WEBVTT - Hear Me Out: I Have a New Podcast! 0:00:00.440 --> 0:00:02.840 I just need you guys to hear me out because 0:00:02.920 --> 0:00:05.000 I don't regret getting my nose off. I don't feel 0:00:05.000 --> 0:00:11.120 like it made me feel more like myself. Hi, guys, 0:00:11.200 --> 0:00:14.440 it is i Isy Armitage and welcome to hear me out. 0:00:15.080 --> 0:00:17.480 I've got my own buck. What the hell are you home? 0:00:17.760 --> 0:00:21.360 So I'm actually nervous, like I need a glass of wine. 0:00:21.480 --> 0:00:24.720 But we're gonna get through it together, guys. Obviously, it's 0:00:24.760 --> 0:00:27.479 such a different process to what I had before. You 0:00:27.520 --> 0:00:30.960 guys may know me from Just for Girls. It was 0:00:30.960 --> 0:00:33.880 a podcast I did with Sam for maybe two and 0:00:33.920 --> 0:00:36.680 a half years, which was huge, and it was fun 0:00:36.720 --> 0:00:38.880 and it was amazing and we learned so many things. 0:00:39.440 --> 0:00:41.879 But I think just as time went on, you know, 0:00:42.080 --> 0:00:44.360 things change. We're in different stages of our life, and 0:00:44.400 --> 0:00:47.280 we both thought, you know, why not make our own shows. 0:00:47.280 --> 0:00:50.000 So I guess that's what we're doing now. So this 0:00:50.080 --> 0:00:53.040 is my show. Hear me out. Some people may say 0:00:53.120 --> 0:00:56.800 I am a slightly opinionated person, and it's more just 0:00:56.840 --> 0:00:59.800 about being honest and open and hearing everyone's stories, hearing 0:00:59.800 --> 0:01:03.200 my stories. You guys are always so amazing on Just 0:01:03.240 --> 0:01:07.440 for Girls, submitting and giving us all your juicy gossip, 0:01:07.600 --> 0:01:10.240 and I just want to want everything to just be 0:01:10.319 --> 0:01:13.840 open and honest on here and like a best friend chat. 0:01:14.000 --> 0:01:16.600 And that's what we're doing today. And let's be real, guys, 0:01:16.800 --> 0:01:19.200 I love the gossip. If you don't like gossip, you're lying. 0:01:20.200 --> 0:01:21.679 So I just wanted to create a space where we 0:01:21.680 --> 0:01:25.199 could all chat and yap and gossip and hang out together. 0:01:25.240 --> 0:01:28.160 So that's what this is. I feel like I'm like 0:01:28.319 --> 0:01:31.360 shaking like a leaf, but you guys know me, and 0:01:31.560 --> 0:01:33.800 we'll get through it. I feel like first episode is 0:01:33.840 --> 0:01:36.640 always going to be a bit intimidating, but it will 0:01:36.720 --> 0:01:38.759 run what it's kind of going to be about. Obviously, 0:01:38.840 --> 0:01:42.680 I'll have guests on ideally, you know, maybe every second episode, 0:01:42.680 --> 0:01:44.679 so as you, guys, if you see someone that you 0:01:44.720 --> 0:01:48.240 want me to have on, please my dms always open. 0:01:48.760 --> 0:01:51.000 The dms on hear Me Out will always be open. 0:01:51.280 --> 0:01:53.720 The Instagram is called to hear me Out with Izzy, 0:01:54.360 --> 0:01:58.080 So get on there and submit everything. We'll be doing stories, dilemmas, 0:01:58.720 --> 0:02:01.840 all your submissions, secrets. We're gonna do a bunch of 0:02:01.840 --> 0:02:06.720 new different segments. It's gonna be fun and great and lighthearted. Obviously, 0:02:06.760 --> 0:02:10.960 I'm not a political genius or I don't know all 0:02:10.960 --> 0:02:12.639 the info in the world, so take everything I say 0:02:12.639 --> 0:02:15.120 with a grain of salt. It's just a bit of fun, guys. 0:02:15.639 --> 0:02:19.120 So where the name came from. Hear me out. In 0:02:19.160 --> 0:02:21.080 my mind, it's like a hot take. So it's like 0:02:21.480 --> 0:02:23.840 start of every episode, we're starting with a hear me out, 0:02:24.000 --> 0:02:27.800 a hot take. And as you guys know, I've just 0:02:27.840 --> 0:02:29.760 had a nose job. So I just need you guys 0:02:29.840 --> 0:02:32.519 to hear me out because I don't regret getting my 0:02:32.639 --> 0:02:34.440 nose job and don't feel like it made me feel 0:02:34.480 --> 0:02:38.360 more like myself. I've always been someone that is open 0:02:38.400 --> 0:02:41.720 and honest online about procedures or anything I get done. 0:02:41.800 --> 0:02:44.359 I feel like that is so important in today's day 0:02:44.360 --> 0:02:47.400 and age. I feel like it is so important to 0:02:47.400 --> 0:02:50.600 be honest when you have young viewers and everyone about 0:02:50.639 --> 0:02:53.320 things you're getting done. It's not a lie, but it's 0:02:53.360 --> 0:02:56.839 also not promoting doing it. And I feel like I've 0:02:56.840 --> 0:02:59.280 wanted it my whole life and I finally got it, 0:02:59.320 --> 0:03:02.120 and it makes me feel more confident, more like myself. 0:03:02.160 --> 0:03:04.080 You know. I just feel like my face now matches 0:03:04.120 --> 0:03:07.280 my vibe and that's what I wanted. So it's not about, 0:03:07.320 --> 0:03:11.360 you know, changing every nitpicking and you know, curating yourself 0:03:11.400 --> 0:03:13.920 to that perfect person. But if it makes you feel 0:03:13.919 --> 0:03:15.720 more like yourself and it makes you feel more confident, 0:03:15.760 --> 0:03:20.280 I am all for little changes to yourself with the 0:03:20.400 --> 0:03:23.360 nose job. There is a certain aspect of addressing it 0:03:23.400 --> 0:03:27.640 online that I do worry that it comes across as promoting. 0:03:28.400 --> 0:03:30.280 That's obviously not how I look at it and not 0:03:30.360 --> 0:03:33.120 my aim at all. Surgery is a huge deal, and 0:03:33.720 --> 0:03:36.040 it's something that I would never recommend doing unless it's 0:03:36.080 --> 0:03:39.880 for anyone but yourself. So just bear that in mind 0:03:39.920 --> 0:03:42.240 when I talk about it. I don't want young girls 0:03:42.280 --> 0:03:43.840 to be like, oh my god, she's gotten a nose 0:03:43.920 --> 0:03:45.760 job vibe. I want to go get a nose job. 0:03:46.120 --> 0:03:47.880 If it's something that feels right for you at that 0:03:47.960 --> 0:03:50.440 stage of your life and you're comfortable and you want 0:03:50.440 --> 0:03:51.880 to get it and you're excited for it and it's 0:03:51.920 --> 0:03:56.160 only for you, then absolutely, But I definitely don't want 0:03:56.200 --> 0:03:58.320 it to come across like I'm like, guys, my nose 0:03:58.400 --> 0:03:59.760 job and me, if you're really good, everyone go go, 0:04:00.640 --> 0:04:05.120 because that's not the case, and it actually is more 0:04:05.480 --> 0:04:08.240 I'd say it's more confronting than my boob job. I 0:04:08.280 --> 0:04:12.840 have my boobs on as well, Slagh. But it's definitely 0:04:12.880 --> 0:04:16.880 a different process because it's your face, and your face 0:04:16.960 --> 0:04:19.960 is something you look at every single day, many times 0:04:20.000 --> 0:04:22.080 a day. If you're a leo, I look at my 0:04:22.160 --> 0:04:26.560 face the fucking time, but it now looks slightly different. 0:04:26.600 --> 0:04:29.920 And I know a lot of people because I've been 0:04:30.240 --> 0:04:32.080 talking about those jobs and searching it up so much 0:04:32.120 --> 0:04:34.080 on my TikTok. It's pretty well like what my whole 0:04:34.160 --> 0:04:36.839 for You page is, and the amount of people that 0:04:36.920 --> 0:04:39.640 say the recovery process the hardest part about it was 0:04:39.760 --> 0:04:42.320 the fact that they had like three weeks where they 0:04:42.360 --> 0:04:44.640 just didn't feel like themselves because they didn't look like 0:04:44.680 --> 0:04:48.600 themselves and your nose, it will only get better with time. 0:04:48.680 --> 0:04:51.200 So I feel like, yes, I just got my cast 0:04:51.200 --> 0:04:53.200 off two days ago and I am pretty happy with 0:04:53.200 --> 0:04:56.680 how it looks, but it will change so much. But 0:04:57.200 --> 0:04:58.599 when I wake up in the morning, I'm like, what 0:04:58.720 --> 0:05:01.360 the fuck like? It is a very confronting situation because 0:05:01.360 --> 0:05:03.080 your face looks different to what you've always known it 0:05:03.080 --> 0:05:05.800 to look like. So it's not for the lighthearted or 0:05:05.839 --> 0:05:08.360 a quick, little spur of the moment decision. I would 0:05:08.360 --> 0:05:11.919 recommend anyone making so that's my hear me out guys. 0:05:12.360 --> 0:05:14.640 So as you guys know, your hear me outs and 0:05:14.680 --> 0:05:17.799 your opinions are very important to me, and we're gonna 0:05:17.800 --> 0:05:20.120 be listening to a lot of those throughout the episodes, 0:05:20.160 --> 0:05:23.240 and I'm going to be reacting to your biggest hot 0:05:23.279 --> 0:05:26.920 takes hear me out. So if you have interesting or 0:05:26.960 --> 0:05:30.160 controversial opinions on anything, just send them through because we're 0:05:30.160 --> 0:05:31.720 going to be running through a lot of those every 0:05:31.720 --> 0:05:34.640 episode and that will just be an open forum always. 0:05:34.720 --> 0:05:36.599 I want you guys to feel like anytime you have 0:05:36.640 --> 0:05:38.640 a story or a hear me out, send it on 0:05:38.800 --> 0:05:44.040 through and we'll read it out in the pod. Let's 0:05:44.160 --> 0:05:47.440 get into No's jobs. I've had so many questions. I've 0:05:47.440 --> 0:05:49.560 posted a couple of videos, but you guys are so 0:05:49.720 --> 0:05:53.039 curious on the ins and outs and the details on 0:05:53.320 --> 0:05:56.360 that procedure. So we're gonna talk about that. How it 0:05:56.360 --> 0:05:58.400 all went down. I have one of my nose down 0:05:58.440 --> 0:06:01.080 my whole life. A lot of people were like why, Like, 0:06:01.680 --> 0:06:03.680 my nose is fine, My nose was fine, Like there 0:06:03.720 --> 0:06:08.120 was nothing particularly horrible about it. It was I had 0:06:08.160 --> 0:06:10.679 a deviated septum. I couldn't breathe out of one side. 0:06:11.040 --> 0:06:14.280 I also got my turbinites reduced in one side because 0:06:14.360 --> 0:06:17.159 it's like a gland higher up in your nose and 0:06:17.200 --> 0:06:22.880 it was blocking my whole other nostril. The word nostril sick. 0:06:23.720 --> 0:06:27.200 So they straightened my septum and shrunk those so I 0:06:27.240 --> 0:06:29.800 can breathe and they at the same time. While obviously 0:06:29.839 --> 0:06:32.960 I'm in there, I had a favorite side and my 0:06:33.080 --> 0:06:36.240 other side because of the septum pushed outwards and kind 0:06:36.240 --> 0:06:40.200 of hooked over. I wanted that fixed, so they did 0:06:40.240 --> 0:06:43.480 shave it down a little bit. But everything, the swelling 0:06:43.520 --> 0:06:46.800 and everything will go down the tip well drop. But 0:06:47.000 --> 0:06:50.080 the process of one of my nose. Everyone asked how 0:06:50.080 --> 0:06:54.640 I picked the surgeon. I went to my GP and 0:06:54.680 --> 0:06:57.680 they recommended someone for me, and it was actually someone 0:06:57.720 --> 0:07:00.720 that one of my girlfriends had gotten their boobs done 0:07:00.760 --> 0:07:03.320 with him. But he's more renowned for rhino plastis and 0:07:03.480 --> 0:07:04.960 he was a bit of a one and done for me. 0:07:05.400 --> 0:07:07.400 That was the same with my boobs. I met with them. 0:07:07.520 --> 0:07:10.720 I think you just need to feel comfortable. I'd say 0:07:10.720 --> 0:07:14.080 a good way to pick a surgeon for rhino plastis 0:07:14.120 --> 0:07:17.360 if they're quite well versed in revision rhino plasties. It 0:07:17.400 --> 0:07:19.720 means they're usually quite good at the basic ones too, 0:07:20.160 --> 0:07:22.080 because if they can do the hard ones, they're really 0:07:22.080 --> 0:07:25.640 good at the easy ones. So his name was Andrew Greensmith. 0:07:25.720 --> 0:07:28.440 He was amazing. I would recommend him so highly. You know, 0:07:28.600 --> 0:07:31.320 I think what kind of hooked me is if anyone 0:07:31.360 --> 0:07:35.000 grew up in my like my age vibe Like do 0:07:35.040 --> 0:07:37.800 you know Trishna and Krishna they're conjoined twins. 0:07:38.320 --> 0:07:40.760 No, the ones that speak at the same time. 0:07:41.000 --> 0:07:43.400 No, they were like babies when we were growing up 0:07:43.440 --> 0:07:46.640 and they're like conjoined twins and they got separated when 0:07:46.640 --> 0:07:49.200 we were younger. But I remember hearing about it. He 0:07:49.240 --> 0:07:51.640 did like the first cut on them and was the 0:07:51.800 --> 0:07:54.600 like E and T on that surgery. No way, Yes, 0:07:54.720 --> 0:07:57.040 I'm like, he's good, So I went with him. He 0:07:57.160 --> 0:08:00.520 was amazing. I also didn't realize until when I was 0:08:01.200 --> 0:08:04.560 in my little hospital bed with my gown and cap on. 0:08:04.640 --> 0:08:06.560 He came over to talk to me. He does I 0:08:06.560 --> 0:08:09.560 think it's an ultrasonic rhinoplasty or something like that, And 0:08:09.640 --> 0:08:11.920 instead of using like hammer and chiesel vibes or they 0:08:12.000 --> 0:08:14.720 like break your nose, it's like a machine that vibrates 0:08:15.080 --> 0:08:18.960 high frequencies and that's the machine you used to shave 0:08:19.000 --> 0:08:21.480 the bone down, which I think is why I ended 0:08:21.560 --> 0:08:23.600 up with so little bruising and so little swelling is 0:08:23.600 --> 0:08:26.240 because it was a lot less traumatic to my face 0:08:27.040 --> 0:08:30.040 because of this new technology. So I'd say, if you 0:08:30.080 --> 0:08:33.400 can find someone that operates using that is a good time. 0:08:33.960 --> 0:08:36.680 I would obviously recommend going to a doctor first, a 0:08:36.760 --> 0:08:39.360 GP and talking to them about the procedure. They know 0:08:39.600 --> 0:08:42.480 people that are highly regarded, They can recommend it. They 0:08:42.480 --> 0:08:45.640 can also be like babe, talk you off the ledge sometimes. 0:08:46.120 --> 0:08:49.200 But it is now actually in new laws essential to 0:08:49.200 --> 0:08:51.880 get a referral from a GP before you do meet 0:08:51.920 --> 0:08:56.360 with a surgeon, so for a rhinoplasty, so just FYI 0:08:56.559 --> 0:08:58.160 it's something you're looking into, you do need to go 0:08:58.160 --> 0:08:59.440 to a doctor first. But I think it was a 0:08:59.440 --> 0:09:01.720 helpful part of process for me to be able to 0:09:01.720 --> 0:09:04.520 talk it out with someone versus just me being like, fuck, yeah, 0:09:04.520 --> 0:09:06.120 I want to get my nose done. Let's go look 0:09:06.160 --> 0:09:08.720 at a before and after. But so I met with 0:09:08.760 --> 0:09:11.120 the doctor and there was like they created this three 0:09:11.200 --> 0:09:13.840 D scan of my face. I didn't really go in 0:09:13.880 --> 0:09:16.280 with a lot of inspo because what's so important to 0:09:16.280 --> 0:09:18.480 know is you might want to Barbie little button nose, 0:09:18.520 --> 0:09:20.760 but that might not look best on your face. And 0:09:20.840 --> 0:09:24.600 I think I knew that those cute little noses like 0:09:24.600 --> 0:09:27.480 a Madison ber Nos or a Sydney kimberly Nos, like 0:09:28.080 --> 0:09:29.560 that's not going to look good on my face because 0:09:29.559 --> 0:09:31.920 I've got like quite prominent I've got like quite a 0:09:32.000 --> 0:09:33.880 round face. Anyway, I have a teeny little nose in 0:09:33.880 --> 0:09:36.760 the middle. It wouldn't look good like Sam's nose is 0:09:36.760 --> 0:09:39.040 the best nose ever. If that went on my face, 0:09:39.080 --> 0:09:42.520 I would look stupid, you know. So I kind of 0:09:42.520 --> 0:09:44.360 more just told him what I didn't like about my 0:09:44.440 --> 0:09:47.120 nose and things I liked about other people's noses, and 0:09:47.160 --> 0:09:50.320 he like used the computer program to kind of adjust 0:09:50.360 --> 0:09:52.280 my nose and show me a before and after, and 0:09:52.320 --> 0:09:55.040 it was so minimal in the photos. But I didn't 0:09:55.080 --> 0:09:58.280 ever want a huge change. And I think once all 0:09:58.320 --> 0:10:00.440 the swelling and everything goes down, people, oh, I don't 0:10:00.440 --> 0:10:02.280 see much of a difference. I didn't want much of 0:10:02.320 --> 0:10:05.640 a difference. I just wanted my little hook to be 0:10:05.960 --> 0:10:09.040 not a hook anymore. So anyway, everything's good. I found 0:10:09.040 --> 0:10:11.320 out I liked him, I was comfortable with him. And 0:10:11.360 --> 0:10:13.480 then I booked in the surgery and it was like, 0:10:13.720 --> 0:10:15.640 people ask how long you have to wait? I think 0:10:16.720 --> 0:10:21.040 mine was maybe three months. So my I would always 0:10:21.040 --> 0:10:23.559 recommend having a family member or someone there to look 0:10:23.559 --> 0:10:25.840 after you. My mum and sister were both away and 0:10:25.880 --> 0:10:27.839 I lived with my sister. And the reason I say 0:10:27.920 --> 0:10:29.199 my mum is because last time, when I got my 0:10:29.240 --> 0:10:32.120 boobs done, I moved in with my mum. But boobs 0:10:32.160 --> 0:10:34.160 is different because I couldn't lift my arm, so I 0:10:34.160 --> 0:10:36.160 couldn't even really get into bed on my own. I 0:10:36.200 --> 0:10:40.160 couldn't fluff my feelings, I couldn't cook, I couldn't do anything. 0:10:40.200 --> 0:10:42.480 I couldn't even brush my hair, so I needed to 0:10:42.520 --> 0:10:44.199 live with mom. I lived with Mum for two weeks. 0:10:44.800 --> 0:10:48.319 This time, my best friend legs older sister in Nushka. 0:10:48.440 --> 0:10:49.880 She was the one that drove me to and from 0:10:49.880 --> 0:10:53.319 the hospital. She basically just made me lunch like the 0:10:53.440 --> 0:10:55.600 day after and I froze it. And then from then 0:10:55.640 --> 0:10:58.040 on I really didn't have any help and I didn't 0:10:58.040 --> 0:11:00.560 need it, like she was obviously great and was offering 0:11:00.600 --> 0:11:04.080 me help. But you can do everything normally with your nose, 0:11:04.200 --> 0:11:07.200 like I wouldn't worry. I feel like everyone scares you online. 0:11:07.640 --> 0:11:10.560 I was a normal, functioning human being pretty well straight away. 0:11:11.000 --> 0:11:13.440 So I get to the hospital. The shit is fart 0:11:13.440 --> 0:11:15.280 about it for me is that you can't drink any water. 0:11:15.760 --> 0:11:18.360 My appointment was in the afternoon at like three, so 0:11:18.480 --> 0:11:22.520 I had to fast before from twelve from midnight the 0:11:22.600 --> 0:11:26.319 night before, so I just slept in and then when 0:11:26.320 --> 0:11:28.240 I woke up, I'm like, I need fucking water. But 0:11:28.280 --> 0:11:30.280 you can't drink water like you think. It doesn't make 0:11:30.320 --> 0:11:31.760 a bet, it's not gonna be a big deal, but 0:11:31.800 --> 0:11:35.640 it's about like when you're under you can't it could 0:11:35.640 --> 0:11:37.480 like run back up your throat and like you could 0:11:37.520 --> 0:11:39.760 toke on it or something. So basically, don't drink or 0:11:39.800 --> 0:11:42.040 eat if they tell you not to. I got to 0:11:42.120 --> 0:11:44.480 the hospital. They put me in a room and then 0:11:44.840 --> 0:11:47.400 I had about an hour. They changed me into my 0:11:47.480 --> 0:11:51.360 little gown, my compression socks, and my cap and then 0:11:51.400 --> 0:11:54.960 they wheeled me through the hospital, which was a humiliation 0:11:55.080 --> 0:11:58.000 ritually if I could ever, Like people were just walking 0:11:58.040 --> 0:12:01.040 through the hospital and I'm lying in bed being wheeled 0:12:01.040 --> 0:12:04.360 with a fucking shower cap on. It was hell. And 0:12:04.400 --> 0:12:06.200 then they took me into a room and it was 0:12:06.240 --> 0:12:08.400 actually so busy. There were all these different bays of 0:12:08.440 --> 0:12:10.760 people lying there who were obviously like prepping for surgery. 0:12:10.800 --> 0:12:13.440 And I was like, I like toe to toe in 0:12:13.440 --> 0:12:15.640 these beds, like staring right at this old man who 0:12:15.720 --> 0:12:16.960 was like trying to talk to me, and it was 0:12:17.480 --> 0:12:19.480 so fucking awkward. And I looked at the chick behind me, 0:12:19.480 --> 0:12:20.840 and I was like, can you move me ever so 0:12:20.960 --> 0:12:23.840 slightly because this is so awkward. She was like a 0:12:23.840 --> 0:12:25.440 young girl my age, and she was really nice, and 0:12:25.440 --> 0:12:27.400 she just like moved me around, wheeled me into a bay. 0:12:28.120 --> 0:12:30.000 You obviously don't have your phone, So I was twiddling 0:12:30.000 --> 0:12:35.360 my thumbs for like forty minutes. And then the anesthesiologist, anethetist, 0:12:35.880 --> 0:12:37.640 someone needs to confirm that for me, because I don't 0:12:37.679 --> 0:12:39.400 know the best way. I don't know how to what 0:12:39.440 --> 0:12:43.160 that's called. They came and spoke to me. Then the 0:12:43.200 --> 0:12:46.520 surgeon came and spoke to me, and then they injected 0:12:46.559 --> 0:12:49.040 me with something to calm me down. I get really, 0:12:49.120 --> 0:12:52.960 really sick on anesthesia, so I had to preface that. 0:12:53.040 --> 0:12:56.000 They gave me anti nausea meds and everything. That's honestly 0:12:56.000 --> 0:12:57.520 the worst part of the whole surgery for me is 0:12:57.559 --> 0:13:00.480 how sick I feel when I wake up, and yeah, 0:13:00.520 --> 0:13:02.520 this time was no fucking different. It was hell on 0:13:02.559 --> 0:13:05.400 a stick. So they wheeled me into the operating theater 0:13:05.480 --> 0:13:07.160 and this time I actually was like, oh, wake when 0:13:07.280 --> 0:13:08.600 they put me in the theater, and I was like 0:13:08.640 --> 0:13:11.679 talking to all the people around me, telling them about 0:13:11.679 --> 0:13:16.120 my fun little experience in America with the police and 0:13:15.640 --> 0:13:19.400 the guns and all that fun stuff. They're like, who 0:13:19.520 --> 0:13:22.360 is this fish? Shut the fuck up. They put the 0:13:22.400 --> 0:13:24.440 anesthesia over my mouth and knocked me out, and then 0:13:24.480 --> 0:13:27.079 it's so weird. I just like wake up a couple 0:13:27.679 --> 0:13:30.360 like seconds later, and I've got a new nose. But 0:13:31.320 --> 0:13:34.360 I remember how I felt after my boobs and I 0:13:34.679 --> 0:13:37.920 was so sick and I needed food like immediately. So 0:13:37.960 --> 0:13:39.760 when I woke up and I kind of gained my 0:13:40.800 --> 0:13:43.520 mind again, I was like, I need food. I need sandwiches. 0:13:43.559 --> 0:13:45.800 I need those homdwiches, sandwiches that they have at hospitals, 0:13:45.840 --> 0:13:48.600 like I need cubs now. And the lady's like, oh, 0:13:48.640 --> 0:13:50.320 we'll get your food when you get back to your room, 0:13:50.920 --> 0:13:53.439 and I'm like, when will that be? She goes about 0:13:53.480 --> 0:13:57.040 an hour an hour that will be the longest fucking 0:13:57.080 --> 0:13:59.600 hour of my life, and it was. She gave me 0:13:59.760 --> 0:14:02.640 a lie. I started crying Jamian icey bowl, a lemonade 0:14:02.679 --> 0:14:05.959 icey bowl, and I was sitting there with my bolster 0:14:06.080 --> 0:14:08.760 on and my cast on, crying while I was looking 0:14:08.840 --> 0:14:12.720 a little lemonade icy pole. And finally she brought me 0:14:12.760 --> 0:14:15.000 back to my room and I was still feeling so sick, 0:14:15.640 --> 0:14:19.040 and then I ate little halm and trees sandwiches, passed 0:14:19.040 --> 0:14:21.560 the fuck out, and then when I woke up, I 0:14:21.640 --> 0:14:25.520 just read Zodiac Academy until five am, and then I 0:14:25.520 --> 0:14:27.600 woke up the next time, I went home, and yeah, 0:14:27.760 --> 0:14:30.360 that was honestly. Being in the hospital and after waiting 0:14:30.360 --> 0:14:32.400 for the anesthesia to wear off was the worst part 0:14:32.400 --> 0:14:35.800 of the process for me. Pain levels pretty fucking low. 0:14:36.280 --> 0:14:39.200 Like I know, it seems really scary, but I wasn't 0:14:39.240 --> 0:14:42.720 in any pain pretty well the whole time, so it 0:14:42.800 --> 0:14:46.120 was good. I just had to clean it rest a lot. 0:14:46.360 --> 0:14:48.400 Sleeping was the hardest thing for me, because you have 0:14:48.440 --> 0:14:50.680 to sleep relatively upright for the first couple of days, 0:14:50.720 --> 0:14:55.120 and they don't recommend taking any sleeping meds because you're 0:14:55.160 --> 0:14:57.680 adjusting to breathing out of your mouth, and I know 0:14:57.760 --> 0:14:59.840 that's something that I struggled with like i'd wake myself up. 0:15:00.200 --> 0:15:02.240 I was realizing that, like I would just close my 0:15:02.280 --> 0:15:03.800 mouth and try and breathe out of my nose, and 0:15:03.840 --> 0:15:08.920 there's no airflow there, so you're basically dying. But yeah, 0:15:08.960 --> 0:15:11.200 sleeping was the shit as far and the anesthesia. Other 0:15:11.240 --> 0:15:13.400 than that, I think I had a pretty smooth recovery. 0:15:14.280 --> 0:15:16.760 I didn't really bruise, I didn't really swell. There are 0:15:16.760 --> 0:15:18.720 probably people looking at me that like had their eyes 0:15:18.720 --> 0:15:22.000 swollen shut going fuck you, super bitch. But I was 0:15:22.000 --> 0:15:26.000 really lucky so cast came off. I had mine on 0:15:26.120 --> 0:15:28.360 for fifteen days, which is quite long. A lot of 0:15:28.400 --> 0:15:31.200 people get those off after one week, but I actually, 0:15:31.200 --> 0:15:33.440 in the long run, I think I was glad because 0:15:33.440 --> 0:15:36.080 that meant the swelling was able to subside quite a lot, 0:15:36.120 --> 0:15:38.480 so it wasn't such a like, oh my god, my 0:15:38.560 --> 0:15:40.080 nose is so fat and ugly. When I took the 0:15:40.120 --> 0:15:42.080 cast off, it was like kind of calmed down a 0:15:42.080 --> 0:15:46.160 bit by then anyway, And yeah, it's an adjustment. It's 0:15:46.160 --> 0:15:49.800 crooked to one side, which is actually the other side 0:15:49.800 --> 0:15:52.120 that it was crooked too prior to the surgery, which 0:15:52.160 --> 0:15:54.960 is really fun. I have to do little nose exercises 0:15:55.040 --> 0:15:58.440 and like push my tip over. But yeah, I think 0:15:58.480 --> 0:16:00.920 it's just a waiting game now to get the spelling done. 0:16:00.960 --> 0:16:04.800 Everything but prices. A lot of you asked on my 0:16:05.040 --> 0:16:07.720 You always ask her my TikTok about prices. I just 0:16:07.800 --> 0:16:10.480 wasn't really comfortable putting it in. I don't know why. 0:16:10.560 --> 0:16:12.800 I feel like money is always just such a weird thing. 0:16:13.280 --> 0:16:17.160 I paid twenty two grand, but because I had a 0:16:17.200 --> 0:16:21.000 septoplasty and the terminite reduction that is covered under Medicare, 0:16:21.040 --> 0:16:24.080 so I will be getting money back, which takes a 0:16:24.120 --> 0:16:25.720 couple of weeks to come in, so right now, I'm 0:16:25.760 --> 0:16:27.920 not sure exactly how much out of pocket I will 0:16:27.920 --> 0:16:29.520 be at the end of it. I'll let you know 0:16:29.560 --> 0:16:32.760 once that money comes in. But yeah, it's it's expensive 0:16:32.800 --> 0:16:36.360 because he's renowned and he's great, and I think when 0:16:36.400 --> 0:16:38.960 it comes to plastic surgery, honestly, you'd rather just spend 0:16:39.000 --> 0:16:41.000 the money because it's your face and it's your body, 0:16:41.040 --> 0:16:43.880 and you'd rather it be done well. But so far, 0:16:44.000 --> 0:16:46.920 so good, Happy days. I'll update you of anything changes. 0:16:47.400 --> 0:16:49.600 I just can't wait for my spelling to subside and 0:16:49.640 --> 0:16:53.160 my notes will looks snatched and hot, So yeah, slay 0:16:55.320 --> 0:16:58.360 all right, guys, I opened up a question box on 0:16:58.400 --> 0:17:01.200 my story. I asked you guys to ask me some 0:17:01.360 --> 0:17:03.960 questions just because I feel like this episode is also 0:17:04.000 --> 0:17:06.280 about getting it reacquainted with me or if I have 0:17:06.400 --> 0:17:09.239 new listeners or anything like that. So I just got 0:17:09.280 --> 0:17:11.080 you guys to ask me some questions. I told you 0:17:11.160 --> 0:17:14.199 it was for a video, but it's for my secret podcast, 0:17:14.320 --> 0:17:17.199 so let's get into some of those. So, guys, we 0:17:17.280 --> 0:17:20.760 have Blakey, my producer. You guys, if you listen to 0:17:20.840 --> 0:17:23.679 Just for Girls, you will know him. He's gonna just 0:17:23.720 --> 0:17:26.639 ask me some of the questions. Oh, hi girl, congrats 0:17:26.720 --> 0:17:28.639 a thank you, welcome to hear me out. 0:17:28.760 --> 0:17:30.760 I'm going to jump straight into her, all right, how 0:17:30.760 --> 0:17:34.000 do I achieve the IDGAF is the effect? 0:17:34.680 --> 0:17:36.800 Oh? I feel like it's a fake it till you 0:17:36.840 --> 0:17:38.520 make it kind of thing, Guys, If I'm being honest, 0:17:39.040 --> 0:17:41.880 I definitely I'm sweet that you think that I did 0:17:41.960 --> 0:17:44.119 have that kind of attitude. But there's so much like 0:17:44.160 --> 0:17:47.440 I'm such an anxious person, and I feel like it's 0:17:47.520 --> 0:17:50.800 really challenging to fully have that kind of attitude. I 0:17:50.880 --> 0:17:52.600 just think what will be will be. I have the 0:17:52.600 --> 0:17:54.840 people around me that love me and know me, and 0:17:55.520 --> 0:17:58.840 I'm just trying to enjoy my young, twenty four year 0:17:58.840 --> 0:18:01.280 old life, and why should I let anyone get in 0:18:01.320 --> 0:18:03.040 the way of that. I just feel like you need 0:18:03.080 --> 0:18:05.439 to just see what makes you happy and fuck anyone 0:18:05.440 --> 0:18:07.639 that says anything different. It's just a bit of a 0:18:07.760 --> 0:18:09.840 Like this year, I actually said that this year is 0:18:09.840 --> 0:18:12.560 about myself and putting myself first, and I feel like 0:18:12.560 --> 0:18:15.320 it has totally changed my outlook on everything. If I 0:18:15.320 --> 0:18:17.880 don't want to do something, I'm not fucking doing it. 0:18:18.040 --> 0:18:21.000 So it's like, Oh, I have a prior commitment, I'm 0:18:21.000 --> 0:18:23.040 meant to go to dinner. Oh but I'm tired. Oh 0:18:23.119 --> 0:18:25.840 I'm going to cancel. And it might be rude, it 0:18:25.920 --> 0:18:28.199 might be, but I'm like, I'm putting myself first this 0:18:28.280 --> 0:18:31.000 year and doing things that make me happy and make 0:18:31.080 --> 0:18:33.240 me feel fulfilled. And I feel like it maybe has 0:18:33.640 --> 0:18:38.520 really helped me have that IDGAF boss vibe. So that's 0:18:38.560 --> 0:18:40.480 what you need to do. Just prioritize yourself. 0:18:40.760 --> 0:18:43.680 How did you get into social media slush influencing? 0:18:44.640 --> 0:18:48.280 It was never even something I considered. I'm so glad 0:18:48.400 --> 0:18:50.960 that my life has panned out the way it has, 0:18:51.040 --> 0:18:53.600 but I think I was just posting on TikTok for fun. 0:18:53.720 --> 0:18:57.080 This was twenty twenty maybe late twenty twenty two. I 0:18:57.119 --> 0:18:59.760 think it was November or December. I posted maybe four 0:18:59.800 --> 0:19:02.320 of five little videos of my friends, and then I 0:19:02.440 --> 0:19:05.200 had one video I was in Gold Coast with my friend. 0:19:05.200 --> 0:19:08.400 It was a transition video of me fake vomiting into 0:19:08.440 --> 0:19:10.600 a toilet and coming up with my makeup all did 0:19:11.320 --> 0:19:14.119