WEBVTT - I Have Seen How I Die!

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<v Speaker 1>A pod Shape production.

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<v Speaker 2>Welcome back to the Chills. It's a podcast where we

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<v Speaker 2>hear your ghost stories, the sorts of stories that you

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<v Speaker 2>find hard to believe, unless, of course, they happen to you. Now,

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<v Speaker 2>Chills at podshape dot com. This next story is from Ashy.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Ashi Ryan's I'm a mother of two and I

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<v Speaker 1>live on the Gold Coast.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, Ashi, you are Are you a spiritual person?

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<v Speaker 1>Definitely? I'm very open minded. And this is really creepy

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<v Speaker 1>and something I don't like to talk about because I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like am I manifesting it? But I've predicted quite

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of death before they've happened, how they've happened,

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<v Speaker 1>when they're going to happen. And there's four that I

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<v Speaker 1>can count that I predicted correctly.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey on, you've predicted someone's these people close to you.

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<v Speaker 1>My pot was the closest, and I knew who was

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<v Speaker 1>going to die, I knew how he's going to die,

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<v Speaker 1>and I knew when it was going to die.

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<v Speaker 2>Bullshit, Yep, it was the next thing that actually said

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<v Speaker 2>that absolutely blew me away. Oh man, that just gave

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<v Speaker 2>me the children.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's why I don't like to talk about it,

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<v Speaker 1>because when I get these feelings and I get these

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<v Speaker 1>visions and I get these thoughts, I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>put it out and tell someone and freak them out

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<v Speaker 1>or manifest that it's going to happen. I even know

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<v Speaker 1>how I'm going to die, and I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about that. But it's creepy, isn't it. So yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very open minded. I've definitely had like experiences where

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<v Speaker 1>I have connected with spirits.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So, although as she said, she doesn't want to

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<v Speaker 2>talk about how she saw her own death, we're going

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<v Speaker 2>to go there later. For me, it's like the question

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<v Speaker 2>for the ages, if you could know how you're going

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<v Speaker 2>to die or when you're going to die, what would

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<v Speaker 2>you choose to know? But for now, why don't we

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<v Speaker 2>just go to the story about Ash predicting her granddad's death.

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<v Speaker 1>Was he sick, he started losing a lot of weight,

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<v Speaker 1>And when we got that news that he lost a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of weight, I knew he was on a ticking

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<v Speaker 1>time bomb. And the night before he passed away, and

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<v Speaker 1>I must have been about nine or ten. I laid

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<v Speaker 1>in a bathtub full of cold water all night and

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<v Speaker 1>my parents said, no, I was in there. My mum

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<v Speaker 1>had flown up to go and be with him, and

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<v Speaker 1>my stepdad came in the morning and said, what the

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<v Speaker 1>am I that?

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<v Speaker 2>I swear?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what the fuck are you doing? And we called

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<v Speaker 1>him ROSSI and I said Ross, he's going to die.

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<v Speaker 1>And that morning he passed away.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh man.

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<v Speaker 1>So that whole night I was just waiting for it,

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<v Speaker 1>and I knew he was going to die. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was really upset that my mom didn't let me fly

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<v Speaker 1>up with her, but she was just like, no, it

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<v Speaker 1>would be another time, Like I just need to go

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<v Speaker 1>and be with my dad. All good, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>just like I didn't want to say to her, but

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<v Speaker 1>I just knew I wasn't going to see him again.

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<v Speaker 2>You said that you knew your pop was going to die.

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<v Speaker 2>I knew, But you also said you knew how he

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<v Speaker 2>was going to die.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, they couldn't figure out how he was losing all

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<v Speaker 1>the weight, and the first thing that came to my

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<v Speaker 1>head was that he had cancer. I didn't know what

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<v Speaker 1>type of cancer at that point. But as soon as

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<v Speaker 1>they said ROSSI has lost so much weight, I just

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<v Speaker 1>knew no, no, no, no, no, that's not a good because

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<v Speaker 1>they were all celebrating his weight loss and it was

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<v Speaker 1>drastically losing it really quickly. With no, he wasn't dieting

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<v Speaker 1>or anything. And I said to my mum, Rossi's really sick.

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<v Speaker 1>And I in my back of my head I thought

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<v Speaker 1>it was cancer and it was. It was bow cancer

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<v Speaker 1>and he died within a couple of weeks.

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<v Speaker 2>What was the significance of you in a cold bath?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you think that?

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<v Speaker 1>I actually have no idea. That's so fucking creepy. And

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<v Speaker 1>I've got a daughter and a son. I would be

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<v Speaker 1>really freaked out if they were to lay in.

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<v Speaker 2>A bath of cold water.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I would love love to know. It's

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<v Speaker 1>really weird to even say that out loud. What the

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<v Speaker 1>fuck was I doing? Why didn't I just lay in bed?

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<v Speaker 2>But my gut tells me possibly that you know, And

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<v Speaker 2>this is horrible because it's a family member, But when

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<v Speaker 2>someone passes, they go cold.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow, yes, maybe was that my way to connect with him?

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<v Speaker 2>Possible?

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<v Speaker 1>And I was fully clothed too, is even weird?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I'm you know, if that's my daughter as a

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<v Speaker 2>ten year old. The next day, I'm taking you somewhere,

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<v Speaker 2>ye to get right to have a.

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<v Speaker 1>Chat with my stepdad is not the beautiful man that

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<v Speaker 1>you are, though. He was like get the fuck out

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<v Speaker 1>of the bath, like what are you doing? Like he

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<v Speaker 1>was just probably freaked out and like stopping stupid. And

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<v Speaker 1>then we got the news as.

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<v Speaker 2>She is full of stories, like really spooky ones, and

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<v Speaker 2>what she just told us isn't the main story. We've

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<v Speaker 2>still got to get to that one about how she

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<v Speaker 2>thinks she's going to die. But let's get to another

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<v Speaker 2>one that also might give you the chills. So this

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<v Speaker 2>story you're about to tell me, when did this take place?

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<v Speaker 1>Just happened when I was about sixteen at my girlfriend's.

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<v Speaker 2>House for a sleepover.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeap sleepover, going to actually have a second sleep i'ther

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<v Speaker 1>go get some more clothes for the next day.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, so this is the second night.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, always at my girlfriend's house.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah great, And so are you just hanging what are

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<v Speaker 2>you doing? Talk to me?

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<v Speaker 1>Just hanging out having lunch with the fam, having a

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<v Speaker 1>nice time. And I didn't have my own car borrowed

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<v Speaker 1>her mum's car, which I always do. I went downstairs casually,

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<v Speaker 1>just gonna hop in the car. She had a really

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<v Speaker 1>long driveway. As I've turned my head at the end

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<v Speaker 1>of the driveway, there is a young teenage girl in

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<v Speaker 1>a long gown with long hair standing there. And it's

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<v Speaker 1>not a person. It's almost like a misty shadow, but

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<v Speaker 1>the details of her I will never ever forget.

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<v Speaker 2>So are you reversing or something?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm about to reverse. I scream and slam on my brakes.

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<v Speaker 1>So I've started to go, and all the family comes

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<v Speaker 1>downstairs and like, what the fuck's going on? And I

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<v Speaker 1>explained it to them. They laughed at me. Then her

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<v Speaker 1>mum pulled me aside and said, that house over there,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a fourteen year old little girl that died. She

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<v Speaker 1>had long, dark hair, man, but that was her. I

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<v Speaker 1>one hundred percent think it was her long hair down

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<v Speaker 1>to her bum long black hair, And I just remember

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<v Speaker 1>my whole body like just goose bumps and just wow.

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<v Speaker 1>I just saw that, and I've never seen her again,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was so real. She was standing at the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the drive standing on her side, but then

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<v Speaker 1>like her head was turned towards me.

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<v Speaker 2>That feels like a movie that y You've just described there.

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<v Speaker 2>It feels like a shitload of movies that I've seen.

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<v Speaker 1>So realistic. And the fact that she lived pretty much

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<v Speaker 1>next door and she had passed away when she was fourteen.

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<v Speaker 1>But the house that the little girl passed him, well,

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<v Speaker 1>the teenage girl passed him, was a very creepy vibe.

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<v Speaker 1>It was all trees around it. It was like dark brick

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<v Speaker 1>like it wasn't a house that if I was selling

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<v Speaker 1>my fund raised chocolates that I would go and knock

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<v Speaker 1>on the door. Put it that way, like, it's never

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<v Speaker 1>a house I would go to.

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<v Speaker 2>So let's now get into the juicy stuff. How does

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<v Speaker 2>Ashy bind think she's going to die? And how does

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<v Speaker 2>she know? I know you don't want to talk about

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<v Speaker 2>your own mortality, but you've seen how you believe you

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<v Speaker 2>tap your past. Yeah, does that scare the shit out

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<v Speaker 2>of you?

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<v Speaker 1>You know what? No, because I don't know when it's

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<v Speaker 1>going to happen, But I kind of have a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit of comfort in knowing how, and I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>there could be lots of ways to prevent it, but

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<v Speaker 1>it also is kind of out of my control as well.

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<v Speaker 1>But no, it doesn't scare me because I just I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. I trust it with my times up.

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<v Speaker 2>My times up so good that you don't know when, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I think so.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that would scare me if I new when. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but I've got a visualization of what it's going to be.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not anything to do with health, yeah, or podcasts.

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<v Speaker 1>I did actually find out I have a brain aneurysm.

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<v Speaker 1>And most of my family members on my father's side

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<v Speaker 1>have died from aneurysms. But I found mine and it's

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<v Speaker 1>quite small, so I can monitor it now. So if

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<v Speaker 1>it was to grow or expand, I think that'd be

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<v Speaker 1>on top of it. Like they can clip an aneurysm

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<v Speaker 1>and do things. But that's something I found actually last week.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's good they found that. That's not how I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going to die.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's what I was going to say, because does

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<v Speaker 2>that then make you're a bit more comfortable. You go

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<v Speaker 2>to hospital with a brain aneurysm, you go, well, this

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<v Speaker 2>is not the way, this is not.

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<v Speaker 1>How I'm going this is not my time. What a

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<v Speaker 1>blessing they found it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, what a blessing. You can see your future if

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