just change the bearing on the compass 324 00:18:17,480 --> 00:18:19,879 Speaker 2: just a little bit and you go after it, you know, 325 00:18:19,880 --> 00:18:23,360 Speaker 2: because you've got that foundation. You've got that capability. You've 326 00:18:23,400 --> 00:18:25,720 Speaker 2: just got to, I guess, learn the ropes of the 327 00:18:25,720 --> 00:18:29,640 Speaker 2: specificity of what it is that you're going after. It's 328 00:18:29,640 --> 00:18:31,880 Speaker 2: not that I was going to break any eight hour 329 00:18:31,960 --> 00:18:34,639 Speaker 2: record and be up there with the pros, but just 330 00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:38,600 Speaker 2: finishing something like that is a bloody challenge in itself. 331 00:18:38,800 --> 00:18:41,720 Speaker 1: Well, what's your weight at the moment, give or take 332 00:18:42,520 --> 00:18:46,880 Speaker 1: ninety six? Yeah, you're definitely not fucking built for marathons 333 00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:47,560 Speaker 1: and I was. 334 00:18:47,640 --> 00:18:50,320 Speaker 2: Ninety I was ninety one and a half ninety two 335 00:18:50,400 --> 00:18:51,840 Speaker 2: kilos when I did that. 336 00:18:52,680 --> 00:18:56,760 Speaker 1: You're still about thirty kilos heavier than the elite guys. Yeah, 337 00:18:56,880 --> 00:18:59,280 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, you're a fucking monster. You're 338 00:18:59,359 --> 00:19:02,639 Speaker 1: like a superhero competed. I mean, those guys are amazing 339 00:19:02,640 --> 00:19:05,480 Speaker 1: and those girls are amazing. But yeah, you're a big 340 00:19:05,560 --> 00:19:09,000 Speaker 1: unit that's definitely not built for ultra endurance. But that's 341 00:19:09,000 --> 00:19:10,640 Speaker 1: a bloody great achievement, mate. 342 00:19:11,200 --> 00:19:14,320 Speaker 2: But that's a life of doing that. That's the military. 343 00:19:14,359 --> 00:19:17,000 Speaker 2: You know. We we were encouraged and it was expected 344 00:19:17,040 --> 00:19:19,920 Speaker 2: of us to be able to get to the fight, 345 00:19:20,040 --> 00:19:22,800 Speaker 2: so we had to have what it takes. But then, 346 00:19:24,040 --> 00:19:25,960 Speaker 2: you know, have enough left in the tank to fight 347 00:19:26,040 --> 00:19:27,600 Speaker 2: the fight, and. 348 00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:30,560 Speaker 1: I reckon the objective with a lot of this stuff 349 00:19:30,640 --> 00:19:34,239 Speaker 1: is really how uncomfortable can you get and be and 350 00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:36,960 Speaker 1: perform in the middle of that? And how well can 351 00:19:37,000 --> 00:19:39,320 Speaker 1: you be the calm the chaos and how well can 352 00:19:39,359 --> 00:19:41,640 Speaker 1: you keep your shit together when everyone else doesn't? 353 00:19:41,920 --> 00:19:44,080 Speaker 2: And that's I've looked at. You know, you hear the 354 00:19:44,080 --> 00:19:50,400 Speaker 2: words strength thrown around a lot. Strength can manifest itself 355 00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:53,080 Speaker 2: in so many different ways. It's like, you know, we 356 00:19:53,080 --> 00:19:55,040 Speaker 2: could talk about love all day and you know the 357 00:19:55,080 --> 00:20:00,760 Speaker 2: different I guess the essences of it. And but strength 358 00:20:00,800 --> 00:20:03,480 Speaker 2: than to be able to exude strength, you have to 359 00:20:03,520 --> 00:20:07,040 Speaker 2: be calm, period. You have to be able to send 360 00:20:07,119 --> 00:20:11,200 Speaker 2: yourself in and amongst all of that chaos and calm 361 00:20:11,240 --> 00:20:14,359 Speaker 2: the mind and the thought process and the emotions that 362 00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:18,840 Speaker 2: come of that, and use you're smarts about how you're 363 00:20:18,840 --> 00:20:20,840 Speaker 2: going to apply it. Now, I'm not talking and everyone's 364 00:20:20,840 --> 00:20:22,720 Speaker 2: going to pull four hundred kilos off the floor in 365 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:27,879 Speaker 2: a dead lift. But you know, it's relative to the conditions, 366 00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:29,879 Speaker 2: the environment and the task in hand. 367 00:20:30,720 --> 00:20:33,600 Speaker 1: And I think when you do discomfort in inverted commas, 368 00:20:33,640 --> 00:20:37,600 Speaker 1: you do one with one task or one activity or 369 00:20:37,680 --> 00:20:42,480 Speaker 1: one discipline. When you work against that resistance of pain 370 00:20:42,680 --> 00:20:46,919 Speaker 1: and suffering and discomfort, whether it's physical, mental, emotional, it 371 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:50,520 Speaker 1: crosses over to other things because when you so you 372 00:20:50,560 --> 00:20:54,359 Speaker 1: went you went in the jungle on Survivor or you know, 373 00:20:54,400 --> 00:20:56,879 Speaker 1: and you were there for a period of time and 374 00:20:56,920 --> 00:20:59,439 Speaker 1: it sucks and there's no food and it's fucking cold, 375 00:21:00,080 --> 00:21:02,639 Speaker 1: and there's no you know, there's no anything, and it 376 00:21:02,720 --> 00:21:06,720 Speaker 1: literally is about survival and you are just trying to 377 00:21:06,760 --> 00:21:09,200 Speaker 1: get through this and not waste energy and not make 378 00:21:09,280 --> 00:21:13,280 Speaker 1: stupid decisions and not lose your shit and be value 379 00:21:13,320 --> 00:21:15,760 Speaker 1: to the team. And then you go through that and 380 00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:19,240 Speaker 1: then you come home and go, ah, maybe I've been 381 00:21:19,280 --> 00:21:22,960 Speaker 1: doing life or part of life wrong. You know. Sometimes 382 00:21:22,960 --> 00:21:26,359 Speaker 1: it's these moments where we do something like so many 383 00:21:26,359 --> 00:21:28,880 Speaker 1: times over the years I've trained someone who had never 384 00:21:28,920 --> 00:21:31,960 Speaker 1: really done anything physically and they went from you know, 385 00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:35,920 Speaker 1: lounges lizard to I ran a half, you know, I 386 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:38,560 Speaker 1: ran twenty one cased and then they're like the next thing, 387 00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:41,560 Speaker 1: they're opening a business and they're fucking enrolling in UNI 388 00:21:41,880 --> 00:21:44,360 Speaker 1: and then they're doing all this awesome shit because now 389 00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:47,040 Speaker 1: not because of the running, but because of the way 390 00:21:47,080 --> 00:21:51,120 Speaker 1: that their mind and their emotional system and their confidence 391 00:21:51,280 --> 00:21:53,680 Speaker 1: changed in the middle of doing something hard. 392 00:21:54,600 --> 00:21:58,280 Speaker 2: Oh, I couldn't agree with you anymore. It's it just 393 00:21:58,359 --> 00:22:01,960 Speaker 2: helps us to believe in ourselves and who we are. 394 00:22:02,080 --> 00:22:05,600 Speaker 2: And I think we're so constrained by by the status 395 00:22:05,680 --> 00:22:09,199 Speaker 2: quo and who we think we should be, and we 396 00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:13,000 Speaker 2: all want to belong. What's the same? You know? Babies 397 00:22:13,440 --> 00:22:16,360 Speaker 2: babies for attention, Babies cry for it and the rest 398 00:22:16,359 --> 00:22:19,439 Speaker 2: of us die for it. And you know we were 399 00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:24,199 Speaker 2: rather we will do crazy, stupid things for attention, you know, 400 00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:27,800 Speaker 2: even you know, mistaking a few breaths, you know, which 401 00:22:27,840 --> 00:22:34,160 Speaker 2: is vital. It's listening just then thinking of my brother 402 00:22:34,280 --> 00:22:39,160 Speaker 2: who he works for Garment and he's probably he's an 403 00:22:39,200 --> 00:22:42,760 Speaker 2: absolute beast. You know, everyone knows that, David Goggins and 404 00:22:42,880 --> 00:22:45,639 Speaker 2: just some of the crazy ship that he does. You know, 405 00:22:45,760 --> 00:22:51,920 Speaker 2: my brother is an Australian version of a Forrest Gump. Wow, 406 00:22:52,640 --> 00:22:56,960 Speaker 2: like just the other week, you know. Well, anyway, it 407 00:22:57,000 --> 00:22:59,359 Speaker 2: all started. He was working in the minds and rather 408 00:22:59,400 --> 00:23:01,600 Speaker 2: than being a p said like most people who work 409 00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:05,800 Speaker 2: in the mines, you know, because it's just mundane, he 410 00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:11,040 Speaker 2: just started running. And I was working with Garment at 411 00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:13,439 Speaker 2: the time, back in twenty sixteen, and he came on 412 00:23:13,440 --> 00:23:15,480 Speaker 2: a trip with us and then he said to the 413 00:23:15,520 --> 00:23:18,600 Speaker 2: guy Garment, put a post up and for every like 414 00:23:18,680 --> 00:23:21,800 Speaker 2: you get, I'll run a kilometer. Anyway, Garman got a 415 00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:25,320 Speaker 2: bit nervous and they stopped. They stopped the likes that 416 00:23:25,640 --> 00:23:28,439 Speaker 2: and pulled the post down at a thousand. So he 417 00:23:28,520 --> 00:23:31,280 Speaker 2: ran a thousand k's in a month back in twenty sixteen. 418 00:23:31,320 --> 00:23:34,640 Speaker 2: They documented it, and you know plenty of people do that. 419 00:23:35,400 --> 00:23:37,920 Speaker 2: But he was working a nine to five job replacing 420 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:43,679 Speaker 2: suspension in semi trailers and he pushed his daughter a 421 00:23:43,720 --> 00:23:46,720 Speaker 2: normal pram that you walked the streets with, not a 422 00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:50,520 Speaker 2: running prem for nearly six hundred ks of that. And then, 423 00:23:51,359 --> 00:23:53,720 Speaker 2: and I should see some of the video footage of 424 00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:56,560 Speaker 2: just how cripple he was. He'd run three times a day. 425 00:23:56,720 --> 00:23:58,720 Speaker 2: He had to run thirty three point three k's a 426 00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:01,800 Speaker 2: day to make it every day for a month. Anyway. 427 00:24:03,200 --> 00:24:05,879 Speaker 2: Not so long ago, he was training for an event 428 00:24:05,920 --> 00:24:09,600 Speaker 2: call I think it's Last Man Standing. And the Australian 429 00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:13,879 Speaker 2: record is every seven, every hour on the hour, you 430 00:24:13,960 --> 00:24:17,399 Speaker 2: run seven kilometers until you can't run anymore. In the 431 00:24:17,400 --> 00:24:22,040 Speaker 2: Australian records about forty hours forty two hours anyway, he 432 00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:27,880 Speaker 2: in preparation for that, he started on a Sunday morning 433 00:24:27,920 --> 00:24:31,119 Speaker 2: at six am and ran for twenty four hours on 434 00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:35,480 Speaker 2: his own around the streets of his home with no support, 435 00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:39,880 Speaker 2: no one there cheering him. On seven k's every hour 436 00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:43,199 Speaker 2: on the hour, you know, justice and so that's on 437 00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:48,240 Speaker 2: rounde hundred and sixty k's. But just and he goes, mate, 438 00:24:48,400 --> 00:24:52,119 Speaker 2: I was falling asleep on my feet, the hallucinations I 439 00:24:52,280 --> 00:24:54,080 Speaker 2: was having, like it was just he said it was 440 00:24:54,119 --> 00:24:57,080 Speaker 2: a trip, just some of the stuff that was happening 441 00:24:57,119 --> 00:24:59,720 Speaker 2: to him. And you know, it's one thing to be 442 00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:03,480 Speaker 2: in an in an event where you know you're competing 443 00:25:03,520 --> 00:25:06,840 Speaker 2: against other people. And as we were saying earlier, dig 444 00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:10,440 Speaker 2: a little deeper you find that that that next year, 445 00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:16,000 Speaker 2: that that extra mile. But I don't know what makes 446 00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:18,879 Speaker 2: that bloke tick. And you know, he's my brother, and 447 00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:22,040 Speaker 2: he just it blows me away what he what he achieves. 448 00:25:22,040 --> 00:25:24,399 Speaker 2: And he's got this big ass bid like Forrest Gump 449 00:25:24,440 --> 00:25:25,160 Speaker 2: and long hair. 450 00:25:25,640 --> 00:25:29,440 Speaker 1: It's just what's his first name, what's his first name. 451 00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:33,000 Speaker 2: Andrew, But he goes by Drew Willis or he's better 452 00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:34,240 Speaker 2: known as the garment man. 453 00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:36,359 Speaker 1: Shout out to Drew. 454 00:25:37,400 --> 00:25:40,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, if anyone's in that type of stuff, he's the 455 00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:46,320 Speaker 2: most softly spoken, barely says anything kind of guy. But 456 00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:49,280 Speaker 2: you wouldn't put yourself up against him and that type 457 00:25:49,320 --> 00:25:51,040 Speaker 2: of stuff, you know. And he's not a small guy. 458 00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:54,320 Speaker 2: He's an eighty five kilo guy and he plays six 459 00:25:54,400 --> 00:25:55,920 Speaker 2: in that event. He had to pull out because he 460 00:25:55,960 --> 00:26:00,480 Speaker 2: had to work at Camping Caravan Canning Caravan Expo on Monday. 461 00:26:00,600 --> 00:26:01,280 Speaker 1: That's buddy. 462 00:26:01,840 --> 00:26:07,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's amazing. There's amazing people out there who don't 463 00:26:07,080 --> 00:26:11,000 Speaker 2: do it for the accolades of anybody else. They just 464 00:26:11,160 --> 00:26:12,600 Speaker 2: do it to test themselves. 465 00:26:14,040 --> 00:26:17,920 Speaker 1: And it's amazing what people discover about themselves when they 466 00:26:18,080 --> 00:26:22,480 Speaker 1: really really genuinely have a crack or when you know 467 00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:25,160 Speaker 1: what else is amazing. And I've spoken about this abnauseum 468 00:26:25,200 --> 00:26:29,480 Speaker 1: on this show. Is like when when shit goes sideways 469 00:26:29,480 --> 00:26:32,240 Speaker 1: in someone's life and there's a catastrophe or there's something 470 00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:37,399 Speaker 1: fucking terrible that happens, how adaptable and capable and amazing 471 00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:40,639 Speaker 1: people can be in the middle of a catastrophe or 472 00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:43,880 Speaker 1: after a catastrophe in terms of you know, what they 473 00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:45,560 Speaker 1: can do if they have to do it? 474 00:26:45,960 --> 00:26:49,879 Speaker 2: Yeah, right, we rise to the occasion, and I think again, 475 00:26:49,960 --> 00:26:53,800 Speaker 2: a lot of the language and how how we view 476 00:26:53,840 --> 00:27:00,000 Speaker 2: ourselves in this current era of humanity, it's undermining. Yeah, 477 00:27:00,440 --> 00:27:03,760 Speaker 2: like because as you just said, you know, like yeah, 478 00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:05,960 Speaker 2: like some of the events that like look in christ 479 00:27:06,080 --> 00:27:09,760 Speaker 2: Church when I had those those earthquakes a few years ago, 480 00:27:10,119 --> 00:27:14,000 Speaker 2: and how quickly they all pulled together and got themselves 481 00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:17,600 Speaker 2: through what was happening. You know, and time and time again, 482 00:27:17,680 --> 00:27:20,800 Speaker 2: when nature just gives a swift kick in the ass, 483 00:27:21,359 --> 00:27:24,640 Speaker 2: you know, we band together and we find a solution. 484 00:27:24,760 --> 00:27:27,159 Speaker 2: We come up with ways to get through it. You know, 485 00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:29,840 Speaker 2: look at COVID, even not so long ago, you know, 486 00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:32,280 Speaker 2: half an hour down the road from us here, and 487 00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:35,040 Speaker 2: we had the floods. You know, the water water levels 488 00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:40,000 Speaker 2: raised by twelve meters. Fuck like that's you know, people's 489 00:27:40,119 --> 00:27:44,000 Speaker 2: homes got washed away, and you know, and just before 490 00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:47,280 Speaker 2: COVID we had the fires. You know, people are still 491 00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:52,320 Speaker 2: dealing with the consequences and the aftermath of all of that, 492 00:27:52,600 --> 00:27:54,399 Speaker 2: you know, with everything else that's gone on. 493 00:27:55,800 --> 00:28:01,000 Speaker 1: Wow, So I want to jump around a little bit. Yeah, 494 00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:04,480 Speaker 1: I'm not going to. I don't not if this sounds bad, 495 00:28:04,640 --> 00:28:07,240 Speaker 1: I hate I don't you you'd probably be happy I'm 496 00:28:07,280 --> 00:28:09,520 Speaker 1: not that interested in the biggest loser, but people will 497 00:28:09,560 --> 00:28:11,760 Speaker 1: want me to ask a fucking question or two. He 498 00:28:11,880 --> 00:28:16,040 Speaker 1: didn't ask him about the biggest loser. Tell me one 499 00:28:16,080 --> 00:28:18,159 Speaker 1: good thing and one thing that kind of not so 500 00:28:18,280 --> 00:28:20,879 Speaker 1: good thing, whatever it is out of the biggest loser, 501 00:28:21,600 --> 00:28:24,479 Speaker 1: or maybe there's no bad things, but something you enjoyed 502 00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:26,359 Speaker 1: and something that you look back and go, I'm not 503 00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:27,160 Speaker 1: sure about that. 504 00:28:28,200 --> 00:28:32,399 Speaker 2: From where we are nowadays, in our understanding around you know, 505 00:28:32,440 --> 00:28:37,520 Speaker 2: obesity and weight issues and the like, we know it's 506 00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:40,840 Speaker 2: a lot of it's mental health. Yeah, it's the perception 507 00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:43,800 Speaker 2: of self and use food and whatever else is it 508 00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:49,080 Speaker 2: means to soothe and to cope. Yeah, we didn't know 509 00:28:49,320 --> 00:28:53,200 Speaker 2: about all that well, you know five years ago, ten 510 00:28:53,280 --> 00:28:56,960 Speaker 2: years ago, and it was all very people were like 511 00:28:57,040 --> 00:29:00,960 Speaker 2: that because they lacked you know, whatever it might have been, 512 00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:04,080 Speaker 2: and they were full of excuses and they were just lazy. 513 00:29:04,120 --> 00:29:07,320 Speaker 2: You know, everything was based in laziness, and they're pathetic 514 00:29:07,400 --> 00:29:09,920 Speaker 2: and apathet and all of this stuff and which you 515 00:29:09,920 --> 00:29:12,800 Speaker 2: know isn't isn't so true? Like, there's a lot of 516 00:29:12,880 --> 00:29:16,720 Speaker 2: trauma that happens for people at very early ages. And 517 00:29:17,640 --> 00:29:22,800 Speaker 2: again it's education, it's it's understanding. And when the framework 518 00:29:22,840 --> 00:29:25,320 Speaker 2: and the foundation isn't set when they're young, they don't 519 00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:28,400 Speaker 2: know any different, and then they find themselves on a 520 00:29:28,440 --> 00:29:31,400 Speaker 2: television show because they put their hand up and said 521 00:29:31,440 --> 00:29:33,440 Speaker 2: I need to turn my life around, and they ended 522 00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:36,200 Speaker 2: up on my team especially. I felt sorry for them 523 00:29:36,200 --> 00:29:38,520 Speaker 2: half the time, but I very much when I went 524 00:29:38,560 --> 00:29:41,560 Speaker 2: into it at the start, had this line, you're either 525 00:29:41,560 --> 00:29:43,960 Speaker 2: in or you're out. There's there's no middle ground, like 526 00:29:44,600 --> 00:29:46,280 Speaker 2: you know, you got to you got to live up 527 00:29:46,320 --> 00:29:49,280 Speaker 2: to the expectation. But that's how it was for me 528 00:29:49,400 --> 00:29:53,520 Speaker 2: for many years in the army and my job I 529 00:29:53,560 --> 00:29:56,160 Speaker 2: took very seriously. I loved it, and it was all 530 00:29:56,200 --> 00:30:01,880 Speaker 2: about building rapport and relationshi and ships because you wanted 531 00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:06,440 Speaker 2: people to define that that intrinsic drive to do it 532 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:09,040 Speaker 2: for themselves, you know, not me just bark some orders 533 00:30:09,040 --> 00:30:10,880 Speaker 2: and pointed finger and when I turn my back they 534 00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:13,320 Speaker 2: go and screw you. I'm not doing this any longer. 535 00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:17,280 Speaker 2: Because those tools they then put into their little bag 536 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:19,520 Speaker 2: when they leave the biggest lose and it's in the 537 00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:22,440 Speaker 2: rear vision mirror and they can implement them, you know, 538 00:30:22,560 --> 00:30:27,240 Speaker 2: into their lives moving forward, you know, forever and you 539 00:30:27,320 --> 00:30:30,680 Speaker 2: know some of the transformation stories and you know people 540 00:30:30,680 --> 00:30:33,560 Speaker 2: that have that have done amazing things this day, and 541 00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:37,240 Speaker 2: it helped them immensely. But then there's others that they 542 00:30:37,560 --> 00:30:40,320 Speaker 2: just they needed far more help than what the show 543 00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:43,960 Speaker 2: could deliver. And a lot of that was was coming 544 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:49,160 Speaker 2: to terms with with things in their lives. That yeah, 545 00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:51,840 Speaker 2: a lot of the traumas and the upset that they 546 00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:56,240 Speaker 2: carried and those burdens and just how food and how 547 00:30:56,280 --> 00:31:01,880 Speaker 2: readily available it is, they just they can't deal with it. 548 00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:08,000 Speaker 1: I was banging on when I owned four gyms down here, 549 00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:10,920 Speaker 1: and I spent my life talking to people about the 550 00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:15,080 Speaker 1: psychology of eating and the psychology of getting in shape. 551 00:31:15,960 --> 00:31:20,840 Speaker 1: And even though my first degree is exercise science, so 552 00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:23,800 Speaker 1: i'm you know, I would you know, that's my area 553 00:31:23,840 --> 00:31:27,479 Speaker 1: of real expertise. But I figured out quite young that 554 00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:31,000 Speaker 1: getting in shape was whatever getting in shape means. That's 555 00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:35,280 Speaker 1: a very sweeping kind of blanket kind of description and statement. 556 00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:38,640 Speaker 1: But I realized that helping people change their body was 557 00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:42,440 Speaker 1: largely not about their body, and especially when it came 558 00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:45,760 Speaker 1: to food. You know, because we don't accidentally eat cake, 559 00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:48,640 Speaker 1: we don't accidentally eat three pies, we don't accidentally have 560 00:31:48,720 --> 00:31:51,320 Speaker 1: fucking five beers and go shit out it like this. 561 00:31:51,560 --> 00:31:54,880 Speaker 1: This is all choices and byproducts. And you're right, you know, 562 00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:57,400 Speaker 1: just saying to someone, hey, fucking eat less and jog 563 00:31:57,520 --> 00:32:01,440 Speaker 1: more and have more fucking self control. That's not the answer. 564 00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:04,120 Speaker 1: And I've written a bunch of books. But the first 565 00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:07,320 Speaker 1: book I wrote was nearly twenty years ago, mate, and interestingly, 566 00:32:08,160 --> 00:32:11,320 Speaker 1: to my knowledge anyway, when no one was talking about 567 00:32:11,320 --> 00:32:14,840 Speaker 1: the psychology of food and getting in shape, I wrote 568 00:32:14,840 --> 00:32:16,800 Speaker 1: a book terrible fucking name, but I think it was 569 00:32:16,840 --> 00:32:21,840 Speaker 1: a good conversation. The book's called Fatitude, which was basically 570 00:32:21,880 --> 00:32:27,480 Speaker 1: a book about the psychology behind the physiology. Yeah, and 571 00:32:27,520 --> 00:32:30,920 Speaker 1: it's almost like, the body's not the problem. The body 572 00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:36,240 Speaker 1: is the consequence. The body's the symptom. What's the problem 573 00:32:36,360 --> 00:32:39,680 Speaker 1: is between my ears and I'm the same, mate, like 574 00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:43,520 Speaker 1: i've my audience. No, I'm a fucking idiot with food, 575 00:32:44,080 --> 00:32:46,360 Speaker 1: like I've been. I was the fattest kid in my 576 00:32:46,440 --> 00:32:50,680 Speaker 1: school and it took me until I was probably mid thirties, 577 00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:53,840 Speaker 1: which was twenty years ago for me. And I owned 578 00:32:53,920 --> 00:32:55,720 Speaker 1: gyms and I was writing for the Herald Sun and 579 00:32:55,760 --> 00:32:58,520 Speaker 1: I was doing all this cool shit. But I still 580 00:32:58,600 --> 00:33:02,760 Speaker 1: had my own brullshit with food. And it took me 581 00:33:04,080 --> 00:33:06,520 Speaker 1: three and a half decades to be able to manage 582 00:33:06,520 --> 00:33:09,640 Speaker 1: my mind to manage my body. And I think people 583 00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:15,520 Speaker 1: really don't understand what a huge role managing our emotions 584 00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:19,280 Speaker 1: and our mind and choices and behaviors and you know, 585 00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:22,880 Speaker 1: thinking in general, what a huge role it plays, because 586 00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:26,280 Speaker 1: we're so obsessed with the body that we actually missed 587 00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:27,720 Speaker 1: the cause. 588 00:33:28,400 --> 00:33:33,000 Speaker 2: But that's but that's humanity in and of itself. We're 589 00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:37,760 Speaker 2: so fixated on the materialism and the form of everything, 590 00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:41,560 Speaker 2: we miss we miss everything else. Now, the Japanese have 591 00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:45,400 Speaker 2: a word for everything else, and it's called marm. It's 592 00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:51,160 Speaker 2: the space, the interval, or the gap between. And yeah, 593 00:33:51,200 --> 00:33:54,520 Speaker 2: as you said, so the physiology and how it presents 594 00:33:54,560 --> 00:33:57,920 Speaker 2: itself is exactly you know, what's going on, you know, 595 00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:01,680 Speaker 2: infernally andor it this morning when I took a group 596 00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:04,240 Speaker 2: for training, and as we were talking earlier, people banging 597 00:34:04,280 --> 00:34:06,840 Speaker 2: on about injuries and I can't do this and I 598 00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:08,919 Speaker 2: can't do that, and we're sitting down and I got 599 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:13,960 Speaker 2: them to do like a simple like seated splits position 600 00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:16,960 Speaker 2: and to bend to one side to stretch out through 601 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:20,319 Speaker 2: the ql and mate. People couldn't even sit on the 602 00:34:20,400 --> 00:34:22,839 Speaker 2: floor with their leaks like they had them sitting on 603 00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:26,000 Speaker 2: like a yoga mat or an exercise mat. Some people 604 00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:29,200 Speaker 2: could barely get their feet wider than the with the mat. 605 00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:35,640 Speaker 2: And they're so posteriorly or you know, the hip so 606 00:34:36,200 --> 00:34:42,320 Speaker 2: possibly rotated. They're going into this caiphotic position with the hip. 607 00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:45,240 Speaker 2: And then and then you know, you're asking them to lunch, 608 00:34:45,239 --> 00:34:47,640 Speaker 2: you're asking them to squat, you know, do all this 609 00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:51,080 Speaker 2: other stuff. They're so their reductors are so bound up 610 00:34:51,120 --> 00:34:54,279 Speaker 2: and tight, and then it's affecting all of that as 611 00:34:54,360 --> 00:34:58,080 Speaker 2: external rotators and up into their back. It's and again 612 00:34:58,160 --> 00:35:00,839 Speaker 2: it's it's what's going on in here here. It's what 613 00:35:00,880 --> 00:35:04,719 Speaker 2: they then deem and think is most important. And we 614 00:35:04,840 --> 00:35:09,480 Speaker 2: chase the form, we chase the output because humanity says, well, 615 00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:15,279 Speaker 2: anything that you want is found in intensity and going hard. Well, 616 00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:18,319 Speaker 2: you know we know that that to be true to 617 00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:20,279 Speaker 2: a degree, but you've got to be smart about how 618 00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:24,400 Speaker 2: you do it. You know, efficiency of movement, efficacy of movement, 619 00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:27,040 Speaker 2: you know, and otherwise it's not trying to drive your 620 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:30,640 Speaker 2: car with a bloody handbrake on, like you know, you're. 621 00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:35,040 Speaker 1: Just so trying to use fast and also on top 622 00:35:35,080 --> 00:35:39,680 Speaker 1: of that, like look at us three right now, where 623 00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:43,400 Speaker 1: the sit down generation, right, There's never been a generation 624 00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:47,719 Speaker 1: of fucking humans ever in the whole timeline of humanity 625 00:35:48,040 --> 00:35:50,719 Speaker 1: who sit as much as we do. So we're in 626 00:35:50,840 --> 00:35:54,880 Speaker 1: constant hip flexion, and quite often with this forward head position, 627 00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:58,440 Speaker 1: so our heads forward over our center of gravity, our 628 00:35:58,480 --> 00:36:01,000 Speaker 1: shoulders are forward and slumpy, like Tiff, who looks like 629 00:36:01,040 --> 00:36:03,960 Speaker 1: a fucking question mark over there, get your shoulders back 630 00:36:04,080 --> 00:36:08,880 Speaker 1: to boxing. And but yeah, so this forward shoulder position, 631 00:36:08,960 --> 00:36:12,680 Speaker 1: this Chai fatic back, this forward head position, you know, 632 00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:15,680 Speaker 1: this constant hip flesh. And so our hip flexes get tight, 633 00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:18,960 Speaker 1: our glutes get weak and stretched, and then we stand 634 00:36:19,040 --> 00:36:21,840 Speaker 1: up and just fucking standing up straight is a struggle 635 00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:25,319 Speaker 1: for some people. Yeah, but you know it's our lifestyle. 636 00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:29,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, And like we're just hearing you say with Tiff, 637 00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:32,719 Speaker 2: and I guess the specificity of a given sport. With boxing, 638 00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:35,960 Speaker 2: it asks of you to hold your body in certain 639 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:39,279 Speaker 2: positions and not be so square, you know, because you 640 00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:41,920 Speaker 2: to avoid being hit. It's easy to hit a freaking 641 00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:45,959 Speaker 2: big target. And I look back to my military time, 642 00:36:46,040 --> 00:36:49,200 Speaker 2: you know, and I'm six two, you know, and you 643 00:36:49,239 --> 00:36:52,880 Speaker 2: know I'm a bigish guy, but what what was required 644 00:36:52,920 --> 00:36:55,319 Speaker 2: of us, you know, was with a lot of the 645 00:36:55,400 --> 00:36:58,200 Speaker 2: drills that we did, we had a weapon system. So 646 00:36:58,360 --> 00:37:01,239 Speaker 2: we're kind of in that position and wear crouchs all 647 00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:05,320 Speaker 2: the time. When I was leaving the army and I 648 00:37:05,360 --> 00:37:08,320 Speaker 2: was introduced a crossbit, you know, and they're talking about 649 00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:12,200 Speaker 2: overhead squats and snatch and all that stuff. Mate, I've 650 00:37:12,239 --> 00:37:15,480 Speaker 2: thought my shoulders were going to get torn off and 651 00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:18,879 Speaker 2: my wrists and like I'd try and front squat and 652 00:37:18,920 --> 00:37:21,440 Speaker 2: I'd almost cry because the pain that I'd get in 653 00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:24,760 Speaker 2: my risk is my shoulders were just frozen in this position. 654 00:37:25,440 --> 00:37:28,680 Speaker 2: And then my elbow extension from carrying a damn machine 655 00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:32,520 Speaker 2: gun for years, like bent like that, like it just 656 00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:36,040 Speaker 2: it's all that muscle memory again and then the calcification 657 00:37:36,200 --> 00:37:40,040 Speaker 2: in the joint. And but again, I've just never been 658 00:37:40,160 --> 00:37:44,479 Speaker 2: one to to allow others to define who I am. 659 00:37:44,719 --> 00:37:46,799 Speaker 2: It's like, you know, doctors say, but don't do this, 660 00:37:46,880 --> 00:37:50,200 Speaker 2: and don't like men. You know, I'm human, I'm organic. 661 00:37:50,280 --> 00:37:52,640 Speaker 2: I'm gonna I'm going to give it a damn red 662 00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:56,160 Speaker 2: hot go to, you know, to improve my mobility. And 663 00:37:56,200 --> 00:37:58,799 Speaker 2: you know, the things I can do now at near 664 00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:01,600 Speaker 2: on forty five that I wasn't capable of doing when 665 00:38:01,600 --> 00:38:02,479 Speaker 2: I was twenty five. 666 00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:05,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, good for you, dude. How long were you in 667 00:38:05,680 --> 00:38:06,320 Speaker 1: the military. 668 00:38:07,080 --> 00:38:11,600 Speaker 2: So I joined when I was eighteen and I left 669 00:38:11,760 --> 00:38:13,880 Speaker 2: just before I was thirty, So yeah, it was around 670 00:38:13,920 --> 00:38:16,720 Speaker 2: that ten year mart. Yeah. Yeah. 671 00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:17,840 Speaker 1: What was the best part. 672 00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:24,279 Speaker 2: The best part, Gosh, there was lots of it, but 673 00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:27,760 Speaker 2: it was the camaraderie. It was the matship and doing 674 00:38:27,800 --> 00:38:32,560 Speaker 2: hardship with your mates, Like doing some real scary, funky 675 00:38:32,800 --> 00:38:36,880 Speaker 2: like like almost out of body experience stuff. You know, 676 00:38:37,040 --> 00:38:39,000 Speaker 2: like sliding down the rope of a helicopter and a 677 00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:41,200 Speaker 2: high rise building, you know, where it's just you and 678 00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:44,280 Speaker 2: your hands holding one and you've got thirty kilos a year, 679 00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:48,440 Speaker 2: you know, just jumping out of aircraft with your boats 680 00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:51,279 Speaker 2: and landing you know way out in the ocean where 681 00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:54,840 Speaker 2: you can't even see land doing parachuting at night, sliding 682 00:38:54,880 --> 00:38:58,759 Speaker 2: down lift you know, steel cables twenty stories, you know, 683 00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:02,600 Speaker 2: just stuff, doing shooting, shooting in rooms you know where 684 00:39:02,600 --> 00:39:05,759 Speaker 2: you're standing close to targets, and the trust and that 685 00:39:05,840 --> 00:39:10,920 Speaker 2: you have in your teammates too, you know, engaging, you know, 686 00:39:11,040 --> 00:39:14,759 Speaker 2: friend from foe and hostage terrorist type situations. It's just, 687 00:39:15,760 --> 00:39:17,839 Speaker 2: you know, the level and degree of training. It's hard 688 00:39:17,920 --> 00:39:22,120 Speaker 2: to kind of articulate because most people's references to stuff 689 00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:23,160 Speaker 2: like that are movies. 690 00:39:23,719 --> 00:39:24,160 Speaker 1: Yeah. 691 00:39:24,360 --> 00:39:28,359 Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, there's guys that do this stuff day 692 00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:31,880 Speaker 2: and day out, and and and they've deployed those skills, 693 00:39:32,520 --> 00:39:35,680 Speaker 2: you know, for real, you know, in countries far away. 694 00:39:36,320 --> 00:39:39,960 Speaker 4: Yeah, it's it's it's full on and that that you know, 695 00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:41,640 Speaker 4: what you do a lot of, whether or not that 696 00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:44,279 Speaker 4: set a lot, or carry a machine and a lot, 697 00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:46,960 Speaker 4: or eat donuts a lot or whatever. That behavior is 698 00:39:46,960 --> 00:39:51,080 Speaker 4: that you do a lot of, that becomes your default setting. 699 00:39:51,320 --> 00:39:53,840 Speaker 4: That becomes your programming, That becomes your whether or not 700 00:39:53,920 --> 00:39:57,200 Speaker 4: it's good or bad. That becomes your blueprint. I wanted 701 00:39:57,239 --> 00:40:00,560 Speaker 4: to ask you a little bit about like. 702 00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:04,240 Speaker 1: I mean, I've only known you for forty five minutes. 703 00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:07,440 Speaker 1: We could have been brothers. I could have been your 704 00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:13,720 Speaker 1: older brother, I feel like to me, yeah, mate, Well, 705 00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:17,240 Speaker 1: the funny thing is I always have my head shaved. 706 00:40:17,239 --> 00:40:20,040 Speaker 1: I've had it shaved for thirty years and this is 707 00:40:20,080 --> 00:40:22,720 Speaker 1: the first time I've grown it in ever. Because people 708 00:40:22,760 --> 00:40:25,560 Speaker 1: thought I was bald. I'm like, no, motherfuckers, I just 709 00:40:25,640 --> 00:40:29,040 Speaker 1: shaved that shit. It grows like fucking bamboo up there. 710 00:40:29,440 --> 00:40:35,000 Speaker 1: So to me, you seem like a contrarian, And by 711 00:40:35,080 --> 00:40:37,560 Speaker 1: that I mean, and tell me how wrong or right 712 00:40:37,640 --> 00:40:44,440 Speaker 1: I am. Contrarian in that you like, you're full on 713 00:40:44,520 --> 00:40:47,759 Speaker 1: with what you do. You discipline, you're in control, You've 714 00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:52,160 Speaker 1: got your shit together. You you have pretty clearly defined 715 00:40:52,200 --> 00:40:54,160 Speaker 1: boundaries about who you are and what you're doing, what's 716 00:40:54,200 --> 00:40:58,280 Speaker 1: okay and what's not okay. And you you're obviously because 717 00:40:58,320 --> 00:41:01,960 Speaker 1: of your background with TV except you're comfortable doing this. 718 00:41:03,120 --> 00:41:05,839 Speaker 1: But to me, you don't seem like a natural extrovert. 719 00:41:06,239 --> 00:41:10,440 Speaker 1: You seem you seem more like an introvert that has 720 00:41:10,560 --> 00:41:13,200 Speaker 1: just been developed the skill to be able to do 721 00:41:13,239 --> 00:41:17,120 Speaker 1: this stuff. You're not an introvert shy like you seem 722 00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:21,640 Speaker 1: like to me a naturally more quiet, reserved, just get 723 00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:25,000 Speaker 1: shit done kind of person. And then beat my chest, 724 00:41:25,040 --> 00:41:25,560 Speaker 1: look at me. 725 00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:30,520 Speaker 2: Oh one hundred percent, like I think, yeah, and upbringing 726 00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:34,839 Speaker 2: and just I think inherently being that way, like my constitution. 727 00:41:35,640 --> 00:41:40,400 Speaker 2: But that's that's the mentality and the military as well. 728 00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:42,839 Speaker 2: You know, you you might talk a little, and you 729 00:41:42,840 --> 00:41:45,440 Speaker 2: know your plan and you have your orders groups and 730 00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:48,200 Speaker 2: the like, and then you just you put it to practice. 731 00:41:48,200 --> 00:41:50,400 Speaker 2: You go out and it's all about the action piece. 732 00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:53,200 Speaker 2: And that's you know, where you take the theory and 733 00:41:53,200 --> 00:41:56,239 Speaker 2: you put it into practice, and half the time you 734 00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:58,879 Speaker 2: prove that those theories just are a load of shit. 735 00:41:59,440 --> 00:42:03,000 Speaker 2: And the reality of it is you've got to be 736 00:42:03,719 --> 00:42:05,360 Speaker 2: You've got to have a lot of lateral thinking and 737 00:42:05,400 --> 00:42:08,520 Speaker 2: be able to come up with contingency plans a lot 738 00:42:08,520 --> 00:42:11,600 Speaker 2: of the time. But I've always been that way, and 739 00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:14,799 Speaker 2: I've that's why I find the social media side of 740 00:42:14,840 --> 00:42:17,520 Speaker 2: things and kind of you know, the current era quite 741 00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:22,120 Speaker 2: difficult to to play in that space in that game 742 00:42:23,320 --> 00:42:29,080 Speaker 2: because I would rather you know, show my worth and 743 00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:31,880 Speaker 2: you know, my capability in the middle of a workout 744 00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:34,719 Speaker 2: or doing something hard or being of service you know, 745 00:42:34,800 --> 00:42:37,120 Speaker 2: to my family or to my friends or you know, 746 00:42:37,200 --> 00:42:41,040 Speaker 2: to people in need. And that's I think that speaks volumes. 747 00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:43,680 Speaker 2: And I guess I was quite fortunate when I left 748 00:42:43,680 --> 00:42:49,000 Speaker 2: the military and the biggest loser opportunity presented at skull self. 749 00:42:49,160 --> 00:42:52,320 Speaker 2: It scared the absolute shit out of me, but I 750 00:42:53,040 --> 00:42:56,000 Speaker 2: saw the opportunity and I was like, yeah, I'm going 751 00:42:56,040 --> 00:42:57,879 Speaker 2: to give it a crack. And I thought, if I fail, 752 00:42:57,920 --> 00:43:01,200 Speaker 2: I'll just go back to the army. But that immersion 753 00:43:01,280 --> 00:43:04,759 Speaker 2: process and that constant butterflies and feeling sick in my 754 00:43:04,840 --> 00:43:06,759 Speaker 2: guts want the puke every time I was going to 755 00:43:06,800 --> 00:43:09,319 Speaker 2: go on camera. The more you immerse yourself in it, 756 00:43:09,440 --> 00:43:12,160 Speaker 2: like everything we've been talking about, you start to learn 757 00:43:12,200 --> 00:43:14,520 Speaker 2: the ropes. You start to gain an understanding and some 758 00:43:14,600 --> 00:43:18,560 Speaker 2: insights and how to work around things. And I found 759 00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:23,640 Speaker 2: I've just got a lot better at talking because I 760 00:43:23,760 --> 00:43:27,319 Speaker 2: was around people who could talk, and other than that, 761 00:43:28,000 --> 00:43:29,920 Speaker 2: i'd still be like my nine year old son who 762 00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:32,160 Speaker 2: says very little, Well, you. 763 00:43:32,120 --> 00:43:34,920 Speaker 1: Get conditioned to whatever you do. You know, you become, 764 00:43:36,680 --> 00:43:39,839 Speaker 1: you know, you become who you're around and what you're 765 00:43:39,840 --> 00:43:43,520 Speaker 1: doing to an extent in that you know. You sorry 766 00:43:43,560 --> 00:43:46,239 Speaker 1: to repeat all these metaphors everybody, but I always say, 767 00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:48,680 Speaker 1: whatever you start as you start as a white belt, 768 00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:52,839 Speaker 1: whether or not that's martial arts or TV or academia 769 00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:55,920 Speaker 1: or building a business or you know, we start as 770 00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:58,200 Speaker 1: a white belt, and then we train and we fall down, 771 00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:00,160 Speaker 1: we get up, and we learn shit, and we progress 772 00:44:00,160 --> 00:44:04,680 Speaker 1: and develop skill and resilience and awareness and competence, you know, 773 00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:07,080 Speaker 1: and then you just get So you go from being 774 00:44:07,080 --> 00:44:10,320 Speaker 1: shipped in front of camera, not many skills, not much awareness, 775 00:44:10,680 --> 00:44:12,960 Speaker 1: and lots of nerves. And then over time you become 776 00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:18,319 Speaker 1: confident and skillful and the physiological response tones down and 777 00:44:18,360 --> 00:44:21,880 Speaker 1: you're the same person, but now you've got a different 778 00:44:21,920 --> 00:44:26,000 Speaker 1: relationship with that thing, with the camera, with that exposure. 779 00:44:26,800 --> 00:44:29,920 Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, I'd related to exercise all the time, and 780 00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:33,000 Speaker 2: it's you know, like like learning complex skills, you've got 781 00:44:33,000 --> 00:44:36,440 Speaker 2: to You've got to hone the basics first because otherwise, 782 00:44:36,680 --> 00:44:40,440 Speaker 2: you know, all that complexity, what does it base itself in? 783 00:44:40,480 --> 00:44:44,200 Speaker 2: You know, what are you working from? And yeah, they 784 00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:47,200 Speaker 2: actually those everything that you just spoke about have being 785 00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:49,359 Speaker 2: some of the biggest struggles that I've had in my 786 00:44:49,480 --> 00:44:59,239 Speaker 2: life is that that outward yeah, persona of who I am, 787 00:44:59,320 --> 00:45:02,640 Speaker 2: and then also playing a role as well and living 788 00:45:02,719 --> 00:45:06,680 Speaker 2: up to the expectation of what that character was. And 789 00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:10,840 Speaker 2: over time I just learned, really people just want you 790 00:45:10,880 --> 00:45:14,479 Speaker 2: to be who you are, and and you don't need 791 00:45:14,520 --> 00:45:18,600 Speaker 2: to be this one dimensional human being like people. People 792 00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:21,760 Speaker 2: like to see the many facets of what makes another 793 00:45:21,840 --> 00:45:26,359 Speaker 2: person tick. And you can be soft and gentle and 794 00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:30,200 Speaker 2: loving and calm and at the same time an absolute weapon. 795 00:45:30,680 --> 00:45:34,920 Speaker 2: And I think when you have you're conscious and aware 796 00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:38,440 Speaker 2: of when to turn it on and not. You actually 797 00:45:38,480 --> 00:45:42,399 Speaker 2: go through life with more rhythm and you can move 798 00:45:42,480 --> 00:45:46,640 Speaker 2: with it. You're not you're not resistant because you're trying 799 00:45:46,640 --> 00:45:48,920 Speaker 2: to be something that you're not at times when you 800 00:45:48,920 --> 00:45:49,960 Speaker 2: don't need to be it. 801 00:45:50,840 --> 00:45:54,880 Speaker 1: That's that's so insightful. That's you. I don't know what 802 00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:57,719 Speaker 1: I expected, but I didn't expect you. That didn't I 803 00:45:57,719 --> 00:46:00,520 Speaker 1: didn't have low expectations. I try not to owe think it, 804 00:46:00,560 --> 00:46:04,520 Speaker 1: but you're very philosophical and insightful. I like it. And also, 805 00:46:05,080 --> 00:46:08,120 Speaker 1: you know, there's this thing that, as you said, persona. 806 00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:11,040 Speaker 1: It's a really good word because I think with a 807 00:46:11,080 --> 00:46:14,080 Speaker 1: lot of people and me included at times, so all 808 00:46:14,160 --> 00:46:17,480 Speaker 1: of us probably at times, there's the persona and then 809 00:46:17,480 --> 00:46:20,680 Speaker 1: there's the person you know, and quite often the persona 810 00:46:20,800 --> 00:46:23,320 Speaker 1: is the role we play or the character or public 811 00:46:23,440 --> 00:46:26,920 Speaker 1: me or TV me, or me at the gym, you know, 812 00:46:26,960 --> 00:46:29,280 Speaker 1: when I was running my shit and people are everywhere, 813 00:46:29,280 --> 00:46:32,160 Speaker 1: and I step out on the floor and it's fucking. 814 00:46:31,960 --> 00:46:34,879 Speaker 2: Wah wah wah. 815 00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:36,040 Speaker 1: And there's I'm still me. But there's a fair bit 816 00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:38,720 Speaker 1: of role playing in that. And when you step away 817 00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:41,520 Speaker 1: from that being the commando and you're just Steve, just 818 00:46:41,560 --> 00:46:44,759 Speaker 1: the fucking bloke who's a bit complicated and a bit 819 00:46:44,800 --> 00:46:47,600 Speaker 1: brilliant and good and bad days and gets fucked off 820 00:46:47,640 --> 00:46:51,759 Speaker 1: and inspires people all in the same hour, right, because 821 00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:54,919 Speaker 1: you're just a fucking dude. You're not really special. None 822 00:46:54,920 --> 00:46:58,320 Speaker 1: of us are special, right, You're just a bloke. Yeah, 823 00:46:58,360 --> 00:47:00,360 Speaker 1: you know, you know what I mean, No one's fucking special. 824 00:47:00,440 --> 00:47:02,839 Speaker 1: Or there's seven point eight billion of us that we're 825 00:47:02,840 --> 00:47:04,719 Speaker 1: not that fucking unique. 826 00:47:05,239 --> 00:47:08,480 Speaker 2: But collectively we are. But that's the we don't work 827 00:47:08,560 --> 00:47:13,200 Speaker 2: together enough. You know. Bruce Lipton, one of the best 828 00:47:13,480 --> 00:47:16,560 Speaker 2: biologists in the world, talks to that piece. You know, 829 00:47:16,600 --> 00:47:20,279 Speaker 2: everyone bangs on nowadays there's too many humans, you know, 830 00:47:20,480 --> 00:47:23,759 Speaker 2: it's that's the problem with the world. Well, actually, humanity 831 00:47:23,800 --> 00:47:26,759 Speaker 2: and the world are two different things. Humanity is the 832 00:47:26,880 --> 00:47:29,239 Speaker 2: issue with the world, and the world is actually going 833 00:47:29,280 --> 00:47:32,319 Speaker 2: to it's working its magic and sorting us out. But 834 00:47:32,920 --> 00:47:35,560 Speaker 2: Bruce Lipton said, you know, talk to the piece where 835 00:47:36,080 --> 00:47:39,240 Speaker 2: you know there's what seven point however many billion people 836 00:47:39,640 --> 00:47:44,080 Speaker 2: just to make one human body, there's like seventy trillion cells, yes, 837 00:47:44,960 --> 00:47:48,040 Speaker 2: you know, and and they need to work reasonably harmonious 838 00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:51,480 Speaker 2: or harmoniously for us to function and be a human. 839 00:47:52,040 --> 00:47:54,880 Speaker 2: And you know, we we have the capability. We just 840 00:47:55,280 --> 00:47:57,880 Speaker 2: we've got to get over this archaic way of thinking 841 00:47:58,400 --> 00:48:02,080 Speaker 2: and actually use our intelligence. But we you know, our 842 00:48:02,120 --> 00:48:05,279 Speaker 2: state of being in this mindset, and a lot of 843 00:48:05,280 --> 00:48:09,280 Speaker 2: it too, is the ego and the emotions that are 844 00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:12,040 Speaker 2: born of the ego. A lot of anger and aggression 845 00:48:12,120 --> 00:48:14,799 Speaker 2: and resentment and jealousy and all this other type of 846 00:48:14,800 --> 00:48:20,440 Speaker 2: stuff constantly pulls us down and it undermines us. 847 00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:25,239 Speaker 1: In terms of your life. Now you've got to go soon, 848 00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:27,759 Speaker 1: when you've got to go five or ten. I'm all right, 849 00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:33,640 Speaker 1: all right, I'm fucking loving it. I'm loving it. I okay. 850 00:48:33,719 --> 00:48:36,040 Speaker 1: So for me, so I'm going to start. So for me, 851 00:48:36,160 --> 00:48:41,200 Speaker 1: my issues are numerous. But in terms of me managing me, 852 00:48:41,960 --> 00:48:46,200 Speaker 1: it's always been, you go, bit of bullshit, a bit 853 00:48:46,239 --> 00:48:51,839 Speaker 1: of self doubt, yeah, self loathing yep, a bit of overthinking, 854 00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:56,440 Speaker 1: a little bit of self sabotage. Like beautiful cocktail of 855 00:48:56,440 --> 00:49:02,879 Speaker 1: emotions and behavior there right, and and like feeling shit 856 00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:05,720 Speaker 1: but kind of knowing well, I'm not shit, but feeling 857 00:49:05,760 --> 00:49:10,880 Speaker 1: shit at times. I've always had to bring myself fucking 858 00:49:11,000 --> 00:49:14,400 Speaker 1: keep myself aligned because I can shoot myself in the 859 00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:17,720 Speaker 1: foot or I can. You know, I always say to people, 860 00:49:18,200 --> 00:49:21,480 Speaker 1: nobody's a harsher critic of me than me, So do 861 00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:26,480 Speaker 1: your best right? What about you? How do you self manage? 862 00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:31,840 Speaker 1: How do you keep yourself mentally, emotionally, practically where you 863 00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:34,920 Speaker 1: need to be to be your best person or your 864 00:49:34,920 --> 00:49:39,799 Speaker 1: best self and to live your best life. Do you 865 00:49:39,840 --> 00:49:41,680 Speaker 1: have any rituals or do you have any? 866 00:49:42,120 --> 00:49:42,839 Speaker 2: You read a lot? 867 00:49:42,960 --> 00:49:46,240 Speaker 1: Do you meditate? To you listener? Fucking Joe Rogan ninetiek 868 00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:47,680 Speaker 1: so I. 869 00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:50,120 Speaker 2: Growing up, I didn't think much of myself. Grew up 870 00:49:50,120 --> 00:49:52,520 Speaker 2: with a stepfather who was just a hard ass. He 871 00:49:52,640 --> 00:49:56,319 Speaker 2: used anger was his go to emotion with everything, and 872 00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:59,520 Speaker 2: so I grew up as a young boy. You're seeking 873 00:49:59,719 --> 00:50:05,560 Speaker 2: ex acceptance, you know, from you know, the parent kind 874 00:50:05,600 --> 00:50:09,000 Speaker 2: of age group and my peers because I didn't get 875 00:50:09,000 --> 00:50:11,080 Speaker 2: a lot of that nurturing and that love. Like it 876 00:50:11,120 --> 00:50:14,080 Speaker 2: was it was hardline and discipline. The military kind of 877 00:50:16,040 --> 00:50:19,319 Speaker 2: brought more of that, and I didn't like myself at all. 878 00:50:19,360 --> 00:50:23,440 Speaker 2: And in my early to mid teens, I just started 879 00:50:23,520 --> 00:50:26,800 Speaker 2: using exercise as a means to beat the freaking, absolute 880 00:50:26,800 --> 00:50:30,160 Speaker 2: crap out of myself. You know, rather than alcohol or drugs. 881 00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:33,360 Speaker 2: I went to exercise. I'd get up early in the 882 00:50:33,400 --> 00:50:35,920 Speaker 2: morning and go for runs and try and kill myself 883 00:50:36,840 --> 00:50:39,759 Speaker 2: like like I would try and hurt myself like that, 884 00:50:40,120 --> 00:50:43,520 Speaker 2: like with exercise. My I used to ride a pushbike 885 00:50:43,640 --> 00:50:47,400 Speaker 2: and do paper runs every day and and the like, 886 00:50:47,440 --> 00:50:51,160 Speaker 2: and that that was a very tumultuous relationship with exercise. 887 00:50:51,200 --> 00:50:54,400 Speaker 2: But the thing with exercise, you know, this whole talk, 888 00:50:55,040 --> 00:50:58,520 Speaker 2: is it's freaking hard, and to sustain it you've got 889 00:50:58,520 --> 00:51:03,600 Speaker 2: to keep answering your why otherwise and many people can't though, 890 00:51:03,680 --> 00:51:08,560 Speaker 2: And for me, even in my military years, I still 891 00:51:08,600 --> 00:51:10,680 Speaker 2: did my own training on top of it. So when 892 00:51:10,680 --> 00:51:13,120 Speaker 2: I made the decision to leave the Army, I knew 893 00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:15,640 Speaker 2: what I wanted to do because it had had such 894 00:51:15,640 --> 00:51:19,319 Speaker 2: a profound effect on my life and helped me kind 895 00:51:19,320 --> 00:51:22,520 Speaker 2: of forge and carve a particular path. And I thought, well, 896 00:51:22,520 --> 00:51:24,279 Speaker 2: the things that I've learned to that point in time 897 00:51:24,320 --> 00:51:26,560 Speaker 2: and from the Army, I can put that to good 898 00:51:26,640 --> 00:51:29,840 Speaker 2: use and help others. And then the profile came and 899 00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:34,080 Speaker 2: I found that very hard to deal with. But then 900 00:51:34,600 --> 00:51:36,160 Speaker 2: I would talk to people and say, you know, what 901 00:51:36,200 --> 00:51:38,560 Speaker 2: do I do? And they would just say, if someone 902 00:51:38,920 --> 00:51:42,960 Speaker 2: approaches you and has something nice to say and congratulate 903 00:51:42,920 --> 00:51:46,840 Speaker 2: and I'm like, job well done. Just say thank you, like, 904 00:51:47,160 --> 00:51:52,680 Speaker 2: actually give them enough space and listen enough for them, 905 00:51:52,880 --> 00:51:54,759 Speaker 2: regardless of what it is that they have to say, 906 00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:58,279 Speaker 2: because that's their opinion, that's their perspective, and you may 907 00:51:58,320 --> 00:52:00,360 Speaker 2: have had a profound effect on their life from a 908 00:52:00,360 --> 00:52:02,440 Speaker 2: few words that you said. If they want to say something, 909 00:52:02,800 --> 00:52:05,239 Speaker 2: just let them say it, and then just say thank you. 910 00:52:05,320 --> 00:52:08,279 Speaker 2: And I was like, man, how easy can it be? 911 00:52:08,360 --> 00:52:10,520 Speaker 2: But you get all hung up on this stuff. And 912 00:52:10,600 --> 00:52:14,120 Speaker 2: then and then in when I was thirty three in 913 00:52:14,120 --> 00:52:16,759 Speaker 2: two thousand and nine, I competed in the CrossFit Games 914 00:52:16,800 --> 00:52:20,360 Speaker 2: in America and I finished fourth. I'm still the highest 915 00:52:20,400 --> 00:52:23,960 Speaker 2: ranked Aussie to finish at the Crossfeit Games. James hug 916 00:52:24,040 --> 00:52:27,640 Speaker 2: and Adelaide finished fifth last year behind me, so he's 917 00:52:27,719 --> 00:52:31,319 Speaker 2: getting close. But you know, not many people know about that, 918 00:52:31,400 --> 00:52:33,920 Speaker 2: you know, and that was the early days of CrossFit. 919 00:52:34,239 --> 00:52:38,480 Speaker 1: And that's an amazing outcome, Like I know what that means. 920 00:52:39,160 --> 00:52:41,799 Speaker 2: And then guy yeah, and guy said to me, who 921 00:52:42,080 --> 00:52:44,400 Speaker 2: served with me? And it was special Forces in the 922 00:52:44,480 --> 00:52:46,360 Speaker 2: Army And they're like, what's the difference between what we 923 00:52:46,400 --> 00:52:48,920 Speaker 2: did in the Army and what you did in CrossFit 924 00:52:49,000 --> 00:52:51,040 Speaker 2: and in the army, it's about being the gray man. 925 00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:53,680 Speaker 2: It's about just getting the job done. It's an endurance 926 00:52:53,760 --> 00:52:57,040 Speaker 2: race crossfits just it's brutal, it's all out. You're trying 927 00:52:57,040 --> 00:52:59,920 Speaker 2: to win. And I just drawed myself in the pro 928 00:53:00,040 --> 00:53:03,240 Speaker 2: assess And for about a year after that, I didn't 929 00:53:03,239 --> 00:53:07,080 Speaker 2: want to even think of exercise like I just it 930 00:53:07,120 --> 00:53:11,040 Speaker 2: made me want to be sick. But my relationship after 931 00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:14,719 Speaker 2: that with myself and what I put myself through for 932 00:53:14,800 --> 00:53:21,400 Speaker 2: all those years was I can't keep working through and 933 00:53:21,520 --> 00:53:25,640 Speaker 2: operating from the thought processes and the emotions that I 934 00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:29,840 Speaker 2: elicit to get the job done, because a lot of 935 00:53:29,880 --> 00:53:32,920 Speaker 2: it was, as you were saying earlier, self loathing. There 936 00:53:32,960 --> 00:53:34,839 Speaker 2: was a lot of aggression. There was a lot of 937 00:53:34,880 --> 00:53:38,319 Speaker 2: turning things back in on myself and using that as 938 00:53:38,360 --> 00:53:42,759 Speaker 2: a fuel to get it. But it's very destructive. But 939 00:53:43,400 --> 00:53:48,360 Speaker 2: through through that immersion again and the experience, I started 940 00:53:48,360 --> 00:53:51,239 Speaker 2: to read a lot more. I started to, you know, 941 00:53:51,400 --> 00:53:54,799 Speaker 2: I guess have my mind and eyes open to many 942 00:53:54,800 --> 00:53:59,400 Speaker 2: different facets and ways of being. And again just rewinding 943 00:53:59,440 --> 00:54:01,319 Speaker 2: to when I was young, I didn't know how to 944 00:54:01,360 --> 00:54:04,720 Speaker 2: express myself, so I used physical action to express myself, 945 00:54:05,360 --> 00:54:09,080 Speaker 2: and then I realized reading a lot of philosophy and 946 00:54:09,520 --> 00:54:12,440 Speaker 2: then kind of into the Buddhism side of things and 947 00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:17,080 Speaker 2: Zen Buddhism and teaching myself how to be still, to 948 00:54:17,239 --> 00:54:21,000 Speaker 2: just sit and be and come home to myself and 949 00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:25,480 Speaker 2: build a relationship with my mind and my body and 950 00:54:25,719 --> 00:54:29,000 Speaker 2: the essence of who I am. So nowadays I can 951 00:54:29,040 --> 00:54:32,520 Speaker 2: get really fidgety and up tight and upset about things, 952 00:54:32,760 --> 00:54:35,440 Speaker 2: and I can go and do a workout, but at 953 00:54:35,440 --> 00:54:38,200 Speaker 2: the same time, I can be in that same place 954 00:54:38,360 --> 00:54:41,480 Speaker 2: and I can go sit quietly out the back, or 955 00:54:41,520 --> 00:54:43,719 Speaker 2: even come into the carriage and turn the lights off 956 00:54:44,000 --> 00:54:46,680 Speaker 2: and sit here with my legs quiet although as my 957 00:54:46,760 --> 00:54:49,640 Speaker 2: leg's quite my legs cross quietly, and I might want 958 00:54:49,680 --> 00:54:51,920 Speaker 2: to jump out of my skin. But after about fifteen 959 00:54:51,960 --> 00:54:54,720 Speaker 2: minutes of just sitting with myself and just following my breathing, 960 00:54:55,440 --> 00:55:00,440 Speaker 2: everything just comes just kind of evaporates, and a lot 961 00:55:00,520 --> 00:55:05,279 Speaker 2: of that those very strong, powerful emotions subside. And this 962 00:55:05,320 --> 00:55:08,480 Speaker 2: is the other thing that I've learned is the Western 963 00:55:08,600 --> 00:55:13,719 Speaker 2: mind teaches resistance, trying to push away a lot and 964 00:55:13,760 --> 00:55:19,279 Speaker 2: to resist and having something to actually resist when there 965 00:55:19,280 --> 00:55:26,360 Speaker 2: doesn't have to be and emotional intelligence is actually recognizing 966 00:55:26,400 --> 00:55:30,160 Speaker 2: an emotion coming up because it's been triggered from something, 967 00:55:31,000 --> 00:55:34,600 Speaker 2: and not trying to resist that emotion, but calming that emotion, 968 00:55:34,800 --> 00:55:37,000 Speaker 2: like your anger, like I don't need you right now, 969 00:55:37,080 --> 00:55:40,000 Speaker 2: Everything's okay, I've got this, And then you calm that 970 00:55:40,160 --> 00:55:43,359 Speaker 2: and you make space and room to engage with other 971 00:55:43,440 --> 00:55:48,000 Speaker 2: emotions that are more uplifting for you and they're more 972 00:55:48,040 --> 00:55:50,400 Speaker 2: beneficial to maybe what it is that you're trying to 973 00:55:50,440 --> 00:55:51,680 Speaker 2: get done. 974 00:55:53,160 --> 00:55:55,880 Speaker 1: Listen to you, dude. You like the Deli lama with 975 00:55:56,000 --> 00:56:01,759 Speaker 1: fucking big shoulders. 976 00:55:59,600 --> 00:56:02,800 Speaker 2: Like I couldn't meditate for five minutes when I first 977 00:56:02,800 --> 00:56:05,759 Speaker 2: started sitting at it, like and the aches in my 978 00:56:06,239 --> 00:56:09,120 Speaker 2: knees and just the discomfort and pain, And then I 979 00:56:09,120 --> 00:56:11,440 Speaker 2: think I've in me. I've got a bit of a 980 00:56:11,520 --> 00:56:14,040 Speaker 2: bit of OCD with stuff if I forget, if I 981 00:56:14,080 --> 00:56:17,280 Speaker 2: fixed my mind on something like I'm like a pitbull 982 00:56:17,320 --> 00:56:19,120 Speaker 2: that's been let off the leash. Yeah, I'm not going 983 00:56:19,160 --> 00:56:22,759 Speaker 2: to be I'm not to be distracted by what's left 984 00:56:22,760 --> 00:56:25,640 Speaker 2: and right. I'm going after it. And some of the 985 00:56:25,680 --> 00:56:29,239 Speaker 2: stuff I read, especially in Zen Buddhism, about how disciplined 986 00:56:29,280 --> 00:56:33,279 Speaker 2: they are and the expectation. I was like, mate, I 987 00:56:33,360 --> 00:56:35,880 Speaker 2: might not be in Japan or in a zen, in 988 00:56:35,960 --> 00:56:38,399 Speaker 2: a Buddhist monastery of the like, well I can damn 989 00:56:38,480 --> 00:56:40,520 Speaker 2: or practice it in the confines of my own home. 990 00:56:41,280 --> 00:56:45,319 Speaker 2: And you know what I've learned about myself, and I 991 00:56:45,360 --> 00:56:50,240 Speaker 2: think getting to know yourself better, you know humanity better, 992 00:56:50,760 --> 00:56:54,520 Speaker 2: and and and a lot of the time, half the 993 00:56:54,560 --> 00:56:59,280 Speaker 2: stuff that you know irritates this and upsets this doesn't 994 00:56:59,320 --> 00:57:02,880 Speaker 2: need to be we just just put some spate, just 995 00:57:02,960 --> 00:57:07,319 Speaker 2: let it go and just observe, because a lot of it, too, 996 00:57:07,920 --> 00:57:11,440 Speaker 2: is we're just carrying on like five year olds. It's no, 997 00:57:11,520 --> 00:57:14,440 Speaker 2: we're just in in bigger bodies. Like I watched my 998 00:57:14,520 --> 00:57:17,400 Speaker 2: five year old son carry on. I think, oh, there 999 00:57:17,440 --> 00:57:19,960 Speaker 2: you go, Steve. You know sometimes you act like that 1000 00:57:20,160 --> 00:57:25,280 Speaker 2: and you're in your forties, you're big kid. But and 1001 00:57:25,320 --> 00:57:27,160 Speaker 2: then and then you smile because as you said at 1002 00:57:27,160 --> 00:57:29,840 Speaker 2: the start of this, you know, we do we take 1003 00:57:29,920 --> 00:57:32,520 Speaker 2: ship too seriously a lot of the time, and we 1004 00:57:32,600 --> 00:57:35,640 Speaker 2: beat ourselves up when really we could just smile and 1005 00:57:35,680 --> 00:57:38,320 Speaker 2: go there you go. You just you're just being a 1006 00:57:38,320 --> 00:57:42,560 Speaker 2: goose again, just you know, wind it in and and 1007 00:57:42,640 --> 00:57:43,800 Speaker 2: just calm things down. 1008 00:57:44,800 --> 00:57:48,120 Speaker 1: It's so interesting to hear the contrast between the highly 1009 00:57:48,200 --> 00:57:52,960 Speaker 1: trained Special Forces soldier, which is all you know, switched on, 1010 00:57:53,080 --> 00:57:56,400 Speaker 1: ready to go, ready to go like be prepared, sympathetic, 1011 00:57:56,480 --> 00:57:59,919 Speaker 1: nervous system, fight or flight, blah blah, but also parasympathy 1012 00:58:00,240 --> 00:58:03,280 Speaker 1: being the calm in the chaos, through to the kind 1013 00:58:03,320 --> 00:58:07,959 Speaker 1: of the Eastern philosophical journey as well, you know, being 1014 00:58:08,000 --> 00:58:13,360 Speaker 1: the equanimity, you know, the calm in the chaos, and 1015 00:58:13,760 --> 00:58:17,920 Speaker 1: being where you become. You don't You're not the thought anymore. 1016 00:58:18,120 --> 00:58:20,720 Speaker 1: You're not in the thought. You're actually outside the thought. 1017 00:58:20,760 --> 00:58:26,360 Speaker 1: You're the observer of your thinking where there's that disconnect 1018 00:58:26,480 --> 00:58:29,760 Speaker 1: between me and my thought. It's not the same anymore. 1019 00:58:30,120 --> 00:58:34,000 Speaker 1: Oh fuck, where did that thought come from? That's bullshit 1020 00:58:34,160 --> 00:58:36,640 Speaker 1: and being able to you know, and you go, well, 1021 00:58:36,640 --> 00:58:39,520 Speaker 1: if it's not my mind recognizing that thing that's coming 1022 00:58:39,560 --> 00:58:41,880 Speaker 1: from my mind, what is it? Who the fuck or 1023 00:58:41,920 --> 00:58:44,360 Speaker 1: what the fuck is the observer? Because it's also it's 1024 00:58:44,400 --> 00:58:46,960 Speaker 1: not my body. Oh hang on. If I'm not my 1025 00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:49,520 Speaker 1: body and not my mind and not my thoughts and 1026 00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:52,960 Speaker 1: not my emotions, I fucking love that stuff. 1027 00:58:53,600 --> 00:58:56,600 Speaker 2: Yeah. I wrote about that in two thousand and nine 1028 00:58:58,200 --> 00:59:01,720 Speaker 2: in the book No Excuses When I was training and 1029 00:59:01,760 --> 00:59:04,320 Speaker 2: training up for the cross with games and the like, 1030 00:59:04,440 --> 00:59:06,720 Speaker 2: and pushing myself to the point of having out of 1031 00:59:06,720 --> 00:59:11,960 Speaker 2: body experiences and like I used to, but I can 1032 00:59:12,040 --> 00:59:15,080 Speaker 2: do that again now. You know, meditating, and you talk 1033 00:59:15,120 --> 00:59:17,480 Speaker 2: to many people who are very practiced in those ways 1034 00:59:17,520 --> 00:59:20,560 Speaker 2: of being, and they do they go into different states 1035 00:59:20,560 --> 00:59:26,560 Speaker 2: of reality and and things become altered. And it's much 1036 00:59:26,640 --> 00:59:30,360 Speaker 2: like you know, even sleeping, like the states of sleep 1037 00:59:30,400 --> 00:59:33,680 Speaker 2: and remembering dreams and not and the like, and you know, 1038 00:59:33,880 --> 00:59:36,840 Speaker 2: was I awake, was I sleep like? It's it's that 1039 00:59:37,560 --> 00:59:39,560 Speaker 2: trying to distinguish, and I think sometimes we get a 1040 00:59:39,600 --> 00:59:42,800 Speaker 2: bit hung up on it, but the mind tries to 1041 00:59:42,840 --> 00:59:46,680 Speaker 2: grasp as well and understand when really it's just just 1042 00:59:46,720 --> 00:59:50,800 Speaker 2: be happy with a certain observation or awareness that it is, 1043 00:59:51,200 --> 00:59:54,000 Speaker 2: and don't try and make anything more of it. But 1044 00:59:54,320 --> 00:59:57,240 Speaker 2: that's what where I'm at now too. With working out, 1045 00:59:57,920 --> 01:00:01,080 Speaker 2: like in that chaos of squad pressed with a barbell 1046 01:00:01,320 --> 01:00:04,920 Speaker 2: or running my guts out, I can I can just 1047 01:00:05,120 --> 01:00:08,640 Speaker 2: find myself quite centered and calm, and there's this buffer, 1048 01:00:09,000 --> 01:00:12,520 Speaker 2: and I can observe how the mind starts to trying 1049 01:00:12,520 --> 01:00:16,600 Speaker 2: to attach itself to certain pain triggers that are going on, 1050 01:00:16,800 --> 01:00:19,880 Speaker 2: and if you do, you go down this rabbit hole 1051 01:00:19,920 --> 01:00:22,840 Speaker 2: and you find yourself stopping when really, if you can 1052 01:00:22,840 --> 01:00:25,080 Speaker 2: bring it back to your breathing, bring it back to 1053 01:00:25,280 --> 01:00:28,480 Speaker 2: some fundamentals of like, all right, so what's the exercise 1054 01:00:28,520 --> 01:00:32,400 Speaker 2: that I'm doing and what what what techniques do I 1055 01:00:32,440 --> 01:00:35,400 Speaker 2: need to employ to ensure that I'm moving efficiently with 1056 01:00:35,480 --> 01:00:38,440 Speaker 2: those movements? And I bring it back to that and 1057 01:00:38,480 --> 01:00:41,000 Speaker 2: I just find I can just keep going rep after 1058 01:00:41,040 --> 01:00:44,680 Speaker 2: rep and it's and even now with I might not 1059 01:00:44,760 --> 01:00:47,200 Speaker 2: be as strong in the sense of, you know, one 1060 01:00:47,360 --> 01:00:49,840 Speaker 2: r M type work that I've been able to do 1061 01:00:50,080 --> 01:00:58,160 Speaker 2: over my years, but capacity wise and across a variety 1062 01:00:58,200 --> 01:01:01,680 Speaker 2: of skill sets, I'm a much better athlete, you know, 1063 01:01:01,800 --> 01:01:03,160 Speaker 2: human being that I'll ever be. 1064 01:01:03,840 --> 01:01:06,560 Speaker 1: Yeah. Well, the thing is with fitness. I mean there's 1065 01:01:06,600 --> 01:01:12,080 Speaker 1: cognitive fitness, emotional fitness, you know, physiological fitness, of course, 1066 01:01:12,120 --> 01:01:14,040 Speaker 1: and even if we just look at the physical their 1067 01:01:14,080 --> 01:01:16,880 Speaker 1: strength and power and speed and muscular endurance and aerobic 1068 01:01:16,960 --> 01:01:21,320 Speaker 1: endurance and reaction time and spatial awareness, there's all that shit, right, 1069 01:01:21,400 --> 01:01:24,720 Speaker 1: you know. And yeah, being able to bench press whatever 1070 01:01:24,960 --> 01:01:29,040 Speaker 1: or deadlift whatever or clean whatever is good, but not 1071 01:01:29,120 --> 01:01:32,200 Speaker 1: if you can't run five hundred yards, you know, or 1072 01:01:32,800 --> 01:01:34,920 Speaker 1: not if you can't do a chin up because you 1073 01:01:35,000 --> 01:01:37,960 Speaker 1: weight one hundred and thirty kilos, or because you can't 1074 01:01:38,000 --> 01:01:40,600 Speaker 1: fucking touch your knees because you lower backs fucked and 1075 01:01:40,640 --> 01:01:43,600 Speaker 1: you've got the flexibility of a fucking cricket bat. 1076 01:01:43,640 --> 01:01:43,840 Speaker 2: You know. 1077 01:01:44,040 --> 01:01:47,240 Speaker 1: So it is so interesting mate, to hear you talk 1078 01:01:47,280 --> 01:01:51,040 Speaker 1: about all of that, and also, you know, to open 1079 01:01:51,080 --> 01:01:53,800 Speaker 1: that door beyond you know, the identity thing and the 1080 01:01:53,840 --> 01:01:56,920 Speaker 1: reality thing. It's like you were talking about the dream. 1081 01:01:57,200 --> 01:01:59,640 Speaker 1: You know, here's the thing, right, Your body doesn't know 1082 01:01:59,680 --> 01:02:04,160 Speaker 1: what's as in practically literally happening. It doesn't know the 1083 01:02:04,160 --> 01:02:09,280 Speaker 1: difference between that and the dream because your body, you know, 1084 01:02:08,280 --> 01:02:12,080 Speaker 1: if you're dreaming that you're being chased by the saber 1085 01:02:12,160 --> 01:02:15,920 Speaker 1: tooth tiger, and in that dream you're there and you're 1086 01:02:15,960 --> 01:02:18,960 Speaker 1: present and you believe that, then so does your body. 1087 01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:20,480 Speaker 1: And then all of a sudden we have all of 1088 01:02:20,520 --> 01:02:25,160 Speaker 1: these physiological responses which are identical to if it was 1089 01:02:25,360 --> 01:02:29,320 Speaker 1: actually happening, because your body can't differentiate. That's how powerful 1090 01:02:29,360 --> 01:02:32,560 Speaker 1: thought is. And so when we get people sitting around, 1091 01:02:33,640 --> 01:02:36,320 Speaker 1: God bless them all day, some people who are really 1092 01:02:37,400 --> 01:02:41,480 Speaker 1: you know, focused on negativity. Well, the day is negative 1093 01:02:41,560 --> 01:02:44,800 Speaker 1: because you're telling yourself those stories of how shit and 1094 01:02:44,920 --> 01:02:49,160 Speaker 1: horrible everything is, even if it isn't. But then that's 1095 01:02:49,200 --> 01:02:52,240 Speaker 1: reflected in your body's biochemistry and your heart rate and 1096 01:02:52,280 --> 01:02:55,520 Speaker 1: your blood pressure and your sympathetic nervous system and your 1097 01:02:55,560 --> 01:03:00,000 Speaker 1: stress home hormones, and you know, it's this whole integrins 1098 01:03:00,400 --> 01:03:04,160 Speaker 1: of mind, emotion, body and learning to self regulate, which 1099 01:03:04,200 --> 01:03:06,760 Speaker 1: is kind of where you've been and where you are. 1100 01:03:09,400 --> 01:03:10,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, I love it. 1101 01:03:10,520 --> 01:03:11,360 Speaker 1: I fucking love this. 1102 01:03:11,880 --> 01:03:15,240 Speaker 2: How you can, yeah you can. You can articulate it 1103 01:03:15,320 --> 01:03:18,920 Speaker 2: in a way just with the differences and I guess 1104 01:03:19,240 --> 01:03:23,160 Speaker 2: you know, the facets of what it means to be human. 1105 01:03:23,240 --> 01:03:26,920 Speaker 2: And again we get so fixated on the form and 1106 01:03:26,960 --> 01:03:30,840 Speaker 2: that muscular skeletal system and the aesthetic of how it 1107 01:03:30,960 --> 01:03:35,360 Speaker 2: looks when you know, I've there's so many people that 1108 01:03:35,400 --> 01:03:37,760 Speaker 2: I know that don't look like athletes and they turn 1109 01:03:37,840 --> 01:03:39,520 Speaker 2: the inside out and heartbeat. 1110 01:03:39,760 --> 01:03:42,640 Speaker 1: And also think about how many people that you and 1111 01:03:42,680 --> 01:03:45,120 Speaker 1: I know that are walking around in this awesome rig 1112 01:03:46,240 --> 01:03:50,080 Speaker 1: that mentally and emotionally are falling apart, you know, And 1113 01:03:50,120 --> 01:03:52,680 Speaker 1: then you go, so it's good to have a great 1114 01:03:52,680 --> 01:03:54,600 Speaker 1: body and well done, and it's good to be strong 1115 01:03:54,640 --> 01:03:56,960 Speaker 1: and look fit and look amazing, and that's great, that 1116 01:03:57,080 --> 01:04:00,400 Speaker 1: is a really great achievement. But if the only thing 1117 01:04:00,440 --> 01:04:03,800 Speaker 1: you train is your body, you'd never train your mind, 1118 01:04:03,920 --> 01:04:06,360 Speaker 1: or you never look after your mental or emotional health. 1119 01:04:07,000 --> 01:04:09,080 Speaker 1: You know there are going to be some problems. Mate, 1120 01:04:09,080 --> 01:04:11,040 Speaker 1: we're going to wind up because I realized that you've 1121 01:04:11,040 --> 01:04:12,720 Speaker 1: got shit to do and you don't need to talk 1122 01:04:12,720 --> 01:04:16,000 Speaker 1: to me all day. But I don't say this every episode, 1123 01:04:16,000 --> 01:04:19,640 Speaker 1: but I've really really enjoy chatting with you, like really good, 1124 01:04:19,800 --> 01:04:23,640 Speaker 1: so such a good conversation, and you're such an insightful 1125 01:04:26,360 --> 01:04:28,800 Speaker 1: human being. So I really appreciate you coming on to 1126 01:04:28,840 --> 01:04:30,320 Speaker 1: you project buddy. 1127 01:04:30,560 --> 01:04:31,480 Speaker 2: I appreciate it. 1128 01:04:31,880 --> 01:04:35,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, mate, you're a ripper. You're fucking great. You're good. 1129 01:04:35,800 --> 01:04:38,320 Speaker 1: You're real good. You probably know that, but I didn't, 1130 01:04:38,320 --> 01:04:40,760 Speaker 1: but now I do. You're real good, Tiff. 1131 01:04:40,760 --> 01:04:42,919 Speaker 2: What do you think I thought he was real good? 1132 01:04:43,840 --> 01:04:45,040 Speaker 2: I reckon to give. 1133 01:04:44,960 --> 01:04:47,560 Speaker 1: Him on your your podcast at some stage. 1134 01:04:47,600 --> 01:04:49,720 Speaker 3: Well, little did he know I was going to hit 1135 01:04:49,800 --> 01:04:53,120 Speaker 3: him up for it. Well, let's ready now I think 1136 01:04:53,160 --> 01:04:53,760 Speaker 3: he's ready. 1137 01:04:54,120 --> 01:04:56,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, primed him. He's had a practice run with me. 1138 01:04:57,920 --> 01:04:58,200 Speaker 2: Mate. 1139 01:04:58,240 --> 01:05:01,400 Speaker 1: If people want to follow you, you connect with you. 1140 01:05:01,520 --> 01:05:03,960 Speaker 1: What's the deal, buy your books, fucking spoon you on 1141 01:05:04,040 --> 01:05:04,480 Speaker 1: the couch. 1142 01:05:04,720 --> 01:05:08,160 Speaker 2: What is it? Just all the handles Commando Steve, So, 1143 01:05:08,320 --> 01:05:13,480 Speaker 2: Commando Steve, website, dot com, Instagram, Kmando Steve, Facebook, Commando 1144 01:05:13,560 --> 01:05:16,680 Speaker 2: Steve and you know the training we we kind of 1145 01:05:16,680 --> 01:05:20,320 Speaker 2: the banner we go under is get Commando Fit Perfect. 1146 01:05:20,400 --> 01:05:22,760 Speaker 1: Well, we appreciate you stick around once I do the 1147 01:05:22,760 --> 01:05:25,600 Speaker 1: show sign off if you would just for a minute, 1148 01:05:26,240 --> 01:05:30,440 Speaker 1: tiff anything, no harps, Well done you, well done Steve. 1149 01:05:30,520 --> 01:05:32,560 Speaker 1: Well done listeners. We love your guts and we will 1150 01:05:32,600 --> 01:05:33,640 Speaker 1: see you next time.