WEBVTT - LUCKY DIP, EP 132

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<v Speaker 1>It's Lucky Dip time. Thanks for joining us. It's Mail

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<v Speaker 1>and Monty today and every day. Hello, it is us, Melamonte.

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<v Speaker 1>This is your Lucky Dip episode. And yeah, thanks for

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<v Speaker 1>listening in. If you're a new time listener, thank you

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<v Speaker 1>if you're an oldie. So many people have been reaching

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<v Speaker 1>out at the moment and saying like I'm from you know,

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<v Speaker 1>back in the on the couch days, like being with

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<v Speaker 1>us from day one, which is just so because that's

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<v Speaker 1>like twelve years. So thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a long time. Yeah, and people you know, naturally

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<v Speaker 2>will flip in and out of you know, you listen

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<v Speaker 2>to a podcasting like I try something new. That's commitment.

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<v Speaker 1>It's such commitment. So thank you. So mel this is

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<v Speaker 1>gonna like this is something I used to do a

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<v Speaker 1>lot and then and I just stopped and now I've

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<v Speaker 1>started again. And I know you're gonna roll your eyes

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<v Speaker 1>because often we follow on Instagram people who are right

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<v Speaker 1>into this and we're like, it's nauseating.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, I know, I don't. You aren't I yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I am right back in to manifesting. Look, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>think that's a bad thing. I think even if that

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<v Speaker 2>works on a place ebo level. Yes, it doesn't matter.

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<v Speaker 2>I look, I'm into horoscopes and shit, so yeah, true.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, okay, But sometimes like the people who are riding

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<v Speaker 1>it are a bit nauseating because it's like their life

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<v Speaker 1>is so perfect. I manifested this and this and this,

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<v Speaker 1>so I'm like, I'm trying not to be put off

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<v Speaker 1>by that, and I'm trying to get back into it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's something I used to do a lot, and my

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<v Speaker 1>friends used to say, fuck, You're a master manifesto because

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<v Speaker 1>it would be like I watched The Secret years and

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<v Speaker 1>years ago when I was doing like my radio apprenticeship.

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<v Speaker 1>In all I call it my apprenticeship, but I went

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<v Speaker 1>there and I was I've got right into the Secret,

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<v Speaker 1>and I would write it out, I would feel it.

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<v Speaker 1>I would live as if certain things were going to happen,

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<v Speaker 1>like I was going to get picked up by Nova

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<v Speaker 1>and get a radio show. Certain things I was very

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<v Speaker 1>specific on and they would happen. And I even used

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<v Speaker 1>to do it with little things like a game like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to get a car park out the front,

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<v Speaker 1>and then it would fucking happen, like it became comical.

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<v Speaker 2>I think that the theory of it makes sense in

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<v Speaker 2>that I guess, you know, like that old thing what

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<v Speaker 2>you think about, you bring about and I do believe

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<v Speaker 2>that you put energy out there too, right so, and

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<v Speaker 2>you know when they talk about people's frequencies and stuff,

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<v Speaker 2>which is why sometimes you might feel connected to somebody

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<v Speaker 2>that you might have met once or twice or totally.

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<v Speaker 2>You're like, you're so different, but how do you feel that?

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<v Speaker 2>But the only thing that pisces me off is these

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<v Speaker 2>people that get on and they're talking about how they

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<v Speaker 2>manage in fested this and that, but they also married

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<v Speaker 2>very well, and like that's not manifesting to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, I know.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, and when you read a few self help

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<v Speaker 2>books and then think that you're able to start, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Coaching people on it and stuff like that, yeah, I know,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, And I know that a lot of people

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<v Speaker 1>are into it and a lot of people also find

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<v Speaker 1>it horseshit. But the thing with manifesting is you have

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<v Speaker 1>to actively work towards it too. So when I say,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I manifested working at Nova and getting a

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<v Speaker 1>show at Nova, I also worked my ass off to

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<v Speaker 1>get there. So but then again, I'm like, very few

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<v Speaker 1>women get have radio gigs, so it was like, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>the odds were extremely against me, but I worked hard

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<v Speaker 1>to it. But I constantly visualized myself, but I did

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<v Speaker 1>the work for it as well. And there were other

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<v Speaker 1>things like that, things like the car park though you

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't explain that, like I would picture myself actively getting

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<v Speaker 1>a car park and then get at it.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, I know, please imagine us like just getting

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, really rich.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, here's the thing now, because I've got back into it,

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<v Speaker 1>I've done a vision board and I'm journaling daily. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a new person.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm into the New Monty. I'm into her too, the

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<v Speaker 2>New Monty.

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<v Speaker 1>The New Monty TNM can you call me that? From now?

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<v Speaker 1>But I just realize I've been in such a slump

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<v Speaker 1>for a couple of years, and I've got this buzz

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<v Speaker 1>in my belly. And I know it's because my health's

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<v Speaker 1>turned a little corner where a while ago I had

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<v Speaker 1>that nerve ablation and then I occasionally going to hospital

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<v Speaker 1>and it has kept my migraines at bay. Yes, and

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<v Speaker 1>so now I've got a buzz in my body to create.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like I have this feeling in my tummy and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like I'm going to take advantage of this. And

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<v Speaker 1>the other day I got Sam at his work to

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<v Speaker 1>print out on Miracle a printer that actually works pictures,

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<v Speaker 1>and I got a piece of cardboard and I bought

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<v Speaker 1>blue tag and I've stuck them up and I've put

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<v Speaker 1>it in my bathroom. This morning, i walked into the

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<v Speaker 1>bathroom and realized it had fallen off the wall. So

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<v Speaker 1>that wasn't that good. But I've moved it to another wall.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm trying to daily manifest these things into my life.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'll talk you through them.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me, tell me, here's the problem.

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<v Speaker 1>They're quite superstitial, superficial and materialistic.

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<v Speaker 2>Well i'd look, you know, I don't think that's a

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<v Speaker 2>bad thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's what I'm doing with it. I'm using it as

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<v Speaker 1>a game because I'm like, everything actually at the at

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<v Speaker 1>the moment is okay. Like the boys are in an

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<v Speaker 1>okay place, my health is okay. Yep, everything is okay.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm trying to really acknowledge that because I find

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of the time, if something's not good, I

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<v Speaker 1>will write off the whole day and go that was horseshit.

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<v Speaker 1>Where really, if I broke it down, it would just

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<v Speaker 1>be an hour or a couple of hours of that

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<v Speaker 1>day that weren't good, but I glass half empty everything

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<v Speaker 1>that I'm like, that's fucked. So then day after day

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<v Speaker 1>after day, yes, becomes a shit day where really it's

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<v Speaker 1>only snippets of the day. Yes. So I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 1>acknowledge what's going well when I'm journaling, and then I

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<v Speaker 1>am going, Okay, here's my list, and I'm literally have

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<v Speaker 1>a list of things that I want and I'm trying

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<v Speaker 1>to attract in my life.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't even know who the fuck I'm talking to.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm fucking Oprah Winfrey. Have you had a lobotomy since

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<v Speaker 2>we were I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Today I'm like, who am I now?

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<v Speaker 2>This is good? This is very good.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm conscious that this is going to go up and

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<v Speaker 1>down in terms of my motivation, and even today when

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<v Speaker 1>I was journaling, I'm like, today is great, and I

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<v Speaker 1>have to acknowledge that I can have great days, but

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<v Speaker 1>life is up and down, and so I need to

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<v Speaker 1>remember this when there's a bad day that I feel

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<v Speaker 1>really good again.

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<v Speaker 2>This is the gift, right. I don't want to sound

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<v Speaker 2>shit when I say this, because I know there are

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of people that are going through a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of really fucked up stuff. But I think this is

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<v Speaker 2>the gift in when you do go through really hard

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<v Speaker 2>times that when things do start to come good, you

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<v Speaker 2>appreciate it. So if you've been unwell, yeah, you don't

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<v Speaker 2>appreciate feeling well in the same way. It's like you

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<v Speaker 2>appreciate it so much more much because you know what

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<v Speaker 2>it's like to be sick and you think, fuck, I

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<v Speaker 2>just want to feel normal again or whatever. Yes, so

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<v Speaker 2>you know, no rain no rainbow, they say, so true,

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<v Speaker 2>So tell me, tell me.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do this list and then I want

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<v Speaker 1>you to do some of yours. So have a think

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<v Speaker 1>while I'm listing out, mind okay, because I want you

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<v Speaker 1>to start manifesting as well. I wish it's a different word. Yeah, anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>One of the things I have is on the vision

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<v Speaker 1>board to start with the non materialistic and superficial is

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<v Speaker 1>a picture of friends jumping on a beach, and to me,

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<v Speaker 1>that represents if I'm jumping, my health is good because

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<v Speaker 1>if you've got a headache, there's no fucking jumping going

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<v Speaker 1>on and we're on a beach. And one of my

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<v Speaker 1>best memories and days in my life was when my

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<v Speaker 1>beautiful friends Claire and Jacko got married in Bali. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>and I had, for some reason, total freedom, like we

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<v Speaker 1>were in a gap where my mum's health was good. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and Bax was only had one kid and it was

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<v Speaker 1>I felt free and I felt really happy and it's

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<v Speaker 1>one of the best days of my life. So when

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<v Speaker 1>I see that picture, I get that feeling.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, that's good. Yeap.

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<v Speaker 1>Then another thing is the new Lexus. Have you seen

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<v Speaker 1>the new lexuses? I told you we're going through really

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<v Speaker 1>materialistic look fucking sick. No, a boxy land Rover. They're awesome.

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<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't even know Alexis if I I'm not a

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<v Speaker 2>car person.

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<v Speaker 1>Well I'm not either, but I saw one the other day.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I want one of those. That's so I'll

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<v Speaker 1>printed out a picture of Alexus.

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<v Speaker 2>No judgment. This is almost a new segment. Yes, when

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<v Speaker 2>do you want.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't never do it again, like all of the other

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<v Speaker 1>segments you come up with. But I've got a picture

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<v Speaker 1>of our podcast and also icronic that I do with

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<v Speaker 1>brook or around chronic health, and I've got a number

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<v Speaker 1>one stuck in the middle of it.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that. I'm into that.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I've got a logo of Chemist Warehouse there

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm trying to secret a beautiful partnership with a

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<v Speaker 1>great brand that is in line with our podcasts.

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<v Speaker 2>My favorite store of all time.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's your favorite store. And I'm like, whether it's

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<v Speaker 1>a Chemist Warehouse or something like that, I want us

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<v Speaker 1>to get a beautiful partnership with a company so then

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<v Speaker 1>we can get some more money in from the podcast

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<v Speaker 1>and we can do this as our actual proper that's

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<v Speaker 1>your side hustle. Like, yep, as much as this is

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<v Speaker 1>our favorite thing we do, it is a side project

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<v Speaker 1>because it doesn't bring in the big bucks for us. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so there's that. Then I've also got a house on

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<v Speaker 1>there that I want, and I've also got like a

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<v Speaker 1>picture of a kitchen and a bathroom done designed by YSG.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you know that designer? No, Like they're the ones

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<v Speaker 1>who did Zoe and Hamish's house.

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<v Speaker 2>Not.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the style is fucking phenomenal.

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<v Speaker 2>This is the thing about like like Zoe and Hamish's house, right,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I watched that and I was like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 2>this is incredible. Yes, but there is a level of

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<v Speaker 2>wealth you need to have to be able to have

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<v Speaker 2>a house like that and know that in five years.

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<v Speaker 1>You need to redo it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's going to have dated that.

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<v Speaker 1>I know what you mean. I would have gripped back

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<v Speaker 1>YSG version. I just love the style and I don't

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<v Speaker 1>have that in me that I would love to be

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<v Speaker 1>able to hire a designer to do a beautiful bob

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<v Speaker 1>for me.

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<v Speaker 2>Well you know what if we become the next Joe

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<v Speaker 2>Rogan's Yes, I mean you you can update in five

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<v Speaker 2>years totally.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's the other thing is I'm secreting a certain

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<v Speaker 1>amount of money going into my bank account each month

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<v Speaker 1>because at the moment it's zero. Yes, So I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to add some more zeros and a number

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<v Speaker 1>at the front.

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<v Speaker 2>How does it work? Do you see it? Is it

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<v Speaker 2>like you see the statement? Like you see the screen

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<v Speaker 2>with the money on it? You know what it is?

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<v Speaker 1>For me? I try and get a feeling. I try

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<v Speaker 1>and think about what I want, and then I try

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<v Speaker 1>and arouse a feeling of excitement and cringe worthy alignment

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<v Speaker 1>with it. Right, So then I see it and I

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<v Speaker 1>get the feeling of oh great, this has come in.

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<v Speaker 1>And also I'm picturing financial freedom with it, but also

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<v Speaker 1>being able to give a lot away. Yeah, because I

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<v Speaker 1>know how good that makes you feel when you can

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<v Speaker 1>be really generous with your money. And I'm picturing being

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<v Speaker 1>able to take my girlfriends away on weekends together and

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<v Speaker 1>being able to say to our family, Hey, we're going

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<v Speaker 1>to Fiji and we're shouting all.

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<v Speaker 2>Of you okay, money bags.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm money bags in it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so it's so good. The hard part in that

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<v Speaker 2>is I feel like I swooping in with the negativity,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm not because I love it. But I know

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<v Speaker 2>myself like the thought of oh, yeah, I can think it,

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<v Speaker 2>but there's always the other voice going, how what No,

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<v Speaker 2>Like that's not going to happen, like be really stick,

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<v Speaker 2>like something pulling me going be really stick.

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<v Speaker 1>But that's also us with blocks because I sometimes look

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<v Speaker 1>at other people and go, but why do they have it?

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<v Speaker 1>And why if they've got it, can't we have that

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<v Speaker 1>as well?

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<v Speaker 2>True?

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean? People have and do things

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<v Speaker 1>all the time, and it's like they're not any different

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<v Speaker 1>than us. They might have different skills and have done

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<v Speaker 1>different stuff, but it's like they're just a fucking human

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<v Speaker 1>who has no idea what they're doing either, So why

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<v Speaker 1>can't we do it?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I love this same Okay, so what's going on your

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<v Speaker 1>shopping list from the universe.

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<v Speaker 2>I think with money, right, it's such a it seems

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<v Speaker 2>like a really small thing. I would just I would

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<v Speaker 2>be happy if my mortgage was paid off. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>even feel like I need a shit ton of money. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I just if what I made was mine, if it

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<v Speaker 2>didn't have to go out to you know, like bulls

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<v Speaker 2>and stuff. Jeez, I would say that is sort of

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<v Speaker 2>wealthy to me.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, mate, there is no one who's more uge free, Like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>there's no one, do you know what I mean? So

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<v Speaker 1>it's like to have that and then have the money

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<v Speaker 1>you make be your money is yes, fucking that's financial freedom.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I agree. I think, you know, a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>the things I think about are internal stuff about myself

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<v Speaker 2>that I wish I could change. Like I wish I

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<v Speaker 2>could maybe let myself be more of who I used

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<v Speaker 2>to be, because I'm like, I used to be fun. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>not fun anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that too. I also think now it's the

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<v Speaker 1>stage where we're at is there's not a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>room for fun. Although I see other people doing more

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<v Speaker 1>and getting together with friends and doing this, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>like they're having fun. I'll give you an example. Right.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like, sometimes I'm like, I can be quite chaotic.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to say this and sound like I'm bipolar,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm not. But like I can be really happy

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<v Speaker 2>one second, and then it just takes one little thing

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm down again. Yeah. Right. But sometimes it's like

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<v Speaker 2>I have this impulse and I have done it before,

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<v Speaker 2>and this is why I resist doing it. I might

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<v Speaker 2>start dancing in the kitchen and putting the music up

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<v Speaker 2>really loud and just fucking around. The problem is that,

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<v Speaker 2>for example, then my son takes it a step too

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<v Speaker 2>far and doesn't know when to stop and stop now, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>it's it's finish now, and it keeps going and then

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<v Speaker 2>that becomes a fine So I'm the problem.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like when your kids do a joke or you

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<v Speaker 1>let them get away with being a bit cheeky to you,

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<v Speaker 1>and then they take it too far and you're like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>we connected for a second, and then you took it

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<v Speaker 1>too fucking far.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, you laugh at one joke, and then it

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<v Speaker 2>becomes they can trying to reach that.

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<v Speaker 1>I know it, I know it well.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So more internal things I think for me, it's

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<v Speaker 2>more like, you know, wanting to give myself more freedom,

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<v Speaker 2>let go of guilty, you know, like just to be

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<v Speaker 2>in a better mindset. I'd love, you know, and all

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<v Speaker 2>the all the normal stuff other people want. I want

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<v Speaker 2>to be able to go to the shop and buy

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<v Speaker 2>shit without thinking, which I do, but I shouldn't.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, I know what you mean. Also, a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>that stuff could if you went to a psychologist, you

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<v Speaker 1>could work through and and get there.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, I don't know. I've been to them before.

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<v Speaker 2>Not that i'm off.

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<v Speaker 1>Them, the therapist.

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<v Speaker 2>I've done that too.

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<v Speaker 1>You.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's just I'm.

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<v Speaker 1>Sick of telling your story.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sick of it. I'm talking. Yeah, I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 2>think I am the way I am. I've got to

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<v Speaker 2>do the work. Yeah, you know what I mean. And

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<v Speaker 2>I've got a that sounded fair. I should read The

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<v Speaker 2>Secret again. I watched that. I watched it when it

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<v Speaker 2>came out, and I remember being like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 2>this is amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>And then a couple of the people on it were

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<v Speaker 1>like exposed for being frauds.

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<v Speaker 2>Because it's sort of like playing on people's hopes and

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<v Speaker 2>dreams and then when it doesn't happen, how much harder

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<v Speaker 2>it is when someone's built you up to go. You

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<v Speaker 2>can have anything you want. And actually also it's like

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<v Speaker 2>the universe provides for you. I'm like, well, my fucking

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<v Speaker 2>mom died of cancer in front of you. I've seen

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<v Speaker 2>my kids go through some hectic shit. I've been in

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<v Speaker 2>bed nearly for a year at one point.

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<v Speaker 1>Like, fuck you. I know it's so funny anyway, So

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<v Speaker 1>we're getting there with our law of attraction. But thanks

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<v Speaker 1>for indulging me. Maybe because I said it out loud,

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<v Speaker 1>it's going to make it more real too, Like next

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<v Speaker 1>week I could be driving my lesus.

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<v Speaker 2>I really like this. I think this is. I think

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<v Speaker 2>this is really no matter what it is, Yes, it's good.

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<v Speaker 2>Your positivity is rubbing off on me.

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<v Speaker 1>So well, even if it lasts two days, at least

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<v Speaker 1>we got two years. Who cares? All right, thanks for listening.

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