WEBVTT - Alastair Lynch - The 10 year deal

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<v Speaker 1>I was in that mental state where I was going

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<v Speaker 1>to have tests done, hoping I had a positive test.

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<v Speaker 2>I was going to.

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<v Speaker 1>Scans brain scans, I was hoping.

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<v Speaker 2>I had cancer. It's ridiculous that was a state of mind.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm John Ralph and I'm Glenn McFarlane.

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<v Speaker 5>The ten year deal with Alistair Lynch. The dire state

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<v Speaker 5>of affairs that was Fitzroy in the mid nineteen nineties

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<v Speaker 5>is hard to fathom in this billion dollar AFL era,

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<v Speaker 5>but Alistair Lynch was right in the middle of it.

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<v Speaker 3>A kid from Tatty who became.

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<v Speaker 5>A bankable star with his own fan club, Lynch broke

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<v Speaker 5>Roy's fans hearts when as the best in Farrest and

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<v Speaker 5>all Australian.

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<v Speaker 3>He shocked No. One by signing it.

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<v Speaker 5>Then ten year, two million dollar deal with the Brisbane Bears.

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<v Speaker 5>The greatest irony was to come three years later, when

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<v Speaker 5>his past and present merged and Lynch was too unwell

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<v Speaker 5>to become a significant part of it. And yet his

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<v Speaker 5>story was still not done. The third chapter of an

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<v Speaker 5>extraordinary league football journey featured three premierships and one of

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<v Speaker 5>the more brutal and out of character full stops a

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<v Speaker 5>footy career has had.

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<v Speaker 3>Alista Lynch.

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<v Speaker 4>We've lured you under false pretenses because this podcast is

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<v Speaker 4>called Sacked, and I don't think you've technically ever been

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<v Speaker 4>sacked well wherever.

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<v Speaker 1>That concerns me greatly. Now I'm concerned you work in

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<v Speaker 1>at Fox. Maybe you know something I don't know. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>about to get the CoCN. But no, I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>I've been sacked as yet. So we'll see how it goes.

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<v Speaker 1>But no, good to be along.

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<v Speaker 4>So what an amazing career. So I called you up.

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<v Speaker 4>I said, there's no controversies that you dropped the ze bomb.

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<v Speaker 2>Accidentally, not the sea bomb that was Jared was the

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<v Speaker 2>f bomby.

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<v Speaker 3>Sorry, let's be very specifical about that.

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<v Speaker 1>And lets be serious, it wasn't My f bomb was

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<v Speaker 1>more dirm. It's contorted face looking at me and not

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<v Speaker 1>giving me anything.

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<v Speaker 3>We'll get to that era and you through a few homemakers.

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<v Speaker 4>But but apart from that, it's a career of just

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<v Speaker 4>extraordinary and unrivaled achievement.

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<v Speaker 3>You must be so proud of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's when you well, you don't reflect too much.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm supposed to have opportunities like this and you think, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>it was pretty amazing, It wasn't. It wasn't a smooth

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<v Speaker 1>like so many journeys. I suppose it wasn't just a

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<v Speaker 1>smooth run to success. There was ups and downs throughout,

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<v Speaker 1>whether it be personally or as a club or as

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<v Speaker 1>a family. But I suppose that's what makes the special

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<v Speaker 1>moments so great. I would have thought, and I think

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<v Speaker 1>you look at the two main groups that I was

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<v Speaker 1>involved with sort of Fitzroy as a young kid and

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<v Speaker 1>been adopted in by that group. We're very tight, and

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<v Speaker 1>then the is the obvious tight group on the back

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<v Speaker 1>of premierships at the Brisbane lines as well. So extremely

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<v Speaker 1>fortunate to have experienced all that.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, you're into TV wherever I hate you. No,

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<v Speaker 3>We're pretty good. Is a pretty good camaraderie at Fox

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<v Speaker 3>as well.

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<v Speaker 5>Just in terms of where you're brought up, Lincha, it

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<v Speaker 5>was a Bernie you spent You're basically brought up in

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<v Speaker 5>Bernie and that and tell us a bit.

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<v Speaker 3>About your family background there.

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<v Speaker 1>So born in Bernie pretty much early years were Bernie.

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<v Speaker 1>Probably primary school was Wind just fifteen minutes drive. And

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<v Speaker 1>sort of left school so when you're primary Sunset Primary,

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<v Speaker 1>Bernie High School with a stint at St. Pats in

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<v Speaker 1>Lon system that his parents went their separate ways, sort

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<v Speaker 1>of went to Lone system for a year as well,

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<v Speaker 1>and then sort of got to year eleven halfway through

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<v Speaker 1>year eleven at Hellier College in Bernie, and just felt

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<v Speaker 1>that I was an overly academic and probably didn't work

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<v Speaker 1>hard like those typical male report cards. If he applies himself, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I did meet with him, and so I dropped out

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<v Speaker 1>of school halfway through year eleven and went and worked

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<v Speaker 1>down the west coast of Tazzy on the King River scheme,

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<v Speaker 1>which is a hydro electric skinner down there where they

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<v Speaker 1>were building a dam site. So I went in playing

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<v Speaker 1>footy there, I thought, rather than travel up of a

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<v Speaker 1>weekend and go play for wind under nine eighty. The

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<v Speaker 1>year before i'd played for the winning under seventeen team,

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<v Speaker 1>and I thought, rather than do that, I'll actually sign

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<v Speaker 1>with one of the Queenstown teams. Now there's two teams

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<v Speaker 1>in Queenstown and that in that time there's a Queenstown

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<v Speaker 1>footy club and there was the Lyell Gormanston Football Club.

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<v Speaker 1>So they both played out of the Queenstown over on

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<v Speaker 1>the gravel.

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<v Speaker 3>The gravel.

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<v Speaker 2>If people haven't seen the gravel, got a google the gravel.

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<v Speaker 3>I've seen it. It is literally, yeah, what's gravel?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but the gravel is the best place to land

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<v Speaker 1>if you're going up because there's gravel, there's a concrete

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<v Speaker 1>wicket in the middle and there's an ashvielt by tracker

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<v Speaker 1>aund the outside.

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<v Speaker 2>So I went.

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<v Speaker 1>So I worked with a couple of guys that played

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<v Speaker 1>with Lyle Gormy in and so I went to training

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of times and I thought, you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just going to stay down here, play basketball during

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<v Speaker 1>the week with my mates from work, play footy of

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<v Speaker 1>the weekend, rather than traveling the two and a half

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<v Speaker 1>hours back to the coast every weekend.

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<v Speaker 2>And so I actually signed a form.

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<v Speaker 1>I signed a contract with Lyle Gormanston Football Club and

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<v Speaker 1>I reckon before the season started a couple of weeks

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<v Speaker 1>training in, the coach actually said to me, look, we

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<v Speaker 1>just recommend maybe it's best you go back to Winyard

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<v Speaker 1>and play with the wind nineties. I think he identified.

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<v Speaker 1>I was petrified, so he's actually there you go. You

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<v Speaker 1>got to Actually he does claim, and I'll allow him this.

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<v Speaker 1>He does claim he thought it was the best for

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<v Speaker 1>my development, and I think I felt it was the

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<v Speaker 1>best for my life.

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<v Speaker 3>So West Coast of tazzy hydro scheme.

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<v Speaker 4>These days you'd be getting a scholarship to Scotch College.

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<v Speaker 3>That would have been what would he doing? That would

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<v Speaker 3>be pretty rugged.

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<v Speaker 2>I was pretty rugged.

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<v Speaker 1>I lived in a single man's quarters, so just watch TV,

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<v Speaker 1>have a few beers afterwards, and he played with the

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<v Speaker 1>basketball just to keep you busy during the week as well.

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<v Speaker 1>That was that was great experience. So I finished from

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<v Speaker 1>there and went back to the Northwest Coast and.

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<v Speaker 2>I picked up a job.

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<v Speaker 1>Feeding wet veneer sheets into a dryer and on night shift,

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<v Speaker 1>so I was doing that as well, and I think

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<v Speaker 1>I think Dad identified after about three months. There was

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<v Speaker 1>probably an idea to try to get me somewhere else

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<v Speaker 1>to probably put my head down. I was probably mixing

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<v Speaker 1>with the older blokes. Yeah, I was probably, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>not a rat bag, but I was doing job. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing kid things, I suppose. And so he

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<v Speaker 1>rang one of his great mates that he played state

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<v Speaker 1>junior football with, Peter Hudson, and I had just taken

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<v Speaker 1>the job with Hobart Footy club. And he rang and said,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think loves his story. He tells his story

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<v Speaker 1>that my dad, my dad was a good local footballer

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<v Speaker 1>five foot ten and Dad's rung had and said, I've

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<v Speaker 1>got my son. He's sixteen, wants to come down the Hobarton.

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<v Speaker 1>I was thinking another one, a little nuggety five. He

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<v Speaker 1>is pricked up when he said he's six foot four

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<v Speaker 1>and runs okay, he said, yah, then you come. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that was the handover.

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<v Speaker 5>And he's a hard bugger haddo as we know. Was

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<v Speaker 5>he particularly hard on you as well? Oh yeah, I

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<v Speaker 5>mean he was great, superstar, but it could be hard.

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<v Speaker 1>Fans is great for me from the day I arrive

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<v Speaker 1>to now seeing Hoday tonight. He's a great friend mentor

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<v Speaker 1>the whole family is. But yeah, some of the training

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<v Speaker 1>we'd have a skool session. Basically the difference between our

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<v Speaker 1>running sessions and the school session was would carry a

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<v Speaker 1>football in our running session, blood like after after training,

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<v Speaker 1>and again I'm so fortunate that I had this investment

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<v Speaker 1>from a guy like Peter Hudson. After training, i'd have

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<v Speaker 1>either huddle or one of the trainers just kicked the

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<v Speaker 1>ball at me and I have to I think, you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>mine goes sometimes. I think it was I had marked

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<v Speaker 1>one hundred in a row before I went in really

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<v Speaker 1>on you, Yeah, absolutely, yeah, absolutely. I remember ringing Dad saying,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm coming home really like this. And so at the

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<v Speaker 1>TCA and Hobart up there, it would be sleety snow

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<v Speaker 1>coming across the ground and I'd be having to take

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<v Speaker 1>one hundred straight before I get up, before I get

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<v Speaker 1>off the track. So I can't remember, but I remember

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<v Speaker 1>there was a few I got late and starting to

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<v Speaker 1>start again. But so Huddo and with Huddo's connections, I remember,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think Kevin Sheety sent over Paul Salmon to

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<v Speaker 1>train with Huddo one night, so I Salmon their training.

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<v Speaker 1>He was the young superstar in the VFL at the time.

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<v Speaker 1>And then one night at training, had I got Roy's

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<v Speaker 1>heart to come down and do marking with me and

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<v Speaker 1>what age for you? Then seventeen? Wow, and I'm thinking,

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<v Speaker 1>how good. And I wasn't a massive footy head, but

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<v Speaker 1>you know who Peter Hartson and Roy's harder, and so

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<v Speaker 1>I distinctly remember this one of the few things I

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<v Speaker 1>remember clearly at the top end of the TCA there

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<v Speaker 1>with Peter Hudson kicking the ball up to Roy's heart

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<v Speaker 1>teach me how to jump on a pack, and I'm thinking,

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<v Speaker 1>this is fantastic, this is good. And I was a

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<v Speaker 1>boy hit me in the face a few times I

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<v Speaker 1>reckon as well, but it was just great experience.

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<v Speaker 4>And in a few months before, as you know Glenn's

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<v Speaker 4>amazing research, you'd been drinking and turning around way too

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<v Speaker 4>fast in your dilapidated form Corolla, so you know you

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<v Speaker 4>were doing that stuff and all of a sudden You're like, no, I'd.

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<v Speaker 3>Like to be of VFL footballer.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, And I don't know whether it was I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to change that was and the Corolla station wagon I

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<v Speaker 1>was driving to work because you leave Winyard early, so

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<v Speaker 1>you leave when you'd at four point thirty and head

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<v Speaker 1>head west and during the winter it was obviously pretty icy,

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<v Speaker 1>dangerous conditions, and yeah, put the station wagon into the

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<v Speaker 1>war Mount Black, probably going a little bit quick, and yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that shook me up a bit, and so rebuilt that car,

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<v Speaker 1>mate and I rebuilt it.

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<v Speaker 2>It was a white station wagon.

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<v Speaker 1>We put an orange bonnet and orange front left pandel

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<v Speaker 1>on it. And I think we missed a few bits.

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<v Speaker 1>I reckond because it didn't go too well after that.

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<v Speaker 1>But that period and with Dad suggesting let's go play footy,

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<v Speaker 1>and if I was okay at footy, I was more

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<v Speaker 1>the athlete rather than the footballer, and I thought, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>that's a good opportunity. So I worked as an underage

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<v Speaker 1>barm and at Harda's Pub out of the Granada Tavern.

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<v Speaker 1>But it was just great life experiences. It was good,

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<v Speaker 1>and yeah, I had someone and you probably on reflection,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll probably all do this. You don't listen to your

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<v Speaker 1>dad enough, But if you've got another big man who's

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<v Speaker 1>a friend of dad's, you probably listened to him more.

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<v Speaker 5>So made your life in a lot of ways, of

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<v Speaker 5>your life really in a sense, didn't it.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I think I worked reasonably hard. But I

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<v Speaker 1>was so lucky. I was so lucky that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Dad saw enough or had the relationship with Huddo. It's

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<v Speaker 1>about a hand over to Huddo and Huddo to feel

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<v Speaker 1>invested enough to push me hard. I wasn't just a

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<v Speaker 1>normal football at Hobart. I was almost like one of

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<v Speaker 1>his sons or a nephew or something like that. So

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<v Speaker 1>he pushed me hard, and then you know, jumping ahead,

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<v Speaker 1>he sort of handed me over to David park And

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<v Speaker 1>at fitz Roy, and so there was that sort of

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<v Speaker 1>investment where Parko took on that role. So I was

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<v Speaker 1>extremely fortunate the passion of a.

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<v Speaker 2>Robert Shaw as a coach.

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<v Speaker 1>Right through my playing days, I had some great coaches

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<v Speaker 1>that were that were invested in their players, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was probably fortunate that they took an interest in me.

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<v Speaker 5>What was it like when you first ware to fitz Roy.

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<v Speaker 5>There's a huge dames there, a lot of really good

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<v Speaker 5>young players Roosy and Osband and Perty, and then you've

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<v Speaker 5>got the older blakes like Mickey Conlin and those sort

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<v Speaker 5>of it. What's it like walking into that sort of environment.

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<v Speaker 1>I was great, You're sort of pinching yourself, just training

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<v Speaker 1>every night and called ross lyon too.

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<v Speaker 2>Ross Lyn.

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<v Speaker 1>Ross Lyn was was fantastic for me and has always

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<v Speaker 1>been a great friend through those times.

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<v Speaker 5>We'll take us through this way. I don't know whether

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<v Speaker 5>this is true or not. Your first goal was a

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<v Speaker 5>drop kick goal? Is that true?

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<v Speaker 2>That's true.

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<v Speaker 5>That's an amazing deliberate Was it a soccer background or

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<v Speaker 5>as an idiot at the Western Oval? The Western You've

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<v Speaker 5>got to lift out there. I think with Mick Gail

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<v Speaker 5>was it.

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<v Speaker 1>So we lived together, so there was so I think

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<v Speaker 1>first game of the year. So there was Michael Gaile,

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<v Speaker 1>Matthew Armstrong, Darren Kappler. I'm not sure Brendan Gaale might

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<v Speaker 1>have lived with us at that time as well. But anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>we've so we've first first game there in the one.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in the twos. That's Princess Park. I borrowed Butcher's cab.

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<v Speaker 1>Michael Gay was old Kingswood, got lost, got a arrived

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<v Speaker 1>to the Princess Park late, got a cook from Flee

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<v Speaker 1>Wilson and said yeah, started on the bench. He softened

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<v Speaker 1>over the next ten minutes and I was right to play.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think the next week I got my first

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<v Speaker 1>game and it was great. We're all taken off from

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<v Speaker 1>the Kingswood down to whitten Ova West Noval and I

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<v Speaker 1>started on the pine as and in those days that's

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<v Speaker 1>where you stayed until someone was playing bad or injured.

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<v Speaker 1>I got on halfway through the first quarter, I think

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<v Speaker 1>it was, and I think my first kick was sort

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<v Speaker 1>of on the half four flame and I was just

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<v Speaker 1>skied one, almost a typical kick for me, Scott, so

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<v Speaker 1>that was nothing, and I certainly didn't hit the target.

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<v Speaker 1>And Leon Harris, he grabbed the ball, must have been

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<v Speaker 1>twenty meters out or something like that, run towards goal

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<v Speaker 1>and I've come running screaming past i think Helies and

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<v Speaker 1>being a good teammate, he handbled the ball to me

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<v Speaker 1>and for some reason I kicked the dropkicks.

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<v Speaker 2>So I just dropped kicked a little dart.

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<v Speaker 3>Running in twenty minutes out from goal.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, And there was became a bit of a habit

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<v Speaker 1>over those next three four or five years. So if

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<v Speaker 1>it was anywhere near the goal square, I was kicking dropkicks.

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<v Speaker 4>So adding games in your first year, ten goals in

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<v Speaker 4>your first four games.

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<v Speaker 3>Eighty nine.

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<v Speaker 4>Rodster takes over as coach, so you start forward in

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<v Speaker 4>round three, but you've got to go back after Gary

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<v Speaker 4>Purtin poorus get injured.

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<v Speaker 3>What happened then, well, yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>That was now.

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<v Speaker 1>So that was the game against Sekuila out of Waverley,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think I think I'd kicked two or three

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<v Speaker 1>goals and so again I was mostly playing half four

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<v Speaker 1>flank and my first game was half four flank and

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<v Speaker 1>then got to this stage in my career, I still

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<v Speaker 1>floating around the half forward line with mainly Richard Osbon

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<v Speaker 1>and Roozy sometimes was coming forward. But I think i'd

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<v Speaker 1>kicked early in the third. I think i'd kicked my

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<v Speaker 1>second or third and was going okay for me, and

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<v Speaker 1>nigan As was saying, you don't get taken off the

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<v Speaker 1>ground for rotations. You get taken off because you're playing poorly.

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<v Speaker 1>Plugger at the other end of the ground had just

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<v Speaker 1>taken a big pack mark and they kicked his eighth

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<v Speaker 1>or ninth or seventh or something like that. He was

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<v Speaker 1>putting on a clinic and so especially in you early,

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<v Speaker 1>you're just thinking, well, at least I'm going all right,

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<v Speaker 1>And then the run I came out and I thought

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<v Speaker 1>it was going to pat me on the back for

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<v Speaker 1>going all right, and he said you're off what I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going okay for once and he said, no, you're off

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<v Speaker 1>the ground, and the coach wants to speak to you.

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<v Speaker 1>So I thought she wouldn't mind speaking to him actually too,

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<v Speaker 1>so I've grabbed the phone. I don't know whether I

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<v Speaker 1>spoke to Rod Austin or whether it was Robert Shaw

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<v Speaker 1>as the reserves coach, but I spoke to one of

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<v Speaker 1>them and they said, sit down, getting pretty off.

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<v Speaker 2>You're going to fall.

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<v Speaker 4>Back and those blocks have just been beaten. They hadn't

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<v Speaker 4>been injured, pologies yet.

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<v Speaker 1>And they and like Perty is the best fullback in

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<v Speaker 1>the game and Victorian full back and just plug was

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<v Speaker 1>at the peak of his powers, and they said sit down,

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<v Speaker 1>you're going on the Plugger and I felt violently ill.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a skinny kid just trying to get a kick.

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<v Speaker 1>He's a man, mountain and nasty.

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<v Speaker 2>Not overly enamored with humans. At that time, he wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>a fan.

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<v Speaker 1>I genuinely wanted to hurt people, and even my brief

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<v Speaker 1>time in the VFL, I'm thinking, no, he doesn't like people,

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<v Speaker 1>and so they sending me out there and I'm seriously thinking, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm genuinely scared, and I'm thinking, I've just got to

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<v Speaker 1>survive this game. I reckon I can get another game

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<v Speaker 1>next week at half forward, but I've just got to survive.

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<v Speaker 1>And so I adopted the tactic of planning from about

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<v Speaker 1>three meters behind and thought I was always fairly quick.

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<v Speaker 1>Now Plugger was quick as well, but I thought, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm better off surviving and living to tell a story.

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<v Speaker 1>So I played him for two or three meters behind

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<v Speaker 1>and just felt, hopefully, if there's enough pressure on the

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<v Speaker 1>ball up there, I'll have the speed to get in

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<v Speaker 1>and spoil. And there must have been a lot of pressure.

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<v Speaker 1>I was able to spoil a couple and he didn't

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<v Speaker 1>kick any more goals in that game, and that stuff

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<v Speaker 1>that sent full back for the next next few years,

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<v Speaker 1>which was which was great.

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<v Speaker 2>So yeah, that was a that was a memory. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it's still.

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<v Speaker 5>Well and truly act he had a big relationship with Plugger.

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<v Speaker 5>You played on him a fair bit and Jason Dunstall

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<v Speaker 5>as well later on. Just tell us about that Mark

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<v Speaker 5>of the year, Roughie. You've seen it. It's a sensational

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<v Speaker 5>kick on Maddie Rendell. You know, I think Stroops is

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<v Speaker 5>in it and Rosy and Ben Buckley and Johnny law

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<v Speaker 5>is in that sort of sort.

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<v Speaker 2>Of the Sydneys one's coach. I think I was right

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<v Speaker 2>on top of of course.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah it's on long mind. Tell us about that.

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<v Speaker 2>Randall hops it back in front of God, here's danger.

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<v Speaker 3>But let at the top of the pack.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just one of those ones. So and if

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<v Speaker 1>people will have a look at the vision and we

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<v Speaker 1>and even at us as commentators, we talk about the

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<v Speaker 1>condition of some grounds. So eighty nine, you'd remember eighty

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<v Speaker 1>nine the grounds were rolled mud. The MCG where this

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<v Speaker 1>mark was taken was absolutely rolled mud. I remember playing

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<v Speaker 1>at Princess Park. We kicked one goal one day because

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<v Speaker 1>it was just that muddy was hard to score. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't remember. I reckon, I reckon. I was playing

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<v Speaker 1>forward and on Law and I reckon. I've just I

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<v Speaker 1>just went to jump at this pack and I reckon.

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<v Speaker 1>John gave me a push and yeah, it was just

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<v Speaker 1>one of those things. I sat on top of the

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<v Speaker 1>pack and yeah, somehow it's stuck on my chest and

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<v Speaker 1>I got nice cushion into the ground, so I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>hurt myself either.

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<v Speaker 4>So that was beautiful. That this dismount would have worked

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<v Speaker 4>as well because it was you're up high, but it wasn't.

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<v Speaker 4>It wasn't extraordinary, but it was just beautiful, fumbling, bumbling,

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<v Speaker 4>stumbling dismount.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I think you've got to if you're going to

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<v Speaker 1>secure a mark of the year, you can't land on

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<v Speaker 1>your feet.

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<v Speaker 2>I reckon, You've got to make it a little bit awkward.

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<v Speaker 3>So Touches goes for Lynch, gets him. Where's he playing?

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<v Speaker 5>Don?

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<v Speaker 6>In the runner?

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<v Speaker 4>Ruck?

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<v Speaker 6>Lynch at fifty meters is a thumping kick?

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<v Speaker 3>Could he kick it? Could he kick at captain's goal?

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<v Speaker 7>Len's back girls kicks off scores a level.

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<v Speaker 3>When Brisbane came to you and when did they come

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<v Speaker 3>to you? During that season?

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<v Speaker 1>I feel it was probably mid year, imagine it was.

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<v Speaker 1>There was an approach from Scott Clayton X teammate at

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<v Speaker 1>fitzroy Tasmanian from the Hobot Footy Club where I played

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<v Speaker 1>as well.

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<v Speaker 2>Knew Scotty really well.

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<v Speaker 1>He was working for the Brisbane Bears and I'd had

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<v Speaker 1>a few offers previous to that, and realistically it was

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<v Speaker 1>just it was just get the free dinner, free game

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<v Speaker 1>of golf, and that was basically it. Let him down

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<v Speaker 1>gently and and no real intention because Fitzroy was my

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<v Speaker 1>life love. Fitzroyal very as was talking before, very tight

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<v Speaker 1>with all the players there. The coaches didn't want to

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<v Speaker 1>go anywhere. And then Scotty played, I reckon inviters invited

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<v Speaker 1>me to play golf. I reckon, Roosy came, my captain came,

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<v Speaker 1>and calf as well. I'm pretty I'm pretty sure Rusy came.

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<v Speaker 1>So we played golf and then Scotty sort of said,

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<v Speaker 1>would you like to come to Queensland have a look

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<v Speaker 1>at our facilities? And you go, oh yeah, absolutely, weekend

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<v Speaker 1>in Queenslane.

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<v Speaker 2>So went to went to Brisbane in the middle of

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<v Speaker 2>that year.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, it.

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<v Speaker 2>Must have been, yeah, it must have been.

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<v Speaker 3>Remember with the golf course during which golf course you

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<v Speaker 3>played it?

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<v Speaker 2>It was one of something down the sand belt.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah it was down the yeah, and yeah, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know which one it was. Went to Brisbane, had a

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<v Speaker 1>look at the facilities, which so they had already made

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<v Speaker 1>the move to the Gabba. So the facilities, relatively speaking

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<v Speaker 1>to what we had at fitz Roy, were great. It

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<v Speaker 1>was felt like you were going up a couple of

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<v Speaker 1>divisions with the facilities. So I looked through there and

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<v Speaker 1>again no intention. And then it was they put the

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<v Speaker 1>proposal for the contract to me and yeah, that couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>say no thought, jeez, I didn't expect that and was on.

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<v Speaker 4>A servieta the Gold Coast Chinese restaurant like Mark on blit.

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<v Speaker 3>How was it coming out?

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<v Speaker 1>I can't remember, and I can't remember actually when that

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<v Speaker 1>discussion actually happened, whether it was whether it was that

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<v Speaker 1>weekend or it was post that, but I remember it

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<v Speaker 1>was this ridiculous amount of money and my reflex was, oh, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I need directors guarantees. It's all well and good to

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<v Speaker 1>promise that. And they said, yeah, nose director's guarantees.

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<v Speaker 2>So that we got used to this.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to get paid every month. Yeah, yeah, we'll

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<v Speaker 1>do that too, not once a year. To need a

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<v Speaker 1>long term deal and said, yeah, you will do that,

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<v Speaker 1>they said, and that's when they basically said we'll pay you.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll give you a ten year contract. I'm sure I

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<v Speaker 1>laughed and said I won't play ten years. What I

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<v Speaker 1>was twenty six at the time, and we won't play

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<v Speaker 1>ten years. And that's when sort the punchline was or

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<v Speaker 1>you misunderstand what we're saying we'll give you a ten

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<v Speaker 1>year contract whether you play or not. Really, so if

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<v Speaker 1>you sign with us, we're paying you for ten years.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, so you had to.

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<v Speaker 1>Clarify if I play for three years, you'll pay me

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<v Speaker 1>for ten. Yeah, so that's ten years. It's done, and

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<v Speaker 1>that's yeah. Sort of took my breath away, and again

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<v Speaker 1>you're sort of that anxiety of things. Actually, I'd never

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<v Speaker 1>considered leaving Fitzroy, So yeah, that was a it was

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<v Speaker 1>an exciting challenge, but it was it was a tough

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<v Speaker 1>time at the same time because what Fitzroy had been

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<v Speaker 1>going through and what Fitzroy were and what they meant

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<v Speaker 1>to me.

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<v Speaker 4>And what was the figure it's been Everyone said two

0:23:18.960 --> 0:23:21.160
<v Speaker 4>moon bucks has been reported here one point eight.

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<v Speaker 1>What was the actual figure? I think it was. I

0:23:24.640 --> 0:23:27.040
<v Speaker 1>think it was the plane contract was one point eight.

0:23:27.520 --> 0:23:30.920
<v Speaker 1>There was a job with Coca Cola for thirty five,

0:23:31.280 --> 0:23:34.040
<v Speaker 1>so yeah, so it would be that two fifteen. So,

0:23:34.760 --> 0:23:38.479
<v Speaker 1>and how it panned out is I went up, I

0:23:38.520 --> 0:23:40.959
<v Speaker 1>worked for Coke. It was a genuine job. I actually

0:23:41.040 --> 0:23:41.280
<v Speaker 1>had to.

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<v Speaker 3>Go like some of the Brisbane those days.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, oh really, yeah, Now I had to work for mine.

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<v Speaker 1>And but then with my illness coming on. I was

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<v Speaker 1>still at the Coke at the time. They they just

0:23:53.680 --> 0:23:55.879
<v Speaker 1>rolled that into my plane contract and didn't make me

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<v Speaker 1>pay for that.

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<v Speaker 2>I worked for that.

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<v Speaker 4>So you had to tell the Robert Shaw's of the world.

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<v Speaker 4>I think you basically said I'm going and this is

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<v Speaker 4>the reason why. And how did they react? And how

0:24:05.119 --> 0:24:07.080
<v Speaker 4>tough was it to tell you a club that you

0:24:07.119 --> 0:24:08.359
<v Speaker 4>loved so deeply and dearly.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that was that was tough. I think there's I

0:24:12.760 --> 0:24:17.520
<v Speaker 1>think there's some vision around. There was a supporter group

0:24:17.920 --> 0:24:22.919
<v Speaker 1>called the Lynch Mob Atroy, so there's and these loyal

0:24:23.320 --> 0:24:26.440
<v Speaker 1>started as a loyal bunch of mates would come along

0:24:26.440 --> 0:24:28.520
<v Speaker 1>that have their sign the Lynch Mob and maybe their

0:24:28.560 --> 0:24:31.600
<v Speaker 1>supportive every week, which was great. It was great to

0:24:31.640 --> 0:24:35.240
<v Speaker 1>see them, and it started to grow a bit and

0:24:35.240 --> 0:24:38.399
<v Speaker 1>and then I'd made the decision and there was the

0:24:38.400 --> 0:24:43.200
<v Speaker 1>public announcement that I was leaving, and the Lynch Mob

0:24:43.280 --> 0:24:47.280
<v Speaker 1>were gathering at the Fitzroy Club hotel in North kit

0:24:47.720 --> 0:24:53.680
<v Speaker 1>to have a meeting about me departing. And I got

0:24:54.119 --> 0:24:55.879
<v Speaker 1>word of that or and it was probably in the paper.

0:24:56.760 --> 0:24:59.320
<v Speaker 1>I got word of that, and so I thought I'd go.

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<v Speaker 2>I will never be the I don't think.

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<v Speaker 3>I can't see how it would be possibly the same

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<v Speaker 3>at another quote.

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<v Speaker 2>Then I'll go, I'll go to prison and give one

0:25:07.920 --> 0:25:10.399
<v Speaker 2>hundred percent want to I want to.

0:25:10.400 --> 0:25:12.560
<v Speaker 1>Perform well each week, but I can't see how it

0:25:12.560 --> 0:25:17.960
<v Speaker 1>can be as tonally as and it's amazing.

0:25:19.320 --> 0:25:20.480
<v Speaker 2>It was a good thing.

0:25:21.640 --> 0:25:25.119
<v Speaker 1>So obviously there were supporters there that were pretty pissed

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<v Speaker 1>off with me. It's fair to say that's understandable. So

0:25:28.720 --> 0:25:33.000
<v Speaker 1>I I asked to speak to the group. So I

0:25:33.080 --> 0:25:36.560
<v Speaker 1>got on stage and the pub's chockers. I got on

0:25:36.600 --> 0:25:39.119
<v Speaker 1>stage and I couldn't get a word out to start with. Really,

0:25:39.240 --> 0:25:43.560
<v Speaker 1>it was very very emotional time and thoughts shit, so

0:25:43.880 --> 0:25:46.040
<v Speaker 1>I think, I don't know, I wouldn't have probably got

0:25:46.080 --> 0:25:48.600
<v Speaker 1>half a word out and then I'll be back.

0:25:48.520 --> 0:25:48.960
<v Speaker 2>In a minute.

0:25:49.240 --> 0:25:51.760
<v Speaker 1>So I went back up there and and didn't try

0:25:51.800 --> 0:25:54.479
<v Speaker 1>to ask for forgiveness or anything like that. I said

0:25:54.800 --> 0:25:58.560
<v Speaker 1>this is the reason why, and yeah, and that was it.

0:25:58.680 --> 0:26:01.680
<v Speaker 1>So I'm glad I did it. I don't know how

0:26:01.680 --> 0:26:05.840
<v Speaker 1>well I did it, but I sort was clear. Well yeah, no,

0:26:05.920 --> 0:26:08.439
<v Speaker 1>it still wasn't. It still wasn't clear because I'd let

0:26:08.520 --> 0:26:10.200
<v Speaker 1>down a lot of Fitzroy people.

0:26:13.720 --> 0:26:16.320
<v Speaker 2>So I thought oh shit, but yeah, I'm glad I

0:26:16.320 --> 0:26:16.640
<v Speaker 2>did it.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, so early on you were injured in your first

0:26:19.760 --> 0:26:22.280
<v Speaker 4>year at Brisbane, obviously greater challenges ahead.

0:26:22.640 --> 0:26:25.840
<v Speaker 3>It was a pretty rocky start. Yeah.

0:26:25.920 --> 0:26:29.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it didn't go well. And I think the part

0:26:29.800 --> 0:26:32.879
<v Speaker 1>of me coming up was that I hadn't missed a

0:26:32.920 --> 0:26:34.920
<v Speaker 1>game through injury or something like that in the first

0:26:34.960 --> 0:26:37.639
<v Speaker 1>six years. I think I was rested for a game

0:26:38.200 --> 0:26:41.480
<v Speaker 1>once all got dropped to twos. But yeah, it was

0:26:41.520 --> 0:26:45.720
<v Speaker 1>just a good athlete that was not missing games. And

0:26:47.720 --> 0:26:50.080
<v Speaker 1>I think first practice match I broke mccullu.

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<v Speaker 4>By collided with rookie Cameron Bennett ninety seconds before the

0:26:53.320 --> 0:26:54.280
<v Speaker 4>end of the intro club match.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and it was probably I was probably feeling that

0:26:58.000 --> 0:27:00.560
<v Speaker 1>I hadn't had a kick. We're playing at Broadbeach and

0:27:00.600 --> 0:27:02.560
<v Speaker 1>it was an intra club game and there was some

0:27:02.600 --> 0:27:06.320
<v Speaker 1>top up players there as well, and I don't know

0:27:06.320 --> 0:27:08.720
<v Speaker 1>where I was playing. I must have been playing SNAr forward,

0:27:08.800 --> 0:27:13.600
<v Speaker 1>i'd say, and I felt I better start get a

0:27:13.680 --> 0:27:15.760
<v Speaker 1>kick late in the game, and I just went in

0:27:15.840 --> 0:27:22.040
<v Speaker 1>for a ground ball and just hit Cameron or he

0:27:22.160 --> 0:27:24.560
<v Speaker 1>hit me and just cliped my collar bone and just

0:27:24.600 --> 0:27:26.840
<v Speaker 1>spun out of it and that wasn't right, and yeah,

0:27:27.119 --> 0:27:30.560
<v Speaker 1>it broke my collarbone and I probably missed the next

0:27:30.960 --> 0:27:34.720
<v Speaker 1>six or seven weeks before debutn a number of weeks.

0:27:35.080 --> 0:27:36.720
<v Speaker 5>Nice to do, though, eight goals? Could you have played

0:27:36.720 --> 0:27:38.240
<v Speaker 5>the week before? I think you might have played Fitzroy

0:27:38.320 --> 0:27:41.560
<v Speaker 5>the week before? Was that there was some suggestion we're

0:27:41.560 --> 0:27:43.360
<v Speaker 5>going to hold him back, not play against fitz Roy.

0:27:43.480 --> 0:27:46.119
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I can't recall.

0:27:46.320 --> 0:27:50.040
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, but eight goals first game against Yeah, against the Saints.

0:27:50.160 --> 0:27:52.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, think how good is this going to be? Yeah?

0:27:53.480 --> 0:27:56.000
<v Speaker 1>It probably was a good start. My shoulder wasn't right

0:27:56.600 --> 0:27:58.440
<v Speaker 1>because you had problems for the rest of the year. Yeah,

0:27:58.520 --> 0:28:02.639
<v Speaker 1>really didn't you? And it probably when it actually fixed

0:28:02.640 --> 0:28:06.000
<v Speaker 1>itself was when I broke it again thirteen games in. Yeah,

0:28:06.040 --> 0:28:09.720
<v Speaker 1>so it just got actually got pinned in a marketing

0:28:09.760 --> 0:28:12.960
<v Speaker 1>contest and I shot arms got pinned together and just

0:28:13.000 --> 0:28:16.240
<v Speaker 1>popped my shoulder again, which actually made it feel better.

0:28:16.560 --> 0:28:17.879
<v Speaker 1>So I broke it. So I had to have the

0:28:17.880 --> 0:28:20.439
<v Speaker 1>rest of the year off. But from that time on

0:28:20.520 --> 0:28:24.160
<v Speaker 1>it felt better. But yeah, I can't recall whether whether

0:28:24.280 --> 0:28:26.960
<v Speaker 1>Walls he felt that's probably best to wait another week,

0:28:27.040 --> 0:28:29.040
<v Speaker 1>or or physically I just wasn't ready.

0:28:29.160 --> 0:28:29.800
<v Speaker 2>I'm not sure.

0:28:31.160 --> 0:28:33.800
<v Speaker 4>Graham Downey in nine and oh five said, when Lynch

0:28:33.840 --> 0:28:35.960
<v Speaker 4>he was home sleeping and we were losing games, we

0:28:35.960 --> 0:28:38.840
<v Speaker 4>were saying, where's this bloody Lynch? We paid all this

0:28:39.000 --> 0:28:41.640
<v Speaker 4>money for him. The poor bluff was in bad shape.

0:28:42.040 --> 0:28:44.000
<v Speaker 4>Tell us about chronic frontigue.

0:28:46.320 --> 0:28:50.600
<v Speaker 1>Well those sort of well, basically what happened at the

0:28:50.680 --> 0:28:53.960
<v Speaker 1>end of that first year. It was a It was

0:28:54.000 --> 0:28:56.680
<v Speaker 1>a difficult year on the field with the two broken

0:28:56.720 --> 0:29:01.120
<v Speaker 1>coal bones, knee operation as well, because some niggly things

0:29:01.160 --> 0:29:04.120
<v Speaker 1>going on. I left knee and got to the end

0:29:04.120 --> 0:29:06.520
<v Speaker 1>of the season and I was determined to actually get

0:29:06.560 --> 0:29:08.520
<v Speaker 1>back and make up for that last ground of the

0:29:08.560 --> 0:29:12.280
<v Speaker 1>frustrating first year. And I just had stuff going on

0:29:12.840 --> 0:29:15.240
<v Speaker 1>off the field as well, just stuff that we all have.

0:29:15.400 --> 0:29:18.560
<v Speaker 1>You know, there was a car accident, house breaking, mother

0:29:18.560 --> 0:29:21.560
<v Speaker 1>in law passed away. Suddenly, there was just stuff, and

0:29:21.760 --> 0:29:24.400
<v Speaker 1>I just got to the end of the year and almost,

0:29:24.960 --> 0:29:26.360
<v Speaker 1>I know, it was almost like I got to the

0:29:26.360 --> 0:29:29.600
<v Speaker 1>finish line of that season and something broke and I

0:29:29.680 --> 0:29:30.200
<v Speaker 1>was cooked.

0:29:31.080 --> 0:29:31.640
<v Speaker 2>And I went.

0:29:31.480 --> 0:29:33.960
<v Speaker 1>From you know, super fifty twenty seven year old that

0:29:33.960 --> 0:29:36.040
<v Speaker 1>could do whatever you wanted to do, whether it be

0:29:36.080 --> 0:29:40.880
<v Speaker 1>train hard, play hard, whatever, to being bed ridden and

0:29:41.480 --> 0:29:44.720
<v Speaker 1>sleeping twelve fifteen hours a day and waking up more

0:29:44.760 --> 0:29:49.000
<v Speaker 1>tight than when I went to bed. So I didn't

0:29:49.040 --> 0:29:52.880
<v Speaker 1>know what was going wrong. I felt that so I'd

0:29:52.960 --> 0:29:55.920
<v Speaker 1>go to the doctor. So I remember the first day

0:29:56.040 --> 0:29:58.120
<v Speaker 1>I woke up and I was like the worst hangout

0:29:58.160 --> 0:30:02.840
<v Speaker 1>of all time. And my girlfriend now wife helped me

0:30:02.840 --> 0:30:05.040
<v Speaker 1>get to the bathroom because I couldn't get to the bathroom,

0:30:05.240 --> 0:30:08.600
<v Speaker 1>get to the bathroom passing blood. So there's something something wrong,

0:30:09.560 --> 0:30:12.920
<v Speaker 1>and going to the doctors looking for answers. There was

0:30:12.960 --> 0:30:15.920
<v Speaker 1>no real answers. It was more like, you've probably got

0:30:15.920 --> 0:30:22.000
<v Speaker 1>a viral infection of something. Just rest And every day

0:30:22.040 --> 0:30:26.440
<v Speaker 1>I thought, we'll rest like a hangover, like a a cold,

0:30:26.640 --> 0:30:28.760
<v Speaker 1>like COVID. You think we'll rest for a couple of

0:30:28.840 --> 0:30:31.000
<v Speaker 1>days and I'll be fine. I was resting for a

0:30:31.040 --> 0:30:33.080
<v Speaker 1>couple of days and I wasn't fine. So now all

0:30:33.080 --> 0:30:35.440
<v Speaker 1>of a sudden, this whatever this physical disorder is that

0:30:35.480 --> 0:30:39.080
<v Speaker 1>I had, which no one seemed to really know now

0:30:39.240 --> 0:30:43.400
<v Speaker 1>is being compounded by a mental challenge. Because I didn't

0:30:43.440 --> 0:30:46.360
<v Speaker 1>know what was going wrong. There was comments around the club,

0:30:46.600 --> 0:30:51.280
<v Speaker 1>understandably that there was frustrated people. And again, like I said,

0:30:51.280 --> 0:30:53.000
<v Speaker 1>a few minutes ago. I had a ten year contract,

0:30:53.000 --> 0:30:55.959
<v Speaker 1>whether I played or not, so there was speculation about

0:30:56.200 --> 0:30:59.000
<v Speaker 1>what's going on. Is he pulling the piss he played possible,

0:30:59.120 --> 0:31:02.720
<v Speaker 1>Yeah with the stuff. I understand that because I had

0:31:02.800 --> 0:31:05.479
<v Speaker 1>no idea what was wrong with me, So I couldn't

0:31:05.520 --> 0:31:07.120
<v Speaker 1>expect you to understand.

0:31:07.680 --> 0:31:10.280
<v Speaker 2>I sent most of the time, you know, like I looked.

0:31:10.680 --> 0:31:13.800
<v Speaker 1>I probably looked pale, probably looked like dark around the

0:31:13.800 --> 0:31:17.400
<v Speaker 1>eyes from poor quality of sleep, but essentially I looked fine.

0:31:18.280 --> 0:31:21.480
<v Speaker 1>So on the days where I felt okay, I'd try

0:31:21.520 --> 0:31:24.960
<v Speaker 1>to go to training, and as you do, you try

0:31:25.000 --> 0:31:26.080
<v Speaker 1>to make up for lost ground.

0:31:26.200 --> 0:31:27.240
<v Speaker 2>So I'd try to train.

0:31:27.520 --> 0:31:30.160
<v Speaker 1>That was the worst thing I could have done, and

0:31:30.240 --> 0:31:32.400
<v Speaker 1>so then I'd be bedridden again and sort of this

0:31:33.480 --> 0:31:35.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, ebbed and flowed through the preseason. I played

0:31:35.680 --> 0:31:38.680
<v Speaker 1>a couple of practice matches. I played the first game.

0:31:39.240 --> 0:31:41.000
<v Speaker 1>I can't remember it was at Waverley. I played the

0:31:41.040 --> 0:31:43.960
<v Speaker 1>first game out at Waverly and I was just cooked

0:31:43.960 --> 0:31:49.400
<v Speaker 1>again Hawthorne hawn so and I was I was gone

0:31:49.920 --> 0:31:55.200
<v Speaker 1>and I finally got I think it was I think

0:31:55.240 --> 0:31:58.240
<v Speaker 1>it was my manager, Damien Smith at the time, sent

0:31:58.320 --> 0:32:05.120
<v Speaker 1>me to Melbourne to see doctor Jack Kennedy, who was

0:32:05.120 --> 0:32:06.440
<v Speaker 1>on the board of the Collinwood Footagelub.

0:32:06.560 --> 0:32:08.400
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, Colin advice president after that.

0:32:08.640 --> 0:32:12.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he was on the board. But he's an ant specialist.

0:32:12.480 --> 0:32:14.640
<v Speaker 1>He knows and throat specialists. I had a sinus issue

0:32:14.680 --> 0:32:17.120
<v Speaker 1>going on as well, So the hope was I'd go

0:32:17.160 --> 0:32:22.640
<v Speaker 1>see doctor Kennedy and he would look at my sinus

0:32:22.720 --> 0:32:25.480
<v Speaker 1>issue and hopefully that was the precursor to all this

0:32:25.600 --> 0:32:28.520
<v Speaker 1>fatigue that I was experiencing. And this is six months

0:32:28.520 --> 0:32:32.920
<v Speaker 1>down the track, and so he eliminated that as the

0:32:32.960 --> 0:32:35.000
<v Speaker 1>precursor to the chronic fatigue.

0:32:35.560 --> 0:32:36.640
<v Speaker 2>Shot me to all the.

0:32:36.600 --> 0:32:42.520
<v Speaker 1>Specialists around town, and even that was a strange experience

0:32:43.160 --> 0:32:47.360
<v Speaker 1>because all their families have been impacted by horrible diseases

0:32:47.360 --> 0:32:48.800
<v Speaker 1>and that sort of stuff, and cancers and that sort

0:32:48.800 --> 0:32:51.719
<v Speaker 1>of stuff. I was in that mental state where I

0:32:51.800 --> 0:32:54.560
<v Speaker 1>was going to have tests done, hoping I had a

0:32:54.600 --> 0:32:58.000
<v Speaker 1>positive test so you can know what it was. So yeah,

0:32:58.080 --> 0:33:00.600
<v Speaker 1>so you tell me what it is and less the treatment.

0:33:00.640 --> 0:33:03.520
<v Speaker 5>So you were thinking all sorts of yeah, negative things,

0:33:03.520 --> 0:33:05.560
<v Speaker 5>but saying, at least I'll know what I've got, hoping

0:33:05.760 --> 0:33:09.640
<v Speaker 5>and hoping and hoping if cancer all absolutely, I.

0:33:09.960 --> 0:33:14.200
<v Speaker 1>Was getting through brain scans, I was hoping I had cancer.

0:33:15.320 --> 0:33:18.080
<v Speaker 1>It's ridiculous. That was a state of mind because I

0:33:18.080 --> 0:33:19.920
<v Speaker 1>wanted something to fight. I had no idea what was

0:33:19.960 --> 0:33:20.280
<v Speaker 1>going on.

0:33:20.280 --> 0:33:20.680
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:33:22.040 --> 0:33:24.960
<v Speaker 1>There's these conversation going along that he's pulling the piss

0:33:25.000 --> 0:33:28.320
<v Speaker 1>and I get that. Probably at the time I didn't

0:33:28.360 --> 0:33:29.880
<v Speaker 1>quite get it, but because I was right in the

0:33:29.880 --> 0:33:30.320
<v Speaker 1>middle of it.

0:33:30.320 --> 0:33:31.480
<v Speaker 2>But I understand that.

0:33:32.000 --> 0:33:34.560
<v Speaker 1>And then yeah, to get to that stage where I

0:33:34.680 --> 0:33:38.440
<v Speaker 1>just wanted to fight something. Sat down with doctor Kennley

0:33:38.480 --> 0:33:40.560
<v Speaker 1>at the end of that week and it was almost

0:33:40.560 --> 0:33:43.080
<v Speaker 1>through a process of elimination. He said, you've got something

0:33:43.120 --> 0:33:45.720
<v Speaker 1>that's called post viral syndrome, or you may have heard

0:33:45.720 --> 0:33:48.080
<v Speaker 1>of chronic fatigue syndrome. I don't know whether I had

0:33:48.120 --> 0:33:51.719
<v Speaker 1>it or not. I'm not sure, but instantly then beauty,

0:33:51.800 --> 0:33:54.560
<v Speaker 1>I've got a name. Now let's go get the chronic

0:33:54.640 --> 0:33:59.280
<v Speaker 1>fatigue treatment, which be buggered. There's no real treatment. So

0:33:59.360 --> 0:34:02.080
<v Speaker 1>that sort of went. That's sort of continued on that.

0:34:02.160 --> 0:34:04.400
<v Speaker 5>People didn't really understand chronic fatigue. Then this was it

0:34:04.440 --> 0:34:06.000
<v Speaker 5>was called the yuppie flu for a while.

0:34:06.120 --> 0:34:06.840
<v Speaker 2>Was that as well?

0:34:06.920 --> 0:34:10.160
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, like people you know, questioned, you know, whether it

0:34:10.160 --> 0:34:11.680
<v Speaker 3>was real or not. At that time, I.

0:34:11.600 --> 0:34:15.160
<v Speaker 1>Went into some doctors and they said, you know what,

0:34:15.239 --> 0:34:16.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't believe in chronic fatigue. And I said, well,

0:34:16.840 --> 0:34:19.359
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't give a stuff. I know what's wrong, so

0:34:19.600 --> 0:34:23.040
<v Speaker 1>I didn't give myself that title. I have some sort

0:34:23.040 --> 0:34:25.520
<v Speaker 1>of illness. I've got no idea what caused it, but

0:34:25.680 --> 0:34:30.040
<v Speaker 1>no idea how to fix it. I'm just asking for help.

0:34:30.600 --> 0:34:33.080
<v Speaker 1>I can't get out of bed half the time, so

0:34:33.080 --> 0:34:35.640
<v Speaker 1>I just want some help. I don't care what you're called.

0:34:36.840 --> 0:34:39.920
<v Speaker 1>And I remember I was, and obviously there was that

0:34:40.120 --> 0:34:41.960
<v Speaker 1>mental health challenge through it as well.

0:34:42.160 --> 0:34:43.399
<v Speaker 2>But I was sitting down, was.

0:34:45.560 --> 0:34:52.359
<v Speaker 1>Psychiatrists talking about whether it's my relationship with my father

0:34:52.400 --> 0:34:59.680
<v Speaker 1>when I was younger. I'm I was getting treated the

0:34:59.800 --> 0:35:03.480
<v Speaker 1>look looking for what's the precursor to this depressive state,

0:35:04.160 --> 0:35:07.440
<v Speaker 1>and I was My answer was absolutely, I'm depressed, but

0:35:07.480 --> 0:35:09.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm depressed because I'm stuck in bed with an illness.

0:35:09.600 --> 0:35:14.160
<v Speaker 1>I've got no idea about that's that's that was the precursor.

0:35:14.239 --> 0:35:17.839
<v Speaker 1>I don't understand what's causing this state of mind. And

0:35:17.960 --> 0:35:21.080
<v Speaker 1>the state of mind was, it was there, and it

0:35:21.120 --> 0:35:23.400
<v Speaker 1>was hard to get over because I didn't have any answers.

0:35:23.719 --> 0:35:26.720
<v Speaker 4>So eventually you were taking some medication for the chronic fatigue,

0:35:26.760 --> 0:35:28.960
<v Speaker 4>and then it was put onto the band list and

0:35:29.000 --> 0:35:31.320
<v Speaker 4>then you self reported tell us about it a pretty

0:35:31.520 --> 0:35:32.280
<v Speaker 4>traumatic chapter.

0:35:32.440 --> 0:35:32.600
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:35:32.640 --> 0:35:35.920
<v Speaker 1>I was been treated by a chronic fatigue specialists in

0:35:36.840 --> 0:35:42.319
<v Speaker 1>Brisbane and part of his part of his treatments with

0:35:42.440 --> 0:35:48.919
<v Speaker 1>all his chronic fatigue patients was raising there there very

0:35:48.960 --> 0:35:50.640
<v Speaker 1>low testosterone levels.

0:35:51.800 --> 0:35:54.160
<v Speaker 2>But in the sport we can't do that.

0:35:54.239 --> 0:35:58.680
<v Speaker 1>Obviously, I had very low testosterone levels and precursors to that,

0:35:59.280 --> 0:36:05.000
<v Speaker 1>and so he he prescribed to me a precursor hormone DHA.

0:36:06.320 --> 0:36:11.600
<v Speaker 1>I was taking a herbal extract to help promote that

0:36:12.880 --> 0:36:18.480
<v Speaker 1>hormone and that I went to pick up my medication

0:36:18.880 --> 0:36:21.640
<v Speaker 1>pharmacy one day and the guy who had normally picked

0:36:21.680 --> 0:36:23.720
<v Speaker 1>it up from he said, this has just been listed

0:36:23.880 --> 0:36:26.959
<v Speaker 1>on the band list. So I spoke to the club

0:36:27.040 --> 0:36:32.040
<v Speaker 1>straight away. I rang the SATA or as there it

0:36:32.080 --> 0:36:34.360
<v Speaker 1>might have been at that stage as the hotline.

0:36:34.880 --> 0:36:36.640
<v Speaker 2>Spoke to the guy that I spoke to a lot.

0:36:37.440 --> 0:36:40.520
<v Speaker 1>He told me what to do, told me, yes, it

0:36:40.560 --> 0:36:43.600
<v Speaker 1>has been on the band list, but ring the AFL

0:36:43.640 --> 0:36:46.279
<v Speaker 1>putting an application to take it as part of your

0:36:46.480 --> 0:36:47.440
<v Speaker 1>medication treatment.

0:36:47.560 --> 0:36:48.640
<v Speaker 2>And I suppose because.

0:36:48.440 --> 0:36:52.960
<v Speaker 1>Of that gray area around having a recognized treatment for

0:36:53.040 --> 0:36:56.879
<v Speaker 1>chronic fatigue. I sat down and it was with Ian

0:36:56.960 --> 0:36:59.319
<v Speaker 1>Collens for one afternoon at the game. I went through

0:36:59.360 --> 0:37:01.839
<v Speaker 1>exactly what I'd been doing for the couple of years

0:37:02.400 --> 0:37:07.480
<v Speaker 1>prior and put in the application. I asked them at

0:37:07.480 --> 0:37:09.800
<v Speaker 1>the time, do I keep taking the medication? They said, absolutely,

0:37:09.880 --> 0:37:13.839
<v Speaker 1>keep taking it. Kept taking it. Got tested twice over

0:37:13.880 --> 0:37:18.080
<v Speaker 1>the next period whatever that was, and tested negative both

0:37:18.160 --> 0:37:20.920
<v Speaker 1>times because I was taking this miniscule amount to just

0:37:21.000 --> 0:37:23.400
<v Speaker 1>bring me into the bottom end of the normal range.

0:37:23.400 --> 0:37:25.799
<v Speaker 1>So I was still extremely low, but I was still

0:37:26.320 --> 0:37:28.239
<v Speaker 1>just the bottom end of the normal range. So two

0:37:28.320 --> 0:37:34.120
<v Speaker 1>negative tests and then I got a letter sent home

0:37:34.160 --> 0:37:36.760
<v Speaker 1>that I'd been charged under the antidoping code.

0:37:36.560 --> 0:37:39.280
<v Speaker 3>From the AFL from the AFL.

0:37:39.680 --> 0:37:43.239
<v Speaker 1>From the AFL that because of the self reporting, because

0:37:43.239 --> 0:37:46.880
<v Speaker 1>there was no evidence that I was taking the medication

0:37:47.040 --> 0:37:51.000
<v Speaker 1>outside me saying I was taking it. So yeah, I

0:37:51.000 --> 0:37:56.040
<v Speaker 1>got charged, which was just staggering.

0:37:56.160 --> 0:37:58.600
<v Speaker 5>You've gone through all that heartache earlier to try and

0:37:58.600 --> 0:38:00.799
<v Speaker 5>get back on the field and then this happens. How

0:38:00.840 --> 0:38:04.560
<v Speaker 5>deflating is that? And how traumatic was the next period

0:38:04.560 --> 0:38:08.960
<v Speaker 5>of time? It was traumatic, And then there was a

0:38:09.880 --> 0:38:10.480
<v Speaker 5>good moment.

0:38:10.600 --> 0:38:14.120
<v Speaker 1>I think we just after I had been charged, we

0:38:14.160 --> 0:38:19.480
<v Speaker 1>played against Sekulda out of way and the Seculta players

0:38:19.760 --> 0:38:22.920
<v Speaker 1>and the Seculta supporters were incredibly.

0:38:22.600 --> 0:38:28.520
<v Speaker 2>Supportive, so that was good. That gave me some confidence.

0:38:29.200 --> 0:38:31.799
<v Speaker 1>So normally, whether you're playing at full back or full forward,

0:38:31.840 --> 0:38:37.000
<v Speaker 1>or you're getting advice from the opposition cheers squad, that

0:38:37.040 --> 0:38:43.400
<v Speaker 1>particular day, the Securita supporters and cheersquad were incredibly supportive,

0:38:43.440 --> 0:38:46.560
<v Speaker 1>as were the players. Now that changed over time, but

0:38:46.680 --> 0:38:50.520
<v Speaker 1>I think at the serious pointy end of that I

0:38:50.560 --> 0:38:52.880
<v Speaker 1>had the support, so I felt well, I felt that

0:38:52.960 --> 0:38:53.279
<v Speaker 1>I did.

0:38:53.440 --> 0:38:54.800
<v Speaker 3>How long did it take to be resolved?

0:38:54.840 --> 0:38:57.680
<v Speaker 4>We know that ASDA and Asada and then Spots Integrity

0:38:57.680 --> 0:38:59.800
<v Speaker 4>of Australia didn't normally work very quickly.

0:39:00.040 --> 0:39:03.880
<v Speaker 2>I think the hearing went for a couple of weeks.

0:39:04.360 --> 0:39:05.120
<v Speaker 2>I reckon.

0:39:06.320 --> 0:39:09.719
<v Speaker 1>And I was well represented by David Gailbali.

0:39:10.520 --> 0:39:13.279
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, and you've got to cut another Hollingwood connection there too. Yeah,

0:39:13.680 --> 0:39:17.920
<v Speaker 5>as of a concern, so they want to change a

0:39:17.960 --> 0:39:19.680
<v Speaker 5>couple of years later when the flags come in.

0:39:19.760 --> 0:39:23.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it was great support, great support from the club

0:39:23.960 --> 0:39:27.920
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, when from specialists around the world, there was

0:39:27.960 --> 0:39:30.759
<v Speaker 1>a I think they've got evidence from a doctor I'd

0:39:30.760 --> 0:39:35.399
<v Speaker 1>seen at UCLA who'd recommend the same treatment actually, so

0:39:35.560 --> 0:39:37.520
<v Speaker 1>he was involved in that, So yeah, I was.

0:39:37.760 --> 0:39:40.279
<v Speaker 2>I was cleared and allowed to play on.

0:39:40.400 --> 0:39:43.120
<v Speaker 8>Over the tribunal finding tonight that Alistair Lynch could not

0:39:43.200 --> 0:39:45.520
<v Speaker 8>be branded a drug cheat because he was given the

0:39:45.520 --> 0:39:48.520
<v Speaker 8>wrong information from as did the Australian Sports Drug Agency.

0:39:48.920 --> 0:39:52.760
<v Speaker 7>Alisa joins us, thanks for coming in obviously extremely relieved,

0:39:52.840 --> 0:39:55.160
<v Speaker 7>happy and feel indicated.

0:39:55.560 --> 0:39:58.520
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I certainly it's been a very stressful period, especially

0:39:58.520 --> 0:40:01.520
<v Speaker 8>over the last three to four week but for it

0:40:01.560 --> 0:40:05.239
<v Speaker 8>to come out with a not guilty verdict tonight has

0:40:05.480 --> 0:40:06.400
<v Speaker 8>certainly taking.

0:40:06.160 --> 0:40:08.000
<v Speaker 3>A huge weight off my shild. If it bleeds, we

0:40:08.040 --> 0:40:08.520
<v Speaker 3>can kill it.

0:40:08.600 --> 0:40:13.280
<v Speaker 4>So dominating team lose one game the two thousand season,

0:40:13.680 --> 0:40:16.600
<v Speaker 4>you're the up and coming team. Lee Matthews finds a

0:40:16.640 --> 0:40:19.520
<v Speaker 4>way to pitch that extraordinary narrative. How did it happen? Well,

0:40:19.520 --> 0:40:21.840
<v Speaker 4>we know in public, behind the scenes there.

0:40:22.120 --> 0:40:24.799
<v Speaker 1>My take on the whole thing was a little bit

0:40:25.080 --> 0:40:28.040
<v Speaker 1>like we're talking about with my health challenges before. I

0:40:28.040 --> 0:40:30.719
<v Speaker 1>think Lee sort of spoke to us that can we

0:40:30.760 --> 0:40:33.960
<v Speaker 1>beat Esdon? Realistically you're thinking, not that anyone's going to

0:40:34.000 --> 0:40:37.480
<v Speaker 1>articulate that we can't, but you're thinking. You almost felt

0:40:37.520 --> 0:40:40.080
<v Speaker 1>like saying, have you seen us over the last few weeks?

0:40:40.080 --> 0:40:41.840
<v Speaker 1>And have you seen them over the last few years?

0:40:42.160 --> 0:40:45.080
<v Speaker 1>No one's beaten them, really, I mean they got knocked

0:40:45.080 --> 0:40:48.160
<v Speaker 1>out in the ninety nine Prelium finals, the more dominant

0:40:48.160 --> 0:40:51.520
<v Speaker 1>team ninety nine dominant in two thousand. When we met

0:40:51.560 --> 0:40:54.880
<v Speaker 1>them a third of the way through the two thousand

0:40:54.880 --> 0:40:58.600
<v Speaker 1>and one season, they were beating everyone. So you're thinking,

0:40:58.680 --> 0:41:01.400
<v Speaker 1>in five days time, can we beat this? Was no,

0:41:01.520 --> 0:41:05.319
<v Speaker 1>I don't think so, and Lee he brought it back

0:41:05.360 --> 0:41:11.040
<v Speaker 1>to our individual roles and sort of made sure we clarified.

0:41:11.320 --> 0:41:15.200
<v Speaker 1>So what am I asking of you today? What am

0:41:15.200 --> 0:41:19.440
<v Speaker 1>I asking for you to do in the game? And

0:41:19.600 --> 0:41:21.400
<v Speaker 1>the goals and points that wins and losses were all

0:41:21.400 --> 0:41:24.160
<v Speaker 1>byproducts agatting a whole lot of other stuff, right, So

0:41:24.600 --> 0:41:27.880
<v Speaker 1>he drew us back from thinking about this daunting task

0:41:27.920 --> 0:41:30.880
<v Speaker 1>of being one hundred percent healthy or winning the game,

0:41:31.239 --> 0:41:34.839
<v Speaker 1>coming back to what can I do? And that's what

0:41:34.920 --> 0:41:37.760
<v Speaker 1>I took out of that meeting is the clarity around

0:41:38.320 --> 0:41:40.920
<v Speaker 1>take control of what you can. So my role standing

0:41:40.920 --> 0:41:43.439
<v Speaker 1>fifteen is out from goal. If the ball comes in long,

0:41:43.480 --> 0:41:45.960
<v Speaker 1>try to market, don't give away free kick. If I

0:41:46.040 --> 0:41:48.080
<v Speaker 1>dropped the ball. I dropped to the front. When Craig

0:41:48.160 --> 0:41:50.719
<v Speaker 1>mccrage comes in, I protect his back. That's my job.

0:41:50.840 --> 0:41:52.279
<v Speaker 1>And it was sort of like, well, can you do

0:41:52.360 --> 0:41:54.960
<v Speaker 1>that and we'll ship. Yeah, I can do that, So

0:41:55.120 --> 0:41:59.440
<v Speaker 1>don't worry about the other stuff. Just understand what you do,

0:41:59.760 --> 0:42:02.760
<v Speaker 1>work with Craig McCrae and Daniel Bradshaw and Jonathan Brown

0:42:02.760 --> 0:42:06.520
<v Speaker 1>and that around you, but don't do your head in

0:42:06.560 --> 0:42:09.680
<v Speaker 1>about the end result. And it was almost like that

0:42:09.760 --> 0:42:11.560
<v Speaker 1>was the start of the sixteen game winning streak.

0:42:11.600 --> 0:42:12.280
<v Speaker 2>To win the flag.

0:42:13.360 --> 0:42:16.839
<v Speaker 1>It was almost like the siren of go and oh shit,

0:42:16.880 --> 0:42:21.759
<v Speaker 1>we won because we had enough people doing their role

0:42:21.760 --> 0:42:23.320
<v Speaker 1>as well. So that's what I took out of that

0:42:23.760 --> 0:42:26.560
<v Speaker 1>media on that particular day. And I do remember him saying,

0:42:26.880 --> 0:42:28.960
<v Speaker 1>I think he showed the video. I can't remember that.

0:42:28.960 --> 0:42:31.000
<v Speaker 1>The boys talk about it that if it bleeds it,

0:42:31.080 --> 0:42:31.439
<v Speaker 1>we can.

0:42:31.400 --> 0:42:34.040
<v Speaker 4>Kill it from really, but do you think he showed

0:42:34.040 --> 0:42:37.240
<v Speaker 4>the video from because obviously said it in the media

0:42:37.280 --> 0:42:37.640
<v Speaker 4>as well.

0:42:37.840 --> 0:42:41.480
<v Speaker 7>Creaded up movie that Arnie Schwarzenegger started and there was

0:42:41.520 --> 0:42:44.280
<v Speaker 7>this monster from the alien monster from out of space

0:42:44.320 --> 0:42:46.960
<v Speaker 7>that was killing all these people in the South American

0:42:47.400 --> 0:42:49.560
<v Speaker 7>jungle and all of a sudden, they shot this monster

0:42:49.640 --> 0:42:52.840
<v Speaker 7>and they discovered its bled and Artis's classic line was

0:42:52.880 --> 0:42:55.880
<v Speaker 7>if a blueds we can kill it and we reconnizzl

0:42:55.960 --> 0:42:56.400
<v Speaker 7>and can blute.

0:42:56.760 --> 0:42:58.759
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so he went straight back out. So he'd have

0:42:59.239 --> 0:43:02.120
<v Speaker 1>that was our Tuesday meeting, I'm sure. So we'd have

0:43:02.200 --> 0:43:04.040
<v Speaker 1>that meeting and then he'd go out and do his

0:43:04.080 --> 0:43:07.600
<v Speaker 1>press are straight afterwards. Yeah, and I think and I

0:43:07.920 --> 0:43:09.839
<v Speaker 1>can't remember the video, but I think the boys talking

0:43:09.880 --> 0:43:11.719
<v Speaker 1>about the video was there. But yeah, he went straight

0:43:11.760 --> 0:43:12.920
<v Speaker 1>out and said it in the press conference.

0:43:12.920 --> 0:43:14.800
<v Speaker 3>That's a great streak. You get it. It is amazing,

0:43:14.800 --> 0:43:16.120
<v Speaker 3>isn't it. And you get on that grat street.

0:43:16.160 --> 0:43:19.759
<v Speaker 5>But you you're suspended for only the second in the

0:43:19.840 --> 0:43:20.760
<v Speaker 5>qualifying final.

0:43:21.440 --> 0:43:25.040
<v Speaker 3>Did you miss the preliminary final that year against Richmond? Yeah, so,

0:43:25.200 --> 0:43:27.320
<v Speaker 3>Darryl wakelm.

0:43:28.520 --> 0:43:30.600
<v Speaker 5>So how difficult is that you're sitting there watching I

0:43:30.640 --> 0:43:33.600
<v Speaker 5>was fairly nervous. That thing is not that you didn't

0:43:33.600 --> 0:43:34.960
<v Speaker 5>have a lot to be nervous about in the end,

0:43:35.000 --> 0:43:37.399
<v Speaker 5>but to miss a big final of that.

0:43:37.320 --> 0:43:38.959
<v Speaker 3>You know you're a serious chance to win a flag.

0:43:39.280 --> 0:43:40.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and you're going out of the side. So there

0:43:41.400 --> 0:43:44.680
<v Speaker 1>was two So that was that was an unusual day.

0:43:45.640 --> 0:43:49.200
<v Speaker 1>So I've got reported for striking. I know I've done

0:43:49.200 --> 0:43:56.000
<v Speaker 1>the wrong thing, and then we've gone to Melbourne to

0:43:56.040 --> 0:44:00.720
<v Speaker 1>be face to face in the tribunal hearing. Ironically, Matthew

0:44:00.800 --> 0:44:05.000
<v Speaker 1>Lloyd is up for striking as well, so we're both

0:44:05.600 --> 0:44:06.480
<v Speaker 1>at the trigeneral.

0:44:07.600 --> 0:44:11.240
<v Speaker 2>I I've got the one week suspension. Could have easily

0:44:11.280 --> 0:44:11.640
<v Speaker 2>been too.

0:44:13.080 --> 0:44:15.360
<v Speaker 5>You were concerned about the two because you've been spended

0:44:15.400 --> 0:44:18.440
<v Speaker 5>once before. Oh really yeah for charging, which is you know, no,

0:44:18.560 --> 0:44:22.279
<v Speaker 5>that's all right, should be fine. So I've got the

0:44:22.280 --> 0:44:26.680
<v Speaker 5>one week suspension. Darryl, help you out or I can't recall.

0:44:27.239 --> 0:44:31.279
<v Speaker 1>I think I'd imagine, so I'd imagine so, but I

0:44:31.280 --> 0:44:35.440
<v Speaker 1>can't recall. So but I've We're flown home and again

0:44:35.719 --> 0:44:36.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm missing a prelim final.

0:44:36.920 --> 0:44:38.320
<v Speaker 2>It could have been a lot worse. I'm missing a

0:44:38.360 --> 0:44:42.160
<v Speaker 2>prelim final and thinking how how bad is my day?

0:44:42.200 --> 0:44:43.880
<v Speaker 2>Going got home?

0:44:44.040 --> 0:44:49.280
<v Speaker 1>Back in those days it was General ten's Sports Tonight,

0:44:49.920 --> 0:44:52.799
<v Speaker 1>where you've got all the sports news. I got home

0:44:52.880 --> 0:44:58.960
<v Speaker 1>remember walking into the house, chucked on Sports Tonight to

0:44:59.040 --> 0:45:05.000
<v Speaker 1>watch and there was the broadcast of the Twin Towers.

0:45:06.960 --> 0:45:09.960
<v Speaker 1>So that was the Twin Towers and so I just

0:45:10.000 --> 0:45:13.839
<v Speaker 1>turned the TV on when the report was of the

0:45:13.880 --> 0:45:17.640
<v Speaker 1>first tour getting hit and sitting there and as most

0:45:17.640 --> 0:45:21.640
<v Speaker 1>of us did, watched the second plane going in and thinking,

0:45:21.920 --> 0:45:25.440
<v Speaker 1>hang on, that's another one. So yeah, everything got flipped

0:45:25.520 --> 0:45:28.399
<v Speaker 1>up side down. And then because I was feeling sorry

0:45:28.440 --> 0:45:32.279
<v Speaker 1>for myself because I lost one weeks football, and then

0:45:32.400 --> 0:45:36.839
<v Speaker 1>the obviously the World Trade Center tragedy was panning out.

0:45:37.320 --> 0:45:38.600
<v Speaker 4>You had the ball in your hands at the end

0:45:38.600 --> 0:45:40.880
<v Speaker 4>of the two thousand and one Grand Final, take us

0:45:40.880 --> 0:45:41.920
<v Speaker 4>through your members of that game.

0:45:42.200 --> 0:45:42.680
<v Speaker 8>Going to score.

0:45:42.920 --> 0:45:43.480
<v Speaker 2>So I've done it.

0:45:43.640 --> 0:45:45.839
<v Speaker 3>But he's had a ball in his hands, Bruce. I've

0:45:45.840 --> 0:45:47.920
<v Speaker 3>been a history here these.

0:45:47.760 --> 0:45:49.959
<v Speaker 2>Matthews has been to the top of the mountain for a.

0:45:49.840 --> 0:45:53.879
<v Speaker 6>Second time as coach, once a Collegwood and now he's

0:45:53.880 --> 0:45:56.280
<v Speaker 6>done the impossible Brisbane.

0:45:57.440 --> 0:46:00.960
<v Speaker 2>I have won the Premiership the game.

0:46:02.280 --> 0:46:07.160
<v Speaker 1>Just on reflection, what a what an experience to run

0:46:07.200 --> 0:46:11.680
<v Speaker 1>out on the grounds in front of packed mcg So

0:46:11.880 --> 0:46:14.439
<v Speaker 1>we got off to a reasonable start. A few of us,

0:46:14.800 --> 0:46:18.400
<v Speaker 1>sort of me miss missed a few shots early.

0:46:19.960 --> 0:46:23.000
<v Speaker 2>When in halftime down I can't remember.

0:46:22.680 --> 0:46:25.239
<v Speaker 1>What the what the score was at three quart a time,

0:46:25.280 --> 0:46:28.239
<v Speaker 1>but we started to kick ahead and you would have

0:46:28.280 --> 0:46:30.440
<v Speaker 1>heard that theory that Lee has that if you're more

0:46:30.480 --> 0:46:32.600
<v Speaker 1>goals in front than there are minutes remained on the clock,

0:46:32.640 --> 0:46:35.000
<v Speaker 1>you've won the game. I reckon late in the game,

0:46:35.040 --> 0:46:37.600
<v Speaker 1>we're trying to work out at Harway Home, and thing

0:46:37.680 --> 0:46:39.240
<v Speaker 1>yes and kicked a couple more goals.

0:46:40.480 --> 0:46:41.000
<v Speaker 2>I got.

0:46:41.440 --> 0:46:43.759
<v Speaker 1>I got moved, I think because like I was the

0:46:43.760 --> 0:46:46.320
<v Speaker 1>oldest in the field, Brownie was the youngest. Brownie was

0:46:46.320 --> 0:46:51.200
<v Speaker 1>the only teenager that day. So I got moved up

0:46:51.200 --> 0:46:54.719
<v Speaker 1>the field and I took a mark in front of

0:46:55.400 --> 0:47:01.640
<v Speaker 1>the worn stand and remember looking inside. I remember seeing

0:47:01.680 --> 0:47:03.839
<v Speaker 1>Chris Scott and I thought, no, I could slaughter that.

0:47:03.880 --> 0:47:04.480
<v Speaker 2>So I'm not going to.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not going to check that.

0:47:06.320 --> 0:47:08.440
<v Speaker 1>And I think I was just going to boot it

0:47:08.520 --> 0:47:11.160
<v Speaker 1>long to the punt road end goals just kicked as

0:47:11.200 --> 0:47:14.920
<v Speaker 1>long as I could. I don't know whether in my

0:47:15.000 --> 0:47:18.879
<v Speaker 1>mind I could see the scoreboarder. I don't know where

0:47:18.880 --> 0:47:20.880
<v Speaker 1>that's a figurement of my imagination, but I knew it

0:47:20.920 --> 0:47:21.239
<v Speaker 1>was late.

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<v Speaker 2>New was late in the game.

0:47:24.000 --> 0:47:27.600
<v Speaker 1>And with that thought, the final siron went, and that

0:47:27.640 --> 0:47:31.320
<v Speaker 1>final siren just had eclipsed everything I'd ever experienced in sport.

0:47:31.520 --> 0:47:34.720
<v Speaker 1>And I think same for my teammates. For fans, because

0:47:35.600 --> 0:47:37.920
<v Speaker 1>to get to that stage all everyone.

0:47:37.560 --> 0:47:38.399
<v Speaker 2>Has their ups and down.

0:47:38.440 --> 0:47:41.040
<v Speaker 1>So I'd had mine, all my teammates that had theirs,

0:47:42.160 --> 0:47:46.440
<v Speaker 1>the passionate Fitzroy supporters or the Brisbane Bear supporters, with

0:47:46.640 --> 0:47:50.640
<v Speaker 1>all their turmoil. They'd gone through the fact that it

0:47:50.680 --> 0:47:53.880
<v Speaker 1>was nineteen forty four sinto the last Fitzroy flag, the

0:47:53.960 --> 0:47:56.400
<v Speaker 1>ups and downs of the merger. That final siren just

0:47:56.560 --> 0:48:00.600
<v Speaker 1>was such a great sensation, an adrenaline rush. And Lee

0:48:00.680 --> 0:48:04.400
<v Speaker 1>Matthews always said that with team success, the individual get

0:48:04.440 --> 0:48:08.760
<v Speaker 1>rewarded as a byproduct, and it's sort of we're all committed.

0:48:09.440 --> 0:48:11.680
<v Speaker 1>We had the core group of our team had committed

0:48:11.680 --> 0:48:14.160
<v Speaker 1>to these roles and being predictable and trusting each other.

0:48:14.840 --> 0:48:18.400
<v Speaker 1>Siren went, And yeah, I mean it was just amazing

0:48:18.640 --> 0:48:21.000
<v Speaker 1>because of all those people that help you get there.

0:48:21.560 --> 0:48:25.720
<v Speaker 1>And the other thing was it six years, six years

0:48:25.719 --> 0:48:28.960
<v Speaker 1>down the track. In that period, whether it was that

0:48:29.000 --> 0:48:32.839
<v Speaker 1>moment or not. Long afterwards, I realized, shit on one

0:48:32.920 --> 0:48:36.600
<v Speaker 1>hundred percent healthy again, because I just was trying to

0:48:36.680 --> 0:48:39.920
<v Speaker 1>chip out it every day sort of thing to get

0:48:39.960 --> 0:48:42.719
<v Speaker 1>a little bit better. Then I finally realized, yeah, I'm

0:48:43.000 --> 0:48:46.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm following, I'm healthy, and so yeah, it was an

0:48:46.160 --> 0:48:50.480
<v Speaker 1>amazing period and a great, great moment, great celebrations over

0:48:50.480 --> 0:48:53.080
<v Speaker 1>the next period of time, and even like I remember

0:48:53.840 --> 0:48:57.840
<v Speaker 1>months later sitting having a coffee or sitting on the

0:48:57.840 --> 0:49:01.799
<v Speaker 1>beach at Lullabar and thinking, shit, one, how good is that?

0:49:01.960 --> 0:49:04.759
<v Speaker 1>Because for so much of my career you're looking at

0:49:05.680 --> 0:49:07.360
<v Speaker 1>other people do it and you think, well, that's just

0:49:07.400 --> 0:49:10.960
<v Speaker 1>what other people do, that's other players playing premierships.

0:49:11.440 --> 0:49:12.600
<v Speaker 2>So to have that.

0:49:12.600 --> 0:49:17.480
<v Speaker 1>Experience with that group of individuals that had invested in

0:49:17.480 --> 0:49:24.520
<v Speaker 1>the team plan, it was amazing, amazing experiences.

0:49:24.560 --> 0:49:28.080
<v Speaker 6>Tell us to Lynch of Darrel Lakeland, they're old enough

0:49:28.080 --> 0:49:34.040
<v Speaker 6>to know better. There's Murph Williams just to say they're

0:49:34.040 --> 0:49:35.680
<v Speaker 6>throwing them from the two bard seats.

0:49:35.840 --> 0:49:41.840
<v Speaker 4>Tallis to Lynch, just defend the trainer's gone out to him.

0:49:42.000 --> 0:49:43.360
<v Speaker 3>And this is how it all started.

0:49:44.560 --> 0:49:48.040
<v Speaker 4>Ship How oftrome do people say, Darrel Wakelan tell me

0:49:48.080 --> 0:49:49.480
<v Speaker 4>about it daily.

0:49:49.320 --> 0:49:50.120
<v Speaker 3>Weekly.

0:49:52.000 --> 0:49:53.720
<v Speaker 2>Without exaggeration, be weekly.

0:49:55.239 --> 0:49:56.279
<v Speaker 3>How do you reflect upon it?

0:49:56.320 --> 0:50:00.880
<v Speaker 4>Given it was quite quite and you go, I need

0:50:00.920 --> 0:50:03.560
<v Speaker 4>to find my way to influence this contest somehow.

0:50:03.640 --> 0:50:04.560
<v Speaker 2>No, I don't think it was that.

0:50:05.080 --> 0:50:11.040
<v Speaker 1>I think i'd Warren Treed, Druid marked the ball center

0:50:11.080 --> 0:50:14.759
<v Speaker 1>wing or half of our halfward flank in front of me.

0:50:14.840 --> 0:50:17.759
<v Speaker 1>I think it was ridiculously I've tried to get there.

0:50:17.800 --> 0:50:21.640
<v Speaker 1>I was never going to get there. Popmquad, which I

0:50:21.640 --> 0:50:23.319
<v Speaker 1>don't think was an issue going into the game. They

0:50:23.400 --> 0:50:26.040
<v Speaker 1>actually going into that game, although I had some back issues,

0:50:26.080 --> 0:50:28.120
<v Speaker 1>it was the best I felt going into a Grand final.

0:50:28.400 --> 0:50:32.040
<v Speaker 1>So I felt fine. But then I snapped my quad

0:50:32.920 --> 0:50:38.800
<v Speaker 1>and my games are over. I'm done. It's a bad snap.

0:50:39.080 --> 0:50:45.960
<v Speaker 1>And I think, oh, Darryl was always a very good,

0:50:46.200 --> 0:50:52.200
<v Speaker 1>niggly sort of defender. And I know whether he even

0:50:52.280 --> 0:50:55.479
<v Speaker 1>niggling on the way back. And I probably said, look,

0:50:55.560 --> 0:50:57.560
<v Speaker 1>i'm a little bit down the dumps at the moment,

0:50:57.560 --> 0:50:59.600
<v Speaker 1>and you not niggled me at the moment. He didn't

0:50:59.600 --> 0:51:03.160
<v Speaker 1>listen to something like that, and yees, some in becile

0:51:03.239 --> 0:51:06.840
<v Speaker 1>in my head snapped and yeah, that was most embarrassing,

0:51:06.920 --> 0:51:11.120
<v Speaker 1>regretful part of my football career. And yeah that's something

0:51:11.920 --> 0:51:15.360
<v Speaker 1>something obviously it's going to pop up a lot something.

0:51:15.360 --> 0:51:21.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm enormously embarrassed and regret that incident.

0:51:21.520 --> 0:51:23.360
<v Speaker 4>Well, you weren't that player, as we said, you know,

0:51:23.600 --> 0:51:27.280
<v Speaker 4>a single charge for striking and a single charging charge,

0:51:27.280 --> 0:51:28.839
<v Speaker 4>so it was it like you were a thuggage player

0:51:28.840 --> 0:51:29.320
<v Speaker 4>in anyway.

0:51:29.560 --> 0:51:33.680
<v Speaker 1>It was just again, we have things in context, and

0:51:33.719 --> 0:51:35.600
<v Speaker 1>we talked about nine to eleven and then twiny hours

0:51:35.640 --> 0:51:38.160
<v Speaker 1>and all that sort of stuff. In my own little

0:51:38.600 --> 0:51:41.960
<v Speaker 1>mind at that time, my world was ending, because you know,

0:51:42.000 --> 0:51:44.239
<v Speaker 1>you're thinking of this dream of four flags in a row,

0:51:44.320 --> 0:51:46.880
<v Speaker 1>and wouldn't it be great to be out there and

0:51:46.920 --> 0:51:50.520
<v Speaker 1>play well and then snap of the quad, my game's over.

0:51:50.960 --> 0:51:57.000
<v Speaker 1>And yes, just yes, My injury in that context was enormous.

0:51:57.120 --> 0:52:00.279
<v Speaker 1>In the context of life, wasn't that big. But yeah,

0:52:00.560 --> 0:52:03.480
<v Speaker 1>I made a mistake. It felt like a an out

0:52:03.480 --> 0:52:06.759
<v Speaker 1>of body experience, almost like thankfully I didn't land any

0:52:07.920 --> 0:52:09.880
<v Speaker 1>and it was almost like you think, what are you

0:52:09.960 --> 0:52:12.880
<v Speaker 1>doing down there? And yeah, So it was something I

0:52:12.920 --> 0:52:15.200
<v Speaker 1>deeply regret and it wasn't great.

0:52:15.719 --> 0:52:18.480
<v Speaker 4>Seven charges, ten weeks, fifteen grand. Did you you knew

0:52:18.480 --> 0:52:20.879
<v Speaker 4>you're retiring? Did you pay the fifteen grand? I found

0:52:21.320 --> 0:52:22.280
<v Speaker 4>to pay the fifteen grand?

0:52:22.360 --> 0:52:24.719
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, I don't know whether I had to, but.

0:52:24.880 --> 0:52:26.920
<v Speaker 3>It would have been an interesting test case if you retired.

0:52:26.920 --> 0:52:28.080
<v Speaker 3>It isn't it?

0:52:28.280 --> 0:52:30.480
<v Speaker 2>It was raised, really was.

0:52:30.560 --> 0:52:34.840
<v Speaker 1>It was raised because of the attempted strikes being included

0:52:35.360 --> 0:52:37.840
<v Speaker 1>that we challenged it and I don't think there was

0:52:37.880 --> 0:52:42.160
<v Speaker 1>a case or QC back in the time offered to

0:52:42.239 --> 0:52:45.239
<v Speaker 1>fight it for me, and I just said, nah, how

0:52:45.280 --> 0:52:50.000
<v Speaker 1>about we just accept it, pay the money and sort

0:52:50.000 --> 0:52:53.520
<v Speaker 1>of just drift off. So yeah, there was there was

0:52:53.560 --> 0:52:56.879
<v Speaker 1>no thought from me of challenging it or I just yeah,

0:52:57.080 --> 0:52:58.759
<v Speaker 1>capt the cup, the.

0:52:58.680 --> 0:53:01.560
<v Speaker 2>Fine I think I I think I rang Andrew Demitrio

0:53:01.560 --> 0:53:03.759
<v Speaker 2>and apologize for it, because yeah, you don't want that.

0:53:03.840 --> 0:53:05.640
<v Speaker 1>The ironic thing was the next year, I did a

0:53:05.680 --> 0:53:07.520
<v Speaker 1>couple of speaking gigs the Grand Final week for the

0:53:07.560 --> 0:53:10.800
<v Speaker 1>AFL and they'll roll on that footage out.

0:53:10.840 --> 0:53:12.400
<v Speaker 3>You didn't get paid fifteen grand out of it?

0:53:13.000 --> 0:53:13.600
<v Speaker 2>No, I did not.

0:53:14.080 --> 0:53:14.520
<v Speaker 3>I didn't.

0:53:14.560 --> 0:53:17.440
<v Speaker 1>I got a little something, but I thought it was

0:53:17.440 --> 0:53:20.239
<v Speaker 1>a bit of a contradiction to find me then use

0:53:20.280 --> 0:53:20.800
<v Speaker 1>that vision.

0:53:21.960 --> 0:53:24.359
<v Speaker 4>So you knew you were retiring leading in I think

0:53:24.440 --> 0:53:26.080
<v Speaker 4>AKA might have revealed it in a column, but you

0:53:26.120 --> 0:53:28.359
<v Speaker 4>wrote when you Craig McCrae was also retiring, you wrote

0:53:28.360 --> 0:53:30.440
<v Speaker 4>a lovely letter to him. Just take us through the

0:53:30.440 --> 0:53:32.200
<v Speaker 4>timing of that, you know, basically saying to him, my

0:53:32.239 --> 0:53:33.719
<v Speaker 4>love you, but this is my last game.

0:53:34.320 --> 0:53:38.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, So he said that Grand Final week last year,

0:53:38.840 --> 0:53:43.680
<v Speaker 1>I was in an interview I'd completely forgotten about that. Yeah,

0:53:43.880 --> 0:53:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I can't remember it, but he told me about it.

0:53:48.640 --> 0:53:50.799
<v Speaker 1>I think that was and that's just a reflection on

0:53:51.120 --> 0:53:56.359
<v Speaker 1>the bond that we had as a group. So, yeah,

0:53:56.400 --> 0:53:58.920
<v Speaker 1>it was hard to step away, but I'd sort of

0:53:59.000 --> 0:54:02.239
<v Speaker 1>just got to that stage where I felt that I'd

0:54:02.280 --> 0:54:06.239
<v Speaker 1>given everything to be I mean, you can pull the

0:54:06.239 --> 0:54:09.560
<v Speaker 1>piers and probably just coast along, but I think I'd

0:54:09.600 --> 0:54:11.680
<v Speaker 1>invested everything in the people around me.

0:54:12.560 --> 0:54:14.080
<v Speaker 2>And I used to love training.

0:54:14.160 --> 0:54:16.680
<v Speaker 1>Although some of my teammates might argue that, but I

0:54:16.760 --> 0:54:19.280
<v Speaker 1>used to love going to training. But when I started

0:54:19.440 --> 0:54:21.920
<v Speaker 1>driving home from training and think, oh I'm cooked, and

0:54:21.960 --> 0:54:23.880
<v Speaker 1>he was time to give it up. And so but

0:54:23.920 --> 0:54:26.120
<v Speaker 1>it meant a lot to me all those people around

0:54:26.160 --> 0:54:28.200
<v Speaker 1>me that had helped me. And again I was sort

0:54:28.200 --> 0:54:30.640
<v Speaker 1>of saying, observe the other end of the ground. There's

0:54:31.120 --> 0:54:33.960
<v Speaker 1>players all over the field that you know, what you

0:54:34.000 --> 0:54:35.640
<v Speaker 1>go through at training, what you go through with the

0:54:35.680 --> 0:54:37.520
<v Speaker 1>ups and downs, and we all go through ups and downs,

0:54:37.560 --> 0:54:41.320
<v Speaker 1>whether it be with injury or families or whatever, and

0:54:41.560 --> 0:54:43.880
<v Speaker 1>I think we're such a supportive group that Yeah, I

0:54:43.880 --> 0:54:48.719
<v Speaker 1>think I guess that's that was the motivation for the

0:54:49.120 --> 0:54:51.759
<v Speaker 1>for the note, just to say thanks, and we work

0:54:51.960 --> 0:54:54.840
<v Speaker 1>very closely together as ford pocket and full forward and

0:54:55.640 --> 0:54:57.600
<v Speaker 1>yeah he thrived and me dropping.

0:54:57.360 --> 0:54:58.000
<v Speaker 2>A lot of marks.

0:54:58.600 --> 0:55:00.800
<v Speaker 4>Tell us about Tasmania because you you are the football

0:55:00.800 --> 0:55:03.279
<v Speaker 4>director of the Tasmanian Devil's team.

0:55:03.400 --> 0:55:07.759
<v Speaker 2>It's great. I think it's great to be a part

0:55:07.800 --> 0:55:08.000
<v Speaker 2>of it.

0:55:08.600 --> 0:55:12.200
<v Speaker 1>I think Tasmania being one of those states that is

0:55:12.760 --> 0:55:16.719
<v Speaker 1>passionate about its AFL footy. It's been enormous contributor to

0:55:16.760 --> 0:55:20.200
<v Speaker 1>the game over one hundred and fifty years. Some of

0:55:20.200 --> 0:55:23.960
<v Speaker 1>the iconic games of the national game are Tasmanians. We

0:55:24.080 --> 0:55:26.720
<v Speaker 1>only got to look at the team of last century

0:55:26.760 --> 0:55:30.720
<v Speaker 1>and Darryl Bordock and Ian Stewart and Royce Peter Hudson,

0:55:30.880 --> 0:55:34.120
<v Speaker 1>Royce Hart and to the modern players of the Roye

0:55:34.160 --> 0:55:37.879
<v Speaker 1>Waltz and Maddie Richardson and Rodney ed and Darren Pretch.

0:55:37.920 --> 0:55:41.040
<v Speaker 1>I just the list goes on. The board members that

0:55:42.080 --> 0:55:46.000
<v Speaker 1>had the concept, the idea of the ten fifteen dollars membership.

0:55:46.680 --> 0:55:49.960
<v Speaker 1>Where we are this day, I think we're last week.

0:55:50.000 --> 0:55:52.760
<v Speaker 1>We're one hundred and ninety five thousand members. It's amazing

0:55:52.960 --> 0:55:55.560
<v Speaker 1>and I get that. I men, you guys may be

0:55:55.680 --> 0:55:58.960
<v Speaker 1>members because you want to see a Tasmanian team, and

0:55:59.000 --> 0:56:00.680
<v Speaker 1>now you're probably not going to be members when we

0:56:00.760 --> 0:56:05.040
<v Speaker 1>run out day one, but it was great to harness

0:56:05.080 --> 0:56:08.239
<v Speaker 1>that passion and for people to get involved say yeah,

0:56:08.280 --> 0:56:10.319
<v Speaker 1>we're behind you, to get going. And I think that's

0:56:10.320 --> 0:56:12.680
<v Speaker 1>where the one hundred and ninety five thousand obviously a

0:56:12.800 --> 0:56:17.000
<v Speaker 1>majority of Tasmanian residents. There's thirty odd thousand Victoria, there's

0:56:17.000 --> 0:56:20.560
<v Speaker 1>fifteen thousand in Queensland. They're from fifty eight countries around

0:56:20.600 --> 0:56:23.760
<v Speaker 1>the world. Really yeah, and I think Tasmanians are passion

0:56:23.800 --> 0:56:27.799
<v Speaker 1>about where they come from. Like you know, a lot

0:56:27.840 --> 0:56:31.120
<v Speaker 1>of us have moved away from Tasy, but we're still Tasmanians.

0:56:31.280 --> 0:56:33.719
<v Speaker 1>Like I love where I live in Queensland, but I'm

0:56:33.719 --> 0:56:36.000
<v Speaker 1>not a Queensland or I'm a Tasmanian. I think that's

0:56:36.000 --> 0:56:39.120
<v Speaker 1>why we got members from fifty odd countries around the world,

0:56:39.200 --> 0:56:42.959
<v Speaker 1>because they might be working in Eastern Europe or something

0:56:43.000 --> 0:56:45.120
<v Speaker 1>like that, but they're still Tasmanian. And I think that's

0:56:45.400 --> 0:56:49.719
<v Speaker 1>that passion is why I think will be a success.

0:56:50.120 --> 0:56:51.240
<v Speaker 2>But we've got to be true.

0:56:51.080 --> 0:56:55.720
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