WEBVTT - I see dead people and aliens 0:00:05.921 --> 0:00:07.281 Apoche Production. 0:00:10.161 --> 0:00:12.881 Welcome to Behind the Drapes. I'm your host Brent Draper 0:00:13.001 --> 0:00:14.801 aka Drakes, and I'm Sean. 0:00:14.641 --> 0:00:17.361 Lee Draper, and we're here to talk about stuff according 0:00:17.361 --> 0:00:17.961 to us. 0:00:18.481 --> 0:00:20.041 Hey guys, it's Draper here. 0:00:20.281 --> 0:00:23.481 And I was naked on the Golkos Highway. 0:00:23.721 --> 0:00:29.481 Buddy's made to give you are a strong woman. 0:00:32.081 --> 0:00:35.361 Welcome back to another episode of Behind the Drapes. Today, 0:00:35.641 --> 0:00:38.521 we have a really fascinating guest and her name is 0:00:38.641 --> 0:00:42.681 Michayla Burnett aka sim Mickey Fisher two point zero on Instagram. 0:00:43.241 --> 0:00:46.400 And you're probably wondering why we are so fascinated by 0:00:46.400 --> 0:00:48.721 this woman. So Drapes tell us what is so special 0:00:48.760 --> 0:00:49.361 about Mickey. 0:00:49.840 --> 0:00:52.681 I think the thing that really sort of screams out 0:00:52.721 --> 0:00:55.681 to me is the fact that you talk to dead people. 0:00:57.001 --> 0:01:00.321 I think that might be the thing that's really sort 0:01:00.361 --> 0:01:01.241 of fascinating. 0:01:03.921 --> 0:01:08.641 So fascinating usual, Yes, So Mickey's Instagram buyer reads four 0:01:08.681 --> 0:01:11.201 mouth parte girl, founder and director of The Red Tent, 0:01:11.241 --> 0:01:14.401 which is essentially a platform for mental, physical, and spiritual 0:01:14.401 --> 0:01:18.761 health practitioners. Her bio also reads plainly and simply chats 0:01:18.761 --> 0:01:21.881 to aliens and dead people which were here for and 0:01:22.200 --> 0:01:24.041 can't wait to get into because Drapes and I are 0:01:24.041 --> 0:01:26.201 big fans talking about aliens as well. We like in 0:01:26.241 --> 0:01:28.321 our spare time, when we have the spare time away 0:01:28.321 --> 0:01:30.321 from children, we talk about this kind of stuff all 0:01:30.360 --> 0:01:30.560 the time. 0:01:30.601 --> 0:01:31.721 Page three minutes a week. 0:01:31.881 --> 0:01:34.721 Yes, yeah, I must get it out of time fast. 0:01:34.761 --> 0:01:36.041 What are your thoughts? What are you thinking? 0:01:37.640 --> 0:01:39.920 So firstly I wanted to ask you this, Drapes, Now 0:01:40.000 --> 0:01:42.121 tell the truth. Do you believe in psychics or do 0:01:42.121 --> 0:01:43.081 you think it's good? A load of shit? 0:01:43.681 --> 0:01:50.161 Oh look, honestly, I think it's. 0:01:48.561 --> 0:01:50.521 And the funny part is you're the one that wanted 0:01:50.561 --> 0:01:52.921 to meet with Mickey. You were like, she's so fascinating, 0:01:52.961 --> 0:01:56.121 So you're you're interested in it, but you haven't experienced it. 0:01:56.121 --> 0:01:58.041 So for him, he doesn't quite get it. 0:01:58.201 --> 0:02:02.561 All the alien bit that is where I'm like, I 0:02:02.601 --> 0:02:06.201 can believe that dive deep into this stuff and the 0:02:06.241 --> 0:02:08.401 size of the universe, it has to be a higher 0:02:08.481 --> 0:02:11.681 being or there has to be something that's evolved for 0:02:11.801 --> 0:02:15.321 so many more years, And why wouldn't they talk or 0:02:15.321 --> 0:02:17.921 communicate like telepathic totally? 0:02:18.001 --> 0:02:19.601 They're like, are you guys okay down there? 0:02:20.960 --> 0:02:27.800 Like fucking up? They're like, And the funny part with 0:02:27.841 --> 0:02:30.241 all of this is that we have experienced things together 0:02:30.441 --> 0:02:33.481 that have happened, and that drapes will not. He always 0:02:33.520 --> 0:02:36.121 has an excuse so very quickly. When we first started dating, 0:02:36.121 --> 0:02:38.721 we're at my parents' investment home where I lived, and 0:02:38.761 --> 0:02:41.321 he moved in very quickly, like not invitedy that just 0:02:41.321 --> 0:02:42.641 like moved a shit in And I was like, what 0:02:42.761 --> 0:02:43.201 is happening? 0:02:43.240 --> 0:02:45.881 He was like, yeah, I guess I'll get rid of 0:02:45.960 --> 0:02:46.761 my other boyfriends. 0:02:48.121 --> 0:02:48.840 It's okay cool. 0:02:50.800 --> 0:02:53.041 Actually, No, that was had to stow the other ones 0:02:53.081 --> 0:02:53.601 out of the back door. 0:02:53.641 --> 0:02:53.680 No. 0:02:53.921 --> 0:02:55.641 One of our very first dates, we're sitting on the 0:02:55.680 --> 0:02:57.881 couch and in this house that we used to live in, 0:02:57.921 --> 0:02:59.801 a lot of stuff happened. I know who that person is, 0:02:59.841 --> 0:03:02.241 I guarantee I know exactly what it was. It was 0:03:02.281 --> 0:03:05.721 who it was. I'd never spoken Draper about this, and 0:03:05.921 --> 0:03:08.161 we were sitting on the couch and we were having 0:03:08.161 --> 0:03:10.280 a chat and it was like the first real conversation 0:03:10.361 --> 0:03:11.441 of the two of us. It had just the two of 0:03:11.520 --> 0:03:12.841 us because we had a lot of friends around all 0:03:12.841 --> 0:03:14.401 the time, so when we were dating, it was not 0:03:14.441 --> 0:03:15.840 really just the two of us. So it was really 0:03:15.921 --> 0:03:18.120 quiet we chatting, and then I could hear this background 0:03:18.161 --> 0:03:20.041 noise and kept being louder and louder on that, and 0:03:20.081 --> 0:03:21.361 it was like that moment of like, oh fuck, what 0:03:21.481 --> 0:03:23.401 is that noise? And I walked to the end of 0:03:23.401 --> 0:03:26.680 the house. No one's in the house, and the laundry 0:03:26.721 --> 0:03:30.001 sink was getting filled up with water like so hard 0:03:30.081 --> 0:03:31.881 on that it was getting and no one was in 0:03:31.881 --> 0:03:34.841 the house, and the taps were on, and you came 0:03:34.921 --> 0:03:36.761 down and you saw it, and at the time he 0:03:36.801 --> 0:03:38.961 had some crazy explanation for it. So those things that 0:03:39.001 --> 0:03:41.601 happened to us a lot in our lifetime together. You 0:03:41.681 --> 0:03:46.321 just don't admit that you think it's anything. The washer went, 0:03:46.521 --> 0:03:47.961 you know, something like that. 0:03:47.881 --> 0:03:51.761 And sometimes like taps just slip, like, yeah, you left 0:03:51.761 --> 0:03:56.361 it on last night. Can I quickly ask something about that? 0:03:56.641 --> 0:03:59.801 Because you said you think you know who that person was? Yes, 0:04:00.121 --> 0:04:01.081 so you know them. 0:04:01.281 --> 0:04:03.241 So before I was born, my mum had a son 0:04:03.521 --> 0:04:05.720 and he died when his name was Ben, and I 0:04:05.721 --> 0:04:08.681 think it's him, might not be, but like it just 0:04:08.721 --> 0:04:10.641 all the stuffs always been very childish and like kind 0:04:10.641 --> 0:04:12.481 of immature shit. They're like a big brother would dooty 0:04:12.481 --> 0:04:14.681 you almost since I would be the middle child and 0:04:14.761 --> 0:04:17.241 my mom's felt him around. And There's been so many 0:04:17.241 --> 0:04:18.641 things I could tell you about that's happened to me 0:04:18.681 --> 0:04:20.521 over the year. It's like I was like kind of 0:04:20.521 --> 0:04:22.281 scared to grow up my house because I always felt 0:04:22.320 --> 0:04:24.720 like someone was there and I could never explain the feeling. 0:04:24.801 --> 0:04:26.241 And it wasn't like someone's going to break in. It 0:04:26.281 --> 0:04:28.760 was like, no, someone's in the room. And it wasn't 0:04:28.801 --> 0:04:30.761 an irrational, like little kid thing. It was like it 0:04:30.761 --> 0:04:32.640 happened to me when I was like seventeen. I dreaded 0:04:32.681 --> 0:04:34.481 going home to mom and Dad's after union because I'm like, 0:04:34.561 --> 0:04:36.401 I can feel it in like the room, not scared, 0:04:36.401 --> 0:04:38.320 as in like I'm scared's gonna hurt me. Just it's 0:04:38.361 --> 0:04:41.721 like it didn't feel like a darkish snow definitely not just. 0:04:41.601 --> 0:04:43.721 Like all this stuff was child shit, like. 0:04:43.841 --> 0:04:47.361 Hats and fans and haters and the taps and blood. 0:04:50.521 --> 0:04:51.041 Oh my god, jo. 0:04:51.121 --> 0:04:52.201 But I woke up one night and I had like 0:04:52.241 --> 0:04:54.481 a handprint on my leg that I felt someone put 0:04:54.481 --> 0:04:56.481 on there when I was asleep, and I woke up 0:04:56.561 --> 0:04:58.121 screaming and I looked and it was a handprint, and 0:04:58.161 --> 0:04:59.321 my girlfriend was in the bed next to me, and 0:04:59.401 --> 0:05:01.400 she was screaming because I was screaming, like just stuff 0:05:01.440 --> 0:05:03.281 weird stuff like that. But let's get into I want 0:05:03.281 --> 0:05:05.481 to talk to you about Ssakka. I said, that's how 0:05:05.521 --> 0:05:08.840 you describe yourself, is it's different in psychic and clairvoyance. 0:05:09.001 --> 0:05:12.361 Clairvoyance is something that like people have or can do, 0:05:12.481 --> 0:05:15.880 Like there's different types of clairvoyance. Like clairvoyance is essentially 0:05:15.921 --> 0:05:20.201 the ability to see something that's like not there. But 0:05:20.241 --> 0:05:22.561 then there's like cleare audience, which is like the ability 0:05:22.641 --> 0:05:25.121 to hear and receive messages in that way, and there's 0:05:25.201 --> 0:05:27.521 clear sentience and like all these different ways where it's 0:05:27.521 --> 0:05:32.761 different essentially like different senses. So like even the other morning, 0:05:32.841 --> 0:05:35.521 I just randomly was like reading my book and all 0:05:35.561 --> 0:05:39.681 of a sudden there was this really strong smell this woman. 0:05:39.761 --> 0:05:43.361 It was like perfume mixed with like stale cigarette smoke, 0:05:43.401 --> 0:05:45.761 and I was like, that is so intense. And anyway, 0:05:45.841 --> 0:05:47.401 she came through to me and I was like, oh, 0:05:47.440 --> 0:05:49.440 I actually have to put this on my Instagram. She's 0:05:49.440 --> 0:05:52.041 trying to connect to someone, and anyway channeled all of 0:05:52.081 --> 0:05:54.401 the message and who she was, and the person straight 0:05:54.481 --> 0:05:57.161 away like was like that to my mum. And so 0:05:57.401 --> 0:06:00.880 that's essentially clairvoyance is like just the ability which I 0:06:00.880 --> 0:06:03.080 think all of us have. We have the ability to 0:06:03.121 --> 0:06:05.321 connect in different ways. I don't think it's like I 0:06:05.320 --> 0:06:07.081 didn't fly out of the womb and God was like 0:06:07.121 --> 0:06:10.361 you're the chosen one, like or anything like that. It's 0:06:10.401 --> 0:06:13.321 not like a gift. I think it's just some people, 0:06:13.761 --> 0:06:17.481 I guess, more attuned to it than others. Mediumship, I 0:06:17.481 --> 0:06:19.601 guess is maybe a little bit different. That's the ability 0:06:19.721 --> 0:06:22.641 to actually see dead people, which I don't know if 0:06:22.681 --> 0:06:26.080 everyone can do, but I guess like we can connect. 0:06:26.161 --> 0:06:28.721 Everyone can connect to dead people, whether it's like someone 0:06:28.761 --> 0:06:31.281 who exactly what you were saying, like my brother, you know, 0:06:31.361 --> 0:06:33.001 in the way that he like does all these funny 0:06:33.041 --> 0:06:35.200 childlike things to let me know that he's around. Like 0:06:35.241 --> 0:06:38.281 that's a super normal thing for like child spirits to do, 0:06:38.481 --> 0:06:40.640 or like a spirit who was a child to like 0:06:40.761 --> 0:06:44.200 remind you that they're around. So I just say psychic 0:06:44.281 --> 0:06:47.121 medium because it seems to cover enough bases and that 0:06:47.241 --> 0:06:50.361 sort of the terms everyone uses. But yeah, do you 0:06:50.440 --> 0:06:53.881 see animals sometimes? Yeah, I've had dogs and stuff come 0:06:53.921 --> 0:06:56.161 through before. They'll like come and sit at my feet. 0:06:56.601 --> 0:07:01.400 Animals are also really powerful like messengers like often spirits 0:07:01.440 --> 0:07:04.841 really like to come through animals, especially winged animals, but 0:07:05.281 --> 0:07:07.440 like all sorts of animals. But you know that's like 0:07:07.681 --> 0:07:10.601 often like if you've had someone pass usually you'll see 0:07:10.641 --> 0:07:13.521 like a bird that will always come and visit, a butterfly, 0:07:13.921 --> 0:07:16.721 a lady beatle of you know those sorts of things 0:07:16.761 --> 0:07:19.401 like because they just love to I guess, come in 0:07:19.441 --> 0:07:21.481 that sort of way and form. 0:07:22.121 --> 0:07:24.961 So children spirits do they grow up? 0:07:25.521 --> 0:07:28.681 No, if they're coming through to me, say like a 0:07:28.801 --> 0:07:31.721 child has passed, they'll come through to me in a 0:07:31.761 --> 0:07:35.521 way where you'll remember them essentially, so like and sometimes 0:07:35.561 --> 0:07:37.921 they'll come say, like you know, your brother, for example, 0:07:37.921 --> 0:07:40.281 I'm not sure what age he passed away, but he 0:07:40.401 --> 0:07:42.521 might come as like a young child, like what he 0:07:42.521 --> 0:07:44.161 would have looked like when he was seven. Like I've 0:07:44.161 --> 0:07:46.361 got a friend who, like she'd is still born, and 0:07:46.441 --> 0:07:49.281 he comes at the age that he would have been, 0:07:49.761 --> 0:07:53.521 but only because that's how he wants to be seen as. Often, 0:07:53.641 --> 0:07:56.361 like you know, an elderly person might die and maybe 0:07:56.401 --> 0:07:58.201 they were like one hundred and three, you know, and 0:07:58.241 --> 0:08:01.041 they were basically just like human prune, but they come 0:08:01.161 --> 0:08:04.481 back as like when I see them, they're like forty 0:08:04.681 --> 0:08:06.681 or something like that. But I'll know that they're a 0:08:06.681 --> 0:08:09.761 grandparents because they have really like grandfatherly hands or something. 0:08:09.801 --> 0:08:11.921 There's something about them that I'm like, that's your grandfather. 0:08:11.961 --> 0:08:13.961 But they're coming through in this way. Yeah, because the 0:08:14.001 --> 0:08:16.561 thing is like, it's not like they die, stay in 0:08:16.601 --> 0:08:18.881 the body that they're in, and that's how it is. 0:08:18.921 --> 0:08:22.081 They just come to me in the way that I 0:08:22.241 --> 0:08:24.161 need to see them to be able to relay the 0:08:24.201 --> 0:08:25.961 messages that make sense to you. Yeah. 0:08:26.041 --> 0:08:28.521 Essentially, Oh my god, this is so fascinating. I have 0:08:28.561 --> 0:08:30.241 so many questions for you, and I have this whole 0:08:30.241 --> 0:08:33.641 freaking lisp, but out the list doesn't even feel relevant. Okay, 0:08:33.721 --> 0:08:35.721 So I want to get into aliens thing because I 0:08:35.761 --> 0:08:38.481 think like some people, yeah good, and people like some 0:08:38.521 --> 0:08:40.001 people listen to this podcast, they're going to be like, 0:08:40.001 --> 0:08:42.161 what the fuck there's no suching as aliens. So, in 0:08:42.281 --> 0:08:44.161 terms of speaking to aliens, when did this happen to 0:08:44.201 --> 0:08:45.521 you for the first time? And did you not was 0:08:45.521 --> 0:08:48.281 an alien? Did you think you were asleep? What actually happened? Like, 0:08:48.321 --> 0:08:49.561 did you think you were going a bit loopy? 0:08:49.881 --> 0:08:53.801 So the first alien experience that I had was it 0:08:53.841 --> 0:08:57.481 was actually twenty nineteen, So it was not that long ago. 0:08:57.561 --> 0:08:59.441 I thought you were like, must have been a little kid, 0:08:59.601 --> 0:09:01.321 you know, and you're talking to aliens. 0:09:01.361 --> 0:09:04.641 Well yes, but I think like I also grew up 0:09:04.721 --> 0:09:08.521 souperduper religious, so I a lot of my experiences I 0:09:08.641 --> 0:09:11.201 kept to myself because I was like, oh my god, 0:09:11.241 --> 0:09:14.761 they gott to fucking exercise me or something like. So 0:09:14.881 --> 0:09:17.521 I didn't really come out of like the broom I 0:09:17.561 --> 0:09:20.561 call it the broom closet until I was like twenty 0:09:20.761 --> 0:09:22.721 six or something like that, and it took me a 0:09:22.761 --> 0:09:25.681 long time to be like to say to anyone, Hey, 0:09:25.761 --> 0:09:28.121 this is like I've full blown see dead people and 0:09:28.201 --> 0:09:30.481 speak to this being and like all of that sort 0:09:30.521 --> 0:09:33.201 of thing. So it was like not just like, don't 0:09:33.201 --> 0:09:36.081 come from like six generations of mediums where it's like 0:09:36.081 --> 0:09:37.841 the most normal thing in the whole wide world, Like 0:09:37.881 --> 0:09:40.441 my family is still just like okay, that's what you 0:09:40.481 --> 0:09:43.881 do for you say, so, so yeah, it's not like 0:09:44.001 --> 0:09:46.201 it's just this thing that has been going on my 0:09:46.241 --> 0:09:48.881 whole life, even though for me it has been. But 0:09:49.121 --> 0:09:51.801 the alien thing that came about at the beginning of 0:09:51.801 --> 0:09:55.241 twenty nineteen, and I'd sort of already come out of 0:09:55.681 --> 0:09:58.321 the broom closet and said to people, Hey, I do 0:09:58.441 --> 0:10:01.641 speak to the dead. I have psychic visions. I've been 0:10:01.681 --> 0:10:04.481 able to do this my whole life. But anyway, I'm 0:10:04.521 --> 0:10:06.601 just going to own it because that's just such a 0:10:06.601 --> 0:10:09.321 scary thing, because it's like, it's a huge thing to 0:10:09.441 --> 0:10:13.041 trust what you're experiencing when everyone your whole life you've 0:10:13.041 --> 0:10:14.761 just been told that's not real, that's not real, that's 0:10:14.801 --> 0:10:16.881 not real. And to be able to go, well, this 0:10:16.921 --> 0:10:18.681 is what I you know, and they go, well, you're 0:10:18.721 --> 0:10:20.601 crazy this I'm like, you know, you're hearing things in 0:10:20.641 --> 0:10:23.201 your head or whatever. To be told that what you're 0:10:23.241 --> 0:10:27.121 experiencing isn't real, it's like such a terrifying thing. So 0:10:27.161 --> 0:10:28.721 I think I had to get to a point where 0:10:28.721 --> 0:10:31.361 I felt comfortable enough in myself to trust myself to go, 0:10:31.521 --> 0:10:33.401 you know what, even if you think I'm fucking crazy, 0:10:33.441 --> 0:10:36.921 then like that's fine because same. To be honest, I 0:10:36.961 --> 0:10:40.041 remember so clearly feeling this. Like the only way I 0:10:40.041 --> 0:10:42.601 can explain it, it's like someone was like knocking on 0:10:42.681 --> 0:10:45.281 the back of my head, like on the back of 0:10:45.321 --> 0:10:48.561 my consciousness essentially, and they were like, we've got shit 0:10:48.681 --> 0:10:50.801 that you need to know. I just knew that it 0:10:50.841 --> 0:10:52.921 was a galactic like I knew it was a pladi in. 0:10:53.041 --> 0:10:55.401 I knew what they looked like. They kept showing me. 0:10:55.561 --> 0:10:57.961 They were like this, we really need to talk to you, 0:10:58.521 --> 0:11:01.441 And at this stage I was like, nah, I draw 0:11:01.561 --> 0:11:04.081 the line, you know, like I've already gone out there 0:11:04.081 --> 0:11:06.801 and I've said to the world, Hey, I charged the dead, 0:11:06.881 --> 0:11:08.841 Like that was enough. Yeah, if I have to sit 0:11:08.841 --> 0:11:11.521 there and go, oh, a big fucking big blue persons 0:11:11.561 --> 0:11:13.801 also trying to communicate with me and talk to me, 0:11:14.481 --> 0:11:17.081 like send me off somewhere. Literally, they would be like 0:11:17.161 --> 0:11:20.041 strap this bitch up, pop her in a padded room, 0:11:20.321 --> 0:11:21.921 and I would be like, good, leave me there. 0:11:21.961 --> 0:11:24.521 Literally one thing to talk to, like dead Grandpa. Another 0:11:24.521 --> 0:11:26.361 thing to talk to, like big blue aliens. So they 0:11:26.361 --> 0:11:29.681 are blue, yeah, well the Palladians are Padians, a total 0:11:29.681 --> 0:11:31.281 blue people believe in the aliens. 0:11:32.161 --> 0:11:36.241 Well, like we are literally the tiny speck of a dot. 0:11:36.081 --> 0:11:38.441 We are aliens. We're like, oh the aliens. But like 0:11:38.481 --> 0:11:40.521 they're saying the same thing about us. How many I 0:11:40.521 --> 0:11:42.041 can't even get into the universe thing because this is 0:11:42.041 --> 0:11:44.881 what draper Art's kay. I'll be like, mid, I know, 0:11:44.961 --> 0:11:47.481 let's say for example bathing Bowie and Dre would be like, pay, well, 0:11:47.481 --> 0:11:50.881 what's just like documentary and fuck do you know that? 0:11:51.001 --> 0:11:53.681 Like the universe? Wear in and so then he'll like 0:11:53.721 --> 0:11:55.441 explain to me like with grains of sand, and I'm like, 0:11:55.561 --> 0:11:58.481 I actually can't, so like we can't. Or we'll go 0:11:58.521 --> 0:12:01.001 to social functions like New Years and he's like, yeah, 0:12:01.041 --> 0:12:03.321 so like Jane the universe right if you think about it, 0:12:03.321 --> 0:12:05.001 and you'll try and get his conversations and you'll like 0:12:05.241 --> 0:12:06.081 because you know it's true. 0:12:06.121 --> 0:12:08.841 But he would have found me somewhere in the crowd. 0:12:10.001 --> 0:12:12.481 So well with my brain, can't you talk. 0:12:12.321 --> 0:12:13.001 To enough people? 0:12:13.041 --> 0:12:16.481 You find someone see out the room, like who wants 0:12:16.481 --> 0:12:18.121 to talk about the universe? We're just trying to have 0:12:18.121 --> 0:12:19.801 a fucking white and chill out and rope. It is like, 0:12:19.921 --> 0:12:22.321 do you know that you mean nothing on this? Okay, 0:12:22.721 --> 0:12:23.361 we mean nothing. 0:12:23.401 --> 0:12:25.201 This is what I do when I'm struggling and I 0:12:25.241 --> 0:12:27.561 feel like maybe a little bit overwhelmed with a few 0:12:27.601 --> 0:12:30.601 problems and that in my life. I go and watch 0:12:30.641 --> 0:12:34.561 something where it like it's a vision of out of 0:12:34.601 --> 0:12:37.081 Earth into our soular system, out of our soul system 0:12:37.081 --> 0:12:38.961 into the You can see him on YouTube, and it 0:12:39.041 --> 0:12:41.201 actually keeps going out and out and out and out 0:12:41.241 --> 0:12:46.641 and sees you know how like tiny and insignificant we are. 0:12:47.161 --> 0:12:49.601 And my problem is just nothing. 0:12:49.681 --> 0:12:50.721 That doesn't make me feel bad. 0:12:50.721 --> 0:12:51.361 You said it does. 0:12:51.441 --> 0:12:53.321 It makes me feel better, It makes me feel like, it. 0:12:53.281 --> 0:12:56.041 Makes me feel Actually, it's so interesting you speak to that, 0:12:56.121 --> 0:12:59.161 because that's something that they channel to me quite often. 0:12:59.241 --> 0:13:02.281 Where they basically were like human dancemart you know that, hey, 0:13:02.601 --> 0:13:05.721 and they were like, you need to know how insignificant 0:13:05.721 --> 0:13:09.681 because they're actually extremely significant because we have a massive 0:13:09.761 --> 0:13:12.721 part to play in the evolution of all of them. 0:13:12.841 --> 0:13:15.161 You know, we're basically almost like not test subjects in 0:13:15.161 --> 0:13:15.601 a way, but. 0:13:15.521 --> 0:13:16.721 They are things. 0:13:17.001 --> 0:13:20.321 Well, they helped create us, like our evolution is necessary 0:13:20.361 --> 0:13:24.001 to their evolution, but we also are as equally alien, 0:13:24.041 --> 0:13:26.321 as equally like sort of plading and stuff as they are. 0:13:26.361 --> 0:13:28.121 You know, a lot of us have had like past 0:13:28.121 --> 0:13:31.001 plading lives and Syrian lives. And I mean I don't 0:13:31.041 --> 0:13:33.081 know lots about the other ones because I don't speak 0:13:33.121 --> 0:13:34.681 to them. They haven't come to me yet. I like 0:13:34.721 --> 0:13:38.521 to stay with my little Pladian family. I call them crows. Yeah, 0:13:38.641 --> 0:13:41.041 and I mean just in like a completely human perspective, 0:13:41.081 --> 0:13:44.361 we're one in eight fucking billion. I'm like, you're not special. 0:13:44.441 --> 0:13:46.681 I love reminding people of that. I tell my kids 0:13:46.721 --> 0:13:48.961 like every day, I'm like, you guys are not special. 0:13:49.041 --> 0:13:50.921 You need to know that. It's important for sure. 0:13:51.601 --> 0:13:52.961 I love you. You're not special. 0:13:53.441 --> 0:13:56.121 Does feel like, oh, that takes so much pressure of 0:13:56.321 --> 0:13:57.481 I'm such a fucking. 0:13:57.481 --> 0:14:00.081 Thank god because I thought everyone was watching me. 0:14:00.081 --> 0:14:03.201 And that's like you say, though, You're like, we're just 0:14:03.241 --> 0:14:05.601 dotsch on, like we're nothing, and I'm like, don't say 0:14:05.601 --> 0:14:07.521 we're nothing. That feels like, what's the point of this? 0:14:07.601 --> 0:14:10.641 And then that it is. 0:14:11.001 --> 0:14:13.241 Passage of time, passage of time? You just live through 0:14:13.281 --> 0:14:14.881 your passage of time, and then sort. 0:14:14.721 --> 0:14:16.721 Of that's all you said. All we get is a 0:14:16.761 --> 0:14:17.441 passage of time. 0:14:17.601 --> 0:14:21.561 Whether it's rough, whether it's privileged, whether it's whatever, that's 0:14:21.761 --> 0:14:23.961 your sort of passage of time. And all you can 0:14:24.001 --> 0:14:25.041 do is just live. 0:14:25.641 --> 0:14:27.641 It's true, it's the whole light, you know, just you 0:14:27.721 --> 0:14:29.241 might as well live your life because you've only got 0:14:29.241 --> 0:14:30.481 one face with what you're trying to say. 0:14:30.561 --> 0:14:34.081 But do we have which also I think takes the 0:14:34.081 --> 0:14:37.481 pressure of fright, because like I always say to people, 0:14:37.521 --> 0:14:39.081 like the way that they explain it to me is 0:14:39.121 --> 0:14:42.481 that we're all fragments, where like as humans, we're all 0:14:42.521 --> 0:14:46.081 fragments as them as, like all the other universe, everything 0:14:46.121 --> 0:14:50.041 are just fragments of this like you know, collective consciousness, 0:14:50.081 --> 0:14:52.441 whatever you want to call it. Because if you think 0:14:52.481 --> 0:14:54.761 about it, like we all come down here and our 0:14:54.801 --> 0:14:57.121 souls choose they go out on those parents. I need 0:14:57.161 --> 0:14:58.681 them for this reason. I need to be friends with 0:14:58.721 --> 0:15:01.481 this person, you know, date this guy, or all of 0:15:01.521 --> 0:15:03.681 that kind of thing. We have like a general idea 0:15:03.721 --> 0:15:05.641 of what we're going to be doing when we down there. 0:15:06.001 --> 0:15:09.681 Our main purpose is I'm there for evolution. I'm there 0:15:09.681 --> 0:15:11.921 for the evolution of my soul. I'm there for the 0:15:11.961 --> 0:15:15.041 evolution of the collective as well. And we do it 0:15:15.081 --> 0:15:17.241 individually in our own lives. You know, we think about 0:15:17.241 --> 0:15:19.321 all the lessons that we've gone through, and every single 0:15:19.321 --> 0:15:21.481 time we hit rock bottom, we come up from there 0:15:21.521 --> 0:15:24.201 and we're like, it was so shit. But if it 0:15:24.241 --> 0:15:26.481 wasn't for it, I wouldn't have learned all of these lessons. 0:15:26.521 --> 0:15:28.841 And I you know, that is evolution, right, This like 0:15:28.881 --> 0:15:32.241 back and forth, this pendulum swing, this learning, this overcoming, 0:15:32.281 --> 0:15:34.881 this recognizing of our resilience and things like that. But 0:15:34.921 --> 0:15:36.641 then we do that on a collective level as well. 0:15:36.681 --> 0:15:39.881 You look at just like generationally, what we've been through historically, 0:15:39.921 --> 0:15:42.161 the way things change, the way the world changes, and 0:15:42.201 --> 0:15:44.881 how we learn from the generations before us and after us. 0:15:45.641 --> 0:15:48.441 But then as far as like the fragments go, it's 0:15:48.521 --> 0:15:51.481 like us. Even just having this conversation right now is 0:15:51.521 --> 0:15:57.201 so potent because we are essentially just one consciousness learning 0:15:57.241 --> 0:15:59.961 from each other, having this conversation where we're like one, 0:16:00.001 --> 0:16:02.561 I feel connected, one, I feel hurt. One, I'm like 0:16:02.721 --> 0:16:05.361 learning about something, I'm learning about someone else in that 0:16:05.401 --> 0:16:08.001 I'm learning more about myself, and that is a ripple 0:16:08.001 --> 0:16:10.321 effect the people listening to, the people you then go 0:16:10.401 --> 0:16:13.561 and talk to, and it's just this one big fucking 0:16:13.601 --> 0:16:16.441 thing all happening in once. So yes, you're insignificant, but 0:16:16.441 --> 0:16:20.681 you're also extremely significant, Like just you in that one person, 0:16:20.721 --> 0:16:24.361 as tiny little dot amongst everyone else, can make such 0:16:24.481 --> 0:16:26.521 a huge difference to all the other dots. 0:16:26.761 --> 0:16:27.841 Thanks for putting the pressure back. 0:16:28.481 --> 0:16:31.321 I love you. I'm just like, look and you're so right. 0:16:31.361 --> 0:16:33.641 Like all these things you're saying, my brain's thinking about, 0:16:33.681 --> 0:16:36.281 Like I know, I'm interviewing you. My brain's also going, 0:16:36.721 --> 0:16:39.201 oh my god, Okay, that makes sense, now, that's okay, Shalley. 0:16:39.281 --> 0:16:41.921 I don't know, it just makes you this conversation. Like 0:16:41.961 --> 0:16:43.681 you just said, it is the pressure a little bit. 0:16:43.721 --> 0:16:46.321 I know you kind of think we're nothing, which freaks. 0:16:46.001 --> 0:16:47.041 Me out, but it is nothing. 0:16:47.401 --> 0:16:49.481 I like to zoom out when I feel like I'm 0:16:49.521 --> 0:16:51.801 just looking at this, you know, my problems, I like 0:16:51.841 --> 0:16:54.441 to sort of zoom back out, and then that sort 0:16:54.481 --> 0:16:57.681 of just almost balances me again, like all right, look, 0:16:57.761 --> 0:17:00.801 there's just so much more out there. You don't have 0:17:00.801 --> 0:17:01.401 to worry about this. 0:17:01.481 --> 0:17:05.041 Being a human is just pretty basic. So essentially, yeah, 0:17:05.161 --> 0:17:07.001 I felt this knocking and I went no, not for 0:17:07.080 --> 0:17:10.001 me too much. And then eventually I was like, you 0:17:10.041 --> 0:17:12.481 know what, fuck it. I was feeling it. One day. 0:17:12.561 --> 0:17:15.480 I remember sitting on the couch like my kids were asleep, 0:17:15.521 --> 0:17:17.041 and I was like, well, I've got nothing else to do, 0:17:17.080 --> 0:17:21.080 may as well have conversation with an alien. And I 0:17:21.160 --> 0:17:22.120 literally could. 0:17:24.880 --> 0:17:25.000 Thing. 0:17:25.281 --> 0:17:27.681 I'm obviously. 0:17:29.241 --> 0:17:30.600 The rest of us there was such a pest. 0:17:30.640 --> 0:17:33.680