1 00:00:05,921 --> 00:00:07,281 Speaker 1: Apodshay Production. 2 00:00:10,961 --> 00:00:13,921 Speaker 2: I'm Mickey Fisher and welcome to the Village Crazy Lady. 3 00:00:14,321 --> 00:00:17,401 Speaker 2: People are talking to me and they are not physically 4 00:00:17,481 --> 00:00:21,200 Speaker 2: in this room, so just trap in for that. Can't 5 00:00:21,201 --> 00:00:23,921 Speaker 2: call me crazy, so I said it first. Whoever's trying 6 00:00:23,921 --> 00:00:26,121 Speaker 2: to come through, whatever messages need to come through, like, 7 00:00:26,241 --> 00:00:29,961 Speaker 2: just bring it on. Let's do it, Crazy crazy Crazy 8 00:00:30,241 --> 00:00:36,601 Speaker 2: the Village Crazy Lady. Hello, gorgeous legends, and welcome to 9 00:00:36,681 --> 00:00:39,761 Speaker 2: another episode of the Village Crazy Lady. I'm already laughing 10 00:00:39,801 --> 00:00:41,881 Speaker 2: because I've got Tianna in the studio today again with 11 00:00:41,961 --> 00:00:43,321 Speaker 2: the gun against her head. 12 00:00:44,400 --> 00:00:45,361 Speaker 3: With the people on the back. 13 00:00:46,480 --> 00:00:49,600 Speaker 2: People keep going. I love when Tiana's on the podcast. 14 00:00:49,721 --> 00:00:51,681 Speaker 1: I genuinely think you make that up to make me 15 00:00:52,040 --> 00:00:53,041 Speaker 1: convince me to come back home. 16 00:00:53,081 --> 00:00:54,840 Speaker 2: I don't because I've sent you messages right. 17 00:00:55,001 --> 00:00:59,361 Speaker 3: And I reckon it's Chris you, but. 18 00:00:59,561 --> 00:01:02,961 Speaker 2: Chris would be going wise. Tiana on the totally no, 19 00:01:03,121 --> 00:01:05,640 Speaker 2: And I think I think, as you said, it's mostly 20 00:01:05,681 --> 00:01:08,561 Speaker 2: because like we're mean to each other. 21 00:01:08,921 --> 00:01:10,361 Speaker 3: I actually think it's just me and me to you. 22 00:01:10,401 --> 00:01:13,280 Speaker 1: Remember I got a message saying, oh, it sounds like 23 00:01:13,321 --> 00:01:14,321 Speaker 1: Mickey loves you so much. 24 00:01:14,360 --> 00:01:18,000 Speaker 3: I'm like, I love her too. Does it not come across. 25 00:01:17,681 --> 00:01:20,920 Speaker 2: Like that, because it sounds like you hate every single 26 00:01:20,961 --> 00:01:22,401 Speaker 2: second of being around her. 27 00:01:22,681 --> 00:01:23,641 Speaker 3: It's just the microphone. 28 00:01:23,640 --> 00:01:27,041 Speaker 1: It's overwhelming, it's so huge, Like surely who gets fall 29 00:01:27,041 --> 00:01:28,161 Speaker 1: the ones it's twenty twenty four. 30 00:01:29,681 --> 00:01:31,800 Speaker 2: No, well, I think it's like, it's not the microphones, 31 00:01:31,881 --> 00:01:33,921 Speaker 2: it's just you and the energy that you give off. 32 00:01:34,121 --> 00:01:36,361 Speaker 2: And also like always the filming, because the thing that 33 00:01:36,481 --> 00:01:40,000 Speaker 2: Tiana is that she wears everything on her face. But 34 00:01:40,081 --> 00:01:41,761 Speaker 2: the thing that she wears on her face the most 35 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:44,840 Speaker 2: is like complete disgust in anything that anyone's saying. 36 00:01:44,881 --> 00:01:47,961 Speaker 1: But sometimes I'm actually not thinking that, but I'm wearing 37 00:01:47,961 --> 00:01:48,561 Speaker 1: that on my face. 38 00:01:48,721 --> 00:01:50,641 Speaker 3: Yeah, your face is lying. I'm thinking that. 39 00:01:50,841 --> 00:01:51,081 Speaker 4: Yeah. 40 00:01:51,921 --> 00:01:54,681 Speaker 2: The every times I'm like I'm like sharing a really 41 00:01:54,681 --> 00:01:57,041 Speaker 2: great idea or I'm talking about something like for work, 42 00:01:57,081 --> 00:01:59,441 Speaker 2: and you're looking at me like shut the fuck up, 43 00:01:59,441 --> 00:02:01,041 Speaker 2: and I'm like, have I said something wrong? Have I 44 00:02:01,041 --> 00:02:01,921 Speaker 2: offended you? Yeah? 45 00:02:01,921 --> 00:02:04,281 Speaker 1: Because your ideas are so sporadic, and they'll be like 46 00:02:04,321 --> 00:02:06,481 Speaker 1: on the back of something that's like not relative at all, 47 00:02:06,521 --> 00:02:08,321 Speaker 1: and I'm like, holy shit, I don't know how your 48 00:02:08,321 --> 00:02:08,881 Speaker 1: brain went there. 49 00:02:11,201 --> 00:02:13,361 Speaker 2: You're the Gemini, you should be the sporadic one, and 50 00:02:13,441 --> 00:02:15,800 Speaker 2: yet sometimes my watch is just telling me to move, 51 00:02:15,841 --> 00:02:17,441 Speaker 2: which I think is rude. It doesn't know that I've 52 00:02:17,481 --> 00:02:19,041 Speaker 2: been working all day, not. 53 00:02:18,960 --> 00:02:23,001 Speaker 1: Working, working, slash dancing exactly, singing well I've got you 54 00:02:23,041 --> 00:02:27,161 Speaker 1: on today because the other day I did I did 55 00:02:27,201 --> 00:02:30,841 Speaker 1: a healing on you, which is like, that was really fun, 56 00:02:31,201 --> 00:02:35,240 Speaker 1: and because I'm doing my teachers at the moment, for like, 57 00:02:35,281 --> 00:02:36,960 Speaker 1: so I can teach raki, which is going. 58 00:02:36,921 --> 00:02:38,521 Speaker 2: To be really fun. I'm looking forward to that. So 59 00:02:38,641 --> 00:02:42,961 Speaker 2: it is, well, you would know if you listened to 60 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:44,561 Speaker 2: the podcast before. 61 00:02:44,841 --> 00:02:49,481 Speaker 3: Yes, it doesn'tctually, I actually don't listen to it. But 62 00:02:49,481 --> 00:02:51,081 Speaker 3: I actually am pretty sure. I was in the studio 63 00:02:51,161 --> 00:02:54,201 Speaker 3: the day you spoke about that was that call. 64 00:02:54,121 --> 00:02:55,481 Speaker 2: Your Daddy Dad. 65 00:02:57,240 --> 00:03:01,001 Speaker 3: I listened to podcasts that I can also watch. Really, no, 66 00:03:01,041 --> 00:03:01,481 Speaker 3: that's a lie. 67 00:03:01,721 --> 00:03:03,960 Speaker 2: I was gonna say, like that seems so stillid. 68 00:03:03,960 --> 00:03:06,681 Speaker 3: I just listened to everything but your I hear your 69 00:03:06,721 --> 00:03:07,240 Speaker 3: voice enough. 70 00:03:07,841 --> 00:03:11,081 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's fair. It would be too much. But I 71 00:03:11,121 --> 00:03:13,401 Speaker 2: did do I did a reiki session on you, and 72 00:03:13,481 --> 00:03:15,800 Speaker 2: it was like the way that I do my sessions. 73 00:03:15,960 --> 00:03:20,441 Speaker 2: It's like reiki. It's I like use light LANGUAGEY played 74 00:03:20,481 --> 00:03:24,160 Speaker 2: any But I also am getting lots of downloads, lots 75 00:03:24,161 --> 00:03:26,961 Speaker 2: of messages, and I guess like when I'm because meet 76 00:03:27,041 --> 00:03:30,520 Speaker 2: reiki to me is like energetic surgery. I'm like going 77 00:03:30,601 --> 00:03:33,601 Speaker 2: in and because you have like your physical body, you 78 00:03:33,641 --> 00:03:36,361 Speaker 2: have like you know, we have sort of many different 79 00:03:36,361 --> 00:03:39,361 Speaker 2: bodies to us. We've got like our oric field. We 80 00:03:39,401 --> 00:03:43,681 Speaker 2: can go into, you know, different fucking dimensions, like all 81 00:03:43,721 --> 00:03:45,801 Speaker 2: sorts of things. Like there's just so much going on. 82 00:03:45,921 --> 00:03:48,401 Speaker 2: And basically what I do is I go in and 83 00:03:48,481 --> 00:03:50,681 Speaker 2: I when I'm working with your energy and I'm going 84 00:03:50,721 --> 00:03:54,441 Speaker 2: into all these different layers of you. Essentially I'm able 85 00:03:54,481 --> 00:03:56,961 Speaker 2: to sort of see what's going on. We can touch 86 00:03:56,961 --> 00:04:00,281 Speaker 2: on past lives, we can touch on like different realities, 87 00:04:00,321 --> 00:04:02,761 Speaker 2: we can touch on galactic stuff. If that's sort of 88 00:04:02,841 --> 00:04:04,881 Speaker 2: like where you're from. I don't know if you're very 89 00:04:05,401 --> 00:04:07,121 Speaker 2: like if you are, it's like maybe you're just like 90 00:04:07,561 --> 00:04:08,761 Speaker 2: it's like giving reptile. 91 00:04:09,601 --> 00:04:11,361 Speaker 3: I don't like reptiles. We know this. 92 00:04:13,241 --> 00:04:16,361 Speaker 2: So Deianna's really rude to my lizard. 93 00:04:16,961 --> 00:04:19,721 Speaker 3: No, he's scary. 94 00:04:19,881 --> 00:04:21,961 Speaker 2: It's just like I think that's more of a reflection 95 00:04:22,041 --> 00:04:22,281 Speaker 2: on you. 96 00:04:22,401 --> 00:04:23,440 Speaker 3: He actually really likes me. 97 00:04:23,561 --> 00:04:27,440 Speaker 1: That's what's scary because he's like brother. 98 00:04:28,880 --> 00:04:31,840 Speaker 2: Because he knows that like you've been on a planet together. 99 00:04:31,921 --> 00:04:34,921 Speaker 2: He knows that you're a reptile just like him underneath okay, 100 00:04:35,001 --> 00:04:38,441 Speaker 2: under all of your layers. Moving on, So what we're 101 00:04:38,440 --> 00:04:42,441 Speaker 2: gonna talk about today is pretty much like what I 102 00:04:42,521 --> 00:04:45,601 Speaker 2: saw versus what you saw. And because like you know, 103 00:04:45,721 --> 00:04:48,801 Speaker 2: you dabbling and all this sort of stuff, mostly because. 104 00:04:48,921 --> 00:04:49,561 Speaker 3: I'm forced to. 105 00:04:49,801 --> 00:04:52,880 Speaker 2: You're not forced to. You're on a journey. 106 00:04:53,041 --> 00:04:54,880 Speaker 1: I'm on a journey. I don't really, but I dabble 107 00:04:54,961 --> 00:04:57,200 Speaker 1: in like I want it done to me. I couldn't 108 00:04:57,201 --> 00:04:58,921 Speaker 1: do it, you know what I mean. 109 00:04:58,961 --> 00:05:00,001 Speaker 3: Like because you're saying like. 110 00:05:00,041 --> 00:05:02,881 Speaker 1: You're doing your reiki's teachers or whatever. Yeah, I would 111 00:05:02,880 --> 00:05:05,601 Speaker 1: never do that. I don't think, well, you're going to 112 00:05:05,681 --> 00:05:07,361 Speaker 1: do my REGI I would do it, but not to 113 00:05:07,481 --> 00:05:09,281 Speaker 1: like apply to other people. I'd probably just use it 114 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:13,961 Speaker 1: on myself because I'm selfish. 115 00:05:14,001 --> 00:05:14,841 Speaker 2: Like not even your. 116 00:05:14,801 --> 00:05:18,961 Speaker 3: Kids maybe they need exorcism actually that. 117 00:05:19,041 --> 00:05:21,361 Speaker 2: You actually need to like do like like be a 118 00:05:21,401 --> 00:05:24,521 Speaker 2: priest totally. But you said that you're going to do 119 00:05:24,561 --> 00:05:25,761 Speaker 2: your reiki. I would do it if. 120 00:05:25,641 --> 00:05:26,761 Speaker 3: You're teaching it, like I wouldn't. 121 00:05:26,761 --> 00:05:28,481 Speaker 1: Like remember when you tried to get I think I 122 00:05:28,521 --> 00:05:29,961 Speaker 1: was going to do it before you tried to get 123 00:05:29,961 --> 00:05:31,641 Speaker 1: me to do it before, but it'd be different if 124 00:05:31,641 --> 00:05:32,601 Speaker 1: you're teach. 125 00:05:32,440 --> 00:05:34,121 Speaker 2: Me because I'm such a good teacher. 126 00:05:34,201 --> 00:05:36,801 Speaker 3: I just wouldn't listen. But then I get a certificate about. 127 00:05:36,561 --> 00:05:42,440 Speaker 2: Cool, so you can no. But that's like when I like, 128 00:05:42,481 --> 00:05:44,921 Speaker 2: when I do actually teach reiki. My whole thing for 129 00:05:45,001 --> 00:05:48,161 Speaker 2: it is I want to teach it two people basically 130 00:05:48,161 --> 00:05:50,440 Speaker 2: who don't want to become practitioners, who just want to 131 00:05:50,440 --> 00:05:51,601 Speaker 2: do it because they want to be able to do 132 00:05:51,681 --> 00:05:54,361 Speaker 2: it on themselves. They are the selfish pricks out there 133 00:05:56,761 --> 00:05:58,960 Speaker 2: do it on their kids. If they're like a teacher 134 00:05:59,201 --> 00:06:01,760 Speaker 2: or a nurse or account like whatever they are, they 135 00:06:02,041 --> 00:06:03,761 Speaker 2: are able to do it for themselves. 136 00:06:03,801 --> 00:06:06,441 Speaker 3: And also just but I can teach it right, well, 137 00:06:06,521 --> 00:06:07,880 Speaker 3: yeah do it? Yeah? 138 00:06:07,880 --> 00:06:09,760 Speaker 2: If you do. If you do reiki white and you're like, 139 00:06:09,921 --> 00:06:12,881 Speaker 2: oh my god, I love this. Realize this is who 140 00:06:12,921 --> 00:06:14,281 Speaker 2: I am, this is what I want to do, this 141 00:06:14,320 --> 00:06:16,601 Speaker 2: is who I want to be, then you can, you know, 142 00:06:16,921 --> 00:06:19,641 Speaker 2: continue on your way. Do you reiki two, your master's 143 00:06:19,841 --> 00:06:22,440 Speaker 2: so on and so forth. I'm like, I'm just waiting 144 00:06:22,721 --> 00:06:26,041 Speaker 2: for the evolution of you where you're like I would 145 00:06:26,121 --> 00:06:28,321 Speaker 2: never I don't even listen to your podcast when you 146 00:06:28,401 --> 00:06:29,921 Speaker 2: listen to caller Daddy, that makes me. 147 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:34,441 Speaker 1: Sound so bad. I know one day I'm going to 148 00:06:34,481 --> 00:06:36,841 Speaker 1: come in with a crystal and like a really long dress. 149 00:06:37,361 --> 00:06:39,520 Speaker 2: I'm just going to have her own podcast and like 150 00:06:39,641 --> 00:06:43,361 Speaker 2: be called the village Crazier Lady. The village is crazier 151 00:06:43,401 --> 00:06:48,201 Speaker 2: than the Crazy Lady. The village Craziest Lady. And you're 152 00:06:48,241 --> 00:06:50,521 Speaker 2: going to be like talking about past lives and stuff. 153 00:06:51,320 --> 00:06:53,960 Speaker 1: No, and shark, I doubt that I am interested in it, 154 00:06:54,041 --> 00:06:56,280 Speaker 1: but I but like at sort of surface level. 155 00:06:56,880 --> 00:07:00,001 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's fine, we can keep cracking on through that. Well, 156 00:07:00,081 --> 00:07:03,681 Speaker 2: let's talk about what the experience was like, because you've 157 00:07:03,721 --> 00:07:04,841 Speaker 2: had reiki done before. 158 00:07:05,041 --> 00:07:05,681 Speaker 3: I've had done before. 159 00:07:05,721 --> 00:07:10,401 Speaker 1: I've always had a pretty intense experience with it. Like 160 00:07:10,441 --> 00:07:13,281 Speaker 1: it's never I've never walked out and been like, oh 161 00:07:13,561 --> 00:07:15,761 Speaker 1: that was nothing. Yeah, yeah, yeah, And I think prior 162 00:07:15,801 --> 00:07:17,641 Speaker 1: to ever doing it for the first time, when you 163 00:07:17,681 --> 00:07:20,281 Speaker 1: read about it what reiki is or what happens, it's like, oh, 164 00:07:20,281 --> 00:07:22,241 Speaker 1: why would I just go lay down and not be touched? 165 00:07:35,041 --> 00:07:37,601 Speaker 2: I'm lying down. 166 00:07:40,241 --> 00:07:41,481 Speaker 3: I actually want the opposite to that. 167 00:07:41,521 --> 00:07:44,681 Speaker 1: To be fair, No one fucking touched me exactly, But 168 00:07:44,721 --> 00:07:46,361 Speaker 1: like the way that you know, like, for example, you 169 00:07:46,401 --> 00:07:48,081 Speaker 1: go for a facial or massage or something and it's 170 00:07:48,121 --> 00:07:50,161 Speaker 1: like an experience that you walk out and you're like 171 00:07:50,161 --> 00:07:52,521 Speaker 1: super relaxed. So before you ever do reiki, if you 172 00:07:52,561 --> 00:07:54,801 Speaker 1: haven't done if you haven't done it before or really 173 00:07:55,001 --> 00:07:57,001 Speaker 1: know anything about it, it kind of seems. 174 00:07:56,721 --> 00:07:59,601 Speaker 3: To bit like, oh, why would I do that. 175 00:07:59,841 --> 00:08:02,161 Speaker 1: If you're not really in like depending on how you 176 00:08:02,201 --> 00:08:05,001 Speaker 1: think you'll feel about energy and that whole experience. 177 00:08:05,441 --> 00:08:07,321 Speaker 2: I mean, we were talking about this, like after I 178 00:08:07,321 --> 00:08:09,401 Speaker 2: did reiki on you, we walked down into the pub 179 00:08:09,521 --> 00:08:09,961 Speaker 2: and we. 180 00:08:09,841 --> 00:08:11,041 Speaker 3: Were talking at the bottleow. 181 00:08:11,201 --> 00:08:13,721 Speaker 2: We walked down to the bottle because we had to 182 00:08:13,721 --> 00:08:16,121 Speaker 2: celebrate life, the fact that it was Tuesday or whatever 183 00:08:16,201 --> 00:08:16,601 Speaker 2: day it was. 184 00:08:17,201 --> 00:08:18,641 Speaker 3: I think it was a Monday. 185 00:08:19,401 --> 00:08:21,241 Speaker 2: Tianna and I are all about like work. 186 00:08:21,041 --> 00:08:23,441 Speaker 1: Life, ballet totally, which is also like, let's get out 187 00:08:23,441 --> 00:08:25,721 Speaker 1: of here soon because it's twelve twenty and we haven't 188 00:08:25,801 --> 00:08:26,481 Speaker 1: a drink yet. 189 00:08:26,441 --> 00:08:29,201 Speaker 2: And like we were talking about the fact that if 190 00:08:29,241 --> 00:08:33,241 Speaker 2: you haven't you don't Reiki makes no fucking sense until 191 00:08:33,281 --> 00:08:35,041 Speaker 2: you do it. Yeah, and it still doesn't make sense, 192 00:08:35,121 --> 00:08:38,921 Speaker 2: but you're like, oh, I understand, Like I felt that, 193 00:08:39,001 --> 00:08:41,761 Speaker 2: and I feel different and it is such like an experience, 194 00:08:41,841 --> 00:08:44,401 Speaker 2: but when you're just describing it to someone, it's giving 195 00:08:44,601 --> 00:08:46,321 Speaker 2: absolute bullshit totally. 196 00:08:46,681 --> 00:08:48,841 Speaker 1: And I think for me because all my experience with 197 00:08:48,881 --> 00:08:51,121 Speaker 1: it have been like quite physical, you know, like I've 198 00:08:51,121 --> 00:08:54,001 Speaker 1: always like had an experience where I'm like, oh, I 199 00:08:54,121 --> 00:08:57,641 Speaker 1: genuinely can't explain that, yeah, and I was like you 200 00:08:57,681 --> 00:09:00,841 Speaker 1: weren't touching me or nothing was going on. Not nothing 201 00:09:00,881 --> 00:09:02,601 Speaker 1: was going on, but you know, like physically because I'm 202 00:09:02,681 --> 00:09:04,641 Speaker 1: very like, oh, I need to like see it, feel it, 203 00:09:04,721 --> 00:09:08,601 Speaker 1: believe it kind of cradally vibe. But that experience with 204 00:09:08,641 --> 00:09:11,761 Speaker 1: you the other day was I actually think the more 205 00:09:11,801 --> 00:09:14,241 Speaker 1: you do it, the more you lean into it in 206 00:09:14,281 --> 00:09:15,961 Speaker 1: the sense of like you're let because like the first 207 00:09:15,961 --> 00:09:17,561 Speaker 1: time I ever did it, I was obviously like kind 208 00:09:17,601 --> 00:09:19,441 Speaker 1: of really in my head about like and also you 209 00:09:19,441 --> 00:09:21,881 Speaker 1: can't see so I'm like I can hear you moving 210 00:09:21,881 --> 00:09:24,081 Speaker 1: around doing shit. And also the other day, thanks Chris Fisher, 211 00:09:24,081 --> 00:09:26,561 Speaker 1: I could hear you doing whatever you're doing outside. 212 00:09:26,281 --> 00:09:28,201 Speaker 2: The whole time building the boat. 213 00:09:30,121 --> 00:09:31,881 Speaker 1: But the more you do it, I feel like the 214 00:09:31,881 --> 00:09:33,921 Speaker 1: more you can lean into it and like experience it 215 00:09:34,361 --> 00:09:36,241 Speaker 1: more for what it is, and you always I can 216 00:09:36,281 --> 00:09:38,321 Speaker 1: enjoy it because it's like not so scary because I 217 00:09:38,321 --> 00:09:40,921 Speaker 1: think the first time I ever did it, the one 218 00:09:40,961 --> 00:09:42,921 Speaker 1: side of my body was just shaking the whole time, 219 00:09:43,281 --> 00:09:45,481 Speaker 1: and it was not immediately it was like obviously like 220 00:09:45,521 --> 00:09:47,801 Speaker 1: a couple of minutes into it once it started happening, 221 00:09:47,801 --> 00:09:50,961 Speaker 1: But I like, I remember trying to stop it the 222 00:09:51,001 --> 00:09:53,241 Speaker 1: whole like the whole time, being like I would really 223 00:09:53,281 --> 00:09:55,081 Speaker 1: like to stop. And then a similar experience with the 224 00:09:55,121 --> 00:09:57,441 Speaker 1: other day was like the bottom half of my body 225 00:09:57,481 --> 00:09:59,481 Speaker 1: was just super heavy, and I kept trying to move 226 00:09:59,521 --> 00:10:01,241 Speaker 1: my legs and I just couldn't. And it's almost like 227 00:10:01,281 --> 00:10:02,721 Speaker 1: I was being held down, but not in like a 228 00:10:03,121 --> 00:10:05,361 Speaker 1: scary being held down type of way. It was just like, oh, 229 00:10:05,361 --> 00:10:07,441 Speaker 1: my body just feels super super heavy right now. 230 00:10:07,561 --> 00:10:09,601 Speaker 2: That was me, Like I literally just like drugged you. 231 00:10:09,601 --> 00:10:13,401 Speaker 2: You were totally paralyzing you momentarily because I was like, 232 00:10:13,441 --> 00:10:15,001 Speaker 2: this bitch is going to try and run out of here, 233 00:10:15,321 --> 00:10:16,401 Speaker 2: so like sure she can't. 234 00:10:16,441 --> 00:10:18,961 Speaker 1: In terms of the physical experience, it was that I 235 00:10:19,001 --> 00:10:23,561 Speaker 1: had heavy lower body and then also at some point 236 00:10:23,641 --> 00:10:26,441 Speaker 1: further down the line, I had like heaps of flickering 237 00:10:26,521 --> 00:10:28,841 Speaker 1: lights going on. It felt like when I got off 238 00:10:28,881 --> 00:10:31,761 Speaker 1: the bed, I was like, were you not flashing your 239 00:10:31,801 --> 00:10:33,321 Speaker 1: iPhone light in my eyes? 240 00:10:33,361 --> 00:10:35,601 Speaker 3: Over it over again because it was rude and annoying. 241 00:10:35,801 --> 00:10:36,761 Speaker 2: Yeah, which I was. 242 00:10:38,281 --> 00:10:39,881 Speaker 3: You like me down one end and then like had 243 00:10:39,881 --> 00:10:40,721 Speaker 3: your phone on the other. 244 00:10:42,921 --> 00:10:45,121 Speaker 2: Literally had to weight on you down the end, and 245 00:10:45,121 --> 00:10:46,721 Speaker 2: then I was doing the light flickering thing, and I 246 00:10:46,761 --> 00:10:48,561 Speaker 2: was like, that was an energetic experience. 247 00:10:49,561 --> 00:10:50,641 Speaker 3: She's going to be convinced. 248 00:10:51,841 --> 00:10:54,441 Speaker 2: But when you told me those things after, it's because 249 00:10:54,481 --> 00:10:56,481 Speaker 2: as I'm doing it, I'm writing down notes and I'm 250 00:10:56,521 --> 00:10:58,761 Speaker 2: like writing down what I'm seeing, what's like coming through 251 00:10:58,801 --> 00:11:02,041 Speaker 2: and everything, and both of those things came up for 252 00:11:02,121 --> 00:11:04,161 Speaker 2: me as well, like with your legs and your bottom 253 00:11:04,161 --> 00:11:07,441 Speaker 2: half and heaviness of that, because one of the things 254 00:11:07,441 --> 00:11:10,321 Speaker 2: that kept coming up in your healing was this whole 255 00:11:10,361 --> 00:11:11,081 Speaker 2: thing around. 256 00:11:11,241 --> 00:11:16,161 Speaker 3: Stopping and which you never which you. 257 00:11:16,201 --> 00:11:20,121 Speaker 2: Like you listen to and ignored completely absolutely, but it 258 00:11:20,361 --> 00:11:23,161 Speaker 2: was around like stopping and then like even the thing 259 00:11:23,161 --> 00:11:24,721 Speaker 2: with the light your face. 260 00:11:24,561 --> 00:11:27,361 Speaker 1: Right now is I'm just remembering parts of it that 261 00:11:27,441 --> 00:11:29,161 Speaker 1: I'm like I want to talk about, but keep. 262 00:11:29,041 --> 00:11:30,121 Speaker 3: Going okay, yep, yep, yep. 263 00:11:30,241 --> 00:11:32,361 Speaker 2: But then the light thing, and even when you told 264 00:11:32,361 --> 00:11:35,121 Speaker 2: me when that was happening, I was working on your 265 00:11:35,201 --> 00:11:38,521 Speaker 2: third eye and it was like really activated, and it 266 00:11:38,641 --> 00:11:40,041 Speaker 2: was like and I was doing a lot of work 267 00:11:40,081 --> 00:11:42,121 Speaker 2: around activating it more and more and more. And that's 268 00:11:42,161 --> 00:11:44,161 Speaker 2: when you said that you had the flickered light things, 269 00:11:44,241 --> 00:11:47,081 Speaker 2: which was like right where your third eye was. Yeah, 270 00:11:47,121 --> 00:11:49,881 Speaker 2: which is so cool, which again I know, it's so wild, 271 00:11:49,961 --> 00:11:53,481 Speaker 2: Like I am so aware of how fucking insane everything 272 00:11:53,481 --> 00:11:54,201 Speaker 2: that comes out of my mind. 273 00:11:54,281 --> 00:11:58,801 Speaker 3: Well especially me though, because I am so the opposite. Yeah, 274 00:11:58,841 --> 00:11:59,641 Speaker 3: not the opposite, but you. 275 00:11:59,681 --> 00:12:01,081 Speaker 1: Know what I'm like, I'm like, I double, but I'm 276 00:12:01,121 --> 00:12:04,241 Speaker 1: also like very reluctant to like be too consumed by it, 277 00:12:04,641 --> 00:12:07,961 Speaker 1: so I can't I can't explain that experience in the 278 00:12:08,041 --> 00:12:09,681 Speaker 1: sense of like I'm very much like I want to 279 00:12:09,721 --> 00:12:11,681 Speaker 1: know why that, and you can only say, oh, it's 280 00:12:11,681 --> 00:12:12,361 Speaker 1: because I was doing this. 281 00:12:12,401 --> 00:12:15,161 Speaker 3: I'm like, yeah, but that's not enough anymore, which. 282 00:12:14,961 --> 00:12:16,681 Speaker 2: Is like I'm like, it was the iPhone. 283 00:12:16,761 --> 00:12:20,121 Speaker 1: But even like after like obviously the whole time I 284 00:12:20,281 --> 00:12:23,761 Speaker 1: was having my own experience with it, and I could 285 00:12:23,801 --> 00:12:26,841 Speaker 1: hear you flipping page after page after page off the page, 286 00:12:26,841 --> 00:12:28,161 Speaker 1: off the page, yeah, yeah. 287 00:12:28,001 --> 00:12:28,761 Speaker 3: Writing notes. 288 00:12:29,121 --> 00:12:31,161 Speaker 1: And then afterwards when we sort of when you like 289 00:12:31,841 --> 00:12:34,361 Speaker 1: once we went to the bottle and you started debriefing 290 00:12:34,401 --> 00:12:37,201 Speaker 1: about all of it. It's I just had nothing to 291 00:12:37,201 --> 00:12:39,401 Speaker 1: say about laugh almost because it was just like, it's 292 00:12:39,401 --> 00:12:42,561 Speaker 1: impossible for you to know, even as my friend now, yeah, 293 00:12:42,561 --> 00:12:44,041 Speaker 1: for you to know all the things that you know 294 00:12:44,121 --> 00:12:47,521 Speaker 1: from that yeah, and have it like apply so literally 295 00:12:47,561 --> 00:12:49,961 Speaker 1: to every part, whether it's just like slowing down all 296 00:12:49,961 --> 00:12:51,961 Speaker 1: the way my mind works or like what I'm going 297 00:12:52,001 --> 00:12:54,521 Speaker 1: through personally, Like because I like a lot of that stuff, 298 00:12:54,521 --> 00:12:56,161 Speaker 1: I'm like, it's like my shit, I just keep it 299 00:12:56,161 --> 00:12:58,601 Speaker 1: to myself. So when you're like, oh, and also the 300 00:12:58,641 --> 00:13:01,321 Speaker 1: delivery is always so beautiful because it's not like in 301 00:13:01,361 --> 00:13:05,441 Speaker 1: a very hostile way, it's super confronting because like everyone 302 00:13:05,521 --> 00:13:10,241 Speaker 1: has their own experience and with their personal life that 303 00:13:10,281 --> 00:13:12,361 Speaker 1: you almost are like, oh, you're in control the full 304 00:13:12,441 --> 00:13:13,881 Speaker 1: I mean, as a Gemini, I feel like I can 305 00:13:13,961 --> 00:13:15,361 Speaker 1: keep it to myself and I'm in control of it 306 00:13:15,401 --> 00:13:17,481 Speaker 1: and like nobody knows, and I'm like it keeps me safe. 307 00:13:17,761 --> 00:13:19,601 Speaker 1: So and that's I think why I got really emotional 308 00:13:19,641 --> 00:13:22,321 Speaker 1: at one point. I can't exactly remember what you're talking about, 309 00:13:22,361 --> 00:13:25,121 Speaker 1: but I'm like, it's it's just so funny that it's like, oh, 310 00:13:25,281 --> 00:13:26,881 Speaker 1: how do you. How do you come out of the 311 00:13:26,881 --> 00:13:29,601 Speaker 1: back of doing that and know all this about about 312 00:13:29,601 --> 00:13:32,241 Speaker 1: me or what I'm going through, how I'm feeling. 313 00:13:32,201 --> 00:13:34,521 Speaker 2: And you're so yeah, you're so right, because like that's 314 00:13:34,561 --> 00:13:37,881 Speaker 2: stuff that there's just no like you are. You're a 315 00:13:37,881 --> 00:13:40,041 Speaker 2: closed book as much as you're an open you. You 316 00:13:40,081 --> 00:13:41,441 Speaker 2: pick and choose what you're opening clothes. 317 00:13:41,481 --> 00:13:43,561 Speaker 1: I'm very open about what I want want people to 318 00:13:43,601 --> 00:13:45,641 Speaker 1: know about it, and then the things I don't, I'm 319 00:13:45,841 --> 00:13:47,281 Speaker 1: very much like try to keep it to. 320 00:13:47,201 --> 00:13:49,761 Speaker 2: Myself a thousand percent. And even then when you like, 321 00:13:49,841 --> 00:13:52,201 Speaker 2: when you are vulnerable for five seconds, we always do 322 00:13:52,241 --> 00:13:53,561 Speaker 2: the thing where I go, would you like me to 323 00:13:53,601 --> 00:13:53,881 Speaker 2: hug you? 324 00:13:54,001 --> 00:13:54,161 Speaker 4: Now? 325 00:13:54,281 --> 00:14:01,081 Speaker 3: Don't touch me? Do not touch me. Nope, don't don't 326 00:14:01,121 --> 00:14:04,121 Speaker 3: make a big thing of it. Don't look like I 327 00:14:04,121 --> 00:14:04,721 Speaker 3: look at your eyes. 328 00:14:05,041 --> 00:14:06,281 Speaker 1: I'm like, you're like going to cry, and I'm like, 329 00:14:06,321 --> 00:14:08,241 Speaker 1: don't fucking come near me, seriously. 330 00:14:08,241 --> 00:14:10,281 Speaker 2: And let me just let these hear that and then 331 00:14:10,281 --> 00:14:10,881 Speaker 2: we're moving on. 332 00:14:10,961 --> 00:14:14,961 Speaker 3: Let me have a facade, Okay, don't try and fucking 333 00:14:14,961 --> 00:14:16,761 Speaker 3: break my I'm strong, Oh my god. 334 00:14:16,801 --> 00:14:18,521 Speaker 2: And I feel like we actually spoke. That was the 335 00:14:18,521 --> 00:14:21,561 Speaker 2: thing that made you cry, something about walls having walls up. 336 00:14:22,121 --> 00:14:22,481 Speaker 4: I can't. 337 00:14:22,761 --> 00:14:25,521 Speaker 1: It was something about just like the way that I 338 00:14:25,641 --> 00:14:29,161 Speaker 1: try to not cover up, but like that my persona 339 00:14:29,281 --> 00:14:31,681 Speaker 1: that I want people the version of myself that I 340 00:14:31,761 --> 00:14:34,801 Speaker 1: let everyone say in like how inaccurate that is. 341 00:14:35,601 --> 00:14:39,001 Speaker 2: But I think even like even people listening to that 342 00:14:39,281 --> 00:14:41,681 Speaker 2: and you're talking about that is so interesting because I 343 00:14:41,721 --> 00:14:44,521 Speaker 2: think that's something that's so relative to a lot of people, 344 00:14:45,001 --> 00:14:47,841 Speaker 2: and I think, like, that's what I find so beautiful 345 00:14:48,201 --> 00:14:51,201 Speaker 2: about reiki. And actually I so I had a session. 346 00:14:51,281 --> 00:14:54,041 Speaker 2: I had a raiki session yesterday, which is something that 347 00:14:54,081 --> 00:14:57,001 Speaker 2: I don't fucking do that much. And it was such 348 00:14:57,121 --> 00:14:59,321 Speaker 2: I was telling you this, It was such a fucking 349 00:14:59,401 --> 00:15:02,321 Speaker 2: smack in the head because even the woman who I saw, 350 00:15:02,481 --> 00:15:05,681 Speaker 2: who's just beautiful, and she said, she's like, how often 351 00:15:05,681 --> 00:15:08,361 Speaker 2: do you do this for yourself? Why haven't you been like, 352 00:15:08,441 --> 00:15:11,361 Speaker 2: you're this is how you can connect to your body, 353 00:15:11,481 --> 00:15:13,921 Speaker 2: like you know how powerful this is. When was the 354 00:15:14,001 --> 00:15:17,961 Speaker 2: last time you had a reiki session? And I was like, fuck? 355 00:15:18,121 --> 00:15:20,921 Speaker 1: And ironically, you run a business, it's like about taking 356 00:15:20,921 --> 00:15:22,161 Speaker 1: care of practitioners. 357 00:15:22,281 --> 00:15:26,081 Speaker 2: Oh first, Like the thing about me is that I'm 358 00:15:26,081 --> 00:15:29,681 Speaker 2: a hypocrite, is that we all are a little bit totally, 359 00:15:29,721 --> 00:15:32,321 Speaker 2: and we are always like the way that we're Like 360 00:15:33,161 --> 00:15:36,121 Speaker 2: I would never let someone else speak to themselves the 361 00:15:36,201 --> 00:15:37,761 Speaker 2: way that I would sometimes speak. 362 00:15:37,841 --> 00:15:39,361 Speaker 1: And I feel like I'm good at picking that up 363 00:15:39,401 --> 00:15:42,201 Speaker 1: on you. Oh yeah, because it's kind of a mirror 364 00:15:42,201 --> 00:15:43,921 Speaker 1: situation sometimes. 365 00:15:43,401 --> 00:15:45,801 Speaker 2: One hundred percent. Well, yeah, you get up me about. 366 00:15:45,521 --> 00:15:50,081 Speaker 1: It and then you're like same dude, And I'm like, oh, sorry. 367 00:15:50,041 --> 00:15:52,801 Speaker 2: Don't hypocrite me when I can hypocrite you right back. 368 00:15:53,281 --> 00:15:55,881 Speaker 2: But what I was saying, like with reiki, is that 369 00:15:56,161 --> 00:15:58,881 Speaker 2: it's able to sort of like open up these really 370 00:15:58,961 --> 00:16:02,481 Speaker 2: honest parts of ourselves without us having to articulate it, 371 00:16:02,561 --> 00:16:05,361 Speaker 2: without us having to find the bravery to say it. 372 00:16:06,321 --> 00:16:08,601 Speaker 1: Yeah, And also like it's not like, oh, go to 373 00:16:08,681 --> 00:16:10,641 Speaker 1: therapy and talk about how you feel. Like for someone 374 00:16:10,681 --> 00:16:12,641 Speaker 1: like me, it's like I want to do the work, 375 00:16:12,681 --> 00:16:14,641 Speaker 1: and sometimes I want to do the work without actually 376 00:16:14,721 --> 00:16:16,601 Speaker 1: doing the work, you know. Yeah, Like I want to 377 00:16:16,641 --> 00:16:18,481 Speaker 1: just go and receive it and then like walk away 378 00:16:18,521 --> 00:16:22,481 Speaker 1: like after that, obviously not having to be the one 379 00:16:22,481 --> 00:16:24,921 Speaker 1: to articulate how I'm feeling, but having you tell me 380 00:16:25,641 --> 00:16:28,801 Speaker 1: and it being so right, that's like relieving in a way, 381 00:16:28,841 --> 00:16:31,321 Speaker 1: And it's like you walk away from that feeling like oh, 382 00:16:31,601 --> 00:16:34,201 Speaker 1: almost like I'll weight off your shoulders because it's like, oh, 383 00:16:34,321 --> 00:16:37,601 Speaker 1: it validates everything that you feel and have in your 384 00:16:37,641 --> 00:16:40,641 Speaker 1: mind about your own experiences right now. And it's also 385 00:16:40,721 --> 00:16:42,881 Speaker 1: like kind of feels like you're just taking away how 386 00:16:43,401 --> 00:16:46,121 Speaker 1: the importance of it, like because you would will me 387 00:16:46,321 --> 00:16:48,641 Speaker 1: I can speak for my own experience is like you 388 00:16:48,681 --> 00:16:51,881 Speaker 1: will pull apart and be really consumed by a certain 389 00:16:51,921 --> 00:16:54,801 Speaker 1: feeling or emotion. But afterwards, I walked away from that 390 00:16:54,881 --> 00:16:57,881 Speaker 1: just feeling like, oh, none of it's really that big 391 00:16:57,881 --> 00:17:00,401 Speaker 1: of a deal. It's almost like it just got washed 392 00:17:00,401 --> 00:17:02,641 Speaker 1: from me because like and especially as a Gemini, just 393 00:17:02,641 --> 00:17:04,681 Speaker 1: like I will be fined one thing and pull it 394 00:17:04,721 --> 00:17:06,401 Speaker 1: apart and then it'll stick with me forever. 395 00:17:06,481 --> 00:17:07,481 Speaker 3: And then I walked away from that. 396 00:17:07,441 --> 00:17:09,921 Speaker 1: Just like, oh, I just feel like a little dot 397 00:17:10,001 --> 00:17:11,801 Speaker 1: in the scheme of this whole universe right now? 398 00:17:11,880 --> 00:17:13,880 Speaker 2: Didn't that come Was that in your healing? That that 399 00:17:13,961 --> 00:17:16,840 Speaker 2: came through where I was like working on your and 400 00:17:16,880 --> 00:17:18,960 Speaker 2: I'm still trying to remember like what all the fucking 401 00:17:19,041 --> 00:17:23,881 Speaker 2: terms are, but like basically our final body essentially, it's 402 00:17:23,921 --> 00:17:27,161 Speaker 2: like our theic body or whatever it is. And that's 403 00:17:27,201 --> 00:17:29,361 Speaker 2: sort of like for me when I'm working with that, 404 00:17:29,521 --> 00:17:32,161 Speaker 2: it is like, to me, it's like what people call 405 00:17:32,201 --> 00:17:35,960 Speaker 2: your highest self. And I had this moment where I 406 00:17:36,120 --> 00:17:39,360 Speaker 2: was like almost took you to that place where you 407 00:17:39,400 --> 00:17:43,001 Speaker 2: were able to look down from like say, like from 408 00:17:43,001 --> 00:17:46,120 Speaker 2: your soul and it really is like this eagle bird's 409 00:17:46,120 --> 00:17:48,640 Speaker 2: eye perspective where you look down and you're looking at 410 00:17:48,961 --> 00:17:52,480 Speaker 2: little old human you, and you're going, oh, really not 411 00:17:52,481 --> 00:17:55,241 Speaker 2: that big of a deal. Is it is that yours? 412 00:17:55,281 --> 00:17:57,920 Speaker 1: And well, I'm pretty sure I said to you in 413 00:17:58,001 --> 00:18:00,201 Speaker 1: the end like oh I kind of just feel like, oh, 414 00:18:00,281 --> 00:18:02,400 Speaker 1: nothing's that big of a dealer, And you're like, that's 415 00:18:02,441 --> 00:18:03,640 Speaker 1: exactly what I did to you. 416 00:18:03,681 --> 00:18:05,761 Speaker 3: I had to try and show you that, but it's 417 00:18:05,761 --> 00:18:07,281 Speaker 3: none of it's that big of a deal. 418 00:18:07,400 --> 00:18:09,520 Speaker 2: So it like applied, and I'd written it down, like 419 00:18:09,561 --> 00:18:11,440 Speaker 2: I was like just about to talk to you about 420 00:18:11,441 --> 00:18:13,640 Speaker 2: how like I had this, Yeah, took you to that 421 00:18:13,761 --> 00:18:16,121 Speaker 2: experience and you said that you had that moment where 422 00:18:16,120 --> 00:18:17,600 Speaker 2: you looked down and you were like, oh, it's. 423 00:18:17,481 --> 00:18:19,721 Speaker 3: All just not that big of a deal totally. 424 00:18:20,160 --> 00:18:24,000 Speaker 1: So I think like in terms of like the experience afterwards, 425 00:18:24,041 --> 00:18:27,640 Speaker 1: like talking about it for me was emotional because I 426 00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:29,281 Speaker 1: didn't have to talk about it. You were talking about it, 427 00:18:29,281 --> 00:18:31,480 Speaker 1: and it was like that just felt really validating to 428 00:18:31,521 --> 00:18:34,880 Speaker 1: me to be like, oh, okay, you actually all of 429 00:18:34,880 --> 00:18:38,241 Speaker 1: that is fair or all of that is true to you. Yeah, 430 00:18:38,281 --> 00:18:42,480 Speaker 1: And then I think I felt super tired afterwards, slept 431 00:18:42,521 --> 00:18:44,680 Speaker 1: really well that night, but then just felt soup Even 432 00:18:44,761 --> 00:18:46,640 Speaker 1: still now, I'm like, because it wasn't that long ago, 433 00:18:46,761 --> 00:18:47,721 Speaker 1: like a week ago, wasn't. 434 00:18:47,521 --> 00:18:52,360 Speaker 3: It, I feel like just super lighter, just like in 435 00:18:52,400 --> 00:18:52,641 Speaker 3: the way. 436 00:18:53,321 --> 00:18:56,440 Speaker 1: And I don't know, I'm typically I'm reluctant to know 437 00:18:56,441 --> 00:18:58,161 Speaker 1: whether it's like related to that, but I just feel 438 00:18:58,281 --> 00:19:02,241 Speaker 1: very like unfazed or just like a little bit lighter. 439 00:19:02,521 --> 00:19:04,601 Speaker 1: Everything's a bit more simple, and I'm just like worrying 440 00:19:05,321 --> 00:19:09,240 Speaker 1: less about everything. Yeah, And I feel like something like 441 00:19:09,281 --> 00:19:12,521 Speaker 1: racists something you should do regularly, like at least every quarter, 442 00:19:13,041 --> 00:19:15,160 Speaker 1: because like the benefits of it just kind of stay 443 00:19:15,201 --> 00:19:16,080 Speaker 1: with you for a while. 444 00:19:16,160 --> 00:19:18,520 Speaker 2: Also like just so funny that you speak in like 445 00:19:18,640 --> 00:19:22,001 Speaker 2: at least every quarter, Like that's like that's only something 446 00:19:22,041 --> 00:19:24,840 Speaker 2: you would say a normal person that's not like doing 447 00:19:24,880 --> 00:19:28,880 Speaker 2: book keeping and fucking stupid boring shit that you do would. 448 00:19:28,640 --> 00:19:32,161 Speaker 1: Just call it like in the schedule every three months 449 00:19:32,001 --> 00:19:32,720 Speaker 1: That's that's all I got to. 450 00:19:33,160 --> 00:19:35,801 Speaker 2: A normal person would just say every few months, you're 451 00:19:35,880 --> 00:19:38,681 Speaker 2: like every quarter when your boss is due. 452 00:19:40,400 --> 00:19:45,880 Speaker 3: Literally, that's that's how you should know when you're running 453 00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:48,760 Speaker 3: your bass and got a reci session. 454 00:19:49,600 --> 00:19:51,960 Speaker 2: But it's actually that is so true and surreal and 455 00:19:52,001 --> 00:19:56,080 Speaker 2: even like I've had that realization and also something that 456 00:19:56,160 --> 00:19:59,321 Speaker 2: came up even in my healing yesterday was around I 457 00:19:59,321 --> 00:20:01,360 Speaker 2: guess the difference between the mind and the body, and 458 00:20:01,400 --> 00:20:03,600 Speaker 2: I feel like this is something that's coming up up 459 00:20:03,681 --> 00:20:06,521 Speaker 2: a lot in like that I've been doing for people 460 00:20:06,561 --> 00:20:09,521 Speaker 2: recently in readings that I've been doing, but even for myself, 461 00:20:09,961 --> 00:20:13,081 Speaker 2: how like I've been doing a lot, Like even this year, 462 00:20:13,120 --> 00:20:16,160 Speaker 2: I've been doing therapy every week and it's been really 463 00:20:16,160 --> 00:20:20,080 Speaker 2: amazing and really powerful. And I enjoy therapy because I 464 00:20:20,360 --> 00:20:24,880 Speaker 2: love to articulate things. I love to analyze and figure 465 00:20:24,921 --> 00:20:28,481 Speaker 2: out and find answers and connect the dots and like 466 00:20:28,481 --> 00:20:30,400 Speaker 2: like and therapy to me as well. The thing is 467 00:20:30,441 --> 00:20:33,761 Speaker 2: I like to win therapy. Therapy is a competition for 468 00:20:33,801 --> 00:20:35,881 Speaker 2: me because I do well at therapy because I'll sit 469 00:20:35,921 --> 00:20:38,200 Speaker 2: in therapy and like things will come up and I 470 00:20:38,241 --> 00:20:39,960 Speaker 2: will like be like, oh my god, I know how 471 00:20:40,001 --> 00:20:43,201 Speaker 2: to articulate this so well, everything makes sense dot dot 472 00:20:43,241 --> 00:20:47,241 Speaker 2: dot connected, and I finished the session going fuck, I 473 00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:50,281 Speaker 2: nailed that. I smashed that out of the park. Not 474 00:20:50,441 --> 00:20:53,400 Speaker 2: super beneficial if you're someone like me who has a 475 00:20:53,441 --> 00:20:56,241 Speaker 2: lot of like you know, trauma that has a code, 476 00:20:56,321 --> 00:20:58,521 Speaker 2: especially in the body. So I have a huge disconnect 477 00:20:58,600 --> 00:21:00,680 Speaker 2: my body, which is a big thing for me, which 478 00:21:00,721 --> 00:21:05,041 Speaker 2: is why, unsurprisingly, even as someone who does energetic work 479 00:21:05,120 --> 00:21:07,880 Speaker 2: and is telling everyone else like, you know, your body 480 00:21:07,921 --> 00:21:10,281 Speaker 2: tells you so much, I literally did the last group 481 00:21:10,360 --> 00:21:12,880 Speaker 2: healing was all about like, these are questions that you 482 00:21:12,921 --> 00:21:15,640 Speaker 2: can ask your body. I said it in your healing. 483 00:21:15,721 --> 00:21:17,761 Speaker 2: It's like, you know your body has so much to 484 00:21:17,801 --> 00:21:20,960 Speaker 2: tell you, and yet I'm like much prefer being in 485 00:21:21,001 --> 00:21:23,641 Speaker 2: my mind. Would my drab like spend time in therapy 486 00:21:23,681 --> 00:21:26,360 Speaker 2: talking about that? But then yesterday, like in my session, 487 00:21:26,481 --> 00:21:29,561 Speaker 2: she was saying to me, She's like, you're working so 488 00:21:29,840 --> 00:21:32,200 Speaker 2: hard and you're trying to figure out these answers to 489 00:21:32,281 --> 00:21:35,480 Speaker 2: get yourself out of fight or flight, to get yourself 490 00:21:35,521 --> 00:21:38,521 Speaker 2: out of survival, to get yourself out of your head, 491 00:21:38,961 --> 00:21:42,120 Speaker 2: and yet you're doing things that are constantly in your head. 492 00:21:42,721 --> 00:21:44,840 Speaker 2: And I was like, fuck, that's so true. And then 493 00:21:44,880 --> 00:21:48,521 Speaker 2: I had that beautiful session. I then did like Cundalini. 494 00:21:48,681 --> 00:21:52,120 Speaker 2: I don't know if I pronounced that right embodiment workshop 495 00:21:52,120 --> 00:21:55,880 Speaker 2: thing last night in Zoe Marshall's Arise group, and it 496 00:21:56,041 --> 00:21:58,281 Speaker 2: just like the way that it all worked, and like 497 00:21:58,761 --> 00:22:01,281 Speaker 2: this is I'm someone who tells everyone to do these 498 00:22:01,321 --> 00:22:03,281 Speaker 2: sorts of things, yet never does these sorts of things 499 00:22:03,360 --> 00:22:06,481 Speaker 2: for myself, will find any excuse to put do something 500 00:22:06,561 --> 00:22:09,680 Speaker 2: else for someone else first. And then afterwards I was like, 501 00:22:09,801 --> 00:22:14,521 Speaker 2: oh my fucking god, that was so fucking powerful, like, 502 00:22:14,681 --> 00:22:17,400 Speaker 2: especially as a woman, like connecting to your body and 503 00:22:17,441 --> 00:22:23,001 Speaker 2: getting to like really intuitively connect and like listen, like 504 00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:26,321 Speaker 2: it tells you so much. And I know that because 505 00:22:26,321 --> 00:22:29,561 Speaker 2: when I'm doing reiki, that's exactly what I'm receiving. I'm 506 00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:32,961 Speaker 2: like literally fucking flipping my hands around, putting my hands 507 00:22:33,001 --> 00:22:35,921 Speaker 2: over you, connecting into your energy. And it's like, logically, 508 00:22:36,001 --> 00:22:38,441 Speaker 2: this makes no fucking sense what I'm doing, and yet 509 00:22:38,441 --> 00:22:43,321 Speaker 2: it is telling me everything, and yet like it's so 510 00:22:43,441 --> 00:22:45,440 Speaker 2: wild that I'm like, oh, dirt, my body does the 511 00:22:45,441 --> 00:22:48,280 Speaker 2: same thing. Yeah, you know, I feel like all of it. 512 00:22:48,321 --> 00:22:50,120 Speaker 1: Conjunction is good, like a little bit of therapy, a 513 00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:51,640 Speaker 1: little bit of raking, healing, a little bit of all 514 00:22:51,681 --> 00:22:53,521 Speaker 1: of it and also a little bit of none of 515 00:22:53,561 --> 00:22:55,360 Speaker 1: it at the same time, in the sense. 516 00:22:55,120 --> 00:22:57,001 Speaker 3: Of like you can do it all, but don't let 517 00:22:57,080 --> 00:22:57,640 Speaker 3: it consume you. 518 00:22:57,840 --> 00:23:00,600 Speaker 2: Essentially, yes, and you need different things at different times. 519 00:23:00,681 --> 00:23:02,681 Speaker 2: I think because all of the therapy that I've done 520 00:23:02,761 --> 00:23:06,360 Speaker 2: has been amazing, life changing, really important, and I often 521 00:23:06,441 --> 00:23:09,960 Speaker 2: say that I feel like therapy is really good for 522 00:23:10,041 --> 00:23:13,440 Speaker 2: your human and like, then there's other practices that are 523 00:23:13,481 --> 00:23:15,720 Speaker 2: really good for your soul and for your body to 524 00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:17,960 Speaker 2: help move emotion, because I think it's good that we 525 00:23:18,001 --> 00:23:20,960 Speaker 2: can articulate things and we can understand things, But then 526 00:23:20,961 --> 00:23:22,840 Speaker 2: I think it's also really good that we can like 527 00:23:23,761 --> 00:23:27,680 Speaker 2: somatically move things and like but then also work on 528 00:23:27,761 --> 00:23:30,400 Speaker 2: like a soul level, like dealing with fucking you can't 529 00:23:30,441 --> 00:23:34,120 Speaker 2: deal with past lives and a fucking psychologist chair. And 530 00:23:34,201 --> 00:23:36,201 Speaker 2: yet you know, I can go in and be like, oh, 531 00:23:36,241 --> 00:23:38,561 Speaker 2: let's just pop into your akashak records. Let's just like 532 00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:40,641 Speaker 2: this happened in this past life. You're floating over here 533 00:23:40,681 --> 00:23:42,761 Speaker 2: and here, like let's bring your bodies back, let's bring 534 00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:44,801 Speaker 2: this here and like, you know, connect all of these 535 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:48,120 Speaker 2: other dots and it's just like more than anything, I 536 00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:50,761 Speaker 2: feel like it's just so interesting. You learn a lot 537 00:23:50,801 --> 00:23:51,521 Speaker 2: about yourself. 538 00:23:53,041 --> 00:23:55,161 Speaker 1: Yeah, no, I would definitely be keen to like learn 539 00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:57,480 Speaker 1: more about what you're doing. But I would never do 540 00:23:57,561 --> 00:24:01,080 Speaker 1: it on anybody else. I'll be like, ooh, thank you scary. 541 00:24:01,120 --> 00:24:04,640 Speaker 2: We need to say that SoundBite just for when Tiana's. 542 00:24:05,400 --> 00:24:09,041 Speaker 3: Spiritual angel the angels. 543 00:24:08,961 --> 00:24:11,321 Speaker 2: When you're actually you're like teaching me about like some 544 00:24:11,360 --> 00:24:13,680 Speaker 2: new fucking like dimension that you found in some like 545 00:24:14,241 --> 00:24:16,440 Speaker 2: I don't know, quantum healing. 546 00:24:16,761 --> 00:24:20,840 Speaker 1: I do think that like from a like client perspective, 547 00:24:20,880 --> 00:24:23,961 Speaker 1: I wouldn't recommend drinking champagne afterwards, like have some water 548 00:24:24,761 --> 00:24:27,520 Speaker 1: because your body's like rattled. And then I was like 549 00:24:27,600 --> 00:24:31,080 Speaker 1: straight into like from doing that into like a full 550 00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:34,080 Speaker 1: hour debrief about like all of my emotions and feelings 551 00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:36,761 Speaker 1: while drinking and then having to go home and pair it. 552 00:24:36,840 --> 00:24:38,960 Speaker 2: So I mean some people would say, like that's a 553 00:24:38,961 --> 00:24:40,880 Speaker 2: beautiful way to sort of like debrief. 554 00:24:41,721 --> 00:24:43,321 Speaker 1: I mean it is, but I think like you should 555 00:24:43,561 --> 00:24:46,801 Speaker 1: like be hydrated because you actually feel like energetically. 556 00:24:46,281 --> 00:24:48,480 Speaker 3: Like drained in the sense of like disrattled. 557 00:24:48,521 --> 00:24:51,761 Speaker 2: I mean, as a practitioner, definitely drink water. That was 558 00:24:51,801 --> 00:24:55,441 Speaker 2: more on a like like friend basis, like if you're 559 00:24:55,521 --> 00:25:00,441 Speaker 2: actually practicing on people, don't and charging them. Yeah, please 560 00:25:00,521 --> 00:25:03,080 Speaker 2: drink water with them. Although I've had sessions before where 561 00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:05,400 Speaker 2: afterwards I've like they've popped out some shampag and I 562 00:25:05,481 --> 00:25:06,360 Speaker 2: just felt gorgeous. 563 00:25:06,721 --> 00:25:07,641 Speaker 3: Yeah, it was gorgeous. 564 00:25:07,721 --> 00:25:10,601 Speaker 2: It feels like a real receival sometimes totally and sometimes 565 00:25:10,600 --> 00:25:13,160 Speaker 2: that's like exactly what we need. What have been some 566 00:25:13,321 --> 00:25:16,921 Speaker 2: other types of therapies or medalities that like have been 567 00:25:16,961 --> 00:25:17,840 Speaker 2: really powerful for you? 568 00:25:18,801 --> 00:25:21,120 Speaker 3: I don't think I've done much else really. 569 00:25:21,481 --> 00:25:23,840 Speaker 2: But even like things like journally all like for you, 570 00:25:23,961 --> 00:25:25,161 Speaker 2: exercising is like. 571 00:25:25,120 --> 00:25:28,360 Speaker 1: Being exercising is like super therapeutic for me. But you 572 00:25:28,400 --> 00:25:29,520 Speaker 1: also told me to stop. 573 00:25:30,041 --> 00:25:33,321 Speaker 2: I did not tell you to stop slow down. I 574 00:25:33,360 --> 00:25:35,281 Speaker 2: told you to chill the fuck out. 575 00:25:35,481 --> 00:25:35,920 Speaker 3: What did I do? 576 00:25:38,481 --> 00:25:40,761 Speaker 2: Even Chris, Chris like walked into the end of us 577 00:25:40,801 --> 00:25:44,001 Speaker 2: talking and he massage you. It's like, yeah, I didn't 578 00:25:44,001 --> 00:25:45,041 Speaker 2: hear much, but I didn't. 579 00:25:45,321 --> 00:25:47,001 Speaker 1: It was to my story of me working out, and 580 00:25:47,001 --> 00:25:49,281 Speaker 1: he said, all I didn't hear much of a healing. 581 00:25:49,080 --> 00:25:51,041 Speaker 3: But what I did here was that you're supposed to 582 00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:53,600 Speaker 3: slow down. I was like blocked. 583 00:25:57,160 --> 00:25:57,400 Speaker 2: Block. 584 00:25:58,120 --> 00:26:01,200 Speaker 1: It definitely did apply to me, like it in the 585 00:26:01,241 --> 00:26:02,920 Speaker 1: sense of like it's not like you were like stop 586 00:26:02,961 --> 00:26:05,321 Speaker 1: working out, but you were like, maybe work out more 587 00:26:05,360 --> 00:26:07,521 Speaker 1: intention in the sense of like mind to body. And 588 00:26:07,600 --> 00:26:09,721 Speaker 1: because I go in there to be like literally disconnect 589 00:26:09,721 --> 00:26:11,801 Speaker 1: from my mind, yeah, and thrash my body. 590 00:26:11,921 --> 00:26:14,120 Speaker 2: And I said, use it as an opportunity to connect 591 00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:15,761 Speaker 2: with your body. And the other thing I said was 592 00:26:15,801 --> 00:26:17,761 Speaker 2: like you that day were like, I'm gonna be about 593 00:26:17,801 --> 00:26:19,841 Speaker 2: to get my period in like thirteen seconds and I'm 594 00:26:19,840 --> 00:26:22,321 Speaker 2: going to do a double workout. And I said, what, like, 595 00:26:22,721 --> 00:26:25,121 Speaker 2: listen to your fucking body. That is the last probably 596 00:26:25,201 --> 00:26:26,880 Speaker 2: thing I'm not. I mean, I'm also not here to 597 00:26:26,880 --> 00:26:29,241 Speaker 2: tell you what to do, but I'm going to suggest. 598 00:26:28,921 --> 00:26:30,241 Speaker 3: Yeah, you can tell me. I won't listen. 599 00:26:30,961 --> 00:26:34,321 Speaker 4: Obvious have you ever listened to me in the past? 600 00:26:34,441 --> 00:26:37,120 Speaker 4: But yet, But yes, I do think working out is 601 00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:40,680 Speaker 4: super therapeutic for me. Yeah, because I'm also like I 602 00:26:40,721 --> 00:26:41,881 Speaker 4: can I like to talk. 603 00:26:41,761 --> 00:26:43,360 Speaker 1: But I don't really like to talk about my own shit. 604 00:26:44,241 --> 00:26:49,001 Speaker 1: So doing that is like just I can physically disconnect disconnect, 605 00:26:49,801 --> 00:26:52,961 Speaker 1: which actually saying this doesn't sound that therapeutic, to be honest. 606 00:26:53,001 --> 00:26:54,481 Speaker 3: It sounds like I should go to my person and 607 00:26:54,561 --> 00:26:55,201 Speaker 3: explain this. 608 00:26:55,801 --> 00:26:58,080 Speaker 2: None of this is advised, by the way. 609 00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:01,561 Speaker 3: But yeah, I love to journal too. 610 00:27:02,001 --> 00:27:02,921 Speaker 2: Yeah, I was gonna start. 611 00:27:03,001 --> 00:27:05,120 Speaker 1: I'm not like, I'm certainly not as consistent as I 612 00:27:05,281 --> 00:27:08,641 Speaker 1: used to be. Yeah, yeah, but I find that pen 613 00:27:08,721 --> 00:27:11,400 Speaker 1: to paper is really especially for someone who works on 614 00:27:11,400 --> 00:27:14,281 Speaker 1: the computer all the time and is constantly on my phone. 615 00:27:14,681 --> 00:27:16,721 Speaker 1: Pen to paper is like sometimes I just I will 616 00:27:16,761 --> 00:27:19,080 Speaker 1: be writing and not even thinking about what I'm writing. 617 00:27:19,441 --> 00:27:19,680 Speaker 2: That's that. 618 00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:22,441 Speaker 3: I also refuse to go back and read anything good. 619 00:27:22,921 --> 00:27:26,720 Speaker 3: I'm not interested. No, but that's actually that was yesterday's me. 620 00:27:31,241 --> 00:27:33,840 Speaker 2: Everything that she said, I'm like the old it's actually 621 00:27:33,921 --> 00:27:34,120 Speaker 2: not me. 622 00:27:34,321 --> 00:27:34,921 Speaker 3: It's out between. 623 00:27:35,120 --> 00:27:38,041 Speaker 2: Anything that I said is not me unless it was 624 00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:43,961 Speaker 2: really inspirational, and that's just hailely unlikely, like not even 625 00:27:43,961 --> 00:27:44,721 Speaker 2: in English. 626 00:27:44,961 --> 00:27:46,961 Speaker 1: I do love yoga and breath work, but I don't 627 00:27:47,041 --> 00:27:48,561 Speaker 1: I probably don't do it enh. 628 00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:50,161 Speaker 2: See, I actually struggle with breath work. 629 00:27:50,761 --> 00:27:54,440 Speaker 1: I love it, but it's also scary. 630 00:27:54,801 --> 00:27:56,481 Speaker 3: My hands always like cramp up. 631 00:27:56,400 --> 00:27:58,601 Speaker 2: And sh like tell it, what's it called? Tech? 632 00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:01,041 Speaker 3: And I don't know something not like nice. 633 00:28:01,441 --> 00:28:04,481 Speaker 2: Breath work is not something to fuck with. I think 634 00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:07,041 Speaker 2: because I think people like, oh my god, you know 635 00:28:07,120 --> 00:28:10,041 Speaker 2: I just go and I live and yeah, and I breathe, 636 00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:13,880 Speaker 2: but like next minute you're literally relieving, like reliving traumas. 637 00:28:13,921 --> 00:28:15,801 Speaker 2: So do it with caution. 638 00:28:15,681 --> 00:28:18,721 Speaker 3: You can, well, I mean everyone's experience is really different. 639 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:22,840 Speaker 1: But I as always try to control my experience a lot. 640 00:28:23,281 --> 00:28:26,120 Speaker 1: I'll only go so far in the sense of like 641 00:28:26,321 --> 00:28:29,481 Speaker 1: losing control. I have like sobbed before in it. Yeah, 642 00:28:29,521 --> 00:28:32,321 Speaker 1: and I was like, I'm not here for that. I 643 00:28:32,441 --> 00:28:34,001 Speaker 1: like to cry on my own in the shower, not 644 00:28:34,360 --> 00:28:35,600 Speaker 1: in a room for the people laying. 645 00:28:38,801 --> 00:28:41,321 Speaker 2: The fact you're like often with other people. See. I 646 00:28:41,361 --> 00:28:44,401 Speaker 2: did a breathwork session of one on one breathwork session 647 00:28:44,401 --> 00:28:45,921 Speaker 2: one time, and I was like, this is gonna be 648 00:28:45,961 --> 00:28:48,441 Speaker 2: really great, like excited to just I'm like so intrigued 649 00:28:48,441 --> 00:28:52,761 Speaker 2: to see what comes up, and like full blown relived 650 00:28:53,081 --> 00:28:56,761 Speaker 2: something super traumatic that my brain had blocked. 651 00:28:56,441 --> 00:28:58,121 Speaker 3: In your current life. 652 00:28:58,601 --> 00:29:01,001 Speaker 2: Yeah, like not like from a past life, from this life, 653 00:29:01,161 --> 00:29:02,841 Speaker 2: something that happened to me when I was a child. 654 00:29:02,961 --> 00:29:06,121 Speaker 1: See, some of those things are supposed to stay blocked out. 655 00:29:06,961 --> 00:29:11,520 Speaker 2: Literally, I don't disagree with you, I because it was 656 00:29:11,681 --> 00:29:13,480 Speaker 2: and then I had to and then that was like 657 00:29:13,641 --> 00:29:15,041 Speaker 2: so this is what I say it Like I know 658 00:29:15,081 --> 00:29:17,561 Speaker 2: we've just ended up on a be gentle and be 659 00:29:17,681 --> 00:29:19,761 Speaker 2: cautious of how you do things and why I actually 660 00:29:19,761 --> 00:29:23,281 Speaker 2: get quite pissed off when I see people holding breath 661 00:29:23,281 --> 00:29:27,601 Speaker 2: work sessions in like completely I've heard trauma stories where 662 00:29:27,601 --> 00:29:29,641 Speaker 2: people have like gone and done a breath work session 663 00:29:29,921 --> 00:29:32,321 Speaker 2: and it's just held in the worst way. People have 664 00:29:32,401 --> 00:29:35,681 Speaker 2: got fucking cameras in their faces when they're like feeling 665 00:29:35,721 --> 00:29:38,721 Speaker 2: these deep dark things of fire. Alarm goes off. It's 666 00:29:38,841 --> 00:29:41,681 Speaker 2: just like they literally relive a trauma and then they're like, 667 00:29:42,081 --> 00:29:44,281 Speaker 2: we use that for content. Yeah, thank you so much. 668 00:29:44,321 --> 00:29:46,601 Speaker 2: Yeah we'll be popping that on Instagram and yeah, everyone 669 00:29:46,601 --> 00:29:47,521 Speaker 2: just popping an ice. 670 00:29:47,401 --> 00:29:50,681 Speaker 3: Bath and on you on your way, And it's. 671 00:29:50,521 --> 00:29:52,960 Speaker 2: Like, oh, my goodness, I have just opened up a 672 00:29:52,961 --> 00:29:56,121 Speaker 2: part of myself that I've forgot existed. I actually have had. 673 00:29:56,321 --> 00:30:02,241 Speaker 1: Not a bad experience, but like not necessarily enjoyable experience 674 00:30:02,281 --> 00:30:04,041 Speaker 1: with breath work and it was run by two guys 675 00:30:04,081 --> 00:30:04,961 Speaker 1: and like never again. 676 00:30:05,441 --> 00:30:07,801 Speaker 2: Yeah, they're the experiences. And that's not to say like 677 00:30:08,641 --> 00:30:11,081 Speaker 2: don't don't do that and men can't do it, but 678 00:30:11,121 --> 00:30:15,401 Speaker 2: I'm just it's like I think like people underestimate how 679 00:30:16,401 --> 00:30:17,681 Speaker 2: potent it actually is. 680 00:30:17,761 --> 00:30:18,761 Speaker 3: And totally. 681 00:30:18,801 --> 00:30:21,161 Speaker 1: And I also think for people like that who do 682 00:30:21,201 --> 00:30:23,601 Speaker 1: it all the time, they maybe forget so for people 683 00:30:23,681 --> 00:30:26,121 Speaker 1: like me or anyone else that maybe are going to 684 00:30:26,121 --> 00:30:28,481 Speaker 1: do it for their first time because they're so used 685 00:30:28,481 --> 00:30:30,441 Speaker 1: to running these workshops and making all this money all 686 00:30:30,441 --> 00:30:33,520 Speaker 1: the time, they're not thinking about the fact that this 687 00:30:33,561 --> 00:30:35,521 Speaker 1: person's doing it for the first time and maybe potentially 688 00:30:35,601 --> 00:30:38,201 Speaker 1: reliving something that's like not pleasant or you know, feeling 689 00:30:38,241 --> 00:30:40,001 Speaker 1: really vulnerable or emotional or whatever. 690 00:30:40,001 --> 00:30:42,041 Speaker 3: Because it's like it's literally like Okay, that's it up, 691 00:30:42,081 --> 00:30:42,801 Speaker 3: you go on your way. 692 00:30:42,921 --> 00:30:46,200 Speaker 1: Vibes totally, and there's like steps afterwards that I think 693 00:30:46,241 --> 00:30:48,841 Speaker 1: need to apply to everybody to like take care of 694 00:30:48,921 --> 00:30:50,441 Speaker 1: yourself after something like that. 695 00:30:50,561 --> 00:30:53,441 Speaker 2: And I mean that's like anything, it's like breath work totally. 696 00:30:53,521 --> 00:30:56,081 Speaker 2: There are certain there are some times that I do 697 00:30:56,161 --> 00:30:59,280 Speaker 2: things and you feel and I feel so safe and 698 00:30:59,361 --> 00:31:02,241 Speaker 2: so held, and especially group things, Like there are times 699 00:31:02,281 --> 00:31:05,041 Speaker 2: where I've done like even when I did the KUNDERLINI 700 00:31:05,161 --> 00:31:07,641 Speaker 2: fucking thing last night, and I didn't know a single 701 00:31:07,681 --> 00:31:11,761 Speaker 2: fucking person except for like Zoe in this group, but 702 00:31:12,441 --> 00:31:15,681 Speaker 2: I felt so safe and you feel so connected, which 703 00:31:15,761 --> 00:31:17,601 Speaker 2: is why I love even doing like the group healings 704 00:31:17,601 --> 00:31:20,401 Speaker 2: and stuff like that, because there's something really powerful about 705 00:31:20,481 --> 00:31:24,241 Speaker 2: experiencing things with other people, even on like an energetic 706 00:31:24,321 --> 00:31:27,201 Speaker 2: level where you maybe not you're not connecting to them, 707 00:31:27,481 --> 00:31:32,321 Speaker 2: but you can literally like feel the energy of everyone else. 708 00:31:32,441 --> 00:31:34,601 Speaker 2: And like the way that the women at the end 709 00:31:34,601 --> 00:31:37,041 Speaker 2: they were just like you know, our sisters and something 710 00:31:37,081 --> 00:31:39,200 Speaker 2: about how they said that, I was like, Oh, that 711 00:31:39,241 --> 00:31:40,521 Speaker 2: feels really beautiful. 712 00:31:40,601 --> 00:31:41,321 Speaker 3: Yeah, that's nice. 713 00:31:41,361 --> 00:31:45,041 Speaker 1: And I think even with your like reiki teacher's course, 714 00:31:45,041 --> 00:31:46,881 Speaker 1: when people do it, like it'll be mostly about the 715 00:31:46,921 --> 00:31:49,561 Speaker 1: community that you create, like all these women, especially if 716 00:31:49,561 --> 00:31:50,521 Speaker 1: they're going to do it from home. 717 00:31:51,121 --> 00:31:52,281 Speaker 3: Yeah, go through your course. 718 00:31:52,801 --> 00:31:55,761 Speaker 1: Eventually at the end when everyone gets together, like those 719 00:31:55,801 --> 00:31:58,561 Speaker 1: people will probably stay connected at while they keep going 720 00:31:58,561 --> 00:32:00,681 Speaker 1: through that, you know, And that's what it's what's the 721 00:32:00,761 --> 00:32:02,641 Speaker 1: kind of the value in it is that community group. 722 00:32:02,761 --> 00:32:07,481 Speaker 2: Yeah, best friends forever. I just see the girl back 723 00:32:08,041 --> 00:32:12,601 Speaker 2: and rememember we're ticking out of time to still be 724 00:32:12,681 --> 00:32:17,721 Speaker 2: friends forever. At every graduation like ceremony thing where people like. 725 00:32:18,121 --> 00:32:20,401 Speaker 3: Ninety ninety five to two thousand and five, it'll be. 726 00:32:20,521 --> 00:32:25,521 Speaker 2: Like vitamin C on and we're all like walking out. Well, 727 00:32:25,961 --> 00:32:29,200 Speaker 2: I think we've spoken for long enough, But basically, like, 728 00:32:30,001 --> 00:32:32,841 Speaker 2: what would you say to people who've never had a 729 00:32:33,041 --> 00:32:35,801 Speaker 2: KI session or an energy healing session or anything like 730 00:32:35,841 --> 00:32:38,921 Speaker 2: that before? Do you think was the most powerful thing 731 00:32:38,921 --> 00:32:39,321 Speaker 2: about it? 732 00:32:39,761 --> 00:32:41,801 Speaker 3: I mean, I liked I love to hear the notes 733 00:32:41,881 --> 00:32:42,801 Speaker 3: back obviously after. 734 00:32:43,321 --> 00:32:45,281 Speaker 1: Yeah, but I think going into it, if it's your 735 00:32:45,281 --> 00:32:48,960 Speaker 1: first time, it's not scary or overwhelming. You just have 736 00:32:49,041 --> 00:32:50,440 Speaker 1: to like take it for what it is, like you 737 00:32:50,521 --> 00:32:52,321 Speaker 1: almost like I mean, especially if your mom it's like, oh, 738 00:32:52,361 --> 00:32:54,121 Speaker 1: I get to lay down for an hour, that's so 739 00:32:54,281 --> 00:32:56,601 Speaker 1: thrilling for me. I'd love to do that, truly, and 740 00:32:56,601 --> 00:32:59,561 Speaker 1: then anything else after that is just beneficial. I think 741 00:32:59,601 --> 00:33:04,081 Speaker 1: you'll be shocked. I also think be really careful about 742 00:33:04,081 --> 00:33:06,001 Speaker 1: who you go to see because is like I find 743 00:33:06,041 --> 00:33:09,681 Speaker 1: that for me in that experience, the delivery after is everything. 744 00:33:09,961 --> 00:33:12,081 Speaker 3: Yeah, And I've had experiences. 745 00:33:11,521 --> 00:33:14,881 Speaker 1: Before where which I've always had beautiful experiences, but I 746 00:33:14,921 --> 00:33:15,641 Speaker 1: could see. 747 00:33:15,401 --> 00:33:16,881 Speaker 3: How you could potentially not. 748 00:33:17,961 --> 00:33:20,960 Speaker 1: And like, I know one of the gorgeous ladies I 749 00:33:21,001 --> 00:33:23,440 Speaker 1: can't remember her name, but she lives in Pregin and 750 00:33:23,441 --> 00:33:25,241 Speaker 1: she did it from my home and she pulled cards 751 00:33:25,241 --> 00:33:27,960 Speaker 1: to me after and again just saw being in a 752 00:33:28,081 --> 00:33:30,321 Speaker 1: like really beautiful way but it's just like, oh, it's 753 00:33:30,321 --> 00:33:33,961 Speaker 1: super It can be super confronting but also super validating 754 00:33:33,961 --> 00:33:36,200 Speaker 1: at the same time. And I wish I could do 755 00:33:36,241 --> 00:33:37,561 Speaker 1: it all the time, but I also don't want to 756 00:33:37,561 --> 00:33:39,041 Speaker 1: take away the value from it, so I'm like, I 757 00:33:39,081 --> 00:33:40,601 Speaker 1: just like want to save it for the time the night. 758 00:33:40,721 --> 00:33:43,161 Speaker 3: And also I didn't think I needed it the other week, 759 00:33:43,281 --> 00:33:44,361 Speaker 3: but I really did. 760 00:33:45,321 --> 00:33:47,041 Speaker 1: I actually think it came at the perfect time for 761 00:33:47,121 --> 00:33:48,881 Speaker 1: me with like what I what I feel like, I'm 762 00:33:48,881 --> 00:33:53,121 Speaker 1: going through it like and yeah, I guess just go 763 00:33:53,241 --> 00:33:57,561 Speaker 1: do it. Really because it's such a vibe, specifically yours, 764 00:33:58,201 --> 00:34:00,481 Speaker 1: Everyone's gonna be dming you now, being like, hey, will 765 00:34:00,521 --> 00:34:01,481 Speaker 1: you I don't. 766 00:34:01,241 --> 00:34:03,121 Speaker 2: Even do one on one healings. 767 00:34:02,641 --> 00:34:04,681 Speaker 1: Though, yeah, but like that's what it'll be. That'll be 768 00:34:04,721 --> 00:34:07,281 Speaker 1: the question, as always one thing you don't do. It's like, hey, 769 00:34:07,321 --> 00:34:08,881 Speaker 1: can you please come to my house and do this? 770 00:34:09,161 --> 00:34:12,440 Speaker 2: She said you WOULDA said it was really good, it 771 00:34:12,481 --> 00:34:14,641 Speaker 2: was a good experience, and then can we walk down 772 00:34:14,681 --> 00:34:15,841 Speaker 2: to the pub and get one? 773 00:34:17,201 --> 00:34:18,601 Speaker 3: Been speaking of we should go get wine? 774 00:34:18,801 --> 00:34:21,601 Speaker 2: Well, true, it is one o'clock. Thank you so much 775 00:34:21,681 --> 00:34:25,201 Speaker 2: for coming on. I know you didn't. I know that 776 00:34:25,281 --> 00:34:29,480 Speaker 2: wasn't the worst oh, thank you. We've had worse where 777 00:34:29,481 --> 00:34:31,521 Speaker 2: I've made you come in and just ask like ask 778 00:34:31,561 --> 00:34:33,121 Speaker 2: you questions about you the universe, and. 779 00:34:33,201 --> 00:34:35,841 Speaker 1: I hated that also, Like right before this, I was like, 780 00:34:36,041 --> 00:34:37,161 Speaker 1: are we sure we have to do this? 781 00:34:37,681 --> 00:34:39,201 Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't feel like it was so bad. It's 782 00:34:39,201 --> 00:34:42,321 Speaker 3: growing on me. Look at people here. 783 00:34:42,361 --> 00:34:44,801 Speaker 1: Every Tuesday is going. 784 00:34:44,721 --> 00:34:47,441 Speaker 2: To be the new host. Well, thank you, and please 785 00:34:47,561 --> 00:34:53,801 Speaker 2: don't forget to rate, review, subscribe all those things on 786 00:34:53,841 --> 00:34:58,001 Speaker 2: the podcast, like share it around. It's so cool watching 787 00:34:58,001 --> 00:35:00,481 Speaker 2: the community grow and grow and grow, and the messages 788 00:35:00,481 --> 00:35:03,841 Speaker 2: that I receive, and like the fact that it's just compounding. 789 00:35:03,961 --> 00:35:06,641 Speaker 2: It's so cool that it's like getting out into just 790 00:35:06,681 --> 00:35:11,601 Speaker 2: sort of the mainstream world. Also, if you do, you know, 791 00:35:11,681 --> 00:35:18,121 Speaker 2: would love to receive some reiki and guidance my group 792 00:35:18,161 --> 00:35:21,121 Speaker 2: healings that I've always done. I've now finally, after people 793 00:35:21,161 --> 00:35:23,961 Speaker 2: have asked, created a subscription for them. So it's just 794 00:35:23,961 --> 00:35:26,481 Speaker 2: fifteen bucks a week, but you can cancel any time 795 00:35:26,761 --> 00:35:29,161 Speaker 2: and you get to receive like the healing every single 796 00:35:29,201 --> 00:35:30,801 Speaker 2: week and you don't have to do anything. You just 797 00:35:31,001 --> 00:35:33,121 Speaker 2: go about your fucking day and then you receive an 798 00:35:33,121 --> 00:35:37,321 Speaker 2: email and it says all the things, so thank you 799 00:35:37,361 --> 00:35:39,081 Speaker 2: so much, have a great week, and I've talked to 800 00:35:39,081 --> 00:35:39,561 Speaker 2: you soon. 801 00:35:40,361 --> 00:35:41,201 Speaker 1: Bye.