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Speaker 2: I look back with such fondness for that. I was young,

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Speaker 2: I was cool, you know, all that sort of stuff.

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Speaker 2: Then Lady Lux was really great for me because it

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Speaker 2: was a whole new new vibe that girls were hot.

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Speaker 3: And when I used to turn up there, I used

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Speaker 3: to see you and you you're just in your element.

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Speaker 2: Absolutely in my element, absolutely my element, having the absolutely

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Speaker 2: the best time, best time.

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Speaker 1: And you know, I'd also be managing the place as well. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I remember one night the place.

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Speaker 2: Was absolutely pumping with people, was jam packed, and I

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Speaker 2: would do skims of the toils. Yeah, so I go

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Speaker 2: till number one was pocket number one, till number two

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Speaker 2: and I would just take out, you know, fifties and

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Speaker 2: hundreds and all that sort of stuff so that you know,

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Speaker 2: the kids that were stealing were going to steal too much.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: I'm standing out the front of the club and I

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Speaker 2: and he's like, oh you come, he come the guys

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Speaker 2: in the jack boots with the dogs.

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Speaker 1: They walked down the street.

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Speaker 2: Next minute, the dogs sat down next to me and

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Speaker 2: my police officers got Steve, police tell me you've got

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Speaker 2: nothing on you, and I've got me never anyway, they

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Speaker 2: walked me around the little the little alleyway side corner

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Speaker 2: and made me empty my pockets. I had probably fifteen

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Speaker 2: thousand dollars in cash from a nightclub.

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Speaker 1: That shit's dirty, right, yeah, the.

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Speaker 2: Thing that the people have done forezy tests on notes

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Speaker 2: that have come through bar Hill and had nightclubs, and

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Speaker 2: the dog are going all over his money.

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Speaker 1: And no, no, no, that's number one, that's number two,

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Speaker 2: Don't don't fuck it up. It's gonna make my night.

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Speaker 2: And they were all the all the cops are pissing themselves, laughing.

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Speaker 2: So and then they put it into plastic bags. No, no, no, no,

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Speaker 2: you're not seizing it. You know where it came from.

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Speaker 2: We'll go back inside. I put it in the save

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Speaker 2: and we'll worry about it on Monday when I've counted

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Speaker 2: it doll All right, Steve, And if you should we

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Speaker 2: mb had any of your other pockets.

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Speaker 1: I said, god, no, it's probably all over me. Oh

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Speaker 2: But you know it was fun times like that that

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Speaker 2: I get away with it, you know, and John is

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Speaker 2: to say, Steve, your your smiley face gets you, gets

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Speaker 2: you out of some sticky spots. And a lot of

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Speaker 2: the time they were the guys that come in, the

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Speaker 2: naughty boys that come in.

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Speaker 1: They knew me.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, they show me updodes respect, roll your sleeves down

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Speaker 2: all right, covering up the tattoos and stuff like that.

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Speaker 2: They just wanted nice out with their girls. They didn't

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Speaker 2: want to be in the cross, so Oxford Street was

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Speaker 2: a better option for them.

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Speaker 1: They loved it. You know, I look after them. That'll

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Speaker 1: laughter me. You know, well, I think you have that respect.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I definitely see that respect when I used to

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Speaker 1: Lady looks goodbye.

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Speaker 3: Was a hard hard place for you because you would

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Speaker 3: still get that respect.

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Speaker 1: But then you'd still get that clientele came in and

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Speaker 1: didn't know who you were exactly, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 2: And then I moved over to doing the door a

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Speaker 2: come on.

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Speaker 1: Stevie, you sort of send me retired out.

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Speaker 2: I remember seeing you there when I come and to

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Speaker 2: the tour, you guys and I'm at top of the stairs.

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Speaker 2: Absolutely enough, unreal this would be great. So I had

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Speaker 2: my v P line. Everybody else is like like this.

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Speaker 2: I had a great time. I had a really really

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Speaker 2: good time. And the naughty boys are coming there, and

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Speaker 2: you know, we all knew the naughty boys were and

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Speaker 2: they'd been in the naughty corner, and the hot girls

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Speaker 2: are coming. They go straight to the naughty corner. But

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Speaker 2: that Hugos was great because it was separated into your

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Speaker 2: dance floor area, your bar area. You could smoke on

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Speaker 2: the balcony. My guard like the last time I went

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Speaker 2: as Pelicano, I think, and so I let up a

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Speaker 2: Hugos for like years, twenty years. I mean, you know

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Speaker 2: you can't smoke it. I'm like, what the And it

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Speaker 2: just answers your question, where is it gone? What happened?

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Speaker 2: Where are the ashtrays?

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Speaker 3: Because I remember, I remember when you were ith Goos,

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Speaker 1: It was like it was only Tony. Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Tony would always go like, no, Neil, You're always welcome.

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Speaker 3: But the you other Dorman didn't know who, Like, yeah,

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Speaker 3: they just know who I was one kid, I mean,

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Speaker 3: just went and you started hooking me.

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Speaker 1: It's like this, no, and you go through me.

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Speaker 2: It's like, but what I used to get is I

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Speaker 2: used to get a lot of the naughty boys wives.

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Speaker 2: And they'd come up to VIP with the twenty thousand

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Speaker 2: go from their corey but their husbands because I've always

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Speaker 2: made sure that the girls were looked after and there

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Speaker 2: these girls, which was really nice. And you know, traveling

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Speaker 2: around the world and you know, the wise guy Stevia

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Speaker 2: and Greece coming out with that.

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Speaker 1: My husband and I and I'd be like, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: fucking oh, it's you know the chapter of this and

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Speaker 1: the chapter of that, the chapter of the chapter of that,

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Speaker 1: you know, Montreal, Quebec, Greece efforts. Oh fuck, but there is.

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Speaker 2: But it was part of my wealth for such a

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Speaker 1: That had a great time. So that So that was

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Speaker 3: So what what did you do after you thought the

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Speaker 2: had a great time doing it. It wasn't easy, and

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Speaker 2: I then went into catering, like cooking and all that

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Speaker 2: So I got into catering, and you know, I got

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Speaker 2: I was always in souper yots on the harbor catering

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Speaker 1: And then I was having a great time doing that,

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Speaker 2: And then in December last year, I was diagnosed with cancer,

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Speaker 2: And since then it's been a bit of a bit

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Speaker 3: So, so tell me that that's that's the thing that

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Speaker 3: we That's why I wanted you to come on bigure

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Speaker 1: To the fact that to celebrate your life too in

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Speaker 2: Which I appreciate you, I really do. So tell me

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Speaker 2: the esophagus. I've been having pain in my chest and

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Speaker 2: terrible reflux for eight nine, ten months. I kept on

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Speaker 2: going to the GPS. Then I mentioned paying to a GP.

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Speaker 1: Now that's where they go up the bum and down

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Speaker 2: pooh test, do the fucking pood test.

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Speaker 1: Seriously.

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Speaker 2: So, the minute I came out from the anesthetic, there

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Speaker 2: He was going to rebuild my esophagus and I'd be

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Speaker 1: The only thing that picks up is cancer cells. It

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Speaker 1: was fucking all over me.

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Speaker 2: So it was all over my esophagus, it was all

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Speaker 2: over my lymph noodes, It's all over my liver. So

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Speaker 2: then their opportunity of having surgery was out the door,

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Speaker 2: off the table, so they put me over to the

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Speaker 2: radiation department. I did three weeks of daily dosages of radiation.

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Speaker 2: Nearly killed me. Nearly killed me. Now I've got people

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Speaker 2: I really wouldn't wish it on them. The pain that

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Speaker 2: I went through at the end of it, the pain

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Speaker 2: was so hard. I was on fentanyl, that's what they

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 2: It's probably one of the meanest, nastiest painkilling drugs that

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Speaker 2: to do. So I decided to throw party. I decided

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Speaker 2: My sister came up and said she didn't come up

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Speaker 2: it really good.

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Speaker 1: You know, all your friends get to see you.

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Speaker 2: Okay, you're half the size it used to be because

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Speaker 1: I went from a thirty thirty four and a half

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Speaker 1: in jeans to a.

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Speaker 2: Twenty eight geen, Right, I'm skinny as fuck, but I

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Speaker 1: I've still got my hair, you know. So she said,

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Speaker 2: So I thought about it, and I spoked to a

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Speaker 2: a fucking cracker right here?

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Speaker 3: I want to listen to the episode in four Click

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Speaker 3: the link in the description