1 00:00:05,921 --> 00:00:13,081 Speaker 1: Apologie production. I'm Mickey Fisher, and welcome to the Village 2 00:00:13,081 --> 00:00:16,681 Speaker 1: Crazy Lady. People are talking to me and they are 3 00:00:16,721 --> 00:00:20,681 Speaker 1: not physically in this room, so just strap in for that. 4 00:00:20,921 --> 00:00:23,681 Speaker 1: Can't call me crazy, so I said it first. Whoever's 5 00:00:23,681 --> 00:00:26,041 Speaker 1: try to come through whatever messages need to come through, like, 6 00:00:26,161 --> 00:00:29,881 Speaker 1: just bring it on. Let's do it Crazy Crazy Crazy 7 00:00:30,201 --> 00:00:36,961 Speaker 1: The Village Crazy Lay Podcast. Hello, gorgeous legends, and welcome 8 00:00:37,001 --> 00:00:42,480 Speaker 1: to another episode of the Village Crazy Lady. Hello everybody, 9 00:00:42,801 --> 00:00:50,920 Speaker 1: I must apologize for dropping off the planet, mostly Earth specifically. 10 00:00:52,400 --> 00:00:56,081 Speaker 1: I don't know how everyone else has been feeling recently. 11 00:00:57,281 --> 00:01:03,121 Speaker 1: I know the energy has been really quite intense, quite confusing, 12 00:01:03,641 --> 00:01:07,641 Speaker 1: a bit ungreen rounded. I know a lot of people 13 00:01:07,761 --> 00:01:10,800 Speaker 1: have just really been feeling like they are going through 14 00:01:10,840 --> 00:01:14,601 Speaker 1: it over the last few months. And I did not 15 00:01:14,840 --> 00:01:18,720 Speaker 1: skip that experience. I got to enjoy that completely. Well 16 00:01:18,761 --> 00:01:24,521 Speaker 1: maybe enjoy isn't the correct word, but I really felt 17 00:01:25,000 --> 00:01:29,200 Speaker 1: like I was actually mentally struggling. To be honest with you, 18 00:01:30,161 --> 00:01:34,080 Speaker 1: I have been working my little tush off for the 19 00:01:34,161 --> 00:01:37,360 Speaker 1: last well forever, but especially over the last year. And 20 00:01:38,161 --> 00:01:40,401 Speaker 1: the thing about me is that I am a hypocrite 21 00:01:40,481 --> 00:01:44,720 Speaker 1: and I will give advice I will be telling people. 22 00:01:45,041 --> 00:01:47,320 Speaker 1: Spirit is saying you need to slow down. Your body 23 00:01:47,401 --> 00:01:49,681 Speaker 1: is telling you like you need to rest, you need 24 00:01:49,721 --> 00:01:52,321 Speaker 1: to you need to receive, you need to give time 25 00:01:52,361 --> 00:01:56,641 Speaker 1: to yourself. And yet I won't do that. I will 26 00:01:56,641 --> 00:02:00,281 Speaker 1: go not advice for me, that's for everyone else but 27 00:02:00,521 --> 00:02:05,041 Speaker 1: me until I get just I land on my ass, 28 00:02:05,561 --> 00:02:10,001 Speaker 1: and surprisingly not in a physical way this time. It 29 00:02:10,041 --> 00:02:14,721 Speaker 1: normally doesn't really happen for me physically anymore. I get 30 00:02:14,761 --> 00:02:19,561 Speaker 1: to a point where I feel so mentally not okay, 31 00:02:21,201 --> 00:02:25,201 Speaker 1: and I will sit there kind of going I've honestly 32 00:02:25,240 --> 00:02:29,241 Speaker 1: have had like an identity crisis. I was like, who 33 00:02:29,281 --> 00:02:32,921 Speaker 1: am I? What am I doing? I was spiraling into 34 00:02:33,001 --> 00:02:38,961 Speaker 1: like I'm so unlikable, nobody likes me, I'm failing. What 35 00:02:39,121 --> 00:02:43,401 Speaker 1: is the point? Like I'm gonna be so honest with you, 36 00:02:43,481 --> 00:02:46,321 Speaker 1: Like I felt all of those things, even though my 37 00:02:46,441 --> 00:02:50,800 Speaker 1: logical brain was going, bitch, what where is this coming from? 38 00:02:51,240 --> 00:02:55,321 Speaker 1: What is going on? The thought spirals that I was 39 00:02:55,481 --> 00:03:00,361 Speaker 1: in were just taking me down exactly where I needed 40 00:03:00,401 --> 00:03:02,880 Speaker 1: to go to be honest, like now that I'm sort 41 00:03:02,881 --> 00:03:06,160 Speaker 1: of out of it, and also, fucking Scorpio season does 42 00:03:06,201 --> 00:03:08,921 Speaker 1: that to us, right, it goes Hey, let's get nice, 43 00:03:08,960 --> 00:03:12,601 Speaker 1: deep and dark here, let's meet some shadow versions of ourself. 44 00:03:13,240 --> 00:03:16,521 Speaker 1: But it really did. It took me so deep into 45 00:03:17,081 --> 00:03:23,601 Speaker 1: some wise some insecurity, so many insecurities popped up. I 46 00:03:23,841 --> 00:03:31,281 Speaker 1: was just disassociating. I was feeling really really overstimulated, feeling 47 00:03:31,321 --> 00:03:34,921 Speaker 1: like a bad mum, feeling like a bad person, feeling 48 00:03:34,961 --> 00:03:41,361 Speaker 1: like a bad psychic medium, friend, family member, all of 49 00:03:41,361 --> 00:03:44,401 Speaker 1: the above. And so yeah, it really just took me 50 00:03:44,401 --> 00:03:45,721 Speaker 1: on a bit of a journey and I just had 51 00:03:45,721 --> 00:03:49,801 Speaker 1: to go, I can't actually show up right now because 52 00:03:50,841 --> 00:03:53,561 Speaker 1: the person who needs me the most right in this 53 00:03:53,641 --> 00:03:57,161 Speaker 1: moment is actually me, And that's a really hard thing 54 00:03:57,201 --> 00:04:02,481 Speaker 1: to do when you feel like you, uh, responsible for others, 55 00:04:02,521 --> 00:04:05,321 Speaker 1: which is crazy because like, no one fucking dies and 56 00:04:05,401 --> 00:04:08,441 Speaker 1: made me god and made me, you know, responsible for 57 00:04:08,481 --> 00:04:11,481 Speaker 1: every single fucking person on the planet or anything like that. 58 00:04:12,441 --> 00:04:15,281 Speaker 1: So what an egotistical thing to think, Mikayla. It's very 59 00:04:15,361 --> 00:04:20,961 Speaker 1: much giving the older sister energy. But yeah, I just 60 00:04:21,041 --> 00:04:24,760 Speaker 1: had to go. If I don't give energy to myself 61 00:04:24,841 --> 00:04:27,041 Speaker 1: right now, and if I don't, if I don't allow 62 00:04:27,081 --> 00:04:30,521 Speaker 1: myself to really be in this and feel it and 63 00:04:30,721 --> 00:04:33,960 Speaker 1: use the tools that I have and the tools that 64 00:04:34,001 --> 00:04:37,841 Speaker 1: I teach and the tools that I share to help 65 00:04:37,841 --> 00:04:41,960 Speaker 1: myself through this. Like it really was just such a 66 00:04:42,001 --> 00:04:48,561 Speaker 1: moment of coming back to me and really nurturing myself 67 00:04:49,481 --> 00:04:56,760 Speaker 1: and giving myself some grace, forgiveness, compassion, understanding, especially in 68 00:04:56,801 --> 00:05:00,561 Speaker 1: a time where obviously the temperature of the world right 69 00:05:00,601 --> 00:05:10,320 Speaker 1: now is really intense. There's really it's I mean, I 70 00:05:10,320 --> 00:05:12,921 Speaker 1: don't need to tell you that. There's just obviously a 71 00:05:12,961 --> 00:05:15,881 Speaker 1: lot going on, and especially as a psychic medium through 72 00:05:15,921 --> 00:05:19,281 Speaker 1: the election time period, and I've got people messaging me 73 00:05:19,481 --> 00:05:21,841 Speaker 1: every day, this is what you said, what do you 74 00:05:21,841 --> 00:05:24,001 Speaker 1: think is going to happen? I'll be going to be okay, 75 00:05:24,201 --> 00:05:28,121 Speaker 1: I'm really afraid. I'm scared all of the above. And 76 00:05:28,161 --> 00:05:31,121 Speaker 1: there was just a lot of hate and a lot 77 00:05:31,281 --> 00:05:37,881 Speaker 1: of really vulnerable people. My heart was feeling the hurt, 78 00:05:38,201 --> 00:05:43,200 Speaker 1: especially on behalf of others, and I was just really 79 00:05:43,241 --> 00:05:49,041 Speaker 1: brought into my human which I've really really learned is 80 00:05:49,081 --> 00:05:53,241 Speaker 1: the most important thing that we can be doing right now. 81 00:05:53,801 --> 00:05:57,401 Speaker 1: So today I really just want to chat about all 82 00:05:57,521 --> 00:06:00,441 Speaker 1: the things within this time that have been coming up. 83 00:06:00,521 --> 00:06:03,401 Speaker 1: Obviously there's been some big things happening in the world, 84 00:06:03,801 --> 00:06:06,760 Speaker 1: and I'll continue to tell about that over the next 85 00:06:07,361 --> 00:06:10,161 Speaker 1: few podcasts, and we've got some great guests. He'll be 86 00:06:10,201 --> 00:06:13,361 Speaker 1: coming on and speaking to us. And I've really just 87 00:06:13,440 --> 00:06:16,561 Speaker 1: been trying to think, how do I really need to 88 00:06:16,561 --> 00:06:19,001 Speaker 1: be showing up right now, because you know, there's a 89 00:06:19,041 --> 00:06:21,121 Speaker 1: lot of As I said, there's a lot of noise, 90 00:06:21,721 --> 00:06:26,361 Speaker 1: there's a lot happening, and it can create some fear. 91 00:06:26,641 --> 00:06:31,041 Speaker 1: It can create not just fear, but also a reactiveness, 92 00:06:31,401 --> 00:06:35,081 Speaker 1: and we start to kind of even sort of get 93 00:06:35,081 --> 00:06:38,561 Speaker 1: on a bit of a pedestal and feel like, you know, 94 00:06:40,001 --> 00:06:42,441 Speaker 1: like what I say is right, what I feel is right. 95 00:06:42,521 --> 00:06:44,921 Speaker 1: This is the way we kind of start to feel 96 00:06:44,921 --> 00:06:47,161 Speaker 1: like we're a little bit better than everybody else and 97 00:06:48,041 --> 00:06:51,721 Speaker 1: whatever it is. And it really I think Spirit's just 98 00:06:51,880 --> 00:06:55,760 Speaker 1: given me so much guidance, Like my guides have just 99 00:06:55,921 --> 00:07:01,361 Speaker 1: been sharing some beautiful wisdom with me over the last 100 00:07:01,681 --> 00:07:05,281 Speaker 1: few weeks, and so I want to share that with you. 101 00:07:05,081 --> 00:07:09,281 Speaker 1: You're okay, but also, let's just take a big deep 102 00:07:09,320 --> 00:07:14,121 Speaker 1: breath also understanding. Sorry I said to take a big 103 00:07:14,161 --> 00:07:16,921 Speaker 1: deep breath and then forgot to actually fucking do it. 104 00:07:16,961 --> 00:07:18,841 Speaker 1: See this is what I mean, Right, I'll say it 105 00:07:18,881 --> 00:07:21,081 Speaker 1: to you guys, But I'm trying to learn to actually 106 00:07:21,841 --> 00:07:25,161 Speaker 1: take my own advice and not be a big, old 107 00:07:25,241 --> 00:07:29,121 Speaker 1: fucking hypocrite. But yes, here are the things that have 108 00:07:29,401 --> 00:07:36,521 Speaker 1: really been coming up. Slow down. We keep racing towards 109 00:07:36,601 --> 00:07:41,121 Speaker 1: a finish line that doesn't actually exist. We feel like 110 00:07:41,201 --> 00:07:46,041 Speaker 1: there's these these there are these these lines that we 111 00:07:46,121 --> 00:07:48,361 Speaker 1: have to do, that we have to get to, and 112 00:07:48,441 --> 00:07:50,921 Speaker 1: like we need to race towards them, and we need 113 00:07:50,961 --> 00:07:53,761 Speaker 1: to make sure that we have everything. We're doing all 114 00:07:53,801 --> 00:07:56,441 Speaker 1: the things, whether it's like career wise, and it's like, well, 115 00:07:56,481 --> 00:07:58,201 Speaker 1: I need to achieve this, this, this, this, this and 116 00:07:58,241 --> 00:08:00,801 Speaker 1: this because you know in this sort of certain amount 117 00:08:00,841 --> 00:08:03,081 Speaker 1: of time, and I know Spirit often says to me 118 00:08:03,201 --> 00:08:06,761 Speaker 1: there and because you know, my personal is quite obsessed 119 00:08:06,841 --> 00:08:11,201 Speaker 1: with succeeding and creating and reaching the next goal and 120 00:08:11,281 --> 00:08:13,921 Speaker 1: all of those sorts of things. So this is a 121 00:08:14,001 --> 00:08:17,361 Speaker 1: lesson that I know very well. Spirits sort of said 122 00:08:17,361 --> 00:08:20,081 Speaker 1: to me. They're like, I don't think you understand sort 123 00:08:20,121 --> 00:08:24,321 Speaker 1: of like the timeline of things, and that not everything 124 00:08:24,401 --> 00:08:27,601 Speaker 1: is supposed to be done right now. There is like 125 00:08:27,721 --> 00:08:30,921 Speaker 1: perfect timing for things. Just because you're thinking about something, 126 00:08:31,001 --> 00:08:33,481 Speaker 1: or just because you have an idea about something, or 127 00:08:33,521 --> 00:08:36,601 Speaker 1: just because you want to achieve something doesn't mean that 128 00:08:36,681 --> 00:08:40,721 Speaker 1: it needs to be achieved right now. Okay. They're like, 129 00:08:41,641 --> 00:08:47,881 Speaker 1: if you are constantly measuring your success by the things 130 00:08:47,881 --> 00:08:51,401 Speaker 1: that you're achieving on this list that you have, this like, 131 00:08:52,121 --> 00:08:54,761 Speaker 1: you know, list you're trying to tick off, and I'll 132 00:08:54,801 --> 00:08:58,481 Speaker 1: be successful if I'll be successful when, whether it's career, 133 00:08:58,521 --> 00:09:02,041 Speaker 1: whether it's family, whether it's house, whether it's relationship. They're like, 134 00:09:02,641 --> 00:09:05,681 Speaker 1: it's interesting because humans think that that is sort of 135 00:09:05,721 --> 00:09:08,001 Speaker 1: the point of life, right is to kind of achieve 136 00:09:08,041 --> 00:09:11,081 Speaker 1: a whole heap of things, is you know, And it 137 00:09:11,241 --> 00:09:14,321 Speaker 1: sort of starts in school. We get told like what 138 00:09:14,361 --> 00:09:16,001 Speaker 1: do you want to be when you grow up? And 139 00:09:16,321 --> 00:09:20,481 Speaker 1: you know, and aim is to get married and have 140 00:09:20,641 --> 00:09:23,681 Speaker 1: kids and buy a house, and get a degree and 141 00:09:24,161 --> 00:09:26,881 Speaker 1: get a you know, really good paying job and do 142 00:09:26,961 --> 00:09:28,721 Speaker 1: this that and all the other things. And these are 143 00:09:28,761 --> 00:09:33,201 Speaker 1: the measurements of success. Here's your here's your list to 144 00:09:33,281 --> 00:09:39,281 Speaker 1: tick off. They're like, that's not it. It's the moments 145 00:09:39,761 --> 00:09:43,001 Speaker 1: between all of those things that are the real measurement 146 00:09:43,321 --> 00:09:46,601 Speaker 1: of success, if that's the word that you want to use, 147 00:09:48,041 --> 00:09:52,361 Speaker 1: because those things never feel like success because you'll reach 148 00:09:52,441 --> 00:09:55,161 Speaker 1: one and then you're instantly forgotten about it and you're 149 00:09:55,161 --> 00:09:58,401 Speaker 1: reaching for the next thing anyway, and you'll continue to 150 00:09:58,441 --> 00:10:01,281 Speaker 1: do that until literally the day that you die. And 151 00:10:01,321 --> 00:10:04,081 Speaker 1: then what will be enough? Like which what will it be? 152 00:10:04,641 --> 00:10:09,481 Speaker 1: What will enough? And meanwhile you've actually missed out on 153 00:10:09,841 --> 00:10:14,841 Speaker 1: every single small moment, which when we think back to 154 00:10:15,001 --> 00:10:18,681 Speaker 1: like memories for example, and if you've listened to this 155 00:10:19,001 --> 00:10:22,801 Speaker 1: podcast and listen to when Sary came on and she 156 00:10:23,001 --> 00:10:27,881 Speaker 1: was talking about how one of the biggest points, you know, 157 00:10:27,921 --> 00:10:29,921 Speaker 1: if we're talking about what is the point of life, 158 00:10:30,321 --> 00:10:33,481 Speaker 1: one of the biggest points of life is to collect memories. 159 00:10:33,961 --> 00:10:37,681 Speaker 1: Because we take those memories, we take them into spirit, 160 00:10:38,481 --> 00:10:43,321 Speaker 1: we share them with others, and that is how we evolve, right, 161 00:10:44,521 --> 00:10:48,441 Speaker 1: that is how we you know, learn. And yet those 162 00:10:48,561 --> 00:10:52,201 Speaker 1: memories are often made in those what I call the 163 00:10:52,241 --> 00:10:56,561 Speaker 1: in between moments. And yet we don't consider any of 164 00:10:56,561 --> 00:11:01,681 Speaker 1: that a measurement of success within the world. We don't 165 00:11:01,721 --> 00:11:05,961 Speaker 1: consider how we're treating others a measurement of success. What 166 00:11:05,961 --> 00:11:09,281 Speaker 1: we're doing for our community a measurement of success. How 167 00:11:09,321 --> 00:11:12,601 Speaker 1: we're being present with ourselves and our families as a 168 00:11:12,641 --> 00:11:19,681 Speaker 1: measurement of success. We don't consider rest, slowing down, looking 169 00:11:19,841 --> 00:11:26,241 Speaker 1: after ourselves, looking after others, as a measurement of success. Instead, 170 00:11:26,401 --> 00:11:29,161 Speaker 1: we like a measurement of success is like how much 171 00:11:29,241 --> 00:11:31,841 Speaker 1: money we make, what our house looks like, where we live, 172 00:11:32,041 --> 00:11:35,281 Speaker 1: what we're doing for work, how many followers we have, 173 00:11:35,521 --> 00:11:39,881 Speaker 1: what are our clothes? Like all of these really quite capitalistic, 174 00:11:40,041 --> 00:11:45,241 Speaker 1: materialistic things. And they're not saying don't have those, because 175 00:11:45,241 --> 00:11:47,921 Speaker 1: that's important as well, you know, especially when it comes 176 00:11:47,921 --> 00:11:53,361 Speaker 1: from a place of passion and sort of seeing a 177 00:11:53,401 --> 00:11:57,241 Speaker 1: gap in society that you can a gap in community 178 00:11:57,321 --> 00:12:01,121 Speaker 1: that you can feel and you have the passion, the drive, 179 00:12:01,241 --> 00:12:06,801 Speaker 1: the skills and the heart to do that. But they're like, 180 00:12:08,001 --> 00:12:16,401 Speaker 1: you're missing everything if you aren't cherishing and recognizing those 181 00:12:16,481 --> 00:12:21,761 Speaker 1: small in between moments as the real purpose for being here. 182 00:12:23,641 --> 00:12:27,481 Speaker 1: You know, we often talk about what's my purpose? Why 183 00:12:27,521 --> 00:12:31,801 Speaker 1: am I here? And it's like, well, those moments, they're 184 00:12:31,841 --> 00:12:34,641 Speaker 1: the ones that when you're sitting there lying in your deathbed, 185 00:12:35,321 --> 00:12:38,521 Speaker 1: you're going to be wishing that you were more present 186 00:12:38,761 --> 00:12:43,681 Speaker 1: in those moments, more present in the moments of connection 187 00:12:44,081 --> 00:12:52,281 Speaker 1: and community and just holding your child or going out 188 00:12:52,401 --> 00:12:58,201 Speaker 1: dancing with friends, or sitting there watching the sunset, or 189 00:12:58,881 --> 00:13:02,561 Speaker 1: you know, being there for your community and helping others 190 00:13:02,841 --> 00:13:06,001 Speaker 1: and being involved, you know, so there the moments that 191 00:13:06,121 --> 00:13:09,441 Speaker 1: you're going to really be cherishing more than anything else. 192 00:13:10,321 --> 00:13:12,641 Speaker 1: So that for me was such a big wake up 193 00:13:12,681 --> 00:13:16,121 Speaker 1: call and something that I really had to like very 194 00:13:16,241 --> 00:13:20,321 Speaker 1: consciously shift. I went, you know what, my goal is 195 00:13:20,361 --> 00:13:23,401 Speaker 1: to shift my perspective. My goal is to shift my 196 00:13:23,481 --> 00:13:28,761 Speaker 1: idea of success. And by doing that, honestly, it has 197 00:13:28,921 --> 00:13:34,601 Speaker 1: for me brought so much calm, so much enjoyment. And 198 00:13:34,921 --> 00:13:38,921 Speaker 1: on the flip side, all of my career successes have 199 00:13:39,001 --> 00:13:41,561 Speaker 1: been going fine and great and it's like, oh wow, 200 00:13:41,601 --> 00:13:45,321 Speaker 1: the world doesn't end when I just stop and be present. 201 00:13:46,081 --> 00:13:49,601 Speaker 1: So just a reminder for everyone, big thing slowing down, 202 00:13:49,641 --> 00:13:53,121 Speaker 1: and again speaking to the slowing down, they're sort of 203 00:13:53,121 --> 00:13:56,401 Speaker 1: talking about, oh and sorry, actually collectively they want to 204 00:13:56,441 --> 00:14:00,441 Speaker 1: speak to this as well, Okay, thank you. Think about obviously, 205 00:14:00,961 --> 00:14:04,961 Speaker 1: the temperature of the world. There's a lot of there's 206 00:14:05,121 --> 00:14:08,401 Speaker 1: a lot of change that wants to happen, and people 207 00:14:08,641 --> 00:14:12,041 Speaker 1: really really really are wanting change. And one thing that 208 00:14:12,041 --> 00:14:14,401 Speaker 1: they've been saying to me, especially today, they're like, I 209 00:14:14,481 --> 00:14:16,881 Speaker 1: feel like you really need to talk about this is 210 00:14:17,001 --> 00:14:21,081 Speaker 1: recognizing that it's a long game, Okay, recognizing that the 211 00:14:21,241 --> 00:14:26,001 Speaker 1: change that we want doesn't just happen by talking about 212 00:14:26,041 --> 00:14:29,561 Speaker 1: It doesn't just happen by going the government sucks, it's 213 00:14:29,561 --> 00:14:34,361 Speaker 1: all shit, everything's fucked, the world is fucked, okay. It 214 00:14:34,561 --> 00:14:40,881 Speaker 1: happens by one recognizing things, by going like the energy 215 00:14:40,921 --> 00:14:43,161 Speaker 1: of that is not right those there are people that 216 00:14:43,241 --> 00:14:46,481 Speaker 1: are being hurt here. There are people that are vulnerable, 217 00:14:46,521 --> 00:14:49,801 Speaker 1: people being hurt here. And I really want to quickly 218 00:14:49,921 --> 00:14:53,881 Speaker 1: share this channel, this message that downloaded to me a 219 00:14:53,881 --> 00:14:56,881 Speaker 1: few weeks ago when I was in a real state 220 00:14:57,001 --> 00:15:00,561 Speaker 1: of like what is the fucking purpose? Like what am 221 00:15:00,601 --> 00:15:04,281 Speaker 1: I doing here? And I wrote this verbatim. Okay, so 222 00:15:04,281 --> 00:15:06,601 Speaker 1: I'm going to read it verbatim and in my glasses 223 00:15:06,641 --> 00:15:11,801 Speaker 1: on because I'm fucking blind. My guide said being spiritual 224 00:15:12,081 --> 00:15:18,641 Speaker 1: isn't about being spiritual. It's about being human, you know. 225 00:15:18,681 --> 00:15:21,241 Speaker 1: And I've spoken about that plenty times before. The whole 226 00:15:21,281 --> 00:15:23,481 Speaker 1: fucking reason where here is to be human, not to 227 00:15:23,521 --> 00:15:27,721 Speaker 1: be some fucking spirit god, otherwise why be here? You know? 228 00:15:28,121 --> 00:15:31,161 Speaker 1: Float back up, and they said being the best human 229 00:15:31,441 --> 00:15:35,521 Speaker 1: that you can be, which doesn't mean to say be 230 00:15:35,521 --> 00:15:40,561 Speaker 1: better than others. It doesn't mean aim to be the best. 231 00:15:41,441 --> 00:15:47,961 Speaker 1: It means understanding humanity, understanding that at its core, the 232 00:15:48,001 --> 00:15:53,241 Speaker 1: blessing of being human is to feel love and spread love. 233 00:15:54,561 --> 00:15:59,041 Speaker 1: It is to learn where love is missing and use 234 00:15:59,081 --> 00:16:03,881 Speaker 1: that as a spark to insert it where you missed it. Okay, 235 00:16:03,921 --> 00:16:06,801 Speaker 1: So what they meant by that was think about kind 236 00:16:06,801 --> 00:16:12,401 Speaker 1: of using like your own trauma and experiences as your 237 00:16:12,601 --> 00:16:17,801 Speaker 1: inspiration to understand where people might need the love that 238 00:16:17,881 --> 00:16:22,521 Speaker 1: you missed, because like a lot of our traumas or 239 00:16:22,561 --> 00:16:28,121 Speaker 1: our experiences kind of all center around some kind of love, 240 00:16:28,801 --> 00:16:37,001 Speaker 1: lack of lack of safety, lack of autonomy, things like that. Okay, 241 00:16:37,081 --> 00:16:42,041 Speaker 1: so what they're saying is take that, recognize where that 242 00:16:42,201 --> 00:16:46,161 Speaker 1: is missing within the world, and take your lessons and 243 00:16:46,201 --> 00:16:49,481 Speaker 1: your knowledge from what you've learned from it, and insert 244 00:16:49,561 --> 00:16:54,921 Speaker 1: it there because you understand, you understand what that feels like. Okay. 245 00:16:55,521 --> 00:16:58,241 Speaker 1: It's not to be better then or greater then. Okay, 246 00:16:58,641 --> 00:17:03,841 Speaker 1: big fucking theme. We're not here to be better, bigger, 247 00:17:04,041 --> 00:17:11,721 Speaker 1: greater than anybody else. Okay, it's not to ascend beyond it. 248 00:17:11,721 --> 00:17:14,761 Speaker 1: It is to be a part of it. You will 249 00:17:14,801 --> 00:17:19,440 Speaker 1: learn more from each other than you ever will from us. Okay. 250 00:17:19,521 --> 00:17:23,561 Speaker 1: That was such a big thing. They're like stop, Like, yes, 251 00:17:23,600 --> 00:17:26,321 Speaker 1: we're here to guide you yes, we're here to help you, 252 00:17:27,160 --> 00:17:31,080 Speaker 1: but speak to the other fucking humans down there. They said, 253 00:17:31,160 --> 00:17:34,761 Speaker 1: Our job, honestly is to continue to push you down, 254 00:17:35,041 --> 00:17:38,360 Speaker 1: as in push us down to earth, not like fucking 255 00:17:38,481 --> 00:17:42,080 Speaker 1: kick us over and be like take that bitch. They 256 00:17:42,080 --> 00:17:45,521 Speaker 1: were like explaining that quite energetically. They're like, it's just 257 00:17:45,721 --> 00:17:48,041 Speaker 1: constantly going no, no, no, no, be down there, be 258 00:17:48,201 --> 00:17:51,121 Speaker 1: down there, be down there. Okay, oh yeah, they said, 259 00:17:51,160 --> 00:17:55,361 Speaker 1: as in push you into earth, into the experience of it. 260 00:17:56,521 --> 00:18:00,720 Speaker 1: Why aren't you listening to each other, each person needing 261 00:18:00,761 --> 00:18:04,801 Speaker 1: to be louder than the last. Here the ones who 262 00:18:04,840 --> 00:18:09,360 Speaker 1: have lost the most, because they by far have the 263 00:18:09,400 --> 00:18:14,241 Speaker 1: most to give. They have suffered and lost, and their 264 00:18:14,321 --> 00:18:20,121 Speaker 1: hurt has turned into knowledge. When the right people experience 265 00:18:20,201 --> 00:18:24,600 Speaker 1: the wrong thing, they will use it as ammunition for purpose. 266 00:18:25,840 --> 00:18:29,481 Speaker 1: It becomes the beating drum to their every day. Their 267 00:18:29,481 --> 00:18:33,400 Speaker 1: depth of experience means that their depth of compassion is 268 00:18:33,441 --> 00:18:38,561 Speaker 1: deeper than yours. So listen to them when they yell 269 00:18:38,801 --> 00:18:45,401 Speaker 1: and scream, listen. And when they were explaining the people 270 00:18:45,481 --> 00:18:48,400 Speaker 1: who have lost the most, the ones who we really 271 00:18:48,441 --> 00:18:52,441 Speaker 1: need to be listening to, they're talking like the indigenous. 272 00:18:52,721 --> 00:18:58,441 Speaker 1: They're like, fucking listen. Listen to the most oppressed people 273 00:18:58,640 --> 00:19:04,400 Speaker 1: on that planet. Listen to poverty stricken, the people in 274 00:19:04,441 --> 00:19:09,600 Speaker 1: the third world, world countries, the people experiencing war and 275 00:19:10,160 --> 00:19:15,680 Speaker 1: jet aside. Listen to those people. Don't listen to those 276 00:19:15,801 --> 00:19:19,880 Speaker 1: who don't really have that much to lose or have 277 00:19:20,001 --> 00:19:26,041 Speaker 1: lost very much, because they are they are evolution. The 278 00:19:26,120 --> 00:19:28,561 Speaker 1: more that we and especially we are literally Pluto's just 279 00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:31,600 Speaker 1: come into a into aquarius, then we'll do an episode 280 00:19:31,600 --> 00:19:33,281 Speaker 1: on that with someone who knows about it way more 281 00:19:33,321 --> 00:19:35,840 Speaker 1: than I do. But what I do know is that 282 00:19:37,120 --> 00:19:41,080 Speaker 1: it is fucking revolution time, baby. It is time where 283 00:19:41,160 --> 00:19:46,080 Speaker 1: and we're seeing it. We're seeing indigenous women standing up 284 00:19:46,201 --> 00:19:52,321 Speaker 1: and fucking yelling and screaming and saying listen, and people 285 00:19:52,400 --> 00:19:55,400 Speaker 1: will police them and tell them that they're saying it wrong, 286 00:19:55,481 --> 00:19:58,760 Speaker 1: that they're speaking wrong, that they're being and polite there whatever, 287 00:19:59,241 --> 00:20:03,041 Speaker 1: but they're not being heard any other way. Listen to 288 00:20:03,160 --> 00:20:07,561 Speaker 1: those people. The people who have lost the most have 289 00:20:07,681 --> 00:20:11,881 Speaker 1: acquired more knowledge than we have. So what we need 290 00:20:11,921 --> 00:20:18,480 Speaker 1: to be doing is listening. Okay, they're like and within 291 00:20:18,561 --> 00:20:22,360 Speaker 1: that as well, and they're saying again, like we're kind 292 00:20:22,360 --> 00:20:25,521 Speaker 1: of getting caught up in these wrongs and these rights 293 00:20:25,561 --> 00:20:29,000 Speaker 1: of the world, okay, and we're kind of, you know, 294 00:20:29,721 --> 00:20:33,120 Speaker 1: getting swept up in all of that as opposed to 295 00:20:34,481 --> 00:20:37,521 Speaker 1: listening to the people again who have lost the most, 296 00:20:37,561 --> 00:20:40,880 Speaker 1: the people who have had sort of like the most, 297 00:20:42,080 --> 00:20:49,001 Speaker 1: who have experienced hate from the world more than anybody else. Okay, 298 00:20:50,041 --> 00:20:54,681 Speaker 1: they're the ones who need our love, attention, compassion, and 299 00:20:54,880 --> 00:20:58,640 Speaker 1: we can learn the most from so super duper important 300 00:20:58,721 --> 00:21:00,521 Speaker 1: and I love that they shared that, and just the 301 00:21:00,600 --> 00:21:04,201 Speaker 1: concept of like, stop trying to be the best fucking person. 302 00:21:05,241 --> 00:21:08,281 Speaker 1: That's that's not the point. And the other things that 303 00:21:08,321 --> 00:21:12,481 Speaker 1: they were talking about was speaking into like what's within 304 00:21:12,521 --> 00:21:16,480 Speaker 1: our control? Okay, what power do I have and what 305 00:21:16,561 --> 00:21:19,401 Speaker 1: do I have control over? Okay, because there's a lot 306 00:21:19,400 --> 00:21:21,521 Speaker 1: that we don't have control over it. In reiki, we 307 00:21:22,321 --> 00:21:25,521 Speaker 1: one of the pillars that in dr U Sui is reiki, 308 00:21:25,521 --> 00:21:28,241 Speaker 1: which is what I teach and is the most traditional 309 00:21:28,281 --> 00:21:32,681 Speaker 1: form he talks about. It's called just for today, do 310 00:21:32,681 --> 00:21:35,281 Speaker 1: not worry. And I always say to people like, it's 311 00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:37,681 Speaker 1: more than that, right, because it's not as like if 312 00:21:37,681 --> 00:21:40,160 Speaker 1: you just tell someone, oh, have you just tried not worrying, 313 00:21:40,241 --> 00:21:42,880 Speaker 1: it's like, oh my god, wow, I can't believe I 314 00:21:42,921 --> 00:21:45,441 Speaker 1: didn't think of that. That solves all of my life's problems. 315 00:21:45,721 --> 00:21:49,961 Speaker 1: But what reiki does teach is that the only thing 316 00:21:50,041 --> 00:21:53,880 Speaker 1: you literally have control over ever at any given time 317 00:21:54,120 --> 00:21:59,360 Speaker 1: is what you are doing right now, right now, in 318 00:21:59,441 --> 00:22:01,640 Speaker 1: this present moment, what you were doing, not what anybody 319 00:22:01,681 --> 00:22:04,721 Speaker 1: else is doing. You can't control that. You can't control 320 00:22:04,761 --> 00:22:09,600 Speaker 1: any thing that has happened up until this very moment. Okay, 321 00:22:10,001 --> 00:22:13,280 Speaker 1: So if you find yourself stuck in the worry of 322 00:22:13,321 --> 00:22:16,001 Speaker 1: the past and the what ifs and that I wish 323 00:22:16,041 --> 00:22:20,680 Speaker 1: I did, and the struggling to forgive and accept and 324 00:22:20,801 --> 00:22:24,240 Speaker 1: surrender to past versions of ourselves and maybe things that 325 00:22:24,281 --> 00:22:26,600 Speaker 1: we've done or things that we've experienced, or things that 326 00:22:26,640 --> 00:22:31,521 Speaker 1: we wish we hadn't. Whatever that is, it's done. We 327 00:22:31,681 --> 00:22:34,120 Speaker 1: have no control over it. The only thing we have 328 00:22:34,201 --> 00:22:37,600 Speaker 1: control over is us right now in this moment. And 329 00:22:37,640 --> 00:22:40,120 Speaker 1: that goes for the future as well, when we find 330 00:22:40,160 --> 00:22:43,720 Speaker 1: ourselves getting caught up in the what's going to happen, 331 00:22:44,120 --> 00:22:46,080 Speaker 1: what's next? I don't know what to do, I don't 332 00:22:46,080 --> 00:22:48,041 Speaker 1: know what's you know, all of these things that could 333 00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:51,080 Speaker 1: happen or might happen, or all of that. Again, they're 334 00:22:51,120 --> 00:22:55,360 Speaker 1: like the only thing that determines your future. Is what 335 00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:58,081 Speaker 1: you're doing right now. That's it. That's the only thing 336 00:22:58,120 --> 00:23:01,761 Speaker 1: that you have control over. So really like coming back 337 00:23:01,801 --> 00:23:05,321 Speaker 1: to constantly what do I have control over? I have 338 00:23:05,360 --> 00:23:08,680 Speaker 1: control over me? What do I have power over? I 339 00:23:08,721 --> 00:23:13,520 Speaker 1: have power over myself. I have power remembering that power 340 00:23:13,801 --> 00:23:17,681 Speaker 1: and that's not power over others. Okay, I love I 341 00:23:17,681 --> 00:23:20,601 Speaker 1: think it was Brene Brown. She said, there's a difference 342 00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:25,080 Speaker 1: between power of power too and power for. And I 343 00:23:25,120 --> 00:23:29,080 Speaker 1: always think about that when in any scenario, whether it's 344 00:23:30,201 --> 00:23:34,561 Speaker 1: considering somebody else's intention, is there intention power of power 345 00:23:34,640 --> 00:23:38,400 Speaker 1: for or power to? Considering my own intention? Is this 346 00:23:38,561 --> 00:23:43,561 Speaker 1: power of power for? Or power too? Okay? So just 347 00:23:43,600 --> 00:23:48,120 Speaker 1: really thinking about that and in regards to what do 348 00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:51,280 Speaker 1: I have control over? Okay. And Spirit was telling me 349 00:23:51,321 --> 00:23:55,080 Speaker 1: this this morning, and this has been a bit of 350 00:23:55,080 --> 00:24:00,640 Speaker 1: a theme for me as well. Get involved, take action. Okay, 351 00:24:01,201 --> 00:24:04,880 Speaker 1: don't just say the government sucks. The world is far, 352 00:24:05,721 --> 00:24:09,881 Speaker 1: everything's going to shit. They're trying to, you know, control 353 00:24:09,961 --> 00:24:12,400 Speaker 1: our minds, now this, now that, and everything else. And 354 00:24:12,441 --> 00:24:14,920 Speaker 1: we're getting caught up in the words and the fear 355 00:24:15,001 --> 00:24:17,241 Speaker 1: and the and the all of those sorts of things, 356 00:24:17,241 --> 00:24:20,041 Speaker 1: which is easily done. I've been there. We've all been there, 357 00:24:20,120 --> 00:24:26,600 Speaker 1: and there's a way to listen and take things on 358 00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:32,120 Speaker 1: and go that's really interesting without it turning into a 359 00:24:32,281 --> 00:24:39,001 Speaker 1: fuel that can become hateful and can actually be the 360 00:24:39,001 --> 00:24:42,801 Speaker 1: opposite of productive and be the opposite of helpful, and 361 00:24:42,921 --> 00:24:50,920 Speaker 1: can just turn into more toxic words and become more 362 00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:54,600 Speaker 1: just like like toxic fluff in the world, you know, 363 00:24:54,801 --> 00:25:01,080 Speaker 1: without any actual real action. It's actually just adding fuel 364 00:25:01,201 --> 00:25:05,441 Speaker 1: to sort of a hateful fire, and it's and it's 365 00:25:05,561 --> 00:25:11,440 Speaker 1: not doing anything other than harming people. Okay, think about 366 00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:15,241 Speaker 1: like the impact of your words or the impact of 367 00:25:15,521 --> 00:25:18,080 Speaker 1: what you're doing and what you're involved in. Is this 368 00:25:18,241 --> 00:25:22,480 Speaker 1: hurting or harming? And like really think about like the 369 00:25:22,681 --> 00:25:27,160 Speaker 1: people again constantly bring it back down to not the words, 370 00:25:27,241 --> 00:25:29,440 Speaker 1: not the language, not what we're being told, not what 371 00:25:29,441 --> 00:25:33,480 Speaker 1: you're hearing, not the circles that you're in, nothing like that. People, 372 00:25:34,561 --> 00:25:36,600 Speaker 1: Are you judging people that you don't even know? Are 373 00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:38,240 Speaker 1: you trying to tell people how to live and you 374 00:25:38,241 --> 00:25:42,400 Speaker 1: don't even and you know nothing about them? Okay, again, 375 00:25:42,600 --> 00:25:45,920 Speaker 1: you're not better then, you don't know better than somebody. 376 00:25:45,961 --> 00:25:47,880 Speaker 1: You can't tell somebody what to do with their life, 377 00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:50,481 Speaker 1: and their body and how they should express and who 378 00:25:50,521 --> 00:25:55,120 Speaker 1: they should be. Like, nobody died and made you fucking 379 00:25:55,201 --> 00:26:00,920 Speaker 1: Jesus Christ or source fucking energy. Okay, we need to 380 00:26:01,120 --> 00:26:05,440 Speaker 1: just take a back fucking seed and go who do 381 00:26:05,481 --> 00:26:09,561 Speaker 1: I have control over me? Cool? That's great, nobody else. 382 00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:13,120 Speaker 1: But if you do have a problem with the world 383 00:26:13,241 --> 00:26:16,401 Speaker 1: or the government or the whatever, else, Like one thing 384 00:26:16,441 --> 00:26:19,041 Speaker 1: that I've sort of learned and what I'm being told 385 00:26:19,201 --> 00:26:23,521 Speaker 1: is like, well, get involved. Don't be upset with the government, 386 00:26:23,600 --> 00:26:26,160 Speaker 1: but then and shit on it and say it's the 387 00:26:26,201 --> 00:26:29,840 Speaker 1: worst thing in the world, but not be involved. Recognize 388 00:26:29,921 --> 00:26:34,120 Speaker 1: that this is the very human thing that we're working with. Okay, 389 00:26:34,521 --> 00:26:37,721 Speaker 1: me personally, I've signed up to volunteer. It's a volunteer 390 00:26:37,721 --> 00:26:39,961 Speaker 1: for the Greens Party because I want to be a 391 00:26:40,001 --> 00:26:41,240 Speaker 1: part of it. I want to be a part of 392 00:26:41,241 --> 00:26:43,561 Speaker 1: the conversation. I don't want to just be some fucking 393 00:26:44,321 --> 00:26:48,080 Speaker 1: spiritual person who thinks that I'm above all of it 394 00:26:48,160 --> 00:26:50,120 Speaker 1: and that I can just descend it all and that 395 00:26:50,241 --> 00:26:53,721 Speaker 1: if I'm just you know, in high vibe feelings, then 396 00:26:53,921 --> 00:26:57,001 Speaker 1: like that will do it. No, I want to actually 397 00:26:57,681 --> 00:27:01,960 Speaker 1: be the change that I want to be involved. I 398 00:27:02,001 --> 00:27:03,880 Speaker 1: want to be the change. I want my kids to 399 00:27:03,921 --> 00:27:07,840 Speaker 1: see that, Like it's important that we use our human 400 00:27:07,880 --> 00:27:11,600 Speaker 1: bodies to be involved in the very human things, Like 401 00:27:11,721 --> 00:27:16,120 Speaker 1: these things are important, like don't just say shit, take action, 402 00:27:16,400 --> 00:27:20,920 Speaker 1: get involved in the humanness. Okay, that is what we 403 00:27:20,961 --> 00:27:23,681 Speaker 1: are here for. We're not here to be above it 404 00:27:23,761 --> 00:27:27,201 Speaker 1: and better than it. Okay. And again this is all 405 00:27:27,281 --> 00:27:31,161 Speaker 1: coming from just a place of like I've been on 406 00:27:31,201 --> 00:27:34,001 Speaker 1: this journey as well, and these were all things that 407 00:27:34,481 --> 00:27:38,640 Speaker 1: I just one like the settling into the humanness. That 408 00:27:38,721 --> 00:27:41,321 Speaker 1: takes the pressure off as well. Okay, we don't need 409 00:27:41,360 --> 00:27:44,921 Speaker 1: to be oh like, we don't need to be better 410 00:27:44,961 --> 00:27:47,480 Speaker 1: than anybody else. That's not what we're here to do. Okay, 411 00:27:47,521 --> 00:27:51,840 Speaker 1: that's the opposite in fact, Like if anything, we want 412 00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:55,240 Speaker 1: to get on the same like not even get on 413 00:27:55,241 --> 00:27:57,521 Speaker 1: the same level, because we are all on the same level. 414 00:27:57,880 --> 00:28:01,481 Speaker 1: If you truly think that you have you are above 415 00:28:01,721 --> 00:28:04,801 Speaker 1: other people, Like you're the one who needs to be 416 00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:08,361 Speaker 1: doing the most amount of work right now around that. 417 00:28:08,360 --> 00:28:11,121 Speaker 1: That's sort of the thing that we maybe you need 418 00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:16,001 Speaker 1: to be looking into. It's not productive, it doesn't help. 419 00:28:16,201 --> 00:28:20,761 Speaker 1: Like the thing that I'm constantly thinking about is evolution 420 00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:25,120 Speaker 1: and moving forward and taking on what's new and not 421 00:28:25,201 --> 00:28:31,120 Speaker 1: going backwards, but yeah, forever like learning, like how are 422 00:28:31,160 --> 00:28:34,640 Speaker 1: we evolving? And it's really beautiful. I guess that is 423 00:28:34,681 --> 00:28:39,041 Speaker 1: something like having the connection to to spirit and having 424 00:28:39,161 --> 00:28:44,720 Speaker 1: connection to you know, different life forces as well and 425 00:28:44,761 --> 00:28:50,201 Speaker 1: different galactic beings. They share that and teach that into 426 00:28:50,201 --> 00:28:54,921 Speaker 1: such a such a beautiful way where they're just like 427 00:28:56,921 --> 00:29:00,081 Speaker 1: just look at each other, like soul to soul. You know, 428 00:29:00,641 --> 00:29:04,561 Speaker 1: how did those the people that you're judging, would they 429 00:29:04,561 --> 00:29:08,481 Speaker 1: be judging you the same amount that you judge them. 430 00:29:08,881 --> 00:29:11,161 Speaker 1: Would they be telling you how to live the same 431 00:29:11,161 --> 00:29:13,081 Speaker 1: way that you're telling them how to live and how 432 00:29:13,081 --> 00:29:16,761 Speaker 1: to exist? Have you ever had a conversation with them? 433 00:29:17,001 --> 00:29:19,681 Speaker 1: Have you ever noticed what they do for the world, 434 00:29:20,441 --> 00:29:24,081 Speaker 1: the kindness they inject, the way that they treat others. 435 00:29:24,641 --> 00:29:27,361 Speaker 1: Have you ever noticed that? And maybe that's something you 436 00:29:27,401 --> 00:29:32,761 Speaker 1: should be noticing beyond anything else. Okay. The other thing, 437 00:29:32,881 --> 00:29:39,361 Speaker 1: especially coming into Christmas time, is choosing peace for ourself. Okay, 438 00:29:40,081 --> 00:29:43,521 Speaker 1: And they don't mean just like choosing peace as in 439 00:29:43,721 --> 00:29:48,641 Speaker 1: like you know, choosing whatever is like calm or I'm 440 00:29:48,681 --> 00:29:51,361 Speaker 1: not getting involved in things because I need to choose 441 00:29:51,441 --> 00:29:55,361 Speaker 1: my cheap piece and being my piece, like obviously there's 442 00:29:55,601 --> 00:29:59,401 Speaker 1: there's a balance to it, and sometimes peace comes in 443 00:29:59,441 --> 00:30:04,801 Speaker 1: the form of quite dramatic action, you know, peace comes 444 00:30:04,801 --> 00:30:09,801 Speaker 1: in the form of speaking up and having to be 445 00:30:10,401 --> 00:30:15,841 Speaker 1: in a state of confrontation or making a drastic decision 446 00:30:16,241 --> 00:30:19,641 Speaker 1: or whatever it is. Okay, but really think about, you know, 447 00:30:19,881 --> 00:30:23,401 Speaker 1: your life, think about how you feel, think about I 448 00:30:23,601 --> 00:30:25,200 Speaker 1: like to think about the things in my life and 449 00:30:25,241 --> 00:30:28,681 Speaker 1: what does feel like peace? Does my relationship feel like peace? 450 00:30:29,481 --> 00:30:32,921 Speaker 1: Does my family feel like peace? The people in my life? 451 00:30:33,001 --> 00:30:35,881 Speaker 1: Does that person feel like peace to me? Does this 452 00:30:36,121 --> 00:30:39,161 Speaker 1: work or this job does that feel like peace? You know? 453 00:30:39,361 --> 00:30:41,681 Speaker 1: Does it feel And when I say peace, I mean 454 00:30:41,841 --> 00:30:46,321 Speaker 1: just that feeling, not like the word, the feeling, that 455 00:30:46,401 --> 00:30:49,881 Speaker 1: feeling of peace, that feeling of feeling safe peace, that 456 00:30:50,641 --> 00:30:56,440 Speaker 1: feeling of feeling like you can be yourself completely because 457 00:30:56,481 --> 00:30:59,681 Speaker 1: that's peaceful, right. Having to be dishonest about who you 458 00:30:59,761 --> 00:31:04,521 Speaker 1: are and feeling like you are having to overthink and 459 00:31:04,721 --> 00:31:08,841 Speaker 1: over analyze everything that you do and every word that 460 00:31:08,881 --> 00:31:11,520 Speaker 1: you say and every single way that you show up. 461 00:31:11,561 --> 00:31:15,161 Speaker 1: That doesn't feel like peace. Okay, So they're like, really 462 00:31:15,561 --> 00:31:18,321 Speaker 1: consider that, you know, and if you're feeling like your 463 00:31:18,361 --> 00:31:23,321 Speaker 1: life is feeling very stressful, and it's feeling like so 464 00:31:23,521 --> 00:31:29,201 Speaker 1: discombobulated and you're not enjoying it. Really like strip it back. 465 00:31:29,681 --> 00:31:32,881 Speaker 1: What's not feeling peaceful right now? What do I need 466 00:31:32,921 --> 00:31:35,681 Speaker 1: to be saying yes two more? What do I need 467 00:31:35,721 --> 00:31:38,601 Speaker 1: to be saying no to more? What feels more like 468 00:31:38,721 --> 00:31:42,961 Speaker 1: peace right now? And especially at a time where it 469 00:31:43,001 --> 00:31:45,161 Speaker 1: feels like there's not a lot of that going on 470 00:31:45,481 --> 00:31:50,921 Speaker 1: in the world, So just really considering that. And lastly, 471 00:31:51,001 --> 00:31:53,200 Speaker 1: I mean, I've got so many more things that I 472 00:31:53,201 --> 00:31:55,121 Speaker 1: feel like I could talk about for one hundred years. 473 00:31:55,201 --> 00:31:57,521 Speaker 1: This is what happens when I disappear. I'm like, I'm back, 474 00:31:57,641 --> 00:32:02,001 Speaker 1: and anyway, I could write four novels by coming into 475 00:32:02,081 --> 00:32:05,521 Speaker 1: this season spend I know, I feel like a lot 476 00:32:05,561 --> 00:32:08,801 Speaker 1: of people have been isolating a bit more as far 477 00:32:08,841 --> 00:32:12,041 Speaker 1: as just feeling I think because of how everyone's been feeling, 478 00:32:12,041 --> 00:32:14,361 Speaker 1: and maybe we've just been trying to sort of navigate it, 479 00:32:14,721 --> 00:32:17,281 Speaker 1: work it out for ourselves, and like you know, it's 480 00:32:17,321 --> 00:32:19,521 Speaker 1: been quite stressful and full on at the moment, we've 481 00:32:19,521 --> 00:32:22,440 Speaker 1: sort of been like isolating ourselves from people. We haven't 482 00:32:22,481 --> 00:32:29,200 Speaker 1: really been socializing as much in the way of real socialization, 483 00:32:29,441 --> 00:32:33,921 Speaker 1: not just like being around people, but being around people 484 00:32:34,241 --> 00:32:37,841 Speaker 1: who we can be really honest with, okay, because I 485 00:32:37,921 --> 00:32:40,761 Speaker 1: think there's a lot of people who've been feeling bit 486 00:32:40,881 --> 00:32:43,841 Speaker 1: shitty lately, to be honest, but feeling like they don't 487 00:32:43,841 --> 00:32:46,481 Speaker 1: want to burden anybody else, or feeling like they don't 488 00:32:47,081 --> 00:32:49,681 Speaker 1: they don't even know how to really articulate the feeling 489 00:32:49,961 --> 00:32:53,401 Speaker 1: as well, so they've just kind of been like isolating, 490 00:32:53,961 --> 00:32:57,001 Speaker 1: kind of shutting themselves off. And there's a period of 491 00:32:57,041 --> 00:33:00,081 Speaker 1: that that's important. Sometimes it's good for us to sort 492 00:33:00,121 --> 00:33:02,521 Speaker 1: of just spend some time in our own energy, really 493 00:33:02,601 --> 00:33:05,001 Speaker 1: understanding how we feel and why we feel that way. 494 00:33:05,201 --> 00:33:07,200 Speaker 1: But Spirit's like, okay, it's time to come out of 495 00:33:07,201 --> 00:33:10,881 Speaker 1: your cave now, little bears, time to come out. Spring 496 00:33:10,961 --> 00:33:14,361 Speaker 1: has sprung, the winter has passed. Okay. But they're like, 497 00:33:14,641 --> 00:33:21,441 Speaker 1: choose who you spend time with wisely, Okay, be around 498 00:33:21,521 --> 00:33:27,121 Speaker 1: people who you can be really honest with and like 499 00:33:27,641 --> 00:33:31,641 Speaker 1: not small talk conversation, no, no, how are you really feeling? 500 00:33:32,481 --> 00:33:37,601 Speaker 1: What have you been going through? Really consciously take time 501 00:33:38,361 --> 00:33:41,761 Speaker 1: to spend time with people who make you feel good. 502 00:33:41,921 --> 00:33:45,361 Speaker 1: And then, lastly, so the analogy that Spirit gave me was, 503 00:33:45,601 --> 00:33:49,521 Speaker 1: imagine you invite all your friends or family whatever over 504 00:33:49,561 --> 00:33:51,720 Speaker 1: for dinner, and you're like, yep, can't wait to have 505 00:33:51,761 --> 00:33:55,041 Speaker 1: everyone over for this big dinner at my house. And 506 00:33:55,081 --> 00:34:00,841 Speaker 1: while everyone else is socializing, talking, laughing, having a drink, whatever, 507 00:34:01,121 --> 00:34:04,201 Speaker 1: catching up, playing board games, having the best time ever, 508 00:34:05,201 --> 00:34:08,960 Speaker 1: you were stressed off your fucking face, trying to put 509 00:34:08,961 --> 00:34:13,841 Speaker 1: on a roast, trying to like make the house look amazing, 510 00:34:14,081 --> 00:34:18,841 Speaker 1: every little detail everything is perfect, making sure every single 511 00:34:18,881 --> 00:34:21,601 Speaker 1: detail is perfect, and you've got above and beyond, and 512 00:34:21,641 --> 00:34:27,081 Speaker 1: you're so stressed that you are basically hating it. You're like, 513 00:34:27,321 --> 00:34:30,281 Speaker 1: this is so stressful. I'm not having a good time 514 00:34:30,401 --> 00:34:34,961 Speaker 1: at all. And while you are so busy and consumed 515 00:34:35,121 --> 00:34:37,921 Speaker 1: making sure everything is perfect and making it bigger than 516 00:34:37,961 --> 00:34:42,881 Speaker 1: Ben fucking her and putting all that effort in, you've 517 00:34:42,961 --> 00:34:50,241 Speaker 1: missed out on the connection, the joy, the fun, the love, 518 00:34:50,921 --> 00:34:53,960 Speaker 1: the all of those things that were right in front 519 00:34:54,001 --> 00:35:00,081 Speaker 1: of you. Take that energy into especially the rest of 520 00:35:00,121 --> 00:35:03,041 Speaker 1: this year, where we can get really caught up in 521 00:35:03,121 --> 00:35:05,841 Speaker 1: the what are we doing, how we doing it? Making 522 00:35:05,881 --> 00:35:09,481 Speaker 1: sure everything's perfect, making sure everything is like you know, 523 00:35:09,561 --> 00:35:13,361 Speaker 1: it can become a bit of an over consumerists, just 524 00:35:13,841 --> 00:35:18,161 Speaker 1: perfectiony comparisony. That's not a fucking word, But you know 525 00:35:18,241 --> 00:35:21,121 Speaker 1: what I mean time of year, and that's not just 526 00:35:21,241 --> 00:35:23,921 Speaker 1: like fucking Christmas Day itself. I'm just talking in general. 527 00:35:23,961 --> 00:35:26,841 Speaker 1: We can and in general just getting caught up in 528 00:35:27,041 --> 00:35:31,561 Speaker 1: just the perfectedness of it all and the stressing so 529 00:35:31,801 --> 00:35:38,081 Speaker 1: much that we miss the things that are important, as 530 00:35:38,121 --> 00:35:41,721 Speaker 1: I said, the fun, the connection, the love, the joy, 531 00:35:42,201 --> 00:35:47,440 Speaker 1: the conversation, the all of those things that are right 532 00:35:47,521 --> 00:35:50,801 Speaker 1: in front of us, and we are missing it completely 533 00:35:50,881 --> 00:35:54,721 Speaker 1: because we are so stressed that we end up not 534 00:35:54,961 --> 00:36:05,721 Speaker 1: enjoying it. So please, please, let's try our best to 535 00:36:06,001 --> 00:36:10,241 Speaker 1: enjoy what is right in front of us that we 536 00:36:10,361 --> 00:36:17,801 Speaker 1: might be missing because we're two in our heads. We're 537 00:36:17,881 --> 00:36:22,721 Speaker 1: too stressed thinking about everything. We haven't done, everything we 538 00:36:22,841 --> 00:36:27,081 Speaker 1: need to do, everything that's not perfect, everything that's not right, 539 00:36:27,761 --> 00:36:31,960 Speaker 1: or anything else, and because of that, we've missed it all. 540 00:36:32,721 --> 00:36:35,601 Speaker 1: We're missing or the good shit that's right in front 541 00:36:35,601 --> 00:36:38,681 Speaker 1: of you. And like circling back to the first thing 542 00:36:38,681 --> 00:36:40,681 Speaker 1: that I said at the beginning of the episode, when 543 00:36:40,681 --> 00:36:43,481 Speaker 1: we were talking about missing out on the small moments 544 00:36:43,521 --> 00:36:48,401 Speaker 1: that are actually the big moments, the memories that make 545 00:36:48,561 --> 00:36:54,081 Speaker 1: life what it is. It's the entire purpose. So if 546 00:36:54,121 --> 00:36:58,201 Speaker 1: you're looking for purpose. That's it. That is fucking it. 547 00:36:59,401 --> 00:37:04,081 Speaker 1: Thank you so much guys listening to my ted talk 548 00:37:05,241 --> 00:37:09,761 Speaker 1: and for being patient with me while I took some 549 00:37:09,841 --> 00:37:13,561 Speaker 1: time off to consider what a padded room might feel 550 00:37:13,601 --> 00:37:17,361 Speaker 1: like and how that might be quite enjoyable and quiet 551 00:37:17,481 --> 00:37:21,001 Speaker 1: and what I really felt like I needed at some stages. 552 00:37:21,041 --> 00:37:24,921 Speaker 1: To be honest, it was quite a time. But also 553 00:37:25,841 --> 00:37:28,960 Speaker 1: look after each other, check in on your friends, check 554 00:37:29,001 --> 00:37:33,841 Speaker 1: in on yourself. A reminder that I do group healings 555 00:37:33,961 --> 00:37:36,721 Speaker 1: every single week. I've been doing them for so long, 556 00:37:36,761 --> 00:37:39,521 Speaker 1: I've done them for tens of thousands of people. I 557 00:37:39,601 --> 00:37:42,601 Speaker 1: love them because they are accessible. You don't have to 558 00:37:42,641 --> 00:37:45,721 Speaker 1: do anything, be anywhere. You just receive it and then 559 00:37:45,761 --> 00:37:49,481 Speaker 1: you get sent an email with the humongous reading. It 560 00:37:49,521 --> 00:37:52,681 Speaker 1: goes for like forty minutes and it's twenty two bucks, 561 00:37:52,801 --> 00:37:55,401 Speaker 1: or you can get a subscription for fifteen bucks a week. 562 00:37:55,681 --> 00:37:58,561 Speaker 1: And I did that because I wanted something that is 563 00:37:58,681 --> 00:38:03,241 Speaker 1: affordable and accessible for anyone and everybody, and especially for 564 00:38:03,281 --> 00:38:06,841 Speaker 1: people who just want to dip their toes into trying 565 00:38:07,161 --> 00:38:10,761 Speaker 1: energy healing and readings and stuff like that. But also 566 00:38:11,041 --> 00:38:14,561 Speaker 1: I would love to hear what you guys would love 567 00:38:14,681 --> 00:38:18,241 Speaker 1: more from this podcast what you enjoy, the kind of 568 00:38:18,281 --> 00:38:21,961 Speaker 1: people that you'd love to hear on here. This is, 569 00:38:22,441 --> 00:38:26,440 Speaker 1: you know, our podcast. This is for us, for all 570 00:38:26,521 --> 00:38:29,841 Speaker 1: the crazies, for all the village crazies, for all the 571 00:38:31,281 --> 00:38:34,041 Speaker 1: maybe we're dipping out toes in being a village crazy, 572 00:38:34,081 --> 00:38:37,081 Speaker 1: whatever it is. I also have just put up my 573 00:38:38,121 --> 00:38:42,481 Speaker 1: some classes, some reiki classes for twenty twenty five if 574 00:38:42,481 --> 00:38:47,681 Speaker 1: you're interested in doing that and wanting to really explore 575 00:38:47,761 --> 00:38:51,481 Speaker 1: your own sort of psychic median ship side. We explore 576 00:38:51,521 --> 00:38:55,081 Speaker 1: all of that in the class as well. 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I'm so 585 00:39:28,241 --> 00:39:33,521 Speaker 1: glad to be back Bushy Tailed, and I'm ready to 586 00:39:33,641 --> 00:39:37,801 Speaker 1: keep creating some epic fucking podcast And thank you so much. 587 00:39:38,201 --> 00:39:44,921 Speaker 1: See you lady guys. Bye