1 00:00:00,440 --> 00:00:02,840 Speaker 1: I just need you guys to hear me out because 2 00:00:02,920 --> 00:00:05,000 Speaker 1: I don't regret getting my nose off. I don't feel 3 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:11,120 Speaker 1: like it made me feel more like myself. Hi, guys, 4 00:00:11,200 --> 00:00:14,440 Speaker 1: it is i Isy Armitage and welcome to hear me out. 5 00:00:15,080 --> 00:00:17,480 Speaker 1: I've got my own buck. What the hell are you home? 6 00:00:17,760 --> 00:00:21,360 Speaker 1: So I'm actually nervous, like I need a glass of wine. 7 00:00:21,480 --> 00:00:24,720 Speaker 1: But we're gonna get through it together, guys. Obviously, it's 8 00:00:24,760 --> 00:00:27,479 Speaker 1: such a different process to what I had before. You 9 00:00:27,520 --> 00:00:30,960 Speaker 1: guys may know me from Just for Girls. It was 10 00:00:30,960 --> 00:00:33,880 Speaker 1: a podcast I did with Sam for maybe two and 11 00:00:33,920 --> 00:00:36,680 Speaker 1: a half years, which was huge, and it was fun 12 00:00:36,720 --> 00:00:38,880 Speaker 1: and it was amazing and we learned so many things. 13 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:41,879 Speaker 1: But I think just as time went on, you know, 14 00:00:42,080 --> 00:00:44,360 Speaker 1: things change. We're in different stages of our life, and 15 00:00:44,400 --> 00:00:47,280 Speaker 1: we both thought, you know, why not make our own shows. 16 00:00:47,280 --> 00:00:50,000 Speaker 1: So I guess that's what we're doing now. So this 17 00:00:50,080 --> 00:00:53,040 Speaker 1: is my show. Hear me out. Some people may say 18 00:00:53,120 --> 00:00:56,800 Speaker 1: I am a slightly opinionated person, and it's more just 19 00:00:56,840 --> 00:00:59,800 Speaker 1: about being honest and open and hearing everyone's stories, hearing 20 00:00:59,800 --> 00:01:03,200 Speaker 1: my stories. You guys are always so amazing on Just 21 00:01:03,240 --> 00:01:07,440 Speaker 1: for Girls, submitting and giving us all your juicy gossip, 22 00:01:07,600 --> 00:01:10,240 Speaker 1: and I just want to want everything to just be 23 00:01:10,319 --> 00:01:13,840 Speaker 1: open and honest on here and like a best friend chat. 24 00:01:14,000 --> 00:01:16,600 Speaker 1: And that's what we're doing today. And let's be real, guys, 25 00:01:16,800 --> 00:01:19,200 Speaker 1: I love the gossip. If you don't like gossip, you're lying. 26 00:01:20,200 --> 00:01:21,679 Speaker 1: So I just wanted to create a space where we 27 00:01:21,680 --> 00:01:25,199 Speaker 1: could all chat and yap and gossip and hang out together. 28 00:01:25,240 --> 00:01:28,160 Speaker 1: So that's what this is. I feel like I'm like 29 00:01:28,319 --> 00:01:31,360 Speaker 1: shaking like a leaf, but you guys know me, and 30 00:01:31,560 --> 00:01:33,800 Speaker 1: we'll get through it. I feel like first episode is 31 00:01:33,840 --> 00:01:36,640 Speaker 1: always going to be a bit intimidating, but it will 32 00:01:36,720 --> 00:01:38,759 Speaker 1: run what it's kind of going to be about. Obviously, 33 00:01:38,840 --> 00:01:42,680 Speaker 1: I'll have guests on ideally, you know, maybe every second episode, 34 00:01:42,680 --> 00:01:44,679 Speaker 1: so as you, guys, if you see someone that you 35 00:01:44,720 --> 00:01:48,240 Speaker 1: want me to have on, please my dms always open. 36 00:01:48,760 --> 00:01:51,000 Speaker 1: The dms on hear Me Out will always be open. 37 00:01:51,280 --> 00:01:53,720 Speaker 1: The Instagram is called to hear me Out with Izzy, 38 00:01:54,360 --> 00:01:58,080 Speaker 1: So get on there and submit everything. We'll be doing stories, dilemmas, 39 00:01:58,720 --> 00:02:01,840 Speaker 1: all your submissions, secrets. We're gonna do a bunch of 40 00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:06,720 Speaker 1: new different segments. It's gonna be fun and great and lighthearted. Obviously, 41 00:02:06,760 --> 00:02:10,960 Speaker 1: I'm not a political genius or I don't know all 42 00:02:10,960 --> 00:02:12,639 Speaker 1: the info in the world, so take everything I say 43 00:02:12,639 --> 00:02:15,120 Speaker 1: with a grain of salt. It's just a bit of fun, guys. 44 00:02:15,639 --> 00:02:19,120 Speaker 1: So where the name came from. Hear me out. In 45 00:02:19,160 --> 00:02:21,080 Speaker 1: my mind, it's like a hot take. So it's like 46 00:02:21,480 --> 00:02:23,840 Speaker 1: start of every episode, we're starting with a hear me out, 47 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:27,800 Speaker 1: a hot take. And as you guys know, I've just 48 00:02:27,840 --> 00:02:29,760 Speaker 1: had a nose job. So I just need you guys 49 00:02:29,840 --> 00:02:32,519 Speaker 1: to hear me out because I don't regret getting my 50 00:02:32,639 --> 00:02:34,440 Speaker 1: nose job and don't feel like it made me feel 51 00:02:34,480 --> 00:02:38,360 Speaker 1: more like myself. I've always been someone that is open 52 00:02:38,400 --> 00:02:41,720 Speaker 1: and honest online about procedures or anything I get done. 53 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:44,359 Speaker 1: I feel like that is so important in today's day 54 00:02:44,360 --> 00:02:47,400 Speaker 1: and age. I feel like it is so important to 55 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:50,600 Speaker 1: be honest when you have young viewers and everyone about 56 00:02:50,639 --> 00:02:53,320 Speaker 1: things you're getting done. It's not a lie, but it's 57 00:02:53,360 --> 00:02:56,839 Speaker 1: also not promoting doing it. And I feel like I've 58 00:02:56,840 --> 00:02:59,280 Speaker 1: wanted it my whole life and I finally got it, 59 00:02:59,320 --> 00:03:02,120 Speaker 1: and it makes me feel more confident, more like myself. 60 00:03:02,160 --> 00:03:04,080 Speaker 1: You know. I just feel like my face now matches 61 00:03:04,120 --> 00:03:07,280 Speaker 1: my vibe and that's what I wanted. So it's not about, 62 00:03:07,320 --> 00:03:11,360 Speaker 1: you know, changing every nitpicking and you know, curating yourself 63 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:13,920 Speaker 1: to that perfect person. But if it makes you feel 64 00:03:13,919 --> 00:03:15,720 Speaker 1: more like yourself and it makes you feel more confident, 65 00:03:15,760 --> 00:03:20,280 Speaker 1: I am all for little changes to yourself with the 66 00:03:20,400 --> 00:03:23,360 Speaker 1: nose job. There is a certain aspect of addressing it 67 00:03:23,400 --> 00:03:27,640 Speaker 1: online that I do worry that it comes across as promoting. 68 00:03:28,400 --> 00:03:30,280 Speaker 1: That's obviously not how I look at it and not 69 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:33,120 Speaker 1: my aim at all. Surgery is a huge deal, and 70 00:03:33,720 --> 00:03:36,040 Speaker 1: it's something that I would never recommend doing unless it's 71 00:03:36,080 --> 00:03:39,880 Speaker 1: for anyone but yourself. So just bear that in mind 72 00:03:39,920 --> 00:03:42,240 Speaker 1: when I talk about it. I don't want young girls 73 00:03:42,280 --> 00:03:43,840 Speaker 1: to be like, oh my god, she's gotten a nose 74 00:03:43,920 --> 00:03:45,760 Speaker 1: job vibe. I want to go get a nose job. 75 00:03:46,120 --> 00:03:47,880 Speaker 1: If it's something that feels right for you at that 76 00:03:47,960 --> 00:03:50,440 Speaker 1: stage of your life and you're comfortable and you want 77 00:03:50,440 --> 00:03:51,880 Speaker 1: to get it and you're excited for it and it's 78 00:03:51,920 --> 00:03:56,160 Speaker 1: only for you, then absolutely, But I definitely don't want 79 00:03:56,200 --> 00:03:58,320 Speaker 1: it to come across like I'm like, guys, my nose 80 00:03:58,400 --> 00:03:59,760 Speaker 1: job and me, if you're really good, everyone go go, 81 00:04:00,640 --> 00:04:05,120 Speaker 1: because that's not the case, and it actually is more 82 00:04:05,480 --> 00:04:08,240 Speaker 1: I'd say it's more confronting than my boob job. I 83 00:04:08,280 --> 00:04:12,840 Speaker 1: have my boobs on as well, Slagh. But it's definitely 84 00:04:12,880 --> 00:04:16,880 Speaker 1: a different process because it's your face, and your face 85 00:04:16,960 --> 00:04:19,960 Speaker 1: is something you look at every single day, many times 86 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:22,080 Speaker 1: a day. If you're a leo, I look at my 87 00:04:22,160 --> 00:04:26,560 Speaker 1: face the fucking time, but it now looks slightly different. 88 00:04:26,600 --> 00:04:29,920 Speaker 1: And I know a lot of people because I've been 89 00:04:30,240 --> 00:04:32,080 Speaker 1: talking about those jobs and searching it up so much 90 00:04:32,120 --> 00:04:34,080 Speaker 1: on my TikTok. It's pretty well like what my whole 91 00:04:34,160 --> 00:04:36,839 Speaker 1: for You page is, and the amount of people that 92 00:04:36,920 --> 00:04:39,640 Speaker 1: say the recovery process the hardest part about it was 93 00:04:39,760 --> 00:04:42,320 Speaker 1: the fact that they had like three weeks where they 94 00:04:42,360 --> 00:04:44,640 Speaker 1: just didn't feel like themselves because they didn't look like 95 00:04:44,680 --> 00:04:48,600 Speaker 1: themselves and your nose, it will only get better with time. 96 00:04:48,680 --> 00:04:51,200 Speaker 1: So I feel like, yes, I just got my cast 97 00:04:51,200 --> 00:04:53,200 Speaker 1: off two days ago and I am pretty happy with 98 00:04:53,200 --> 00:04:56,680 Speaker 1: how it looks, but it will change so much. But 99 00:04:57,200 --> 00:04:58,599 Speaker 1: when I wake up in the morning, I'm like, what 100 00:04:58,720 --> 00:05:01,360 Speaker 1: the fuck like? It is a very confronting situation because 101 00:05:01,360 --> 00:05:03,080 Speaker 1: your face looks different to what you've always known it 102 00:05:03,080 --> 00:05:05,800 Speaker 1: to look like. So it's not for the lighthearted or 103 00:05:05,839 --> 00:05:08,360 Speaker 1: a quick, little spur of the moment decision. I would 104 00:05:08,360 --> 00:05:11,919 Speaker 1: recommend anyone making so that's my hear me out guys. 105 00:05:12,360 --> 00:05:14,640 Speaker 1: So as you guys know, your hear me outs and 106 00:05:14,680 --> 00:05:17,799 Speaker 1: your opinions are very important to me, and we're gonna 107 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:20,120 Speaker 1: be listening to a lot of those throughout the episodes, 108 00:05:20,160 --> 00:05:23,240 Speaker 1: and I'm going to be reacting to your biggest hot 109 00:05:23,279 --> 00:05:26,920 Speaker 1: takes hear me out. So if you have interesting or 110 00:05:26,960 --> 00:05:30,160 Speaker 1: controversial opinions on anything, just send them through because we're 111 00:05:30,160 --> 00:05:31,720 Speaker 1: going to be running through a lot of those every 112 00:05:31,720 --> 00:05:34,640 Speaker 1: episode and that will just be an open forum always. 113 00:05:34,720 --> 00:05:36,599 Speaker 1: I want you guys to feel like anytime you have 114 00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:38,640 Speaker 1: a story or a hear me out, send it on 115 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:44,040 Speaker 1: through and we'll read it out in the pod. Let's 116 00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:47,440 Speaker 1: get into No's jobs. I've had so many questions. I've 117 00:05:47,440 --> 00:05:49,560 Speaker 1: posted a couple of videos, but you guys are so 118 00:05:49,720 --> 00:05:53,039 Speaker 1: curious on the ins and outs and the details on 119 00:05:53,320 --> 00:05:56,360 Speaker 1: that procedure. So we're gonna talk about that. How it 120 00:05:56,360 --> 00:05:58,400 Speaker 1: all went down. I have one of my nose down 121 00:05:58,440 --> 00:06:01,080 Speaker 1: my whole life. A lot of people were like why, Like, 122 00:06:01,680 --> 00:06:03,680 Speaker 1: my nose is fine, My nose was fine, Like there 123 00:06:03,720 --> 00:06:08,120 Speaker 1: was nothing particularly horrible about it. It was I had 124 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:10,679 Speaker 1: a deviated septum. I couldn't breathe out of one side. 125 00:06:11,040 --> 00:06:14,280 Speaker 1: I also got my turbinites reduced in one side because 126 00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:17,159 Speaker 1: it's like a gland higher up in your nose and 127 00:06:17,200 --> 00:06:22,880 Speaker 1: it was blocking my whole other nostril. The word nostril sick. 128 00:06:23,720 --> 00:06:27,200 Speaker 1: So they straightened my septum and shrunk those so I 129 00:06:27,240 --> 00:06:29,800 Speaker 1: can breathe and they at the same time. While obviously 130 00:06:29,839 --> 00:06:32,960 Speaker 1: I'm in there, I had a favorite side and my 131 00:06:33,080 --> 00:06:36,240 Speaker 1: other side because of the septum pushed outwards and kind 132 00:06:36,240 --> 00:06:40,200 Speaker 1: of hooked over. I wanted that fixed, so they did 133 00:06:40,240 --> 00:06:43,480 Speaker 1: shave it down a little bit. But everything, the swelling 134 00:06:43,520 --> 00:06:46,800 Speaker 1: and everything will go down the tip well drop. But 135 00:06:47,000 --> 00:06:50,080 Speaker 1: the process of one of my nose. Everyone asked how 136 00:06:50,080 --> 00:06:54,640 Speaker 1: I picked the surgeon. I went to my GP and 137 00:06:54,680 --> 00:06:57,680 Speaker 1: they recommended someone for me, and it was actually someone 138 00:06:57,720 --> 00:07:00,720 Speaker 1: that one of my girlfriends had gotten their boobs done 139 00:07:00,760 --> 00:07:03,320 Speaker 1: with him. But he's more renowned for rhino plastis and 140 00:07:03,480 --> 00:07:04,960 Speaker 1: he was a bit of a one and done for me. 141 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:07,400 Speaker 1: That was the same with my boobs. I met with them. 142 00:07:07,520 --> 00:07:10,720 Speaker 1: I think you just need to feel comfortable. I'd say 143 00:07:10,720 --> 00:07:14,080 Speaker 1: a good way to pick a surgeon for rhino plastis 144 00:07:14,120 --> 00:07:17,360 Speaker 1: if they're quite well versed in revision rhino plasties. It 145 00:07:17,400 --> 00:07:19,720 Speaker 1: means they're usually quite good at the basic ones too, 146 00:07:20,160 --> 00:07:22,080 Speaker 1: because if they can do the hard ones, they're really 147 00:07:22,080 --> 00:07:25,640 Speaker 1: good at the easy ones. So his name was Andrew Greensmith. 148 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:28,440 Speaker 1: He was amazing. I would recommend him so highly. You know, 149 00:07:28,600 --> 00:07:31,320 Speaker 1: I think what kind of hooked me is if anyone 150 00:07:31,360 --> 00:07:35,000 Speaker 1: grew up in my like my age vibe Like do 151 00:07:35,040 --> 00:07:37,800 Speaker 1: you know Trishna and Krishna they're conjoined twins. 152 00:07:38,320 --> 00:07:40,760 Speaker 2: No, the ones that speak at the same time. 153 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:43,400 Speaker 1: No, they were like babies when we were growing up 154 00:07:43,440 --> 00:07:46,640 Speaker 1: and they're like conjoined twins and they got separated when 155 00:07:46,640 --> 00:07:49,200 Speaker 1: we were younger. But I remember hearing about it. He 156 00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:51,640 Speaker 1: did like the first cut on them and was the 157 00:07:51,800 --> 00:07:54,600 Speaker 1: like E and T on that surgery. No way, Yes, 158 00:07:54,720 --> 00:07:57,040 Speaker 1: I'm like, he's good, So I went with him. He 159 00:07:57,160 --> 00:08:00,520 Speaker 1: was amazing. I also didn't realize until when I was 160 00:08:01,200 --> 00:08:04,560 Speaker 1: in my little hospital bed with my gown and cap on. 161 00:08:04,640 --> 00:08:06,560 Speaker 1: He came over to talk to me. He does I 162 00:08:06,560 --> 00:08:09,560 Speaker 1: think it's an ultrasonic rhinoplasty or something like that, And 163 00:08:09,640 --> 00:08:11,920 Speaker 1: instead of using like hammer and chiesel vibes or they 164 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:14,720 Speaker 1: like break your nose, it's like a machine that vibrates 165 00:08:15,080 --> 00:08:18,960 Speaker 1: high frequencies and that's the machine you used to shave 166 00:08:19,000 --> 00:08:21,480 Speaker 1: the bone down, which I think is why I ended 167 00:08:21,560 --> 00:08:23,600 Speaker 1: up with so little bruising and so little swelling is 168 00:08:23,600 --> 00:08:26,240 Speaker 1: because it was a lot less traumatic to my face 169 00:08:27,040 --> 00:08:30,040 Speaker 1: because of this new technology. So I'd say, if you 170 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:33,400 Speaker 1: can find someone that operates using that is a good time. 171 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:36,680 Speaker 1: I would obviously recommend going to a doctor first, a 172 00:08:36,760 --> 00:08:39,360 Speaker 1: GP and talking to them about the procedure. They know 173 00:08:39,600 --> 00:08:42,480 Speaker 1: people that are highly regarded, They can recommend it. They 174 00:08:42,480 --> 00:08:45,640 Speaker 1: can also be like babe, talk you off the ledge sometimes. 175 00:08:46,120 --> 00:08:49,200 Speaker 1: But it is now actually in new laws essential to 176 00:08:49,200 --> 00:08:51,880 Speaker 1: get a referral from a GP before you do meet 177 00:08:51,920 --> 00:08:56,360 Speaker 1: with a surgeon, so for a rhinoplasty, so just FYI 178 00:08:56,559 --> 00:08:58,160 Speaker 1: it's something you're looking into, you do need to go 179 00:08:58,160 --> 00:08:59,440 Speaker 1: to a doctor first. But I think it was a 180 00:08:59,440 --> 00:09:01,720 Speaker 1: helpful part of process for me to be able to 181 00:09:01,720 --> 00:09:04,520 Speaker 1: talk it out with someone versus just me being like, fuck, yeah, 182 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:06,120 Speaker 1: I want to get my nose done. Let's go look 183 00:09:06,160 --> 00:09:08,720 Speaker 1: at a before and after. But so I met with 184 00:09:08,760 --> 00:09:11,120 Speaker 1: the doctor and there was like they created this three 185 00:09:11,200 --> 00:09:13,840 Speaker 1: D scan of my face. I didn't really go in 186 00:09:13,880 --> 00:09:16,280 Speaker 1: with a lot of inspo because what's so important to 187 00:09:16,280 --> 00:09:18,480 Speaker 1: know is you might want to Barbie little button nose, 188 00:09:18,520 --> 00:09:20,760 Speaker 1: but that might not look best on your face. And 189 00:09:20,840 --> 00:09:24,600 Speaker 1: I think I knew that those cute little noses like 190 00:09:24,600 --> 00:09:27,480 Speaker 1: a Madison ber Nos or a Sydney kimberly Nos, like 191 00:09:28,080 --> 00:09:29,560 Speaker 1: that's not going to look good on my face because 192 00:09:29,559 --> 00:09:31,920 Speaker 1: I've got like quite prominent I've got like quite a 193 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:33,880 Speaker 1: round face. Anyway, I have a teeny little nose in 194 00:09:33,880 --> 00:09:36,760 Speaker 1: the middle. It wouldn't look good like Sam's nose is 195 00:09:36,760 --> 00:09:39,040 Speaker 1: the best nose ever. If that went on my face, 196 00:09:39,080 --> 00:09:42,520 Speaker 1: I would look stupid, you know. So I kind of 197 00:09:42,520 --> 00:09:44,360 Speaker 1: more just told him what I didn't like about my 198 00:09:44,440 --> 00:09:47,120 Speaker 1: nose and things I liked about other people's noses, and 199 00:09:47,160 --> 00:09:50,320 Speaker 1: he like used the computer program to kind of adjust 200 00:09:50,360 --> 00:09:52,280 Speaker 1: my nose and show me a before and after, and 201 00:09:52,320 --> 00:09:55,040 Speaker 1: it was so minimal in the photos. But I didn't 202 00:09:55,080 --> 00:09:58,280 Speaker 1: ever want a huge change. And I think once all 203 00:09:58,320 --> 00:10:00,440 Speaker 1: the swelling and everything goes down, people, oh, I don't 204 00:10:00,440 --> 00:10:02,280 Speaker 1: see much of a difference. I didn't want much of 205 00:10:02,320 --> 00:10:05,640 Speaker 1: a difference. I just wanted my little hook to be 206 00:10:05,960 --> 00:10:09,040 Speaker 1: not a hook anymore. So anyway, everything's good. I found 207 00:10:09,040 --> 00:10:11,320 Speaker 1: out I liked him, I was comfortable with him. And 208 00:10:11,360 --> 00:10:13,480 Speaker 1: then I booked in the surgery and it was like, 209 00:10:13,720 --> 00:10:15,640 Speaker 1: people ask how long you have to wait? I think 210 00:10:16,720 --> 00:10:21,040 Speaker 1: mine was maybe three months. So my I would always 211 00:10:21,040 --> 00:10:23,559 Speaker 1: recommend having a family member or someone there to look 212 00:10:23,559 --> 00:10:25,840 Speaker 1: after you. My mum and sister were both away and 213 00:10:25,880 --> 00:10:27,839 Speaker 1: I lived with my sister. And the reason I say 214 00:10:27,920 --> 00:10:29,199 Speaker 1: my mum is because last time, when I got my 215 00:10:29,240 --> 00:10:32,120 Speaker 1: boobs done, I moved in with my mum. But boobs 216 00:10:32,160 --> 00:10:34,160 Speaker 1: is different because I couldn't lift my arm, so I 217 00:10:34,160 --> 00:10:36,160 Speaker 1: couldn't even really get into bed on my own. I 218 00:10:36,200 --> 00:10:40,160 Speaker 1: couldn't fluff my feelings, I couldn't cook, I couldn't do anything. 219 00:10:40,200 --> 00:10:42,480 Speaker 1: I couldn't even brush my hair, so I needed to 220 00:10:42,520 --> 00:10:44,199 Speaker 1: live with mom. I lived with Mum for two weeks. 221 00:10:44,800 --> 00:10:48,319 Speaker 1: This time, my best friend legs older sister in Nushka. 222 00:10:48,440 --> 00:10:49,880 Speaker 1: She was the one that drove me to and from 223 00:10:49,880 --> 00:10:53,319 Speaker 1: the hospital. She basically just made me lunch like the 224 00:10:53,440 --> 00:10:55,600 Speaker 1: day after and I froze it. And then from then 225 00:10:55,640 --> 00:10:58,040 Speaker 1: on I really didn't have any help and I didn't 226 00:10:58,040 --> 00:11:00,560 Speaker 1: need it, like she was obviously great and was offering 227 00:11:00,600 --> 00:11:04,080 Speaker 1: me help. But you can do everything normally with your nose, 228 00:11:04,200 --> 00:11:07,200 Speaker 1: like I wouldn't worry. I feel like everyone scares you online. 229 00:11:07,640 --> 00:11:10,560 Speaker 1: I was a normal, functioning human being pretty well straight away. 230 00:11:11,000 --> 00:11:13,440 Speaker 1: So I get to the hospital. The shit is fart 231 00:11:13,440 --> 00:11:15,280 Speaker 1: about it for me is that you can't drink any water. 232 00:11:15,760 --> 00:11:18,360 Speaker 1: My appointment was in the afternoon at like three, so 233 00:11:18,480 --> 00:11:22,520 Speaker 1: I had to fast before from twelve from midnight the 234 00:11:22,600 --> 00:11:26,319 Speaker 1: night before, so I just slept in and then when 235 00:11:26,320 --> 00:11:28,240 Speaker 1: I woke up, I'm like, I need fucking water. But 236 00:11:28,280 --> 00:11:30,280 Speaker 1: you can't drink water like you think. It doesn't make 237 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:31,760 Speaker 1: a bet, it's not gonna be a big deal, but 238 00:11:31,800 --> 00:11:35,640 Speaker 1: it's about like when you're under you can't it could 239 00:11:35,640 --> 00:11:37,480 Speaker 1: like run back up your throat and like you could 240 00:11:37,520 --> 00:11:39,760 Speaker 1: toke on it or something. So basically, don't drink or 241 00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:42,040 Speaker 1: eat if they tell you not to. I got to 242 00:11:42,120 --> 00:11:44,480 Speaker 1: the hospital. They put me in a room and then 243 00:11:44,840 --> 00:11:47,400 Speaker 1: I had about an hour. They changed me into my 244 00:11:47,480 --> 00:11:51,360 Speaker 1: little gown, my compression socks, and my cap and then 245 00:11:51,400 --> 00:11:54,960 Speaker 1: they wheeled me through the hospital, which was a humiliation 246 00:11:55,080 --> 00:11:58,000 Speaker 1: ritually if I could ever, Like people were just walking 247 00:11:58,040 --> 00:12:01,040 Speaker 1: through the hospital and I'm lying in bed being wheeled 248 00:12:01,040 --> 00:12:04,360 Speaker 1: with a fucking shower cap on. It was hell. And 249 00:12:04,400 --> 00:12:06,200 Speaker 1: then they took me into a room and it was 250 00:12:06,240 --> 00:12:08,400 Speaker 1: actually so busy. There were all these different bays of 251 00:12:08,440 --> 00:12:10,760 Speaker 1: people lying there who were obviously like prepping for surgery. 252 00:12:10,800 --> 00:12:13,440 Speaker 1: And I was like, I like toe to toe in 253 00:12:13,440 --> 00:12:15,640 Speaker 1: these beds, like staring right at this old man who 254 00:12:15,720 --> 00:12:16,960 Speaker 1: was like trying to talk to me, and it was 255 00:12:17,480 --> 00:12:19,480 Speaker 1: so fucking awkward. And I looked at the chick behind me, 256 00:12:19,480 --> 00:12:20,840 Speaker 1: and I was like, can you move me ever so 257 00:12:20,960 --> 00:12:23,840 Speaker 1: slightly because this is so awkward. She was like a 258 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:25,440 Speaker 1: young girl my age, and she was really nice, and 259 00:12:25,440 --> 00:12:27,400 Speaker 1: she just like moved me around, wheeled me into a bay. 260 00:12:28,120 --> 00:12:30,000 Speaker 1: You obviously don't have your phone, So I was twiddling 261 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:35,360 Speaker 1: my thumbs for like forty minutes. And then the anesthesiologist, anethetist, 262 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:37,640 Speaker 1: someone needs to confirm that for me, because I don't 263 00:12:37,679 --> 00:12:39,400 Speaker 1: know the best way. I don't know how to what 264 00:12:39,440 --> 00:12:43,160 Speaker 1: that's called. They came and spoke to me. Then the 265 00:12:43,200 --> 00:12:46,520 Speaker 1: surgeon came and spoke to me, and then they injected 266 00:12:46,559 --> 00:12:49,040 Speaker 1: me with something to calm me down. I get really, 267 00:12:49,120 --> 00:12:52,960 Speaker 1: really sick on anesthesia, so I had to preface that. 268 00:12:53,040 --> 00:12:56,000 Speaker 1: They gave me anti nausea meds and everything. That's honestly 269 00:12:56,000 --> 00:12:57,520 Speaker 1: the worst part of the whole surgery for me is 270 00:12:57,559 --> 00:13:00,480 Speaker 1: how sick I feel when I wake up, and yeah, 271 00:13:00,520 --> 00:13:02,520 Speaker 1: this time was no fucking different. It was hell on 272 00:13:02,559 --> 00:13:05,400 Speaker 1: a stick. So they wheeled me into the operating theater 273 00:13:05,480 --> 00:13:07,160 Speaker 1: and this time I actually was like, oh, wake when 274 00:13:07,280 --> 00:13:08,600 Speaker 1: they put me in the theater, and I was like 275 00:13:08,640 --> 00:13:11,679 Speaker 1: talking to all the people around me, telling them about 276 00:13:11,679 --> 00:13:16,120 Speaker 1: my fun little experience in America with the police and 277 00:13:15,640 --> 00:13:19,400 Speaker 1: the guns and all that fun stuff. They're like, who 278 00:13:19,520 --> 00:13:22,360 Speaker 1: is this fish? Shut the fuck up. They put the 279 00:13:22,400 --> 00:13:24,440 Speaker 1: anesthesia over my mouth and knocked me out, and then 280 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:27,079 Speaker 1: it's so weird. I just like wake up a couple 281 00:13:27,679 --> 00:13:30,360 Speaker 1: like seconds later, and I've got a new nose. But 282 00:13:31,320 --> 00:13:34,360 Speaker 1: I remember how I felt after my boobs and I 283 00:13:34,679 --> 00:13:37,920 Speaker 1: was so sick and I needed food like immediately. So 284 00:13:37,960 --> 00:13:39,760 Speaker 1: when I woke up and I kind of gained my 285 00:13:40,800 --> 00:13:43,520 Speaker 1: mind again, I was like, I need food. I need sandwiches. 286 00:13:43,559 --> 00:13:45,800 Speaker 1: I need those homdwiches, sandwiches that they have at hospitals, 287 00:13:45,840 --> 00:13:48,600 Speaker 1: like I need cubs now. And the lady's like, oh, 288 00:13:48,640 --> 00:13:50,320 Speaker 1: we'll get your food when you get back to your room, 289 00:13:50,920 --> 00:13:53,439 Speaker 1: and I'm like, when will that be? She goes about 290 00:13:53,480 --> 00:13:57,040 Speaker 1: an hour an hour that will be the longest fucking 291 00:13:57,080 --> 00:13:59,600 Speaker 1: hour of my life, and it was. She gave me 292 00:13:59,760 --> 00:14:02,640 Speaker 1: a lie. I started crying Jamian icey bowl, a lemonade 293 00:14:02,679 --> 00:14:05,959 Speaker 1: icey bowl, and I was sitting there with my bolster 294 00:14:06,080 --> 00:14:08,760 Speaker 1: on and my cast on, crying while I was looking 295 00:14:08,840 --> 00:14:12,720 Speaker 1: a little lemonade icy pole. And finally she brought me 296 00:14:12,760 --> 00:14:15,000 Speaker 1: back to my room and I was still feeling so sick, 297 00:14:15,640 --> 00:14:19,040 Speaker 1: and then I ate little halm and trees sandwiches, passed 298 00:14:19,040 --> 00:14:21,560 Speaker 1: the fuck out, and then when I woke up, I 299 00:14:21,640 --> 00:14:25,520 Speaker 1: just read Zodiac Academy until five am, and then I 300 00:14:25,520 --> 00:14:27,600 Speaker 1: woke up the next time, I went home, and yeah, 301 00:14:27,760 --> 00:14:30,360 Speaker 1: that was honestly. Being in the hospital and after waiting 302 00:14:30,360 --> 00:14:32,400 Speaker 1: for the anesthesia to wear off was the worst part 303 00:14:32,400 --> 00:14:35,800 Speaker 1: of the process for me. Pain levels pretty fucking low. 304 00:14:36,280 --> 00:14:39,200 Speaker 1: Like I know, it seems really scary, but I wasn't 305 00:14:39,240 --> 00:14:42,720 Speaker 1: in any pain pretty well the whole time, so it 306 00:14:42,800 --> 00:14:46,120 Speaker 1: was good. I just had to clean it rest a lot. 307 00:14:46,360 --> 00:14:48,400 Speaker 1: Sleeping was the hardest thing for me, because you have 308 00:14:48,440 --> 00:14:50,680 Speaker 1: to sleep relatively upright for the first couple of days, 309 00:14:50,720 --> 00:14:55,120 Speaker 1: and they don't recommend taking any sleeping meds because you're 310 00:14:55,160 --> 00:14:57,680 Speaker 1: adjusting to breathing out of your mouth, and I know 311 00:14:57,760 --> 00:14:59,840 Speaker 1: that's something that I struggled with like i'd wake myself up. 312 00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:02,240 Speaker 1: I was realizing that, like I would just close my 313 00:15:02,280 --> 00:15:03,800 Speaker 1: mouth and try and breathe out of my nose, and 314 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:08,920 Speaker 1: there's no airflow there, so you're basically dying. But yeah, 315 00:15:08,960 --> 00:15:11,200 Speaker 1: sleeping was the shit as far and the anesthesia. Other 316 00:15:11,240 --> 00:15:13,400 Speaker 1: than that, I think I had a pretty smooth recovery. 317 00:15:14,280 --> 00:15:16,760 Speaker 1: I didn't really bruise, I didn't really swell. There are 318 00:15:16,760 --> 00:15:18,720 Speaker 1: probably people looking at me that like had their eyes 319 00:15:18,720 --> 00:15:22,000 Speaker 1: swollen shut going fuck you, super bitch. But I was 320 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:26,000 Speaker 1: really lucky so cast came off. I had mine on 321 00:15:26,120 --> 00:15:28,360 Speaker 1: for fifteen days, which is quite long. A lot of 322 00:15:28,400 --> 00:15:31,200 Speaker 1: people get those off after one week, but I actually, 323 00:15:31,200 --> 00:15:33,440 Speaker 1: in the long run, I think I was glad because 324 00:15:33,440 --> 00:15:36,080 Speaker 1: that meant the swelling was able to subside quite a lot, 325 00:15:36,120 --> 00:15:38,480 Speaker 1: so it wasn't such a like, oh my god, my 326 00:15:38,560 --> 00:15:40,080 Speaker 1: nose is so fat and ugly. When I took the 327 00:15:40,120 --> 00:15:42,080 Speaker 1: cast off, it was like kind of calmed down a 328 00:15:42,080 --> 00:15:46,160 Speaker 1: bit by then anyway, And yeah, it's an adjustment. It's 329 00:15:46,160 --> 00:15:49,800 Speaker 1: crooked to one side, which is actually the other side 330 00:15:49,800 --> 00:15:52,120 Speaker 1: that it was crooked too prior to the surgery, which 331 00:15:52,160 --> 00:15:54,960 Speaker 1: is really fun. I have to do little nose exercises 332 00:15:55,040 --> 00:15:58,440 Speaker 1: and like push my tip over. But yeah, I think 333 00:15:58,480 --> 00:16:00,920 Speaker 1: it's just a waiting game now to get the spelling done. 334 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:04,800 Speaker 1: Everything but prices. A lot of you asked on my 335 00:16:05,040 --> 00:16:07,720 Speaker 1: You always ask her my TikTok about prices. I just 336 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:10,480 Speaker 1: wasn't really comfortable putting it in. I don't know why. 337 00:16:10,560 --> 00:16:12,800 Speaker 1: I feel like money is always just such a weird thing. 338 00:16:13,280 --> 00:16:17,160 Speaker 1: I paid twenty two grand, but because I had a 339 00:16:17,200 --> 00:16:21,000 Speaker 1: septoplasty and the terminite reduction that is covered under Medicare, 340 00:16:21,040 --> 00:16:24,080 Speaker 1: so I will be getting money back, which takes a 341 00:16:24,120 --> 00:16:25,720 Speaker 1: couple of weeks to come in, so right now, I'm 342 00:16:25,760 --> 00:16:27,920 Speaker 1: not sure exactly how much out of pocket I will 343 00:16:27,920 --> 00:16:29,520 Speaker 1: be at the end of it. I'll let you know 344 00:16:29,560 --> 00:16:32,760 Speaker 1: once that money comes in. But yeah, it's it's expensive 345 00:16:32,800 --> 00:16:36,360 Speaker 1: because he's renowned and he's great, and I think when 346 00:16:36,400 --> 00:16:38,960 Speaker 1: it comes to plastic surgery, honestly, you'd rather just spend 347 00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:41,000 Speaker 1: the money because it's your face and it's your body, 348 00:16:41,040 --> 00:16:43,880 Speaker 1: and you'd rather it be done well. But so far, 349 00:16:44,000 --> 00:16:46,920 Speaker 1: so good, Happy days. I'll update you of anything changes. 350 00:16:47,400 --> 00:16:49,600 Speaker 1: I just can't wait for my spelling to subside and 351 00:16:49,640 --> 00:16:53,160 Speaker 1: my notes will looks snatched and hot, So yeah, slay 352 00:16:55,320 --> 00:16:58,360 Speaker 1: all right, guys, I opened up a question box on 353 00:16:58,400 --> 00:17:01,200 Speaker 1: my story. I asked you guys to ask me some 354 00:17:01,360 --> 00:17:03,960 Speaker 1: questions just because I feel like this episode is also 355 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:06,280 Speaker 1: about getting it reacquainted with me or if I have 356 00:17:06,400 --> 00:17:09,239 Speaker 1: new listeners or anything like that. So I just got 357 00:17:09,280 --> 00:17:11,080 Speaker 1: you guys to ask me some questions. I told you 358 00:17:11,160 --> 00:17:14,199 Speaker 1: it was for a video, but it's for my secret podcast, 359 00:17:14,320 --> 00:17:17,199 Speaker 1: so let's get into some of those. So, guys, we 360 00:17:17,280 --> 00:17:20,760 Speaker 1: have Blakey, my producer. You guys, if you listen to 361 00:17:20,840 --> 00:17:23,679 Speaker 1: Just for Girls, you will know him. He's gonna just 362 00:17:23,720 --> 00:17:26,639 Speaker 1: ask me some of the questions. Oh, hi girl, congrats 363 00:17:26,720 --> 00:17:28,639 Speaker 1: a thank you, welcome to hear me out. 364 00:17:28,760 --> 00:17:30,760 Speaker 2: I'm going to jump straight into her, all right, how 365 00:17:30,760 --> 00:17:34,000 Speaker 2: do I achieve the IDGAF is the effect? 366 00:17:34,680 --> 00:17:36,800 Speaker 1: Oh? I feel like it's a fake it till you 367 00:17:36,840 --> 00:17:38,520 Speaker 1: make it kind of thing, Guys, If I'm being honest, 368 00:17:39,040 --> 00:17:41,880 Speaker 1: I definitely I'm sweet that you think that I did 369 00:17:41,960 --> 00:17:44,119 Speaker 1: have that kind of attitude. But there's so much like 370 00:17:44,160 --> 00:17:47,440 Speaker 1: I'm such an anxious person, and I feel like it's 371 00:17:47,520 --> 00:17:50,800 Speaker 1: really challenging to fully have that kind of attitude. I 372 00:17:50,880 --> 00:17:52,600 Speaker 1: just think what will be will be. I have the 373 00:17:52,600 --> 00:17:54,840 Speaker 1: people around me that love me and know me, and 374 00:17:55,520 --> 00:17:58,840 Speaker 1: I'm just trying to enjoy my young, twenty four year 375 00:17:58,840 --> 00:18:01,280 Speaker 1: old life, and why should I let anyone get in 376 00:18:01,320 --> 00:18:03,040 Speaker 1: the way of that. I just feel like you need 377 00:18:03,080 --> 00:18:05,439 Speaker 1: to just see what makes you happy and fuck anyone 378 00:18:05,440 --> 00:18:07,639 Speaker 1: that says anything different. It's just a bit of a 379 00:18:07,760 --> 00:18:09,840 Speaker 1: Like this year, I actually said that this year is 380 00:18:09,840 --> 00:18:12,560 Speaker 1: about myself and putting myself first, and I feel like 381 00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:15,320 Speaker 1: it has totally changed my outlook on everything. If I 382 00:18:15,320 --> 00:18:17,880 Speaker 1: don't want to do something, I'm not fucking doing it. 383 00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:21,000 Speaker 1: So it's like, Oh, I have a prior commitment, I'm 384 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:23,040 Speaker 1: meant to go to dinner. Oh but I'm tired. Oh 385 00:18:23,119 --> 00:18:25,840 Speaker 1: I'm going to cancel. And it might be rude, it 386 00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:28,199 Speaker 1: might be, but I'm like, I'm putting myself first this 387 00:18:28,280 --> 00:18:31,000 Speaker 1: year and doing things that make me happy and make 388 00:18:31,080 --> 00:18:33,240 Speaker 1: me feel fulfilled. And I feel like it maybe has 389 00:18:33,640 --> 00:18:38,520 Speaker 1: really helped me have that IDGAF boss vibe. So that's 390 00:18:38,560 --> 00:18:40,480 Speaker 1: what you need to do. Just prioritize yourself. 391 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:43,680 Speaker 2: How did you get into social media slush influencing? 392 00:18:44,640 --> 00:18:48,280 Speaker 1: It was never even something I considered. I'm so glad 393 00:18:48,400 --> 00:18:50,960 Speaker 1: that my life has panned out the way it has, 394 00:18:51,040 --> 00:18:53,600 Speaker 1: but I think I was just posting on TikTok for fun. 395 00:18:53,720 --> 00:18:57,080 Speaker 1: This was twenty twenty maybe late twenty twenty two. I 396 00:18:57,119 --> 00:18:59,760 Speaker 1: think it was November or December. I posted maybe four 397 00:18:59,800 --> 00:19:02,320 Speaker 1: of five little videos of my friends, and then I 398 00:19:02,440 --> 00:19:05,200 Speaker 1: had one video I was in Gold Coast with my friend. 399 00:19:05,200 --> 00:19:08,400 Speaker 1: It was a transition video of me fake vomiting into 400 00:19:08,440 --> 00:19:10,600 Speaker 1: a toilet and coming up with my makeup all did 401 00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:14,119 Speaker 1: and it got like one point eight million views, and 402 00:19:14,160 --> 00:19:17,800 Speaker 1: I was like, whoa, Like when you get that viral video, like, 403 00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:19,600 Speaker 1: I'm sure there's some of you around that have had 404 00:19:19,640 --> 00:19:21,600 Speaker 1: like a couple of those videos that do really well. 405 00:19:21,600 --> 00:19:23,360 Speaker 1: It's like, oh my god, this is the best tay ever. 406 00:19:24,520 --> 00:19:27,760 Speaker 1: But my manager, Claudia, i'd known her growing up through 407 00:19:28,400 --> 00:19:30,040 Speaker 1: Actually the girl looked after me when I got my 408 00:19:30,080 --> 00:19:33,639 Speaker 1: nose done Anushka. They were good friends, and so she 409 00:19:33,720 --> 00:19:35,520 Speaker 1: reached out through and was like, hey, I've been looking 410 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:37,520 Speaker 1: at your social media. I then had a couple videos 411 00:19:37,520 --> 00:19:39,959 Speaker 1: that got maybe thirty thousand views, and she was like, 412 00:19:40,040 --> 00:19:41,840 Speaker 1: I know you. I feel like you'd be great in 413 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:44,000 Speaker 1: this industry. Would it be something you would consider coming 414 00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:46,400 Speaker 1: in to have a meeting with me? And I actually, 415 00:19:46,480 --> 00:19:49,040 Speaker 1: funnily enough, had had a really really big night. The 416 00:19:49,160 --> 00:19:52,959 Speaker 1: night before that meeting was going to take place, and 417 00:19:53,040 --> 00:19:55,320 Speaker 1: I had a bit of a meltdown about it. I 418 00:19:55,359 --> 00:19:57,600 Speaker 1: was like, I don't want to I'm just enjoying social 419 00:19:57,640 --> 00:20:00,879 Speaker 1: media right now. I don't want to make it serious. 420 00:20:00,920 --> 00:20:02,600 Speaker 1: I don't want to make it work. I didn't want 421 00:20:02,600 --> 00:20:05,600 Speaker 1: things to change, not that I was really posting much 422 00:20:05,600 --> 00:20:08,040 Speaker 1: at all, but I just didn't really know I guess 423 00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:10,520 Speaker 1: how the industry ran, or know if I'd be good 424 00:20:10,520 --> 00:20:15,000 Speaker 1: for it, And with obviously the lingering anxiety, I was 425 00:20:15,080 --> 00:20:17,240 Speaker 1: concerned that it would not be the right fit for me. 426 00:20:17,440 --> 00:20:19,560 Speaker 1: And Mum was like, you got nothing to lose by 427 00:20:19,600 --> 00:20:22,480 Speaker 1: just going in and meeting with her. I met with Claudia, 428 00:20:22,560 --> 00:20:26,160 Speaker 1: my manager now and through the owner of One day Dream, 429 00:20:26,320 --> 00:20:28,760 Speaker 1: and they just made me feel so relaxed and settled 430 00:20:28,760 --> 00:20:31,919 Speaker 1: and were like, you really could be good at this, 431 00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:35,040 Speaker 1: like your personality shines through and why not just give 432 00:20:35,080 --> 00:20:38,440 Speaker 1: it a go. And I did and never looked back since. 433 00:20:39,160 --> 00:20:41,840 Speaker 1: Now I've been doing social media full time for I 434 00:20:41,840 --> 00:20:45,040 Speaker 1: think two years, and I couldn't be happier. Like I'm 435 00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:47,960 Speaker 1: very grateful and very very lucky that I have so 436 00:20:48,040 --> 00:20:51,000 Speaker 1: many beautiful people that love watching me and listening to 437 00:20:51,040 --> 00:20:53,359 Speaker 1: me and can allow me to do that full time. 438 00:20:53,440 --> 00:20:53,879 Speaker 1: So thank you. 439 00:20:54,280 --> 00:20:57,480 Speaker 2: And the age old question. Do you find influencing to 440 00:20:57,520 --> 00:20:57,920 Speaker 2: be hard? 441 00:20:58,640 --> 00:21:06,840 Speaker 1: No, it's demanding mentally, but I would never compare it 442 00:21:06,880 --> 00:21:10,400 Speaker 1: to a full time nine to five job in any 443 00:21:10,440 --> 00:21:12,639 Speaker 1: aspect because even if I would have think, like when 444 00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:15,080 Speaker 1: I worked full time at the call center, I did 445 00:21:15,080 --> 00:21:17,399 Speaker 1: that for like two years. That was harder. It was 446 00:21:18,200 --> 00:21:21,520 Speaker 1: still anxiety inducing. You still have to deal with lots 447 00:21:21,520 --> 00:21:24,720 Speaker 1: of personalities, but you're going into an office and working 448 00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:28,000 Speaker 1: full time and that was really challenging. And social media. Yeah, 449 00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:31,560 Speaker 1: it's not everything that it seems. It's not all sunshine 450 00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:34,080 Speaker 1: and rainbows all the time, but it is. There are 451 00:21:34,119 --> 00:21:36,840 Speaker 1: so many incredible benefits that I get out of it 452 00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:39,159 Speaker 1: as well, And I'm choosing to put myself in this 453 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:42,719 Speaker 1: position and I'm grateful to be doing it and I 454 00:21:42,760 --> 00:21:45,680 Speaker 1: love that I'm doing it. But from a demanding aspect 455 00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:50,760 Speaker 1: of work, no, it's not hard. It's complicated and it 456 00:21:50,760 --> 00:21:55,119 Speaker 1: can be challenging, but it's not a hard job if 457 00:21:55,160 --> 00:21:56,560 Speaker 1: we're talking in the scheme of jobs. 458 00:21:56,600 --> 00:21:59,720 Speaker 2: No, you mentioned the call center. Yeah, what were you 459 00:21:59,760 --> 00:22:02,240 Speaker 2: doing before influencing and what did you want to be. 460 00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:07,680 Speaker 1: Funnily enough, I always wanted to be a behavioral analysis 461 00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:11,840 Speaker 1: because I loved criminal minds and that was like, and 462 00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:14,040 Speaker 1: I love true crime, Like if you know me at all, 463 00:22:14,080 --> 00:22:16,480 Speaker 1: I listened to true I've listened to True Crime to 464 00:22:16,560 --> 00:22:19,359 Speaker 1: go to bed every single night for about four years now. 465 00:22:19,440 --> 00:22:22,040 Speaker 1: And I think, now it's a bit of a it's 466 00:22:22,040 --> 00:22:23,720 Speaker 1: a bit of an OCD sort of tick thing. I 467 00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:25,800 Speaker 1: can't I don't feel like I could sleep without it, 468 00:22:25,840 --> 00:22:28,760 Speaker 1: so I have to. But I wanted to do that. 469 00:22:28,920 --> 00:22:31,800 Speaker 1: And then weirdly, weirdly enough, I had a I remember 470 00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:34,080 Speaker 1: in you eight we were usd to like sit down 471 00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:36,840 Speaker 1: and write what we viewed our life to be like 472 00:22:37,600 --> 00:22:40,760 Speaker 1: in five ten years. And I wanted to be I 473 00:22:40,760 --> 00:22:42,960 Speaker 1: wanted to be glam. I wanted to be hot, I 474 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:45,880 Speaker 1: wanted to have I didn't see myself doing an office job, 475 00:22:45,920 --> 00:22:48,240 Speaker 1: you know. So and that was so confused at that 476 00:22:48,240 --> 00:22:49,840 Speaker 1: point because I was like, all I've ever wanted to 477 00:22:49,880 --> 00:22:53,879 Speaker 1: do is do something in crime or be a detective, 478 00:22:54,400 --> 00:22:57,080 Speaker 1: or that is what I wanted to do my whole life. 479 00:22:57,560 --> 00:22:59,639 Speaker 1: So then to sit down and actually write though what 480 00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:03,119 Speaker 1: I've view you myself doing or how I viewed myself 481 00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:05,479 Speaker 1: living in ten years, and it was totally opposite to that. 482 00:23:06,400 --> 00:23:09,680 Speaker 1: I was a bit lost, and I think, honestly enough, 483 00:23:09,880 --> 00:23:11,920 Speaker 1: that moment was when I was like, hang on, I 484 00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:14,560 Speaker 1: actually don't know what I want to do anymore. Therefore, 485 00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:16,760 Speaker 1: I never went to UNI until I was like, I'll 486 00:23:16,760 --> 00:23:19,320 Speaker 1: figure it out. It will come to me. And because 487 00:23:19,359 --> 00:23:21,080 Speaker 1: I hated school so much, so I was like, I 488 00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:23,679 Speaker 1: didn't want to study and change out of it and 489 00:23:23,720 --> 00:23:25,720 Speaker 1: feel like I'd wasted those six months and a course 490 00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:27,720 Speaker 1: that I ended up moving out of. So I was like, 491 00:23:27,760 --> 00:23:29,760 Speaker 1: I'll wait until it comes to me. I'm sure it will. 492 00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:32,600 Speaker 1: It never did, not that that's comforting. I'm sure it 493 00:23:32,640 --> 00:23:36,240 Speaker 1: would have. But then I got, obviously the call from Claudia, 494 00:23:36,359 --> 00:23:39,120 Speaker 1: and I started doing what I'm doing now, which funnily enough, 495 00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:41,920 Speaker 1: I think lines up pretty well to what I envisioned 496 00:23:41,960 --> 00:23:43,640 Speaker 1: myself wanting to do when I was in year eight, 497 00:23:43,760 --> 00:23:47,439 Speaker 1: So I'm very grateful. But I worked at macas, I 498 00:23:47,480 --> 00:23:49,560 Speaker 1: was a cheerleading coach. I worked at a juice bar. 499 00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:52,440 Speaker 1: My biggest longest job was that nine to five call 500 00:23:52,520 --> 00:23:57,800 Speaker 1: center fucking shit show. So call centers don't recommend. 501 00:23:57,560 --> 00:24:01,480 Speaker 2: Well good timing because also been tell us about your 502 00:24:01,520 --> 00:24:04,160 Speaker 2: cheer history. I remember how good you were. I haven't 503 00:24:04,160 --> 00:24:04,800 Speaker 2: heard enough film. 504 00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:09,600 Speaker 1: Yes, I'm so excited. Really, so, I started cheerleading when 505 00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:12,879 Speaker 1: I was in year five. Not to tear my own horn, 506 00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:17,880 Speaker 1: I was pretty fucking good. I was in for anyone 507 00:24:17,920 --> 00:24:20,040 Speaker 1: that like, this will only be relevant to people that 508 00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:22,040 Speaker 1: care about cheerleading at all, but I was in level five. 509 00:24:22,160 --> 00:24:25,440 Speaker 1: I was the point flyer, baby. I was on those 510 00:24:25,440 --> 00:24:26,960 Speaker 1: people that got thrown up in the air. I was 511 00:24:27,040 --> 00:24:29,320 Speaker 1: short as fuck at that point. I think I was 512 00:24:29,320 --> 00:24:31,760 Speaker 1: like four n four foot nine at that point. So, 513 00:24:32,480 --> 00:24:34,840 Speaker 1: uh yeah. I was also a tumbler because I've got 514 00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:38,320 Speaker 1: my strong legs. We love strong legs on hear me out, 515 00:24:38,920 --> 00:24:40,680 Speaker 1: So don't hate you strong legs. I used to hate them, 516 00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:42,760 Speaker 1: but now I'm glad I have them. And so I 517 00:24:42,840 --> 00:24:45,520 Speaker 1: was a tumbler and a flyer. And we actually traveled 518 00:24:45,560 --> 00:24:49,520 Speaker 1: to compete in the American Nationals and CAA twice. So 519 00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:53,720 Speaker 1: there's about sixty thousand people watching on those stages. So 520 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:56,680 Speaker 1: that was the scariest moment of my life to date. 521 00:24:56,760 --> 00:24:59,840 Speaker 1: I reckon was performing there, but so much fun to 522 00:24:59,880 --> 00:25:01,960 Speaker 1: be in Dallas with like a team of girls at 523 00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:04,600 Speaker 1: such a young age. But I ended up I injured 524 00:25:04,800 --> 00:25:07,200 Speaker 1: myself again and again and I just lost the love 525 00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:08,800 Speaker 1: for it, and that's why I ended up quitting. But 526 00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:11,040 Speaker 1: you know, it was such a fun part of my life. 527 00:25:11,040 --> 00:25:13,639 Speaker 1: It literally consumed my world. I didn't watch TV. I 528 00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:16,200 Speaker 1: watched cheerleading videos on YouTube. That was what I did 529 00:25:16,240 --> 00:25:19,520 Speaker 1: for like six years. But yeah, if cheerleading was such 530 00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:22,200 Speaker 1: a fun team sport. I had so many of the 531 00:25:22,240 --> 00:25:24,240 Speaker 1: older girls that were like sisters to me. So if 532 00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:26,760 Speaker 1: you ever think do I want to do it? Why not? 533 00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:27,840 Speaker 1: It's really fun. 534 00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:33,159 Speaker 2: So onto dating, Oh, at first, boyfriends over romanticized or 535 00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:35,280 Speaker 2: not worth the hype. 536 00:25:35,720 --> 00:25:40,760 Speaker 1: I love having a boyfriend, Honestly, I think over romanticize absolutely, 537 00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:43,040 Speaker 1: and nine times out of ten they will end up 538 00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:46,639 Speaker 1: breaking your fucking little heart. But I feel like you 539 00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:49,359 Speaker 1: grow and learn something from every single relationship, So I 540 00:25:49,359 --> 00:25:52,240 Speaker 1: don't regret any of my relationships. I definitely think, don't 541 00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:54,800 Speaker 1: worry about it. If you're not in a relationship or 542 00:25:54,840 --> 00:25:57,960 Speaker 1: you don't have a boyfriend, you're not missing out on anything, 543 00:25:58,359 --> 00:26:00,240 Speaker 1: do you know what I mean? Like you you will 544 00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:03,440 Speaker 1: learn eventually, you will find someone eventually. There's no point 545 00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:05,520 Speaker 1: getting into a relationship for the sake of it, just 546 00:26:05,560 --> 00:26:07,919 Speaker 1: because you feel like you're missing out. You're definitely not. 547 00:26:08,640 --> 00:26:11,920 Speaker 1: But you know, sometimes it's fun to be think you're 548 00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:14,399 Speaker 1: in love at a young little age, you know. 549 00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:17,200 Speaker 2: And if your life was a movie, who would the 550 00:26:17,280 --> 00:26:18,280 Speaker 2: viewers want you to be with? 551 00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:21,040 Speaker 1: A nice fucking man that's not gonna cheat on me 552 00:26:21,240 --> 00:26:23,800 Speaker 1: would be nice. I would like to know who, could 553 00:26:23,800 --> 00:26:27,840 Speaker 1: you guys see me dating celebrities like I slided into. 554 00:26:29,160 --> 00:26:32,320 Speaker 1: I want to know, like, tell me who I should date. 555 00:26:32,440 --> 00:26:34,720 Speaker 1: You already know it, because I'm gonna then manifest it 556 00:26:35,480 --> 00:26:37,359 Speaker 1: and make it happen and then I'll get back to 557 00:26:37,400 --> 00:26:37,840 Speaker 1: you guys. 558 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:39,840 Speaker 2: Okay, so maybe we don't say it. 559 00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:41,920 Speaker 1: Out we don't say it out loud. Tell me who 560 00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:43,800 Speaker 1: you think i'd be really good with, and I'll fucking 561 00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:48,359 Speaker 1: make it happen. Thanks onto the surgery chat. Yeah, which 562 00:26:48,520 --> 00:26:53,520 Speaker 1: recovery was worse? Nose or breasts? Boobs? Breasts such a 563 00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:57,480 Speaker 1: formal word. I don't know what to say. Boobs was 564 00:26:57,520 --> 00:26:59,960 Speaker 1: worse because you had such more limited movement. You couldn't. 565 00:27:01,359 --> 00:27:03,399 Speaker 1: Mum literally had to like come, I to be like, 566 00:27:03,480 --> 00:27:05,720 Speaker 1: hey mom, I'm ready to get out of bed, and 567 00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:07,680 Speaker 1: she had to like help me push myself up because 568 00:27:07,720 --> 00:27:09,800 Speaker 1: you can't put weight on you know, how you'd like 569 00:27:09,840 --> 00:27:11,600 Speaker 1: push yourself up out of bed. You can't do that. 570 00:27:12,040 --> 00:27:15,320 Speaker 1: So it was just a lot more limiting and your muscle. 571 00:27:15,720 --> 00:27:17,479 Speaker 1: It was definitely a lot more painfu it's a lot 572 00:27:17,480 --> 00:27:18,320 Speaker 1: more life altering. 573 00:27:18,560 --> 00:27:22,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, completely, okay, girl, Yeah, best ways to stop worrying 574 00:27:22,600 --> 00:27:23,920 Speaker 2: about what people say about you. 575 00:27:24,400 --> 00:27:27,200 Speaker 1: The people that like you and the people whose opinions 576 00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:29,199 Speaker 1: that you care about will not make you feel that 577 00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:31,160 Speaker 1: way and will not talk about you like that. So 578 00:27:31,560 --> 00:27:33,960 Speaker 1: it's more just like, why worry about the opinions of 579 00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:36,840 Speaker 1: people that either don't actually like you, don't have your 580 00:27:36,840 --> 00:27:39,199 Speaker 1: best interests at heart, or don't know you. You know, 581 00:27:39,680 --> 00:27:45,040 Speaker 1: it's irrelevant frankly, the people opinions of people that like you, 582 00:27:45,080 --> 00:27:47,399 Speaker 1: don't know or don't like It's like, why would you 583 00:27:47,480 --> 00:27:50,000 Speaker 1: let them affect how you feel? And you know, the 584 00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:52,720 Speaker 1: opinions of your family and your friends and the people 585 00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:54,600 Speaker 1: you love like they're the opinions you need to listen to. 586 00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:57,120 Speaker 1: And everyone else it's like, not everyone's gonna like everyone, 587 00:27:57,760 --> 00:28:00,119 Speaker 1: but you don't need to tailor make yourself to be 588 00:28:00,240 --> 00:28:04,000 Speaker 1: likable to everyone in the whole world. So it's okay 589 00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:06,959 Speaker 1: to have negative opinions about you sometimes, but as long 590 00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:09,080 Speaker 1: as you don't dwell on them and just try and 591 00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:11,680 Speaker 1: focus on the positives, because nine times out of ten 592 00:28:11,720 --> 00:28:15,840 Speaker 1: there is so many more amazing comments, and I feel 593 00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:17,679 Speaker 1: like we tend to dwell on the negative ones. So 594 00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:20,199 Speaker 1: my thought process is just laugh and move on. 595 00:28:20,720 --> 00:28:23,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, and I think these are parallel to each other. 596 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:26,719 Speaker 2: But how do you also deal with speculation and rumors 597 00:28:26,760 --> 00:28:27,480 Speaker 2: about yourself? 598 00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:30,119 Speaker 1: Sometimes it can be frustrating, but I find that my 599 00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:32,679 Speaker 1: best way to go about it online is to not 600 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:35,760 Speaker 1: say anything. I feel like feeding into it makes it worse. 601 00:28:35,840 --> 00:28:40,040 Speaker 1: Getting angry makes it worse. Everything dies down eventually. I 602 00:28:40,080 --> 00:28:43,040 Speaker 1: think I'm quite lucky that I haven't had too much 603 00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:47,120 Speaker 1: drama online for now. Hopefully that's how it continues. But 604 00:28:47,720 --> 00:28:49,800 Speaker 1: I find I just tend to try not to pay 605 00:28:49,800 --> 00:28:53,040 Speaker 1: it too much mind, and there is that's easier said 606 00:28:53,080 --> 00:28:54,920 Speaker 1: than done. When I have been lucky not to have 607 00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:56,880 Speaker 1: a lot of drama coming to me online, I can 608 00:28:56,920 --> 00:28:59,800 Speaker 1: imagine how much more challenging that would be if it 609 00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:02,720 Speaker 1: were in full force in your comments section at all times. 610 00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:06,160 Speaker 1: But no one's out here saying you're not allowed to 611 00:29:06,160 --> 00:29:08,240 Speaker 1: delete comments you're not a lot of band words. Whatever 612 00:29:08,440 --> 00:29:11,560 Speaker 1: keeps your peace is what I think you should go with. 613 00:29:11,840 --> 00:29:13,640 Speaker 2: And to finish what's next for missus? 614 00:29:13,760 --> 00:29:18,720 Speaker 1: He what's next? Fuck? Guys, I don't know what do 615 00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:20,239 Speaker 1: you want to see for me next? I think I 616 00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:22,360 Speaker 1: just want to put a lot of effort into this. 617 00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:26,120 Speaker 1: I want this to be a safe, comfortable, happy place 618 00:29:26,160 --> 00:29:28,600 Speaker 1: for you, guys. I want it to be a good 619 00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:32,040 Speaker 1: place for me. I'm really excited to be starting something 620 00:29:32,080 --> 00:29:34,600 Speaker 1: on my own. I think I can be quite self 621 00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:37,120 Speaker 1: deprecating and when it comes to the business side of things, 622 00:29:37,160 --> 00:29:40,040 Speaker 1: because I can be lazy, and I can be unorganized, 623 00:29:40,040 --> 00:29:43,080 Speaker 1: and sometimes I fear or worry like that I can't 624 00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:46,520 Speaker 1: do these things. So to be able to start something 625 00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:50,280 Speaker 1: on my own and curate it and hopefully have it 626 00:29:50,320 --> 00:29:53,440 Speaker 1: be successful, that is what I'm going to be focusing 627 00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:55,000 Speaker 1: on now. Because I also just want to prove to 628 00:29:55,040 --> 00:29:58,200 Speaker 1: myself that I can that I can have like a 629 00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:01,240 Speaker 1: successful business and podcasts and do something on my own. 630 00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:03,520 Speaker 1: So it's about proving it to myself. So that's what 631 00:30:03,520 --> 00:30:06,880 Speaker 1: I'm focusing on. So my dms and the podcast ms 632 00:30:06,920 --> 00:30:10,320 Speaker 1: and everything is always open. Like I said, we're gonna 633 00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:12,520 Speaker 1: call them hear me Out from here on out. But 634 00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:15,360 Speaker 1: basically it's like a hot take and an interesting or 635 00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:18,280 Speaker 1: controversial opinion. I want to hear them from you guys 636 00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:20,120 Speaker 1: at all times because we're gonna be running through a 637 00:30:20,160 --> 00:30:24,120 Speaker 1: couple every single episode and then follow along on the 638 00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:27,160 Speaker 1: stories on hear Me Out with Izzy, which is the 639 00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:31,560 Speaker 1: Instagram handle of this podcast, and we'll be asking for submissions, 640 00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:33,640 Speaker 1: and I just want to hear everything from you guys, 641 00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:36,400 Speaker 1: because I feel like this podcast isn't gonna be what 642 00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:38,160 Speaker 1: I want it to be without the input of all 643 00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:39,840 Speaker 1: of you guys as well, because you guys make it 644 00:30:39,920 --> 00:30:43,000 Speaker 1: what it is and hopefully we can grow it together. 645 00:30:43,360 --> 00:30:45,440 Speaker 1: There'll be links and everything in all the show notes 646 00:30:45,440 --> 00:30:48,000 Speaker 1: for this episode, and in the bio. We're gonna try 647 00:30:48,040 --> 00:30:50,960 Speaker 1: and create a sort of website where you can go 648 00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:53,520 Speaker 1: to submit different types of submissions through a link in 649 00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:55,880 Speaker 1: the bio of hear Me Out with Izzy, just so 650 00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:58,720 Speaker 1: if something ever pops up, even if it's not something 651 00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:00,720 Speaker 1: I've spoken about that episode, you can just chuck it 652 00:31:00,720 --> 00:31:03,000 Speaker 1: in there and we can look at it for future episodes. 653 00:31:03,040 --> 00:31:08,240 Speaker 1: But thanks for hearing me talk guys. This is so exciting, 654 00:31:08,720 --> 00:31:10,560 Speaker 1: But I love you all, and I'm so excited for 655 00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:13,080 Speaker 1: what the future will bring. Next week we will have 656 00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:16,480 Speaker 1: a guest on, so stay tuned on the stories for 657 00:31:16,560 --> 00:31:18,480 Speaker 1: what sort of submissions we're looking for for next week. 658 00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:20,840 Speaker 1: But I love you all and I can't wait to 659 00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:23,840 Speaker 1: talk to you next week. Bye.