1 00:00:05,881 --> 00:00:07,281 Speaker 1: Apporte production. 2 00:00:15,761 --> 00:00:16,841 Speaker 2: I've got arrested for that too. 3 00:00:16,841 --> 00:00:20,401 Speaker 3: So I'm sitting at Pendridge at seventeen years and three months. 4 00:00:20,441 --> 00:00:25,281 Speaker 3: I'ld charged with five attempted murders, use a fire of 5 00:00:25,321 --> 00:00:29,041 Speaker 3: prevent love mansion, the break enders and steel as a 6 00:00:29,081 --> 00:00:32,561 Speaker 3: seventeen year old kid. And I'm sitting in jail thinking, wow, 7 00:00:33,161 --> 00:00:35,641 Speaker 3: this is this is it. I'm never going to get 8 00:00:35,641 --> 00:00:37,480 Speaker 3: out of jail home. I will never ever get out 9 00:00:37,480 --> 00:00:39,921 Speaker 3: of jail. And I was a pretty little boy, blonde hair, 10 00:00:40,001 --> 00:00:42,880 Speaker 3: blue eyes, you know, But I think, you know, what 11 00:00:43,001 --> 00:00:45,560 Speaker 3: what did Dad say when you found out this? Oh 12 00:00:45,601 --> 00:00:49,241 Speaker 3: he was wrapped because I'm when I say wrapped, I'm 13 00:00:49,281 --> 00:00:51,961 Speaker 3: his son. He thinks his footsteps have a shooters the 14 00:00:52,040 --> 00:00:54,841 Speaker 3: shooting of the coppers good on your sort of type 15 00:00:54,881 --> 00:00:58,001 Speaker 3: of thing. And and plus the word went into the 16 00:00:58,001 --> 00:01:01,840 Speaker 3: prison as his Ishwood's kid. You look after him, and 17 00:01:01,881 --> 00:01:03,081 Speaker 3: you know, and I had old guy. I sent a 18 00:01:03,081 --> 00:01:05,241 Speaker 3: message and sent a chocolate hi, which was unheard of 19 00:01:05,281 --> 00:01:07,801 Speaker 3: those days, and sending me a stand which across from 20 00:01:07,801 --> 00:01:10,601 Speaker 3: the kitchen, which is unheard of. You know, all the boards, 21 00:01:10,840 --> 00:01:13,041 Speaker 3: as in the boards are going like who's this guy? 22 00:01:13,881 --> 00:01:17,800 Speaker 3: He's getting all these messages and food and everything set 23 00:01:17,881 --> 00:01:19,401 Speaker 3: and the prison officers are coming across in here and 24 00:01:19,401 --> 00:01:21,800 Speaker 3: you're a stand which you know, like that's from Charlie 25 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:22,800 Speaker 3: as c division. 26 00:01:23,200 --> 00:01:26,841 Speaker 2: I thank you. You know. So to me, jar wasn't scary. 27 00:01:27,041 --> 00:01:27,761 Speaker 1: Yeah, wouldn't it be? 28 00:01:27,920 --> 00:01:30,200 Speaker 2: It was. You know, people think Charle's full of tigers 29 00:01:30,200 --> 00:01:31,921 Speaker 2: and lions. It's not. It's not. 30 00:01:32,321 --> 00:01:34,161 Speaker 3: It's not for a lot today it's a lot worse 31 00:01:34,640 --> 00:01:39,081 Speaker 3: because the drugs destroyed it. But and so what happened 32 00:01:40,121 --> 00:01:42,840 Speaker 3: for me, Neil was while I was in jail, the 33 00:01:42,920 --> 00:01:47,841 Speaker 3: government in there. You remember I'm seven stone seven. I 34 00:01:47,881 --> 00:01:49,721 Speaker 3: was a boxer. I was seven stone seven, so that's 35 00:01:49,761 --> 00:01:51,921 Speaker 3: not very big. I don't know that is in kilos. 36 00:01:51,921 --> 00:01:54,481 Speaker 3: It was tiny. And they put me on a drug 37 00:01:54,521 --> 00:01:57,961 Speaker 3: called like Actual, which is a psyche drug to control me. 38 00:01:58,801 --> 00:02:00,041 Speaker 3: That was the beginning of my addiction. 39 00:02:01,001 --> 00:02:01,240 Speaker 2: Wow. 40 00:02:01,561 --> 00:02:03,601 Speaker 3: So I'd never never take took a drug in my life. 41 00:02:03,641 --> 00:02:06,241 Speaker 3: The reason for that because they said I was violent. 42 00:02:06,761 --> 00:02:09,281 Speaker 3: And you know, don't get me wrong. If there's some 43 00:02:09,321 --> 00:02:12,321 Speaker 3: sort of pedophile and theyre going to come and say, hey, son, 44 00:02:12,401 --> 00:02:17,001 Speaker 3: came Iria, you know, I'd probably hurt them. Yeah, you know, 45 00:02:17,041 --> 00:02:20,321 Speaker 3: and I think anyone in their right mind would hurt them, 46 00:02:20,680 --> 00:02:25,801 Speaker 3: and so they put me on like actual to control 47 00:02:25,921 --> 00:02:28,240 Speaker 3: me and to stop me from being a menace. 48 00:02:28,361 --> 00:02:31,321 Speaker 2: So I was pested. I was a pest. I'm seventy 49 00:02:31,401 --> 00:02:33,641 Speaker 2: year old kid. I'm trying to show the world that 50 00:02:33,761 --> 00:02:35,641 Speaker 2: I'm a tough guy. My father. How long? 51 00:02:35,721 --> 00:02:38,441 Speaker 1: How long into your in society did they do that 52 00:02:38,481 --> 00:02:39,400 Speaker 1: to you? So how long? 53 00:02:40,361 --> 00:02:43,201 Speaker 3: Within six months they had me on like actual. Within 54 00:02:43,281 --> 00:02:47,041 Speaker 3: six months they put me on lie actual and I 55 00:02:47,081 --> 00:02:49,081 Speaker 3: went through the system. I wasn't in there for I 56 00:02:49,081 --> 00:02:54,481 Speaker 3: got found not guilty of the attempted murders the waterside workers, 57 00:02:54,561 --> 00:02:57,281 Speaker 3: painters and doctors had. It was very similar to the 58 00:02:57,361 --> 00:02:59,601 Speaker 3: days of Sydney when there were certain people in the 59 00:02:59,601 --> 00:03:03,601 Speaker 3: Sydney that were highly connected that had magistrates under the 60 00:03:03,800 --> 00:03:06,361 Speaker 3: under their wing. Say, by the time I went to court, 61 00:03:06,401 --> 00:03:08,280 Speaker 3: I got found not guilty of this. They lost the 62 00:03:08,321 --> 00:03:10,720 Speaker 3: evidence to that the gods that pointed me out the 63 00:03:10,761 --> 00:03:13,560 Speaker 3: line out said no, that's not the guy, they said, 64 00:03:13,561 --> 00:03:15,601 Speaker 3: And then the prosecution is, why did you say that 65 00:03:15,721 --> 00:03:18,001 Speaker 3: was the guy? Because the policeman told me said it 66 00:03:18,041 --> 00:03:20,441 Speaker 3: was that guy, And the magistrates look going to cross 67 00:03:20,441 --> 00:03:23,721 Speaker 3: and go like this is this is just a joke, 68 00:03:24,281 --> 00:03:27,160 Speaker 3: and I just missed the charges. But I still got 69 00:03:27,281 --> 00:03:29,680 Speaker 3: thirty six months to serve as a juvenile. But I 70 00:03:29,761 --> 00:03:31,761 Speaker 3: got out of jail, and what happened was I become 71 00:03:31,761 --> 00:03:34,520 Speaker 3: a drug addict. I didn't know that there's no as 72 00:03:35,201 --> 00:03:39,481 Speaker 3: information about drug addiction. So nineteen seventy four, I started 73 00:03:39,521 --> 00:03:44,241 Speaker 3: injecting heroin and the whole world changed. The gangsters didn't 74 00:03:44,241 --> 00:03:49,761 Speaker 3: want to know about me because you're a junkie, your liability. 75 00:03:51,161 --> 00:03:52,161 Speaker 3: We'd moved to Sydney. 76 00:03:52,641 --> 00:03:54,761 Speaker 1: Did you hide it first or did you not. 77 00:03:54,801 --> 00:03:56,001 Speaker 2: Know I hit it at first? 78 00:03:56,201 --> 00:03:59,841 Speaker 3: It's quite sad in retrospect, I got cause you lose 79 00:03:59,841 --> 00:04:02,001 Speaker 3: so much weight on heroin, you know, And all of 80 00:04:02,041 --> 00:04:03,880 Speaker 3: a sudden, you know, I was just super fick because 81 00:04:03,881 --> 00:04:06,801 Speaker 3: I was always super fit eye and you know, and 82 00:04:06,841 --> 00:04:09,561 Speaker 3: I love fighting. I like fighting. I actually like boxing. 83 00:04:09,561 --> 00:04:11,801 Speaker 3: I really enjoy to me, it's a sport, it's a 84 00:04:11,921 --> 00:04:15,041 Speaker 3: it's an art. And and I like getting if you 85 00:04:15,081 --> 00:04:17,641 Speaker 3: if you enjoy this because you're good at it, you know, No, 86 00:04:17,721 --> 00:04:19,561 Speaker 3: it's just ship Golfred loves playing golf, you know what 87 00:04:19,601 --> 00:04:23,200 Speaker 3: I mean. So I really enjoyed boxing and I enjoyed fighting, 88 00:04:23,880 --> 00:04:26,320 Speaker 3: and I got really skinny, and I remember the guys 89 00:04:26,361 --> 00:04:29,161 Speaker 3: up here a bell Maine at the water side, they 90 00:04:29,201 --> 00:04:30,840 Speaker 3: put on a turn they's to call it a barrel 91 00:04:30,880 --> 00:04:33,121 Speaker 3: where they put on a party and they'd all donate 92 00:04:33,161 --> 00:04:37,161 Speaker 3: money because I thought I had stomach cancer because I 93 00:04:37,241 --> 00:04:38,601 Speaker 3: lost so much weight, and they said, what's wrong with 94 00:04:38,641 --> 00:04:41,960 Speaker 3: and I said, I've got stomach cancer. So these guys 95 00:04:41,961 --> 00:04:45,081 Speaker 3: went and put on this this doing you know, got 96 00:04:45,121 --> 00:04:47,161 Speaker 3: you know, maybe fifteen ORed bucks. There's a lot of 97 00:04:47,161 --> 00:04:49,481 Speaker 3: money in the early seventies, and give it to me 98 00:04:49,601 --> 00:04:51,481 Speaker 3: to donate to me to help me get me through, 99 00:04:51,521 --> 00:04:54,320 Speaker 3: and I watch some more smack, you know, so you know, 100 00:04:54,361 --> 00:04:56,161 Speaker 3: it's quite sad. And then when they found out I 101 00:04:56,201 --> 00:05:00,921 Speaker 3: was just basically I was banned from the underworld, from 102 00:05:00,921 --> 00:05:04,881 Speaker 3: the from the gangster side of the underworld. But as 103 00:05:05,081 --> 00:05:07,481 Speaker 3: you know, in the seventies, especially in the late seventies, 104 00:05:07,481 --> 00:05:10,121 Speaker 3: the drug the drug world had taken over the underworld. 105 00:05:10,481 --> 00:05:12,241 Speaker 2: And the guys that kicked me out of the drug 106 00:05:12,440 --> 00:05:14,121 Speaker 2: out of the underworld seen me. 107 00:05:14,121 --> 00:05:17,880 Speaker 3: Driving a new Judet Felcon, you know, the good looking 108 00:05:17,961 --> 00:05:22,161 Speaker 3: girl the apartment in town. It's like, what's going on 109 00:05:22,201 --> 00:05:25,201 Speaker 3: with him? You know, And it's like I'm selling heroin 110 00:05:26,241 --> 00:05:28,401 Speaker 3: I was a heroin Addicts'. Of course what you do 111 00:05:28,440 --> 00:05:31,960 Speaker 3: is you you buy heroines, so you know, and in 112 00:05:32,001 --> 00:05:34,281 Speaker 3: the seventies you bought heroin for five hundred dollars a 113 00:05:34,281 --> 00:05:39,001 Speaker 3: half an hource and that's on that's in Australia. Overseas, 114 00:05:39,041 --> 00:05:41,761 Speaker 3: you paid triplets for it, you know, you paid pennies 115 00:05:41,761 --> 00:05:44,400 Speaker 3: for it over there. And it all came all the 116 00:05:44,440 --> 00:05:46,521 Speaker 3: heroines came out of Asia. It didn't come out of 117 00:05:46,961 --> 00:05:49,441 Speaker 3: anywhere else. Those days came out of Malaysia. And you 118 00:05:49,561 --> 00:05:52,961 Speaker 3: come out of places that you know, it was the 119 00:05:53,001 --> 00:05:55,081 Speaker 3: only brown rocket wasn't white, and it was just a 120 00:05:55,081 --> 00:05:58,401 Speaker 3: different world. But you come to someone's house and there'd 121 00:05:58,440 --> 00:05:59,881 Speaker 3: be some brown rocks sitting there, and there'd be some 122 00:05:59,921 --> 00:06:01,880 Speaker 3: white powder sitting there. There's some hashit on the table. 123 00:06:02,161 --> 00:06:04,361 Speaker 3: No one was robbing each other, and it was a 124 00:06:04,361 --> 00:06:06,041 Speaker 3: different you know, you turn up, you put some hats 125 00:06:06,121 --> 00:06:08,401 Speaker 3: on the table, some Buddhist nicks and you's make a 126 00:06:08,440 --> 00:06:10,161 Speaker 3: few joints. You'd listen to a bit of music and 127 00:06:10,641 --> 00:06:12,961 Speaker 3: it was quite a The rollin stage was singing about 128 00:06:12,961 --> 00:06:16,121 Speaker 3: brown sugar, Area Clapton singing about cocaine. You know, everyone's 129 00:06:16,320 --> 00:06:19,281 Speaker 3: blue reads singing about heroin. You're put spiking to my vein. 130 00:06:19,561 --> 00:06:23,440 Speaker 3: Things aren't quite the same. It was normal, was trending. 131 00:06:23,761 --> 00:06:26,121 Speaker 3: There's no more drugs squad theres nocesses and drugs buy 132 00:06:26,161 --> 00:06:29,481 Speaker 3: those days that's were called customers agents. They hear from Piermont. 133 00:06:29,921 --> 00:06:31,641 Speaker 3: They'd come and raid your house and half the time 134 00:06:31,641 --> 00:06:34,361 Speaker 3: they wouldn't even pincher. They'd throw the dope down the 135 00:06:34,401 --> 00:06:36,841 Speaker 3: toilet and you to piss off, you know, because it 136 00:06:36,880 --> 00:06:38,241 Speaker 3: wasn't nasty. 137 00:06:38,281 --> 00:06:41,161 Speaker 2: It wasn't It wasn't the where it became, you know. 138 00:06:41,241 --> 00:06:44,241 Speaker 3: But I went in and out of prison all just 139 00:06:44,681 --> 00:06:47,601 Speaker 3: I was never pinched for dope. They loaded me up once, 140 00:06:47,641 --> 00:06:51,721 Speaker 3: the cops loaded me up in the seventies, and this 141 00:06:51,761 --> 00:06:55,121 Speaker 3: is where I found out Melbourne was different from Sydney. 142 00:06:55,841 --> 00:06:59,041 Speaker 3: All the coppers up here are on the take. In 143 00:06:59,081 --> 00:07:01,681 Speaker 3: Melbourne they weren't like that. The copp has just got you. 144 00:07:01,761 --> 00:07:04,960 Speaker 3: In Bassua, they'd have to bash you in your confession 145 00:07:05,320 --> 00:07:08,481 Speaker 3: if you didn't confess. Your record of interview wasn't allowed 146 00:07:08,481 --> 00:07:12,001 Speaker 3: in court. So there's no such thing as verbal. So 147 00:07:12,081 --> 00:07:14,841 Speaker 3: if you just stack staunch half the time, you'd never 148 00:07:14,841 --> 00:07:18,041 Speaker 3: get found guilty down there because there was no verbal 149 00:07:18,881 --> 00:07:21,161 Speaker 3: and so I got arrested up here and the cops 150 00:07:21,241 --> 00:07:24,081 Speaker 3: verbaled me, and then the lawyers came to me and said, oh, 151 00:07:25,321 --> 00:07:27,801 Speaker 3: you know, just plead guilty and we'll get you a fine. 152 00:07:27,961 --> 00:07:29,881 Speaker 2: You know, it was the only drug comnion I ever had. 153 00:07:30,281 --> 00:07:32,121 Speaker 3: And then they said you got to give the cops 154 00:07:32,121 --> 00:07:34,881 Speaker 3: five hundred and I was like, oh, you know, so 155 00:07:34,961 --> 00:07:36,881 Speaker 3: I gave them five hundred. Well, the next week the 156 00:07:36,921 --> 00:07:38,601 Speaker 3: cops were back on the door in a different squad. 157 00:07:39,281 --> 00:07:42,121 Speaker 3: We don't want money. And that's when I realized that 158 00:07:42,161 --> 00:07:45,081 Speaker 3: you can't pay them. You can't pay them because once 159 00:07:45,121 --> 00:07:49,121 Speaker 3: you pay them, they own you. And I just really 160 00:07:49,161 --> 00:07:54,601 Speaker 3: lost myself into drug addiction, into the drug world, into King's. 161 00:07:54,281 --> 00:07:57,241 Speaker 2: Cross because they ended up up the cross And did 162 00:07:57,241 --> 00:07:57,561 Speaker 2: you sell it? 163 00:07:57,641 --> 00:07:59,840 Speaker 1: Were you selling more or were you taking more? 164 00:07:59,921 --> 00:08:02,401 Speaker 3: I was taking more. I was always my own best customer. Yeah, 165 00:08:02,481 --> 00:08:04,041 Speaker 3: I was always my own best customer. 166 00:08:04,121 --> 00:08:07,561 Speaker 1: Like how much we talk how much of an addiction was, Well. 167 00:08:08,201 --> 00:08:10,641 Speaker 2: You're talking about pure heroin now, not street heroin. 168 00:08:11,241 --> 00:08:13,281 Speaker 3: I'd open a ten grand bag, the stuff that we'd 169 00:08:13,281 --> 00:08:15,601 Speaker 3: get out of Panang becoming ten grand bags. 170 00:08:15,921 --> 00:08:16,521 Speaker 2: They weren't. 171 00:08:16,801 --> 00:08:18,641 Speaker 3: And there's like a big sausage. It's made like a 172 00:08:18,641 --> 00:08:21,881 Speaker 3: big sausage ten grams and I'd opened a ten grand 173 00:08:22,041 --> 00:08:24,881 Speaker 3: bag and thirty hours later, so it's one and a 174 00:08:24,881 --> 00:08:29,081 Speaker 3: half days. Was gone, ah pure, And I used to 175 00:08:29,161 --> 00:08:31,361 Speaker 3: think the dope's gone off. Something wrong with the dope. 176 00:08:31,401 --> 00:08:32,761 Speaker 3: And the guy got out of jail. He come to 177 00:08:32,841 --> 00:08:35,801 Speaker 3: visit me, and he's dead now, the good guy, and 178 00:08:35,841 --> 00:08:37,161 Speaker 3: he had a mate with him. He said, can you 179 00:08:37,161 --> 00:08:38,641 Speaker 3: give I made a shot? You know, he just got 180 00:08:38,681 --> 00:08:41,321 Speaker 3: out of the nick and you know, I'm I'm not 181 00:08:41,401 --> 00:08:42,681 Speaker 3: a really friendly person. 182 00:08:42,721 --> 00:08:43,761 Speaker 2: I fuck, you know. 183 00:08:44,121 --> 00:08:46,681 Speaker 3: Anyway, there's a little bit of brown staying on the spoon. 184 00:08:46,761 --> 00:08:48,441 Speaker 3: I squared to be back in there, misseduff for him 185 00:08:48,521 --> 00:08:52,481 Speaker 3: and he odeed and I thought it must be a week. 186 00:08:52,721 --> 00:08:54,481 Speaker 3: You know, it must be really weak personal can you 187 00:08:54,481 --> 00:08:56,721 Speaker 3: do on that little bit? But my times had become 188 00:08:56,841 --> 00:09:00,281 Speaker 3: so high because I was using so much dope. You know, 189 00:09:00,401 --> 00:09:04,161 Speaker 3: even though I didn't even realize it, I become heroin. 190 00:09:04,201 --> 00:09:06,801 Speaker 3: You built a very big tolans very quickly. That's why 191 00:09:06,841 --> 00:09:09,241 Speaker 3: it's such a horrible drug. Not as bad as ice, 192 00:09:09,281 --> 00:09:11,521 Speaker 3: but you know, such a horrible drug. Heroin is a 193 00:09:11,561 --> 00:09:14,681 Speaker 3: physical drug. You know, you get stoned, you fell asleep, 194 00:09:14,681 --> 00:09:16,481 Speaker 3: you set fire to your pillow. You set feel like 195 00:09:17,041 --> 00:09:19,801 Speaker 3: fight to your mattress. Where the new drugs these days 196 00:09:19,801 --> 00:09:22,561 Speaker 3: they set fight to your brain. They cooked their brain humans. 197 00:09:22,641 --> 00:09:25,681 Speaker 3: I'm fried. You know you never heard that term in 198 00:09:25,721 --> 00:09:28,841 Speaker 3: the open days. We just all fell asleep, just fell asleep, 199 00:09:28,841 --> 00:09:30,401 Speaker 3: you know we did. We just fell asleep, mate, you know, 200 00:09:31,601 --> 00:09:34,761 Speaker 3: I fell asleep. And then in nine in eighty one, 201 00:09:35,321 --> 00:09:37,801 Speaker 3: I was I just got out of jail, and I've 202 00:09:37,841 --> 00:09:39,921 Speaker 3: met a good guy in there. His name was warrelyan 203 00:09:40,001 --> 00:09:43,601 Speaker 3: frenchie Roger Rogerson killed him. Well, French and I mates. 204 00:09:43,641 --> 00:09:46,481 Speaker 3: We trained together. We trained, and I was telling French 205 00:09:46,601 --> 00:09:48,521 Speaker 3: about drug deal and you know how much money because 206 00:09:48,561 --> 00:09:50,681 Speaker 3: French was you for stick up some stick up some 207 00:09:50,761 --> 00:09:52,441 Speaker 3: guy and there's no money stick ups and there's ore 208 00:09:52,521 --> 00:09:52,841 Speaker 3: the money. 209 00:09:52,961 --> 00:09:53,161 Speaker 2: You know. 210 00:09:53,681 --> 00:09:56,481 Speaker 3: We trained every single day and we're super fit, and 211 00:09:57,121 --> 00:09:59,921 Speaker 3: you know we're mates. And there's the worst part about 212 00:09:59,961 --> 00:10:02,721 Speaker 3: drug addiction. And I got out of jail. The French 213 00:10:02,761 --> 00:10:04,761 Speaker 3: you'd been out about five months. You started working for 214 00:10:04,801 --> 00:10:09,321 Speaker 3: Needy Smith, started selling gift for Eddie and so I 215 00:10:09,401 --> 00:10:10,361 Speaker 3: get the French. 216 00:10:10,401 --> 00:10:10,961 Speaker 2: He hears I'm out. 217 00:10:11,041 --> 00:10:15,361 Speaker 3: He comes and sees me, mate, give you half an 218 00:10:15,361 --> 00:10:17,241 Speaker 3: hounce and give you a start, you know, thanks brother, 219 00:10:17,281 --> 00:10:20,761 Speaker 3: you know. And he turned up, you know, six days later, 220 00:10:20,921 --> 00:10:25,121 Speaker 3: I'm short. I've used most of it. He's like, what happened? 221 00:10:25,121 --> 00:10:26,801 Speaker 3: I said, mate, it just gives another half and I'll 222 00:10:26,801 --> 00:10:29,721 Speaker 3: get you know, the week later, I'm short. And he said, mate, 223 00:10:29,921 --> 00:10:33,201 Speaker 3: who the fuck are you? Where's my mate? Where's Ronnie? 224 00:10:33,761 --> 00:10:36,041 Speaker 3: Where's my mate from jail? You know, the bloat that 225 00:10:36,081 --> 00:10:39,241 Speaker 3: was Staunches loyal? Where's he gone? 226 00:10:39,881 --> 00:10:40,241 Speaker 2: And he did. 227 00:10:40,241 --> 00:10:41,801 Speaker 3: He said to me, there's a funny joke. We said, joke, 228 00:10:41,841 --> 00:10:43,241 Speaker 3: but he said, We said, I Don'm gonna have to 229 00:10:43,281 --> 00:10:45,241 Speaker 3: put one in your leg or something. So I can't 230 00:10:45,321 --> 00:10:47,281 Speaker 3: just keep letting you rob me, he said. He said, 231 00:10:47,281 --> 00:10:49,601 Speaker 3: everyone's going to rob me. But that's what a dish 232 00:10:49,601 --> 00:10:55,160 Speaker 3: had done to me. I could no longer be reliable, consistent, 233 00:10:55,721 --> 00:10:57,601 Speaker 3: you know, I couldn't. I couldn't do anything, maneyf for 234 00:10:57,641 --> 00:11:00,921 Speaker 3: come time to get a shot or save your life. 235 00:11:02,001 --> 00:11:05,361 Speaker 3: You're dead because the drugs just took over thing. That's 236 00:11:05,361 --> 00:11:06,801 Speaker 3: why I hated them so much. That's why I hate 237 00:11:06,841 --> 00:11:10,441 Speaker 3: them today. I hate what drugs can do to good people. 238 00:11:12,641 --> 00:11:12,681 Speaker 1: H