WEBVTT - #163 Peter Bol’s Journey: Olympics career, setbacks & harnessing the power of resilience

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<v Speaker 1>I my Boris and this is a straight talk a

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<v Speaker 1>bit of ball. How are you doing it? A straight

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<v Speaker 1>talk MANE leave a war torn Sedan, you able to

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<v Speaker 1>live in Egypt, you end up in the warmbar. Then

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<v Speaker 1>you go to Perth and you know you're representing your

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<v Speaker 1>country nominated to be Australian year, and then you just

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<v Speaker 1>get whack. Yeah, how do you pick yourself up?

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<v Speaker 2>It's such a xusition. You're you're just not you and

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<v Speaker 2>your own now. It's like if you're not at the

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<v Speaker 2>right mindset, it could destroy you. I had no English

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<v Speaker 2>at all, moving moving to Australia, you find out pretty

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<v Speaker 2>quickly that you're you're the odd one out and now

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<v Speaker 2>you're in this race to kind of adapt. And everyone

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<v Speaker 2>was shocked, like whoa, Like you really have a talent

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<v Speaker 2>for this, and I think you should do it outside

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<v Speaker 2>of school. And I just said, I don't really want

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<v Speaker 2>to run. It's not it's not my passion. Really, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it was just not my thing. It wasn't until again,

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<v Speaker 2>I kept losing and coming second. I was pretty competitive.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to win. It sounds like you're good at

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<v Speaker 1>every bloody thing, but don't tell me a great swim.

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<v Speaker 1>It no no bitter bowl. Hey you do a straight

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<v Speaker 1>talk mane.

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<v Speaker 2>No, thank you for having me. I've been one thing

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<v Speaker 2>to come here for. It's pretty cool. Good to be

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<v Speaker 2>first fall Tell me what Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Actual first name is, Like, it's not Peter. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>think that's a great start. My first name is does

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<v Speaker 1>it mean something? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>So in Ira Regardy is my first language. Nugement is

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<v Speaker 2>a star, and then din is religion. Actually interestingly yeah, okay.

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<v Speaker 1>And and your your religion, your Muslim is religion. And

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<v Speaker 1>because because what I got confused is how you got

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<v Speaker 1>Peter in there? Because Peter is a Christian name. And

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<v Speaker 1>did your parents name me Peter or do they call

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<v Speaker 1>you something completely different? Now?

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<v Speaker 2>They actually called me something completely different. My parents actually

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<v Speaker 2>never called me Peter or they called me. I'm Tia,

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<v Speaker 2>which is a nickname they gave me when I was

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<v Speaker 2>a little little baby back home and they kept that forever.

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<v Speaker 1>Does it mean something?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, it's one of my relative's name. So they just

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<v Speaker 2>named me after them.

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<v Speaker 1>And they okay, so so had you have Peter.

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<v Speaker 2>When I moved here, we kind of just selected a

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<v Speaker 2>different name.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. My man was like that when he came in Australia.

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<v Speaker 2>No, one could really pronounce your name.

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, that's and that's a bit of a thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean for people who migrate this country from a

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<v Speaker 1>different language or different culture and language, the first thing

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<v Speaker 1>you want to do is trumphit in. Yeah, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like and you would have been how how how old

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<v Speaker 1>were you when you came here?

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<v Speaker 2>I was ten years old the first touchdown in Australia.

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<v Speaker 1>So were you like cognisant the fact that your name

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<v Speaker 1>was not when you went to school? He was you

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<v Speaker 1>cognisant of the fact that your name was not not

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<v Speaker 1>like everyone else in the class's name. And was it

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<v Speaker 1>was it you who said IM call miss l Peter.

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<v Speaker 2>Or yeah, yeah it was I think I don't even remember.

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<v Speaker 2>It's such a long time ago, but yeah, I think

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<v Speaker 2>it was me.

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<v Speaker 1>It was.

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<v Speaker 2>It was pretty pretty hard. And interestingly, oh, my brother's

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<v Speaker 2>names are are kind of similar. So I've got four

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<v Speaker 2>brothers and one is Sempstead Din, one is my head Din,

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<v Speaker 2>and one is better at Din and one is Din.

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<v Speaker 2>So we all have the din in it and super

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<v Speaker 2>Arabic names. And when you come here you realize, like

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<v Speaker 2>everyone's names are kind of different and no one can

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<v Speaker 2>pronounce your name is like a struggle. So actually, in reflection,

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<v Speaker 2>I wish I kind of just went with my last

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<v Speaker 2>name just Bowl, which is a lot easier to say.

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<v Speaker 1>And pronounce, and make that your first name. Make that

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<v Speaker 1>Oh well, hey Bowl Bobo. Yeah yeah cool, that's cool,

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah that is cool. Yeah yeah. But Peter sort of

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<v Speaker 1>makes sense, like like I don't know why you chose Peter,

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<v Speaker 1>but maybe it was someone that you met the called

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<v Speaker 1>because I remember my father Tomas story that when his

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<v Speaker 1>youngest brother came to Australia, his name is athanass Athanasos,

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<v Speaker 1>but the guy at the what do you call it

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<v Speaker 1>the immigration couldn't pronounce it because it's obviously written in Greek,

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<v Speaker 1>and he said, we're called you Arthur, and now he's

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<v Speaker 1>Arthur because it sounds the same, Like my family just

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<v Speaker 1>stuck with it, and now he's uncle Arthur or Artie,

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<v Speaker 1>which is like very assy, very very easy and similar

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<v Speaker 1>to you. Like he came here about he would have

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<v Speaker 1>been about ten when he came to Australia and like

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<v Speaker 1>so Australian, I it is ridiculous, So I can ask

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<v Speaker 1>you about that. So how much of growing up pre

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<v Speaker 1>coming to Australia do you think form part of who

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<v Speaker 1>Peter Bowl is today pre Australia.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's a really good question, and it's really hard

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<v Speaker 2>to break up because we've kind of shifted from different

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<v Speaker 2>places in different cultures. I was born in Sadan and

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<v Speaker 2>Katum and that's the Sydanese and South Sudanese culture. My

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<v Speaker 2>dad South Sudanese and well tell.

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<v Speaker 1>Me about it that most audiences wouldn't know much about

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<v Speaker 1>that culture.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So my dad South sudanes so that's where the

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<v Speaker 2>ball comes from. And my mum is from a Nuba

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<v Speaker 2>tribe in the North Sudan and that's where the Arabic

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<v Speaker 2>path comes from legement Din. There is much difference between

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<v Speaker 2>heaps of difference South Sudan, different religion, different languages. So

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<v Speaker 2>my mom and dad actually speak two different languages. My

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<v Speaker 2>dad speaks a trible language called Denka and my mom

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<v Speaker 2>speaks her.

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<v Speaker 1>Trible language called Nuba.

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<v Speaker 2>And growing up, we actually spoke Nuba with my mom

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<v Speaker 2>because we grew up with my mom's side of the

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<v Speaker 2>family never actually spoke my dad's language because he was

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<v Speaker 2>he was kind of the odd one out growing up

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<v Speaker 2>with all my mom has so many siblings and brothers

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<v Speaker 2>and family and that's who we're around.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>And then and then the national language in Saddan is Arabic,

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<v Speaker 2>So I think we just stuck to that because it

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<v Speaker 2>was just a lot easier.

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<v Speaker 1>Spoke Arabic. Yeah, my dad speaks, so that was a

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<v Speaker 1>common language, and that's the common Arabic. But if you

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<v Speaker 1>want to have a cracked dad, you spoken uage. But

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<v Speaker 1>I've actually completely forgot my mom real.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, we're so little, like like I mean, Alison,

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<v Speaker 2>when I was six years old and when we met

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<v Speaker 2>to Egypt, Egypt is the primary arab is the primary

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<v Speaker 2>language Egypt, and you just stuck to that and that's

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<v Speaker 2>all you spoke, and you spoke at home, so that

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<v Speaker 2>became the primary language as well.

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<v Speaker 1>Arab You still speak Arabic. I still speak fluent read right.

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<v Speaker 2>I can I can only read now. I've kind of

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<v Speaker 2>lost the reading and writing, so I can only speak

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<v Speaker 2>it fluently.

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<v Speaker 1>You speak, but do you speak it's still at home

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<v Speaker 1>with your mum and.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, brothers, yeah speaking now, i'd actually speak to my brothers.

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<v Speaker 2>I only speak it to my parents. Wow, yeah, and

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<v Speaker 2>some in friends.

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<v Speaker 1>It's it's funny, you know, like you know, like when

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<v Speaker 1>you're I mean I'm a first generation, so I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know other than what my dad's or said and what

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<v Speaker 1>I experienced watching my dad. But it'll be interesting to

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<v Speaker 1>hear from someone who actually is an immigrant who came here,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, before I became a teenager. What is the

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<v Speaker 1>How do you feel when you arrive in the country

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<v Speaker 1>like Australia. Do you remember when you when first maybe

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<v Speaker 1>the first time at school everyone speaking a different language?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you have English? In English? No?

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<v Speaker 2>I had I had no English at all moving moving

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<v Speaker 2>to Australia. But interestingly, every time I reflect on it,

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<v Speaker 2>I think was it was a lot easier because as

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<v Speaker 2>a ten year old you tend to pick up things

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<v Speaker 2>pretty quickly. Yeah, and you go to school, and I

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<v Speaker 2>think what I had. The advantage I had on my

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<v Speaker 2>side is that I had four brothers and we all

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<v Speaker 2>end up similar in the same school, so you have

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<v Speaker 2>something familiar that you can go catch up with your

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<v Speaker 2>brothers during recess and lunch and whatnot. But you find

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<v Speaker 2>out pretty quickly that you're the odd one out and

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<v Speaker 2>if you can't if you can't understand the language, every

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<v Speaker 2>single class becomes really difficult to go to and you

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<v Speaker 2>just get nervous go into every single class. The only

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<v Speaker 2>class that kind of made sense with sports, because like,

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<v Speaker 2>you pick it up really quickly and it's universal. But

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<v Speaker 2>on top of and then you find out, on top

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<v Speaker 2>of the language, the culture is completely different too. We

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<v Speaker 2>had a complete different culture back home, and now you're

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<v Speaker 2>on dis race to kind of adapt. And while you're

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<v Speaker 2>on disraced to adapt, you're also you're also in the

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<v Speaker 2>race you trying to learn the language. And then the

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<v Speaker 2>conflicting part I think was was that the people that

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<v Speaker 2>you looked up to, which is I think the head

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<v Speaker 2>of the house, which is your parents, they don't get

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<v Speaker 2>to experience them, so they remain their culture the whole

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<v Speaker 2>way because they come here pretty old, don't go to school,

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<v Speaker 2>and don't have many Australian friends, and they stay around

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<v Speaker 2>the community. So you go to school and you try

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<v Speaker 2>and adapt to everything, and then you come back home

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<v Speaker 2>back to your own culture, and then you have this

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<v Speaker 2>conflicting side because you're going to school, like most of

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<v Speaker 2>the day, you're spending time, and then over the years

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<v Speaker 2>you start picking up Australian culture and you're going back

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<v Speaker 2>home it's like, well, where does our culture kind of

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<v Speaker 2>fit in the middle and that's kind of I think

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<v Speaker 2>it was really challenging finding that. Rather than everything else,

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<v Speaker 2>finding the language and getting to know people and all

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<v Speaker 2>that and making friends, I think was trying to find

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<v Speaker 2>out where you fit in in a different culture and

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<v Speaker 2>how much do you try to adapt to a new

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<v Speaker 2>culture while maintaining your own sense of purpose and who

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<v Speaker 2>you are.

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<v Speaker 1>When you first came to shop, where'd you gos sort

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<v Speaker 1>of settle down? Timba Toombo queen cle Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>like especially like fifteen years ago, like more twenty years

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<v Speaker 1>ago now, Turmber was like fairly Aussie, Yeah why but

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<v Speaker 1>uh the fuck? Like why too?

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<v Speaker 2>Like we never asked questions because we didn't know much

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<v Speaker 2>of Australia.

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<v Speaker 1>Someone sent you there, they know.

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<v Speaker 2>My dad actually had family in Turmber, and I think

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<v Speaker 2>what happened around that time there was a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>migration through Tomba and there was heaps of work to

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<v Speaker 2>be done. I think there was a lot of fieldwork

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<v Speaker 2>and heaps of Sytan needs well moved there and Tumba

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<v Speaker 2>back then. So there was actually a big Sitaney community

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<v Speaker 2>back in tumber around that time, from two thousand and

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<v Speaker 2>two thousand and four. Yeah, we actually grew up with

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<v Speaker 2>heaps of and these kids around.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like a community sort of thing. Yeah, so

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<v Speaker 1>what what did you guys leave behind in and not

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<v Speaker 1>so much in Egypt, but what did you leave behind

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<v Speaker 1>Sudan in order before we went to Egypt? Like, was

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<v Speaker 1>it like a civil war? What was going on? Yea,

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<v Speaker 1>it was.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean Soti as we speak right now, it's still

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<v Speaker 2>going through tension and civil war. Like my grandma's still there,

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<v Speaker 2>and I think it's it's pretty hard for my mom

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<v Speaker 2>at the moment because she wants to see her every time,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's she can't go there. It's not safe to

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<v Speaker 2>go there, and she's getting pretty old. So I think

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<v Speaker 2>the story never really changed between that conflicts, civil wars

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<v Speaker 2>and stuff like that that you have back there. So

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<v Speaker 2>that's kind of the way we left and my dad

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<v Speaker 2>just relocated us all to Egypt.

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<v Speaker 1>May not pardners, but is it a religious what's going on?

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<v Speaker 2>What's the World's probably actually a Muslim country in the

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<v Speaker 2>north anyway, So in twenty eleven they've got the independence

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<v Speaker 2>from from South Souda and obviously and so it wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>really about religion. It's all about power between between I

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<v Speaker 2>guess the leaders and the people. That's it's been the

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<v Speaker 2>same story for years.

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<v Speaker 1>And is it full on, like as in like you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>people getting killed.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's full on. It's probably not televised as much,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's pretty full on. It's been going for years.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess it's and I don't know, I'm very much

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<v Speaker 1>about them, but I guess it's not as publicly talked

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<v Speaker 1>about because there's no oil there or something like that.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just there's probably no nothing rich there, like if

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<v Speaker 1>if it was Middle East or something like that. Because

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<v Speaker 1>of the oil, et cetera. Everyone's talking about it and

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<v Speaker 1>every going to be buttoning and sort of putting the

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<v Speaker 1>two bobs with him, But he's much going on Sudan.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, prior to this war, did you ever see

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<v Speaker 1>it in peaceful? No?

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, sadly no. But when I was at school, I

0:11:19.559 --> 0:11:21.480
<v Speaker 2>think that was probably the most peaceful part of it.

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<v Speaker 2>And you could go back to Sudan. So my my

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<v Speaker 2>family actually went back to down a few times while

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<v Speaker 2>we're at school. But ever since, it's kind of been

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<v Speaker 2>on enough on enough and and I think peaceful it

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<v Speaker 2>really depends like it's being kind of corrupt for a while.

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<v Speaker 2>But was it safe enough to go there. Yes, he

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<v Speaker 2>was safe, but still wasn't at the standard that you'd

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<v Speaker 2>probably consider it safe enough. But if you were Sudanese

0:11:45.360 --> 0:11:47.760
<v Speaker 2>and you knew people, you could go there and get away.

0:11:47.800 --> 0:11:50.000
<v Speaker 2>But now it's completely unsafe to go.

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<v Speaker 1>And do you feel it's Peter Bowl? Does he feel

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<v Speaker 1>like he's more Sudanese or more today?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean obviously a combination, but combination, yeah, obviously combination

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<v Speaker 2>of both. And interesting enough, I spent more of my

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<v Speaker 2>life in Australia than I than I.

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<v Speaker 1>Did back home.

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<v Speaker 2>But but what made me is is the culture and

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<v Speaker 2>the personnel that I got I got back from home.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's almost like bang On in the middle, Like

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<v Speaker 2>my my heritage and my identity comes from being having

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<v Speaker 2>suit and his father and his mother and that's and

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<v Speaker 2>that's that's who Peter Bowl is. And then obviously coming

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<v Speaker 2>adopting to a new country and and finding sport, finding

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<v Speaker 2>the love for a new country, that's who I am now.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's definitely both.

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<v Speaker 1>Of them, and from Timbert Withrigenda.

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<v Speaker 2>From Timber, I think we were four years there and

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<v Speaker 2>then we moved to Perth, so all the I O

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<v Speaker 2>was waside.

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<v Speaker 1>Why Perth it's actually beautiful Perth, but like it was

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<v Speaker 1>it chasing work feed da.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, my dad obviously didn't didn't have education and there

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<v Speaker 2>was so much work in Timber, so he kind of

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<v Speaker 2>relocated us all to Perth.

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<v Speaker 1>And as your dad and and or mom sports sports people.

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<v Speaker 2>No they're not actually, but my dad, my dad, you

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<v Speaker 2>can tell if he ever had the opportunity, you get

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<v Speaker 2>pretty far. I think it's it's always about opportunity and

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<v Speaker 2>if he could have done it. I don't think he

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<v Speaker 2>ever had that opportunity to do any sport. But I

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<v Speaker 2>remember as a kid we used to race and he'd

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<v Speaker 2>beat all of us, like he's his strong. Saudis are

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<v Speaker 2>really strong, powerful, and he.

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<v Speaker 1>Described it because I don't know, so describe you know

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<v Speaker 1>what it is? Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So they actually don't look the way I look

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<v Speaker 2>because they're a lot taller. I'm considered pretty short for

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<v Speaker 2>South Sudanese average heart. It's probably six to one now

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<v Speaker 2>six to two, so wow, they're pretty tall. My dad's

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<v Speaker 2>pretty tall, really strong.

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<v Speaker 1>Really powerful human inters of physique.

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<v Speaker 2>Physique, Yeah, really really strong. So growing up I used

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<v Speaker 2>to look up to him a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>He was just it was just this.

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<v Speaker 2>Big guy and athletics, so it was school to see that.

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<v Speaker 2>And then and then my brothers and that's Nordens, my

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<v Speaker 2>mom's side, the Nuba tripe. They're short, like really short,

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<v Speaker 2>so completely different genetics, right, And it was always like,

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<v Speaker 2>who's genetics are you're going to get? And I think

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<v Speaker 2>my brother's actually all got my dad's genetics, and I

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<v Speaker 2>got I think my mom's height, which is kind of

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<v Speaker 2>crazy because I actually consider myself the least athletic.

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<v Speaker 1>In the family.

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<v Speaker 2>He took me in terms of looking at in terms

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<v Speaker 2>of physicality, physicality, and also in terms of in terms

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<v Speaker 2>of talent. I remember a few a few stories my

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<v Speaker 2>little brother who went to the same school as I

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<v Speaker 2>did back in Perth, and obviously I came to school,

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<v Speaker 2>broke all the records and he'd just break him after me.

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<v Speaker 2>And he didn't really train and do anything. So he

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<v Speaker 2>was just naturally, naturally more gifted than I was and

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<v Speaker 2>he barely trained.

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<v Speaker 1>A different physique.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he's taller and a bit stronger.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and then we talk we're talking about just when

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<v Speaker 1>you say we're talking about running or you jump.

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<v Speaker 2>He broke my high jump record, long jump and running,

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<v Speaker 2>So you were doing a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>So when you were at school, yeah, you weren't just

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<v Speaker 1>an eight hundred meter runner or a middle distance runner.

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<v Speaker 1>You're more everything.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, because again, like coming coming from where we

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<v Speaker 2>came from, there wasn't there wasn't much outside of football.

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<v Speaker 2>We played soccer and that's purely what we played. And

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<v Speaker 2>you go to school here, there's there's all these sports

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<v Speaker 2>that I chucked at you, and you're like, man, I

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<v Speaker 2>would I'd love to give it a go. So when

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<v Speaker 2>it was only purely just through athletics, carnivals and whatnot,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's like, yeah, I want to give high jump

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<v Speaker 2>a go. Like I think I jumped at school. I

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<v Speaker 2>jumped one eighty and I could on Frosby flops. It

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<v Speaker 2>was a sissy kick.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's the old scissors. This is as opposed to

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<v Speaker 1>the West roll or whatever they call it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, so I could jump pretty high.

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<v Speaker 1>What'd you say? One one? That's not bad because like

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<v Speaker 1>when you consider the records like two ten or two twenty.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, so it's it's not that far kick. And

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<v Speaker 2>then my brother broke it and jumped like one eighty

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<v Speaker 2>five and he could scissor kick that.

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<v Speaker 1>And for those who don't know this is means you

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<v Speaker 1>don't turn on your side. You actually run and jump

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<v Speaker 1>up and one leg goes over and the other leg follows. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like a scissor. Like a scissor. Yeah, yeah, that's mad.

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<v Speaker 1>Like that's so old school. Probably stops just kicking twenty

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<v Speaker 1>years ago at the high levels, at the say, Olympic levels,

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<v Speaker 1>et cetera. At every level. I think, because you get

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<v Speaker 1>much mechanically, you can jump much higher if you do

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<v Speaker 1>the other style. But when I was a school, they

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<v Speaker 1>called the western robert as oppose. Yeah, so but I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know what you call it. Now you just mentioned

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<v Speaker 1>another name. I don't know what it is. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>there's just biomechanically a much more efficient way of jumping

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<v Speaker 1>over the high jump. So but one eighty five that's

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<v Speaker 1>pretty high. That's pretty high.

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<v Speaker 2>But if you'd never done long jump before and someone

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<v Speaker 2>tells us you get off the bar, I think the

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<v Speaker 2>easiest way he's probably trying to do this is a kick. Wow,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't have that training, so you just try to

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<v Speaker 2>get over instead of Frosby.

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<v Speaker 1>So when you went to school, when you first time

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<v Speaker 1>on Perth, how were were so?

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<v Speaker 2>How old? I was probably just out of primary so

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<v Speaker 2>I was. I was fourteen fifteen.

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<v Speaker 1>So you're a local school in Perth, which where we're

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<v Speaker 1>talking about.

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<v Speaker 2>Per I was on the south side, so we grew

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<v Speaker 2>up in Thornleigh the whole time I was in Perth.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, So there's this kid at the local school. The

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<v Speaker 1>first athletic carnival comes up. At this stage you speak

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<v Speaker 1>in English probably perfectly. Yeah, yeah, and they say the

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<v Speaker 1>athletic Carnival's coming up, and there wouldn't be many kids

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<v Speaker 1>from Sedan in your school in Perth.

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<v Speaker 2>In Perth, actually sure, yeah, yeah, for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>And because I lived over there for a while, it

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<v Speaker 1>was a pretty unusual. So I love Perth. It's pretty

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<v Speaker 1>unusual sort of plays relative to the restress and as

0:17:27.760 --> 0:17:30.880
<v Speaker 1>multicultural as a rest a lot of Asian people now,

0:17:30.960 --> 0:17:33.439
<v Speaker 1>but not very multicultural generally speaking, because Asian is very

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<v Speaker 1>close to Perth, or seeing pol was very close to

0:17:35.720 --> 0:17:38.520
<v Speaker 1>Perth and it is quite as short commute. Indonesia is

0:17:38.600 --> 0:17:41.959
<v Speaker 1>quite close to And they see this kid and they

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<v Speaker 1>go in the athletic carnival and did everyone so to say,

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<v Speaker 1>what the fuck? Who's this guy? Yeah? Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>When when we went to Perth, it was actually like

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<v Speaker 2>I can't I didn't like it because we spent his

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<v Speaker 2>four years trying to adapt and make friends, and now

0:17:57.480 --> 0:18:00.119
<v Speaker 2>you've got to move to a different, different state and

0:18:00.119 --> 0:18:02.080
<v Speaker 2>then you find out like it's across the country. So

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<v Speaker 2>it was it was a little bit tough. But I

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't really interested in athletics either. I wasn't doing athletics.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't interested.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, no like. And I think that's purely because

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<v Speaker 2>I thought about it a lot, and I think purely

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<v Speaker 2>because athletics is individual sport. I never grew up individually.

0:18:18.800 --> 0:18:21.800
<v Speaker 2>I grew up with with a team of brothers and family.

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<v Speaker 2>We've moved everywhere together, We've played and shared everything, and

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<v Speaker 2>athletics is just individuals just made no sense, made no sense.

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<v Speaker 2>And and on top of that, like running is just

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<v Speaker 2>just doing lips.

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<v Speaker 1>Is boring, totally boring.

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<v Speaker 2>I did not want anything to do with that, but

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<v Speaker 2>I was. I was good at it, and and I

0:18:38.600 --> 0:18:41.639
<v Speaker 2>went to school where it was compulsory, like a cross

0:18:41.640 --> 0:18:44.800
<v Speaker 2>country was compulsory. I really had to run. Swimming, carnivals

0:18:44.840 --> 0:18:47.200
<v Speaker 2>was kind of compulsory everything. So I'd rock up and

0:18:47.640 --> 0:18:50.119
<v Speaker 2>I would win cross country and and everyone would be

0:18:50.119 --> 0:18:52.000
<v Speaker 2>like impressed. It was like man, this is this is

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<v Speaker 2>just what we did. Like it's not it's not a

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<v Speaker 2>big deal. We just we just ran around so many times.

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<v Speaker 2>So I think it impressed everyone, but I was. I

0:19:01.960 --> 0:19:03.840
<v Speaker 2>was so passionate about basketball, and I actually went to

0:19:03.840 --> 0:19:05.560
<v Speaker 2>that school in a basketball schoolship. So I just wanted

0:19:05.600 --> 0:19:08.440
<v Speaker 2>to stay, to stay playing basketball, and.

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<v Speaker 1>We obviously, I mean, it sounds like you're good at

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<v Speaker 1>every bloody thing. But you know, okay, tell me, don't

0:19:13.840 --> 0:19:16.680
<v Speaker 1>tell me a great swimmer too. Was that, don't tell

0:19:16.680 --> 0:19:21.360
<v Speaker 1>me you're a great swimmer too? No, no, no, told

0:19:21.720 --> 0:19:26.320
<v Speaker 1>basketball athletics jumping the pool to one hundred Carnival. I

0:19:26.359 --> 0:19:31.760
<v Speaker 1>was kind of sick. I actually ropped up to the pool. Yeah, well,

0:19:31.800 --> 0:19:33.480
<v Speaker 1>I actually make you feel bit better now because I

0:19:33.520 --> 0:19:35.080
<v Speaker 1>was tanting to get a bit sort of annoyed with

0:19:35.160 --> 0:19:38.919
<v Speaker 1>myself when I'm annoyed with my own genetics. But so,

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<v Speaker 1>but you you love your is that you're still your

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<v Speaker 1>first love basketball?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I would say as a support to watch too,

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<v Speaker 2>as a support to watch, yeah, definitely.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. And if I go back to the running though,

0:19:50.040 --> 0:19:52.359
<v Speaker 1>like you, they're putting across country and you're going to

0:19:52.480 --> 0:19:54.760
<v Speaker 1>just have a blitz in the cross country if you

0:19:54.920 --> 0:19:57.280
<v Speaker 1>know a lot about buying mechanics. Now obviously you know

0:19:57.280 --> 0:19:59.000
<v Speaker 1>a lot about buying mechanics, and and I want to

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<v Speaker 1>go back to if you attended as or the equivalent

0:20:02.440 --> 0:20:05.040
<v Speaker 1>of the West Australian Institute Sport, if I assume there

0:20:05.040 --> 0:20:06.480
<v Speaker 1>is one, or did you go to any of the

0:20:06.480 --> 0:20:08.119
<v Speaker 1>Institute's sports. I want to come back to that in

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<v Speaker 1>a second. But in terms of biomechanics, what do you

0:20:11.640 --> 0:20:16.040
<v Speaker 1>think it is that especially when you're say fifteen year

0:20:16.080 --> 0:20:18.359
<v Speaker 1>old and I don't know if you're the same size

0:20:18.359 --> 0:20:20.959
<v Speaker 1>as fifteen as you right now, whether you're early mature,

0:20:20.960 --> 0:20:25.080
<v Speaker 1>and in terms of general stature, what do you think

0:20:25.119 --> 0:20:28.960
<v Speaker 1>it is that makes a good runner for safer distance

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<v Speaker 1>let's call it eight hundred middle distance and beyond.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean it's it's definitely. I think that advantage

0:20:35.640 --> 0:20:39.239
<v Speaker 2>we have where I'm naturally pretty light and quick on

0:20:39.280 --> 0:20:41.360
<v Speaker 2>my feet. So if you've got to have that power,

0:20:41.359 --> 0:20:43.480
<v Speaker 2>you're going to have that endurance, which I was winning

0:20:43.560 --> 0:20:45.679
<v Speaker 2>cross country at school without any training, so I've had

0:20:45.720 --> 0:20:48.720
<v Speaker 2>that natural endurance and then you just had to biomechanically

0:20:48.720 --> 0:20:50.719
<v Speaker 2>you have to get stronger and have that power, so

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<v Speaker 2>and naturally as you grow you get stronger and bigger,

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<v Speaker 2>so like my times are just improving as I continue

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<v Speaker 2>to grow. So there's the strength component which you have

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<v Speaker 2>to have. There's the physique that you kind of have.

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<v Speaker 2>We naturally have that physiquecause being so servents, we're tall,

0:21:07.720 --> 0:21:10.879
<v Speaker 2>I'm quite skinny, but powerful. Yeah, so it makes it

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<v Speaker 2>makes for a great runner because.

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<v Speaker 1>You got your leg and I know when I've watched

0:21:15.400 --> 0:21:18.520
<v Speaker 1>you when you've competed, and you've got long legs, very

0:21:18.520 --> 0:21:22.040
<v Speaker 1>long legs. Yeah, long legs relative to the your torso

0:21:22.200 --> 0:21:24.359
<v Speaker 1>so to speak as opposed to say someone like me,

0:21:24.400 --> 0:21:25.879
<v Speaker 1>I got a long tor so and short legs, so

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<v Speaker 1>I'm obleiss. But but and then you know your the

0:21:29.800 --> 0:21:32.040
<v Speaker 1>powers because comes from the back of your body, like

0:21:32.080 --> 0:21:33.800
<v Speaker 1>your glutes or your posterior chain.

0:21:34.119 --> 0:21:37.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, glutes and core and cork. We got strong core.

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<v Speaker 1>But so would you would you say that that's just natural? Well?

0:21:41.760 --> 0:21:43.880
<v Speaker 1>You was your dad saying to you everyone to listen,

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<v Speaker 1>get do sit ups or something.

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<v Speaker 2>No, my dad, interestingly, as my dad has never told

0:21:47.880 --> 0:21:50.439
<v Speaker 2>me to go to training in in my life, like

0:21:50.840 --> 0:21:54.679
<v Speaker 2>neither has my mom. But I always thought it was natural.

0:21:54.720 --> 0:21:57.040
<v Speaker 2>But then you think about it, like where where we

0:21:57.080 --> 0:22:00.000
<v Speaker 2>came from we we didn't have much, but we can't

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<v Speaker 2>at each other, and every single chance we get we

0:22:03.359 --> 0:22:06.719
<v Speaker 2>were training, like but we it wasn't structured. We were

0:22:06.720 --> 0:22:09.880
<v Speaker 2>always out there playing football, running around. That's all we did.

0:22:09.960 --> 0:22:12.879
<v Speaker 2>So so you build strength, right, you're wrestling with your brothers.

0:22:12.920 --> 0:22:14.520
<v Speaker 2>You're doing this and I remember growing up we used

0:22:14.520 --> 0:22:17.280
<v Speaker 2>to do boxing with each other. So you think it's natural,

0:22:17.320 --> 0:22:20.159
<v Speaker 2>but there was. You were just training, but you just

0:22:20.200 --> 0:22:22.399
<v Speaker 2>didn't really think about it.

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<v Speaker 1>And at what stage did someone say to you aka Peter,

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<v Speaker 1>like we've been watching you in school sports and you

0:22:29.880 --> 0:22:32.080
<v Speaker 1>know various carnivals, et cetera, we want you to join

0:22:32.119 --> 0:22:32.760
<v Speaker 1>athletic club.

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<v Speaker 2>When I think it was when I was year ten,

0:22:37.160 --> 0:22:39.960
<v Speaker 2>when I was yet ten, and you have obviously the

0:22:39.960 --> 0:22:42.119
<v Speaker 2>school class country, which are one, and then you had

0:22:42.160 --> 0:22:43.760
<v Speaker 2>the inter school cross country, which gets a little bit

0:22:43.760 --> 0:22:46.359
<v Speaker 2>more serious. Now you've competing against every single school and

0:22:46.400 --> 0:22:48.760
<v Speaker 2>you have kids that are specializing in athletics, and and

0:22:48.840 --> 0:22:51.840
<v Speaker 2>I came second and everyone was shocked. Like I was like,

0:22:51.880 --> 0:22:53.639
<v Speaker 2>it was like whoa, Like you really have a talent

0:22:53.680 --> 0:22:55.000
<v Speaker 2>for this, and I think you should do it outside

0:22:55.040 --> 0:22:59.600
<v Speaker 2>of school. And I kind of like just declined in

0:22:59.640 --> 0:23:01.240
<v Speaker 2>a nice way, and I just said, I don't I

0:23:01.240 --> 0:23:04.840
<v Speaker 2>don't really want to run. It's not it's not my passion. Really, Yeah,

0:23:04.880 --> 0:23:07.359
<v Speaker 2>it was just not my thing. So I think it

0:23:07.400 --> 0:23:11.439
<v Speaker 2>wasn't until year twelve. Again I kept losing and coming second,

0:23:12.040 --> 0:23:14.560
<v Speaker 2>and I was pretty competitive, like growing U would rather

0:23:14.600 --> 0:23:17.000
<v Speaker 2>be super competitive. I was like, why why am I

0:23:17.000 --> 0:23:17.840
<v Speaker 2>always coming second?

0:23:17.840 --> 0:23:18.440
<v Speaker 1>Like I want to win?

0:23:18.640 --> 0:23:21.960
<v Speaker 2>And I took the offer in eleven and I started

0:23:21.960 --> 0:23:24.359
<v Speaker 2>training outside of I started school.

0:23:24.480 --> 0:23:28.320
<v Speaker 1>But was it somebody who who sort of like picked

0:23:28.359 --> 0:23:31.520
<v Speaker 1>you out as great potential like something my teacher?

0:23:31.560 --> 0:23:34.680
<v Speaker 2>Actually, my teacher picked me and she had a conversation

0:23:34.720 --> 0:23:36.840
<v Speaker 2>with me, like I think for two years in a row,

0:23:37.320 --> 0:23:39.160
<v Speaker 2>trying to convince me to do this outside of school.

0:23:39.200 --> 0:23:42.120
<v Speaker 1>And she was persistent, She was very persistent. Yeah, why

0:23:42.119 --> 0:23:43.480
<v Speaker 1>do you think that is the case. Why do you

0:23:43.520 --> 0:23:47.040
<v Speaker 1>think someone like that becomes persistent? Why do you think

0:23:47.160 --> 0:23:54.280
<v Speaker 1>that in our lives we come across somebody who maybe

0:23:54.720 --> 0:23:57.840
<v Speaker 1>doesn't give up on us, but won't give up on us,

0:23:57.880 --> 0:24:00.199
<v Speaker 1>and of course we don't see it as a cad.

0:24:01.720 --> 0:24:07.280
<v Speaker 1>Why did think someone chose you to be someone who

0:24:07.320 --> 0:24:09.639
<v Speaker 1>they wouldn't give up on and keep encouraging him to

0:24:09.640 --> 0:24:10.119
<v Speaker 1>do something.

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<v Speaker 2>I think it comes it comes from from within and

0:24:13.680 --> 0:24:17.200
<v Speaker 2>also comes from from their story, because as I get

0:24:17.200 --> 0:24:20.960
<v Speaker 2>to know my teacher outside of school, and she got

0:24:20.960 --> 0:24:22.960
<v Speaker 2>her father involved, which he meantled me. She used to

0:24:23.000 --> 0:24:25.199
<v Speaker 2>be a great swimmer and her dad never gave up

0:24:25.240 --> 0:24:27.239
<v Speaker 2>on her, and he's so great potential on her. But

0:24:27.240 --> 0:24:29.639
<v Speaker 2>she also thinks so great potential on me as a

0:24:29.640 --> 0:24:33.280
<v Speaker 2>person and someone that she wanted to help. And she

0:24:33.320 --> 0:24:35.119
<v Speaker 2>would ask me every single year and I'd say no.

0:24:35.200 --> 0:24:38.160
<v Speaker 2>But then she realized, maybe maybe it's not because he's

0:24:38.200 --> 0:24:40.400
<v Speaker 2>not passionate, maybe he doesn't know where to go. And

0:24:40.480 --> 0:24:42.320
<v Speaker 2>she got her dad involved, said do you know athletics

0:24:42.359 --> 0:24:44.600
<v Speaker 2>clubs and all this stuff? And as soon as those

0:24:44.680 --> 0:24:46.720
<v Speaker 2>doors opened and all I have to do is rock up,

0:24:46.960 --> 0:24:49.919
<v Speaker 2>I said yes. And I think once she figured that out,

0:24:50.000 --> 0:24:53.840
<v Speaker 2>she's like, maybe maybe it's not about passion. Maybe it's

0:24:53.880 --> 0:24:57.200
<v Speaker 2>not about laziness and all these things people kind of say,

0:24:57.200 --> 0:24:59.679
<v Speaker 2>you've got so much talent, but you don't apply yourself.

0:24:59.680 --> 0:25:02.200
<v Speaker 2>Maybe it's more about opportunity because other people.

0:25:02.320 --> 0:25:05.879
<v Speaker 1>Because there's a lot of books written about this is

0:25:05.880 --> 0:25:08.520
<v Speaker 1>a very famous one called Outlies, written by a go

0:25:08.640 --> 0:25:12.560
<v Speaker 1>called Malcolm Gladwell, and he's talking about intellectually outlies, but

0:25:12.840 --> 0:25:15.720
<v Speaker 1>sort of like just talent outlies. Generally speaking, the same

0:25:15.760 --> 0:25:21.200
<v Speaker 1>would apply. Often outliers don't realize how strong their talent

0:25:21.320 --> 0:25:25.720
<v Speaker 1>is relative to everybody else, and on many occasions a

0:25:25.720 --> 0:25:28.520
<v Speaker 1>lot of the outliers never actually achieve anything. It's only

0:25:28.600 --> 0:25:32.960
<v Speaker 1>rare that you get an outlier, you know, someone like Oppenheimen, etcetera,

0:25:33.560 --> 0:25:37.680
<v Speaker 1>who wants to pursue with their outlier talent. They want

0:25:37.680 --> 0:25:40.440
<v Speaker 1>to pursue something very important and end. In his case,

0:25:40.720 --> 0:25:44.520
<v Speaker 1>he did something fairly important for very important relative to

0:25:44.560 --> 0:25:48.399
<v Speaker 1>the rest of the world. You wonder why, I of

0:25:48.480 --> 0:25:51.080
<v Speaker 1>wonder why someone like you who is an outlier doesn't

0:25:51.080 --> 0:25:54.560
<v Speaker 1>necessarily want to do it. Not lazy, just can't see

0:25:54.560 --> 0:25:56.840
<v Speaker 1>the points in it. But why am I doing that?

0:25:57.359 --> 0:25:59.520
<v Speaker 1>I often wonder what it is the thing it is

0:25:59.560 --> 0:26:02.800
<v Speaker 1>that actually made him change their mind on a particular time.

0:26:02.840 --> 0:26:04.560
<v Speaker 1>So stuff, and yeah, I'm going to do this. I'm

0:26:04.560 --> 0:26:06.320
<v Speaker 1>going to have a crack at this. I'm going to

0:26:06.320 --> 0:26:10.360
<v Speaker 1>pursue my talent, not pursue a career, not pursue an outcome,

0:26:10.440 --> 0:26:13.120
<v Speaker 1>but I'm gonna pursue my talent. What do you think

0:26:13.160 --> 0:26:16.399
<v Speaker 1>it was that got you to make the call because

0:26:16.400 --> 0:26:19.119
<v Speaker 1>she was consistent. She kept asking, but what was it

0:26:19.160 --> 0:26:21.879
<v Speaker 1>that clicked in your mind and said, Peter, come on,

0:26:21.960 --> 0:26:22.760
<v Speaker 1>let's give this a crack.

0:26:23.800 --> 0:26:26.440
<v Speaker 2>I actually think it's the way you see the world

0:26:26.480 --> 0:26:28.360
<v Speaker 2>and a different perspective you get to see the world.

0:26:28.400 --> 0:26:31.359
<v Speaker 2>For me personally, was that I had I saw the

0:26:31.359 --> 0:26:34.520
<v Speaker 2>world in different scales, obviously in such a small scale,

0:26:34.560 --> 0:26:36.440
<v Speaker 2>and then when you get to athletics you get to

0:26:36.480 --> 0:26:38.200
<v Speaker 2>see see so much.

0:26:38.080 --> 0:26:38.600
<v Speaker 1>Of the world.

0:26:38.640 --> 0:26:41.160
<v Speaker 2>And I was pretty talented pretty early, so like as

0:26:41.160 --> 0:26:43.920
<v Speaker 2>soon as I committed to running that first year, I

0:26:43.960 --> 0:26:46.080
<v Speaker 2>was like, I was like in Sydney. So I was like, wow,

0:26:46.160 --> 0:26:49.359
<v Speaker 2>Like you get to travel for free, Like that's pretty cool.

0:26:49.280 --> 0:26:52.040
<v Speaker 1>Right with the athletics squad he came over.

0:26:52.240 --> 0:26:54.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, when I came over, like because I came to

0:26:55.000 --> 0:26:57.080
<v Speaker 2>Turmba in Perth and that was it. I never saw

0:26:57.080 --> 0:26:59.120
<v Speaker 2>any the rest of Australia. I was like, oh, man,

0:26:59.520 --> 0:27:02.080
<v Speaker 2>sport can be your passport. So you get to see

0:27:02.080 --> 0:27:05.000
<v Speaker 2>the world in a different sense. And then and then

0:27:05.040 --> 0:27:07.600
<v Speaker 2>you're seeing like and then on top of that, you're

0:27:07.600 --> 0:27:10.439
<v Speaker 2>seeing like you're learning about different athletes and what they're doing,

0:27:10.560 --> 0:27:13.480
<v Speaker 2>how they apply themselves and and then that drive and

0:27:13.480 --> 0:27:15.159
<v Speaker 2>then the second is I think my drive is like

0:27:15.320 --> 0:27:17.320
<v Speaker 2>I want to be the best and and I will

0:27:17.359 --> 0:27:19.879
<v Speaker 2>not stop until I get there. I was second, I

0:27:19.920 --> 0:27:21.760
<v Speaker 2>want to be first, and then I get first. And

0:27:21.800 --> 0:27:23.840
<v Speaker 2>then you find out like oh you just first at

0:27:23.840 --> 0:27:27.120
<v Speaker 2>the school, like there's there's like people in Queensland, there's

0:27:27.119 --> 0:27:29.720
<v Speaker 2>people in these up wells and there's a title to

0:27:29.720 --> 0:27:32.359
<v Speaker 2>be one, and then it's like the fastest Australian Junior

0:27:32.400 --> 0:27:35.000
<v Speaker 2>and it's like, well, I want to get there. And

0:27:35.040 --> 0:27:37.280
<v Speaker 2>then once you set yourself that goal, you kind of

0:27:37.359 --> 0:27:41.080
<v Speaker 2>try anything to get there and you just you just

0:27:41.119 --> 0:27:42.120
<v Speaker 2>want to get to that top.

0:27:42.400 --> 0:27:44.920
<v Speaker 1>Because I often think of her self, is it people

0:27:44.960 --> 0:27:48.720
<v Speaker 1>say I'm competitive and therefore I want to win? Or

0:27:48.840 --> 0:27:51.399
<v Speaker 1>is it is it something sort of greater than that?

0:27:51.480 --> 0:27:54.800
<v Speaker 1>Is it like I want to travel Australia and if

0:27:54.800 --> 0:27:56.359
<v Speaker 1>this is why I can, Like I know a lot

0:27:56.400 --> 0:27:59.400
<v Speaker 1>of boxers do this, you know they're only way out

0:27:59.640 --> 0:28:01.880
<v Speaker 1>and Philly players a lot of times the only way

0:28:01.920 --> 0:28:05.199
<v Speaker 1>out of the shit life that I might be presented with.

0:28:05.240 --> 0:28:06.760
<v Speaker 1>And I'm not saying your life with a ship life,

0:28:06.760 --> 0:28:09.520
<v Speaker 1>but the excitement life, the excitement of life that you

0:28:09.600 --> 0:28:11.399
<v Speaker 1>may not be getting presented with living at home with

0:28:11.400 --> 0:28:14.000
<v Speaker 1>your family. The things that look exciting, especially to a

0:28:14.040 --> 0:28:16.480
<v Speaker 1>young person. The only way I'm going to get to

0:28:16.520 --> 0:28:20.840
<v Speaker 1>taste that stuff is to compete and win, because a

0:28:20.840 --> 0:28:24.000
<v Speaker 1>lot of people I'm competitive and therefore I want to win. Yeah,

0:28:24.240 --> 0:28:28.280
<v Speaker 1>but I see lots of other reasons why people even

0:28:28.280 --> 0:28:30.600
<v Speaker 1>at a young as a young person, we can recognize

0:28:31.640 --> 0:28:34.080
<v Speaker 1>that I'm not going to get to do what everyone

0:28:34.080 --> 0:28:37.320
<v Speaker 1>else is doing unless I take this risk and try

0:28:37.400 --> 0:28:41.280
<v Speaker 1>harder and train harder, and a lot of times that's

0:28:41.520 --> 0:28:44.840
<v Speaker 1>our greatest sportsman in this country. Very rarely have come

0:28:44.880 --> 0:28:49.160
<v Speaker 1>from the really expensive schools where families are really wealthy.

0:28:50.320 --> 0:28:53.120
<v Speaker 1>Particularly if I look at the boxing, boxing grades, et cetera.

0:28:53.280 --> 0:28:57.520
<v Speaker 1>In our football grades. I don't know a lot about athletics,

0:28:57.640 --> 0:29:01.120
<v Speaker 1>but our athletic grades, but swimming rates as well. So

0:29:01.200 --> 0:29:04.280
<v Speaker 1>we slightly different because your parents have to have money

0:29:04.360 --> 0:29:07.400
<v Speaker 1>to be able to push through the program. But nonetheless

0:29:08.120 --> 0:29:10.920
<v Speaker 1>it's about improving your life. How much of this you know,

0:29:11.000 --> 0:29:13.320
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm seeing myself on the improvement curve. I've come

0:29:13.320 --> 0:29:15.320
<v Speaker 1>from Sudan. I went out of there. I got out

0:29:15.320 --> 0:29:17.720
<v Speaker 1>of there. That was a lot of drama there having

0:29:17.760 --> 0:29:19.880
<v Speaker 1>in Egypt and that was pretty good but better, better

0:29:19.880 --> 0:29:21.480
<v Speaker 1>than Sudan, but not as good as we went to

0:29:21.520 --> 0:29:23.680
<v Speaker 1>the moment torn but too was pretty good. Now I'm

0:29:23.720 --> 0:29:26.280
<v Speaker 1>in Perth perse pretty good, but maying there's a lot

0:29:26.280 --> 0:29:28.160
<v Speaker 1>more good stuff out there. Yeah, I want to keep

0:29:28.240 --> 0:29:30.640
<v Speaker 1>pushing on the improvement curve. How much that is about

0:29:31.000 --> 0:29:31.640
<v Speaker 1>is put of balls?

0:29:32.160 --> 0:29:34.600
<v Speaker 2>I actually I think it's about eighty percent. Yeah, because

0:29:35.080 --> 0:29:37.840
<v Speaker 2>I'm I always struggled with you know, when you're doing

0:29:37.880 --> 0:29:40.040
<v Speaker 2>something for so long years and you get to meet

0:29:40.040 --> 0:29:42.760
<v Speaker 2>people that are that do it out of pure passion,

0:29:42.800 --> 0:29:44.560
<v Speaker 2>I always I was always kind of jealous of that.

0:29:44.600 --> 0:29:47.440
<v Speaker 2>I've seen people that are so passionate about about athletics,

0:29:47.480 --> 0:29:49.800
<v Speaker 2>about running, and I wasn't really a student of running.

0:29:49.800 --> 0:29:51.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't even know who I was running against in

0:29:51.360 --> 0:29:54.600
<v Speaker 2>my first Olympic Games. So I was just there because

0:29:54.760 --> 0:29:56.880
<v Speaker 2>I wanted to be in that improvement improvement curve. I

0:29:56.920 --> 0:30:00.480
<v Speaker 2>wanted to represent now like you see, like I became

0:30:00.480 --> 0:30:02.520
<v Speaker 2>a strange citizen in two thousand and two thousand and

0:30:02.600 --> 0:30:05.880
<v Speaker 2>six around September, I was like, man, like I became

0:30:05.880 --> 0:30:08.360
<v Speaker 2>a strange citizen now, like I'm running for the country.

0:30:08.640 --> 0:30:11.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm now representing so many people. And then and then

0:30:11.480 --> 0:30:13.920
<v Speaker 2>you see like the world kind of get behind you,

0:30:14.000 --> 0:30:16.760
<v Speaker 2>Like Australia gets behind you, and then you see the

0:30:16.800 --> 0:30:19.360
<v Speaker 2>whole the migrants get behind You're not even just the

0:30:19.400 --> 0:30:21.560
<v Speaker 2>South Sudanese, they kind of just get behind you. And

0:30:21.600 --> 0:30:23.840
<v Speaker 2>now like you stand for something for these people, and

0:30:23.880 --> 0:30:27.680
<v Speaker 2>it's like that, that's like eighty percent and you still

0:30:27.680 --> 0:30:28.080
<v Speaker 2>have to enjoy.

0:30:28.120 --> 0:30:28.880
<v Speaker 1>And I still do enjoy it.

0:30:28.920 --> 0:30:31.880
<v Speaker 2>I don't hate it, but there's no way I'm as

0:30:31.920 --> 0:30:35.640
<v Speaker 2>passionate as anyone else around there because I could tell

0:30:35.640 --> 0:30:38.680
<v Speaker 2>you now like I'd barely watch I don't watch much athletics.

0:30:40.560 --> 0:30:42.680
<v Speaker 2>The first Olympics, I didn't know who I was running against.

0:30:42.800 --> 0:30:45.200
<v Speaker 2>It wasn't until like two years ago that I started

0:30:45.280 --> 0:30:48.840
<v Speaker 2>looking at my appoints because and mainly because someone told

0:30:48.840 --> 0:30:51.880
<v Speaker 2>me that's how you improve. You gotta you gotta study

0:30:51.920 --> 0:30:53.520
<v Speaker 2>your points, You've gotta be a student of the sport.

0:30:53.720 --> 0:30:56.240
<v Speaker 2>You gotta know splits, you gotta know time. And that's

0:30:56.240 --> 0:30:58.400
<v Speaker 2>when I started looking into it. I've been to three

0:30:58.440 --> 0:31:03.640
<v Speaker 2>Olympics and after my events, barely going to any athletics

0:31:03.680 --> 0:31:07.040
<v Speaker 2>to watch. I've definitely gone to basketball every time I

0:31:07.120 --> 0:31:08.360
<v Speaker 2>had a chance to go watch that.

0:31:08.520 --> 0:31:10.880
<v Speaker 1>Because that's your love. Yeah, that's your passion. That's your passion,

0:31:10.920 --> 0:31:13.680
<v Speaker 1>and that's what you love. It doesn't, but it doesn't

0:31:13.720 --> 0:31:15.160
<v Speaker 1>mean you don't apply the same out of effort to

0:31:15.280 --> 0:31:18.480
<v Speaker 1>the thing. Your job. Your job is the eight hundred.

0:31:19.000 --> 0:31:20.920
<v Speaker 1>By the way, did you do it? Do any other

0:31:20.960 --> 0:31:22.480
<v Speaker 1>events apart from the eight hundred? Have you done it?

0:31:22.720 --> 0:31:27.080
<v Speaker 1>Not in the limits but outside Olympics? Was another event

0:31:27.120 --> 0:31:28.040
<v Speaker 1>that was your favorite?

0:31:29.080 --> 0:31:30.600
<v Speaker 2>No, it's just kind of eight hundred.

0:31:30.680 --> 0:31:33.160
<v Speaker 1>It was because that's a tough run, by the way,

0:31:33.160 --> 0:31:36.160
<v Speaker 1>But eight hundred? Why that is it? Because that you

0:31:36.200 --> 0:31:38.520
<v Speaker 1>felt felt that's what you're best at? Yeah?

0:31:38.640 --> 0:31:40.640
<v Speaker 2>I just felt I was too lazy to do the

0:31:40.720 --> 0:31:44.560
<v Speaker 2>training for anything longer. I thought I would be, honestly,

0:31:44.600 --> 0:31:48.960
<v Speaker 2>I think probably naturally better, maybe a more fifteen hundred,

0:31:49.400 --> 0:31:51.560
<v Speaker 2>a little bit longer, because I came from winning cross

0:31:51.560 --> 0:31:54.120
<v Speaker 2>country pretty easily, naturally, But I just didn't want to

0:31:54.120 --> 0:31:56.080
<v Speaker 2>do that training and running so much.

0:31:56.120 --> 0:31:59.120
<v Speaker 1>The difference between eight hundred training and fifteen hundred training,

0:31:59.160 --> 0:32:01.120
<v Speaker 1>it's more COMMONI so you's got to get more on

0:32:01.160 --> 0:32:01.480
<v Speaker 1>your legs.

0:32:01.560 --> 0:32:04.200
<v Speaker 2>You's got to get more on your legs, and I

0:32:04.240 --> 0:32:07.600
<v Speaker 2>wasn't interested in doing that. I was more interested in

0:32:08.240 --> 0:32:11.240
<v Speaker 2>just staying explosive, powerful, because I was still playing basket

0:32:11.360 --> 0:32:14.239
<v Speaker 2>on the side. I wanted to keep playing basketball. If

0:32:14.240 --> 0:32:17.760
<v Speaker 2>you're running fifteen and longer, you're running like eighty k's

0:32:17.880 --> 0:32:20.400
<v Speaker 2>or more a week. Not really, Yeah, I didn't want to.

0:32:20.480 --> 0:32:22.520
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't interested in running anything more than forty fifty

0:32:22.600 --> 0:32:26.280
<v Speaker 2>k's a week. That's a lot, too, But that's a lot,

0:32:26.440 --> 0:32:28.160
<v Speaker 2>but for a runner, it's not that much for a

0:32:28.200 --> 0:32:28.800
<v Speaker 2>distance runner.

0:32:28.880 --> 0:32:31.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, that's interesting. And can I ask you, like,

0:32:31.960 --> 0:32:36.120
<v Speaker 1>I know you're Muslim by faith, and you still live

0:32:37.160 --> 0:32:40.520
<v Speaker 1>a faithful life today. We try my best, Yeah, you do.

0:32:41.120 --> 0:32:44.760
<v Speaker 1>I guess that. I mean everyone try best and then,

0:32:45.160 --> 0:32:46.960
<v Speaker 1>which basically means we're not perfect at it, but we're

0:32:47.680 --> 0:32:50.800
<v Speaker 1>we have the structure to try to live it that way.

0:32:51.560 --> 0:32:59.320
<v Speaker 1>How much of the Muslim religion dictates or determines that

0:32:59.440 --> 0:33:04.120
<v Speaker 1>we must take advantage of what God has given us

0:33:04.320 --> 0:33:08.080
<v Speaker 1>in terms of talent? In other words, And I don't

0:33:08.080 --> 0:33:10.520
<v Speaker 1>know a lot about the Muslim religion, but and therefore

0:33:10.520 --> 0:33:16.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm asking you, is it considered disrespectful to God not

0:33:18.120 --> 0:33:20.160
<v Speaker 1>to take advantage of the skill you've got.

0:33:21.280 --> 0:33:23.720
<v Speaker 2>I don't I don't know if it's if it's so

0:33:23.880 --> 0:33:27.840
<v Speaker 2>much disrespectful, I think you're you're on this earth on

0:33:27.880 --> 0:33:30.840
<v Speaker 2>a learning curve, right, You you make mistakes and you

0:33:30.920 --> 0:33:34.760
<v Speaker 2>just can't learn from them. But but if you have

0:33:34.800 --> 0:33:37.800
<v Speaker 2>a gift, it is considered. You use it and you

0:33:37.800 --> 0:33:39.360
<v Speaker 2>don't just use it for yourself. You use it to

0:33:39.400 --> 0:33:41.680
<v Speaker 2>better your life and better the people around you. Right,

0:33:42.720 --> 0:33:44.680
<v Speaker 2>you got to give, you got to forgive and and

0:33:44.720 --> 0:33:46.640
<v Speaker 2>all that stuff. So I think it's it's in your

0:33:46.720 --> 0:33:48.080
<v Speaker 2>duty to use your.

0:33:47.960 --> 0:33:49.280
<v Speaker 1>Gift, and that's the way point.

0:33:49.360 --> 0:33:51.240
<v Speaker 2>Is a duty, Yeah, to use your gifts and talents.

0:33:51.320 --> 0:33:53.880
<v Speaker 1>Yes, cly So, does that drive you or did that

0:33:53.960 --> 0:33:55.080
<v Speaker 1>drive you during that period?

0:33:55.840 --> 0:33:59.680
<v Speaker 2>It definitely definitely drove me a lot because I had

0:33:59.720 --> 0:34:02.080
<v Speaker 2>this that I knew I could not just change my life,

0:34:02.080 --> 0:34:05.360
<v Speaker 2>but change everyone around me. So I think that definitely

0:34:05.360 --> 0:34:07.000
<v Speaker 2>made me wanted to do it a little bit more,

0:34:08.320 --> 0:34:10.160
<v Speaker 2>and it made it a little bit different to having

0:34:10.200 --> 0:34:13.960
<v Speaker 2>having faith on your side and having family and having

0:34:14.000 --> 0:34:18.800
<v Speaker 2>like strong values. Actually made the sport more enjoyable because

0:34:18.960 --> 0:34:22.520
<v Speaker 2>how so, because because it's like you had less pressure.

0:34:22.880 --> 0:34:24.920
<v Speaker 2>You're like, this is a gift and I'm going to

0:34:24.920 --> 0:34:27.040
<v Speaker 2>do the best I can. But the most important thing

0:34:27.080 --> 0:34:29.840
<v Speaker 2>is is your faith and your family and your values.

0:34:29.560 --> 0:34:31.360
<v Speaker 1>Outside of that. So you had a full back position.

0:34:31.640 --> 0:34:34.160
<v Speaker 2>You always had a full back position, right, So like

0:34:34.360 --> 0:34:37.280
<v Speaker 2>those are as strong, those what you need to strengthen,

0:34:37.600 --> 0:34:40.400
<v Speaker 2>and the sport will strengthen self. But you've got to

0:34:40.440 --> 0:34:43.960
<v Speaker 2>keep you in the training, right. But you can't. You

0:34:44.040 --> 0:34:48.480
<v Speaker 2>almost can't do sports without strengthening that. It's especially especially

0:34:48.480 --> 0:34:48.839
<v Speaker 2>if you're.

0:34:48.719 --> 0:34:49.360
<v Speaker 1>Tired in the middle.

0:34:49.480 --> 0:34:52.480
<v Speaker 2>You've got to like be a non believer and to

0:34:52.560 --> 0:34:54.279
<v Speaker 2>try to strengthen that. But if you're a believer, you're

0:34:54.280 --> 0:34:56.719
<v Speaker 2>always kind of conflicted in the middle, so you've got

0:34:56.760 --> 0:34:58.239
<v Speaker 2>to you've got to work on them both.

0:34:58.680 --> 0:35:03.520
<v Speaker 1>So because you know, see some young Muslim not so

0:35:03.600 --> 0:35:07.560
<v Speaker 1>much young anymore, but something like Sunny but Williams who

0:35:08.640 --> 0:35:14.960
<v Speaker 1>is quite open about his faith, and also a lot

0:35:15.000 --> 0:35:17.440
<v Speaker 1>of the Islander boys who are quite open about their

0:35:17.480 --> 0:35:22.279
<v Speaker 1>Christian faith in terms of where it fits into in

0:35:22.360 --> 0:35:24.760
<v Speaker 1>terms of league, because that's more the area I'm interested

0:35:24.800 --> 0:35:31.360
<v Speaker 1>in my own personal life. But the way they openly

0:35:31.400 --> 0:35:34.799
<v Speaker 1>display it and they openly lean into it in order

0:35:34.800 --> 0:35:36.920
<v Speaker 1>to help them do what do what they're about to do,

0:35:37.719 --> 0:35:40.879
<v Speaker 1>and in fact, actually to some extent, and I saw

0:35:40.920 --> 0:35:46.920
<v Speaker 1>it during the paras Olympics obviously just finished, but especially

0:35:46.920 --> 0:35:49.239
<v Speaker 1>in the athletic field, I saw a few people sort

0:35:49.239 --> 0:35:53.520
<v Speaker 1>of look up to Allah and do the sign that

0:35:53.560 --> 0:35:59.840
<v Speaker 1>they do prior to their event. Like, I don't know

0:35:59.840 --> 0:36:04.160
<v Speaker 1>how strictly religious you are, but what is it that

0:36:04.200 --> 0:36:06.800
<v Speaker 1>people are asking for when they do it or what

0:36:06.840 --> 0:36:10.000
<v Speaker 1>are they giving when they look up and or think

0:36:10.040 --> 0:36:13.680
<v Speaker 1>before a race? In relation? In relations just sort of

0:36:13.680 --> 0:36:16.239
<v Speaker 1>the Islamic faith, like you know, the Muslim faith. What

0:36:16.320 --> 0:36:19.000
<v Speaker 1>is it they're saying or thinking about? Yeah? Are they

0:36:19.040 --> 0:36:21.440
<v Speaker 1>offering it to God? Yeah? I think different.

0:36:21.640 --> 0:36:25.040
<v Speaker 2>Different people have obviously different but but for me personally,

0:36:27.000 --> 0:36:31.680
<v Speaker 2>I do pray and I just pray to be able

0:36:32.320 --> 0:36:36.080
<v Speaker 2>to do the best stuff prepared for. So and someone said,

0:36:36.120 --> 0:36:39.359
<v Speaker 2>do you do you pray that you you do better

0:36:39.400 --> 0:36:42.480
<v Speaker 2>than your opponents? I said, I said, no, Like you,

0:36:42.480 --> 0:36:46.200
<v Speaker 2>you just pray for safe journey and you pray that

0:36:46.280 --> 0:36:48.080
<v Speaker 2>you can do the best, the best that you're prepared for.

0:36:48.160 --> 0:36:50.520
<v Speaker 2>And that's and that's it, and you and you leave

0:36:50.560 --> 0:36:52.200
<v Speaker 2>the rest up to you lift the rest up to

0:36:52.239 --> 0:36:54.520
<v Speaker 2>a lie, right, you just do the best you can.

0:36:54.800 --> 0:36:57.520
<v Speaker 1>Because that's interesting, you should say that the best you

0:36:57.640 --> 0:36:59.920
<v Speaker 1>prepared for, which then takes you down to the pre

0:37:00.120 --> 0:37:03.600
<v Speaker 1>ration period. Yeah, if you don't do well, you can

0:37:03.640 --> 0:37:05.960
<v Speaker 1>just sort of say, well, maybe I didn't prepare well enough,

0:37:06.760 --> 0:37:08.560
<v Speaker 1>and then you can look at all the reasons why

0:37:08.560 --> 0:37:10.960
<v Speaker 1>I didn't prepare well enough and for the next period's

0:37:11.239 --> 0:37:13.000
<v Speaker 1>the next race period is coming up with six months

0:37:13.320 --> 0:37:16.160
<v Speaker 1>is accountable as well, totally because it's up to you.

0:37:16.200 --> 0:37:22.120
<v Speaker 2>It's up to you God obviously, God obviously knows knows

0:37:22.120 --> 0:37:26.680
<v Speaker 2>what you want. But I don't think you're just given it.

0:37:27.120 --> 0:37:29.040
<v Speaker 2>You still have to work for it, so do you do?

0:37:29.080 --> 0:37:33.319
<v Speaker 1>You have to practice in your faith gratitude for what

0:37:33.440 --> 0:37:34.080
<v Speaker 1>you've been given.

0:37:34.440 --> 0:37:38.360
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Gratitude is a big one and it keeps you

0:37:38.440 --> 0:37:41.279
<v Speaker 2>kind at peace. And that's honestly what I pray for

0:37:41.400 --> 0:37:44.680
<v Speaker 2>if if I want to race, because like, you become

0:37:44.680 --> 0:37:47.920
<v Speaker 2>a dangerous appointment when you're just at peace, you're calm

0:37:47.960 --> 0:37:50.600
<v Speaker 2>and chilled and and that's all you ask for and

0:37:50.600 --> 0:37:52.960
<v Speaker 2>then the rest is up to you to execute a race. Right.

0:37:53.120 --> 0:37:58.840
<v Speaker 1>That's interesting. You become a dangerous opponent in that you're

0:37:59.000 --> 0:38:03.400
<v Speaker 1>not putting too much pressure on you know, your biochemics, chemistry,

0:38:03.440 --> 0:38:05.480
<v Speaker 1>that that's your you know, your quartersole and your adrenaline

0:38:05.520 --> 0:38:08.040
<v Speaker 1>all that sort of stuff, you know, because I do

0:38:08.040 --> 0:38:10.319
<v Speaker 1>want to talk to you about nervousness before a race,

0:38:10.640 --> 0:38:13.920
<v Speaker 1>that adrenale for fatigue. Maybe you could take me through that.

0:38:14.000 --> 0:38:16.200
<v Speaker 1>I mean, we'll take an audience through that I've experienced,

0:38:16.239 --> 0:38:20.080
<v Speaker 1>but like, what does it mean? So I want to

0:38:20.120 --> 0:38:23.040
<v Speaker 1>know how you control your state of mind and have

0:38:23.120 --> 0:38:25.720
<v Speaker 1>you had some really crazy moments where your heart's pumping

0:38:25.719 --> 0:38:28.000
<v Speaker 1>so hard? You know? And by the way, this happens

0:38:28.000 --> 0:38:30.520
<v Speaker 1>to everybody, especially in the early stages of their career,

0:38:30.880 --> 0:38:35.680
<v Speaker 1>sporting career, that you suffer fatigue because eight hundred legas

0:38:36.520 --> 0:38:38.520
<v Speaker 1>one hundred is explosy, but eight hundred you've got to

0:38:38.520 --> 0:38:41.160
<v Speaker 1>have endurance and you can't be fatigued. You've got to

0:38:41.200 --> 0:38:45.880
<v Speaker 1>slept properly, you can't hopefully no injuries, but you've got

0:38:45.920 --> 0:38:47.640
<v Speaker 1>to be able to keep your pace going, and you've

0:38:47.640 --> 0:38:49.240
<v Speaker 1>got to be able to have that burst of energy

0:38:49.760 --> 0:38:52.040
<v Speaker 1>at a later part of the race, so you can't

0:38:52.040 --> 0:38:55.880
<v Speaker 1>be burned out early early on. As this whole thought

0:38:56.120 --> 0:38:58.880
<v Speaker 1>process and strategy going into the race, and the if

0:38:58.880 --> 0:39:01.520
<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden the strategy gets stuffed up for

0:39:01.520 --> 0:39:04.160
<v Speaker 1>some reason, you know, you've got to get your head

0:39:04.160 --> 0:39:09.960
<v Speaker 1>around it. Somehow, maybe you just take me through the

0:39:10.040 --> 0:39:15.000
<v Speaker 1>way you understand your own biochemistry in terms of being

0:39:16.160 --> 0:39:18.920
<v Speaker 1>one hundred percent ready set for your best performance in

0:39:18.960 --> 0:39:21.080
<v Speaker 1>an eight hundred. So what are you trying to achieve

0:39:22.000 --> 0:39:26.640
<v Speaker 1>the night before? Perhaps nutrition, perhaps a week before, you know,

0:39:26.760 --> 0:39:30.040
<v Speaker 1>what's your little process and other any superstitions sitting there.

0:39:30.120 --> 0:39:32.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so that is a really interesting question, And I

0:39:32.280 --> 0:39:34.759
<v Speaker 2>think it's a huge question because I think all that

0:39:34.760 --> 0:39:38.319
<v Speaker 2>stuff matters, like the preparation beforehand, the night before, the

0:39:38.360 --> 0:39:41.200
<v Speaker 2>fuel you eat, all those kind of matter, And I

0:39:41.239 --> 0:39:44.400
<v Speaker 2>think the matter because they'll keep you in a peaceful mindset.

0:39:44.480 --> 0:39:45.839
<v Speaker 2>You don't want to rock up to the start line

0:39:45.840 --> 0:39:47.759
<v Speaker 2>and saying I wish I would have prepared better, Like

0:39:47.840 --> 0:39:51.359
<v Speaker 2>that's already doubt. And when you have doubt, it's tough

0:39:51.360 --> 0:39:55.080
<v Speaker 2>to compete without. You don't want to rock up thinking

0:39:55.120 --> 0:39:56.960
<v Speaker 2>I've got a niggle and I'm a little bit injured.

0:39:57.239 --> 0:39:59.360
<v Speaker 2>That's another thing in your mind. You want to remove

0:39:59.400 --> 0:40:02.080
<v Speaker 2>as much thing out of your head to kind of

0:40:02.120 --> 0:40:04.880
<v Speaker 2>stay present. Like the best races I've had is being present.

0:40:05.000 --> 0:40:08.520
<v Speaker 2>Like you spoke before about, obviously your strategy can go

0:40:08.560 --> 0:40:11.040
<v Speaker 2>out the way. The eight hundred is one of the

0:40:11.080 --> 0:40:14.560
<v Speaker 2>most brutal races to have a strategy for, because in

0:40:14.600 --> 0:40:17.040
<v Speaker 2>that first two hundred you're all in different lanes and

0:40:17.080 --> 0:40:19.560
<v Speaker 2>then your crossover, so your strategy might be I want

0:40:19.560 --> 0:40:21.279
<v Speaker 2>to be first across that line, and then you end

0:40:21.360 --> 0:40:23.120
<v Speaker 2>up being at the back. What do I do now?

0:40:23.480 --> 0:40:25.760
<v Speaker 2>And you have to prepare for those in training.

0:40:25.800 --> 0:40:26.160
<v Speaker 1>You have to.

0:40:26.560 --> 0:40:28.600
<v Speaker 2>And the best race I've had is just being present

0:40:28.920 --> 0:40:31.879
<v Speaker 2>and your body and your muscle memory just knows when

0:40:31.880 --> 0:40:34.279
<v Speaker 2>to make those moves. Because if you think, if you're

0:40:34.440 --> 0:40:36.280
<v Speaker 2>trying to think about should I make that move, someone's

0:40:36.280 --> 0:40:38.759
<v Speaker 2>already made it and you're too late. Like there's no

0:40:38.800 --> 0:40:40.920
<v Speaker 2>time for error, there's no time for thinking. It's like

0:40:41.040 --> 0:40:44.160
<v Speaker 2>just muscle memory making those moves. And a few races

0:40:44.160 --> 0:40:47.040
<v Speaker 2>that I've raced really well and I was like going

0:40:47.080 --> 0:40:50.000
<v Speaker 2>through first lap, going through second lap and there's a

0:40:50.000 --> 0:40:50.520
<v Speaker 2>gap open.

0:40:50.680 --> 0:40:52.040
<v Speaker 1>I didn't think about it. I just moved.

0:40:52.239 --> 0:40:53.759
<v Speaker 2>And a race that I was thinking about should I

0:40:53.800 --> 0:40:55.960
<v Speaker 2>take that gap? By the time I decided, someone's already

0:40:55.960 --> 0:40:57.960
<v Speaker 2>taken it and you're kind of set up the back.

0:40:58.600 --> 0:41:01.359
<v Speaker 2>So you've got to be apps litely present, and to

0:41:01.400 --> 0:41:04.640
<v Speaker 2>be present, you've got to be calm, and there's things

0:41:04.680 --> 0:41:06.680
<v Speaker 2>you kind of do and apply, like before you've a race.

0:41:06.719 --> 0:41:10.279
<v Speaker 2>I'll do my breathing, I do my prayers whatever, just

0:41:10.280 --> 0:41:12.880
<v Speaker 2>to try to get myself in that calm state. And

0:41:12.880 --> 0:41:16.040
<v Speaker 2>you rock up to the stadium with like im off games.

0:41:16.080 --> 0:41:18.120
<v Speaker 2>I rock up the stadium. I think it was like

0:41:18.120 --> 0:41:20.839
<v Speaker 2>like solve that crowd, and and you don't really heat

0:41:20.840 --> 0:41:23.640
<v Speaker 2>a crowd. You're just you're just present.

0:41:23.600 --> 0:41:25.360
<v Speaker 1>Because you're so far within your own mind.

0:41:25.680 --> 0:41:28.319
<v Speaker 2>And when when I have no destruction and think about

0:41:28.320 --> 0:41:29.960
<v Speaker 2>anything else, I know it's going to be a good race.

0:41:30.160 --> 0:41:33.160
<v Speaker 2>First as if I'm thinking about like injury, thinking about

0:41:33.160 --> 0:41:34.400
<v Speaker 2>the next opponent, think about that.

0:41:34.840 --> 0:41:36.360
<v Speaker 1>You know it's going to be a difficult race. So

0:41:36.560 --> 0:41:38.680
<v Speaker 1>are there's some things you rule out? Then during let's

0:41:38.680 --> 0:41:41.360
<v Speaker 1>say you're getting ready for the Corm Games and or

0:41:41.360 --> 0:41:47.920
<v Speaker 1>any other equivalent, do you sort of say, okay for

0:41:47.920 --> 0:41:50.799
<v Speaker 1>the next six six months before I don't know what

0:41:50.840 --> 0:41:53.040
<v Speaker 1>the period is for prep. I mean, obviously it's it's

0:41:53.040 --> 0:41:56.479
<v Speaker 1>a long prepay it's years. But the last six months

0:41:56.480 --> 0:41:59.839
<v Speaker 1>before you you you compete or race, do you sort

0:41:59.880 --> 0:42:03.800
<v Speaker 1>of say rule out girlfriend. I don't know your girlfriend, boyfriend,

0:42:03.840 --> 0:42:05.600
<v Speaker 1>whatever it happens to be. But let's say it's a girlfriend,

0:42:06.920 --> 0:42:11.400
<v Speaker 1>real our relationships one because you know, like and I'm

0:42:11.440 --> 0:42:15.239
<v Speaker 1>looking for like strict rules. I rule out late night,

0:42:15.320 --> 0:42:17.040
<v Speaker 1>so really out hanging out with my mates. So rerul

0:42:17.080 --> 0:42:21.680
<v Speaker 1>out blah blah. These things you cannot do because they're

0:42:21.680 --> 0:42:26.520
<v Speaker 1>distractions and or things that could change your peace of mind.

0:42:27.160 --> 0:42:29.840
<v Speaker 1>Give you that little thing that pisces you off, that

0:42:30.080 --> 0:42:33.000
<v Speaker 1>sort of will you know, because in your case, we're

0:42:33.040 --> 0:42:37.759
<v Speaker 1>talking about points of a second. You know, tenth of

0:42:37.760 --> 0:42:42.080
<v Speaker 1>a second is a you know that far at the

0:42:42.120 --> 0:42:45.359
<v Speaker 1>speed you guys are running. So do you like have

0:42:46.040 --> 0:42:49.239
<v Speaker 1>a mindset of structure that you stick to, like a

0:42:49.360 --> 0:42:49.879
<v Speaker 1>game plan?

0:42:50.320 --> 0:42:52.680
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And part of that is actually ruling out training

0:42:52.719 --> 0:42:56.400
<v Speaker 2>hard really yeah, because you don't want to rock up

0:42:56.440 --> 0:42:59.080
<v Speaker 2>to a start line fatigued and too tired.

0:42:59.200 --> 0:43:00.239
<v Speaker 1>So you want to be pe king.

0:43:00.320 --> 0:43:02.200
<v Speaker 2>And that's the hardest one because you always want to

0:43:02.200 --> 0:43:02.600
<v Speaker 2>push at.

0:43:02.560 --> 0:43:06.279
<v Speaker 1>Training because I need more, I need more.

0:43:06.440 --> 0:43:08.319
<v Speaker 2>But the reality is you're not gonna you're not gonna

0:43:08.320 --> 0:43:09.480
<v Speaker 2>get any fitter in a week.

0:43:10.000 --> 0:43:10.920
<v Speaker 1>But but what you.

0:43:10.880 --> 0:43:14.120
<v Speaker 2>Can get in a week is get injured, right, You're

0:43:14.120 --> 0:43:17.040
<v Speaker 2>not going to get any better. So so ruling out

0:43:17.080 --> 0:43:20.600
<v Speaker 2>hard training is probably one of the most important thing

0:43:20.640 --> 0:43:23.480
<v Speaker 2>because because an athlete at our level, Like if you're like,

0:43:23.560 --> 0:43:25.680
<v Speaker 2>of course you're only human, and you still face distractions

0:43:25.719 --> 0:43:28.200
<v Speaker 2>and you face all this stuff, but you've you've kind

0:43:28.200 --> 0:43:30.640
<v Speaker 2>of worked out a system where where you work that

0:43:30.760 --> 0:43:34.360
<v Speaker 2>stuff out. It's it's like you don't get there by fluke.

0:43:34.920 --> 0:43:38.319
<v Speaker 2>Like you've ruled out distractions, You've ruled out like late

0:43:38.440 --> 0:43:40.719
<v Speaker 2>nights before a race and all that stuff. Like if

0:43:40.760 --> 0:43:42.200
<v Speaker 2>you still have to rule that out, you've got a

0:43:42.239 --> 0:43:46.000
<v Speaker 2>long way to go at that at that high level.

0:43:46.080 --> 0:43:47.600
<v Speaker 1>You've got to you've got to be able.

0:43:47.960 --> 0:43:51.360
<v Speaker 2>It's to do with training, I think most importantly training, sleep,

0:43:52.320 --> 0:43:56.520
<v Speaker 2>recovery so important, so important. You've got to get the physio.

0:43:57.160 --> 0:43:59.960
<v Speaker 2>Some of these things are like just time, right, they're boring,

0:44:00.080 --> 0:44:01.720
<v Speaker 2>like why why do I want to go to physiog

0:44:01.880 --> 0:44:04.200
<v Speaker 2>get a massage? Why do I need to stretch? Like

0:44:04.560 --> 0:44:06.520
<v Speaker 2>why do I have to sleep early? And all those things?

0:44:07.080 --> 0:44:09.719
<v Speaker 2>But you've got to do these things and and.

0:44:09.680 --> 0:44:11.520
<v Speaker 1>So what period would you be doing that for us?

0:44:11.520 --> 0:44:14.239
<v Speaker 1>Because it because it can get a bit I'd imagine

0:44:14.440 --> 0:44:15.440
<v Speaker 1>it can't get a bit boring.

0:44:15.680 --> 0:44:18.839
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, and and for me, for me, it's got

0:44:18.880 --> 0:44:21.640
<v Speaker 2>to be like I know I've got a race in

0:44:21.920 --> 0:44:26.359
<v Speaker 2>about about six or two months or something like that,

0:44:27.680 --> 0:44:29.719
<v Speaker 2>I'll have a training camp and that's where everything is

0:44:29.800 --> 0:44:31.840
<v Speaker 2>ruled out. And training camp you go away. So we

0:44:32.000 --> 0:44:34.600
<v Speaker 2>usually go up. Sometimes I'll go up to Perisher in

0:44:35.239 --> 0:44:38.640
<v Speaker 2>I think New South Wales and and there naturally rules

0:44:38.640 --> 0:44:40.840
<v Speaker 2>out all distractions, like there's nothing to do in Parish

0:44:41.040 --> 0:44:42.719
<v Speaker 2>and I then kind of run and be a piece

0:44:42.760 --> 0:44:45.759
<v Speaker 2>of yourself. So you rule out through training camps is

0:44:45.760 --> 0:44:47.360
<v Speaker 2>a great way to do it. Like you set your

0:44:47.400 --> 0:44:49.200
<v Speaker 2>stuff up for a training camp for three weeks and

0:44:49.239 --> 0:44:53.160
<v Speaker 2>you're there just purely training, getting the right food, and

0:44:53.239 --> 0:44:55.240
<v Speaker 2>that's all you're doing is running. I think it's harder

0:44:55.280 --> 0:44:58.000
<v Speaker 2>to rule out when you're when you're back home because

0:44:58.000 --> 0:45:02.400
<v Speaker 2>now you've got friends, family, you've got everything. So instead

0:45:02.400 --> 0:45:04.399
<v Speaker 2>of avoiding distructions, you just move away from it.

0:45:04.560 --> 0:45:07.560
<v Speaker 1>So when you're saying you're you move away from distractions,

0:45:07.719 --> 0:45:11.520
<v Speaker 1>would you do you take you know, like iPads and

0:45:12.400 --> 0:45:16.040
<v Speaker 1>start do you get sort of stuck in things like

0:45:16.160 --> 0:45:18.440
<v Speaker 1>YouTube or whatever? I mean, yeah, what what do you

0:45:18.480 --> 0:45:21.200
<v Speaker 1>do to you Or you're meditating, I don't.

0:45:21.080 --> 0:45:25.240
<v Speaker 2>Know what's gonna it's whatever you're passionate about. Because majority

0:45:25.239 --> 0:45:27.839
<v Speaker 2>of ice training is recovery right, You've got to recover enough,

0:45:27.880 --> 0:45:29.719
<v Speaker 2>which means you have time. You have so much time,

0:45:29.960 --> 0:45:31.680
<v Speaker 2>and you know you don't want to get on the

0:45:31.680 --> 0:45:34.960
<v Speaker 2>other side of underperforming, which which is boredom bottom can

0:45:35.000 --> 0:45:36.640
<v Speaker 2>also lead to underforming. So you don't want to be

0:45:36.640 --> 0:45:38.960
<v Speaker 2>too bored. So Number one, you've got to have the

0:45:39.040 --> 0:45:41.680
<v Speaker 2>right the right group of training group that surround you,

0:45:41.760 --> 0:45:43.960
<v Speaker 2>that that you kind of enjoy being around, because you

0:45:43.960 --> 0:45:45.560
<v Speaker 2>don't want to be in your head the whole time.

0:45:45.760 --> 0:45:46.560
<v Speaker 1>That's not helpful.

0:45:46.840 --> 0:45:48.880
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, you take your iPad, you take your books,

0:45:49.360 --> 0:45:51.359
<v Speaker 2>you have some friends. Some of the best training camps

0:45:51.400 --> 0:45:55.120
<v Speaker 2>I've had is going going over season, just going a

0:45:55.120 --> 0:45:58.360
<v Speaker 2>few friends and and just running with them or Perth.

0:45:58.480 --> 0:46:00.680
<v Speaker 2>I'd get some of my brothers and some of the

0:46:00.680 --> 0:46:02.080
<v Speaker 2>people I grew up with to.

0:46:02.080 --> 0:46:03.680
<v Speaker 1>Come and do training with me.

0:46:03.719 --> 0:46:06.719
<v Speaker 2>They're not professional athletes, they're not even runners, but they

0:46:06.719 --> 0:46:10.359
<v Speaker 2>will come. The beauty of it was just being amongst people.

0:46:10.360 --> 0:46:12.000
<v Speaker 2>Because if you're doing a law by yourself, it gets

0:46:12.040 --> 0:46:15.319
<v Speaker 2>really hard. So you're not really trying to rule out

0:46:15.440 --> 0:46:18.239
<v Speaker 2>everything because you get too bored. You've got to be

0:46:18.320 --> 0:46:20.919
<v Speaker 2>able to like leading up to a championship, You've got

0:46:20.920 --> 0:46:22.560
<v Speaker 2>to be able to make sure everything's the same. You

0:46:22.600 --> 0:46:24.480
<v Speaker 2>don't want to change too many things. You don't want

0:46:24.480 --> 0:46:27.160
<v Speaker 2>to completely rule out everyone. You know, you just end

0:46:27.239 --> 0:46:30.520
<v Speaker 2>up stressing yourself. So I try to stay pretty pretty

0:46:30.520 --> 0:46:34.800
<v Speaker 2>calm and pretty normal, but obviously like less of everything,

0:46:35.080 --> 0:46:38.959
<v Speaker 2>less of training, less of socializing, less of going out,

0:46:40.040 --> 0:46:43.080
<v Speaker 2>more of recovery, more of sleep, more of eating good

0:46:43.120 --> 0:46:43.800
<v Speaker 2>and all that stuff.

0:46:43.800 --> 0:46:47.120
<v Speaker 1>It sounds pretty intense though, in intense and is sort

0:46:47.160 --> 0:46:52.080
<v Speaker 1>of reverse way, and in that the it's everything on

0:46:52.120 --> 0:46:54.520
<v Speaker 1>the edges doesn't exist. You're just sort of keeping everything

0:46:54.960 --> 0:46:58.600
<v Speaker 1>within a nice range pretty much, which that's sort of

0:46:58.600 --> 0:47:03.280
<v Speaker 1>intensient self, because you know, human beings by nature wanted

0:47:03.320 --> 0:47:05.520
<v Speaker 1>to go to the edge. You pushed me on, and

0:47:06.280 --> 0:47:09.360
<v Speaker 1>let's do this little bit extra training or let's do

0:47:09.440 --> 0:47:11.840
<v Speaker 1>something bit crazy whatever, specially when you're young man. You know,

0:47:12.040 --> 0:47:15.800
<v Speaker 1>like it's pretty natural, but keeping it all in a

0:47:15.560 --> 0:47:20.320
<v Speaker 1>in a like a contained space in itself is quite intense.

0:47:20.400 --> 0:47:23.279
<v Speaker 1>I would have thought, Yeah, I mean, like, and do

0:47:23.320 --> 0:47:24.839
<v Speaker 1>you ever get to the point where you say, why

0:47:24.840 --> 0:47:27.759
<v Speaker 1>am I doing this? Yeah? Yea, heaps the time? And

0:47:27.800 --> 0:47:28.440
<v Speaker 1>what do you do then?

0:47:30.160 --> 0:47:32.080
<v Speaker 2>Like, through different years you kind of go through it

0:47:32.120 --> 0:47:34.440
<v Speaker 2>like I got to the edge through training, and I

0:47:34.480 --> 0:47:37.479
<v Speaker 2>got injured before before the two eighteen Coming Off Games,

0:47:37.520 --> 0:47:38.960
<v Speaker 2>which is the one I was looking forward to the

0:47:39.040 --> 0:47:41.160
<v Speaker 2>most being in Australia. So I pushed myself to the

0:47:41.239 --> 0:47:43.960
<v Speaker 2>edge through training too hard. Then so after that I've

0:47:44.040 --> 0:47:46.560
<v Speaker 2>learned like you've got to you've got to train smart,

0:47:46.680 --> 0:47:48.360
<v Speaker 2>you've got to be wise, and you've got to not

0:47:48.400 --> 0:47:49.320
<v Speaker 2>push too hard sometimes.

0:47:49.440 --> 0:47:51.200
<v Speaker 1>Right, what does it mean you end up getting an

0:47:51.239 --> 0:47:54.560
<v Speaker 1>overuse injury? Overuse injury, So how to stress fracture? Yeah? Yeah,

0:47:54.680 --> 0:47:57.120
<v Speaker 1>so overuse just repetition, repetition, repetition. Yeah.

0:47:58.320 --> 0:48:00.640
<v Speaker 2>So I pushed myself through that edge. And then other

0:48:00.719 --> 0:48:06.040
<v Speaker 2>times I went to training camps with with just purely runners.

0:48:06.040 --> 0:48:11.560
<v Speaker 2>Remember I'm not really that interested in in the running itself.

0:48:11.600 --> 0:48:13.759
<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm kind of interested in the training, yeah, and

0:48:13.800 --> 0:48:17.760
<v Speaker 2>developing myself. Right, So going purely with like passionate runners

0:48:17.800 --> 0:48:20.479
<v Speaker 2>and then you just you just mentally train yourself and

0:48:20.600 --> 0:48:22.680
<v Speaker 2>no matter how hard I'm training, my performance going down

0:48:22.719 --> 0:48:25.400
<v Speaker 2>like that's that's not where I'm blong. That's too intense

0:48:25.440 --> 0:48:29.040
<v Speaker 2>for me. So it's all about you finding finding finding

0:48:29.040 --> 0:48:31.399
<v Speaker 2>your place, right. My place is not to go out

0:48:31.600 --> 0:48:32.759
<v Speaker 2>to go on to a training camp with a bunch

0:48:32.760 --> 0:48:34.560
<v Speaker 2>of runners and all we're talking about is running and

0:48:34.600 --> 0:48:37.239
<v Speaker 2>catching up after after running. It was like, No, my

0:48:37.320 --> 0:48:41.600
<v Speaker 2>place is Loto Camp with good people that I can

0:48:42.000 --> 0:48:45.480
<v Speaker 2>talk outside with and that has nothing to do with running.

0:48:46.040 --> 0:48:48.480
<v Speaker 2>It's like, that's my place. We can still train, but

0:48:48.520 --> 0:48:50.399
<v Speaker 2>we leave it all as soon as we leave that track.

0:48:50.640 --> 0:48:53.640
<v Speaker 1>Well, because when I I just want to change slightly

0:48:53.680 --> 0:48:58.640
<v Speaker 1>changed place. Part of the punt pun intended doube when

0:48:58.800 --> 0:49:02.120
<v Speaker 1>they I just like your maybe your opinion on this

0:49:02.239 --> 0:49:04.960
<v Speaker 1>or your commentary on this, but and it's sort of

0:49:04.960 --> 0:49:09.719
<v Speaker 1>a diametrically opposed to the person you just presented to me,

0:49:10.680 --> 0:49:13.240
<v Speaker 1>being yourself that is. And obviously they are others similar

0:49:13.239 --> 0:49:17.640
<v Speaker 1>to you. But if you look at the Jamaicans and

0:49:18.120 --> 0:49:22.439
<v Speaker 1>the USA, particularly the one hundred million of the glamour events,

0:49:22.480 --> 0:49:25.880
<v Speaker 1>like one hundred million to hundred events, and you see

0:49:26.880 --> 0:49:30.080
<v Speaker 1>if I could just reflect on the women's events. First,

0:49:31.400 --> 0:49:34.880
<v Speaker 1>they've got the massive eyelashes, they've got things going on

0:49:34.920 --> 0:49:38.400
<v Speaker 1>with their hair and ear rings, and the fingernails are huge,

0:49:38.560 --> 0:49:42.000
<v Speaker 1>massively long, and they're playing to the camera big time,

0:49:42.239 --> 0:49:45.600
<v Speaker 1>barely big time. It's nearly like entertainment. And then the

0:49:45.640 --> 0:49:48.160
<v Speaker 1>guys are the same but in a different format. But

0:49:48.400 --> 0:49:52.359
<v Speaker 1>there's the same sort of deal, you know, And they

0:49:52.360 --> 0:49:55.680
<v Speaker 1>look to me. That looks to me if that was

0:49:55.760 --> 0:49:58.440
<v Speaker 1>me in their shoes, that would be a massive distraction

0:49:58.520 --> 0:50:01.400
<v Speaker 1>for me, Like that be hard for me to concentrate

0:50:01.440 --> 0:50:05.080
<v Speaker 1>on what it is I'm about to do, particularly you know,

0:50:05.080 --> 0:50:07.120
<v Speaker 1>because it's not just on the night of the event,

0:50:07.400 --> 0:50:11.319
<v Speaker 1>particularly in the last Olympics. They're doing this all the time.

0:50:11.360 --> 0:50:16.279
<v Speaker 1>In fact, they've made Netflix to move a series of them. Yeah,

0:50:15.480 --> 0:50:20.760
<v Speaker 1>And I thought to myself, it's nearly like they're marketing

0:50:20.800 --> 0:50:24.200
<v Speaker 1>themselves as individuals because they've got to make money in

0:50:24.200 --> 0:50:25.839
<v Speaker 1>the future. It's one where they make money. They get

0:50:25.840 --> 0:50:28.360
<v Speaker 1>sponsorships on sort of stuff. I get it, But I

0:50:28.520 --> 0:50:30.960
<v Speaker 1>thought to myself, it would be very difficult if you're

0:50:31.000 --> 0:50:34.960
<v Speaker 1>in your athletic world to be that person, especially like

0:50:35.080 --> 0:50:37.040
<v Speaker 1>one minute before the race, you're pitching up in front

0:50:37.040 --> 0:50:40.000
<v Speaker 1>of the crowd, and you're during the crowd up, etc.

0:50:41.320 --> 0:50:43.759
<v Speaker 1>But you're presenting a different type of person to me,

0:50:43.840 --> 0:50:47.560
<v Speaker 1>What do you think about that type of I don't

0:50:47.600 --> 0:50:50.439
<v Speaker 1>want to call it behavior, but that type of those

0:50:50.440 --> 0:50:54.920
<v Speaker 1>types of characteristics relative to say, the way you present.

0:50:55.680 --> 0:50:57.080
<v Speaker 2>I mean I've got a good story. I think it

0:50:57.120 --> 0:50:59.520
<v Speaker 2>was my first Olympics I was in. I was in Rio,

0:50:59.680 --> 0:51:01.799
<v Speaker 2>and like, as I said, I didn't really know much.

0:51:01.880 --> 0:51:05.160
<v Speaker 2>And I went to a warm up track and you

0:51:05.320 --> 0:51:07.360
<v Speaker 2>just you get to see every single person. And the

0:51:07.360 --> 0:51:09.640
<v Speaker 2>beauty of athletics is you're seeing every different culture in it.

0:51:09.760 --> 0:51:11.640
<v Speaker 2>And I was there trying to warm up and it

0:51:11.640 --> 0:51:14.280
<v Speaker 2>was actually quite distracting because I was trying to see

0:51:14.320 --> 0:51:17.280
<v Speaker 2>every single person. I saw the Kenyans and the East Africans.

0:51:17.320 --> 0:51:20.319
<v Speaker 2>They were just like really shy. They're like like, look

0:51:20.400 --> 0:51:22.760
<v Speaker 2>really nervous. I was like, man, like these guys are

0:51:22.760 --> 0:51:23.520
<v Speaker 2>gonna underperform.

0:51:23.560 --> 0:51:24.279
<v Speaker 1>They just look too shy.

0:51:24.320 --> 0:51:25.400
<v Speaker 2>And then I looked on the other side and the

0:51:25.400 --> 0:51:28.600
<v Speaker 2>Americans and Jamaicans and Bolt Funny was there. They had

0:51:28.680 --> 0:51:30.640
<v Speaker 2>music blasting and they were just having the best time.

0:51:30.680 --> 0:51:32.400
<v Speaker 2>I was like, these guys are gonna clean up the

0:51:32.440 --> 0:51:36.000
<v Speaker 2>metal tally. But because they were relaxed, they just looked

0:51:36.040 --> 0:51:38.319
<v Speaker 2>so relaxed and so confident. They're like, we're gonna win.

0:51:38.320 --> 0:51:40.600
<v Speaker 2>They had that show and they were in charge of everything.

0:51:40.840 --> 0:51:43.160
<v Speaker 2>But it was really interesting that at the end of

0:51:43.160 --> 0:51:46.239
<v Speaker 2>the Olympics, like the same East Africans that were shy,

0:51:46.280 --> 0:51:49.319
<v Speaker 2>they collected, they cleaned up the medals, and you just

0:51:49.360 --> 0:51:51.719
<v Speaker 2>realize it was just a personality thing, and Bolt and

0:51:51.719 --> 0:51:55.400
<v Speaker 2>stuff still collected metals. It wasn't it wasn't about their behaviors.

0:51:55.400 --> 0:51:58.280
<v Speaker 2>It wasn't about that. It was it was truly about

0:51:58.320 --> 0:52:00.759
<v Speaker 2>them being who they are, and that's who they are.

0:52:01.239 --> 0:52:03.319
<v Speaker 2>Like they can be comfortable in their own shoes and

0:52:03.320 --> 0:52:06.680
<v Speaker 2>do that stuff and it elevates them. But if you

0:52:06.719 --> 0:52:09.840
<v Speaker 2>switch that around and you try to get a Kenyon

0:52:10.120 --> 0:52:12.560
<v Speaker 2>to do what the Americans and the Jamaicans were doing,

0:52:13.080 --> 0:52:14.600
<v Speaker 2>I think we'll create too much stress and it won't

0:52:14.600 --> 0:52:15.520
<v Speaker 2>be good for their performance.

0:52:15.840 --> 0:52:19.120
<v Speaker 1>So in short, it's it's definitely what.

0:52:19.040 --> 0:52:21.120
<v Speaker 2>Your personality is and if and if you're putting it up,

0:52:21.400 --> 0:52:24.200
<v Speaker 2>it's pretty hard. I think, like Noah Laws, that's who

0:52:24.200 --> 0:52:27.160
<v Speaker 2>he is. Is confident, he loves the crowd. He gets

0:52:27.200 --> 0:52:29.400
<v Speaker 2>something out of it. You're saying boths the same, he

0:52:29.440 --> 0:52:31.160
<v Speaker 2>gets something out of it. But I don't think I

0:52:31.160 --> 0:52:33.680
<v Speaker 2>could go do that. It's just it's just not my personality.

0:52:33.719 --> 0:52:36.680
<v Speaker 2>And then and then also create too much stress. And

0:52:36.719 --> 0:52:39.680
<v Speaker 2>then again creating stress, you're not really at peace, you're

0:52:39.680 --> 0:52:42.040
<v Speaker 2>not present during the race, and it's just gonna underperform.

0:52:42.600 --> 0:52:45.799
<v Speaker 1>Because you did say about being in your occasionally it's

0:52:45.880 --> 0:52:49.040
<v Speaker 1>being at peace and being present in the moment of

0:52:49.239 --> 0:52:53.200
<v Speaker 1>doing it and without distraction. Then I look at No

0:52:53.320 --> 0:52:56.839
<v Speaker 1>like he's he's it doesn't look like he's a peace

0:52:56.880 --> 0:53:00.560
<v Speaker 1>to me, Like then it looks like he's completely distracted. Yeah,

0:53:00.600 --> 0:53:03.720
<v Speaker 1>it goes and does you know, you know, really braceive

0:53:03.920 --> 0:53:04.799
<v Speaker 1>world record in that.

0:53:05.120 --> 0:53:07.400
<v Speaker 2>And he wins when everyone's betting against them. Yeah, at

0:53:07.440 --> 0:53:08.200
<v Speaker 2>the highest level.

0:53:08.520 --> 0:53:11.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, totally, but but that comforts him. Did you get

0:53:11.200 --> 0:53:13.440
<v Speaker 1>to meet these dudes? Yeah, yeah, you get to meet them.

0:53:13.600 --> 0:53:15.000
<v Speaker 1>What are they like outside of the camera.

0:53:15.040 --> 0:53:18.520
<v Speaker 2>Away from the camera, they're pretty They're pretty normal, but

0:53:19.120 --> 0:53:22.359
<v Speaker 2>like their personality is not much different. That's that's who

0:53:22.400 --> 0:53:24.040
<v Speaker 2>they are. They're lowed, they're confident. I think it's the

0:53:24.040 --> 0:53:27.080
<v Speaker 2>whole culture thing. And I wouldn't say, for example, I

0:53:27.080 --> 0:53:29.880
<v Speaker 2>wouldn't say it's Australian culture. You don't see that. You

0:53:29.920 --> 0:53:32.520
<v Speaker 2>don't see that. You don't see like like we obviously

0:53:32.600 --> 0:53:35.040
<v Speaker 2>clean up in the swimming pool, but you don't see

0:53:35.239 --> 0:53:38.560
<v Speaker 2>people doing all of that. But America, like I've watched

0:53:38.560 --> 0:53:41.720
<v Speaker 2>American sports for a very long time. That's that's their culture.

0:53:42.000 --> 0:53:44.920
<v Speaker 2>I know, I've got a few Jamaican friends. That's their culture.

0:53:45.080 --> 0:53:47.880
<v Speaker 2>They just love the hype. They're created, they're believe in it.

0:53:48.760 --> 0:53:51.200
<v Speaker 2>While I think in our sense, in our culture, like

0:53:51.200 --> 0:53:54.600
<v Speaker 2>even versus with Australian culture, like yes, we create the hype,

0:53:55.640 --> 0:53:58.520
<v Speaker 2>you believe in it, but you kind of still stay

0:53:58.560 --> 0:54:01.160
<v Speaker 2>focused and you just just created and it has nothing

0:54:01.160 --> 0:54:03.480
<v Speaker 2>to do with you. It's just your job to get

0:54:03.480 --> 0:54:06.120
<v Speaker 2>in the pool and and swim. It's funny like, wasn't

0:54:06.160 --> 0:54:07.920
<v Speaker 2>create the hype and you don't believe in it versus

0:54:07.920 --> 0:54:09.200
<v Speaker 2>you create the hype and you're believe in it.

0:54:09.280 --> 0:54:11.080
<v Speaker 1>And well, if you create hope, you got to believe

0:54:11.080 --> 0:54:14.439
<v Speaker 1>in it. Yeah, you must, you must otherwise you'll cook

0:54:14.480 --> 0:54:16.719
<v Speaker 1>it one hundred percent. It's funny you should say because

0:54:16.760 --> 0:54:19.399
<v Speaker 1>sitting in that chair, yesa was Cody Simpson leader and

0:54:19.440 --> 0:54:22.879
<v Speaker 1>Cody came in with Andy. There was two women came

0:54:22.920 --> 0:54:24.799
<v Speaker 1>in with one of whom was his PR person and

0:54:24.840 --> 0:54:27.080
<v Speaker 1>the other person he he just said to I'll see

0:54:27.080 --> 0:54:30.360
<v Speaker 1>in a minute of them and mc canned like and

0:54:30.360 --> 0:54:32.200
<v Speaker 1>like I'm standing like what the hell is a mc

0:54:32.280 --> 0:54:35.000
<v Speaker 1>cann and but like it was and she was just

0:54:35.040 --> 0:54:37.920
<v Speaker 1>like because he was she was accompanying him because there

0:54:37.960 --> 0:54:40.319
<v Speaker 1>are a couple and he was the staff for the day,

0:54:40.360 --> 0:54:41.839
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, like and she just took

0:54:41.840 --> 0:54:45.120
<v Speaker 1>the backwards step. And whereas my gut feeling is that

0:54:45.200 --> 0:54:49.040
<v Speaker 1>was an American you were that was can I sit

0:54:49.080 --> 0:54:51.040
<v Speaker 1>down here with him sort of thing or whatever, and

0:54:51.080 --> 0:54:54.360
<v Speaker 1>that you're right, it's probably Australian. Yeah, like it's or

0:54:54.400 --> 0:54:56.600
<v Speaker 1>it's not Australian to be that way, to be that way,

0:54:56.840 --> 0:54:59.719
<v Speaker 1>and in Jamaican culture. I'm not man Jamaica, but like

0:54:59.880 --> 0:55:04.879
<v Speaker 1>just I expect I suspect from what I look at,

0:55:05.640 --> 0:55:08.799
<v Speaker 1>not necessarily athlete, it's just generally they're pretty, are going

0:55:09.400 --> 0:55:14.160
<v Speaker 1>having a lot of fun, hanging out, music, dancing, chill

0:55:14.800 --> 0:55:18.080
<v Speaker 1>and you may be right, and that's like people like Bolt.

0:55:18.120 --> 0:55:20.360
<v Speaker 1>That's just you don't have to be Who's I in

0:55:20.360 --> 0:55:23.920
<v Speaker 1>Bolt to have that personality. Probably everyone in Jerbicas like that.

0:55:23.920 --> 0:55:25.279
<v Speaker 1>That's the deal. I think.

0:55:25.320 --> 0:55:29.040
<v Speaker 2>The hard thing is if if you are Australian and

0:55:29.040 --> 0:55:31.040
<v Speaker 2>that's your personality and you try to show it and

0:55:31.600 --> 0:55:33.680
<v Speaker 2>people are like, well, well that's that's not who we are.

0:55:33.840 --> 0:55:36.319
<v Speaker 2>They do, but that's that's what you need to perform

0:55:36.360 --> 0:55:38.920
<v Speaker 2>the best. And I think that's the hard part because

0:55:38.960 --> 0:55:41.880
<v Speaker 2>then you know you have the public knda against you.

0:55:42.160 --> 0:55:43.520
<v Speaker 2>But that's who you are and that's what you need

0:55:43.560 --> 0:55:47.280
<v Speaker 2>to perform, So it should be fine. Like sport, sport

0:55:47.360 --> 0:55:51.600
<v Speaker 2>is entertainment and that's what you're there for, entertainment. Everyone

0:55:51.600 --> 0:55:53.680
<v Speaker 2>has a different purpose and different reason to be there, right,

0:55:53.880 --> 0:55:54.799
<v Speaker 2>Not everyone's the same.

0:55:55.320 --> 0:55:55.959
<v Speaker 1>But if you're.

0:55:55.840 --> 0:55:57.759
<v Speaker 2>Competing by the rules, you're competing by the rules and

0:55:57.840 --> 0:55:58.919
<v Speaker 2>your personality should show.

0:55:59.040 --> 0:56:02.440
<v Speaker 1>Do you think Australians looking to you for entertainment or

0:56:02.480 --> 0:56:05.040
<v Speaker 1>they're looking for you? Do Australians look more not just you,

0:56:05.120 --> 0:56:09.400
<v Speaker 1>but all our competitors and representatives. Do you think Australians

0:56:09.400 --> 0:56:12.920
<v Speaker 1>more looking for you to do your best outcome to

0:56:13.000 --> 0:56:15.719
<v Speaker 1>try hardest. What do you think Australian's expectations are of

0:56:15.760 --> 0:56:16.400
<v Speaker 1>our athletes?

0:56:17.160 --> 0:56:19.960
<v Speaker 2>I think the Astralian expectation is go out there and

0:56:20.000 --> 0:56:22.919
<v Speaker 2>give it a go. Yeah, like like give it all

0:56:22.960 --> 0:56:26.200
<v Speaker 2>you can. Yeah, that's that's the expectation. With the US,

0:56:26.200 --> 0:56:30.239
<v Speaker 2>it's like the expectations are like go out there and win, yeah,

0:56:30.320 --> 0:56:33.000
<v Speaker 2>because they believe they're best at everything. Right, It's like

0:56:33.080 --> 0:56:34.680
<v Speaker 2>go out there and win. It's like Australia like go

0:56:34.719 --> 0:56:37.360
<v Speaker 2>out there do your best, and both create different comforts.

0:56:37.440 --> 0:56:40.480
<v Speaker 2>Right when you're going out there doing your best, it's like,

0:56:40.719 --> 0:56:43.240
<v Speaker 2>well you got you don't have that pressure of trying

0:56:43.280 --> 0:56:47.080
<v Speaker 2>to impress and everyone proud and all that stuff. You're

0:56:47.120 --> 0:56:49.279
<v Speaker 2>just going out there and being you and that's what

0:56:49.320 --> 0:56:52.000
<v Speaker 2>we want from you. Right while America, I think it

0:56:52.040 --> 0:56:55.600
<v Speaker 2>creates a very competitive world and like they're dominating a

0:56:55.640 --> 0:56:59.040
<v Speaker 2>lot of sports because like like if you're going to Olympics,

0:56:59.160 --> 0:57:03.560
<v Speaker 2>we want to see metal and it's intense. It's intense,

0:57:03.600 --> 0:57:05.879
<v Speaker 2>but they still get results. Both get results. So it's like,

0:57:06.120 --> 0:57:07.000
<v Speaker 2>it's just where you're at.

0:57:07.440 --> 0:57:10.560
<v Speaker 1>Did you I just thinking while I was talking to then,

0:57:12.800 --> 0:57:15.719
<v Speaker 1>the only other person I really met in person and

0:57:15.800 --> 0:57:18.000
<v Speaker 1>I had a good friendship have a friendship with him

0:57:18.280 --> 0:57:21.520
<v Speaker 1>was Johnny Stephenson, which was who's a four hundred runner?

0:57:21.560 --> 0:57:25.280
<v Speaker 1>Four hundred Ye yeah, And Johnny was used to always

0:57:25.320 --> 0:57:27.360
<v Speaker 1>talk to me about and he actually we got him

0:57:27.720 --> 0:57:30.240
<v Speaker 1>and I put him put him into the Celebritypprentice one

0:57:30.240 --> 0:57:32.960
<v Speaker 1>of the series because Jeff Fannick asked me what I

0:57:33.000 --> 0:57:36.760
<v Speaker 1>do because because did you know that John Stefferson originally

0:57:37.320 --> 0:57:41.680
<v Speaker 1>was an amateur fighter? No, No, I box up before

0:57:41.720 --> 0:57:43.800
<v Speaker 1>before he even put a pair of running shoes on

0:57:44.480 --> 0:57:46.520
<v Speaker 1>his first pair of running shoes, like he's twenty one

0:57:46.600 --> 0:57:50.000
<v Speaker 1>or something. He had like thirty amateur fights as an

0:57:50.040 --> 0:57:52.960
<v Speaker 1>amated boxer, and then then he went into the four hundred.

0:57:53.080 --> 0:57:54.600
<v Speaker 1>It became a feigned runner, went to limits, and he

0:57:54.640 --> 0:57:56.400
<v Speaker 1>went to the Common Games. I think he won a

0:57:56.640 --> 0:57:58.960
<v Speaker 1>Comic Games medal in the four.

0:58:00.120 --> 0:58:04.120
<v Speaker 2>A great example of a person was personality. Some of

0:58:04.120 --> 0:58:07.560
<v Speaker 2>the Jamaicans he totally he's outgoing, very quick, which one

0:58:07.560 --> 0:58:11.880
<v Speaker 2>of when we're talking, he's got John Stepf's got that. Yeah,

0:58:12.040 --> 0:58:14.640
<v Speaker 2>and he's good mates. But Bolt, for example, they're great, great,

0:58:15.240 --> 0:58:20.479
<v Speaker 2>there's sort of similar characteristics and and and another great

0:58:20.520 --> 0:58:24.800
<v Speaker 2>success story for Australia in terms of you know, I

0:58:24.800 --> 0:58:28.600
<v Speaker 2>guess for hundred middle distance but middle distance runner, but

0:58:28.800 --> 0:58:31.200
<v Speaker 2>came out of nowhere, literally came out and over. I

0:58:31.200 --> 0:58:34.760
<v Speaker 2>think he's he's South African from not not South African,

0:58:34.800 --> 0:58:37.000
<v Speaker 2>but like southern part of Africa where his family is.

0:58:37.960 --> 0:58:42.280
<v Speaker 1>You're more north of northern part of Africa. It is

0:58:42.280 --> 0:58:46.480
<v Speaker 1>more north. Sudan's more north north of Africa. That is

0:58:46.480 --> 0:58:46.880
<v Speaker 1>that correct.

0:58:47.160 --> 0:58:50.080
<v Speaker 2>Sudan is in the east East Africa, but.

0:58:50.040 --> 0:58:53.520
<v Speaker 1>It's more to the less less or towards the bottom.

0:58:53.800 --> 0:58:55.960
<v Speaker 1>You know, by the way, when you say did you

0:58:56.000 --> 0:58:58.360
<v Speaker 1>know there, you probably don't know because you're much too

0:58:58.440 --> 0:59:02.919
<v Speaker 1>young for it. But forty years ago there was an

0:59:03.000 --> 0:59:06.760
<v Speaker 1>unbelievably great movie called Khartoum. The movie was called Cartoon.

0:59:06.800 --> 0:59:08.600
<v Speaker 1>It's a really old black and white movie, old enough

0:59:08.680 --> 0:59:11.440
<v Speaker 1>to remember, and it was like one of the greatest

0:59:11.440 --> 0:59:14.040
<v Speaker 1>movies of all time, Like you know, like some really

0:59:14.080 --> 0:59:16.720
<v Speaker 1>famous actors are in it. I can't Peter O'Toole and

0:59:16.760 --> 0:59:18.720
<v Speaker 1>those sorts of people like people again you would never

0:59:18.800 --> 0:59:22.200
<v Speaker 1>heard of. But and Kartoon to me when I saw

0:59:22.240 --> 0:59:26.880
<v Speaker 1>it when I was a kid. But Cartoon my memory

0:59:26.920 --> 0:59:29.360
<v Speaker 1>of Cartoon, and the only memory I have of because

0:59:29.360 --> 0:59:34.200
<v Speaker 1>I've never been there is a very exotic place like

0:59:34.800 --> 0:59:37.400
<v Speaker 1>and I just I don't know why. I just exotic

0:59:37.960 --> 0:59:40.480
<v Speaker 1>from the way the film came across. And then when

0:59:40.520 --> 0:59:42.200
<v Speaker 1>I hear when someone like you tells me a story

0:59:42.200 --> 0:59:48.200
<v Speaker 1>about how it's been bitten by war for such a

0:59:48.280 --> 0:59:51.880
<v Speaker 1>long time, it's sort of a little bit of anathemat

0:59:51.960 --> 0:59:54.400
<v Speaker 1>for me. It's it's nearly like, how can that be?

0:59:54.400 --> 0:59:57.240
<v Speaker 1>Because Cartoon was such a in my mind, such a

0:59:57.320 --> 1:00:00.200
<v Speaker 1>romantic sounding place, and the vision of what I saw

1:00:00.200 --> 1:00:04.560
<v Speaker 1>on the TV in the movie we are talking, Well,

1:00:04.600 --> 1:00:06.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm sixty eight, so actually it's more than foot years ago.

1:00:07.200 --> 1:00:09.240
<v Speaker 1>It's sixty years ago. I saw them. It was just

1:00:09.280 --> 1:00:12.960
<v Speaker 1>a kid, and like sixty years ago there was a

1:00:12.960 --> 1:00:16.640
<v Speaker 1>movie called Kartoon and it was presented like and it

1:00:16.760 --> 1:00:18.840
<v Speaker 1>wasn't a movie of the time, it was a movie

1:00:18.880 --> 1:00:20.800
<v Speaker 1>representing what was happening in the nineteen twenties. So it

1:00:20.880 --> 1:00:22.920
<v Speaker 1>must have been a pretty cool place at some stage

1:00:23.280 --> 1:00:26.040
<v Speaker 1>Kartoon Do you know if anything of that? Does you

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<v Speaker 1>know where a period when cartoon was cartom was considered

1:00:29.520 --> 1:00:33.400
<v Speaker 1>a safe and a vibrant and exotic place.

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<v Speaker 2>Me personally, I wouldn't say I have because I left

1:00:38.760 --> 1:00:42.560
<v Speaker 2>when I was six and I never went back. Versus

1:00:44.200 --> 1:00:47.840
<v Speaker 2>my family went back when when I was competing and

1:00:47.840 --> 1:00:49.919
<v Speaker 2>stuff like that, I was too busy to go. And

1:00:50.440 --> 1:00:53.480
<v Speaker 2>they quite enjoyed it. It was really nice. They had

1:00:53.520 --> 1:00:57.760
<v Speaker 2>all the family around and people there's like, you know,

1:00:57.960 --> 1:01:00.840
<v Speaker 2>they just as they have each other, and they have

1:01:00.840 --> 1:01:02.960
<v Speaker 2>family around in music and their that's their culture like

1:01:03.040 --> 1:01:06.440
<v Speaker 2>music and dancing and and combining everyone around that that

1:01:06.560 --> 1:01:10.240
<v Speaker 2>to them is all it's all lead and and yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>when I was at school. I think that time was there,

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<v Speaker 2>but it wasn't there for long enough unfortunately, and it's

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<v Speaker 2>nothing consistent.

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<v Speaker 1>It's it's sort of a terrible shame when you think

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<v Speaker 1>when when when I hear people like you told me

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<v Speaker 1>that about place like Sudan and or cut too, the

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<v Speaker 1>being is it the capital, the capital capital of Sudan.

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<v Speaker 2>Capital of Sudan and Jubbo's the capital of South.

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<v Speaker 1>So when it comes to mindset and not having distractions,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, we have to cover this off. But like

1:01:34.600 --> 1:01:39.520
<v Speaker 1>when they they allegedly took the positive test for you

1:01:39.680 --> 1:01:42.439
<v Speaker 1>from you, but just take me through how it works.

1:01:42.480 --> 1:01:45.160
<v Speaker 1>So you have to do yourine test. Just what's the deal,

1:01:45.720 --> 1:01:48.760
<v Speaker 1>what's the process? Yeah, we have to we have to

1:01:48.840 --> 1:01:51.400
<v Speaker 1>do urine tests and after every event or just the

1:01:51.560 --> 1:01:54.120
<v Speaker 1>random it's random. And they can also come to your

1:01:54.160 --> 1:01:57.400
<v Speaker 1>house and do do random random testing and you select

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<v Speaker 1>an hour.

1:01:59.320 --> 1:02:01.640
<v Speaker 2>And my it's generally in the morning because so then

1:02:01.680 --> 1:02:04.040
<v Speaker 2>it's a urine test and it's urineal blood. They can

1:02:04.080 --> 1:02:04.479
<v Speaker 2>do both.

1:02:04.840 --> 1:02:05.800
<v Speaker 1>They can ask for blood too.

1:02:05.840 --> 1:02:07.400
<v Speaker 2>They can ask a blood the majority of times is

1:02:07.520 --> 1:02:08.080
<v Speaker 2>urine own blood.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you'rein in blood. So and you give an a

1:02:10.760 --> 1:02:14.400
<v Speaker 1>sample B sampler say something that you give sample, it's

1:02:14.440 --> 1:02:16.200
<v Speaker 1>just the same sample. It's just right. They just put

1:02:16.240 --> 1:02:19.400
<v Speaker 1>in a different ut B and an A. Yeah yeah yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so when I mean, you know, I followed followed it,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was a bit of a shock to everybody,

1:02:29.320 --> 1:02:32.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, like what is if you had taken something

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<v Speaker 1>and that, what is what would be then the net

1:02:36.080 --> 1:02:39.280
<v Speaker 1>effect of it, like physically in a in a biochemical

1:02:39.360 --> 1:02:42.680
<v Speaker 1>way or a biological way. What would something like that

1:02:42.800 --> 1:02:45.760
<v Speaker 1>do for you? Or an eight hundred meters right now?

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<v Speaker 2>I guess I suppose you get fitter, quicker.

1:02:51.640 --> 1:02:54.120
<v Speaker 1>But what to do to your blood or whatever something muscle?

1:02:54.200 --> 1:02:57.760
<v Speaker 1>What to do? It's just what's it supposed to do?

1:02:57.920 --> 1:03:00.200
<v Speaker 1>Like it is it supposed to make a big have

1:03:00.240 --> 1:03:03.120
<v Speaker 1>a bigger your lungs B Now, I thing it increases

1:03:03.120 --> 1:03:05.440
<v Speaker 1>your red blood cells, which makes you more red blood,

1:03:05.560 --> 1:03:09.040
<v Speaker 1>which carries more oxygen, which is endurance in endurance, more

1:03:09.040 --> 1:03:14.000
<v Speaker 1>for endurance. Yeah yeah. So and when you how'd you feel? Like,

1:03:14.960 --> 1:03:16.560
<v Speaker 1>how'd you know about it? Like what happens?

1:03:17.080 --> 1:03:18.680
<v Speaker 2>They come to tell you, Like they come to your

1:03:18.720 --> 1:03:19.960
<v Speaker 2>house and tell.

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<v Speaker 1>You, so we got this result. Yeah, they physically come

1:03:22.920 --> 1:03:24.240
<v Speaker 1>to your house. They have physically come to your house.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and then what happens, and then you can kind

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<v Speaker 2>of ask for your B sample yea, and which I did,

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<v Speaker 2>and then you kind of on the waiting process until

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<v Speaker 2>that B sample comes and which you know, you learn

1:03:35.720 --> 1:03:37.480
<v Speaker 2>a lot when you go through something like that, you

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<v Speaker 2>learn a lot. And then and you learned that like

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<v Speaker 2>at that time, you think you're like doing because the

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<v Speaker 2>B sample, I mean it's the same sample. It never

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<v Speaker 2>comes different. Yeah, Like why would it come different if

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<v Speaker 2>it's once positive? The other one should be positive.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's taken on the same day, same day. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so you still he's still selected.

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<v Speaker 2>At the time, I didn't even know if there was

1:03:57.160 --> 1:04:00.280
<v Speaker 2>a point because they always come the same, but somehow

1:04:00.320 --> 1:04:02.720
<v Speaker 2>they came different. I was like, well, that's an error

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<v Speaker 2>on your site.

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<v Speaker 1>Then yeah, yeah, So why don't they test the B

1:04:07.480 --> 1:04:10.560
<v Speaker 1>sample straight away? What's the point of Yeah, that's a

1:04:10.600 --> 1:04:12.280
<v Speaker 1>really good question. Then while they go, oh, should hang

1:04:12.320 --> 1:04:15.080
<v Speaker 1>on this one has given us an normally we're not

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<v Speaker 1>going to answer, and we just test the B sample first, Yeah,

1:04:18.000 --> 1:04:21.480
<v Speaker 1>and then the ones they're different. They should do that.

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<v Speaker 2>But at that stage I don't think anyone's really trying

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<v Speaker 2>to do you any fevors.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, why why? I mean it seems like that.

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<v Speaker 2>But also to catch out I also think because if

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<v Speaker 2>if the A sample is it's positive, they just think

1:04:33.760 --> 1:04:36.040
<v Speaker 2>the B sample is going to be positive too because

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<v Speaker 2>it's the same sample. Yeah, but I also think they

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<v Speaker 2>should test it straight away. Should test it straight away?

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<v Speaker 2>Such a big, big accusation, totally, you should. You should

1:04:45.200 --> 1:04:45.800
<v Speaker 2>do all the work.

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<v Speaker 1>The gravity of the accusation is so great, Yeah, that

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<v Speaker 1>they should before they made the accusation and then they

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<v Speaker 1>commenced the whole process of the gravity that they should

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<v Speaker 1>test the BE sample straight away. And hang on, let's

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<v Speaker 1>just go, let's just talk to Peter B. Because there's

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<v Speaker 1>normally between the two.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And I think if you had the time to

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<v Speaker 2>come to my house, you've obviously had the time to

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<v Speaker 2>test to BE sample before coming. Yeah, coming as well,

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<v Speaker 2>like if you're going to come accuse me of something

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<v Speaker 2>like that, and which which is hard, right, I think

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<v Speaker 2>if you're not at the right mindset, it could destroy you.

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<v Speaker 2>So if you're coming to do that, you better be sure.

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<v Speaker 2>Like you there's some things you just can't be incompetent,

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<v Speaker 2>and that's one of them, because you're putting someone else's life.

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<v Speaker 1>And who was which organization do it is? Who's doing

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<v Speaker 1>the test I actually don't know who does the testing.

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<v Speaker 2>I think the testings are done by I think Sports

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<v Speaker 2>Integrity maybe and in the lab and then they're taken

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<v Speaker 2>out to Germany and whatnot, and that's where the results.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just before anything that was important for you.

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<v Speaker 1>It was this previ Yeah, it.

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<v Speaker 2>Was actually pretty important Australia the year that was pretty important.

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<v Speaker 2>That is pretty important. I was actually looking forward to

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<v Speaker 2>go to it.

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<v Speaker 1>And how close was it to the event.

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<v Speaker 2>I think it was just two days before before it

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<v Speaker 2>was leaked and publicly was so.

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<v Speaker 1>But what is the obligation of the testing authority to

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<v Speaker 1>publish it? It shouldn't have been published. Well then how

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<v Speaker 1>did you get out?

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<v Speaker 2>No one, no one claims to ever know it was

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<v Speaker 2>leaked somewhere. Do you get a call by a media

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<v Speaker 2>Uh no, I actually didn't. I got called by my

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<v Speaker 2>my agent and he said that it's been leaked?

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<v Speaker 1>Is it? In other words, the newspaper as going to print it,

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<v Speaker 1>or a radio stage or television stage you're going to

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<v Speaker 1>talk about it? And he printed out so quick? And

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<v Speaker 1>what was your response?

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<v Speaker 2>How did you feel at that stage, I actually didn't

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<v Speaker 2>know how to feel right because I just didn't know

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<v Speaker 2>how to feel.

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<v Speaker 1>I was.

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<v Speaker 2>I was kind of at home and and like, I

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<v Speaker 2>think the first thing I actually thought about it was

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<v Speaker 2>my family. I was like, man, that's that's tough. That's stuff,

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<v Speaker 2>that's stuff for them. Yeah, And because with such education,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, it's just not you and your own now,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like everyone else's put into question, like your family,

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<v Speaker 2>your character, your coach, your staff, team. So I just

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<v Speaker 2>thought about all those people. I think I was the

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<v Speaker 2>last person I thought about, which I think was tough.

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<v Speaker 2>I should have thought about myself as well.

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<v Speaker 1>You've got to be a bit selfish. Yeah, I think

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<v Speaker 1>it becomes reputation. Did you reach out to anybody? Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I reached out well because I knew. I knew

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<v Speaker 2>I needed results before I was. I was waiting for

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<v Speaker 2>the be sample, so I knew. So I actually reached

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<v Speaker 2>out to I reached out to my older brother, which

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<v Speaker 2>because I didn't know how to communicate that to my parents, right,

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<v Speaker 2>So I said, if it ever gets leaked, like I

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<v Speaker 2>needed you to explain it to them and that there

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<v Speaker 2>should be they'll be okay. And then obviously my coach.

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<v Speaker 2>I reached out to my coach, let him know straight away. Um,

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<v Speaker 2>and and that's it. And my manager like, no one

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<v Speaker 2>else really.

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<v Speaker 1>So what do you do? Then? Just stay home?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean I don't know, you literally just just stay

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<v Speaker 2>home and you're just waiting.

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<v Speaker 1>Keep your head down, keep your head down.

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<v Speaker 2>But at that stage I was like, I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>surely they made a mistake.

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<v Speaker 1>This is crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was still going to go to Australia the

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<v Speaker 2>Year Awards. And then after that, after that leak, it

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<v Speaker 2>was like, now like what do you do?

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<v Speaker 1>So what does Australian your awards organizations do that so

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<v Speaker 1>you can't come? No?

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, you know what, They're actually really good, actually really

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<v Speaker 2>good about it. They said, look, i'm I'm I've got

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<v Speaker 2>a call. And I thought it was pretty it was

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<v Speaker 2>pretty good of them. And they said, look, I like,

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<v Speaker 2>we know what's going on, and we'd love to still

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<v Speaker 2>have you if you want to come, but just to

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<v Speaker 2>let you know, we've we've had the most media request

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<v Speaker 2>to be here.

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<v Speaker 1>Be everywhere.

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<v Speaker 2>They'd be everywhere, and you'll end up and that's your

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<v Speaker 2>decision to make. You're just still a night, yeah, and

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<v Speaker 2>you still the night. And I said and that's exactly

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<v Speaker 2>that was My decision was based on that. I said,

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<v Speaker 2>I I did not want to steal that night for

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<v Speaker 2>anyone I'm not coming.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean for a young man relative, a young man

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<v Speaker 1>at that stage as well. You know, you leave a

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<v Speaker 1>war torn or a civil war torn Sedan, you go

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<v Speaker 1>to live in Egypt, you end up into warmbar, then

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<v Speaker 1>you go to Perth and you go through this whole

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<v Speaker 1>process and you know you're representing your country, get nominated

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<v Speaker 1>to be Australian the.

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<v Speaker 2>Year, which is pretty cool because you aren't even Australian

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<v Speaker 2>like twenty years.

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<v Speaker 1>Totally. It's like it's there is magnificent sort of momentum. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>for you and your family and everybody else, your whole community.

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<v Speaker 1>It's really good energy, right totally, and then you just

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<v Speaker 1>get whack. Yeah, like you've gone from the pandaluse to

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<v Speaker 1>the proverbial in minutes minutes. Yeah, how do you pick

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<v Speaker 1>yourself up?

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<v Speaker 2>Like I think people with people played a big part.

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<v Speaker 2>And as like we spoke before that, the identity out

1:09:43.120 --> 1:09:46.080
<v Speaker 2>of sport is really important and I've always worked on that.

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<v Speaker 2>Like again, your faith plays a big part, and you

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<v Speaker 2>just like you just you just want peace you're like

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<v Speaker 2>you just you just leave the rest to guard. Right,

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<v Speaker 2>you can do all you can do, and at that point,

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<v Speaker 2>there's nothing you could actually do. Yeah, there's nothing you

1:10:00.280 --> 1:10:02.559
<v Speaker 2>could do, Like what was there to do other than

1:10:02.600 --> 1:10:05.600
<v Speaker 2>control your own your own mindset and your your own happiness.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's not what's saying that you don't go through it.

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<v Speaker 2>You go through this rollercoaster of emotions, like you feel

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<v Speaker 2>like the whole world's against you. You feel betrayed, and

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<v Speaker 2>like that feeling betrayal is is tough because because like

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<v Speaker 2>I've I've done nothing, I've done nothing wrong, like this

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<v Speaker 2>is this is one, it is not fair. Two, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just trying to run, like that's all I've ever

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<v Speaker 2>tried to do. And and then the worst part is

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<v Speaker 2>is like, well, who's bringing these allegations against you? Like

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<v Speaker 2>then you start to look for the blame and then

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<v Speaker 2>and then you look for the blame and that's and

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<v Speaker 2>that's when you lose probably the most sleep, because you

1:10:42.560 --> 1:10:46.960
<v Speaker 2>can never truly know who it is who leaked it,

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<v Speaker 2>what was the intentions behind it?

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<v Speaker 1>You just never know and why would they be bothered

1:10:52.080 --> 1:10:55.679
<v Speaker 1>doing it? Why? Why? Why upset? Like why me? Right?

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<v Speaker 2>I think that's where you lose the most piece. I

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<v Speaker 2>think that's still where I lose the most speech trying

1:11:01.520 --> 1:11:04.160
<v Speaker 2>to think about it, because you just don't have answers.

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<v Speaker 2>You want answers if if you're done wrong, at least

1:11:08.200 --> 1:11:10.360
<v Speaker 2>give me answers. Right, Yeah, but there's no But there's

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<v Speaker 2>no answers.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have suspicions?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh? Yeah, I have my suspicions. I think I definitely

1:11:16.840 --> 1:11:19.840
<v Speaker 2>have my suspicions. And but the best thing about it,

1:11:19.880 --> 1:11:22.760
<v Speaker 2>I think the public was actually really good. That was

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<v Speaker 2>pretty cool.

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<v Speaker 1>Like how did you gauge that?

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<v Speaker 2>I think one from from the love and support you

1:11:29.600 --> 1:11:33.040
<v Speaker 2>get through messages on social media and stuff. Yeah, like

1:11:33.080 --> 1:11:35.840
<v Speaker 2>social media, like you expect you expect, you expect your

1:11:35.840 --> 1:11:38.000
<v Speaker 2>family to be with you, which is which is which

1:11:38.040 --> 1:11:43.040
<v Speaker 2>is great. But then you also you don't expect you

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<v Speaker 2>like when you go through something like that, you think,

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<v Speaker 2>oh man, now they might turn against you, but no

1:11:48.040 --> 1:11:50.599
<v Speaker 2>one really did. Like of course you have those keyboard

1:11:50.680 --> 1:11:53.280
<v Speaker 2>warries and whatnot, but they were always there even when

1:11:53.320 --> 1:11:55.360
<v Speaker 2>I was doing great. It's like, oh, you're not Australian,

1:11:55.400 --> 1:11:58.360
<v Speaker 2>You're not that. So that was always there, Like you

1:11:58.400 --> 1:12:00.320
<v Speaker 2>kin'd of get used to that, but I think it

1:12:00.320 --> 1:12:03.880
<v Speaker 2>would have heard quite a lot if I'm majority of the

1:12:03.880 --> 1:12:07.680
<v Speaker 2>public can't turn against you, but they didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>And what was the process? Do you have a right

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<v Speaker 1>of appeal or something? How do you get the B sample?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have to get a caught to get him

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<v Speaker 1>to look at it all? Hasn't? No?

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<v Speaker 2>You just you just select that you wanted you want to,

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<v Speaker 2>I guess retested and you have to pay for all

1:12:23.600 --> 1:12:27.720
<v Speaker 2>that stuff and they're kind of retested for you. And

1:12:27.720 --> 1:12:29.760
<v Speaker 2>and again I think it was leaked. I had a

1:12:29.800 --> 1:12:33.719
<v Speaker 2>friend that called me and said your B sample was

1:12:33.520 --> 1:12:35.960
<v Speaker 2>it wasn't the same as your A before I was

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<v Speaker 2>notified by the authoritist himself, so it was leaked somewhere

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<v Speaker 2>else before before I was told first.

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<v Speaker 1>Whats of level of relief did you feel when the

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<v Speaker 1>sample it was?

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<v Speaker 2>My manager called me and he had the most relief

1:12:49.560 --> 1:12:52.000
<v Speaker 2>and he was like and he was kind of like

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<v Speaker 2>it was kind of quiet because I didn't have the

1:12:54.320 --> 1:12:56.200
<v Speaker 2>same sensits of relief because I was like, man, this

1:12:56.320 --> 1:12:58.760
<v Speaker 2>ship should have never happened, Like like what do you

1:12:58.800 --> 1:13:01.360
<v Speaker 2>want me to celebrate? Like this is this is crazy?

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<v Speaker 2>Like I had to even go through that. I think

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<v Speaker 2>the red leief I kind of had again thinking of

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<v Speaker 2>other people as like, oh, well, like my family was

1:13:08.840 --> 1:13:10.960
<v Speaker 2>really happy, everything was really happy. But but for me,

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, man, this is this is still crazy

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<v Speaker 2>right like this it doesn't change much, doesn't change the

1:13:17.160 --> 1:13:20.120
<v Speaker 2>accusation doesn't change a lot. So there wasn't much of

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<v Speaker 2>a leief. There was still disappointment and anger for that

1:13:22.760 --> 1:13:25.360
<v Speaker 2>whole period, and I did not feel in a relief.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, because the outcome didn't change what happened. The result

1:13:29.800 --> 1:13:32.200
<v Speaker 1>did not change what happened to when it happened. And

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<v Speaker 1>by the way, you can't change that. You can't. So

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<v Speaker 1>how do you deal with that? I mean, how do

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<v Speaker 1>you reconcile and you know, get back to where you

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<v Speaker 1>were talking about very much earlier about being at peace.

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<v Speaker 2>You can definitely go back at peace, but you can't go.

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<v Speaker 1>Back to where you were before. Do you need to?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think you need to. It just becomes part

1:13:52.760 --> 1:13:56.120
<v Speaker 2>of your story. Yeah, And the easiest way is accepted

1:13:56.160 --> 1:13:58.960
<v Speaker 2>that it happened and try to move on. But with

1:13:59.360 --> 1:14:01.519
<v Speaker 2>that said, it's pretty hard to accept something like that.

1:14:01.600 --> 1:14:04.519
<v Speaker 2>And I thought I could do it pretty quickly because

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<v Speaker 2>like as an athlete, you build resilience, and you build that,

1:14:06.760 --> 1:14:09.680
<v Speaker 2>but like I build resilience based on like things that

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<v Speaker 2>you you knew would happen, like injury, not making teams,

1:14:14.640 --> 1:14:17.080
<v Speaker 2>things you expect, things you expect like something like that.

1:14:17.200 --> 1:14:20.519
<v Speaker 2>Is it's pretty hard. It's pretty hard to get get through.

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<v Speaker 2>And you realize like it's going to take time, and

1:14:24.360 --> 1:14:26.720
<v Speaker 2>time is only only think that's going to heal it,

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<v Speaker 2>but time and extra work. You've got to see people,

1:14:30.080 --> 1:14:31.679
<v Speaker 2>you've got to talk through it and all that stuff,

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<v Speaker 2>which I didn't want to do. I had no interest

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<v Speaker 2>in doing it at all.

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<v Speaker 1>You just sort of take a view. Fuck them all

1:14:38.200 --> 1:14:41.639
<v Speaker 1>the time, yeah all the time. It probably doesn't solve

1:14:41.640 --> 1:14:43.720
<v Speaker 1>any of that, does it. No, it actually just hurts

1:14:43.760 --> 1:14:46.479
<v Speaker 1>you more. Yeah. Yeah, you've got to sort of talk

1:14:46.520 --> 1:14:51.559
<v Speaker 1>it through. And at the end of the day, Richard

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<v Speaker 1>Brandswan told me this, you said, Mark, you said, we'll

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<v Speaker 1>worry about our own brand the people. If one hundred

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<v Speaker 1>percent of the people know who you are for whatever reason,

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<v Speaker 1>good or bad, and only fifty percent of the people

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<v Speaker 1>like you, then you've done well. That doesn't matter about

1:15:11.280 --> 1:15:15.240
<v Speaker 1>the other fifty percent. That's pretty cool. So eventually this,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, one hundred percent of the strains know who

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<v Speaker 1>Peter Bowl is. If only fifty percent like you and

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<v Speaker 1>fifty percent don't like you, and usually the ones that

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<v Speaker 1>don't like you will tell you. The other fifty percent

1:15:26.800 --> 1:15:28.559
<v Speaker 1>that don't tell you is because they do like you,

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<v Speaker 1>and they they mostly people don't come out and say

1:15:31.920 --> 1:15:33.800
<v Speaker 1>I like you. If they don't like it, they'll definitely

1:15:33.840 --> 1:15:37.400
<v Speaker 1>tell you. That's sort of actually one measure of success

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<v Speaker 1>from his point of view in terms of braining personal braining.

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<v Speaker 1>Really cool. Yeah, And I'd say that's probably I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>the research my team has done on you, that's sort

1:15:47.800 --> 1:15:49.840
<v Speaker 1>of where you are. I mean, I don't know, it's

1:15:49.880 --> 1:15:52.479
<v Speaker 1>fifty future, but there's a lot of people some people

1:15:52.479 --> 1:15:54.680
<v Speaker 1>come and say stuff about you whatever, but there's a

1:15:54.720 --> 1:15:57.559
<v Speaker 1>lot of people who actually back you, and they back

1:15:57.600 --> 1:16:02.120
<v Speaker 1>you in and you know, that's that's a pretty good outcome.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, you're only still young. You're thirty years old

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<v Speaker 1>now and you're thirty yeah, yeah, so like you've lived

1:16:08.040 --> 1:16:11.160
<v Speaker 1>three lives already. Yeah for thirty year old, and you've

1:16:11.160 --> 1:16:12.880
<v Speaker 1>got a long way to go too. And one of

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<v Speaker 1>the things I want I talk to about speaking about

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<v Speaker 1>that is what most people don't realize is that you

1:16:17.600 --> 1:16:22.559
<v Speaker 1>have at least one university degree. And I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>how the hell you managed to do that and what

1:16:24.720 --> 1:16:26.479
<v Speaker 1>period of your life did you do This is a

1:16:26.520 --> 1:16:28.599
<v Speaker 1>degree in project management or construction management.

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<v Speaker 2>Construction, Yeah, but how did you do that?

1:16:32.360 --> 1:16:34.240
<v Speaker 1>And why do you do that? I don't know.

1:16:34.280 --> 1:16:37.200
<v Speaker 2>I've always been I've always been interested in in like

1:16:37.320 --> 1:16:41.559
<v Speaker 2>being a student, because that's that's what my that's that's

1:16:41.600 --> 1:16:42.479
<v Speaker 2>my parents' aspiration.

1:16:42.640 --> 1:16:46.479
<v Speaker 1>Like yeah, like coming here, it's every ming, everyone, every mingrant,

1:16:46.760 --> 1:16:51.240
<v Speaker 1>first first generation you you going to go to university,

1:16:51.320 --> 1:16:53.080
<v Speaker 1>get some some qualification.

1:16:52.880 --> 1:16:55.680
<v Speaker 2>Like you just you just got to work and make

1:16:55.720 --> 1:16:58.880
<v Speaker 2>a better life for yourself. And I'm really interested in

1:16:58.880 --> 1:17:02.280
<v Speaker 2>like real estates and property, right, So I've always been

1:17:02.320 --> 1:17:05.960
<v Speaker 2>into that. My brother was My brother was a builder,

1:17:06.160 --> 1:17:08.960
<v Speaker 2>so and then I was kind of got more interested

1:17:09.000 --> 1:17:11.240
<v Speaker 2>in that because again, like desperations is always to build

1:17:11.240 --> 1:17:13.640
<v Speaker 2>a house for yourself, buy your own house and all

1:17:13.680 --> 1:17:15.360
<v Speaker 2>those things. So I was like, why not study that?

1:17:15.560 --> 1:17:19.120
<v Speaker 2>But then interestingly enough, when when I was studying and

1:17:19.840 --> 1:17:21.840
<v Speaker 2>I worked, when I came to Melbourne and I worked

1:17:21.880 --> 1:17:25.320
<v Speaker 2>for engineering firm for for about a year. It was

1:17:25.360 --> 1:17:28.439
<v Speaker 2>really cool just learning about different projects and what's going on,

1:17:28.520 --> 1:17:31.040
<v Speaker 2>and I de started to take athletics more seriously. I

1:17:31.080 --> 1:17:33.960
<v Speaker 2>actually got more interested in business. And I was like, well,

1:17:34.960 --> 1:17:38.280
<v Speaker 2>like I think I think business is where I think.

1:17:38.160 --> 1:17:40.240
<v Speaker 1>I might belong. I enjoy that a little bit more.

1:17:40.840 --> 1:17:43.960
<v Speaker 2>I still enjoy property, but not as much as I

1:17:43.960 --> 1:17:47.320
<v Speaker 2>would want to work in the construction space, Like i'd

1:17:47.360 --> 1:17:50.120
<v Speaker 2>do more real estate things like property development and whatnot.

1:17:50.840 --> 1:17:52.880
<v Speaker 2>But outside of that, like I'll enjoy the business. I

1:17:52.960 --> 1:17:55.759
<v Speaker 2>enjoyed the speaking and going out. So I'm in Sydney.

1:17:55.920 --> 1:17:58.240
<v Speaker 2>I'm in Sydney this week to do to do a conference,

1:17:58.560 --> 1:18:00.880
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, man, I love that, love sharing

1:18:01.000 --> 1:18:04.200
<v Speaker 2>going out, sharing my story and impacting one hundred hundreds

1:18:04.240 --> 1:18:04.639
<v Speaker 2>of people.

1:18:05.520 --> 1:18:08.760
<v Speaker 1>And do you try to show how your story can

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<v Speaker 1>actually all the lessons from your story can be of

1:18:14.360 --> 1:18:16.200
<v Speaker 1>assistance to people in the business world, Like you see

1:18:16.200 --> 1:18:17.200
<v Speaker 1>you're talking to business people.

1:18:17.400 --> 1:18:21.360
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yep, yeah, so you or my stories, I guess

1:18:21.880 --> 1:18:24.000
<v Speaker 2>the most commons like the resilience part of the thing.

1:18:24.080 --> 1:18:26.960
<v Speaker 2>That's that's before their accusations, like that's just one of it,

1:18:27.040 --> 1:18:29.360
<v Speaker 2>like before that, like finding your place and everything kind

1:18:29.360 --> 1:18:32.599
<v Speaker 2>of spoke about here being a good leaders is really

1:18:32.640 --> 1:18:35.960
<v Speaker 2>important because you're putting this position as a leader and

1:18:35.960 --> 1:18:39.040
<v Speaker 2>you never signed up for it when I when I

1:18:39.040 --> 1:18:41.479
<v Speaker 2>I did well in Tokyos, like everyone kind of looking

1:18:41.560 --> 1:18:42.960
<v Speaker 2>up to you for leadership is like.

1:18:43.400 --> 1:18:45.439
<v Speaker 1>Tokyo's when you were your fourth when I came forth?

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<v Speaker 1>Is that the fastest eight times you've ever run?

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<v Speaker 2>No, I ran faster?

1:18:50.120 --> 1:18:53.920
<v Speaker 1>What did you running? Toyo forty four one? See, I

1:18:53.960 --> 1:18:56.479
<v Speaker 1>don't even know it was forty four something. It's forty

1:18:56.479 --> 1:18:59.120
<v Speaker 1>four to one, I think? Yeah? And what you've run?

1:18:59.160 --> 1:19:03.760
<v Speaker 1>What a second? Quicker? Around one four zero? So so

1:19:03.800 --> 1:19:06.280
<v Speaker 1>like you know a few tens of a second faster,

1:19:06.320 --> 1:19:07.960
<v Speaker 1>but that's actually quite a long that's quite a bit

1:19:08.000 --> 1:19:11.360
<v Speaker 1>of distance at the page you're running. So you and

1:19:11.400 --> 1:19:16.160
<v Speaker 1>then and then and then from there when you went

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<v Speaker 1>to Paris. Between Tokyo and Paris you had the drama.

1:19:21.320 --> 1:19:22.639
<v Speaker 1>Did that affect your preparation?

1:19:23.040 --> 1:19:28.160
<v Speaker 2>Do you think between absolutely? With the whole scandal.

1:19:28.280 --> 1:19:29.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah, Like.

1:19:31.479 --> 1:19:34.719
<v Speaker 2>I've already didn't have as much passion as I spoke

1:19:34.760 --> 1:19:37.040
<v Speaker 2>before as everyone else. It was just easier to pull

1:19:37.080 --> 1:19:39.720
<v Speaker 2>away from it completely. It was like this thing that

1:19:39.760 --> 1:19:41.120
<v Speaker 2>brought you so much joy and now is bringing you

1:19:41.160 --> 1:19:43.439
<v Speaker 2>so much pain, Like why am I spending my time here,

1:19:43.720 --> 1:19:45.639
<v Speaker 2>it's just a no brain and like spend less time here.

1:19:45.680 --> 1:19:49.280
<v Speaker 2>So there was lack of training, lack of interest, and

1:19:49.400 --> 1:19:51.360
<v Speaker 2>I just just didn't want to be around there, right

1:19:52.040 --> 1:19:54.720
<v Speaker 2>h And and at that top stage, you can't be

1:19:54.760 --> 1:19:57.120
<v Speaker 2>taking a month off, two weeks off, no matter what

1:19:57.160 --> 1:19:59.519
<v Speaker 2>mental state you're in. Right, It's it's good for your

1:19:59.520 --> 1:20:02.040
<v Speaker 2>mental health, but it's definitely not great for athletics to

1:20:02.080 --> 1:20:05.120
<v Speaker 2>take time off. Yeah, he's going to one is going

1:20:05.200 --> 1:20:07.080
<v Speaker 2>to give. And I just started to work on my

1:20:07.160 --> 1:20:09.200
<v Speaker 2>health more than done my athletics and it just showed

1:20:09.240 --> 1:20:12.840
<v Speaker 2>in Paris. But but I'm grateful that idea that way,

1:20:13.120 --> 1:20:17.519
<v Speaker 2>because I think I think my my mental health was

1:20:17.520 --> 1:20:18.599
<v Speaker 2>more important at that stage.

1:20:18.680 --> 1:20:20.200
<v Speaker 1>And how important is it for you to turn up

1:20:20.200 --> 1:20:21.880
<v Speaker 1>in Paris? Like and I don't mean that in a

1:20:21.920 --> 1:20:25.879
<v Speaker 1>bad way, but like, yeah, actually get there and compete

1:20:26.560 --> 1:20:30.479
<v Speaker 1>more for Peter yeah, you know, and also what we

1:20:30.520 --> 1:20:34.040
<v Speaker 1>think of Peter Bowl as Australians as opposed to sort

1:20:34.040 --> 1:20:36.600
<v Speaker 1>of saying look, i know I'm not ready. I'm not

1:20:36.600 --> 1:20:40.400
<v Speaker 1>going to run a one forty four flat. Yeah, but

1:20:40.439 --> 1:20:42.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm still going to turn up because you know, you're

1:20:42.280 --> 1:20:44.240
<v Speaker 1>probably were the quickest noneunless you're still the quickest in

1:20:44.240 --> 1:20:48.200
<v Speaker 1>Australia anyway in terms of the national at a national level.

1:20:48.520 --> 1:20:50.360
<v Speaker 1>So you know you're the dude who's going to get

1:20:50.600 --> 1:20:53.560
<v Speaker 1>has the right to go, but you know you're not

1:20:53.600 --> 1:20:55.720
<v Speaker 1>going to run the same time because you're just not

1:20:57.000 --> 1:20:59.800
<v Speaker 1>you don't know, but like they're in terms of probability, logistically,

1:21:00.200 --> 1:21:03.760
<v Speaker 1>you know it's less likely of being successful and it

1:21:03.840 --> 1:21:05.320
<v Speaker 1>then it would have been if you hadn't gone through

1:21:05.320 --> 1:21:08.160
<v Speaker 1>this drama. How important is it for you to actually

1:21:08.200 --> 1:21:09.840
<v Speaker 1>turn up? It was?

1:21:10.880 --> 1:21:12.960
<v Speaker 2>It was pretty important And I figured out pretty late

1:21:13.120 --> 1:21:16.360
<v Speaker 2>because I think only a month before that, I decided

1:21:16.400 --> 1:21:18.120
<v Speaker 2>like to stop training. I was like, I don't really

1:21:18.120 --> 1:21:20.799
<v Speaker 2>want to go there totally. I just still want.

1:21:20.640 --> 1:21:23.040
<v Speaker 1>To be there. Was like stuff like you know, I've.

1:21:22.920 --> 1:21:27.920
<v Speaker 2>Always I've always rocked up into a championship, like training

1:21:27.960 --> 1:21:30.280
<v Speaker 2>the best I could and wanting to be there. It's

1:21:30.320 --> 1:21:31.639
<v Speaker 2>like when you don't want to be there, it's it's

1:21:31.680 --> 1:21:32.160
<v Speaker 2>not fun.

1:21:32.280 --> 1:21:32.479
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

1:21:32.560 --> 1:21:34.559
<v Speaker 2>So I think just a month before that, I took

1:21:34.600 --> 1:21:35.040
<v Speaker 2>some time off.

1:21:35.080 --> 1:21:36.040
<v Speaker 1>I didn't want to really go there.

1:21:36.040 --> 1:21:37.880
<v Speaker 2>I went back, I was actually in America, went back

1:21:37.880 --> 1:21:40.800
<v Speaker 2>home and I said, nah, I'll message my coach and

1:21:40.800 --> 1:21:42.559
<v Speaker 2>manager I said, look, I'm going to make a decision

1:21:43.200 --> 1:21:44.720
<v Speaker 2>whether I want to be there or not, and then

1:21:44.960 --> 1:21:46.479
<v Speaker 2>once you get back home and you work through it,

1:21:46.479 --> 1:21:50.479
<v Speaker 2>it's like maybe it's bigger than that. It's like it's

1:21:50.479 --> 1:21:53.679
<v Speaker 2>like my third Olympics and I've worked pretty hard on that,

1:21:54.320 --> 1:21:59.360
<v Speaker 2>and I think the idea of not being there and

1:21:59.520 --> 1:22:01.320
<v Speaker 2>after that love it in the future is like, you're

1:22:01.360 --> 1:22:03.720
<v Speaker 2>not a three time Olympian. I was like, oh man,

1:22:03.800 --> 1:22:05.920
<v Speaker 2>I kind of need to be there for myself.

1:22:07.280 --> 1:22:08.679
<v Speaker 1>I think you needed to be there for us too,

1:22:08.720 --> 1:22:10.320
<v Speaker 1>and I need to be there. Yeah. I think we

1:22:10.640 --> 1:22:13.240
<v Speaker 1>want you to be there. That supported me, right, Yeah, yeah,

1:22:13.280 --> 1:22:16.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean I think that Australians who follow you and

1:22:16.960 --> 1:22:20.360
<v Speaker 1>follow that particular event, I needed to see you there.

1:22:20.400 --> 1:22:23.559
<v Speaker 1>We didn't necessarily expect you. We'd hope you might do

1:22:23.880 --> 1:22:27.040
<v Speaker 1>one forty four flatter or even something less, but I

1:22:27.080 --> 1:22:31.519
<v Speaker 1>don't think we had that expectation because I think most

1:22:31.560 --> 1:22:33.920
<v Speaker 1>people that know anthing about sport know that your preparation

1:22:33.960 --> 1:22:39.879
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't have been proper. Yeah, from you know, from Tokyo

1:22:39.920 --> 1:22:42.759
<v Speaker 1>to Paris. Yeah, it's just not possible because of the intervention.

1:22:44.120 --> 1:22:45.920
<v Speaker 1>But we still wanted to see you as our best

1:22:45.960 --> 1:22:48.840
<v Speaker 1>runner in that event there, and.

1:22:48.800 --> 1:22:50.720
<v Speaker 2>I've got so many messages it was incredible, like so

1:22:50.760 --> 1:22:54.479
<v Speaker 2>many people were like, we can't wait to watch you

1:22:54.920 --> 1:22:57.400
<v Speaker 2>you compete, and even after I was like, oh, like,

1:22:57.680 --> 1:23:01.200
<v Speaker 2>I mean, you gave it your best and keep your

1:23:01.200 --> 1:23:03.200
<v Speaker 2>head up and all that stuff. So it's like that

1:23:03.320 --> 1:23:05.800
<v Speaker 2>fifty percent that you're talking about. I mean, I think

1:23:05.840 --> 1:23:07.760
<v Speaker 2>some people probably weren't happy that I was there either,

1:23:08.200 --> 1:23:11.120
<v Speaker 2>But but that's fine, Like, I mean, you've you've got

1:23:11.120 --> 1:23:13.200
<v Speaker 2>to kind of you've got to can't accept that.

1:23:13.479 --> 1:23:19.519
<v Speaker 1>It's also may fuck the begrudges, but I don't want

1:23:19.560 --> 1:23:22.000
<v Speaker 1>to leave it on that. I actually been getting criticized

1:23:22.080 --> 1:23:24.000
<v Speaker 1>lady for screening a bit too much, but a few

1:23:24.000 --> 1:23:27.080
<v Speaker 1>people pull me up about it. But and I just say, well,

1:23:27.640 --> 1:23:31.320
<v Speaker 1>bad fucking luck. That's my podcast. I do what I want,

1:23:31.640 --> 1:23:32.920
<v Speaker 1>That's why I do it, So I can't say what

1:23:32.960 --> 1:23:35.880
<v Speaker 1>I want but now. But but I believe that stop them.

1:23:36.120 --> 1:23:38.200
<v Speaker 1>You know, there will be people who don't won't don't

1:23:38.200 --> 1:23:40.439
<v Speaker 1>believe in you, and but it's got probably something more

1:23:40.520 --> 1:23:41.960
<v Speaker 1>to do with them than it's got to do with

1:23:42.000 --> 1:23:44.400
<v Speaker 1>you and h And I just think it was wonderful

1:23:44.439 --> 1:23:46.640
<v Speaker 1>that you you did you did go there and you

1:23:46.680 --> 1:23:49.040
<v Speaker 1>did do your best, but your best is only going

1:23:49.040 --> 1:23:50.800
<v Speaker 1>to be as good as your prep and that takes

1:23:50.840 --> 1:23:52.839
<v Speaker 1>it right back to where we started from in preparation.

1:23:53.640 --> 1:23:56.800
<v Speaker 1>And you know, but at the same time, you you

1:23:56.840 --> 1:24:01.280
<v Speaker 1>were prepared to take that risk yourself, because that's a risk. Yeah,

1:24:01.280 --> 1:24:04.920
<v Speaker 1>if you know that you're not going to perform your best, yeah,

1:24:05.200 --> 1:24:06.320
<v Speaker 1>you still perform.

1:24:06.520 --> 1:24:09.599
<v Speaker 2>It's a massive risk because also, like we spoke about,

1:24:10.080 --> 1:24:13.280
<v Speaker 2>like I've obviously prioritized my mental health, that's a massive

1:24:13.320 --> 1:24:15.200
<v Speaker 2>risk because that can come back down and will at

1:24:15.240 --> 1:24:15.960
<v Speaker 2>the same time.

1:24:16.240 --> 1:24:18.479
<v Speaker 1>You could And how do you feel after it? So

1:24:18.560 --> 1:24:21.280
<v Speaker 1>now in this post Paris, I mean yeah, you feel like, hey.

1:24:21.640 --> 1:24:24.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I feel pretty good. Obviously don't feel good about

1:24:24.400 --> 1:24:27.720
<v Speaker 2>the performance, like absolutely not, Like I'm that's that's not

1:24:27.960 --> 1:24:30.240
<v Speaker 2>the stand that I want to be competing at. What

1:24:30.280 --> 1:24:33.640
<v Speaker 2>I feel good about is like I think working out

1:24:33.680 --> 1:24:36.720
<v Speaker 2>the courage to get to that start line. Yeah, that's

1:24:37.040 --> 1:24:39.679
<v Speaker 2>and that's a complete Like the story is completely shifted,

1:24:39.680 --> 1:24:41.880
<v Speaker 2>the goals completely shifted, divisions completely shifted.

1:24:42.280 --> 1:24:44.040
<v Speaker 1>Like four years ago when.

1:24:43.920 --> 1:24:45.680
<v Speaker 2>I finished fourth, was like the goal is like now

1:24:45.720 --> 1:24:48.479
<v Speaker 2>the race to try and do one better to medal,

1:24:48.600 --> 1:24:51.720
<v Speaker 2>if not try and metal the next Olympics, and through

1:24:51.720 --> 1:24:53.880
<v Speaker 2>the interruption is like, man, let's let's just try to

1:24:53.880 --> 1:24:54.240
<v Speaker 2>get better.

1:24:54.320 --> 1:24:58.400
<v Speaker 1>That's our expectations to some extent, like and and sometimes

1:24:58.560 --> 1:25:01.639
<v Speaker 1>we have to say, as in Jewels, I just could

1:25:01.640 --> 1:25:03.080
<v Speaker 1>do my best. And that tastes right back to what

1:25:03.080 --> 1:25:05.080
<v Speaker 1>you said about Australians. I just want you to out

1:25:05.080 --> 1:25:07.280
<v Speaker 1>of a crack, just have a crack, do your best.

1:25:08.400 --> 1:25:11.120
<v Speaker 1>But I actually think that is probably the case for

1:25:11.160 --> 1:25:13.200
<v Speaker 1>most Australians in terms of what they expected from you.

1:25:13.240 --> 1:25:15.519
<v Speaker 1>They expect you to have a crack, have a crack, right,

1:25:15.600 --> 1:25:19.800
<v Speaker 1>you are our best at that at that event. So

1:25:19.960 --> 1:25:21.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, like you went and had a crack, you

1:25:21.400 --> 1:25:24.000
<v Speaker 1>did your best. And I think most people and the

1:25:24.080 --> 1:25:26.599
<v Speaker 1>purpose of these having you, for example, on the show today,

1:25:26.640 --> 1:25:29.920
<v Speaker 1>from my point of view anyway, selfishly is to say

1:25:29.960 --> 1:25:33.640
<v Speaker 1>to Australians, this is the dude who did have a

1:25:33.680 --> 1:25:36.200
<v Speaker 1>crack and did do his best under the circumstances, which

1:25:36.280 --> 1:25:39.040
<v Speaker 1>like I didn't really understand all the circumstances. I mean,

1:25:39.240 --> 1:25:41.519
<v Speaker 1>I knew one of the circumstances, but that generally how

1:25:41.560 --> 1:25:44.519
<v Speaker 1>you how you think, and how you how you roll,

1:25:45.040 --> 1:25:48.439
<v Speaker 1>and the objective you show like this actually is a Parlia.

1:25:49.040 --> 1:25:52.160
<v Speaker 1>That out to anyone who might want to listen to this,

1:25:52.720 --> 1:25:54.640
<v Speaker 1>and they'll be there will be, There'll be two thre

1:25:54.680 --> 1:25:57.240
<v Speaker 1>hundred thousand people will listen to this, and which is

1:25:57.280 --> 1:26:01.160
<v Speaker 1>our normal cadence. So and I think that's important, and

1:26:01.200 --> 1:26:03.280
<v Speaker 1>that's why I think shows like this are important. And

1:26:03.280 --> 1:26:04.840
<v Speaker 1>that's why it takes a lot of courage for you

1:26:04.840 --> 1:26:07.519
<v Speaker 1>to come on to the show and tell your story

1:26:07.800 --> 1:26:10.800
<v Speaker 1>so close to you know, Paris, it's only three four

1:26:10.800 --> 1:26:14.000
<v Speaker 1>weeks ago, you know. I think people appreciate that in

1:26:14.040 --> 1:26:16.000
<v Speaker 1>this country. Maybe America is a bit different. It might be,

1:26:16.080 --> 1:26:18.920
<v Speaker 1>but there might be harder markers there, you know there

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<v Speaker 1>because as you said earlier, Americans want you to win different. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>they're totally different. And then when you sign up for

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<v Speaker 1>an America, you sign up for that. If you didn't

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<v Speaker 1>sign up in Australia, that's not what we ask you

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<v Speaker 1>to sign up for. And I think Australians just like

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<v Speaker 1>to see someone who can actually roll through the drama.

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<v Speaker 1>And as you said, like that's real resilience, intellectual resilience,

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<v Speaker 1>mental resilience. I think like standing up, standing up on

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<v Speaker 1>the starting blocks would have you called the starting line.

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<v Speaker 1>There must have been a moment. You must have thought yourself,

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<v Speaker 1>here I am, Yeah, you know, before the which lane

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<v Speaker 1>will we win? I was seven, it had to be

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<v Speaker 1>crossover seven? Is on which seven? Seven? Like the two

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<v Speaker 1>hundred you have to cross cross in? Yeah, you must

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<v Speaker 1>been thinking yourself, Wow, what are four years I've had

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<v Speaker 1>since Tokyo. It is like those thoughts go through your mind,

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<v Speaker 1>where you were you at peace in it? At them

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<v Speaker 1>in the moment.

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<v Speaker 2>I was actually at peace in the moment. And again

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<v Speaker 2>I think if I had the right preparation, it would

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<v Speaker 2>have been a great Olympic Games because to be at

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<v Speaker 2>peace on the track is it's always been my goal

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<v Speaker 2>and how compete to the best of my ability and

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<v Speaker 2>without the interruption. Sometimes I've rocked up to the truck

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<v Speaker 2>without having that piece, so it's like, you know the difference, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I know the difference. And it was like, yeah, we're

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<v Speaker 2>healed and we're back, just not under the right circumstances,

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<v Speaker 2>not on the right conditioning, but in the right mindset.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you I think you will leave this part of

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<v Speaker 1>your life with any regrets?

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<v Speaker 2>That's a good question. I think definitely, yes, Yes, I

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<v Speaker 2>think I'll definitely have a lot of regrets in the sport,

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<v Speaker 2>probably not competing as much as are I should have,

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<v Speaker 2>and not taking advantage of the opportunities in the sport

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<v Speaker 2>because but I'd also leave pretty happy of the life

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<v Speaker 2>that I built outside of it, and in the opportunities

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<v Speaker 2>that I've received I received through it, and also also

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<v Speaker 2>the person that I've built through it. That's really important

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<v Speaker 2>and that I could never take any regret from.

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<v Speaker 1>But to be honest, here, it's for thirty years. It's

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<v Speaker 1>a fabulous story, like actually a wonderful story, And the

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<v Speaker 1>way you just summarize it, then that's pretty cool. You've

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<v Speaker 1>got a backstory which in thirty years time, when you're sixty,

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<v Speaker 1>you'll be you'll think to yourself, Wow, what an opportunity

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<v Speaker 1>for me to experience all those things. I don't mean,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the allegations, but the experience of the allegation

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<v Speaker 1>and being able to deal with it yourself and get

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<v Speaker 1>through it and still stand at the starting line and

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<v Speaker 1>the third Olympics and still doing your very best and

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<v Speaker 1>maintaining your integrity and your family's integrity, and being able

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<v Speaker 1>to get up and talk about it and accepting what's

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<v Speaker 1>happened and not letting it knock you down. That's an

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<v Speaker 1>amazing story. That's just amazing. And the fact you're sitting

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<v Speaker 1>here so calm and giving us in that same lane,

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<v Speaker 1>you've kept us in the same lane. No, it's about peace,

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<v Speaker 1>your own peace, your own peace of mind, which most

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<v Speaker 1>people never achieve it. I'm sixty eight. I'm still chasing

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<v Speaker 1>peace mind, you know. And people say, oh, you've done

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<v Speaker 1>all these things for me, but I still don't have

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<v Speaker 1>peace of mind. I'm still chasing it. I'm still trying

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<v Speaker 1>to achieve it. And here you are, thirty, you can

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<v Speaker 1>still talk about it at the highest level, by the way,

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<v Speaker 1>Olympic Games, so make congratulations, well done, Thank you,