WEBVTT - TOO HOT TO HARRY WITH HARRY JOWSEY 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:02.680 I want the fairy tale. I want the prince charming. 0:00:03.120 --> 0:00:04.800 She how do I put? This? 0:00:05.000 --> 0:00:07.000 Isn't a fan of my kissing style. 0:00:07.520 --> 0:00:10.879 We would boyfriend and girlfriend from about twelve hours. He's 0:00:10.920 --> 0:00:13.800 in a trash bin. He's non recyclable catching them mu. 0:00:15.160 --> 0:00:16.239 I love being love. 0:00:16.640 --> 0:00:17.239 I love love. 0:00:17.640 --> 0:00:20.120 On today's episode of Where's Your Head At, we are 0:00:20.160 --> 0:00:23.840 welcoming Harry Jowsey back to Australia and into the Where's 0:00:23.840 --> 0:00:28.200 Your Head Out Studio to chat all things public relationships, secret. 0:00:27.880 --> 0:00:29.960 Dating and raunchy reality TV. 0:00:30.400 --> 0:00:34.479 Harry is an Australian model, podcaster, social media personality and 0:00:34.520 --> 0:00:38.279 an entrepreneur who is currently living in la You may 0:00:38.360 --> 0:00:41.519 know Harry from Too Hot to Handle, Heartbreak Island and 0:00:41.640 --> 0:00:44.480 Natch Me if you can and if not. You would 0:00:44.479 --> 0:00:47.000 be one of his four point two million followers on 0:00:47.080 --> 0:00:50.600 Instagram who thinks he's also really good looking. Stick around 0:00:50.640 --> 0:00:53.280 to hear all the goths on Harry's dating life. 0:00:53.000 --> 0:00:55.600 And who he would consider his perfect match. 0:01:00.680 --> 0:01:03.080 Where's Your Head At is a podcast that talks all 0:01:03.160 --> 0:01:08.480 things relationships, breakups, reality TV, trending shows and everything in between. 0:01:08.760 --> 0:01:11.400 This is your new go to destination for laughs, gossip, 0:01:11.640 --> 0:01:18.880 intimate details, advice and much more. 0:01:19.160 --> 0:01:21.000 Hey, Hi, how. 0:01:20.920 --> 0:01:23.920 Are you am so good? How are you guys doing good? 0:01:24.200 --> 0:01:25.959 Welcome backs to Australia. 0:01:26.160 --> 0:01:27.880 Thank you. Yeah, it's been fun. 0:01:27.920 --> 0:01:30.640 I actually had food poising the first day I got back, 0:01:30.680 --> 0:01:34.039 so I've only been the first time I've ever had it. 0:01:34.120 --> 0:01:35.520 You guys ever had food poising before? 0:01:35.680 --> 0:01:35.920 No? 0:01:36.160 --> 0:01:38.800 Maybe when I was like five, maybe younger kids. 0:01:39.280 --> 0:01:43.000 I don't recommend it anyway. Is the worst day because 0:01:43.040 --> 0:01:45.880 you have no idea what happened, Like I had, I'm 0:01:45.920 --> 0:01:48.640 just like fine, and then the next minute, I'm like 0:01:49.240 --> 0:01:50.200 vomiting everywhere. 0:01:50.240 --> 0:01:51.920 I can barely like walk. I don't know what was 0:01:51.920 --> 0:01:52.200 going on. 0:01:52.240 --> 0:01:53.760 And I had to do like a bunch of interviews 0:01:53.800 --> 0:01:55.920 and like radio and like breakfast TV and stuff. So 0:01:55.960 --> 0:01:58.080 in between the takes, I would run to the bathroom 0:01:58.120 --> 0:01:58.440 with Bob. 0:02:00.000 --> 0:02:02.040 Oh my gosh, a fair bit. 0:02:03.240 --> 0:02:03.480 Yeah. 0:02:04.040 --> 0:02:05.880 As soon as soon as it was done, I was 0:02:05.960 --> 0:02:07.920 just I came straight home. I was like laying on 0:02:07.960 --> 0:02:08.320 the floor. 0:02:08.680 --> 0:02:11.200 Holy shit, we like, am I hungover? 0:02:11.360 --> 0:02:15.080 I'm confused legitimately, because it's just like I'm not sick, 0:02:15.440 --> 0:02:18.160 but why am I like having Like why am I 0:02:18.280 --> 0:02:20.840 vomiting everywhere? Why can't I move? And then the next morning, 0:02:20.880 --> 0:02:22.800 I just like fine, just like nothing happened. 0:02:22.840 --> 0:02:24.000 Were you fine on the plane? 0:02:24.240 --> 0:02:26.440 Yeah? I don't know. I don't know what it was like. 0:02:26.520 --> 0:02:28.400 I thought I went and had lunch with one of 0:02:28.400 --> 0:02:30.239 my friends, and I thought he just took me to 0:02:30.360 --> 0:02:32.120 a really dodgy spot. But I didn't want to text 0:02:32.160 --> 0:02:34.760 him and say, hey, like are you going through this 0:02:34.800 --> 0:02:36.400 as well? Because I didn't want him to be like 0:02:37.000 --> 0:02:39.520 worried that he like poisoned me. So I just like 0:02:39.760 --> 0:02:40.960 shut up and didn't tell him. 0:02:40.960 --> 0:02:43.240 You didn't tell him, You need to tell him, you 0:02:43.320 --> 0:02:45.239 need to be like, never take me there again. 0:02:45.960 --> 0:02:48.080 No, I just got insecure because it was like his 0:02:48.200 --> 0:02:50.560 treat and like he took me, took me out and 0:02:50.600 --> 0:02:52.680 he got lunch. I felt like I didn't want to 0:02:52.720 --> 0:02:56.079 like feel disrespectful by saying, hey, like whatever you fed me, was. 0:02:56.000 --> 0:02:58.080 It a nice restaurant or was it a bit you know? 0:02:59.320 --> 0:03:01.639 Yeah, it was just like fast food dog shit. 0:03:02.880 --> 0:03:05.680 Probably, well you could you could have splurged out and 0:03:05.720 --> 0:03:06.280 got your something. 0:03:07.960 --> 0:03:10.480 Whereabouts in Australia are you from? Like what state? 0:03:10.840 --> 0:03:13.160 I'm from es Central queens Land, but I'm from this 0:03:13.240 --> 0:03:14.600 like shithole town called Yupoom. 0:03:14.600 --> 0:03:17.320 I probably shouldn't say that. It's called it's lovely. 0:03:17.560 --> 0:03:21.160 Not much going on there then, no, yeah, there's literally 0:03:21.280 --> 0:03:23.799 nothing to do, like it's yeah, it's just so boring. 0:03:23.960 --> 0:03:25.360 So you're home for Christmas? 0:03:25.480 --> 0:03:28.480 Yeah, yeah, so I decided to come back just for 0:03:28.520 --> 0:03:30.600 the summer because La right now is just cold and 0:03:30.639 --> 0:03:33.959 windy and just like there's nothing to do and yeah, 0:03:34.280 --> 0:03:36.320 so I'm kind of just like I want to see everyone. 0:03:36.080 --> 0:03:37.920 Seeking so much different at the moment, though, is it 0:03:39.040 --> 0:03:41.920 we sucks terrible? 0:03:42.480 --> 0:03:45.560 It's worse than ever before. It's completely cooked. 0:03:46.080 --> 0:03:47.119 Isn't it bad down there? 0:03:47.880 --> 0:03:51.760 It's worse than Sydney here, like like full blown winter 0:03:51.840 --> 0:03:52.640 like they were like. 0:03:52.640 --> 0:03:55.720 There's like a small blaves man. Yeah, I've just taken 0:03:55.720 --> 0:03:58.080 off my jacket sleeves. 0:03:58.920 --> 0:04:01.360 Well, see, I put my my air conditioned on like 0:04:01.400 --> 0:04:03.200 twenty six to try and feel like some sort of 0:04:03.760 --> 0:04:05.240 feel like I'm doing something right. 0:04:05.320 --> 0:04:09.120 But you look out and it's like freezing outside. 0:04:09.480 --> 0:04:11.960 And you were just on the morning show and you 0:04:12.080 --> 0:04:13.880 dropped you dropped a swear word? 0:04:13.960 --> 0:04:14.440 Is that right? 0:04:15.240 --> 0:04:18.680 Yeah? So so I did it. 0:04:18.839 --> 0:04:21.480 I did it on another breakfast like radio thing, and 0:04:21.520 --> 0:04:24.040 I forgot that they were live on air, and for 0:04:24.240 --> 0:04:27.280 some reason, because I didn't. I haven't told my mom, 0:04:27.360 --> 0:04:28.800 which is the worst thing. I didn't tell my mom 0:04:28.839 --> 0:04:29.680 that I was coming home. 0:04:29.880 --> 0:04:32.840 Why because I just booked it. 0:04:32.920 --> 0:04:36.680 I just like came home and then I was like, oh, 0:04:36.760 --> 0:04:38.239 I should probably tell my mom. 0:04:38.560 --> 0:04:40.120 And then she messaged me. 0:04:40.240 --> 0:04:42.279 She's like, oh, do you know you Like they're playing 0:04:42.360 --> 0:04:45.360 videos you on Sunrise this morning. I think they think 0:04:45.400 --> 0:04:48.880 that you were like on the show. And I was like, oh, yeah, 0:04:48.960 --> 0:04:50.880 I am, like I'm here in studio. I sent her 0:04:50.920 --> 0:04:53.400 a photo and then she's like like. 0:04:53.480 --> 0:04:55.080 Why in Australia. 0:04:55.160 --> 0:04:57.080 And then on air I was just before we went on, 0:04:57.200 --> 0:04:58.880 I told him about it and then they're like, oh, 0:04:58.920 --> 0:05:01.880 any words for your mom? And then halfway through I 0:05:01.880 --> 0:05:04.200 started to tell him like talking to my mom, I 0:05:04.240 --> 0:05:05.960 was like, oh shit, I forgot I didn't tell you 0:05:06.000 --> 0:05:06.400 I'm home. 0:05:06.960 --> 0:05:09.160 And then that's where it came out. 0:05:10.000 --> 0:05:12.600 Did you know follow you on social media and see 0:05:12.640 --> 0:05:14.000 that you're coming to Australia or not? 0:05:14.120 --> 0:05:17.080 She just well she does, but she's just like she's 0:05:17.120 --> 0:05:19.200 either drunk or on her horses, so she like doesn't 0:05:19.240 --> 0:05:21.440 really like see it that much. 0:05:21.880 --> 0:05:23.279 Are you closer with your mom? 0:05:23.320 --> 0:05:25.120 Then? Yeah, yeah, I'm a big mummy's boy. 0:05:26.120 --> 0:05:28.960 I think she deserves a big Christmas resident she's forgetting 0:05:29.000 --> 0:05:30.440 to tell her you're in the country. 0:05:31.040 --> 0:05:33.520 Well, she's also like getting married as well. She didn't 0:05:33.520 --> 0:05:35.200 tell me that, so I'm kind of just like, so. 0:05:35.200 --> 0:05:36.840 It's equal, it's fair game. 0:05:37.480 --> 0:05:39.880 Yeah, I haven't even met the guy. I'm like, what 0:05:40.600 --> 0:05:41.520 the fuck is going on? 0:05:42.120 --> 0:05:45.160 You're going to meet the guy your mom's marrying this Christmas? 0:05:45.480 --> 0:05:47.760 No, she got like weird about it. She's like, oh, 0:05:47.839 --> 0:05:51.160 I don't. I don't know if you like, well I 0:05:51.560 --> 0:05:51.919 asked her. 0:05:52.000 --> 0:05:54.200 I said, hey, like I saw a birthday card that 0:05:54.240 --> 0:05:56.039 said my wife, Like that's kind of funny, Like you 0:05:56.040 --> 0:05:57.200 guys must be getting serious. 0:05:57.920 --> 0:06:00.440 She's like, yeah, we've been thinking about it, like pose 0:06:00.520 --> 0:06:04.400 and whatever. And I'm like, what do you like? I 0:06:04.440 --> 0:06:06.200 was like, what do you mean? What do you mean 0:06:06.240 --> 0:06:06.520 by that? 0:06:06.720 --> 0:06:09.320 She's like yeah, So we've just been there, I don't know, 0:06:09.400 --> 0:06:11.080 just talking about it, and and I'm like, mom, why 0:06:11.080 --> 0:06:12.480 are you talking to me like a politician? 0:06:12.560 --> 0:06:14.800 Like what it's like if you asked you, it was 0:06:14.839 --> 0:06:15.760 either yes or no. 0:06:15.839 --> 0:06:17.640 She's like, oh, yeah, I said yeah. So we're just 0:06:17.640 --> 0:06:19.560 we're just trying to trying to plan that one out. 0:06:19.760 --> 0:06:21.920 I'm like, Mom, what like you're. 0:06:23.520 --> 0:06:23.880 Telling me? 0:06:24.400 --> 0:06:27.320 Are you a protective son? Like would you be protective 0:06:27.320 --> 0:06:29.560 over her? And kind of like stauns him a little bit? 0:06:29.640 --> 0:06:31.560 Is that maybe why she's scared to tell you. 0:06:31.960 --> 0:06:35.239 I think just because the divorce with my dad wasn't 0:06:35.279 --> 0:06:38.479 like fun, wasn't that good, And I just like rekindled 0:06:38.480 --> 0:06:40.799 my relationship with my dad. So I think she's probably 0:06:40.800 --> 0:06:43.960 like a little bit like nervous about that. But to 0:06:44.000 --> 0:06:46.440 be honest, like I'm possibly the worst son. Like when 0:06:46.440 --> 0:06:48.440 she was getting divorced, I was like, go to Italy, 0:06:48.520 --> 0:06:50.800 find some young stallion and get blasted, like have fun. 0:06:51.240 --> 0:06:53.160 So like I think that's a good son. 0:06:53.720 --> 0:06:55.960 Yeah, I think that's good advice. 0:06:56.040 --> 0:06:59.400 I makes sense to get over it. Well, don't you. 0:06:59.520 --> 0:07:02.039 I read something that you you were trying to beat 0:07:02.040 --> 0:07:03.520 your mum's body count or something. 0:07:07.160 --> 0:07:10.440 Yeah, I don't know, Yeah, what is that? I just 0:07:10.520 --> 0:07:13.320 I just say some I say shit sometimes. But yeah, 0:07:13.480 --> 0:07:15.520 that was like when I was seventeen, she said like 0:07:15.560 --> 0:07:17.680 she was drunk and she accidentally like let that slip out, 0:07:17.720 --> 0:07:19.240 and I was like, I'm gonna I'm gonna beat you 0:07:19.280 --> 0:07:19.480 on that. 0:07:19.720 --> 0:07:20.480 Have you beaten her? 0:07:21.000 --> 0:07:21.760 Oh? By fuck? 0:07:23.520 --> 0:07:25.040 What are you what would you be on now then, 0:07:25.080 --> 0:07:27.080 because she was said two hundred what would you do? 0:07:27.960 --> 0:07:29.200 Yeah, I'm yeah. 0:07:29.720 --> 0:07:31.880 To be honest, I haven't after I broke up with 0:07:31.920 --> 0:07:34.760 my ex, I haven't really been that crazy, So I'm 0:07:35.200 --> 0:07:39.240 I'm above it's two hundred and fifteen or two hundred 0:07:39.280 --> 0:07:40.720 ten or something, but yeah, I don't know. 0:07:40.720 --> 0:07:42.520 I kind of slowed down because I'm at a point 0:07:42.520 --> 0:07:45.440 now where I'm like, oh wow, sex is awesome, but 0:07:45.480 --> 0:07:47.080 it's so much better with someone that you love and 0:07:47.240 --> 0:07:47.720 care about. 0:07:47.800 --> 0:07:51.040 So I'd rather just like focus on like conserving my 0:07:51.200 --> 0:07:54.480 energy and not being such a slut, because that was 0:07:55.320 --> 0:07:57.600 that wasn't very like rewarding to my soul. 0:07:57.840 --> 0:07:59.720 So now I'm transitioning. 0:07:59.880 --> 0:08:02.920 I remember spoken about that before when I went through 0:08:02.960 --> 0:08:08.560 my little like ho face felt like you feel like 0:08:08.680 --> 0:08:10.360 you're having sex with heaps of girls and you just 0:08:10.360 --> 0:08:12.840 feel drained and you don't like I was having like 0:08:12.920 --> 0:08:15.320 you know, just my mates with joke put a revolving 0:08:15.360 --> 0:08:17.920 door in the front door, so they just kick you know. 0:08:18.160 --> 0:08:19.160 It sucks. 0:08:19.200 --> 0:08:20.680 It sucks because you feel like at the end of 0:08:20.680 --> 0:08:23.720 the day, also you're not like building anything like substantial 0:08:24.000 --> 0:08:26.400 and then you're just like wasting I felt like I 0:08:26.480 --> 0:08:29.080 was wasting people's time because I'm like, oh, well, I 0:08:29.120 --> 0:08:31.760 feel bad because you're putting in this effort and maybe 0:08:31.760 --> 0:08:33.680 you have like a different idea of where this is 0:08:33.720 --> 0:08:35.679 going to go, and I'm just like I just want 0:08:35.679 --> 0:08:37.240 to hook up and then and then move on. 0:08:37.400 --> 0:08:38.880 And it kind. 0:08:38.679 --> 0:08:41.200 Of just maybe it's the thing that kind of happens 0:08:41.200 --> 0:08:42.960 with age, but I'm kind of just like, well, I 0:08:43.000 --> 0:08:44.720 don't it doesn't like serve me. 0:08:44.760 --> 0:08:48.000 It's kind of just like, yeah, that's what you said 0:08:48.000 --> 0:08:50.800 as well, Matt. You were like, so Matt became single, 0:08:51.120 --> 0:08:54.520 and for three weeks he was just like a tornado 0:08:54.640 --> 0:08:55.120 and I was. 0:08:55.120 --> 0:08:57.120 Like so stressed out. I was like, oh my god, 0:08:57.520 --> 0:08:58.480 I can't cope with it. 0:08:59.400 --> 0:09:03.400 I was pulling a triggers. They're sitting there for every. 0:09:03.200 --> 0:09:06.240 Time, every time he would call me, I was like 0:09:06.520 --> 0:09:09.079 becoming the most anxious person on the planet. And then 0:09:09.160 --> 0:09:11.640 after like when it hit week three, he was like, 0:09:12.120 --> 0:09:14.280 I'm exhausted, I'm depressed. 0:09:14.559 --> 0:09:18.240 I'm depleted. I was like, literally, good. 0:09:18.280 --> 0:09:21.080 Yeah, I think that's the worst thing for like speaking 0:09:21.080 --> 0:09:22.520 for myself, but you probably have the same thing that 0:09:22.640 --> 0:09:25.360 after a breakup, everyone's like, oh, to get over someone 0:09:25.400 --> 0:09:27.360 you gotta get onder someone. But like for me, like 0:09:27.440 --> 0:09:29.160 that was the worst thing for me. 0:09:29.320 --> 0:09:32.560 It was exact same everyone says that, and I say, 0:09:32.800 --> 0:09:34.440 there is no truth in that whatsoever. 0:09:34.920 --> 0:09:36.760 No, no, no truth. 0:09:37.520 --> 0:09:38.520 It does not work. 0:09:39.280 --> 0:09:42.319 Yeah, I would like there was one person and this 0:09:42.400 --> 0:09:44.760 is and I haven't said this to anyone because this 0:09:44.840 --> 0:09:46.840 is the most horrible thing I've ever said to someone. 0:09:47.280 --> 0:09:48.840 But like it was this guy I used to see 0:09:48.880 --> 0:09:51.440 for a while and then she broke up with their boyfriend. 0:09:51.480 --> 0:09:53.760 I broke up with my girlfriend and she just like 0:09:53.880 --> 0:09:55.520 needed someone. I needed someone as well, and we were 0:09:55.559 --> 0:09:58.400 like talking or whatever. She come over, we hooked up 0:09:58.600 --> 0:10:02.200 and she just wouldn't stop talking and and just talking 0:10:02.200 --> 0:10:04.600 about like stuff that was like giving me like just 0:10:04.600 --> 0:10:08.040 just like unnecessary like drama and like stressful stuff. Can 0:10:08.080 --> 0:10:09.920 I turn to her and I'm like, dude, like the 0:10:09.920 --> 0:10:11.720 more you talk, the more I missed my ex. 0:10:12.120 --> 0:10:17.040 And I've never regretted saying something to someone before. And 0:10:17.280 --> 0:10:18.920 she's like, you don't mean that. I'm like no, like 0:10:18.960 --> 0:10:22.439 I'm genuinely like speaking from my heart like it was 0:10:22.600 --> 0:10:26.600 this is this is so painful and I'm so sorry 0:10:26.640 --> 0:10:30.000 that that I entertained this and I'm so sorry for 0:10:30.040 --> 0:10:32.000 both of us because this this was a waste of 0:10:32.040 --> 0:10:32.720 both of our time. 0:10:32.880 --> 0:10:33.640 You see her again. 0:10:38.600 --> 0:10:40.559 I tried not to, but then I felt bad and 0:10:40.640 --> 0:10:44.640 then yeah, so you'd a pity. 0:10:46.160 --> 0:10:48.760 She goes, you mustn't fix your ex too much. 0:10:50.080 --> 0:10:51.760 She's like, well, best of luck with her, and then 0:10:51.800 --> 0:10:52.839 she come over the next day. 0:10:53.120 --> 0:10:56.319 Well, speaking of your ex, your recent ex is Georgia 0:10:56.400 --> 0:10:57.080 has Aerati. 0:10:57.559 --> 0:10:59.800 You guys seem to be very on and off. What's 0:10:59.840 --> 0:11:00.440 got going on? 0:11:01.720 --> 0:11:06.600 So we've had like a very fun and playful relationship, 0:11:06.640 --> 0:11:09.720 and I think it's it's always difficult with like public 0:11:10.280 --> 0:11:12.480 involvement and stuff, but it's also like something that we 0:11:12.600 --> 0:11:14.280 kind of like open ourselves up to. You guys would 0:11:14.280 --> 0:11:16.959 know it as well, like we post our whole life online. Like, 0:11:17.040 --> 0:11:18.760 especially when you're with someone that you're so proud of 0:11:18.800 --> 0:11:21.079 and you're so excited to be around, all you want 0:11:21.080 --> 0:11:24.480 to do is just like give them everything and put 0:11:24.520 --> 0:11:26.920 them on like this pedestal. But yeah, me and Georgia, 0:11:27.000 --> 0:11:29.280 I think we just kind of we went through the motions. 0:11:29.360 --> 0:11:30.760 There was a lot of things we both needed to 0:11:30.760 --> 0:11:34.080 work on, and yeah, just this second time around with 0:11:34.120 --> 0:11:36.640 the breakup, there was just some things that happened that 0:11:36.760 --> 0:11:40.360 I found out about that, I don't think anyone in 0:11:40.400 --> 0:11:43.439 any relationship would be comfortable continuing relationship with And I 0:11:44.120 --> 0:11:46.920 love this girl with my entire heart. Like there's not 0:11:46.960 --> 0:11:50.959 one person that I regret losing more that than her, 0:11:51.360 --> 0:11:55.120 Like she's the most incredible, intelligent, gorgeous. 0:11:55.000 --> 0:11:58.640 Human on the planet. But just for my own safety, 0:11:58.960 --> 0:12:01.240 I just I don't know if there was a way 0:12:01.280 --> 0:12:04.320 for me to mentally move past some things that happened. 0:12:04.320 --> 0:12:06.679 So I had to just be like, Okay, well, I 0:12:06.720 --> 0:12:09.120 love you and I want to give you the world, 0:12:09.120 --> 0:12:11.200 but I feel like maybe it's not the same way, 0:12:11.200 --> 0:12:12.960 and I just have to take a step back. So 0:12:13.720 --> 0:12:17.280 that was genuinely this is the darkest days have been 0:12:17.440 --> 0:12:18.800 without her in my life. 0:12:18.840 --> 0:12:19.680 And I started therapy. 0:12:19.720 --> 0:12:22.199 I started focusing on like soul work and trying to 0:12:22.200 --> 0:12:23.040 build myself up. 0:12:23.040 --> 0:12:25.160 So it's been it's. 0:12:24.800 --> 0:12:28.800 Been a very interesting process learning about myself and diving deep. 0:12:28.840 --> 0:12:30.920 But I, yeah, I just think she's she's such. 0:12:30.800 --> 0:12:32.920 An incredible person and I wouldn't want to take anything 0:12:33.040 --> 0:12:36.120 like my personal problems away from how amazing. 0:12:35.760 --> 0:12:36.600 She is as a human. 0:12:37.120 --> 0:12:38.920 Yeah, it's like she really broke your heart, man. 0:12:39.760 --> 0:12:47.599 Yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, you got some demons there. No, 0:12:48.000 --> 0:12:49.760 I'm good now. 0:12:50.760 --> 0:12:52.359 Through the camera there, I was like coming. 0:12:54.480 --> 0:12:55.280 Emotional brain. 0:12:55.640 --> 0:13:01.600 Yeah oh yeah, well joint actually my therapy after this. 0:13:03.840 --> 0:13:08.679 Therapy, man, So there's no hope of you guys rekindling. 0:13:08.760 --> 0:13:13.880 Then, I think, for I look dip down. 0:13:13.920 --> 0:13:15.600 I think there's a part of me that really wants 0:13:15.880 --> 0:13:19.800 something to happen again, and dip down. I think there's 0:13:19.880 --> 0:13:22.000 just there's always going to be such a soft and 0:13:22.120 --> 0:13:24.880 sweet spot for her in my heart. But I don't 0:13:25.040 --> 0:13:28.720 think in the foreseeable future I could ever open myself 0:13:28.880 --> 0:13:31.719 back up to her, just because yeah, there's just the 0:13:31.960 --> 0:13:35.199 set of things that I just I don't ever think 0:13:35.240 --> 0:13:38.160 i'd be able to come back from. 0:13:39.440 --> 0:13:39.720 I don't. 0:13:39.760 --> 0:13:42.880 I don't want to think. Is if I start airing 0:13:42.920 --> 0:13:45.520 things out and she's not here to talk about her side, 0:13:45.520 --> 0:13:47.120 I feel like it's a disservice to her. 0:13:47.600 --> 0:13:48.120 I have something. 0:13:48.280 --> 0:13:50.480 You say that because we have her in the waiting 0:13:50.559 --> 0:13:51.520 room right now. 0:13:53.320 --> 0:13:57.160 Oh fuck ready an anxiety? 0:13:58.040 --> 0:14:02.920 Oh god, well, so chat about it away. 0:14:05.280 --> 0:14:09.600 Imagine you've had some pretty famous exes and pretty like 0:14:09.720 --> 0:14:16.280 public relationships with Georgia, Francesca and Charlie. Oh yeah, yeah, 0:14:16.320 --> 0:14:18.040 who's your favorite ex. 0:14:18.360 --> 0:14:21.840 Well, see, I've never I never actually dated Charlie, but 0:14:22.880 --> 0:14:24.720 we were just hanging out. It was like two weeks 0:14:24.720 --> 0:14:26.760 like she was gone through some stuff and then things 0:14:26.800 --> 0:14:28.920 kind of just like sparked really quickly, and then it 0:14:29.040 --> 0:14:32.440 just like dissolved really quickly as well. I think Charlie 0:14:32.520 --> 0:14:34.920 is an incredible person. She's really lovely. 0:14:34.960 --> 0:14:37.400 I think my favorite X would probably be Georgia because 0:14:37.400 --> 0:14:43.120 she's the most recent one and I still miss her. 0:14:44.400 --> 0:14:46.240 Yeah fuck im my text her. 0:14:48.320 --> 0:14:49.680 We're pushing them back together. 0:14:51.320 --> 0:14:52.040 Yeah fuck? 0:14:54.200 --> 0:14:56.760 What about Francesca? How did that end? Eventually? 0:14:56.840 --> 0:15:01.240 Francesca is a funny one, and that was I think 0:15:01.280 --> 0:15:03.760 we just we both just had so like we were 0:15:03.800 --> 0:15:05.800 just normal people that got on a show and then 0:15:05.800 --> 0:15:07.200 we didn't realize how big it was gonna get. 0:15:07.240 --> 0:15:08.560 Like you guys know as well, Like you just. 0:15:08.480 --> 0:15:10.200 Go on one of these shows and you never really 0:15:10.440 --> 0:15:12.760 you don't like you see it, but you don't understand 0:15:12.840 --> 0:15:16.520 how it is and how people's opinions and whatever else 0:15:16.600 --> 0:15:17.600 like get involved. 0:15:17.600 --> 0:15:20.960 So yeah, it was. It was a massive learning curve. 0:15:20.960 --> 0:15:22.560 And I met her when I was twenty one, and 0:15:22.600 --> 0:15:24.800 I was still like in a har phase and still 0:15:24.960 --> 0:15:27.880 still being crazy and I think that both of us 0:15:27.960 --> 0:15:31.480 just weren't ready for what we had an envision for 0:15:31.560 --> 0:15:35.720 ourselves in that relationship. And I think that that was 0:15:35.760 --> 0:15:38.080 possibly one of the best lessons and one of the 0:15:38.120 --> 0:15:41.840 best learning curves that I've had and anything. 0:15:41.560 --> 0:15:42.680 Was was that relationship. 0:15:42.720 --> 0:15:45.480 Like she was, She's awesome, and I have nothing but 0:15:45.920 --> 0:15:47.880 love for her, no matter how much shit she talks 0:15:47.920 --> 0:15:51.240 about me and how much she puts me down online 0:15:52.240 --> 0:15:54.480 and just nasty stuff she says all the time for 0:15:54.520 --> 0:15:55.000 no reason. 0:15:55.120 --> 0:15:57.440 Out of for four years on. 0:15:57.760 --> 0:15:59.400 Wow, what are some of the worst ones? 0:15:59.600 --> 0:16:02.480 Oh, just people just keep saying to your tiktoks, just like, oh, 0:16:02.560 --> 0:16:05.360 she's talking about you. I'm like, dude, I'm still blocked. 0:16:05.400 --> 0:16:08.400 I don't talk. I've got nothing to do with her. 0:16:08.560 --> 0:16:10.760 So, like, I don't know why she's still like commenting 0:16:10.800 --> 0:16:13.160 about me or saying stuff or like commenting on tiktoks 0:16:13.200 --> 0:16:13.520 about me. 0:16:13.560 --> 0:16:17.120 It's it is. It is really strange. But yeah, I 0:16:17.160 --> 0:16:17.440 don't know. 0:16:17.520 --> 0:16:21.200 I just I think that that relationship was there was 0:16:21.240 --> 0:16:23.040 just so many things I didn't know about her that 0:16:23.280 --> 0:16:25.400 come to light when the show come out, and there 0:16:25.440 --> 0:16:27.520 was a different world of hers that was being hidden, 0:16:27.920 --> 0:16:30.880 And yeah, it was just it was very toxic. 0:16:30.920 --> 0:16:33.520 So it was. It was again a great lesson. Wow, 0:16:33.560 --> 0:16:38.359 I'm really like pr trying over that one. 0:16:39.560 --> 0:16:40.200 It's really good. 0:16:42.080 --> 0:16:42.240 You know. 0:16:43.320 --> 0:16:45.280 Were you talking to someone from too Hot to Handle 0:16:45.320 --> 0:16:45.800 at one point? 0:16:46.040 --> 0:16:48.360 Yeah, Chloe, Oh no way. 0:16:48.560 --> 0:16:49.240 I went on a. 0:16:49.360 --> 0:16:51.960 Date with her on one of our radio shows here 0:16:52.240 --> 0:16:56.320 and then we were like chatting afterwards, and I was 0:16:56.720 --> 0:16:58.560 sort of seeing this bird who ended up being my 0:16:58.760 --> 0:17:02.760 ex at the time. And then so she found out 0:17:02.840 --> 0:17:06.639 through someone and then this pap told the girl I 0:17:06.720 --> 0:17:09.600 was seeing here and then like yeah, and just blew 0:17:09.720 --> 0:17:11.760 up in that blew up in my face. 0:17:12.440 --> 0:17:14.920 You should you should circle back with Chloe because that'd 0:17:14.920 --> 0:17:15.679 be a lot of fun for you. 0:17:15.720 --> 0:17:16.400 She's a sweetheart. 0:17:16.480 --> 0:17:19.000 Yeah, she was great to chat you. I remember chatting 0:17:19.000 --> 0:17:20.040 on the phone for a couple of times. 0:17:20.080 --> 0:17:20.520 It was a good gow. 0:17:21.040 --> 0:17:22.720 Was she going to come over here or. 0:17:23.800 --> 0:17:27.400 At the start of lockdown? Oh no, yeah, it was. 0:17:27.480 --> 0:17:29.560 Right at like the start of it, so there was 0:17:29.560 --> 0:17:31.199