1 00:00:05,921 --> 00:00:07,281 Speaker 1: Apologie Production. 2 00:00:10,921 --> 00:00:13,921 Speaker 2: I'm Mickey Fisher and welcome to the Village Crazy Lady. 3 00:00:14,321 --> 00:00:15,161 Speaker 2: People are talking to. 4 00:00:15,121 --> 00:00:18,480 Speaker 1: Me and they are not physically in this room, so 5 00:00:19,441 --> 00:00:20,761 Speaker 1: let's just strap in for that. 6 00:00:20,961 --> 00:00:23,121 Speaker 2: Can't call me crazy, so I said it first. 7 00:00:23,321 --> 00:00:26,121 Speaker 1: Whoever's trying to come through, whatever messages need to come through, like, 8 00:00:26,241 --> 00:00:26,761 Speaker 1: just bring it on. 9 00:00:26,841 --> 00:00:28,001 Speaker 2: Let's do it. 10 00:00:28,201 --> 00:00:34,121 Speaker 1: Crazy Crazy Crazy The Village Crazy Lay Podcast. 11 00:00:34,521 --> 00:00:37,560 Speaker 2: Hello, gorgeous legends, and welcome to another. 12 00:00:37,281 --> 00:00:40,920 Speaker 1: Episode of the Village Crazy Lady. Today it's just me. 13 00:00:41,681 --> 00:00:46,400 Speaker 1: It's just a little quickie, a quickie bonus episode. You know, 14 00:00:46,601 --> 00:00:49,201 Speaker 1: get in, get out while the kids are watching the Wiggles, 15 00:00:49,241 --> 00:00:53,561 Speaker 1: that kind of quickie. Today, I want to chat about 16 00:00:53,840 --> 00:00:58,361 Speaker 1: something that came through in a group healing that I 17 00:00:58,441 --> 00:01:01,640 Speaker 1: did recently. You can always join the group healings too, 18 00:01:01,681 --> 00:01:03,921 Speaker 1: by the way, I do them every single week. They're 19 00:01:03,961 --> 00:01:07,801 Speaker 1: like twenty two dollars to join or a fifteen dollars 20 00:01:07,801 --> 00:01:08,881 Speaker 1: a week subscription. 21 00:01:10,041 --> 00:01:12,921 Speaker 2: They're pretty they're so cool. 22 00:01:12,920 --> 00:01:17,361 Speaker 1: I've been doing them for years now and my mind 23 00:01:17,481 --> 00:01:22,441 Speaker 1: is blown mine. My mind is blown every single time 24 00:01:22,761 --> 00:01:27,600 Speaker 1: because the shit that comes through is so crazy, and 25 00:01:27,920 --> 00:01:32,521 Speaker 1: I have loved one to come through, like in the 26 00:01:32,521 --> 00:01:36,640 Speaker 1: most recent one, there was two people who came through 27 00:01:36,801 --> 00:01:41,201 Speaker 1: and they found exactly the person they needed to get to. 28 00:01:42,041 --> 00:01:45,241 Speaker 1: Spirit babies coming in, there's a lot of information just 29 00:01:45,280 --> 00:01:48,841 Speaker 1: about like what's going on in people's lives and their bodies, 30 00:01:48,961 --> 00:01:50,201 Speaker 1: decisions things. 31 00:01:49,921 --> 00:01:50,681 Speaker 2: To work on. 32 00:01:51,001 --> 00:01:55,201 Speaker 1: Spirit will like take us through little exercises and practices, 33 00:01:55,761 --> 00:02:00,561 Speaker 1: so it like begins is it's a reiki healing, like 34 00:02:00,881 --> 00:02:04,601 Speaker 1: a group reiki healing, and no one's present for it. 35 00:02:04,601 --> 00:02:08,361 Speaker 1: It's just is done distance and you know people are 36 00:02:08,401 --> 00:02:10,641 Speaker 1: still working and doing all sorts of shit. 37 00:02:10,681 --> 00:02:11,961 Speaker 2: You don't have to be present for it. 38 00:02:13,481 --> 00:02:17,520 Speaker 1: And yeah, like I just do I do the reiki, 39 00:02:17,601 --> 00:02:20,761 Speaker 1: and as I'm doing the reiki, I'm able to, as 40 00:02:20,800 --> 00:02:23,960 Speaker 1: I do with any reiki healing that I do, I'm 41 00:02:23,960 --> 00:02:26,561 Speaker 1: getting a lot of messages about what's going on in 42 00:02:26,601 --> 00:02:29,321 Speaker 1: someone's body. And it's kind of like energetic surgery where 43 00:02:29,321 --> 00:02:31,000 Speaker 1: I'm going in and i can kind of see what's 44 00:02:31,041 --> 00:02:33,961 Speaker 1: going on and I'm receiving messages. And we have all 45 00:02:34,001 --> 00:02:35,921 Speaker 1: sorts of beings come through the other week, we had 46 00:02:35,921 --> 00:02:36,800 Speaker 1: a bunch of angels. 47 00:02:36,881 --> 00:02:39,000 Speaker 2: The week before that, we had this like gorgeous little 48 00:02:39,041 --> 00:02:39,721 Speaker 2: fairy come in. 49 00:02:40,201 --> 00:02:43,641 Speaker 1: It is honestly like the every single time I go, 50 00:02:43,800 --> 00:02:46,521 Speaker 1: I have no fucking idea what this has gone, like, 51 00:02:46,641 --> 00:02:48,681 Speaker 1: what is going to come up? But yeah, in this 52 00:02:48,761 --> 00:02:51,161 Speaker 1: one that I did the other week, oh yeah, And 53 00:02:51,161 --> 00:02:53,800 Speaker 1: so I do the reiki healing, you receive the reiki healing. 54 00:02:53,800 --> 00:02:56,761 Speaker 1: I'm rinning down a bunch of messages as I'm doing it, 55 00:02:56,841 --> 00:03:00,680 Speaker 1: channeling a whole heap of stuff, and then I record 56 00:03:00,960 --> 00:03:06,520 Speaker 1: everything like a voice note of all of the information, 57 00:03:07,001 --> 00:03:09,721 Speaker 1: and then that gets sent to you and you get 58 00:03:09,761 --> 00:03:14,361 Speaker 1: to listen to it like it's a podcast basically. So anyway, 59 00:03:14,520 --> 00:03:18,081 Speaker 1: I was doing a group healing the other week and 60 00:03:18,281 --> 00:03:22,321 Speaker 1: this really beautiful message came through that I just feel 61 00:03:22,361 --> 00:03:27,081 Speaker 1: like is beneficial for everyone, and I feel like anybody 62 00:03:27,121 --> 00:03:30,361 Speaker 1: listening to this podcast is going to get a lot 63 00:03:30,401 --> 00:03:35,041 Speaker 1: out of it. And it's so simple, and yet it's 64 00:03:35,081 --> 00:03:39,361 Speaker 1: something that at least for me, felt like almost just 65 00:03:39,401 --> 00:03:43,721 Speaker 1: like not brand new information because it's like, fuck, I 66 00:03:43,801 --> 00:03:47,041 Speaker 1: know that, but I don't practice that, and it's not 67 00:03:47,081 --> 00:03:52,961 Speaker 1: something I consciously think of. Spirit said, where have you 68 00:03:53,041 --> 00:03:56,001 Speaker 1: placed conditions on how. 69 00:03:55,681 --> 00:03:59,561 Speaker 2: You love yourself? So obviously we talk a lot about 70 00:03:59,761 --> 00:04:01,041 Speaker 2: you know all the time. 71 00:04:01,001 --> 00:04:03,801 Speaker 1: Love love, and you need to love yourself and like 72 00:04:03,881 --> 00:04:07,481 Speaker 1: yourself and love all the parts of yourself and all 73 00:04:07,521 --> 00:04:11,321 Speaker 1: of that crap. And you know, I try and practice 74 00:04:11,361 --> 00:04:13,801 Speaker 1: that and work on that as much as I can, 75 00:04:14,241 --> 00:04:19,320 Speaker 1: as much as I can, you know, but I've never 76 00:04:19,401 --> 00:04:28,601 Speaker 1: really thought of it in regards to unconditional love, and like, 77 00:04:28,841 --> 00:04:33,241 Speaker 1: if you were to love anybody unconditionally, should it. 78 00:04:33,241 --> 00:04:34,881 Speaker 2: Not be yourself? 79 00:04:36,481 --> 00:04:42,281 Speaker 1: Like, it's so interesting that we placed conditions. 80 00:04:42,481 --> 00:04:45,281 Speaker 2: On our love for ourself. 81 00:04:46,241 --> 00:04:48,400 Speaker 1: And when you think about it, at first, it's like 82 00:04:49,481 --> 00:04:52,681 Speaker 1: I don't. Well, actually I straight away was like Jesus, 83 00:04:53,001 --> 00:04:57,921 Speaker 1: absolutely I do. And it is something that's just so 84 00:04:58,440 --> 00:05:03,001 Speaker 1: ingrained in our subconscious it's something that we're doing without 85 00:05:03,041 --> 00:05:09,081 Speaker 1: even realizing. So Spirit was literally like they want us 86 00:05:09,081 --> 00:05:14,481 Speaker 1: to really confront it, like this activity that they suggested 87 00:05:15,320 --> 00:05:20,440 Speaker 1: is something that can be so profound and confronting at 88 00:05:20,481 --> 00:05:24,760 Speaker 1: the same time, because they said they're like literally, sit 89 00:05:24,961 --> 00:05:28,681 Speaker 1: down and really think about it, like really really really 90 00:05:28,681 --> 00:05:34,760 Speaker 1: think about where where am I placing conditions on my 91 00:05:34,841 --> 00:05:39,640 Speaker 1: love for myself? As in like where am I where 92 00:05:39,721 --> 00:05:43,521 Speaker 1: is it where I'm like, oh, love myself? If those 93 00:05:43,561 --> 00:05:47,841 Speaker 1: sorts of moments and when you sit down and you 94 00:05:48,561 --> 00:05:52,001 Speaker 1: write those things down and at first you're like, Okay, 95 00:05:52,481 --> 00:05:55,281 Speaker 1: let's do the basic ones, like for me at my 96 00:05:55,440 --> 00:05:59,841 Speaker 1: absolute core, despite the fact that I hate it or not, 97 00:06:00,041 --> 00:06:03,961 Speaker 1: and it's something I'm constantly working on. I have conditions 98 00:06:04,001 --> 00:06:07,401 Speaker 1: around my love for myself based on my body and 99 00:06:07,440 --> 00:06:14,161 Speaker 1: my weight and my appearance, and that fucking sucks. And 100 00:06:14,641 --> 00:06:19,760 Speaker 1: I preach anything of anything other and like, I never 101 00:06:19,841 --> 00:06:24,001 Speaker 1: ever place those conditions on other people. But you know, 102 00:06:24,281 --> 00:06:27,241 Speaker 1: because I grew up in the fucking nineties and early 103 00:06:27,281 --> 00:06:31,601 Speaker 1: two thousands and with Heroin Chic, it's still something that 104 00:06:31,721 --> 00:06:35,281 Speaker 1: I'm absolutely working on. But it's something that I really 105 00:06:35,320 --> 00:06:39,521 Speaker 1: pop into the back of my mind because I'm like consciously, no, 106 00:06:39,641 --> 00:06:43,681 Speaker 1: absolutely not, you know, I'm all for like like a 107 00:06:43,721 --> 00:06:47,481 Speaker 1: body is a body and all of that, and again 108 00:06:47,721 --> 00:06:51,121 Speaker 1: would never like I don't, I don't place those same 109 00:06:51,161 --> 00:06:55,121 Speaker 1: conditions on anybody else. But if I'm being really, really 110 00:06:55,161 --> 00:06:57,840 Speaker 1: honest with myself and I'm sitting there and I'm writing 111 00:06:57,841 --> 00:07:00,241 Speaker 1: a list of where I place conditions on my love 112 00:07:01,041 --> 00:07:03,641 Speaker 1: for me, fucking oath, I have to write that down, 113 00:07:04,440 --> 00:07:07,681 Speaker 1: and that is extremely confronting because then you're sitting there 114 00:07:07,721 --> 00:07:11,801 Speaker 1: and you're going, okay, but like, why is that really 115 00:07:11,881 --> 00:07:16,081 Speaker 1: and really like that's that's such an interesting thing that 116 00:07:16,161 --> 00:07:24,761 Speaker 1: I refuse to love myself outside of these conditions. And 117 00:07:24,801 --> 00:07:28,561 Speaker 1: another one for me is around success, Like a big 118 00:07:28,601 --> 00:07:31,761 Speaker 1: one is like around success. And if I'm not you know, 119 00:07:31,881 --> 00:07:34,001 Speaker 1: doing this, and I'm not making this amount of money 120 00:07:34,121 --> 00:07:38,961 Speaker 1: or I'm not achieving this whatever it is, that's another 121 00:07:39,001 --> 00:07:41,561 Speaker 1: condition that I placed on whether or not I love myself. 122 00:07:41,801 --> 00:07:44,041 Speaker 1: And like when you sit there and you write these 123 00:07:44,081 --> 00:07:47,441 Speaker 1: things down and you and it's and it's at the beginning, 124 00:07:47,481 --> 00:07:49,761 Speaker 1: it kind of feels a bit surface level and you're 125 00:07:49,841 --> 00:07:52,961 Speaker 1: kind of like writing down a lot of the obvious ones, 126 00:07:53,841 --> 00:07:57,201 Speaker 1: but you kind of get deeper and deeper and deeper 127 00:07:57,601 --> 00:08:01,001 Speaker 1: and deeper. And the interesting thing about writing it down 128 00:08:01,521 --> 00:08:04,441 Speaker 1: is you also start to like already put together why 129 00:08:05,601 --> 00:08:09,561 Speaker 1: the why. And I think I've said this before, but 130 00:08:10,761 --> 00:08:17,521 Speaker 1: the whys they've never come from us. At some point 131 00:08:17,561 --> 00:08:21,361 Speaker 1: in our life, it's being told to us. We've been 132 00:08:21,961 --> 00:08:24,881 Speaker 1: given a reason as to why there is a condition, 133 00:08:25,601 --> 00:08:29,041 Speaker 1: whether it's someone putting a condition on whether or not 134 00:08:29,161 --> 00:08:34,521 Speaker 1: we are lovable outside of those conditions. And so then 135 00:08:34,721 --> 00:08:38,561 Speaker 1: we also go, well, if that person doesn't love me, 136 00:08:39,361 --> 00:08:43,801 Speaker 1: if I'm not skinny, or if I'm not successful, or 137 00:08:43,841 --> 00:08:46,361 Speaker 1: if I'm not achieving and already as I'm saying these things, 138 00:08:46,401 --> 00:08:47,401 Speaker 1: I fucking. 139 00:08:47,161 --> 00:08:48,961 Speaker 2: Know exactly the people. 140 00:08:50,841 --> 00:08:54,961 Speaker 1: Then surely I can't love myself either, you know, because 141 00:08:54,961 --> 00:08:59,801 Speaker 1: we kind of grow up basing our love for ourself 142 00:09:00,561 --> 00:09:04,121 Speaker 1: around whether or not other people love us. And if 143 00:09:04,161 --> 00:09:07,761 Speaker 1: someone else loves us for something, then we love ourself 144 00:09:07,801 --> 00:09:10,201 Speaker 1: for that as well. But if someone doesn't love us 145 00:09:10,241 --> 00:09:13,401 Speaker 1: for something, then we're like, well that's unlovable. That's an 146 00:09:13,481 --> 00:09:18,321 Speaker 1: unlovable part of myself. It is quite an interesting practice. 147 00:09:18,321 --> 00:09:23,681 Speaker 1: It's basically a therapy session with like from you to you, 148 00:09:24,361 --> 00:09:28,001 Speaker 1: and when you're doing it, really you can if you 149 00:09:28,041 --> 00:09:31,881 Speaker 1: can really think about having that perspective of like and 150 00:09:31,921 --> 00:09:34,401 Speaker 1: because the other thing they said is that it's in 151 00:09:34,481 --> 00:09:39,121 Speaker 1: regards to like mothering yourself. Okay, so like, imagine as 152 00:09:39,161 --> 00:09:43,081 Speaker 1: you're writing this list down, it's like you mothering you, 153 00:09:43,601 --> 00:09:48,561 Speaker 1: so you write down the thing the condition. Imagine now, 154 00:09:48,601 --> 00:09:53,281 Speaker 1: if you were to mother yourself through that, if it 155 00:09:53,321 --> 00:09:55,881 Speaker 1: was like you speaking to your you know, whether you've 156 00:09:55,881 --> 00:09:58,921 Speaker 1: got children or not. Imagine explaining it to a child. 157 00:09:59,521 --> 00:10:02,521 Speaker 1: If a child comes to you and they go, I 158 00:10:02,561 --> 00:10:06,401 Speaker 1: only love myself if I look like this. I only 159 00:10:06,441 --> 00:10:11,401 Speaker 1: love myself if I'm achieving a certain thing, and you 160 00:10:11,441 --> 00:10:17,841 Speaker 1: would say, like, but you're you know, that doesn't define you, 161 00:10:18,641 --> 00:10:21,081 Speaker 1: or like whether or not you look a certain way 162 00:10:21,241 --> 00:10:25,401 Speaker 1: or you achieve a certain thing makes no difference to 163 00:10:26,001 --> 00:10:30,001 Speaker 1: who you are and is not a measurement of whether 164 00:10:30,121 --> 00:10:35,481 Speaker 1: or not you are loved, you know, And but we 165 00:10:35,521 --> 00:10:39,441 Speaker 1: need to do that for us. It is a very 166 00:10:39,681 --> 00:10:43,321 Speaker 1: quite profound practice, and it's something that I recommend everybody 167 00:10:43,361 --> 00:10:46,281 Speaker 1: does and even just to think about it and consider 168 00:10:46,441 --> 00:10:51,121 Speaker 1: this concept of like where am I placing conditions on 169 00:10:51,241 --> 00:10:55,761 Speaker 1: my love for myself? And because once you start to realize, 170 00:10:55,841 --> 00:10:58,961 Speaker 1: even putting the dots together of like where this story 171 00:10:59,001 --> 00:11:03,401 Speaker 1: has come from, where this condition has come from, And 172 00:11:03,441 --> 00:11:06,241 Speaker 1: it's sort of we take it from this conscious and 173 00:11:06,281 --> 00:11:11,961 Speaker 1: we make it conscious. It takes away its charge and 174 00:11:12,001 --> 00:11:15,641 Speaker 1: its power, and it gives us control over it, and 175 00:11:15,681 --> 00:11:18,801 Speaker 1: it gives us a choice as to whether or not 176 00:11:19,081 --> 00:11:22,241 Speaker 1: that's like a story that we want to continue, and 177 00:11:22,761 --> 00:11:25,081 Speaker 1: can I make a decision right here and now that 178 00:11:25,361 --> 00:11:28,801 Speaker 1: like I'm done with that story. And it doesn't mean 179 00:11:28,801 --> 00:11:31,761 Speaker 1: it's going to just fuck off into the void and 180 00:11:31,841 --> 00:11:35,321 Speaker 1: it's going to disappear forever. But when it pops up, 181 00:11:35,681 --> 00:11:39,601 Speaker 1: I'm able to notice it, and I'm able to rewire 182 00:11:41,401 --> 00:11:48,601 Speaker 1: the story and remind it. Okay, I understand why you 183 00:11:48,681 --> 00:11:51,641 Speaker 1: think that. I understand why you've actually placed that condition 184 00:11:51,721 --> 00:11:55,561 Speaker 1: on yourself, But we don't need to anymore. So we're 185 00:11:55,601 --> 00:11:59,681 Speaker 1: going to work on reminding ourselves that we're lovable regardless. 186 00:12:01,321 --> 00:12:05,681 Speaker 1: So I hope that can help you and be a 187 00:12:05,681 --> 00:12:09,161 Speaker 1: powerful practice. I'd love to know how everybody goes and 188 00:12:09,201 --> 00:12:12,921 Speaker 1: how that feels, and what comes up in the stories 189 00:12:13,001 --> 00:12:16,521 Speaker 1: that you kind of reveal to yourself. 190 00:12:17,401 --> 00:12:18,961 Speaker 2: It's so interesting, even just. 191 00:12:18,921 --> 00:12:21,441 Speaker 1: From the group healing, I had a lot of people 192 00:12:21,481 --> 00:12:26,121 Speaker 1: message me sharing their experiences, and it's just really beautiful 193 00:12:26,321 --> 00:12:30,721 Speaker 1: to be able to like re recreate this relationship with 194 00:12:30,761 --> 00:12:33,761 Speaker 1: ourself and with like such a gentleness. They're just sort 195 00:12:33,801 --> 00:12:36,681 Speaker 1: of like even showing me, they're like, we kind of 196 00:12:36,761 --> 00:12:40,481 Speaker 1: come at this. I need to love myself almost from 197 00:12:40,561 --> 00:12:43,201 Speaker 1: a place of like self hatred, not self hatred, but 198 00:12:43,241 --> 00:12:45,681 Speaker 1: we're like, I need to love myself. I'm supposed to 199 00:12:45,761 --> 00:12:47,881 Speaker 1: love myself. I need to love all of myself self love, 200 00:12:47,921 --> 00:12:50,641 Speaker 1: self love, self love. Except we have to sort of 201 00:12:50,761 --> 00:12:56,241 Speaker 1: like treat ourself almost like a I don't know, like 202 00:12:56,241 --> 00:12:57,841 Speaker 1: a battered dog in a way. 203 00:12:58,361 --> 00:13:01,601 Speaker 2: Where it's like, well, you've lost trust. 204 00:13:01,281 --> 00:13:04,761 Speaker 1: Along the way, so we're recreating this trust from like 205 00:13:04,841 --> 00:13:10,281 Speaker 1: me to me, this relationship, it's gonna take more than 206 00:13:10,361 --> 00:13:12,601 Speaker 1: me just telling you you need to trust me and 207 00:13:12,641 --> 00:13:15,521 Speaker 1: you need to love me. It's so much more than that. 208 00:13:15,761 --> 00:13:19,441 Speaker 1: It's a building and it's a conversation, and it's like 209 00:13:19,561 --> 00:13:24,161 Speaker 1: a constant sort of like regaining of trust and a 210 00:13:24,241 --> 00:13:29,481 Speaker 1: rebuilding between you and you. So anyway, I hope that 211 00:13:29,601 --> 00:13:32,881 Speaker 1: is helpful, and as I said, i'd love to hear 212 00:13:33,681 --> 00:13:37,081 Speaker 1: how that feels for you and how that practice goes. 213 00:13:37,401 --> 00:13:40,361 Speaker 2: But I hope you all have a really beautiful week. 214 00:13:41,121 --> 00:13:43,401 Speaker 2: Please if you can. 215 00:13:43,441 --> 00:13:45,801 Speaker 1: Not if you can, because you absolutely can, but if 216 00:13:45,841 --> 00:13:51,081 Speaker 1: you're not already, it helps the podcast out a whole 217 00:13:51,241 --> 00:13:58,681 Speaker 1: effing lot. When you follow rate and leave reviews like 218 00:13:59,001 --> 00:14:01,321 Speaker 1: so much, it helps it heaps. I get so many 219 00:14:01,361 --> 00:14:04,361 Speaker 1: messages from people telling me about episodes that they loved 220 00:14:04,481 --> 00:14:07,161 Speaker 1: and how the podcast has helped. 221 00:14:06,881 --> 00:14:10,001 Speaker 2: Them, and I love those messages. 222 00:14:10,161 --> 00:14:12,801 Speaker 1: Sorry much, but it would be extra great if you 223 00:14:12,841 --> 00:14:16,201 Speaker 1: could put those messages in an Apple review as well, 224 00:14:16,321 --> 00:14:19,721 Speaker 1: because then Apple is like fuck yeah, and that's what 225 00:14:19,801 --> 00:14:21,921 Speaker 1: we want Apple to say. 226 00:14:22,721 --> 00:14:24,641 Speaker 2: Thank you so much. Guys have a beautiful week, and 227 00:14:24,681 --> 00:14:28,801 Speaker 2: i'll talk to you soon Bye.