WEBVTT - Only Fans x Schoolies | Leilani May 0:00:05.921 --> 0:00:12.921 Apogee Production. Welcome to Secrets of the Underworld. I am 0:00:13.001 --> 0:00:17.241 Neil the Muscle comments. In this episode, I speak to 0:00:17.320 --> 0:00:20.641 Leilani May, the other Only Fans creator who offers free 0:00:20.640 --> 0:00:21.681 services for schoolies. 0:00:22.201 --> 0:00:25.601 I'm doing anal at least once a month. I should 0:00:25.681 --> 0:00:27.601 help him cheat on his wife and not yet paid. 0:00:28.401 --> 0:00:31.201 I'm going to keep the morals in check. It was 0:00:31.201 --> 0:00:35.601 with an AFL Fier. Oh really or was it the Olympian. Yeah, 0:00:35.601 --> 0:00:37.080 I've never probably been like Piston. 0:00:38.120 --> 0:00:38.681 You'd like that. 0:00:38.921 --> 0:00:40.841 Well, I had a school. I had a school. He 0:00:40.881 --> 0:00:43.121 actually made me squirt with this painters, which was the 0:00:43.161 --> 0:00:45.440 first time that's ever happened to me in my life. 0:00:50.161 --> 0:00:53.481 Welcome back. Hello, nice to have you back. 0:00:53.641 --> 0:00:54.161 Thank you. 0:00:54.921 --> 0:00:57.360 Wow. We we must have a little story you want 0:00:57.401 --> 0:01:02.721 to tell. Okay, let's just before we get into the 0:01:02.801 --> 0:01:07.121 nitty gritty and this sick, little exclusive little getting you 0:01:07.200 --> 0:01:10.761 back onto my podcast, just a recap of who you 0:01:10.840 --> 0:01:13.601 are and what you've done and what you do do. 0:01:15.161 --> 0:01:20.521 A'm Leihlanie May. I'm known for schoolies and spring break. Yeah, 0:01:20.560 --> 0:01:23.241 I'm an only Pans girly. I don't know. 0:01:23.321 --> 0:01:26.321 I'm just me, You're just you. I'm there's a lot 0:01:26.321 --> 0:01:28.041 more to just juice. I'm telling you right. 0:01:27.961 --> 0:01:31.161 Now, hang out, just do me. I don't know somehow 0:01:31.200 --> 0:01:34.880 I went from like housewife to nurse to af girl. 0:01:35.360 --> 0:01:38.761 That's a big jump. Not really, it is a big jump. 0:01:40.640 --> 0:01:43.081 Like I've always been sexual, I guess, So I don't 0:01:43.121 --> 0:01:44.921 think it's really that big a jump. Like I used 0:01:44.920 --> 0:01:46.321 to be a model when I was younger. I think 0:01:46.321 --> 0:01:48.881 I got internationally published at the age of four, so, like, 0:01:48.881 --> 0:01:50.481 I don't think it was a big shock that I 0:01:50.561 --> 0:01:52.521 was going to be in front of a camera or 0:01:52.521 --> 0:01:53.281 anything like that. 0:01:53.481 --> 0:01:56.161 Hold on minute, let's just recap what you just said 0:01:56.161 --> 0:01:57.721 that four years old as a model. 0:01:57.961 --> 0:02:00.081 So I started modeling when I was about ten months old. 0:02:00.081 --> 0:02:01.721 I used to be in catalogs in New Zealand for 0:02:01.761 --> 0:02:03.481 like farmers and things like that, which is kind of 0:02:03.481 --> 0:02:07.961 like the equivalent of like kmart or target in like Australia. Yeah, 0:02:08.001 --> 0:02:11.441 so I've been catalog modeling since I was like all 0:02:11.441 --> 0:02:13.400 the way from like ten months old to up until 0:02:13.441 --> 0:02:15.121 I left New Zealand's. 0:02:14.561 --> 0:02:17.721 That's that's great, but now we'll go we'll go up 0:02:17.721 --> 0:02:20.641 an ah past the eighteen year old and now we're 0:02:20.680 --> 0:02:24.000 doing what oh' that's a big. 0:02:23.881 --> 0:02:28.641 Jump, yeah, just a little. I like it. 0:02:28.641 --> 0:02:30.240 It's bad. How did you get into the industry. Let's 0:02:30.321 --> 0:02:30.961 let's recap that. 0:02:31.481 --> 0:02:34.121 Mum made a joke saying, like, mum's an accountant. She 0:02:34.201 --> 0:02:36.241 made a joke saying that she'd been on TikTok and 0:02:36.240 --> 0:02:38.841 she saw this thing of spicy accountants and I jokingly 0:02:38.881 --> 0:02:41.840 made an account and like sent her a blank account back, 0:02:42.161 --> 0:02:44.960 being like, hah, I've already got one, but the account 0:02:44.960 --> 0:02:47.841 got verified and I've still done modeling on the side. 0:02:47.960 --> 0:02:49.721 So I had all these photos and I just started 0:02:49.761 --> 0:02:54.720 uploading them. Then people started asking for like X rated videos. 0:02:54.841 --> 0:02:57.321 I started doing solos. I started filming with people I 0:02:57.441 --> 0:02:59.681 was seeing at the time if they were comfortable to 0:02:59.680 --> 0:03:02.441 be on camera, and it kind of just grew from there. 0:03:02.561 --> 0:03:05.041 Then anytime I'd come back to Brisbane to see Mum 0:03:05.081 --> 0:03:07.321 because I wasn't living in Prisbone at the time, people 0:03:07.321 --> 0:03:09.561 would ask if they could film with me, and then 0:03:09.601 --> 0:03:11.201 it kept growing from there. 0:03:11.561 --> 0:03:13.681 Oh so they that's if they could film you you 0:03:13.721 --> 0:03:14.481 that's them No. 0:03:14.601 --> 0:03:18.201 Yeah, So my first video was with mister Iconic and 0:03:18.201 --> 0:03:21.321 then yeah, he reached out to me, and then I 0:03:21.361 --> 0:03:25.641 had seen a polo in Townsville when he was a 0:03:25.680 --> 0:03:28.321 male stripper and then he was like, oh, I'd like 0:03:28.641 --> 0:03:31.041 and me and my girlfriend, Like he had a girlfriend 0:03:31.041 --> 0:03:32.561 at the time, and he's like, we do our worf 0:03:32.841 --> 0:03:34.361 Like do you do that kind of content? Would you 0:03:34.441 --> 0:03:37.521 like to? So yeah, I said why not? 0:03:37.761 --> 0:03:41.161 So if he reaches out to you, who gets paid? 0:03:41.481 --> 0:03:45.001 Oh so you sell it separately, okay, So like your 0:03:45.041 --> 0:03:47.321 own only fans is your own thing. You both own 0:03:47.401 --> 0:03:49.521 the rights to the video and then you sell it 0:03:49.561 --> 0:03:51.561 from then on. So like if he wanted to own 0:03:51.561 --> 0:03:53.361 it one hundred percent, he would buy my rights out. 0:03:53.401 --> 0:03:54.801 Or if I wanted to own the video one hundred 0:03:54.801 --> 0:03:57.001 percent so that there wasn't any I would buy him out. 0:03:57.001 --> 0:03:58.721 And things get one from the public. 0:03:59.041 --> 0:04:05.481 So from the public, they don't get paid like they yeah, hey, 0:04:05.641 --> 0:04:07.521 it's either that they pay my escorting rates. And I 0:04:07.561 --> 0:04:09.841 don't think people really want to pay my escorting rates. 0:04:10.081 --> 0:04:13.441 So it is what So I'm anywhere from eight fifty 0:04:13.441 --> 0:04:17.161 to a minimum one thousand an hour. Yeah, that's their 0:04:17.281 --> 0:04:18.841 minimum gulfment experience. 0:04:19.361 --> 0:04:21.721 So if they go come for the video and they 0:04:21.801 --> 0:04:26.241 get not for free, they just know they've just got 0:04:26.241 --> 0:04:27.001 to sign a I. 0:04:27.001 --> 0:04:28.641 Just need to be able to sell the video yet. 0:04:28.721 --> 0:04:30.321 Yeah, and they've signed a waiver that they signed. 0:04:30.401 --> 0:04:32.961 Yeah, they signed waivers. I've got lots of different content forms. 0:04:32.961 --> 0:04:35.561 I've even got NDA's if they wanted to sign das 0:04:35.561 --> 0:04:37.881 and things like that for me to sign up for them. 0:04:37.921 --> 0:04:38.521 So I don't. 0:04:38.641 --> 0:04:40.121 Yeah, so they have more peace of mind. 0:04:40.281 --> 0:04:42.721 Yeah, And that's just to show their face or show 0:04:42.761 --> 0:04:43.081 them him. 0:04:43.320 --> 0:04:45.041 So some people show the face, some don't. But I 0:04:45.041 --> 0:04:47.401 think it's also just like even like people just don't 0:04:47.401 --> 0:04:49.921 want their name out there. I mean, Leylan, he's not 0:04:49.961 --> 0:04:50.640 my real name. 0:04:50.841 --> 0:04:54.241 So yeah, okay, but when did you start in the 0:04:54.320 --> 0:04:55.001 escorts industry? 0:04:56.401 --> 0:04:57.961 Like November October last year? 0:04:58.601 --> 0:05:03.561 Only recently? Yeah, oh wow, I didn't know that even 0:05:03.561 --> 0:05:06.361 from the last episode, like we don't. I didn't know that. Yeah. 0:05:06.401 --> 0:05:08.401 Like I had like a few clients here and there 0:05:08.440 --> 0:05:10.760 that like I did a double with one girl whilst 0:05:10.761 --> 0:05:12.561 I was still a nurse, and then I had someone 0:05:12.601 --> 0:05:14.161 reach out to me and ask if it was something 0:05:14.161 --> 0:05:16.801 that I was wanting or willing to do, and I thought, okay, 0:05:16.921 --> 0:05:19.321 like two regular clients, no worries. I still see them 0:05:19.320 --> 0:05:20.681 to this day. They're really lovely. 0:05:21.001 --> 0:05:22.640 Why did I think that you've been doing it so 0:05:22.721 --> 0:05:29.520 much longer. Maybe it was someone else was talking for you. Yeah, well, wow, 0:05:29.761 --> 0:05:30.361 I didn't know that. 0:05:30.641 --> 0:05:32.161 No, yeah, I'm very new to everything. 0:05:32.481 --> 0:05:34.201 Yeah, but nurse, I'm usually doing only fans. 0:05:34.281 --> 0:05:36.241 But then yeah, so like I had my only Fans 0:05:36.281 --> 0:05:38.641 account ever since I was in Townsville, so I think 0:05:38.721 --> 0:05:41.361 I was I started it, like what, I started posting 0:05:41.361 --> 0:05:43.081 on my only fans back in like twenty twenty one, 0:05:43.161 --> 0:05:45.721 but I've had the account since twenty twenty and then yeah, 0:05:45.921 --> 0:05:48.361 just it kept growing in Townsville. I actually got reached 0:05:48.401 --> 0:05:51.361 out by newspaper, by the local newspaper in Townsville. They 0:05:51.401 --> 0:05:54.681 wanted to do an article on me because I was 0:05:54.681 --> 0:05:56.600 the only girl in Townsville that had worked with people 0:05:56.641 --> 0:05:59.440 outside of Townsville, and the people in like in the Gold 0:05:59.481 --> 0:06:02.721 Coast and like that were actually like known. Yeah, and 0:06:02.761 --> 0:06:06.241 then I said, like, well, I can't do that. You know, 0:06:06.521 --> 0:06:08.881 like they'll see me around the university, they'll see me 0:06:08.921 --> 0:06:11.001 at the hospital, like, and I worked at the private 0:06:11.041 --> 0:06:13.721 hospital as well, and one of my patients was like 0:06:13.801 --> 0:06:17.721 one of the nuns that had like started like at 0:06:17.721 --> 0:06:20.681 the hospital. So yeah, but all. 0:06:20.601 --> 0:06:23.281 Right, let let's talk about schoolies because well, because now 0:06:23.281 --> 0:06:26.080 I've got you to yourself, you can talk about the schoolies. 0:06:26.721 --> 0:06:27.881 Who fing idea was that? 0:06:28.001 --> 0:06:30.640 So Bonnie and I sat on the couch one night 0:06:30.681 --> 0:06:32.641 and Bonnie was like, this is what I want to do, 0:06:33.281 --> 0:06:34.561 and then I said to her, I was like, oh, 0:06:34.761 --> 0:06:36.881 just letting you know, like New South Wales, is it better? 0:06:37.161 --> 0:06:40.001 Like the second week's going to be better? And she goes, Okay, 0:06:40.001 --> 0:06:42.001 well I'm gonna like do this and I went, well, 0:06:42.041 --> 0:06:44.280 I'll have a think about it. And then she reached 0:06:44.281 --> 0:06:45.801 out to a few other girls, or if someone else 0:06:45.841 --> 0:06:48.081 reached out to her, because she put up a post 0:06:48.481 --> 0:06:50.280 and they were going to do it together. But then 0:06:50.601 --> 0:06:52.801 to my knowledge, Bonnie didn't want to work with that person. 0:06:53.121 --> 0:06:54.921 And then so I went, do you know what, like 0:06:54.961 --> 0:06:56.761 I do like Bonnie and I get along so well, 0:06:56.801 --> 0:06:59.401 so we decided to do it. So then I said 0:06:59.401 --> 0:07:01.520 I'd come on board, but she had gone out and 0:07:01.641 --> 0:07:05.681 already did her. They were handing out business car all 0:07:05.721 --> 0:07:07.880 over the thing. But I had a collab that day, 0:07:07.921 --> 0:07:11.441 so I wasn't part of that. That day someone pulled 0:07:11.441 --> 0:07:14.081 them up for a daily mail interview and then I 0:07:14.121 --> 0:07:16.961 got mentioned in it, and so I kind of think 0:07:17.001 --> 0:07:19.001 that just like solidified my fate. I was like, yeah, 0:07:19.001 --> 0:07:21.561 I'll do it, like you know, like, because what am 0:07:21.601 --> 0:07:24.681 I going to do sit at home? Fuck it, I'll 0:07:24.721 --> 0:07:25.001 join it. 0:07:25.041 --> 0:07:28.281 And how was he like? Tell me how how did 0:07:28.321 --> 0:07:30.121 you just have to go around? Did you just put 0:07:30.121 --> 0:07:30.681 it on social? 0:07:30.881 --> 0:07:33.081 No, so it was on socials. I don't go out 0:07:33.121 --> 0:07:35.441 and ask people or anything like that. If they want 0:07:35.481 --> 0:07:37.521 to work with me and they are over eighteen and 0:07:37.521 --> 0:07:39.521 they want to be on camera, they reach out to me. 0:07:39.601 --> 0:07:42.761 You'll never find me reaching out toidether people. Even if 0:07:42.761 --> 0:07:44.441 people approach me on like dating apps and want to 0:07:44.441 --> 0:07:46.961 film and things like that, It's nothing that I've ever 0:07:47.041 --> 0:07:51.201 necessarily been the person to like reach out put on Yeah, 0:07:51.241 --> 0:07:53.721 Like I think that's I think that's where everything got 0:07:53.761 --> 0:07:56.801 so like misconstruers, Like everyone's like, oh, you guys pedophiles 0:07:56.801 --> 0:07:59.121 your groom as we're not. We put up that one 0:07:59.321 --> 0:08:02.401 story about meat about like I put up one story saying, 0:08:02.721 --> 0:08:04.441 you know, if you're over eighteen and you're at school, 0:08:04.481 --> 0:08:08.681 these mess There were even boys that literally waited up 0:08:08.761 --> 0:08:11.601 until midnight the night of their birthday and stuff like 0:08:11.641 --> 0:08:14.761 that to sign on yeah, to like message me, and 0:08:14.801 --> 0:08:16.961 they were like, it's my birthday. It was like twelve 0:08:17.001 --> 0:08:20.401 oh one. I was like you little fucking but like, no, 0:08:20.601 --> 0:08:22.841 there was never any equation, no, nothing like it's the 0:08:22.841 --> 0:08:25.521 same as me having my escorting ad up. Like as 0:08:25.521 --> 0:08:28.081 soon as that boy turns eighteen or that female whoever 0:08:28.121 --> 0:08:30.561 wants to be involved and they turn eighteen. 0:08:30.721 --> 0:08:31.280 Is a massive. 0:08:31.801 --> 0:08:35.041 Yeah. So on the first week they actually like barricade 0:08:35.081 --> 0:08:36.841 the beach off and they have beach parties. And then 0:08:36.881 --> 0:08:39.881 the second week when it's New South Wales. It's because 0:08:40.041 --> 0:08:42.961 New South Wales graduate and their majority of them at eighteen, 0:08:43.121 --> 0:08:45.641 there's less kind of like schoolies things. They're all more 0:08:45.681 --> 0:08:47.601 so at than bars, so the beach doesn't get like 0:08:47.641 --> 0:08:50.281 shut off. But like for Queensland, yeah, the beach gets 0:08:50.321 --> 0:08:52.881 shut off. They have beach parties for underage parties and 0:08:52.921 --> 0:08:56.001 things like that, and then the clubs also allow seventeen 0:08:56.081 --> 0:08:59.321 year olds in for certain like schoolies events. That's what 0:08:59.401 --> 0:09:01.001 happened when I was at schoolies. 0:09:01.281 --> 0:09:05.201 But yeah, did you get any like when the kids, 0:09:05.601 --> 0:09:08.481 like I say kids, but when when they were when 0:09:08.481 --> 0:09:10.761 they were sad enough to do this, were you're getting 0:09:10.921 --> 0:09:16.721 a lot of parents, no getting bad feedback or dads 0:09:16.761 --> 0:09:17.481 wanted to join in. 0:09:19.641 --> 0:09:21.881 I don't think they're telling their parents. But like you know, 0:09:21.881 --> 0:09:23.801 because when you're in school, it's like it's your probably 0:09:23.841 --> 0:09:27.121 your first time away from your family with your friends 0:09:27.161 --> 0:09:27.961 having like an. 0:09:27.881 --> 0:09:30.481 App having a party. Yeah, but you're going to be 0:09:30.521 --> 0:09:31.041 in a video. 0:09:31.881 --> 0:09:33.601 Like their faces aren't in it if they don't want 0:09:33.641 --> 0:09:35.401 it to be. I think it's all about making an 0:09:35.441 --> 0:09:39.801 informed and educated decision, which from how I've spoken to 0:09:39.921 --> 0:09:42.721 them and the knowledge that I've given them, I know 0:09:42.841 --> 0:09:45.281 that the people that I've filmed with have made and 0:09:45.521 --> 0:09:49.601 like a correct, informed and educated decision. But yeah, like 0:09:49.721 --> 0:09:51.361 I mean, nobody's withdrawn. 0:09:51.561 --> 0:09:53.561 So with a lot of drunken kids, come on in 0:09:53.561 --> 0:09:53.761 for that. 0:09:54.881 --> 0:09:57.801 When I was messaging them, it was I'd try to 0:09:57.841 --> 0:10:00.361 get filming done as early as possible. Obviously I'm aware 0:10:00.401 --> 0:10:02.241 that people are going to have hangovers and things like that, 0:10:02.401 --> 0:10:04.241 but I would always say to them, you come, you 0:10:04.281 --> 0:10:07.081 can't have alcohol and your sister like kind of put 0:10:07.081 --> 0:10:09.001 it as it is. I do have a breathalyser as 0:10:09.001 --> 0:10:10.401 well if need be you. 0:10:12.201 --> 0:10:14.601 Right now for you early. 0:10:14.641 --> 0:10:15.961 Okay, so I had a quick time. 0:10:17.921 --> 0:10:20.121 Oh my god, so what but what about the hotel 0:10:20.121 --> 0:10:21.681 that you don't they get suspicious? 0:10:21.801 --> 0:10:24.641 No, So at the time I was staying with Bonnie 0:10:24.881 --> 0:10:26.561 and she was living at the Hilton. 0:10:27.161 --> 0:10:31.401 Yeah, but in myself cub down the fucking hallway. 0:10:31.641 --> 0:10:34.241 No well for schoolies, but no, like we didn't. We 0:10:34.361 --> 0:10:38.161 just booked them in almost like you know, everyone. 0:10:38.441 --> 0:10:40.761 No one got No one like was going, what the 0:10:40.801 --> 0:10:42.641 Fo's going on on that fucking nineteen floor? 0:10:42.801 --> 0:10:43.721 Was I not? Really? 0:10:44.401 --> 0:10:45.681 I mean kid me. 0:10:45.841 --> 0:10:48.361 They probably figured it out after when they kept seeing 0:10:48.361 --> 0:10:52.881 our business cards everywhere. Yeah, we'd walk from the fire 0:10:52.921 --> 0:10:56.081 stairs at the fires games put my business cards everywhere. Really, yes, 0:10:56.201 --> 0:10:56.921 semi text? 0:10:59.481 --> 0:11:00.281 Did you go over to? 0:11:01.001 --> 0:11:03.561 Was it America kancun spring Break? 0:11:04.041 --> 0:11:08.121 Which was better? Gold Coastal? Lord, who's a better performance? 0:11:08.241 --> 0:11:10.081 Well, I had a school. I had a school. He 0:11:10.121 --> 0:11:12.361 actually made me squirt with his penis, which was the 0:11:12.401 --> 0:11:14.841 first time that's ever happened to me in my life. 0:11:15.161 --> 0:11:19.001 So that like I feel like that's you know, next level, Yeah, 0:11:19.121 --> 0:11:21.081 because I have not had a guy be able to 0:11:21.201 --> 0:11:23.241 or slightly had a guy be able to do that, 0:11:23.281 --> 0:11:25.161 but not to the extent that a school. He's made 0:11:25.241 --> 0:11:29.481 me like squirt with justice penis, but like spring Break, 0:11:29.601 --> 0:11:33.361 like I was actually getting very close to one of 0:11:33.361 --> 0:11:37.121 the spring Breakers him and I still chat every now. 0:11:37.321 --> 0:11:41.961 Really, yeah, Oh my god, you fell for somebody a. 0:11:41.881 --> 0:11:47.321 Little bit, A little bit. Oh, it's I actually did 0:11:47.681 --> 0:11:50.401 a raw scene with him, and I think he creampied me. 0:11:51.281 --> 0:11:55.601 He actually came. He had tests. Really, yeah, he had 0:11:55.641 --> 0:11:57.441 tests and he was there on the first day. I 0:11:57.481 --> 0:11:59.321 saw his tickets and everything like that. 0:11:59.641 --> 0:12:01.041 Oh so you put out there who wants to do that? 0:12:01.081 --> 0:12:02.721 No? No, I never said that I wanted to do 0:12:02.761 --> 0:12:04.321 anything raw or anything at all. 0:12:04.681 --> 0:12:07.561 But you gave into his cham Oh yeah, a little bit. 0:12:07.961 --> 0:12:11.161 He's stunning. Oh my god, the three basketball player. 0:12:11.761 --> 0:12:13.641 Ah yeah. 0:12:13.721 --> 0:12:17.401 Also, other guys that I've worked with that are in 0:12:17.441 --> 0:12:20.521 the industry have been like, who's that person pinned on 0:12:20.561 --> 0:12:23.521 your Twitter? Oh that's one of the spring breakers. This 0:12:23.681 --> 0:12:26.241 guy is so well and dawd. He's twenty one now, 0:12:27.401 --> 0:12:30.441 but yeah, I know he's He's got other men in 0:12:30.481 --> 0:12:32.401 the porn industry being like, who the fuck is that? 0:12:32.481 --> 0:12:36.241 And I was like, big right, it's fucking huge. It's 0:12:36.281 --> 0:12:39.561 been seeing like half a million times. 0:12:42.281 --> 0:12:43.721 Are you have you planning a loved one? 0:12:44.201 --> 0:12:47.321 I'm not sure. I'm kind of just taking things as 0:12:47.361 --> 0:12:49.041 they come. I've got some other things that I want 0:12:49.081 --> 0:12:52.201 to do with just me and me only. I think 0:12:52.241 --> 0:12:55.121 I've learned a lot from working with other girls in 0:12:55.161 --> 0:12:57.481 the industry and seeing how kind of things happen, how 0:12:57.481 --> 0:13:00.601 people you know, like to go about certain things. 0:13:01.041 --> 0:13:03.561 This is why we came back on because we met 0:13:03.641 --> 0:13:06.001 up at Sexpo. Yes, okay, And when I seen you 0:13:06.001 --> 0:13:08.841 at sex Bow, you know, I was asking about how 0:13:08.841 --> 0:13:10.721 every thing is and then all of a sudden it's 0:13:10.761 --> 0:13:14.801 like a volcano or just a fu corupted. So are 0:13:14.841 --> 0:13:15.881 you too still friends? 0:13:16.201 --> 0:13:18.921 I'm not entirely sure. I've recently come to the knowledge 0:13:18.961 --> 0:13:20.441 that I've been blocked on Instagram. 0:13:20.921 --> 0:13:22.721 You're oh, so you've been blocked by. 0:13:22.721 --> 0:13:25.961 I'm both girls. Oh, I've been blocked by both of them. 0:13:26.001 --> 0:13:27.881 The girl who did spring Break with has blocked me 0:13:27.921 --> 0:13:29.281 on Instagram to my knowledge. 0:13:29.761 --> 0:13:32.041 So why do you think you've been like pushed out? 0:13:32.361 --> 0:13:33.961 I really don't know. I think at the end of 0:13:34.001 --> 0:13:36.001 the day, my piece is worth more than anything else. 0:13:36.041 --> 0:13:38.401 I'm not gone. I'm not the kind of like. I 0:13:38.401 --> 0:13:40.681 can be confrontational at times, but what's that going to 0:13:40.721 --> 0:13:42.401 do for me? It's not really going to do anything. 0:13:42.601 --> 0:13:43.521 Do you think you were used? 0:13:44.401 --> 0:13:47.121 Ah? Yes? Or no? Like I think I'm happy where 0:13:47.161 --> 0:13:49.001 I am now I'm earning more than I ever have 0:13:49.161 --> 0:13:53.521 before in my life. So like, if that's them using me, 0:13:53.601 --> 0:13:56.161 that's fine because I'm in a position where I never 0:13:56.201 --> 0:13:58.921 thought i'd kind of be able to be and so that's, 0:13:58.961 --> 0:14:02.041 you know, fine by me, and I'm happy, you know. 0:14:02.321 --> 0:14:05.201 So I think I don't know about the other two 0:14:05.241 --> 0:14:08.161 girls back from certain things I see. Could you really 0:14:08.161 --> 0:14:11.361 say that they're happy because I remember. 0:14:11.121 --> 0:14:13.041 When we when we spoke about you coming back on 0:14:13.241 --> 0:14:15.361 and I said, you know, what's going on, and you 0:14:15.441 --> 0:14:20.081 just felt like one you felt like all attention was 0:14:20.081 --> 0:14:22.801 on one certain person and it wasn't. It wasn't a 0:14:22.801 --> 0:14:25.201 team effort. It was more like it was. 0:14:25.201 --> 0:14:27.561 All about yeah, which I mean, at the end of 0:14:27.601 --> 0:14:29.001 the day, people are going to pick who they want 0:14:29.001 --> 0:14:31.841 to pick for the attention to go to, Like it wouldn't. 0:14:32.001 --> 0:14:33.321 Yeah, But if you're going to be in the in 0:14:33.401 --> 0:14:35.761 the media and you're doing it both, it should be 0:14:35.801 --> 0:14:36.121 both of you. 0:14:36.241 --> 0:14:38.881 I mean, I'm alongside her in every single video Schoolies 0:14:38.881 --> 0:14:42.561 and spring Break, So the only person that went and 0:14:42.561 --> 0:14:45.681 did solo content on spring Break and Schoolies both times 0:14:45.921 --> 0:14:46.241 was me. 0:14:46.681 --> 0:14:48.361 Yeah, So to. 0:14:48.321 --> 0:14:50.841 Be told by multiple people that I didn't put in 0:14:51.121 --> 0:14:53.441 enough effort and that my work ethic isn't the same 0:14:53.481 --> 0:14:54.361 as the other girls. 0:14:55.521 --> 0:14:58.801 Yeah, like so yeah, okay, you're both done spring Break, 0:14:59.361 --> 0:15:02.961 you both you're both done Gold Coast. Yea with the content? 0:15:03.201 --> 0:15:05.841 Was it was it shared out properly? Or was it 0:15:05.921 --> 0:15:10.161 was? Was someone else get more? Because if you're doing it together, 0:15:10.601 --> 0:15:12.201 surely it should be fifty fifty. 0:15:12.321 --> 0:15:15.681 No, So whatever she seld, she takes whatever I sell. 0:15:15.801 --> 0:15:18.161 I sell, So if she earns more than me, she 0:15:18.281 --> 0:15:21.161 keeps everything she earns because off of her account. 0:15:21.561 --> 0:15:24.561 Okay, yeah, so it happens, so that that's a good agreement. 0:15:24.601 --> 0:15:25.961 That's that's you sell on. 0:15:25.921 --> 0:15:27.881 Your site, I sell on my site. We both have 0:15:28.001 --> 0:15:29.041 the rights to the video. 0:15:29.241 --> 0:15:31.801 Yeah. What about when it comes to media, though? How 0:15:31.801 --> 0:15:33.561 come someone else get looks much like they get. 0:15:34.281 --> 0:15:37.601 I don't pay for PR they do. 0:15:37.841 --> 0:15:39.401 I didn't know they have the PR they do. 0:15:39.441 --> 0:15:42.441 They work with million billion Oh I didn't know that 0:15:42.721 --> 0:15:46.161 million billions. Really I tried signing with them. You really 0:15:46.161 --> 0:15:47.681 got to ask them to work for how much you 0:15:47.801 --> 0:15:52.081 I can pay per month? God, I shouldn't be asking 0:15:52.081 --> 0:15:54.361 someone how like to do their job for me, especially 0:15:54.401 --> 0:15:57.241 if I'm paying whatever rate their rate is. 0:15:58.241 --> 0:16:00.601 Yeah. So when was the last time you worked with 0:16:00.641 --> 0:16:00.961 them too? 0:16:01.081 --> 0:16:03.521 It would have been like early on in the year, probably. 0:16:03.201 --> 0:16:05.761 Like may like so just have on my podcast then 0:16:06.201 --> 0:16:06.841 I brought you out. 0:16:07.081 --> 0:16:10.041 Yeah, probably like well because she's been traveling a whole bunch, 0:16:10.081 --> 0:16:12.921 and then I also just wanted to distance myself as well. 0:16:12.961 --> 0:16:18.681 We did catch up for a drink after at one point, well. 0:16:18.561 --> 0:16:20.161 There was no discussion of doing anything together. 0:16:20.321 --> 0:16:23.041 No, we kind of spoke about doing freshes together and 0:16:23.081 --> 0:16:25.121 I kind of just was like, yeah, I'm happy too, 0:16:25.201 --> 0:16:27.161 and then it was that like that was kind of it, 0:16:27.201 --> 0:16:28.961 and then she kind of just told me how well 0:16:29.001 --> 0:16:32.041 she was doing, and then like, you know, it's kind 0:16:32.041 --> 0:16:33.881 of like I want to share some of my things 0:16:33.881 --> 0:16:35.201 because it's like I want to be proud of my 0:16:35.281 --> 0:16:38.841 friends when they you know, get you reached that milestones. 0:16:38.881 --> 0:16:42.281 But to some degree, at certain times, it's like I 0:16:42.321 --> 0:16:44.241 feel like the friendship is I've got to be really 0:16:44.241 --> 0:16:46.161 proud of you, but because I've not done as well 0:16:46.201 --> 0:16:48.161 as you, you can't be proud of me because you've 0:16:48.161 --> 0:16:50.321 already hit that goal. And so it's kind of just 0:16:50.321 --> 0:16:52.241 like that to me is not necessarily a friendship. 0:16:53.601 --> 0:16:55.281 But do you think they're more of a control. 0:16:55.841 --> 0:16:58.361 I have no clue. We're both tourists, we're both really stubborn, 0:16:58.841 --> 0:17:01.681 coming from the different backgrounds we do. We present ourselves 0:17:01.761 --> 0:17:03.681 very differently because you look. 0:17:03.641 --> 0:17:07.161 Like when I use on the podcast, she looked very 0:17:07.201 --> 0:17:11.561 close but not close enough. As I said to you 0:17:11.600 --> 0:17:14.441 when I seen you at sex Bo, she did most 0:17:14.441 --> 0:17:16.561 of the talking where you just came. 0:17:16.360 --> 0:17:19.680 In for the bits, And I don't have the time to, like, 0:17:19.761 --> 0:17:21.680 I don't have it in me to interrupt, because I 0:17:21.721 --> 0:17:24.161 bet you if I interrupt, I'm gonna hear about it later. 0:17:24.961 --> 0:17:29.401 I've got screenshots of how messages are. I can recount 0:17:29.441 --> 0:17:32.640 how she's spoken to people, how she speaks about certain 0:17:32.681 --> 0:17:37.600 ethnicities and people of certain skin tones, like I, yeah, 0:17:37.761 --> 0:17:41.041 I remember at spring Break the fights that would get 0:17:41.041 --> 0:17:46.400 brought up, like for just really simple things. And I 0:17:46.561 --> 0:17:48.721 mind you, I've been a nurse before. I think I 0:17:48.761 --> 0:17:51.880 am quite a kind and patient person. 0:17:52.721 --> 0:17:56.600 But yeah, so it is it put you off doing 0:17:56.600 --> 0:17:57.840 that kind of stuff or you just happy? 0:17:58.241 --> 0:18:00.480 Not at all? Like I want to make friends in 0:18:00.481 --> 0:18:02.920