WEBVTT - Moving through *Weird* Energy (Plus An Identity Crisis) 0:00:05.921 --> 0:00:13.081 Apologie production. I'm Mickey Fisher, and welcome to the Village 0:00:13.081 --> 0:00:16.681 Crazy Lady. People are talking to me and they are 0:00:16.721 --> 0:00:20.681 not physically in this room, so just strap in for that. 0:00:20.921 --> 0:00:23.681 Can't call me crazy, so I said it first. Whoever's 0:00:23.681 --> 0:00:26.041 try to come through whatever messages need to come through, like, 0:00:26.161 --> 0:00:29.881 just bring it on. Let's do it Crazy Crazy Crazy 0:00:30.201 --> 0:00:36.961 The Village Crazy Lay Podcast. Hello, gorgeous legends, and welcome 0:00:37.001 --> 0:00:42.480 to another episode of the Village Crazy Lady. Hello everybody, 0:00:42.801 --> 0:00:50.920 I must apologize for dropping off the planet, mostly Earth specifically. 0:00:52.400 --> 0:00:56.081 I don't know how everyone else has been feeling recently. 0:00:57.281 --> 0:01:03.121 I know the energy has been really quite intense, quite confusing, 0:01:03.641 --> 0:01:07.641 a bit ungreen rounded. I know a lot of people 0:01:07.761 --> 0:01:10.800 have just really been feeling like they are going through 0:01:10.840 --> 0:01:14.601 it over the last few months. And I did not 0:01:14.840 --> 0:01:18.720 skip that experience. I got to enjoy that completely. Well 0:01:18.761 --> 0:01:24.521 maybe enjoy isn't the correct word, but I really felt 0:01:25.000 --> 0:01:29.200 like I was actually mentally struggling. To be honest with you, 0:01:30.161 --> 0:01:34.080 I have been working my little tush off for the 0:01:34.161 --> 0:01:37.360 last well forever, but especially over the last year. And 0:01:38.161 --> 0:01:40.401 the thing about me is that I am a hypocrite 0:01:40.481 --> 0:01:44.720 and I will give advice I will be telling people. 0:01:45.041 --> 0:01:47.320 Spirit is saying you need to slow down. Your body 0:01:47.401 --> 0:01:49.681 is telling you like you need to rest, you need 0:01:49.721 --> 0:01:52.321 to you need to receive, you need to give time 0:01:52.361 --> 0:01:56.641 to yourself. And yet I won't do that. I will 0:01:56.641 --> 0:02:00.281 go not advice for me, that's for everyone else but 0:02:00.521 --> 0:02:05.041 me until I get just I land on my ass, 0:02:05.561 --> 0:02:10.001 and surprisingly not in a physical way this time. It 0:02:10.041 --> 0:02:14.721 normally doesn't really happen for me physically anymore. I get 0:02:14.761 --> 0:02:19.561 to a point where I feel so mentally not okay, 0:02:21.201 --> 0:02:25.201 and I will sit there kind of going I've honestly 0:02:25.240 --> 0:02:29.241 have had like an identity crisis. I was like, who 0:02:29.281 --> 0:02:32.921 am I? What am I doing? I was spiraling into 0:02:33.001 --> 0:02:38.961 like I'm so unlikable, nobody likes me, I'm failing. What 0:02:39.121 --> 0:02:43.401 is the point? Like I'm gonna be so honest with you, 0:02:43.481 --> 0:02:46.321 Like I felt all of those things, even though my 0:02:46.441 --> 0:02:50.800 logical brain was going, bitch, what where is this coming from? 0:02:51.240 --> 0:02:55.321 What is going on? The thought spirals that I was 0:02:55.481 --> 0:03:00.361 in were just taking me down exactly where I needed 0:03:00.401 --> 0:03:02.880 to go to be honest, like now that I'm sort 0:03:02.881 --> 0:03:06.160 of out of it, and also, fucking Scorpio season does 0:03:06.201 --> 0:03:08.921 that to us, right, it goes Hey, let's get nice, 0:03:08.960 --> 0:03:12.601 deep and dark here, let's meet some shadow versions of ourself. 0:03:13.240 --> 0:03:16.521 But it really did. It took me so deep into 0:03:17.081 --> 0:03:23.601 some wise some insecurity, so many insecurities popped up. I 0:03:23.841 --> 0:03:31.281 was just disassociating. I was feeling really really overstimulated, feeling 0:03:31.321 --> 0:03:34.921 like a bad mum, feeling like a bad person, feeling 0:03:34.961 --> 0:03:41.361 like a bad psychic medium, friend, family member, all of 0:03:41.361 --> 0:03:44.401 the above. And so yeah, it really just took me 0:03:44.401 --> 0:03:45.721 on a bit of a journey and I just had 0:03:45.721 --> 0:03:49.801 to go, I can't actually show up right now because 0:03:50.841 --> 0:03:53.561 the person who needs me the most right in this 0:03:53.641 --> 0:03:57.161 moment is actually me, And that's a really hard thing 0:03:57.201 --> 0:04:02.481 to do when you feel like you, uh, responsible for others, 0:04:02.521 --> 0:04:05.321 which is crazy because like, no one fucking dies and 0:04:05.401 --> 0:04:08.441 made me god and made me, you know, responsible for 0:04:08.481 --> 0:04:11.481 every single fucking person on the planet or anything like that. 0:04:12.441 --> 0:04:15.281 So what an egotistical thing to think, Mikayla. It's very 0:04:15.361 --> 0:04:20.961 much giving the older sister energy. But yeah, I just 0:04:21.041 --> 0:04:24.760 had to go. If I don't give energy to myself 0:04:24.841 --> 0:04:27.041 right now, and if I don't, if I don't allow 0:04:27.081 --> 0:04:30.521 myself to really be in this and feel it and 0:04:30.721 --> 0:04:33.960 use the tools that I have and the tools that 0:04:34.001 --> 0:04:37.841 I teach and the tools that I share to help 0:04:37.841 --> 0:04:41.960 myself through this. Like it really was just such a 0:04:42.001 --> 0:04:48.561 moment of coming back to me and really nurturing myself 0:04:49.481 --> 0:04:56.760 and giving myself some grace, forgiveness, compassion, understanding, especially in 0:04:56.801 --> 0:05:00.561 a time where obviously the temperature of the world right 0:05:00.601 --> 0:05:10.320 now is really intense. There's really it's I mean, I 0:05:10.320 --> 0:05:12.921 don't need to tell you that. There's just obviously a 0:05:12.961 --> 0:05:15.881 lot going on, and especially as a psychic medium through 0:05:15.921 --> 0:05:19.281 the election time period, and I've got people messaging me 0:05:19.481 --> 0:05:21.841 every day, this is what you said, what do you 0:05:21.841 --> 0:05:24.001 think is going to happen? I'll be going to be okay, 0:05:24.201 --> 0:05:28.121 I'm really afraid. I'm scared all of the above. And 0:05:28.161 --> 0:05:31.121 there was just a lot of hate and a lot 0:05:31.281 --> 0:05:37.881 of really vulnerable people. My heart was feeling the hurt, 0:05:38.201 --> 0:05:43.200 especially on behalf of others, and I was just really 0:05:43.241 --> 0:05:49.041 brought into my human which I've really really learned is 0:05:49.081 --> 0:05:53.241 the most important thing that we can be doing right now. 0:05:53.801 --> 0:05:57.401 So today I really just want to chat about all 0:05:57.521 --> 0:06:00.441 the things within this time that have been coming up. 0:06:00.521 --> 0:06:03.401 Obviously there's been some big things happening in the world, 0:06:03.801 --> 0:06:06.760 and I'll continue to tell about that over the next 0:06:07.361 --> 0:06:10.161 few podcasts, and we've got some great guests. He'll be 0:06:10.201 --> 0:06:13.361 coming on and speaking to us. And I've really just 0:06:13.440 --> 0:06:16.561 been trying to think, how do I really need to 0:06:16.561 --> 0:06:19.001 be showing up right now, because you know, there's a 0:06:19.041 --> 0:06:21.121 lot of As I said, there's a lot of noise, 0:06:21.721 --> 0:06:26.361 there's a lot happening, and it can create some fear. 0:06:26.641 --> 0:06:31.041 It can create not just fear, but also a reactiveness, 0:06:31.401 --> 0:06:35.081 and we start to kind of even sort of get 0:06:35.081 --> 0:06:38.561 on a bit of a pedestal and feel like, you know, 0:06:40.001 --> 0:06:42.441 like what I say is right, what I feel is right. 0:06:42.521 --> 0:06:44.921 This is the way we kind of start to feel 0:06:44.921 --> 0:06:47.161 like we're a little bit better than everybody else and 0:06:48.041 --> 0:06:51.721 whatever it is. And it really I think Spirit's just 0:06:51.880 --> 0:06:55.760 given me so much guidance, Like my guides have just 0:06:55.921 --> 0:07:01.361 been sharing some beautiful wisdom with me over the last 0:07:01.681 --> 0:07:05.281 few weeks, and so I want to share that with you. 0:07:05.081 --> 0:07:09.281 You're okay, but also, let's just take a big deep 0:07:09.320 --> 0:07:14.121 breath also understanding. Sorry I said to take a big 0:07:14.161 --> 0:07:16.921 deep breath and then forgot to actually fucking do it. 0:07:16.961 --> 0:07:18.841 See this is what I mean, Right, I'll say it 0:07:18.881 --> 0:07:21.081 to you guys, But I'm trying to learn to actually 0:07:21.841 --> 0:07:25.161 take my own advice and not be a big, old 0:07:25.241 --> 0:07:29.121 fucking hypocrite. But yes, here are the things that have 0:07:29.401 --> 0:07:36.521 really been coming up. Slow down. We keep racing towards 0:07:36.601 --> 0:07:41.121 a finish line that doesn't actually exist. We feel like 0:07:41.201 --> 0:07:46.041 there's these these there are these these lines that we 0:07:46.121 --> 0:07:48.361 have to do, that we have to get to, and 0:07:48.441 --> 0:07:50.921 like we need to race towards them, and we need 0:07:50.961 --> 0:07:53.761 to make sure that we have everything. We're doing all 0:07:53.801 --> 0:07:56.441 the things, whether it's like career wise, and it's like, well, 0:07:56.481 --> 0:07:58.201 I need to achieve this, this, this, this, this and 0:07:58.241 --> 0:08:00.801 this because you know in this sort of certain amount 0:08:00.841 --> 0:08:03.081 of time, and I know Spirit often says to me 0:08:03.201 --> 0:08:06.761 there and because you know, my personal is quite obsessed 0:08:06.841 --> 0:08:11.201 with succeeding and creating and reaching the next goal and 0:08:11.281 --> 0:08:13.921 all of those sorts of things. So this is a 0:08:14.001 --> 0:08:17.361 lesson that I know very well. Spirits sort of said 0:08:17.361 --> 0:08:20.081 to me. They're like, I don't think you understand sort 0:08:20.121 --> 0:08:24.321 of like the timeline of things, and that not everything 0:08:24.401 --> 0:08:27.601 is supposed to be done right now. There is like 0:08:27.721 --> 0:08:30.921 perfect timing for things. Just because you're thinking about something, 0:08:31.001 --> 0:08:33.481 or just because you have an idea about something, or 0:08:33.521 --> 0:08:36.601 just because you want to achieve something doesn't mean that 0:08:36.681 --> 0:08:40.721 it needs to be achieved right now. Okay. They're like, 0:08:41.641 --> 0:08:47.881 if you are constantly measuring your success by the things 0:08:47.881 --> 0:08:51.401 that you're achieving on this list that you have, this like, 0:08:52.121 --> 0:08:54.761 you know, list you're trying to tick off, and I'll 0:08:54.801 --> 0:08:58.481 be successful if I'll be successful when, whether it's career, 0:08:58.521 --> 0:09:02.041 whether it's family, whether it's house, whether it's relationship. They're like, 0:09:02.641 --> 0:09:05.681 it's interesting because humans think that that is sort of 0:09:05.721 --> 0:09:08.001 the point of life, right is to kind of achieve 0:09:08.041 --> 0:09:11.081 a whole heap of things, is you know, And it 0:09:11.241 --> 0:09:14.321 sort of starts in school. We get told like what 0:09:14.361 --> 0:09:16.001 do you want to be when you grow up? And 0:09:16.321 --> 0:09:20.481 you know, and aim is to get married and have 0:09:20.641 --> 0:09:23.681 kids and buy a house, and get a degree and 0:09:24.161 --> 0:09:26.881 get a you know, really good paying job and do 0:09:26.961 --> 0:09:28.721 this that and all the other things. And these are 0:09:28.761 --> 0:09:33.201 the measurements of success. Here's your here's your list to 0:09:33.281 --> 0:09:39.281 tick off. They're like, that's not it. It's the moments 0:09:39.761 --> 0:09:43.001 between all of those things that are the real measurement 0:09:43.321 --> 0:09:46.601 of success, if that's the word that you want to use, 0:09:48.041 --> 0:09:52.361 because those things never feel like success because you'll reach 0:09:52.441 --> 0:09:55.161 one and then you're instantly forgotten about it and you're 0:09:55.161 --> 0:09:58.401 reaching for the next thing anyway, and you'll continue to 0:09:58.441 --> 0:10:01.281 do that until literally the day that you die. And 0:10:01.321 --> 0:10:04.081 then what will be enough? Like which what will it be? 0:10:04.641 --> 0:10:09.481 What will enough? And meanwhile you've actually missed out on 0:10:09.841 --> 0:10:14.841 every single small moment, which when we think back to 0:10:15.001 --> 0:10:18.681 like memories for example, and if you've listened to this 0:10:19.001 --> 0:10:22.801 podcast and listen to when Sary came on and she 0:10:23.001 --> 0:10:27.881 was talking about how one of the biggest points, you know, 0:10:27.921 --> 0:10:29.921 if we're talking about what is the point of life, 0:10:30.321 --> 0:10:33.481 one of the biggest points of life is to collect memories. 0:10:33.961 --> 0:10:37.681 Because we take those memories, we take them into spirit, 0:10:38.481 --> 0:10:43.321 we share them with others, and that is how we evolve, right, 0:10:44.521 --> 0:10:48.441 that is how we you know, learn. And yet those 0:10:48.561 --> 0:10:52.201 memories are often made in those what I call the 0:10:52.241 --> 0:10:56.561 in between moments. And yet we don't consider any of 0:10:56.561 --> 0:11:01.681 that a measurement of success within the world. We don't 0:11:01.721 --> 0:11:05.961 consider how we're treating others a measurement of success. What 0:11:05.961 --> 0:11:09.281 we're doing for our community a measurement of success. How 0:11:09.321 --> 0:11:12.601 we're being present with ourselves and our families as a 0:11:12.641 --> 0:11:19.681 measurement of success. We don't consider rest, slowing down, looking 0:11:19.841 --> 0:11:26.241 after ourselves, looking after others, as a measurement of success. Instead, 0:11:26.401 --> 0:11:29.161 we like a measurement of success is like how much 0:11:29.241 --> 0:11:31.841 money we make, what our house looks like, where we live, 0:11:32.041 --> 0:11:35.281 what we're doing for work, how many followers we have, 0:11:35.521 --> 0:11:39.881 what are our clothes? Like all of these really quite capitalistic, 0:11:40.041 --> 0:11:45.241 materialistic things. And they're not saying don't have those, because 0:11:45.241 --> 0:11:47.921 that's important as well, you know, especially when it comes 0:11:47.921 --> 0:11:53.361 from a place of passion and sort of seeing a 0:11:53.401 --> 0:11:57.241 gap in society that you can a gap in community 0:11:57.321 --> 0:12:01.121 that you can feel and you have the passion, the drive, 0:12:01.241 --> 0:12:06.801 the skills and the heart to do that. But they're like, 0:12:08.001 --> 0:12:16.401 you're missing everything if you aren't cherishing and recognizing those 0:12:16.481 --> 0:12:21.761 small in between moments as the real purpose for being here. 0:12:23.641 --> 0:12:27.481 You know, we often talk about what's my purpose? Why 0:12:27.521 --> 0:12:31.801 am I here? And it's like, well, those moments, they're 0:12:31.841 --> 0:12:34.641 the ones that when you're sitting there lying in your deathbed, 0:12:35.321 --> 0:12:38.521 you're going to be wishing that you were more present 0:12:38.761 --> 0:12:43.681 in those moments, more present in the moments of connection 0:12:44.081 --> 0:12:52.281 and community and just holding your child or going out 0:12:52.401 --> 0:12:58.201 dancing with friends, or sitting there watching the sunset, or 0:12:58.881 --> 0:13:02.561 you know, being there for your community and helping others 0:13:02.841 --> 0:13:06.001 and being involved, you know, so there the moments that 0:13:06.121 --> 0:13:09.441 you're going to really be cherishing more than anything else. 0:13:10.321 --> 0:13:12.641 So that for me was such a big wake up 0:13:12.681 --> 0:13:16.121 call and something that I really had to like very 0:13:16.241 --> 0:13:20.321 consciously shift. I went, you know what, my goal is 0:13:20.361 --> 0:13:23.401 to shift my perspective. My goal is to shift my 0:13:23.481 --> 0:13:28.761 idea of success. And by doing that, honestly, it has 0:13:28.921 --> 0:13:34.601 for me brought so much calm, so much enjoyment. And 0:13:34.921 --> 0:13:38.921 on the flip side, all of my career successes have 0:13:39.001 --> 0:13:41.561 been going fine and great and it's like, oh wow, 0:13:41.601 --> 0:13:45.321 the world doesn't end when I just stop and be present. 0:13:46.081 --> 0:13:49.601 So just a reminder for everyone, big thing slowing down, 0:13:49.641 --> 0:13:53.121 and again speaking to the slowing down, they're sort of 0:13:53.121 --> 0:13:56.401 talking about, oh and sorry, actually collectively they want to 0:13:56.441 --> 0:14:00.441 speak to this as well, Okay, thank you. Think about obviously, 0:14:00.961 --> 0:14:04.961 the temperature of the world. There's a lot of there's 0:14:05.121 --> 0:14:08.401 a lot of change that wants to happen, and people 0:14:08.641 --> 0:14:12.041 really really really are wanting change. And one thing that 0:14:12.041 --> 0:14:14.401 they've been saying to me, especially today, they're like, I 0:14:14.481 --> 0:14:16.881 feel like you really need to talk about this is 0:14:17.001 --> 0:14:21.081 recognizing that it's a long game, Okay, recognizing that the 0:14:21.241 --> 0:14:26.001 change that we want doesn't just happen by talking about 0:14:26.041 --> 0:14:29.561 It doesn't just happen by going the government sucks, it's 0:14:29.561 --> 0:14:34.361 all shit, everything's fucked, the world is fucked, okay. It 0:14:34.561 --> 0:14:40.881 happens by one recognizing things, by going like the energy 0:14:40.921 --> 0:14:43.161 of that is not right those there are people that 0:14:43.241 --> 0:14:46.481 are being hurt here. There are people that are vulnerable, 0:14:46.521 --> 0:14:49.801 people being hurt here. And I really want to quickly 0:14:49.921 --> 0:14:53.881 share this channel, this message that downloaded to me a 0:14:53.881 --> 0:14:56.881 few weeks ago when I was in a real state 0:14:57.001 --> 0:15:00.561 of like what is the fucking purpose? Like what am 0:15:00.601 --> 0:15:04.281 I doing here? And I wrote this verbatim. Okay, so 0:15:04.281 --> 0:15:06.601 I'm going to read it verbatim and in my glasses 0:15:06.641 --> 0:15:11.801 on because I'm fucking blind. My guide said being spiritual 0:15:12.081 --> 0:15:18.641 isn't about being spiritual. It's about being human, you know. 0:15:18.681 --> 0:15:21.241 And I've spoken about that plenty times before. The whole 0:15:21.281 --> 0:15:23.481 fucking reason where here is to be human, not to 0:15:23.521 --> 0:15:27.721 be some fucking spirit god, otherwise why be here? You know? 0:15:28.121 --> 0:15:31.161 Float back up, and they said being the best human 0:15:31.441 --> 0:15:35.521 that you can be, which doesn't mean to say be 0:15:35.521 --> 0:15:40.561 better than others. It doesn't mean aim to be the best. 0:15:41.441 --> 0:15:47.961 It means understanding humanity, understanding that at its core, the 0:15:48.001 --> 0:15:53.241 blessing of being human is to feel love and spread love. 0:15:54.561 --> 0:15:59.041 It is to learn where love is missing and use 0:15:59.081 --> 0:16:03.881 that as a spark to insert it where you missed it. Okay, 0:16:03.921 --> 0:16:06.801 So what they meant by that was think about kind 0:16:06.801 --> 0:16:12.401 of using like your own trauma and experiences as your 0:16:12.601 --> 0:16:17.801 inspiration to understand where people might need the love that 0:16:17.881 --> 0:16:22.521 you missed, because like a lot of our traumas or 0:16:22.561 --> 0:16:28.121 our experiences kind of all center around some kind of love, 0:16:28.801 --> 0:16:37.001 lack of lack of safety, lack of autonomy, things like that. Okay, 0:16:37.081 --> 0:16:42.041 so what they're saying is take that, recognize where that 0:16:42.201 --> 0:16:46.161 is missing within the world, and take your lessons and 0:16:46.201 --> 0:16:49.481 your knowledge from what you've learned from it, and insert 0:16:49.561 --> 0:16:54.921 it there because you understand, you understand what that feels like. Okay. 0:16:55.521 --> 0:16:58.241 It's not to be better then or greater then. Okay, 0:16:58.641 --> 0:17:03.841 big fucking theme. We're not here to be better, bigger, 0:17:04.041 --> 0:17:11.721 greater than anybody else. Okay, it's not to ascend beyond it. 0:17:11.721 --> 0:17:14.761 It is to be a part of it. You will 0:17:14.801 --> 0:17:19.440 learn more from each other than you ever will from us. Okay. 0:17:19.521 --> 0:17:23.561 That was such a big thing. They're like stop, Like, yes, 0:17:23.600 --> 0:17:26.321 we're here to guide you yes, we're here to help you, 0:17:27.160 --> 0:17:31.080 but speak to the other fucking humans down there. They said, 0:17:31.160 --> 0:17:34.761 Our job, honestly is to continue to push you down, 0:17:35.041 --> 0:17:38.360 as in push us down to earth, not like fucking 0:17:38.481 --> 0:17:42.080 kick us over and be like take that bitch. They 0:17:42.080 --> 0:17:45.521 were like explaining that quite energetically. They're like, it's just 0:17:45.721 --> 0:17:48.041 constantly going no, no, no, no, be down there, be 0:17:48.201 --> 0:17:51.121 down there, be down there. Okay, oh yeah, they said, 0:17:51.160 --> 0:17:55.361 as in push you into earth, into the experience of it. 0:17:56.521 --> 0:18:00.720 Why aren't you listening to each other, each person needing 0:18:00.761 --> 0:18:04.801 to be louder than the last. Here the ones who 0:18:04.840 --> 0:18:09.360 have lost the most, because they by far have the 0:18:09.400 --> 0:18:14.241 most to give. They have suffered and lost, and their 0:18:14.321 --> 0:18:20.121 hurt has turned into knowledge. When the right people experience 0:18:20.201 --> 0:18:24.600 the wrong thing, they will use it as ammunition for purpose. 0:18:25.840 --> 0:18:29.481 It becomes the beating drum to their every day. Their 0:18:29.481 --> 0:18:33.400 depth of experience means that their depth of compassion is 0:18:33.441 --> 0:18:38.561 deeper than yours. So listen to them when they yell 0:18:38.801 --> 0:18:45.401 and scream, listen. And when they were explaining the people 0:18:45.481 --> 0:18:48.400 who have lost the most, the ones who we really 0:18:48.441 --> 0:18:52.441 need to be listening to, they're talking like the indigenous. 0:18:52.721 --> 0:18:58.441 They're like, fucking listen. Listen to the most oppressed people 0:18:58.640 --> 0:19:04.400 on that planet. Listen to poverty stricken, the people in 0:19:04.441 --> 0:19:09.600 the third world, world countries, the people experiencing war and 0:19:10.160 --> 0:19:15.680 jet aside. Listen to those people. Don't listen to those 0:19:15.801 --> 0:19:19.880 who don't really have that much to lose or have 0:19:20.001 --> 0:19:26.041 lost very much, because they are they are evolution. The 0:19:26.120 --> 0:19:28.561 more that we and especially we are literally Pluto's just 0:19:28.600 --> 0:19:31.600 come into a into aquarius, then we'll do an episode 0:19:31.600 --> 0:19:33.281 on that with someone who knows about it way more 0:19:33.321 --> 0:19:35.840 than I do. But what I do know is that 0:19:37.120 --> 0:19:41.080 it is fucking revolution time, baby. It is time where 0:19:41.160 --> 0:19:46.080 and we're seeing it. We're seeing indigenous women standing up 0:19:46.201 --> 0:19:52.321 and fucking yelling and screaming and saying listen, and people 0:19:52.400 --> 0:19:55.400 will police them and tell them that they're saying it wrong, 0:19:55.481 --> 0:19:58.760 that they're speaking wrong, that they're being and polite there whatever, 0:19:59.241 --> 0:20:03.041 but they're not being heard any other way. Listen to 0:20:03.160 --> 0:20:07.561 those people. The people who have lost the most have 0:20:07.681 --> 0:20:11.881 acquired more knowledge than we have. So what we need 0:20:11.921 --> 0:20:18.480 to be doing is listening. Okay, they're like and within 0:20:18.561 --> 0:20:22.360 that as well, and they're saying again, like we're kind 0:20:22.360 --> 0:20:25.521 of getting caught up in these wrongs and these rights 0:20:25.561 --> 0:20:29.000 of the world, okay, and we're kind of, you know, 0:20:29.721 --> 0:20:33.120 getting swept up in all of that as opposed to 0:20:34.481 --> 0:20:37.521 listening to the people again who have lost the most, 0:20:37.561 --> 0:20:40.880 the people who have had sort of like the most, 0:20:42.080 --> 0:20:49.001 who have experienced hate from the world more than anybody else. Okay, 0:20:50.041 --> 0:20:54.681 they're the ones who need our love, attention, compassion, and 0:20:54.880 --> 0:20:58.640 we can learn the most from so super duper important 0:20:58.721 --> 0:21:00.521 and I love that they shared that, and just the 0:21:00.600 --> 0:21:04.201 concept of like, stop trying to be the best fucking person. 0:21:05.241 --> 0:21:08.281 That's that's not the point. And the other things that 0:21:08.321 --> 0:21:12.481 they were talking about was speaking into like what's within 0:21:12.521 --> 0:21:16.480 our control? Okay, what power do I have and what 0:21:16.561 --> 0:21:19.401 do I have control over? Okay, because there's a lot 0:21:19.400 --> 0:21:21.521 that we don't have control over it. In reiki, we 0:21:22.321 --> 0:21:25.521 one of the pillars that in dr U Sui is reiki, 0:21:25.521 --> 0:21:28.241 which is what I teach and is the most traditional 0:21:28.281 --> 0:21:32.681 form he talks about. It's called just for today, do 0:21:32.681 --> 0:21:35.281 not worry. And I always say to people like, it's 0:21:35.400 --> 0:21:37.681 more than that, right, because it's not as like if 0:21:37.681 --> 0:21:40.160 you just tell someone, oh, have you just tried not worrying, 0:21:40.241 --> 0:21:42.880 it's like, oh my god, wow, I can't believe I 0:21:42.921 --> 0:21:45.441 didn't think of that. That solves all of my life's problems. 0:21:45.721 --> 0:21:49.961 But what reiki does teach is that the only thing 0:21:50.041 --> 0:21:53.880 you literally have control over ever at any given time 0:21:54.120 --> 0:21:59.360 is what you are doing right now, right now, in 0:21:59.441 --> 0:22:01.640 this present moment, what you were doing, not what anybody 0:22:01.681 --> 0:22:04.721 else is doing. You can't control that. You can't control 0:22:04.761 --> 0:22:09.600 any thing that has happened up until this very moment. Okay, 0:22:10.001 --> 0:22:13.280 So if you find yourself stuck in the worry of 0:22:13.321 --> 0:22:16.001 the past and the what ifs and that I wish 0:22:16.041 --> 0:22:20.680 I did, and the struggling to forgive and accept and 0:22:20.801 --> 0:22:24.240 surrender to past versions of ourselves and maybe things that 0:22:24.281 --> 0:22:26.600 we've done or things that we've experienced, or things that 0:22:26.640 --> 0:22:31.521 we wish we hadn't. Whatever that is, it's done. We 0:22:31.681 --> 0:22:34.120 have no control over it. The only thing we have 0:22:34.201 --> 0:22:37.600 control over is us right now in this moment. And 0:22:37.640 --> 0:22:40.120 that goes for the future as well, when we find 0:22:40.160 --> 0:22:43.720 ourselves getting caught up in the what's going to happen, 0:22:44.120 --> 0:22:46.080 what's next? I don't know what to do, I don't 0:22:46.080 --> 0:22:48.041 know what's you know, all of these things that could 0:22:48.160 --> 0:22:51.080 happen or might happen, or all of that. Again, they're 0:22:51.120 --> 0:22:55.360 like the only thing that determines your future. Is what 0:22:55.400 --> 0:22:58.081 you're doing right now. That's it. That's the only thing 0:22:58.120 --> 0:23:01.761 that you have control over. So really like coming back 0:23:01.801 --> 0:23:05.321 to constantly what do I have control over? I have 0:23:05.360 --> 0:23:08.680 control over me? What do I have power over? I 0:23:08.721 --> 0:23:13.520 have power over myself. I have power remembering that power 0:23:13.801 --> 0:23:17.681 and that's not power over others. Okay, I love I 0:23:17.681 --> 0:23:20.601 think it was Brene Brown. She said, there's a difference 0:23:20.600 --> 0:23:25.080 between power of power too and power for. And I 0:23:25.120 --> 0:23:29.080 always think about that when in any scenario, whether it's 0:23:30.201 --> 0:23:34.561 considering somebody else's intention, is there intention power of power 0:23:34.640 --> 0:23:38.400 for or power to? Considering my own intention? Is this 0:23:38.561 --> 0:23:43.561 power of power for? Or power too? Okay? So just 0:23:43.600 --> 0:23:48.120 really thinking about that and in regards to what do 0:23:48.160 --> 0:23:51.280 I have control over? Okay. And Spirit was telling me 0:23:51.321 --> 0:23:55.080 this this morning, and this has been a bit of 0:23:55.080 --> 0:24:00.640 a theme for me as well. Get involved, take action. Okay, 0:24:01.201 --> 0:24:04.880 don't just say the government sucks. The world is far, 0:24:05.721 --> 0:24:09.881 everything's going to shit. They're trying to, you know, control 0:24:09.961 --> 0:24:12.400 our minds, now this, now that, and everything else. And 0:24:12.441 --> 0:24:14.920 we're getting caught up in the words and the fear 0:24:15.001 --> 0:24:17.241 and the and the all of those sorts of things, 0:24:17.241 --> 0:24:20.041 which is easily done. I've been there. We've all been there, 0:24:20.120 --> 0:24:26.600 and there's a way to listen and take things on 0:24:27.080 --> 0:24:32.120 and go that's really interesting without it turning into a 0:24:32.281 --> 0:24:39.001 fuel that can become hateful and can actually be the 0:24:39.001 --> 0:24:42.801 opposite of productive and be the opposite of helpful, and 0:24:42.921 --> 0:24:50.920 can just turn into more toxic words and become more 0:24:51.160 --> 0:24:54.600 just like like toxic fluff in the world, you know, 0:24:54.801 --> 0:25:01.080 without any actual real action. It's actually just adding fuel 0:25:01.201 --> 0:25:05.441 to sort of a hateful fire, and it's and it's 0:25:05.561 --> 0:25:11.440 not doing anything other than harming people. Okay, think about 0:25:11.600 --> 0:25:15.241 like the impact of your words or the impact of 0:25:15.521 --> 0:25:18.080 what you're doing and what you're involved in. Is this 0:25:18.241 --> 0:25:22.480 hurting or harming? And like really think about like the 0:25:22.681 --> 0:25:27.160 people again constantly bring it back down to not the words, 0:25:27.241 --> 0:25:29.440 not the language, not what we're being told, not what 0:25:29.441 --> 0:25:33.480 you're hearing, not the circles that you're in, nothing like that. People, 0:25:34.561 --> 0:25:36.600 Are you judging people that you don't even know? Are 0:25:36.600 --> 0:25:38.240 you trying to tell people how to live and you 0:25:38.241 --> 0:25:42.400 don't even and you know nothing about them? Okay, again, 0:25:42.600 --> 0:25:45.920 you're not better then, you don't know better than somebody. 0:25:45.961 --> 0:25:47.880 You can't tell somebody what to do with their life, 0:25:47.880 --> 0:25:50.481 and their body and how they should express and who 0:25:50.521 --> 0:25:55.120 they should be. Like, nobody died and made you fucking 0:25:55.201 --> 0:26:00.920 Jesus Christ or source fucking energy. Okay, we need to 0:26:01.120 --> 0:26:05.440 just take a back fucking seed and go who do 0:26:05.481 --> 0:26:09.561 I have control over me? Cool? That's great, nobody else. 0:26:10.160 --> 0:26:13.120 But if you do have a problem with the world 0:26:13.241 --> 0:26:16.401 or the government or the whatever, else, Like one thing 0:26:16.441 --> 0:26:19.041 that I've sort of learned and what I'm being told 0:26:19.201 --> 0:26:23.521 is like, well, get involved. Don't be upset with the government, 0:26:23.600 --> 0:26:26.160 but then and shit on it and say it's the 0:26:26.201 --> 0:26:29.840 worst thing in the world, but not be involved. Recognize 0:26:29.921 --> 0:26:34.120 that this is the very human thing that we're working with. Okay, 0:26:34.521 --> 0:26:37.721 me personally, I've signed up to volunteer. It's a volunteer 0:26:37.721 --> 0:26:39.961 for the Greens Party because I want to be a 0:26:40.001 --> 0:26:41.240 part of it. I want to be a part of 0:26:41.241 --> 0:26:43.561 the conversation. I don't want to just be some fucking 0:26:44.321 --> 0:26:48.080 spiritual person who thinks that I'm above all of it 0:26:48.160 --> 0:26:50.120 and that I can just descend it all and that 0:26:50.241 --> 0:26:53.721 if I'm just you know, in high vibe feelings, then 0:26:53.921 --> 0:26:57.001 like that will do it. No, I want to actually 0:26:57.681 --> 0:27:01.960 be the change that I want to be involved. I 0:27:02.001 --> 0:27:03.880 want to be the change. I want my kids to 0:27:03.921 --> 0:27:07.840 see that, Like it's important that we use our human 0:27:07.880 --> 0:27:11.600 bodies to be involved in the very human things, Like 0:27:11.721 --> 0:27:16.120