Speaker 1: Apoche production. Welcome to Secrets of the Underworld. I am
Speaker 1: Neil the muscle comments and in this episode I speak
Speaker 1: with Treasure the pleasure.
Speaker 2: I'm toy queen, what kind of kinky stuff are you
Speaker 2: getting into? And they're like, oh, we've done it from behind.
Speaker 2: I'm like, really, so, I don't know. There were mirrors
Speaker 2: all around and I could see myself getting sucked. So
Speaker 2: it's just like it's like fingering worshiping came out, mam.
Speaker 2: I think I can hear the ocean.
Speaker 1: Often goes up my ass. But anyway, that's preparation that.
Speaker 2: You're gonna have to do prior, which means lots of.
Speaker 3: Loup, which is always keep that right there.
Speaker 1: Thank you for coming on. This is gonna be probably
Speaker 1: a very exciting podcast, hence why I asked you to
Speaker 1: come on. You know what, before we get into the toys,
Speaker 1: just give me a heads up on you as a
Speaker 1: person growing up first and what led you this way?
Speaker 2: Originally from Germany, so I have moved up here to
Speaker 2: Australia in two thousand and nine as a backpacker back
Speaker 2: and forth. Australia was like the big dream that came
Speaker 2: through a guy who I followed up to Australia. My childhood,
Speaker 2: I would say, was a bit troubled, so parents got
Speaker 2: divorced when I was nine. I had to get independent
Speaker 2: really quickly. Was inderrected when I was about seventeen eighteen.
Speaker 2: That was like my way of like showing there's a problem,
Speaker 2: this an issue. Recovered from that, and then there was
Speaker 2: because there was also family violence. But I recovered from
Speaker 2: that because I knew I needed to move out, I
Speaker 2: needed to have good grades, need to get a job,
Speaker 2: worked in the bank because I thought this is the
Speaker 2: way I'm going to make money. But then I fell
Speaker 2: in love with someone who loved bombed me and I
Speaker 2: ended up in a domestic violence relationship which ended to be.
Speaker 1: My marriage before you came here.
Speaker 2: But that was with the guy that I followed up here. Yes,
Speaker 2: so I was young, wasn't iive didn't know anything about
Speaker 2: narcissist domestic violence, et cetera. And because of the way
Speaker 2: I grew up as a kid, I looked for something similar.
Speaker 2: So this is how I ended up in that kind
Speaker 2: of situation.
Speaker 1: How long did that domestic van's go on for? Ah?
Speaker 2: Was that for eight years? Like longer than it?
Speaker 3: Shoot?
Speaker 1: Eight years? Yeah, I know that's hard to say because
Speaker 1: when you're when you're stuck in it, in it, in
Speaker 1: that kind of rood, it's hard to get out, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. You think it's gonna end, You
Speaker 1: think it's gonna end, and or maybe next week it's
Speaker 1: going to be different.
Speaker 2: Eight years, Yeah, a lot, a lot of things. Like
Speaker 2: I thought I am the one who's gonna change him,
Speaker 2: I'm the one who's going to help him. He really
Speaker 2: loves me. And then that cycle of domestic violence, which
Speaker 2: I've like never heard about. How do you have that
Speaker 2: honeymoon and then you start working on eggshells again and
Speaker 2: then you know the fight's going to start again, the
Speaker 2: explosion is going to happen, then he's feeling sorry, and
Speaker 2: every time it just goes fast, start around. But I've
Speaker 2: never managed to like really stay away until we had
Speaker 2: like a really really bad explosion. And working up to
Speaker 2: that point, I also started working in h care and
Speaker 2: management in such Australia and he had like mistreated me
Speaker 2: in front of staff members and staff members put me
Speaker 2: beside and said like, look this is not normal what's
Speaker 2: going on here? And I'm just like, what do you mean?
Speaker 2: That's just totally normal. So my perspective was completely off,
Speaker 2: but people start seeing it and pointing it out. And
Speaker 2: then when I was pregnant with my second, we had
Speaker 2: an explosion and I never looked back. So that was
Speaker 2: the moment that Yes, so that was a moment when
Speaker 2: I left.
Speaker 1: How long have you been out of that relationship for?
Speaker 2: So that is about what have you got? Seven years? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Seven years? And this is when my life changed because
Speaker 2: when that happened and I moved out, even though I
Speaker 2: just said, like, I need a washing machine and I
Speaker 2: need this and then I'm out of here. I had
Speaker 2: a one bedroom apartment with my daughter and then with
Speaker 2: my second, but I was by myself and I started
Speaker 2: breathing again, and I took my happiness, my pleasure, my everything,
Speaker 2: my life into my own hands, my own responsibility. And
Speaker 2: this is when I started weightlifting. So that was my weightlifting.
Speaker 2: I started building muscle mass. That was my mind.
Speaker 1: So fually, how people who go through stuff like that
Speaker 1: they go towards the gym to get themselves out.
Speaker 2: I didn't even go to the gym. I just did
Speaker 2: it at home. And I've never sticked to like a
Speaker 2: sporty thing.
Speaker 1: Did you compete no, no, I just did it as
Speaker 1: a but I.
Speaker 2: Did my personal trainer certificates. So I did my PT,
Speaker 2: did my nutrition certificates, started helping women. I wanted to
Speaker 2: help women who are in similar situations, have been in
Speaker 2: similar situations, to show them days a better life out there.
Speaker 2: Once you get out, start building on those muscle mass
Speaker 2: to become stronger, you will feel confident and confident inside
Speaker 2: and out. So the first time I saw like my
Speaker 2: biceps growing, I'm just like, oh oh God, this is it.
Speaker 2: Like I love that. And if someone is going to
Speaker 2: come at me, like I'm strong, I can defend myself.
Speaker 2: That was my goal. It wasn't weight loss. It was
Speaker 2: about becoming stronger. And as soon as I saw a
Speaker 2: muscle definition, I was hooked. And this is then I knew,
Speaker 2: like I need to tell other women about this, like
Speaker 2: I need to do this. This is how I started my
Speaker 2: own business. So it was healthy with Trisha. Back then,
Speaker 2: while I was still working in nursing and AGEK Management
Speaker 2: had a really really good position, but it wasn't South
Speaker 2: Australia and the Bush. And I'm like, I didn't leave
Speaker 2: Germany to live in the bush. I need something more.
Speaker 2: I need from Germany.
Speaker 1: I'm excited about Germany.
Speaker 2: Be from uh lower Saxony in your hanover Oh yes, yes, yes, yes,
Speaker 2: And Germans are a little bit like I see it,
Speaker 2: a little bit more open minded. Europeans are a little
Speaker 2: bit more open minded sometimes a little bit yeah, a
Speaker 2: little We're behind sometimes it feels like and in the
Speaker 2: bush there wasn't much going on. So the dates ahead
Speaker 2: and I'm like, oh, what kind of kinky stuff are
Speaker 2: you getting into? And they're like, oh, we've done it
Speaker 2: from behind. I'm like, oh really, so I need to move.
Speaker 2: And I knew i loft Brisbane because I studied nursing
Speaker 2: here back then. So I'm like, after Bristoane we go,
Speaker 2: I'm going to go all in with my fitness business.
Speaker 2: I'm going to like transform women. But Covid made it
Speaker 2: really really hard for me. And then in January twenty
Speaker 2: twenty two, I followed this pet from Germany and she
Speaker 2: had an OnlyFans and I'm like, oh, what is she
Speaker 2: putting on her only fans? What is she making money with?
Speaker 2: And she was posing a laingerie and I'm like, I'm
Speaker 2: doing that for free on Instagram? Why not do an
Speaker 2: only fan? So open up an only Fans told everyone
Speaker 2: about it. Two days later, people reaching out, Patricia, are
Speaker 2: you sure you should do only fans? I'm like, what
Speaker 2: do you mean, I'm just gonna do some pousing.
Speaker 1: Did it go from posing to something else?
Speaker 2: Very quick, very quickly, very quickly. I do have a
Speaker 2: little bit of a kink of like being seen. So
Speaker 2: I love it when people indulge into my videos. I
Speaker 2: do love it. I don't actually want to see the
Speaker 2: person what they're doing with it and how they're doing
Speaker 2: it or you know, touching me. But knowing that, like
Speaker 2: if I wake up in the morning and they're like, purchase, purchase,
Speaker 2: purchase of my views, I'm like, yeah, this is a
Speaker 2: good life. I feel hot. So I love that. Yeah,
Speaker 2: so you still do that? Yes, So that's basically a
Speaker 2: part of my business. So Pleasure Toy Queen is my
Speaker 2: adult fans pages where I am sharing my Pleasure Toy journey.
Speaker 2: But also now through my recent completion of my professional dominatrics,
Speaker 2: I'm also now training subs to become my servants or
Speaker 2: pleasure subs, how I call it, because I really put
Speaker 2: out that more confident persona. So yeah, it's not.
Speaker 1: So with the dominatrix. What do you mean by like?
Speaker 2: So this is also an infusion into my business. So
Speaker 2: the Pleasure and Toy Queen is a queen. I'm a
Speaker 2: queen female domination. So it's basically the ones who subscribe
Speaker 2: to my page, they have two options. They can just
Speaker 2: hang around, don't make a sound and just watch my
Speaker 2: Pleasure Toy journey.
Speaker 1: They can come to see you not.
Speaker 2: Not come to see me on my page. On my page,
Speaker 2: so I'm mostly online. This is how I started and
Speaker 2: this is just the best working for me. And then
Speaker 2: there's also the professional dominatrix, So I have that infusion
Speaker 2: in there because I do have quite a few sub
Speaker 2: subscribing who love my feet. So and then the customs
Speaker 2: is like can you do self pleasure with you with
Speaker 2: your feet? And now I'm just turning that a little
Speaker 2: bit more into I'm using that confident.
Speaker 1: So they look at you and all they want to
Speaker 1: see your feet.
Speaker 2: I had customs like ten minutes, just show your feet
Speaker 2: into the camera. So but now I also do feed
Speaker 2: worship because as a queen, as a goddess, I have
Speaker 2: them worshiping me so and I love being a worship
Speaker 2: that It's like how.
Speaker 1: Do they worship you tell me what one person would
Speaker 1: do to worship you.
Speaker 2: That could be completely different, could be financial worship.
Speaker 1: So that's a nice one. That's always a nice one.
Speaker 1: Going back to COVID, So this is this is what
Speaker 1: happened when COVID hit. Yes, so personal training got kicked
Speaker 1: out the window.
Speaker 3: Almost.
Speaker 2: I just still did it, but it wasn't as like helpful,
Speaker 2: and because it was myself and I had to like,
Speaker 2: you know, look for my family, look after my family.
Speaker 2: I've never received any financial support or from the government
Speaker 2: or from.
Speaker 1: What made you turn to toys rather than the real thing.
Speaker 2: So when I then started only fans and I started
Speaker 2: to you know, put out new and then before you know,
Speaker 2: before I not Then I did little videos and clips
Speaker 2: because I had done that before for people I had
Speaker 2: seen you know, snapshat send a little bit of something,
Speaker 2: and I thought, okay, now I can make money out
Speaker 2: of that, so put that on there. And then I
Speaker 2: started using my toys that I already had because I
Speaker 2: already had always had toys. But then yeah, that collection
Speaker 2: was like okay, now I've gone through my eight or
Speaker 2: ten toys I had. I need more. And this is
Speaker 2: when I then started to buy some more make videos,
Speaker 2: started my YouTube channel, which took off, and I had
Speaker 2: companies reaching out sending me all these free toys for.
Speaker 1: Video to use, then to collaborate with them.
Speaker 2: Yes, and then I did videos first for free for
Speaker 2: the free toy. But then they were piling up so much.
Speaker 2: I'm like, someone used to pay me for that now
Speaker 2: because it's like that's work, and now I charge.
Speaker 1: So so you charged to use companies toys to say
Speaker 1: how good there?
Speaker 2: Yes, so if toys want their review, I charge so
Speaker 2: they can.
Speaker 1: Say and they just take your word for it.
Speaker 2: What do you mean?
Speaker 1: So when you use so, say a company now says,
Speaker 1: for instance, this one, this one Pegasus, what's his name?
Speaker 2: Pegasus?
Speaker 1: Why Pegasus, that's.
Speaker 2: A real name. It's the high Smith Pegasus. It's actually
Speaker 2: a sex machine attachment. So if you turn it around.
Speaker 1: Oh no, I'm not going to. I'll let you turn around,
Speaker 1: but anyway, I'm not turning around. But okay, Pegasus, say
Speaker 1: Pegasus comes to your so your door and you use it.
Speaker 1: Are they going to take your word how it is,
Speaker 1: how good it is? Or do you have to show
Speaker 1: them how good it is?
Speaker 2: What? So I'm not showing them you.
Speaker 1: Just tell them you've used it and that's it.
Speaker 2: Yeah. So other sex toy bloggers usually have a blog
Speaker 2: website and they do written content about like I've received
Speaker 2: this toy, this is what I think about it, this
Speaker 2: is the material ready, right, Arah, And this is my experience.
Speaker 2: The difference that I did then when I started in
Speaker 2: twenty twenty two was I did the videos on YouTube,
Speaker 2: which wasn't so much out yet where it's like a
Speaker 2: little bit more common now but also harder now to
Speaker 2: actually be on video out there, even if you just
Speaker 2: talk about toys. But that was kind of the difference.
Speaker 2: And once you have done a few, you're building up
Speaker 2: your reputation. You have got an audience, so you can't
Speaker 2: ask for money to be paid for a sex toy
Speaker 2: review or pleasure to review if you haven't got the
Speaker 2: audience social media and when I do get a toy
Speaker 2: that I need to review, I actually bring my whole
Speaker 2: audience along the journey. So on social media, I'm like, oh,
Speaker 2: unpacking this is a new toy, which also shows my
Speaker 2: other ones who maybe want to subscribe, Oh that is
Speaker 2: a toy I would like her to see play with,
Speaker 2: or how does that toy work? Then you can come
Speaker 2: on my only fans low fans and fansly to see
Speaker 2: how I use the toy, or if you just want
Speaker 2: to know more education around the toy. I started an
Speaker 2: online school which is a pleasure on toy school, so
Speaker 2: that's safe for work. Yes, you know we're still talking
Speaker 2: about toyte of pleasure, but if you just want to
Speaker 2: do that, you can jump on there. But if you
Speaker 2: want to see how it actually works, go on my page.
Speaker 2: And I had guys reaching out. I had no idea
Speaker 2: that women use this toy this way or I always
Speaker 2: saw it you need to do that or that, so
Speaker 2: they see female pleasure. Why page is about basically female pleasure.
Speaker 2: And this is where the professional dominatics works in beautifully
Speaker 2: because it's about me. It's about my pleasure, so they're
Speaker 2: not you know, the worship the goddess, and it's about
Speaker 2: my pleasure, so I can do what I feel like doing.
Speaker 1: Have you ever got bored of them? Anything? Like you like?
Speaker 1: What I'm saying is no, But I know I know
Speaker 1: that because you've got so many toys, you wouldn't. But
Speaker 1: what I'm saying is bored of like using a toy
Speaker 1: than the real thing. Because you know you're doing all
Speaker 1: the work and there's no there's no intimacy there.
Speaker 2: Yeah, very true, So toys are not.
Speaker 1: So how would you get aroused by what arouses you
Speaker 1: to put? Like, say you're gonna pick up.
Speaker 2: The question I love that one I turn myself on.
Speaker 2: I'm how I'm autosexual as well. So I'm on the
Speaker 2: spectrum of autosexuality, which means you love yourself with all
Speaker 2: of that. What I've been through, I have learned to
Speaker 2: love myself on such a deep level that especially when
Speaker 2: I get ready for a pleasure twice session, I put
Speaker 2: on something nice, like I put on lingerie that I
Speaker 2: may I also got sent through for a review, and
Speaker 2: I'm already starting to step into that, like oh I
Speaker 2: feel good and I love mirrors. I include mirrors. Most
Speaker 2: of my videos have like multiple mirrors.
Speaker 1: There as well.
Speaker 2: And then with a camera that I used to film myself,
Speaker 2: I have started using a different camera at some stage,
Speaker 2: like a sony something, but I couldn't see myself as such.
Speaker 2: And now I really love to use my phone because
Speaker 2: I can see myself. Why I pleasure myself and that's
Speaker 2: a fucking turn on, Like I love seeing myself. If
Speaker 2: I like, we've I've been to swinger's party before where
Speaker 2: there were mirrors all around and I could see myself
Speaker 2: getting sucked. So it's just like it's hot, so I'll
Speaker 2: turn myself.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but okay, we've got to that part. But what
Speaker 1: about like someone kissing you and being intimate and putting
Speaker 1: their hands on you. All you're all you're doing is
Speaker 1: having a toy that's pleasuring you, or you're pleasuring yourself,
Speaker 1: but there's no other intimacy around you.
Speaker 2: Like someone else, but intimacy with myself. So it's not
Speaker 2: like you can't kiss yourself.
Speaker 1: How you kiss yourself, that's not going to I don't
Speaker 1: bite myself, do you? Yeah? You bite yourself.
Speaker 2: I love biting in the moment, so and if I
Speaker 2: can't bite anything else, and I'll bite myself. Interesting, you
Speaker 2: can do so much more with just think. This is
Speaker 2: why it's been such a good journey for me personally,
Speaker 2: because I was such a pleaser in the bedroom doing
Speaker 2: the things for someone else but not actually asking for
Speaker 2: what I want and how I want it and not
Speaker 2: speaking up. So now that I've explored my own body
Speaker 2: in such a deep level, I know what I want.
Speaker 2: So if I'm now going and step into a situation
Speaker 2: where I'm actually sharing my pleasure with someone else. I
Speaker 2: can actually speak up and be like, no, I don't
Speaker 2: want that, Why I love it that way? Or can
Speaker 2: you do this? Or can we do that? So I
Speaker 2: can get more out of it and not be Okay,
Speaker 2: I'm just here to please here.
Speaker 1: So you've been doing this since twenty twenty two.
Speaker 2: Yes, so I have been basically stepping away from dating
Speaker 2: people to then dating pleasure toys. Four.
Speaker 1: So when was the last time you dated.
Speaker 2: Somebody I've been on occasional No, No, let's not go
Speaker 2: let's second date.
Speaker 1: Let's let's not get it. Let's get let's get the
Speaker 1: dates that you've gone by second base. Now, when's the last.
Speaker 2: Time the last time I had someone inside me?
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a real thing inside you.
Speaker 2: A real thing inside has been three years? Three years
Speaker 2: November three years?
Speaker 3: Yes, so three years or three years is no.
Speaker 2: It's a beautiful guy, actually, but whoa you beautiful?
Speaker 3: Because you didn't stay around for it? You you fucked
Speaker 3: him up for plastic I.
Speaker 2: Don't even know what like that was. I dated him
Speaker 2: and then I broke it off, and then shortly after
Speaker 2: I got into OnlyFans and doing this. So if I
Speaker 2: wouldn't have broken that up, I probably wouldn't have gone
Speaker 2: into that, So that must have happened for that reason.
Speaker 1: But three years, no real sex, just toys pleasuring yourself.
Speaker 1: Well that's a start, surely, you, missy.
Speaker 2: Well that's yes, so I do.
Speaker 1: So why why are you? Why why are you making
Speaker 1: it go so long? Why are you making it go
Speaker 1: so long?
Speaker 2: For Well, at a start, it was make time.
Speaker 1: My interview, It's gonna be fucking SiZ.
Speaker 2: I'm getting really close to like having it again. So
Speaker 2: at a start, it's as a single mom with very
Speaker 2: young children and not being able to afford childcare or anything.
Speaker 2: I've got at one of my children at home at
Speaker 2: all times, so that is really hard. And then the
Speaker 2: time that you do have kids, raad, you don't want
Speaker 2: to just go out and meet someone random when you
Speaker 2: know you're gonna have a good time. And then by
Speaker 2: that time I was so deep into that that I
Speaker 2: really enjoyed, enjoyed exploring myself. And as I said, I've
Speaker 2: done my tantra practitioner, then I.
Speaker 1: Think you've used every toil of the fucking world.
Speaker 2: So much more coming out there yes, and I want
Speaker 2: to get a little bit more kinky, a little bit
Speaker 2: more taboo, a little bit more kinky, because vibrators, I've like,
Speaker 2: I feel like those vibrators kind of like a limit,
Speaker 2: although they come up with something really good, like this
Speaker 2: one is?
Speaker 1: Which one show me the camera? What's so? What's that?
Speaker 2: This one is one of my very recent and I
Speaker 2: have experienced my very first internal orgasm just on Monday.
Speaker 1: On Monday, and this one, this one's done, so what what?
Speaker 2: What?
Speaker 1: What do you do with this one?
Speaker 2: This one is it's like fingering worshipping. It's like having
Speaker 2: these two. I feel fingering.
Speaker 1: So I'm looking at it now and it so.
Speaker 2: That one goes inside. This one's against the clip. This
Speaker 2: one is inside of me. It vibrates, but it also swirls.
Speaker 2: So it is basically like someone is fingering me like
Speaker 2: this but not expecting anything in return.
Speaker 1: Just fingering me would be a slow process.
Speaker 2: Like you can speed that up one up a little bit.
Speaker 1: Oh okay, it's not about Yeah, I know that, but
Speaker 1: I'm just looking around. I'm around and round and round,
Speaker 1: and I'm thinking, what the what the fuck are you
Speaker 1: gonna do?
Speaker 2: That's good because I'm just like, oh that was the
Speaker 2: first time. I'm like, this feels different. This feels very pleasurable,
Speaker 2: but different. And I always thought I'm one of the
Speaker 2: women who some others probably think as well, we're broken
Speaker 2: or something's wrong with me because I can't experience in
Speaker 2: orgasms through penetration. I need that external clitoral stimulation. And
Speaker 2: then this toy just Miss thirty seven now showed me No,
Speaker 2: you can experience internal orgasms.
Speaker 1: So what's your favorite toy? Have you brought it or
Speaker 1: you haven't brought got.
Speaker 2: A range of favorites. I can't. I don't just have one.
Speaker 2: I've got this one. This little Stila my go to
Speaker 2: if I just want to get off.
Speaker 1: So what if I have If I have that's your
Speaker 1: go to, so.
Speaker 2: I go to if I want to have an orgasm.
Speaker 2: So if if I test one of the toys and
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, this toy is not making it, it's
Speaker 2: not what.
Speaker 1: You do that one? What does that do? It's just
Speaker 1: looks like a patchy puts some money in.
Speaker 3: What is that?
Speaker 2: One of My kids actually found that one when I
Speaker 2: was cleaning it in the bathroom and I had it
Speaker 2: there and walked in there came out, Mom, I think
Speaker 2: I can hear the ocean. Okay, darling, do you really
Speaker 2: think so? Yeah? That's a shell hm And it comes
Speaker 2: close and it's like, Mom, you really have to listen.
Speaker 2: I think I can hear the ocean. Me holding it,
Speaker 2: I'm darling, I can't hear the ocean.
Speaker 1: So what is that you do? It?
Speaker 2: Clitteral airport stimulations. So this one is one of these
Speaker 2: that you put over the clitteris And I love this
Speaker 2: one because it's got an ovel opening. A lot of
Speaker 2: the other toys have like this round opening opening, and
Speaker 2: I love it when it sits a little bit more
Speaker 2: ovel around my clitteriest because it hits more of the
Speaker 2: nerve endings then a certain setting and doesn't hit me long.
Speaker 2: It's like a minute or two a minute and then
Speaker 2: I can come.
Speaker 1: You squarter or no squitter squatter.
Speaker 2: We've got we've got a squirting blanket here, which is
Speaker 2: what's your square game changing blanket? So you can square
Speaker 2: what's it?
Speaker 1: What's this one? Because when you put it on the table,
Speaker 1: I as as it was for something else, but now
Speaker 1: I know it's not.
Speaker 2: It's a butt pluck.
Speaker 1: Oh I didn't see that.
Speaker 2: So I always thought like when I've seen them at
Speaker 2: Swingers parties and king parties when I was out in Germany,
Speaker 2: I was always said like, I can't imagine doing that.
Speaker 2: I'm wearing that.
Speaker 1: So it's a tail with with a with a yes.
Speaker 2: This one is a stainless steel butt pluck and it's
Speaker 2: basically does that foxtail?
Speaker 1: Well anything going on my asse for sucking air and
Speaker 1: often goes up my ass.
Speaker 2: But anyway, well, that's preparation that you're gonna have to
Speaker 2: do prior, which means lots of loube, which.
Speaker 1: Is always keep that loub right there. So that was
Speaker 1: so what do you do just walk around with that?
Speaker 2: Yeah, that is like the king of it is basically
Speaker 2: you can do puppy use that much, not not personally anymore.
Speaker 2: So I do want to get a little bit more
Speaker 2: into like puppy play, and what's puppy play. Puppy play
Speaker 2: is when I have godub that I can transform into
Speaker 2: a puppy. So they've got puppy like dog hoods, and
Speaker 2: then you can get a tail for them as well,
Speaker 2: and you can get these claw thing you say.
Speaker 1: As well, who's that for? Who is that?
Speaker 2: That's? For example, a female domination play scenario.
Speaker 1: That well, you haven't got anyone at the moment because
Speaker 1: you're for three years. But how but this is what
Speaker 1: I mean. How are you getting off on that by
Speaker 1: scene or I'm watching you online? But when the person
Speaker 1: is not there, I wouldn't it be better?
Speaker 2: Well, you need to set the scene. So when I
Speaker 2: create something for my sub it's not like here's a video,
Speaker 2: so there's instructions. So before you watch this video, I
Speaker 2: want you to do such and such and such, you know,
Speaker 2: take the deep breath in, kneel down, do your mantra.
Speaker 2: Get into my subs kind of energy. I've also recorded
Speaker 2: meditations that they can listen to to actually tap into
Speaker 2: that energy. Listen to my voice, do the instruction as
Speaker 2: I tell you, then start now on you can you
Speaker 2: can create a lot through that, so it doesn't have
Speaker 2: to be in person. Of course, in person you've got
Speaker 2: the physical touch. You've got a little bit more of
Speaker 2: that energy exchange, which is really beautiful and delicious. It
Speaker 2: just doesn't allow it for me at this stage, so
Speaker 2: I keep to online.
Speaker 1: Listen, let's get the big one out of the way first, Yeah,
Speaker 1: grab the big one.
Speaker 2: So this is mister Baron who boon.
Speaker 1: What's the name for?
Speaker 2: That's a bad dragon and he actually is called bad
Speaker 2: Dragon Baroon. So that one was my is my biggest
Speaker 2: one of my big.
Speaker 1: I see, but have you actually used that? Yes, you've
Speaker 1: actually used.
Speaker 2: One of my most whe videos that people have gotten into.
Speaker 2: This is why I then got a second one, which
Speaker 2: was Jason bigger uh no said bigger, but different forms.
Speaker 2: The other one is start smaller, gets a bit wider.
Speaker 2: Just couldn't get him past that then though, And I
Speaker 2: do prefer a bigger head than smaller head and then
Speaker 2: getting wider, if that makes sense. So there was good
Speaker 2: exploration for me a scan too.
Speaker 1: You're bored with that one there, I've got so many
Speaker 1: others once you've had the big.
Speaker 2: One, Why would you? I would take this one out
Speaker 2: when I crave to be filled out. So I like
Speaker 2: fisting as well. I've been What.
Speaker 1: Is it with people who want to be fisted? They
Speaker 1: come on, everyone comes on my show and wants to
Speaker 1: get every es scores of has to be fisted. What's
Speaker 1: the go there?
Speaker 2: Pussy fisting though?
Speaker 1: Like bag pussy fisting?
Speaker 2: What's a new one?
Speaker 1: Will you out of it? That's a fresh one for
Speaker 1: me on my show pussy fisting.
Speaker 2: Yes, so I've been on both sides. I have been
Speaker 2: lucky enough to fist another woman and.
Speaker 1: I have you have done that? You've done that?
Speaker 2: I've been fed multiple times? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Ye and pussy fishing.
Speaker 2: Yeah. So I've been a ex swinger and king star
Speaker 2: for a while too. Really, I have been out there
Speaker 2: only because I haven't had sex such.
Speaker 1: Cobwebs.
Speaker 2: I might just go very well quickly. If someone accuses
Speaker 2: me really good, I will probably be.
Speaker 1: Like, oh my god, oh my god, oh Jesus, okay,
Speaker 1: tell me about the metal one in the Yes, this one,
Speaker 1: this one, So this is why would you lock it
Speaker 1: up for?
Speaker 2: This is a chastity cage works really well with female domination,
Speaker 2: so you can lock up penises. There are quite a
Speaker 2: few different cages out there. Some really really crave to
Speaker 2: be dominated and to give up the control to another,
Speaker 2: like to a woman. So if I lock you, I
Speaker 2: have got the key, I'm the key holder. You can't
Speaker 2: it's actually lock you can't. Yeah, you can't release. There
Speaker 2: are some roots around the keys as well, so they're
Speaker 2: usually two key.
Speaker 1: How does it stick? How would it stay on the penis? Then?
Speaker 1: I don't get how it's stay on. Does it actually
Speaker 1: go tight around it?
Speaker 2: This one goes around the balls, That goes around the balls. Yeah,
Speaker 2: so this one goes around the balls, and then this
Speaker 2: one is around the penis. I've got a whole master
Speaker 2: class on my pleasure on toy school above to choose
Speaker 2: your right cage, because you can go really like spend
Speaker 2: a fortune if you're not actually doing it right. You
Speaker 2: need to measure yourself, you know, in the right way.
Speaker 2: There's metal, there's plastic, there's silicon, there's I.
Speaker 1: Don't want to lie, but I don't think mine would
Speaker 1: fit in that one that looks like a small penis
Speaker 1: for that one.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so they're different sizes, so you have got different sizes.
Speaker 2: Just let are craving it. They are not as big asually,
Speaker 2: but they are bigger ones out there as well.
Speaker 1: What's what's the tube? Think? What's that one? What's what's this?
Speaker 2: Have you heard about pussy pumps before?
Speaker 1: Never? It looks like you said, looks like a doctor's
Speaker 1: you know what you put on that.
Speaker 2: It's a little bit medical. This one is actually a
Speaker 2: clip pump. So you can put that one around the
Speaker 2: clip and once you have got have got its sealed
Speaker 2: you can can you see my skin?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, something in there? So what does that do?
Speaker 2: More blood flow through to the area. So this one
Speaker 2: is actually one of my favorite toys. It's the empowered
Speaker 2: smart Pleasure Queen. I'm like, this is just my name, right.
Speaker 2: So this one is actually a pump goes on the
Speaker 2: wolver on the pussy and then automatic. You can pump
Speaker 2: it up and then you can start the silicon tongue
Speaker 2: obviously at some loop moving up and down and vibrating.
Speaker 2: This one is the closest to being eaten out for me.
Speaker 2: It's the closest for what to being eaten out, the feeling.
Speaker 1: Of someone going down and really yeah yeah, just.
Speaker 2: Move that tongue, keep going, keep going, and keep going.
Speaker 2: Like so they are like when people think about pleasure toys,
Speaker 2: they always think about a vibrate big ye like, oh,
Speaker 2: the big deal doors. I can't compe all your deals.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I've got a few deal those not all
Speaker 2: the deal dolls. And it's a lot of like different
Speaker 2: stuff out there that you might have not thought about.
Speaker 2: This is actually a pleasure toy because it brings you
Speaker 2: a pleasure. We've got pin wheels that you can run
Speaker 2: over your skin.
Speaker 1: That I understand. I can see, I get what you're saying,
Speaker 1: but like, pretty, I'm just looking at myself, going, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm not looking at myself going too much work, And
Speaker 1: like then I get a toy up and I pick
Speaker 1: a toy like that and go, hmm, it's not it's
Speaker 1: not going to get me going this. And then you
Speaker 1: say you can. People probably can close their eyes and
Speaker 1: go oh yeah, don't imagine that. But then if you
Speaker 1: open your eyes and you've got to go start doing
Speaker 1: all this, you go, yeah, how the fuck am I
Speaker 1: going to get myself gone?
Speaker 2: Have you used many toys before?
Speaker 1: I've never used any fucking toys.
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: No, never used any toys.
Speaker 2: Here right now.
Speaker 1: No, not intimidated. I'm just thinking, like because I'm trying
Speaker 1: to get I'm trying to get in my head what
Speaker 1: why why everyone is so fascinated by using toys, Like
Speaker 1: because I've never used toys. What we're gonna use toys
Speaker 1: on myself for?
Speaker 3: I don't know, Like I'm not gonna I'm not gonna
Speaker 3: use one of them one, but what I mean, but yeah.
Speaker 2: It just enhances the whole pleasure feeling. And if you're
Speaker 2: doing it solo. If you're doing a partner. There are
Speaker 2: so many toys out there that can just be so amazing.
Speaker 2: One of the other ones that I love are the
Speaker 2: Vivi Bloom. So they are Kigabo.
Speaker 1: Is that part of one too? Or is that not
Speaker 1: part of the family.
Speaker 2: So there are different weights that I could change, and
Speaker 2: I want to do that. I put them inside of
Speaker 2: me and then we are an app. You could control it.
Speaker 2: We could go out from a date now and you
Speaker 2: could just like.
Speaker 3: So it's inside you.
Speaker 1: So you're you go off for dinner and it's inside you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and I control it, yes, But how am I getting
Speaker 1: off on that? Because I'm seeing it?
Speaker 2: Because you've seen me getting off mate, But.
Speaker 1: Then I can't get but yeah, but so that's inside
Speaker 1: you you're walking around the shops or at dinner, I
Speaker 1: go with a more control to do it. It's turning
Speaker 1: you on, But how's it turning me on?
Speaker 2: Don't you experience pleasure when your partner would experience pleasure?
Speaker 1: Well not if I'm sitting here watching someone else get
Speaker 1: off on it, though, that was that fucking pleasure for me.
Speaker 1: I'm sitting there on the dinner table like.
Speaker 2: Maybe that is a fourth play. So your partner would
Speaker 2: be like, oh my god, like stop doing that, and
Speaker 2: you're like, no, I'm not. I'm not like I want
Speaker 2: you to beg me to take it out or.
Speaker 1: That's something that but that's something I do, like fuck
Speaker 1: you up, like it's not going for me, Like I'm
Speaker 1: sitting here like okay, fair enough.
Speaker 2: Then it wouldn't be a toy for you, But that
Speaker 2: would be is a toy for some others. I love
Speaker 2: seeing their partner and pleasure.
Speaker 3: Why are you going to have to share that.
Speaker 2: You can the thing around and have penis rings that
Speaker 2: go around your penis and you can control them via
Speaker 2: the app as well, or you have them partner toys
Speaker 2: that you can use. Why it's on one partner to
Speaker 2: stimulate another partner.
Speaker 1: Say, for instance, right, you're using yeah, what was his
Speaker 1: name again?
Speaker 2: Pegasus?
Speaker 1: You got Pegasis, okay, and then you want to move
Speaker 1: on to the to the nails, and then you so
Speaker 1: you got to stop Pegas's put the nails on. Then
Speaker 1: maybe you get sick of the nails and you got
Speaker 1: to go to the headphones and put the stimulation on it.
Speaker 1: So it's constantly stop, start, stop, start. That's what I'm
Speaker 1: trying to get where it's not. If you're into see
Speaker 1: with a real person, you would.
Speaker 2: Still stop and start. Oh, I don't like the position?
Speaker 2: Can we change? Can we not do doggie? All right?
Speaker 2: You stop, you change position, you start. You're getting close
Speaker 2: to squirting, and you might be like, I don't want
Speaker 2: to ruin the card, get the squirting blanket out, put
Speaker 2: that one under knees. You continue, You stop and start too.
Speaker 2: You maybe stop, look deep in each other's eyes, tell
Speaker 2: them how fucking amazing they are and how badly you
Speaker 2: want them, and then you continue. So you do stop
Speaker 2: and go with a partner as well, why not twice's resistance?
Speaker 2: I'm feeling.
Speaker 1: How many times would you use them a day?
Speaker 2: I get this question and so often about how often
Speaker 2: do I review or play with myself? I don't have
Speaker 2: a standard of like I need to do what every day?
Speaker 2: I go with my with my cycle pretty much so
Speaker 2: because I'm cyclic. When I ovulating, I'm pretty fucking horny.
Speaker 2: So and then this is usually like, all right, I'll
Speaker 2: test this toy, all right, give me another one. I
Speaker 2: haven't had enough, Then another one, so and then I do, like,
Speaker 2: you know, five a day maybe, And then when I'm
Speaker 2: close to my period, for example, I'm just like and
Speaker 2: then when I have my period, I'm usually like more,
Speaker 2: I just want to get off, and then it's just more.
Speaker 1: Like something quicker, quicker.
Speaker 2: Like there's certain things where I go with how I feel.
Speaker 2: And this is the beauty with my reviews. They all
Speaker 2: deserve that as well. So I don't want to do
Speaker 2: a review if I'm actually not in the mood for it,
Speaker 2: because I might give a toy a bad review. Then
Speaker 2: this is also why I review the toy a few times,
Speaker 2: not just once, so I can give it a good
Speaker 2: chance to try different positions different days. I how am
Speaker 2: I feeling? So if I feel like she actually don't
Speaker 2: want to do it and then.
Speaker 1: Use a toy and I just have you ever give
Speaker 1: a toy about?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I had a toy where I'm just like, big
Speaker 2: warning sign, don't use it does nothing? Or was it
Speaker 2: just oh that was It was a rabbit vibrator similar
Speaker 2: to that, but it had like cloral section on the
Speaker 2: front here, but it didn't air pulled. It actually sucked
Speaker 2: and I put it on and I'm just like my
Speaker 2: kids being sucked away. I'm just like, I tried it again.
Speaker 2: Because I thought maybe I'm something. Oh and I'm just
Speaker 2: like I can't. I can't use that, like my clip
Speaker 2: is special to me, Like I don't want to love it.
Speaker 1: Wow, what's the gold thing?
Speaker 2: That's the leash? So we've got so this is this
Speaker 2: is like on the collar come up to like puppy play,
Speaker 2: or we've got electro.
Speaker 1: What's the electro?
Speaker 2: I'm a lover of electro. I've been to a swingers
Speaker 2: king party in Adelaide. Mind me, Adelaide was not the
Speaker 2: most exciting city, but they had one swinger house king
Speaker 2: party there where I'm just like, oh, that house was
Speaker 2: just amazing and they used a violet want on me
Speaker 2: once and I fell in love with it. So this
Speaker 2: is actually electricity is who you pluck it in and
Speaker 2: you've got different attachments, look like a comb that that
Speaker 2: you put on, so you've got like a mushroom a
Speaker 2: comb and through that when you are moving that slightly
Speaker 2: over your skin, it gives us little like that electricity.
Speaker 2: You've got that connection and you can make that really strong.
Speaker 1: That does that make you get aroused?
Speaker 2: All sensation? It's about sensation, yea.
Speaker 1: But you just said it like you got like like
Speaker 1: going like when you touch someone like this, you can
Speaker 1: feel that you get no, yeah, this is tingling this
Speaker 1: get goosebu that like it's.
Speaker 2: Sensation, and then tuning into what can you feel? How
Speaker 2: can you feel it? And this is like sensation play.
Speaker 2: This is why I love kink, kinky play, sensation play,
Speaker 2: sensory deprivation, sensory overload. It's like my erotic blueprint is kinky,
Speaker 2: central and energetic. So this is what I love playing with.
Speaker 2: If you just sent me a dick pig off your
Speaker 2: dig I'm just saying, yeah.
Speaker 1: Right, Oh no, I don't think it would care like specially.
Speaker 3: Wouldn't do it for me.
Speaker 1: No, definitely, I can see that I wouldn't do it.
Speaker 1: I can definitely see this one not often compares to
Speaker 1: this one. Requirements off, what's this one?
Speaker 2: This one is a penis toye male toye, so it
Speaker 2: looks like she.
Speaker 1: Wing to put my bottle and they keep it cold.
Speaker 2: I do get quite a few male toys now and
Speaker 2: I love it. Like the double Cockrane for example, was
Speaker 2: a bullied by. So if they send me these, obviously
Speaker 2: I can't personally physically review.
Speaker 1: Them, but you can if you just had a boyfriend
Speaker 1: or someone in after three years away.
Speaker 2: I've put out an expression for interest once, well you
Speaker 2: did and you got line that was wild, and I'm
Speaker 2: just like, here, no, that's not.
Speaker 1: That's not good, that's not that's not gonna done that.
Speaker 1: How many people lined up?
Speaker 2: I was just like no, and I need someone who
Speaker 2: was also reliable then, because once I create some content.
Speaker 1: With that person, well you need them all the time
Speaker 1: for it.
Speaker 2: Not all the time, but you need to have someone
Speaker 2: who's reliable and I'm going to stick with you and
Speaker 2: not just do one one video and off you go
Speaker 2: and had their fix or whatever. You know. So it
Speaker 2: is in the making. Let's say I'm open to a
Speaker 2: lot more coming for next year because I'm stepping into
Speaker 2: a little bit more kink play as well, be you
Speaker 2: sam play, and you do need I do want to
Speaker 2: have that partner and connection, so personal stops. So there's
Speaker 2: a lot that I'm opening up to. I just haven't
Speaker 2: met the right people yet. Let's just put it that way.
Speaker 1: Okay, Yeah, but.
Speaker 2: This one is like a like a penis sleeve, so
Speaker 2: it's like a it's like a like a I have
Speaker 2: also masturbators and wild like the toys that are there
Speaker 2: for for penises. Wow, that masturbator seriously is that big?
Speaker 2: I had to hold it with two hands because it
Speaker 2: moved up and down, twisted and turned, and I was
Speaker 2: just holding it while I was on and I'm just
Speaker 2: like if I would be a guy that's holding that.
Speaker 2: So just taking these apart, so I'm getting the reasy
Speaker 2: wild stuff.
Speaker 1: But yeah, wow, what's what's what's behind you on the chair?
Speaker 1: What did you put on the chair? What's this?
Speaker 2: This is mind away so I'm not wearing it.
Speaker 1: So again, you took it off just for my just
Speaker 1: for my show. So what's the goal for you then
Speaker 1: in the future? What is your goal?
Speaker 2: My goal is to bring more pleasure into the world,
Speaker 2: and I can do that best by experiencing pleasure. I'm
Speaker 2: a person who, like I got told, the more I
Speaker 2: share my own story of like where I've come from,
Speaker 2: and how confident and much pleasure I now experience from
Speaker 2: that little girl who you know, did love herself, had
Speaker 2: to you know, put up with so much shit and
Speaker 2: gone through such a shitty time to loving the shit
Speaker 2: out of herself, you know, not needing anyone, but wanting
Speaker 2: now to actually share a lot more intimacy and pleasure
Speaker 2: with someone else, but not out of the feeling of
Speaker 2: needing it. And I don't think I would have ever
Speaker 2: explored myself in that same way and fallen in love
Speaker 2: with myself in the same way if I wouldn't have
Speaker 2: done it all with a choice. So they have opened
Speaker 2: that up and sharing my stories through that I can
Speaker 2: inspire and power others. I want to normalized kink. I
Speaker 2: want to normalize self pleasure because self pleasure isn't something
Speaker 2: that's shameful. So when I grew up in my household,
Speaker 2: when I had my first boyfriend, I had a little diary,
Speaker 2: so I was always always a little bit kinky, and
Speaker 2: I was riding in there. We did this today, and
Speaker 2: then we did that today and asked him to do
Speaker 2: this today. I was actually really really lovely relationship. Came home,
Speaker 2: my mom found that journal had that flying at me
Speaker 2: slut shamed go up and I'm just like she read it.
Speaker 2: She wasn't happy she caught me a slut. That wouldn't
Speaker 2: happen in my household. So my household is a different approach.
Speaker 2: So pleasure is something we talk about. We name our
Speaker 2: body parts the right way, so there's no holding back
Speaker 2: My kids can come to me and ask questions and
Speaker 2: I will answer them. So there's not you know, oh no,
Speaker 2: I'm not going to talk about this or when you know.
Speaker 2: My son found this one and I was like, oh,
Speaker 2: it's a shut up and be like I don't touch
Speaker 2: that up. It's not you know.
Speaker 1: So, what's one way that describe you pleasure lid, pleasure lit.
Speaker 1: What you're going to say, queen.
Speaker 2: Pleasure? I would say pleasure it. Thank you for coming on,
Speaker 2: thank you for having me.
Speaker 1: I've had a fucking ball after this. I mean, this
Speaker 1: is been fucking fun.
Speaker 2: Are we going to try some toys?
Speaker 1: I don't think I could try toys on me.
Speaker 2: I don't fucking way