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Speaker 1: Apoche Production. Welcome to Secrets of the Underworld. I am

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Speaker 1: Neil the Muscle comments.

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Speaker 2: And in this episode I speak with high class escorts

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Speaker 2: Karlie Electric.

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Speaker 3: I find it really ironic just riding a jockey. I

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Speaker 3: find it so ironic.

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Speaker 1: There's no kiss. I'm just asking.

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Speaker 3: I just really get sick of fucking myself. They come

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Speaker 3: and see me because I give them a safe space

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Speaker 3: where I'm not going to judge them. I'm not going

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Speaker 3: to be there beating their meat, trying to get it

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Speaker 3: harder and be disappointed. I'm just your regular aussy bloke.

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Speaker 1: I was about to say that, then I was just

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Speaker 1: about to say that.

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Speaker 3: Then yeah, just with really nice tits.

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Speaker 2: So okay, thank you for coming on my podcast. It's

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Speaker 2: been so long trying to get you on.

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Speaker 3: I know it has, but we finally got it together.

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Speaker 1: I felt like I nearly had to pay you to

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Speaker 1: come on.

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Speaker 3: It would have happened.

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Speaker 1: Before we get into the nitty gritty.

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Speaker 2: Let's start off about you growing up, schooling family, getting

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Speaker 2: up to mischief, and then we'll see what led you

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Speaker 2: to down this garden path.

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Speaker 3: Okay, fun born Krli actually my name and I'm Melbourne

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Speaker 3: and I grew up with a big family, grew up

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Speaker 3: in Melbourne. Absolutely loved growing up in Melbourne. Was a

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Speaker 3: good kid, really, come from a very strict household, very strict.

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Speaker 3: I was the eldest daughter and I've got two older brothers.

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Speaker 1: Sot we talking like very.

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Speaker 3: Oh oh yeah, no no no no no, couldn't couldn't

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Speaker 3: do anything like that. It was a very quite a

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Speaker 3: tough upbringing. It was. It was quite hard, yeah, just

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Speaker 3: being so so so strict. I was a high achiever, straight,

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Speaker 3: a student, bit of a I don't know, I used

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Speaker 3: to dab on people. Oh well, I was just well,

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Speaker 3: this is what I've come to learn, is that God,

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Speaker 3: I'm bringing this up so early. Well two minutes in

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Speaker 3: and I'm already bringing this up. I have a praise

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Speaker 3: kink that I've just worked out. And so I've just

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Speaker 3: worked out that because I didn't receive enough love and

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Speaker 3: affection as a child that now in my adult years

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Speaker 3: i respond really well to people telling me that I'm.

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Speaker 1: A good girl.

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Speaker 3: Anyway, Oh God, I've brought up so soon anyway, So

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Speaker 3: it was it was. Yeah, Look, it was a different

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Speaker 3: upbringing I think from maybe what most kids had. And

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Speaker 3: I just tried constantly to get the approval of my parents,

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Speaker 3: and I went to nine schools in nine years. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: so just it was just a bit of a shit show,

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Speaker 3: to be honest. The thing that moving around so much

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Speaker 3: and going to so many different schools is like changing

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Speaker 3: schools is pretty daunting for kids. But I would roll

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Speaker 3: into a new school halfway through the year and I'd

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Speaker 3: be like, Hey, I'll hang out with you later. Hey, whoa, Yeah,

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Speaker 3: I'm Carly. He's nice to meet you. Like, I just

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Speaker 3: would roll into schools and just I could reinvent myself

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Speaker 3: and be whoever I wanted to be. I'd be like, yeah,

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Speaker 3: my name, people call me Lee. And then people started

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Speaker 3: know that I'd end up going to a new school,

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Speaker 3: and you know, a year later, I'd go to a

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Speaker 3: quite a strange upbringing. The thing that it's brought me

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Speaker 3: is the fact that I'm able to connect and talk

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Speaker 3: to anybody and be in any situation and hold my

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Speaker 3: own and job. Mac is Mac is drive through chick.

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Speaker 1: Actually, I can see that you at the window, do

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Speaker 1: you want a big mac.

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Speaker 3: Yes, yes, really, yeah. It was quite confronting. It's a

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Speaker 3: bit of a weird job for a fourteen year odd.

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Speaker 3: So I started working when I was fourteen and vie

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Speaker 3: at the drive through window and it's they don't make

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Speaker 3: them elevated anymore. Just FYI, I've come to notice. So

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Speaker 3: my seat was elevated, so I was kind of up

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Speaker 3: and you would pass your money up through the window.

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Speaker 3: And the thing is, because I was looking down, men

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Speaker 3: everything's hanging out. I was in such a sheltered upbringing,

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Speaker 3: like it was so sheltered. I was sheltered completely from

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Speaker 3: got to because I'd only ever been to all girls

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Speaker 1: When did you get first.

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Speaker 3: Out I was. I was. Actually it was a couple

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Speaker 3: of days before my sixteenth birthday, I think, or or

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Speaker 3: a week before my sixteenth birthday.

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Speaker 2: You tell your parents or you didn't tell them.

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Speaker 3: Oh I did. I did, and I got kicked out.

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Speaker 3: So I actually moved out of home. I moved out

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Speaker 3: of home when I was fifteen. I left school because

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Speaker 3: I had to leave school and I had to move

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Speaker 3: out of Yeah, the family home hold Ontal.

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Speaker 2: And what's going on because you just said it was

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Speaker 2: a nice family home. They were strict, and all of

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Speaker 2: a sudden, now you're getting kicked out because you couldn't

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Speaker 2: pay the fees and you got a boyfriend, and so

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Speaker 3: It was just very it was their rules, like there

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Speaker 3: was no leeway for anything. They were very, very very strict.

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Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah. Everybody ended up moving out of

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Speaker 3: it was not realistic. I can understand that they were

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Speaker 3: it wasn't realistic.

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Speaker 1: Parents.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I do. Relationship, it's quite strained, it's quite strained.

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Speaker 1: Is that because the industry that you're in.

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Speaker 3: No, No, right, yes they talked to that.

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Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, but come, I have a boyfriend back when

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Speaker 1: you were sixteen?

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Speaker 3: Correct? Correct?

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Speaker 1: How is that working?

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Speaker 2: No?

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Speaker 3: I think I think maybe they're maturing. I think that

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Speaker 3: they were just accepting it young. And I think that

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Speaker 1: Using pushed you away.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but then they lost everyone, and so yeah, I

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Speaker 3: moved out. I had to get a second job. So

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Speaker 3: I was working two jobs. I was like fifteen, I

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Speaker 2: What made you go down the path that you did?

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Speaker 2: What made you go into this industry? There must have

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Speaker 2: been something about this industry that went this looks like fun,

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Speaker 2: This is me?

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Speaker 1: What was that?

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Speaker 3: Two things? I think I am naturally quite a sexual,

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Speaker 3: And I just always felt sexy, and I always got

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Speaker 3: that I knew that I could carry myself within the

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Speaker 1: Have the money or they've got a habit.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, well for me, it was definitely money.

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Speaker 3: I have been a designer for years and years, a

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Speaker 3: worked for myself, I've worked for big business, I've done

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Speaker 3: a million things within the design industry. I really did

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Speaker 3: And it got to a point where my car had

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Speaker 3: and I said, look, I need help. I'm not going

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Speaker 3: I was trying to fix my car, and as I'm

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Speaker 3: I'm just like I was in tears. I was just

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Speaker 3: like I can't keep on living like this, Like I've

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Speaker 3: And I was even working hospitality at nights, like I

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Speaker 3: almost like maybe when women think this way, they think

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Speaker 3: going straight from being a designer straight into escorting. I

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Speaker 1: I think you did.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but I cannot dance, And I always say that

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Speaker 3: I dance like a lane from Seinfeld, Like there's just

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Speaker 3: am I good at? I'm really good at hooking up

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Speaker 3: with people. Here we are, So how.

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Speaker 1: Did you do it? How did you What was your

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Speaker 1: fish like work and where'd you work? No?

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Speaker 2: Privately, didn't do that, eachels No, Oh wow, so you've

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Speaker 3: Yes, I just come.

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Speaker 1: I don't know, did you like, so you got your

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Speaker 3: And yeah, it's actually so ballsy, And see that is

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Speaker 3: ballsy that I'm Adhd. And so there's a certain element

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Speaker 3: thought to myself, I'll do it once if they.

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Speaker 1: Always say once, if I everyone says once, I'll.

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Speaker 3: Do it once. And if it's shit and it was

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Speaker 3: a bad experience, and I'm like, oh, no, I can't

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Speaker 3: just met or I'm not attracted to, because I'd never

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Speaker 3: done that. But I'd only ever hooked up with people

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Speaker 3: And I didn't want to have sex with So that

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Speaker 1: Over So how did you get over that?

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Speaker 3: Money?

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Speaker 1: Look?

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Speaker 3: Money, Okay? So I just was like all right, I'm

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Speaker 3: just going to take some photos. I took some photos

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Speaker 3: I was excited by it. I actually had a great time.

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Speaker 3: And he's not somebody that I would ever look at,

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Speaker 3: And I walked out of that place, and I honestly

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Speaker 2: You haven't had anybody you've disliked when they've come and

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Speaker 3: Look, I don't mind having a drink. I'm well known

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Speaker 3: I'm like, no, no, no, sorry, I can't. I can't

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Speaker 3: And I'm like, no, you don't understand. I can't be

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Speaker 3: He was suicidal. Yeah, yeah. I was at a place

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Speaker 2: You say, your client's book you for four or five hours.

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Speaker 1: What what the fuck you doing for four or five hours?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? So I actually get booked for four hours. I

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Speaker 3: And so I am a little bit wary. I do

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Speaker 3: for four hours? No, No, believe me, it's never happened

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Speaker 1: That's what what do you do for five hours?

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Speaker 3: So I think, but generally they are people who want companionship,

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Speaker 1: Do you prefer the older time or the younger.

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Speaker 3: Time older, but I never really get them old.

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Speaker 1: What were you talking about? How old we're talking? Yeah?

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Speaker 3: No, not not very old. I'm not very old. People

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Speaker 3: forty fifty. Everybody's twenty eight.

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Speaker 3: Twenty eight to fifty is that age range? There are

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Speaker 2: What would you do if someone booked you and then

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that scares me. Uh, it's actually a recurring nightmare

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Speaker 3: that I have that happened yet. No, because my booking

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Speaker 3: when and when I know No, I don't even reply.

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Speaker 1: So that's a rule of yours. You want, you will see.

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Speaker 3: I won't see somebody that I know. If you got

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Speaker 3: They're so interesting, they're so interesting. I this is quite

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Speaker 3: I asked so many questions. Yeah, I meet some fascinating people.

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Speaker 1: Would you change anything in.

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Speaker 2: The industry because it's a bit hard for you because

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Speaker 1: Is there anything you could change?

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Speaker 3: Of course? Laws We just got d crim in Queensland,

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Speaker 3: which is fantastic. Yeah, it's laws also, I guess civilians

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Speaker 3: there's so many things in this industry that could change.

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Speaker 3: I do a lot of mentoring for women coming into

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Speaker 3: quite a high profile, Only Fans Check, and we used

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Speaker 3: do only fans? Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's a hard transition. Yeah, it's hard because you

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Speaker 3: can come and see me and say you're with me

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Speaker 3: for sixty minutes. I've got one thousand dollars in my

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Speaker 3: hand for sixty minutes worth of work for me. But

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Speaker 3: on only fans, you've got a film content, put it

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Speaker 3: you've got to really wait for that sell of everybody

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Speaker 3: buying that video to make your money. You don't see

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Speaker 3: and they're like, fuck, I'm putting hectic content out there.

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Speaker 3: I'm not seeing this fast return like just seeing somebody

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Speaker 3: the crossover of both. It is getting easier for women now.

436
00:23:30,681 --> 00:23:33,921
Speaker 3: I can see that a lot of my escorting friends

437
00:23:34,041 --> 00:23:38,241
Speaker 3: are now getting big and only fans. My only fans

438
00:23:38,281 --> 00:23:41,520
Speaker 3: is I've had it for four years. I don't know

439
00:23:41,561 --> 00:23:45,680
Speaker 3: because it's maybe a secondary income for me. I aren't

440
00:23:45,801 --> 00:23:49,160
Speaker 3: very serious about it. I don't take it very you know.

441
00:23:49,241 --> 00:23:52,801
Speaker 3: I'm not like only events, only fans own fans. I'm

442
00:23:53,160 --> 00:23:56,401
Speaker 3: one on one person or couples. I love a couple anyway,

443
00:23:57,281 --> 00:24:00,801
Speaker 3: But yeah, I you know, my only fans. I'm top

444
00:24:01,120 --> 00:24:04,481
Speaker 3: one point eight percent and have been, and that's only

445
00:24:04,521 --> 00:24:09,561
Speaker 3: solo content. We worked out my producer shut and I

446
00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:13,401
Speaker 3: worked out before that. I'm top fifty in Queensland on

447
00:24:13,400 --> 00:24:16,960
Speaker 3: only fans and that's just doing solo. I probably should,

448
00:24:17,041 --> 00:24:19,361
Speaker 3: I don't know, give it more attention than what I do.

449
00:24:19,481 --> 00:24:23,920
Speaker 3: But yeah, I like the human one on one interaction.

450
00:24:24,241 --> 00:24:26,840
Speaker 3: I love that. I love being a companion for people.

451
00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:30,200
Speaker 3: I love learning about people and touch and all the

452
00:24:30,360 --> 00:24:34,360
Speaker 3: fun things. And only fans I find. So maybe because

453
00:24:34,400 --> 00:24:37,001
Speaker 3: I do solo content, I just really get sick of

454
00:24:37,041 --> 00:24:37,801
Speaker 3: fucking myself.

455
00:24:39,160 --> 00:24:44,561
Speaker 1: Fuck it hell, moving along, I'm going.

456
00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:47,600
Speaker 3: To do it well, but you do sometimes.

457
00:24:47,360 --> 00:24:49,480
Speaker 1: I haven't really out of look at it yet, but anyway,

458
00:24:50,120 --> 00:24:50,761
Speaker 1: moving along.

459
00:24:50,961 --> 00:24:54,121
Speaker 2: I will say this though, I did find a quote

460
00:24:54,681 --> 00:24:58,041
Speaker 2: about you, because before we get into you your love

461
00:24:58,041 --> 00:25:01,881
Speaker 2: of horses, I actually found out that you quoted by

462
00:25:01,961 --> 00:25:06,600
Speaker 2: saying that if you have more chance of winning with

463
00:25:06,761 --> 00:25:09,361
Speaker 2: me and winning on a horse.

464
00:25:12,201 --> 00:25:14,160
Speaker 1: So put your money to me instead of putting it

465
00:25:14,201 --> 00:25:14,561
Speaker 1: on a bet.

466
00:25:14,721 --> 00:25:19,641
Speaker 3: Yeah. My line that I really should trademark is I'm

467
00:25:19,681 --> 00:25:22,480
Speaker 3: your best bet. I love I love a punt, and

468
00:25:22,521 --> 00:25:23,161
Speaker 3: I think.

469
00:25:25,321 --> 00:25:27,160
Speaker 1: Is that you get the client seller races.

470
00:25:27,481 --> 00:25:33,080
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah. Look the amount of guys inquiring on my

471
00:25:33,120 --> 00:25:35,961
Speaker 3: work phone and they're like, if this horse comes through,

472
00:25:36,041 --> 00:25:38,241
Speaker 3: I'm one hundred percent booking you, and then I never

473
00:25:38,281 --> 00:25:40,400
Speaker 3: hear from them ever again. So there's a lot of

474
00:25:40,441 --> 00:25:45,680
Speaker 3: really bad punters out there. I own three racehorses. I

475
00:25:45,761 --> 00:25:49,961
Speaker 3: love a punt. I love casinos. I pretty much travel

476
00:25:50,001 --> 00:25:54,121
Speaker 3: the country constantly. I'm in and out of casinos. I

477
00:25:54,521 --> 00:25:55,321
Speaker 3: go to a casino.

478
00:25:55,681 --> 00:25:57,961
Speaker 1: Do you do you span the place for a client?

479
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:00,120
Speaker 3: Hell no, I'm on the tables.

480
00:26:00,201 --> 00:26:02,600
Speaker 1: Oh really Yeah, So you're not looking for clients.

481
00:26:02,681 --> 00:26:04,801
Speaker 3: No, I don't need to look for no, no, no,

482
00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:08,080
Speaker 3: I'm never looking for playing like. It's not it's I

483
00:26:08,120 --> 00:26:09,881
Speaker 3: don't it's not something that I need to do. It's

484
00:26:10,001 --> 00:26:13,681
Speaker 3: when I finish. When I finish at like maybe nine

485
00:26:13,801 --> 00:26:16,561
Speaker 3: pm if I'm on tour, that's kind of like my

486
00:26:16,681 --> 00:26:20,721
Speaker 3: last and then I'll get changed, get ready head to

487
00:26:20,761 --> 00:26:26,201
Speaker 3: the casino, grab a drink. I'm on blackjack, baby, and

488
00:26:26,321 --> 00:26:30,961
Speaker 3: so I have learned how to play blackjack just from

489
00:26:31,001 --> 00:26:33,840
Speaker 3: sitting by myself at tables and it's taken me about

490
00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:35,680
Speaker 3: two years. But now I play with the big boys

491
00:26:36,400 --> 00:26:39,641
Speaker 3: on the big tables, and yeah, I absolutely love it.

492
00:26:40,001 --> 00:26:43,080
Speaker 3: So I don't know, it's just an ADHD thing I can.

493
00:26:43,640 --> 00:26:45,640
Speaker 3: You're probably going to have a lot of people just

494
00:26:45,961 --> 00:26:50,360
Speaker 3: be like, yes, she's me. I've opened a couple of bars,

495
00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:51,801
Speaker 3: I hear.

496
00:26:53,241 --> 00:26:53,880
Speaker 1: On the Gold Coast.

497
00:26:54,120 --> 00:26:59,441
Speaker 3: Yeah, I've opened two bars in five years, and I'm

498
00:27:00,241 --> 00:27:03,321
Speaker 3: probably going to take a little spell from hospitality. I

499
00:27:03,360 --> 00:27:07,441
Speaker 3: think will continue to drink from a fart.

500
00:27:07,561 --> 00:27:10,160
Speaker 2: I did hear there was a quote too that you're

501
00:27:10,201 --> 00:27:11,000
Speaker 2: like your cocktails too.

502
00:27:11,761 --> 00:27:12,961
Speaker 1: I've seen that in the media too.

503
00:27:13,080 --> 00:27:17,600
Speaker 3: Yes, I can shake a good, shake a good Yeah.

504
00:27:17,721 --> 00:27:23,201
Speaker 3: I love to killer, love mess cal Yeah, love love

505
00:27:23,241 --> 00:27:27,880
Speaker 3: a drink, love a punt. I'm just your regular Aussie bloke.

506
00:27:29,001 --> 00:27:30,281
Speaker 3: I was about to say that then I was just

507
00:27:30,281 --> 00:27:34,281
Speaker 3: about to say that then ye just with really nice tits.

508
00:27:34,360 --> 00:27:37,561
Speaker 2: So before we got like, because I want to talk

509
00:27:37,561 --> 00:27:40,481
Speaker 2: about the horses. Yeah, but I'm going to give you

510
00:27:40,561 --> 00:27:42,321
Speaker 2: a little bit of a this is this is where

511
00:27:42,360 --> 00:27:44,561
Speaker 2: it gets fun. Now, I'm going to give you a

512
00:27:44,561 --> 00:27:47,521
Speaker 2: little big because I do this to all girls.

513
00:27:47,201 --> 00:27:47,920
Speaker 3: In the industry.

514
00:27:48,321 --> 00:27:51,080
Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, a lot of my victims. Only the girls

515
00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:55,360
Speaker 2: in the industry. Some some little questions. Okay, I'm going

516
00:27:55,441 --> 00:27:57,201
Speaker 2: to see what you come up with this one.

517
00:27:57,201 --> 00:27:58,721
Speaker 1: So what tends do you want when you have a client?

518
00:28:00,761 --> 00:28:01,680
Speaker 1: I think it's the money.

519
00:28:02,921 --> 00:28:07,921
Speaker 3: Their hands there, I've got a thing for hands.

520
00:28:09,681 --> 00:28:11,201
Speaker 1: So someone's hands, hands you want?

521
00:28:11,481 --> 00:28:14,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, in what way? So you've probably got good hands

522
00:28:14,521 --> 00:28:14,760
Speaker 3: for it.

523
00:28:15,001 --> 00:28:16,400
Speaker 1: No, we're not looking at my fucking hands.

524
00:28:18,441 --> 00:28:22,681
Speaker 3: Hands Also if they can make me laugh. I mean,

525
00:28:22,801 --> 00:28:26,041
Speaker 3: these are just things that wait, they don't even have

526
00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:28,480
Speaker 3: to be clients. Like, I'm just telling you what like

527
00:28:28,761 --> 00:28:32,561
Speaker 3: it works. I'm me in bookings. I'm not trying to

528
00:28:32,561 --> 00:28:35,641
Speaker 3: be anyone else. I'm authentically one hundred percent me when

529
00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:39,001
Speaker 3: I'm in a booking. So it's it's the same crossover

530
00:28:39,081 --> 00:28:41,681
Speaker 3: for my personal life and for a booking. But I

531
00:28:41,801 --> 00:28:45,241
Speaker 3: like hands. I like people who make me laugh, and

532
00:28:45,881 --> 00:28:47,561
Speaker 3: it helps if you know.

533
00:28:48,921 --> 00:28:50,761
Speaker 2: Your personal life. I'm not going to dub in a chain,

534
00:28:51,441 --> 00:28:54,921
Speaker 2: but have you ever had a partner while working in

535
00:28:54,961 --> 00:28:55,441
Speaker 2: the industry?

536
00:28:55,521 --> 00:28:58,481
Speaker 3: Yeah? Constantly they come and go I get rid of them,

537
00:28:59,121 --> 00:29:00,201
Speaker 3: you get rid of them? Yeah?

538
00:29:00,241 --> 00:29:02,841
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah it does it Does it get to the

539
00:29:02,841 --> 00:29:08,321
Speaker 2: point where you rather think, you know what maybe or

540
00:29:08,481 --> 00:29:10,921
Speaker 2: just let this go now because I've got my partner.

541
00:29:10,961 --> 00:29:11,881
Speaker 1: Have you ever thought about that?

542
00:29:12,601 --> 00:29:12,881
Speaker 3: No?

543
00:29:13,681 --> 00:29:15,801
Speaker 1: No, like maybe you want to say, oh, kids or

544
00:29:15,841 --> 00:29:18,521
Speaker 1: something like this, or you're not really for kids. No.

545
00:29:18,841 --> 00:29:22,000
Speaker 3: I just imagine being with somebody who told you what

546
00:29:22,241 --> 00:29:22,561
Speaker 3: to do.

547
00:29:22,721 --> 00:29:23,561
Speaker 1: It's not telling me what to do.

548
00:29:23,601 --> 00:29:25,321
Speaker 2: It's the fact if you've now met somebody and you

549
00:29:25,361 --> 00:29:27,081
Speaker 2: want to give yourself to them now.

550
00:29:28,641 --> 00:29:30,801
Speaker 1: Instead of going like you know, it's.

551
00:29:30,641 --> 00:29:33,480
Speaker 2: Like you know what me Okay, you know I'm going

552
00:29:33,561 --> 00:29:35,641
Speaker 2: to stop doing what I'm doing because of my kids.

553
00:29:35,761 --> 00:29:36,441
Speaker 1: So I got out.

554
00:29:37,041 --> 00:29:37,561
Speaker 3: Yeah right.

555
00:29:37,921 --> 00:29:40,520
Speaker 2: So the thing is, so the thing is, would you

556
00:29:40,561 --> 00:29:43,441
Speaker 2: get out if you met somebody and you really fell

557
00:29:43,481 --> 00:29:45,001
Speaker 2: in love with would you stop.

558
00:29:44,721 --> 00:29:46,281
Speaker 1: Doing what you're doing? Or you're just going to go, well, no,

559
00:29:46,361 --> 00:29:49,361
Speaker 1: he met me like this on, I'm going to carry on. Yeah, okay.

560
00:29:49,961 --> 00:29:53,721
Speaker 3: I can't even like, I can't even comprehend being with somebody.

561
00:29:54,201 --> 00:29:56,761
Speaker 3: I think the type of person.

562
00:29:56,561 --> 00:29:57,321
Speaker 1: You ever be jealous of?

563
00:29:57,361 --> 00:30:02,200
Speaker 2: You there mean any jealousy like the factors you know.

564
00:30:02,281 --> 00:30:05,641
Speaker 3: I have had they're emasculated by them that I've got

565
00:30:05,641 --> 00:30:08,921
Speaker 3: coming in. Oh, so they get that because I'm the breadwinner.

566
00:30:09,761 --> 00:30:13,721
Speaker 1: And so never gay. No, really, no, No.

567
00:30:14,241 --> 00:30:18,081
Speaker 3: Everybody that I am, we have dated in my seven years,

568
00:30:18,161 --> 00:30:20,841
Speaker 3: is very open minded, and I wouldn't be with somebody

569
00:30:20,881 --> 00:30:24,041
Speaker 3: like there are a little bit of red flags for me. Say,

570
00:30:24,121 --> 00:30:26,801
Speaker 3: you know, I'm very open with what I do. There's

571
00:30:26,841 --> 00:30:31,361
Speaker 3: no hiding it. So you know, occasionally I'm on Tinder

572
00:30:31,481 --> 00:30:34,681
Speaker 3: or dating apps or I mean somebody out.

573
00:30:34,761 --> 00:30:39,881
Speaker 2: I'd be more thinking, you know, Okay, if you've had say,

574
00:30:40,041 --> 00:30:43,321
Speaker 2: clients that night, you come home to say, somebody and

575
00:30:43,361 --> 00:30:46,881
Speaker 2: then are you sexually getting when you're sexually with that person?

576
00:30:46,961 --> 00:30:50,601
Speaker 2: Are you sexually being with them because it's you or

577
00:30:50,641 --> 00:30:52,521
Speaker 2: you or they feel and that you're treating them like

578
00:30:52,561 --> 00:30:55,041
Speaker 2: a client. That's what I would be getting the shits about.

579
00:30:55,601 --> 00:30:58,841
Speaker 3: No. No. The best way I've been able to describe

580
00:30:58,881 --> 00:31:04,081
Speaker 3: this is sex with a partner is like somebody else

581
00:31:04,161 --> 00:31:10,201
Speaker 3: tickling me. Sex with the client is like I'm tickling myself. Okay,

582
00:31:11,201 --> 00:31:15,881
Speaker 3: there's an element with my partner. There's so much emotion involved.

583
00:31:16,561 --> 00:31:20,641
Speaker 3: I'm very turned on. I love being with them. We

584
00:31:20,721 --> 00:31:24,521
Speaker 3: have intimacy to get on where from the partner. Oh, no,

585
00:31:24,601 --> 00:31:29,761
Speaker 3: I'm very submissive. Really, I am insanely submissive. I'm very submissive,

586
00:31:30,441 --> 00:31:34,081
Speaker 3: And so with a partner, you've got all of that

587
00:31:34,201 --> 00:31:38,721
Speaker 3: really beautiful stuff. With a client, I am it's my job.

588
00:31:38,801 --> 00:31:42,561
Speaker 3: I'm providing a service. So yeah, they are getting aspects

589
00:31:42,601 --> 00:31:45,921
Speaker 3: of me. But I mean it, and I'm very good

590
00:31:45,961 --> 00:31:49,961
Speaker 3: at what I do. But I'm just.

591
00:31:49,921 --> 00:31:52,361
Speaker 1: Asking because I know, I know two people have been

592
00:31:52,361 --> 00:31:53,361
Speaker 1: almost they said they do.

593
00:31:53,601 --> 00:31:57,041
Speaker 3: Oh my lord, if somebody said to me, okay, every

594
00:31:57,081 --> 00:31:59,121
Speaker 3: so often somebody will say, oh, no, I don't want

595
00:31:59,121 --> 00:32:04,681
Speaker 3: to kiss, and I'm like, do I don't have cooties? Yes? Really,

596
00:32:06,601 --> 00:32:13,361
Speaker 3: I know, Well, I'm providing this really beautiful experience for

597
00:32:13,441 --> 00:32:22,961
Speaker 3: somebody that maybe it's not sex focused. Yes, sex sometimes happens,

598
00:32:23,121 --> 00:32:25,841
Speaker 3: but there are quite a lot of times where I'm

599
00:32:25,881 --> 00:32:28,881
Speaker 3: not having any intercourse. I'm not even taking my kid off.

600
00:32:29,961 --> 00:32:32,241
Speaker 3: But there are things that people come to me for

601
00:32:32,361 --> 00:32:39,200
Speaker 3: and it's touch. It's beautiful. I see a lot of

602
00:32:39,241 --> 00:32:42,601
Speaker 3: people who haven't touched a woman in a really long time.

603
00:32:42,721 --> 00:32:46,241
Speaker 3: They've been single for a very long time, or they've

604
00:32:46,281 --> 00:32:49,121
Speaker 3: just decided that, you know what, I hit ten years

605
00:32:49,161 --> 00:32:51,521
Speaker 3: without being somebody and I decided that I was going

606
00:32:51,561 --> 00:32:54,720
Speaker 3: to meet someone, and I'm like getting teary. I'm just like,

607
00:32:54,761 --> 00:32:56,521
Speaker 3: oh my god, you picked me out of a massive

608
00:32:56,561 --> 00:32:59,641
Speaker 3: like list, like I thank you. I'm humbled that you

609
00:32:59,841 --> 00:33:01,801
Speaker 3: picked me out of everyone. There's so many of them,

610
00:33:02,481 --> 00:33:08,561
Speaker 3: and I just it's very Yeah, it's very I really

611
00:33:08,681 --> 00:33:16,521
Speaker 3: enjoy No, No, I love it. I love it, and

612
00:33:16,601 --> 00:33:19,000
Speaker 3: I love that connection with people, and I love bringing

613
00:33:19,121 --> 00:33:22,561
Speaker 3: people that as well. There's so much of what I

614
00:33:22,641 --> 00:33:26,001
Speaker 3: do on this also so much. I think the misconception

615
00:33:26,321 --> 00:33:30,001
Speaker 3: is that people are just coming and just like plowing

616
00:33:30,081 --> 00:33:32,681
Speaker 3: us through for however long they're with us for, and

617
00:33:32,721 --> 00:33:35,801
Speaker 3: that's not it at all. I find that with the

618
00:33:35,841 --> 00:33:38,520
Speaker 3: people that I see and look. It may be just

619
00:33:38,561 --> 00:33:43,960
Speaker 3: because I've set myself up to see these kinds of people,

620
00:33:44,521 --> 00:33:50,361
Speaker 3: but it's all very loving and very authentic, and quite

621
00:33:50,441 --> 00:33:53,361
Speaker 3: often I'm in tears afterwards because it was such an

622
00:33:53,361 --> 00:33:57,441
Speaker 3: emotional release for them.

623
00:33:57,481 --> 00:34:00,440
Speaker 2: My next question would be, have you ever felt for

624
00:34:00,681 --> 00:34:03,161
Speaker 2: one of your clients you have?

625
00:34:04,121 --> 00:34:11,000
Speaker 1: What happened with that? I don't know, did you get

626
00:34:11,081 --> 00:34:12,121
Speaker 1: did you kind of get scared?

627
00:34:12,161 --> 00:34:15,641
Speaker 3: And I've seen thousands of clients and I've never had

628
00:34:15,681 --> 00:34:20,361
Speaker 3: this happen before I have my You know, I do

629
00:34:20,481 --> 00:34:23,201
Speaker 3: have a bit of a routine, so you know, when

630
00:34:23,201 --> 00:34:25,841
Speaker 3: you arrive, I put you in the shower, we do money,

631
00:34:26,681 --> 00:34:29,281
Speaker 3: we'll chat, We'll you know, I get a vibe of

632
00:34:29,321 --> 00:34:31,721
Speaker 3: who you are, and we'll talk about things and it'll

633
00:34:31,801 --> 00:34:35,321
Speaker 3: just go from there, and then it naturally progresses start kissing.

634
00:34:35,441 --> 00:34:37,841
Speaker 3: This happens la la, and I can kind of you know,

635
00:34:37,881 --> 00:34:40,201
Speaker 3: if they're with me for two or three hours, I

636
00:34:40,201 --> 00:34:43,321
Speaker 3: can kind of map out what's going to happen in

637
00:34:43,361 --> 00:34:47,921
Speaker 3: the timeline of that of our time together with this guy.

638
00:34:48,121 --> 00:34:50,761
Speaker 3: He came in and I don't know what happened. It

639
00:34:50,801 --> 00:34:53,281
Speaker 3: was like I was struck by lightning, and I have

640
00:34:53,441 --> 00:34:56,041
Speaker 3: actually been struck by lightning, so it was kind of

641
00:34:56,081 --> 00:35:00,761
Speaker 3: the same. I went giddy. I didn't do my routine.

642
00:35:00,921 --> 00:35:03,401
Speaker 3: I forgot to put him in the shower. He just

643
00:35:03,481 --> 00:35:06,121
Speaker 3: like was awkwardly in his claw while we just chatted,

644
00:35:06,161 --> 00:35:08,921
Speaker 3: and I couldn't pull it together. I could not pull

645
00:35:08,921 --> 00:35:11,081
Speaker 3: it together. It felt like we were on a first date.

646
00:35:12,841 --> 00:35:21,321
Speaker 3: No it's just yeah, yeah, yeah, no older. And it

647
00:35:21,441 --> 00:35:25,561
Speaker 3: just threw me off and I felt so bad. I felt,

648
00:35:25,761 --> 00:35:29,881
Speaker 3: oh my god, I haven't provided the service that this

649
00:35:29,921 --> 00:35:33,361
Speaker 3: guy thought that he was obviously going to get I

650
00:35:33,401 --> 00:35:36,841
Speaker 3: didn't do I just giggled my weight. I was just

651
00:35:36,921 --> 00:35:40,561
Speaker 3: so embarrassing. I was like, what the fuck have I done?

652
00:35:40,601 --> 00:35:45,681
Speaker 3: And I've never done this before ever. Actually it's the

653
00:35:45,721 --> 00:35:48,081
Speaker 3: first time I've come to realize it's the first time

654
00:35:48,121 --> 00:35:52,921
Speaker 3: that I've actually initiated a move. I only ever in

655
00:35:53,001 --> 00:35:55,921
Speaker 3: my whole life have had guys pull a move on me.

656
00:35:56,001 --> 00:35:59,241
Speaker 3: I would never ever dream of it. And I felt

657
00:35:59,401 --> 00:36:02,440
Speaker 3: so bad and I just said tim at the end

658
00:36:02,601 --> 00:36:08,481
Speaker 3: of our booking where nothing happened, and nothing happened, no sitting,

659
00:36:08,641 --> 00:36:11,841
Speaker 3: and I I couldn't pull it. I couldn't pull it together.

660
00:36:11,841 --> 00:36:12,921
Speaker 3: I don't know what was wrong with me.

661
00:36:14,121 --> 00:36:14,401
Speaker 1: Happened.

662
00:36:14,761 --> 00:36:17,361
Speaker 3: We were, I mean, we were just talking so deep

663
00:36:17,401 --> 00:36:20,041
Speaker 3: about life and everything, and then time was up and

664
00:36:20,081 --> 00:36:23,841
Speaker 3: I was like, okay, well, I'm sorry about all of that.

665
00:36:23,881 --> 00:36:25,281
Speaker 3: And I was like, do you want to get a

666
00:36:25,361 --> 00:36:26,001
Speaker 3: drink with me?

667
00:36:26,761 --> 00:36:26,841
Speaker 1: Like?

668
00:36:26,881 --> 00:36:29,201
Speaker 3: Do you want to get a drink? And he was

669
00:36:29,241 --> 00:36:32,521
Speaker 3: like oh, like like he's like, I would love to,

670
00:36:32,561 --> 00:36:35,521
Speaker 3: but I mean I can't afford to pay you again.

671
00:36:35,721 --> 00:36:39,201
Speaker 3: And I was like no, no, no, no, no, like like just

672
00:36:39,401 --> 00:36:41,961
Speaker 3: come out with me for a drink and he was like, Okay,

673
00:36:41,961 --> 00:36:42,601
Speaker 3: I'd love to.

674
00:36:44,801 --> 00:36:50,041
Speaker 1: Keep sting. Yeah, a little, don't want to give.

675
00:36:49,961 --> 00:36:57,161
Speaker 3: To Yeah, that's the only time that it's ever ever happened,

676
00:36:57,561 --> 00:37:00,921
Speaker 3: ever happened. But there have been times like there have

677
00:37:00,961 --> 00:37:03,281
Speaker 3: been times, you know, I've I had a client for

678
00:37:03,521 --> 00:37:07,841
Speaker 3: four years and I found out that he was he

679
00:37:08,201 --> 00:37:10,321
Speaker 3: had a ring and was going to propose to me.

680
00:37:10,481 --> 00:37:13,681
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, So I've had the other side of that too,

681
00:37:14,001 --> 00:37:20,441
Speaker 3: and that was quite hard to navigate. Yeah, anyway, I said, no, right.

682
00:37:20,641 --> 00:37:25,241
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, worst client, there's got to be one. There's

683
00:37:25,241 --> 00:37:26,481
Speaker 2: got to be a worst client you've had.

684
00:37:26,841 --> 00:37:31,401
Speaker 3: So there are these really awful websites in their forums

685
00:37:32,081 --> 00:37:39,401
Speaker 3: where these keyboard warrior men it's almost like a pissing contest,

686
00:37:39,841 --> 00:37:45,761
Speaker 3: and so it's actually these websites make me feel ill.

687
00:37:46,081 --> 00:37:49,841
Speaker 3: So for them, it's just this big, you know, show

688
00:37:49,881 --> 00:37:55,241
Speaker 3: of oh well, I've hooked up with this one, this one,

689
00:37:55,321 --> 00:37:57,401
Speaker 3: this one, this one, this one, And then they jump

690
00:37:57,481 --> 00:38:03,801
Speaker 3: on these forums and they give a really hectic every

691
00:38:03,841 --> 00:38:07,801
Speaker 3: single thing detail review, and then other guys will jump

692
00:38:07,801 --> 00:38:12,401
Speaker 3: on and comment and they'll pick everything apart, like everything

693
00:38:13,401 --> 00:38:18,881
Speaker 3: I had this time with a guy recently and at

694
00:38:18,921 --> 00:38:22,721
Speaker 3: the end of our time together, I was like, Okay,

695
00:38:22,761 --> 00:38:25,361
Speaker 3: he wasn't my usual type that I get, but he

696
00:38:26,121 --> 00:38:28,801
Speaker 3: seemed like a nice guy and I had a good

697
00:38:28,841 --> 00:38:34,321
Speaker 3: time all gasm's. We had sex a couple of times,

698
00:38:34,441 --> 00:38:37,601
Speaker 3: and we had really good, interesting chats. When he left,

699
00:38:37,641 --> 00:38:39,401
Speaker 3: I even looked into like the things that we were

700
00:38:39,441 --> 00:38:42,321
Speaker 3: talking about. I thought that for me, it was just

701
00:38:42,521 --> 00:38:48,241
Speaker 3: a you know, standard what I provide. He as he left,

702
00:38:48,241 --> 00:38:50,841
Speaker 3: he was like, yeah, I'd definitely love to book you again,

703
00:38:51,121 --> 00:38:53,481
Speaker 3: love to see you again. I was like, okay, that

704
00:38:53,601 --> 00:38:57,281
Speaker 3: was great. Not that I ever have anybody say anything bad.

705
00:38:57,361 --> 00:39:03,481
Speaker 3: I don't ever. And he posted a review on me

706
00:39:03,681 --> 00:39:10,961
Speaker 3: on one of these forums, and it was so inaccurate

707
00:39:11,041 --> 00:39:14,641
Speaker 3: of our time together that it actually made me just go,

708
00:39:15,321 --> 00:39:20,001
Speaker 3: I'm so confused. My brain wants to understand everything. And

709
00:39:20,081 --> 00:39:22,601
Speaker 3: so I know the experience that I had with him,

710
00:39:22,761 --> 00:39:25,041
Speaker 3: and I know how he responded and how he was.

711
00:39:25,441 --> 00:39:27,681
Speaker 3: But then for him to be like, well, I was

712
00:39:27,721 --> 00:39:31,401
Speaker 3: with Karlie Electric and actually, do you know what wasn't

713
00:39:31,401 --> 00:39:34,081
Speaker 3: worth the money? You know, put your money on horses,

714
00:39:34,121 --> 00:39:36,921
Speaker 3: like you'll have better luck. And I was like, this

715
00:39:37,001 --> 00:39:39,721
Speaker 3: isn't the experience that we had, And so it's kind

716
00:39:39,721 --> 00:39:42,440
Speaker 3: of rocked me a little bit. Yeah, it's just made

717
00:39:42,481 --> 00:39:45,321
Speaker 3: me realize that there are people out there who, you know,

718
00:39:45,481 --> 00:39:47,961
Speaker 3: I'm being authentic and genuine and trying to give that

719
00:39:48,081 --> 00:39:51,921
Speaker 3: experience to somebody. And you know, I am giving such

720
00:39:51,961 --> 00:39:53,801
Speaker 3: a large part of myself and I try and do

721
00:39:53,841 --> 00:39:56,921
Speaker 3: it the best of my ability every single time. And

722
00:39:57,681 --> 00:40:01,641
Speaker 3: you know, to read just such a nasty thing, like

723
00:40:01,681 --> 00:40:03,401
Speaker 3: it was telling me to go to the gym, like,

724
00:40:03,521 --> 00:40:08,401
Speaker 3: oh a c word, Oh you book me because I'm curvy.

725
00:40:08,481 --> 00:40:10,961
Speaker 3: It literally says in my profile that I'm curvy, I've

726
00:40:11,001 --> 00:40:15,321
Speaker 3: got an E cup, Like I'm not skinny. I'm like,

727
00:40:16,481 --> 00:40:19,881
Speaker 3: but yeah, it was. It was pretty scathing. But yeah,

728
00:40:19,921 --> 00:40:22,201
Speaker 3: and so these websites are just awful and they're just

729
00:40:22,361 --> 00:40:25,161
Speaker 3: out there taking down women because it makes them feel

730
00:40:25,161 --> 00:40:29,480
Speaker 3: better about themselves. It's definitely a certain type of male.

731
00:40:31,481 --> 00:40:33,401
Speaker 1: The mind plays games to make you look.

732
00:40:33,201 --> 00:40:37,361
Speaker 3: Like you should never look anyway. Yeah, some awful people

733
00:40:37,361 --> 00:40:39,641
Speaker 3: out there. So I've just put it out on Twitter.

734
00:40:39,841 --> 00:40:43,761
Speaker 3: Don't if you're if you are on these websites, do

735
00:40:43,921 --> 00:40:46,041
Speaker 3: not book me. I don't want to see you, don't

736
00:40:46,081 --> 00:40:48,681
Speaker 3: want your money. I work so hard at trying to

737
00:40:48,761 --> 00:40:53,921
Speaker 3: only see the best kind of people. And he definitely

738
00:40:53,961 --> 00:40:56,521
Speaker 3: when he turned up, I was like, oh, you're a slob,

739
00:40:56,841 --> 00:41:03,641
Speaker 3: like You're not who I usually usually see. Yeah, anyway,

740
00:41:03,721 --> 00:41:04,841
Speaker 3: that was the red flag.

741
00:41:05,561 --> 00:41:11,361
Speaker 2: We this farantasies from people or me, let's call you first.

742
00:41:11,761 --> 00:41:16,521
Speaker 3: You So, okay, we've touched on hands. My dms on

743
00:41:16,681 --> 00:41:19,201
Speaker 3: Instagram are full of guys sending me hand picks and

744
00:41:19,201 --> 00:41:22,841
Speaker 3: I would much prefer that over unsolicited pics. So thank

745
00:41:22,881 --> 00:41:32,881
Speaker 3: you man. Okay, So I do love I'm into Oh god,

746
00:41:33,801 --> 00:41:38,121
Speaker 3: why do I say these things out in public? I

747
00:41:38,281 --> 00:41:42,721
Speaker 3: like the idea of cock and also I'm into like

748
00:41:42,801 --> 00:41:46,001
Speaker 3: Stagg and Vixen And do you know what any of

749
00:41:46,041 --> 00:41:47,121
Speaker 3: these things are you looking for?

750
00:41:48,961 --> 00:41:49,721
Speaker 1: Canlish?

751
00:41:51,201 --> 00:41:55,001
Speaker 3: You would have no idea what a cock is? Okay,

752
00:41:55,081 --> 00:42:02,841
Speaker 3: So a cock is a subservient male. It's usually quite

753
00:42:02,881 --> 00:42:06,241
Speaker 3: a degrading thing. They think that they're a piece of shit.

754
00:42:06,561 --> 00:42:10,081
Speaker 3: And do you know how every hotel room has a cocktair,

755
00:42:11,441 --> 00:42:14,361
Speaker 3: like in every Yeah, in every hotel room there's a

756
00:42:14,401 --> 00:42:17,441
Speaker 3: bed and then there's always just like one armchair. Oh anyway,

757
00:42:17,481 --> 00:42:18,681
Speaker 3: that's what we call the culture.

758
00:42:19,281 --> 00:42:20,121
Speaker 1: Ah.

759
00:42:20,161 --> 00:42:25,561
Speaker 3: So the man will book me and he will sit

760
00:42:25,721 --> 00:42:29,001
Speaker 3: in the cupture. He will not touch me. He doesn't

761
00:42:29,041 --> 00:42:31,961
Speaker 3: think that he's worthy to even be in my presence,

762
00:42:33,121 --> 00:42:35,801
Speaker 3: and so he wants to see me have sex with

763
00:42:36,841 --> 00:42:41,081
Speaker 3: somebody like a stag or a bull, and they are

764
00:42:41,241 --> 00:42:44,401
Speaker 3: more the dominating type. They're somebody that he'll never be.

765
00:42:44,841 --> 00:42:48,801
Speaker 3: They're told they're fit, they've got muscles, they're confident, they're

766
00:42:49,121 --> 00:42:51,241
Speaker 3: all of the things. He just thinks that he is

767
00:42:51,641 --> 00:42:56,921
Speaker 3: a piece of shit, Like it's actually the self deprecation

768
00:42:57,121 --> 00:42:59,761
Speaker 3: of these guys is insane. It's actually really full on.

769
00:42:59,961 --> 00:43:04,841
Speaker 3: And so they will then just sadly beat their meat

770
00:43:05,681 --> 00:43:08,201
Speaker 3: over watching you while watching knowing that they can never

771
00:43:08,401 --> 00:43:14,241
Speaker 3: have me, and that is sexual gratification for them. I

772
00:43:14,281 --> 00:43:24,801
Speaker 3: think I enjoyed doing it because I enjoy it mainly

773
00:43:24,881 --> 00:43:29,561
Speaker 3: just for the voyeuristic having somebody watch me be with

774
00:43:29,761 --> 00:43:35,601
Speaker 3: somebody who is dominant, and that brings me something. I'm

775
00:43:35,641 --> 00:43:40,641
Speaker 3: into that. Yeah, that's probably the weirdest one.

776
00:43:45,721 --> 00:43:48,281
Speaker 1: Anyway, what's the weirdest one?

777
00:43:48,321 --> 00:43:52,121
Speaker 3: If someone's asked you, I wanted to put me to sleep,

778
00:43:52,961 --> 00:43:55,641
Speaker 3: but film me for an hour, so put you.

779
00:43:55,521 --> 00:43:59,361
Speaker 2: Asleep, not do anything to you.

780
00:43:59,361 --> 00:44:01,721
Speaker 3: See how are you? But he wanted to record it,

781
00:44:01,761 --> 00:44:04,721
Speaker 3: and I just said, but this see I was so green.

782
00:44:05,161 --> 00:44:07,441
Speaker 2: He wants to do it like he's drugged you, like

783
00:44:07,481 --> 00:44:09,641
Speaker 2: in account of a movie, and just take advantage of you.

784
00:44:09,881 --> 00:44:13,521
Speaker 3: It's actually so porn Hub have just pulled all sleeping

785
00:44:13,601 --> 00:44:16,601
Speaker 3: videos from their platform, so you can no longer watch

786
00:44:16,801 --> 00:44:24,201
Speaker 3: sleeping porn because sleeping porn is essentially someone is unconscious.

787
00:44:25,201 --> 00:44:29,521
Speaker 3: It's a rape fantasy. So I when I started getting

788
00:44:30,201 --> 00:44:32,241
Speaker 3: when I got this request through, I think i'd only

789
00:44:32,281 --> 00:44:34,961
Speaker 3: been in the industry for three or four weeks, and

790
00:44:35,001 --> 00:44:36,961
Speaker 3: at that stage, I didn't have any clear boundaries, and

791
00:44:36,961 --> 00:44:38,961
Speaker 3: I was like, oh, could I do this? Could I? Oh,

792
00:44:39,001 --> 00:44:40,441
Speaker 3: I'm just asleep and he wants to give me a

793
00:44:40,481 --> 00:44:43,801
Speaker 3: thousand dollars Like that's so much money. Oh my god, Okay,

794
00:44:43,921 --> 00:44:45,561
Speaker 3: maybe I could do this. And when I toyed with

795
00:44:45,601 --> 00:44:48,161
Speaker 3: the idea and then I realized that it's a rape fantasy.

796
00:44:48,441 --> 00:44:51,921
Speaker 3: I'm not in control. I don't know what's going on. Yeah,

797
00:44:52,441 --> 00:44:56,521
Speaker 3: the other thing. So that's probably the scariest that I've

798
00:44:56,521 --> 00:44:59,520
Speaker 3: had the things that I find weird, because I feel

799
00:44:59,521 --> 00:45:01,161
Speaker 3: like I've been in this industry for so long that

800
00:45:01,201 --> 00:45:04,480
Speaker 3: I don't find things weird anymore. I'm so desensitized. I

801
00:45:04,521 --> 00:45:07,481
Speaker 3: anticipate that somebody is going to ask me to fist them,

802
00:45:07,801 --> 00:45:09,121
Speaker 3: or somebody is going to.

803
00:45:09,481 --> 00:45:12,441
Speaker 1: Have you done that. Yet, what is everyone wants to

804
00:45:12,481 --> 00:45:15,241
Speaker 1: fish them? You are the third person to bring this up.

805
00:45:16,401 --> 00:45:19,441
Speaker 3: I brought it up because I know that it's.

806
00:45:19,801 --> 00:45:25,801
Speaker 2: Everyone who comes to my shelf says they.

807
00:45:23,561 --> 00:45:29,561
Speaker 3: Okay, anyway, I you know, would you no? I anticipate no.

808
00:45:29,721 --> 00:45:34,201
Speaker 3: These little daggers can do some damage anyway. I've made

809
00:45:34,201 --> 00:45:40,761
Speaker 3: a guy bleed. I I find normal everyday things as

810
00:45:40,801 --> 00:45:45,841
Speaker 3: a sexual request. That's what freaks me out. So you

811
00:45:45,881 --> 00:45:49,201
Speaker 3: anticipate that people are gonna have weird sexual fantasies, like

812
00:45:49,721 --> 00:45:52,841
Speaker 3: you know, they're into fucking whatever, like they want to

813
00:45:52,881 --> 00:45:56,721
Speaker 3: be I don't know, chained to something and wit like

814
00:45:56,801 --> 00:46:00,401
Speaker 3: you anticipate that this is what it's like. It's when

815
00:46:00,481 --> 00:46:05,241
Speaker 3: people say I get turned on by watching you hate

816
00:46:05,241 --> 00:46:10,041
Speaker 3: your nails. I'm like, what how did you get to

817
00:46:10,081 --> 00:46:12,041
Speaker 3: that point? Like? I can understand being chained up and

818
00:46:12,041 --> 00:46:15,441
Speaker 3: whipped like that's that kind of makes sense to me.

819
00:46:15,561 --> 00:46:20,881
Speaker 3: But the mundane, every everyday stuff I find weird. I

820
00:46:20,881 --> 00:46:24,561
Speaker 3: am getting quite a few requests. I get requests for

821
00:46:24,681 --> 00:46:30,201
Speaker 3: people wanting to watch me cook food, just normal. Yeah,

822
00:46:30,241 --> 00:46:35,041
Speaker 3: they make it yeah, or yes, it's non sexual, so

823
00:46:35,361 --> 00:46:40,681
Speaker 3: they want to watch me bake cupcakes for them. For me,

824
00:46:40,761 --> 00:46:44,841
Speaker 3: it's non sexual. For them, it's a sexual gratification. They

825
00:46:44,961 --> 00:46:48,001
Speaker 3: have tied some kind of like mummy issue or something

826
00:46:48,041 --> 00:46:53,001
Speaker 3: that something from their childhood to us it being sexual.

827
00:46:54,361 --> 00:46:57,321
Speaker 3: So there's that. I mean, I can understand. It's quite

828
00:46:57,401 --> 00:47:01,241
Speaker 3: like my good girl. You know, I didn't receive that

829
00:47:01,361 --> 00:47:04,321
Speaker 3: as a child, and so now me being told that

830
00:47:04,321 --> 00:47:12,121
Speaker 3: I'm a good girl is sexually for me gratifying. I've

831
00:47:12,121 --> 00:47:16,361
Speaker 3: been getting a lot lately on my phone guys offering

832
00:47:16,681 --> 00:47:20,281
Speaker 3: to impregnate me. I had a guy recently offered me

833
00:47:20,321 --> 00:47:24,081
Speaker 3: forty thousand dollars to impregnate me, and I was like,

834
00:47:24,161 --> 00:47:26,921
Speaker 3: is this per month or just like a one off?

835
00:47:27,001 --> 00:47:28,361
Speaker 3: What am I doing?

836
00:47:28,521 --> 00:47:31,361
Speaker 1: What the I'm just asking if he said forty thousand,

837
00:47:31,561 --> 00:47:32,041
Speaker 1: what would you do?

838
00:47:32,401 --> 00:47:34,841
Speaker 3: What he would need to be forty million?

839
00:47:36,881 --> 00:47:38,441
Speaker 1: I'm just asking. I don't know.

840
00:47:38,841 --> 00:47:40,601
Speaker 3: Oh my god, I know, No, what?

841
00:47:40,801 --> 00:47:46,281
Speaker 2: No, just take them on after pillay is not enough

842
00:47:46,561 --> 00:47:48,641
Speaker 2: in this day and age raising a child.

843
00:47:48,681 --> 00:47:51,921
Speaker 3: Can you imagine trying to raise no? Anyway? And then

844
00:47:51,961 --> 00:47:56,001
Speaker 3: I got another one last night. He's just like, can

845
00:47:56,041 --> 00:47:56,881
Speaker 3: I actually read it out?

846
00:47:57,561 --> 00:47:58,361
Speaker 1: Yere, you go for it.

847
00:47:58,401 --> 00:48:07,921
Speaker 3: Okay, this is like okay, this is actually are you

848
00:48:07,961 --> 00:48:09,961
Speaker 3: willing to be in a long term relationship with me?

849
00:48:10,081 --> 00:48:12,641
Speaker 3: So this guy had sent me four messages prior to this.

850
00:48:13,761 --> 00:48:15,801
Speaker 3: Are you willing to be in a long term relationship

851
00:48:15,841 --> 00:48:17,841
Speaker 3: with me? And are you willing to let me impregnate

852
00:48:17,881 --> 00:48:20,801
Speaker 3: you and have kids together? If you say yes and

853
00:48:20,841 --> 00:48:22,921
Speaker 3: agree to these terms, then we can move forward.

854
00:48:23,961 --> 00:48:27,601
Speaker 1: Really never mess him.

855
00:48:27,961 --> 00:48:30,321
Speaker 3: No. I don't even know his name. He'd sent me

856
00:48:30,401 --> 00:48:34,081
Speaker 3: four text messages and I just replied, no, thank you.

857
00:48:34,921 --> 00:48:41,960
Speaker 3: I don't ah, man, You're an interesting bunch.

858
00:48:42,761 --> 00:48:45,841
Speaker 1: One anyway, longest succession.

859
00:48:48,601 --> 00:48:51,081
Speaker 3: I think that this is probably one of the most

860
00:48:51,121 --> 00:48:53,761
Speaker 3: confronting things for people to learn. I can do a

861
00:48:53,801 --> 00:48:57,441
Speaker 3: whole tour. So I'm about tomorrow, I fly to Melbourne

862
00:48:57,561 --> 00:49:00,881
Speaker 3: and I am in Melbourne for a week. There's been

863
00:49:00,881 --> 00:49:03,121
Speaker 3: a time in Melbourne where I did a full tour.

864
00:49:03,161 --> 00:49:05,921
Speaker 3: I think I was there for four nights, and when

865
00:49:05,921 --> 00:49:08,681
Speaker 3: I left, I worked out on the plane that I'd

866
00:49:08,681 --> 00:49:10,801
Speaker 3: only had maybe three minutes worth of sex.

867
00:49:10,921 --> 00:49:13,881
Speaker 1: Total, three minutes worth of sex. What were you doing

868
00:49:13,881 --> 00:49:16,241
Speaker 1: for the rest of it? Don't tell me, you're just talking.

869
00:49:16,641 --> 00:49:19,761
Speaker 3: First of all, everybody laughs at my jokes. Okay, I'm

870
00:49:19,801 --> 00:49:22,681
Speaker 3: a very funny person. Yeah.

871
00:49:23,041 --> 00:49:24,681
Speaker 1: We three minutes of sex.

872
00:49:26,481 --> 00:49:30,641
Speaker 3: Yeah total, So that was spread across numerous.

873
00:49:31,521 --> 00:49:34,681
Speaker 1: What are your clients doing? Like, did not see what's

874
00:49:34,721 --> 00:49:36,121
Speaker 1: in front of them? Just got I just want to.

875
00:49:36,121 --> 00:49:40,241
Speaker 3: Talk maybe because I am seeing a lot of men

876
00:49:40,361 --> 00:49:44,641
Speaker 3: who are quite lonely. They're just not sex fit.

877
00:49:45,241 --> 00:49:48,041
Speaker 1: So I think maybe you need to change your professional.

878
00:49:50,001 --> 00:49:53,121
Speaker 3: I feel like a dick therapist. But I'll look, it's

879
00:49:53,361 --> 00:50:04,761
Speaker 3: really quite normal for two pumps and done. It's yeah, okay, yes, yes, no,

880
00:50:05,081 --> 00:50:06,921
Speaker 3: they can't even get it up. That's that's a whole

881
00:50:06,961 --> 00:50:12,201
Speaker 3: different that's a whole different story. Yeah. So yeah, it's

882
00:50:12,201 --> 00:50:14,561
Speaker 3: it's very it's very quick. So I'm not having a

883
00:50:14,601 --> 00:50:18,921
Speaker 3: lot of sex. There is actually one guy, one client

884
00:50:18,961 --> 00:50:22,681
Speaker 3: that I have now who I adore. He's absolutely fantastic

885
00:50:22,801 --> 00:50:28,721
Speaker 3: and we actually have longer sex sessions and he's really

886
00:50:28,801 --> 00:50:31,841
Speaker 3: quite proud of himself that he lasts longer than two pumps.

887
00:50:31,881 --> 00:50:35,321
Speaker 3: But he's like one out of I just don't have it.

888
00:50:35,441 --> 00:50:36,561
Speaker 3: I just don't, do you know.

889
00:50:36,601 --> 00:50:38,641
Speaker 1: I was going to ask you, then, what's the longest

890
00:50:38,641 --> 00:50:39,681
Speaker 1: you've ever gone about sex?

891
00:50:41,601 --> 00:50:43,241
Speaker 3: I'd say two weeks?

892
00:50:44,081 --> 00:50:44,321
Speaker 1: Fuck?

893
00:50:44,361 --> 00:50:47,161
Speaker 3: I know, is that long? Is that not long? I

894
00:50:47,161 --> 00:50:50,401
Speaker 3: don't even know what. I'm so desynthetized that I don't

895
00:50:50,441 --> 00:50:56,041
Speaker 3: even I don't even know anymore. If that's longer, I don't.

896
00:50:55,841 --> 00:50:59,881
Speaker 1: Think that's really long, right, favorite.

897
00:50:59,521 --> 00:51:02,801
Speaker 3: Position the one where I don't have to do very much? No,

898
00:51:05,321 --> 00:51:10,601
Speaker 3: so s Yeah, this is all dependent on who I'm

899
00:51:10,641 --> 00:51:14,721
Speaker 3: with because everybody's dicks. Everybody is different.

900
00:51:14,841 --> 00:51:20,001
Speaker 1: Everybody everybody's dick or everyone's but everyone's different. Which what

901
00:51:20,041 --> 00:51:20,801
Speaker 1: do we go for it?

902
00:51:21,601 --> 00:51:26,721
Speaker 3: Every one is different and everyone's dicks are completely different.

903
00:51:26,841 --> 00:51:30,401
Speaker 3: So I may love this position with this person, but

904
00:51:30,641 --> 00:51:32,281
Speaker 3: if I try and do it with this person, it's

905
00:51:32,321 --> 00:51:35,921
Speaker 3: not going to happen. So it's really all dependent. Well,

906
00:51:35,921 --> 00:51:40,081
Speaker 3: because they can't nail the move, or their dick isn't

907
00:51:40,081 --> 00:51:46,041
Speaker 3: big enough for yeah, So if their dick is like

908
00:51:46,161 --> 00:51:48,641
Speaker 3: a ten out of ten perfect, well, then it's me

909
00:51:48,961 --> 00:51:50,361
Speaker 3: on my stomach with my button there.

910
00:51:51,401 --> 00:51:52,921
Speaker 1: Okay, what is that called?

911
00:51:56,161 --> 00:51:59,521
Speaker 3: Everest? I don't even know. Let's call it the everest everest?

912
00:52:02,481 --> 00:52:05,801
Speaker 3: Can I tell you a really fun fact? The average

913
00:52:05,881 --> 00:52:11,041
Speaker 3: penis size is so different to what people think it is.

914
00:52:12,161 --> 00:52:16,401
Speaker 3: Guys think that the average dick size is so much

915
00:52:16,441 --> 00:52:21,281
Speaker 3: bigger than what it actually is. So I have condom

916
00:52:21,401 --> 00:52:26,081
Speaker 3: sizes for everyone, right, I go through the most of

917
00:52:26,161 --> 00:52:30,961
Speaker 3: the small size condoms. The average penis size is so

918
00:52:31,041 --> 00:52:34,161
Speaker 3: much smaller than what people think. Guys are like, oh,

919
00:52:34,201 --> 00:52:38,761
Speaker 3: I've just got an average sized dick, and I'm like, no,

920
00:52:39,361 --> 00:52:42,561
Speaker 3: you are classed as extra large, and they have no

921
00:52:42,641 --> 00:52:46,241
Speaker 3: idea what's you and far what's large to you? Large

922
00:52:46,361 --> 00:52:51,361
Speaker 3: is large to me is seven but that but also

923
00:52:52,681 --> 00:52:55,281
Speaker 3: see a large condom will go on maybe a five

924
00:52:55,321 --> 00:53:01,961
Speaker 3: to six inch anything four inch would be regular size condom,

925
00:53:02,121 --> 00:53:05,201
Speaker 3: and then anything under that is a small condom. And

926
00:53:05,241 --> 00:53:09,081
Speaker 3: so I'm primarily going through that. I'd say the average

927
00:53:09,121 --> 00:53:12,201
Speaker 3: penis size is like three and a half.

928
00:53:11,921 --> 00:53:15,121
Speaker 1: To average average sizes.

929
00:53:15,201 --> 00:53:23,881
Speaker 3: Three inches to four And they do love me, they

930
00:53:23,881 --> 00:53:27,081
Speaker 3: do love me, but yeah, it's actually no white guys

931
00:53:27,081 --> 00:53:29,801
Speaker 3: like it's it's that's the average.

932
00:53:29,401 --> 00:53:30,681
Speaker 1: That's the average.

933
00:53:32,041 --> 00:53:36,321
Speaker 3: Yeah, you struggle to get well, I mean it's not

934
00:53:36,561 --> 00:53:39,361
Speaker 3: I know, it's not me, it is. I have a

935
00:53:39,361 --> 00:53:42,601
Speaker 3: lot of men with ED come and see me because

936
00:53:42,641 --> 00:53:46,881
Speaker 3: I give them a safe space to explore the ed.

937
00:53:48,081 --> 00:53:51,041
Speaker 3: The thing with ED is and the thing that guys

938
00:53:51,161 --> 00:53:54,241
Speaker 3: find crippling, and it can be really crippling for some guys,

939
00:53:54,241 --> 00:53:57,041
Speaker 3: like they'll never date again. They're just like, I can't date,

940
00:53:57,761 --> 00:54:00,481
Speaker 3: my dick won't work. I'll never be with anybody ever again.

941
00:54:00,681 --> 00:54:02,921
Speaker 3: So then they don't try and have relationships, and it's

942
00:54:02,961 --> 00:54:06,361
Speaker 3: actually really full on. They come and see me because

943
00:54:06,361 --> 00:54:07,761
Speaker 3: I give them a safe space where I'm not going

944
00:54:07,761 --> 00:54:09,521
Speaker 3: to judge them. I'm not going to be there beating

945
00:54:09,521 --> 00:54:11,561
Speaker 3: their meat, trying to get it hard and be disappointed

946
00:54:11,721 --> 00:54:14,801
Speaker 3: or anything like that. I teach them what the new

947
00:54:14,841 --> 00:54:19,081
Speaker 3: normal looks like. I teach them about intimacy and touch

948
00:54:19,361 --> 00:54:24,681
Speaker 3: and all of those really beautiful things and pleasure without

949
00:54:24,801 --> 00:54:27,721
Speaker 3: needing to have a hard dick. And so I spend

950
00:54:27,761 --> 00:54:30,841
Speaker 3: a lot of time with people working on that kind

951
00:54:30,881 --> 00:54:34,681
Speaker 3: of thing and getting them comfortable with their new normal. So, yeah,

952
00:54:34,721 --> 00:54:36,281
Speaker 3: I have I do have a lot of that.

953
00:54:36,441 --> 00:54:39,281
Speaker 2: Yeah, I noticed this is when I want out on

954
00:54:39,321 --> 00:54:40,361
Speaker 2: your site and I checked.

955
00:54:40,161 --> 00:54:42,841
Speaker 1: Out right, Oh God, don't get me wrong.

956
00:54:42,841 --> 00:54:44,481
Speaker 2: When I asked you this, right because I looked at

957
00:54:44,521 --> 00:54:48,001
Speaker 2: the prices, okay, okay, checked out, and I took some

958
00:54:48,041 --> 00:54:51,801
Speaker 2: of the contents to use to promote our episode. I

959
00:54:51,961 --> 00:54:55,001
Speaker 2: just want to know what I would get if I

960
00:54:55,121 --> 00:54:59,121
Speaker 2: was a clientele now, and I'm paying two five hundred

961
00:54:59,401 --> 00:55:00,881
Speaker 2: for erase they experience.

962
00:55:01,761 --> 00:55:04,121
Speaker 1: What am I getting for that? So here's the jockey

963
00:55:04,161 --> 00:55:06,480
Speaker 1: in this look.

964
00:55:06,601 --> 00:55:10,041
Speaker 3: I've had a couple of jockeys in my I find

965
00:55:10,081 --> 00:55:13,041
Speaker 3: it really ironic just riding a jockey. I find it

966
00:55:13,081 --> 00:55:13,681
Speaker 3: so ironic.

967
00:55:14,401 --> 00:55:17,721
Speaker 1: Fuck, I'm going to use I'm going to use that promote.

968
00:55:20,401 --> 00:55:22,801
Speaker 3: Can you see why I was given a podcast? They

969
00:55:22,801 --> 00:55:27,321
Speaker 3: were like, just let her talk, okay. So because the

970
00:55:27,481 --> 00:55:31,001
Speaker 3: thing that I think guys find so appealing about me

971
00:55:31,601 --> 00:55:35,761
Speaker 3: is not only just like the tits and the sexy side.

972
00:55:35,801 --> 00:55:38,401
Speaker 3: It's the fact that they can actually talk to me

973
00:55:38,441 --> 00:55:41,721
Speaker 3: about something. And I think a lot of guys are like,

974
00:55:42,321 --> 00:55:44,401
Speaker 3: I'm going to get an escort, What the hell do

975
00:55:44,481 --> 00:55:46,281
Speaker 3: I talk to her about? Like we're gonna have nothing

976
00:55:46,321 --> 00:55:49,001
Speaker 3: in common. I don't even know her. But when they

977
00:55:49,001 --> 00:55:52,161
Speaker 3: say that I love punting and I've got horses and

978
00:55:52,201 --> 00:55:54,641
Speaker 3: I even used to have my own punting group, like

979
00:55:54,721 --> 00:55:58,121
Speaker 3: I do horse tips. And when they kind of learned that,

980
00:55:58,161 --> 00:56:01,321
Speaker 3: they're like, oh, hell yeah, I would love to go

981
00:56:01,481 --> 00:56:03,681
Speaker 3: to the races with a hot bird on my arm.

982
00:56:03,881 --> 00:56:06,681
Speaker 3: We punt all day, we drink, we have a great time.

983
00:56:07,321 --> 00:56:10,121
Speaker 3: And I mean, that's what I love doing going. I'll

984
00:56:10,161 --> 00:56:12,961
Speaker 3: go to race tracks all around the country. I sometimes

985
00:56:12,961 --> 00:56:17,201
Speaker 3: sent to my tours around the race days, so Spring Racing, Carnival.

986
00:56:17,241 --> 00:56:20,921
Speaker 3: I've already got all my dates up and I'm Melbourne.

987
00:56:20,961 --> 00:56:24,761
Speaker 3: I'm nearly fully booked in November. So I go to

988
00:56:24,841 --> 00:56:28,641
Speaker 3: all the race days and you know, guys just find

989
00:56:28,681 --> 00:56:30,001
Speaker 3: it exciting and it's.

990
00:56:29,881 --> 00:56:32,121
Speaker 1: Just actually go down like a date. Is it like that?

991
00:56:32,241 --> 00:56:36,041
Speaker 3: Like, well, there's different levels to it, and it's for

992
00:56:36,121 --> 00:56:39,321
Speaker 3: what they're comfortable with. If they just want to hang

993
00:56:39,361 --> 00:56:40,881
Speaker 3: out with me, which a lot of them do, and

994
00:56:40,881 --> 00:56:42,761
Speaker 3: they just want to have the fun banter and we're

995
00:56:42,801 --> 00:56:46,401
Speaker 3: putting bets on and screaming at horses, they can do that.

996
00:56:47,001 --> 00:56:49,761
Speaker 3: But there is the next level where there can be

997
00:56:49,841 --> 00:56:52,281
Speaker 3: we can be kissing and holding hands and there can

998
00:56:52,321 --> 00:56:55,440
Speaker 3: be intimacy at the track and you know, but we're

999
00:56:55,481 --> 00:56:59,201
Speaker 3: still doing all the fun things. And then there is

1000
00:56:59,241 --> 00:57:02,281
Speaker 3: the next level where we can do that at the races.

1001
00:57:02,321 --> 00:57:04,801
Speaker 3: But then I'll also go home with you. Oh okay,

1002
00:57:05,241 --> 00:57:06,401
Speaker 3: So yeah, is.

1003
00:57:06,401 --> 00:57:10,321
Speaker 2: That the ten thousand dollars one for the weekend because

1004
00:57:10,321 --> 00:57:11,440
Speaker 2: I don't notice that one too.

1005
00:57:11,681 --> 00:57:15,440
Speaker 3: Yes, No, I don't think anybody's silly enough to part

1006
00:57:15,481 --> 00:57:17,641
Speaker 3: with ten grand to spend with somebody that they might

1007
00:57:17,681 --> 00:57:19,921
Speaker 3: potentially find annoying after twenty four hours.

1008
00:57:23,361 --> 00:57:25,881
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know. So let's go onto

1009
00:57:25,921 --> 00:57:28,001
Speaker 1: the horse racing. Now we've had We'll go onto this

1010
00:57:28,121 --> 00:57:30,721
Speaker 1: is probably you know what, I've got a question for you.

1011
00:57:31,321 --> 00:57:33,441
Speaker 2: And I wrote this down after going through everything that

1012
00:57:33,481 --> 00:57:35,801
Speaker 2: I I've seen on you, and I've done my research

1013
00:57:35,841 --> 00:57:36,201
Speaker 2: on you.

1014
00:57:37,121 --> 00:57:41,281
Speaker 1: I actually reckon that a horse tends you one more

1015
00:57:41,321 --> 00:57:48,961
Speaker 1: than a man. No, so because your look.

1016
00:57:48,841 --> 00:57:52,961
Speaker 3: For horses is very no, don't okay. Do you know

1017
00:57:53,041 --> 00:57:56,361
Speaker 3: how like there's a thing about like crazy horse horse girls.

1018
00:57:56,761 --> 00:57:59,801
Speaker 3: You know how horse girls are a bit yea weird. Anyway,

1019
00:58:00,921 --> 00:58:05,721
Speaker 3: I'm a horse racing girl. There's a difference, a difference.

1020
00:58:06,601 --> 00:58:09,521
Speaker 3: I'm about the and this is back to my area. Actually,

1021
00:58:09,561 --> 00:58:11,841
Speaker 3: it's just the adrenaline of being at the track, your

1022
00:58:11,841 --> 00:58:16,281
Speaker 3: horses racing. You're screaming at it. It wins or comes last,

1023
00:58:16,281 --> 00:58:19,841
Speaker 3: who knows. And it's that for me is the thrill

1024
00:58:19,921 --> 00:58:25,001
Speaker 3: that I absolutely love. It's that adrenaline rush. People say

1025
00:58:25,041 --> 00:58:27,681
Speaker 3: to me. I had I do Q and A on

1026
00:58:27,801 --> 00:58:30,961
Speaker 3: my Instagram often and somebody was like, well, what do

1027
00:58:31,001 --> 00:58:36,521
Speaker 3: you prefer sex work or the horse racing. And I'm like, well,

1028
00:58:36,561 --> 00:58:39,521
Speaker 3: you can't compare. Sex work is my work, that's my job,

1029
00:58:39,641 --> 00:58:43,441
Speaker 3: but the horse racing is my passion. It's what I

1030
00:58:43,481 --> 00:58:46,521
Speaker 3: will always own horses and I will always be screaming

1031
00:58:46,601 --> 00:58:48,321
Speaker 3: at the track and you know.

1032
00:58:48,401 --> 00:58:52,121
Speaker 2: Losing my I remember, I remember when we first connected them.

1033
00:58:52,561 --> 00:58:54,961
Speaker 2: I said once to get you on my podcast and

1034
00:58:55,001 --> 00:58:57,721
Speaker 2: then I remember asking you, said can you can you

1035
00:58:57,761 --> 00:58:58,681
Speaker 2: come into the podcasts?

1036
00:58:59,401 --> 00:59:01,241
Speaker 1: No, I've got to go down to seeing my horses.

1037
00:59:01,281 --> 00:59:03,881
Speaker 1: And I'm going what I've got to go for horses?

1038
00:59:04,801 --> 00:59:06,841
Speaker 1: And I looked you up and then I've seen it.

1039
00:59:06,841 --> 00:59:08,281
Speaker 1: So what got you into horses?

1040
00:59:09,801 --> 00:59:13,241
Speaker 3: Oh god? It was definitely the gambling side of things first.

1041
00:59:13,921 --> 00:59:17,521
Speaker 3: So I like to do everything in a really weird order, supposedly.

1042
00:59:17,761 --> 00:59:21,601
Speaker 3: And I think the spark was just growing up in

1043
00:59:21,641 --> 00:59:25,041
Speaker 3: Melbourne where Melbourne Cup is so big, and I went

1044
00:59:25,081 --> 00:59:29,161
Speaker 3: to school with a big trainer at the time. He

1045
00:59:29,281 --> 00:59:34,881
Speaker 3: was one of the dads and and so I he

1046
00:59:35,041 --> 00:59:37,401
Speaker 3: was like a rock star when he would walk through

1047
00:59:37,401 --> 00:59:40,401
Speaker 3: the school. And so I think that just and then

1048
00:59:40,521 --> 00:59:43,361
Speaker 3: the excitement, and you know, back in Melbourne, they would

1049
00:59:43,921 --> 00:59:46,441
Speaker 3: cut out. I'm in primary school, they'd cut out what

1050
00:59:46,481 --> 00:59:49,241
Speaker 3: your horses were and if your horse won for Melbourne

1051
00:59:49,241 --> 00:59:52,881
Speaker 3: Cup you'd get two bucks. Like it just really instilled

1052
00:59:52,921 --> 00:59:57,801
Speaker 3: in me the love of horse racing and yeah then

1053
00:59:57,961 --> 01:00:01,601
Speaker 3: then the gambling side of it and I just love it.

1054
01:00:02,601 --> 01:00:04,121
Speaker 1: What are you talking about for your horses? Are they?

1055
01:00:04,161 --> 01:00:05,681
Speaker 1: Are they in all the the.

1056
01:00:05,521 --> 01:00:12,241
Speaker 3: Major So I have one horse that are Actually I've

1057
01:00:12,241 --> 01:00:19,801
Speaker 3: got three Brandwick horses. One that everybody knows, especially in Sydney,

1058
01:00:20,001 --> 01:00:25,561
Speaker 3: is Irona MRK and iron A Mark was just an

1059
01:00:25,601 --> 01:00:31,201
Speaker 3: absolute gun. He still is a gun. He's working his

1060
01:00:31,281 --> 01:00:36,561
Speaker 3: way up in in his races, in his grade in races.

1061
01:00:36,601 --> 01:00:41,201
Speaker 3: So looking forward to a really big spring racing carnival

1062
01:00:41,641 --> 01:00:45,601
Speaker 3: this this season. It's very exciting. I have his full sister,

1063
01:00:45,681 --> 01:00:48,601
Speaker 3: iron A Benz and she's about to have her maiden

1064
01:00:48,841 --> 01:00:53,681
Speaker 3: and yeah they're both iron A Benz. So I've got

1065
01:00:53,681 --> 01:00:59,881
Speaker 3: iron A Benz and iron I don't own an a gay,

1066
01:01:00,921 --> 01:01:03,721
Speaker 3: but yeah, I know that iron A Mark has won

1067
01:01:03,801 --> 01:01:06,361
Speaker 3: a lot of people a lot of but also lost

1068
01:01:06,401 --> 01:01:08,841
Speaker 3: a lot of people. It's just how it is.

1069
01:01:08,761 --> 01:01:10,201
Speaker 1: Is your goal to get them in the.

1070
01:01:10,201 --> 01:01:14,041
Speaker 3: Melbourne Cook No, they're not that kind of horse. I

1071
01:01:14,121 --> 01:01:18,241
Speaker 3: do have one horse called Great Thinker, with Gay Waterhouse

1072
01:01:18,361 --> 01:01:22,521
Speaker 3: and he's from uh so you think which was a

1073
01:01:22,561 --> 01:01:28,161
Speaker 3: Melbourne Cup winning horse. Potentially if he pulls a finger out,

1074
01:01:28,401 --> 01:01:30,481
Speaker 3: could get there one day. But he's still a bit young.

1075
01:01:30,961 --> 01:01:32,961
Speaker 3: So yeah, I just got to keep on paying all

1076
01:01:33,001 --> 01:01:37,201
Speaker 3: my money for them. Just such a sieve of cash.

1077
01:01:37,041 --> 01:01:39,281
Speaker 1: Oh well, it is like horses of court.

1078
01:01:39,321 --> 01:01:41,761
Speaker 2: A few friends who've owned horses, but it's just a

1079
01:01:42,081 --> 01:01:43,441
Speaker 2: that's a different kind of passion.

1080
01:01:43,761 --> 01:01:45,161
Speaker 3: Ah. Yeah, You've got to do it for the love

1081
01:01:45,161 --> 01:01:47,121
Speaker 3: of horse racing, not thinking that you're going to make

1082
01:01:47,121 --> 01:01:49,201
Speaker 3: a quick buck or anything like that, because it's definitely

1083
01:01:49,241 --> 01:01:52,601
Speaker 3: not like that. No. I love I love it, honestly,

1084
01:01:52,961 --> 01:01:56,441
Speaker 3: I'll be doing it forever. I actually so, I've been

1085
01:01:56,561 --> 01:02:00,721
Speaker 3: labeled as the only sex worker in the horse racing

1086
01:02:00,801 --> 01:02:05,881
Speaker 3: industry and that went worldwide, Like that just went nuts nuts.

1087
01:02:06,481 --> 01:02:10,281
Speaker 3: I get a few looks. I feel sorry. I got

1088
01:02:10,281 --> 01:02:13,001
Speaker 3: to race days with my friends and I just know

1089
01:02:13,041 --> 01:02:15,201
Speaker 3: that people are watching being like is that a quiet?

1090
01:02:15,401 --> 01:02:16,921
Speaker 3: Did that person pay to be with her?

1091
01:02:16,961 --> 01:02:25,281
Speaker 1: Today? So? What now is your goal? What's the future

1092
01:02:25,281 --> 01:02:25,801
Speaker 1: hole for you?

1093
01:02:27,921 --> 01:02:32,001
Speaker 3: I have some crazy, wild dreams and I'm the kind

1094
01:02:32,001 --> 01:02:34,161
Speaker 3: of person that when I get something in my mind,

1095
01:02:34,961 --> 01:02:37,481
Speaker 3: I can make it. I can make it happen, and

1096
01:02:37,641 --> 01:02:43,001
Speaker 3: big on just putting it out there and making it

1097
01:02:43,041 --> 01:02:45,481
Speaker 3: come to life. And I don't know how I do this,

1098
01:02:45,641 --> 01:02:49,281
Speaker 3: but I've got a pretty wild dream. I actually was

1099
01:02:49,321 --> 01:02:52,561
Speaker 3: just talking about it earlier before you arrived, and I

1100
01:02:52,641 --> 01:02:54,121
Speaker 3: just hope that something that I can get off the

1101
01:02:54,161 --> 01:02:57,961
Speaker 3: ground is pretty wild and so out of scope for

1102
01:02:58,121 --> 01:03:02,841
Speaker 3: anything that I've done before. But I can't give too

1103
01:03:02,921 --> 01:03:07,321
Speaker 3: much away. But yeah, I'd love to write a book

1104
01:03:08,041 --> 01:03:12,601
Speaker 3: all my life. I am a bit of a comedy writer.

1105
01:03:12,961 --> 01:03:16,281
Speaker 3: I am good at writing, even though I left school

1106
01:03:16,281 --> 01:03:21,281
Speaker 3: at grade nine. But yeah, I have some crazy plans.

1107
01:03:21,321 --> 01:03:26,961
Speaker 3: I would love to get into men's men's healthcare. I

1108
01:03:27,001 --> 01:03:29,921
Speaker 3: feel like I know so much about men, more than

1109
01:03:29,961 --> 01:03:33,921
Speaker 3: what men know about themselves, and so yeah, I don't know.

1110
01:03:34,001 --> 01:03:37,441
Speaker 3: There's a few things on the agenda, but for the minute,

1111
01:03:37,601 --> 01:03:40,641
Speaker 3: I'm just having a great time. And when I'm no

1112
01:03:40,721 --> 01:03:42,721
Speaker 3: longer having a great time, I'll just go do on

1113
01:03:42,801 --> 01:03:47,121
Speaker 3: something something else. Describe you in one word, no, I

1114
01:03:47,161 --> 01:03:56,641
Speaker 3: need like twenty. I would say tenacious, it's not bad.

1115
01:03:56,681 --> 01:03:58,641
Speaker 3: What would you describe yourself as in one word?

1116
01:03:58,881 --> 01:04:02,601
Speaker 2: Me, I've got two and it's just a muscle let's

1117
01:04:02,601 --> 01:04:04,881
Speaker 2: see that's how always been the muscle.

1118
01:04:05,521 --> 01:04:06,721
Speaker 3: Yeah right, that's true.

1119
01:04:06,721 --> 01:04:15,521
Speaker 1: Words, I know we'll take out. Oh my gosh, thank

1120
01:04:15,561 --> 01:04:16,441
Speaker 1: you for coming.

1121
01:04:16,201 --> 01:04:18,601
Speaker 3: On, Yes, thank you for having me.

1122
01:04:18,801 --> 01:04:21,161
Speaker 1: You know, it's it's you know, it was worth the white.

1123
01:04:21,201 --> 01:04:23,401
Speaker 2: It was it was worth the white because it's been

1124
01:04:23,441 --> 01:04:25,081
Speaker 2: a long time and when I seen you at sex Bow,

1125
01:04:25,161 --> 01:04:26,321
Speaker 2: it's like this is going to happen.

1126
01:04:26,401 --> 01:04:26,841
Speaker 1: This is that.

1127
01:04:30,001 --> 01:04:33,161
Speaker 3: Sex Bow has been so fun, so fun during the

1128
01:04:33,161 --> 01:04:33,721
Speaker 3: whole country.

1129
01:04:34,161 --> 01:04:35,721
Speaker 1: Yeah, well I'm going down to Melbourne.

1130
01:04:36,281 --> 01:04:40,841
Speaker 3: Yeah, bring in Melbourne is massive. Wait, but thank you

1131
01:04:40,881 --> 01:04:41,961
Speaker 3: again anytime