1 00:00:00,520 --> 00:00:04,280 Speaker 1: At least Alexandra Perry well on the straight talk. Thanks 2 00:00:04,320 --> 00:00:07,000 Speaker 1: for having me man with a name like that. Seriously, 3 00:00:07,000 --> 00:00:09,119 Speaker 1: you've got to do something great, you think so. I 4 00:00:09,200 --> 00:00:12,680 Speaker 1: think so legas it's a big name, but just like 5 00:00:13,400 --> 00:00:14,800 Speaker 1: I don't mean that in a bad way. It's just 6 00:00:14,880 --> 00:00:16,880 Speaker 1: a cool name. Your parents have done a great job here, 7 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:18,640 Speaker 1: but that's that's a big name. I don't know why 8 00:00:18,720 --> 00:00:20,400 Speaker 1: the guys gave it to me with your middle name, 9 00:00:20,440 --> 00:00:21,640 Speaker 1: and they don't know what the point whe they're trying 10 00:00:21,680 --> 00:00:24,919 Speaker 1: to make. But for somehow it's like you're always destined 11 00:00:24,920 --> 00:00:27,520 Speaker 1: to do something big and were always a sports person. 12 00:00:29,360 --> 00:00:31,800 Speaker 2: I think sports always been part of my life. Mum 13 00:00:31,840 --> 00:00:35,559 Speaker 2: and Dad were both incredibly sporty growing up and just 14 00:00:36,040 --> 00:00:37,360 Speaker 2: you know, active lifestyles. 15 00:00:37,400 --> 00:00:38,080 Speaker 3: I suppose so. 16 00:00:38,640 --> 00:00:41,920 Speaker 2: I've got an older brother and you know, from earliest 17 00:00:41,960 --> 00:00:45,280 Speaker 2: memories my childhood was just being outdoors at the local park, 18 00:00:45,400 --> 00:00:49,159 Speaker 2: learning to ride a bike, climbing trees, you know, throwing 19 00:00:49,159 --> 00:00:52,160 Speaker 2: and catching and kicking a ball, all those kinds of things, 20 00:00:52,200 --> 00:00:55,240 Speaker 2: but mainly just for fun and enjoyment, and you know, 21 00:00:55,400 --> 00:00:57,800 Speaker 2: as a part of our family life rather than anything 22 00:00:57,800 --> 00:01:01,240 Speaker 2: else where we raised which part of us mostly on 23 00:01:01,240 --> 00:01:02,160 Speaker 2: the north Shore of Sydney. 24 00:01:02,400 --> 00:01:04,920 Speaker 1: Do you think that someone like you you had a 25 00:01:04,959 --> 00:01:07,679 Speaker 1: special up bringing in that regard relative to what you 26 00:01:07,720 --> 00:01:10,360 Speaker 1: see today. Do you ever think back that that was 27 00:01:10,400 --> 00:01:12,119 Speaker 1: pretty special when you think about it. 28 00:01:12,200 --> 00:01:15,240 Speaker 2: I think about the conscious effort that my parents would 29 00:01:15,240 --> 00:01:18,920 Speaker 2: have made, which I think at the time certainly wasn't 30 00:01:18,959 --> 00:01:22,000 Speaker 2: aware of just how much time and energy Mum and 31 00:01:22,080 --> 00:01:24,319 Speaker 2: Dad spent making sure that we were outdoors and being 32 00:01:24,360 --> 00:01:28,600 Speaker 2: active and also like being involved with us. Yeah, my 33 00:01:28,680 --> 00:01:31,600 Speaker 2: dad taught me how to to catch and throw and kick, 34 00:01:32,520 --> 00:01:34,760 Speaker 2: you know. He used to take me to the nets 35 00:01:34,920 --> 00:01:37,440 Speaker 2: down the local park with my brother and show me 36 00:01:37,480 --> 00:01:40,240 Speaker 2: how to bat as well. It's something that you know, 37 00:01:40,280 --> 00:01:42,199 Speaker 2: I've done all the way through my life with dad. 38 00:01:43,040 --> 00:01:46,080 Speaker 2: So I think like they were very conscious of us, 39 00:01:46,360 --> 00:01:50,120 Speaker 2: like learning to use our bodies and be physically active. 40 00:01:50,160 --> 00:01:53,640 Speaker 2: And Mum worked pretty hard and long hours, but she 41 00:01:53,640 --> 00:01:55,520 Speaker 2: would get home and the first thing she did put 42 00:01:55,560 --> 00:01:57,720 Speaker 2: some running shoes on and like take us down to 43 00:01:57,720 --> 00:01:58,080 Speaker 2: the park. 44 00:01:58,160 --> 00:01:59,560 Speaker 1: I really or something like that. 45 00:01:59,680 --> 00:02:01,480 Speaker 3: So I think. 46 00:02:03,000 --> 00:02:05,280 Speaker 2: In some respects it was just a choice that they made, 47 00:02:05,360 --> 00:02:08,480 Speaker 2: or you know, something that was really important to their values. 48 00:02:09,400 --> 00:02:11,640 Speaker 1: Do you think it's one of the reasons why we've 49 00:02:11,720 --> 00:02:15,359 Speaker 1: just outperformed every other country on a per capita basis 50 00:02:16,120 --> 00:02:19,480 Speaker 1: in sports generally. Is it because of our parents, or 51 00:02:19,480 --> 00:02:21,799 Speaker 1: because of the environment we live in, or because of 52 00:02:21,880 --> 00:02:24,520 Speaker 1: a small country, or it's because we're surrounded by beaches 53 00:02:24,560 --> 00:02:27,720 Speaker 1: and everything's cool, not living in cities of twenty million 54 00:02:27,800 --> 00:02:30,720 Speaker 1: or ten million. What do you think it is? Because 55 00:02:30,760 --> 00:02:35,760 Speaker 1: you're a great example of what Australia has become famous 56 00:02:35,760 --> 00:02:36,760 Speaker 1: for in the sports world. 57 00:02:37,680 --> 00:02:40,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, I think it's certainly to what you're 58 00:02:40,400 --> 00:02:44,240 Speaker 2: saying now, inherently linked with our culture in many respects. 59 00:02:45,040 --> 00:02:46,680 Speaker 3: We're also incredibly. 60 00:02:46,240 --> 00:02:49,440 Speaker 2: Fortunate with the environment and temperature that we have most 61 00:02:49,440 --> 00:02:52,800 Speaker 2: of the year round, but the natural landscape. But there 62 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:55,160 Speaker 2: definitely seems to be a psyche part of that as well. 63 00:02:55,200 --> 00:02:58,040 Speaker 2: I think in terms of the way that we compete 64 00:02:58,080 --> 00:03:00,480 Speaker 2: and play in sport, much the same as New Zealand 65 00:03:00,520 --> 00:03:03,399 Speaker 2: in a lot of respects. There is something about when 66 00:03:03,400 --> 00:03:07,120 Speaker 2: we step on a field that I think as an 67 00:03:07,120 --> 00:03:09,880 Speaker 2: Australian you just have this psyche of wanting to compete, 68 00:03:09,919 --> 00:03:13,160 Speaker 2: to be gritty, to be amongst it. There's definitely in 69 00:03:13,200 --> 00:03:14,200 Speaker 2: that sense, I think. 70 00:03:14,280 --> 00:03:16,120 Speaker 1: Well, where does that come from? You do you think 71 00:03:17,520 --> 00:03:19,760 Speaker 1: mom and Dad. Were they were they sort of the 72 00:03:19,800 --> 00:03:22,560 Speaker 1: sideline parents, come on, just get up there, or was 73 00:03:22,600 --> 00:03:24,480 Speaker 1: it like that was was that happening or No? 74 00:03:24,600 --> 00:03:25,080 Speaker 3: Definitely not. 75 00:03:25,120 --> 00:03:27,919 Speaker 2: Actually Mum and Dada almost a complete opposite of that, 76 00:03:28,600 --> 00:03:31,400 Speaker 2: you know, incredibly encouraging but never pushy in that sense. 77 00:03:32,720 --> 00:03:35,640 Speaker 2: But I do remember, like from a really young age, 78 00:03:37,480 --> 00:03:40,080 Speaker 2: just kind of always being encouraged to try, try your 79 00:03:40,080 --> 00:03:44,400 Speaker 2: best and and not be fearful of the outcome. 80 00:03:45,200 --> 00:03:45,360 Speaker 3: You know. 81 00:03:45,520 --> 00:03:47,880 Speaker 2: I used to get incredibly nervous going to school swimming 82 00:03:47,920 --> 00:03:51,880 Speaker 2: and athletics, carnivals or anything kind of individually based in sport. 83 00:03:52,040 --> 00:03:54,560 Speaker 2: And I'd be sitting in the car on the way 84 00:03:54,600 --> 00:03:57,000 Speaker 2: to the to the carnival and M'm driving me, and 85 00:03:57,080 --> 00:04:01,520 Speaker 2: I just felt sick with nerves, like absolutely petrified. Yeah, 86 00:04:01,600 --> 00:04:03,800 Speaker 2: to the point where like the idea of getting to 87 00:04:03,800 --> 00:04:06,800 Speaker 2: the start line was a pretty scary, scary thing, and 88 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:09,000 Speaker 2: like I would have loved to turned around and gone 89 00:04:09,040 --> 00:04:12,520 Speaker 2: home for the day, But Mum always kind of said, like, no, 90 00:04:12,560 --> 00:04:15,440 Speaker 2: one really remembers the result the next day, that's not 91 00:04:15,480 --> 00:04:18,640 Speaker 2: what matters, but you'll remember the feeling if you don't 92 00:04:18,760 --> 00:04:22,200 Speaker 2: get up there and give it a go. Like I 93 00:04:22,240 --> 00:04:24,919 Speaker 2: guess that sense of like regret, I guess of not 94 00:04:25,080 --> 00:04:25,640 Speaker 2: just trying. 95 00:04:25,800 --> 00:04:29,039 Speaker 1: So it was a few from what you were just 96 00:04:29,040 --> 00:04:33,200 Speaker 1: saying that. Is it more few growing up at least 97 00:04:33,480 --> 00:04:36,240 Speaker 1: wanting to resist failure or is it more that you 98 00:04:36,320 --> 00:04:38,520 Speaker 1: wanted to win, which is a big driver. 99 00:04:39,800 --> 00:04:40,440 Speaker 3: Probably neither. 100 00:04:40,520 --> 00:04:43,800 Speaker 2: I think it's more that sense of wonder and like 101 00:04:44,560 --> 00:04:46,640 Speaker 2: just give me your best and seeing where things turn 102 00:04:46,680 --> 00:04:49,919 Speaker 2: out and you never know if you don't have a 103 00:04:49,960 --> 00:04:52,760 Speaker 2: go like and I think it's that internal sense of 104 00:04:52,800 --> 00:04:56,800 Speaker 2: fulfillment as opposed to any kind of outcome or sense 105 00:04:56,800 --> 00:05:00,240 Speaker 2: of failure. It's just what's possible and what are you 106 00:05:00,279 --> 00:05:01,000 Speaker 2: capable of. 107 00:05:01,200 --> 00:05:02,680 Speaker 1: And how you're going to enjoy it? I mean, can 108 00:05:02,720 --> 00:05:03,799 Speaker 1: you enjoy it at the same time. 109 00:05:04,440 --> 00:05:06,719 Speaker 2: I think that's fundamental to it, Like some sense of 110 00:05:06,800 --> 00:05:11,480 Speaker 2: joy and enjoyment isn't just laughing and smiling and dancing 111 00:05:11,480 --> 00:05:13,680 Speaker 2: around the whole time. I think there's a level of 112 00:05:13,800 --> 00:05:16,240 Speaker 2: enjoyment in like pushing yourself and getting out the other 113 00:05:16,279 --> 00:05:19,640 Speaker 2: side as well, or certainly a sense of joy and fulfillment. 114 00:05:19,160 --> 00:05:20,680 Speaker 1: As in testing yourself. 115 00:05:20,720 --> 00:05:24,560 Speaker 2: Testing yourself or just like being in a position position 116 00:05:24,600 --> 00:05:27,599 Speaker 2: where you didn't imagine that possible and then it turns 117 00:05:27,640 --> 00:05:30,200 Speaker 2: out to be possible. I think there's like an amazing 118 00:05:30,360 --> 00:05:33,200 Speaker 2: bit of magic in that, like for everyone in whatever 119 00:05:33,279 --> 00:05:38,120 Speaker 2: chosen field that they're interested in. Yeah, there's only so 120 00:05:38,200 --> 00:05:40,520 Speaker 2: far you can imagine. And then I guess when you're 121 00:05:40,520 --> 00:05:43,560 Speaker 2: in the moment, like what you're capable of and what 122 00:05:43,600 --> 00:05:45,560 Speaker 2: you're a part of can be far beyond that. 123 00:05:46,120 --> 00:05:48,800 Speaker 1: From our audience's point of view, you're not just a 124 00:05:48,839 --> 00:05:51,680 Speaker 1: great achieve you know, you're achieved at the highest level 125 00:05:51,680 --> 00:05:57,640 Speaker 1: and two highly competitive sports, football and cricket, like well 126 00:05:57,760 --> 00:06:00,360 Speaker 1: soccer on cricket, Litt called something at the moment, and 127 00:06:00,680 --> 00:06:03,480 Speaker 1: you achieved those levels for a long time. And right 128 00:06:03,520 --> 00:06:05,840 Speaker 1: now you are not what I expected in terms of 129 00:06:05,920 --> 00:06:09,400 Speaker 1: your answers, because I'm think I'm expecting like someone coming 130 00:06:09,400 --> 00:06:11,080 Speaker 1: in like a rod but like the know, they train 131 00:06:11,200 --> 00:06:13,560 Speaker 1: fifty hours a week and blah blah blahlah, and you're 132 00:06:13,720 --> 00:06:16,120 Speaker 1: sort of pretty chilled and you're but you're easy going. 133 00:06:16,160 --> 00:06:17,599 Speaker 1: But at the same time, there must be a sort 134 00:06:17,600 --> 00:06:21,520 Speaker 1: of a streak inside you that's super steely at the 135 00:06:21,520 --> 00:06:24,800 Speaker 1: same time. And I think people, and if you don't mind, 136 00:06:24,800 --> 00:06:26,600 Speaker 1: I would just like to get inside it a little 137 00:06:26,600 --> 00:06:28,840 Speaker 1: bit and just find out a little bit about what 138 00:06:28,960 --> 00:06:32,359 Speaker 1: drives you like, you know, it can't be. I don't know, 139 00:06:32,400 --> 00:06:33,920 Speaker 1: maybe it is. I just want to have a crack 140 00:06:33,960 --> 00:06:35,520 Speaker 1: and see what the how it goes. I really like 141 00:06:35,560 --> 00:06:39,440 Speaker 1: to enjoy the let's call it the journey. I'm not 142 00:06:39,480 --> 00:06:43,800 Speaker 1: that driven about failure or success. Yet at the same time, 143 00:06:44,200 --> 00:06:48,040 Speaker 1: you're probably our you would be Australia one of Australia's 144 00:06:48,080 --> 00:06:52,680 Speaker 1: most successful female athletes of all time. That's that's what 145 00:06:52,720 --> 00:06:55,479 Speaker 1: people say. But that's your accolade. And you know, like 146 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:58,160 Speaker 1: if you look at just ticking everything off, you are 147 00:06:58,760 --> 00:07:02,960 Speaker 1: and an income very competitive, so what there must be 148 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:06,160 Speaker 1: something more to it than just I just want to 149 00:07:06,160 --> 00:07:08,000 Speaker 1: go and have a bit of fun and enjoy myself. 150 00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:12,520 Speaker 1: Come on, tell me, because I'm gone to know because 151 00:07:12,560 --> 00:07:14,720 Speaker 1: i was never any of those things. And I've always 152 00:07:14,720 --> 00:07:15,760 Speaker 1: wondered about people like you. 153 00:07:17,920 --> 00:07:19,400 Speaker 3: I wonder about me sometimes too. 154 00:07:21,080 --> 00:07:24,280 Speaker 2: I like, look, undeniably, there's a sense of timing and 155 00:07:24,360 --> 00:07:27,240 Speaker 2: luck involved in that in terms of you know, when 156 00:07:27,240 --> 00:07:31,800 Speaker 2: opportunities pop up. Yeah, and I think in some respects, 157 00:07:31,800 --> 00:07:33,440 Speaker 2: like particularly early in my career, I was in the 158 00:07:33,520 --> 00:07:35,880 Speaker 2: right place at the right time, like on this precipice 159 00:07:35,880 --> 00:07:41,360 Speaker 2: of women's sports starting to get bigger and grow and develop. 160 00:07:41,480 --> 00:07:43,120 Speaker 2: And I guess I was at a really young age 161 00:07:43,120 --> 00:07:46,000 Speaker 2: at that point when that happened, So my entry was 162 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:50,160 Speaker 2: probably into the top level of sport, certainly not as 163 00:07:50,200 --> 00:07:51,120 Speaker 2: competitive as what. 164 00:07:51,040 --> 00:07:51,560 Speaker 3: It is now. 165 00:07:51,600 --> 00:07:54,480 Speaker 2: So I started earlier and I got to play two 166 00:07:54,520 --> 00:07:57,560 Speaker 2: sports for a while, which I think as time's gone 167 00:07:57,560 --> 00:08:00,240 Speaker 2: on and both you know, a lot of female sports 168 00:08:00,120 --> 00:08:04,080 Speaker 2: a professionalized it's probably not possible to play too. You know, 169 00:08:04,120 --> 00:08:06,720 Speaker 2: when I first started playing in a streamen's cricket team, 170 00:08:07,440 --> 00:08:10,480 Speaker 2: all the players had a part time job or a 171 00:08:10,480 --> 00:08:13,840 Speaker 2: full time job that had professions. The captain and the 172 00:08:13,840 --> 00:08:16,320 Speaker 2: Australian team worked for Australia Post when she wasn't at 173 00:08:16,360 --> 00:08:17,440 Speaker 2: training or on tour. 174 00:08:17,840 --> 00:08:18,480 Speaker 1: That's amazing. 175 00:08:18,680 --> 00:08:21,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, so it's changed a lot, And as I said, 176 00:08:21,760 --> 00:08:25,240 Speaker 2: I think from that perspective, like the timing, I had 177 00:08:25,280 --> 00:08:28,720 Speaker 2: no control over that, and the luck I guess of 178 00:08:28,880 --> 00:08:31,680 Speaker 2: just walking into the team at that point in time 179 00:08:31,760 --> 00:08:34,520 Speaker 2: and then having the last twenty years to sort of 180 00:08:34,520 --> 00:08:37,760 Speaker 2: be a part of this amazing growth and development and 181 00:08:37,880 --> 00:08:41,320 Speaker 2: to kind of gone along with that has been been phenomenal. 182 00:08:42,679 --> 00:08:45,160 Speaker 1: Do you Billish, do you think that's Sergeant Rup But 183 00:08:45,160 --> 00:08:47,439 Speaker 1: do you think that's it would be any different if 184 00:08:47,480 --> 00:08:49,840 Speaker 1: you were trying to do that today, because for me, 185 00:08:49,960 --> 00:08:52,600 Speaker 1: you can only do You can only do as well 186 00:08:52,640 --> 00:08:54,480 Speaker 1: as what has presented you at the time in terms 187 00:08:54,520 --> 00:08:58,600 Speaker 1: of competition, and you did it in terms of what 188 00:08:58,679 --> 00:09:00,880 Speaker 1: was a visable few at the time. It doesn't mean 189 00:09:01,080 --> 00:09:03,160 Speaker 1: you wouldn't have done as well. I don't think I'm 190 00:09:03,240 --> 00:09:07,240 Speaker 1: in a different time either before or after, because you know, 191 00:09:07,280 --> 00:09:09,240 Speaker 1: then you just changed your whole approach and you lift 192 00:09:09,240 --> 00:09:10,680 Speaker 1: your game or whatever the case may be, and you 193 00:09:10,720 --> 00:09:13,640 Speaker 1: train differently. Do you ever feel as though that you 194 00:09:13,840 --> 00:09:15,640 Speaker 1: sort of have a bit of imposter syndrome? I mean, 195 00:09:15,679 --> 00:09:17,560 Speaker 1: I know a lot of people go through those processes 196 00:09:17,559 --> 00:09:19,920 Speaker 1: where they oh shit, I don't know. I know what 197 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:22,240 Speaker 1: everyone talks about me, but I don't know if I 198 00:09:22,280 --> 00:09:24,280 Speaker 1: really feel that way about myself. Do you ever feel that? 199 00:09:25,320 --> 00:09:28,119 Speaker 2: I guess I'm never really set out to achieve anything 200 00:09:28,480 --> 00:09:32,040 Speaker 2: outcome based. I absolutely love a challenge and I love 201 00:09:32,160 --> 00:09:37,240 Speaker 2: the sense of being involved in something and pushing yourself 202 00:09:37,280 --> 00:09:40,920 Speaker 2: towards something. Yeah, And as I said, like, I guess 203 00:09:40,960 --> 00:09:43,160 Speaker 2: from what Mum said to me when I was quite young, 204 00:09:43,240 --> 00:09:46,560 Speaker 2: just stepping up and starting and having it cracked. 205 00:09:48,160 --> 00:09:49,400 Speaker 3: The outcomes from those. 206 00:09:49,520 --> 00:09:52,640 Speaker 2: I guess like when you step back and start listing 207 00:09:52,720 --> 00:09:56,840 Speaker 2: them off, I'm kind of like, oh, I don't really 208 00:09:58,240 --> 00:10:03,080 Speaker 2: that doesn't feel quite real, that those things kind of 209 00:10:03,120 --> 00:10:07,080 Speaker 2: don't really feel like the tangible part of like my involvement. Like, 210 00:10:07,400 --> 00:10:09,280 Speaker 2: I think it's the stuff in the moment, Like the 211 00:10:09,280 --> 00:10:12,040 Speaker 2: things you remember where you're under lots of pressure, or 212 00:10:12,160 --> 00:10:15,000 Speaker 2: someone did something amazing a teammate, or you connected in 213 00:10:15,040 --> 00:10:17,040 Speaker 2: a way, or you went away to this amazing place 214 00:10:17,080 --> 00:10:19,280 Speaker 2: and had all these challenges but you came out in 215 00:10:19,280 --> 00:10:22,080 Speaker 2: the end and you were successful. I think those are 216 00:10:22,080 --> 00:10:25,520 Speaker 2: the things that like I remember or feel fulfilled by 217 00:10:25,840 --> 00:10:28,320 Speaker 2: and sort of feel like me. I guess like the 218 00:10:28,400 --> 00:10:31,320 Speaker 2: list of accolades or achievements are just kind of like 219 00:10:32,440 --> 00:10:34,760 Speaker 2: I don't know, a side bio that doesn't really like 220 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:36,360 Speaker 2: identify anything about me. 221 00:10:36,640 --> 00:10:38,920 Speaker 1: So when I ask you, how did you feel when 222 00:10:38,920 --> 00:10:43,480 Speaker 1: you in the World Cup soccer football you kick a 223 00:10:43,520 --> 00:10:45,839 Speaker 1: golf from outside the box? I mean it's not something 224 00:10:45,840 --> 00:10:47,840 Speaker 1: that's just sort of indented in your memory. 225 00:10:48,000 --> 00:10:49,319 Speaker 3: Well, I still don't know if I was trying to 226 00:10:49,360 --> 00:10:52,120 Speaker 3: score or cross it. So I like that. 227 00:10:52,240 --> 00:10:54,640 Speaker 2: So I feel like the universe took care of that 228 00:10:54,679 --> 00:10:56,640 Speaker 2: and it ended up going in the back of the net. 229 00:10:56,679 --> 00:10:58,320 Speaker 1: But that's probably every time too. That But a lot 230 00:10:58,360 --> 00:11:00,680 Speaker 1: of people would say that, probably a lot of occasions, 231 00:11:00,720 --> 00:11:03,240 Speaker 1: you know. But some people who really sort of sort 232 00:11:03,280 --> 00:11:05,240 Speaker 1: of driven might say, well, no, no, I intend to 233 00:11:05,240 --> 00:11:07,600 Speaker 1: do that. I'm trying. I intend to score the goal. 234 00:11:08,480 --> 00:11:10,640 Speaker 1: But you're probably just more modest and honest. 235 00:11:10,720 --> 00:11:12,920 Speaker 2: Well, I, like, I don't think I can explain that 236 00:11:12,960 --> 00:11:15,720 Speaker 2: because like, for example, like training, like I would have 237 00:11:15,720 --> 00:11:18,640 Speaker 2: tried to kick a ball like that twenty times, and 238 00:11:18,679 --> 00:11:20,920 Speaker 2: maybe in those twenty times, like once or twice, it 239 00:11:21,040 --> 00:11:21,720 Speaker 2: went where. 240 00:11:21,520 --> 00:11:22,320 Speaker 3: I intended it to. 241 00:11:22,600 --> 00:11:26,000 Speaker 2: So, like, how do you explain that in that particular 242 00:11:26,040 --> 00:11:29,840 Speaker 2: moment in that match, under those circumstances, it just happened 243 00:11:29,840 --> 00:11:32,320 Speaker 2: to go in. And like part of that is, yeah, 244 00:11:32,360 --> 00:11:34,800 Speaker 2: I've I've worked hard to put myself in that. 245 00:11:35,040 --> 00:11:36,319 Speaker 1: You've trained that shot. 246 00:11:36,160 --> 00:11:38,800 Speaker 2: I've trained that, but it doesn't guarantee anything. So I 247 00:11:38,840 --> 00:11:43,160 Speaker 2: think there's this whole like amazing mix of like I 248 00:11:43,160 --> 00:11:46,160 Speaker 2: don't like without sounding too wu wu like energy and 249 00:11:46,920 --> 00:11:50,480 Speaker 2: kind of like circumstance and stuff out of your control 250 00:11:50,559 --> 00:11:53,520 Speaker 2: that also contributes to that moment happening. 251 00:11:54,800 --> 00:11:56,160 Speaker 3: So, as I said, like. 252 00:11:56,120 --> 00:11:59,120 Speaker 2: I love a challenge, I love walking into that environment 253 00:11:59,160 --> 00:12:02,319 Speaker 2: and like, you know, rather than being scared of it 254 00:12:02,440 --> 00:12:05,440 Speaker 2: or too nervous or overawed by it, just walking in 255 00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:09,040 Speaker 2: and seeing what happens. And I think that's where like 256 00:12:09,600 --> 00:12:12,320 Speaker 2: things play out, and sometimes they play out amazingly and 257 00:12:12,320 --> 00:12:15,240 Speaker 2: you get these really cool highlights and memories and sometimes 258 00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:18,440 Speaker 2: they're not great, but like that's all part of it, 259 00:12:18,480 --> 00:12:19,960 Speaker 2: and I think it takes you in the next space. 260 00:12:20,440 --> 00:12:23,160 Speaker 1: In cricket, we were playing a test mention you've got 261 00:12:23,160 --> 00:12:25,960 Speaker 1: a double hundred, would you say? But that's got nothing 262 00:12:26,040 --> 00:12:29,719 Speaker 1: to do with that one shot that's lucky, like as 263 00:12:29,760 --> 00:12:32,600 Speaker 1: in the soccer shot. Yeah, that's run after run after 264 00:12:32,679 --> 00:12:35,000 Speaker 1: run after run for a long period of time, like 265 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:38,400 Speaker 1: hours on that particular day. Do you think your mindset 266 00:12:38,520 --> 00:12:40,800 Speaker 1: was different to on other days when you didn't get 267 00:12:40,920 --> 00:12:41,679 Speaker 1: the double hundred? 268 00:12:42,080 --> 00:12:44,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, definitely, And like what was it. 269 00:12:44,440 --> 00:12:48,280 Speaker 1: Like your mind? Boy, it's thoughtless. 270 00:12:47,760 --> 00:12:49,920 Speaker 2: In a lot of ways. It's really it's more intuitive 271 00:12:49,960 --> 00:12:54,320 Speaker 2: than anything. And I think it's because you've probably been 272 00:12:54,360 --> 00:12:57,760 Speaker 2: able to enter that space and just let go and 273 00:12:57,800 --> 00:13:01,160 Speaker 2: not be kind of postulating about the future or thinking 274 00:13:01,160 --> 00:13:04,880 Speaker 2: about the past, whether that's like things from a while 275 00:13:04,880 --> 00:13:07,240 Speaker 2: ago that you've brought in like I'm really nervous about 276 00:13:07,280 --> 00:13:09,600 Speaker 2: this because I haven't trained well, this SHOT's been really hard, 277 00:13:09,640 --> 00:13:11,400 Speaker 2: or this ball has been bowling really well to me, 278 00:13:12,040 --> 00:13:14,480 Speaker 2: or whether it's like thoughts about the ball before and 279 00:13:14,720 --> 00:13:17,240 Speaker 2: I didn't quite get that right, And the same thing 280 00:13:17,240 --> 00:13:20,120 Speaker 2: about thinking about the future too much, like oh, what 281 00:13:20,240 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 2: happens if i'd like if I don't do well, or 282 00:13:22,400 --> 00:13:24,000 Speaker 2: what happens if the next ball is a really good 283 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:26,319 Speaker 2: ball and it gets me out? Like I think you know, 284 00:13:26,360 --> 00:13:28,439 Speaker 2: and everyone talks about this in their own way as 285 00:13:28,480 --> 00:13:31,040 Speaker 2: an athlete, but like the ability to kind of just 286 00:13:31,120 --> 00:13:33,400 Speaker 2: interact with what's in front of you in that very 287 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:36,480 Speaker 2: moment and do it intuitively because you've done all the 288 00:13:36,480 --> 00:13:39,600 Speaker 2: work beforehand to kind of like hone those skills and 289 00:13:39,880 --> 00:13:43,120 Speaker 2: give yourself the chance to, I guess, compete at that 290 00:13:43,240 --> 00:13:46,320 Speaker 2: level when you can actually just drop into the moment, 291 00:13:47,520 --> 00:13:51,040 Speaker 2: I mean, that's such a lovely frame feeling. That doesn't 292 00:13:51,040 --> 00:13:52,079 Speaker 2: always happen, I guess. 293 00:13:52,440 --> 00:13:55,439 Speaker 1: So, so your mindset is you can pretty much clear 294 00:13:55,720 --> 00:13:58,520 Speaker 1: It nearly sounds meditatd but you really can clear everything out. 295 00:13:59,240 --> 00:14:02,520 Speaker 1: There's nothing else going on except the next ball. 296 00:14:02,840 --> 00:14:06,079 Speaker 2: Pretty much, yeah, or not even the next ball, the current. 297 00:14:05,840 --> 00:14:07,880 Speaker 1: Ball was the one that's about to be bold at you. 298 00:14:08,200 --> 00:14:11,080 Speaker 2: Like, I've tried meditating a lot, like in I guess 299 00:14:11,120 --> 00:14:14,559 Speaker 2: the traditional sense of sitting down and like just trying 300 00:14:14,600 --> 00:14:17,640 Speaker 2: to be with my thoughts in the present moment, and 301 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:21,440 Speaker 2: I find that exceptionally hard. But for whatever reason, like 302 00:14:22,080 --> 00:14:23,960 Speaker 2: picking up a cricket bat and standing in the cricket 303 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:26,920 Speaker 2: nets is probably the closest I get to meditating. 304 00:14:27,520 --> 00:14:29,960 Speaker 1: Really, that's your meditation, I think in a. 305 00:14:29,880 --> 00:14:33,280 Speaker 2: Lot of senses, or just being active, you know, whether 306 00:14:33,320 --> 00:14:36,200 Speaker 2: that's going for a run sometimes as well, but more 307 00:14:36,240 --> 00:14:39,200 Speaker 2: often than not in a cricket environment. You know, when 308 00:14:39,200 --> 00:14:40,960 Speaker 2: I've got to bat in my hands and a helmet 309 00:14:41,040 --> 00:14:43,400 Speaker 2: on and I'm standing alone by myself at the crease 310 00:14:43,520 --> 00:14:45,480 Speaker 2: just watching a ball being bold at me, that feels 311 00:14:45,520 --> 00:14:48,240 Speaker 2: more meditative than a lot of other things. 312 00:14:48,520 --> 00:14:50,320 Speaker 1: Would you include in that, for example, in the nets 313 00:14:50,360 --> 00:14:51,320 Speaker 1: when you're training. 314 00:14:51,680 --> 00:14:52,960 Speaker 3: Yes, definitely, Yeah. 315 00:14:53,000 --> 00:14:56,320 Speaker 2: I love I love training probably more than competing really, 316 00:14:56,440 --> 00:14:59,440 Speaker 2: And I think it is that sense of like, you know, 317 00:14:59,600 --> 00:15:03,880 Speaker 2: there's no the distraction when you're batting. You've just got 318 00:15:04,440 --> 00:15:06,880 Speaker 2: got yourself and a bat. And I suppose because I've 319 00:15:06,880 --> 00:15:09,520 Speaker 2: done it for a large portion of my life now, 320 00:15:09,680 --> 00:15:13,200 Speaker 2: it's become so natural and it just gives me this 321 00:15:13,360 --> 00:15:16,520 Speaker 2: sense of being able to just be exactly who I 322 00:15:16,560 --> 00:15:19,160 Speaker 2: am in that moment and just respond to a ball 323 00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:20,440 Speaker 2: being thrown or bold at me. 324 00:15:21,040 --> 00:15:24,760 Speaker 1: Is it because you're able to not have a distraction 325 00:15:25,680 --> 00:15:29,320 Speaker 1: or is it because your mind is just thinking about 326 00:15:29,320 --> 00:15:32,360 Speaker 1: that ball that's coming towards you and you're able to 327 00:15:32,360 --> 00:15:35,280 Speaker 1: then maybe not able to think about anything else. Maybe 328 00:15:35,360 --> 00:15:39,440 Speaker 1: your instincts are your survival instincts are in that regard, 329 00:15:39,680 --> 00:15:42,040 Speaker 1: I've got to hit this ball to wherever I got 330 00:15:42,080 --> 00:15:42,440 Speaker 1: hit it to. 331 00:15:42,840 --> 00:15:45,240 Speaker 2: Well, I think it's both. I think implicitly, over a 332 00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:47,680 Speaker 2: long period of time, I've honed those skills to be 333 00:15:47,720 --> 00:15:51,440 Speaker 2: able to just and probably not even intentionally in that sense, 334 00:15:51,560 --> 00:15:54,040 Speaker 2: like not from a like I'm going to use this 335 00:15:54,080 --> 00:15:57,040 Speaker 2: as a way of meditating, but like I've done it 336 00:15:57,200 --> 00:16:00,560 Speaker 2: so often and for so long with purpose that it's 337 00:16:00,600 --> 00:16:04,280 Speaker 2: become that you know, and you can't you can't get 338 00:16:04,280 --> 00:16:06,120 Speaker 2: better if you're not focused on the task that you're 339 00:16:06,120 --> 00:16:08,480 Speaker 2: trying to achieve. So I think it's just kind of 340 00:16:08,520 --> 00:16:11,320 Speaker 2: naturally evolved into that, you know, And you could ask 341 00:16:11,360 --> 00:16:13,560 Speaker 2: my dad or my older brother, like when I was 342 00:16:14,120 --> 00:16:16,040 Speaker 2: ten years old down at the nets. I certainly wasn't 343 00:16:16,120 --> 00:16:19,560 Speaker 2: meditating when I was batting. I was probably throwing tantrums 344 00:16:20,800 --> 00:16:22,960 Speaker 2: because I couldn't hit the ball. But yeah, it's kind 345 00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:24,720 Speaker 2: of just evolve like that for me over a period 346 00:16:24,720 --> 00:16:27,080 Speaker 2: of time. It's probably I guess, like I think about 347 00:16:27,120 --> 00:16:29,480 Speaker 2: this now, like because I've been playing for quite a while, 348 00:16:29,800 --> 00:16:33,520 Speaker 2: Like it's why I love still playing because it just 349 00:16:33,560 --> 00:16:36,720 Speaker 2: gives me this freedom of being in the moment that 350 00:16:36,840 --> 00:16:39,280 Speaker 2: I guess in other parts of my life doesn't exist. 351 00:16:39,920 --> 00:16:43,200 Speaker 1: Can I assu you? Do you remember prior to getting 352 00:16:43,200 --> 00:16:45,840 Speaker 1: a hundred what the feeling was if I don't get 353 00:16:45,840 --> 00:16:47,600 Speaker 1: one hundred? So is there more pressure on you when 354 00:16:47,600 --> 00:16:49,760 Speaker 1: you're at ninety six or ninety eight or ninety nine 355 00:16:50,480 --> 00:16:54,040 Speaker 1: than there is on one hundred and one? Is there expectation, 356 00:16:54,360 --> 00:16:57,520 Speaker 1: I mean pressure on yourself for you internally internally? 357 00:16:57,560 --> 00:17:04,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, not really because I kind of feel like I 358 00:17:04,040 --> 00:17:06,480 Speaker 2: don't know that, like there's sort of like what's meant 359 00:17:06,520 --> 00:17:08,040 Speaker 2: to be is meant to be. And I don't mean 360 00:17:08,080 --> 00:17:09,480 Speaker 2: that in a like flippant. 361 00:17:09,119 --> 00:17:11,159 Speaker 1: Way like oh like if I get care. 362 00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:14,000 Speaker 2: No, but it's kind of like like I've got out 363 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:16,119 Speaker 2: for ninety nine before, and in a way it's like 364 00:17:16,160 --> 00:17:19,399 Speaker 2: quite whimsical, like it's funny because I mean, one hundred 365 00:17:19,520 --> 00:17:22,800 Speaker 2: is a number that we've contrived to put a lot 366 00:17:22,800 --> 00:17:23,120 Speaker 2: of like. 367 00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:25,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a fiction, Yeah, we've vetted it. 368 00:17:26,359 --> 00:17:28,600 Speaker 2: That might not mean that you've had any like real 369 00:17:28,640 --> 00:17:31,000 Speaker 2: bearing on the game or contributed to the team just 370 00:17:31,080 --> 00:17:33,840 Speaker 2: because you've scored one hundred, But someone could score sixteen 371 00:17:34,080 --> 00:17:37,600 Speaker 2: and have a huge impact for the team and like and. 372 00:17:37,520 --> 00:17:38,000 Speaker 3: Win a game. 373 00:17:38,040 --> 00:17:41,240 Speaker 2: It's all contextual, I guess, and derived from that. So 374 00:17:41,359 --> 00:17:45,040 Speaker 2: I guess you know, often when I'm playing, you probably 375 00:17:45,080 --> 00:17:47,880 Speaker 2: think about that more more so like what's my role 376 00:17:47,960 --> 00:17:51,040 Speaker 2: here and what do I need to do for the 377 00:17:51,119 --> 00:17:52,600 Speaker 2: game as opposed to. 378 00:17:53,200 --> 00:17:55,680 Speaker 1: For yourself to one hundred, which is for yourself. 379 00:17:56,280 --> 00:17:58,679 Speaker 3: Yeah, it is very much so. 380 00:17:59,040 --> 00:18:01,040 Speaker 2: And that's not to say that you don't think about it, 381 00:18:01,040 --> 00:18:03,280 Speaker 2: because you'd be lying if you didn't. But I think 382 00:18:03,359 --> 00:18:06,080 Speaker 2: there's kind of like this sense of like, well, let's 383 00:18:06,119 --> 00:18:07,040 Speaker 2: just see what pans out. 384 00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:13,080 Speaker 1: That's a fairly intellectualized thought process. About to answer the 385 00:18:13,160 --> 00:18:16,240 Speaker 1: question I asked, do you think yourself as someone who 386 00:18:16,320 --> 00:18:20,560 Speaker 1: intellectualizes about your sport and do you think that's an 387 00:18:20,560 --> 00:18:24,000 Speaker 1: advantage for you, because I think we just said is 388 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:27,520 Speaker 1: really important. Like as someone who might score sixteen, it's 389 00:18:27,520 --> 00:18:29,680 Speaker 1: actually more important at the end of the day if 390 00:18:29,720 --> 00:18:31,520 Speaker 1: you scored one hundred, someone else scored one hundred, but 391 00:18:31,520 --> 00:18:34,800 Speaker 1: you still need another sixteen. You needed that other sixteen, 392 00:18:34,920 --> 00:18:36,919 Speaker 1: or you know, if everyone else scored one and you 393 00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:39,679 Speaker 1: still need it at sixteen. So it's all about the 394 00:18:39,760 --> 00:18:40,520 Speaker 1: team outcome. 395 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:44,040 Speaker 2: I think I just like to derive deeper meaning from 396 00:18:44,160 --> 00:18:48,679 Speaker 2: things than just I guess what's on face value or 397 00:18:48,680 --> 00:18:49,919 Speaker 2: surface value or something. 398 00:18:51,280 --> 00:18:54,320 Speaker 1: Because you also said the hundreds of contrivance, it's a fiction. 399 00:18:54,880 --> 00:18:56,680 Speaker 1: It's been contrived as being as important. 400 00:18:56,720 --> 00:18:57,000 Speaker 3: It's not. 401 00:18:57,480 --> 00:19:00,840 Speaker 2: Yeah, I also understand why it's like that, and it's 402 00:19:00,880 --> 00:19:03,200 Speaker 2: a beautiful like it adds so much to a game 403 00:19:03,240 --> 00:19:06,080 Speaker 2: and it's a beautiful part of it. Like one of 404 00:19:06,080 --> 00:19:09,400 Speaker 2: my favorite cricket memories is Steve wars one hundred off 405 00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:13,040 Speaker 2: the last board of the day in an ashes test. 406 00:19:13,040 --> 00:19:14,600 Speaker 2: I can't remember what year it was, but I happened 407 00:19:14,600 --> 00:19:15,879 Speaker 2: to be there at the ground at the time and 408 00:19:15,960 --> 00:19:18,679 Speaker 2: I was I think I was eleven or twelve, and 409 00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:22,000 Speaker 2: I still think about that now. So it's like it's 410 00:19:22,080 --> 00:19:24,800 Speaker 2: not it's a really important part of the game. But 411 00:19:24,840 --> 00:19:29,200 Speaker 2: it's not everything. And I think, probably from my perspective, 412 00:19:29,320 --> 00:19:34,000 Speaker 2: like I need deeper meaning to things to find them fulfilling. 413 00:19:34,880 --> 00:19:37,200 Speaker 2: So if I was just chasing how many hundreds I've 414 00:19:37,240 --> 00:19:39,600 Speaker 2: scored across my career, I think I'd find that really 415 00:19:39,600 --> 00:19:42,560 Speaker 2: hollow and boring and well, I just wouldn't be able 416 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:45,600 Speaker 2: to come up with an identity for myself that meant 417 00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:49,680 Speaker 2: something if it was just based off facts and as sorry, 418 00:19:49,720 --> 00:19:54,520 Speaker 2: stats and achievements from it. Like you know, I guess a. 419 00:19:56,200 --> 00:19:57,119 Speaker 3: Superficial kind of one. 420 00:19:57,119 --> 00:19:58,719 Speaker 1: I's going to say it's very superficial. But by the way, 421 00:19:58,720 --> 00:20:00,439 Speaker 1: it's pretty much the world where you live in today. 422 00:20:00,880 --> 00:20:04,400 Speaker 1: Everything's bad to be no no, but it is around us. 423 00:20:04,400 --> 00:20:07,359 Speaker 1: I mean it's very well, today's very transactional, and it's 424 00:20:07,400 --> 00:20:09,919 Speaker 1: all about you know, what do I achieve? What to achieve? 425 00:20:09,920 --> 00:20:11,440 Speaker 1: You know, what does she achieve? What did she get? 426 00:20:11,720 --> 00:20:14,399 Speaker 1: From a spectator's point of view, For our point of view, 427 00:20:14,520 --> 00:20:17,240 Speaker 1: that one hundred or the double hundreds, like when you 428 00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:19,760 Speaker 1: go from ninety whatever it is to one hundred plus 429 00:20:19,960 --> 00:20:23,040 Speaker 1: or one hundred spectators wise, but like when you watch 430 00:20:23,040 --> 00:20:26,240 Speaker 1: Steve warm But that that's important to us. Yes, that's 431 00:20:26,280 --> 00:20:29,720 Speaker 1: really important to us. I don't know why. I can't 432 00:20:29,760 --> 00:20:33,640 Speaker 1: tell you why it is, but it is. It's interesting 433 00:20:33,720 --> 00:20:37,200 Speaker 1: you said about the person who might in your case, 434 00:20:37,240 --> 00:20:40,679 Speaker 1: the girl might score sixteen. And then if I go 435 00:20:40,800 --> 00:20:43,600 Speaker 1: back to when you said you get very nervous when 436 00:20:43,600 --> 00:20:46,160 Speaker 1: you're in the car going to school carnival and you're 437 00:20:46,760 --> 00:20:48,960 Speaker 1: going to compete in the athletics or compete in the 438 00:20:48,960 --> 00:20:52,840 Speaker 1: swimming event, which is an individual event. How important is 439 00:20:52,880 --> 00:20:54,480 Speaker 1: it for you to be in a team event as 440 00:20:54,520 --> 00:20:56,600 Speaker 1: opposed to being an individual. I mean, how g I 441 00:20:56,680 --> 00:20:59,960 Speaker 1: was a golfer one off, you're probably bloody great golfer. 442 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:03,120 Speaker 3: No, I'm I refuse to play. 443 00:21:02,880 --> 00:21:05,560 Speaker 1: Golf, but I'll bet you any money you'd be good 444 00:21:05,560 --> 00:21:07,280 Speaker 1: at it. You'd be good at hitting the ball, for sure. 445 00:21:07,880 --> 00:21:11,199 Speaker 2: There's something about individual sports that I've never found the 446 00:21:11,280 --> 00:21:15,680 Speaker 2: same level of enjoyment from, like I think, you know, 447 00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:18,280 Speaker 2: and I'm so glad that I did those things as 448 00:21:18,280 --> 00:21:21,280 Speaker 2: a kid, like I turned up to the start line athletics, 449 00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:26,440 Speaker 2: you know, or swimming across country, played some tennis, played 450 00:21:26,480 --> 00:21:29,080 Speaker 2: some golf when I was a kid. But I just 451 00:21:29,119 --> 00:21:31,959 Speaker 2: never got any joy out of it, you know, I 452 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:35,639 Speaker 2: never walked away from from those events with the same 453 00:21:35,720 --> 00:21:39,080 Speaker 2: sense of kind of like happiness that I do from 454 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:41,560 Speaker 2: competing with the team. And I think by and large 455 00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:46,639 Speaker 2: that's because you're not really sharing. You can't share this 456 00:21:46,920 --> 00:21:50,359 Speaker 2: to the same extent, those feelings or that sense of 457 00:21:50,400 --> 00:21:54,040 Speaker 2: accomplishment when you work together to achieve something, or on 458 00:21:54,119 --> 00:21:56,840 Speaker 2: the same on the other hand, gone through like the 459 00:21:56,920 --> 00:21:59,919 Speaker 2: ringer together and had a really terrible day and like 460 00:22:00,560 --> 00:22:03,159 Speaker 2: need to pick yourself back up and have another go. 461 00:22:03,680 --> 00:22:06,800 Speaker 2: I think doing that by yourself I just always felt 462 00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:09,800 Speaker 2: really lonely and a bit hollow to me. I was 463 00:22:09,840 --> 00:22:11,840 Speaker 2: also like lining up on the starting line, you can't 464 00:22:11,840 --> 00:22:14,040 Speaker 2: be friends with the kids next year, like because you 465 00:22:14,680 --> 00:22:16,840 Speaker 2: want to beat each other, Whereas at least when you 466 00:22:16,880 --> 00:22:20,399 Speaker 2: walk out onto a field, you're friends with ten other girls. 467 00:22:21,240 --> 00:22:23,040 Speaker 2: You might not be friends with your you know. And 468 00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:25,080 Speaker 2: when I say friends, you know in that moment like 469 00:22:25,720 --> 00:22:28,919 Speaker 2: you know, you're fiercely competing against another team, but at 470 00:22:28,960 --> 00:22:31,840 Speaker 2: least you've got ten girls with you, So yeah, I 471 00:22:32,440 --> 00:22:36,840 Speaker 2: love that. I still love the fact that you've got 472 00:22:36,840 --> 00:22:39,199 Speaker 2: to take self responsibility, you know, as a member of 473 00:22:39,240 --> 00:22:42,120 Speaker 2: a team, and like do your role, but you're doing 474 00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:43,320 Speaker 2: it for other people as well. 475 00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:47,359 Speaker 1: Is there something that Elise Perry did or maybe it 476 00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:49,680 Speaker 1: was taught to do because you know, you guys get 477 00:22:49,720 --> 00:22:53,320 Speaker 1: access to psychologists and all sorts of help that you 478 00:22:53,359 --> 00:22:57,520 Speaker 1: did to just to bring yourself down in your mindset 479 00:22:57,560 --> 00:22:59,280 Speaker 1: and just conciderate that moment. 480 00:23:00,720 --> 00:23:04,639 Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's changed, like as I've changed. 481 00:23:04,680 --> 00:23:06,600 Speaker 1: I think it's probably more sophisticated. 482 00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:10,080 Speaker 2: Well, it's just resonated for the period of changed for you, 483 00:23:10,440 --> 00:23:13,359 Speaker 2: changed for me. Yeah, so yeah, yeah, you're I'm sure 484 00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:19,080 Speaker 2: sports like has got descated, but yeah, on a personal level, 485 00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:24,040 Speaker 2: it's definitely changed as I've changed, so that it's always 486 00:23:24,119 --> 00:23:26,960 Speaker 2: kind of resonated with whatever space or period of my 487 00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:29,760 Speaker 2: life or how I've been thinking has kind of been 488 00:23:31,280 --> 00:23:35,840 Speaker 2: so like I remember with We're scoring the double century, 489 00:23:37,119 --> 00:23:39,880 Speaker 2: literally the whole innings, I just said, watch the ball 490 00:23:39,920 --> 00:23:42,000 Speaker 2: and make good decisions, and that was kind of like 491 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:44,040 Speaker 2: I didn't say that out loud, I just said that 492 00:23:44,080 --> 00:23:47,679 Speaker 2: in my head before every single ball, and that seemed 493 00:23:47,680 --> 00:23:48,760 Speaker 2: to just bring me straight. 494 00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:49,280 Speaker 3: Back to the present. 495 00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:52,760 Speaker 2: If I tried to say that to myself now, like 496 00:23:53,280 --> 00:23:57,360 Speaker 2: it wouldn't have any resonance. But now I just take 497 00:23:57,400 --> 00:24:00,679 Speaker 2: a really deep breath and think about like a like 498 00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:03,000 Speaker 2: visualize a wave in my head, like washing away all 499 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:03,520 Speaker 2: my thoughts. 500 00:24:03,720 --> 00:24:05,240 Speaker 1: Oh really, yeah, I love the orison. 501 00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:08,439 Speaker 2: I love being near the surf. So I've just had 502 00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:10,600 Speaker 2: this really strong image of a wave kind of taking 503 00:24:10,600 --> 00:24:13,480 Speaker 2: away any distracting thoughts, so that like I've just got 504 00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:17,280 Speaker 2: like a blank mind to focus on the present. But 505 00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:20,240 Speaker 2: I think I've gone through like a whole raft of things, 506 00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:22,320 Speaker 2: and like, yeah, a lot of that stimulus just comes 507 00:24:22,320 --> 00:24:25,280 Speaker 2: from reading something or listening to something or someone else speak, 508 00:24:25,440 --> 00:24:27,160 Speaker 2: or just something really ringing true at the. 509 00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:29,480 Speaker 3: Time, which I love. Like I love that that. 510 00:24:29,359 --> 00:24:32,480 Speaker 2: Constantly evolves and that you learn new things and kind 511 00:24:32,520 --> 00:24:34,880 Speaker 2: of like it reshapes your brain and how you kind 512 00:24:34,880 --> 00:24:35,920 Speaker 2: of respond to things. 513 00:24:35,720 --> 00:24:39,719 Speaker 1: So neurologically, actually neurologically. 514 00:24:39,359 --> 00:24:41,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, I guess so, yeah, And I love I love 515 00:24:41,440 --> 00:24:43,400 Speaker 2: the idea of their finger thing. Anything that kind of 516 00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:47,080 Speaker 2: can just draw you back to the present and has 517 00:24:47,119 --> 00:24:49,920 Speaker 2: like a profound effect on that is really cool. 518 00:24:50,080 --> 00:24:52,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, because it's interesting, Like I know people who now 519 00:24:52,960 --> 00:24:55,280 Speaker 1: employ those sorts of techniques in business as well. Like 520 00:24:55,320 --> 00:24:58,440 Speaker 1: in business you get confronted with all sorts of tricky 521 00:24:58,520 --> 00:25:02,040 Speaker 1: sort of situations and being able to get the noise 522 00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:05,080 Speaker 1: out of your head, like like I look at people 523 00:25:05,080 --> 00:25:06,880 Speaker 1: like you. I mean I look at all sorts of sportsmen. 524 00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:09,280 Speaker 1: I look at you know which rugby leagues team to 525 00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:12,920 Speaker 1: go for? Your manly support paramount is? Oh my god, 526 00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:15,080 Speaker 1: yeah you're not, and all the beaches go yeah. 527 00:25:15,080 --> 00:25:17,520 Speaker 2: My mum and dad grew up in the west and 528 00:25:18,320 --> 00:25:20,840 Speaker 2: my dad, my dad taught it paramount of mars for 529 00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:21,400 Speaker 2: a long time. 530 00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:21,800 Speaker 1: Oh wow. 531 00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:22,200 Speaker 3: Yeah. 532 00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:24,080 Speaker 1: So that they've had a couple of good games and 533 00:25:24,080 --> 00:25:25,600 Speaker 1: I've had a couple of poor games. I mean they 534 00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:27,840 Speaker 1: not last weekend, but the week before they played really well. 535 00:25:28,040 --> 00:25:29,800 Speaker 1: But like you look at those guys going to kick 536 00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:31,399 Speaker 1: for a goal when like that two points are going 537 00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:33,720 Speaker 1: to make all the difference, and you think to yourself, 538 00:25:34,040 --> 00:25:37,280 Speaker 1: my god, the pressure, Like some of those guys are 539 00:25:37,280 --> 00:25:40,080 Speaker 1: twenty twenty one twenty, so the pressure on you like 540 00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:42,720 Speaker 1: at that point, especially if it's in a Grand final 541 00:25:42,800 --> 00:25:45,600 Speaker 1: or something like that. And you know, like I wonder 542 00:25:45,680 --> 00:25:49,680 Speaker 1: to myself, what do these elite athletes do to control 543 00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:53,040 Speaker 1: to calm themselves down? And sometimes you see themselves taughting 544 00:25:53,119 --> 00:25:55,520 Speaker 1: themselves that you know, the camera zooms in on them 545 00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:57,760 Speaker 1: and they're like I want to they're saying a prayer, 546 00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:02,480 Speaker 1: they're playing, or they or they reciting some mantra. Yes, 547 00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:06,159 Speaker 1: I can do this, it's going to go right there, whatever, whatever, 548 00:26:06,240 --> 00:26:09,960 Speaker 1: whatever the case may be. And equally, I'm glad you 549 00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:12,680 Speaker 1: were able to explain. You know you right now you 550 00:26:12,720 --> 00:26:15,000 Speaker 1: say you have this way which just washes all your 551 00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:18,280 Speaker 1: thoughts out, and you think to yourself, I've got it. 552 00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:20,520 Speaker 1: In your case, I've got it. Do you think just 553 00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:22,480 Speaker 1: this is the shot I want to hit because I 554 00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:24,520 Speaker 1: can't imagine you can see the ball. I don't know, 555 00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:26,960 Speaker 1: can you actually see the ball? Can you slow the 556 00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:27,600 Speaker 1: ball down? 557 00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:28,200 Speaker 2: Well? 558 00:26:28,440 --> 00:26:30,360 Speaker 3: I think on the very best days. 559 00:26:31,560 --> 00:26:34,960 Speaker 2: Like that wave will come in and wash I guess, 560 00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:37,840 Speaker 2: like any kind of distracting thoughts away, and then I 561 00:26:37,880 --> 00:26:41,040 Speaker 2: don't have any thoughts. And it's amazing when you don't 562 00:26:41,040 --> 00:26:44,679 Speaker 2: have any thoughts what comes to you? And I'm certainly 563 00:26:44,680 --> 00:26:47,200 Speaker 2: not saying this happens every time I bat, but it's 564 00:26:47,200 --> 00:26:50,560 Speaker 2: almost like you know what ball is going to come 565 00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:52,120 Speaker 2: to you before it's. 566 00:26:51,920 --> 00:26:55,240 Speaker 1: Bold really yeah, and like because it might. 567 00:26:55,119 --> 00:26:57,520 Speaker 2: Be a millisecond before it comes out of the ball's hand, 568 00:26:57,560 --> 00:27:01,520 Speaker 2: but it's almost just this intuitive sense that like you've 569 00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:05,879 Speaker 2: kind of converged into like whatever the environment of the 570 00:27:05,920 --> 00:27:09,240 Speaker 2: game is and the energy that's kind of amongst the game, 571 00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:11,480 Speaker 2: and so it's like you're just a part of it, 572 00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:13,760 Speaker 2: like you're flowing with it. 573 00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:16,040 Speaker 1: Since like quantum physics or something, it's that you're getting 574 00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:18,960 Speaker 1: into the particle level that's weird, Like it's not weird, 575 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:21,080 Speaker 1: but it's pretty cool. 576 00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:24,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think so, like and I like, as I said, 577 00:27:24,520 --> 00:27:29,040 Speaker 2: those those days are rare that it operates at that level, 578 00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:32,760 Speaker 2: but like the it's almost like addictive, like that's why 579 00:27:32,840 --> 00:27:36,440 Speaker 2: you turn up every time just to try and experience 580 00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:36,880 Speaker 2: that again. 581 00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:38,600 Speaker 1: In a way, I'd love to experience that. 582 00:27:38,760 --> 00:27:40,840 Speaker 2: And I know I sounds super woo wo like no no, 583 00:27:40,840 --> 00:27:43,800 Speaker 2: no no is a sense of like unexplainable, and I 584 00:27:43,800 --> 00:27:47,959 Speaker 2: think it comes from like this ability to just like 585 00:27:48,160 --> 00:27:51,880 Speaker 2: exist in an environment without any like pre existing thoughts. 586 00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:56,239 Speaker 2: And it's amazing what your body and your brain is 587 00:27:56,280 --> 00:28:00,600 Speaker 2: capable of when you stop piloning it. But you can 588 00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:03,480 Speaker 2: only get to that point by piloting it for a 589 00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:06,760 Speaker 2: long time and working really hard and practicing things and 590 00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:09,600 Speaker 2: being really deliberate. So it's kind of like this duality 591 00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:15,919 Speaker 2: of like being so like driven and in control of 592 00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:19,159 Speaker 2: your preparation and then at some point, at the right point, 593 00:28:19,520 --> 00:28:21,760 Speaker 2: knowing when to let go of the reins and just 594 00:28:22,640 --> 00:28:23,119 Speaker 2: free for all. 595 00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:25,680 Speaker 1: Is it really just confidence as a result of the 596 00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:29,640 Speaker 1: amount of practice you've done, or is it actually as 597 00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:33,120 Speaker 1: the balls are leaving the hand, actually you're pretty sure 598 00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:34,040 Speaker 1: you know which way. 599 00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:38,320 Speaker 2: Is going to bounce, Like I don't necessarily know, Like 600 00:28:38,400 --> 00:28:40,840 Speaker 2: I think sometimes I think yes, absolutely, and other times 601 00:28:40,880 --> 00:28:42,280 Speaker 2: I think maybe not, Like. 602 00:28:42,480 --> 00:28:44,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, And I think that's what you think about it. 603 00:28:44,800 --> 00:28:46,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, Like you try and watch as closely as you can, 604 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:49,160 Speaker 2: as silly as it sounds, but like, yeah, you try 605 00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:51,520 Speaker 2: and watch the ball. But I think some days it's 606 00:28:51,560 --> 00:28:54,840 Speaker 2: almost like I don't really need to focus on it 607 00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:57,200 Speaker 2: coming out of her hand because I kind of know 608 00:28:57,240 --> 00:28:59,640 Speaker 2: where it's going to go and whether that's just like 609 00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:01,720 Speaker 2: played this person a lot, I sort of have a 610 00:29:01,760 --> 00:29:06,400 Speaker 2: sense of what they're trying to do. Or it's like, yeah, 611 00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:09,520 Speaker 2: other days, you know, you're probably piloting a bit more 612 00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:11,760 Speaker 2: and you're really trying to make things work. 613 00:29:12,760 --> 00:29:15,440 Speaker 1: Which one works for you better, piloting or non piloting. 614 00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:19,680 Speaker 2: The best days, by far are not piloting, right, But 615 00:29:19,840 --> 00:29:21,800 Speaker 2: the kind of the really cool thing is you can 616 00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:26,280 Speaker 2: still be super effective when it's not flowing for you. 617 00:29:25,680 --> 00:29:26,960 Speaker 3: Like as best as you'd like. 618 00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:30,480 Speaker 2: There's still lots of tools that you can use that 619 00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:34,800 Speaker 2: you might have to pilot a bit more, but but 620 00:29:34,920 --> 00:29:36,560 Speaker 2: you can still be effective. 621 00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:36,600 Speaker 3: And do it. 622 00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:40,760 Speaker 1: Role you're in your mid thirties or something like that. 623 00:29:40,800 --> 00:29:43,040 Speaker 1: Now you've been you've been both, you know, been a 624 00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:45,920 Speaker 1: sports person for like all your life. You being at 625 00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:48,840 Speaker 1: the elite level. What happens from here? I mean, like, 626 00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:52,000 Speaker 1: where does someone like you go from here? I mean, 627 00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:54,680 Speaker 1: do you don't play cricket India? I mean, what's the deal? Like, 628 00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:57,440 Speaker 1: I mean I've had boy cricketers here, like I know 629 00:29:57,480 --> 00:29:59,760 Speaker 1: what they do, but what are what are the women do? 630 00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:02,040 Speaker 1: What are the opportunities for you? 631 00:30:02,240 --> 00:30:06,040 Speaker 2: They're amazing now they are. Yeah, it's been truly phenomenal 632 00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:08,320 Speaker 2: really to see the growth and development of the game. 633 00:30:09,080 --> 00:30:11,760 Speaker 2: So yeah, a lot of those major franchise leagues that 634 00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:14,320 Speaker 2: the men play and are now available for the women. 635 00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:18,080 Speaker 2: So we've got the Big Bash here in Australia, the 636 00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:22,960 Speaker 2: WPL which is the IPL in India, and the Hundred 637 00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:26,760 Speaker 2: in the UK. So those three big leagues, like are 638 00:30:26,840 --> 00:30:31,120 Speaker 2: amazing opportunities and most of the top players will play 639 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:35,600 Speaker 2: in those and there's lots of international crickets, so yeah, 640 00:30:35,840 --> 00:30:38,640 Speaker 2: I mean it's kind of phenomenal how often you can 641 00:30:38,680 --> 00:30:40,800 Speaker 2: be away of playing cricket now as opposed to as 642 00:30:40,800 --> 00:30:45,160 Speaker 2: I said, like when I first started, our captain Karen 643 00:30:45,280 --> 00:30:48,080 Speaker 2: Rolton worked for Australia Post most of the year and 644 00:30:48,280 --> 00:30:49,400 Speaker 2: just came away on tours. 645 00:30:49,480 --> 00:30:52,400 Speaker 1: She was opposed, she was on a biker side. 646 00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:55,480 Speaker 2: I think she sorted the mail in the Oh my god. 647 00:30:55,840 --> 00:30:58,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, I know, it's just yeah, it's sort of unfair 648 00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:00,800 Speaker 1: and some respects me. You think about it. We think 649 00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:02,239 Speaker 1: what they had to go through, what they had to do. 650 00:31:02,480 --> 00:31:04,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, And I mean, like I think all of us 651 00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:09,160 Speaker 2: have an incredible sense of gratitude to pay. Yeah, totally. 652 00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:12,240 Speaker 2: And I mean that's like anything in life. It's about timing, 653 00:31:12,280 --> 00:31:15,720 Speaker 2: isn't it. Yeah, But yeah, like I mean to think 654 00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:19,800 Speaker 2: that that was maybe Asian or nineteen years ago, it's 655 00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:23,080 Speaker 2: not that long ago to seeing where it is now. 656 00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:27,680 Speaker 2: And it's certainly not objectively about the money. But yeah, 657 00:31:27,880 --> 00:31:32,560 Speaker 2: girls earning incredible wages more than kind of you'd ever 658 00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:35,640 Speaker 2: imagine in such a short period of times been phenomenon. 659 00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:40,000 Speaker 1: With Australian women's cricket is amazing in terms of our 660 00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:44,320 Speaker 1: global position. Do you think young girls are getting inspired 661 00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:47,120 Speaker 1: and motivated to take on the sport as a result 662 00:31:47,160 --> 00:31:49,520 Speaker 1: of what you guys are doing, not just the money. 663 00:31:49,720 --> 00:31:51,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I really hope so. But I also really 664 00:31:51,760 --> 00:31:55,680 Speaker 2: hope young boys are as well. And that's resoundingly been 665 00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:57,760 Speaker 2: one of the coolest things I think in the last 666 00:31:57,800 --> 00:32:00,680 Speaker 2: like five or six years is whenever we play matches 667 00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:06,120 Speaker 2: is equally young girls coming to watch as it is 668 00:32:06,160 --> 00:32:09,400 Speaker 2: young boys. And for me, like in terms of a 669 00:32:09,440 --> 00:32:12,480 Speaker 2: generational thing, when when those kids are you know, eighteen, 670 00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:15,200 Speaker 2: nineteen twenty and they're deciding what to do with their 671 00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:18,800 Speaker 2: mates on a weekend and it's been so ingrained in 672 00:32:18,840 --> 00:32:22,760 Speaker 2: them that elite professional women's sport is a great entertainment 673 00:32:22,760 --> 00:32:24,719 Speaker 2: product that they can come along and watch and not 674 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:30,160 Speaker 2: think anything of That really excites me. So certainly from 675 00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,719 Speaker 2: the perspective of inspiring more young girls to be active, 676 00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:34,840 Speaker 2: whether that's in cricket or any sport that they want 677 00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:39,040 Speaker 2: to pursue. I've got no doubt that all the current 678 00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:41,640 Speaker 2: female professional athletes are having a huge role in that. 679 00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:44,040 Speaker 2: But I think it's it's kind of more than that. 680 00:32:44,080 --> 00:32:47,040 Speaker 2: It's like, I guess a societal shift to know that. 681 00:32:48,680 --> 00:32:50,560 Speaker 2: You know, lots of young boys growing up today are 682 00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:52,480 Speaker 2: going to be huge fans of women's sport and just 683 00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:55,360 Speaker 2: see it as completely normal that girls play whatever sport 684 00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:55,960 Speaker 2: they want to play. 685 00:32:56,080 --> 00:32:57,480 Speaker 1: I'm glad you picked me up on that next year 686 00:32:57,480 --> 00:32:59,680 Speaker 1: because no, no, no, no, but I am actually but no, 687 00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:02,360 Speaker 1: I am. I'm really am because I thought about when 688 00:33:02,360 --> 00:33:06,480 Speaker 1: you start answer, I thought, Mark, you're better than that. 689 00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:10,320 Speaker 1: But it's good whether you didn't intention or not, it 690 00:33:10,360 --> 00:33:12,680 Speaker 1: doesn't matter that what she said was correct. It's one 691 00:33:12,720 --> 00:33:15,560 Speaker 1: hundred percent correct. It shouldn't be looked at it any differently. 692 00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:19,640 Speaker 1: Boy crowds, girl crowds, and boy inspiration girl inspiration shouldn't 693 00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:21,680 Speaker 1: look to be any different just because a girl's doing 694 00:33:21,680 --> 00:33:22,560 Speaker 1: a female's doing it. 695 00:33:22,520 --> 00:33:26,000 Speaker 2: And equally, I think like young boys should have or 696 00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:28,240 Speaker 2: not should but if they wanted to have a favorite 697 00:33:28,240 --> 00:33:30,440 Speaker 2: female player and a favorite male player, and same for 698 00:33:30,480 --> 00:33:33,520 Speaker 2: young girls, like it's it's it's both sides of the coin, 699 00:33:34,360 --> 00:33:35,840 Speaker 2: which I think is true quality. 700 00:33:36,440 --> 00:33:39,280 Speaker 1: Did you have a favorite boy player and a girl 701 00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:41,960 Speaker 1: player that two looked up to us in both sports? 702 00:33:42,080 --> 00:33:44,600 Speaker 2: Well, I never really got to chance the chance to 703 00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:47,960 Speaker 2: watch the Australian women's creat team. I watched a little 704 00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:51,840 Speaker 2: bit of Australia women's football team and Ryl Salisbury was 705 00:33:51,840 --> 00:33:55,760 Speaker 2: my favorite female player, and Harry Keel is my favorite 706 00:33:55,800 --> 00:34:00,640 Speaker 2: Harry player. And then I absolutely love Michael Hussey, so 707 00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:02,720 Speaker 2: I watched a lot of him play. 708 00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:06,840 Speaker 1: What about other famous Australian sports women if we could 709 00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:09,279 Speaker 1: start with that, who have inspired you? You know, is 710 00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:16,520 Speaker 1: there any one famous Australian woman who's inspired you'll? Yeah, 711 00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:18,880 Speaker 1: So it's funny talking about a sport, you see it 712 00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:19,800 Speaker 1: bloody nervous. 713 00:34:19,600 --> 00:34:20,600 Speaker 3: About going, Yeah, I know. 714 00:34:21,200 --> 00:34:23,240 Speaker 2: So my mom and dad actually both swam. 715 00:34:23,840 --> 00:34:28,000 Speaker 1: They met, really they met at a swimming pool swimming competed. 716 00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:31,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, my mum more so than my dad. But my 717 00:34:31,719 --> 00:34:35,520 Speaker 2: dad's dad was her swimming coach. So they've always loved 718 00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:37,680 Speaker 2: swimming and so growing up we used to watch it, 719 00:34:37,719 --> 00:34:40,040 Speaker 2: like I remember when Ray Warren was commentating on. 720 00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:40,680 Speaker 1: Triva Night and. 721 00:34:42,760 --> 00:34:45,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, so like my earliest memories of watching sport is 722 00:34:45,520 --> 00:34:50,360 Speaker 2: probably the swimming and our swim team. And I just 723 00:34:50,480 --> 00:34:52,160 Speaker 2: used to love Susie. I thought she was just the 724 00:34:52,200 --> 00:34:57,319 Speaker 2: most quintessential Australian And yeah, we I think we were 725 00:34:57,360 --> 00:35:00,200 Speaker 2: actually at the pool the night that she finally they 726 00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:03,160 Speaker 2: broke the world record in the two hundred butterfly and 727 00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:05,880 Speaker 2: she got out and she did this like this dance 728 00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:09,680 Speaker 2: to celebrate, and I just remember, like, yeah, I just 729 00:35:09,719 --> 00:35:10,160 Speaker 2: thought she. 730 00:35:10,280 --> 00:35:11,200 Speaker 3: Was just phenomenal. 731 00:35:11,360 --> 00:35:12,680 Speaker 1: That was a nickname, Madam Butterfly. 732 00:35:12,760 --> 00:35:13,400 Speaker 3: Madam Butterfly. 733 00:35:13,560 --> 00:35:16,800 Speaker 1: Yeah, I remember it. I'm a big fan of swinging myself. 734 00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:19,919 Speaker 1: I do love swim because I just think, like I'm 735 00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:23,799 Speaker 1: only imagining, but to be an elite swimmer, like at 736 00:35:23,800 --> 00:35:27,640 Speaker 1: that level, it requires the hardest amount of work and 737 00:35:27,680 --> 00:35:31,440 Speaker 1: it must be one of the toughest sports intellectual mentally 738 00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:33,120 Speaker 1: to do because you're just going up and down the 739 00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:36,200 Speaker 1: pool looking at those broken lines forever. 740 00:35:36,440 --> 00:35:39,800 Speaker 2: I think that in rowing, rowingh. 741 00:35:39,040 --> 00:35:41,279 Speaker 1: My god, that's the worst. That's the worst exercise in 742 00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:44,040 Speaker 1: the gym, the rower. I hate to remember Brad Fittley 743 00:35:44,040 --> 00:35:45,560 Speaker 1: said to me that's the excise because I find it 744 00:35:45,640 --> 00:35:47,640 Speaker 1: quite grilling, and he's I hated doing it himself too. 745 00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:49,640 Speaker 1: There's probably the one you should be doing. 746 00:35:49,480 --> 00:35:53,600 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, probably that in these days, the assault bike. Yeah, 747 00:35:55,760 --> 00:35:58,200 Speaker 2: like thirty seconds on that and I'm nowhere. 748 00:35:58,320 --> 00:36:01,360 Speaker 1: But what is your training look like? So what is 749 00:36:01,400 --> 00:36:03,840 Speaker 1: a let's talk about cricket now, but what does a 750 00:36:03,880 --> 00:36:07,120 Speaker 1: cricketer's training regime apart from the nets? What does your 751 00:36:07,160 --> 00:36:09,680 Speaker 1: training regime look like inter a fitness and what is 752 00:36:09,680 --> 00:36:11,560 Speaker 1: the level of fitness you you've got to achieve as 753 00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:12,000 Speaker 1: a cricketer. 754 00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:14,799 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that's evolved a lot over the years, 755 00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:17,720 Speaker 2: and I know there's sort of like some probably. 756 00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:21,080 Speaker 3: I don't know, nostalgic views. 757 00:36:20,760 --> 00:36:26,440 Speaker 2: Of cricketers and their various athletic habits or like the 758 00:36:26,600 --> 00:36:29,920 Speaker 2: of but certainly like as the games avolve and the 759 00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:33,600 Speaker 2: modern game, it's and particularly in the in the female 760 00:36:33,640 --> 00:36:37,720 Speaker 2: space actually like yeah, we've got some amazing athletes and 761 00:36:37,920 --> 00:36:40,640 Speaker 2: the training for it is really enjoyable. 762 00:36:40,640 --> 00:36:42,200 Speaker 3: But like it's it's pretty well rounded. 763 00:36:42,800 --> 00:36:45,000 Speaker 1: But like a six am start stuff like that. 764 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,319 Speaker 2: No, not really like the early morning so much, but 765 00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:49,320 Speaker 2: like the kind of long days I guess because like 766 00:36:50,120 --> 00:36:51,800 Speaker 2: you know, being in the nets takes a long period 767 00:36:51,800 --> 00:36:54,759 Speaker 2: of time. But now I guess the addition of like 768 00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:57,000 Speaker 2: strength training is a really big thing. 769 00:36:57,200 --> 00:36:58,760 Speaker 1: That's a new thing, is it relative? 770 00:36:58,960 --> 00:37:01,880 Speaker 2: I mean relatively speak? Yeah, I think creaters spent a 771 00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:03,839 Speaker 2: lot of time in the gym now just because like 772 00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:06,000 Speaker 2: the games evolve so much, like you've got to be 773 00:37:06,160 --> 00:37:10,440 Speaker 2: dynamic and you know, like hit the ball further, especially 774 00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:13,480 Speaker 2: with T twenty and stuff like that. And then from 775 00:37:13,520 --> 00:37:17,040 Speaker 2: a fitness perspective, we play so regularly, so like being 776 00:37:17,080 --> 00:37:19,280 Speaker 2: able to back up as much as possible. 777 00:37:19,880 --> 00:37:20,240 Speaker 1: Resilient. 778 00:37:20,560 --> 00:37:22,479 Speaker 3: So yeah, so like lots of running as well. 779 00:37:22,640 --> 00:37:25,400 Speaker 2: Oh really yeah, but I mean, like I think everyone 780 00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:29,279 Speaker 2: actually really enjoys that component now and like, yeah, we 781 00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:32,640 Speaker 2: spend a fur bit of time training, but it's I 782 00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:34,600 Speaker 2: don't know, I mean I really like that about it, 783 00:37:34,680 --> 00:37:37,280 Speaker 2: Like it's it's nice to always be active on tour. 784 00:37:37,360 --> 00:37:39,279 Speaker 1: Especially as you've been doing it for a long time 785 00:37:39,320 --> 00:37:41,080 Speaker 1: to get to a point where you think, I now 786 00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:43,160 Speaker 1: know I need to go back and do more training 787 00:37:43,160 --> 00:37:45,520 Speaker 1: in this environment. And when you're twenty you can do 788 00:37:45,800 --> 00:37:48,000 Speaker 1: you can do anything. You know, you don't get injured, 789 00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:51,120 Speaker 1: less injuries, just much more resilient. Do you think to 790 00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:53,960 Speaker 1: yourself today, especially the way the games evolved in create 791 00:37:54,040 --> 00:37:57,680 Speaker 1: for example, that your training regime should be different. 792 00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:00,680 Speaker 2: Esprobably as similar to what we're trying about in terms 793 00:38:00,719 --> 00:38:02,880 Speaker 2: of like the way you think about things or like 794 00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:06,960 Speaker 2: your approach psychologically out there, Like I think that changes physically, 795 00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:09,360 Speaker 2: it changes as you kind. 796 00:38:09,160 --> 00:38:10,719 Speaker 3: Of progress or get older as well. 797 00:38:10,840 --> 00:38:13,080 Speaker 2: So like I kind of think of the time that 798 00:38:13,120 --> 00:38:16,520 Speaker 2: I've been playing and the different focuses and approaches that 799 00:38:16,560 --> 00:38:19,239 Speaker 2: I've had to like physical prep has definitely changed as 800 00:38:19,280 --> 00:38:22,279 Speaker 2: I've gone on, and yeah, I'm probably now like at 801 00:38:22,320 --> 00:38:25,359 Speaker 2: the point in my career where like rather than like 802 00:38:26,360 --> 00:38:28,360 Speaker 2: being you know, ball out of a gate trying to 803 00:38:28,440 --> 00:38:33,000 Speaker 2: chase like really big gains, it's probably more about like 804 00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:37,320 Speaker 2: finding a space that like I just feel really good 805 00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:40,600 Speaker 2: from a movement point of view, and like I get 806 00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:42,680 Speaker 2: onto the field and like warming up's not a hassle, 807 00:38:42,800 --> 00:38:45,879 Speaker 2: Like my joints aren't screaming or something like that, which 808 00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:48,400 Speaker 2: is a bit of like an art to find like 809 00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:51,520 Speaker 2: the right level of like pushing yourself hard enough to 810 00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:54,560 Speaker 2: be like prepped and ready to withstand anything, but not 811 00:38:54,640 --> 00:38:57,359 Speaker 2: going too far. And I think with age you kind 812 00:38:57,360 --> 00:39:00,840 Speaker 2: of like find that balance, Whereas when I was younger, 813 00:39:00,880 --> 00:39:02,719 Speaker 2: I was like I would always take the option to 814 00:39:02,719 --> 00:39:05,920 Speaker 2: do more than than not. So that's probably been the 815 00:39:05,920 --> 00:39:06,840 Speaker 2: biggest change. 816 00:39:06,600 --> 00:39:09,160 Speaker 1: But cricket offers on one hand, you can look at 817 00:39:09,160 --> 00:39:11,920 Speaker 1: it like glamorous and opportunity, great opportunity to like travel, 818 00:39:12,160 --> 00:39:15,359 Speaker 1: But how do you how do you go with Like, 819 00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:16,920 Speaker 1: you know, you could be playing in India for a 820 00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:19,320 Speaker 1: period of time and living over there and then you've 821 00:39:19,320 --> 00:39:21,279 Speaker 1: got to come back here. And I've talked to lots 822 00:39:21,320 --> 00:39:24,520 Speaker 1: of male cricketers who say it's not that glamorous and 823 00:39:24,520 --> 00:39:25,920 Speaker 1: you know, you know, you don't want to get back 824 00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:28,320 Speaker 1: to the family, or they're living out of a suitcase, 825 00:39:28,320 --> 00:39:30,719 Speaker 1: et cetera. How is it for you? What do you 826 00:39:30,719 --> 00:39:31,319 Speaker 1: think about that? 827 00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:34,520 Speaker 2: I always think just how grateful I am to live 828 00:39:34,520 --> 00:39:37,319 Speaker 2: in Australia and how special a place it is. And 829 00:39:37,360 --> 00:39:40,400 Speaker 2: I think it's like one of my favorite things in 830 00:39:40,440 --> 00:39:43,720 Speaker 2: the world is like flying back into Sydney on a bright, 831 00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:48,440 Speaker 2: like blue morning and coming in over the harbor and 832 00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:53,000 Speaker 2: seeing like the sun out the window, and so I 833 00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:55,239 Speaker 2: kind of live for that moment sometimes because it's just 834 00:39:55,280 --> 00:39:58,719 Speaker 2: such a nice feeling. But I think you only kind 835 00:39:58,760 --> 00:40:01,440 Speaker 2: of get that understanding by going away and challenging yourself 836 00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:04,560 Speaker 2: in other environments. So like, I love coming home, I 837 00:40:04,600 --> 00:40:08,239 Speaker 2: love being with my family, but it's also nice to 838 00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:12,040 Speaker 2: get away and like you get a perspective on the 839 00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:13,799 Speaker 2: world and on life as well. 840 00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:16,160 Speaker 1: That's a mighty great answer, Like I mean, it's because 841 00:40:16,160 --> 00:40:19,640 Speaker 1: it's I'm mean, not trouble for business, and it's the same. 842 00:40:20,280 --> 00:40:23,120 Speaker 1: I love it when I'm just coming in over, especially 843 00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:25,240 Speaker 1: when I'm coming from the north side over the Harbor Bridge, 844 00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:28,040 Speaker 1: so good and you can and if I'm lucky enough 845 00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:30,520 Speaker 1: to be on a window, I can just stare at 846 00:40:30,560 --> 00:40:34,239 Speaker 1: the window and especially in the morning, it's so beautiful. 847 00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:34,760 Speaker 3: Yeah. 848 00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:37,120 Speaker 1: And then if you're on a Corners flight, I'm not 849 00:40:37,160 --> 00:40:39,279 Speaker 1: here plugging corners. They have no relationship with Corners, but 850 00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:41,839 Speaker 1: they remember they used to. Players still call Australia home. 851 00:40:42,080 --> 00:40:42,279 Speaker 3: Yeah. 852 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:44,440 Speaker 2: Well, funnily enough, I actually did that this morning, did you. 853 00:40:44,600 --> 00:40:48,040 Speaker 2: I flew in from Thailand, and literally that whole scenario 854 00:40:48,080 --> 00:40:51,080 Speaker 2: is what you're describing, and there is something about it, 855 00:40:51,160 --> 00:40:55,040 Speaker 2: like it just yeah, like it's probably the most patriotic 856 00:40:55,080 --> 00:40:57,520 Speaker 2: I ever feel. Is kind of like, yeah, that kind 857 00:40:57,680 --> 00:41:01,680 Speaker 2: looking out the window on a Corners flight with some 858 00:41:01,800 --> 00:41:04,400 Speaker 2: kind of like backing track from some Australian artists and 859 00:41:04,440 --> 00:41:06,759 Speaker 2: you're just like, oh, yeah, like I know what it 860 00:41:06,760 --> 00:41:07,720 Speaker 2: feels like to be Australian. 861 00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:09,759 Speaker 1: There's a question I prepare for myself that I wanted 862 00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:10,960 Speaker 1: to ask you, and I hope you don't mind me, 863 00:41:11,080 --> 00:41:13,840 Speaker 1: probably you have sort of probably have answered it anywhere. 864 00:41:13,840 --> 00:41:17,160 Speaker 1: But when you think back on all your milestones, the 865 00:41:17,200 --> 00:41:20,120 Speaker 1: milestones that have meant something really important to you in 866 00:41:20,640 --> 00:41:24,160 Speaker 1: your life, like something that you've done in sporting world 867 00:41:24,400 --> 00:41:28,560 Speaker 1: that has been important in your life, what separates those 868 00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:31,200 Speaker 1: important milestones from all the other bits and pieces you've 869 00:41:31,200 --> 00:41:33,360 Speaker 1: done in your life. Is there one thing that you 870 00:41:33,440 --> 00:41:36,960 Speaker 1: remember that really separates all those you know, all the 871 00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:39,360 Speaker 1: other things in which you do thousands and thousands of 872 00:41:40,640 --> 00:41:43,000 Speaker 1: It's funny how moments we're celebrating tend to have a 873 00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:48,120 Speaker 1: few things in common. Good company, something worth toasting, and 874 00:41:48,200 --> 00:41:52,359 Speaker 1: something that makes it feel like it mattered. Seventy five 875 00:41:52,440 --> 00:41:57,040 Speaker 1: years of pan Folds Grange, once tasted, never forgotten. Now 876 00:41:57,120 --> 00:41:58,240 Speaker 1: let's die back in. 877 00:41:58,640 --> 00:42:04,080 Speaker 2: Like sharing what I've been able to achieve with my firstly, 878 00:42:04,239 --> 00:42:06,680 Speaker 2: more than any anyone, my family, like my mom and 879 00:42:06,719 --> 00:42:11,880 Speaker 2: my dad, my brother has been like probably the most 880 00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:15,239 Speaker 2: incredible part of it all. As said, like dad took 881 00:42:15,280 --> 00:42:18,600 Speaker 2: me to the cricket nets and still did until very recently, 882 00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:22,080 Speaker 2: like four hours and hours and hours, and like we 883 00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:25,400 Speaker 2: never ever had a conversation about playing for Australia. It 884 00:42:25,520 --> 00:42:30,080 Speaker 2: was just about enjoying our time together learning. He was 885 00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:33,080 Speaker 2: a school teacher and like love sport. He coached all 886 00:42:33,080 --> 00:42:35,520 Speaker 2: the sporting teams at school, and it's just like a 887 00:42:35,560 --> 00:42:37,719 Speaker 2: passion of his that he's passed on to me. And 888 00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:41,239 Speaker 2: I guess, like every time I'm playing a game and 889 00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:44,040 Speaker 2: I spot them in the crowd, like, I don't think 890 00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:46,880 Speaker 2: it's a better feeling than that in terms of like 891 00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:48,640 Speaker 2: enforcing what I enjoy doing. 892 00:42:49,440 --> 00:42:50,279 Speaker 1: Would you spot them? 893 00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:54,439 Speaker 2: Yeah, like fairly regularly. I mean the total creatures have habit, 894 00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:56,799 Speaker 2: so they kind of sit at the same spot. But 895 00:42:56,840 --> 00:43:00,000 Speaker 2: I've got little nephews now too, and like they come along, 896 00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:02,520 Speaker 2: and I guess like it kind of being you know, 897 00:43:02,640 --> 00:43:04,920 Speaker 2: like I'm the one that's really fortunate enough to be 898 00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:08,520 Speaker 2: out on the field doing it and living my dreams. 899 00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:11,719 Speaker 2: But I certainly don't feel like it's it's just me, 900 00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:14,960 Speaker 2: Like it's all of them out there with me, and 901 00:43:15,400 --> 00:43:19,640 Speaker 2: so like, yeah, I guess like without that, it wouldn't 902 00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:22,000 Speaker 2: be anywhere near as special as what it is to me. 903 00:43:22,680 --> 00:43:25,960 Speaker 2: So I feel I feel like, you know, whenever I 904 00:43:25,960 --> 00:43:29,479 Speaker 2: stop playing or miss that more than anything, it's just like, yeah, 905 00:43:30,239 --> 00:43:30,879 Speaker 2: sharing it with. 906 00:43:30,840 --> 00:43:36,719 Speaker 1: Them well amazing at least Perry, Like, thanks very much 907 00:43:36,760 --> 00:43:40,640 Speaker 1: for to be honest with you, Like not what I expected, 908 00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:46,120 Speaker 1: because I had no expectations of you at all, but 909 00:43:46,320 --> 00:43:50,600 Speaker 1: really thought provoking and to some extent inspiring conversation in 910 00:43:50,680 --> 00:43:52,440 Speaker 1: terms of the way you think about things. So like, 911 00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:57,360 Speaker 1: and I'm definitely not disappointed in anything you've had to 912 00:43:57,400 --> 00:43:59,360 Speaker 1: say today. Like everything you've had to say today is 913 00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:04,080 Speaker 1: made me think. Generally, speaking my interviews, I try to 914 00:44:04,120 --> 00:44:06,520 Speaker 1: get the guest to think about things they would not 915 00:44:06,880 --> 00:44:09,040 Speaker 1: otherwise have thought about. But everything I've asked you you've 916 00:44:09,040 --> 00:44:10,680 Speaker 1: thought about, and you've thought about a lot over a 917 00:44:10,680 --> 00:44:12,960 Speaker 1: long period of time, and so much so that you've 918 00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:15,799 Speaker 1: actually made me think. So I want to thank you 919 00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:17,879 Speaker 1: for the opportunity to talk to you today. I really 920 00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:18,400 Speaker 1: appreciate it. 921 00:44:18,400 --> 00:44:19,640 Speaker 3: Thank you. I've loved the conversation. 922 00:44:19,760 --> 00:44:20,319 Speaker 1: It's been cool.