1 00:00:05,881 --> 00:00:14,361 Speaker 1: Appoche production even as we were getting a shot at 2 00:00:16,281 --> 00:00:19,481 Speaker 1: you didn't really have a choice of just starting hysterically crying. 3 00:00:19,521 --> 00:00:21,601 Speaker 1: You know, the only choice you had was run for 4 00:00:21,681 --> 00:00:24,320 Speaker 1: your life. That was the only choice you had was 5 00:00:24,361 --> 00:00:27,241 Speaker 1: to run as fast as you could. There wasn't any 6 00:00:27,281 --> 00:00:30,241 Speaker 1: other choice. So like stopping and like hysterically crying and 7 00:00:30,281 --> 00:00:32,041 Speaker 1: being hysterical was not going to help save your life 8 00:00:32,040 --> 00:00:32,601 Speaker 1: in that moment. 9 00:00:33,881 --> 00:00:36,681 Speaker 2: How far away would you say that the gunshots were 10 00:00:36,881 --> 00:00:37,361 Speaker 2: from you? 11 00:00:38,480 --> 00:00:42,481 Speaker 1: They sounded fairly close one of I mean, I never 12 00:00:42,601 --> 00:00:45,681 Speaker 1: heard gunshots before this in my life, so I don't 13 00:00:45,840 --> 00:00:51,040 Speaker 1: have much experience prior to this of hearing gunshots. But 14 00:00:51,081 --> 00:00:54,241 Speaker 1: first of all, I think the gun that they were using, 15 00:00:54,681 --> 00:00:57,000 Speaker 1: it wasn't like a handgun. It was I think more 16 00:00:57,041 --> 00:01:00,801 Speaker 1: so like a sniper I guess I would describe it as. 17 00:01:01,441 --> 00:01:04,280 Speaker 1: And the gunshot it wasn't like a pow sound. It 18 00:01:04,321 --> 00:01:07,241 Speaker 1: was more like a whistle, And it sounded like it 19 00:01:07,281 --> 00:01:09,321 Speaker 1: was like very much like a whistle, like the bullet 20 00:01:09,401 --> 00:01:12,920 Speaker 1: like flying through the air, and it was hard to 21 00:01:13,081 --> 00:01:16,080 Speaker 1: understand what direction it was coming from. Like I remember 22 00:01:16,121 --> 00:01:19,200 Speaker 1: hearing the whistle of the bullets and not being able 23 00:01:19,560 --> 00:01:21,801 Speaker 1: to fully comprehend if it was coming from behind me, 24 00:01:21,961 --> 00:01:24,360 Speaker 1: or from the side, or from the other side. But 25 00:01:25,761 --> 00:01:28,041 Speaker 1: we just ran. We ran in whatever direction we thought 26 00:01:28,321 --> 00:01:30,920 Speaker 1: was safe. We ran in whatever direction we thought was 27 00:01:30,961 --> 00:01:32,241 Speaker 1: away from the gunshots. 28 00:01:32,801 --> 00:01:36,321 Speaker 2: Was people just like I imagine, we're running in every direction, 29 00:01:36,721 --> 00:01:39,441 Speaker 2: but it was people running into you, falling over Was 30 00:01:39,481 --> 00:01:42,201 Speaker 2: it just a massive panic as you were trying to 31 00:01:42,200 --> 00:01:42,640 Speaker 2: get away. 32 00:01:44,081 --> 00:01:47,761 Speaker 1: Honestly, something I do want to say is that all 33 00:01:47,761 --> 00:01:50,401 Speaker 1: the kids at this festival very much tried their best 34 00:01:50,401 --> 00:01:53,880 Speaker 1: to help each other. There's a lot of stories of 35 00:01:54,201 --> 00:01:58,281 Speaker 1: let's say, like shootings in malls where people end up 36 00:01:58,321 --> 00:02:00,761 Speaker 1: trampling over each other and ended up killing each other 37 00:02:00,801 --> 00:02:02,441 Speaker 1: because they're just trying to push each other out of 38 00:02:02,481 --> 00:02:09,721 Speaker 1: the way. You really saw how like caring these kids 39 00:02:09,761 --> 00:02:12,361 Speaker 1: were by the way they still tried to take care 40 00:02:12,361 --> 00:02:14,921 Speaker 1: of each other while running from the gunshots, Like the 41 00:02:14,921 --> 00:02:17,001 Speaker 1: way they were pulling each other up if anyone fell. 42 00:02:17,960 --> 00:02:21,081 Speaker 1: A lot of the kids not everyone took water with 43 00:02:21,121 --> 00:02:23,560 Speaker 1: them when they abandoned their cars and started running, And 44 00:02:23,561 --> 00:02:26,081 Speaker 1: whoever did have water, we were sharing it with each other. 45 00:02:26,721 --> 00:02:30,561 Speaker 1: Whoever lost their group of friends and was scared and alone, 46 00:02:30,561 --> 00:02:32,441 Speaker 1: people were like hugging them and like trying to take 47 00:02:32,441 --> 00:02:35,601 Speaker 1: care of them and trying to calm them down. So 48 00:02:36,321 --> 00:02:39,841 Speaker 1: people were very panicked, but at the same time, you 49 00:02:39,881 --> 00:02:41,881 Speaker 1: saw the way they like really tried to comfort each 50 00:02:41,921 --> 00:02:43,601 Speaker 1: other and take care of each other along the way. 51 00:02:43,960 --> 00:02:47,641 Speaker 2: So tell me from there, where did you go then? 52 00:02:48,041 --> 00:02:50,481 Speaker 2: When you've seen that the other people coming towards you, 53 00:02:50,561 --> 00:02:53,161 Speaker 2: and you thought that was safety that way, did you 54 00:02:53,240 --> 00:02:56,921 Speaker 2: then tend to Okay, let's go left? 55 00:02:57,161 --> 00:02:57,361 Speaker 1: Right? 56 00:02:57,520 --> 00:02:58,201 Speaker 2: Which way do we go? 57 00:02:58,281 --> 00:02:58,401 Speaker 1: Now? 58 00:02:58,481 --> 00:02:59,800 Speaker 2: What what you do and what was going through your 59 00:02:59,841 --> 00:03:00,840 Speaker 2: mind with your friends? 60 00:03:01,321 --> 00:03:05,521 Speaker 1: So I just followed wherever my friends were running, whether 61 00:03:05,561 --> 00:03:09,041 Speaker 1: we turned left or right. Obviously, when we saw those 62 00:03:09,081 --> 00:03:11,161 Speaker 1: kids running towards us, we realized that we need to 63 00:03:11,321 --> 00:03:14,280 Speaker 1: veer in a different direction. So we started running in 64 00:03:14,281 --> 00:03:17,361 Speaker 1: another direction, and anytime we didn't hear gunshots for a 65 00:03:17,401 --> 00:03:20,201 Speaker 1: few minutes, we would slow down a little bit, try 66 00:03:20,201 --> 00:03:23,121 Speaker 1: to catch our breath. We're running in the sun, it's hot, 67 00:03:23,281 --> 00:03:27,721 Speaker 1: we don't have water. And at a certain point we 68 00:03:27,841 --> 00:03:30,601 Speaker 1: passed by a ditch and one of the kids from 69 00:03:30,641 --> 00:03:33,601 Speaker 1: our campsite was hiding in this ditch with another of 70 00:03:33,721 --> 00:03:37,041 Speaker 1: other kids, and he told us like, oh, guys, like, 71 00:03:37,041 --> 00:03:38,641 Speaker 1: get in the ditch with us, hide with us, like, 72 00:03:38,681 --> 00:03:42,401 Speaker 1: let's hide from the terrace, and we started climbing into 73 00:03:42,401 --> 00:03:44,881 Speaker 1: the ditch, and then one of my friends said, like, no, 74 00:03:45,081 --> 00:03:48,721 Speaker 1: this is a bad idea. If we hide here and 75 00:03:48,801 --> 00:03:51,961 Speaker 1: they find us, we're sitting ducks. We have nowhere to run. 76 00:03:52,001 --> 00:03:55,161 Speaker 1: That's it. We're dead. We're done for. So we decided 77 00:03:55,161 --> 00:04:00,521 Speaker 1: to continue running, and we later found out that the 78 00:04:00,601 --> 00:04:02,721 Speaker 1: kids who did stay back and hit in that ditch 79 00:04:02,801 --> 00:04:06,081 Speaker 1: did not survive. So that like another example of a 80 00:04:06,161 --> 00:04:08,961 Speaker 1: choiceless choice where none of us knew what the right 81 00:04:09,081 --> 00:04:11,160 Speaker 1: choice was. They thought the right choice was to stay 82 00:04:11,161 --> 00:04:13,601 Speaker 1: in hide. We thought the right choice was to continue running, 83 00:04:13,921 --> 00:04:18,760 Speaker 1: and that ended up saving our lives. About two hours 84 00:04:18,761 --> 00:04:22,921 Speaker 1: into running, we came across a police officer. He was 85 00:04:23,001 --> 00:04:25,121 Speaker 1: on his own, he didn't have much to protect us with. 86 00:04:25,201 --> 00:04:28,441 Speaker 1: All he had was a handgun, and we asked him 87 00:04:28,681 --> 00:04:32,601 Speaker 1: for advice, like what direction should we run in? And 88 00:04:32,761 --> 00:04:35,361 Speaker 1: he told us to run in the direction of the 89 00:04:35,401 --> 00:04:38,121 Speaker 1: sun because in that direction was the town of Petische, 90 00:04:38,121 --> 00:04:39,921 Speaker 1: which was one of the nearest towns to run you 91 00:04:39,961 --> 00:04:42,761 Speaker 1: to safety. But that town was still a few hours 92 00:04:42,801 --> 00:04:47,281 Speaker 1: away on foot, and at this point we managed to 93 00:04:47,361 --> 00:04:50,961 Speaker 1: find this paved road and there were like hundreds of 94 00:04:51,001 --> 00:04:54,481 Speaker 1: other kids walking on this road, and we thought like, 95 00:04:54,561 --> 00:04:56,520 Speaker 1: maybe it's a bad idea to walk on this road 96 00:04:56,561 --> 00:04:58,200 Speaker 1: with so many other kids, maybe that makes us an 97 00:04:58,201 --> 00:05:02,121 Speaker 1: easier target. But the police officer said, no, like, stay 98 00:05:02,161 --> 00:05:04,801 Speaker 1: on this road. It's fairly safe and it's going to 99 00:05:04,841 --> 00:05:08,321 Speaker 1: take you to that town of Petish. So we stayed 100 00:05:08,361 --> 00:05:13,561 Speaker 1: on this road. We're walking alongside hundreds of other kids, 101 00:05:13,601 --> 00:05:15,881 Speaker 1: and we asked the police officer, like, can you call 102 00:05:15,921 --> 00:05:19,001 Speaker 1: for backup? And he said no, because the terrorists had 103 00:05:19,001 --> 00:05:21,960 Speaker 1: taken over the local police station. That was his police station, 104 00:05:23,041 --> 00:05:25,440 Speaker 1: and as he was walking alongside us and kind of 105 00:05:25,440 --> 00:05:27,481 Speaker 1: like escorting us and trying to protect us to the 106 00:05:27,521 --> 00:05:30,081 Speaker 1: best of his ability, you could hear the terrorists yelling 107 00:05:30,921 --> 00:05:34,281 Speaker 1: on his walkie talkie, and if he tried to call 108 00:05:34,320 --> 00:05:36,721 Speaker 1: for backup, he would simply give up our position and 109 00:05:36,761 --> 00:05:38,561 Speaker 1: where we were, and then they would come for us. 110 00:05:40,561 --> 00:05:46,200 Speaker 1: So we continue walking. About four hours into running and 111 00:05:46,241 --> 00:05:49,320 Speaker 1: walking on and off, we decided to sit under this 112 00:05:49,440 --> 00:05:52,080 Speaker 1: small tree we passed by and get some shade for 113 00:05:52,081 --> 00:05:55,080 Speaker 1: a few minutes. We hadn't heard gunshots in a few minutes. 114 00:05:55,121 --> 00:05:57,481 Speaker 1: We figured it was a good time to take a rest. 115 00:05:58,561 --> 00:06:01,121 Speaker 1: Me and my three friends are sitting under this tree 116 00:06:01,161 --> 00:06:05,840 Speaker 1: with maybe ten other kids, and said, up, we see 117 00:06:05,961 --> 00:06:10,881 Speaker 1: a white pickup truck driving in our direction. For all 118 00:06:10,921 --> 00:06:13,801 Speaker 1: of us, our automatic reaction was this is a terrorist 119 00:06:13,880 --> 00:06:16,921 Speaker 1: coming to kill us. And I just remember all of 120 00:06:17,001 --> 00:06:22,041 Speaker 1: us like kind of half getting up, contemplating running, and 121 00:06:22,121 --> 00:06:25,881 Speaker 1: without speaking to each other, we all simultaneously realize we 122 00:06:25,961 --> 00:06:28,681 Speaker 1: have nowhere to run to, Like, if this is a terrorist, 123 00:06:28,841 --> 00:06:31,481 Speaker 1: he's in a truck, he has a gun, We're on foot, 124 00:06:31,601 --> 00:06:34,440 Speaker 1: we have nowhere to go. And I just remember we 125 00:06:34,481 --> 00:06:37,521 Speaker 1: all kind of like sat down and looked around at 126 00:06:37,521 --> 00:06:39,361 Speaker 1: each other and kind of just like smiled at each 127 00:06:39,361 --> 00:06:42,681 Speaker 1: other and nodded our heads and just accepted our fate. 128 00:06:42,761 --> 00:06:44,280 Speaker 1: And that was a kind of our way of saying, 129 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:47,481 Speaker 1: like it was nice knowing you this is the end, 130 00:06:48,880 --> 00:06:51,641 Speaker 1: and just accepted that fact that like that was it. 131 00:06:52,361 --> 00:06:56,281 Speaker 1: There was nothing we could do. Thankfully for us, it 132 00:06:56,361 --> 00:06:58,921 Speaker 1: wasn't a terrorist. It was a man from the town 133 00:06:58,961 --> 00:07:02,600 Speaker 1: of Petish who had left the safety of his town 134 00:07:02,721 --> 00:07:07,561 Speaker 1: and drove towards all of this to save our innocent lives. 135 00:07:08,481 --> 00:07:11,361 Speaker 1: As soon as he pulled up to us, we first 136 00:07:11,401 --> 00:07:13,481 Speaker 1: realized that this was someone safe because we saw a 137 00:07:13,481 --> 00:07:16,361 Speaker 1: girl in his front seat that was wearing the festival bracelet, 138 00:07:16,761 --> 00:07:19,481 Speaker 1: and that's how we realized that he's coming to save us. 139 00:07:20,841 --> 00:07:22,720 Speaker 1: We all hopped in the back of his pickup truck. 140 00:07:23,441 --> 00:07:25,801 Speaker 1: He drove us to his town, and as soon as 141 00:07:25,801 --> 00:07:28,961 Speaker 1: he dropped us off, he turned right back around and 142 00:07:29,041 --> 00:07:32,241 Speaker 1: went back to save more lives. So I never even 143 00:07:32,241 --> 00:07:37,241 Speaker 1: got a chance to thank him. Once we got to 144 00:07:37,321 --> 00:07:40,561 Speaker 1: the town, the people in the town took us to 145 00:07:40,601 --> 00:07:42,681 Speaker 1: the local bomb shelter in the center of the town. 146 00:07:43,481 --> 00:07:46,201 Speaker 1: They brought us food, they brought us water. There were 147 00:07:46,761 --> 00:07:51,081 Speaker 1: people with walking around reading off lists of names from 148 00:07:51,081 --> 00:07:54,801 Speaker 1: their phone that they were receiving from parents whose kids 149 00:07:54,801 --> 00:07:56,801 Speaker 1: were at this festival and could no longer get in 150 00:07:56,801 --> 00:07:59,481 Speaker 1: touch with their kids, and their biggest fear was that 151 00:07:59,521 --> 00:08:04,201 Speaker 1: their kid was either killed or taken hostage. And these 152 00:08:04,241 --> 00:08:06,361 Speaker 1: people were reading off the list of names, hoping that 153 00:08:06,401 --> 00:08:08,481 Speaker 1: maybe one of these kids were among the kids in 154 00:08:08,521 --> 00:08:11,201 Speaker 1: the bomb shelter and that maybe they could give these 155 00:08:11,241 --> 00:08:15,001 Speaker 1: parents good news. But as we know, unfortunately for most 156 00:08:15,041 --> 00:08:17,001 Speaker 1: of those parents, they didn't receive that good news. 157 00:08:18,241 --> 00:08:21,280 Speaker 2: When you were running, was the reception for your mobile 158 00:08:21,321 --> 00:08:23,641 Speaker 2: at the time, or no reception for the mobile. 159 00:08:24,881 --> 00:08:29,161 Speaker 1: There was actually about half an hour into running. At 160 00:08:29,201 --> 00:08:32,801 Speaker 1: around I would say eight am. My mom, who was 161 00:08:32,841 --> 00:08:37,721 Speaker 1: in New York, who's Israeli? She called me, and as 162 00:08:37,721 --> 00:08:41,361 Speaker 1: in Israeli living in the States, she's constantly glued to 163 00:08:41,361 --> 00:08:44,921 Speaker 1: the Israeli news. And I knew that she was calling me. 164 00:08:44,961 --> 00:08:47,081 Speaker 1: I mean, it was eight am Israel time, but it 165 00:08:47,081 --> 00:08:49,281 Speaker 1: was one am New York time, and I knew she 166 00:08:49,361 --> 00:08:51,081 Speaker 1: was calling me because she saw the news and because 167 00:08:51,081 --> 00:08:52,641 Speaker 1: she was worried, and I knew that if I didn't 168 00:08:52,681 --> 00:08:56,521 Speaker 1: answer her, she would start freaking out. And at that point, 169 00:08:56,601 --> 00:08:58,441 Speaker 1: we hadn't heard gunshots in a few minutes, so it 170 00:08:58,521 --> 00:09:01,121 Speaker 1: was fairly quiet, and I decided it was a good 171 00:09:01,121 --> 00:09:04,241 Speaker 1: time to pick up the phone and answer her. And 172 00:09:04,321 --> 00:09:08,881 Speaker 1: she asked me, have you seen the news? Are you okay? 173 00:09:09,001 --> 00:09:12,041 Speaker 1: Are you in a safe place? And I didn't want 174 00:09:12,041 --> 00:09:15,001 Speaker 1: to worry her, because I figured what was the point 175 00:09:15,001 --> 00:09:16,921 Speaker 1: of worrying her. There's something she could do all the 176 00:09:16,921 --> 00:09:20,281 Speaker 1: way from New York. So I lied to her. I 177 00:09:20,321 --> 00:09:22,361 Speaker 1: told her because she knew I was at a party, 178 00:09:23,281 --> 00:09:25,641 Speaker 1: and she asked me if I was at that specific 179 00:09:25,681 --> 00:09:28,081 Speaker 1: party that's on the news that was being attacked, and 180 00:09:28,121 --> 00:09:30,361 Speaker 1: I told her no, like we were at a different party. 181 00:09:30,441 --> 00:09:33,161 Speaker 1: We're actually already on our way home. We're on the highway. 182 00:09:34,641 --> 00:09:36,401 Speaker 1: And then they started shooting at us again, and people 183 00:09:36,401 --> 00:09:40,641 Speaker 1: started screaming, and another rocket gets intercepted overhead, and I 184 00:09:40,681 --> 00:09:43,601 Speaker 1: didn't want her hearing all this noise, so I told her, like, Mom, 185 00:09:43,641 --> 00:09:45,321 Speaker 1: I have to go. I don't have reception. I'll call 186 00:09:45,361 --> 00:09:48,481 Speaker 1: you later. And I didn't tell her that I was 187 00:09:48,481 --> 00:09:51,281 Speaker 1: there until after we got back to my friend's parents' 188 00:09:51,281 --> 00:09:52,601 Speaker 1: house and we're safe. 189 00:09:52,841 --> 00:09:55,961 Speaker 2: Wow, wouldn't you wouldn't you? Like, I know, I know 190 00:09:56,201 --> 00:09:57,721 Speaker 2: where you're coming from when you said that that you 191 00:09:57,721 --> 00:09:59,921 Speaker 2: didn't want to worry it. But wouldn't you wouldn't it 192 00:09:59,961 --> 00:10:03,081 Speaker 2: be going for your mind? That Okay, at the time, 193 00:10:03,201 --> 00:10:05,481 Speaker 2: you'll you're thinking, are you're going to get through this? 194 00:10:06,521 --> 00:10:08,841 Speaker 2: And then you've got a chance to speak to your mom. 195 00:10:10,401 --> 00:10:13,401 Speaker 2: Wouldn't you have gone? I don't know, Like I'm thinking 196 00:10:13,521 --> 00:10:16,201 Speaker 2: what I would have probably done, just because I'm thinking 197 00:10:16,361 --> 00:10:17,641 Speaker 2: am I going to get out of this? Should I 198 00:10:17,641 --> 00:10:20,121 Speaker 2: have said I speak to my mom, not knowing if 199 00:10:20,121 --> 00:10:22,001 Speaker 2: I'm going to speak to her again? But you you 200 00:10:22,041 --> 00:10:24,561 Speaker 2: played the calm where you didn't want to worry here 201 00:10:25,321 --> 00:10:27,521 Speaker 2: yet you have to Yeah, the chance to you know 202 00:10:27,561 --> 00:10:31,321 Speaker 2: what I mean, that's that's that's a massive decision to make, 203 00:10:31,801 --> 00:10:33,961 Speaker 2: especially if you didn't even know you're going to make 204 00:10:33,961 --> 00:10:35,081 Speaker 2: it through it, you know what I mean. 205 00:10:36,001 --> 00:10:40,001 Speaker 1: Wow, I honestly only thought about that afterwards, Like after 206 00:10:40,041 --> 00:10:42,561 Speaker 1: I got out safely, I was like, God, Like if 207 00:10:42,561 --> 00:10:44,561 Speaker 1: I didn't make it out, I never would have said goodbye. 208 00:10:44,641 --> 00:10:45,921 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what I mean. 209 00:10:46,281 --> 00:10:50,921 Speaker 1: But also, I have a parent who she has multiple sclerosis, 210 00:10:51,201 --> 00:10:55,321 Speaker 1: and her disease can be it can get worse because 211 00:10:55,361 --> 00:10:56,921 Speaker 1: of stress, And like the only thing that was going 212 00:10:56,961 --> 00:10:59,321 Speaker 1: through my mind was if I stress her out, if 213 00:10:59,321 --> 00:11:02,121 Speaker 1: she knows that I'm being shot out right now, she'll 214 00:11:02,241 --> 00:11:05,001 Speaker 1: die from like her disease will just get so much worse. 215 00:11:05,201 --> 00:11:07,481 Speaker 1: And I was just thinking about that in the moment. 216 00:11:07,521 --> 00:11:09,281 Speaker 1: I wasn't thinking about the fact that like I might 217 00:11:09,361 --> 00:11:10,801 Speaker 1: die right now, Like what if I don't get to 218 00:11:10,801 --> 00:11:13,441 Speaker 1: say goodbye? Like at that moment, it honestly didn't go 219 00:11:13,481 --> 00:11:15,161 Speaker 1: through my head. I just didn't want to worry her. 220 00:11:15,281 --> 00:11:18,361 Speaker 2: Oh wow, who was making all the decisions for you 221 00:11:18,401 --> 00:11:21,481 Speaker 2: and your in your group, so your friends, your three friends, 222 00:11:21,521 --> 00:11:24,121 Speaker 2: and yourself. Who was making the decisions to which way 223 00:11:24,161 --> 00:11:26,241 Speaker 2: to go all the time? Well, or was it just 224 00:11:26,681 --> 00:11:28,761 Speaker 2: a combined decision by both of you, all of you 225 00:11:28,801 --> 00:11:30,121 Speaker 2: used to which way you go? 226 00:11:30,401 --> 00:11:32,481 Speaker 1: It was, it was kind of a combined decision. Our 227 00:11:32,761 --> 00:11:35,001 Speaker 1: main goal was to make sure that we didn't get separated. 228 00:11:36,201 --> 00:11:39,401 Speaker 1: At certain points. Some people did stay in their cars 229 00:11:39,441 --> 00:11:41,641 Speaker 1: and they were driving and along the way they were 230 00:11:41,641 --> 00:11:43,561 Speaker 1: trying to pick up as many girls as possible and 231 00:11:43,561 --> 00:11:47,041 Speaker 1: put them in cars because the girls generally couldn't run 232 00:11:47,081 --> 00:11:50,201 Speaker 1: as fast as the boys. And I was with three 233 00:11:50,201 --> 00:11:53,041 Speaker 1: of my guy friends and they some people tried to 234 00:11:53,081 --> 00:11:55,401 Speaker 1: pick me up along the way, and I kept telling 235 00:11:55,441 --> 00:11:57,081 Speaker 1: them to take other girls, like I didn't want to 236 00:11:57,081 --> 00:11:59,001 Speaker 1: separate from my friends. They felt safest if I was 237 00:11:59,041 --> 00:12:02,041 Speaker 1: with people I knew, and generally we were all just 238 00:12:02,201 --> 00:12:04,601 Speaker 1: kind of making decisions together, like let's go this way, now, 239 00:12:04,641 --> 00:12:07,001 Speaker 1: let's go that way. Like we're being shot at, just 240 00:12:07,081 --> 00:12:11,961 Speaker 1: keep running, keep running, even at certain points. I don't 241 00:12:11,961 --> 00:12:13,961 Speaker 1: even remember this, but my friends were telling me that 242 00:12:14,041 --> 00:12:17,321 Speaker 1: I was so out of it because I went into 243 00:12:17,321 --> 00:12:20,521 Speaker 1: like an automatic state of shock that at certain points 244 00:12:20,561 --> 00:12:22,601 Speaker 1: when we're being shot at, like we're like walking and 245 00:12:22,601 --> 00:12:24,601 Speaker 1: then suddenly we're being shot at again, and everyone starts 246 00:12:24,641 --> 00:12:26,641 Speaker 1: running and they turn around and look at me, and 247 00:12:26,641 --> 00:12:28,721 Speaker 1: I'm just standing there and like staring, and I'm like 248 00:12:28,761 --> 00:12:32,081 Speaker 1: in shock, and they like turn around. They're like Natalie, run, run, 249 00:12:32,121 --> 00:12:33,601 Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh my god, yeah, like I need 250 00:12:33,641 --> 00:12:35,721 Speaker 1: to run and just start running again