1 00:00:00,320 --> 00:00:05,880 Speaker 1: This episode of Headgame was recorded on gadigal Land September eleven, 2 00:00:05,960 --> 00:00:08,880 Speaker 1: two thousand and one, a day etched in the minds 3 00:00:08,880 --> 00:00:12,320 Speaker 1: of millions around the world. As the Twin Towers fall 4 00:00:12,360 --> 00:00:16,600 Speaker 1: in New York City. Australian journalist Mike Amore is there. 5 00:00:16,800 --> 00:00:18,720 Speaker 2: This is all that remains of the world trade said, 6 00:00:18,720 --> 00:00:21,520 Speaker 2: are both towers gone? Over my right hand, stop shoulder. 7 00:00:21,560 --> 00:00:23,800 Speaker 2: You can still see that the Twin Towers, or what's 8 00:00:23,880 --> 00:00:25,680 Speaker 2: left of the Twin Towers, is still burning. 9 00:00:25,880 --> 00:00:28,600 Speaker 1: Ten years later, he returned to the scene as the 10 00:00:28,720 --> 00:00:31,040 Speaker 1: memorial officially opened. 11 00:00:30,760 --> 00:00:33,480 Speaker 2: For family members. Today was the first time they would 12 00:00:33,520 --> 00:00:36,280 Speaker 2: get to see, get to touch the names of their 13 00:00:36,320 --> 00:00:39,920 Speaker 2: loved ones written in the walls around the memorial water falls. 14 00:00:40,400 --> 00:00:43,680 Speaker 2: It took ten years, but finally they have an official 15 00:00:43,720 --> 00:00:45,320 Speaker 2: place to mourn their loss. 16 00:00:45,479 --> 00:00:50,200 Speaker 1: November four, two thousand and eight, America elects its first 17 00:00:50,240 --> 00:00:53,280 Speaker 1: black president. Mike Amore is there. 18 00:00:53,479 --> 00:00:57,080 Speaker 2: It is now one of the greatest American stories. Four 19 00:00:57,200 --> 00:01:01,040 Speaker 2: years ago, Barack Obama wasn't even a US Tonight he 20 00:01:01,160 --> 00:01:05,120 Speaker 2: stands on stage accepting his nation's highest honor. Said, to 21 00:01:05,160 --> 00:01:09,160 Speaker 2: become the forty fourth President of the United States. 22 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:15,360 Speaker 1: November thirteen, twenty fifteen, a coordinated terrorist attack consisting of 23 00:01:15,440 --> 00:01:20,600 Speaker 1: suicide bombings and shootings rock Paris. Mike Amore is caught 24 00:01:20,680 --> 00:01:21,720 Speaker 1: in the aftermath. 25 00:01:21,959 --> 00:01:24,920 Speaker 2: We're not sure exactly what's going on. There's just mayhem 26 00:01:24,920 --> 00:01:27,720 Speaker 2: and panic. This square was packed just a moment ago 27 00:01:28,040 --> 00:01:30,559 Speaker 2: and then they just everyone started to run. 28 00:01:32,920 --> 00:01:36,600 Speaker 1: I'm at Middleton and this is head game. For more 29 00:01:36,640 --> 00:01:40,640 Speaker 1: than two decades, Mike Amore has traveled the globe reporting 30 00:01:40,680 --> 00:01:44,920 Speaker 1: on major events for seven News Today. Mike on his 31 00:01:45,080 --> 00:01:48,080 Speaker 1: memorable story, He's from the road and what it takes 32 00:01:48,120 --> 00:01:57,840 Speaker 1: to be an international correspondent. Mike a more Australian journalist, 33 00:01:58,600 --> 00:02:02,640 Speaker 1: fascinating guy, eating career. Thanks for coming on, Mike, How 34 00:02:02,680 --> 00:02:03,320 Speaker 1: are you, buddy? 35 00:02:03,760 --> 00:02:05,720 Speaker 2: Great mate, thank you very much for having me and 36 00:02:05,840 --> 00:02:08,280 Speaker 2: I'm a big fans so wrapped to be on with you. 37 00:02:08,360 --> 00:02:11,079 Speaker 1: May fascinating. Like I said, I can't wait to get 38 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:13,760 Speaker 1: into this. But Mike, take me back to where it 39 00:02:13,760 --> 00:02:19,920 Speaker 1: all started briefly, because you know, falling into the journalist world. 40 00:02:20,040 --> 00:02:22,640 Speaker 1: I suppose it's a lot different now. How did it 41 00:02:22,680 --> 00:02:27,880 Speaker 1: look back then and what sparked your interest in becoming 42 00:02:27,919 --> 00:02:31,119 Speaker 1: a journalist or getting into that sort of field of operations? 43 00:02:31,639 --> 00:02:34,600 Speaker 2: Well, and my dad was a newspaper printer for forty years, 44 00:02:35,120 --> 00:02:38,839 Speaker 2: so he worked at the local newspaper. So everybody I 45 00:02:38,880 --> 00:02:43,320 Speaker 2: was around right through my early childhood and beyond were 46 00:02:43,360 --> 00:02:48,000 Speaker 2: involved in newspapers. The sub editors, the journalis, the compositors. 47 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:49,960 Speaker 2: There was a much different world to what we have 48 00:02:50,120 --> 00:02:53,639 Speaker 2: now in journalism. I left school. I almost failed Year 49 00:02:53,680 --> 00:02:57,440 Speaker 2: twelve English, so I probably didn't have a really yeah, 50 00:02:57,480 --> 00:03:00,280 Speaker 2: I stuck at it, so I probably didn't have any 51 00:03:00,360 --> 00:03:03,600 Speaker 2: right to become a journalist. But through nepotism, and I 52 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:07,400 Speaker 2: don't mind admitting it, my dad went to the local 53 00:03:07,520 --> 00:03:09,480 Speaker 2: editor and said, hey, I've been working for you guys 54 00:03:09,639 --> 00:03:13,840 Speaker 2: overnight for decades. Give little mate a run, and they 55 00:03:13,840 --> 00:03:16,240 Speaker 2: were kind enough to do that. I struggled early days, 56 00:03:17,360 --> 00:03:20,960 Speaker 2: but I quickly fell in love with journalism. The characters 57 00:03:21,680 --> 00:03:25,200 Speaker 2: their newsrooms were much different, not politically correct by any 58 00:03:25,280 --> 00:03:28,760 Speaker 2: stretch of the imagination. There are hard men, and you 59 00:03:28,800 --> 00:03:32,000 Speaker 2: know four o'clock some of them were probably a bit 60 00:03:32,040 --> 00:03:35,280 Speaker 2: boozy by that stage. There was a cloud of cigarette 61 00:03:35,320 --> 00:03:37,960 Speaker 2: smoke hanging from the ceiling. And you know, these were 62 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:41,320 Speaker 2: old fashioned, hardcore journals who go I used to be 63 00:03:41,360 --> 00:03:43,520 Speaker 2: amazed they'd go to lunch and have twelve pots of 64 00:03:43,560 --> 00:03:46,600 Speaker 2: beer and then go back to work. They were talking 65 00:03:46,600 --> 00:03:49,200 Speaker 2: a different world to what we're talking now. Yeah. 66 00:03:49,200 --> 00:03:51,320 Speaker 1: Absolutely, and that was you know, that's the way the 67 00:03:51,360 --> 00:03:54,800 Speaker 1: world was back then. That was acceptable. You know, that's 68 00:03:54,800 --> 00:03:56,320 Speaker 1: how you got through your day back then, was a 69 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:59,040 Speaker 1: good old cigarette, you know, a couple of drinks and 70 00:03:59,400 --> 00:04:02,560 Speaker 1: away we go. Especially in that field, because you know, 71 00:04:02,840 --> 00:04:06,040 Speaker 1: the banter must have been quite quite harsh, you know, 72 00:04:06,200 --> 00:04:08,160 Speaker 1: that sort of locker room banter that that we have 73 00:04:08,280 --> 00:04:08,960 Speaker 1: in the military. 74 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:11,040 Speaker 3: It must have been the same back in your day. 75 00:04:11,120 --> 00:04:11,280 Speaker 1: Right. 76 00:04:11,720 --> 00:04:14,000 Speaker 2: Oh. Yeah. They were tough men. I mean they were 77 00:04:14,520 --> 00:04:17,880 Speaker 2: They were kind, but they were tough in their in 78 00:04:17,960 --> 00:04:21,120 Speaker 2: their guidance. If you stuff something up, they're not guilding 79 00:04:21,120 --> 00:04:23,240 Speaker 2: the lily like we do now with children. Oh you'll 80 00:04:23,279 --> 00:04:25,839 Speaker 2: be right, No, no, no, you've got both barrels. And 81 00:04:25,920 --> 00:04:28,880 Speaker 2: for that kind of created who I would become as 82 00:04:28,880 --> 00:04:31,359 Speaker 2: a journalist but also as a man. I'm not saying 83 00:04:31,360 --> 00:04:34,160 Speaker 2: it's necessarily the right way to go, but it worked 84 00:04:34,160 --> 00:04:34,359 Speaker 2: for me. 85 00:04:34,880 --> 00:04:37,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly. It's the same with me and the military. 86 00:04:37,360 --> 00:04:40,120 Speaker 1: You know, when someone was shouting and screaming at me 87 00:04:40,200 --> 00:04:42,800 Speaker 1: and saying, Middleton, if you're last you know you're going 88 00:04:42,839 --> 00:04:46,279 Speaker 1: to get my boot up your ass. That that actually 89 00:04:46,360 --> 00:04:47,920 Speaker 1: egged me on. I didn't want to be at the back. 90 00:04:47,960 --> 00:04:49,080 Speaker 1: I wanted to be at the front. 91 00:04:49,120 --> 00:04:49,279 Speaker 2: You know. 92 00:04:49,440 --> 00:04:52,080 Speaker 1: I needed that sort of instruction, shall we say, in 93 00:04:52,200 --> 00:04:54,200 Speaker 1: order to thrive. It worked for me as well, so 94 00:04:54,240 --> 00:04:56,720 Speaker 1: I completely get it. Mike. Now, going back as well, 95 00:04:56,760 --> 00:04:59,320 Speaker 1: you said you keep saying you know those guys though, 96 00:04:59,640 --> 00:05:02,640 Speaker 1: was it Is it a male dominant organization and what 97 00:05:02,720 --> 00:05:04,960 Speaker 1: was it like? Did you need any qualifications to get 98 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:07,760 Speaker 1: in or just a case of you know, your dad 99 00:05:07,960 --> 00:05:10,080 Speaker 1: put in a good word for you and then boom, 100 00:05:10,120 --> 00:05:11,919 Speaker 1: you went into a male dominant organization. 101 00:05:12,240 --> 00:05:15,600 Speaker 2: It was pretty male dominated. There were females there. It 102 00:05:15,680 --> 00:05:19,719 Speaker 2: wasn't politically correct. I never saw anything you know, sexual, 103 00:05:20,200 --> 00:05:24,120 Speaker 2: but it was a male dominated environment. Just as far 104 00:05:24,120 --> 00:05:26,800 Speaker 2: as qualifications, back then, I caught the tail end and 105 00:05:26,839 --> 00:05:29,120 Speaker 2: they did it in the UK as well. To become 106 00:05:29,120 --> 00:05:31,039 Speaker 2: a journalist, you did a four year cadet ship like 107 00:05:31,240 --> 00:05:35,440 Speaker 2: on the job apprenticeship degrees were just starting to come 108 00:05:35,480 --> 00:05:37,279 Speaker 2: in then, but I didn't do it. I did a 109 00:05:37,279 --> 00:05:40,520 Speaker 2: four year cadet ship through the union. So that's how 110 00:05:40,560 --> 00:05:41,760 Speaker 2: I got into it. 111 00:05:41,800 --> 00:05:44,200 Speaker 1: Take me back to that day, Mike, when you when 112 00:05:44,200 --> 00:05:47,160 Speaker 1: you became a fully fledged journalist, where were you and 113 00:05:47,520 --> 00:05:49,240 Speaker 1: do you remember that moment or did it all just 114 00:05:49,320 --> 00:05:50,000 Speaker 1: mix into one? 115 00:05:50,560 --> 00:05:52,640 Speaker 2: Were kind of mixed into one, because what you could 116 00:05:52,640 --> 00:05:55,159 Speaker 2: do as a cadet, you could go from a third 117 00:05:55,279 --> 00:05:58,520 Speaker 2: year cadet, get a job as what we would call 118 00:05:58,560 --> 00:06:01,840 Speaker 2: a degrade journalist and an other organization. And that's what 119 00:06:01,920 --> 00:06:02,200 Speaker 2: I did. 120 00:06:02,200 --> 00:06:04,440 Speaker 3: So I probably sleek grade journalist. 121 00:06:04,520 --> 00:06:07,120 Speaker 1: That sound good, mate, That doesn't sound good. 122 00:06:07,160 --> 00:06:08,560 Speaker 2: A lot of people might say, I'm still a D 123 00:06:08,640 --> 00:06:11,440 Speaker 2: grade journalist, but that's that's how it was. You know, 124 00:06:11,480 --> 00:06:14,760 Speaker 2: you go D all the way up to a grade journalist, 125 00:06:15,480 --> 00:06:17,480 Speaker 2: So that's how that's how the system works. I kind 126 00:06:17,480 --> 00:06:19,960 Speaker 2: of jumped from newspapers at a early early age. I 127 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:23,880 Speaker 2: was twenty and I jumped into my first fora into television, 128 00:06:23,920 --> 00:06:27,240 Speaker 2: and again I struggled. I was terrible. I think my 129 00:06:27,320 --> 00:06:30,839 Speaker 2: boss at that stage six weeks in and he told 130 00:06:30,839 --> 00:06:33,400 Speaker 2: me you might want to look for another job because 131 00:06:33,440 --> 00:06:37,760 Speaker 2: this doesn't suit you. So it took me a while. 132 00:06:38,800 --> 00:06:41,680 Speaker 3: I call that character building. I was middle to and 133 00:06:41,720 --> 00:06:43,120 Speaker 3: the military is not for you. 134 00:06:43,200 --> 00:06:45,919 Speaker 1: And then I end up as a as a Tier 135 00:06:45,960 --> 00:06:49,360 Speaker 1: one Special forces operator or you know, that's not it's 136 00:06:49,360 --> 00:06:49,800 Speaker 1: not called it a. 137 00:06:51,360 --> 00:06:53,240 Speaker 3: Yeah exactly, yeah, exactly like. 138 00:06:53,240 --> 00:06:55,640 Speaker 1: You said, you know, you stuck at it, and I 139 00:06:55,640 --> 00:06:58,359 Speaker 1: suppose you know when you look at journalism and you 140 00:06:58,400 --> 00:06:59,880 Speaker 1: look at what you're going to see, what you're going 141 00:06:59,920 --> 00:07:02,760 Speaker 1: to witness, what you're going to have to report, the. 142 00:07:02,680 --> 00:07:04,200 Speaker 3: Integrity behind it. 143 00:07:04,800 --> 00:07:09,680 Speaker 1: How important was the integral side of it, reporting the 144 00:07:09,760 --> 00:07:12,679 Speaker 1: news factually and telling the truth. 145 00:07:13,160 --> 00:07:16,880 Speaker 2: It was everything. It's fundamentally what I've got my career on. 146 00:07:17,160 --> 00:07:21,160 Speaker 2: I was taught at a very early age that finding 147 00:07:21,200 --> 00:07:24,480 Speaker 2: the truth, the search for the truth, is fundamental to 148 00:07:24,520 --> 00:07:26,840 Speaker 2: everything we do. It might not suit our story that 149 00:07:26,880 --> 00:07:30,360 Speaker 2: we're chasing, but it's fundamental to what we do. Holding 150 00:07:31,080 --> 00:07:34,880 Speaker 2: those in power to account is fundamental to what we're doing. 151 00:07:35,440 --> 00:07:38,240 Speaker 2: I was also told very early on to be fair 152 00:07:38,280 --> 00:07:41,640 Speaker 2: to people. I was doing a record review back in 153 00:07:41,680 --> 00:07:45,120 Speaker 2: the day, in the eighties, and I wrote this scathing 154 00:07:45,200 --> 00:07:49,600 Speaker 2: record review, remembering I was in my teens, and when 155 00:07:49,640 --> 00:07:52,040 Speaker 2: the journeists pulled me inside, would you like that said 156 00:07:52,080 --> 00:07:53,680 Speaker 2: about you? And I said, well, this guy is a 157 00:07:53,720 --> 00:07:57,800 Speaker 2: big star, yes it doesn't matter. Would you like that 158 00:07:57,800 --> 00:08:03,640 Speaker 2: written about you? So fairness, the truth, and accuracy were 159 00:08:03,720 --> 00:08:09,280 Speaker 2: drilled into me relentlessly, and we took complaints and I 160 00:08:09,320 --> 00:08:11,640 Speaker 2: still take complaints about that very seriously. 161 00:08:12,240 --> 00:08:16,120 Speaker 1: Take me back to your very first big memorable story, 162 00:08:16,320 --> 00:08:18,640 Speaker 1: you know, I suppose, and I'm not a bit worthy 163 00:08:18,640 --> 00:08:21,040 Speaker 1: of you. Where you getting all the shitty little stories 164 00:08:21,080 --> 00:08:23,280 Speaker 1: at first, and then you build your way up to 165 00:08:24,160 --> 00:08:26,160 Speaker 1: a bigger story where you go, I've made it. 166 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:29,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, No. I covered all sorts of crappy little 167 00:08:29,560 --> 00:08:34,360 Speaker 2: stories to go along. You know. I did the Fire 168 00:08:34,440 --> 00:08:40,360 Speaker 2: Brigade Australian Championships where you know, not to integrate the fibrigaete. 169 00:08:41,040 --> 00:08:43,040 Speaker 2: You know they're great, But that wasn't a big story. 170 00:08:43,280 --> 00:08:46,440 Speaker 2: My first big story that I would call kind of, 171 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:49,840 Speaker 2: you know, a world class kind of story, and it 172 00:08:49,880 --> 00:08:55,080 Speaker 2: was a horrible story was Port Arthur massacre. For those 173 00:08:55,120 --> 00:08:58,680 Speaker 2: who don't remember, thirty five people died, killed, slaughtered in 174 00:08:58,800 --> 00:09:02,960 Speaker 2: Port Arthur nineteen ninety six. I'd only been to Port 175 00:09:03,080 --> 00:09:07,080 Speaker 2: Arthur as a tourist a couple of weeks earlier in Tasmania. 176 00:09:07,160 --> 00:09:11,280 Speaker 2: Beautiful spot where they you're lot kicked out a lot 177 00:09:11,480 --> 00:09:18,080 Speaker 2: as convicts, very historic area, but it became the scene 178 00:09:18,120 --> 00:09:21,720 Speaker 2: of just something absolutely horrific. Martin Bryant went into the 179 00:09:21,760 --> 00:09:24,520 Speaker 2: Broad Arrow cafe, where again I'd only been a couple 180 00:09:24,559 --> 00:09:27,280 Speaker 2: of weeks ago, just slaughtered everybody in there, then chased 181 00:09:27,280 --> 00:09:32,480 Speaker 2: tourists around the buses, and then slaughtered a mother and 182 00:09:32,520 --> 00:09:37,080 Speaker 2: two very young children on the way out. Horrendous story 183 00:09:37,400 --> 00:09:40,319 Speaker 2: just shook Australia to its very core, led to gun 184 00:09:40,640 --> 00:09:44,760 Speaker 2: control measures taken by John Howard. I was in court, 185 00:09:45,520 --> 00:09:47,880 Speaker 2: probably a couple of feet away from Martin Bryant when 186 00:09:47,880 --> 00:09:51,840 Speaker 2: he pleaded guilty to thirty five counts of murder, and 187 00:09:52,080 --> 00:09:55,760 Speaker 2: he laughed all the way through him cleaning because he 188 00:09:55,800 --> 00:09:59,920 Speaker 2: found it amusing about how it was repetitive. You know, 189 00:10:00,559 --> 00:10:03,040 Speaker 2: how do you plead to the murder of this person? 190 00:10:03,040 --> 00:10:05,959 Speaker 2: How do you plead? And his own council legal counsel 191 00:10:06,040 --> 00:10:07,600 Speaker 2: ended up telling him to shut up in the end, 192 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:10,839 Speaker 2: but looking into his eyes, he was pure evil. He's 193 00:10:11,120 --> 00:10:13,839 Speaker 2: serving life in prison, will never get out, should never 194 00:10:13,880 --> 00:10:18,079 Speaker 2: get out. But also, and it was the first of many, 195 00:10:18,200 --> 00:10:21,320 Speaker 2: many too many massacres that I'd go on to cover, 196 00:10:21,360 --> 00:10:23,439 Speaker 2: but it was certainly the one that rocked me to 197 00:10:23,520 --> 00:10:23,880 Speaker 2: my core. 198 00:10:24,120 --> 00:10:26,000 Speaker 3: How do you find yourself on the job like that? 199 00:10:26,679 --> 00:10:29,679 Speaker 3: Who gives you the call? Do you volunteer for it? 200 00:10:30,200 --> 00:10:30,360 Speaker 2: You know. 201 00:10:30,480 --> 00:10:32,560 Speaker 3: It's not for the faint hearted, is it No? 202 00:10:32,720 --> 00:10:36,160 Speaker 2: And probably I was underprepared. I think I was twenty six, 203 00:10:36,240 --> 00:10:39,480 Speaker 2: maybe twenty seven, and so still very young, still very 204 00:10:39,520 --> 00:10:44,960 Speaker 2: experienced in my journalism career. Every journalist wants to go 205 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:49,120 Speaker 2: to a big story. That's a natural reaction. I was 206 00:10:49,200 --> 00:10:51,839 Speaker 2: kind of the second wave, so I wasn't there on 207 00:10:51,880 --> 00:10:54,880 Speaker 2: the ground that day, but I was there relieving people 208 00:10:54,920 --> 00:10:58,760 Speaker 2: who had been there several days. And I found Tasmania beautiful, 209 00:10:59,000 --> 00:11:03,400 Speaker 2: beautiful state. The people were just absolutely devastated, and that 210 00:11:03,480 --> 00:11:07,880 Speaker 2: quickly turned to anger towards the journalists like myself, which 211 00:11:08,000 --> 00:11:11,719 Speaker 2: commonplace in those kind of people start to they want 212 00:11:11,760 --> 00:11:14,719 Speaker 2: to put their anger somewhere, and of course it's we 213 00:11:14,920 --> 00:11:19,000 Speaker 2: journalists who are asking questions who don't go away as 214 00:11:19,080 --> 00:11:21,720 Speaker 2: quickly as they want to. I get that reaction, and 215 00:11:21,760 --> 00:11:25,280 Speaker 2: I've seen that repeated throughout my journey. 216 00:11:25,320 --> 00:11:29,400 Speaker 3: But it shook me to the core because if you. 217 00:11:29,360 --> 00:11:31,800 Speaker 2: Didn't know somebody who was directly involved, you knew of 218 00:11:31,880 --> 00:11:33,880 Speaker 2: somebody who knew of somebody, if you know what I mean. 219 00:11:34,679 --> 00:11:40,760 Speaker 2: It was a really devastating, life changing event. Illustrated it. 220 00:11:40,840 --> 00:11:42,280 Speaker 2: Thankfully we haven't seen again. 221 00:11:43,160 --> 00:11:46,840 Speaker 1: How do you sort of manage coming off the back 222 00:11:46,920 --> 00:11:49,080 Speaker 1: end of that, do you just keep yourself busy by 223 00:11:49,120 --> 00:11:51,400 Speaker 1: going on to the next big story And you know, 224 00:11:51,440 --> 00:11:53,840 Speaker 1: at such a young age twenty six, being exposed to that, 225 00:11:53,840 --> 00:11:57,040 Speaker 1: that's your first big story. When you come off of it, well, 226 00:11:57,679 --> 00:11:59,679 Speaker 1: do you just get your head straight back in the game. 227 00:12:00,160 --> 00:12:04,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, you have to, you have to. I do remember 228 00:12:04,240 --> 00:12:09,720 Speaker 2: being really badly shaken by it and underprepared and not knowing, 229 00:12:10,520 --> 00:12:13,600 Speaker 2: you know, I felt guilty being down there. But I 230 00:12:13,679 --> 00:12:15,600 Speaker 2: also say that I don't live in a world where 231 00:12:15,679 --> 00:12:17,720 Speaker 2: thirty five people can be massacred and we all just 232 00:12:17,760 --> 00:12:20,760 Speaker 2: move on quickly. I don't want to live in that world. 233 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:24,079 Speaker 2: I think it's important that we keep asking questions and 234 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:27,000 Speaker 2: showing the impact of it. I was deeply shaken. I 235 00:12:27,040 --> 00:12:31,080 Speaker 2: think over time moving beyond that, you know, you learned 236 00:12:31,080 --> 00:12:34,480 Speaker 2: to just push that stuff down deep, deep, deep, And 237 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:36,920 Speaker 2: that was one of the things in writing this book. 238 00:12:38,920 --> 00:12:43,200 Speaker 2: I was forced to confront the publishers, who were wonderful. 239 00:12:43,240 --> 00:12:45,199 Speaker 2: They kept saying, no, no, no, no, we want. 240 00:12:45,080 --> 00:12:46,960 Speaker 3: More, we need more about it. 241 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:49,800 Speaker 2: You can't nothing compared to you have been throughout. But 242 00:12:49,800 --> 00:12:52,200 Speaker 2: I'm sure you've kind of followed that similar journey where 243 00:12:52,200 --> 00:12:55,920 Speaker 2: you have to confront you know, how has this really 244 00:12:55,920 --> 00:12:58,440 Speaker 2: affected me? I can't just keep moving on without at 245 00:12:58,520 --> 00:13:00,600 Speaker 2: least looking back and see you know. 246 00:13:01,840 --> 00:13:04,440 Speaker 1: See absolutely mate, now I get it. And then you 247 00:13:04,480 --> 00:13:07,440 Speaker 1: say nothing compared to you. It is because you know, 248 00:13:07,720 --> 00:13:11,880 Speaker 1: you don't know how you're going to react emotionally, psychologically, 249 00:13:11,960 --> 00:13:15,280 Speaker 1: or physically when you're exposed to a certain situation, when 250 00:13:15,320 --> 00:13:19,120 Speaker 1: you're exposed to certain people, when you're exposed to certain imagery, 251 00:13:19,160 --> 00:13:21,760 Speaker 1: when you're exposed to certain you know, environments. 252 00:13:21,800 --> 00:13:23,240 Speaker 3: It's just the environment itself. 253 00:13:23,320 --> 00:13:25,679 Speaker 1: You know, you step into an environment and you just 254 00:13:25,880 --> 00:13:29,120 Speaker 1: know the hostilities there. And was it the first time 255 00:13:29,160 --> 00:13:32,880 Speaker 1: that you experienced hostility to the point where you're trying 256 00:13:32,920 --> 00:13:35,640 Speaker 1: to report the truth and trying to get down to 257 00:13:35,679 --> 00:13:37,839 Speaker 1: finding out what exactly went on and then all of 258 00:13:37,840 --> 00:13:41,560 Speaker 1: a sudden you're being met with this hostility where people 259 00:13:41,559 --> 00:13:43,760 Speaker 1: don't want you there, They're probably being violent, they're being 260 00:13:43,800 --> 00:13:46,480 Speaker 1: aggressive towards you. Is this the first time you experienced 261 00:13:46,520 --> 00:13:47,040 Speaker 1: that as well? 262 00:13:47,400 --> 00:13:47,600 Speaker 3: Oh? 263 00:13:47,640 --> 00:13:50,200 Speaker 2: Absolutely, And it was kind of it was confronting because 264 00:13:50,200 --> 00:13:52,880 Speaker 2: I'm going through to a degree what they're going through. 265 00:13:52,920 --> 00:13:55,720 Speaker 2: But also no, we're never violent, but there was certainly 266 00:13:55,800 --> 00:13:59,040 Speaker 2: aggressive towards us. Again, I understand it. I don't ask 267 00:13:59,080 --> 00:14:01,720 Speaker 2: for any sympathy about any of this because I chose 268 00:14:01,760 --> 00:14:07,520 Speaker 2: to be there, they didn't. But you know, it is confronting, 269 00:14:07,640 --> 00:14:10,920 Speaker 2: it is you know. I always say that sometimes you 270 00:14:11,160 --> 00:14:13,560 Speaker 2: see things with your eyes that your mind can't just 271 00:14:13,640 --> 00:14:16,959 Speaker 2: can't compute, just cannot get around one. And that's and 272 00:14:17,000 --> 00:14:21,480 Speaker 2: that's that's really tough. And you know, again we are 273 00:14:21,480 --> 00:14:25,120 Speaker 2: we are, I guess intruding, which I've always struggled with 274 00:14:25,280 --> 00:14:31,200 Speaker 2: people in their worse time suffering grief. That's always a 275 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:32,800 Speaker 2: difficult balance as a journalist. 276 00:14:42,760 --> 00:14:46,280 Speaker 1: After this, you dive straight back into work. Very much 277 00:14:46,360 --> 00:14:48,760 Speaker 1: like myself, you know, I'm very much you know, get 278 00:14:48,800 --> 00:14:50,880 Speaker 1: my head back in the game so I can continue, 279 00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:53,600 Speaker 1: and you know, not not forget about it, because we 280 00:14:53,600 --> 00:14:56,240 Speaker 1: never do, but just you know, focus on something else 281 00:14:56,280 --> 00:15:00,640 Speaker 1: and to keep your mind distracted. I suppose what was 282 00:15:00,680 --> 00:15:04,800 Speaker 1: the next big news story for you? 283 00:15:04,840 --> 00:15:07,160 Speaker 2: After that, I bounced around a little bit. I was 284 00:15:07,200 --> 00:15:09,240 Speaker 2: still based in Melbourne as a journalist. I went to 285 00:15:09,880 --> 00:15:14,600 Speaker 2: the handover of Hong Kong back to Chinese rule, so 286 00:15:14,960 --> 00:15:18,360 Speaker 2: I kind of started getting into that international flavor of stories. 287 00:15:18,720 --> 00:15:22,600 Speaker 2: I was also covering major stories bushfires and the deployment 288 00:15:22,640 --> 00:15:25,840 Speaker 2: of troops into East Team or here in Australia. But 289 00:15:26,240 --> 00:15:29,520 Speaker 2: that's when I really became focused on becoming a foreign correspondent. 290 00:15:29,560 --> 00:15:32,560 Speaker 2: That's when I knew it's what I wanted to do. 291 00:15:32,760 --> 00:15:34,760 Speaker 2: I had that little bit of taste. I was watching 292 00:15:34,840 --> 00:15:39,920 Speaker 2: people that I admire, and I really wanted to do that. 293 00:15:40,600 --> 00:15:43,640 Speaker 1: What does your sort of family life or your you know, 294 00:15:43,720 --> 00:15:45,640 Speaker 1: your love life look like, you know, going into your 295 00:15:45,720 --> 00:15:48,680 Speaker 1: late twenties, you're now you're like a foreign correspondent. 296 00:15:48,680 --> 00:15:49,560 Speaker 3: You're traveling around. 297 00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:52,760 Speaker 1: Is it impossible to have a relationship or you know, 298 00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:56,160 Speaker 1: like a love life, you know, because ultimately, you know, 299 00:15:56,160 --> 00:15:58,120 Speaker 1: when you're bouncing around, I suppose you're meeting lots of 300 00:15:58,160 --> 00:16:00,320 Speaker 1: different people, and but you. 301 00:16:00,280 --> 00:16:02,720 Speaker 3: Know, you are you just purely focused on your work. 302 00:16:03,320 --> 00:16:06,080 Speaker 2: I was always focused on my work, probably too much. 303 00:16:06,160 --> 00:16:09,240 Speaker 2: I didn't meet my now wife until I went to Ala. 304 00:16:09,600 --> 00:16:15,120 Speaker 2: I met her probably six months in. She's American. It 305 00:16:15,240 --> 00:16:20,080 Speaker 2: is a very taxing lifestyle for family, very taxing. Yeah. 306 00:16:20,120 --> 00:16:22,240 Speaker 2: I was probably way seventy eighty percent of the time, 307 00:16:23,440 --> 00:16:25,640 Speaker 2: and I could never commit to anything. In fact, a 308 00:16:25,680 --> 00:16:29,520 Speaker 2: lot of her friends wondered whether I even existed because 309 00:16:29,520 --> 00:16:33,760 Speaker 2: they never saw me. So Tracy's been very patient with 310 00:16:33,800 --> 00:16:37,520 Speaker 2: me over the journey, knowing and always encouraging me. You 311 00:16:37,560 --> 00:16:41,200 Speaker 2: know you've got Sometimes you don't say that journos want 312 00:16:41,240 --> 00:16:42,720 Speaker 2: to go to big stories, but when you're going to 313 00:16:42,760 --> 00:16:46,440 Speaker 2: one after another after another after another, sometimes you go oh, 314 00:16:46,480 --> 00:16:49,120 Speaker 2: and she go, look, Mike, you need to go to this. 315 00:16:48,920 --> 00:16:51,480 Speaker 2: This is an important story. So I'm very grateful for 316 00:16:51,520 --> 00:16:55,320 Speaker 2: her and her great support. I couldn't have done it 317 00:16:55,320 --> 00:16:59,680 Speaker 2: without her, and that even became tougher when we became parents. 318 00:16:59,760 --> 00:17:02,520 Speaker 2: You know, you miss so much. That's probably my big 319 00:17:02,560 --> 00:17:05,960 Speaker 2: regret is missing so much of my son's early years 320 00:17:05,960 --> 00:17:10,080 Speaker 2: when he actually wanted to be around me. Yeah, exactly, Yeah, 321 00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:12,840 Speaker 2: when they actually want daddy, and then it's no Dad, 322 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:13,760 Speaker 2: get away from me. 323 00:17:14,240 --> 00:17:15,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, embarrassing me. 324 00:17:15,960 --> 00:17:16,160 Speaker 1: Yeah. 325 00:17:16,240 --> 00:17:19,280 Speaker 2: So I I look, that was the price I paid. 326 00:17:19,840 --> 00:17:23,400 Speaker 2: But my wife said, look, we were afforded a great lifestyle. 327 00:17:23,600 --> 00:17:26,400 Speaker 2: I lived in America for eighteen years. I loved every 328 00:17:26,440 --> 00:17:27,680 Speaker 2: second of it. 329 00:17:27,760 --> 00:17:28,240 Speaker 3: Amazing. 330 00:17:28,880 --> 00:17:33,399 Speaker 1: What was it like covering the inaugurations? So you covered 331 00:17:33,760 --> 00:17:38,240 Speaker 1: Georgia W. Bush's, Barack Obama's. And the reason why I 332 00:17:38,240 --> 00:17:41,160 Speaker 1: say that is because I went to the Trump inauguration 333 00:17:41,359 --> 00:17:42,160 Speaker 1: this latest one. 334 00:17:42,320 --> 00:17:43,480 Speaker 2: Sure, I was. 335 00:17:43,560 --> 00:17:45,639 Speaker 3: Fortunately I got invited to his ball as well. 336 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:49,360 Speaker 1: Oh wow, yeah, it was when you talk about being 337 00:17:49,359 --> 00:17:51,040 Speaker 1: a journalist, it was so fascinating. 338 00:17:51,119 --> 00:17:53,399 Speaker 3: I was like, yeah, it was really really cool. 339 00:17:53,840 --> 00:17:55,840 Speaker 1: But what was it like, you know, having your sort 340 00:17:55,840 --> 00:17:59,960 Speaker 1: of first taste of that political realm, because it's completely 341 00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:04,040 Speaker 1: different to covering the story of a massacre of violence. 342 00:18:04,080 --> 00:18:06,560 Speaker 1: And how do they differ. 343 00:18:07,560 --> 00:18:11,200 Speaker 2: Well, I'll tell you the story. I went to LA 344 00:18:11,600 --> 00:18:14,119 Speaker 2: straight out of the Sydney Olympics, so it was October 345 00:18:14,560 --> 00:18:18,919 Speaker 2: two thousand and I don't know the excitement of getting 346 00:18:18,920 --> 00:18:22,879 Speaker 2: the job. I just I overlooked the fact that we 347 00:18:22,920 --> 00:18:26,840 Speaker 2: were going into an election George W. Bush Al Gore, 348 00:18:27,760 --> 00:18:30,439 Speaker 2: and it suddenly dawned on me. Should I don't know 349 00:18:30,480 --> 00:18:34,679 Speaker 2: anything about us politics? And my boss said to me 350 00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:37,680 Speaker 2: at the time, I'd only been there literally week. He said, Mike, 351 00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:40,239 Speaker 2: don't worry about this. This will be a one maybe two 352 00:18:40,320 --> 00:18:42,960 Speaker 2: day story. We'll move on. I don't know if you 353 00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:47,440 Speaker 2: remember that election Al Gore George W. Bush. It became 354 00:18:47,480 --> 00:18:50,640 Speaker 2: a disaster that the networks called it for Gore, then 355 00:18:50,680 --> 00:18:51,720 Speaker 2: retracted it called. 356 00:18:51,560 --> 00:18:52,119 Speaker 3: It for Busch. 357 00:18:52,160 --> 00:18:54,879 Speaker 2: Bush was about to go out and do an acceptance speech. 358 00:18:54,920 --> 00:18:58,080 Speaker 2: Gore rang back and said and took his concession away, 359 00:18:58,119 --> 00:19:01,000 Speaker 2: and then it was the hanging chads. This election wasn't 360 00:19:01,320 --> 00:19:03,760 Speaker 2: over in one or two days. It was over in 361 00:19:04,440 --> 00:19:06,600 Speaker 2: I think it dragged on for two months. I went 362 00:19:06,600 --> 00:19:09,359 Speaker 2: to the US Supreme Court where ultimately, but then I 363 00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:12,080 Speaker 2: fell in love with US politics. And I went to 364 00:19:12,119 --> 00:19:15,760 Speaker 2: the inauguration of George W. Bush, which it would have 365 00:19:15,800 --> 00:19:19,959 Speaker 2: been nothing like Donald Trump. I was literally standing, you know, 366 00:19:20,200 --> 00:19:22,560 Speaker 2: maybe one hundred meters away from George Bush who was 367 00:19:22,560 --> 00:19:26,840 Speaker 2: on stage at the Capitol. Bitterly cold days would have 368 00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:29,200 Speaker 2: been for yours as well. But I fell in love 369 00:19:29,280 --> 00:19:33,159 Speaker 2: with the pomp and ceremony of US politics. It's a 370 00:19:33,200 --> 00:19:35,800 Speaker 2: bit more of a sport it was. It's become a 371 00:19:35,800 --> 00:19:37,840 Speaker 2: bit more of a blood sport now, but it was 372 00:19:37,880 --> 00:19:40,920 Speaker 2: a bit more of a sport in America compared to Australia, 373 00:19:40,920 --> 00:19:44,840 Speaker 2: where we're taught not to talk about politics. They debate 374 00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:48,120 Speaker 2: every part of it, and I loved that. I love 375 00:19:48,240 --> 00:19:52,600 Speaker 2: the kind of the theater of it, the conventions, the debate. 376 00:19:53,359 --> 00:19:54,040 Speaker 3: I just loved it. 377 00:19:54,080 --> 00:19:54,960 Speaker 2: I fell in love with it. 378 00:19:55,280 --> 00:19:59,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, the same with me is fascinating because it's almost 379 00:19:59,160 --> 00:20:02,080 Speaker 1: like having a huge team, and everyone knows each other's 380 00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:05,840 Speaker 1: roles and they will know absolutely everything, and it's it's 381 00:20:05,920 --> 00:20:10,840 Speaker 1: hugely celebrated, you know, the hugely patriotic as well, especially 382 00:20:10,880 --> 00:20:14,800 Speaker 1: you know back in the late nineties and the early 383 00:20:14,920 --> 00:20:15,720 Speaker 1: two thousands. 384 00:20:16,920 --> 00:20:20,560 Speaker 3: So yeah, I can imagine that was that was amazing, And. 385 00:20:20,520 --> 00:20:25,919 Speaker 1: You said, it really sparks your love for politics. Is 386 00:20:25,960 --> 00:20:29,760 Speaker 1: it hard not to dive in headfirst and get really 387 00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:33,119 Speaker 1: involved within that political realm? And how hard is it 388 00:20:33,160 --> 00:20:34,960 Speaker 1: to sort of pull yourself out of that and to 389 00:20:35,000 --> 00:20:36,119 Speaker 1: get into a fresh story. 390 00:20:36,440 --> 00:20:38,040 Speaker 3: At the time, we were kind of it was kind 391 00:20:38,040 --> 00:20:39,000 Speaker 3: of a rolling mix. 392 00:20:39,119 --> 00:20:43,320 Speaker 2: You know, We've been covering Barack Obama's election campaign one day, 393 00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:47,760 Speaker 2: then massacre the next, then then you know, the red 394 00:20:47,840 --> 00:20:51,080 Speaker 2: carpet for the oscars to a space shuttle takeoff to 395 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:54,800 Speaker 2: you know, going to some kind of disaster overseas. That 396 00:20:54,960 --> 00:20:56,520 Speaker 2: was what we did, you know, and we're rolled back 397 00:20:56,520 --> 00:20:58,119 Speaker 2: into the next one, and the next one and the 398 00:20:58,119 --> 00:21:01,040 Speaker 2: next one. It was like, yeah, it's like one big blur. 399 00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:04,200 Speaker 2: It was just we're going to do this, Okay, let's 400 00:21:04,240 --> 00:21:07,639 Speaker 2: go back melting. Oh yeah, it was, but that you 401 00:21:07,680 --> 00:21:08,720 Speaker 2: were never bored. 402 00:21:08,840 --> 00:21:09,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, exactly. 403 00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:13,359 Speaker 1: Yeah, kept you on your toes, mate, right, absolutely, And 404 00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:19,800 Speaker 1: you happen to be in the States when nine eleven hits. Everyone, 405 00:21:19,880 --> 00:21:22,639 Speaker 1: I suppose remembers where they were. I remember where I was. 406 00:21:22,680 --> 00:21:25,439 Speaker 1: I was in the Army. I was in Macedonia on 407 00:21:25,560 --> 00:21:30,200 Speaker 1: operations in Macedonia to prevent a civil war, collecting firearms 408 00:21:30,320 --> 00:21:33,600 Speaker 1: off the local rebels. And remember going into a big 409 00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:37,439 Speaker 1: airplane hangar. Everyone was in the corner of this hanger 410 00:21:37,720 --> 00:21:40,200 Speaker 1: watching a black and white TV, you know, with a 411 00:21:40,200 --> 00:21:42,639 Speaker 1: little antenna, and I can just remember getting up on 412 00:21:42,640 --> 00:21:47,120 Speaker 1: my tiptoes and seeing the twin towers go down and 413 00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:49,879 Speaker 1: then I sort of, you know, the echo chambers within 414 00:21:49,920 --> 00:21:52,320 Speaker 1: that airplane hanger were like, all right, this is it. 415 00:21:52,359 --> 00:21:54,520 Speaker 1: We're going to war. This is the start of World 416 00:21:54,520 --> 00:21:56,480 Speaker 1: War three as such. You know, that was the sort 417 00:21:56,480 --> 00:22:03,040 Speaker 1: of environment. Where were you and especially being in the States. 418 00:22:03,119 --> 00:22:04,400 Speaker 3: You were in New York as well. 419 00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:06,960 Speaker 2: Weren't you? I was, Yeah, what was it like? 420 00:22:07,119 --> 00:22:08,800 Speaker 3: And take me back to that day. 421 00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:13,080 Speaker 2: Well, Leighton Hewitt had just won the US Open Tennis 422 00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:17,159 Speaker 2: Championship that weekend the previous weekend, so we've been in 423 00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:21,359 Speaker 2: New York for that. We went out and we drank 424 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:23,320 Speaker 2: too much. I'll be honest, it was what journeys do. 425 00:22:23,800 --> 00:22:25,840 Speaker 2: So the next day, next morning, we were running late 426 00:22:25,920 --> 00:22:29,119 Speaker 2: for the airport. We were dusty. We jumped into this 427 00:22:29,280 --> 00:22:33,199 Speaker 2: cab and the kabby thought we were tourists and you know, 428 00:22:33,200 --> 00:22:35,240 Speaker 2: you're not New York. Cabby's like, they're not the friendliest, 429 00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:37,080 Speaker 2: but this guy happened to be super friendly, and he 430 00:22:37,119 --> 00:22:40,800 Speaker 2: told us he was from Israel. And we drove down 431 00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:44,600 Speaker 2: trying to get off Manhattan Island towards the airport. It 432 00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:48,119 Speaker 2: was about eight fifteen I think, and he said, oh, 433 00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:51,400 Speaker 2: that's the Israeli Consulate. There's always a police car out 434 00:22:51,440 --> 00:22:53,359 Speaker 2: the front. And with that almost on cue, the police 435 00:22:53,400 --> 00:22:56,159 Speaker 2: car just lit up its lights and sped off, and 436 00:22:56,160 --> 00:22:59,480 Speaker 2: he's like, that's unusual. We turned down into one of 437 00:22:59,480 --> 00:23:02,920 Speaker 2: the tunnels in Manhattan to take us to the airport 438 00:23:03,040 --> 00:23:07,159 Speaker 2: JFK and we came out of the tunnel and the 439 00:23:07,160 --> 00:23:11,240 Speaker 2: whole world had changed. My phone because we were talking 440 00:23:11,280 --> 00:23:14,280 Speaker 2: flip phones back then. It didn't work in the tunnel. 441 00:23:14,320 --> 00:23:18,400 Speaker 2: It just lit up. Going back into the tunnel, going 442 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:22,560 Speaker 2: towards Manhattan was every fire truck, ambulance, police card. 443 00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:25,200 Speaker 1: So you're seeing this visually, so you're just all of 444 00:23:25,240 --> 00:23:27,920 Speaker 1: a sudden, this whole and what's going through your head? 445 00:23:27,920 --> 00:23:29,040 Speaker 3: Are you confused? 446 00:23:29,520 --> 00:23:32,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm thinking what's going on here? Because remember we're 447 00:23:32,760 --> 00:23:36,240 Speaker 2: going away from Manhattan, so the twin towers were behind us. 448 00:23:36,560 --> 00:23:38,959 Speaker 2: Finally we got a call from a producer in Sydney 449 00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:42,400 Speaker 2: and said where are you What are you doing? I said, why, 450 00:23:42,440 --> 00:23:45,720 Speaker 2: what's going on? And they said a plane has hit 451 00:23:45,760 --> 00:23:48,000 Speaker 2: the World Trades in the tower. I'm like, oh no, 452 00:23:48,200 --> 00:23:52,440 Speaker 2: that's impossible. I turned to the look through the rear 453 00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:54,440 Speaker 2: of the window of the taxi. That kind of framed 454 00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:58,240 Speaker 2: it almost perfectly. There was the first tower, big hole, 455 00:23:58,920 --> 00:24:00,480 Speaker 2: smoke starting to come out out of it. 456 00:24:01,119 --> 00:24:01,840 Speaker 3: You can see it. 457 00:24:02,320 --> 00:24:05,840 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, absolutely, I mean it were dominated the skyline 458 00:24:06,240 --> 00:24:09,359 Speaker 2: and I'm like, oh my god, a beautiful blue sky. 459 00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:14,120 Speaker 2: It was vividly, you know, just a beautiful, beautiful day. 460 00:24:14,840 --> 00:24:16,640 Speaker 2: And they said, well, we're going to get you on. 461 00:24:16,840 --> 00:24:18,399 Speaker 2: It was late at night in Australia. We're going to 462 00:24:18,400 --> 00:24:20,359 Speaker 2: get you on. We're going to do a phone cross 463 00:24:20,480 --> 00:24:22,520 Speaker 2: to you in the cab and we're you know, we're 464 00:24:22,560 --> 00:24:24,200 Speaker 2: screaming at the cab can you get us back there? 465 00:24:24,200 --> 00:24:27,439 Speaker 2: And he's screaming and he's banging, he's banging. He's in tears, 466 00:24:27,440 --> 00:24:29,760 Speaker 2: he's banging the wheel. They have come for us here, 467 00:24:29,800 --> 00:24:33,480 Speaker 2: he said. He obviously thought it was terrorism. Immediately, I'm 468 00:24:33,520 --> 00:24:36,800 Speaker 2: on the phone ready to do a live cross back 469 00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:39,119 Speaker 2: to the studio, and I could hear the studio, the 470 00:24:39,119 --> 00:24:43,120 Speaker 2: control room, and I heard them all scream and oh 471 00:24:43,119 --> 00:24:45,760 Speaker 2: my god, another one's hit. Look back in the cab. 472 00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:51,080 Speaker 2: Sure enough, there's a second gaping hole. It was immediately 473 00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:53,960 Speaker 2: clear this was terrorism. There's no way that that could 474 00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:57,960 Speaker 2: have happened. And we turned on We're trying to get 475 00:24:57,960 --> 00:25:01,080 Speaker 2: down back onto Manhattan Island. Were shutting off bridges and 476 00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:03,679 Speaker 2: tunnels as quickly as they could. They were concerned that 477 00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:06,719 Speaker 2: this was just the start of attacks. Turned on the radio, 478 00:25:06,920 --> 00:25:09,040 Speaker 2: you know, there was reports of the Supreme Court, a 479 00:25:09,119 --> 00:25:12,760 Speaker 2: bomb outside the Supreme Court. The plane Assys hit the Pentagon. 480 00:25:12,800 --> 00:25:15,200 Speaker 2: Another one's gone down in Pennsylvania, another one's going towards 481 00:25:15,200 --> 00:25:17,120 Speaker 2: the White House. And was like, oh my god, it's 482 00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:19,760 Speaker 2: like war of the World's, like, what on earth is 483 00:25:19,840 --> 00:25:23,520 Speaker 2: going on here? You know, some of it wasn't true, 484 00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:25,520 Speaker 2: but a lot of it, too much of it was true. 485 00:25:25,840 --> 00:25:28,119 Speaker 2: We eventually go right down, We had to circle right 486 00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:33,160 Speaker 2: down into to get into Manhattan through Harlem. We got 487 00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:35,879 Speaker 2: down and we made our way down. Can you imagine 488 00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:38,919 Speaker 2: it was Mayam made our way down just as the 489 00:25:38,960 --> 00:25:41,399 Speaker 2: first tower came down. We didn't see it. I couldn't 490 00:25:41,400 --> 00:25:44,040 Speaker 2: see it. But what I could see it eventually emerging 491 00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:47,240 Speaker 2: were people just covered in dust. You couldn't see. You 492 00:25:47,280 --> 00:25:50,000 Speaker 2: couldn't see withere, the black, white, Asian whatever, you just 493 00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:52,720 Speaker 2: could and you could see the terror in their eyes. 494 00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:56,720 Speaker 2: And we arrived as the dust was starting to billow 495 00:25:56,840 --> 00:26:01,080 Speaker 2: up and scrambled, grabbed whatever we could from the taxi 496 00:26:01,160 --> 00:26:04,000 Speaker 2: driver to get us through, and ran into it. And 497 00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:08,400 Speaker 2: we were there for weeks upon weeks, and I still 498 00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:13,200 Speaker 2: remember seeing these firefighters coming out of the dus had 499 00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:17,439 Speaker 2: remained of the World Trade Center, and for some reason, 500 00:26:17,760 --> 00:26:19,879 Speaker 2: the phone towers, mobile phone towlers were on top of 501 00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:22,400 Speaker 2: the World Trade Center, so they'd come down. So communications 502 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:27,520 Speaker 2: it's very difficult primitive time, remember, And for some reason 503 00:26:27,520 --> 00:26:29,960 Speaker 2: my phone worked just as these firefighters came out, and 504 00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:33,840 Speaker 2: one asked can I call? And I said yeah, sure, 505 00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:38,200 Speaker 2: and he gave him the phone and his partner's wife 506 00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:41,159 Speaker 2: he said, he broke down. He said, I've lost so 507 00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:44,400 Speaker 2: many people today. I don't you know he's in tears, 508 00:26:44,480 --> 00:26:49,040 Speaker 2: you know, three hundred and something odd firefighters and then 509 00:26:49,359 --> 00:26:50,920 Speaker 2: thank me for the call, gave me the phone back, 510 00:26:50,960 --> 00:26:54,919 Speaker 2: picked up his gear and went straight back in. You know, 511 00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:58,760 Speaker 2: that's bravery, that is just you know, those guys were 512 00:26:58,760 --> 00:27:01,960 Speaker 2: still charging into the second tower after the first went down. 513 00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:06,480 Speaker 2: I just cannot imagine. And for days afterwards we could 514 00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:10,879 Speaker 2: hear their personal alarms beeping. They all wore personal alarms. 515 00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:12,560 Speaker 2: I don't know if you do in the army as well, 516 00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:16,640 Speaker 2: but in the cases of trauma, they could use those 517 00:27:16,680 --> 00:27:19,479 Speaker 2: alarms to find them. With those alarms were going off, 518 00:27:19,560 --> 00:27:24,359 Speaker 2: you could hear beat all in the rubble in the rubble, 519 00:27:24,359 --> 00:27:26,159 Speaker 2: but they never found so many of them, you know, 520 00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:27,879 Speaker 2: you just could just hear it. I guess I just 521 00:27:27,920 --> 00:27:31,960 Speaker 2: kept going off until until they ran out of batteries. 522 00:27:32,040 --> 00:27:37,399 Speaker 2: But you know, so many of those people were never found, remains, parts, bits, 523 00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:39,000 Speaker 2: you know. I mean, it's just terrific. 524 00:27:39,440 --> 00:27:41,800 Speaker 1: So on on that day, Mike, when you're in when 525 00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:46,240 Speaker 1: you're in that, you know, talk about sensory overload. What's 526 00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:48,760 Speaker 1: going through your head as a journalist, And again, you know, 527 00:27:48,920 --> 00:27:51,560 Speaker 1: probably a very difficult question to answer, but are you 528 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:54,480 Speaker 1: thinking I need to report this. Are you thinking I 529 00:27:54,560 --> 00:27:56,880 Speaker 1: need to help? But how do you function? 530 00:27:57,359 --> 00:28:00,439 Speaker 2: Well? You have to focus on what you can and 531 00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:02,440 Speaker 2: that is for me at that stage, was getting what 532 00:28:02,520 --> 00:28:04,320 Speaker 2: was that getting on air? I had to get on 533 00:28:04,640 --> 00:28:09,240 Speaker 2: you gotcha? And again we're talking twenty five years ago. 534 00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:11,679 Speaker 2: So the only way I could get on air was 535 00:28:11,720 --> 00:28:14,760 Speaker 2: to get a satellite, get connected to a satellite. The 536 00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:18,800 Speaker 2: only people that had satellites were our NBCC and IN affiliates, 537 00:28:19,640 --> 00:28:23,160 Speaker 2: but of course they were choc a block. So I 538 00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:25,679 Speaker 2: had to try and get on air. I was begging people. 539 00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:28,760 Speaker 2: I knew, can I just get five minutes, ten minutes, anything, 540 00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:31,560 Speaker 2: I just need to get on air. You know, we're 541 00:28:31,680 --> 00:28:35,120 Speaker 2: recording stuff. But my sole focus was to get on air. 542 00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:40,400 Speaker 2: But I was again HARKing back to port Arthur. I 543 00:28:40,440 --> 00:28:43,280 Speaker 2: was overwhelmed in another way because this was I'm a boyfriend, Indigo, 544 00:28:43,320 --> 00:28:44,640 Speaker 2: and all of a sudden, I'm on the scene of 545 00:28:44,920 --> 00:28:48,920 Speaker 2: what really is still the biggest story of my career. 546 00:28:49,680 --> 00:28:51,760 Speaker 2: You know, this is the first time we've seen something 547 00:28:52,120 --> 00:28:56,360 Speaker 2: play out like that on TV. And I actually never 548 00:28:56,360 --> 00:28:58,240 Speaker 2: saw the vision for a long time because I remember 549 00:28:58,280 --> 00:29:00,440 Speaker 2: I was scrambling to get there. I didn't see division 550 00:29:00,520 --> 00:29:04,480 Speaker 2: until twelve hours later, but I knew the world had changed. 551 00:29:04,920 --> 00:29:08,200 Speaker 2: It changed your world. It changed my world. Even if 552 00:29:08,240 --> 00:29:11,600 Speaker 2: you weren't a journalist or a soldier, it changed your world. 553 00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:20,240 Speaker 2: It changed the trajectory of world history, wars and terrorist attacks. 554 00:29:20,720 --> 00:29:23,480 Speaker 2: So yeah, I was overwhelmed, and I was I don't mind, 555 00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:27,120 Speaker 2: I don't mind admitting it. It was unbelievable. 556 00:29:27,360 --> 00:29:29,600 Speaker 1: The reason why I ask is because I am good 557 00:29:29,600 --> 00:29:34,480 Speaker 1: friends with the second in command of the counter terrorism 558 00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:39,120 Speaker 1: cell in the CIA when when this happened, and I 559 00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:40,960 Speaker 1: said to him exactly the same question. 560 00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:43,640 Speaker 3: I said, what do you do? He said, we didn't 561 00:29:43,680 --> 00:29:44,760 Speaker 3: know what to do. 562 00:29:44,800 --> 00:29:49,560 Speaker 1: This was so so advanced, This was so out of 563 00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:52,920 Speaker 1: our remit of you know, what we portrayed as a 564 00:29:53,160 --> 00:29:58,280 Speaker 1: terrorist attack that we just we were just like, right, 565 00:29:58,520 --> 00:30:01,200 Speaker 1: where where do we start? Where do you start with 566 00:30:01,280 --> 00:30:03,640 Speaker 1: something like that? And I suppose it's trying to find 567 00:30:03,680 --> 00:30:06,360 Speaker 1: the truth, trying to find out what happened, and then 568 00:30:06,400 --> 00:30:09,640 Speaker 1: you can go, hopefully go from the truth and start 569 00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:12,400 Speaker 1: to pick off, you know, the rest of the story 570 00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:15,000 Speaker 1: or the rest of how this transpired. 571 00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:19,280 Speaker 2: It was so big. That first day was just so big. 572 00:30:19,320 --> 00:30:21,240 Speaker 2: It's hard to wrap your head around it. Not only 573 00:30:21,320 --> 00:30:24,560 Speaker 2: these huge towers, and if people who have seen them 574 00:30:24,560 --> 00:30:28,680 Speaker 2: would know how much they dominated, certainly lower Manha, It's 575 00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:31,320 Speaker 2: unfathomable that they'd come down. I don't know that they 576 00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:33,760 Speaker 2: even thought they'd truly come down. But that was not 577 00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:37,880 Speaker 2: what two towers were part of a collection of, like 578 00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:40,760 Speaker 2: I think, thirteen buildings. I didn't see the towers come down, 579 00:30:40,800 --> 00:30:43,080 Speaker 2: but I saw another building that was part of the 580 00:30:43,080 --> 00:30:46,120 Speaker 2: World Trade Center, and it was I think sixty stories 581 00:30:46,160 --> 00:30:48,680 Speaker 2: I saw it come down. That to me was just unbelievable. 582 00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:51,440 Speaker 2: It had been cleared by that stage. But then even 583 00:30:51,480 --> 00:30:56,320 Speaker 2: think about further the Pentagon being hit, My god, you know, 584 00:30:56,440 --> 00:31:01,600 Speaker 2: the symbol of American military was hit. Those brave people 585 00:31:01,640 --> 00:31:05,880 Speaker 2: who sent the plane into the paddock in Pennsylvania, probably 586 00:31:05,920 --> 00:31:09,840 Speaker 2: going towards the White House. The ramifications at that stage 587 00:31:09,880 --> 00:31:12,600 Speaker 2: were like, oh, you probably couldn't even think of the 588 00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:16,000 Speaker 2: next step, and they grounded every plane in America. Not 589 00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:18,560 Speaker 2: to mention I'd had a just on a personal note, 590 00:31:18,560 --> 00:31:21,760 Speaker 2: I had a fight with my wife now what then 591 00:31:21,800 --> 00:31:25,160 Speaker 2: girlfriend Tracy the night before and hung up in anger 592 00:31:25,200 --> 00:31:28,040 Speaker 2: over something stupid, and she got a call to wake 593 00:31:28,080 --> 00:31:31,600 Speaker 2: her up in La and where's Mike. We can't get 594 00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:33,600 Speaker 2: on too him Alway's catching a plane or you know, 595 00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:36,800 Speaker 2: turn on your TV and there's a plane, and of 596 00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:39,360 Speaker 2: course I couldn't I couldn't call her because my phones 597 00:31:39,360 --> 00:31:42,480 Speaker 2: weren't working at you know. So you know, I'm sure 598 00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:45,760 Speaker 2: my poor old parents were watching in Bendy Go, thinking 599 00:31:45,760 --> 00:31:50,200 Speaker 2: what the fuck is Mike up to? So yeah, all 600 00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:53,000 Speaker 2: of that that was going through my mind. And not 601 00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:57,360 Speaker 2: to mention that the logistics. And I often say that 602 00:31:57,960 --> 00:32:02,720 Speaker 2: journalism in those types go to batilds and disasters. It's 603 00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:04,720 Speaker 2: like a game of survivor, because you not only have 604 00:32:04,760 --> 00:32:08,240 Speaker 2: to do the job, You've got to also think about logistics. 605 00:32:08,520 --> 00:32:10,160 Speaker 2: You've got to think of where you're going to sleep, 606 00:32:10,360 --> 00:32:12,320 Speaker 2: where you're going to eat, how are you going to 607 00:32:12,320 --> 00:32:19,360 Speaker 2: power your repower and recharge your phone, your batteries. We 608 00:32:19,360 --> 00:32:22,040 Speaker 2: were stuck in Lower Manhattan for three or four days 609 00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:24,720 Speaker 2: before we could get out. I slept in the cameraman's car. 610 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:29,320 Speaker 2: The first night, I slept in the in the entrance 611 00:32:29,360 --> 00:32:32,160 Speaker 2: to a building on a we made like a bed 612 00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:35,200 Speaker 2: out of cardboard boxes. And then third night we got 613 00:32:35,200 --> 00:32:37,120 Speaker 2: our own satellite truck and we slept on the floor 614 00:32:37,160 --> 00:32:41,360 Speaker 2: of the satellite truck. I mean again, I don't want 615 00:32:41,360 --> 00:32:44,480 Speaker 2: sympathy for that because I chose to be there. But 616 00:32:44,560 --> 00:32:46,960 Speaker 2: that's the kind of challenges you're facing along the way, 617 00:32:47,080 --> 00:32:49,280 Speaker 2: and how do we charge our phones? How do we 618 00:32:49,320 --> 00:32:52,880 Speaker 2: speak to people when the phones aren't working? It's yeah, 619 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:53,880 Speaker 2: it was mind brade. 620 00:32:53,960 --> 00:32:56,040 Speaker 1: And you did you feel like because you were there 621 00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:59,280 Speaker 1: you had a sense of duty, because you know, I 622 00:32:59,320 --> 00:33:00,720 Speaker 1: know a lot of people that were there on the 623 00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:02,880 Speaker 1: ground and the first thing they'd done was get as 624 00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:07,000 Speaker 1: far as way as possible from the situation. The flights 625 00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:09,920 Speaker 1: were grounded, and all they were thinking about was getting 626 00:33:09,920 --> 00:33:10,800 Speaker 1: the hell out of there. 627 00:33:11,120 --> 00:33:12,600 Speaker 3: Did that ever come across your mind. 628 00:33:12,720 --> 00:33:14,840 Speaker 2: N We were there for a reason. We were there 629 00:33:14,880 --> 00:33:17,120 Speaker 2: for a purpose. There are other journalists who got caught 630 00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:20,240 Speaker 2: on the other side of the country who couldn't get 631 00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:22,560 Speaker 2: to where, who were scrambling in the opposite direction. It's 632 00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:26,120 Speaker 2: always kind of always amazing to me that we're seemed 633 00:33:26,120 --> 00:33:28,400 Speaker 2: to be going in the opposite direction. The traffic is 634 00:33:28,400 --> 00:33:31,520 Speaker 2: never bad in the direction we're going, it's always seems 635 00:33:31,560 --> 00:33:33,960 Speaker 2: to be bad in the other direction. I find these 636 00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:36,680 Speaker 2: things it's a kind of a I guess, an unnatural 637 00:33:36,720 --> 00:33:39,160 Speaker 2: reaction but yet I never only thought about getting out 638 00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:41,880 Speaker 2: of it. I wanted to stay. We were working around 639 00:33:41,960 --> 00:33:44,960 Speaker 2: the clock because our six o'clock bulletin I think was 640 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:48,400 Speaker 2: at four am, so we were working around the clock 641 00:33:48,440 --> 00:33:50,959 Speaker 2: to try and service everything. The appetite for the story 642 00:33:51,120 --> 00:33:53,320 Speaker 2: was unprecedented. 643 00:34:03,880 --> 00:34:08,120 Speaker 1: So after that day, how does the story evolve? You know, 644 00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:11,880 Speaker 1: the longer that you're there, you start to hear I 645 00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:16,400 Speaker 1: suppose this happened, and this happened, and this happened. Are 646 00:34:16,400 --> 00:34:19,239 Speaker 1: you trying to piece that together? I suppose you're not 647 00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:22,360 Speaker 1: just reporting. Are you you're investigating? Are you trying to 648 00:34:22,920 --> 00:34:26,240 Speaker 1: piece the story together? As the days progress. 649 00:34:26,280 --> 00:34:28,239 Speaker 2: It was so big that you know, we were kind 650 00:34:28,239 --> 00:34:31,440 Speaker 2: of swept up in the momentum of the story globally. 651 00:34:31,560 --> 00:34:35,080 Speaker 2: But as the day went, as the days went, you 652 00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:39,840 Speaker 2: kind of you you drill down into elements of it, 653 00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:42,960 Speaker 2: you know, like like George W. Bush went to the 654 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:44,800 Speaker 2: ruins and I don't know if you remember that on 655 00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:48,200 Speaker 2: the loud hailer, you know, yes I did. I can 656 00:34:48,280 --> 00:34:50,520 Speaker 2: hear you, And soon the people who knock down these 657 00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:54,040 Speaker 2: buildings will hear all of us, you know. In other words, 658 00:34:54,160 --> 00:34:57,080 Speaker 2: there were going to be ramifications. That was clear but 659 00:34:57,200 --> 00:35:01,640 Speaker 2: also in the days following, people started coming up to us. 660 00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:03,719 Speaker 2: And the first couple I thought, this is weird, you know, 661 00:35:04,560 --> 00:35:07,359 Speaker 2: like have you seen this person? It's like, why are 662 00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:09,840 Speaker 2: you asking me? And that became a flood of people. 663 00:35:10,719 --> 00:35:12,839 Speaker 2: These people were so desperate to try and find their 664 00:35:12,880 --> 00:35:15,080 Speaker 2: loved ones. You know, they were coming up to average 665 00:35:15,160 --> 00:35:18,400 Speaker 2: journos because they put all these stretches out in hospitals 666 00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:22,959 Speaker 2: thinking they were going to get survivors and I don't 667 00:35:23,000 --> 00:35:25,040 Speaker 2: know that they even got one. I think there may 668 00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:28,239 Speaker 2: be a couple of people, you know, got out of there, 669 00:35:28,239 --> 00:35:31,759 Speaker 2: but just so many people that that kind of put 670 00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:33,800 Speaker 2: a human face to it, and I think that's important 671 00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:36,960 Speaker 2: in what we do numbers. You know, three thousand dead, 672 00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:40,080 Speaker 2: that's that's an easy figure. It's not an easy figure, 673 00:35:40,080 --> 00:35:42,320 Speaker 2: but that's a figure, right, and these are actual people, 674 00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:45,160 Speaker 2: So to be able to put the faces of the 675 00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:48,239 Speaker 2: of the pain what these people were going through, just 676 00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:51,800 Speaker 2: and again and again and again. I was a journo 677 00:35:51,880 --> 00:35:55,120 Speaker 2: from Australia. You know, please, we're that desperate. Have you 678 00:35:55,200 --> 00:35:59,440 Speaker 2: seen them? So that's kind of how it transpired, and 679 00:35:59,440 --> 00:36:03,520 Speaker 2: then it rolled into the aftermath where the likes of yourself, 680 00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:08,799 Speaker 2: you know, came into it. After about three or four 681 00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:11,600 Speaker 2: weeks on the ground in New York City, we rolled 682 00:36:11,600 --> 00:36:16,600 Speaker 2: into Washington, d C. Where George W. Bush from memory 683 00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:18,600 Speaker 2: gave a speech to Congress and it was kind of 684 00:36:18,840 --> 00:36:21,920 Speaker 2: a call to war. Really they were going to punish 685 00:36:21,960 --> 00:36:24,840 Speaker 2: the Taliban. And that rolled into Iraq and that that 686 00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:27,719 Speaker 2: kind of dictated that the next probably four or five 687 00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:32,319 Speaker 2: years for me covering the build up into the war 688 00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:37,759 Speaker 2: in Afghanistan, which was pretty quick, and then you know, 689 00:36:37,800 --> 00:36:40,880 Speaker 2: the going into into Iraq as well, and you know, 690 00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:42,240 Speaker 2: weapons of mass destruction. 691 00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:45,920 Speaker 3: Argument, does it take a toll in? 692 00:36:46,040 --> 00:36:47,080 Speaker 2: You do? 693 00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:52,040 Speaker 1: You just not give yourself time to overthink, over analyze. 694 00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:55,320 Speaker 1: And I suppose I do it as a great defense mechanism. 695 00:36:55,400 --> 00:36:57,520 Speaker 1: You know, I just keep myself busy. I try not 696 00:36:57,560 --> 00:36:59,680 Speaker 1: to become a busy fool, of course, but you know 697 00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:03,160 Speaker 1: that keeping myself busy and keeping myself active and keeping 698 00:37:03,239 --> 00:37:06,640 Speaker 1: myself in the game really helps me just to sort 699 00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:09,640 Speaker 1: of move on to the next task and not forget. 700 00:37:09,680 --> 00:37:12,560 Speaker 1: Like I said before, but you know, to process, I 701 00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:15,919 Speaker 1: suppose I haven't got time to process it to really 702 00:37:15,920 --> 00:37:19,400 Speaker 1: sink in and have that sort of psychological and emotional 703 00:37:19,440 --> 00:37:22,200 Speaker 1: sort of effect where you know, you're drained and you 704 00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:24,000 Speaker 1: can't function. 705 00:37:24,360 --> 00:37:26,799 Speaker 2: Yeah, you have to push on, and you have to 706 00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:30,080 Speaker 2: push on. There's no room for emotions, not to say 707 00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:33,160 Speaker 2: you're not feeling it. I remember coming back and we're 708 00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:35,080 Speaker 2: away for quite a period of time, and I remember 709 00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:38,680 Speaker 2: snapping at my wife, and I think that was as 710 00:37:38,719 --> 00:37:41,840 Speaker 2: a result of what happened. But kind of the effects 711 00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:44,799 Speaker 2: of what I saw that day really didn't impact me 712 00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:48,360 Speaker 2: until much later. Like, I find it really hard to 713 00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:51,080 Speaker 2: watch that vision now. I find it when I went 714 00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:55,520 Speaker 2: back to New York for other reasons. I found the sirens, 715 00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:58,800 Speaker 2: which almost constant in New York City of police sirens. 716 00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:02,400 Speaker 2: I found that quite triggering. I still can't those beeping 717 00:38:02,480 --> 00:38:07,520 Speaker 2: sounds of the firefighters. How do we cope? I'd, you know, 718 00:38:07,600 --> 00:38:10,000 Speaker 2: we kind of meet at the bar, and I guess 719 00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:12,439 Speaker 2: alcohol becomes a bit of a I don't think we're 720 00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:14,960 Speaker 2: problem drinkers, but we'd you know, we'd sit around and 721 00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:17,839 Speaker 2: you know, natter about stuff and you know. 722 00:38:18,160 --> 00:38:20,479 Speaker 1: Joke, you have a good Yeah, we've done the same 723 00:38:20,520 --> 00:38:22,200 Speaker 1: in the military. You know, as soon as we got 724 00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:23,920 Speaker 1: off of operations and we had a bit of our 725 00:38:24,000 --> 00:38:26,719 Speaker 1: and r you know, we'd go and get tattoos, and 726 00:38:27,320 --> 00:38:30,280 Speaker 1: you know, and and and drink drink booze. I remember, 727 00:38:30,320 --> 00:38:33,480 Speaker 1: you know, every time I got back from a six 728 00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:37,840 Speaker 1: month deployment or any type of sort of operational deployment, 729 00:38:37,920 --> 00:38:40,600 Speaker 1: my wife just used to leave a couple of hundred 730 00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:43,080 Speaker 1: pounds on the side. So go into the house, drop 731 00:38:43,120 --> 00:38:45,799 Speaker 1: my bags off, grab the couple of hundred. 732 00:38:45,560 --> 00:38:48,120 Speaker 3: Pounds which was on the kitchen side, and you. 733 00:38:48,040 --> 00:38:51,239 Speaker 1: Know that'd be me for two three days with the guys, 734 00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:53,279 Speaker 1: just you know, just having a bit of a bit 735 00:38:53,320 --> 00:38:57,040 Speaker 1: of a sort of press Yeah, do you compress and 736 00:38:57,080 --> 00:39:00,279 Speaker 1: then you know you're back in it. And it. 737 00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:02,400 Speaker 3: Does work. 738 00:39:02,600 --> 00:39:04,279 Speaker 1: And I suppose you know, I'm not saying if it's 739 00:39:04,320 --> 00:39:07,279 Speaker 1: right or wrong, you know it's but it does work 740 00:39:07,320 --> 00:39:09,319 Speaker 1: for us to be able to go back into that 741 00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:14,680 Speaker 1: high pressured environment cooker where you're just going to face 742 00:39:14,719 --> 00:39:15,240 Speaker 1: it all again. 743 00:39:15,920 --> 00:39:20,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, And I guess from my perspective, we just had 744 00:39:20,480 --> 00:39:24,359 Speaker 2: to keep rolling. You know, everything was moving so fast, 745 00:39:24,400 --> 00:39:27,600 Speaker 2: and at that stage, I was only correspondent the network 746 00:39:27,719 --> 00:39:31,520 Speaker 2: had in America, so I was responsible for everything. So 747 00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:36,160 Speaker 2: while September eleven and the aftermath was happening, there are 748 00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:39,799 Speaker 2: other stuff that was going on as well. So we 749 00:39:39,880 --> 00:39:43,200 Speaker 2: just had to keep moving. I guess that's that's how 750 00:39:43,600 --> 00:39:44,200 Speaker 2: we coked. 751 00:39:44,600 --> 00:39:47,279 Speaker 1: Yeah, it doesn't go away, does it, Because didn't you 752 00:39:47,360 --> 00:39:52,600 Speaker 1: go back like ten years later and see the sort 753 00:39:52,600 --> 00:39:54,120 Speaker 1: of the memorial as well? 754 00:39:54,239 --> 00:39:56,040 Speaker 3: Did you did you do a story on that? 755 00:39:57,080 --> 00:40:00,920 Speaker 1: If you look back to the two different times, the 756 00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:05,560 Speaker 1: two different environments are two different situations. Maybe that must 757 00:40:05,560 --> 00:40:08,080 Speaker 1: have been car that must have been that must have 758 00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:08,839 Speaker 1: messed with your head? 759 00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:13,279 Speaker 2: It did we go back, Well, we went back for 760 00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:15,960 Speaker 2: the sixth month anniversary, the one year anniversary, the two 761 00:40:16,040 --> 00:40:19,880 Speaker 2: year anniversary, and they you know, on the anniversary they 762 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:22,480 Speaker 2: ring a bell and go through the role call of 763 00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:26,279 Speaker 2: the Dead. Even the first year of the anniversary, you know, 764 00:40:26,280 --> 00:40:29,839 Speaker 2: it still very much they hadn't been able to get 765 00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:32,799 Speaker 2: all the wreckage out of the World Trade Center, so 766 00:40:32,840 --> 00:40:35,080 Speaker 2: it's still very much a crime scene, if you like. 767 00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:38,839 Speaker 2: So we were confronted with that repeatedly. So it wasn't 768 00:40:38,880 --> 00:40:40,880 Speaker 2: like we went just went back for the tenth anniversary, 769 00:40:40,960 --> 00:40:48,160 Speaker 2: but we started to speak to firefighters whose battalion was 770 00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:52,520 Speaker 2: completely wiped out, to the loved ones of Australians. I 771 00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:55,520 Speaker 2: think ten or eleven Australians died. You know, we spoke 772 00:40:55,560 --> 00:40:59,719 Speaker 2: to a lovely lady whose husband was in I think 773 00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:02,839 Speaker 2: it was in the second tower struck, the first tower 774 00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:05,040 Speaker 2: to come down, and she was communicating with him, and 775 00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,680 Speaker 2: you know, the last communications were quite haunting, you know, 776 00:41:08,719 --> 00:41:11,279 Speaker 2: trying to stay safe. And she watched it on TV 777 00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:13,520 Speaker 2: come down. Can you imagine that? I mean, it just 778 00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:17,600 Speaker 2: blows my mind. So this stayed with It still stays 779 00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:19,439 Speaker 2: with me to this day. 780 00:41:20,239 --> 00:41:24,440 Speaker 1: And is there any moments that you have an emotional purge, 781 00:41:24,520 --> 00:41:27,319 Speaker 1: you know, maybe shed a couple of tears, take a 782 00:41:27,360 --> 00:41:30,120 Speaker 1: deep breath, or you just keep rolling, right, You just 783 00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:32,440 Speaker 1: keep rolling, Mike. Yeah, And I love that when you 784 00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:34,479 Speaker 1: said that, you know, you keep rolling because we say, 785 00:41:34,719 --> 00:41:36,480 Speaker 1: you know, you just got to keep moving. You've got 786 00:41:36,480 --> 00:41:38,400 Speaker 1: to move, stay low, and move fast. 787 00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:41,200 Speaker 2: In the military, Yeah, well it goes back to my 788 00:41:41,440 --> 00:41:44,719 Speaker 2: must start at the Bendigo Advertiser with those salty old journals. 789 00:41:44,719 --> 00:41:47,760 Speaker 2: You know that they would drilled into me there's no crime, 790 00:41:48,160 --> 00:41:52,040 Speaker 2: there's no journalism. Isn't for cry babies yet, probably not 791 00:41:52,160 --> 00:41:55,319 Speaker 2: the right attitude, but that's what I was drilled into me. 792 00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:57,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think that arms you very well. It's the 793 00:41:57,400 --> 00:41:59,520 Speaker 1: same with the military, and you know, and it's not. 794 00:41:59,680 --> 00:42:03,560 Speaker 1: It's not necessarily about not crying. I suppose it's just 795 00:42:04,680 --> 00:42:08,480 Speaker 1: utilizing your emotions to your advantage, not letting them take 796 00:42:08,520 --> 00:42:09,359 Speaker 1: control of you. 797 00:42:09,840 --> 00:42:12,600 Speaker 3: Because the moment you expose the emotions. 798 00:42:12,080 --> 00:42:14,520 Speaker 1: As well, people can take advantage of that, use that 799 00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:15,200 Speaker 1: against you. 800 00:42:15,120 --> 00:42:15,399 Speaker 2: You know. 801 00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:18,120 Speaker 1: I suppose it's you know, in a job like that, 802 00:42:18,160 --> 00:42:20,480 Speaker 1: and very much like in the job like myself is is. 803 00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:23,280 Speaker 3: Just taking full control of your emotions, right. 804 00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:27,839 Speaker 2: You have to stay in control and because you can't 805 00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:30,360 Speaker 2: function without it. I hate the emotion of panic, and 806 00:42:30,400 --> 00:42:33,759 Speaker 2: I've seen it a lot, but it delivers nothing but 807 00:42:33,880 --> 00:42:37,279 Speaker 2: mistakes in my mind, you know. You know, I've had 808 00:42:37,320 --> 00:42:39,440 Speaker 2: a cameraman who thought we're going to die and the 809 00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:43,080 Speaker 2: battlefields of Libya, and I'm like, mate, just please calm 810 00:42:43,080 --> 00:42:45,680 Speaker 2: the fuck down. You panic when I panic, so yeah, 811 00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:49,480 Speaker 2: it's conious you're going to end up getting us killed. 812 00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:53,440 Speaker 2: So I just calm down, please. I also said it 813 00:42:53,440 --> 00:42:56,120 Speaker 2: to my dear dad, who I took stupidly to Hurricane 814 00:42:56,239 --> 00:42:58,480 Speaker 2: Katrina aftermuth He was in the back of the car 815 00:42:58,880 --> 00:43:02,440 Speaker 2: and Dad panicked and I said, just keep your eye man. 816 00:43:02,760 --> 00:43:04,120 Speaker 2: Not to say I'm a hero, but I was like, 817 00:43:04,239 --> 00:43:05,320 Speaker 2: I don't need any panic. 818 00:43:05,719 --> 00:43:09,399 Speaker 3: Yeah, exactly. If it does get us, we cuddle each 819 00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:12,240 Speaker 3: other and we're we go together. There you go. That's 820 00:43:12,280 --> 00:43:13,400 Speaker 3: the best I can give you. 821 00:43:14,680 --> 00:43:14,879 Speaker 2: Mike. 822 00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:17,719 Speaker 1: I'm jump on quite a segue here, because you've covered 823 00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:23,720 Speaker 1: multiple celebrities, and you covered the death of Robin Williams. 824 00:43:24,280 --> 00:43:27,600 Speaker 1: Is there a stand out celebrity? And again, whether it's 825 00:43:27,640 --> 00:43:29,480 Speaker 1: it's a death that you've covered or whether it's a 826 00:43:30,640 --> 00:43:33,520 Speaker 1: story that you've covered, is there a standout sort of 827 00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:40,080 Speaker 1: celebrity that comes to mind when it comes to covering 828 00:43:40,080 --> 00:43:40,719 Speaker 1: a story. 829 00:43:42,440 --> 00:43:46,480 Speaker 2: Well, I didn't love Hollywood. Covering Hollywood. I thought it 830 00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:51,399 Speaker 2: was quote Donald Trump, fake. It wasn't my favorite part. 831 00:43:51,400 --> 00:43:52,759 Speaker 2: I used to say that it was the thing I 832 00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:54,279 Speaker 2: had to do to do the thing I wanted to do. 833 00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:59,040 Speaker 2: But I had a lot of interaction with stars, not 834 00:43:59,080 --> 00:44:01,640 Speaker 2: even just prefer personally because I lived in Melibour. 835 00:44:01,760 --> 00:44:04,759 Speaker 1: You know, just said so mate, the things I had 836 00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:07,520 Speaker 1: to do to do the things I want to do, 837 00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:09,439 Speaker 1: to do the things I want to do, the things 838 00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:11,480 Speaker 1: to do the things I want to do. 839 00:44:11,520 --> 00:44:13,239 Speaker 2: Now, that's the way I looked at it. And you know, 840 00:44:13,280 --> 00:44:16,560 Speaker 2: for example, I missed. I ended up going to the 841 00:44:17,360 --> 00:44:19,440 Speaker 2: just to jump off for a second end up going 842 00:44:19,520 --> 00:44:25,080 Speaker 2: to the the uprising in Libya and instead of going 843 00:44:25,120 --> 00:44:28,160 Speaker 2: to another Red carpet for the Oscars. I would have 844 00:44:28,239 --> 00:44:31,359 Speaker 2: much rather have been in Libya than the Oscars Red 845 00:44:31,360 --> 00:44:36,200 Speaker 2: Carpet by a long stretch. But the death of Robin Williams, 846 00:44:36,360 --> 00:44:39,839 Speaker 2: that was, Yeah, that was troubling because you saw such 847 00:44:39,880 --> 00:44:42,239 Speaker 2: an effervescent kind of guy that you knew who was 848 00:44:42,239 --> 00:44:44,600 Speaker 2: so talented, but you knew he was so flawed. I 849 00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:48,200 Speaker 2: also covered the death of Michael Jackson, and that was interesting. 850 00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:50,960 Speaker 2: So I'd seen the progression of Michael Jackson because I 851 00:44:50,960 --> 00:44:54,719 Speaker 2: was also adding trial for his molestation trial, and I 852 00:44:54,840 --> 00:44:57,760 Speaker 2: was actually he came out. I don't know if remember 853 00:44:57,800 --> 00:45:00,279 Speaker 2: we came out day one. He'd been in trouble because 854 00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:02,319 Speaker 2: he turned up. Lady came out and he jumped on 855 00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:07,200 Speaker 2: top of the car and started dancing on top of 856 00:45:07,239 --> 00:45:11,160 Speaker 2: the car. This is it. He's outside the courthouse where 857 00:45:11,160 --> 00:45:14,520 Speaker 2: he's been accused of molestation of a young boy, which 858 00:45:14,520 --> 00:45:16,799 Speaker 2: he ended up getting off. But the fans were crushing it. 859 00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:20,880 Speaker 2: So I'm like, well, this man, you know, I was 860 00:45:20,920 --> 00:45:22,960 Speaker 2: a fan of he's a fan of his music. I'd 861 00:45:22,960 --> 00:45:26,480 Speaker 2: send him turn up to the funeral of the Begs. 862 00:45:26,560 --> 00:45:28,600 Speaker 2: So I'd seen him a couple of times and not 863 00:45:28,960 --> 00:45:31,560 Speaker 2: great connection, but then to turn around and then here 864 00:45:31,840 --> 00:45:36,600 Speaker 2: is he's dead, and to follow that story through because 865 00:45:36,640 --> 00:45:39,359 Speaker 2: that kind of stands out to me as a celebrity story. 866 00:45:39,360 --> 00:45:41,880 Speaker 2: And on the flip side, you know, I was lucky 867 00:45:41,960 --> 00:45:44,799 Speaker 2: enough to meet people like George Clooney, you know who. 868 00:45:44,840 --> 00:45:48,839 Speaker 2: I just think he's the ultimate kind of celebrity. He's 869 00:45:48,880 --> 00:45:50,560 Speaker 2: the guy that I'd like if I was going to 870 00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:52,680 Speaker 2: be a celebrity. He's the guy that i'd want to be. 871 00:45:52,680 --> 00:45:57,759 Speaker 2: But I had it, you know, brushes with celebrities that 872 00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:00,880 Speaker 2: you know that I just you know what, Dick. 873 00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:07,240 Speaker 3: I know exactly how you feel. 874 00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:09,760 Speaker 2: I won't name them, but some of them are You're really. 875 00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:10,920 Speaker 3: Disappeared name and shame. 876 00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:15,440 Speaker 2: No, you know you think you'd think I really liked you, 877 00:46:15,520 --> 00:46:18,799 Speaker 2: but now I just know you're an asshole. And so 878 00:46:20,239 --> 00:46:21,800 Speaker 2: it was it was interesting. 879 00:46:21,640 --> 00:46:26,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, the Michael Jackson's death that that well probably the 880 00:46:26,080 --> 00:46:34,400 Speaker 1: last megastar HM to to to exist, right, How interesting 881 00:46:34,560 --> 00:46:36,920 Speaker 1: was that to to to follow that story? 882 00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:41,000 Speaker 2: Well, the appetite for that story was incredible and and 883 00:46:41,040 --> 00:46:45,040 Speaker 2: the way it kind of unfolded the tragic way he died, 884 00:46:45,120 --> 00:46:50,239 Speaker 2: you through being administered and an anesthetic, and kind of 885 00:46:52,239 --> 00:46:54,719 Speaker 2: it kind of came weirder and weird, much like his 886 00:46:54,840 --> 00:46:57,799 Speaker 2: life was, really, but the outpouring of grief towards him 887 00:46:58,440 --> 00:47:01,800 Speaker 2: was astonishing. But you know, he his world had started 888 00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:05,600 Speaker 2: to crumble and that kind of all became so obvious. 889 00:47:05,719 --> 00:47:08,200 Speaker 2: I was just reading a story today actually about how 890 00:47:08,360 --> 00:47:10,839 Speaker 2: much Daddy was in five hundred million dollars and now 891 00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:13,840 Speaker 2: he's the state's worth two billion. But he was in 892 00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:16,000 Speaker 2: a lot of trouble. You know. We went to the 893 00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:18,120 Speaker 2: Neverland Ranch where they thought they were going to hold 894 00:47:18,120 --> 00:47:21,279 Speaker 2: the funeral and he'd lost it. And we went to 895 00:47:21,680 --> 00:47:25,200 Speaker 2: the Staple Center where the memorial was held, and you know, 896 00:47:25,239 --> 00:47:28,600 Speaker 2: his children spoke, and yeah, it was it was a 897 00:47:28,640 --> 00:47:32,480 Speaker 2: massive story. I'd also cover Whitney Houston's sudden passing as well, 898 00:47:32,640 --> 00:47:36,360 Speaker 2: so it's kind of the two sides of Hollywood. 899 00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:41,360 Speaker 1: Well, Mike, you've certainly been there, done it, and told 900 00:47:41,400 --> 00:47:45,240 Speaker 1: the story and got the T shirt as Wow, it's amazing. 901 00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:46,080 Speaker 3: I listened. 902 00:47:46,080 --> 00:47:48,920 Speaker 1: I'd love to keep you on for another hour. But 903 00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:54,480 Speaker 1: you've written a book called News Cowboys Now First and Foremost. 904 00:47:55,000 --> 00:47:56,960 Speaker 3: Why the title? 905 00:47:57,760 --> 00:48:00,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's probably potentially controversy, but it was the nickname 906 00:48:00,920 --> 00:48:03,560 Speaker 2: that we tongue in cheek gave ourselves because we felt 907 00:48:03,640 --> 00:48:06,800 Speaker 2: like we were riding off into new adventures all the time, 908 00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:11,640 Speaker 2: often underprepared, not really knowing what we're going to do, 909 00:48:12,520 --> 00:48:14,400 Speaker 2: what we're going to be confronted by. So we were 910 00:48:14,440 --> 00:48:18,080 Speaker 2: the news cowboys. We were cowboys by name. But I 911 00:48:18,120 --> 00:48:20,839 Speaker 2: hate hate. I want to just reinforce that we took 912 00:48:20,880 --> 00:48:23,239 Speaker 2: what we did very seriously, so we weren't cowboys in 913 00:48:23,280 --> 00:48:26,400 Speaker 2: the nature of what we did. We just, you know, 914 00:48:26,480 --> 00:48:28,239 Speaker 2: we just felt like it was a it was a 915 00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:29,280 Speaker 2: tongue in cheek nickname. 916 00:48:29,719 --> 00:48:32,719 Speaker 1: What would you say to anyone, you know, wanting to 917 00:48:32,760 --> 00:48:37,400 Speaker 1: get into journalism and sort of the modern day journalism 918 00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:40,320 Speaker 1: now where people are jumping in as independents, and you know, 919 00:48:40,360 --> 00:48:42,080 Speaker 1: have you got any advice for people you know that 920 00:48:42,960 --> 00:48:45,719 Speaker 1: were like you, you know, that loved traveling, want you know, 921 00:48:45,880 --> 00:48:49,560 Speaker 1: want to seek the truth. And but how and how 922 00:48:49,600 --> 00:48:51,160 Speaker 1: hard is it to tell the truth? 923 00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:55,080 Speaker 2: It will look it can be confronting. I meant, you know, 924 00:48:55,200 --> 00:48:57,640 Speaker 2: try and because often the truth is hidden and people 925 00:48:57,640 --> 00:49:00,440 Speaker 2: don't want you to find out the truth. So you know, 926 00:49:00,440 --> 00:49:03,399 Speaker 2: you have to push hard for it for people wanting 927 00:49:03,440 --> 00:49:06,080 Speaker 2: to get in. I'm still a traditionalist. I still believe 928 00:49:06,120 --> 00:49:09,000 Speaker 2: in mainstream media. You know, people say it's dead. Our 929 00:49:09,160 --> 00:49:12,640 Speaker 2: news audience is up twenty percent this year, so there 930 00:49:12,719 --> 00:49:17,000 Speaker 2: is still an appetite for what we do. I fundamentally 931 00:49:17,040 --> 00:49:20,680 Speaker 2: hold that to my core. It's changing the way people 932 00:49:20,680 --> 00:49:23,160 Speaker 2: are absorbing what we do. It's not necessarily through the 933 00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:26,640 Speaker 2: antennay and TV, but still what we do is important 934 00:49:26,640 --> 00:49:29,160 Speaker 2: to people, I believe. So I would encourage somebody who's 935 00:49:29,160 --> 00:49:31,160 Speaker 2: done it, you know, to get in the traditional method 936 00:49:31,239 --> 00:49:35,439 Speaker 2: a newspaper, radio, a television and just work hard and 937 00:49:35,680 --> 00:49:39,720 Speaker 2: just bloody work hard. There's no substitution for hard work. 938 00:49:40,000 --> 00:49:42,759 Speaker 2: I wasn't a natural at this at all, and you 939 00:49:42,760 --> 00:49:46,080 Speaker 2: can say whatever I've achieved is based on just persistence 940 00:49:46,200 --> 00:49:46,960 Speaker 2: and hard work. 941 00:49:47,520 --> 00:49:51,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, persistence and hard work, and also having that stiffer 942 00:49:51,280 --> 00:49:53,839 Speaker 1: upper lip. You know, not everything's going to go your way. 943 00:49:54,040 --> 00:49:58,480 Speaker 1: You're going to uncover things that aren't pleasant, and. 944 00:49:58,920 --> 00:50:02,000 Speaker 2: You're going to fall and make mistakes, and you know, 945 00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:04,520 Speaker 2: just the nature of what happens. 946 00:50:04,760 --> 00:50:07,400 Speaker 1: So and what's next to you. Then, Mike and you 947 00:50:07,520 --> 00:50:11,520 Speaker 1: mentioned about seeking the truth. Do you think that's just 948 00:50:11,840 --> 00:50:15,080 Speaker 1: ingrained in you now, and are you going to carry 949 00:50:15,080 --> 00:50:15,719 Speaker 1: on doing that. 950 00:50:15,760 --> 00:50:22,200 Speaker 2: Until you take your last breath? Yes, well, I don't 951 00:50:22,200 --> 00:50:23,839 Speaker 2: know that I want to die on the job, but 952 00:50:24,160 --> 00:50:28,080 Speaker 2: it may. You know what, Mate, listening from what I've 953 00:50:28,120 --> 00:50:30,600 Speaker 2: read and what been speaking to you, you're not giving 954 00:50:30,680 --> 00:50:34,960 Speaker 2: up anytime, Zoo. No, No, I've still have fighting me. No. Look, 955 00:50:34,960 --> 00:50:36,759 Speaker 2: I think it's important to what I did when we 956 00:50:36,880 --> 00:50:40,200 Speaker 2: just covered the mushroom murder trial, and I would spend 957 00:50:40,200 --> 00:50:43,080 Speaker 2: a week down there doing that. I mean, I'm still 958 00:50:43,160 --> 00:50:45,760 Speaker 2: very much an active journalist. This book is just about 959 00:50:45,760 --> 00:50:47,680 Speaker 2: what I've done so far. It's not the end of 960 00:50:47,719 --> 00:50:51,360 Speaker 2: the road. I just thought it was I like the 961 00:50:51,400 --> 00:50:54,040 Speaker 2: fact that give people the taste of what happens behind 962 00:50:54,080 --> 00:50:56,600 Speaker 2: the scenes, what it takes to do what we do. 963 00:50:56,719 --> 00:50:59,600 Speaker 2: So my focus, hopefully in the next month or so, 964 00:50:59,840 --> 00:51:02,319 Speaker 2: is so get the word out about this book and 965 00:51:02,520 --> 00:51:05,560 Speaker 2: you know, hopefully it's well received, and then I'm going 966 00:51:05,640 --> 00:51:07,560 Speaker 2: to continue doing what I'm doing at the moment. I'm 967 00:51:07,600 --> 00:51:09,919 Speaker 2: a newsreader at Channel seven and that's what I hope 968 00:51:09,960 --> 00:51:10,719 Speaker 2: to continue doing. 969 00:51:11,400 --> 00:51:13,160 Speaker 3: Mike, it's been amazing speaking to you. 970 00:51:13,880 --> 00:51:16,040 Speaker 1: Good luck with everything that you do here on in. 971 00:51:16,280 --> 00:51:18,560 Speaker 2: Thanks Anne, I really appreciate having me on great chatting. 972 00:51:19,120 --> 00:51:22,440 Speaker 1: Mike's book News Cowboys is out now and you can 973 00:51:22,480 --> 00:51:26,160 Speaker 1: catch them presenting seven News in Melbourne. Thanks for joining 974 00:51:26,200 --> 00:51:29,000 Speaker 1: me on this episode of head Game. If you enjoyed 975 00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:30,720 Speaker 1: this episode, please share it. 976 00:51:30,640 --> 00:51:34,680 Speaker 3: With a friend. I'm at Middleton. See you again next time.