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Speaker 1: I was flying other stuff around Australia and allegedly.

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Speaker 2: And that's what you know.

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Speaker 1: There was all these rumors that are in my friend's circle,

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Speaker 1: like the whole time she was at jetsas she was,

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Speaker 1: you know, doing this for this and this, and I'm like,

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Speaker 1: you can talk whatever you want.

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Speaker 2: It's all just bullshit, you know.

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Speaker 1: Some of it was because the story wasn't completely true.

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Speaker 2: Right, They had some room. They got it a bit wrong, right.

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Speaker 2: It wasn't for anybody else. I just

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Speaker 1: Yahm