1 00:00:05,921 --> 00:00:12,880 Speaker 1: Apoche production. Welcome to Secrets of the Underworld. I am 2 00:00:12,961 --> 00:00:16,401 Speaker 1: Neil the muscle comments and in this episode I speak 3 00:00:16,441 --> 00:00:18,000 Speaker 1: with Treasure the pleasure. 4 00:00:18,161 --> 00:00:22,041 Speaker 2: I'm toy queen, what kind of kinky stuff are you 5 00:00:22,081 --> 00:00:24,441 Speaker 2: getting into? And they're like, oh, we've done it from behind. 6 00:00:24,481 --> 00:00:28,681 Speaker 2: I'm like, really, so, I don't know. There were mirrors 7 00:00:28,681 --> 00:00:30,921 Speaker 2: all around and I could see myself getting sucked. So 8 00:00:30,961 --> 00:00:36,601 Speaker 2: it's just like it's like fingering worshiping came out, mam. 9 00:00:36,961 --> 00:00:38,560 Speaker 2: I think I can hear the ocean. 10 00:00:39,400 --> 00:00:41,760 Speaker 1: Often goes up my ass. But anyway, that's preparation that. 11 00:00:41,721 --> 00:00:44,120 Speaker 2: You're gonna have to do prior, which means lots of. 12 00:00:44,120 --> 00:00:47,161 Speaker 3: Loup, which is always keep that right there. 13 00:00:51,120 --> 00:00:55,841 Speaker 1: Thank you for coming on. This is gonna be probably 14 00:00:56,041 --> 00:01:00,761 Speaker 1: a very exciting podcast, hence why I asked you to 15 00:01:00,801 --> 00:01:02,921 Speaker 1: come on. You know what, before we get into the toys, 16 00:01:04,561 --> 00:01:06,921 Speaker 1: just give me a heads up on you as a 17 00:01:06,961 --> 00:01:12,241 Speaker 1: person growing up first and what led you this way? 18 00:01:13,161 --> 00:01:16,440 Speaker 2: Originally from Germany, so I have moved up here to 19 00:01:16,441 --> 00:01:19,361 Speaker 2: Australia in two thousand and nine as a backpacker back 20 00:01:19,401 --> 00:01:22,600 Speaker 2: and forth. Australia was like the big dream that came 21 00:01:22,721 --> 00:01:27,280 Speaker 2: through a guy who I followed up to Australia. My childhood, 22 00:01:27,321 --> 00:01:30,241 Speaker 2: I would say, was a bit troubled, so parents got 23 00:01:30,241 --> 00:01:33,280 Speaker 2: divorced when I was nine. I had to get independent 24 00:01:33,321 --> 00:01:36,080 Speaker 2: really quickly. Was inderrected when I was about seventeen eighteen. 25 00:01:36,081 --> 00:01:38,160 Speaker 2: That was like my way of like showing there's a problem, 26 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:41,441 Speaker 2: this an issue. Recovered from that, and then there was 27 00:01:41,681 --> 00:01:44,241 Speaker 2: because there was also family violence. But I recovered from 28 00:01:44,280 --> 00:01:45,920 Speaker 2: that because I knew I needed to move out, I 29 00:01:45,961 --> 00:01:47,961 Speaker 2: needed to have good grades, need to get a job, 30 00:01:48,441 --> 00:01:50,201 Speaker 2: worked in the bank because I thought this is the 31 00:01:50,201 --> 00:01:54,121 Speaker 2: way I'm going to make money. But then I fell 32 00:01:54,161 --> 00:01:56,521 Speaker 2: in love with someone who loved bombed me and I 33 00:01:56,601 --> 00:02:00,001 Speaker 2: ended up in a domestic violence relationship which ended to be. 34 00:02:00,121 --> 00:02:01,841 Speaker 1: My marriage before you came here. 35 00:02:02,401 --> 00:02:06,521 Speaker 2: But that was with the guy that I followed up here. Yes, 36 00:02:07,441 --> 00:02:10,281 Speaker 2: so I was young, wasn't iive didn't know anything about 37 00:02:10,521 --> 00:02:13,880 Speaker 2: narcissist domestic violence, et cetera. And because of the way 38 00:02:13,921 --> 00:02:16,800 Speaker 2: I grew up as a kid, I looked for something similar. 39 00:02:17,041 --> 00:02:19,520 Speaker 2: So this is how I ended up in that kind 40 00:02:19,561 --> 00:02:20,160 Speaker 2: of situation. 41 00:02:20,321 --> 00:02:23,240 Speaker 1: How long did that domestic van's go on for? Ah? 42 00:02:23,680 --> 00:02:26,081 Speaker 2: Was that for eight years? Like longer than it? 43 00:02:26,201 --> 00:02:26,481 Speaker 3: Shoot? 44 00:02:26,800 --> 00:02:30,121 Speaker 1: Eight years? Yeah, I know that's hard to say because 45 00:02:30,161 --> 00:02:31,881 Speaker 1: when you're when you're stuck in it, in it, in 46 00:02:31,921 --> 00:02:34,081 Speaker 1: that kind of rood, it's hard to get out, you 47 00:02:34,161 --> 00:02:35,720 Speaker 1: know what I mean. You think it's gonna end, You 48 00:02:35,721 --> 00:02:38,240 Speaker 1: think it's gonna end, and or maybe next week it's 49 00:02:38,281 --> 00:02:38,961 Speaker 1: going to be different. 50 00:02:39,680 --> 00:02:42,641 Speaker 2: Eight years, Yeah, a lot, a lot of things. Like 51 00:02:42,841 --> 00:02:46,000 Speaker 2: I thought I am the one who's gonna change him, 52 00:02:46,121 --> 00:02:49,881 Speaker 2: I'm the one who's going to help him. He really 53 00:02:49,921 --> 00:02:52,240 Speaker 2: loves me. And then that cycle of domestic violence, which 54 00:02:52,240 --> 00:02:54,240 Speaker 2: I've like never heard about. How do you have that 55 00:02:54,321 --> 00:02:57,441 Speaker 2: honeymoon and then you start working on eggshells again and 56 00:02:57,481 --> 00:02:59,240 Speaker 2: then you know the fight's going to start again, the 57 00:02:59,281 --> 00:03:02,881 Speaker 2: explosion is going to happen, then he's feeling sorry, and 58 00:03:02,960 --> 00:03:06,561 Speaker 2: every time it just goes fast, start around. But I've 59 00:03:06,761 --> 00:03:09,120 Speaker 2: never managed to like really stay away until we had 60 00:03:09,161 --> 00:03:13,161 Speaker 2: like a really really bad explosion. And working up to 61 00:03:13,201 --> 00:03:16,841 Speaker 2: that point, I also started working in h care and 62 00:03:16,881 --> 00:03:22,761 Speaker 2: management in such Australia and he had like mistreated me 63 00:03:22,800 --> 00:03:25,441 Speaker 2: in front of staff members and staff members put me 64 00:03:25,481 --> 00:03:27,761 Speaker 2: beside and said like, look this is not normal what's 65 00:03:27,761 --> 00:03:29,481 Speaker 2: going on here? And I'm just like, what do you mean? 66 00:03:29,520 --> 00:03:32,960 Speaker 2: That's just totally normal. So my perspective was completely off, 67 00:03:33,041 --> 00:03:36,921 Speaker 2: but people start seeing it and pointing it out. And 68 00:03:36,961 --> 00:03:40,281 Speaker 2: then when I was pregnant with my second, we had 69 00:03:40,281 --> 00:03:42,961 Speaker 2: an explosion and I never looked back. So that was 70 00:03:43,001 --> 00:03:46,441 Speaker 2: the moment that Yes, so that was a moment when 71 00:03:46,481 --> 00:03:46,841 Speaker 2: I left. 72 00:03:47,001 --> 00:03:48,481 Speaker 1: How long have you been out of that relationship for? 73 00:03:50,801 --> 00:03:57,081 Speaker 2: So that is about what have you got? Seven years? Yeah? 74 00:03:57,361 --> 00:04:00,881 Speaker 2: Seven years? And this is when my life changed because 75 00:04:02,121 --> 00:04:04,401 Speaker 2: when that happened and I moved out, even though I 76 00:04:04,481 --> 00:04:06,201 Speaker 2: just said, like, I need a washing machine and I 77 00:04:06,241 --> 00:04:08,201 Speaker 2: need this and then I'm out of here. I had 78 00:04:08,201 --> 00:04:13,081 Speaker 2: a one bedroom apartment with my daughter and then with 79 00:04:13,201 --> 00:04:16,681 Speaker 2: my second, but I was by myself and I started 80 00:04:16,681 --> 00:04:20,681 Speaker 2: breathing again, and I took my happiness, my pleasure, my everything, 81 00:04:20,721 --> 00:04:24,361 Speaker 2: my life into my own hands, my own responsibility. And 82 00:04:24,601 --> 00:04:29,401 Speaker 2: this is when I started weightlifting. So that was my weightlifting. 83 00:04:30,681 --> 00:04:34,041 Speaker 2: I started building muscle mass. That was my mind. 84 00:04:34,161 --> 00:04:36,281 Speaker 1: So fually, how people who go through stuff like that 85 00:04:36,361 --> 00:04:39,241 Speaker 1: they go towards the gym to get themselves out. 86 00:04:39,481 --> 00:04:41,001 Speaker 2: I didn't even go to the gym. I just did 87 00:04:41,001 --> 00:04:43,841 Speaker 2: it at home. And I've never sticked to like a 88 00:04:44,561 --> 00:04:45,281 Speaker 2: sporty thing. 89 00:04:45,361 --> 00:04:47,561 Speaker 1: Did you compete no, no, I just did it as 90 00:04:47,601 --> 00:04:48,761 Speaker 1: a but I. 91 00:04:48,721 --> 00:04:51,121 Speaker 2: Did my personal trainer certificates. So I did my PT, 92 00:04:51,641 --> 00:04:56,361 Speaker 2: did my nutrition certificates, started helping women. I wanted to 93 00:04:56,401 --> 00:04:59,161 Speaker 2: help women who are in similar situations, have been in 94 00:04:59,201 --> 00:05:02,241 Speaker 2: similar situations, to show them days a better life out there. 95 00:05:02,320 --> 00:05:05,961 Speaker 2: Once you get out, start building on those muscle mass 96 00:05:06,041 --> 00:05:09,681 Speaker 2: to become stronger, you will feel confident and confident inside 97 00:05:09,721 --> 00:05:12,241 Speaker 2: and out. So the first time I saw like my 98 00:05:12,281 --> 00:05:15,841 Speaker 2: biceps growing, I'm just like, oh oh God, this is it. 99 00:05:15,921 --> 00:05:17,721 Speaker 2: Like I love that. And if someone is going to 100 00:05:17,761 --> 00:05:20,801 Speaker 2: come at me, like I'm strong, I can defend myself. 101 00:05:20,841 --> 00:05:23,121 Speaker 2: That was my goal. It wasn't weight loss. It was 102 00:05:23,161 --> 00:05:25,921 Speaker 2: about becoming stronger. And as soon as I saw a 103 00:05:25,961 --> 00:05:30,241 Speaker 2: muscle definition, I was hooked. And this is then I knew, 104 00:05:30,281 --> 00:05:32,041 Speaker 2: like I need to tell other women about this, like 105 00:05:32,121 --> 00:05:33,361 Speaker 2: I need to do this. This is how I started my 106 00:05:33,401 --> 00:05:36,121 Speaker 2: own business. So it was healthy with Trisha. Back then, 107 00:05:36,961 --> 00:05:40,801 Speaker 2: while I was still working in nursing and AGEK Management 108 00:05:40,921 --> 00:05:44,401 Speaker 2: had a really really good position, but it wasn't South 109 00:05:44,440 --> 00:05:46,321 Speaker 2: Australia and the Bush. And I'm like, I didn't leave 110 00:05:46,361 --> 00:05:48,921 Speaker 2: Germany to live in the bush. I need something more. 111 00:05:49,161 --> 00:05:50,881 Speaker 2: I need from Germany. 112 00:05:50,921 --> 00:05:52,401 Speaker 1: I'm excited about Germany. 113 00:05:52,440 --> 00:05:56,640 Speaker 2: Be from uh lower Saxony in your hanover Oh yes, yes, yes, yes, 114 00:05:56,880 --> 00:05:59,320 Speaker 2: And Germans are a little bit like I see it, 115 00:05:59,320 --> 00:06:01,440 Speaker 2: a little bit more open minded. Europeans are a little 116 00:06:01,481 --> 00:06:04,801 Speaker 2: bit more open minded sometimes a little bit yeah, a 117 00:06:04,841 --> 00:06:08,481 Speaker 2: little We're behind sometimes it feels like and in the 118 00:06:08,481 --> 00:06:11,121 Speaker 2: bush there wasn't much going on. So the dates ahead 119 00:06:11,121 --> 00:06:13,241 Speaker 2: and I'm like, oh, what kind of kinky stuff are 120 00:06:13,241 --> 00:06:15,241 Speaker 2: you getting into? And they're like, oh, we've done it 121 00:06:15,241 --> 00:06:19,681 Speaker 2: from behind. I'm like, oh really, so I need to move. 122 00:06:22,921 --> 00:06:25,401 Speaker 2: And I knew i loft Brisbane because I studied nursing 123 00:06:25,440 --> 00:06:28,241 Speaker 2: here back then. So I'm like, after Bristoane we go, 124 00:06:28,761 --> 00:06:30,921 Speaker 2: I'm going to go all in with my fitness business. 125 00:06:30,921 --> 00:06:35,481 Speaker 2: I'm going to like transform women. But Covid made it 126 00:06:35,521 --> 00:06:39,241 Speaker 2: really really hard for me. And then in January twenty 127 00:06:39,601 --> 00:06:43,641 Speaker 2: twenty two, I followed this pet from Germany and she 128 00:06:43,681 --> 00:06:46,320 Speaker 2: had an OnlyFans and I'm like, oh, what is she 129 00:06:46,361 --> 00:06:48,520 Speaker 2: putting on her only fans? What is she making money with? 130 00:06:48,880 --> 00:06:52,320 Speaker 2: And she was posing a laingerie and I'm like, I'm 131 00:06:52,320 --> 00:06:54,721 Speaker 2: doing that for free on Instagram? Why not do an 132 00:06:54,721 --> 00:06:57,601 Speaker 2: only fan? So open up an only Fans told everyone 133 00:06:57,641 --> 00:07:00,841 Speaker 2: about it. Two days later, people reaching out, Patricia, are 134 00:07:00,880 --> 00:07:02,440 Speaker 2: you sure you should do only fans? I'm like, what 135 00:07:02,440 --> 00:07:04,161 Speaker 2: do you mean, I'm just gonna do some pousing. 136 00:07:05,521 --> 00:07:07,080 Speaker 1: Did it go from posing to something else? 137 00:07:07,401 --> 00:07:10,641 Speaker 2: Very quick, very quickly, very quickly. I do have a 138 00:07:10,641 --> 00:07:13,321 Speaker 2: little bit of a kink of like being seen. So 139 00:07:13,521 --> 00:07:17,881 Speaker 2: I love it when people indulge into my videos. I 140 00:07:17,921 --> 00:07:20,081 Speaker 2: do love it. I don't actually want to see the 141 00:07:20,121 --> 00:07:22,081 Speaker 2: person what they're doing with it and how they're doing 142 00:07:22,161 --> 00:07:26,681 Speaker 2: it or you know, touching me. But knowing that, like 143 00:07:26,721 --> 00:07:29,241 Speaker 2: if I wake up in the morning and they're like, purchase, purchase, 144 00:07:29,281 --> 00:07:32,441 Speaker 2: purchase of my views, I'm like, yeah, this is a 145 00:07:32,481 --> 00:07:38,001 Speaker 2: good life. I feel hot. So I love that. Yeah, 146 00:07:38,081 --> 00:07:41,521 Speaker 2: so you still do that? Yes, So that's basically a 147 00:07:41,521 --> 00:07:44,721 Speaker 2: part of my business. So Pleasure Toy Queen is my 148 00:07:44,761 --> 00:07:48,641 Speaker 2: adult fans pages where I am sharing my Pleasure Toy journey. 149 00:07:49,081 --> 00:07:53,521 Speaker 2: But also now through my recent completion of my professional dominatrics, 150 00:07:53,601 --> 00:07:58,161 Speaker 2: I'm also now training subs to become my servants or 151 00:07:58,601 --> 00:08:03,041 Speaker 2: pleasure subs, how I call it, because I really put 152 00:08:03,041 --> 00:08:07,281 Speaker 2: out that more confident persona. So yeah, it's not. 153 00:08:07,641 --> 00:08:10,041 Speaker 1: So with the dominatrix. What do you mean by like? 154 00:08:10,521 --> 00:08:13,721 Speaker 2: So this is also an infusion into my business. So 155 00:08:13,801 --> 00:08:17,041 Speaker 2: the Pleasure and Toy Queen is a queen. I'm a 156 00:08:17,121 --> 00:08:21,561 Speaker 2: queen female domination. So it's basically the ones who subscribe 157 00:08:21,561 --> 00:08:24,481 Speaker 2: to my page, they have two options. They can just 158 00:08:24,561 --> 00:08:27,921 Speaker 2: hang around, don't make a sound and just watch my 159 00:08:27,961 --> 00:08:29,041 Speaker 2: Pleasure Toy journey. 160 00:08:29,201 --> 00:08:30,841 Speaker 1: They can come to see you not. 161 00:08:30,961 --> 00:08:33,561 Speaker 2: Not come to see me on my page. On my page, 162 00:08:33,881 --> 00:08:37,241 Speaker 2: so I'm mostly online. This is how I started and 163 00:08:37,441 --> 00:08:41,441 Speaker 2: this is just the best working for me. And then 164 00:08:41,681 --> 00:08:46,160 Speaker 2: there's also the professional dominatrix, So I have that infusion 165 00:08:46,201 --> 00:08:50,521 Speaker 2: in there because I do have quite a few sub 166 00:08:50,641 --> 00:08:54,001 Speaker 2: subscribing who love my feet. So and then the customs 167 00:08:54,121 --> 00:08:57,841 Speaker 2: is like can you do self pleasure with you with 168 00:08:57,841 --> 00:09:00,281 Speaker 2: your feet? And now I'm just turning that a little 169 00:09:00,281 --> 00:09:03,721 Speaker 2: bit more into I'm using that confident. 170 00:09:03,481 --> 00:09:04,721 Speaker 1: So they look at you and all they want to 171 00:09:04,721 --> 00:09:05,361 Speaker 1: see your feet. 172 00:09:05,721 --> 00:09:07,921 Speaker 2: I had customs like ten minutes, just show your feet 173 00:09:07,961 --> 00:09:10,361 Speaker 2: into the camera. So but now I also do feed 174 00:09:10,481 --> 00:09:15,561 Speaker 2: worship because as a queen, as a goddess, I have 175 00:09:15,841 --> 00:09:19,801 Speaker 2: them worshiping me so and I love being a worship 176 00:09:20,001 --> 00:09:21,441 Speaker 2: that It's like how. 177 00:09:21,281 --> 00:09:23,841 Speaker 1: Do they worship you tell me what one person would 178 00:09:23,841 --> 00:09:24,601 Speaker 1: do to worship you. 179 00:09:24,961 --> 00:09:28,081 Speaker 2: That could be completely different, could be financial worship. 180 00:09:28,281 --> 00:09:32,081 Speaker 1: So that's a nice one. That's always a nice one. 181 00:09:32,801 --> 00:09:34,561 Speaker 1: Going back to COVID, So this is this is what 182 00:09:34,641 --> 00:09:37,881 Speaker 1: happened when COVID hit. Yes, so personal training got kicked 183 00:09:37,881 --> 00:09:38,481 Speaker 1: out the window. 184 00:09:40,121 --> 00:09:40,641 Speaker 3: Almost. 185 00:09:41,081 --> 00:09:44,001 Speaker 2: I just still did it, but it wasn't as like helpful, 186 00:09:44,041 --> 00:09:46,761 Speaker 2: and because it was myself and I had to like, 187 00:09:46,961 --> 00:09:49,521 Speaker 2: you know, look for my family, look after my family. 188 00:09:49,601 --> 00:09:52,841 Speaker 2: I've never received any financial support or from the government 189 00:09:53,081 --> 00:09:55,601 Speaker 2: or from. 190 00:09:55,321 --> 00:09:59,201 Speaker 1: What made you turn to toys rather than the real thing. 191 00:09:59,921 --> 00:10:03,681 Speaker 2: So when I then started only fans and I started 192 00:10:03,681 --> 00:10:06,161 Speaker 2: to you know, put out new and then before you know, 193 00:10:06,281 --> 00:10:08,641 Speaker 2: before I not Then I did little videos and clips 194 00:10:08,681 --> 00:10:10,961 Speaker 2: because I had done that before for people I had 195 00:10:11,041 --> 00:10:13,281 Speaker 2: seen you know, snapshat send a little bit of something, 196 00:10:13,321 --> 00:10:14,841 Speaker 2: and I thought, okay, now I can make money out 197 00:10:14,881 --> 00:10:18,321 Speaker 2: of that, so put that on there. And then I 198 00:10:18,321 --> 00:10:20,721 Speaker 2: started using my toys that I already had because I 199 00:10:20,761 --> 00:10:26,081 Speaker 2: already had always had toys. But then yeah, that collection 200 00:10:26,521 --> 00:10:28,761 Speaker 2: was like okay, now I've gone through my eight or 201 00:10:29,081 --> 00:10:31,361 Speaker 2: ten toys I had. I need more. And this is 202 00:10:31,401 --> 00:10:34,521 Speaker 2: when I then started to buy some more make videos, 203 00:10:34,521 --> 00:10:39,121 Speaker 2: started my YouTube channel, which took off, and I had 204 00:10:39,161 --> 00:10:41,601 Speaker 2: companies reaching out sending me all these free toys for. 205 00:10:41,641 --> 00:10:44,361 Speaker 1: Video to use, then to collaborate with them. 206 00:10:44,561 --> 00:10:46,561 Speaker 2: Yes, and then I did videos first for free for 207 00:10:46,641 --> 00:10:48,881 Speaker 2: the free toy. But then they were piling up so much. 208 00:10:48,921 --> 00:10:51,441 Speaker 2: I'm like, someone used to pay me for that now 209 00:10:51,481 --> 00:10:54,801 Speaker 2: because it's like that's work, and now I charge. 210 00:10:55,041 --> 00:10:57,881 Speaker 1: So so you charged to use companies toys to say 211 00:10:57,881 --> 00:10:58,361 Speaker 1: how good there? 212 00:10:58,401 --> 00:11:03,001 Speaker 2: Yes, so if toys want their review, I charge so 213 00:11:03,081 --> 00:11:03,561 Speaker 2: they can. 214 00:11:03,441 --> 00:11:04,801 Speaker 1: Say and they just take your word for it. 215 00:11:05,601 --> 00:11:06,041 Speaker 2: What do you mean? 216 00:11:06,401 --> 00:11:08,641 Speaker 1: So when you use so, say a company now says, 217 00:11:09,041 --> 00:11:13,241 Speaker 1: for instance, this one, this one Pegasus, what's his name? 218 00:11:13,361 --> 00:11:13,841 Speaker 2: Pegasus? 219 00:11:13,881 --> 00:11:15,681 Speaker 1: Why Pegasus, that's. 220 00:11:15,441 --> 00:11:18,001 Speaker 2: A real name. It's the high Smith Pegasus. It's actually 221 00:11:18,041 --> 00:11:21,521 Speaker 2: a sex machine attachment. So if you turn it around. 222 00:11:21,281 --> 00:11:23,241 Speaker 1: Oh no, I'm not going to. I'll let you turn around, 223 00:11:23,281 --> 00:11:28,121 Speaker 1: but anyway, I'm not turning around. But okay, Pegasus, say 224 00:11:28,121 --> 00:11:32,481 Speaker 1: Pegasus comes to your so your door and you use it. 225 00:11:33,001 --> 00:11:35,481 Speaker 1: Are they going to take your word how it is, 226 00:11:35,521 --> 00:11:37,361 Speaker 1: how good it is? Or do you have to show 227 00:11:37,401 --> 00:11:38,201 Speaker 1: them how good it is? 228 00:11:38,281 --> 00:11:41,041 Speaker 2: What? So I'm not showing them you. 229 00:11:40,921 --> 00:11:42,921 Speaker 1: Just tell them you've used it and that's it. 230 00:11:43,241 --> 00:11:48,681 Speaker 2: Yeah. So other sex toy bloggers usually have a blog 231 00:11:48,841 --> 00:11:52,721 Speaker 2: website and they do written content about like I've received 232 00:11:52,721 --> 00:11:54,521 Speaker 2: this toy, this is what I think about it, this 233 00:11:54,601 --> 00:11:57,441 Speaker 2: is the material ready, right, Arah, And this is my experience. 234 00:11:58,481 --> 00:12:01,041 Speaker 2: The difference that I did then when I started in 235 00:12:01,081 --> 00:12:03,921 Speaker 2: twenty twenty two was I did the videos on YouTube, 236 00:12:04,001 --> 00:12:07,601 Speaker 2: which wasn't so much out yet where it's like a 237 00:12:07,601 --> 00:12:09,761 Speaker 2: little bit more common now but also harder now to 238 00:12:09,801 --> 00:12:13,121 Speaker 2: actually be on video out there, even if you just 239 00:12:13,161 --> 00:12:15,961 Speaker 2: talk about toys. But that was kind of the difference. 240 00:12:16,041 --> 00:12:21,081 Speaker 2: And once you have done a few, you're building up 241 00:12:21,121 --> 00:12:25,841 Speaker 2: your reputation. You have got an audience, so you can't 242 00:12:26,161 --> 00:12:29,281 Speaker 2: ask for money to be paid for a sex toy 243 00:12:29,321 --> 00:12:32,121 Speaker 2: review or pleasure to review if you haven't got the 244 00:12:32,201 --> 00:12:35,361 Speaker 2: audience social media and when I do get a toy 245 00:12:35,401 --> 00:12:38,241 Speaker 2: that I need to review, I actually bring my whole 246 00:12:38,241 --> 00:12:40,921 Speaker 2: audience along the journey. So on social media, I'm like, oh, 247 00:12:41,161 --> 00:12:44,281 Speaker 2: unpacking this is a new toy, which also shows my 248 00:12:44,321 --> 00:12:47,361 Speaker 2: other ones who maybe want to subscribe, Oh that is 249 00:12:47,401 --> 00:12:49,161 Speaker 2: a toy I would like her to see play with, 250 00:12:49,521 --> 00:12:52,161 Speaker 2: or how does that toy work? Then you can come 251 00:12:52,321 --> 00:12:54,801 Speaker 2: on my only fans low fans and fansly to see 252 00:12:54,841 --> 00:12:57,641 Speaker 2: how I use the toy, or if you just want 253 00:12:57,681 --> 00:13:00,361 Speaker 2: to know more education around the toy. I started an 254 00:13:00,401 --> 00:13:03,201 Speaker 2: online school which is a pleasure on toy school, so 255 00:13:03,241 --> 00:13:06,841 Speaker 2: that's safe for work. Yes, you know we're still talking 256 00:13:06,841 --> 00:13:09,721 Speaker 2: about toyte of pleasure, but if you just want to 257 00:13:09,761 --> 00:13:11,521 Speaker 2: do that, you can jump on there. But if you 258 00:13:11,561 --> 00:13:14,481 Speaker 2: want to see how it actually works, go on my page. 259 00:13:14,721 --> 00:13:17,961 Speaker 2: And I had guys reaching out. I had no idea 260 00:13:18,081 --> 00:13:20,361 Speaker 2: that women use this toy this way or I always 261 00:13:20,401 --> 00:13:23,001 Speaker 2: saw it you need to do that or that, so 262 00:13:23,161 --> 00:13:27,481 Speaker 2: they see female pleasure. Why page is about basically female pleasure. 263 00:13:27,521 --> 00:13:29,881 Speaker 2: And this is where the professional dominatics works in beautifully 264 00:13:30,001 --> 00:13:33,321 Speaker 2: because it's about me. It's about my pleasure, so they're 265 00:13:33,361 --> 00:13:36,601 Speaker 2: not you know, the worship the goddess, and it's about 266 00:13:36,921 --> 00:13:41,241 Speaker 2: my pleasure, so I can do what I feel like doing. 267 00:13:41,801 --> 00:13:44,441 Speaker 1: Have you ever got bored of them? Anything? Like you like? 268 00:13:44,441 --> 00:13:46,601 Speaker 1: What I'm saying is no, But I know I know 269 00:13:46,681 --> 00:13:48,241 Speaker 1: that because you've got so many toys, you wouldn't. But 270 00:13:48,281 --> 00:13:52,041 Speaker 1: what I'm saying is bored of like using a toy 271 00:13:52,201 --> 00:13:56,761 Speaker 1: than the real thing. Because you know you're doing all 272 00:13:56,761 --> 00:13:59,961 Speaker 1: the work and there's no there's no intimacy there. 273 00:14:00,121 --> 00:14:01,921 Speaker 2: Yeah, very true, So toys are not. 274 00:14:02,161 --> 00:14:04,921 Speaker 1: So how would you get aroused by what arouses you 275 00:14:04,921 --> 00:14:06,281 Speaker 1: to put? Like, say you're gonna pick up. 276 00:14:06,521 --> 00:14:08,401 Speaker 2: The question I love that one I turn myself on. 277 00:14:08,721 --> 00:14:12,241 Speaker 2: I'm how I'm autosexual as well. So I'm on the 278 00:14:12,281 --> 00:14:17,321 Speaker 2: spectrum of autosexuality, which means you love yourself with all 279 00:14:17,361 --> 00:14:19,681 Speaker 2: of that. What I've been through, I have learned to 280 00:14:20,041 --> 00:14:24,441 Speaker 2: love myself on such a deep level that especially when 281 00:14:24,681 --> 00:14:27,721 Speaker 2: I get ready for a pleasure twice session, I put 282 00:14:27,761 --> 00:14:30,241 Speaker 2: on something nice, like I put on lingerie that I 283 00:14:30,321 --> 00:14:32,601 Speaker 2: may I also got sent through for a review, and 284 00:14:32,641 --> 00:14:34,881 Speaker 2: I'm already starting to step into that, like oh I 285 00:14:34,921 --> 00:14:37,441 Speaker 2: feel good and I love mirrors. I include mirrors. Most 286 00:14:37,481 --> 00:14:39,561 Speaker 2: of my videos have like multiple mirrors. 287 00:14:39,201 --> 00:14:39,761 Speaker 1: There as well. 288 00:14:40,321 --> 00:14:43,961 Speaker 2: And then with a camera that I used to film myself, 289 00:14:44,121 --> 00:14:46,921 Speaker 2: I have started using a different camera at some stage, 290 00:14:46,961 --> 00:14:50,081 Speaker 2: like a sony something, but I couldn't see myself as such. 291 00:14:50,521 --> 00:14:52,401 Speaker 2: And now I really love to use my phone because 292 00:14:52,481 --> 00:14:55,401 Speaker 2: I can see myself. Why I pleasure myself and that's 293 00:14:55,401 --> 00:14:58,321 Speaker 2: a fucking turn on, Like I love seeing myself. If 294 00:14:58,361 --> 00:15:02,481 Speaker 2: I like, we've I've been to swinger's party before where 295 00:15:03,361 --> 00:15:05,841 Speaker 2: there were mirrors all around and I could see myself 296 00:15:05,921 --> 00:15:09,041 Speaker 2: getting sucked. So it's just like it's hot, so I'll 297 00:15:09,081 --> 00:15:09,681 Speaker 2: turn myself. 298 00:15:09,961 --> 00:15:11,721 Speaker 1: Yeah, but okay, we've got to that part. But what 299 00:15:11,841 --> 00:15:16,441 Speaker 1: about like someone kissing you and being intimate and putting 300 00:15:16,441 --> 00:15:19,201 Speaker 1: their hands on you. All you're all you're doing is 301 00:15:19,441 --> 00:15:21,681 Speaker 1: having a toy that's pleasuring you, or you're pleasuring yourself, 302 00:15:21,721 --> 00:15:25,081 Speaker 1: but there's no other intimacy around you. 303 00:15:25,001 --> 00:15:29,241 Speaker 2: Like someone else, but intimacy with myself. So it's not 304 00:15:29,281 --> 00:15:30,441 Speaker 2: like you can't kiss yourself. 305 00:15:30,481 --> 00:15:33,761 Speaker 1: How you kiss yourself, that's not going to I don't 306 00:15:33,761 --> 00:15:36,961 Speaker 1: bite myself, do you? Yeah? You bite yourself. 307 00:15:37,361 --> 00:15:39,081 Speaker 2: I love biting in the moment, so and if I 308 00:15:39,081 --> 00:15:43,321 Speaker 2: can't bite anything else, and I'll bite myself. Interesting, you 309 00:15:43,361 --> 00:15:45,281 Speaker 2: can do so much more with just think. This is 310 00:15:45,281 --> 00:15:48,361 Speaker 2: why it's been such a good journey for me personally, 311 00:15:48,521 --> 00:15:52,921 Speaker 2: because I was such a pleaser in the bedroom doing 312 00:15:52,961 --> 00:15:56,241 Speaker 2: the things for someone else but not actually asking for 313 00:15:56,321 --> 00:15:59,001 Speaker 2: what I want and how I want it and not 314 00:15:59,081 --> 00:16:01,961 Speaker 2: speaking up. So now that I've explored my own body 315 00:16:02,001 --> 00:16:04,921 Speaker 2: in such a deep level, I know what I want. 316 00:16:05,121 --> 00:16:09,041 Speaker 2: So if I'm now going and step into a situation 317 00:16:09,121 --> 00:16:12,001 Speaker 2: where I'm actually sharing my pleasure with someone else. I 318 00:16:12,041 --> 00:16:14,441 Speaker 2: can actually speak up and be like, no, I don't 319 00:16:14,441 --> 00:16:16,641 Speaker 2: want that, Why I love it that way? Or can 320 00:16:16,681 --> 00:16:18,841 Speaker 2: you do this? Or can we do that? So I 321 00:16:18,881 --> 00:16:22,081 Speaker 2: can get more out of it and not be Okay, 322 00:16:22,081 --> 00:16:23,121 Speaker 2: I'm just here to please here. 323 00:16:24,161 --> 00:16:26,001 Speaker 1: So you've been doing this since twenty twenty two. 324 00:16:26,241 --> 00:16:30,001 Speaker 2: Yes, so I have been basically stepping away from dating 325 00:16:30,201 --> 00:16:33,041 Speaker 2: people to then dating pleasure toys. Four. 326 00:16:33,161 --> 00:16:34,601 Speaker 1: So when was the last time you dated. 327 00:16:34,401 --> 00:16:37,841 Speaker 2: Somebody I've been on occasional No, No, let's not go 328 00:16:38,241 --> 00:16:39,281 Speaker 2: let's second date. 329 00:16:39,401 --> 00:16:41,281 Speaker 1: Let's let's not get it. Let's get let's get the 330 00:16:41,361 --> 00:16:45,121 Speaker 1: dates that you've gone by second base. Now, when's the last. 331 00:16:44,921 --> 00:16:48,841 Speaker 2: Time the last time I had someone inside me? 332 00:16:49,081 --> 00:16:50,881 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a real thing inside you. 333 00:16:50,801 --> 00:16:54,801 Speaker 2: A real thing inside has been three years? Three years 334 00:16:54,881 --> 00:16:56,121 Speaker 2: November three years? 335 00:16:56,201 --> 00:16:59,041 Speaker 3: Yes, so three years or three years is no. 336 00:16:59,201 --> 00:17:01,641 Speaker 2: It's a beautiful guy, actually, but whoa you beautiful? 337 00:17:01,641 --> 00:17:05,881 Speaker 3: Because you didn't stay around for it? You you fucked 338 00:17:05,961 --> 00:17:08,081 Speaker 3: him up for plastic I. 339 00:17:08,001 --> 00:17:10,881 Speaker 2: Don't even know what like that was. I dated him 340 00:17:11,600 --> 00:17:13,840 Speaker 2: and then I broke it off, and then shortly after 341 00:17:13,840 --> 00:17:16,601 Speaker 2: I got into OnlyFans and doing this. So if I 342 00:17:16,640 --> 00:17:18,641 Speaker 2: wouldn't have broken that up, I probably wouldn't have gone 343 00:17:18,681 --> 00:17:21,241 Speaker 2: into that, So that must have happened for that reason. 344 00:17:21,761 --> 00:17:28,361 Speaker 1: But three years, no real sex, just toys pleasuring yourself. 345 00:17:28,801 --> 00:17:30,521 Speaker 1: Well that's a start, surely, you, missy. 346 00:17:30,681 --> 00:17:32,880 Speaker 2: Well that's yes, so I do. 347 00:17:33,321 --> 00:17:35,801 Speaker 1: So why why are you? Why why are you making 348 00:17:35,801 --> 00:17:37,680 Speaker 1: it go so long? Why are you making it go 349 00:17:37,761 --> 00:17:38,121 Speaker 1: so long? 350 00:17:38,160 --> 00:17:41,521 Speaker 2: For Well, at a start, it was make time. 351 00:17:41,400 --> 00:17:42,921 Speaker 1: My interview, It's gonna be fucking SiZ. 352 00:17:45,041 --> 00:17:47,680 Speaker 2: I'm getting really close to like having it again. So 353 00:17:48,600 --> 00:17:50,920 Speaker 2: at a start, it's as a single mom with very 354 00:17:50,961 --> 00:17:54,360 Speaker 2: young children and not being able to afford childcare or anything. 355 00:17:54,400 --> 00:17:56,400 Speaker 2: I've got at one of my children at home at 356 00:17:56,441 --> 00:17:59,801 Speaker 2: all times, so that is really hard. And then the 357 00:17:59,840 --> 00:18:01,681 Speaker 2: time that you do have kids, raad, you don't want 358 00:18:01,681 --> 00:18:03,761 Speaker 2: to just go out and meet someone random when you 359 00:18:03,921 --> 00:18:06,280 Speaker 2: know you're gonna have a good time. And then by 360 00:18:06,360 --> 00:18:08,240 Speaker 2: that time I was so deep into that that I 361 00:18:08,281 --> 00:18:12,321 Speaker 2: really enjoyed, enjoyed exploring myself. And as I said, I've 362 00:18:12,321 --> 00:18:14,601 Speaker 2: done my tantra practitioner, then I. 363 00:18:14,521 --> 00:18:16,681 Speaker 1: Think you've used every toil of the fucking world. 364 00:18:17,880 --> 00:18:20,481 Speaker 2: So much more coming out there yes, and I want 365 00:18:20,521 --> 00:18:22,520 Speaker 2: to get a little bit more kinky, a little bit 366 00:18:22,521 --> 00:18:26,160 Speaker 2: more taboo, a little bit more kinky, because vibrators, I've like, 367 00:18:26,241 --> 00:18:29,400 Speaker 2: I feel like those vibrators kind of like a limit, 368 00:18:30,120 --> 00:18:32,280 Speaker 2: although they come up with something really good, like this 369 00:18:32,360 --> 00:18:32,680 Speaker 2: one is? 370 00:18:32,840 --> 00:18:35,321 Speaker 1: Which one show me the camera? What's so? What's that? 371 00:18:35,600 --> 00:18:37,440 Speaker 2: This one is one of my very recent and I 372 00:18:37,481 --> 00:18:42,761 Speaker 2: have experienced my very first internal orgasm just on Monday. 373 00:18:43,400 --> 00:18:48,721 Speaker 1: On Monday, and this one, this one's done, so what what? 374 00:18:48,721 --> 00:18:48,881 Speaker 2: What? 375 00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:49,801 Speaker 1: What do you do with this one? 376 00:18:50,080 --> 00:18:57,721 Speaker 2: This one is it's like fingering worshipping. It's like having 377 00:18:57,761 --> 00:18:59,161 Speaker 2: these two. I feel fingering. 378 00:18:59,640 --> 00:19:01,201 Speaker 1: So I'm looking at it now and it so. 379 00:19:01,160 --> 00:19:03,920 Speaker 2: That one goes inside. This one's against the clip. This 380 00:19:03,961 --> 00:19:08,080 Speaker 2: one is inside of me. It vibrates, but it also swirls. 381 00:19:08,521 --> 00:19:11,600 Speaker 2: So it is basically like someone is fingering me like 382 00:19:11,640 --> 00:19:14,361 Speaker 2: this but not expecting anything in return. 383 00:19:14,840 --> 00:19:18,281 Speaker 1: Just fingering me would be a slow process. 384 00:19:18,360 --> 00:19:19,960 Speaker 2: Like you can speed that up one up a little bit. 385 00:19:20,001 --> 00:19:23,481 Speaker 1: Oh okay, it's not about Yeah, I know that, but 386 00:19:23,481 --> 00:19:27,201 Speaker 1: I'm just looking around. I'm around and round and round, 387 00:19:27,201 --> 00:19:29,001 Speaker 1: and I'm thinking, what the what the fuck are you 388 00:19:29,001 --> 00:19:29,360 Speaker 1: gonna do? 389 00:19:29,521 --> 00:19:32,640 Speaker 2: That's good because I'm just like, oh that was the 390 00:19:32,681 --> 00:19:35,921 Speaker 2: first time. I'm like, this feels different. This feels very pleasurable, 391 00:19:35,961 --> 00:19:38,321 Speaker 2: but different. And I always thought I'm one of the 392 00:19:38,521 --> 00:19:42,881 Speaker 2: women who some others probably think as well, we're broken 393 00:19:43,241 --> 00:19:46,321 Speaker 2: or something's wrong with me because I can't experience in 394 00:19:46,441 --> 00:19:50,840 Speaker 2: orgasms through penetration. I need that external clitoral stimulation. And 395 00:19:50,840 --> 00:19:53,880 Speaker 2: then this toy just Miss thirty seven now showed me No, 396 00:19:54,080 --> 00:19:56,720 Speaker 2: you can experience internal orgasms. 397 00:19:57,001 --> 00:19:59,481 Speaker 1: So what's your favorite toy? Have you brought it or 398 00:19:59,481 --> 00:20:00,161 Speaker 1: you haven't brought got. 399 00:20:00,120 --> 00:20:02,041 Speaker 2: A range of favorites. I can't. I don't just have one. 400 00:20:02,120 --> 00:20:05,521 Speaker 2: I've got this one. This little Stila my go to 401 00:20:05,561 --> 00:20:06,561 Speaker 2: if I just want to get off. 402 00:20:06,961 --> 00:20:09,600 Speaker 1: So what if I have If I have that's your 403 00:20:09,640 --> 00:20:10,480 Speaker 1: go to, so. 404 00:20:10,321 --> 00:20:12,321 Speaker 2: I go to if I want to have an orgasm. 405 00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:15,240 Speaker 2: So if if I test one of the toys and 406 00:20:15,281 --> 00:20:17,600 Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, this toy is not making it, it's 407 00:20:17,640 --> 00:20:18,401 Speaker 2: not what. 408 00:20:18,441 --> 00:20:20,600 Speaker 1: You do that one? What does that do? It's just 409 00:20:20,640 --> 00:20:21,960 Speaker 1: looks like a patchy puts some money in. 410 00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:24,641 Speaker 3: What is that? 411 00:20:25,080 --> 00:20:26,920 Speaker 2: One of My kids actually found that one when I 412 00:20:27,001 --> 00:20:28,680 Speaker 2: was cleaning it in the bathroom and I had it 413 00:20:28,721 --> 00:20:31,081 Speaker 2: there and walked in there came out, Mom, I think 414 00:20:31,120 --> 00:20:34,481 Speaker 2: I can hear the ocean. Okay, darling, do you really 415 00:20:34,481 --> 00:20:37,241 Speaker 2: think so? Yeah? That's a shell hm And it comes 416 00:20:37,281 --> 00:20:39,721 Speaker 2: close and it's like, Mom, you really have to listen. 417 00:20:39,921 --> 00:20:42,160 Speaker 2: I think I can hear the ocean. Me holding it, 418 00:20:42,281 --> 00:20:43,640 Speaker 2: I'm darling, I can't hear the ocean. 419 00:20:46,600 --> 00:20:48,401 Speaker 1: So what is that you do? It? 420 00:20:48,481 --> 00:20:51,600 Speaker 2: Clitteral airport stimulations. So this one is one of these 421 00:20:51,921 --> 00:20:54,120 Speaker 2: that you put over the clitteris And I love this 422 00:20:54,160 --> 00:20:57,001 Speaker 2: one because it's got an ovel opening. A lot of 423 00:20:57,041 --> 00:21:00,001 Speaker 2: the other toys have like this round opening opening, and 424 00:21:00,041 --> 00:21:01,561 Speaker 2: I love it when it sits a little bit more 425 00:21:01,561 --> 00:21:03,880 Speaker 2: ovel around my clitteriest because it hits more of the 426 00:21:03,921 --> 00:21:08,081 Speaker 2: nerve endings then a certain setting and doesn't hit me long. 427 00:21:08,080 --> 00:21:09,521 Speaker 2: It's like a minute or two a minute and then 428 00:21:09,600 --> 00:21:10,281 Speaker 2: I can come. 429 00:21:11,080 --> 00:21:12,841 Speaker 1: You squarter or no squitter squatter. 430 00:21:13,001 --> 00:21:15,680 Speaker 2: We've got we've got a squirting blanket here, which is 431 00:21:16,241 --> 00:21:22,281 Speaker 2: what's your square game changing blanket? So you can square 432 00:21:23,080 --> 00:21:23,480 Speaker 2: what's it? 433 00:21:24,201 --> 00:21:26,600 Speaker 1: What's this one? Because when you put it on the table, 434 00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:28,201 Speaker 1: I as as it was for something else, but now 435 00:21:28,201 --> 00:21:28,680 Speaker 1: I know it's not. 436 00:21:29,120 --> 00:21:29,880 Speaker 2: It's a butt pluck. 437 00:21:30,041 --> 00:21:31,441 Speaker 1: Oh I didn't see that. 438 00:21:31,640 --> 00:21:34,161 Speaker 2: So I always thought like when I've seen them at 439 00:21:34,201 --> 00:21:36,600 Speaker 2: Swingers parties and king parties when I was out in Germany, 440 00:21:36,600 --> 00:21:38,561 Speaker 2: I was always said like, I can't imagine doing that. 441 00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:39,241 Speaker 2: I'm wearing that. 442 00:21:40,761 --> 00:21:43,960 Speaker 1: So it's a tail with with a with a yes. 443 00:21:44,160 --> 00:21:46,241 Speaker 2: This one is a stainless steel butt pluck and it's 444 00:21:46,241 --> 00:21:48,321 Speaker 2: basically does that foxtail? 445 00:21:49,921 --> 00:21:52,001 Speaker 1: Well anything going on my asse for sucking air and 446 00:21:52,160 --> 00:21:52,961 Speaker 1: often goes up my ass. 447 00:21:53,001 --> 00:21:55,041 Speaker 2: But anyway, well, that's preparation that you're gonna have to 448 00:21:55,041 --> 00:21:57,440 Speaker 2: do prior, which means lots of loube, which. 449 00:21:57,321 --> 00:22:01,801 Speaker 1: Is always keep that loub right there. So that was 450 00:22:01,840 --> 00:22:03,121 Speaker 1: so what do you do just walk around with that? 451 00:22:03,321 --> 00:22:06,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, that is like the king of it is basically 452 00:22:06,160 --> 00:22:11,840 Speaker 2: you can do puppy use that much, not not personally anymore. 453 00:22:12,001 --> 00:22:14,321 Speaker 2: So I do want to get a little bit more 454 00:22:14,521 --> 00:22:18,080 Speaker 2: into like puppy play, and what's puppy play. Puppy play 455 00:22:18,201 --> 00:22:23,321 Speaker 2: is when I have godub that I can transform into 456 00:22:23,360 --> 00:22:27,720 Speaker 2: a puppy. So they've got puppy like dog hoods, and 457 00:22:27,721 --> 00:22:30,241 Speaker 2: then you can get a tail for them as well, 458 00:22:30,761 --> 00:22:35,081 Speaker 2: and you can get these claw thing you say. 459 00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:37,041 Speaker 1: As well, who's that for? Who is that? 460 00:22:37,041 --> 00:22:40,721 Speaker 2: That's? For example, a female domination play scenario. 461 00:22:40,400 --> 00:22:42,080 Speaker 1: That well, you haven't got anyone at the moment because 462 00:22:42,080 --> 00:22:45,080 Speaker 1: you're for three years. But how but this is what 463 00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:46,761 Speaker 1: I mean. How are you getting off on that by 464 00:22:46,840 --> 00:22:49,600 Speaker 1: scene or I'm watching you online? But when the person 465 00:22:49,721 --> 00:22:51,321 Speaker 1: is not there, I wouldn't it be better? 466 00:22:51,561 --> 00:22:55,760 Speaker 2: Well, you need to set the scene. So when I 467 00:22:55,840 --> 00:22:58,761 Speaker 2: create something for my sub it's not like here's a video, 468 00:22:58,880 --> 00:23:02,480 Speaker 2: so there's instructions. So before you watch this video, I 469 00:23:02,561 --> 00:23:04,801 Speaker 2: want you to do such and such and such, you know, 470 00:23:05,120 --> 00:23:07,760 Speaker 2: take the deep breath in, kneel down, do your mantra. 471 00:23:08,801 --> 00:23:14,521 Speaker 2: Get into my subs kind of energy. I've also recorded 472 00:23:14,561 --> 00:23:17,121 Speaker 2: meditations that they can listen to to actually tap into 473 00:23:17,160 --> 00:23:19,721 Speaker 2: that energy. Listen to my voice, do the instruction as 474 00:23:19,721 --> 00:23:25,480 Speaker 2: I tell you, then start now on you can you 475 00:23:25,521 --> 00:23:28,360 Speaker 2: can create a lot through that, so it doesn't have 476 00:23:28,481 --> 00:23:30,641 Speaker 2: to be in person. Of course, in person you've got 477 00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:32,680 Speaker 2: the physical touch. You've got a little bit more of 478 00:23:32,721 --> 00:23:35,481 Speaker 2: that energy exchange, which is really beautiful and delicious. It 479 00:23:35,681 --> 00:23:39,921 Speaker 2: just doesn't allow it for me at this stage, so 480 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:41,441 Speaker 2: I keep to online. 481 00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:45,041 Speaker 1: Listen, let's get the big one out of the way first, Yeah, 482 00:23:46,080 --> 00:23:46,801 Speaker 1: grab the big one. 483 00:23:47,120 --> 00:23:50,161 Speaker 2: So this is mister Baron who boon. 484 00:23:50,640 --> 00:23:51,321 Speaker 1: What's the name for? 485 00:23:52,120 --> 00:23:55,001 Speaker 2: That's a bad dragon and he actually is called bad 486 00:23:55,080 --> 00:23:59,001 Speaker 2: Dragon Baroon. So that one was my is my biggest 487 00:23:59,041 --> 00:23:59,841 Speaker 2: one of my big. 488 00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:03,441 Speaker 1: I see, but have you actually used that? Yes, you've 489 00:24:03,481 --> 00:24:04,080 Speaker 1: actually used. 490 00:24:04,001 --> 00:24:08,001 Speaker 2: One of my most whe videos that people have gotten into. 491 00:24:08,201 --> 00:24:10,241 Speaker 2: This is why I then got a second one, which 492 00:24:10,400 --> 00:24:15,161 Speaker 2: was Jason bigger uh no said bigger, but different forms. 493 00:24:15,201 --> 00:24:18,881 Speaker 2: The other one is start smaller, gets a bit wider. 494 00:24:19,201 --> 00:24:22,561 Speaker 2: Just couldn't get him past that then though, And I 495 00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:26,400 Speaker 2: do prefer a bigger head than smaller head and then 496 00:24:26,400 --> 00:24:28,641 Speaker 2: getting wider, if that makes sense. So there was good 497 00:24:28,681 --> 00:24:30,041 Speaker 2: exploration for me a scan too. 498 00:24:30,120 --> 00:24:32,840 Speaker 1: You're bored with that one there, I've got so many 499 00:24:32,840 --> 00:24:38,441 Speaker 1: others once you've had the big. 500 00:24:38,241 --> 00:24:41,400 Speaker 2: One, Why would you? I would take this one out 501 00:24:41,561 --> 00:24:44,480 Speaker 2: when I crave to be filled out. So I like 502 00:24:44,561 --> 00:24:47,281 Speaker 2: fisting as well. I've been What. 503 00:24:47,241 --> 00:24:49,881 Speaker 1: Is it with people who want to be fisted? They 504 00:24:49,921 --> 00:24:52,600 Speaker 1: come on, everyone comes on my show and wants to 505 00:24:52,681 --> 00:24:55,761 Speaker 1: get every es scores of has to be fisted. What's 506 00:24:55,801 --> 00:24:56,481 Speaker 1: the go there? 507 00:24:56,640 --> 00:24:57,600 Speaker 2: Pussy fisting though? 508 00:24:57,721 --> 00:24:59,160 Speaker 1: Like bag pussy fisting? 509 00:24:59,481 --> 00:25:00,121 Speaker 2: What's a new one? 510 00:25:00,120 --> 00:25:01,680 Speaker 1: Will you out of it? That's a fresh one for 511 00:25:01,721 --> 00:25:03,360 Speaker 1: me on my show pussy fisting. 512 00:25:03,441 --> 00:25:05,441 Speaker 2: Yes, so I've been on both sides. I have been 513 00:25:06,360 --> 00:25:09,321 Speaker 2: lucky enough to fist another woman and. 514 00:25:08,921 --> 00:25:10,801 Speaker 1: I have you have done that? You've done that? 515 00:25:11,640 --> 00:25:13,241 Speaker 2: I've been fed multiple times? Yeah? 516 00:25:14,120 --> 00:25:15,801 Speaker 1: Ye and pussy fishing. 517 00:25:16,001 --> 00:25:18,681 Speaker 2: Yeah. So I've been a ex swinger and king star 518 00:25:18,840 --> 00:25:21,080 Speaker 2: for a while too. Really, I have been out there 519 00:25:21,120 --> 00:25:23,521 Speaker 2: only because I haven't had sex such. 520 00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:25,400 Speaker 1: Cobwebs. 521 00:25:29,840 --> 00:25:32,201 Speaker 2: I might just go very well quickly. If someone accuses 522 00:25:32,241 --> 00:25:33,400 Speaker 2: me really good, I will probably be. 523 00:25:33,481 --> 00:25:40,400 Speaker 1: Like, oh my god, oh my god, oh Jesus, okay, 524 00:25:40,600 --> 00:25:43,881 Speaker 1: tell me about the metal one in the Yes, this one, 525 00:25:44,001 --> 00:25:45,640 Speaker 1: this one, So this is why would you lock it 526 00:25:45,721 --> 00:25:45,880 Speaker 1: up for? 527 00:25:46,201 --> 00:25:50,001 Speaker 2: This is a chastity cage works really well with female domination, 528 00:25:50,681 --> 00:25:54,400 Speaker 2: so you can lock up penises. There are quite a 529 00:25:54,481 --> 00:25:59,400 Speaker 2: few different cages out there. Some really really crave to 530 00:25:59,561 --> 00:26:03,561 Speaker 2: be dominated and to give up the control to another, 531 00:26:03,681 --> 00:26:06,360 Speaker 2: like to a woman. So if I lock you, I 532 00:26:06,561 --> 00:26:10,041 Speaker 2: have got the key, I'm the key holder. You can't 533 00:26:10,681 --> 00:26:14,080 Speaker 2: it's actually lock you can't. Yeah, you can't release. There 534 00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:15,921 Speaker 2: are some roots around the keys as well, so they're 535 00:26:15,961 --> 00:26:16,520 Speaker 2: usually two key. 536 00:26:16,681 --> 00:26:19,160 Speaker 1: How does it stick? How would it stay on the penis? Then? 537 00:26:19,360 --> 00:26:21,160 Speaker 1: I don't get how it's stay on. Does it actually 538 00:26:21,201 --> 00:26:22,001 Speaker 1: go tight around it? 539 00:26:22,360 --> 00:26:26,201 Speaker 2: This one goes around the balls, That goes around the balls. Yeah, 540 00:26:26,241 --> 00:26:28,080 Speaker 2: so this one goes around the balls, and then this 541 00:26:28,201 --> 00:26:30,041 Speaker 2: one is around the penis. I've got a whole master 542 00:26:30,120 --> 00:26:32,640 Speaker 2: class on my pleasure on toy school above to choose 543 00:26:32,681 --> 00:26:36,400 Speaker 2: your right cage, because you can go really like spend 544 00:26:36,441 --> 00:26:38,241 Speaker 2: a fortune if you're not actually doing it right. You 545 00:26:38,321 --> 00:26:40,801 Speaker 2: need to measure yourself, you know, in the right way. 546 00:26:41,120 --> 00:26:44,600 Speaker 2: There's metal, there's plastic, there's silicon, there's I. 547 00:26:44,761 --> 00:26:46,521 Speaker 1: Don't want to lie, but I don't think mine would 548 00:26:46,561 --> 00:26:48,241 Speaker 1: fit in that one that looks like a small penis 549 00:26:48,321 --> 00:26:48,680 Speaker 1: for that one. 550 00:26:48,761 --> 00:26:51,201 Speaker 2: Yeah, so they're different sizes, so you have got different sizes. 551 00:26:51,761 --> 00:26:57,080 Speaker 2: Just let are craving it. They are not as big asually, 552 00:26:57,360 --> 00:26:58,760 Speaker 2: but they are bigger ones out there as well. 553 00:26:58,961 --> 00:27:02,600 Speaker 1: What's what's the tube? Think? What's that one? What's what's this? 554 00:27:02,961 --> 00:27:04,441 Speaker 2: Have you heard about pussy pumps before? 555 00:27:05,441 --> 00:27:07,520 Speaker 1: Never? It looks like you said, looks like a doctor's 556 00:27:07,600 --> 00:27:08,400 Speaker 1: you know what you put on that. 557 00:27:10,281 --> 00:27:12,001 Speaker 2: It's a little bit medical. This one is actually a 558 00:27:12,041 --> 00:27:13,721 Speaker 2: clip pump. So you can put that one around the 559 00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:18,400 Speaker 2: clip and once you have got have got its sealed 560 00:27:18,681 --> 00:27:21,801 Speaker 2: you can can you see my skin? 561 00:27:22,001 --> 00:27:25,561 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, something in there? So what does that do? 562 00:27:26,001 --> 00:27:28,680 Speaker 2: More blood flow through to the area. So this one 563 00:27:28,801 --> 00:27:33,360 Speaker 2: is actually one of my favorite toys. It's the empowered 564 00:27:34,681 --> 00:27:37,721 Speaker 2: smart Pleasure Queen. I'm like, this is just my name, right. 565 00:27:38,400 --> 00:27:41,600 Speaker 2: So this one is actually a pump goes on the 566 00:27:42,041 --> 00:27:45,521 Speaker 2: wolver on the pussy and then automatic. You can pump 567 00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:48,360 Speaker 2: it up and then you can start the silicon tongue 568 00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:52,041 Speaker 2: obviously at some loop moving up and down and vibrating. 569 00:27:52,521 --> 00:27:54,600 Speaker 2: This one is the closest to being eaten out for me. 570 00:27:54,961 --> 00:27:58,321 Speaker 2: It's the closest for what to being eaten out, the feeling. 571 00:27:58,041 --> 00:28:01,761 Speaker 1: Of someone going down and really yeah yeah, just. 572 00:28:01,801 --> 00:28:03,721 Speaker 2: Move that tongue, keep going, keep going, and keep going. 573 00:28:03,921 --> 00:28:06,881 Speaker 2: Like so they are like when people think about pleasure toys, 574 00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:10,600 Speaker 2: they always think about a vibrate big ye like, oh, 575 00:28:10,681 --> 00:28:12,400 Speaker 2: the big deal doors. I can't compe all your deals. 576 00:28:12,441 --> 00:28:14,041 Speaker 2: I'm like, I've got a few deal those not all 577 00:28:14,041 --> 00:28:17,041 Speaker 2: the deal dolls. And it's a lot of like different 578 00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:20,041 Speaker 2: stuff out there that you might have not thought about. 579 00:28:20,120 --> 00:28:21,920 Speaker 2: This is actually a pleasure toy because it brings you 580 00:28:22,001 --> 00:28:24,841 Speaker 2: a pleasure. We've got pin wheels that you can run 581 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:25,880 Speaker 2: over your skin. 582 00:28:26,681 --> 00:28:29,720 Speaker 1: That I understand. I can see, I get what you're saying, 583 00:28:29,801 --> 00:28:32,681 Speaker 1: but like, pretty, I'm just looking at myself, going, oh, 584 00:28:33,160 --> 00:28:36,160 Speaker 1: I'm not looking at myself going too much work, And 585 00:28:36,441 --> 00:28:38,240 Speaker 1: like then I get a toy up and I pick 586 00:28:38,281 --> 00:28:41,441 Speaker 1: a toy like that and go, hmm, it's not it's 587 00:28:41,521 --> 00:28:43,641 Speaker 1: not going to get me going this. And then you 588 00:28:43,721 --> 00:28:46,081 Speaker 1: say you can. People probably can close their eyes and 589 00:28:46,121 --> 00:28:48,401 Speaker 1: go oh yeah, don't imagine that. But then if you 590 00:28:48,681 --> 00:28:50,081 Speaker 1: open your eyes and you've got to go start doing 591 00:28:50,121 --> 00:28:51,841 Speaker 1: all this, you go, yeah, how the fuck am I 592 00:28:51,841 --> 00:28:52,681 Speaker 1: going to get myself gone? 593 00:28:52,761 --> 00:28:54,001 Speaker 2: Have you used many toys before? 594 00:28:54,001 --> 00:28:55,281 Speaker 1: I've never used any fucking toys. 595 00:28:55,561 --> 00:28:55,601 Speaker 2: No? 596 00:28:56,441 --> 00:28:58,561 Speaker 3: No, never used any toys. 597 00:28:59,721 --> 00:29:00,121 Speaker 2: Here right now. 598 00:29:00,161 --> 00:29:03,161 Speaker 1: No, not intimidated. I'm just thinking, like because I'm trying 599 00:29:03,201 --> 00:29:05,200 Speaker 1: to get I'm trying to get in my head what 600 00:29:06,001 --> 00:29:09,801 Speaker 1: why why everyone is so fascinated by using toys, Like 601 00:29:10,161 --> 00:29:12,241 Speaker 1: because I've never used toys. What we're gonna use toys 602 00:29:12,281 --> 00:29:12,721 Speaker 1: on myself for? 603 00:29:12,841 --> 00:29:14,761 Speaker 3: I don't know, Like I'm not gonna I'm not gonna 604 00:29:14,841 --> 00:29:18,961 Speaker 3: use one of them one, but what I mean, but yeah. 605 00:29:19,561 --> 00:29:23,121 Speaker 2: It just enhances the whole pleasure feeling. And if you're 606 00:29:23,161 --> 00:29:25,001 Speaker 2: doing it solo. If you're doing a partner. There are 607 00:29:25,041 --> 00:29:27,521 Speaker 2: so many toys out there that can just be so amazing. 608 00:29:27,881 --> 00:29:29,801 Speaker 2: One of the other ones that I love are the 609 00:29:30,361 --> 00:29:32,081 Speaker 2: Vivi Bloom. So they are Kigabo. 610 00:29:32,201 --> 00:29:33,521 Speaker 1: Is that part of one too? Or is that not 611 00:29:33,761 --> 00:29:34,401 Speaker 1: part of the family. 612 00:29:34,481 --> 00:29:37,921 Speaker 2: So there are different weights that I could change, and 613 00:29:38,041 --> 00:29:39,961 Speaker 2: I want to do that. I put them inside of 614 00:29:40,081 --> 00:29:42,601 Speaker 2: me and then we are an app. You could control it. 615 00:29:42,641 --> 00:29:44,041 Speaker 2: We could go out from a date now and you 616 00:29:44,121 --> 00:29:44,601 Speaker 2: could just like. 617 00:29:45,161 --> 00:29:46,121 Speaker 3: So it's inside you. 618 00:29:46,281 --> 00:29:48,801 Speaker 1: So you're you go off for dinner and it's inside you. Yeah, 619 00:29:49,401 --> 00:29:51,681 Speaker 1: and I control it, yes, But how am I getting 620 00:29:51,721 --> 00:29:53,921 Speaker 1: off on that? Because I'm seeing it? 621 00:29:54,121 --> 00:29:55,841 Speaker 2: Because you've seen me getting off mate, But. 622 00:29:55,881 --> 00:29:58,601 Speaker 1: Then I can't get but yeah, but so that's inside 623 00:29:58,641 --> 00:30:02,200 Speaker 1: you you're walking around the shops or at dinner, I 624 00:30:02,361 --> 00:30:05,601 Speaker 1: go with a more control to do it. It's turning 625 00:30:05,641 --> 00:30:06,761 Speaker 1: you on, But how's it turning me on? 626 00:30:07,521 --> 00:30:10,681 Speaker 2: Don't you experience pleasure when your partner would experience pleasure? 627 00:30:12,001 --> 00:30:14,081 Speaker 1: Well not if I'm sitting here watching someone else get 628 00:30:14,121 --> 00:30:15,961 Speaker 1: off on it, though, that was that fucking pleasure for me. 629 00:30:16,361 --> 00:30:17,881 Speaker 1: I'm sitting there on the dinner table like. 630 00:30:19,921 --> 00:30:22,761 Speaker 2: Maybe that is a fourth play. So your partner would 631 00:30:22,801 --> 00:30:24,761 Speaker 2: be like, oh my god, like stop doing that, and 632 00:30:24,841 --> 00:30:26,801 Speaker 2: you're like, no, I'm not. I'm not like I want 633 00:30:26,881 --> 00:30:29,440 Speaker 2: you to beg me to take it out or. 634 00:30:29,761 --> 00:30:32,321 Speaker 1: That's something that but that's something I do, like fuck 635 00:30:32,401 --> 00:30:36,001 Speaker 1: you up, like it's not going for me, Like I'm 636 00:30:36,081 --> 00:30:37,561 Speaker 1: sitting here like okay, fair enough. 637 00:30:37,601 --> 00:30:39,281 Speaker 2: Then it wouldn't be a toy for you, But that 638 00:30:39,401 --> 00:30:42,241 Speaker 2: would be is a toy for some others. I love 639 00:30:42,281 --> 00:30:43,520 Speaker 2: seeing their partner and pleasure. 640 00:30:44,601 --> 00:30:45,761 Speaker 3: Why are you going to have to share that. 641 00:30:46,441 --> 00:30:50,161 Speaker 2: You can the thing around and have penis rings that 642 00:30:50,441 --> 00:30:52,961 Speaker 2: go around your penis and you can control them via 643 00:30:53,001 --> 00:30:56,041 Speaker 2: the app as well, or you have them partner toys 644 00:30:56,081 --> 00:30:58,601 Speaker 2: that you can use. Why it's on one partner to 645 00:30:58,721 --> 00:30:59,801 Speaker 2: stimulate another partner. 646 00:31:00,041 --> 00:31:02,681 Speaker 1: Say, for instance, right, you're using yeah, what was his 647 00:31:02,801 --> 00:31:03,161 Speaker 1: name again? 648 00:31:03,281 --> 00:31:03,801 Speaker 2: Pegasus? 649 00:31:03,961 --> 00:31:06,401 Speaker 1: You got Pegasis, okay, and then you want to move 650 00:31:06,441 --> 00:31:08,721 Speaker 1: on to the to the nails, and then you so 651 00:31:08,761 --> 00:31:11,281 Speaker 1: you got to stop Pegas's put the nails on. Then 652 00:31:11,321 --> 00:31:12,841 Speaker 1: maybe you get sick of the nails and you got 653 00:31:12,921 --> 00:31:15,761 Speaker 1: to go to the headphones and put the stimulation on it. 654 00:31:18,201 --> 00:31:22,441 Speaker 1: So it's constantly stop, start, stop, start. That's what I'm 655 00:31:22,441 --> 00:31:24,481 Speaker 1: trying to get where it's not. If you're into see 656 00:31:24,561 --> 00:31:26,801 Speaker 1: with a real person, you would. 657 00:31:26,641 --> 00:31:28,801 Speaker 2: Still stop and start. Oh, I don't like the position? 658 00:31:28,921 --> 00:31:30,561 Speaker 2: Can we change? Can we not do doggie? All right? 659 00:31:30,721 --> 00:31:34,801 Speaker 2: You stop, you change position, you start. You're getting close 660 00:31:34,841 --> 00:31:37,401 Speaker 2: to squirting, and you might be like, I don't want 661 00:31:37,441 --> 00:31:40,521 Speaker 2: to ruin the card, get the squirting blanket out, put 662 00:31:40,561 --> 00:31:43,760 Speaker 2: that one under knees. You continue, You stop and start too. 663 00:31:44,041 --> 00:31:47,041 Speaker 2: You maybe stop, look deep in each other's eyes, tell 664 00:31:47,081 --> 00:31:50,561 Speaker 2: them how fucking amazing they are and how badly you 665 00:31:50,641 --> 00:31:53,121 Speaker 2: want them, and then you continue. So you do stop 666 00:31:53,321 --> 00:31:57,681 Speaker 2: and go with a partner as well, why not twice's resistance? 667 00:31:57,721 --> 00:31:58,601 Speaker 2: I'm feeling. 668 00:32:00,801 --> 00:32:02,721 Speaker 1: How many times would you use them a day? 669 00:32:04,321 --> 00:32:07,161 Speaker 2: I get this question and so often about how often 670 00:32:07,201 --> 00:32:09,841 Speaker 2: do I review or play with myself? I don't have 671 00:32:09,961 --> 00:32:12,441 Speaker 2: a standard of like I need to do what every day? 672 00:32:13,161 --> 00:32:15,641 Speaker 2: I go with my with my cycle pretty much so 673 00:32:16,041 --> 00:32:21,681 Speaker 2: because I'm cyclic. When I ovulating, I'm pretty fucking horny. 674 00:32:21,801 --> 00:32:23,561 Speaker 2: So and then this is usually like, all right, I'll 675 00:32:23,601 --> 00:32:25,440 Speaker 2: test this toy, all right, give me another one. I 676 00:32:25,481 --> 00:32:27,881 Speaker 2: haven't had enough, Then another one, so and then I do, like, 677 00:32:28,361 --> 00:32:31,241 Speaker 2: you know, five a day maybe, And then when I'm 678 00:32:31,561 --> 00:32:36,041 Speaker 2: close to my period, for example, I'm just like and 679 00:32:36,081 --> 00:32:37,921 Speaker 2: then when I have my period, I'm usually like more, 680 00:32:38,201 --> 00:32:40,200 Speaker 2: I just want to get off, and then it's just more. 681 00:32:40,161 --> 00:32:42,041 Speaker 1: Like something quicker, quicker. 682 00:32:43,201 --> 00:32:46,521 Speaker 2: Like there's certain things where I go with how I feel. 683 00:32:46,801 --> 00:32:49,681 Speaker 2: And this is the beauty with my reviews. They all 684 00:32:49,761 --> 00:32:51,561 Speaker 2: deserve that as well. So I don't want to do 685 00:32:51,641 --> 00:32:53,801 Speaker 2: a review if I'm actually not in the mood for it, 686 00:32:53,961 --> 00:32:56,760 Speaker 2: because I might give a toy a bad review. Then 687 00:32:56,841 --> 00:32:59,401 Speaker 2: this is also why I review the toy a few times, 688 00:32:59,481 --> 00:33:02,241 Speaker 2: not just once, so I can give it a good 689 00:33:02,321 --> 00:33:05,361 Speaker 2: chance to try different positions different days. I how am 690 00:33:05,401 --> 00:33:07,801 Speaker 2: I feeling? So if I feel like she actually don't 691 00:33:07,801 --> 00:33:08,361 Speaker 2: want to do it and then. 692 00:33:08,401 --> 00:33:10,480 Speaker 1: Use a toy and I just have you ever give 693 00:33:10,521 --> 00:33:10,961 Speaker 1: a toy about? 694 00:33:13,281 --> 00:33:16,161 Speaker 2: Yeah, I had a toy where I'm just like, big 695 00:33:16,241 --> 00:33:19,121 Speaker 2: warning sign, don't use it does nothing? Or was it 696 00:33:19,281 --> 00:33:23,321 Speaker 2: just oh that was It was a rabbit vibrator similar 697 00:33:23,361 --> 00:33:25,681 Speaker 2: to that, but it had like cloral section on the 698 00:33:25,801 --> 00:33:29,520 Speaker 2: front here, but it didn't air pulled. It actually sucked 699 00:33:29,721 --> 00:33:33,001 Speaker 2: and I put it on and I'm just like my 700 00:33:33,201 --> 00:33:36,921 Speaker 2: kids being sucked away. I'm just like, I tried it again. 701 00:33:36,961 --> 00:33:41,481 Speaker 2: Because I thought maybe I'm something. Oh and I'm just 702 00:33:41,601 --> 00:33:44,641 Speaker 2: like I can't. I can't use that, like my clip 703 00:33:44,761 --> 00:33:46,401 Speaker 2: is special to me, Like I don't want to love it. 704 00:33:48,641 --> 00:33:50,401 Speaker 1: Wow, what's the gold thing? 705 00:33:51,321 --> 00:33:54,841 Speaker 2: That's the leash? So we've got so this is this 706 00:33:55,001 --> 00:33:58,961 Speaker 2: is like on the collar come up to like puppy play, 707 00:33:59,281 --> 00:34:01,481 Speaker 2: or we've got electro. 708 00:34:02,081 --> 00:34:02,720 Speaker 1: What's the electro? 709 00:34:03,081 --> 00:34:07,161 Speaker 2: I'm a lover of electro. I've been to a swingers 710 00:34:07,241 --> 00:34:12,521 Speaker 2: king party in Adelaide. Mind me, Adelaide was not the 711 00:34:13,001 --> 00:34:17,281 Speaker 2: most exciting city, but they had one swinger house king 712 00:34:17,441 --> 00:34:20,041 Speaker 2: party there where I'm just like, oh, that house was 713 00:34:20,161 --> 00:34:24,201 Speaker 2: just amazing and they used a violet want on me 714 00:34:24,961 --> 00:34:27,961 Speaker 2: once and I fell in love with it. So this 715 00:34:28,161 --> 00:34:31,761 Speaker 2: is actually electricity is who you pluck it in and 716 00:34:31,841 --> 00:34:36,601 Speaker 2: you've got different attachments, look like a comb that that 717 00:34:36,721 --> 00:34:39,001 Speaker 2: you put on, so you've got like a mushroom a 718 00:34:39,201 --> 00:34:44,121 Speaker 2: comb and through that when you are moving that slightly 719 00:34:44,241 --> 00:34:49,601 Speaker 2: over your skin, it gives us little like that electricity. 720 00:34:49,681 --> 00:34:52,961 Speaker 2: You've got that connection and you can make that really strong. 721 00:34:53,081 --> 00:34:56,041 Speaker 1: That does that make you get aroused? 722 00:34:56,961 --> 00:34:59,601 Speaker 2: All sensation? It's about sensation, yea. 723 00:35:00,081 --> 00:35:03,001 Speaker 1: But you just said it like you got like like 724 00:35:03,121 --> 00:35:04,921 Speaker 1: going like when you touch someone like this, you can 725 00:35:05,081 --> 00:35:06,801 Speaker 1: feel that you get no, yeah, this is tingling this 726 00:35:06,921 --> 00:35:08,721 Speaker 1: get goosebu that like it's. 727 00:35:12,161 --> 00:35:15,121 Speaker 2: Sensation, and then tuning into what can you feel? How 728 00:35:15,161 --> 00:35:17,281 Speaker 2: can you feel it? And this is like sensation play. 729 00:35:17,321 --> 00:35:21,201 Speaker 2: This is why I love kink, kinky play, sensation play, 730 00:35:21,361 --> 00:35:27,921 Speaker 2: sensory deprivation, sensory overload. It's like my erotic blueprint is kinky, 731 00:35:28,721 --> 00:35:34,201 Speaker 2: central and energetic. So this is what I love playing with. 732 00:35:34,521 --> 00:35:35,961 Speaker 2: If you just sent me a dick pig off your 733 00:35:36,001 --> 00:35:37,001 Speaker 2: dig I'm just saying, yeah. 734 00:35:36,841 --> 00:35:40,081 Speaker 1: Right, Oh no, I don't think it would care like specially. 735 00:35:40,401 --> 00:35:42,481 Speaker 3: Wouldn't do it for me. 736 00:35:42,681 --> 00:35:44,401 Speaker 1: No, definitely, I can see that I wouldn't do it. 737 00:35:44,721 --> 00:35:47,121 Speaker 1: I can definitely see this one not often compares to 738 00:35:47,201 --> 00:35:50,961 Speaker 1: this one. Requirements off, what's this one? 739 00:35:51,961 --> 00:35:55,041 Speaker 2: This one is a penis toye male toye, so it 740 00:35:55,041 --> 00:35:55,441 Speaker 2: looks like she. 741 00:35:55,481 --> 00:35:56,960 Speaker 1: Wing to put my bottle and they keep it cold. 742 00:35:58,881 --> 00:36:00,721 Speaker 2: I do get quite a few male toys now and 743 00:36:00,841 --> 00:36:04,241 Speaker 2: I love it. Like the double Cockrane for example, was 744 00:36:04,281 --> 00:36:06,481 Speaker 2: a bullied by. So if they send me these, obviously 745 00:36:06,601 --> 00:36:09,081 Speaker 2: I can't personally physically review. 746 00:36:08,841 --> 00:36:11,561 Speaker 1: Them, but you can if you just had a boyfriend 747 00:36:11,681 --> 00:36:15,081 Speaker 1: or someone in after three years away. 748 00:36:15,441 --> 00:36:18,241 Speaker 2: I've put out an expression for interest once, well you 749 00:36:18,281 --> 00:36:21,521 Speaker 2: did and you got line that was wild, and I'm 750 00:36:21,601 --> 00:36:22,761 Speaker 2: just like, here, no, that's not. 751 00:36:23,201 --> 00:36:25,241 Speaker 1: That's not good, that's not that's not gonna done that. 752 00:36:25,321 --> 00:36:26,361 Speaker 1: How many people lined up? 753 00:36:28,481 --> 00:36:31,841 Speaker 2: I was just like no, and I need someone who 754 00:36:31,921 --> 00:36:35,161 Speaker 2: was also reliable then, because once I create some content. 755 00:36:34,841 --> 00:36:37,001 Speaker 1: With that person, well you need them all the time 756 00:36:37,041 --> 00:36:37,201 Speaker 1: for it. 757 00:36:37,481 --> 00:36:39,521 Speaker 2: Not all the time, but you need to have someone 758 00:36:39,521 --> 00:36:42,241 Speaker 2: who's reliable and I'm going to stick with you and 759 00:36:42,361 --> 00:36:44,601 Speaker 2: not just do one one video and off you go 760 00:36:44,721 --> 00:36:50,041 Speaker 2: and had their fix or whatever. You know. So it 761 00:36:50,201 --> 00:36:53,001 Speaker 2: is in the making. Let's say I'm open to a 762 00:36:53,121 --> 00:36:55,721 Speaker 2: lot more coming for next year because I'm stepping into 763 00:36:55,761 --> 00:36:58,281 Speaker 2: a little bit more kink play as well, be you 764 00:36:58,361 --> 00:37:00,521 Speaker 2: sam play, and you do need I do want to 765 00:37:00,561 --> 00:37:04,841 Speaker 2: have that partner and connection, so personal stops. So there's 766 00:37:04,881 --> 00:37:07,480 Speaker 2: a lot that I'm opening up to. I just haven't 767 00:37:07,521 --> 00:37:09,201 Speaker 2: met the right people yet. Let's just put it that way. 768 00:37:09,361 --> 00:37:10,801 Speaker 1: Okay, Yeah, but. 769 00:37:10,881 --> 00:37:14,441 Speaker 2: This one is like a like a penis sleeve, so 770 00:37:15,201 --> 00:37:18,441 Speaker 2: it's like a it's like a like a I have 771 00:37:18,521 --> 00:37:23,521 Speaker 2: also masturbators and wild like the toys that are there 772 00:37:23,601 --> 00:37:28,161 Speaker 2: for for penises. Wow, that masturbator seriously is that big? 773 00:37:28,481 --> 00:37:31,841 Speaker 2: I had to hold it with two hands because it 774 00:37:32,001 --> 00:37:36,241 Speaker 2: moved up and down, twisted and turned, and I was 775 00:37:36,321 --> 00:37:37,681 Speaker 2: just holding it while I was on and I'm just 776 00:37:37,761 --> 00:37:40,001 Speaker 2: like if I would be a guy that's holding that. 777 00:37:43,201 --> 00:37:45,721 Speaker 2: So just taking these apart, so I'm getting the reasy 778 00:37:45,881 --> 00:37:46,561 Speaker 2: wild stuff. 779 00:37:46,681 --> 00:37:51,480 Speaker 1: But yeah, wow, what's what's what's behind you on the chair? 780 00:37:51,881 --> 00:37:53,161 Speaker 1: What did you put on the chair? What's this? 781 00:37:53,681 --> 00:37:55,641 Speaker 2: This is mind away so I'm not wearing it. 782 00:37:56,321 --> 00:37:58,081 Speaker 1: So again, you took it off just for my just 783 00:37:58,121 --> 00:38:06,921 Speaker 1: for my show. So what's the goal for you then 784 00:38:07,041 --> 00:38:08,561 Speaker 1: in the future? What is your goal? 785 00:38:09,041 --> 00:38:12,960 Speaker 2: My goal is to bring more pleasure into the world, 786 00:38:13,921 --> 00:38:18,761 Speaker 2: and I can do that best by experiencing pleasure. I'm 787 00:38:18,801 --> 00:38:23,281 Speaker 2: a person who, like I got told, the more I 788 00:38:23,481 --> 00:38:26,480 Speaker 2: share my own story of like where I've come from, 789 00:38:26,961 --> 00:38:30,440 Speaker 2: and how confident and much pleasure I now experience from 790 00:38:30,841 --> 00:38:33,841 Speaker 2: that little girl who you know, did love herself, had 791 00:38:33,881 --> 00:38:36,801 Speaker 2: to you know, put up with so much shit and 792 00:38:37,241 --> 00:38:42,041 Speaker 2: gone through such a shitty time to loving the shit 793 00:38:42,121 --> 00:38:45,801 Speaker 2: out of herself, you know, not needing anyone, but wanting 794 00:38:45,921 --> 00:38:49,201 Speaker 2: now to actually share a lot more intimacy and pleasure 795 00:38:49,241 --> 00:38:51,281 Speaker 2: with someone else, but not out of the feeling of 796 00:38:51,521 --> 00:38:54,001 Speaker 2: needing it. And I don't think I would have ever 797 00:38:54,081 --> 00:38:56,361 Speaker 2: explored myself in that same way and fallen in love 798 00:38:56,441 --> 00:38:58,041 Speaker 2: with myself in the same way if I wouldn't have 799 00:38:58,441 --> 00:39:00,761 Speaker 2: done it all with a choice. So they have opened 800 00:39:00,841 --> 00:39:03,401 Speaker 2: that up and sharing my stories through that I can 801 00:39:03,561 --> 00:39:06,681 Speaker 2: inspire and power others. I want to normalized kink. I 802 00:39:06,801 --> 00:39:10,241 Speaker 2: want to normalize self pleasure because self pleasure isn't something 803 00:39:10,281 --> 00:39:14,241 Speaker 2: that's shameful. So when I grew up in my household, 804 00:39:15,081 --> 00:39:16,961 Speaker 2: when I had my first boyfriend, I had a little diary, 805 00:39:17,441 --> 00:39:19,241 Speaker 2: so I was always always a little bit kinky, and 806 00:39:19,321 --> 00:39:21,521 Speaker 2: I was riding in there. We did this today, and 807 00:39:21,601 --> 00:39:23,161 Speaker 2: then we did that today and asked him to do 808 00:39:23,281 --> 00:39:27,841 Speaker 2: this today. I was actually really really lovely relationship. Came home, 809 00:39:27,881 --> 00:39:31,481 Speaker 2: my mom found that journal had that flying at me 810 00:39:32,521 --> 00:39:36,601 Speaker 2: slut shamed go up and I'm just like she read it. 811 00:39:36,761 --> 00:39:40,241 Speaker 2: She wasn't happy she caught me a slut. That wouldn't 812 00:39:40,241 --> 00:39:44,721 Speaker 2: happen in my household. So my household is a different approach. 813 00:39:44,881 --> 00:39:47,281 Speaker 2: So pleasure is something we talk about. We name our 814 00:39:47,361 --> 00:39:49,841 Speaker 2: body parts the right way, so there's no holding back 815 00:39:50,081 --> 00:39:51,761 Speaker 2: My kids can come to me and ask questions and 816 00:39:51,801 --> 00:39:54,761 Speaker 2: I will answer them. So there's not you know, oh no, 817 00:39:54,881 --> 00:39:57,241 Speaker 2: I'm not going to talk about this or when you know. 818 00:39:57,361 --> 00:39:58,681 Speaker 2: My son found this one and I was like, oh, 819 00:39:58,681 --> 00:40:00,281 Speaker 2: it's a shut up and be like I don't touch 820 00:40:00,361 --> 00:40:02,361 Speaker 2: that up. It's not you know. 821 00:40:03,241 --> 00:40:07,241 Speaker 1: So, what's one way that describe you pleasure lid, pleasure lit. 822 00:40:07,841 --> 00:40:08,961 Speaker 1: What you're going to say, queen. 823 00:40:10,721 --> 00:40:14,481 Speaker 2: Pleasure? I would say pleasure it. Thank you for coming on, 824 00:40:14,961 --> 00:40:15,561 Speaker 2: thank you for having me. 825 00:40:16,041 --> 00:40:18,281 Speaker 1: I've had a fucking ball after this. I mean, this 826 00:40:18,401 --> 00:40:19,281 Speaker 1: is been fucking fun. 827 00:40:20,761 --> 00:40:21,921 Speaker 2: Are we going to try some toys? 828 00:40:24,721 --> 00:40:26,201 Speaker 1: I don't think I could try toys on me. 829 00:40:26,401 --> 00:40:27,401 Speaker 2: I don't fucking way