WEBVTT - Serial killers, September 11 and saving lives: John Ferriso Pt.1

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<v Speaker 1>The public has had a long held fascination with detectives.

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<v Speaker 1>Detective sy a side of life. The average person is

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<v Speaker 1>never exposed her. I spent thirty four years as a cop.

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<v Speaker 1>For twenty five of those years, I was catching killers.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I did for a living. I was a

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<v Speaker 1>homicide detective. I'm no longer just interviewing bad guys. Instead,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm taking the public into the world in which I operated.

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<v Speaker 1>The guests I talk to each week have amazing stories

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<v Speaker 1>from all sides of the law. The interviews are raw

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<v Speaker 1>and honest, just like the people I talk to. Some

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<v Speaker 1>of the content and language might be confronting. That's because

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<v Speaker 1>no one who comes into contact with crime is left unchanged.

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<v Speaker 1>Join me now as I take you into this world.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to another episode of the Vicatch Killers NYPD. Those

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<v Speaker 1>letters are embedded in my psyche. The New York Police Department,

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<v Speaker 1>for some reason, represents everything there is about policing. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>talking the good, the bad, and the ugly. If you've

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<v Speaker 1>spent twenty years as a cop in New York, you've

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<v Speaker 1>earnt your stripes in policing, that's for sure. Today's guest

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<v Speaker 1>retired NOPD Sergeant John Fariso has done just that, and

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<v Speaker 1>today we have the pleasure of having him on My

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<v Speaker 1>Catch Killers. As you'd expect from a veteran New York cop,

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<v Speaker 1>he has a thousand stories to tell. In two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>and one, he was on duty working at one police plaza,

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<v Speaker 1>just a short distance from where the planes crashed into

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<v Speaker 1>the World Trade Center. He was shaken by the explosion

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<v Speaker 1>and had the horror of seeing people jump from the

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<v Speaker 1>building to their death. Today he's going to give us

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<v Speaker 1>a first hand account of the fear and the chaos

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<v Speaker 1>of what occurred. But that's just part of his story.

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<v Speaker 1>This is how he described his policing career. When you're

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<v Speaker 1>a New York City police officer, you become a social worker, chauffeur,

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<v Speaker 1>human relations consultant, and a tour guide. You're expected to

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<v Speaker 1>do all those things while stopping crime as it occurs,

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<v Speaker 1>preventing crime, and keeping the peace in a city that

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<v Speaker 1>never takes a break. Today to hear his stories, John Fariso,

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<v Speaker 1>welcome to I Catch Killers.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you great to be here.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I've got to say you're the first New York

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<v Speaker 1>cop we've had on I Catch Killer. Someone a bit

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<v Speaker 1>excited about that because policing in New York is poleacing

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<v Speaker 1>at the sharp end. And yeah, we've touched on New

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<v Speaker 1>York crime. I had Michael Francis as a guest, the

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<v Speaker 1>Mafia Kappa a guest on there, and I've also had

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<v Speaker 1>Joe Pistoni, the real Donnie Brasco on.

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<v Speaker 2>Great. Thank you for having me here. This is my

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<v Speaker 2>first podcast outside the US, so I appreciate you having

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<v Speaker 2>me on. I plan on doing more outside of the US,

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<v Speaker 2>but this is the first one. I'm doing.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, very good, very good. Well. I think there is

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<v Speaker 1>a fascination about policing in New York. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>what it is. Whether it's we sort of grow up

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<v Speaker 1>on hearing stories of New York and if something happens

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<v Speaker 1>in New York, the news news travels fast. I suppose

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<v Speaker 1>there's also from my point of view, I was even

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<v Speaker 1>when I was in the Cops, I was watching MYPD Blues,

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<v Speaker 1>grew up watching Serpi k the movie, and Donnie Brasco

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<v Speaker 1>American Gangster. It's all very New York related.

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<v Speaker 2>Definitely. I'm glad you mentioned Surproco. I mentioned that a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>That's probably one of the top two best corp movies

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<v Speaker 2>ever and definitely betrays New York City during the time.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they were different, different times, and we'll talk on that.

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<v Speaker 1>We've had in New South Wales police. We've had the

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<v Speaker 1>corruption and everything that comes with policing, but it's just

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<v Speaker 1>part and parcel of the job. One thing that I

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<v Speaker 1>noticed reading up and preparing for the podcast here when

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<v Speaker 1>we go to work in New South Wales cops we

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<v Speaker 1>go we've got a shift or we're going to work.

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<v Speaker 1>You guys call it a tour, like each day is

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<v Speaker 1>a tour. What now that conjures up images of Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you do a tour of war, you do a tour?

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<v Speaker 1>Is that? Do you think that reflects what policing is

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<v Speaker 1>New York is all about?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I guess, being that there's thirty thousand New York

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<v Speaker 2>City Police officers, I guess that tour would make sense.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, yeah, thirty thousand.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not sure the number now, but there's thirty thousand

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<v Speaker 2>when I was there.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, that's incredible. Like we've got New South Wales

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<v Speaker 1>Police I think between fifteen and twenty thousand, and that's

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<v Speaker 1>a pretty big police forces across the globe. But New

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<v Speaker 1>York eclipse is that clearly I want to talk about

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<v Speaker 1>your career. I'm fascinated about your career and what happens,

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<v Speaker 1>but I also want to talk about the September eleventh

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<v Speaker 1>when the planes crashed in the twin towers. Can you

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<v Speaker 1>just describe to me that day? And I've read your

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<v Speaker 1>piece that you wrote on it, and I just found

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<v Speaker 1>it fascinating how you started the day off because it

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<v Speaker 1>was just a typical day. Do you want to just

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<v Speaker 1>take the listener on that journey, just up until the

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<v Speaker 1>point where things changed dramatically forever.

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<v Speaker 2>Sure, it was a perfect day. The weather was perfect.

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<v Speaker 2>I woke up in the morning and z eating my

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<v Speaker 2>breakfast at home. I didn't have kids yet. I was married,

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<v Speaker 2>but didn't have kids' children yet, so my main concern

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<v Speaker 2>that day was to how to get fitted for a

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<v Speaker 2>suit for a wedding. So that was the first thing

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<v Speaker 2>I thought about when I woke up that morning. I

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<v Speaker 2>had no clue that within two hours everything I knew

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<v Speaker 2>would be turned upside down. And what I say and

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<v Speaker 2>whenever I talk about September eleventh is that I think

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<v Speaker 2>about it every single day. There has not a day

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<v Speaker 2>gone by in all these years I haven't thought about

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<v Speaker 2>it in one way or the other, not in a

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<v Speaker 2>bad way. It could be something simple, but I think

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<v Speaker 2>about it. Things trigger it. Construction crews, large crowds of

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<v Speaker 2>people in the city, low flying planes, a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>things that make me think about it. So after I breakfast,

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<v Speaker 2>I got on the bus went to work, and ironically,

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<v Speaker 2>my bus did past Twin Towers. I called the Twin

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<v Speaker 2>Towers because that when we grew up in New York City,

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<v Speaker 2>that's what we called it. We saw it from Queens

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<v Speaker 2>in the distance. So to us, that was the Twin Towers,

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<v Speaker 2>and that was a very New York thing. And there

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<v Speaker 2>was a shadow from the towers that went down low

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<v Speaker 2>Manhattan and you would walk past the shadow, and that

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<v Speaker 2>shadow made it pretty far. And my office was, well,

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<v Speaker 2>in the US it's a half mile I'm not sure

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<v Speaker 2>on kilometers, maybe point six point eight kilometers, yea, I

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<v Speaker 2>found correct on that. And then so the shadow made there.

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<v Speaker 2>I walked to the building and you know, I went

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<v Speaker 2>inside it and I was still thinking about my suit,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was thinking about, you know, my day. And

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<v Speaker 2>I was at a temporary assignment at the time, and

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<v Speaker 2>I really if September eleventh didn't happen, this assignment would

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<v Speaker 2>probably never even made it to my book. But so

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<v Speaker 2>I had a temporary assignment, and you know, I went

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<v Speaker 2>to the office and you know, the cop humor began

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<v Speaker 2>because that was very common in police work. As cop Humi.

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<v Speaker 2>There was twenty of us that were ready to get

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<v Speaker 2>promoted to sogeant. So we were all just always joking around,

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<v Speaker 2>talking about making sergeant. And I sat at the desk.

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<v Speaker 2>I read the newspaper. It was something trivial in it.

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<v Speaker 2>And then we used to do data entry. This is

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<v Speaker 2>going back to two thousand and one. You know, we

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<v Speaker 2>just did data entry. It was a basic assignment. So

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<v Speaker 2>I was ready to get promoted. So basically you did

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<v Speaker 2>this data entry until you got promoted to sergeant. I

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<v Speaker 2>was just a cop at the time. I didn't do investigation. Yet,

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't do anything. So you know, I sat at

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<v Speaker 2>the table with all the other cops and like I said,

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<v Speaker 2>we were doing the cop huma. We were joking. Everybody

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<v Speaker 2>was laughing, and guys started to go to their desks

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<v Speaker 2>one by one to do their data entry. And I

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<v Speaker 2>was getting ready to go and my lieutenant approached me

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<v Speaker 2>and he said, John, he goes, uh, you need to

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<v Speaker 2>get these reports going. You need more reports done. So

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<v Speaker 2>I was the depression. I was doing all my reports.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, yeah, boss, lieutenant, I'll take care of it,

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<v Speaker 2>no problem, get those reports done for you. So I

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<v Speaker 2>sat at my desk and I forgot about it. And

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<v Speaker 2>then I was doing my data entrying these reports. Kevin

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<v Speaker 2>but coming back to me, and I'm saying, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>what was he talking about? Why is he asking me

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<v Speaker 2>about these reports? I says, I know what I'm gonna do.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna wait till I get a closer to lunch time.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna walk into the tenant's office. I'm gonna ask

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<v Speaker 2>him directly, what are you talking about with these reports?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you need done? I'm doing my job here.

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<v Speaker 2>I got a future here, future outside of this office.

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<v Speaker 2>So what are we going to do? And then I

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<v Speaker 2>was sitting at the desk and then I heard this

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<v Speaker 2>unbelievable sound. It was a boom, but it wasn't like

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<v Speaker 2>an explosion boom. I would describe it as someone took

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<v Speaker 2>something like a giant rock and throw it into a

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<v Speaker 2>dumpster and it echoed an echo boom. And I thought

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<v Speaker 2>a piece of construction equipment fell off the roof of

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<v Speaker 2>the building. Because there was construction going on, so we

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<v Speaker 2>all turns. I turned to the left and I could

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<v Speaker 2>see the window. And I turned to the left and

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<v Speaker 2>one of the sergeants was looked at the window and

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<v Speaker 2>he said, I do know exact words, but it was like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh my gosh, I can't believe this. You got to

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<v Speaker 2>see this, And he was pointing out the window, and

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<v Speaker 2>being in New York City police officer and living in

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<v Speaker 2>New York that is not calm and nobody gets, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>stunned by anything we see. That was like something we

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<v Speaker 2>all knew something was going on. Yeah, that's when everything

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<v Speaker 2>changed at that moment.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, well, let's we'll stop it there because I want

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<v Speaker 1>to lead up and find a little bit more about

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<v Speaker 1>yourself before we talk more detail about that day. A

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<v Speaker 1>couple of things there. When I was reading your piece

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<v Speaker 1>about that day and you touched on it there the

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<v Speaker 1>cop humor, I felt like I was in the office.

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<v Speaker 1>I know exactly what that's about. You having a go

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<v Speaker 1>at your fellow workers, as we say in this country,

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<v Speaker 1>taking the piss out of each other, a bit of laugh,

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<v Speaker 1>bit of banter, getting about your stuff. There's usually some

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<v Speaker 1>bosses says something that you know, you dig in you

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<v Speaker 1>think what's said about so I fully understand that that

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<v Speaker 1>environment going in there. But let's wind it back a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit. Where did you grow up?

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<v Speaker 2>You grew up in New York, Yes, Queens, New York,

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<v Speaker 2>outside of Manhattan and could see the skyline from where

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<v Speaker 2>I grew up in Blue Carlor neighborhood.

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<v Speaker 1>And what steered you towards policing? Was it something you

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<v Speaker 1>always wanted to do or is it something you fell into.

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<v Speaker 2>I always knew it at a very young age. I

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<v Speaker 2>remember in kindergarten talking about it and I remember writing

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<v Speaker 2>about it. And I had two incidents that happens when

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<v Speaker 2>I was a kid that really propelled me to police work.

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<v Speaker 2>And one was actually the son of Sam investigation.

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<v Speaker 1>Because I remember that one. Yeah, yes, tell us a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit about that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah he was, so you know, you're aware, a son

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<v Speaker 2>of Sandy Cereal killer, so very interesting person if anyone

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<v Speaker 2>doesn't know about him, he's very interesting serial killer. So

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<v Speaker 2>I was a little kid grown up in Queens and

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of people in my neighborhood were police officers.

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<v Speaker 2>It was a lot of cops find in sanitation. It

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<v Speaker 2>was just you know, we were the people that worked

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<v Speaker 2>in Manhattan but lived in Queen's and it was very

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<v Speaker 2>common in the seventies. So it was the summer of

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<v Speaker 2>seventy seven, and I remember that summer was a heat wave.

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<v Speaker 2>It was hot, so we were always outside. So I'd

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<v Speaker 2>sit on the stoop and you know, the adults would

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<v Speaker 2>come out and they'd say, all right, make sure everybody

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<v Speaker 2>goes inside. The son of Sam is around, or some

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<v Speaker 2>people called him the forty four caliber killer. So I

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<v Speaker 2>was only seven years old, and I'm like, I was

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<v Speaker 2>being told as a serial killer in my neighborhood. Not

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<v Speaker 2>only was he in the neighborhood, he murdered three people

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<v Speaker 2>walking distance from my house.

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<v Speaker 1>So you say, in the think of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he he did it all over. A lot of

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<v Speaker 2>people don't know this, but he didn't, you know, hit

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<v Speaker 2>midtown Manhattan. He didn't hit the affluent areas. He went

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<v Speaker 2>to the out of burrows and almost like where he

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<v Speaker 2>grew up, because he grew up in the Bronx. And

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<v Speaker 2>you know, he shot two people in a car close

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<v Speaker 2>to my house, I know the exact location, and he

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<v Speaker 2>shot another woman walking. And these were the two in

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<v Speaker 2>the car and the woman walking with separate incidents and

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<v Speaker 2>close enough to where my parents were like, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>make sure you come in. You know, there's a something.

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<v Speaker 2>They didn't use the term serial killer. They you know,

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<v Speaker 2>in the seventies, adults talked to us like we were adults.

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<v Speaker 2>They were like the forty four caliber killers here. So

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<v Speaker 2>when the street lights go on and it gets dark,

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<v Speaker 2>get off the stoop and come inside.

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<v Speaker 1>So I grew up with that.

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<v Speaker 2>And then the newspapers would come into the house in

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<v Speaker 2>the morning and there would be a front page headline

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<v Speaker 2>of what this guy did, which was graphic, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>descriptions of people shot and cause. So at a young age,

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<v Speaker 2>I knew there was danger out there. And I remembered

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<v Speaker 2>when they caught him because I remembered my sister talking

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<v Speaker 2>about it. She was older than me and once again

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<v Speaker 2>talking about it, like, you know, I should understand this

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<v Speaker 2>at seven, and she said they caught there was a

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<v Speaker 2>gun in the car a parking ticket. So I knew

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<v Speaker 2>people were afraid of this guy, and I was amazed

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<v Speaker 2>that the cops did investigative work and they caught him.

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<v Speaker 2>And at a young age, I knew I saw a

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<v Speaker 2>good versus At a young age, I just saw that

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<v Speaker 2>as the cops went out and they caught that bad guy,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's real. It was on the news every day,

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<v Speaker 2>and it was in the newspapers and it was talked about.

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<v Speaker 2>And that really made me think about police work at

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<v Speaker 2>a young age.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay. It's funny how those things just register in your

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<v Speaker 1>mind and get locked in at that early age. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I do remember that that crime. Okay, so you've decided

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<v Speaker 1>to join the police. My understanding new York Police, and

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<v Speaker 1>this is limited understanding, but just in my own experience,

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<v Speaker 1>I've spoken to people from New York and yeah, when

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<v Speaker 1>I've been traveling overseas and you mentioned you're a cop,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's two reactions you tend to get with people

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<v Speaker 1>from New York. They if you like you for it,

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<v Speaker 1>or they look at you and just sort of and

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<v Speaker 1>the energy just get sucked out of the room. It

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<v Speaker 1>seems to be a polarizing career in the city of

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<v Speaker 1>New York. Am I am I misreading it?

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<v Speaker 2>No, not at all, You're correct. Do you either get

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<v Speaker 2>people that want to hear everything, or they take a

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<v Speaker 2>step back and they look at you and you know

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<v Speaker 2>they're thinking about something and you just don't ask. It's

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<v Speaker 2>interesting at a barbecue when that happens, because we were

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<v Speaker 2>warned about that in the police academy. The instructors would

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<v Speaker 2>come out and say, we'll watch. When people know what

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<v Speaker 2>you do, you're going to get either no one wants

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<v Speaker 2>to talk to you, or we want to tell you

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<v Speaker 2>everything that went wrong and you're to blame. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I picked that up in my travels that people

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<v Speaker 1>from New York definitely had a strong view one way

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<v Speaker 1>or the other about cops, either love them or hate them.

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<v Speaker 1>They didn't seem to be that in between. How old

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<v Speaker 1>were you when you joined the cops.

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<v Speaker 2>I was twenty three. I was in college, and like

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<v Speaker 2>I said, I knew I was going to do it.

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<v Speaker 2>A few of my friends I grew up with we

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<v Speaker 2>used to play stickball on the street and we should

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<v Speaker 2>just basically take a rub a ball with a stick,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, was a cross between a bat and a stick.

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<v Speaker 2>And we bought them and we just hit it and

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<v Speaker 2>that's what we played. And I think out of the

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<v Speaker 2>six of us, four of us became cops. So I

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<v Speaker 2>kind of knew it. And I was twenty three years old.

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<v Speaker 2>I had one more year in college, and I just said,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I knew the PD was going to call me.

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<v Speaker 2>So I went into the NYPD in nineteen eighty three.

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<v Speaker 1>The training. Did you enjoy the training? Did you like

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<v Speaker 1>it's I talked from my experience in policing. I was

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<v Speaker 1>working in the building trade and then went into policing.

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<v Speaker 1>And I know the moment I hit the academy, it's

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<v Speaker 1>a glove that just fitted. I thought, I found what

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do it. It just felt right from

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<v Speaker 1>the moment I walked in the door. How did you

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<v Speaker 1>find it?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I found it that way. Also, I liked the discipline.

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<v Speaker 2>I like the quasi military structure. I didn't mind being

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<v Speaker 2>yelled at if you weren't standard street. You know, I

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<v Speaker 2>learned how to salute and stand street and standard attention,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know, they made a standard attention for sometimes

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<v Speaker 2>thirty minutes, and you know, I think they were at

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<v Speaker 2>times just massive wordess. But the times we were just

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<v Speaker 2>being goofballs and they were like, Okay, now you're going

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<v Speaker 2>to stand attention to thirty minutes. And I understood the

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<v Speaker 2>discipline of it, and I liked the academy. I had

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<v Speaker 2>come from college, so the work in the books was okay,

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<v Speaker 2>and the physical I was ready for that too, So

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<v Speaker 2>I enjoyed the police academy.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you what was your family's attitude to join the police,

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<v Speaker 1>Like policing is across the world, is a dangerous occupation

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<v Speaker 1>in New York, I think it probably arises a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit hard. Were they happy with you going

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<v Speaker 1>down that path?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, my mom was not. She was wanted me to

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<v Speaker 2>do other things, and I kept telling her, Mom, this

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<v Speaker 2>is what I want to do. And I'm sure she

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<v Speaker 2>knew because I was watching all these cop shows at

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<v Speaker 2>such a young age and talking about police work, So

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<v Speaker 2>I think she always knew anyway up against it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>she just had to say what she needed to say.

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<v Speaker 2>My uncle was a police officer, and when I was

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<v Speaker 2>a little kid, you know, we'd sit around at the

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<v Speaker 2>Italian dinners and you're a cop, let me see your gun,

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<v Speaker 2>and my uncle say, sit out, kid. And you know,

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<v Speaker 2>my uncle never talked about it. He was that generation

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<v Speaker 2>they just didn't talk about it. And then my cousin

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<v Speaker 2>became a cop, so there was two members of the

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<v Speaker 2>service in my family. So I my father went. When

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<v Speaker 2>the NYPD first called me, I said, Dad, I got

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<v Speaker 2>this letter. The NYPD wants me to come down for

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<v Speaker 2>an investigation. My dad's like, all right, let's get you

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<v Speaker 2>a suit. You're going on some interviews. So my dad

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<v Speaker 2>was very pro for it.

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<v Speaker 1>He was for it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, he was all I guess he didn't want

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<v Speaker 2>to support me, and he was happy with it.

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<v Speaker 1>So okay. So you get through the academy and you

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<v Speaker 1>get out of the police academy, you think you know

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<v Speaker 1>what you're doing, because there's a lot of skills you've

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<v Speaker 1>got to learn. You've got to learn your legislation, your

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<v Speaker 1>powers of arrests, you know, handling people, weapons training. There's

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<v Speaker 1>a whole lot that you come out with from the

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<v Speaker 1>academy and you think you're ready to hit the streets.

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<v Speaker 1>But if your experience is like my experience, when you

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<v Speaker 1>walk out on the streets, that's when you actually start

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<v Speaker 1>start learning. And I would imagine in New York it's

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<v Speaker 1>learning on steroids. What was your first times when you

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<v Speaker 1>went out walk the streets as a New York cop.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you're correct, you know, the academy could teach you

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<v Speaker 2>everything in a book. They could show you movies, they

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<v Speaker 2>could have professionals up there talking and they could do

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<v Speaker 2>scenarios and you could do handcuffing everything. But they tell

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<v Speaker 2>you you're going to learn everything on the street, and

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<v Speaker 2>you're going to learn fast, and I was surprised at

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<v Speaker 2>how fast it came. There's no real transition. They say

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<v Speaker 2>there's a training and this and that, but you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you're working with other carps and other supervisors. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>if the crap it's a fan, they're not going to go, okay, well, rookie,

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<v Speaker 2>you stand there, We're going to take care of this.

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<v Speaker 2>A lot of times, you know, you're the you're the cop,

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<v Speaker 2>and even the people on the street, they don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to hear that you just got there. If they have

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<v Speaker 2>a problem, they're going to get in your face and

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<v Speaker 2>be like, officers, I just got robbed. You can't tell

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<v Speaker 2>them I'm a rookie. I just got here. You can't

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<v Speaker 2>do that. You got to handle it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, very very much. So like there is no you're

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<v Speaker 1>out there, you wear that uniform and you're you're now

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<v Speaker 1>the cop. You can't put put your hand up there.

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<v Speaker 1>Where were you first stationed and what was the type

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<v Speaker 1>of work that you were doing first up?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, everybody goes to patrol right outside the It's not

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<v Speaker 2>like the movies. Movies got it all wrong. And it's

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<v Speaker 2>in the NYPD. I could speak for that. Everybody goes

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<v Speaker 2>right to patrol. You don't really get in a car.

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<v Speaker 2>It's there's so many of us. They put you on

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<v Speaker 2>foot posts, so they give you these crappy posts that

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<v Speaker 2>nobody else wants to take. Guarding the prisoners, bad accidents.

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<v Speaker 2>You got to wait. I mean you mentioned in your

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<v Speaker 2>book the crime scene you're always standing outside the tape,

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<v Speaker 2>not really inside. Yeah, you never really get inside the tape,

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<v Speaker 2>but you do. But you're standing outside the tape, and

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<v Speaker 2>you know, people are walking up to you and asking

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<v Speaker 2>you a questions. You're like, I don't know. I was

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<v Speaker 2>just put at the tape edge. Just don't go through.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't have an answer for you. And so the

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<v Speaker 2>first week I was there, I don't think I saw

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<v Speaker 2>a car. I saw my sergeant, and you know, like

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<v Speaker 2>the first day or two, I think it was my

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<v Speaker 2>In the second day I was there, I was on

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<v Speaker 2>a foot post and I witnessed a fight in the street.

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<v Speaker 2>But it was a very busy foot post, and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>this was everybody gets on the train there and they

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<v Speaker 2>head into the city. And I witnessed a fight and

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, all right, guys, you go this way,

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<v Speaker 2>you go that way. And then one guy got on

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<v Speaker 2>his bicycle and left the other guy, you know, in

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<v Speaker 2>front of everybody, because a crowd gathered, and I guess

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<v Speaker 2>the guy wanted to show up for the crowd. You know.

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<v Speaker 2>He rips his shirt open and he's telling me to

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<v Speaker 2>shoot him, and I'm like, you know, wow, this this

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<v Speaker 2>came fast, you know. So I'm like, you know, I

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<v Speaker 2>was in college waiting on tables a year ago, and

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<v Speaker 2>this is what I'm doing right now. So the guy's

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<v Speaker 2>yelling at me to shoot shoot him, and then he

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<v Speaker 2>had already I think, hit somebody with a garbage pail,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, metal garbage pail. So it was an interesting situation.

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<v Speaker 2>So I actually stepped back because I'm thinking really fast,

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<v Speaker 2>like wow, you know, there's no academy instructor here. This

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<v Speaker 2>is on me to handle it. So he took a

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<v Speaker 2>step towards me. I took out my night stick, and

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I did the whole academy pose, but it

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<v Speaker 2>behind my and my mind's race and saying, well, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not obviously not gonna shoot him, but if he steps

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<v Speaker 2>close enough then I have to. I will crack him

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<v Speaker 2>with this stick, which I really didn't want to do.

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<v Speaker 2>The second day I was there, and then I think

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<v Speaker 2>he realized that he was going to get hurt, and

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<v Speaker 2>so he just walked away. And all these other cops

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<v Speaker 2>did come by because I think somebody might have told them,

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<v Speaker 2>because there was other cops on the footposts, all the

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<v Speaker 2>other rookies, and I was explaining it and they were like,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, it's good, okay, have a good day by

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<v Speaker 2>And then five minutes later people are asking me directions

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<v Speaker 2>like this never happened. So things get thrown at you

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<v Speaker 2>very fast, and you have to handle it very fast.

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<v Speaker 1>You need to understand, Yeah, the way you describe that,

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<v Speaker 1>like it's a significant thing, it's an incident that you've

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<v Speaker 1>been confronted with so early in your career. But you're

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<v Speaker 1>quite right. The other cops just, well, that's just to

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<v Speaker 1>die in the die in the place. Sure, But and

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<v Speaker 1>it is about ye know, if you go in and

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<v Speaker 1>I think what you demonstrate that they're policing isn't black

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<v Speaker 1>and white, Like you've got to be able to navigate

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<v Speaker 1>your way through situations like yeah, if someone came back,

0:20:13.320 --> 0:20:15.119
<v Speaker 1>you're like that you're entitled to hit him. But if

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<v Speaker 1>you can de escalate, that's the type of thing that

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<v Speaker 1>you've got to try to do as a police officer.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you have role models where the people that you

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<v Speaker 1>looked up to and thought, that's the type of cop

0:20:24.960 --> 0:20:26.960
<v Speaker 1>I want to be, Like, I'm gonna what he or

0:20:27.000 --> 0:20:28.960
<v Speaker 1>she's doing, That's who I want to learn from.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because there's so many, you know, members of the

0:20:32.520 --> 0:20:35.120
<v Speaker 2>I think thirty of us went to the precinct from

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<v Speaker 2>the academy so and there was already probably one hundred

0:20:37.640 --> 0:20:40.680
<v Speaker 2>something already there. So you start to see people's personalities,

0:20:40.680 --> 0:20:43.760
<v Speaker 2>and people come from all walks of life. In the NYPD,

0:20:43.880 --> 0:20:46.080
<v Speaker 2>you get the business type of person, you get the tough,

0:20:46.080 --> 0:20:48.840
<v Speaker 2>gay type of person, you get the social worker, you

0:20:48.880 --> 0:20:52.560
<v Speaker 2>get all tapes. So I started to notice who really

0:20:52.560 --> 0:20:55.640
<v Speaker 2>could de escalate a situation. I noticed who could talk

0:20:55.720 --> 0:20:58.840
<v Speaker 2>somebody down. I noticed who could, you know, see a

0:20:58.880 --> 0:21:01.560
<v Speaker 2>situation and see something wrong. There was times I worked

0:21:01.560 --> 0:21:03.639
<v Speaker 2>with some offices that maybe didn't have a lot of

0:21:03.680 --> 0:21:06.280
<v Speaker 2>time on but one or two years, and they would

0:21:06.280 --> 0:21:09.199
<v Speaker 2>catch something very quickly, like catch something as in, we

0:21:09.240 --> 0:21:11.400
<v Speaker 2>had an accident on the street, and all these people

0:21:11.440 --> 0:21:13.919
<v Speaker 2>started walking up to me talking to me. So I

0:21:14.000 --> 0:21:16.240
<v Speaker 2>was surprised, like, there's a car accident, Why are people

0:21:16.240 --> 0:21:17.679
<v Speaker 2>interested in talking to me? And we sit in the

0:21:17.720 --> 0:21:19.679
<v Speaker 2>car and he goes roll the window up. He goes,

0:21:19.680 --> 0:21:22.000
<v Speaker 2>they're all paid. This guy's paying them to be witnesses.

0:21:22.320 --> 0:21:24.280
<v Speaker 2>I would have never thought of that, but this cop

0:21:24.320 --> 0:21:26.479
<v Speaker 2>with two years on just caught onto it. All right,

0:21:26.480 --> 0:21:28.639
<v Speaker 2>they're paid witnesses. So I'm rolling the window down and

0:21:28.680 --> 0:21:30.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm thinking, you know, he didn't tell me how to

0:21:30.680 --> 0:21:32.960
<v Speaker 2>handle this, So I'm taking their names and writing it down.

0:21:32.960 --> 0:21:34.520
<v Speaker 2>After about the third person, I'm like, I think I

0:21:34.520 --> 0:21:37.240
<v Speaker 2>got enough witnesses. So I realized that, all right, I

0:21:37.320 --> 0:21:38.639
<v Speaker 2>just got to write these names down to make it

0:21:38.640 --> 0:21:41.120
<v Speaker 2>look good. If this motorist wants to pay them, that's

0:21:41.160 --> 0:21:42.480
<v Speaker 2>on him, but I don't have to put them in

0:21:42.520 --> 0:21:44.800
<v Speaker 2>the report. We're just making the report for the accident.

0:21:45.080 --> 0:21:49.600
<v Speaker 2>So I saw talent at places that every day within

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<v Speaker 2>police work, and you learn from those situations, and that

0:21:52.800 --> 0:21:55.239
<v Speaker 2>helps you throughout your career because you will handle that

0:21:55.280 --> 0:21:57.200
<v Speaker 2>same situation again. And I've been on the other end

0:21:57.200 --> 0:21:59.240
<v Speaker 2>when I was the one driving, and I saw the

0:21:59.280 --> 0:22:02.600
<v Speaker 2>paid witnesses step forward, and I'm like, oh, that's interesting. Great,

0:22:02.760 --> 0:22:04.560
<v Speaker 2>you want to help out a total stranger and give

0:22:04.600 --> 0:22:06.880
<v Speaker 2>a statement. Okay, I'll take your statement.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's interesting. But what you said there, you learn

0:22:11.040 --> 0:22:13.560
<v Speaker 1>and you build up your experience. I found that I

0:22:14.040 --> 0:22:16.280
<v Speaker 1>learned something in police in every single day I came

0:22:16.359 --> 0:22:20.320
<v Speaker 1>to work. And the more experience you had when you

0:22:20.359 --> 0:22:22.840
<v Speaker 1>were confronted with something, it's not sort of and I

0:22:22.840 --> 0:22:26.080
<v Speaker 1>think this is where you see these battle hardened old

0:22:26.160 --> 0:22:29.399
<v Speaker 1>cops that nothing's going to FaZe and because they've probably

0:22:29.760 --> 0:22:32.119
<v Speaker 1>been there, done that soon it before. And that's just

0:22:32.160 --> 0:22:34.520
<v Speaker 1>in that experience that you've built up and all the

0:22:34.560 --> 0:22:38.439
<v Speaker 1>little little I won't say tricks, but the instinct you

0:22:38.480 --> 0:22:41.000
<v Speaker 1>have for situations that you pick up the longer you

0:22:41.720 --> 0:22:47.560
<v Speaker 1>spend in the job. Did you have a direction you

0:22:47.600 --> 0:22:49.680
<v Speaker 1>wanted to go in policing? Was there? Did you want

0:22:49.680 --> 0:22:54.240
<v Speaker 1>to go into investigations or tactical or what was your interest?

0:22:55.080 --> 0:22:57.840
<v Speaker 2>Early on? AWD, you know, it's it, that's it. We

0:22:57.920 --> 0:23:00.960
<v Speaker 2>were doing our work and then we would handle reports.

0:23:00.960 --> 0:23:03.520
<v Speaker 2>We'd make reports, so we go to situations and a

0:23:03.520 --> 0:23:05.480
<v Speaker 2>lot of times I would take these reports for you know,

0:23:05.600 --> 0:23:07.840
<v Speaker 2>like a really bad robbery that just happened and somebody

0:23:07.840 --> 0:23:09.760
<v Speaker 2>was assaulted nothing like murder or nothing like that. I

0:23:09.800 --> 0:23:13.000
<v Speaker 2>would take these reports and I would call my supervisor say, yeah,

0:23:13.000 --> 0:23:15.399
<v Speaker 2>this is a legit robbery. This person was robbed, they're injured.

0:23:15.440 --> 0:23:17.520
<v Speaker 2>Here's the description, here's that. And I would take the report.

0:23:17.520 --> 0:23:19.679
<v Speaker 2>And so I was like, all right, great, your report's done.

0:23:19.800 --> 0:23:21.160
<v Speaker 2>All right, drop it off in the priests and bring

0:23:21.160 --> 0:23:23.760
<v Speaker 2>it to the detectives upstairs. And I would go in

0:23:23.800 --> 0:23:25.680
<v Speaker 2>and I would bring it to the detectives upstairs. And

0:23:25.800 --> 0:23:27.560
<v Speaker 2>you know, it was it was like the movies to me.

0:23:27.600 --> 0:23:30.119
<v Speaker 2>I walked into this detective squad and it was the

0:23:30.200 --> 0:23:32.720
<v Speaker 2>old fan blowing. You know, no one cleaned the fan

0:23:32.800 --> 0:23:35.320
<v Speaker 2>in five years. There was you know, a couple of

0:23:35.359 --> 0:23:37.760
<v Speaker 2>typewriters typing away because this was the nineties. There was

0:23:37.800 --> 0:23:40.600
<v Speaker 2>a couple of giant computers. And then you got a

0:23:40.640 --> 0:23:43.119
<v Speaker 2>cop what is you know, a detective with his you

0:23:43.160 --> 0:23:45.000
<v Speaker 2>know tie half on, and he's looking at you like,

0:23:45.520 --> 0:23:47.960
<v Speaker 2>why are you coming in this here to talk to us?

0:23:48.119 --> 0:23:49.520
<v Speaker 2>And yeah, you were a little nervous, but you can't

0:23:49.520 --> 0:23:51.240
<v Speaker 2>show it to them. See you hand them the report

0:23:51.280 --> 0:23:53.040
<v Speaker 2>and they're like, robbery kid, huh what do you got?

0:23:53.080 --> 0:23:55.160
<v Speaker 2>And they're like oh wow. And then all of a sudden,

0:23:55.160 --> 0:23:56.880
<v Speaker 2>I would hear them talking and I'm like, I think

0:23:56.920 --> 0:23:59.880
<v Speaker 2>these guys already know who did this robbery. They would

0:24:00.119 --> 0:24:02.160
<v Speaker 2>look at the report and go I had a feeling.

0:24:02.200 --> 0:24:03.880
<v Speaker 2>I watched their wheel spin and I'm like, They're gonna

0:24:03.880 --> 0:24:06.480
<v Speaker 2>go out and grab this guy now. And I'm like, wow,

0:24:06.520 --> 0:24:09.000
<v Speaker 2>you know what these detectives. They're doing something here that's

0:24:09.160 --> 0:24:12.159
<v Speaker 2>beyond patrol. And I knew very early on I was

0:24:12.200 --> 0:24:13.440
<v Speaker 2>going into detective bureau.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. The way you describe that, John, it is so

0:24:17.960 --> 0:24:21.480
<v Speaker 1>similar to my experience. You're young, you're keen, you're in uniform,

0:24:21.720 --> 0:24:24.760
<v Speaker 1>as we call it over here, and you get that

0:24:24.840 --> 0:24:26.760
<v Speaker 1>report and you've got to get the detective's office, and

0:24:26.800 --> 0:24:29.600
<v Speaker 1>it was intimidating just to walk in there. Why it

0:24:29.680 --> 0:24:33.480
<v Speaker 1>was intimidating, I don't know, but at first they're the

0:24:33.520 --> 0:24:37.080
<v Speaker 1>detectives very much. So you just described what. I'd walk

0:24:37.119 --> 0:24:40.520
<v Speaker 1>into the office of typewriters. There'd be ashtrays, they'd be

0:24:40.560 --> 0:24:43.680
<v Speaker 1>people with their feet up on the desk. Sometimes they'd

0:24:43.680 --> 0:24:45.680
<v Speaker 1>be playing cards. If you go in there at lunchtime

0:24:45.720 --> 0:24:47.920
<v Speaker 1>and it's almost look at you, what what do you want?

0:24:48.119 --> 0:24:51.480
<v Speaker 1>And you walk out you feel humiliated, but quite curious

0:24:51.520 --> 0:24:54.840
<v Speaker 1>about what's going on in there, so I understand where

0:24:54.880 --> 0:24:58.280
<v Speaker 1>you're coming from, but it has has an attraction. Okay,

0:24:58.520 --> 0:25:00.639
<v Speaker 1>let's talk about well fast forwar, because I want to

0:25:00.640 --> 0:25:02.840
<v Speaker 1>come back and talk in depth, and we'll probably do

0:25:02.920 --> 0:25:05.679
<v Speaker 1>that in part two about your career and different different

0:25:05.720 --> 0:25:08.560
<v Speaker 1>things that you saw and did, and investigations that you're on,

0:25:08.760 --> 0:25:11.800
<v Speaker 1>in particular missing persons. I'm very curious about having a

0:25:11.880 --> 0:25:14.400
<v Speaker 1>chat with you about that. How long had you been

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<v Speaker 1>in the cops before September.

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<v Speaker 2>Eleventh, ninety three to two one? Nine years?

0:25:19.480 --> 0:25:22.639
<v Speaker 1>Nine years? Okay, so almost at that veteran stage. You're

0:25:22.680 --> 0:25:25.280
<v Speaker 1>in an experienced police officer. You've been there, done that,

0:25:25.720 --> 0:25:28.679
<v Speaker 1>seeing things. You told us at the start of the

0:25:29.000 --> 0:25:32.520
<v Speaker 1>podcast when you heard that explosion, then you saw someone

0:25:32.560 --> 0:25:34.639
<v Speaker 1>look out and call you to the window. Can you

0:25:34.680 --> 0:25:37.400
<v Speaker 1>take us from there? Because to get the first hand

0:25:37.560 --> 0:25:40.800
<v Speaker 1>we watched it over here obviously, as the whole world did,

0:25:41.040 --> 0:25:43.080
<v Speaker 1>but to have someone that was on the ground and

0:25:43.160 --> 0:25:45.879
<v Speaker 1>experience what was going in there, the chaos and the

0:25:45.880 --> 0:25:48.280
<v Speaker 1>panic and everything else that goes into play on that day,

0:25:48.440 --> 0:25:50.200
<v Speaker 1>just take us through it if you could.

0:25:50.000 --> 0:25:52.040
<v Speaker 2>Sure I could take it through it. I remember that day.

0:25:52.080 --> 0:25:55.240
<v Speaker 2>I remember everything about it. There's like every little minute detail.

0:25:55.440 --> 0:25:56.840
<v Speaker 2>Maybe because I was rating at the time and I

0:25:56.920 --> 0:25:58.720
<v Speaker 2>wrote about it, but either way, I could remember that

0:25:58.880 --> 0:26:02.119
<v Speaker 2>entire day. I remembered when I heard that explosion, that

0:26:02.160 --> 0:26:04.760
<v Speaker 2>sound didn't sound natural, not that explosion sound should, but

0:26:04.960 --> 0:26:08.920
<v Speaker 2>it definitely sounded something was really off with this. And

0:26:09.680 --> 0:26:12.520
<v Speaker 2>when the other supervisor yelled at the window, of course,

0:26:12.600 --> 0:26:14.320
<v Speaker 2>human nature, you've got to go see what's going on.

0:26:14.880 --> 0:26:16.920
<v Speaker 2>So I went to the window and I saw one

0:26:16.920 --> 0:26:19.000
<v Speaker 2>of the towers and I saw a hole in it,

0:26:19.880 --> 0:26:24.000
<v Speaker 2>and I saw it looked like destruction, like a black

0:26:24.000 --> 0:26:26.399
<v Speaker 2>hole in there. And one the first thing I noticed

0:26:26.480 --> 0:26:28.560
<v Speaker 2>was there was papers shooting out of the hole in

0:26:28.600 --> 0:26:31.320
<v Speaker 2>the building. Not only were they shooting out, they were

0:26:31.480 --> 0:26:33.879
<v Speaker 2>shooting straight out and going straight up. I guess the

0:26:33.920 --> 0:26:36.400
<v Speaker 2>wind or something. I don't know. I didn't see any

0:26:36.400 --> 0:26:39.560
<v Speaker 2>flames yet. So I looked at it and I said,

0:26:39.880 --> 0:26:42.000
<v Speaker 2>this is no accident. This is a bomb. Somebody put

0:26:42.040 --> 0:26:44.719
<v Speaker 2>a bomb in that building, because you know, don't forget,

0:26:45.040 --> 0:26:46.520
<v Speaker 2>you know, somebody put a bomb in the building in

0:26:46.560 --> 0:26:49.560
<v Speaker 2>nineteen ninety two in the basement. So we were told

0:26:49.600 --> 0:26:52.160
<v Speaker 2>about that in the academy. That happened and wasn't far

0:26:52.200 --> 0:26:54.920
<v Speaker 2>off from people's memory at that time, so I knew

0:26:54.960 --> 0:26:57.399
<v Speaker 2>it was no accident. I said, what do I gotta do.

0:26:57.480 --> 0:26:59.320
<v Speaker 2>The first thing I said is this was two thousand

0:26:59.320 --> 0:27:00.800
<v Speaker 2>and one. I didn't I have a cell phone. So

0:27:00.840 --> 0:27:03.280
<v Speaker 2>if any of you listeners know what it's like to

0:27:03.320 --> 0:27:05.359
<v Speaker 2>not have a cell phone, it's a different time. It

0:27:05.480 --> 0:27:07.399
<v Speaker 2>was no cell phones. I had to go to a payphone,

0:27:07.440 --> 0:27:10.120
<v Speaker 2>and the only payphone was downstairs in the lobby. Because

0:27:10.160 --> 0:27:12.040
<v Speaker 2>my wife had worked in Midtown Manhattan, I knew I

0:27:12.080 --> 0:27:14.600
<v Speaker 2>had to call her because you know, I would assume

0:27:14.680 --> 0:27:17.560
<v Speaker 2>something else would happen. So I went to the payphone,

0:27:17.560 --> 0:27:19.520
<v Speaker 2>and you know, old school, I took the court or

0:27:19.560 --> 0:27:21.879
<v Speaker 2>put it in the phone dial toub work number, and

0:27:21.960 --> 0:27:25.280
<v Speaker 2>she got on the phone like, Hi, I'm like, somebody

0:27:25.440 --> 0:27:27.919
<v Speaker 2>just put a bomb in the tower. So she paused

0:27:27.960 --> 0:27:29.680
<v Speaker 2>and she said what I said, somebody put a bomb

0:27:29.680 --> 0:27:31.000
<v Speaker 2>in tower and I didn't know it was yet, I

0:27:31.080 --> 0:27:34.160
<v Speaker 2>just assumed it was. And she's like, oh my gosh,

0:27:34.160 --> 0:27:36.320
<v Speaker 2>what happened. So she had the TV on and it

0:27:36.359 --> 0:27:38.800
<v Speaker 2>was live on TV. Now I couldn't watch TV because

0:27:38.880 --> 0:27:41.120
<v Speaker 2>we didn't have one there and nobody had cell phones yet.

0:27:41.160 --> 0:27:44.600
<v Speaker 2>Nobody had iPhones. So I remember what I told her,

0:27:44.640 --> 0:27:46.440
<v Speaker 2>and this will be a big part to the story.

0:27:47.040 --> 0:27:50.520
<v Speaker 2>I said, Okay, I'm very close to the towers. I said,

0:27:50.560 --> 0:27:54.040
<v Speaker 2>they're going to send us there. After I'm done at

0:27:54.080 --> 0:27:56.720
<v Speaker 2>the towers, I'll call you back. And I left it

0:27:56.760 --> 0:28:00.439
<v Speaker 2>at that, and then I went back upstairs, walked up

0:28:00.440 --> 0:28:03.840
<v Speaker 2>the stairs, and I went back and then I saw

0:28:04.119 --> 0:28:06.200
<v Speaker 2>more people at the window. Other people from the building

0:28:06.280 --> 0:28:07.920
<v Speaker 2>had I guess we had one of the better views,

0:28:07.960 --> 0:28:09.840
<v Speaker 2>if you could call it, because we were directly in

0:28:09.840 --> 0:28:13.120
<v Speaker 2>front of it and you had to look straight and up.

0:28:13.200 --> 0:28:14.600
<v Speaker 2>I think I was on the ninth of the eleventh

0:28:14.640 --> 0:28:18.240
<v Speaker 2>floor of my building. And then as I'm looking out,

0:28:18.440 --> 0:28:23.120
<v Speaker 2>I see something coming from across the sky. And well

0:28:23.160 --> 0:28:25.440
<v Speaker 2>before that, I had another part to the story. As

0:28:25.480 --> 0:28:29.720
<v Speaker 2>I was watching the first tower, I saw stuff falling

0:28:29.760 --> 0:28:32.240
<v Speaker 2>from the building, and I was like, wow, debris falling.

0:28:32.240 --> 0:28:34.280
<v Speaker 2>And I start a helicopter. So I'm like, what's falling

0:28:34.320 --> 0:28:37.040
<v Speaker 2>from the towers? And as I watched closer. I wrote

0:28:37.040 --> 0:28:38.480
<v Speaker 2>about this a lot in the book, and I got

0:28:38.480 --> 0:28:41.239
<v Speaker 2>a little more elaborate. There was no debris falling. I

0:28:41.320 --> 0:28:44.880
<v Speaker 2>was watching people jumping from the towers and I just

0:28:44.920 --> 0:28:48.200
<v Speaker 2>couldn't believe that that's what I was witnessing, and I

0:28:48.360 --> 0:28:50.600
<v Speaker 2>was like, Wow, that's when reality hit. I says, there

0:28:50.600 --> 0:28:52.560
<v Speaker 2>are people in those towers that are not going to

0:28:52.640 --> 0:28:56.240
<v Speaker 2>make it home today. So I had to step back.

0:28:56.280 --> 0:28:59.680
<v Speaker 2>I couldn't watch any further. I wrote more about it

0:28:59.680 --> 0:29:01.440
<v Speaker 2>in the book, some of the images that I still

0:29:01.440 --> 0:29:01.920
<v Speaker 2>think about.

0:29:02.880 --> 0:29:05.360
<v Speaker 1>Just on that. I've pulled out a quote from your

0:29:05.360 --> 0:29:09.120
<v Speaker 1>book about that, because it's as bout as confronting as

0:29:09.280 --> 0:29:11.400
<v Speaker 1>a thing that you could see, and as a cop,

0:29:11.440 --> 0:29:14.200
<v Speaker 1>you've seen a lot of stuff, but that I just

0:29:14.280 --> 0:29:18.080
<v Speaker 1>read out a short, short passage here from your piece

0:29:18.160 --> 0:29:21.360
<v Speaker 1>you wrote about. I soon horrified that what I was witnessing.

0:29:21.480 --> 0:29:24.320
<v Speaker 1>People were jumping from the tower. Tiny figures with arms

0:29:24.320 --> 0:29:27.960
<v Speaker 1>and legs flailing, were hurtling themselves out of the smoke

0:29:28.000 --> 0:29:31.040
<v Speaker 1>filled windows. Some looked as if they were doing somersaults

0:29:31.040 --> 0:29:33.120
<v Speaker 1>down the side of the building. I was now frozen

0:29:33.160 --> 0:29:37.400
<v Speaker 1>with a dead stare at those towers. Yeah, what can

0:29:37.440 --> 0:29:41.760
<v Speaker 1>you say about that? This is something people shouldn't see.

0:29:42.040 --> 0:29:46.240
<v Speaker 2>No, it's definitely not something people's and it's nothing I

0:29:46.320 --> 0:29:51.880
<v Speaker 2>ever believed they would see. It was unbelievable, and I

0:29:51.880 --> 0:29:54.560
<v Speaker 2>didn't know it was going to continue. So I was

0:29:54.600 --> 0:29:58.040
<v Speaker 2>watching that, and you know, it's something that you just

0:29:58.120 --> 0:30:01.240
<v Speaker 2>can't it's already in your memory and it's like an accident.

0:30:01.280 --> 0:30:03.960
<v Speaker 2>You just got to eventually stop looking. So I went

0:30:03.960 --> 0:30:05.640
<v Speaker 2>back to my desk and I sat down and I

0:30:05.760 --> 0:30:07.680
<v Speaker 2>just tried to get my composure. And then I said

0:30:07.680 --> 0:30:10.040
<v Speaker 2>to myself, this is the same desk that only twenty

0:30:10.080 --> 0:30:11.680
<v Speaker 2>minutes ago, I was ready to talk to my lieutenant

0:30:11.680 --> 0:30:12.959
<v Speaker 2>about some bull crap report.

0:30:13.200 --> 0:30:15.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, that was a big issue in your life.

0:30:15.520 --> 0:30:18.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, everything, yeah, yeah, everything just got turned upside down.

0:30:19.040 --> 0:30:21.920
<v Speaker 2>And so sure enough, I went back to the window.

0:30:22.000 --> 0:30:23.560
<v Speaker 2>And as I got back to the window, what I

0:30:23.600 --> 0:30:26.400
<v Speaker 2>was saying earlier is I saw something coming from across

0:30:26.400 --> 0:30:28.800
<v Speaker 2>the sky. As I looked out the window and the

0:30:28.840 --> 0:30:30.960
<v Speaker 2>towers were in front of me. So I did not

0:30:31.040 --> 0:30:33.120
<v Speaker 2>see the actual plane, but I saw I don't know

0:30:33.120 --> 0:30:37.360
<v Speaker 2>what it's called, when the wings have the uh the

0:30:37.480 --> 0:30:41.640
<v Speaker 2>jet stream going down and it makes like a smoke line.

0:30:41.800 --> 0:30:44.000
<v Speaker 2>I saw the two smoke lines coming across the city,

0:30:44.040 --> 0:30:46.760
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, I went to say, what is

0:30:46.840 --> 0:30:48.880
<v Speaker 2>And before I said that, I saw it hit the

0:30:48.880 --> 0:30:51.720
<v Speaker 2>rear of the building. And this was the other tower

0:30:51.760 --> 0:30:55.959
<v Speaker 2>that wasn't struck the second plot second plane, and not

0:30:56.000 --> 0:30:59.080
<v Speaker 2>only did it hit the building, it went into it

0:30:59.200 --> 0:31:02.040
<v Speaker 2>and shot out the the front. I saw pieces of

0:31:02.040 --> 0:31:05.480
<v Speaker 2>it shootout the front, and I was frozen. And then

0:31:05.960 --> 0:31:08.040
<v Speaker 2>with strangers, I didn't hear anything, and then all of

0:31:08.080 --> 0:31:11.760
<v Speaker 2>a sudden, I heard the boom again, different sounding this time,

0:31:11.760 --> 0:31:15.560
<v Speaker 2>but I heard it. And the shockwave hit like five

0:31:15.600 --> 0:31:19.040
<v Speaker 2>seconds later, and the building my windows were shaking where

0:31:19.040 --> 0:31:23.280
<v Speaker 2>I was standing, and I was like everything. I would

0:31:23.320 --> 0:31:26.160
<v Speaker 2>describe it like a movie that you could not hit pause.

0:31:26.280 --> 0:31:27.760
<v Speaker 2>It was like I was being forced to watch a

0:31:27.800 --> 0:31:29.440
<v Speaker 2>movie I didn't want to sit through and I could

0:31:29.520 --> 0:31:31.760
<v Speaker 2>not hit pause. That's the best I could describe it.

0:31:32.400 --> 0:31:35.239
<v Speaker 2>And I looked to the left, I looked at the right.

0:31:35.320 --> 0:31:38.320
<v Speaker 2>I said, we gotta get out of this building. I said,

0:31:38.520 --> 0:31:41.239
<v Speaker 2>because I would assume that something else was coming, and

0:31:41.400 --> 0:31:43.400
<v Speaker 2>I still didn't know what it was. Even though I

0:31:43.440 --> 0:31:45.080
<v Speaker 2>saw I could to explain it now at the time,

0:31:45.120 --> 0:31:48.120
<v Speaker 2>I really didn't comprehend it. It wasn't until later, so

0:31:48.640 --> 0:31:50.800
<v Speaker 2>I went to the stairs. I knew enough not to

0:31:50.800 --> 0:31:53.040
<v Speaker 2>take the elevator. I learned enough. You don't get in

0:31:53.080 --> 0:31:55.880
<v Speaker 2>elevators in bad situation. The last thing I wanted to

0:31:55.960 --> 0:31:59.160
<v Speaker 2>do is stuck in an elevator. So I went to

0:31:59.200 --> 0:32:01.480
<v Speaker 2>the steps, and I remembered there was two detectives and

0:32:02.000 --> 0:32:04.840
<v Speaker 2>they had high heels on and they were moving it

0:32:04.880 --> 0:32:07.080
<v Speaker 2>down those stairs, and I ran with them, and I

0:32:07.320 --> 0:32:09.800
<v Speaker 2>remember touching the handrail a few times, but I don't

0:32:09.840 --> 0:32:11.080
<v Speaker 2>remember touching the steps.

0:32:11.120 --> 0:32:11.239
<v Speaker 1>Man.

0:32:11.320 --> 0:32:15.120
<v Speaker 2>I went down those nine flights in record speed, and

0:32:15.640 --> 0:32:17.040
<v Speaker 2>I got to the front of the building, and then

0:32:17.040 --> 0:32:19.320
<v Speaker 2>I ran past that pay phone I was at and

0:32:19.360 --> 0:32:23.200
<v Speaker 2>then I saw I saw like chaos in front of

0:32:23.200 --> 0:32:25.360
<v Speaker 2>the building. I saw people running in different directions, and

0:32:25.960 --> 0:32:29.000
<v Speaker 2>I saw some cops briefly talking and running towards the towers,

0:32:29.080 --> 0:32:32.400
<v Speaker 2>and I saw other cops dumbfounded. I saw some police

0:32:32.400 --> 0:32:35.280
<v Speaker 2>recruits just not knowing what to do. And there was

0:32:35.280 --> 0:32:38.080
<v Speaker 2>a police recruit and she sat on the floor and cried,

0:32:38.440 --> 0:32:41.160
<v Speaker 2>and I walked over to her. I said, just get up,

0:32:41.800 --> 0:32:44.160
<v Speaker 2>just stand up, and that's all I could tell. I

0:32:44.200 --> 0:32:45.720
<v Speaker 2>had nothing else to tell her. I didn't know what

0:32:45.760 --> 0:32:47.479
<v Speaker 2>to say, so I really know what to do. When

0:32:47.480 --> 0:32:50.400
<v Speaker 2>I was watching the towers, and it was, like I said,

0:32:50.440 --> 0:32:53.160
<v Speaker 2>there was mobs of people besides the building I was in.

0:32:53.240 --> 0:32:56.440
<v Speaker 2>It seems like all Lower Manhattan instantly was out. It

0:32:56.560 --> 0:32:58.320
<v Speaker 2>was like an ant hole and you just shook it

0:32:58.360 --> 0:33:00.920
<v Speaker 2>up and all the ants took off. So a guy

0:33:00.960 --> 0:33:02.440
<v Speaker 2>who worked with came up to me, goes, John, where

0:33:02.440 --> 0:33:04.440
<v Speaker 2>are you going? I said, I don't know. He goes,

0:33:04.480 --> 0:33:06.280
<v Speaker 2>what do you want to do? I said, listen, let's

0:33:06.280 --> 0:33:08.480
<v Speaker 2>get a little uptown where there's no big buildings and

0:33:08.520 --> 0:33:09.920
<v Speaker 2>we'll figure it out. So he goes, all right. So

0:33:10.280 --> 0:33:12.960
<v Speaker 2>we did a very fast walk uptown. And as we

0:33:12.960 --> 0:33:15.440
<v Speaker 2>were walking uptown, there was a lot of people to

0:33:15.600 --> 0:33:16.840
<v Speaker 2>left to me, a lot of people to the right

0:33:16.880 --> 0:33:18.280
<v Speaker 2>of me, and they were all walking and we were

0:33:18.280 --> 0:33:21.160
<v Speaker 2>walking fast. And there's a federal courthouse in Low Manhattan

0:33:21.160 --> 0:33:24.240
<v Speaker 2>with big giant Gothic cement steps. I was by the

0:33:24.240 --> 0:33:28.440
<v Speaker 2>Federal Courthouse and the floor started rumbling, so I didn't

0:33:28.440 --> 0:33:30.680
<v Speaker 2>know what it was. I thought something was coming from

0:33:30.680 --> 0:33:33.320
<v Speaker 2>the sky, so I looked around. I didn't see nothing,

0:33:33.400 --> 0:33:36.040
<v Speaker 2>but the floor is rumbling under my feet, and so

0:33:36.880 --> 0:33:39.840
<v Speaker 2>instantly I dove under a parked car and I hit

0:33:39.960 --> 0:33:42.160
<v Speaker 2>like next to the wheelwell, and then there was a

0:33:42.160 --> 0:33:44.200
<v Speaker 2>woman under the car. I don't know if she followed

0:33:44.200 --> 0:33:45.760
<v Speaker 2>me and doved or she was already there, and she

0:33:45.760 --> 0:33:47.280
<v Speaker 2>was an elderly woman and we looked at each other

0:33:47.280 --> 0:33:49.520
<v Speaker 2>and she had fear in her face and I couldn't.

0:33:49.560 --> 0:33:51.080
<v Speaker 2>I didn't know what to tell her, and she I

0:33:51.080 --> 0:33:52.400
<v Speaker 2>don't even know if she knew as a cop because

0:33:52.400 --> 0:33:54.320
<v Speaker 2>I didn't have uniform on. I had my kakis on

0:33:54.360 --> 0:33:56.640
<v Speaker 2>in my polo shirt. And a man walked by and

0:33:56.640 --> 0:33:58.600
<v Speaker 2>looked at me and goes, what are you doing? It's

0:33:58.640 --> 0:34:02.600
<v Speaker 2>just a subway. I'm like what. So I looked outside

0:34:02.600 --> 0:34:04.360
<v Speaker 2>the wheel well and I saw the smoke coming from

0:34:04.440 --> 0:34:07.040
<v Speaker 2>Lower Manhattan. Now I don't it's not smoke. This was

0:34:08.000 --> 0:34:11.880
<v Speaker 2>a curtain of debris. It was thick, it was black,

0:34:11.920 --> 0:34:15.480
<v Speaker 2>it was ugly, it was rolling, and it was wavy,

0:34:15.560 --> 0:34:17.839
<v Speaker 2>and it was coming up the block towards us. So

0:34:18.840 --> 0:34:20.400
<v Speaker 2>as I looked, that guy that just said that to

0:34:20.440 --> 0:34:22.239
<v Speaker 2>me had his briefcase and he was hauling it down

0:34:22.280 --> 0:34:24.040
<v Speaker 2>the street, he took off. You I think he realized

0:34:24.080 --> 0:34:26.600
<v Speaker 2>that it was no subway. So I got up and

0:34:26.640 --> 0:34:28.160
<v Speaker 2>I didn't know what to do. I just ran. So

0:34:28.719 --> 0:34:30.680
<v Speaker 2>I ran north. I saw the guy worked within the

0:34:30.680 --> 0:34:33.240
<v Speaker 2>crowd and I lost them. And I'm a pretty quick runner.

0:34:33.239 --> 0:34:35.759
<v Speaker 2>I'm athletic. I was moving. I had my dress shoes on,

0:34:35.840 --> 0:34:38.759
<v Speaker 2>but I was moving, you know. And like I said,

0:34:38.760 --> 0:34:40.480
<v Speaker 2>I had my polo shirt on. I was ready to go.

0:34:40.560 --> 0:34:43.760
<v Speaker 2>So I ran uptown and all of a sudden, nothing

0:34:43.800 --> 0:34:46.480
<v Speaker 2>happened behind me. It was quiet. I saw the smoke

0:34:46.520 --> 0:34:48.160
<v Speaker 2>in the debris, but it was in the distance, and

0:34:48.239 --> 0:34:50.719
<v Speaker 2>it was like a wall, like if you look downtown,

0:34:50.920 --> 0:34:53.160
<v Speaker 2>you could see a wall of smoke and just people

0:34:53.880 --> 0:34:56.800
<v Speaker 2>from that direction walking towards you. I'm not talking people

0:34:56.800 --> 0:34:59.360
<v Speaker 2>a few, I'm talking in the thousands walking in my direction.

0:35:00.360 --> 0:35:03.000
<v Speaker 2>So the cop and me said, John, don't go in

0:35:03.040 --> 0:35:06.000
<v Speaker 2>the subway. Stay where you're at. And there was a

0:35:06.000 --> 0:35:08.160
<v Speaker 2>woman standing next to me, and I was just talking

0:35:08.200 --> 0:35:09.839
<v Speaker 2>to her briefly and I said, I don't know what's

0:35:09.840 --> 0:35:11.560
<v Speaker 2>going on today, but you are never going to forget

0:35:11.560 --> 0:35:14.680
<v Speaker 2>to today. She goes, no, I'm not and just walked away.

0:35:14.960 --> 0:35:18.480
<v Speaker 2>And then something told me to go back. So I

0:35:18.520 --> 0:35:20.880
<v Speaker 2>saw these crowds of people in the thousands walking towards me,

0:35:20.960 --> 0:35:25.040
<v Speaker 2>and I walked downtown while everybody was walking uptown. So

0:35:25.680 --> 0:35:27.040
<v Speaker 2>I said, I have to get back to my building.

0:35:27.080 --> 0:35:29.200
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't that far. I was walking distance, couldn't see it.

0:35:29.239 --> 0:35:31.799
<v Speaker 2>I ran pretty far. So as I was walking, people

0:35:31.840 --> 0:35:34.160
<v Speaker 2>started letting me through. I guess they just knew I

0:35:34.160 --> 0:35:35.640
<v Speaker 2>had to get through. Maybe they knew it I was

0:35:35.680 --> 0:35:38.319
<v Speaker 2>a cop. I don't know. So people were partying and

0:35:38.360 --> 0:35:40.040
<v Speaker 2>I was walking, and I was walking through the crowd,

0:35:40.080 --> 0:35:41.600
<v Speaker 2>and I saw a woman in my building. She was

0:35:41.640 --> 0:35:44.520
<v Speaker 2>a civilian, and I said, what's going on with police plaza?

0:35:44.600 --> 0:35:46.520
<v Speaker 2>She goes, no, everybody just ran out of a building. There's

0:35:46.520 --> 0:35:49.080
<v Speaker 2>nobody in there. So I said okay, and I kept walking. So,

0:35:49.239 --> 0:35:50.600
<v Speaker 2>like I said, there was a partying in the crowd,

0:35:50.600 --> 0:35:52.560
<v Speaker 2>and I saw that Federal courthouse. When I got to

0:35:52.560 --> 0:35:56.360
<v Speaker 2>the Federal Courthouse, I heard screaming and yelling, actually not screaming,

0:35:56.640 --> 0:35:59.320
<v Speaker 2>and there was a gentleman trying to get back in

0:35:59.360 --> 0:36:01.960
<v Speaker 2>the building, and the court offices were in full uniform.

0:36:02.000 --> 0:36:04.520
<v Speaker 2>I watched them physically throw him down the stairs. He

0:36:04.640 --> 0:36:06.799
<v Speaker 2>rolled down the cement stairs right in front of me,

0:36:07.480 --> 0:36:10.200
<v Speaker 2>landed on the floor in front of me, and he

0:36:10.280 --> 0:36:12.839
<v Speaker 2>just brushed himself off and wan one direction. And then

0:36:13.239 --> 0:36:15.000
<v Speaker 2>the court offices ran towards me and they said, where

0:36:15.040 --> 0:36:16.799
<v Speaker 2>you going. You can't go downtown. So I took out

0:36:16.800 --> 0:36:20.120
<v Speaker 2>my identification under my shirt showed it to him. They're like, okay,

0:36:20.160 --> 0:36:21.640
<v Speaker 2>they said, why don't you go behind the building? So

0:36:21.640 --> 0:36:23.439
<v Speaker 2>I said, all right, So I actually took a short cut,

0:36:23.480 --> 0:36:25.759
<v Speaker 2>went behind the building, and I went back to one

0:36:25.800 --> 0:36:28.080
<v Speaker 2>police plaza. But I didn't get directly back to one

0:36:28.080 --> 0:36:30.479
<v Speaker 2>police police plaza. I'm not exactly sure how it ended

0:36:30.520 --> 0:36:32.840
<v Speaker 2>up here, but the smoke was to the right of me,

0:36:32.840 --> 0:36:34.880
<v Speaker 2>and like I said earlier, it was not smoke. This

0:36:35.080 --> 0:36:37.280
<v Speaker 2>was a giant black curtain.

0:36:37.880 --> 0:36:41.439
<v Speaker 1>And when you were running from that, because we're seen

0:36:41.520 --> 0:36:44.400
<v Speaker 1>the images and all that you were running with, you

0:36:44.440 --> 0:36:46.319
<v Speaker 1>did not know what was coming. You were running for

0:36:46.360 --> 0:36:50.520
<v Speaker 1>your life literally on when that big curtain of smoke

0:36:50.560 --> 0:36:51.960
<v Speaker 1>and debris was rolling down.

0:36:51.760 --> 0:36:53.839
<v Speaker 2>The streets correct and the fun for me didn't even

0:36:53.840 --> 0:36:57.799
<v Speaker 2>start yet, because you know, I was there was still

0:36:57.840 --> 0:37:00.640
<v Speaker 2>one tower standing. So I walked down on this street

0:37:00.680 --> 0:37:03.719
<v Speaker 2>and there was New York City pigeons, just dozens of them,

0:37:03.760 --> 0:37:05.759
<v Speaker 2>walking at my feet. It was the strangest thing. I

0:37:05.800 --> 0:37:08.440
<v Speaker 2>can't describe it. I've never heard animals describe it. I

0:37:08.480 --> 0:37:11.840
<v Speaker 2>think the pigeons probably couldn't fly from Lower Manhattan. They

0:37:11.880 --> 0:37:13.759
<v Speaker 2>got hit with the caked and the dust, so they

0:37:13.800 --> 0:37:17.440
<v Speaker 2>came to where they was because the debris was about

0:37:17.480 --> 0:37:19.200
<v Speaker 2>not the debris, the wall of smoke was about a

0:37:19.239 --> 0:37:21.239
<v Speaker 2>block ofitud of me, the right where the Brooklyn Bridge was,

0:37:21.360 --> 0:37:23.360
<v Speaker 2>and I would periodically see people on the bridge and

0:37:23.400 --> 0:37:25.520
<v Speaker 2>then smoke would overtake them. People say so. Then I

0:37:25.600 --> 0:37:27.120
<v Speaker 2>walked down one block and it was near a high

0:37:27.120 --> 0:37:29.080
<v Speaker 2>school and there was all these high school kids sitting

0:37:29.120 --> 0:37:31.680
<v Speaker 2>on the floor and I don't know if they just

0:37:31.800 --> 0:37:34.200
<v Speaker 2>ran from the scene or they were there already. And

0:37:34.280 --> 0:37:36.960
<v Speaker 2>there was two EMS trucks and the EMS trucks maybe

0:37:36.960 --> 0:37:39.479
<v Speaker 2>because the MS trucks people congregated that they were giving

0:37:39.480 --> 0:37:42.560
<v Speaker 2>people oxygen one at a time, and I saw people

0:37:42.560 --> 0:37:44.319
<v Speaker 2>with the oxygen and I was standing there and I

0:37:44.320 --> 0:37:46.040
<v Speaker 2>didn't know what to do. I was looking at the

0:37:46.080 --> 0:37:47.839
<v Speaker 2>EMS people and looking to the right, and I kept

0:37:47.840 --> 0:37:49.799
<v Speaker 2>looking at the Brooklyn Bridge. I was very focused on

0:37:49.840 --> 0:37:52.279
<v Speaker 2>the bridge. And a woman walks up to me and

0:37:52.280 --> 0:37:55.279
<v Speaker 2>she said, I'm pregnant. I do not want to have

0:37:55.320 --> 0:37:57.840
<v Speaker 2>my child here. So I looked at her and I

0:37:57.880 --> 0:37:59.960
<v Speaker 2>didn't know what. I had nothing to tell this woman.

0:38:00.120 --> 0:38:02.400
<v Speaker 2>I just like, listen to EMS is here, speak to them.

0:38:02.640 --> 0:38:04.799
<v Speaker 1>I think, and if I just interrupt you there for

0:38:04.840 --> 0:38:07.640
<v Speaker 1>a sec This is what came through when I read

0:38:07.680 --> 0:38:10.600
<v Speaker 1>the piece that you wrote about it got as cops,

0:38:11.400 --> 0:38:14.360
<v Speaker 1>chaos is the norm. Yeah, you go to a chaotic situation,

0:38:14.440 --> 0:38:17.600
<v Speaker 1>you assess the situation, you get it under control. This

0:38:17.640 --> 0:38:20.920
<v Speaker 1>is on the magnitude that no one has experienced. And

0:38:21.000 --> 0:38:24.439
<v Speaker 1>I just found it fascinating that half of you would

0:38:24.440 --> 0:38:26.359
<v Speaker 1>be going, well, i'm a cop, I've got to take

0:38:26.400 --> 0:38:28.920
<v Speaker 1>some control or help, and the other part to be

0:38:28.960 --> 0:38:31.239
<v Speaker 1>going I don't know what's going on, like it just

0:38:31.760 --> 0:38:33.880
<v Speaker 1>what was going through your mind at the time, Like

0:38:33.920 --> 0:38:37.200
<v Speaker 1>I would imagine you were struggling with all sorts of thoughts.

0:38:38.000 --> 0:38:41.520
<v Speaker 2>Well, interestingly enough, I didn't have time to think because

0:38:41.560 --> 0:38:43.840
<v Speaker 2>all you focused on what was going on at the moment,

0:38:43.960 --> 0:38:46.440
<v Speaker 2>I didn't have time to I can't just one hundred

0:38:46.440 --> 0:38:47.960
<v Speaker 2>percent describe it. I don't even know if anybody else

0:38:47.960 --> 0:38:50.080
<v Speaker 2>can think about it. You don't have time to say

0:38:50.360 --> 0:38:51.440
<v Speaker 2>when I can do this? What am I gonna do

0:38:51.480 --> 0:38:53.200
<v Speaker 2>with this? When that you think about at that moment,

0:38:53.400 --> 0:38:57.040
<v Speaker 2>And while I was there, I didn't remember that. Okay, John,

0:38:57.280 --> 0:38:59.480
<v Speaker 2>get yourself back to one, please plasic or figure it out.

0:38:59.480 --> 0:39:01.399
<v Speaker 2>You can't stay here with this pregnant woman. You can't

0:39:01.400 --> 0:39:04.160
<v Speaker 2>stay here with the people taking oxygen, I could breathe fine.

0:39:04.600 --> 0:39:07.319
<v Speaker 2>So when I looked at the Brooklyn Bridge, something was

0:39:07.360 --> 0:39:10.520
<v Speaker 2>telling me to just walk the bridge, go home, just leave,

0:39:11.080 --> 0:39:13.160
<v Speaker 2>and the cop in me was like, no, you can't

0:39:13.160 --> 0:39:15.920
<v Speaker 2>do this. I could describe. The poll to that bridge

0:39:15.960 --> 0:39:21.080
<v Speaker 2>was immense. It's like something was telling me go, go go,

0:39:21.160 --> 0:39:23.640
<v Speaker 2>and something was telling me no. But that poll was

0:39:23.719 --> 0:39:26.359
<v Speaker 2>unbelievably strong, and I knew deep downside I wasn't going

0:39:26.360 --> 0:39:27.960
<v Speaker 2>to do it, couldn't do it. But man, I will

0:39:28.000 --> 0:39:29.759
<v Speaker 2>say it. I wanted to get on that bridge and

0:39:29.800 --> 0:39:32.879
<v Speaker 2>just walk with that crowd. And then I started walking

0:39:32.920 --> 0:39:35.839
<v Speaker 2>back towards one police plaza and one police plaza. It's

0:39:35.840 --> 0:39:38.440
<v Speaker 2>called the plaza because it has a big opened For Manhattan,

0:39:38.440 --> 0:39:40.239
<v Speaker 2>this is considered big. It's a big open area. It's

0:39:40.280 --> 0:39:43.960
<v Speaker 2>cement benches and then the building is a Gothic old building,

0:39:44.080 --> 0:39:46.279
<v Speaker 2>you know, built in the seventies at the end. So

0:39:46.640 --> 0:39:48.840
<v Speaker 2>I walked there and all I saw was one police

0:39:48.880 --> 0:39:51.719
<v Speaker 2>recruit in a gray uniform. I didn't see anybody else,

0:39:51.760 --> 0:39:53.680
<v Speaker 2>I know, I didn't see any of my co workers.

0:39:53.960 --> 0:39:56.120
<v Speaker 2>I walked towards the recruit. As I was walking towards him,

0:39:56.160 --> 0:39:58.799
<v Speaker 2>he kept yelling sir, sir, sir. I said, stop sarring me,

0:39:58.920 --> 0:40:01.560
<v Speaker 2>stop sirring me. I'm just I'm walking towards you. So

0:40:01.640 --> 0:40:05.359
<v Speaker 2>I walked towards him. The smoke was behind him, and

0:40:06.680 --> 0:40:08.080
<v Speaker 2>I don't even know what I was going to say

0:40:08.080 --> 0:40:10.239
<v Speaker 2>to him. He goes, sir, I have a mask for you.

0:40:10.320 --> 0:40:13.040
<v Speaker 2>So he handed me like a paper spackle mask. So

0:40:13.719 --> 0:40:17.440
<v Speaker 2>I picked it up and I heard this very strange sound.

0:40:17.480 --> 0:40:19.920
<v Speaker 2>I can't describe it. Me and him looked over. I

0:40:19.920 --> 0:40:23.040
<v Speaker 2>looked over my right and I saw the one tower

0:40:24.080 --> 0:40:27.560
<v Speaker 2>demonstrating it turned, I believed, to the left, and it

0:40:27.560 --> 0:40:29.360
<v Speaker 2>looked like it might possibly even broke in the middle.

0:40:29.560 --> 0:40:33.200
<v Speaker 2>And then it came straight down onto itself. Now, when

0:40:33.200 --> 0:40:36.520
<v Speaker 2>it came down onto itself, it fell into the actual building,

0:40:37.000 --> 0:40:41.719
<v Speaker 2>So the top fell into the bottom, and instantly it

0:40:41.760 --> 0:40:44.040
<v Speaker 2>was like the hands of time stood still. For me,

0:40:44.080 --> 0:40:47.759
<v Speaker 2>I was just staring, like, what is just happening here?

0:40:47.760 --> 0:40:50.840
<v Speaker 2>I can't believe this. It made this unbelievable rumbling sounds.

0:40:50.880 --> 0:40:55.000
<v Speaker 2>And then when it fell straight down, the smoke and debris,

0:40:55.080 --> 0:40:58.520
<v Speaker 2>which was even thicker now shot straight up and went

0:40:58.680 --> 0:41:01.560
<v Speaker 2>out in my direction. Annihilly did to go in my direction.

0:41:01.640 --> 0:41:03.600
<v Speaker 2>I was watching it go into the side streets as

0:41:03.600 --> 0:41:07.560
<v Speaker 2>it was coming up the block. So I turned around

0:41:07.680 --> 0:41:09.480
<v Speaker 2>and I had that mask in my hands and even

0:41:09.480 --> 0:41:11.200
<v Speaker 2>had a chance to put it on, and I ran

0:41:12.480 --> 0:41:16.279
<v Speaker 2>straight more towards the back of the building, and I

0:41:16.400 --> 0:41:19.320
<v Speaker 2>ran a few blocks, and I could hear the sounds

0:41:19.320 --> 0:41:22.319
<v Speaker 2>behind me. It was like a rumbling, like a giant wave.

0:41:22.360 --> 0:41:26.200
<v Speaker 2>I would describe it, and strangely enough, I could smell it.

0:41:26.440 --> 0:41:30.239
<v Speaker 2>I smelt probably from the first collapse. I could smell concrete.

0:41:30.600 --> 0:41:32.680
<v Speaker 2>I did construction. I know what concrete smells like. It

0:41:32.680 --> 0:41:38.320
<v Speaker 2>was concrete and burnt wires. So I had that eerie sounds,

0:41:38.719 --> 0:41:41.400
<v Speaker 2>that creepy smell, and it was coming behind me, and

0:41:41.400 --> 0:41:43.239
<v Speaker 2>I ran, and I thought I was gonna be overtaken.

0:41:44.360 --> 0:41:47.040
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't. It was coming up towards me, but I

0:41:47.080 --> 0:41:49.200
<v Speaker 2>guess the winds took it in a different direction. I

0:41:49.280 --> 0:41:52.080
<v Speaker 2>was like right at the line, almost where it was

0:41:52.080 --> 0:41:55.280
<v Speaker 2>in the air, but nobody was choking where I was standing,

0:41:55.280 --> 0:41:56.719
<v Speaker 2>and you could see so like I said, it went

0:41:56.760 --> 0:41:59.400
<v Speaker 2>to the right and left, and I ran to a

0:41:59.440 --> 0:42:02.440
<v Speaker 2>parked car, and I was so angry at what just happened.

0:42:02.440 --> 0:42:04.200
<v Speaker 2>And I didn't even understand it yet. I banged my

0:42:04.239 --> 0:42:06.960
<v Speaker 2>fists on the on the trunk of the car and

0:42:07.000 --> 0:42:09.200
<v Speaker 2>I said, the building just went down. I was yelling

0:42:09.200 --> 0:42:10.720
<v Speaker 2>at nobody. It was nobody, and I was just yelling

0:42:10.719 --> 0:42:13.520
<v Speaker 2>to myself. And I turned around and I saw the

0:42:13.520 --> 0:42:16.640
<v Speaker 2>Brooklyn Bridge again and it was almost covered. But every

0:42:16.640 --> 0:42:18.440
<v Speaker 2>once in a while I could see a figure through

0:42:18.440 --> 0:42:21.400
<v Speaker 2>the bridge of somebody walking, and I thought about it.

0:42:21.440 --> 0:42:23.440
<v Speaker 2>Do you leave? Do you go? Nobody'll know? You know.

0:42:23.480 --> 0:42:24.759
<v Speaker 2>I used to read books when I was a kid

0:42:24.800 --> 0:42:26.439
<v Speaker 2>about guys that went off the war and they would

0:42:26.480 --> 0:42:28.640
<v Speaker 2>try to in the trenches. All they wanted to do

0:42:28.760 --> 0:42:30.279
<v Speaker 2>was just go to the go to the rear, get

0:42:30.280 --> 0:42:32.279
<v Speaker 2>out of town. And I used to read these books

0:42:32.280 --> 0:42:33.759
<v Speaker 2>that go, man, I can imagine what it's like to

0:42:33.800 --> 0:42:36.399
<v Speaker 2>be you know, few steps of safety, but a few

0:42:36.400 --> 0:42:39.120
<v Speaker 2>steps is danger. And I thought about that. I said,

0:42:39.200 --> 0:42:41.239
<v Speaker 2>I can't leave. I got to go do something, but

0:42:41.280 --> 0:42:43.000
<v Speaker 2>I had no plan in though to do so.

0:42:43.200 --> 0:42:45.839
<v Speaker 1>I can understand what you're sign there, and that's that's

0:42:46.160 --> 0:42:48.560
<v Speaker 1>you sign up to join join the cops. Yeah, you're

0:42:48.600 --> 0:42:53.040
<v Speaker 1>not conscripts. You volunteer, but there's a responsibility there, and

0:42:53.520 --> 0:42:56.759
<v Speaker 1>you got to own that responsibility. In the situation like that,

0:42:57.200 --> 0:42:59.279
<v Speaker 1>And I dare say, and I'm mainly surmising here, they

0:42:59.280 --> 0:43:02.000
<v Speaker 1>would have been that took the option and went home.

0:43:02.040 --> 0:43:04.640
<v Speaker 1>But I don't think you're doing your job if you

0:43:05.400 --> 0:43:08.520
<v Speaker 1>disappear in the situation like that, it's chaos. But hey,

0:43:08.640 --> 0:43:12.400
<v Speaker 1>that's what you signed up for. Yeah, definitely.

0:43:12.440 --> 0:43:14.440
<v Speaker 2>I mean I signed up for police work, but nothing

0:43:14.480 --> 0:43:15.960
<v Speaker 2>to that magnitude. I didn't think I was going to

0:43:15.960 --> 0:43:18.520
<v Speaker 2>watch the war waged on America, but that's what I

0:43:18.560 --> 0:43:20.200
<v Speaker 2>was doing that day. Apparently that's where I was.

0:43:21.040 --> 0:43:24.000
<v Speaker 1>How far away from the when the second tower collapse?

0:43:24.040 --> 0:43:26.239
<v Speaker 1>How physically how far away were you from it?

0:43:26.600 --> 0:43:28.560
<v Speaker 2>Well, in the second tower collapse, that was the closest

0:43:28.560 --> 0:43:30.439
<v Speaker 2>I was. And I walked towards that recruit. I walked

0:43:30.480 --> 0:43:33.279
<v Speaker 2>past my building, towards the location. I say, half mile

0:43:33.360 --> 0:43:35.520
<v Speaker 2>maybe it's zero point six point eight kilometers.

0:43:36.239 --> 0:43:39.319
<v Speaker 1>Jesus close, isn't it. You see it, you feel it,

0:43:39.360 --> 0:43:41.280
<v Speaker 1>you hear it, you smell it all your senses.

0:43:41.520 --> 0:43:41.759
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

0:43:41.960 --> 0:43:46.040
<v Speaker 1>So, okay, well I'm saw the shell shocked. You have

0:43:46.120 --> 0:43:48.760
<v Speaker 1>the magnitude of what you're talking about, but please continue

0:43:48.800 --> 0:43:50.600
<v Speaker 1>on it. Take us through what happened next.

0:43:51.160 --> 0:43:53.200
<v Speaker 2>Yes, you brought up an interesting point. You know, I

0:43:53.320 --> 0:43:55.759
<v Speaker 2>was interestingly and this is probably why I wrote it.

0:43:55.800 --> 0:43:57.280
<v Speaker 2>You know, there were people who were in the towers,

0:43:57.320 --> 0:43:59.880
<v Speaker 2>who were right there, and they have unbelievable stories. But

0:44:00.440 --> 0:44:03.479
<v Speaker 2>I witnessed it like right. It's almost like I wasn't

0:44:03.480 --> 0:44:05.279
<v Speaker 2>in the front row seat. I wasn't in the second

0:44:05.360 --> 0:44:07.000
<v Speaker 2>road seat, but I was in the third row where

0:44:07.000 --> 0:44:08.680
<v Speaker 2>you get a better view than the first and second.

0:44:08.719 --> 0:44:11.200
<v Speaker 2>That's how close I was where I saw it like panoramic.

0:44:11.239 --> 0:44:13.680
<v Speaker 2>I guess that's the best description i'd give it. So

0:44:14.800 --> 0:44:16.520
<v Speaker 2>I was right there and it was no television, there

0:44:16.600 --> 0:44:18.040
<v Speaker 2>was nothing. I didn't know what was going on. So

0:44:18.840 --> 0:44:21.840
<v Speaker 2>as I walked up a little bit, I started walking.

0:44:21.880 --> 0:44:24.200
<v Speaker 2>Now I realized that, you know, at least that debris

0:44:24.239 --> 0:44:25.520
<v Speaker 2>wasn't going to make it my way. But as I

0:44:25.600 --> 0:44:29.080
<v Speaker 2>was walking, I started gauging the buildings around me, because

0:44:29.120 --> 0:44:31.120
<v Speaker 2>there are some buildings there not that big. I mean,

0:44:31.239 --> 0:44:32.719
<v Speaker 2>all right, I'm gonna say not that big. I'm a

0:44:32.760 --> 0:44:35.400
<v Speaker 2>New Yorker, so they weren't skyscrapers. Put it that way.

0:44:35.640 --> 0:44:38.760
<v Speaker 2>So I'm gauging the buildings. I'm saying, if a plane

0:44:38.840 --> 0:44:41.160
<v Speaker 2>hits that, will it hit me? If a plane hits

0:44:41.200 --> 0:44:43.000
<v Speaker 2>this building. So I'm walking kind of in the middle,

0:44:43.480 --> 0:44:45.400
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, how am I thinking like this?

0:44:45.760 --> 0:44:47.360
<v Speaker 2>How did I go to work today? I think worrying

0:44:47.360 --> 0:44:50.759
<v Speaker 2>about buildings falling on me. And I was concerned that

0:44:50.880 --> 0:44:53.239
<v Speaker 2>if something else happened, because I truly believe something the

0:44:53.360 --> 0:44:55.520
<v Speaker 2>next wave was gonna come.

0:44:55.840 --> 0:44:59.080
<v Speaker 1>Well you're thinking that that time, John, Sorry for just

0:44:59.160 --> 0:45:02.880
<v Speaker 1>interrupt just to qu verify. You're not sure what's happening,

0:45:02.920 --> 0:45:06.520
<v Speaker 1>but clearly this is a deliberate attack, and yeah, what's

0:45:06.560 --> 0:45:08.160
<v Speaker 1>the next thing that's going to come? Is an army

0:45:08.200 --> 0:45:10.319
<v Speaker 1>goan to invide? Like you would not know what was

0:45:10.360 --> 0:45:12.840
<v Speaker 1>going on at this point in time. It's clearly not

0:45:12.920 --> 0:45:13.480
<v Speaker 1>an accident.

0:45:13.600 --> 0:45:15.560
<v Speaker 2>Sure, I was clearly that accident. You know, later on

0:45:15.600 --> 0:45:17.840
<v Speaker 2>I would hear the rumor mill was just it was

0:45:17.920 --> 0:45:20.040
<v Speaker 2>comical the rumors that were coming through, and I knew

0:45:20.080 --> 0:45:22.040
<v Speaker 2>that of them were true. I did think something was

0:45:22.120 --> 0:45:24.560
<v Speaker 2>kind of come from the sky. I truly believe that

0:45:25.080 --> 0:45:28.080
<v Speaker 2>wherever the attack was was from above. So I saw

0:45:28.719 --> 0:45:30.920
<v Speaker 2>a couple of guys that you know, a cops will

0:45:30.920 --> 0:45:32.920
<v Speaker 2>tell you they weren't in uniform. They just knew they

0:45:32.960 --> 0:45:34.759
<v Speaker 2>were cops. If I could tell from you know the

0:45:34.800 --> 0:45:36.600
<v Speaker 2>distance I was. So I walked over to them, and

0:45:36.640 --> 0:45:38.000
<v Speaker 2>I didn't know these guys. I just knew they were

0:45:38.040 --> 0:45:41.040
<v Speaker 2>police officers, and I'm assumed from my building. So I said,

0:45:41.040 --> 0:45:42.440
<v Speaker 2>what's going on? And they all looked at me like,

0:45:42.520 --> 0:45:44.480
<v Speaker 2>we don't know, nobody's here. We don't know what to do.

0:45:44.560 --> 0:45:48.600
<v Speaker 2>So as I was standing there, I started making some

0:45:48.719 --> 0:45:51.200
<v Speaker 2>brief conversation with the guy next to me, and he just,

0:45:51.280 --> 0:45:52.759
<v Speaker 2>you know, he was just one of those people at

0:45:52.800 --> 0:45:54.480
<v Speaker 2>the moment where I couldn't talk. I guess he was

0:45:54.600 --> 0:45:56.759
<v Speaker 2>just a little more shell shocked than I was, and

0:45:56.800 --> 0:45:59.520
<v Speaker 2>he was just staring blankly, and I didn't say anything else.

0:45:59.560 --> 0:46:02.080
<v Speaker 2>I juste he he doesn't want to talk or he can't.

0:46:02.200 --> 0:46:05.239
<v Speaker 2>But he was a cop like me. So I thought

0:46:05.280 --> 0:46:07.920
<v Speaker 2>to myself, my gosh, John, you called your wife and

0:46:07.960 --> 0:46:10.080
<v Speaker 2>you told her you would go into the building. So

0:46:10.440 --> 0:46:12.640
<v Speaker 2>I said, okay, So now I got I want to

0:46:12.640 --> 0:46:15.439
<v Speaker 2>go home. Now, I really want to go home. Now

0:46:15.440 --> 0:46:16.880
<v Speaker 2>I got to get in touch with my wife and

0:46:16.920 --> 0:46:19.080
<v Speaker 2>tell her that I'm not in the building. It's okay.

0:46:19.640 --> 0:46:22.359
<v Speaker 2>So sure enough, the payphones were down, the lights were down,

0:46:22.440 --> 0:46:24.040
<v Speaker 2>all the lines were down. I couldn't get on the

0:46:24.080 --> 0:46:26.759
<v Speaker 2>phone because there was other payphones there. So I heard

0:46:26.760 --> 0:46:29.279
<v Speaker 2>my name called from up the block and it was

0:46:29.320 --> 0:46:31.840
<v Speaker 2>the lieutenant that had asked me about the reports earlier

0:46:31.880 --> 0:46:34.000
<v Speaker 2>in the morning, and he said, John, we're really glad

0:46:34.040 --> 0:46:37.160
<v Speaker 2>you're okay, because you're the only one we were concerned

0:46:37.520 --> 0:46:39.759
<v Speaker 2>where you were. Because I ran into the other guy

0:46:39.840 --> 0:46:41.560
<v Speaker 2>that I ran with, he had already made it back

0:46:41.600 --> 0:46:44.040
<v Speaker 2>before I did, so I said, what are we doing?

0:46:44.080 --> 0:46:46.319
<v Speaker 2>He goes, nobody knows. He goes, just stay here. Let's

0:46:46.320 --> 0:46:48.439
<v Speaker 2>make a perimeter and we make sure no non law

0:46:48.520 --> 0:46:52.200
<v Speaker 2>enforcement could come into the area. And we put up

0:46:52.239 --> 0:46:56.160
<v Speaker 2>some police barriers that we could find. And you know,

0:46:56.280 --> 0:46:59.200
<v Speaker 2>the playbook went out the window. There was no rules,

0:46:59.239 --> 0:47:01.040
<v Speaker 2>there was no this is what you need to do,

0:47:01.080 --> 0:47:03.160
<v Speaker 2>this is what you don't need to do. And as

0:47:03.160 --> 0:47:06.680
<v Speaker 2>I was standing there, I was watching and periodically people

0:47:06.680 --> 0:47:09.520
<v Speaker 2>would run through that wall of smoke into our direction.

0:47:09.600 --> 0:47:11.719
<v Speaker 2>And I watched a woman running and she had the

0:47:11.760 --> 0:47:14.440
<v Speaker 2>high heels on and they were clanking and she was holling.

0:47:14.480 --> 0:47:17.200
<v Speaker 2>This woman was running full force towards me, and sure

0:47:17.320 --> 0:47:20.359
<v Speaker 2>enough I watched her heel break and the women face

0:47:20.400 --> 0:47:24.000
<v Speaker 2>smacked right on the concrete. So I ran over to her,

0:47:24.080 --> 0:47:26.600
<v Speaker 2>and ironically, two other women saw this, two other female

0:47:26.600 --> 0:47:29.520
<v Speaker 2>police officers, so more cops were congregating, and they picked

0:47:29.520 --> 0:47:32.800
<v Speaker 2>her up and they started running with her back away

0:47:32.800 --> 0:47:34.919
<v Speaker 2>from where we were. She ran, and then I watched

0:47:34.920 --> 0:47:36.359
<v Speaker 2>she ran on her own. So there was a lot

0:47:36.400 --> 0:47:40.799
<v Speaker 2>of people coming together at that tragic moment. And I

0:47:40.840 --> 0:47:42.680
<v Speaker 2>stayed where I was because I didn't know where to go.

0:47:42.719 --> 0:47:44.200
<v Speaker 2>I knew I wasn't going to go home, but I

0:47:44.560 --> 0:47:46.000
<v Speaker 2>at least knew that I was going to stay where

0:47:46.000 --> 0:47:48.920
<v Speaker 2>my post was for that was original, and we were

0:47:48.960 --> 0:47:52.040
<v Speaker 2>going to basically ended up. I found this out later.

0:47:52.080 --> 0:47:54.720
<v Speaker 2>We just decided to we were letting the emergency vehicles.

0:47:54.760 --> 0:47:58.080
<v Speaker 2>Because the emergency vehicles showed up very quickly. I watched

0:47:58.960 --> 0:48:02.440
<v Speaker 2>empty New York City buses with people jumping in on

0:48:02.640 --> 0:48:04.839
<v Speaker 2>some type of rescue workers I know, I'm sure who.

0:48:04.840 --> 0:48:07.560
<v Speaker 2>And I saw empty busses coming through. I saw a

0:48:07.600 --> 0:48:09.400
<v Speaker 2>carp on the back of a Holly Davidson where he

0:48:09.480 --> 0:48:13.799
<v Speaker 2>just hitched a ride. I saw people off duty. I

0:48:13.840 --> 0:48:16.799
<v Speaker 2>saw family members of people that had been in Lower

0:48:16.880 --> 0:48:19.840
<v Speaker 2>Manhattan coming very quickly down towards Low Manhattan. So we

0:48:19.880 --> 0:48:21.440
<v Speaker 2>had a courten off that area because if we were

0:48:21.440 --> 0:48:23.520
<v Speaker 2>going to let the emergency vehicles through. We had to

0:48:23.520 --> 0:48:25.719
<v Speaker 2>do it orderly because there was a big road there,

0:48:25.920 --> 0:48:28.000
<v Speaker 2>so we knew we were going to have some type

0:48:28.040 --> 0:48:31.000
<v Speaker 2>of direction within sending people downtown.

0:48:33.560 --> 0:48:36.160
<v Speaker 1>Hi guys, just a quick interruption to let you know

0:48:36.200 --> 0:48:39.320
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0:48:39.640 --> 0:48:42.840
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0:49:14.400 --> 0:49:17.280
<v Speaker 1>you would have to thought and seeing the people jumping

0:49:17.320 --> 0:49:20.840
<v Speaker 1>and falling out of the buildings. Did you have time

0:49:20.880 --> 0:49:23.799
<v Speaker 1>in that chaos to even take in the magnitude of

0:49:24.040 --> 0:49:26.560
<v Speaker 1>how many lives were lost? Was that going through your

0:49:26.560 --> 0:49:29.239
<v Speaker 1>mind or was everything just rolling through so quickly. You

0:49:29.280 --> 0:49:31.440
<v Speaker 1>were just taking it one step of the time.

0:49:31.560 --> 0:49:33.000
<v Speaker 2>I was taking it one step at a time. But

0:49:33.719 --> 0:49:36.080
<v Speaker 2>being that I didn't call I had called my wife

0:49:36.120 --> 0:49:37.440
<v Speaker 2>and told her I was going to the building that

0:49:37.640 --> 0:49:39.719
<v Speaker 2>was consuming my thoughts at that moment. I guess you

0:49:39.760 --> 0:49:43.000
<v Speaker 2>have to focus on something. With the people jumping from

0:49:43.000 --> 0:49:45.160
<v Speaker 2>the towers, that didn't start to really get into my

0:49:45.239 --> 0:49:49.399
<v Speaker 2>memory until days later. And one person I work with,

0:49:49.680 --> 0:49:53.000
<v Speaker 2>I didn't realize the death magnitude, and because I remembered

0:49:53.000 --> 0:49:56.239
<v Speaker 2>that as that the wall of smoke would clear, the

0:49:56.320 --> 0:49:58.960
<v Speaker 2>sun was so bright, so it was an eerie black

0:49:59.320 --> 0:50:02.640
<v Speaker 2>cloud that would cover periodically cover the sun, and it

0:50:02.640 --> 0:50:04.319
<v Speaker 2>would get very dark, and they would get very bright

0:50:04.360 --> 0:50:06.360
<v Speaker 2>and get very dark and get very bright. It was odd.

0:50:06.400 --> 0:50:08.520
<v Speaker 2>And then someone I worked with walked up to me

0:50:08.719 --> 0:50:11.400
<v Speaker 2>and I don't I think he was listening to his walkman,

0:50:11.480 --> 0:50:13.759
<v Speaker 2>and he said, the fire department just lost a lot

0:50:13.760 --> 0:50:16.560
<v Speaker 2>of people. So that was the first time I realized

0:50:16.600 --> 0:50:19.200
<v Speaker 2>that there are people that got up to work just

0:50:19.239 --> 0:50:21.640
<v Speaker 2>like I did. They got dressed, and they are not

0:50:21.719 --> 0:50:23.960
<v Speaker 2>coming home to see their families. Yeah.

0:50:24.040 --> 0:50:28.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's heavy, isn't it. Did your wife did you

0:50:28.200 --> 0:50:31.560
<v Speaker 1>get to how did you get to make contact with

0:50:31.600 --> 0:50:33.600
<v Speaker 1>your wife. I know there was a couple of attempts,

0:50:33.680 --> 0:50:37.080
<v Speaker 1>but she must have been going through assuming she would

0:50:37.080 --> 0:50:39.759
<v Speaker 1>have missed you. She must have been going through hell

0:50:40.719 --> 0:50:43.000
<v Speaker 1>wondering whether you did go to the tower on what's happened.

0:50:43.080 --> 0:50:44.520
<v Speaker 1>It must have been a hard time for her.

0:50:45.520 --> 0:50:47.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we talk about it now in the family. It's

0:50:47.280 --> 0:50:49.000
<v Speaker 2>kind of like the ongoing joke that I made that

0:50:49.080 --> 0:50:50.960
<v Speaker 2>phone call and didn't call her back for a while,

0:50:51.160 --> 0:50:53.319
<v Speaker 2>it's still the ongoing joke, you know. I guess when

0:50:53.320 --> 0:50:55.080
<v Speaker 2>you're married to a cop, you have to laugh about things,

0:50:55.120 --> 0:50:57.719
<v Speaker 2>and even to that magnitude, it's still talked about. And

0:50:58.080 --> 0:50:59.640
<v Speaker 2>that's why I talk about it on the podcast, because

0:50:59.640 --> 0:51:02.160
<v Speaker 2>it is it's something I would do. Is I did

0:51:02.280 --> 0:51:03.839
<v Speaker 2>not saying I forgot to call her back, but it

0:51:03.920 --> 0:51:06.320
<v Speaker 2>was I couldn't get to a payphone because every payphone

0:51:06.400 --> 0:51:09.279
<v Speaker 2>I got to wasn't working. So I would tell my coworkers,

0:51:09.320 --> 0:51:11.799
<v Speaker 2>I would say, I have to call my wife. So

0:51:12.200 --> 0:51:14.440
<v Speaker 2>I went a little further uptown and I finally got

0:51:14.480 --> 0:51:16.880
<v Speaker 2>to a phone and I called her office and it

0:51:16.920 --> 0:51:19.359
<v Speaker 2>went to a voicemail, and so, yeah, I could leave

0:51:19.360 --> 0:51:20.920
<v Speaker 2>a voicemail, but she I don't know if she's ever

0:51:20.960 --> 0:51:24.840
<v Speaker 2>going back to work. So I called my house and

0:51:25.000 --> 0:51:29.560
<v Speaker 2>I left a voicemail. Okay, I got somewhere. I called

0:51:29.560 --> 0:51:31.440
<v Speaker 2>my father. He was home at the time, and I

0:51:31.480 --> 0:51:33.640
<v Speaker 2>got him on the phone and I told him so.

0:51:33.920 --> 0:51:36.239
<v Speaker 2>But still, how long would it be before she got

0:51:36.239 --> 0:51:38.680
<v Speaker 2>this message? So I didn't know this at the time.

0:51:38.920 --> 0:51:42.640
<v Speaker 2>She fled her building with her coworkers and they ended

0:51:42.719 --> 0:51:44.920
<v Speaker 2>up running to the fifty ninth Street bridge and they

0:51:45.000 --> 0:51:47.960
<v Speaker 2>ran over the bridge there. So she was more uptown,

0:51:48.040 --> 0:51:51.239
<v Speaker 2>but she had to make her own exit out of

0:51:51.280 --> 0:51:53.759
<v Speaker 2>the city. And she tells me now that you know,

0:51:53.800 --> 0:51:56.120
<v Speaker 2>she kept telling everybody she works with. My husband went

0:51:56.120 --> 0:51:58.040
<v Speaker 2>to the towers. My husband went to the towers, and

0:51:58.040 --> 0:51:59.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm sure there was a lot of people that you know,

0:51:59.640 --> 0:52:02.000
<v Speaker 2>had the thoughts. But so it was important to me

0:52:02.040 --> 0:52:02.880
<v Speaker 2>to get that message to it.

0:52:03.120 --> 0:52:07.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I can understand that, but the whole magnitude of

0:52:07.400 --> 0:52:09.640
<v Speaker 1>what happened, it's a city in panic, and we were

0:52:09.640 --> 0:52:11.440
<v Speaker 1>watching it from here. It was the early hours of

0:52:11.480 --> 0:52:13.879
<v Speaker 1>the morning. I got up to go to work and

0:52:14.719 --> 0:52:16.680
<v Speaker 1>put the TV on, or heard it on the radio,

0:52:16.719 --> 0:52:18.920
<v Speaker 1>put the TV on. And when I first saw it,

0:52:18.960 --> 0:52:20.920
<v Speaker 1>as a lot of people say, you didn't think it

0:52:20.960 --> 0:52:23.080
<v Speaker 1>was real. You saw the image of the plane going

0:52:23.120 --> 0:52:27.120
<v Speaker 1>into the tower. But we had because we had a

0:52:27.160 --> 0:52:30.320
<v Speaker 1>wider view of what was going on where the information

0:52:30.440 --> 0:52:33.000
<v Speaker 1>was coming in. You guys on the ground, you would

0:52:33.040 --> 0:52:35.680
<v Speaker 1>have not known what's coming next. Is this just the

0:52:35.680 --> 0:52:39.439
<v Speaker 1>first wave of a full on terrorist attack with more

0:52:39.480 --> 0:52:40.200
<v Speaker 1>waves coming.

0:52:40.920 --> 0:52:44.360
<v Speaker 2>That's what we started to realize that, you know, something's

0:52:44.400 --> 0:52:47.000
<v Speaker 2>going on. We more than we could comprehend, whether we're

0:52:47.040 --> 0:52:49.759
<v Speaker 2>being told or not. And what was happening is we

0:52:49.760 --> 0:52:52.000
<v Speaker 2>had no real direction. So I was letting the fire

0:52:52.040 --> 0:52:54.400
<v Speaker 2>trucks through, I was letting the ambulances through. So I

0:52:54.440 --> 0:52:57.120
<v Speaker 2>started directing traffic, and I was a rookie carp directing traffic.

0:52:57.200 --> 0:52:59.600
<v Speaker 2>It was nothing I couldn't do. I just didn't die.

0:52:59.640 --> 0:53:01.920
<v Speaker 2>I would do at this magnitude. So I was in

0:53:01.920 --> 0:53:04.280
<v Speaker 2>the middle street directing people. They would open the barriers

0:53:04.280 --> 0:53:08.880
<v Speaker 2>and the emergency vehicles would come through with debris on

0:53:08.920 --> 0:53:12.040
<v Speaker 2>top of it. So as I'm letting these emergency vehicles

0:53:12.080 --> 0:53:14.239
<v Speaker 2>pass me, I'm waving them in one direction and I'm

0:53:14.280 --> 0:53:17.160
<v Speaker 2>watching the debris fly off it. So I'm like, my gosh,

0:53:17.160 --> 0:53:18.799
<v Speaker 2>I got to get out of the way. So this

0:53:18.880 --> 0:53:20.960
<v Speaker 2>giant like stuff was coming off the top of the ambulance.

0:53:20.960 --> 0:53:23.399
<v Speaker 2>Somebody's ambulances were downtown when it happened, and they were

0:53:23.400 --> 0:53:26.839
<v Speaker 2>getting out with their patients, so I was directing them out,

0:53:26.880 --> 0:53:29.000
<v Speaker 2>and then I was directing people back in. So it

0:53:29.080 --> 0:53:31.960
<v Speaker 2>was a dangerous place to even direct traffic. So as

0:53:31.960 --> 0:53:34.080
<v Speaker 2>of directing the traffic, I hear another sound, and I

0:53:34.120 --> 0:53:37.040
<v Speaker 2>guess my jitters were up. I heard something above me

0:53:37.200 --> 0:53:40.719
<v Speaker 2>again and I looked up. It was a fighter jet

0:53:40.920 --> 0:53:43.359
<v Speaker 2>and we all cheered the fire fighter jets as they

0:53:43.600 --> 0:53:46.680
<v Speaker 2>flew over the Manhattan. So that's when I really realized

0:53:46.680 --> 0:53:49.440
<v Speaker 2>that this is something I never expected to ever see.

0:53:49.600 --> 0:53:52.719
<v Speaker 2>W'ch hearing fighter jets coming over to city was unbelievable.

0:53:52.800 --> 0:53:56.200
<v Speaker 1>And that was a symbol of where farthing back I

0:53:56.200 --> 0:54:00.759
<v Speaker 1>would imagine I felt safe saying that the farther the jets. Okay,

0:54:00.560 --> 0:54:05.680
<v Speaker 1>the whole experience for you just from you did get

0:54:05.680 --> 0:54:08.960
<v Speaker 1>home that night. You had eventually you got home a

0:54:09.040 --> 0:54:12.560
<v Speaker 1>couple couple of hours sleep, and you said that you

0:54:12.600 --> 0:54:15.800
<v Speaker 1>were hearing sounds of sirens in your head when you

0:54:16.360 --> 0:54:20.240
<v Speaker 1>got home and you were looking out the window wondering

0:54:20.280 --> 0:54:22.920
<v Speaker 1>where what was going on now? But they were sounds

0:54:22.960 --> 0:54:25.960
<v Speaker 1>in your head. Correct? Do you want to talk us

0:54:25.960 --> 0:54:26.279
<v Speaker 1>through that?

0:54:27.000 --> 0:54:29.719
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Yeah, I'm glad you read it. It was one

0:54:29.719 --> 0:54:31.160
<v Speaker 2>of those things you're never going to forget. When I

0:54:31.200 --> 0:54:34.600
<v Speaker 2>went home, I did eventually contact my wife indirectly through

0:54:34.600 --> 0:54:38.400
<v Speaker 2>three different people. So it was another family member of

0:54:38.480 --> 0:54:40.080
<v Speaker 2>mine that I had left a message. I had left

0:54:40.080 --> 0:54:42.120
<v Speaker 2>a lot of messages for people. He had drove to

0:54:42.160 --> 0:54:44.160
<v Speaker 2>my house, saw her in front of the house, told

0:54:44.200 --> 0:54:47.360
<v Speaker 2>her that I was okay. It was not at the towers.

0:54:47.360 --> 0:54:50.000
<v Speaker 2>I was directing traffic where I was the whole time.

0:54:50.080 --> 0:54:53.040
<v Speaker 2>So when once that got off my mind, it was

0:54:53.120 --> 0:54:54.719
<v Speaker 2>a little more. That's when the fear started to go,

0:54:54.880 --> 0:54:56.960
<v Speaker 2>My gosh, look what just happened. And then and then

0:54:56.960 --> 0:54:58.479
<v Speaker 2>it was funny is I had no way to get home.

0:54:58.520 --> 0:55:00.200
<v Speaker 2>So I took the train home on another guy. And

0:55:00.200 --> 0:55:03.160
<v Speaker 2>I'm riding a subway like a commuter after this madness.

0:55:03.480 --> 0:55:07.680
<v Speaker 2>And so I get home and my house was empty.

0:55:07.680 --> 0:55:09.640
<v Speaker 2>But let me tell you, when you get home after

0:55:09.680 --> 0:55:12.080
<v Speaker 2>an incident like that, home is the best place you

0:55:12.080 --> 0:55:15.359
<v Speaker 2>can ever be. It's like something you strive for all

0:55:15.440 --> 0:55:18.800
<v Speaker 2>day long to finally get there. Your home is your castle,

0:55:18.880 --> 0:55:22.040
<v Speaker 2>it's it's your kingdom. At that moment, so I was

0:55:22.120 --> 0:55:24.360
<v Speaker 2>just so glad my wife wasn't home. She ended up

0:55:24.360 --> 0:55:26.839
<v Speaker 2>staying with other family members. So because that's how the

0:55:26.880 --> 0:55:29.439
<v Speaker 2>city had a very strange vibe going on at that time.

0:55:29.440 --> 0:55:31.320
<v Speaker 2>When it comes to that stuff, people were very nervous.

0:55:31.840 --> 0:55:34.319
<v Speaker 2>So I go home and I had to take off

0:55:34.360 --> 0:55:36.880
<v Speaker 2>that close because it was I wasn't caked in it,

0:55:36.920 --> 0:55:38.400
<v Speaker 2>but I knew it was in my clothes, which was

0:55:38.400 --> 0:55:40.520
<v Speaker 2>the debrief in the building, so I knew enough that

0:55:40.520 --> 0:55:42.319
<v Speaker 2>that stuff was toxic. I knew from the smell of

0:55:42.320 --> 0:55:45.840
<v Speaker 2>the burnt plastic. So I threw the clothes outside. I

0:55:45.920 --> 0:55:48.080
<v Speaker 2>just left it there, you know, And I went up

0:55:48.080 --> 0:55:50.719
<v Speaker 2>to my bathroom and I was hearing sirens like I

0:55:50.760 --> 0:55:53.200
<v Speaker 2>had heard them, the sirens when I was walking through

0:55:53.239 --> 0:55:55.040
<v Speaker 2>the city. I heard it on the subway, but I

0:55:55.120 --> 0:55:56.759
<v Speaker 2>just figured it was sirens in the distance. And now

0:55:56.760 --> 0:55:58.560
<v Speaker 2>in my house and I'm in a quiet area of

0:55:58.640 --> 0:56:01.440
<v Speaker 2>Queen's I mean, I mean ailes from Manhattan, so I

0:56:01.480 --> 0:56:04.719
<v Speaker 2>don't know what sirens I was hearing. And they kept

0:56:04.760 --> 0:56:06.279
<v Speaker 2>going to my ear, and I kept going to my ear,

0:56:06.280 --> 0:56:08.360
<v Speaker 2>and the sirens, siren, sirens. So I was taking a

0:56:08.360 --> 0:56:10.400
<v Speaker 2>shower and I was hearing it over the water, So

0:56:10.440 --> 0:56:12.279
<v Speaker 2>I said, this is a normal So I opened up

0:56:12.280 --> 0:56:15.240
<v Speaker 2>my window and I heard it, but there was nothing outside.

0:56:15.280 --> 0:56:17.520
<v Speaker 2>I couldn't see anything. I shut the shower off. I

0:56:17.560 --> 0:56:20.480
<v Speaker 2>walked out in my hallway and the sirens were continuing.

0:56:20.480 --> 0:56:22.440
<v Speaker 2>And then I went in my room and that's when

0:56:22.440 --> 0:56:24.839
<v Speaker 2>I realized the sirens were from me, just hearing them

0:56:24.880 --> 0:56:28.719
<v Speaker 2>constantly throughout the day, and I could not get that

0:56:28.719 --> 0:56:31.600
<v Speaker 2>that siren sound out of my ears. It was just echoing.

0:56:32.120 --> 0:56:36.000
<v Speaker 1>Just em better than you in your psyching. Reflecting on

0:56:36.080 --> 0:56:39.800
<v Speaker 1>it now you talk about it, you've written about it,

0:56:39.800 --> 0:56:42.040
<v Speaker 1>it must still and you said at the start of

0:56:42.080 --> 0:56:44.520
<v Speaker 1>the podcast that, yeah, there's not a day that goes

0:56:44.560 --> 0:56:48.000
<v Speaker 1>by where you don't don't think about it. After an

0:56:48.040 --> 0:56:51.640
<v Speaker 1>experience like that, did you feel like I don't want

0:56:51.640 --> 0:56:54.000
<v Speaker 1>to be part of this anymore? Or did it stir

0:56:54.120 --> 0:56:56.759
<v Speaker 1>something different than you that you thought, Okay, well I

0:56:56.840 --> 0:56:59.759
<v Speaker 1>want to stay and make a difference. What was the

0:56:59.760 --> 0:57:01.600
<v Speaker 1>fear in your head, because I would imagine that a

0:57:01.600 --> 0:57:05.319
<v Speaker 1>cross your mind experiencing something like that. The stuff is

0:57:05.360 --> 0:57:06.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to get out of the city. I just

0:57:07.000 --> 0:57:10.120
<v Speaker 1>want to leave a y life of peace. What was

0:57:10.160 --> 0:57:12.799
<v Speaker 1>going through your mind after experiencing what you did on

0:57:12.880 --> 0:57:13.239
<v Speaker 1>met day.

0:57:14.120 --> 0:57:16.960
<v Speaker 2>I didn't really have the time to think about a

0:57:17.040 --> 0:57:19.160
<v Speaker 2>future of my police work at that moment, because what

0:57:19.200 --> 0:57:20.440
<v Speaker 2>I wanted to do was the first thing I did

0:57:20.520 --> 0:57:22.360
<v Speaker 2>was I put on my construction boots and my pants

0:57:22.360 --> 0:57:25.040
<v Speaker 2>and my heavy duty shirt, and I was my gloves.

0:57:25.080 --> 0:57:26.440
<v Speaker 2>I had the heavy gloves on. I was ready to

0:57:26.480 --> 0:57:28.640
<v Speaker 2>dig for survivors. And I went to work the next

0:57:28.760 --> 0:57:32.160
<v Speaker 2>day and somebody I worked with drove me there, and

0:57:32.520 --> 0:57:34.960
<v Speaker 2>I really wanted to get back into it. You know,

0:57:35.240 --> 0:57:38.480
<v Speaker 2>the NYPD didn't have the time to, you know, really

0:57:38.520 --> 0:57:39.919
<v Speaker 2>say Hey, what are you going to do. We're gonna

0:57:39.920 --> 0:57:41.520
<v Speaker 2>do this, We're gonna do that. The playbook was still

0:57:41.560 --> 0:57:44.680
<v Speaker 2>thrown out the window, and there was no playbook. There

0:57:44.760 --> 0:57:46.360
<v Speaker 2>was no like, hey, John, come back at this time.

0:57:46.400 --> 0:57:48.440
<v Speaker 2>I just went right back to the same location I

0:57:48.560 --> 0:57:50.880
<v Speaker 2>was at. And when I went back into the city

0:57:50.880 --> 0:57:52.680
<v Speaker 2>the next day, it was the next day and it

0:57:52.720 --> 0:57:54.840
<v Speaker 2>was still nice out, but it had looked like a

0:57:54.880 --> 0:57:57.760
<v Speaker 2>tornado went through the city, tore everything up, threw it

0:57:57.760 --> 0:57:59.360
<v Speaker 2>in the air, and threw it back down on the floor.

0:58:00.160 --> 0:58:03.440
<v Speaker 2>I looked downtown and I saw the building had these

0:58:04.000 --> 0:58:05.640
<v Speaker 2>the metal you could see it now in old pictures,

0:58:05.680 --> 0:58:08.200
<v Speaker 2>and I saw it directly. The metal structure of the facade.

0:58:08.200 --> 0:58:10.360
<v Speaker 2>There was these four like beam looking things that didn't

0:58:10.360 --> 0:58:13.080
<v Speaker 2>get knocked down, and they just like a fork, stood

0:58:13.120 --> 0:58:15.480
<v Speaker 2>up in the air and there was all debris around it.

0:58:15.520 --> 0:58:17.440
<v Speaker 2>And I couldn't believe that out of all that that

0:58:17.560 --> 0:58:20.880
<v Speaker 2>stood like a relic. Was very odd. So I saw that,

0:58:21.040 --> 0:58:24.120
<v Speaker 2>and then I was we couldn't find a parking spot,

0:58:24.200 --> 0:58:27.000
<v Speaker 2>and then we were looking for parking spots next to

0:58:27.080 --> 0:58:30.560
<v Speaker 2>carse with broken windows and debris filled in it, and

0:58:30.720 --> 0:58:33.680
<v Speaker 2>it was like, wow, really something went through here yesterday

0:58:33.840 --> 0:58:35.880
<v Speaker 2>because we were actually had a park closer than I

0:58:35.920 --> 0:58:36.680
<v Speaker 2>was the day before.

0:58:37.880 --> 0:58:39.920
<v Speaker 1>You you grew up in New York, you were a

0:58:40.040 --> 0:58:42.959
<v Speaker 1>New York boy through and through. You're a cop in

0:58:43.000 --> 0:58:45.800
<v Speaker 1>New York. What was the impact that it had from

0:58:45.800 --> 0:58:48.120
<v Speaker 1>your observations it?

0:58:48.760 --> 0:58:50.800
<v Speaker 2>Like I said, there was there was no madness. It

0:58:50.960 --> 0:58:55.680
<v Speaker 2>was everything in a strange way, calms down, like even

0:58:55.680 --> 0:58:58.960
<v Speaker 2>the subway ride was calm like. The next day, I

0:58:59.040 --> 0:59:00.800
<v Speaker 2>was in uniform and people offered me a seat on

0:59:00.840 --> 0:59:04.120
<v Speaker 2>the subway. That doesn't happen. People don't know what I need.

0:59:04.160 --> 0:59:06.400
<v Speaker 2>City police officer seats on the subway, so I knew

0:59:06.440 --> 0:59:08.800
<v Speaker 2>times were different. And as soon as I got back

0:59:08.800 --> 0:59:12.960
<v Speaker 2>to one police plaza, I you know, the supplies started

0:59:13.000 --> 0:59:15.360
<v Speaker 2>showing up right away. It was like America started grieving

0:59:15.360 --> 0:59:19.160
<v Speaker 2>within the hours. And I saw cases of water. I

0:59:19.760 --> 0:59:21.840
<v Speaker 2>you know. A stranger walked up to me and goes, hey,

0:59:21.880 --> 0:59:24.320
<v Speaker 2>why don't you go down there to this block or upstairs?

0:59:24.320 --> 0:59:26.840
<v Speaker 2>They're cooking steaks on the roof. So I'm like, yeah,

0:59:26.840 --> 0:59:28.800
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna go. I'll see in ten minutes. I don't

0:59:28.840 --> 0:59:30.560
<v Speaker 2>know what this guy was talking about. I look back now,

0:59:30.800 --> 0:59:32.800
<v Speaker 2>they were, you know, cooking steak for the city workers

0:59:32.840 --> 0:59:34.440
<v Speaker 2>up on their roof, and guys were going taking their

0:59:34.440 --> 0:59:35.840
<v Speaker 2>breaks up there. That was really happening.

0:59:36.200 --> 0:59:40.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's almost like the people understand the time of

0:59:41.040 --> 0:59:44.400
<v Speaker 1>travel like that. Obviously it's probably an understatement, but the

0:59:44.440 --> 0:59:48.800
<v Speaker 1>importance of the emergency workers and all that. So I've

0:59:48.840 --> 0:59:51.840
<v Speaker 1>watched that what you see, you see the shows about it,

0:59:51.880 --> 0:59:53.600
<v Speaker 1>I've read about it and all that, but this is

0:59:53.600 --> 0:59:55.840
<v Speaker 1>the first time I've had the first hand account of

0:59:56.280 --> 0:59:59.960
<v Speaker 1>someone that was there, and you bought it to life

1:00:00.160 --> 1:00:03.400
<v Speaker 1>in the article that you wrote about and what you're

1:00:03.440 --> 1:00:06.800
<v Speaker 1>talking about it. So thanks, Thanks for that we might

1:00:06.840 --> 1:00:09.880
<v Speaker 1>take a break now, and when we come back for

1:00:10.000 --> 1:00:12.480
<v Speaker 1>part two, we're going to delve into life of a

1:00:12.560 --> 1:00:14.680
<v Speaker 1>New York cop because I'm fascinated by it. I've been

1:00:14.720 --> 1:00:17.440
<v Speaker 1>watching those TV shows and those movies my whole career,

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<v Speaker 1>and I've got my own police career over here. But

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<v Speaker 1>there was something about being a cop in New York.

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<v Speaker 1>It seemed to be the sharp end of policing. So

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<v Speaker 1>when we come back for part two, if you could

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<v Speaker 1>take us into the world of a New York cop,

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<v Speaker 1>that would be very much appreciated. Sure, cheers,