WEBVTT - Blood, Sweat, and Olympic Glory | Caitlin Parker - 914

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<v Speaker 1>She said, it's now never I got fighting in my blood.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm tiff.

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<v Speaker 2>Katie Parker, welcome to roll with the punches. If anyone

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<v Speaker 2>deserves to be here, bloody hell, it's you.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, thank you, love love to be here, love,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, what a great start by me. It's

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<v Speaker 1>great to be here. We'll just say that that's.

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<v Speaker 2>You just mirroring my setup.

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<v Speaker 3>I've just told you how I make up words and

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<v Speaker 3>screw things up, and that's just you do it, being

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<v Speaker 3>a good guest and just fitting right in off forget go.

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<v Speaker 1>I had to yah set the expectations high from the start.

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<v Speaker 2>Really, what can we say? We both get punched in

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<v Speaker 2>the head a lot, so.

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<v Speaker 1>Expect all the time. And I'm like, I really shouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>say that, Like it doesn't sound good, But it's just

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<v Speaker 1>a way to get out of things, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>I love saying it.

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<v Speaker 3>I think I just love the shock bealley of just

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<v Speaker 3>going to get punched it a lot. And I love

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<v Speaker 3>it more if people don't realize what I'm talking about.

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<v Speaker 1>Ah, you don't give the context of you're a box

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<v Speaker 1>or anything. They're like, You're okay, how's your home situation.

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<v Speaker 2>What's it like? What's it like these days? Being in

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<v Speaker 2>a limpian.

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<v Speaker 1>Same old Really, see the fact that I get a

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<v Speaker 1>little l y underpass my name that I can chuck

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<v Speaker 1>on the Instagram and whatnot, so you know, just could

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<v Speaker 1>have got to use the perks while when I have them,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, so, but it's the same old really. I

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<v Speaker 1>just I have a nice, tiny little medal that I

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<v Speaker 1>got to bring home that I could just show off

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<v Speaker 1>now and then.

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<v Speaker 3>Is it weird being a medal winning olympian for our

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<v Speaker 3>country yet in a sport where so many people are

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<v Speaker 3>probably only just beginning to watch, like Boxing's growing, and

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<v Speaker 3>it's growing for women and it's awesome, but it feels

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<v Speaker 3>like a sport that's really young in terms of people

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<v Speaker 3>knowing who's representing the country and that we're even here.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah yeah, I mean, like, obviously it's one of the

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<v Speaker 1>oldest Olympic sports, but women were only allowed to fight

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<v Speaker 1>in the Olympics in twenty two twelve, which is nuts.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that was the first time that was equal representation,

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<v Speaker 1>not in numbers, but just like males and females in

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<v Speaker 1>every sport at the Olympics. Like crazy that it's taken

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<v Speaker 1>this long. Ah, But yeah, like I guess, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>even from an early age, you know, as a young

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<v Speaker 1>girl in a male dominated sport, I always wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>prove that I belonged, and you know, being one of

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<v Speaker 1>the only girls in the gym, just that was just

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<v Speaker 1>a constant, uphill battle guys not wanting to spa or

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<v Speaker 1>work with me, and you know, just having to go, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna get in the ring with me, and if

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<v Speaker 1>you're not gonna punch me back, I'm just gonna punch

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<v Speaker 1>You're gonna punch me back eventually. So going in with

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<v Speaker 1>that kind of mindset, I was just like I just

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<v Speaker 1>want to prove that, like I can be better than you.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it doesn't matter male or female, Like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna work harder than you. I'm gonna, you know, put

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<v Speaker 1>everything that I have into this. And I've loved seeing

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<v Speaker 1>the sport grow in that amount of time. At my gym.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I think more than half of the fighters actually female,

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<v Speaker 1>and yeah, how good is that? And then we have

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<v Speaker 1>these like development days the girls get together and it's

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<v Speaker 1>just like I look around, I'm like, this is crazy,

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<v Speaker 1>what the hell? Like this is so awesome. I was

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<v Speaker 1>even invited to the AIS to the Australian introduced sport

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<v Speaker 1>to do, you know, just talk to the females. I

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<v Speaker 1>had a female camp there, more like the girls that

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<v Speaker 1>have had maybe under ten or eleven, ten or fifteen

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<v Speaker 1>fights or something like that. And I went there and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm looking around. There's like forty of these girls that

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<v Speaker 1>have gone to this camp alone, and I'm like, make

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<v Speaker 1>sure that you get each other's numbers and contacts and

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<v Speaker 1>work together, even if you just do a little weekend together,

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<v Speaker 1>travel to each other and just you know, it's so

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<v Speaker 1>great to be able to uplift each other. But and

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<v Speaker 1>then again to make the headlines and be you know,

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<v Speaker 1>make the history of being the first female to meddle

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<v Speaker 1>for Australia in boxing at the Olympics was insane. That's

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<v Speaker 1>that's a massive goal of mine. But also to see

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<v Speaker 1>the impact that it has had on others and to

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<v Speaker 1>see that in the in the headlines going you know,

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<v Speaker 1>boxer female and so many people got around me. It's just,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, it's incredible.

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<v Speaker 3>It just even just as you said that, and I

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<v Speaker 3>like when you reflect on that and go, that lives

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<v Speaker 3>in history forever now, like no one can. People can

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<v Speaker 3>come along and do it again, but no one can

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<v Speaker 3>do it for the first time again. Your name will

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<v Speaker 3>always be etched in history as the first medal winning

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<v Speaker 3>female for Australia.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, pretty, we hear that, to be honest, so amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, getting a medal at the Olympics is hard work.

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<v Speaker 1>I think in the history of Australia boxing in the Olympics,

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<v Speaker 1>which goes back to I don't know back in time.

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<v Speaker 1>I got to get the stats, but I think I'm

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<v Speaker 1>about the seventh maybe the eighth medalist all up, so

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<v Speaker 1>we really doesn't happen very often, and we had Harry

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<v Speaker 1>guy side, really really good friend of mine, like Zilli's

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<v Speaker 1>like a brother to me. He won that first medal

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<v Speaker 1>back after thirty three years we hadn't won a medal,

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<v Speaker 1>so he won that in in Tokyo, and to be

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<v Speaker 1>there to cheer him on after things didn't go my way,

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<v Speaker 1>it was just amazing to be able to just soak

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<v Speaker 1>in that and just made history, Like how good is that?

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<v Speaker 1>And then you know, it made me work even harder, pushed,

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<v Speaker 1>pushed and put everything I had into this and and

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<v Speaker 1>myself and one of the other boys again like a

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<v Speaker 1>little brother to me that you know, we've we've traveled

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<v Speaker 1>and trained together for years and years and we both

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<v Speaker 1>of us together won a medal and to be able

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<v Speaker 1>to celebrate that again, it was just amazing and it

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<v Speaker 1>was me I got to do it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so amazing, is it? Because how many fights have

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<v Speaker 2>you had? Now?

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<v Speaker 1>I've had one hundred and twenty seven five.

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<v Speaker 3>So that's a lot of time stepping into the ring. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>but in terms of stepping into the ring for the

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<v Speaker 3>Olympics that only comes around every four years? Does that

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<v Speaker 3>what does that do to you? What does it do

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<v Speaker 3>to your mindset, your form? Wants your expectation of yourself

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<v Speaker 3>and anything else that you experienced that no one else

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<v Speaker 3>knows about. A probably nothing until the next one, and

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<v Speaker 3>then you're gonna be like, oh, I remember that question

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<v Speaker 3>you asked, Shit, this is a big deal.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Like basically, all I can say is that, like,

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<v Speaker 1>this has been a goal of mine since I can remember.

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<v Speaker 1>I was you know, when I started the sport and

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<v Speaker 1>found out that women's boxing was in the Olympics. Like

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<v Speaker 1>that's when it started for me. And it has been

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<v Speaker 1>such a long journey to get here, and it's taken

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<v Speaker 1>so many you know falls to come back and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>not getting that goal straight away. Is this big goal

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<v Speaker 1>I said of mine from an early age, to go

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<v Speaker 1>through the pits and falls of it, to keep pushing

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<v Speaker 1>through this long seventeen years I've been boxing, So I

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<v Speaker 1>started when I was eleven years old, and now a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people have just been started following me, you

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<v Speaker 1>know lately, you know, coming into coming into Paris, and

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<v Speaker 1>it might just seem like, oh, wow, you know you

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<v Speaker 1>did amazing whatever, But I'm like that, can you understand

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<v Speaker 1>how long how much work it actually took me? But

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<v Speaker 1>thank you, I really appreciate it, and then it was

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<v Speaker 1>like straight away as soon as I got home, when's

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<v Speaker 1>the next one? What are you doing now? I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>give me a little, give me a breath this, I

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<v Speaker 1>want to take this moment. And I never I've never

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<v Speaker 1>taken a taken an achievement in I don't think I've

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<v Speaker 1>just kind of moved on to the next one. This one,

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<v Speaker 1>I've really given myself the chance to just reflect on

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<v Speaker 1>the whole journey and just take it in like this

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<v Speaker 1>is I did it.

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<v Speaker 2>I love that.

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<v Speaker 3>Now I've heard I've heard a lot more of your story,

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<v Speaker 3>But can you talk about how you started in because

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<v Speaker 3>I really loved listening when we when we first met,

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<v Speaker 3>and I heard about when you started boxing and how

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<v Speaker 3>and just the journey, Like, what's it? Can you just

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<v Speaker 3>tell us tell us a story storytime with Katie.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, let's take us back to I don't even know

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<v Speaker 1>what year, when I was eleven years old. No, so

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<v Speaker 1>I actually got into combat sports my dad big yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>Daddy's girl. And you know, he always wanted me to

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<v Speaker 1>look after myself, and he got me into taekwondo to

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<v Speaker 1>start with, and he said I wasn't allowed to walk

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<v Speaker 1>to school by myself. Until I got a black belt

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<v Speaker 1>in taekwondo. So I worked hard because I really wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to walk to side. I don't know why I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to walk to school so badly, but I was really hard.

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<v Speaker 1>And then as soon as I could, I got a

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<v Speaker 1>black belt and that's what I was competing and things

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<v Speaker 1>like that, and you know, I love that obviously. That

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<v Speaker 1>was my first kind of setting goals at a young age,

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<v Speaker 1>when I got that I don't want to walk to

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<v Speaker 1>school by was no's just taking me in the car

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<v Speaker 1>now independence He realized it's not that great, but U.

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<v Speaker 1>And then we got to black belt and actually my

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<v Speaker 1>first time in the ring, in the ring, what do

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<v Speaker 1>you call on the mat in taekwondo, it's been a

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<v Speaker 1>little while for me. I was actually because I I've

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<v Speaker 1>always been big for my age. I grew, I grew

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<v Speaker 1>from an early age, and I always looked older than

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<v Speaker 1>I was. So I was nine years old getting on

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<v Speaker 1>the on the mat, so weird to say, not in

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<v Speaker 1>the ring, but on the mat with fifteen year olds

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<v Speaker 1>and stuff like that. And then in boxing I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to start that. It was just the next challenge. I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't go to the next dan of the on the

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<v Speaker 1>on your belt until it was a couple of years

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<v Speaker 1>I had to wait, and I was like, I'm ready

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<v Speaker 1>for for a new challenge. It was very, very different

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<v Speaker 1>kind of environment I'd say, taekwondo and boxing. Well, even

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<v Speaker 1>the gyms I was at. So this gym for taekwondo,

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<v Speaker 1>it was very you know, strict, you couldn't talk to

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<v Speaker 1>anyone else. You had to you know, do all the things,

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<v Speaker 1>you bow with the right times and uh. And then

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<v Speaker 1>I went to the boxing gym and it's just funny.

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<v Speaker 1>The first time I walked into the gym. My coach's

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<v Speaker 1>name is Fox. He looks like a big Viking, muscled up,

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<v Speaker 1>tattooed head to toe and just we were like a

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<v Speaker 1>better word like bow, you know. I was just like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, come on, and I was like, hey, this

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<v Speaker 1>is different already. Wow, let's go. And he partnered me

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<v Speaker 1>up with this boy to work with it for the

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<v Speaker 1>first day and he was like, you know, you're be

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<v Speaker 1>working with this guy. He's the Australian champion. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, oh my god, whoa, that's so cool, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I had to work with the Aussie champion, Like that's

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<v Speaker 1>what I want to be so that was really impactful

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<v Speaker 1>to start with. And yeah, I guess it just it

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<v Speaker 1>just kept me going. I loved that environment and I

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<v Speaker 1>was always very very shy, so you know, I was

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<v Speaker 1>very excited, but I'd still hide behind mum and dad

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<v Speaker 1>before i'd walk into the gym. But basically that's how

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<v Speaker 1>it started boxing.

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<v Speaker 2>That's so brave.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I remember walking into gyms even once i'd already

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<v Speaker 3>started fighting, and walking into new gyms just for fitness

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<v Speaker 3>based classes really and still feeling incredibly intimidating and thinking

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<v Speaker 3>you've trained under some pretty brutal coaches as you've fought,

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<v Speaker 3>and you still feel self conscious as a female walking

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<v Speaker 3>into some of these really friendly, really welcome in boxing gyms.

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<v Speaker 2>Like imagine you ton little thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't very tiny, but yeah, yeah for sure, like

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<v Speaker 1>I was, I was incredibly shy, like zero self confidence.

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, I think that's also when my dad like

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<v Speaker 1>always wanted to give me. My parents sorry, my dad

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<v Speaker 1>put me, wanted me to go to the combat route.

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<v Speaker 1>But my parents were super supportive and and got me wanted.

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<v Speaker 1>They saw the value of sport. They weren't able to

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<v Speaker 1>do it much when they were younger. Although my mom

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<v Speaker 1>is not sporty in the slightest and not coordinated. She's

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<v Speaker 1>always I've tried to take her on the pads before

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<v Speaker 1>my mom just left right like. But so yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>my parents just saw the value in sport and giving

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<v Speaker 1>me some confidence. I needed that a lot, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>discipline and resilience, and through that, I was able to

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<v Speaker 1>discover my own strength that came with challenging my limits

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<v Speaker 1>as well.

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<v Speaker 2>I love that. When did you start competing in the boxing?

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<v Speaker 1>So I didn't actually get to compete until I was thirteen.

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<v Speaker 1>So I because I was always trying to find fights,

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<v Speaker 1>but there was no one my age and way the

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<v Speaker 1>first so I was weighing in thirteen years old seventy kilos,

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<v Speaker 1>like there was no one my age and way, and

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<v Speaker 1>so I fight at seventy five kilos now, So I've

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<v Speaker 1>always been like this tall and this is big. But

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<v Speaker 1>I say, like I'm massive, I'm not, you know, at

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<v Speaker 1>that age it was yeah taller. I was always in

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<v Speaker 1>the back line of the school photos. I always wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to be in the front. I wanted to sit down

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<v Speaker 1>like the other girls, but I was standing at the back.

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<v Speaker 1>It's the small things. But yeah, I why do I

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<v Speaker 1>lose track of what I'm talking about.

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<v Speaker 2>I go, I love it.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like how Yeah, because even when I started around

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<v Speaker 3>that time, and it was starting to get a bit

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<v Speaker 3>more popular, but probably more so because my entry into

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<v Speaker 3>boxing was through the corporate Boxing Challenges, which is a

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<v Speaker 3>very friendly environment to be given an opportunity like that.

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<v Speaker 3>But at your age, at that time, there's no opportunities

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<v Speaker 3>to fight. So I'd love you to share how your

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<v Speaker 3>your parents got those opportunities for you and how you

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<v Speaker 3>developed that.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, and that reminds me of exactly yeah, what I

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<v Speaker 1>was just talking about as well. So yeah, So I

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<v Speaker 1>was continuously trying to find fights. I was telling my coach,

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<v Speaker 1>so please, I just want to I want to get

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<v Speaker 1>in the ring. I don't know what pushed me so hard,

0:14:47.400 --> 0:14:49.840
<v Speaker 1>but I just I wanted to challenge myself. I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to get in the ring. Obviously all the training that

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<v Speaker 1>I'd done. I wanted to show that I was listening

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<v Speaker 1>and that it was all you know four or for

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<v Speaker 1>a purpose. I'm very gold dribbn. I need something to

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<v Speaker 1>kind of work towards. So getting in the ring was

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<v Speaker 1>a big thing for me. And so the first time

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<v Speaker 1>I got in the ring. It wasn't an official fight,

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<v Speaker 1>it was called an exhibition. But to get someone in

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<v Speaker 1>the ring with me, I had to get in the

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<v Speaker 1>ring with a twenty five year old at thirteen years old,

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<v Speaker 1>and I loved it. It was such a great experience.

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone was like, oh, you definitely won that. We were

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<v Speaker 1>both got our hands raised at the end. But I

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<v Speaker 1>took that. I was like, yeah, but that was yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>That was early on, and then I was able to

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<v Speaker 1>get a couple of like I think my first actual

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<v Speaker 1>official fight was a state title fighting yeah, this other girl. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I was I had to kind of have the big

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<v Speaker 1>fights early on. I went to nationals. It was my

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<v Speaker 1>maybe my fifth or sixth five, and I ended up

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<v Speaker 1>stopping the girl in forty five seconds, just because I

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<v Speaker 1>was just so eager. And that's my first style. My

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<v Speaker 1>taught me Foxy. He just taught me to be tough

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<v Speaker 1>and I would just come forward and swing and yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess they didn't know what to do with me,

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<v Speaker 1>and yeah, they ended up giving me the fight in

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<v Speaker 1>forty five seconds. I was like, well that's and so

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<v Speaker 1>from there, I was selected to go to the World

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<v Speaker 1>Championships in Turkey, and I was just about to turn fifteen.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to Turkey. I don't even think i'd heard

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<v Speaker 1>of the country before, and I could just travel across

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<v Speaker 1>the world. Yeah, insane. It didn't even at the time

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<v Speaker 1>Mum and Dad, you know, they couldn't They couldn't come,

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<v Speaker 1>They couldn't afford it. They put all their money and

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<v Speaker 1>everything they had into just getting me to training. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was meeting up with a teamide from Perth originally,

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<v Speaker 1>so I was flying across across the country to meet

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<v Speaker 1>up with some of the team I think it was

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<v Speaker 1>Sydney probably, and then fly back over that way to

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<v Speaker 1>Europe and to go to Turkey. Very very I think

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<v Speaker 1>I just loved being able to take that in and travel.

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<v Speaker 1>I never left Australia and New Zealand, and to be

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<v Speaker 1>able to go and experience such different culture than what

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<v Speaker 1>I was used to was just such a learning such

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<v Speaker 1>a learning experience. And yeah, it took a lot out

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<v Speaker 1>of it and I got to travel to some amazing

0:17:10.920 --> 0:17:14.000
<v Speaker 1>countries after that. I think you learn more doing that

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<v Speaker 1>stuff than anything else.

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<v Speaker 3>One, how does the funding for that work? When you

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<v Speaker 3>get opportunities or go and seek opportunities overseas?

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<v Speaker 2>Is their funding available yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean back then there wasn't a lot. I think

0:17:30.200 --> 0:17:31.879
<v Speaker 1>they might have helped us a little bit. But my

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<v Speaker 1>parents they're my biggest support network. Like they're just incredible.

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<v Speaker 1>The amount they've put in to be able to give

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<v Speaker 1>myself and my brother the opportunities that they have. I

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<v Speaker 1>can't thank them enough. I always bring them up because

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<v Speaker 1>they deserve it so much. And and if I asked

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<v Speaker 1>them to talk in an interview, they couldn't add all.

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<v Speaker 1>They're just shy, but so they My dad has worked

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<v Speaker 1>two jobs seven days a week for my whole life

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<v Speaker 1>to how to get me to training. Has worked multiple jobs,

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<v Speaker 1>She did some starts. She was secretary of boxing wa

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<v Speaker 1>to you know, be able to support and be a

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<v Speaker 1>part of it, get us you know that, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>get us into the fights basically not have to pay,

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<v Speaker 1>but that. And she would also sell pies and she

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<v Speaker 1>would clean houses and she would do whatever it took

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to raise funds because we didn't come

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<v Speaker 1>from much with a low socioeconomic area. You know, a

0:18:27.040 --> 0:18:29.040
<v Speaker 1>mum and dad probably I think they didn't even finish

0:18:29.119 --> 0:18:32.400
<v Speaker 1>year eight year ten of highs of school. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>they work extremely hard to be able to give us

0:18:34.920 --> 0:18:38.600
<v Speaker 1>these opportunities and so yeah, they again fundraise like crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>They get me to Turkey to the World Championships when

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<v Speaker 1>I just turned fifteen, and I'm glad they did, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>because I did win a bronze medal there that that

0:18:50.920 --> 0:18:52.240
<v Speaker 1>was a big one for me. I was like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I show them that their sacrifices were worth it. And really,

0:18:55.760 --> 0:18:59.600
<v Speaker 1>for me, my biggest motivation is obviously myself, but then yeah,

0:18:59.800 --> 0:19:02.960
<v Speaker 1>like and pushing myself and whatever, but that's that that

0:19:03.080 --> 0:19:05.120
<v Speaker 1>pushes me. That that's my why as well. I want

0:19:05.119 --> 0:19:06.959
<v Speaker 1>to show them that, you know, I can I can

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<v Speaker 1>do and prove to them that, you know, all the

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<v Speaker 1>work that they put in was worth.

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<v Speaker 3>God, it's so amazing and it's so selfless and what

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<v Speaker 3>like what was their expectation of I guess where this

0:19:22.800 --> 0:19:25.639
<v Speaker 3>could take you? What were they hoping to give you?

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<v Speaker 3>What were they hoping for you to get out of it?

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<v Speaker 3>Like amateur? Like you're not making money amateur boxing?

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<v Speaker 1>No? Yeah, no, definitely not So I get I think

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<v Speaker 1>it started because they wanted to. I think my dad

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<v Speaker 1>as well, from a young age, he always wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>be involved in sport. But you know, couldn't could didn't

0:19:48.280 --> 0:19:51.120
<v Speaker 1>have those opportunities to get out there and do that.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think he wanted to always do that for us.

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<v Speaker 1>I think the confidence and the discipline and resilience, I

0:19:57.000 --> 0:19:59.359
<v Speaker 1>think they always wanted to instill that in us, and

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<v Speaker 1>I think obvious see when I started winning and then

0:20:02.080 --> 0:20:05.000
<v Speaker 1>showed a bit of potential. I think he just wanted

0:20:05.040 --> 0:20:07.120
<v Speaker 1>me to be able to have the opportunities to get

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<v Speaker 1>the most out of it and to be able to

0:20:09.480 --> 0:20:12.679
<v Speaker 1>accomplish my dreams. And then I told my parents I

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<v Speaker 1>want to I want to go to the Olympics, and

0:20:14.920 --> 0:20:16.960
<v Speaker 1>remember being the local paper like I want to go

0:20:16.960 --> 0:20:20.520
<v Speaker 1>to the Olympics, And you know, they just wanted to

0:20:21.880 --> 0:20:25.680
<v Speaker 1>provide that for us and my brother. He he fought

0:20:25.680 --> 0:20:28.520
<v Speaker 1>a bit, but yeah, he chose another life path and

0:20:28.640 --> 0:20:32.359
<v Speaker 1>he wasn't really too interested in it. But for me, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>even to this day, it's so important to have a

0:20:36.680 --> 0:20:39.280
<v Speaker 1>great support network. I've got to own partner now, who's

0:20:39.400 --> 0:20:43.280
<v Speaker 1>just incredible and I've been with him for seven years

0:20:43.320 --> 0:20:46.600
<v Speaker 1>now and he's just been there. Like I can't thank

0:20:46.640 --> 0:20:50.080
<v Speaker 1>him enough because I can't do this alone. Like you said,

0:20:50.080 --> 0:20:52.440
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't pay the bills, and there is a struggle.

0:20:52.520 --> 0:20:55.200
<v Speaker 1>And to be able to sit there and go away

0:20:55.240 --> 0:20:57.280
<v Speaker 1>and travel for six months of the year most of

0:20:57.359 --> 0:21:01.679
<v Speaker 1>the time, and train lot, and for them to stick

0:21:01.880 --> 0:21:04.200
<v Speaker 1>stick by you, push you to be your best and

0:21:04.760 --> 0:21:07.119
<v Speaker 1>you know, not not pull you backwards in any way.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm really grateful.

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<v Speaker 2>What is the sacrifice? Do you feel like you sacrifice

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<v Speaker 2>in order to live this life? Yeah?

0:21:16.800 --> 0:21:19.240
<v Speaker 1>I think sacrifice is a difficult word. I hear people

0:21:19.280 --> 0:21:22.000
<v Speaker 1>saying a lot like, it's not sacrifice and you can

0:21:22.040 --> 0:21:25.399
<v Speaker 1>because it's worth it, you know that is it's I

0:21:25.400 --> 0:21:27.359
<v Speaker 1>don't know, people say a lot of things about the

0:21:27.359 --> 0:21:32.320
<v Speaker 1>word sacrifice. I think you have to in a way absolutely,

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<v Speaker 1>I you know. I guess something that comes to mind

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<v Speaker 1>straight away is, you know, missing out on a lot

0:21:38.800 --> 0:21:44.160
<v Speaker 1>of things at home. One big one was very quite recently.

0:21:44.560 --> 0:21:46.840
<v Speaker 1>My best friend asked me to be her maid of

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<v Speaker 1>honor and I missed that because I had to qualify

0:21:52.119 --> 0:21:55.440
<v Speaker 1>for the Olympics in the Solomon Islands. And I looked

0:21:55.440 --> 0:21:58.400
<v Speaker 1>and it was the day before the wedding, but there

0:21:58.480 --> 0:22:01.040
<v Speaker 1>was no there's a flight out every second day. I wasn't.

0:22:01.080 --> 0:22:02.440
<v Speaker 1>There was no way I was going to be able

0:22:02.440 --> 0:22:04.280
<v Speaker 1>to make it. And I was gutted to be able

0:22:04.280 --> 0:22:06.680
<v Speaker 1>to have to call her up on the phone. I

0:22:06.840 --> 0:22:09.159
<v Speaker 1>was just blubbering. I didn't think I made sense. I

0:22:09.200 --> 0:22:11.280
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh no, no, you know, I couldn't make

0:22:11.320 --> 0:22:15.520
<v Speaker 1>it like that's you know, because because those people. I

0:22:15.560 --> 0:22:20.199
<v Speaker 1>have a couple of beautiful, just solid friends that just

0:22:20.280 --> 0:22:23.040
<v Speaker 1>completely understand that I can't be there for most things.

0:22:23.440 --> 0:22:26.600
<v Speaker 1>But to say that to her, I was gutted. But

0:22:26.680 --> 0:22:29.080
<v Speaker 1>she was like, if you don't go, Like, if if

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<v Speaker 1>you don't go, buddy qualified with the Olympics, I would

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<v Speaker 1>be mad at you that I.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't want to be your friend anymore if you're not

0:22:34.560 --> 0:22:35.160
<v Speaker 2>an Olympian.

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<v Speaker 1>She probably said words, wasn't that you better freaking go?

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I had to make my speech and I'm

0:22:42.880 --> 0:22:45.159
<v Speaker 1>in the Solomon Islands and sweating. It's so hot and

0:22:45.240 --> 0:22:48.520
<v Speaker 1>humid there. I was sweating and in my in my

0:22:48.600 --> 0:22:51.640
<v Speaker 1>ausie uniform, just yeah, trying to give the most heartfelt

0:22:51.640 --> 0:22:54.199
<v Speaker 1>speech that I could. But things like that, right, you

0:22:54.280 --> 0:22:58.160
<v Speaker 1>miss out on those moments, I guess. And I had

0:22:58.160 --> 0:23:02.840
<v Speaker 1>to move away from family and friends. Yeah, a few

0:23:02.920 --> 0:23:05.800
<v Speaker 1>years ago now, six maybe six years ago, I had

0:23:05.800 --> 0:23:09.160
<v Speaker 1>to move away from them because I knew more opportunities

0:23:09.160 --> 0:23:12.280
<v Speaker 1>were here in Melbourne for me, and that was hard

0:23:12.280 --> 0:23:14.480
<v Speaker 1>because my family is like my biggest value in life.

0:23:14.480 --> 0:23:17.760
<v Speaker 1>I love being around them, my mum and dad, my brother,

0:23:17.880 --> 0:23:20.879
<v Speaker 1>my partner. My partner and I moved over. We're like

0:23:20.960 --> 0:23:22.960
<v Speaker 1>dating for six months and we moved over. I can't

0:23:22.960 --> 0:23:25.920
<v Speaker 1>believe that I don't even know you that well. I

0:23:25.960 --> 0:23:30.960
<v Speaker 1>don't know, but yeah, can we come over here to

0:23:31.880 --> 0:23:33.639
<v Speaker 1>so I could get more opportunity to box and for

0:23:33.720 --> 0:23:36.280
<v Speaker 1>him to work and whatnot, and so just things like

0:23:36.320 --> 0:23:38.479
<v Speaker 1>that that it missed out a lot of stuff and

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<v Speaker 1>I hated living away from them for this long. I've

0:23:41.520 --> 0:23:45.080
<v Speaker 1>just actually just finally convinced them to come and live

0:23:45.119 --> 0:23:48.880
<v Speaker 1>with me after that Log's It's been about five months

0:23:49.000 --> 0:23:50.960
<v Speaker 1>or something now, but finally I'm like, God, I'm here.

0:23:51.520 --> 0:23:53.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm happy. I've got all my loved ones around me.

0:23:54.520 --> 0:23:58.159
<v Speaker 3>What's been the hardest in terms of the sport or

0:23:58.160 --> 0:24:02.520
<v Speaker 3>the training or the skills. What's challenged you the most?

0:24:03.840 --> 0:24:08.120
<v Speaker 1>Ooh ah, what's the challenge with there? There's obviously there's

0:24:08.560 --> 0:24:11.720
<v Speaker 1>lots of challenges. I think one of my big challenge

0:24:11.760 --> 0:24:13.639
<v Speaker 1>would be just, you know, making sure you just always

0:24:13.720 --> 0:24:16.560
<v Speaker 1>show up and stay consistent. Because that's a that's a

0:24:16.600 --> 0:24:19.480
<v Speaker 1>tough one just from always kind of remembering your goal.

0:24:20.000 --> 0:24:25.040
<v Speaker 1>But I think I kind of go into the you

0:24:25.080 --> 0:24:27.920
<v Speaker 1>know how I was saying earlier that it's been such

0:24:27.920 --> 0:24:31.720
<v Speaker 1>a long journey, right and continuously showing up and putting

0:24:31.760 --> 0:24:35.400
<v Speaker 1>my all into that for this long. I think that's

0:24:35.440 --> 0:24:39.800
<v Speaker 1>totably been the biggest challenge for me. Because when I

0:24:39.880 --> 0:24:41.879
<v Speaker 1>found out that I, you know, women could box in

0:24:41.920 --> 0:24:45.440
<v Speaker 1>the Olympics, and I'd set myself a goal rio twenty sixteen,

0:24:45.520 --> 0:24:48.880
<v Speaker 1>I would just be old enough to compete there, and

0:24:49.760 --> 0:24:52.159
<v Speaker 1>I wanted that with everything I had, and before and

0:24:52.200 --> 0:24:55.480
<v Speaker 1>after school, I'd before school, we'd go run around the

0:24:55.480 --> 0:24:57.920
<v Speaker 1>block and do a certain amount of skips and push

0:24:58.000 --> 0:25:01.320
<v Speaker 1>ups and whatever, go to school, come home. At the time,

0:25:01.400 --> 0:25:04.119
<v Speaker 1>I was actually playing rugby and I was boxing. I

0:25:04.160 --> 0:25:08.480
<v Speaker 1>wasn't playing boxing. I was playing rugby and boxing. But

0:25:09.119 --> 0:25:11.639
<v Speaker 1>so I'd go from one training to the next because

0:25:11.680 --> 0:25:13.520
<v Speaker 1>I thought, actually initially that I was going to go

0:25:13.520 --> 0:25:16.119
<v Speaker 1>to the Olympics for both. I thought rugby and boxing,

0:25:16.200 --> 0:25:18.200
<v Speaker 1>I can do that. But then you realize how much

0:25:18.240 --> 0:25:22.080
<v Speaker 1>goes into one sport, and well, and then I got

0:25:22.080 --> 0:25:24.320
<v Speaker 1>to go to you know, travel the world with boxing.

0:25:24.400 --> 0:25:26.560
<v Speaker 1>So oh, okay, I guess, I guess that's an easy

0:25:26.640 --> 0:25:31.399
<v Speaker 1>choice for me. But yeah, I set myself there, go out.

0:25:31.400 --> 0:25:34.520
<v Speaker 1>I trained so hard. I'd take tuna and boiled eggs

0:25:34.520 --> 0:25:36.479
<v Speaker 1>and apples to school. When i'd watch my friends eat

0:25:36.520 --> 0:25:38.760
<v Speaker 1>the good food, sometimes I'd like, just give me a bite, please,

0:25:39.200 --> 0:25:43.840
<v Speaker 1>just share a little bit. But I knew. I didn't

0:25:43.880 --> 0:25:45.320
<v Speaker 1>know what it took, but I knew that I had

0:25:45.359 --> 0:25:48.080
<v Speaker 1>to kind of do everything I could. I wouldn't go

0:25:48.160 --> 0:25:50.280
<v Speaker 1>to parties and stuff. Not that I'm a big party

0:25:50.359 --> 0:25:52.760
<v Speaker 1>or anyway. I wouldn't call that a sacrifice, but the

0:25:52.840 --> 0:25:55.600
<v Speaker 1>normal teenage staff, I just did past that because it

0:25:55.640 --> 0:26:01.040
<v Speaker 1>was just all about training and competition for me. And

0:26:01.080 --> 0:26:03.960
<v Speaker 1>when it came to that year, the RIO twenty sixteen year,

0:26:04.240 --> 0:26:07.200
<v Speaker 1>to qualify you had to win the Australian Championships. There

0:26:07.240 --> 0:26:09.240
<v Speaker 1>was a woman there that had been the Australian chair

0:26:09.280 --> 0:26:12.240
<v Speaker 1>for years in years, and she was expected to win.

0:26:12.359 --> 0:26:15.479
<v Speaker 1>I came up from the youth's division and come up

0:26:15.520 --> 0:26:18.920
<v Speaker 1>and I won, which was incredible. I was so stoked.

0:26:19.200 --> 0:26:21.280
<v Speaker 1>I had to They challenged me again for the position.

0:26:21.320 --> 0:26:23.359
<v Speaker 1>I had to fight again and I won that again,

0:26:23.440 --> 0:26:25.080
<v Speaker 1>so I was happy I was like, right, I'm going

0:26:25.119 --> 0:26:29.439
<v Speaker 1>to the qualifiers for boxing, the international qualifiers. You had

0:26:29.480 --> 0:26:31.800
<v Speaker 1>to be top two in the top two in Asia,

0:26:31.800 --> 0:26:34.080
<v Speaker 1>in Oceania, or top four in the world. So it

0:26:34.119 --> 0:26:38.520
<v Speaker 1>was a tough qualification. I went over to Kazakhstan and

0:26:39.440 --> 0:26:42.840
<v Speaker 1>I drew the hometown girl first and I lost my

0:26:42.920 --> 0:26:45.840
<v Speaker 1>first fight, and that was it for me. That was it.

0:26:46.240 --> 0:26:49.800
<v Speaker 1>I just thought, WHOA. After all of that, I was

0:26:49.960 --> 0:26:54.040
<v Speaker 1>so heartbroken. I was shattered. I didn't want to go home,

0:26:54.160 --> 0:26:55.720
<v Speaker 1>and I didn't want to go to mom and dad

0:26:55.760 --> 0:26:57.640
<v Speaker 1>and face them and be, you know, like, after all

0:26:57.640 --> 0:26:59.800
<v Speaker 1>they'd done for me and all my friends and family,

0:26:59.840 --> 0:27:02.080
<v Speaker 1>the leaved in me. I didn't want to let them

0:27:02.080 --> 0:27:07.639
<v Speaker 1>all down. And obviously I had to go home to

0:27:07.680 --> 0:27:11.280
<v Speaker 1>go home. Flight there's my money, you stay here on

0:27:11.280 --> 0:27:15.199
<v Speaker 1>a holiday, non explore kazakhsade though, So I had to

0:27:15.200 --> 0:27:20.360
<v Speaker 1>go home. And then you realize that that's exactly where

0:27:20.359 --> 0:27:23.199
<v Speaker 1>I needed to be, around that support network, and that

0:27:23.320 --> 0:27:27.239
<v Speaker 1>my loved ones that don't actually value me because of

0:27:27.280 --> 0:27:29.359
<v Speaker 1>what I do, they value me because of me and

0:27:29.400 --> 0:27:34.240
<v Speaker 1>they love me for me. So that helped me a lot.

0:27:36.000 --> 0:27:38.520
<v Speaker 1>And then I kind of had to take the accountability

0:27:39.480 --> 0:27:41.719
<v Speaker 1>have a bit of self awareness, right, what do I

0:27:41.760 --> 0:27:45.000
<v Speaker 1>need to do? What can change? What is this taught me?

0:27:45.800 --> 0:27:48.239
<v Speaker 1>And so I was able to reflect and think, right,

0:27:48.640 --> 0:27:51.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, what do I need to do. I ended

0:27:51.280 --> 0:27:54.240
<v Speaker 1>up actually moving over to the Australian Institute of Sport. Well,

0:27:54.280 --> 0:27:57.159
<v Speaker 1>I was such a mouthful in Canberra AIS AIS for

0:27:57.200 --> 0:28:01.200
<v Speaker 1>short from now on, I had to move over. Oh

0:28:01.200 --> 0:28:04.439
<v Speaker 1>I had to. I moved over there just because there's

0:28:04.560 --> 0:28:07.840
<v Speaker 1>just a training center. There is nothing really around it

0:28:07.880 --> 0:28:11.600
<v Speaker 1>at all. There is you get your food, you walk

0:28:11.640 --> 0:28:14.320
<v Speaker 1>to the training center that you walk to the track. Yeah,

0:28:14.359 --> 0:28:17.719
<v Speaker 1>that's it. So I loved being in that environment just

0:28:17.720 --> 0:28:20.440
<v Speaker 1>just head down, didn't have to think about anything else.

0:28:21.080 --> 0:28:25.280
<v Speaker 1>And actually that kind of taught me there the importance

0:28:25.280 --> 0:28:29.400
<v Speaker 1>of strength conditioning. There's an old boxes logic and people

0:28:29.440 --> 0:28:31.200
<v Speaker 1>always say you don't want to get too big because

0:28:31.200 --> 0:28:33.399
<v Speaker 1>you're going to be too slow, But no, you can

0:28:33.480 --> 0:28:36.560
<v Speaker 1>be explosive and its strength and conditioning is so important.

0:28:36.600 --> 0:28:39.240
<v Speaker 1>So I was able to just learn a lot in

0:28:39.320 --> 0:28:42.160
<v Speaker 1>that way and being in that high performance environment all

0:28:42.200 --> 0:28:46.800
<v Speaker 1>the time. Yeah, and there were a few other things,

0:28:46.840 --> 0:28:50.360
<v Speaker 1>but that was really important because I had to change

0:28:50.360 --> 0:28:52.720
<v Speaker 1>that goal right rear it didn't work out for me,

0:28:53.360 --> 0:28:56.840
<v Speaker 1>what's next Tokyo. Tokyo is four years away. Four years

0:28:56.840 --> 0:28:58.840
<v Speaker 1>seems like a long time, but there's a lot to do.

0:28:58.920 --> 0:29:01.120
<v Speaker 1>I didn't realize it was actually to be five years.

0:29:01.200 --> 0:29:04.400
<v Speaker 1>But uh anyway, we yeah, I had to had to

0:29:04.440 --> 0:29:08.560
<v Speaker 1>work hard, and I guess that was a really good

0:29:08.600 --> 0:29:12.960
<v Speaker 1>thing to do because the Tokyo qualification year come along

0:29:13.560 --> 0:29:18.960
<v Speaker 1>and I always So we're going to Wuhan, China, and

0:29:19.000 --> 0:29:21.440
<v Speaker 1>February twenty twenty, that's where we were going. I've never

0:29:21.480 --> 0:29:24.360
<v Speaker 1>heard of the city before, and then it's all over

0:29:24.400 --> 0:29:28.120
<v Speaker 1>the news and where we were in. We're in camp

0:29:28.160 --> 0:29:30.640
<v Speaker 1>and waiting to go two days. Two days before we're

0:29:30.640 --> 0:29:32.960
<v Speaker 1>heading off. I've got my sanitizer and a mask. I'm like,

0:29:32.960 --> 0:29:34.960
<v Speaker 1>it's all good. I just won't like leave the room.

0:29:35.280 --> 0:29:36.880
<v Speaker 1>I'll just fight and go back to my room. But

0:29:36.920 --> 0:29:38.400
<v Speaker 1>then the city was shut down, so I was like,

0:29:38.400 --> 0:29:42.440
<v Speaker 1>we're probably good that I wasn't already there. Oh So

0:29:42.800 --> 0:29:46.160
<v Speaker 1>anyway back to Australia. Right five weeks time, we've got

0:29:46.200 --> 0:29:49.720
<v Speaker 1>another day. We're going to Amman, Jordan, and we go

0:29:49.840 --> 0:29:52.760
<v Speaker 1>back to a training camp in Thailand. We've been training

0:29:52.800 --> 0:29:56.760
<v Speaker 1>really hard in the heat and humidity over there. We're

0:29:56.760 --> 0:29:58.800
<v Speaker 1>in our last so the day before we leave, we've

0:29:58.800 --> 0:30:03.040
<v Speaker 1>got our last sparring session, the last round. In the

0:30:03.120 --> 0:30:07.120
<v Speaker 1>last thirty seconds, we're fighting away and the girl comes

0:30:07.200 --> 0:30:09.120
<v Speaker 1>up from a from a ducks she ducks under and

0:30:09.160 --> 0:30:11.400
<v Speaker 1>comes up and head butts me in the nose. Oh,

0:30:11.920 --> 0:30:15.440
<v Speaker 1>And I just went, oh, I might have swept. I

0:30:15.440 --> 0:30:20.480
<v Speaker 1>don't know to it be no, So I just went, oh,

0:30:20.560 --> 0:30:24.400
<v Speaker 1>my god, something like that. And I went to my

0:30:24.480 --> 0:30:27.000
<v Speaker 1>coach in the corner straight away because I knew something

0:30:27.080 --> 0:30:30.360
<v Speaker 1>was right. He's gone wigg with my nose. He's like, oh,

0:30:30.400 --> 0:30:34.560
<v Speaker 1>it's broken. I was like, oh my god, I can't

0:30:34.560 --> 0:30:37.880
<v Speaker 1>even tell you again, blubbery mess. I just I tried

0:30:37.920 --> 0:30:39.440
<v Speaker 1>to hold it in and they got out and I

0:30:39.520 --> 0:30:41.600
<v Speaker 1>was like, what am I good? I was just in

0:30:41.840 --> 0:30:44.760
<v Speaker 1>tears because I was like, you're kidding me. After this long,

0:30:44.840 --> 0:30:48.600
<v Speaker 1>I've worked so hard and moved away from my family

0:30:48.640 --> 0:30:51.200
<v Speaker 1>and friends and done everything I could, trained harder, trained

0:30:51.240 --> 0:30:55.200
<v Speaker 1>three times a day, and I ate everything whatever. I

0:30:55.240 --> 0:30:57.840
<v Speaker 1>like to put everything into this, and I'm like, after

0:30:57.880 --> 0:30:59.320
<v Speaker 1>all of that, I've got a broken nose. I've never

0:30:59.320 --> 0:31:00.800
<v Speaker 1>had a broken bone before. I didn't know how it

0:31:00.800 --> 0:31:02.080
<v Speaker 1>was going to work. How long I had to heal.

0:31:02.120 --> 0:31:05.640
<v Speaker 1>But we're heading over to to qualify as tomorrow. They've

0:31:05.720 --> 0:31:08.360
<v Speaker 1>taken me to Bangkok Hospital and when I've got there,

0:31:08.400 --> 0:31:11.080
<v Speaker 1>they brought the wheelchair out for me. They're wheeling me around.

0:31:11.160 --> 0:31:16.960
<v Speaker 1>I thought, you know what, I'm just going to accept this. Yeah,

0:31:17.000 --> 0:31:19.000
<v Speaker 1>I've got a photo taken to me and oh my god,

0:31:19.080 --> 0:31:22.640
<v Speaker 1>my nose is swollen. I look like, just changes your

0:31:22.640 --> 0:31:26.960
<v Speaker 1>whole face and yeah. I just thought. They go, oh,

0:31:27.000 --> 0:31:28.960
<v Speaker 1>can you fight with a splinter in your nose? And

0:31:28.960 --> 0:31:32.360
<v Speaker 1>I said, no, you cannot do that. I'm just going

0:31:32.440 --> 0:31:35.040
<v Speaker 1>to use this, this situation where the masks have just

0:31:35.120 --> 0:31:38.040
<v Speaker 1>come in to my advantage. I'm going to just hide it.

0:31:38.160 --> 0:31:40.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to just put a mask on and no

0:31:40.680 --> 0:31:42.400
<v Speaker 1>one's going to be able to see me. And so

0:31:43.080 --> 0:31:45.360
<v Speaker 1>that's what I did. I went to the qualifiers and

0:31:45.480 --> 0:31:47.920
<v Speaker 1>didn't tell anyone about it because I'm me and my

0:31:48.000 --> 0:31:49.840
<v Speaker 1>coach and my and my teammates that were there knew

0:31:49.840 --> 0:31:51.120
<v Speaker 1>about it, and I was like, I'm just going to

0:31:51.520 --> 0:31:55.239
<v Speaker 1>go and find because nothing's going to stop me. I'm cool, mum.

0:31:55.280 --> 0:31:57.440
<v Speaker 1>At the time, it's like it's okay, there's another qualify.

0:31:57.480 --> 0:31:59.320
<v Speaker 1>I was like, no, mama. I'm like, there's no I'm

0:31:59.320 --> 0:32:02.640
<v Speaker 1>fighting care. Lucky I did, because the next qualifiers got

0:32:02.640 --> 0:32:07.080
<v Speaker 1>canceled anyway, so this was my only chance. And I

0:32:07.160 --> 0:32:10.560
<v Speaker 1>ended up getting through three fights there with a broken

0:32:10.600 --> 0:32:11.959
<v Speaker 1>nose and it was okay.

0:32:12.720 --> 0:32:16.040
<v Speaker 3>Didn't make you fight differently because you didn't want to

0:32:16.200 --> 0:32:18.520
<v Speaker 3>risk getting hit, so you were like, I'm getting this

0:32:18.680 --> 0:32:19.840
<v Speaker 3>job down, I'm gonna stay.

0:32:19.840 --> 0:32:21.560
<v Speaker 2>So they didn't make you fight differently.

0:32:22.160 --> 0:32:26.880
<v Speaker 1>So I didn't fight differently until I so what my

0:32:27.000 --> 0:32:30.640
<v Speaker 1>qualifying fight, I just put everything out there. I don't care.

0:32:30.840 --> 0:32:34.720
<v Speaker 1>I don't care. It might hurt, yes, but whatever, I'll

0:32:34.720 --> 0:32:36.920
<v Speaker 1>go through the pain because the adrenalin's going through you

0:32:36.920 --> 0:32:38.800
<v Speaker 1>as well. You know, when you get hit. You notice

0:32:38.840 --> 0:32:41.120
<v Speaker 1>you get hit in the boxing gym, so do over.

0:32:41.280 --> 0:32:44.200
<v Speaker 1>Maybe not everyone knows how you get hit and it's okay,

0:32:44.360 --> 0:32:46.200
<v Speaker 1>but like most of most of the time, the adrenaline

0:32:46.240 --> 0:32:48.360
<v Speaker 1>is going through you. You don't kind of notice that.

0:32:48.600 --> 0:32:50.160
<v Speaker 1>You notice that. You're like, oh, yeah, I got hit.

0:32:50.240 --> 0:32:52.400
<v Speaker 1>Probably put my hand up or don't do that again.

0:32:53.280 --> 0:32:55.520
<v Speaker 1>But I'm never in the going into the ring like

0:32:55.560 --> 0:32:57.160
<v Speaker 1>oh this is you know, I'm worried that I'm gonna

0:32:57.160 --> 0:33:00.720
<v Speaker 1>get hurt. Never ever, so I just went in normally

0:33:00.800 --> 0:33:04.080
<v Speaker 1>like I always would. Yeah, my nose is a little

0:33:04.080 --> 0:33:06.040
<v Speaker 1>bit more swollen, but it had come down by then

0:33:06.200 --> 0:33:10.720
<v Speaker 1>a couple of days later, thank god. And yeah, when

0:33:10.720 --> 0:33:12.680
<v Speaker 1>I qualified for the Olympics, that was one of the

0:33:12.680 --> 0:33:14.800
<v Speaker 1>happiest moments of my life. It was just such a

0:33:14.840 --> 0:33:16.959
<v Speaker 1>relief after all of that time. I was just like,

0:33:17.000 --> 0:33:19.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm done. Out of my hand was raised and I

0:33:19.560 --> 0:33:21.560
<v Speaker 1>dropped to the floor and I was like and then

0:33:21.600 --> 0:33:23.120
<v Speaker 1>I realized I've got to get up and like thank

0:33:23.200 --> 0:33:27.520
<v Speaker 1>my opponent. And I was so stoked. And then after that,

0:33:27.600 --> 0:33:29.719
<v Speaker 1>I you know, fought until the through to the final

0:33:29.920 --> 0:33:32.880
<v Speaker 1>and that was fine. I'm in the last fight. My

0:33:32.920 --> 0:33:35.400
<v Speaker 1>coach is like, well, you've already qualified now, so if

0:33:35.400 --> 0:33:37.040
<v Speaker 1>you get punched in the nose and stopping the fight,

0:33:37.120 --> 0:33:38.720
<v Speaker 1>I've never had a fight stopped every and I was

0:33:38.760 --> 0:33:41.880
<v Speaker 1>like no, So I fought super I was just whatever.

0:33:41.920 --> 0:33:43.239
<v Speaker 1>I got in the ring, and I was just like,

0:33:43.680 --> 0:33:45.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, on the outside, because I was like, if

0:33:45.240 --> 0:33:50.960
<v Speaker 1>you start this fight, I will be mad. But yeah,

0:33:51.080 --> 0:33:53.160
<v Speaker 1>it's only because he had that precaution, because we thought

0:33:53.160 --> 0:33:54.880
<v Speaker 1>we were going to a fight for the Olympics in

0:33:54.920 --> 0:33:57.240
<v Speaker 1>a couple of months. And it turns out we get

0:33:57.240 --> 0:33:59.160
<v Speaker 1>home and they think, hey, you know, the Olympics are

0:33:59.160 --> 0:34:01.120
<v Speaker 1>got to be canceled, and there was all this talk

0:34:01.160 --> 0:34:03.360
<v Speaker 1>and I was just gutted. I didn't I didn't know

0:34:03.400 --> 0:34:04.760
<v Speaker 1>how to. I didn't want to get out of bed

0:34:04.800 --> 0:34:07.000
<v Speaker 1>in the morning. So like, what's the point that I've

0:34:07.040 --> 0:34:09.080
<v Speaker 1>just qualified and now they're going to take that away

0:34:09.080 --> 0:34:11.600
<v Speaker 1>from me? Blah blah blah, feeling sorry for myself.

0:34:13.320 --> 0:34:15.879
<v Speaker 3>So did the qualifying just hold out for another year

0:34:15.960 --> 0:34:17.560
<v Speaker 3>or did you have to requalify it?

0:34:17.960 --> 0:34:21.520
<v Speaker 1>Did they lasted? So because they postponed it for the year,

0:34:21.560 --> 0:34:24.000
<v Speaker 1>I was like, that's okay, I can do that. I

0:34:24.000 --> 0:34:27.880
<v Speaker 1>can wait another year. I waited this long already, so yeah,

0:34:27.960 --> 0:34:31.239
<v Speaker 1>that was that was good. The qualification stayed, and then

0:34:31.480 --> 0:34:33.799
<v Speaker 1>they canceled the rest of the qualifications that year and

0:34:33.840 --> 0:34:37.400
<v Speaker 1>continued them on just before before the Olympics. Actually it

0:34:37.440 --> 0:34:40.040
<v Speaker 1>was held in twenty twenty one. So it was all good.

0:34:40.080 --> 0:34:43.279
<v Speaker 1>But my preparation wasn't that great. To be honest, I

0:34:43.360 --> 0:34:45.960
<v Speaker 1>was kind of stuck at home. I just moved to Melbourne.

0:34:47.440 --> 0:34:50.280
<v Speaker 2>There's worst place to be, a bad timing.

0:34:51.719 --> 0:34:54.040
<v Speaker 1>The best place to be. It was just cold for

0:34:54.120 --> 0:34:56.000
<v Speaker 1>ten months of the year. Just felt like I was

0:34:56.040 --> 0:34:59.399
<v Speaker 1>freezing coming from Perth and then yeah, going, oh yeah,

0:34:59.480 --> 0:35:02.040
<v Speaker 1>now I'm not stuck for so it was I think

0:35:02.040 --> 0:35:03.719
<v Speaker 1>it was like seven months or something in my just

0:35:03.760 --> 0:35:05.279
<v Speaker 1>in my house, I couldn't go to the gym. I

0:35:05.360 --> 0:35:06.680
<v Speaker 1>think towards the end of it, I could go to

0:35:06.760 --> 0:35:09.640
<v Speaker 1>the gym once a week something like that. It was ridiculous.

0:35:09.640 --> 0:35:12.200
<v Speaker 1>I had no equipment at home, and for me, I

0:35:12.280 --> 0:35:14.400
<v Speaker 1>just I love to eat and that's what I was

0:35:14.520 --> 0:35:19.080
<v Speaker 1>just probably wasn't watching the scale enough realized Okay, if yes,

0:35:19.200 --> 0:35:21.760
<v Speaker 1>I talk about weight, because this is obviously weight based sport.

0:35:21.800 --> 0:35:24.640
<v Speaker 1>I fight at seventy five kilos. I checked the scales

0:35:24.640 --> 0:35:29.520
<v Speaker 1>in February. I was eighty nine kilos. Oh shit, I

0:35:29.680 --> 0:35:33.600
<v Speaker 1>was fighting in July at seventy five. And I know

0:35:33.719 --> 0:35:37.760
<v Speaker 1>it sounds super irresponsibly, was I was just my mind

0:35:37.920 --> 0:35:39.680
<v Speaker 1>was just I don't know, I just didn't see it

0:35:39.680 --> 0:35:41.319
<v Speaker 1>in myself. I thought I'm not going to step on

0:35:41.360 --> 0:35:43.120
<v Speaker 1>the scales or sorted out. And then I didn't realize

0:35:43.120 --> 0:35:45.760
<v Speaker 1>I've never been that heavy before. That was a big shock.

0:35:46.120 --> 0:35:46.600
<v Speaker 3>And then.

0:35:48.080 --> 0:35:55.919
<v Speaker 1>Butted really utilizing my dietitian We've got another thing there.

0:35:55.920 --> 0:35:58.400
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, quarantine to get out of Melbourne and be

0:35:58.440 --> 0:36:01.359
<v Speaker 1>able to train freely, and then yeah, it got back

0:36:01.360 --> 0:36:03.640
<v Speaker 1>into the swing of it about that time as well.

0:36:03.719 --> 0:36:06.560
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, it was a bit of a challenge. I

0:36:06.640 --> 0:36:08.959
<v Speaker 1>keep talking, but yeah, we haven't even gone to Paris yet.

0:36:10.000 --> 0:36:13.600
<v Speaker 3>It's such a that is such a great story though,

0:36:13.680 --> 0:36:15.960
<v Speaker 3>Like just listening to that, so I'm like, what an awesome,

0:36:16.200 --> 0:36:18.080
<v Speaker 3>bloody hero's journey story.

0:36:18.120 --> 0:36:20.919
<v Speaker 2>That is, the whole broken nose and the carry on.

0:36:20.880 --> 0:36:21.400
<v Speaker 1>And then.

0:36:23.160 --> 0:36:31.200
<v Speaker 2>Mom, yeah, what there you go? Fucking gone that question

0:36:31.400 --> 0:36:32.520
<v Speaker 2>gone halfway through.

0:36:32.440 --> 0:36:34.000
<v Speaker 1>Asking it, I don't remember.

0:36:34.040 --> 0:36:37.600
<v Speaker 3>On the same page, I was gonna say, what, in

0:36:37.719 --> 0:36:42.560
<v Speaker 3>terms of making weight, do you sit generally on weight

0:36:42.760 --> 0:36:44.759
<v Speaker 3>throughout time or do you have to do a weight

0:36:44.840 --> 0:36:48.120
<v Speaker 3>management process in the lead into fights? Like how much

0:36:48.160 --> 0:36:50.319
<v Speaker 3>do you normally when you're not in lockdown and.

0:36:52.040 --> 0:36:55.440
<v Speaker 2>Letting it get away from you? Is it a process

0:36:55.480 --> 0:36:55.839
<v Speaker 2>for you?

0:36:56.800 --> 0:36:59.800
<v Speaker 1>Again, this is a good question because boxing from a

0:36:59.840 --> 0:37:02.800
<v Speaker 1>new age, you'd always hear the guys. I'd listen to

0:37:02.880 --> 0:37:04.400
<v Speaker 1>the guys in the gym and they'd be like, just

0:37:04.840 --> 0:37:07.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, just kind of starve yourself and just suck

0:37:07.440 --> 0:37:09.960
<v Speaker 1>on the icy poles and have a lolly here and

0:37:10.000 --> 0:37:12.000
<v Speaker 1>there to get you, like it was ridiculous, Like I

0:37:12.000 --> 0:37:15.000
<v Speaker 1>should not have been listening to these guys, Like we

0:37:15.160 --> 0:37:17.880
<v Speaker 1>just just didn't know any better, right, and so it's

0:37:17.920 --> 0:37:19.719
<v Speaker 1>been a bit of a learning journeys. But I used

0:37:19.719 --> 0:37:20.960
<v Speaker 1>to just do that. I used to like, you know,

0:37:21.080 --> 0:37:24.120
<v Speaker 1>not hardly anything. And I struggle cutting the weight because

0:37:24.120 --> 0:37:26.600
<v Speaker 1>my body's just holding onto everything that I put into

0:37:26.640 --> 0:37:29.560
<v Speaker 1>it because it's in survival mode. And then I'd finally

0:37:29.600 --> 0:37:31.640
<v Speaker 1>cut the weight after just sweating it all off and

0:37:31.680 --> 0:37:35.799
<v Speaker 1>wear a plastic bag so a sweatsuit basically every single

0:37:35.920 --> 0:37:38.320
<v Speaker 1>day for training and then not hydrate myself.

0:37:38.360 --> 0:37:41.440
<v Speaker 3>It was actually ridiculous, and like a high performance sport,

0:37:41.480 --> 0:37:43.560
<v Speaker 3>I always think and I'm like, how the fuck. I

0:37:43.680 --> 0:37:46.480
<v Speaker 3>once went into the sauna with my mate Courtney when

0:37:46.480 --> 0:37:50.560
<v Speaker 3>she was cutting for her final like weight cut for

0:37:50.600 --> 0:37:52.600
<v Speaker 3>the fight, and I was like, I'm going to jump

0:37:52.680 --> 0:37:53.880
<v Speaker 3>in with you and just see how I feel, just

0:37:53.880 --> 0:37:58.160
<v Speaker 3>because I wasn't fighting on that fight, and fuck it

0:37:58.239 --> 0:38:00.400
<v Speaker 3>made me feel like I'm like how does she? And

0:38:00.400 --> 0:38:03.319
<v Speaker 3>then fight a state titled fight? Now, like how do

0:38:03.400 --> 0:38:06.280
<v Speaker 3>you perform at your optimal when you get no food

0:38:06.320 --> 0:38:08.360
<v Speaker 3>in your body and you're dehydrating yourself?

0:38:08.400 --> 0:38:09.520
<v Speaker 2>And you're starving yourself.

0:38:09.840 --> 0:38:12.120
<v Speaker 1>That's it. That's it. I remember doing a sauna and

0:38:12.160 --> 0:38:14.640
<v Speaker 1>steam room sessions where I go like five blocks to

0:38:14.640 --> 0:38:17.239
<v Speaker 1>twenty minutes, I'm already dehydrated, i haven't drunk water, and

0:38:17.280 --> 0:38:21.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm like crawling out of it afterwards. This as a teenager,

0:38:21.400 --> 0:38:22.920
<v Speaker 1>so I again, I could use that when I'm not

0:38:22.960 --> 0:38:24.719
<v Speaker 1>making sense. So when I forget your questions, I can

0:38:24.719 --> 0:38:28.800
<v Speaker 1>say because of that, you joke about it, But honestly,

0:38:28.840 --> 0:38:31.479
<v Speaker 1>it's like I really wish that they were like now

0:38:31.520 --> 0:38:34.080
<v Speaker 1>it's getting better, I hope and in every gym that

0:38:34.160 --> 0:38:37.239
<v Speaker 1>there's more knowledge around it, because yeah, it was. It

0:38:37.280 --> 0:38:39.600
<v Speaker 1>was ridiculous. So when I would finally cut the weight

0:38:39.680 --> 0:38:42.719
<v Speaker 1>after not eating hardly anything, I would binge. I would

0:38:42.719 --> 0:38:45.719
<v Speaker 1>binge hard, and I'd put it all on like easily.

0:38:46.160 --> 0:38:48.279
<v Speaker 1>And so it was this constant yo yo for me

0:38:48.400 --> 0:38:52.440
<v Speaker 1>over the years. After that experience where I went up

0:38:52.520 --> 0:38:56.680
<v Speaker 1>almost fifteen kilos over my division, I started really taking

0:38:56.680 --> 0:38:58.719
<v Speaker 1>it seriously and thinking, right, let's you know, work with

0:38:58.719 --> 0:39:01.080
<v Speaker 1>a dietician to start coming up with a bit more

0:39:01.120 --> 0:39:04.600
<v Speaker 1>of a plan and so, you know, and fighting more

0:39:04.640 --> 0:39:09.160
<v Speaker 1>often through the year. Kept that. Basically, I wanted to

0:39:09.200 --> 0:39:13.360
<v Speaker 1>say about three four kilos over max, because then I

0:39:13.640 --> 0:39:16.000
<v Speaker 1>knew ways that I could manipulate what I was eating,

0:39:16.080 --> 0:39:18.760
<v Speaker 1>not eating any less. I was still eating the same amount,

0:39:18.760 --> 0:39:21.680
<v Speaker 1>but I'd go and like have lessons of salt content

0:39:21.760 --> 0:39:25.080
<v Speaker 1>in the last five days because you hold onto more water.

0:39:25.440 --> 0:39:27.960
<v Speaker 1>Just things like that. And I feel amazing getting into

0:39:27.960 --> 0:39:31.360
<v Speaker 1>the ring because I wasn't dehydrating myself and I wasn't

0:39:31.400 --> 0:39:36.839
<v Speaker 1>taking away food and important things for energy. It's just, yeah,

0:39:37.000 --> 0:39:40.640
<v Speaker 1>it's crazy there people even a sauna. I won't use

0:39:40.680 --> 0:39:42.880
<v Speaker 1>a sauna now before the night before I fight or anything,

0:39:42.920 --> 0:39:45.640
<v Speaker 1>because I've seen studies that actually it does affect your

0:39:45.640 --> 0:39:48.719
<v Speaker 1>performance the next day. So I really will just make

0:39:48.760 --> 0:39:52.920
<v Speaker 1>sure I eat the right things, eat well throughout my

0:39:53.000 --> 0:39:55.560
<v Speaker 1>time so that I'm doing it responsibly. And I feel

0:39:55.560 --> 0:39:57.640
<v Speaker 1>amazing And it really made the difference. That was one

0:39:57.640 --> 0:40:02.200
<v Speaker 1>of the major changes that I had Tokyo going into Paris,

0:40:02.239 --> 0:40:05.759
<v Speaker 1>and I feel like it made a massive difference. And

0:40:06.600 --> 0:40:10.719
<v Speaker 1>now I'm in a healthy mindset. I guess like I

0:40:10.719 --> 0:40:13.560
<v Speaker 1>haven't weighed myself post Olympics. I haven't got my next

0:40:13.560 --> 0:40:16.080
<v Speaker 1>fight date whatever at the moment, and I haven't I

0:40:16.080 --> 0:40:18.520
<v Speaker 1>haven't needed to check the scales, and I'm learning to

0:40:18.680 --> 0:40:23.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, eat well, fuel myself, fuel carbs before a

0:40:23.239 --> 0:40:27.320
<v Speaker 1>training session, protein posts to make sure that you're recovering

0:40:27.360 --> 0:40:30.080
<v Speaker 1>your muscles and things like that. So just just learning

0:40:30.360 --> 0:40:32.839
<v Speaker 1>about the different foods that you can eat and just

0:40:32.920 --> 0:40:34.120
<v Speaker 1>making the right choices.

0:40:34.960 --> 0:40:39.840
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, Ron, all right, tell me, so tell me about

0:40:39.880 --> 0:40:41.080
<v Speaker 3>the Tokyo first.

0:40:41.760 --> 0:40:48.480
<v Speaker 1>Hmmm, yes, so so obviously qualified getting go over to Tokyo.

0:40:48.880 --> 0:40:52.000
<v Speaker 1>It's actually before that. We're in training camp and we're

0:40:52.160 --> 0:40:54.799
<v Speaker 1>just you know, we've we had to fight so hard

0:40:54.800 --> 0:40:56.319
<v Speaker 1>to be able to get there was a couple of

0:40:56.400 --> 0:40:58.480
<v Speaker 1>us on the team. We had to fight so hard

0:40:58.480 --> 0:41:01.240
<v Speaker 1>to be able to leave Australia early. We hadn't fought

0:41:01.440 --> 0:41:05.440
<v Speaker 1>in eighteen months since the last the qualifiers to the Olympics.

0:41:05.640 --> 0:41:08.640
<v Speaker 1>Were like, we need to get some sparring or something internationally.

0:41:08.719 --> 0:41:11.440
<v Speaker 1>So luckily the last four weeks were able to head

0:41:11.480 --> 0:41:14.520
<v Speaker 1>off to the US and then to Japan a little

0:41:14.520 --> 0:41:16.200
<v Speaker 1>bit early to be able to do some training with

0:41:16.239 --> 0:41:19.040
<v Speaker 1>other people, which is needed in boxing. You need to

0:41:19.080 --> 0:41:21.239
<v Speaker 1>be able to push yourself against the best, like yes,

0:41:21.280 --> 0:41:23.760
<v Speaker 1>I could spa. Guys and men they fight differently to women,

0:41:24.239 --> 0:41:26.960
<v Speaker 1>and often sometimes they might be a bit strong, you

0:41:27.000 --> 0:41:29.520
<v Speaker 1>might have hesitation in certain ways. So I wanted to

0:41:29.560 --> 0:41:34.120
<v Speaker 1>fight well, fight spa people in my division you know

0:41:34.160 --> 0:41:35.920
<v Speaker 1>around the world. That's they're going to push you to

0:41:35.960 --> 0:41:39.440
<v Speaker 1>be your best. And so finally we do do that

0:41:39.520 --> 0:41:42.520
<v Speaker 1>a couple of weeks before, which wasn't enough, but it

0:41:42.600 --> 0:41:46.520
<v Speaker 1>was whatever. I mean. Harry Garside, my teammate, he did

0:41:46.520 --> 0:41:49.680
<v Speaker 1>the same preparation. I guess I probably didn't probably did

0:41:49.840 --> 0:41:53.000
<v Speaker 1>know exactly the same. He did more responsible with his weight,

0:41:53.080 --> 0:41:56.920
<v Speaker 1>but he he won a bronze medal with the same preparation.

0:41:57.040 --> 0:41:59.560
<v Speaker 1>But for me, it just it just wasn't was an

0:41:59.600 --> 0:42:04.799
<v Speaker 1>idea and there's no excuses there. It just is what

0:42:04.840 --> 0:42:08.160
<v Speaker 1>it is, and it helped me be better for Paris.

0:42:08.480 --> 0:42:12.799
<v Speaker 1>But anyway, get over there. The draw is done and

0:42:12.880 --> 0:42:17.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm up against this woman from Panama. Hadn't fought her before,

0:42:17.239 --> 0:42:20.759
<v Speaker 1>watched her stuff, and she's She's just got a bit

0:42:20.800 --> 0:42:23.840
<v Speaker 1>of a different style. She's Southport, left handed, she's very long,

0:42:24.200 --> 0:42:26.480
<v Speaker 1>and I had this certain tactics that I'd work with

0:42:26.880 --> 0:42:30.479
<v Speaker 1>my coach going into the fight. It didn't work at all.

0:42:30.600 --> 0:42:34.640
<v Speaker 1>I just nothing was working for me. I didn't fight

0:42:34.719 --> 0:42:37.400
<v Speaker 1>my best at all getting into that ring, and it

0:42:37.480 --> 0:42:39.920
<v Speaker 1>was weird. The stadium completely empty. There was a couple

0:42:39.920 --> 0:42:42.520
<v Speaker 1>of people from each team, like a couple of teammates,

0:42:42.520 --> 0:42:47.279
<v Speaker 1>and this massive stadium, and these fake applauds happening over

0:42:47.320 --> 0:42:49.920
<v Speaker 1>the speaker at random intervals, not at the right time.

0:42:50.040 --> 0:42:51.960
<v Speaker 1>So when there's nothing happening, there's a big cheer, and

0:42:52.000 --> 0:42:54.080
<v Speaker 1>when there's a big combo or something, it's just.

0:42:55.719 --> 0:42:56.279
<v Speaker 2>Weird.

0:42:57.239 --> 0:42:59.080
<v Speaker 1>And like you, I'm not really noticing that in the ring,

0:42:59.160 --> 0:43:00.440
<v Speaker 1>to be honest, but it was a bit of a

0:43:00.480 --> 0:43:03.280
<v Speaker 1>different environment. You finally hear of the Olympic Games, everything

0:43:03.280 --> 0:43:07.880
<v Speaker 1>I've dreamed of, and then it's just silence, and my

0:43:08.000 --> 0:43:11.120
<v Speaker 1>performance just it wasn't what it needed to be. Was

0:43:11.239 --> 0:43:13.960
<v Speaker 1>I knew I was capable of so much more so

0:43:14.040 --> 0:43:16.080
<v Speaker 1>it was I was just kind of gutted that that

0:43:16.239 --> 0:43:19.000
<v Speaker 1>was it. And so at the end of the fight,

0:43:19.480 --> 0:43:22.840
<v Speaker 1>the Panamanian's hand was raised, she raised, she won the fight,

0:43:23.000 --> 0:43:26.160
<v Speaker 1>and I thought in a different way again, I was

0:43:26.239 --> 0:43:30.239
<v Speaker 1>just I was so upset because I finally made it

0:43:30.239 --> 0:43:33.399
<v Speaker 1>to the Olympics. I dream of mine come true, and

0:43:33.880 --> 0:43:36.520
<v Speaker 1>I didn't fight well at all. I knew I was

0:43:36.560 --> 0:43:38.959
<v Speaker 1>better than like what I what I put out there,

0:43:39.239 --> 0:43:41.319
<v Speaker 1>and people were watching me at home, and you know,

0:43:41.360 --> 0:43:43.520
<v Speaker 1>people expected all of this so much of me, and

0:43:44.360 --> 0:43:47.200
<v Speaker 1>I just I was just so upset. As soon as

0:43:47.239 --> 0:43:49.080
<v Speaker 1>I stepped out of the ring, I was like, I've

0:43:49.080 --> 0:43:51.160
<v Speaker 1>got so much more. I remember seeing to myself like

0:43:51.239 --> 0:43:53.560
<v Speaker 1>I need to put everything I've got into Paris. Like

0:43:54.000 --> 0:43:56.279
<v Speaker 1>I straight away started reflecting what else do I need

0:43:56.320 --> 0:43:58.839
<v Speaker 1>to do? And then you know, I get out into

0:43:58.840 --> 0:44:01.759
<v Speaker 1>the back and then I remember there's the warm up

0:44:01.800 --> 0:44:05.200
<v Speaker 1>area where we would just I was just excitedly warmed up.

0:44:05.480 --> 0:44:08.759
<v Speaker 1>There was these big stairs going up there, but I

0:44:08.800 --> 0:44:10.960
<v Speaker 1>remember after my fire, I was just looked up at

0:44:10.960 --> 0:44:14.280
<v Speaker 1>these stairs, so I can't do it. I was just

0:44:14.360 --> 0:44:16.399
<v Speaker 1>so upset. I couldn't even walk up the stairs. I

0:44:16.440 --> 0:44:19.279
<v Speaker 1>was just towel over my head, like what. I don't know,

0:44:19.520 --> 0:44:21.399
<v Speaker 1>It's just it's just different. I guess they go into

0:44:21.400 --> 0:44:23.640
<v Speaker 1>the ring with his mindset of like it's life or death,

0:44:23.800 --> 0:44:27.560
<v Speaker 1>like really put so much on ourselves to just be

0:44:27.680 --> 0:44:31.000
<v Speaker 1>our best and just for all the all the work

0:44:31.080 --> 0:44:33.680
<v Speaker 1>up that had come to that. I was like, that's

0:44:33.680 --> 0:44:36.000
<v Speaker 1>what I put out there. And I was like, oh,

0:44:36.320 --> 0:44:40.560
<v Speaker 1>so I fel hard to be able to stay in

0:44:40.600 --> 0:44:43.840
<v Speaker 1>the village, to be able to cheer on my teammate

0:44:43.920 --> 0:44:46.880
<v Speaker 1>Harry to win the medal because I said, the stadium's

0:44:46.920 --> 0:44:49.520
<v Speaker 1>empty boxing, it's all on the judges. There's a guy

0:44:49.600 --> 0:44:52.080
<v Speaker 1>judges around the outside. If I'm screaming every time he

0:44:52.239 --> 0:44:54.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, lands a little shot or a big shot

0:44:54.239 --> 0:44:56.879
<v Speaker 1>or whatever, purely that will help. So I was trying

0:44:56.880 --> 0:44:58.680
<v Speaker 1>to I was trying to convince the chef to mission

0:44:58.680 --> 0:45:00.600
<v Speaker 1>and he was like, all right, just say what because

0:45:00.600 --> 0:45:02.239
<v Speaker 1>everyone at that time you had to leave within them

0:45:02.280 --> 0:45:03.680
<v Speaker 1>was at twenty four or forty eight hours you had

0:45:03.680 --> 0:45:06.000
<v Speaker 1>to be out back on a play into Australia. So

0:45:06.160 --> 0:45:08.799
<v Speaker 1>I was very grateful I could stay around and watch

0:45:08.880 --> 0:45:10.919
<v Speaker 1>him and he ends up with in the middle and yeah,

0:45:10.960 --> 0:45:14.400
<v Speaker 1>to be a part of that was amazing and pushed

0:45:14.440 --> 0:45:16.759
<v Speaker 1>me to be better. So this time around, I got

0:45:16.800 --> 0:45:20.200
<v Speaker 1>home three years now, we've got till Paris, which is

0:45:20.239 --> 0:45:23.680
<v Speaker 1>obs a much shorter time than usual. But I really

0:45:23.760 --> 0:45:27.040
<v Speaker 1>had to reflect, really like on what I needed to

0:45:27.080 --> 0:45:30.200
<v Speaker 1>do to be better. The weight making thing was a

0:45:30.200 --> 0:45:32.920
<v Speaker 1>big one for me, being responsible with my weight and

0:45:33.000 --> 0:45:36.440
<v Speaker 1>really just eating the right things. Another big one for

0:45:36.520 --> 0:45:41.480
<v Speaker 1>me was sleep. I'm a terrible sleeper and just when

0:45:41.520 --> 0:45:43.920
<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of a lot going on. My mind's

0:45:43.920 --> 0:45:46.319
<v Speaker 1>always a million miles an hour. Go to bed, and

0:45:46.360 --> 0:45:49.000
<v Speaker 1>I if I just say let's just lay there straight away,

0:45:49.719 --> 0:45:52.640
<v Speaker 1>I wake myself back up thinking about everything. So I

0:45:52.640 --> 0:45:55.719
<v Speaker 1>had to really get a good sleep routine, make sure

0:45:55.760 --> 0:45:57.640
<v Speaker 1>I was going to bed at the same night and

0:45:58.120 --> 0:46:00.880
<v Speaker 1>same night, the same time, and waiting up, you know,

0:46:01.000 --> 0:46:03.719
<v Speaker 1>same time. Just giving myself a good, good routine around that,

0:46:04.600 --> 0:46:07.759
<v Speaker 1>really focusing and that, and that helped a big time

0:46:07.800 --> 0:46:10.960
<v Speaker 1>as well. That's the biggest form of recovery and helps

0:46:11.080 --> 0:46:15.000
<v Speaker 1>everything performance, all the rest of it. Uh. And then yeah,

0:46:15.120 --> 0:46:17.840
<v Speaker 1>I think again. Another thing was be like utilizing the

0:46:17.880 --> 0:46:21.319
<v Speaker 1>people I have around me. So I kind of just

0:46:21.360 --> 0:46:22.960
<v Speaker 1>always have this all right, I's all right, I can

0:46:23.000 --> 0:46:24.680
<v Speaker 1>do it by myself, you know, just you have this.

0:46:25.640 --> 0:46:27.719
<v Speaker 1>I don't know you just I guess it's hard to

0:46:28.000 --> 0:46:32.520
<v Speaker 1>reach out for help in different ways. And so I thought, right, well,

0:46:32.560 --> 0:46:34.440
<v Speaker 1>I've got I've got this dietician that I'm going to

0:46:34.560 --> 0:46:36.720
<v Speaker 1>keep in contact with. I've got a strength and conditioning

0:46:36.760 --> 0:46:39.560
<v Speaker 1>coach that I can start. We can just start communicating more, right,

0:46:39.640 --> 0:46:42.280
<v Speaker 1>check in every you know, every week or or whatever.

0:46:42.360 --> 0:46:46.359
<v Speaker 1>Make sure I'm talking to them properly and uh yes,

0:46:46.400 --> 0:46:49.640
<v Speaker 1>sports psychologists never really use that. Like I just thought,

0:46:49.800 --> 0:46:54.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm fine. No, we worked massively on mindfulness and practicing

0:46:54.440 --> 0:46:57.440
<v Speaker 1>gratitude and having a bit of a routine coming into

0:46:57.480 --> 0:46:59.920
<v Speaker 1>the fight, like what am I very much? I like

0:47:00.280 --> 0:47:02.440
<v Speaker 1>it right there, and then I get obsessed with it,

0:47:02.480 --> 0:47:04.799
<v Speaker 1>so like I go into the go to the to

0:47:04.880 --> 0:47:07.720
<v Speaker 1>the fights two and a half hours before it. Why

0:47:07.840 --> 0:47:09.279
<v Speaker 1>because I just want to make sure that I'm not

0:47:09.320 --> 0:47:11.640
<v Speaker 1>missing anything, people aren't getting stopped or I don't know.

0:47:11.680 --> 0:47:13.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to I don't want to hate rushing

0:47:13.480 --> 0:47:15.120
<v Speaker 1>and being like, oh my god, I'm gonna get there.

0:47:15.120 --> 0:47:16.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna fight. Like no, I'll get there two and

0:47:16.920 --> 0:47:19.440
<v Speaker 1>a half hours early. Go to the back, headphones on, go,

0:47:19.600 --> 0:47:23.800
<v Speaker 1>lay down, play some Sudoku or whatever else. It's solitary

0:47:24.640 --> 0:47:27.400
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, and then I'm very like on a timer,

0:47:27.520 --> 0:47:29.000
<v Speaker 1>like right, this is the time I'm going to start

0:47:29.000 --> 0:47:32.040
<v Speaker 1>warming up. This is the you know, like I get

0:47:32.080 --> 0:47:34.920
<v Speaker 1>and I get really like around my schedules once I

0:47:34.960 --> 0:47:38.040
<v Speaker 1>have them, but maybe a bit too clean on to them.

0:47:38.440 --> 0:47:40.080
<v Speaker 1>Once they work, I'm like, bow, I've got to do

0:47:40.120 --> 0:47:43.400
<v Speaker 1>the exact same thing. Because of boxing. Well, we're in

0:47:43.440 --> 0:47:45.759
<v Speaker 1>Olympic boxing, we fight over a multiple day, so we

0:47:45.760 --> 0:47:48.839
<v Speaker 1>weigh in that morning, and we fight the same day,

0:47:48.920 --> 0:47:50.839
<v Speaker 1>and then we you know, next day, we fight way

0:47:50.880 --> 0:47:54.480
<v Speaker 1>in again the next morning. So if one coach wraps

0:47:54.520 --> 0:47:57.360
<v Speaker 1>my hands, they will do it. They have to do

0:47:57.360 --> 0:47:58.960
<v Speaker 1>it for the rest of the competition because if I won,

0:47:59.440 --> 0:48:04.000
<v Speaker 1>then why would I change it. So I just get

0:48:04.120 --> 0:48:06.080
<v Speaker 1>too much with it, Like I'll have like a like

0:48:06.120 --> 0:48:10.759
<v Speaker 1>a nose before I fight, and like I know it

0:48:10.800 --> 0:48:13.120
<v Speaker 1>was a Gatorader something gatorade in my in my bottle,

0:48:13.320 --> 0:48:15.880
<v Speaker 1>but then the same coach that did that has to

0:48:15.880 --> 0:48:18.480
<v Speaker 1>do it again. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, guys, It's just

0:48:18.800 --> 0:48:20.719
<v Speaker 1>and they're like, it's fine, we understand, we know how

0:48:20.760 --> 0:48:23.200
<v Speaker 1>you work. I'm like, it's just I need this to

0:48:23.239 --> 0:48:23.719
<v Speaker 1>be the same.

0:48:25.000 --> 0:48:27.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I get it, one hundred percent get it. What's

0:48:27.200 --> 0:48:27.600
<v Speaker 2>it like?

0:48:29.840 --> 0:48:34.120
<v Speaker 3>So for people who don't, there's there's few sports where

0:48:34.160 --> 0:48:40.239
<v Speaker 3>you are the only person responsible for your performance. And

0:48:40.280 --> 0:48:43.839
<v Speaker 3>I feel like, like, I so I know the question

0:48:43.880 --> 0:48:45.440
<v Speaker 3>about I'm trying to ask it in a way that

0:48:45.520 --> 0:48:48.719
<v Speaker 3>people understand, Like what's it like to go in have

0:48:48.760 --> 0:48:52.160
<v Speaker 3>that observation of yourself that I don't fight like this.

0:48:52.320 --> 0:48:57.399
<v Speaker 3>I haven't done my best, but pinpointing what made me fight,

0:48:57.480 --> 0:48:59.520
<v Speaker 3>like because I used to do it. I sometimes I

0:48:59.520 --> 0:49:02.160
<v Speaker 3>would go in to fights and I'm like, why am

0:49:02.239 --> 0:49:04.319
<v Speaker 3>I not me? When I'm in this fight and I've

0:49:04.480 --> 0:49:06.800
<v Speaker 3>sparred so well and I've done this with the boys

0:49:06.840 --> 0:49:09.520
<v Speaker 3>and I'm lit and I've been this person in training,

0:49:09.719 --> 0:49:11.160
<v Speaker 3>and then all of a sudden, I come into this

0:49:11.239 --> 0:49:13.960
<v Speaker 3>fight and I'm like, and now I can't control myself.

0:49:14.320 --> 0:49:15.600
<v Speaker 2>Now I can't have this.

0:49:15.800 --> 0:49:18.080
<v Speaker 3>It doesn't feel the same, and I don't know I'm

0:49:18.120 --> 0:49:19.239
<v Speaker 3>the only one that can fix that.

0:49:19.280 --> 0:49:20.279
<v Speaker 2>Where does that come from?

0:49:21.200 --> 0:49:24.360
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? For sure, because as well, I think it was

0:49:24.440 --> 0:49:26.959
<v Speaker 1>kind of for me realizing that like it it would

0:49:26.960 --> 0:49:29.080
<v Speaker 1>be my nerves. When I was more nervous and things,

0:49:29.160 --> 0:49:31.600
<v Speaker 1>I'd put more pressure on myself. I'd tie myself up

0:49:31.600 --> 0:49:33.800
<v Speaker 1>before I even got into the ring, and then I

0:49:33.880 --> 0:49:36.839
<v Speaker 1>get in there and I just I'd be desperate to try,

0:49:36.960 --> 0:49:39.080
<v Speaker 1>like you know, and I wasn't fighting like I spied

0:49:39.200 --> 0:49:41.040
<v Speaker 1>really well and I've done everything I wanted to do,

0:49:41.080 --> 0:49:42.840
<v Speaker 1>and then I get in the ring and I just

0:49:42.840 --> 0:49:44.960
<v Speaker 1>just oh, it'd be too much, Like I just get

0:49:44.960 --> 0:49:47.239
<v Speaker 1>out there and yeah, it wasn't doing everything that I

0:49:47.320 --> 0:49:49.600
<v Speaker 1>kind of set out to do. So. I think the

0:49:50.040 --> 0:49:53.239
<v Speaker 1>routine and the little things like that that I do

0:49:53.320 --> 0:49:58.320
<v Speaker 1>before my fights helped me. The mindfulness stuff helped me massively,

0:49:58.440 --> 0:50:01.560
<v Speaker 1>because again, I just I'm not always I'm not an

0:50:01.840 --> 0:50:04.759
<v Speaker 1>like to be fair, not like always always a confident person.

0:50:04.760 --> 0:50:07.440
<v Speaker 1>I've gained a lot of confidence through this sport and

0:50:07.880 --> 0:50:10.080
<v Speaker 1>the journey that I've been on, but I have to,

0:50:10.280 --> 0:50:12.040
<v Speaker 1>like doubt to always be in my head, like, oh,

0:50:12.080 --> 0:50:14.879
<v Speaker 1>what if this happens? What like what if I don't fight? Well,

0:50:14.920 --> 0:50:16.760
<v Speaker 1>what if this? But like I've just got to remind myself.

0:50:16.760 --> 0:50:18.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, why am I thinking this? It's because I

0:50:18.920 --> 0:50:21.760
<v Speaker 1>care about it because I want to win. And Okay,

0:50:21.960 --> 0:50:24.279
<v Speaker 1>like right, just let those thoughts go, right, they're just

0:50:24.280 --> 0:50:26.879
<v Speaker 1>to try to visualize them just going going away, going

0:50:26.920 --> 0:50:29.320
<v Speaker 1>down a stream, or if floating off on a cloud. Whatever.

0:50:29.719 --> 0:50:31.680
<v Speaker 1>Just give myself a moment, right, I sit myself down,

0:50:32.080 --> 0:50:34.200
<v Speaker 1>Just do a little bit of box breathing a couple even,

0:50:34.360 --> 0:50:37.480
<v Speaker 1>or just like three deep breaths, bang my chest three times.

0:50:37.480 --> 0:50:39.719
<v Speaker 1>That's a good one. I'm like hard that kind of

0:50:39.880 --> 0:50:42.200
<v Speaker 1>I heard that resets. I don't know some kind of thing,

0:50:42.239 --> 0:50:44.279
<v Speaker 1>but I just stick to it if that doesn't work.

0:50:44.320 --> 0:50:46.000
<v Speaker 1>And then I sit there and I go, all right,

0:50:46.200 --> 0:50:48.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna go notice what's around me? So I go

0:50:48.520 --> 0:50:51.560
<v Speaker 1>through my senses. What's five things I can see around me?

0:50:51.600 --> 0:50:54.279
<v Speaker 1>I'm such an unobservant person. I won't. I walk into

0:50:54.280 --> 0:50:55.719
<v Speaker 1>a room and I'm like, I didn't even notice that

0:50:55.760 --> 0:50:57.800
<v Speaker 1>person's there whatever, just because I'm just I don't know.

0:50:57.880 --> 0:51:00.479
<v Speaker 1>I guess I'm just focused on one thing. I'm like, Okay,

0:51:00.480 --> 0:51:02.680
<v Speaker 1>what can I see around me? Five things? Four things

0:51:02.719 --> 0:51:05.839
<v Speaker 1>I can hear, three things I can touch, two things

0:51:05.880 --> 0:51:07.560
<v Speaker 1>I can smell, one thing I can taste. I go

0:51:07.640 --> 0:51:10.880
<v Speaker 1>through that after my breath. So I'm like, wow, I'm calm,

0:51:11.080 --> 0:51:13.879
<v Speaker 1>but I'm focused. I feel good. And before I get

0:51:13.880 --> 0:51:16.680
<v Speaker 1>into the ring, and in my whole preparation, I do

0:51:16.719 --> 0:51:19.799
<v Speaker 1>a lot of video analysis. And what I mean by

0:51:19.840 --> 0:51:23.520
<v Speaker 1>that is I'll go through fights for myself. I'll watch

0:51:23.600 --> 0:51:25.880
<v Speaker 1>myself fight and look at things I need to do

0:51:26.000 --> 0:51:27.719
<v Speaker 1>and what, you know, tactics and stuff I was doing

0:51:27.719 --> 0:51:29.480
<v Speaker 1>there and what I could have done better. But not

0:51:29.560 --> 0:51:32.759
<v Speaker 1>only only that. I'd have a list of my potential opponents.

0:51:33.120 --> 0:51:35.680
<v Speaker 1>I'd have them all down and my division and i'd write,

0:51:35.840 --> 0:51:38.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, all sorts of things, strengths and weaknesses, whatever

0:51:38.520 --> 0:51:41.160
<v Speaker 1>tactics that I go into that fight. So when I

0:51:41.200 --> 0:51:44.520
<v Speaker 1>go into to I've drawn someone for my fight. So right,

0:51:44.719 --> 0:51:48.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm fighting this woman here from this country. Right, this

0:51:48.560 --> 0:51:50.960
<v Speaker 1>is what I need to work on, and I'll narrow

0:51:51.000 --> 0:51:53.399
<v Speaker 1>it down to three things, no more than three because

0:51:53.400 --> 0:51:55.799
<v Speaker 1>then I'm two. There's too much going on. Three things

0:51:55.840 --> 0:51:58.640
<v Speaker 1>that I need to focus on for this fight, and

0:51:58.680 --> 0:52:00.640
<v Speaker 1>it could be for myself for them. You know, what

0:52:01.040 --> 0:52:03.080
<v Speaker 1>are three tactics I'm going to go in with And

0:52:03.120 --> 0:52:05.000
<v Speaker 1>I'll narrow it down from like a sentence to like

0:52:05.040 --> 0:52:08.120
<v Speaker 1>one word. It'll be like body if I need to

0:52:08.160 --> 0:52:11.000
<v Speaker 1>like focus on more body shots. So then you know whatever,

0:52:11.040 --> 0:52:13.920
<v Speaker 1>I have these three words, and I've done my mindfulness,

0:52:13.920 --> 0:52:17.360
<v Speaker 1>I've done my breathing. Right, what's those three things? Body?

0:52:17.760 --> 0:52:19.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I can't think of anything at the moment.

0:52:20.040 --> 0:52:24.040
<v Speaker 1>Very very good. But yeah, so and then I have

0:52:24.040 --> 0:52:25.680
<v Speaker 1>those three things. That's all I need to do. I

0:52:25.719 --> 0:52:28.200
<v Speaker 1>know what I need to do, and I can't work

0:52:28.239 --> 0:52:30.560
<v Speaker 1>on you. You know what what gave me strength? I'd come

0:52:30.600 --> 0:52:32.879
<v Speaker 1>up with. That's actually that's actually what I haven't talked about.

0:52:33.200 --> 0:52:37.359
<v Speaker 1>So I come from my My mum is Maori, so

0:52:37.600 --> 0:52:40.759
<v Speaker 1>we come from obviously mighty heritage and come from warriors,

0:52:41.160 --> 0:52:43.640
<v Speaker 1>and I kind of wanted to come up with a

0:52:43.640 --> 0:52:47.919
<v Speaker 1>word that brought that in, that warrior mentality, that would also,

0:52:48.160 --> 0:52:50.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, give me strength and build me up because

0:52:50.400 --> 0:52:52.520
<v Speaker 1>I want to go in I'll go into the ring

0:52:52.800 --> 0:52:55.440
<v Speaker 1>with all the confidence. I want to build myself up.

0:52:55.719 --> 0:52:57.799
<v Speaker 1>And there's one word that I'd used that I'd just

0:52:57.800 --> 0:53:01.200
<v Speaker 1>be like right, just you know, like I'd say it

0:53:01.239 --> 0:53:04.360
<v Speaker 1>out loud and like that that would build me up

0:53:04.400 --> 0:53:07.040
<v Speaker 1>and then I'd be ready, I'm focused, I'm not no,

0:53:07.120 --> 0:53:09.440
<v Speaker 1>my heart's not grazing a million miles an hour and

0:53:09.520 --> 0:53:11.919
<v Speaker 1>all the rest of it. So, yeah, that makes sense.

0:53:11.920 --> 0:53:14.200
<v Speaker 1>I'll go guy, yeah, for a while, don't I But

0:53:14.360 --> 0:53:15.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, you get there eventually.

0:53:15.880 --> 0:53:18.560
<v Speaker 2>I love that. That was really valuable to listen to.

0:53:18.760 --> 0:53:19.080
<v Speaker 2>Thank you.

0:53:19.880 --> 0:53:20.600
<v Speaker 1>Oh it was theme.

0:53:22.640 --> 0:53:25.240
<v Speaker 2>How was Paris different to Tokyo?

0:53:26.560 --> 0:53:29.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so again, all those things that I talked about,

0:53:29.640 --> 0:53:34.520
<v Speaker 1>the support network, the mindfulness that the you know, practicing

0:53:34.520 --> 0:53:38.040
<v Speaker 1>that routine that I was going into the fight, the eating,

0:53:38.600 --> 0:53:41.520
<v Speaker 1>the sleep. Just I just wanted to do tick off

0:53:41.719 --> 0:53:44.960
<v Speaker 1>all the boxes that I possibly could that I'd learned

0:53:45.000 --> 0:53:47.719
<v Speaker 1>along the way. I'd learned so much you can't learn

0:53:47.760 --> 0:53:50.279
<v Speaker 1>at all, but I knew things that that I can

0:53:50.400 --> 0:53:55.439
<v Speaker 1>change to better myself. Those one percenters, as cliche as

0:53:55.440 --> 0:53:59.279
<v Speaker 1>that is, but I yeah, I feel like that really helped.

0:53:59.280 --> 0:54:03.880
<v Speaker 1>I built myself but well, and I practiced that a

0:54:03.880 --> 0:54:05.960
<v Speaker 1>lot through the journey. I think what for me, I

0:54:06.040 --> 0:54:07.719
<v Speaker 1>kind of realized that. I was like, oh, wow, I'm

0:54:07.719 --> 0:54:10.960
<v Speaker 1>getting better. So We're to the twenty twenty three World

0:54:11.040 --> 0:54:17.560
<v Speaker 1>Championships and at that tournament, I'm I've won my first

0:54:17.560 --> 0:54:20.279
<v Speaker 1>five whatever, I won my fights before I'm going into

0:54:20.320 --> 0:54:23.399
<v Speaker 1>the To get into the medal rounds, to get into

0:54:23.400 --> 0:54:26.600
<v Speaker 1>the semifinals, I need to beat Panama, the same girl

0:54:26.600 --> 0:54:29.160
<v Speaker 1>that I lost to at the Olympics. And I thought, right,

0:54:29.280 --> 0:54:34.240
<v Speaker 1>this isn't a test, you know, Rasis. And it's funny

0:54:34.239 --> 0:54:37.560
<v Speaker 1>because I actually got the opportunity to spa her. We

0:54:37.719 --> 0:54:39.440
<v Speaker 1>just got to We got to the so we got

0:54:39.480 --> 0:54:41.680
<v Speaker 1>to New Delhi, that's where the World Championships were. We

0:54:41.680 --> 0:54:45.279
<v Speaker 1>got there a few days early and set up a

0:54:45.360 --> 0:54:48.239
<v Speaker 1>little spa with her. So, okay, we go. So so

0:54:49.000 --> 0:54:51.360
<v Speaker 1>we're in the gym and I'm working on a few things.

0:54:51.360 --> 0:54:53.239
<v Speaker 1>But I was just what I was doing is I

0:54:53.280 --> 0:54:56.239
<v Speaker 1>was trying a few different things, but I'll do them once.

0:54:56.440 --> 0:54:58.920
<v Speaker 1>But she got the better of my spa. She she

0:54:58.960 --> 0:55:00.640
<v Speaker 1>would have won. If it was a fight, she would

0:55:00.640 --> 0:55:03.200
<v Speaker 1>have won it. I was like, okay, but but I

0:55:03.360 --> 0:55:05.520
<v Speaker 1>but I noticed things. I was like, right, that worked,

0:55:05.560 --> 0:55:08.120
<v Speaker 1>that didn't. That worked, I didn't. So then then I

0:55:08.200 --> 0:55:09.760
<v Speaker 1>drew her. I didn't know it was going to actually

0:55:09.760 --> 0:55:13.440
<v Speaker 1>fight her at the World's Okay. Well, luckily we got

0:55:13.440 --> 0:55:17.680
<v Speaker 1>that spiring session in that was perfect and I it

0:55:17.760 --> 0:55:19.560
<v Speaker 1>was a close fight, but I but I got the

0:55:19.600 --> 0:55:22.000
<v Speaker 1>win and my hand was raised and I jumped like

0:55:22.080 --> 0:55:22.960
<v Speaker 1>five feet in the air.

0:55:23.000 --> 0:55:23.399
<v Speaker 2>I was.

0:55:25.160 --> 0:55:27.400
<v Speaker 1>This is this is it. I've improved, I've worked so

0:55:27.560 --> 0:55:31.560
<v Speaker 1>hard and this just shows that. And ended up going

0:55:31.800 --> 0:55:35.200
<v Speaker 1>to the final. I lost my split decision. It was

0:55:35.239 --> 0:55:38.680
<v Speaker 1>a countback split decision in the final against the hometown girl.

0:55:38.960 --> 0:55:42.200
<v Speaker 1>All over the posters and stuff and whatever is it is?

0:55:42.280 --> 0:55:46.520
<v Speaker 1>I thought, I want it. This happens in boxing all

0:55:46.560 --> 0:55:51.080
<v Speaker 1>the time. It's such a it's up to the judges basically.

0:55:51.200 --> 0:55:55.240
<v Speaker 1>But but to get her coach and the Indian Performer

0:55:55.360 --> 0:56:00.840
<v Speaker 1>high performance director apologizing to me, I was like, well, oh, anyway, anyway,

0:56:01.239 --> 0:56:03.880
<v Speaker 1>lost the split decision, almost world champion there, but I

0:56:04.400 --> 0:56:07.160
<v Speaker 1>got a silver and I just thought this, this shows

0:56:07.200 --> 0:56:09.400
<v Speaker 1>that I've come so far. But I also put a

0:56:09.440 --> 0:56:11.120
<v Speaker 1>bit more pressure on me, right because they were like, whoa,

0:56:11.200 --> 0:56:15.200
<v Speaker 1>You're winning medals at the Olympic division the year before

0:56:15.480 --> 0:56:18.320
<v Speaker 1>the Olympics, like you gotta win, you gotta win a

0:56:18.360 --> 0:56:21.120
<v Speaker 1>medal now, So there's more pressure on me. But I

0:56:21.120 --> 0:56:24.799
<v Speaker 1>think all that I've learned it helped me get through.

0:56:24.920 --> 0:56:27.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm just practiced with my gratitude. Was what am I

0:56:27.480 --> 0:56:30.440
<v Speaker 1>grateful for today? Instead of just always focusing on, Oh,

0:56:30.480 --> 0:56:31.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, I've got to win, I've got to do this,

0:56:31.640 --> 0:56:32.960
<v Speaker 1>I got to do that. No, No, what am I

0:56:33.000 --> 0:56:35.319
<v Speaker 1>grateful for today? Sit there, Sit back and think all

0:56:35.360 --> 0:56:38.080
<v Speaker 1>right again? Look around like what's around me? Like try

0:56:38.080 --> 0:56:41.279
<v Speaker 1>and notice and enjoy those little moments as well. So

0:56:41.840 --> 0:56:47.000
<v Speaker 1>that helped a lot. But coming into Paris, I was

0:56:47.080 --> 0:56:51.640
<v Speaker 1>I was so ready, so ready. I put in everything,

0:56:51.840 --> 0:56:55.640
<v Speaker 1>I had, everything I know, I didn't leave any stone

0:56:55.760 --> 0:57:00.760
<v Speaker 1>unturned or anything like that. Honestly, were in a training

0:57:00.800 --> 0:57:03.480
<v Speaker 1>camp before that in Germany, and in this training camp,

0:57:03.480 --> 0:57:06.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, let's just get there already. I'm so so

0:57:06.960 --> 0:57:08.879
<v Speaker 1>over training I just I was so ready to get

0:57:08.880 --> 0:57:14.160
<v Speaker 1>into that ring. And we head to Paris and all

0:57:14.320 --> 0:57:17.960
<v Speaker 1>was good. I'm excited with the drawer. They do the draw.

0:57:18.000 --> 0:57:19.760
<v Speaker 1>For some reason, I get really nervous around the draw.

0:57:19.800 --> 0:57:22.120
<v Speaker 1>It's just like faked, Oh am I going to fight.

0:57:22.160 --> 0:57:25.240
<v Speaker 1>I've studied all of these I've studied the crap out

0:57:25.240 --> 0:57:27.520
<v Speaker 1>of all of these girls that I could possibly fight,

0:57:28.200 --> 0:57:32.120
<v Speaker 1>and I had done thousands of sparring rounds and I've

0:57:32.400 --> 0:57:35.360
<v Speaker 1>fought many times. I've had I think eighty nine or

0:57:35.480 --> 0:57:38.720
<v Speaker 1>no ninety five international fights, so something like that. Anyway,

0:57:39.480 --> 0:57:43.960
<v Speaker 1>I fought a lot of these girls and out of

0:57:43.960 --> 0:57:46.080
<v Speaker 1>the list, there was only two that I'd never worked

0:57:46.080 --> 0:57:48.240
<v Speaker 1>with the pool, I hadn't sparred or fought. And the

0:57:48.320 --> 0:57:50.160
<v Speaker 1>drawer came out and I've got them both. The first

0:57:50.240 --> 0:57:57.440
<v Speaker 1>two rounds, I was like that extra, just that unknown.

0:57:57.600 --> 0:58:00.720
<v Speaker 1>I was like, okay, that makes me very nervous. It's okay,

0:58:00.800 --> 0:58:05.840
<v Speaker 1>like I've done everything I can for this. Uh So

0:58:05.920 --> 0:58:10.120
<v Speaker 1>I've got a Mexican first up, and she was shorter

0:58:10.200 --> 0:58:12.800
<v Speaker 1>than me, which is odd because in my division I'm

0:58:12.800 --> 0:58:14.919
<v Speaker 1>actually one of the shorter one seventy five killers. They're

0:58:14.920 --> 0:58:17.880
<v Speaker 1>all quite tall and she's short of than me. I'm like, okay,

0:58:18.000 --> 0:58:21.640
<v Speaker 1>I've got the reach here, let's go. And but I

0:58:21.720 --> 0:58:23.160
<v Speaker 1>knew she was tough. I knew she would just keep

0:58:23.160 --> 0:58:26.200
<v Speaker 1>coming forward. I've watched her fight before and a few

0:58:26.200 --> 0:58:29.400
<v Speaker 1>people had actually mentioned to me, like, don't underestimate her.

0:58:29.440 --> 0:58:32.640
<v Speaker 1>She's she's tough and then strong, and like she just

0:58:32.720 --> 0:58:36.920
<v Speaker 1>she's relentless. She won't let you off the hook. And well, right,

0:58:37.000 --> 0:58:39.520
<v Speaker 1>that's fine. I went into that fight like it was

0:58:39.560 --> 0:58:42.040
<v Speaker 1>the final. Every fight with for me, it was the final.

0:58:42.120 --> 0:58:43.919
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to I needed to win that to get

0:58:43.960 --> 0:58:48.280
<v Speaker 1>past anything else. So it was the final. And well,

0:58:49.040 --> 0:58:51.000
<v Speaker 1>straight up, I knew she she did what I thought

0:58:51.000 --> 0:58:52.800
<v Speaker 1>she would. She came at me, and I used my feet,

0:58:52.840 --> 0:58:55.160
<v Speaker 1>got around the ring and tried to you know, punch

0:58:55.200 --> 0:58:58.440
<v Speaker 1>and move. And then there was a point where like

0:58:59.040 --> 0:59:01.240
<v Speaker 1>she kind of like at me and I threw this

0:59:01.840 --> 0:59:04.320
<v Speaker 1>right hook and I like moved out to the side

0:59:04.360 --> 0:59:06.040
<v Speaker 1>at the same time. So it was a quick like

0:59:06.360 --> 0:59:09.880
<v Speaker 1>to make her fall into into the ropes. And it worked,

0:59:09.920 --> 0:59:13.000
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, brilliant, We'll do that again, you know, fight, fight,

0:59:13.040 --> 0:59:15.200
<v Speaker 1>and do it again. The right hook off fell into

0:59:15.240 --> 0:59:16.920
<v Speaker 1>the ropes again. I was like, we're just gonna keep

0:59:16.920 --> 0:59:19.640
<v Speaker 1>doing this is perfect and I really enjoyed that. I

0:59:19.680 --> 0:59:22.080
<v Speaker 1>had a great fight, won every round. I got my

0:59:22.160 --> 0:59:25.480
<v Speaker 1>hand raised there, and yes, it wasn't a repeat of

0:59:25.520 --> 0:59:27.560
<v Speaker 1>Togyo that was in my head before. I'm like, don't repeack.

0:59:27.600 --> 0:59:29.000
<v Speaker 1>You know, what if you lose again, what if you

0:59:29.120 --> 0:59:32.720
<v Speaker 1>miss that? I know it's not in my control. I

0:59:32.760 --> 0:59:34.160
<v Speaker 1>just thought, I'm gonna go out there and do the

0:59:34.160 --> 0:59:35.720
<v Speaker 1>best that I can. I know I can do it,

0:59:36.080 --> 0:59:38.880
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, got won the fire and I was just

0:59:39.000 --> 0:59:43.000
<v Speaker 1>absolutely stoked. Then I thought, right, I'm going to enjoy

0:59:43.040 --> 0:59:45.520
<v Speaker 1>this moment for the next couple of hours and then

0:59:45.560 --> 0:59:47.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna reset because it was I had a few

0:59:47.720 --> 0:59:49.920
<v Speaker 1>days in between the Olympics. They spread it out. It's

0:59:49.960 --> 0:59:53.480
<v Speaker 1>Ober two week period and I had to win four

0:59:53.520 --> 0:59:55.880
<v Speaker 1>fights to get the gold. So that's fine, I've got

0:59:55.880 --> 0:59:57.440
<v Speaker 1>I've got a couple of days that I'm going to

0:59:57.560 --> 0:59:59.640
<v Speaker 1>just not back in, but I'm going to go see

0:59:59.680 --> 1:00:01.960
<v Speaker 1>my part. I know who ended up coming over and

1:00:02.720 --> 1:00:05.880
<v Speaker 1>just you know, enjoy this little moment. Next, I had

1:00:05.920 --> 1:00:11.280
<v Speaker 1>to reset because I was actually drawn against the Moroccan

1:00:11.520 --> 1:00:14.600
<v Speaker 1>and she is the super heavyweight world champion. She's been

1:00:14.640 --> 1:00:16.320
<v Speaker 1>that for years. I don't even know when she lost

1:00:16.320 --> 1:00:20.720
<v Speaker 1>her last fight. She never loses. She's massive, and I thought,

1:00:20.720 --> 1:00:22.960
<v Speaker 1>all right, okay, so we're gonna obviously don't want to

1:00:23.000 --> 1:00:24.760
<v Speaker 1>stand there and get hit. I've got to be able

1:00:24.800 --> 1:00:26.520
<v Speaker 1>to move out of the way because she's strong and

1:00:26.880 --> 1:00:29.040
<v Speaker 1>she would throw all her weight into these punches. So

1:00:29.120 --> 1:00:31.960
<v Speaker 1>when she when she gets someone, it shows, and that

1:00:32.000 --> 1:00:34.280
<v Speaker 1>can sway the judges like that, especially when you get

1:00:34.280 --> 1:00:38.120
<v Speaker 1>a hit early on on you and I just say, oh, well,

1:00:38.160 --> 1:00:39.680
<v Speaker 1>you know they're probably going to be watching her for

1:00:39.720 --> 1:00:40.760
<v Speaker 1>the rest of the fight, so you're going to make

1:00:40.760 --> 1:00:45.560
<v Speaker 1>a good impression early on. So yeah, getting into that fight,

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<v Speaker 1>I was actually going to go in a certain way.

1:00:48.360 --> 1:00:50.200
<v Speaker 1>I was going to go in where I was just

1:00:50.240 --> 1:00:53.080
<v Speaker 1>going inside and because she was so big and just

1:00:53.160 --> 1:00:55.480
<v Speaker 1>working as hard as I could for the but you know,

1:00:55.840 --> 1:00:59.200
<v Speaker 1>in the inside and staying in there. And my tactics changed. Actually,

1:00:59.200 --> 1:01:01.360
<v Speaker 1>just before we went out, I saw the girl that

1:01:01.440 --> 1:01:03.600
<v Speaker 1>she beat to get in. She was fighting her at

1:01:03.640 --> 1:01:06.000
<v Speaker 1>long range and she was about the same height as me.

1:01:06.040 --> 1:01:09.080
<v Speaker 1>And I fight very well long I fight, I fight

1:01:09.200 --> 1:01:11.040
<v Speaker 1>well both. But you know, I was like, right, I

1:01:11.040 --> 1:01:13.760
<v Speaker 1>can use my foot feet try and find the opportunities here,

1:01:14.080 --> 1:01:15.960
<v Speaker 1>and then when I see those opportunities, get in the

1:01:16.120 --> 1:01:18.400
<v Speaker 1>get in the inside, mix it up. But I don't know.

1:01:18.440 --> 1:01:20.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm home, and I getting too technical. I'm trying to like,

1:01:20.920 --> 1:01:21.280
<v Speaker 1>I love it.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm loving it. I'm hanging off every word.

1:01:23.360 --> 1:01:27.200
<v Speaker 1>Because also because I'm literally back, I'm thinking of me

1:01:27.320 --> 1:01:29.640
<v Speaker 1>in the ring, like I'm back in this moment, I'm

1:01:29.720 --> 1:01:33.560
<v Speaker 1>like trying to trying to paint the picture. But anyway,

1:01:35.200 --> 1:01:40.000
<v Speaker 1>I actually from from the start, it was just like

1:01:40.480 --> 1:01:45.200
<v Speaker 1>a moment where everything clicked, my feet, my hands, everything,

1:01:45.320 --> 1:01:47.080
<v Speaker 1>and I was like I was punching her and I

1:01:47.120 --> 1:01:49.640
<v Speaker 1>wasn't getting punched back, and I was like, this is

1:01:50.000 --> 1:01:52.520
<v Speaker 1>It's all clicking together. It's like everything I'd ever done

1:01:53.000 --> 1:01:56.040
<v Speaker 1>to prepare for this was for this moment. That was

1:01:56.080 --> 1:01:59.680
<v Speaker 1>my favorite fight ever. I enjoyed that so much. I

1:01:59.840 --> 1:02:02.840
<v Speaker 1>just and watching the footage back is so funny because

1:02:02.840 --> 1:02:05.440
<v Speaker 1>I might here like you know, looking up right up

1:02:05.480 --> 1:02:08.000
<v Speaker 1>at her like I just look so but I just

1:02:08.120 --> 1:02:10.400
<v Speaker 1>it just all came together and I got my hand

1:02:10.520 --> 1:02:14.120
<v Speaker 1>raised again there and I was like, holy shit, I

1:02:14.200 --> 1:02:18.600
<v Speaker 1>have just secured myself a medal for Australia created history.

1:02:18.920 --> 1:02:22.120
<v Speaker 1>What the hell like this. It was just incredible. So

1:02:22.560 --> 1:02:25.240
<v Speaker 1>I got out of the rings straight away and they

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<v Speaker 1>actually through to the media bit and I just like,

1:02:29.040 --> 1:02:31.160
<v Speaker 1>the guy has gone to interview me and I've grabbed

1:02:31.160 --> 1:02:33.560
<v Speaker 1>his mic off him and I didn't realize they did it.

1:02:33.640 --> 1:02:36.560
<v Speaker 1>I was just so excited. There's so much adrenaline and god,

1:02:36.600 --> 1:02:38.920
<v Speaker 1>I just started talking my absolutely heart out and I

1:02:38.960 --> 1:02:41.200
<v Speaker 1>didn't realize that he's asking me questions. You can't hear

1:02:41.240 --> 1:02:43.480
<v Speaker 1>him because I'm not sharing the mic. I've just got

1:02:43.520 --> 1:02:47.280
<v Speaker 1>it here and I'm just ready to go and I'm like, yeah,

1:02:47.320 --> 1:02:50.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to war and next fight. I'm everything into it,

1:02:50.480 --> 1:02:54.920
<v Speaker 1>like let's go. And just a few people watch that bag.

1:02:55.000 --> 1:02:57.720
<v Speaker 1>That's what probably I think more people in Australia probably

1:02:57.720 --> 1:02:59.880
<v Speaker 1>saw that interview than actually the fights. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I got coming to the more because I

1:03:02.320 --> 1:03:04.280
<v Speaker 1>just thought it was the funniest thing. A few people

1:03:04.280 --> 1:03:07.280
<v Speaker 1>gave me like a little karaoke mic as well. Afterwards.

1:03:07.280 --> 1:03:08.720
<v Speaker 1>They're like, you know, this is your own one, you

1:03:08.720 --> 1:03:12.720
<v Speaker 1>can have this. I love this.

1:03:12.840 --> 1:03:13.720
<v Speaker 2>I love hearing this.

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<v Speaker 3>I am I've gone covering goosebumps right now. I feel

1:03:17.120 --> 1:03:19.360
<v Speaker 3>like I'm there. I want to go is it. Can

1:03:19.400 --> 1:03:20.520
<v Speaker 3>I go google that video?

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<v Speaker 1>Can you can't? Yeah? Sure, But it's just it's so

1:03:25.640 --> 1:03:27.880
<v Speaker 1>crazy even just thinking about that then and thinking about

1:03:27.920 --> 1:03:32.240
<v Speaker 1>this really shy kid and to that moment they're like

1:03:32.400 --> 1:03:36.000
<v Speaker 1>taking the mic and having that that you know, I

1:03:36.000 --> 1:03:38.680
<v Speaker 1>don't know, it's whatever about me, just the possession to

1:03:38.720 --> 1:03:41.520
<v Speaker 1>just take that mic and it's mine now. Ah yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>It just it shows how far I've come in this journey,

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<v Speaker 1>which is where it's pretty cool as well, this journey.

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<v Speaker 3>I love this and I love how much you've shared

1:03:50.520 --> 1:03:55.680
<v Speaker 3>the like the detail of how it is, because it

1:03:55.840 --> 1:04:00.600
<v Speaker 3>just highlights how technical, how adaptable we have to be,

1:04:00.680 --> 1:04:03.240
<v Speaker 3>how it's not just about working on your own craft,

1:04:03.240 --> 1:04:07.800
<v Speaker 3>but also sitting there with a number of tools at

1:04:07.800 --> 1:04:10.640
<v Speaker 3>your level, a number of tools and strategies that is

1:04:10.680 --> 1:04:11.840
<v Speaker 3>beyond comprehension.

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<v Speaker 2>And in the middle of knowing.

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<v Speaker 3>All of that, you've got to decide which ones are

1:04:15.760 --> 1:04:21.760
<v Speaker 3>appropriate in a split second, all in a pre preparation moment.

1:04:21.880 --> 1:04:25.800
<v Speaker 3>And then also when you step into the ring, you

1:04:25.840 --> 1:04:28.280
<v Speaker 3>have to make a decision of am I following that

1:04:28.760 --> 1:04:31.000
<v Speaker 3>what I thought was going to be the best angle,

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<v Speaker 3>or do I need to.

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<v Speaker 2>Adapt and change? And it's fucking exciting.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's such a fast paced chess game boxing. You've

1:04:39.240 --> 1:04:41.520
<v Speaker 1>got to see be able to see what's coming, but

1:04:41.600 --> 1:04:44.280
<v Speaker 1>also you know, doing what you need to do and

1:04:44.320 --> 1:04:47.280
<v Speaker 1>not getting hit and moving out of the way and

1:04:47.280 --> 1:04:49.520
<v Speaker 1>trying to win each round. Because there's three rounds we

1:04:49.600 --> 1:04:52.720
<v Speaker 1>fight three three minute rounds. I'm going to rest in between.

1:04:52.840 --> 1:04:55.360
<v Speaker 1>So you know, your coach can give you a certain

1:04:55.400 --> 1:04:59.760
<v Speaker 1>amount of feedback, which helps massively, but you've also got

1:04:59.800 --> 1:05:01.560
<v Speaker 1>to be very independent to be able to figure it

1:05:01.600 --> 1:05:03.400
<v Speaker 1>all out for yourself in the ring. You can't wait

1:05:03.720 --> 1:05:05.720
<v Speaker 1>a whole round, waste a whole round for your coach

1:05:05.800 --> 1:05:08.200
<v Speaker 1>to tell you what don't do that, what are you

1:05:08.280 --> 1:05:11.880
<v Speaker 1>doing because that's one whole round out of three rounds

1:05:11.960 --> 1:05:15.200
<v Speaker 1>and the judges are probably watching that your opponent now,

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<v Speaker 1>So you've really got to figure it out for yourself. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's actually insane. Sometimes I'm like, oh, this is such

1:05:24.200 --> 1:05:27.000
<v Speaker 1>a yeah, such a crazy sport. But I mean they're

1:05:27.680 --> 1:05:31.560
<v Speaker 1>each sport has their own massive challenges, and I mean, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's just boxing.

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<v Speaker 3>I just think there's there's so many moving parts to

1:05:36.000 --> 1:05:39.800
<v Speaker 3>boxing that it does take years and years and years

1:05:39.840 --> 1:05:43.080
<v Speaker 3>before you even learn what there is to learn like

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<v Speaker 3>I know that in some of my later years, like

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<v Speaker 3>the last fights I had, which is a few years

1:05:49.280 --> 1:05:53.360
<v Speaker 3>ago now, but getting to stages with my coach where

1:05:53.360 --> 1:05:57.640
<v Speaker 3>I was like, oh, you know, he's bestowing new stuff

1:05:57.680 --> 1:06:00.840
<v Speaker 3>on me that he had not let me do before.

1:06:00.960 --> 1:06:03.360
<v Speaker 3>And you kind of think, oh, you can't. You don't

1:06:03.400 --> 1:06:07.440
<v Speaker 3>do that because it's because it's wrong, not wrong, but

1:06:07.440 --> 1:06:09.160
<v Speaker 3>that's not how we do it. And it's like, no,

1:06:09.200 --> 1:06:11.320
<v Speaker 3>he just needs to be able to trust me with

1:06:11.720 --> 1:06:14.480
<v Speaker 3>one skill set first, and then once he knows that

1:06:14.520 --> 1:06:16.560
<v Speaker 3>I've nailed and I have the capacity for more, he

1:06:16.600 --> 1:06:18.560
<v Speaker 3>gives it to me. And I was just like, fucking hell,

1:06:18.600 --> 1:06:21.400
<v Speaker 3>it's been a decade in this sport and I'm still

1:06:21.480 --> 1:06:23.320
<v Speaker 3>learning brand new things.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah, That's the thing I also love about boxing

1:06:26.880 --> 1:06:30.440
<v Speaker 1>is the fact that no one's ever perfect everything. There's

1:06:30.480 --> 1:06:33.760
<v Speaker 1>always things to work on. But not only that, it's

1:06:33.840 --> 1:06:37.200
<v Speaker 1>not just you don't have to be a certain build

1:06:37.400 --> 1:06:40.000
<v Speaker 1>or you know, you can be short, tall, whatever kind

1:06:40.040 --> 1:06:42.520
<v Speaker 1>of body shape you use it to your advantage. Like

1:06:42.560 --> 1:06:44.720
<v Speaker 1>I don't have long arms. I'm a bit shorter than

1:06:44.720 --> 1:06:46.640
<v Speaker 1>in my division. I guess like sometimes it's good to

1:06:46.640 --> 1:06:48.480
<v Speaker 1>be long so you can get more range. And stuff,

1:06:48.480 --> 1:06:50.160
<v Speaker 1>But no, I use what I have to my advantage.

1:06:50.200 --> 1:06:53.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm more explosive. I'm usually a lot faster and I

1:06:53.480 --> 1:06:56.680
<v Speaker 1>can I can make that work, and you just you're

1:06:56.680 --> 1:06:59.680
<v Speaker 1>do you make it work? But not only that as well. Yeah,

1:06:59.680 --> 1:07:02.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm on the sport now. But it doesn't matter what

1:07:02.680 --> 1:07:05.000
<v Speaker 1>age you started. I started young. It was great for me,

1:07:05.120 --> 1:07:07.120
<v Speaker 1>but there's some people in my team that have started

1:07:07.160 --> 1:07:09.600
<v Speaker 1>in their twenties on even I think started yeah, like

1:07:09.680 --> 1:07:11.960
<v Speaker 1>late twenties even thirties that went to the Olympics with us.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's it's yeah, you're never You're never too old

1:07:16.320 --> 1:07:20.960
<v Speaker 1>to start anything. Whatever your goal or challenge is, You're

1:07:20.960 --> 1:07:22.880
<v Speaker 1>never too old to start. Just get out there and

1:07:22.880 --> 1:07:23.320
<v Speaker 1>have a go.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh I love that. What's what's next for you?

1:07:28.720 --> 1:07:33.760
<v Speaker 1>What's next? Is a question I ask myself all the time. No,

1:07:34.000 --> 1:07:40.440
<v Speaker 1>so it's it's obviously been yeah months now since the Olympics.

1:07:40.480 --> 1:07:44.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to count, but I really just told myself,

1:07:44.360 --> 1:07:49.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I'm going to take in this moment. Should

1:07:49.320 --> 1:07:53.360
<v Speaker 1>I should actually go into the my my semi final,

1:07:53.520 --> 1:07:56.360
<v Speaker 1>the fight that I actually lost, actually to kind of

1:07:56.360 --> 1:08:01.320
<v Speaker 1>paint the picture, because really, like I went into this

1:08:01.400 --> 1:08:05.520
<v Speaker 1>fight and this one was at the Rolling Gaross in Paris.

1:08:05.560 --> 1:08:08.280
<v Speaker 1>It was you know, Serena and Williams never got punched

1:08:08.280 --> 1:08:11.560
<v Speaker 1>in the face there, so you know, I just feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that that's pretty good. So Rolling Gaross, there's massive crowd.

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<v Speaker 1>I fighting this this woman from China. She's actually beaten

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<v Speaker 1>me a couple of times in the past. She's one

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<v Speaker 1>of the smartest fighters I've ever come across it. She

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<v Speaker 1>adapts really well in the ring, which is it was

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<v Speaker 1>challenging because so I came out in the first round,

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<v Speaker 1>I had all the right tactics. I won the fight

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<v Speaker 1>on all judges school sorr, I won the round on

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<v Speaker 1>all judges schoorecards. She came out the second ring, the

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<v Speaker 1>second ring, Oh my god, see what am I doing now?

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<v Speaker 1>The second round. She came out the second round, and

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<v Speaker 1>she knew to smuggle me a bit so to because

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<v Speaker 1>I was fighting well long, I was picking her atha,

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing all the things. She was like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>don't let her do that again. I'm gonna hold her

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<v Speaker 1>and try it, you know. So she'd try to kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like, yeah, not allow me to fight my fight,

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<v Speaker 1>and it got messy, which worked well for her. So

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<v Speaker 1>I started, like you know, tangling up more and grabbing

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<v Speaker 1>my hand, and it takes a lot of effort to

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<v Speaker 1>try and get out of those clinches and try and

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<v Speaker 1>fight my way out of it. And I thought I

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<v Speaker 1>thought I did. Okay, I thought I did all right.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know how the round went until I went

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<v Speaker 1>back to my coach in the corner. So the coaches

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<v Speaker 1>they see the scores. Actually between each round, they come

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<v Speaker 1>up with the scores, and it came up. My coach goes,

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<v Speaker 1>you're even going into the last round, So meeting she'd

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<v Speaker 1>won that round on all George Judges school cards. And

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<v Speaker 1>my heart sank a little bit because I thought I

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<v Speaker 1>thought I would have got a couple of them. But okay,

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<v Speaker 1>let's just put everything I possibly have into this, like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just leaving. I'm gonna leave it all in the ring,

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<v Speaker 1>and I did. I just went out there. I had

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<v Speaker 1>a bit of a blood nose as well, just you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it happened. Sometimes my nose does bleed a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>but whatever, So I'm gone out there and I put

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<v Speaker 1>it all that. I had nothing left in the tank

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<v Speaker 1>at all, fought my heart out. At the end of

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<v Speaker 1>the fight, her hand got raised and you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>like this is, this is, this moment is crazy to me.

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't had a sad moment. I didn't have it.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't sad. I wasn't I wasn't upset. I knew

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<v Speaker 1>I put it all out there. She got a hand raised,

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<v Speaker 1>I thanked her. It was a it was an awesome fight,

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<v Speaker 1>and I just took that moment. I looked around and

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<v Speaker 1>I stood in the ring for it maybe another love

1:10:33.080 --> 1:10:35.320
<v Speaker 1>thirty seconds or whatever. I've stood there and I looked

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<v Speaker 1>around at this in this stadium. Oh my god, like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm here, I'm on the podium. I don't I don't

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<v Speaker 1>go to the final, but I'm on the podium. I've

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<v Speaker 1>put my all into this whole journey. I'm so so

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<v Speaker 1>proud of myself. And I just honestly, like haven't been

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<v Speaker 1>upset into this day, like which is weird because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>after after I lost, usually you know, gut it and whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>But I just I was proud and I still am

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<v Speaker 1>of everything I put into that journey, everything I left

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<v Speaker 1>in the ring. And to be honest, actually I haven't

1:11:12.720 --> 1:11:18.000
<v Speaker 1>even watched that fight back yet because it's such a

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<v Speaker 1>positive thing for me at the moment and we're all

1:11:21.080 --> 1:11:23.360
<v Speaker 1>our biggest critics. I know when I watch it back,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll be like, oh, why did I do that? Why

1:11:25.640 --> 1:11:27.360
<v Speaker 1>did I do this? But no, I'm not ready for

1:11:27.400 --> 1:11:29.720
<v Speaker 1>that yet. I just feel like once I'm ready, when

1:11:29.760 --> 1:11:33.719
<v Speaker 1>I have another fight set or whatever else, I'll watch

1:11:33.720 --> 1:11:36.519
<v Speaker 1>it back. Obviously you need to do that to improve

1:11:36.560 --> 1:11:41.680
<v Speaker 1>and to learn from those mistakes or whatever else, or

1:11:41.720 --> 1:11:44.760
<v Speaker 1>learn what to show what I did good. But it's

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<v Speaker 1>positive for me and I'm happy. And so I told myself, right,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to just take all these opportunities that I

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<v Speaker 1>get and say yes to everything I can and just

1:11:54.439 --> 1:11:56.799
<v Speaker 1>why not do this, do that, like try new things.

1:11:56.840 --> 1:12:01.320
<v Speaker 1>This is my moment to something a little bit different.

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<v Speaker 1>So also I was, I was. I was burnt out. Afterwards,

1:12:06.000 --> 1:12:10.599
<v Speaker 1>I knew I'd left everything in that training camp, everything

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<v Speaker 1>in that ring. I was burnt out, and I knew

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<v Speaker 1>I was not. I told my coach, You're not going

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<v Speaker 1>to see me for a couple of months in the gym,

1:12:18.520 --> 1:12:21.799
<v Speaker 1>Like no, I'm gonna need a bit of a breakup

1:12:21.840 --> 1:12:24.960
<v Speaker 1>of this. So just yeah, it's been it's consumed me

1:12:25.040 --> 1:12:27.240
<v Speaker 1>for a while now. It's been my every single thought.

1:12:27.360 --> 1:12:31.880
<v Speaker 1>So and then like when I get really obsessive about something,

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<v Speaker 1>I've really put my all and set my whole self

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<v Speaker 1>and everything I do into it, Like even to the

1:12:37.040 --> 1:12:40.439
<v Speaker 1>fact that I wouldn't wear like gray clothes or silver

1:12:40.600 --> 1:12:44.200
<v Speaker 1>jeweler or anything, because that would be that would symbolize silk. Second,

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<v Speaker 1>and I wanted to be gold. I wanted to be

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<v Speaker 1>first gold medal of my phone screen. Save. This is

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<v Speaker 1>all for the past like four or five years that

1:12:51.479 --> 1:12:53.439
<v Speaker 1>I'd had this on. So I just thought, I'm want

1:12:53.479 --> 1:12:56.320
<v Speaker 1>to change my screensave it at my dog now, like

1:12:56.360 --> 1:13:00.720
<v Speaker 1>it's time to just be a normal person and just say,

1:13:00.800 --> 1:13:04.400
<v Speaker 1>yesterday's awesome opportunities to go and talk to schools and

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<v Speaker 1>show my medal and really share that journey, because an

1:13:07.800 --> 1:13:11.639
<v Speaker 1>Olympic medal, like although you know people you think like, oh,

1:13:11.720 --> 1:13:14.760
<v Speaker 1>you just put in it a safe like look after it. No,

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<v Speaker 1>my motto or my thing that I've been trying to

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<v Speaker 1>do is really just share it with as many people

1:13:22.040 --> 1:13:25.080
<v Speaker 1>as I can, kids at schools or we just want

1:13:25.080 --> 1:13:27.000
<v Speaker 1>to have a little touch, and I'll make sure everyone

1:13:27.320 --> 1:13:29.439
<v Speaker 1>can have a little hold. And because I imagine that

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<v Speaker 1>like as a kid, if I got to hold Olympic

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<v Speaker 1>medal that would have made such an impact on me.

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<v Speaker 1>So even if it doesn't have give them an Olympic

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<v Speaker 1>goal or whatever, just try your best. I always talk

1:13:38.680 --> 1:13:40.200
<v Speaker 1>to them. I share a lot of lessons that I've

1:13:40.280 --> 1:13:42.640
<v Speaker 1>learned along the way. But it can just even have

1:13:42.680 --> 1:13:45.080
<v Speaker 1>a goal at a sport or whatever, be active, whatever

1:13:45.120 --> 1:13:48.639
<v Speaker 1>it encourages. It'll be something positive. So that I've even

1:13:48.680 --> 1:13:51.360
<v Speaker 1>gone to you know, to to businesses and stuff like that,

1:13:51.400 --> 1:13:53.640
<v Speaker 1>and I've had people come up to me afterwards and

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<v Speaker 1>be like, I haven't like I did you know BJJ.

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<v Speaker 1>I think this woman said, I haven't done it for

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<v Speaker 1>eight years, but I'm going to get back to the gym.

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<v Speaker 1>Or the little girl said to me the other day.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just like I want to be like you and

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<v Speaker 1>I oh my heart, like that is beautiful. Like if

1:14:10.280 --> 1:14:13.719
<v Speaker 1>I can do one you know, small thing for them,

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<v Speaker 1>like it'll just make my day and it will make

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<v Speaker 1>everything worth it.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, I've got such a girl crush, such a

1:14:22.520 --> 1:14:25.920
<v Speaker 3>You're such a.

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<v Speaker 2>Wholesome role model.

1:14:26.160 --> 1:14:30.639
<v Speaker 3>The way that you talk about like how you have

1:14:30.720 --> 1:14:35.200
<v Speaker 3>responded to just being present, taking it in and just

1:14:35.280 --> 1:14:38.960
<v Speaker 3>the tone when you say I'm burnt out, I'm having

1:14:38.960 --> 1:14:41.840
<v Speaker 3>a break. There's no judgment, there's no shame, there's just

1:14:41.880 --> 1:14:46.240
<v Speaker 3>this really beautiful acceptance of I put everything in, Like

1:14:46.280 --> 1:14:48.439
<v Speaker 3>I just I can't even explain it, but it's just

1:14:48.640 --> 1:14:49.080
<v Speaker 3>such a.

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<v Speaker 2>Good role model.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you, Like thank you for that, because there's so

1:14:54.000 --> 1:14:58.479
<v Speaker 3>many women in sport looking for role models and they're

1:14:58.520 --> 1:15:03.439
<v Speaker 3>hard to find, and you're under so much pressure to

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<v Speaker 3>be in that space that it's hard to get through that.

1:15:06.280 --> 1:15:09.200
<v Speaker 3>And like you're through it and you've just remained fucking

1:15:09.360 --> 1:15:10.040
<v Speaker 3>rock solid.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so proud. I'm so proud to know you.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, thank you so much. We like, yeah, there's almos

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<v Speaker 1>he still challenges, like I still don't know what's next

1:15:20.120 --> 1:15:22.160
<v Speaker 1>and stuff, but I'm trying to be kind to myself

1:15:22.200 --> 1:15:24.880
<v Speaker 1>and say, you know, you're going through a bed It's okay.

1:15:25.000 --> 1:15:27.200
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm finding that love for the boxing gym again.

1:15:27.240 --> 1:15:29.400
<v Speaker 1>And I was just went away on a camp for

1:15:29.479 --> 1:15:32.640
<v Speaker 1>the USY team again, so you know, doing things like that,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, Okay, I'm finding the enjoyment in doing that

1:15:36.200 --> 1:15:40.719
<v Speaker 1>and I love being active and just just and also

1:15:40.840 --> 1:15:43.960
<v Speaker 1>just again just getting back myself do a bit of

1:15:44.000 --> 1:15:47.800
<v Speaker 1>a routine. But again, the thing I want to kind

1:15:47.800 --> 1:15:51.240
<v Speaker 1>of focus on is just trying to better myself a

1:15:51.280 --> 1:15:54.400
<v Speaker 1>little bit in it could be any way, could be

1:15:54.840 --> 1:15:57.360
<v Speaker 1>doing a little course, it could be I don't know,

1:15:57.479 --> 1:16:00.840
<v Speaker 1>even just spending more time with my family at Like

1:16:01.120 --> 1:16:05.040
<v Speaker 1>just doing things to better myself and to continuously grow

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<v Speaker 1>I think is really important. But yeah, don't have a

1:16:08.280 --> 1:16:10.200
<v Speaker 1>fight date yet, probably won't fight for the for the

1:16:10.280 --> 1:16:12.880
<v Speaker 1>rest of the year, to be honest, Like I'm just

1:16:13.040 --> 1:16:16.120
<v Speaker 1>not ready to kind of put myself back into all

1:16:16.240 --> 1:16:20.160
<v Speaker 1>that I know is needed. But i still want to

1:16:20.200 --> 1:16:23.120
<v Speaker 1>go to LA Like that's a big goal, Like and

1:16:23.160 --> 1:16:25.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm not putting, Like I want the goal, right, but

1:16:25.840 --> 1:16:28.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna put it. It's a b or end

1:16:28.160 --> 1:16:30.080
<v Speaker 1>or if I don't get that, I'm not worth anything. No,

1:16:30.200 --> 1:16:33.759
<v Speaker 1>because I know I've accomplished so much in this sport,

1:16:34.240 --> 1:16:38.320
<v Speaker 1>and like it's not all about accomplishments. It's it's about

1:16:39.360 --> 1:16:43.040
<v Speaker 1>it's about the journey again. I just it's such cliche things,

1:16:43.040 --> 1:16:45.960
<v Speaker 1>but it is, like I just I just want to

1:16:45.960 --> 1:16:49.840
<v Speaker 1>make sure I'm enjoying every part of it, every part.

1:16:49.840 --> 1:16:52.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't love running and stuff, but I do I

1:16:53.080 --> 1:16:55.040
<v Speaker 1>enjoyed the after I've got.

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<v Speaker 3>That, So how can how can the listeners both follow

1:17:03.600 --> 1:17:05.679
<v Speaker 3>and find you. But is there anything else that you'd

1:17:05.800 --> 1:17:07.840
<v Speaker 3>like to support or as any way we can we

1:17:07.880 --> 1:17:08.679
<v Speaker 3>can help you.

1:17:10.120 --> 1:17:14.640
<v Speaker 1>Ah well, you can follow and support on Instagram or

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<v Speaker 1>of a Facebook page. Just Katie Parker or Caitlin Parker

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<v Speaker 1>on Facebook is my birth name now I go by either,

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<v Speaker 1>but uh yeah, I mean yeah, if you follow the

1:17:25.960 --> 1:17:28.960
<v Speaker 1>journey on that, I'll always post up different things that

1:17:28.960 --> 1:17:34.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm doing and and whatnot. I don't know. Yeah, support,

1:17:34.120 --> 1:17:37.280
<v Speaker 1>I just guess, like just just I mean to worry about.

1:17:37.880 --> 1:17:40.160
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I love the support, but just get yourself

1:17:40.200 --> 1:17:43.040
<v Speaker 1>into getting the listeners, get active, just get out there

1:17:43.080 --> 1:17:45.680
<v Speaker 1>and and then do something if you if you want

1:17:45.680 --> 1:17:48.000
<v Speaker 1>to try a little boxing for fitness class, if you're

1:17:48.000 --> 1:17:50.800
<v Speaker 1>not you're not into the fighting, do that, like just

1:17:50.800 --> 1:17:53.360
<v Speaker 1>just you know, do it for yourselves as well. But

1:17:53.760 --> 1:17:55.800
<v Speaker 1>if you ever want to, you know, come to a

1:17:55.840 --> 1:17:58.440
<v Speaker 1>boxing session down in Mornington, Finincila Boxing.

1:17:58.160 --> 1:18:04.799
<v Speaker 3>Gym with a champ bronze medalists with Australias.

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<v Speaker 1>And the coach and my coach, Marcosamado. He was at

1:18:07.520 --> 1:18:08.760
<v Speaker 1>the Olympics. He's Olympic coach.

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<v Speaker 3>So just say it, just saying get down there, guys,

1:18:11.800 --> 1:18:15.160
<v Speaker 3>get down there. Katie's also been doing a little bit

1:18:15.200 --> 1:18:22.040
<v Speaker 3>of speaking. So if anyone most amazingly inspiring woman standing

1:18:22.760 --> 1:18:28.160
<v Speaker 3>in their business or schools, reach out, Yes, thank.

1:18:28.000 --> 1:18:30.360
<v Speaker 1>You, that's actually great. I probably should have said that myself,

1:18:30.360 --> 1:18:34.040
<v Speaker 1>but yeah, I love the opportunity to go to two

1:18:34.040 --> 1:18:38.800
<v Speaker 1>different places and share my journey and whatever messages you

1:18:38.880 --> 1:18:40.880
<v Speaker 1>want you to share, but I have lots of them,

1:18:40.920 --> 1:18:41.799
<v Speaker 1>I have lots of lessons.

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<v Speaker 2>Better.

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<v Speaker 1>No, yeah, you can reach out to me via Instagram, Facebook, whatever,

1:18:47.360 --> 1:18:50.920
<v Speaker 1>shoot me a message. I'd love to love talking obviously.

1:18:52.640 --> 1:18:54.400
<v Speaker 2>You're amazing mate. Thank you so much.

1:18:54.479 --> 1:18:56.960
<v Speaker 3>Thanks everyone, Fortuny and go give r a follow, reach

1:18:57.040 --> 1:19:01.639
<v Speaker 3>out and get sales in the boxing room quicks Mark.

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<v Speaker 2>She said, it's now never.

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<v Speaker 1>I got fighting in my blood. Gotta to bodcast, Gotta

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<v Speaker 1>true little gust, Gotta tu modocust, got it tru