WEBVTT - The unsolved murders of Lynette White and Maria Smith: Candice Fox Pt.2

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<v Speaker 1>The public has had a long held fascination with detectives.

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<v Speaker 1>Detective see aside of life the average persons never exposed her.

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<v Speaker 1>I spent thirty four years as a cop. For twenty

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<v Speaker 1>five of those years, I was catching killers. That's what

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<v Speaker 1>I did for a living. I was a homicide detective.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm no longer just interviewing bad guys. Instead, I'm taking

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<v Speaker 1>the public into the world in which I operated. The

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<v Speaker 1>guests I talk to each week have amazing stories from

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<v Speaker 1>all sides of the law. The interviews are raw and honest,

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<v Speaker 1>just like the people I talk to. Some of the

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<v Speaker 1>content and language might be confronting. That's because no one

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<v Speaker 1>who comes into contact with crime is left unchanged. Join

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<v Speaker 1>me now as I take you into this world. Welcome

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<v Speaker 1>back to part two of an entertaining chat I had

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<v Speaker 1>with award winning fictional crime author Candice Fox. We're going

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<v Speaker 1>to talk more about her extensive and strange research that

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<v Speaker 1>she does to write her books, and how she's finding

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<v Speaker 1>in the ovlap between fiction and true crime, and two

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<v Speaker 1>unsolved murders that have had a dramatic impact on her canvas. Fox,

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to part two of I Catch Killers.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks for having me well.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm having some fun, but I'm going to hit you

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<v Speaker 1>up with a really hard question. I've been doing this

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<v Speaker 1>for years now, probably have had hundreds of guests on

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<v Speaker 1>and I've never asked this question. And yeah, I do

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<v Speaker 1>ask prabing questions. Sometimes tell me about your honeymoon? What

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<v Speaker 1>did you get up to?

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<v Speaker 2>So I got to explain you.

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<v Speaker 1>Put it in context, otherwise this sounds weird.

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<v Speaker 2>So I have this super normal husband, Tim, He's a

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<v Speaker 2>very regular guy. He has beautiful, gentle parents. They have

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<v Speaker 2>a lovely home, cream carpet, pastel, art on the walls.

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<v Speaker 2>Him and his brother and his sister, they all had

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<v Speaker 2>a lovely children, and they get on really well.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>And then he's married me and I have become in

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<v Speaker 2>that family, just the family freak, the widow. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm leaving and I'm leaving Sunday lunch because I've got

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<v Speaker 2>to go and rescue a wallaby at fall in someone's pool,

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<v Speaker 2>or you know, I've got to take a phone call

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<v Speaker 2>from you know, this person in this true crime and

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<v Speaker 2>they've just accepted me as the family wido, and he

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<v Speaker 2>has accepted me as his weido wife. So you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I say on our honeymoon. We were on a driving

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<v Speaker 2>tour of the east coast of the US and he said,

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<v Speaker 2>what do you want to do? You know, this is

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<v Speaker 2>where we're going. We're going from the Florida Keys up

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<v Speaker 2>to Maine. What do you want to do? And I said, well,

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<v Speaker 2>there are so many body dumping sites that I want

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<v Speaker 2>to visit. All along romantic, I know, and he's like, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, Well, as long as we can go some

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<v Speaker 2>dive bars and watch some baseball. And you know, because

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<v Speaker 2>he's that's the kind of thing easing to. He loves

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<v Speaker 2>big beautiful industrial areas at sunlight that they're pouring smoke

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<v Speaker 2>and it's you know, it's New Jersey or whatever. That's

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<v Speaker 2>what he loves. And he loves a filthy dive bar

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<v Speaker 2>where you walk in and everyone everyone looks, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's really low lit. And he loves going to

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<v Speaker 2>the baseball And I love tromping through the bush trying

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<v Speaker 2>to find a particular log where someone's body was found.

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<v Speaker 2>And we did that. I said, there was this murder

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<v Speaker 2>case in Maine and I said, you know it's supposed

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<v Speaker 2>to where the guy found the body, stumbled across the body.

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<v Speaker 2>He's here it's supposed to be one hundred and twenty

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<v Speaker 2>three feet from the roadside. I want to go there.

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<v Speaker 2>I want to stand in that spot, and I want

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<v Speaker 2>to look at the road and say, you know, did

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<v Speaker 2>he stumble across his body or not? And I want

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<v Speaker 2>to go, you know, to where the Manson family murders happened.

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<v Speaker 2>And I want to go and look at that. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>when we fly in, we'll go and look at that.

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<v Speaker 2>And there was a serial killer at that time who

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<v Speaker 2>was running around Long Island and dumped all these bodies,

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<v Speaker 2>the Gilgo Beach killer. They've caught him, but at that

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<v Speaker 2>time they hadn't caught him, and he dumped all these bodies.

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<v Speaker 2>There are seventeen bodies found along this this desolate roadway.

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<v Speaker 2>And I said, I want to go there. I want

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<v Speaker 2>to stand there. I want to look.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, is this okay? Well you've explained what you

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<v Speaker 1>got up to in your honeymoon. It sounds great, accepting.

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<v Speaker 1>Is this the type of research you've got to do

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to write the novels that you do

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<v Speaker 1>Now you're successful, Aufer, So whatever formula you got is working.

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<v Speaker 1>Is this the type of meticulous research you do?

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<v Speaker 2>You don't have to do it, but I think it's good,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, to have these experiences to get out and

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<v Speaker 2>that's you know. I was on my honeymoon. I was multitasking,

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<v Speaker 2>so while we were driving from here to there, I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, let's stop in, let's look. And I stood there,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, and my husband's standing nearby, going so, do

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<v Speaker 2>you want some time alone or what? You know, He's

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<v Speaker 2>not that into it, but I just wanted to feel it.

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<v Speaker 2>I wanted to feel the wind going past in this

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<v Speaker 2>beach and think about this killer dropping this body off

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<v Speaker 2>and try to get into that mindset. But you know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like why here? Why then? What can you see?

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<v Speaker 2>What can you smell? What can you feel? You might

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<v Speaker 2>feel the same thing like I.

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<v Speaker 1>Do understand what you're saying in that. If I'm investigating

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<v Speaker 1>a murder, I like to go to the crime soon.

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<v Speaker 1>I like to be there around the time, if it's

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<v Speaker 1>at night or whatever, getting a sense of what's gone on.

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<v Speaker 1>But I was a homicide detect Yeah, yeah, I do

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<v Speaker 1>understand from a writing point of view, like I'm understanding

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<v Speaker 1>the writing world a little bit more now. My writing

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<v Speaker 1>when I was in the place was the facts. These

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<v Speaker 1>are the facts man, bang bang bang. So I understand

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<v Speaker 1>creating that, creating that atmosphere. In fact, when I first

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<v Speaker 1>started writing, I've got advice from a few people, Dan Box,

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<v Speaker 1>Clear Harvey on it. You've got to create the atmosphere

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit like my writing was Okay, at such

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<v Speaker 1>and such a time, we did this, But okay, when

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<v Speaker 1>you turned up, what was the hot day? A cold day?

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<v Speaker 1>Was a windblowing? What did house like? What color were

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<v Speaker 1>the tiles of the house? Yeah, it was at the

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<v Speaker 1>red brick house. And I understand that that descriptive. So

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<v Speaker 1>if you want authenticity in your book, I can understand

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<v Speaker 1>your need to visit these crime scenes and understand. And

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<v Speaker 1>there is an areous eeriness about them, isn't it. If

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<v Speaker 1>you've been there, you do sort of sit there and think, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>this is a horror.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. It's like when I was looking at Lawrence's hands

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like, these are the hands. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>this is the spot. Ye you know, But for me,

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<v Speaker 2>where it kind of crosses over or where there is

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<v Speaker 2>a line and I cannot seem to find that line

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<v Speaker 2>is where does it become exploitative or voyeuristic? You know,

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<v Speaker 2>this interest that we have because people are desperately interested

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<v Speaker 2>in these true crimes. We cannot deny that the mushroom saga, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>lit up the entire nation. It was all anyone could

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<v Speaker 2>talk about. Yeah. But then you go that ex step

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<v Speaker 2>and you're, you know, doing the Wikipedia dive and you're

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<v Speaker 2>going down and you start to get this creepy feeling like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>it's it's it's sick. What what I'm you know? And

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<v Speaker 2>I think that sometimes people misinterpret that about me because

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<v Speaker 2>I have this bright, bubbly nature that I'm fascinated in

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<v Speaker 2>these crimes in an entertaining way. But what I am

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<v Speaker 2>is disturbed by them so badly that I want to

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<v Speaker 2>go deep down in there and try to get in

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<v Speaker 2>the mindset to understand why why did you do this?

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<v Speaker 2>And for two years I was hammering I was hammering

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<v Speaker 2>Lawrence and saying why, why, what led you to it?

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<v Speaker 1>Why?

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<v Speaker 2>And I didn't come out with any further understanding of

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<v Speaker 2>what drove him to that because he was just like

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<v Speaker 2>you say, depthless, there's nothing in their blank. So I

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<v Speaker 2>was I was entering new moral gray areas.

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<v Speaker 1>I can see how you get morally conflicted by it.

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<v Speaker 1>But there's been a lot of progress in catchingerial killers,

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<v Speaker 1>like from the mind Hunter days with John Douglas and

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<v Speaker 1>Burgess profiling the serial killers and understanding where they're coming.

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<v Speaker 2>From, and that's from talking to them, from actually talking

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<v Speaker 2>to them, you know. And school shooters I think as well,

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<v Speaker 2>what ends up happening is that they die in the

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<v Speaker 2>firefight and you don't get to have them sit down

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<v Speaker 2>and say this was the progression, this is the point

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<v Speaker 2>at which I reached no return And there should be

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<v Speaker 2>more interviewing. I feel, you know, there should be more

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<v Speaker 2>interviewing of that and understanding pedophiles as well, and saying

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<v Speaker 2>what was the point at which you crossed over? And

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<v Speaker 2>they have done a lot of work with pedophiles to

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<v Speaker 2>say what kind of victim were you looking for? And

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<v Speaker 2>then translate out, you know, to parents to say, to

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<v Speaker 2>teach your child, this is the kind of things that

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<v Speaker 2>you might be asked to do or say, or this

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<v Speaker 2>is the kind of victim they're looking for. They're looking

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<v Speaker 2>for a victim where the parents aren't invested the vulnerable

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<v Speaker 2>and so hanging over the top of our kid all

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<v Speaker 2>the time, the teacher can see in that kind.

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<v Speaker 1>Of well, I think they shy away from it. They

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<v Speaker 1>look for the easy mark and invariably it's kids that

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<v Speaker 1>come from a troubled background are the easiest targets for pedophiles.

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<v Speaker 1>On the loan shooters and the school shootings and all that,

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<v Speaker 1>we had am Bergers on the podcast, so I was

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<v Speaker 1>wrapped to have her on, Like I used to follow

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<v Speaker 1>what they were doing very early in my homicide career.

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<v Speaker 1>But she was saying I think I'm correct here and

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<v Speaker 1>saying that her daughter's doing work now and part of

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<v Speaker 1>the work that they're looking like they've done a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of studies on serial kills, but now they're looking at

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<v Speaker 1>those loan actors and try the mass shooters and trying

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<v Speaker 1>to understand that because that seems to be where crime's

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<v Speaker 1>going or the horror of crime serial killing has I

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<v Speaker 1>think might be naive but being reduced in part because

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<v Speaker 1>of the police technology DNA and all that, it's easier

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<v Speaker 1>to link crimes. Only in the past week there was

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<v Speaker 1>we're after on the investigation I worked on years ago.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a Central Coast rapist, a Cereal rapist, and

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<v Speaker 1>he was locked up from some DNA and that was

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<v Speaker 1>at least over twenty years ago. We're looking for that

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<v Speaker 1>person he raped sexually assaulted five people around the Central Coast,

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<v Speaker 1>and they were linked for various reasons. But I heard note,

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<v Speaker 1>I've spoken to a few people that were involved in it.

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<v Speaker 1>He's seventy three year old man's been locked up and

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<v Speaker 1>that's great. Yeah, yeah, but he could get away with

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<v Speaker 1>it for so long and they were violent, violent crimes,

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<v Speaker 1>and now he's been being charged with the offenses.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so that's so great to get him right at

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<v Speaker 2>the end. That's the dream I think. You know, you

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<v Speaker 2>see the Golden State Killer where they came to his

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<v Speaker 2>door and he's a grandfather and he was a cop

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<v Speaker 2>at the time, and it's like knock knock.

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<v Speaker 1>Ye.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you weren't expecting these, were you.

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<v Speaker 1>I love the fact that when they get to the

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<v Speaker 1>cold case, unsold thomicide or whatever locked people up years

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<v Speaker 1>down the track because they thought they've got a way

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<v Speaker 1>of it. And yeah, it's horrible, they've got a wave

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<v Speaker 1>of it for so long. But I'd like to think

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<v Speaker 1>anyone that's committed those type of crimes as Sitney there

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<v Speaker 1>in fear waiting for a knock on the door. That

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<v Speaker 1>was in your author's note at the back of the book.

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<v Speaker 1>With the book it's interesting, and I really when I

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<v Speaker 1>started looking at it, I was very curious, how are

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<v Speaker 1>you going to word this? In the introduction to the book,

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<v Speaker 1>I just read something about so we're talking about red

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<v Speaker 1>belly crossing here, and some of the characters and events

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<v Speaker 1>you'll read about in the following pages are born out

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<v Speaker 1>of the personal connection I've had to a pair of

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<v Speaker 1>murders that happened in Sydney's Eastern Beaches in nineteen seventy

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<v Speaker 1>three and nineteen seventy four. The victims, Lynette White and

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<v Speaker 1>Maria Smith, who were brutally killed in their homes by

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<v Speaker 1>persons unknown. Lynette was a new mother, Maria was a

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<v Speaker 1>new wife, and they had their whole lives ahead of them.

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<v Speaker 1>I wrote this novel which reimagined that some of the

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<v Speaker 1>aspects of those real crimes is a response to the

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<v Speaker 1>horror and heartache I discovered whilst researching those killings and

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<v Speaker 1>meeting the families of the murdered women. So that tells

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<v Speaker 1>me that with all the fictional crime writing, you do

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<v Speaker 1>understand the pain of murder a homicide, when someone's life

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<v Speaker 1>is taken expand on. That's how have you weave that

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<v Speaker 1>into the book?

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<v Speaker 2>So this happened, this whole book and this whole experience

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<v Speaker 2>meeting Lynette and Maria's husbands. It came out at this

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<v Speaker 2>moment where I was sitting at home. My husband's on

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<v Speaker 2>the couch, I'm in the armchair, and my daughter, Violet

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<v Speaker 2>was one and a half at the time, and she's

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<v Speaker 2>running around the house and she's just wearing a nappy

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<v Speaker 2>and a top hat and carrying a toy briefcase. And

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<v Speaker 2>I said to Tim, she looks like a little daughter

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<v Speaker 2>door salesman. And as I said it, like a it

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<v Speaker 2>felt like a drawer popped open in my brain and

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<v Speaker 2>a memory was there waiting, And it's like if you

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<v Speaker 2>hear the jingle to a kid's show. You haven't heard

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<v Speaker 2>that seeing that kid's show since you were three. You go, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I remember, you have all the words. Yeah. The memory

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<v Speaker 2>was of my mother saying to me, she's leaving me

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<v Speaker 2>at home for the first time alone, which is quite

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<v Speaker 2>an event seeing as there were so many kids, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>in the house. She was saying to me, don't open

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<v Speaker 2>the door to strangers, you know, if anyone knocks, just hide,

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<v Speaker 2>Because I opened the door once on someone when I

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<v Speaker 2>was a teenager and he ended up being a killer,

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<v Speaker 2>and that was a story she would tell every now

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<v Speaker 2>and then I knocked on the door. The guy was

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<v Speaker 2>a killer. I didn't let him in, and I thought,

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<v Speaker 2>as I've had sitting here having this memory, I thought, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>that's like a cautionary tale. And my mother's told me

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<v Speaker 2>don't open the door, because once I did it, it

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<v Speaker 2>was a murderer. So but I told Tim, and Tim

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<v Speaker 2>was like your mother a you know, and he just

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<v Speaker 2>went back to his crossroad. And I thought, no, there's

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<v Speaker 2>something in this I want to know, because I remembered

0:14:04.800 --> 0:14:07.559
<v Speaker 2>funny little details like she said that the guy said

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<v Speaker 2>that he was an encyclopedia salesman, and that sounded too

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<v Speaker 2>specific for a cautionary tale. So I texted her and

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<v Speaker 2>I said, having this memory, was that real?

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<v Speaker 3>Was that just bullshit? You want to tell me you

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<v Speaker 3>know when I was a kid. And she said, no,

0:14:22.720 --> 0:14:26.480
<v Speaker 3>it's real. It's a real case. Two women were murdered

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<v Speaker 3>in the neighborhood. And I don't think they ever caught

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<v Speaker 3>the guy.

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<v Speaker 2>And I went what And I called her. I said,

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<v Speaker 2>what are you talking about? She said, oh, yeah, the

0:14:37.600 --> 0:14:40.360
<v Speaker 2>guy came to the door. I was home alone. I

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<v Speaker 2>was seventeen. Her father had just died, so that puts

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<v Speaker 2>a timeline on it, like a couple of weeks before

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<v Speaker 2>her father. So this is April nineteen seventy four, and

0:14:50.480 --> 0:14:52.800
<v Speaker 2>everyone was up at the funeral home. I was home alone.

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<v Speaker 2>He knocks. She opens the big wooden door, but not

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<v Speaker 2>the screen door. He's standing there and he says, oh, hi,

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<v Speaker 2>I must an encyclopedia. Say when I'm going door to door,

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<v Speaker 2>I was wondering if I could talk to you about encyclopedias.

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<v Speaker 2>And they're having a nice little chit chat through the screen,

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<v Speaker 2>and as they are, she said she just got this

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<v Speaker 2>full body rush of all the hairs on her arms

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<v Speaker 2>stood on end, and she's thinking, why isn't he carrying anything.

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<v Speaker 2>He's got no briefcase, no top hat, no pamphlets, no nothing.

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<v Speaker 2>He's just a dude standing there. And she said he

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<v Speaker 2>also looked very casually dressed for a daughter store salesman

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<v Speaker 2>who's wearing a zip up jacket and tan pants, and

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<v Speaker 2>he had sort of like longish hair. Anyway, she made

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<v Speaker 2>an excuse because she was having this feeling and said, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I've got to ask my dad. And it's really supposed

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<v Speaker 2>to open the door to people, Hey dad, And as

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<v Speaker 2>she's called out, hey dad, he just too quickly and

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<v Speaker 2>walked and I said, well, what are these unsold cases

0:15:50.640 --> 0:15:53.400
<v Speaker 2>you're talking about? And she said, oh, oh, well one

0:15:53.400 --> 0:15:57.160
<v Speaker 2>of them. The girl went to my school, actually, Maria McGuinn,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm googling it and I've go on, oh my god, mom,

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<v Speaker 2>this is These are two unsolved homicides. There's a million

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<v Speaker 2>dollar reward on both of them. They're you know, I said,

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<v Speaker 2>you could be the missing piece of the puzzle. You've

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<v Speaker 2>seen the guy. Nobody else has seen the guy, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>And she's like, oh, you're making a big deal. And

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<v Speaker 2>I said, well it is number one. There's this you

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<v Speaker 2>might be the key to a fifty year old serial

0:16:24.560 --> 0:16:27.240
<v Speaker 2>killing and number two. For the last eight years or something,

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<v Speaker 2>I've been trying to be the foremost crime writer in

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<v Speaker 2>the country. Do you think you could have mentioned it

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<v Speaker 2>at any point that.

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<v Speaker 1>You've had this new two valid points?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean you know, I said, did you ever

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<v Speaker 2>talk to the police and said no.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh.

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<v Speaker 2>I said, I'm going to come over here tomorrow. Whatever

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<v Speaker 2>you do in the interim, do not google it. You might,

0:16:47.440 --> 0:16:50.880
<v Speaker 2>but I'm not a police interviewer. So I'm thinking to myself,

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<v Speaker 2>even by bringing it up and discussing it with her,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe I'm corrupting her memory. So she came over and

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<v Speaker 2>I said, tell me the story, give me the description,

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<v Speaker 2>and asked some basic questions that I thought I should ask.

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<v Speaker 2>I said, did you notice an accent? No, what age

0:17:06.040 --> 0:17:09.240
<v Speaker 2>was he? What did his hair look like that? What?

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<v Speaker 2>What did he say exactly? And I wrote it all

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<v Speaker 2>up and I sent it to the police and they

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<v Speaker 2>A detective came back and he said, you know, tell

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<v Speaker 2>me more. So I told him a bit more and

0:17:22.040 --> 0:17:24.960
<v Speaker 2>he said, yeah, that sounds like him. But you know,

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<v Speaker 2>without like a name or a number plate, there's not

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<v Speaker 2>much I can really do with it. So I'm going,

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<v Speaker 2>what what do you mean There's nothing could do it like.

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<v Speaker 2>It wasn't enough for me. I'm that person who's always like, well,

0:17:39.119 --> 0:17:43.480
<v Speaker 2>but but you know, and the arrogance and naivety what

0:17:43.640 --> 0:17:46.240
<v Speaker 2>was talking about earlier. I was thinking, I have been

0:17:46.320 --> 0:17:50.200
<v Speaker 2>called upon to do something about this, and this is

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<v Speaker 2>not enough, you know what you're saying here and then,

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<v Speaker 2>and so I thought, okay, that's it. Step aside, everyone,

0:17:56.760 --> 0:17:59.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm going to solve this myself. I'm going to get

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<v Speaker 2>a podcast. I'm going to investigate it. I'm going to

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<v Speaker 2>be the new Headley Thomas watch this, you know. So

0:18:05.480 --> 0:18:08.879
<v Speaker 2>I wrangled some friends together. I'm like, let's make a podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's make a podcast. And in the meantime, I'm at

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<v Speaker 2>Google how to solve a homicide? You know, and I

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<v Speaker 2>realized very quickly that that is not as easy as

0:18:20.560 --> 0:18:22.879
<v Speaker 2>it is to be. It's like a whole profession.

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<v Speaker 1>They've just shocked a lot of people.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, but this is how it would go in fiction,

0:18:29.119 --> 0:18:32.440
<v Speaker 2>is the protagonist would be called upon by some strange

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<v Speaker 2>things that comes up, and they would get involved, and

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<v Speaker 2>you know, three days later, bingo bango, it's all solved. No,

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<v Speaker 2>that is not what happens. So I did some fiddling around.

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<v Speaker 2>You know. For example, one of the things that has

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<v Speaker 2>come out in the more recent investigations of Maria's murder

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<v Speaker 2>is they're looking for this mustard colored Forward Capri with

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<v Speaker 2>a black racing stripe. So I've got some contacts together,

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<v Speaker 2>and I got some at Ford and I was saying,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm investigating a homicide. Can you tell me how many

0:19:05.240 --> 0:19:10.040
<v Speaker 2>must colored Ford Capris there were in Australia between you know,

0:19:10.160 --> 0:19:12.760
<v Speaker 2>nineteen seventy and nineteen eighty. Oh yeah, I can help

0:19:12.800 --> 0:19:13.080
<v Speaker 2>you with that.

0:19:13.160 --> 0:19:13.800
<v Speaker 1>No worries yet.

0:19:13.800 --> 0:19:15.440
<v Speaker 2>We'll get I'll get back to you very very soon.

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<v Speaker 2>Never heard from them again. And what authority do I

0:19:18.520 --> 0:19:21.000
<v Speaker 2>have to say? I'm a crime fiction writer.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you know who I am? Yeah?

0:19:22.440 --> 0:19:24.760
<v Speaker 2>Do you know who I am? Please answer these questions.

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<v Speaker 2>So now I'm in this space where the podcast situation

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<v Speaker 2>hasn't worked. I'm no good at being a homicide detective

0:19:30.800 --> 0:19:32.720
<v Speaker 2>in real life. I can only do it in fiction.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm just sitting around and talking to everyone who'll listen.

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<v Speaker 2>And I said to my agent, you know, a couple

0:19:40.800 --> 0:19:42.840
<v Speaker 2>of years had passed at this point. We're trying. We're

0:19:42.840 --> 0:19:46.200
<v Speaker 2>trying or trying. I said to my agent, I feel

0:19:46.280 --> 0:19:52.520
<v Speaker 2>like my talent lies in writing crime fiction. Maybe I

0:19:52.560 --> 0:19:56.639
<v Speaker 2>could write a fictional novel, you know that kind of

0:19:56.760 --> 0:19:59.440
<v Speaker 2>reimagines aspects of the case. And she's saying, that is

0:19:59.440 --> 0:20:04.120
<v Speaker 2>a terrible idea, because you're going to upset you know. Yeah, yeah,

0:20:04.400 --> 0:20:07.720
<v Speaker 2>And I mean this has really happened. Stephen King wrote

0:20:07.720 --> 0:20:13.119
<v Speaker 2>a short story inspired by Dennis Raider BTK. Yeah, and

0:20:13.160 --> 0:20:15.399
<v Speaker 2>he was imagining it from the perspective of the wife

0:20:15.400 --> 0:20:17.440
<v Speaker 2>and the family and all this you find out, hey,

0:20:17.520 --> 0:20:21.840
<v Speaker 2>dad's a serial killer, and that really had a terrible

0:20:21.880 --> 0:20:26.359
<v Speaker 2>effect on Dennis Raider's daughter, As she said, I felt,

0:20:26.480 --> 0:20:29.320
<v Speaker 2>I felt exploited. I said, they want my agent, Well

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<v Speaker 2>what if?

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<v Speaker 1>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>I met the families of Lynette and Maria, and I said,

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<v Speaker 2>is this okay? You know, and I'm having further ideas.

0:20:39.160 --> 0:20:42.240
<v Speaker 2>I'm saying, you know, I've got whenever I bring a

0:20:42.240 --> 0:20:45.440
<v Speaker 2>book out, I'm talking to thousands of people. I'm in

0:20:45.840 --> 0:20:49.040
<v Speaker 2>libraries and I'm on the radio, and maybe I can

0:20:49.200 --> 0:20:52.960
<v Speaker 2>spread the word because there are very practical questions that

0:20:53.080 --> 0:20:56.400
<v Speaker 2>the police want to know. They want to know who

0:20:56.520 --> 0:20:59.720
<v Speaker 2>lived in those apartment buildings at that time, you know,

0:20:59.760 --> 0:21:02.399
<v Speaker 2>they want to know who owned a Ford. You know,

0:21:02.480 --> 0:21:05.760
<v Speaker 2>I can ask practical questions of my audience. So why

0:21:05.760 --> 0:21:10.040
<v Speaker 2>don't I go and meet Lynette and Maria's families and

0:21:10.119 --> 0:21:14.040
<v Speaker 2>ask permission? And my agent was like, you have had

0:21:14.040 --> 0:21:17.840
<v Speaker 2>some bad ideas in your time. This really takes the cake.

0:21:18.200 --> 0:21:20.639
<v Speaker 2>Number One, They're going to stand over you while you

0:21:20.680 --> 0:21:23.600
<v Speaker 2>write this novel, and if they don't like what you've written,

0:21:23.920 --> 0:21:26.879
<v Speaker 2>you know, too bad for you. And then if you

0:21:27.000 --> 0:21:30.560
<v Speaker 2>go out promoting it and put a foot wrong. They're

0:21:30.600 --> 0:21:33.480
<v Speaker 2>going to sue you. And then also, you're going to

0:21:33.560 --> 0:21:38.240
<v Speaker 2>look like this, this person who has exploited these family

0:21:38.280 --> 0:21:41.040
<v Speaker 2>members to make a book that you're going to bank

0:21:41.240 --> 0:21:43.560
<v Speaker 2>buck off, Like how are you going to get around that?

0:21:44.200 --> 0:21:46.240
<v Speaker 2>And so I went, Okay, it's a terrible idea. So

0:21:46.280 --> 0:21:48.680
<v Speaker 2>I sat around for you know, another year and a

0:21:48.720 --> 0:21:51.639
<v Speaker 2>half not doing anything about it, and then I just went, oh,

0:21:51.720 --> 0:21:56.040
<v Speaker 2>fuck it. So I just wrote I had been staring

0:21:56.119 --> 0:22:00.399
<v Speaker 2>at Paul and Steven online, looking at their Facebook pro files,

0:22:00.480 --> 0:22:04.720
<v Speaker 2>trying to find their kids. Yeah, and Maria's brother Peter.

0:22:05.080 --> 0:22:06.879
<v Speaker 2>I would go to his website and I would just

0:22:06.920 --> 0:22:10.960
<v Speaker 2>stare at it and I wouldn't cross the border. Then

0:22:11.000 --> 0:22:14.760
<v Speaker 2>I just crossed it and I made contact through a

0:22:14.840 --> 0:22:19.960
<v Speaker 2>journalist with Paul. I just sent the message saying I

0:22:20.000 --> 0:22:21.879
<v Speaker 2>want to talk to you about your wife's murder. And

0:22:21.920 --> 0:22:25.360
<v Speaker 2>I just said that. So on a rand, I'm at

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<v Speaker 2>the in laws. It's Sunday lunch. I get this phone

0:22:29.080 --> 0:22:32.800
<v Speaker 2>call and he says it's Paul White. Oh my god.

0:22:34.119 --> 0:22:36.480
<v Speaker 2>I had not prepared for it, and so I said

0:22:36.600 --> 0:22:38.240
<v Speaker 2>I need to take this phone call. I went anyway

0:22:38.280 --> 0:22:40.679
<v Speaker 2>into a quiet room and he said, you wanted you

0:22:40.720 --> 0:22:42.920
<v Speaker 2>wanted to talk to me about what my wife's murder.

0:22:43.080 --> 0:22:46.760
<v Speaker 2>And I just went blur and I just said, Mom

0:22:46.840 --> 0:22:48.600
<v Speaker 2>just revealed to me that she had this encounter and

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<v Speaker 2>it might you know, I might be the guy.

0:22:50.040 --> 0:22:50.399
<v Speaker 1>I might not.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. What's you And I tried to get

0:22:51.840 --> 0:22:54.000
<v Speaker 2>a podcast up, you know, And I'm saying to him,

0:22:54.280 --> 0:22:56.639
<v Speaker 2>I really wanted to write a novel about it. But

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<v Speaker 2>it's not going to be like Dexter, you know, or

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<v Speaker 2>like I'm the serial killer. I'm enjoying it all that.

0:23:01.760 --> 0:23:05.840
<v Speaker 2>But I have this idea, you know, and I want

0:23:05.840 --> 0:23:07.800
<v Speaker 2>to put an afterward in the back of the novel,

0:23:07.840 --> 0:23:10.320
<v Speaker 2>which is a call to the reader to say, maybe

0:23:10.320 --> 0:23:12.879
<v Speaker 2>you can help, because there's things that we, you know,

0:23:12.920 --> 0:23:14.760
<v Speaker 2>we could do as a society. I want to bring

0:23:15.640 --> 0:23:18.600
<v Speaker 2>public knowledge to this case. I know it's been done

0:23:18.720 --> 0:23:21.040
<v Speaker 2>a lot already, but maybe I could get that one

0:23:21.160 --> 0:23:25.040
<v Speaker 2>person who says, oh, actually, you know, look my mom

0:23:25.119 --> 0:23:28.120
<v Speaker 2>has My mom said she never told anyone. She said,

0:23:28.119 --> 0:23:30.879
<v Speaker 2>I told you kids, and I told you Dad, but

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<v Speaker 2>otherwise I had not told anyone.

0:23:33.520 --> 0:23:37.680
<v Speaker 1>Well, solving these unsolved crimes, quite often is that one

0:23:37.680 --> 0:23:40.960
<v Speaker 1>piece of information that that breakthrough coupled with what we've

0:23:40.960 --> 0:23:46.880
<v Speaker 1>got in forensic technology. Yeah, so Paul, I know Paul.

0:23:47.400 --> 0:23:50.040
<v Speaker 1>I met Paul. He reached out to me after I

0:23:50.240 --> 0:23:55.080
<v Speaker 1>left the cops and talking about his concerns the way

0:23:55.119 --> 0:23:58.520
<v Speaker 1>the investigation was being approached, and to me, I always

0:23:58.560 --> 0:24:01.600
<v Speaker 1>choose or tread careful when you're dealing with people who

0:24:01.640 --> 0:24:06.199
<v Speaker 1>have been traumatized for horrendous situations. But he seemed like

0:24:06.280 --> 0:24:11.520
<v Speaker 1>a very balanced person. He wasn't expecting expecting miracles, but

0:24:11.600 --> 0:24:13.639
<v Speaker 1>he just wanted to make sure everything that could be

0:24:13.680 --> 0:24:17.119
<v Speaker 1>done was done, and that was his concern when I

0:24:17.160 --> 0:24:20.320
<v Speaker 1>met with him, that things were not heading in the

0:24:20.359 --> 0:24:22.879
<v Speaker 1>right direction. I gave him some advice. I don't know

0:24:22.920 --> 0:24:26.159
<v Speaker 1>if it helped or not, but I can imagine the

0:24:26.200 --> 0:24:28.600
<v Speaker 1>reception you got from him. It was probably the best

0:24:28.640 --> 0:24:30.719
<v Speaker 1>person you could speak to because he is such a

0:24:31.160 --> 0:24:34.600
<v Speaker 1>nice human being and he still desperately wants to find

0:24:34.640 --> 0:24:36.639
<v Speaker 1>out what's happened, what happened to his wife.

0:24:36.920 --> 0:24:39.880
<v Speaker 2>He said, I'll never give up. Yeah, until the day

0:24:39.880 --> 0:24:43.840
<v Speaker 2>I don't. I'll never give up. And so it was

0:24:43.880 --> 0:24:50.120
<v Speaker 2>incredibly nerve wracking meeting him for the first time, because he's,

0:24:50.200 --> 0:24:52.479
<v Speaker 2>like you say, he's a gentle and balanced person, but

0:24:52.520 --> 0:24:55.080
<v Speaker 2>it doesn't give a lot away in the beginning. And

0:24:55.119 --> 0:24:57.080
<v Speaker 2>he said, why don't we meet After I'd done him

0:24:57.080 --> 0:25:00.240
<v Speaker 2>what's fluttering? He said, why don't we meet for coffee?

0:25:00.320 --> 0:25:03.160
<v Speaker 2>And so I met him for coffee and he heard

0:25:03.200 --> 0:25:07.840
<v Speaker 2>my account, and I said, I understand all of the

0:25:07.880 --> 0:25:11.360
<v Speaker 2>feelings that you might have towards someone like me who

0:25:11.359 --> 0:25:14.439
<v Speaker 2>writes crime fiction, who basically turns what has happened to

0:25:14.480 --> 0:25:17.240
<v Speaker 2>you the worst thing that's ever happened to you in

0:25:17.280 --> 0:25:21.200
<v Speaker 2>your life. I assume I turned it into entertainment for everyone.

0:25:21.480 --> 0:25:26.400
<v Speaker 2>And you know, there was someone who did something with

0:25:27.119 --> 0:25:32.040
<v Speaker 2>Lawrence and Roy and the documentary surrounding their murders. And

0:25:32.200 --> 0:25:37.520
<v Speaker 2>I know that at the cocktail party that was celebrating

0:25:37.760 --> 0:25:42.200
<v Speaker 2>that documentary, they had cocktails that were all named after

0:25:42.280 --> 0:25:45.240
<v Speaker 2>different tools that they used, So they had like screwdriver

0:25:45.400 --> 0:25:48.879
<v Speaker 2>and flyers and all that for those cocktails. I'm saying

0:25:48.920 --> 0:25:53.240
<v Speaker 2>to Paul, I know the terrible, gimmicky things that can

0:25:53.280 --> 0:25:58.440
<v Speaker 2>come out of crime fiction, but that is not where

0:25:58.560 --> 0:26:01.760
<v Speaker 2>I'm coming at. You know, if this, if my mother

0:26:01.800 --> 0:26:04.200
<v Speaker 2>had let this guy in, I would not be here

0:26:04.280 --> 0:26:07.800
<v Speaker 2>and she would not be here. And also my feeling,

0:26:08.080 --> 0:26:13.080
<v Speaker 2>particularly with Lynette. And maybe that's why I approached Paul first,

0:26:13.760 --> 0:26:17.399
<v Speaker 2>is that I was after a year and a half

0:26:17.520 --> 0:26:21.680
<v Speaker 2>of having Violet, I was really enjoying being a mother.

0:26:22.680 --> 0:26:24.840
<v Speaker 2>I was out of the trenches and I had this

0:26:24.920 --> 0:26:30.280
<v Speaker 2>beautiful child. And Lynette never got to that stage. She

0:26:30.480 --> 0:26:34.399
<v Speaker 2>was murdered in her apartment. Paul was off to work

0:26:34.560 --> 0:26:38.479
<v Speaker 2>and she was there with an eleven week old baby

0:26:38.960 --> 0:26:42.160
<v Speaker 2>and this guy has come in and murdered her, you know,

0:26:42.400 --> 0:26:45.159
<v Speaker 2>at something like ten o'clock in the morning on an

0:26:45.200 --> 0:26:48.720
<v Speaker 2>everyday morning, and that journey was ended for her. And

0:26:49.560 --> 0:26:53.200
<v Speaker 2>the unfairness of it of saying, I'm going to put

0:26:53.200 --> 0:26:55.680
<v Speaker 2>this experience that I want to have with you over

0:26:55.840 --> 0:26:59.560
<v Speaker 2>your motherhood of that child. In the same room, I

0:26:59.640 --> 0:27:04.439
<v Speaker 2>was pauled, and I was crying at the at the

0:27:04.640 --> 0:27:08.480
<v Speaker 2>table with Paul and thinking, at what right do I

0:27:08.680 --> 0:27:12.480
<v Speaker 2>have to cry over the loss of your wife? But

0:27:12.640 --> 0:27:15.720
<v Speaker 2>it just started happening and he said, I feel like

0:27:15.760 --> 0:27:18.159
<v Speaker 2>you have good intentions, and I thought, oh, good, Okay,

0:27:18.520 --> 0:27:20.919
<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to do something and I don't know what

0:27:21.000 --> 0:27:22.520
<v Speaker 2>I can do, and this is the only thing that

0:27:22.560 --> 0:27:24.679
<v Speaker 2>I could do. And he said, no, I think it's

0:27:24.720 --> 0:27:28.280
<v Speaker 2>a good idea. You know. So then through Paul I

0:27:28.320 --> 0:27:32.280
<v Speaker 2>met Stephen, so Steven's wife Maria. It's the same thing.

0:27:32.760 --> 0:27:36.800
<v Speaker 2>Ordinary morning, you know, Stephen goes off to work at

0:27:36.840 --> 0:27:39.879
<v Speaker 2>seven point thirty. She's supposed to arrive where she was

0:27:39.880 --> 0:27:44.119
<v Speaker 2>being a student teacher at my mother's school at eight thirty.

0:27:44.200 --> 0:27:46.960
<v Speaker 2>She never makes it there. He comes home that night

0:27:47.040 --> 0:27:51.640
<v Speaker 2>to find she's been raped and strangled with pannyhoes, Yeah,

0:27:52.200 --> 0:27:55.520
<v Speaker 2>in their apartment. Then we get into the journey of

0:27:55.600 --> 0:27:58.240
<v Speaker 2>how do I write this book? And you know, I

0:27:58.320 --> 0:28:01.280
<v Speaker 2>met the two guys, I met the wives, and I'm

0:28:01.320 --> 0:28:05.280
<v Speaker 2>saying to them, I cannot write this book how it

0:28:05.400 --> 0:28:07.879
<v Speaker 2>happened for you. I can't even set it in the

0:28:07.920 --> 0:28:15.160
<v Speaker 2>Eastern Beaches because I might be implicating people, even unintentionally,

0:28:15.720 --> 0:28:20.000
<v Speaker 2>with these characters with red herrings and things that affects

0:28:20.080 --> 0:28:22.600
<v Speaker 2>real world people who might have been looked at for

0:28:22.640 --> 0:28:25.320
<v Speaker 2>the case, or the cops as well. I don't want

0:28:25.359 --> 0:28:28.320
<v Speaker 2>to have a cop character and say, well, this was

0:28:28.359 --> 0:28:31.119
<v Speaker 2>clearly that guy who worked at the Kuji Police at

0:28:31.160 --> 0:28:34.760
<v Speaker 2>that time. And I was writing the novel and I

0:28:34.920 --> 0:28:38.040
<v Speaker 2>was saying to them, I can only have one husband

0:28:38.120 --> 0:28:40.840
<v Speaker 2>in the book because I can't have these two separate scenes,

0:28:41.320 --> 0:28:43.719
<v Speaker 2>you know, where they go and meet two separate husbands

0:28:43.760 --> 0:28:45.760
<v Speaker 2>and hear the same thing. I've got to roll them

0:28:45.800 --> 0:28:48.920
<v Speaker 2>both into one. So I'm sorry. I've essentially deleted one

0:28:48.960 --> 0:28:52.680
<v Speaker 2>of you. And in the novel, I didn't want the

0:28:52.720 --> 0:28:56.880
<v Speaker 2>reader to place so much suspicion on the husband. I

0:28:56.920 --> 0:29:00.160
<v Speaker 2>wanted you to just come into the scene, empathize with

0:29:00.200 --> 0:29:04.120
<v Speaker 2>the husband, and then get out again and keep looking

0:29:04.200 --> 0:29:07.360
<v Speaker 2>around the book for the killer. So I've had it

0:29:07.400 --> 0:29:10.239
<v Speaker 2>so that the husband doesn't find the bodies. So that

0:29:11.160 --> 0:29:15.000
<v Speaker 2>experience that you had coming home to a darkened apartment,

0:29:15.200 --> 0:29:18.720
<v Speaker 2>flicking the lights on finding your wife murdered in this

0:29:18.800 --> 0:29:24.240
<v Speaker 2>horrific way, I've had to delete it. And what a

0:29:24.360 --> 0:29:27.120
<v Speaker 2>thing to have to say to someone, because I'm trying

0:29:27.120 --> 0:29:30.240
<v Speaker 2>to say, I'm not discounting what happened to you, but

0:29:30.800 --> 0:29:37.200
<v Speaker 2>plot wise and crime fiction wise, I can't do it

0:29:37.240 --> 0:29:41.840
<v Speaker 2>that way. And it was so hard, and these guys

0:29:41.880 --> 0:29:43.200
<v Speaker 2>were so understanding.

0:29:44.280 --> 0:29:47.480
<v Speaker 1>I haven't met Steve, but Paul, I can imagine, and

0:29:47.680 --> 0:29:50.360
<v Speaker 1>I think, and this is a testing my memory. Paul

0:29:50.440 --> 0:29:54.840
<v Speaker 1>was also trying to push for cards in prison where

0:29:55.440 --> 0:29:59.360
<v Speaker 1>unsolved murders the prisoners sit there playing cards and they

0:29:59.400 --> 0:30:03.680
<v Speaker 1>have rewards. It's a trigger, and I think it's been tried.

0:30:04.000 --> 0:30:06.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure if it's a different state or tried overseas,

0:30:06.880 --> 0:30:08.560
<v Speaker 1>and there's been some success from it.

0:30:09.840 --> 0:30:11.640
<v Speaker 2>He said, I'll try anything, but.

0:30:11.640 --> 0:30:15.440
<v Speaker 1>What you've discovered, Yeah, you might write fictional crime, but

0:30:15.480 --> 0:30:18.560
<v Speaker 1>what you've discovered is the pain of homicide. This is

0:30:19.280 --> 0:30:24.240
<v Speaker 1>what fifty years ago, these crimes, and it's still impacting

0:30:24.280 --> 0:30:25.040
<v Speaker 1>on people to.

0:30:24.920 --> 0:30:27.840
<v Speaker 2>This day every day. And he was getting tiery. And

0:30:27.880 --> 0:30:30.360
<v Speaker 2>I've seen Steve get tiery, and it seems to me

0:30:30.520 --> 0:30:33.719
<v Speaker 2>that the emotion is right there all the time with

0:30:33.760 --> 0:30:36.600
<v Speaker 2>these guys, and it never goes away. It just sits there,

0:30:36.720 --> 0:30:39.400
<v Speaker 2>and as soon as you start talking about it, it's

0:30:39.600 --> 0:30:45.440
<v Speaker 2>right out. And that's half a century later, and it's

0:30:45.480 --> 0:30:47.760
<v Speaker 2>exactly what I was trying to say to Lawrence. I

0:30:47.800 --> 0:30:51.480
<v Speaker 2>was sitting there with the serial killer, saying, this person

0:30:51.640 --> 0:30:55.880
<v Speaker 2>is not a hand flick and then get over it.

0:30:56.200 --> 0:31:01.880
<v Speaker 2>But he couldn't understand. And so, yeah, listening to Paul

0:31:01.880 --> 0:31:06.680
<v Speaker 2>and Stephen, I was wandering around this territory of trying

0:31:07.000 --> 0:31:10.600
<v Speaker 2>not to retraumatize them and saying, oh, so what was

0:31:10.600 --> 0:31:13.760
<v Speaker 2>they like, you know, or saying, you know, how did

0:31:13.800 --> 0:31:16.120
<v Speaker 2>you guys meet and that kind of thing, and their

0:31:16.280 --> 0:31:19.480
<v Speaker 2>wives are there as well, so it's like, how do

0:31:19.600 --> 0:31:23.040
<v Speaker 2>I do this? And then, you know, I wrote the novel.

0:31:23.800 --> 0:31:26.600
<v Speaker 2>They didn't see it at all until it was completed,

0:31:26.880 --> 0:31:29.120
<v Speaker 2>and then I sent it off to them. I emailed

0:31:29.160 --> 0:31:32.440
<v Speaker 2>it off and then I just sat there just buzzing

0:31:32.560 --> 0:31:35.800
<v Speaker 2>with terror. I think it was three days or something

0:31:35.840 --> 0:31:40.120
<v Speaker 2>before Paul got back, because I've tried to encompass emotionally

0:31:40.400 --> 0:31:44.760
<v Speaker 2>in the novel what these guys experienced, having not experienced

0:31:44.800 --> 0:31:49.320
<v Speaker 2>it at all myself, you know, and they've trust they've

0:31:49.480 --> 0:31:52.960
<v Speaker 2>really trusted me to do it and to go out

0:31:53.040 --> 0:31:56.360
<v Speaker 2>and to talk. And I said to them, the day

0:31:56.440 --> 0:32:00.760
<v Speaker 2>of printing is going to be December nineteen, so all

0:32:00.840 --> 0:32:04.680
<v Speaker 2>the way up until midnight December nineteen. Yeah, I said,

0:32:04.720 --> 0:32:07.080
<v Speaker 2>you let me know. If there's something I say, or

0:32:07.160 --> 0:32:10.880
<v Speaker 2>something you read, or you just get a feeling and

0:32:10.920 --> 0:32:14.160
<v Speaker 2>you want to say, I'm out, then you'll be out.

0:32:14.400 --> 0:32:16.960
<v Speaker 2>I'll take them right out. I'll change the novel so

0:32:17.000 --> 0:32:20.360
<v Speaker 2>it's unrecognizable. I'll take the afterward out, and I won't

0:32:20.400 --> 0:32:23.080
<v Speaker 2>talk in interviews at all. I'll never speak your wife's name.

0:32:23.520 --> 0:32:25.760
<v Speaker 1>Look, I think one thought a couple of things I

0:32:25.800 --> 0:32:29.880
<v Speaker 1>want to pick up on. You mentioned Headley Thomas the

0:32:29.920 --> 0:32:34.360
<v Speaker 1>podcast will that helped solve a murder, and that was

0:32:34.600 --> 0:32:38.600
<v Speaker 1>initially I know, police was skeptical about it. Police are going, no,

0:32:38.760 --> 0:32:41.920
<v Speaker 1>this is not going to happen. The family law court Bomber.

0:32:41.960 --> 0:32:44.640
<v Speaker 1>I think there was an episode that what was the

0:32:44.880 --> 0:32:48.680
<v Speaker 1>Channel seven equivalent of sixty minutes at the time, back

0:32:48.720 --> 0:32:52.280
<v Speaker 1>in the day that came out and on the back

0:32:52.320 --> 0:32:55.120
<v Speaker 1>of that that case was solved. Now the police are

0:32:55.160 --> 0:32:59.800
<v Speaker 1>going to deny saying that I was working in unsolved homicide.

0:33:00.520 --> 0:33:04.880
<v Speaker 1>What goes on and that pressure, that focus puts the

0:33:04.960 --> 0:33:09.120
<v Speaker 1>police putting resources into it, getting the breakthrough. The reason

0:33:09.360 --> 0:33:12.840
<v Speaker 1>I raise that you're doing. Some people might call hair

0:33:12.920 --> 0:33:17.560
<v Speaker 1>brain schein. How's that going to help? Who knows? Who knows?

0:33:17.640 --> 0:33:20.760
<v Speaker 1>But I think from a victim's point of view, the

0:33:20.760 --> 0:33:24.520
<v Speaker 1>family of victims, they just want to make sure everything's

0:33:24.600 --> 0:33:27.760
<v Speaker 1>being done that can be done, and so is there

0:33:27.800 --> 0:33:31.720
<v Speaker 1>any any harm in trying that? And I think policing

0:33:32.080 --> 0:33:35.840
<v Speaker 1>has got to understand that when you're dealing with traumatize

0:33:36.080 --> 0:33:41.600
<v Speaker 1>people following murders, unsolved murders, or disappearances, that it doesn't

0:33:41.640 --> 0:33:44.760
<v Speaker 1>go away. You have experience that now in real life

0:33:45.120 --> 0:33:47.200
<v Speaker 1>fifty years down the track, and you see the pain

0:33:47.240 --> 0:33:50.080
<v Speaker 1>that's so raw. So they've got to make sure they

0:33:50.080 --> 0:33:53.600
<v Speaker 1>do everything possible. Keep the families informed, keep them informed,

0:33:53.640 --> 0:33:56.640
<v Speaker 1>because that was a lot of the anks with unsolved

0:33:56.680 --> 0:33:59.920
<v Speaker 1>homicide is that the family members that are not being

0:34:00.200 --> 0:34:03.520
<v Speaker 1>informed by the police what's happening, and they sit there

0:34:03.560 --> 0:34:06.080
<v Speaker 1>and quite often the family are too polite to phone

0:34:06.080 --> 0:34:08.120
<v Speaker 1>the police up and go, hey, what's happening. You said

0:34:08.160 --> 0:34:10.200
<v Speaker 1>you'd keep me informed. It's been two or three years

0:34:10.239 --> 0:34:13.240
<v Speaker 1>since I've heard from you, that person no longer works

0:34:13.280 --> 0:34:15.600
<v Speaker 1>here or whatever. There's I think a lot of the

0:34:15.640 --> 0:34:19.520
<v Speaker 1>pain can be reduced by keeping keeping the families informed.

0:34:19.880 --> 0:34:23.360
<v Speaker 1>Having said that, like unsolved homicide, I love it, and

0:34:23.480 --> 0:34:25.759
<v Speaker 1>we talked about in part one where you see old

0:34:25.800 --> 0:34:29.120
<v Speaker 1>cases that have been solved, whether it's from someone coming

0:34:29.160 --> 0:34:34.439
<v Speaker 1>forward or improvements in technology forensic technology. But yeah, it's

0:34:34.840 --> 0:34:38.160
<v Speaker 1>worth worth giving giving a try to what you've done.

0:34:38.719 --> 0:34:42.400
<v Speaker 2>My last thing that I want to do, ever, is

0:34:42.760 --> 0:34:45.760
<v Speaker 2>piss off the police and also suggest that they've done.

0:34:45.640 --> 0:34:47.160
<v Speaker 1>All right, don't worry about that.

0:34:48.000 --> 0:34:50.480
<v Speaker 2>No implications to that's possible.

0:34:50.520 --> 0:34:51.000
<v Speaker 1>We happened to.

0:34:51.719 --> 0:34:56.000
<v Speaker 2>Look, you know, because it's been fifty one years. This

0:34:56.080 --> 0:34:57.879
<v Speaker 2>case has got a lot of work on it, it's

0:34:58.000 --> 0:35:01.240
<v Speaker 2>reviewed a lot. Yes, there were mistakes in the beginning,

0:35:01.480 --> 0:35:05.200
<v Speaker 2>like there is no physical evidence whatsoever, you know, remaining

0:35:05.239 --> 0:35:08.760
<v Speaker 2>of these cases. And Paul and Stephen have been driving,

0:35:08.880 --> 0:35:11.719
<v Speaker 2>driving driving the police to say, I've just seen this

0:35:11.800 --> 0:35:15.759
<v Speaker 2>case where where somebody's box of evidence turned up in

0:35:15.800 --> 0:35:18.279
<v Speaker 2>an attic, And I've just seen this case where, you know,

0:35:18.320 --> 0:35:22.400
<v Speaker 2>and I'm hearing rumors about these about homicide, drawing all

0:35:22.440 --> 0:35:24.840
<v Speaker 2>these evidence boxes in and then them sitting there and

0:35:24.840 --> 0:35:27.640
<v Speaker 2>they're not categorizing them. And Paul and Steven are saying

0:35:27.680 --> 0:35:30.960
<v Speaker 2>to the police, is the is the evidence really missing?

0:35:31.080 --> 0:35:34.040
<v Speaker 2>Is it really missing? But there have also been wonderful

0:35:34.080 --> 0:35:37.719
<v Speaker 2>things done on this case where after forty seven years

0:35:37.719 --> 0:35:42.160
<v Speaker 2>they went back to Paul and yeah, yeah, I used

0:35:42.160 --> 0:35:46.000
<v Speaker 2>it in the book as floorboards, but it was carpet.

0:35:46.360 --> 0:35:49.320
<v Speaker 2>Our detective pulled up the carpet and took a DNA

0:35:49.400 --> 0:35:51.719
<v Speaker 2>swab from a bloodstain that you found it, so that

0:35:51.800 --> 0:35:56.040
<v Speaker 2>they have some DNA of the killer. So and I

0:35:56.080 --> 0:35:58.719
<v Speaker 2>don't know, I'm sitting there going how many forward capris

0:35:58.760 --> 0:36:01.560
<v Speaker 2>were there in you know, it's possible that police have

0:36:01.560 --> 0:36:03.960
<v Speaker 2>already done that. They're not going to tell me everything

0:36:04.000 --> 0:36:06.600
<v Speaker 2>that they've done. I'm sure they've been hammering this case

0:36:06.640 --> 0:36:10.360
<v Speaker 2>a lot. But what I'm trying to do is something different.

0:36:10.360 --> 0:36:12.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to reach a reader, maybe like my mum,

0:36:13.160 --> 0:36:17.719
<v Speaker 2>who thought it's not important and I wasn't sure and

0:36:17.760 --> 0:36:20.720
<v Speaker 2>I never told anyone. Maybe I'll get that one person

0:36:21.320 --> 0:36:24.279
<v Speaker 2>by doing this. And I hope that I wrote a

0:36:24.320 --> 0:36:28.160
<v Speaker 2>story where I kind of paid tribute to the pain

0:36:28.239 --> 0:36:32.959
<v Speaker 2>and complexity of being involved in murder. Like I'm taking

0:36:33.000 --> 0:36:35.040
<v Speaker 2>it from two perspectives. In this book. I'm looking at

0:36:35.200 --> 0:36:37.759
<v Speaker 2>victims of murder. I'm also looking at family members of

0:36:37.800 --> 0:36:40.160
<v Speaker 2>a murderer and what it's like to be around a

0:36:40.239 --> 0:36:43.640
<v Speaker 2>murderer and to not know. And so I said it

0:36:43.719 --> 0:36:47.279
<v Speaker 2>somewhere rural. It is based on a real town, So

0:36:47.360 --> 0:36:49.360
<v Speaker 2>I hope I don't annoy anyone from that town. I

0:36:49.360 --> 0:36:53.240
<v Speaker 2>haven't said which town. I hope I don't annoy anyone

0:36:53.440 --> 0:36:57.120
<v Speaker 2>from there. But you know, the book is going out there,

0:36:57.120 --> 0:36:59.640
<v Speaker 2>and I am trying to do everything I can to

0:37:00.080 --> 0:37:03.400
<v Speaker 2>because you know, like I said, I was handed this

0:37:03.440 --> 0:37:07.800
<v Speaker 2>hot potato and I'm just now feeling like I'm passing

0:37:07.880 --> 0:37:09.200
<v Speaker 2>it on maybe.

0:37:08.920 --> 0:37:11.960
<v Speaker 1>Well, the fact, I think in any eventure you go

0:37:12.080 --> 0:37:15.279
<v Speaker 1>down when you're dealing with a true crime event that's

0:37:15.280 --> 0:37:17.200
<v Speaker 1>actually happened. The fact that you've reached out to the

0:37:17.239 --> 0:37:19.520
<v Speaker 1>family so that they've had some input and all that.

0:37:19.880 --> 0:37:22.480
<v Speaker 1>I can imagine how they feel exploited if no one

0:37:22.520 --> 0:37:24.239
<v Speaker 1>reaches reaches out to them.

0:37:24.719 --> 0:37:27.279
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and I don't think it's ever been done. I

0:37:27.320 --> 0:37:30.399
<v Speaker 2>think crime writers, you know, not ever ever, I'm sure

0:37:30.400 --> 0:37:33.640
<v Speaker 2>it's been done, but I think that that crime writers

0:37:33.640 --> 0:37:35.719
<v Speaker 2>will write about a crime and they'll put it in

0:37:35.760 --> 0:37:38.640
<v Speaker 2>there and they'll disguise it. And I certainly have done this.

0:37:38.880 --> 0:37:41.759
<v Speaker 2>Hope that you disguise it well enough so that you

0:37:41.760 --> 0:37:45.719
<v Speaker 2>know that murderer's brother or that victim's father doesn't read

0:37:45.760 --> 0:37:47.799
<v Speaker 2>it and go, oh, clearly this is inspired by what

0:37:47.880 --> 0:37:51.320
<v Speaker 2>happened to me. I've just come out, and this time

0:37:51.400 --> 0:37:54.760
<v Speaker 2>I've come out, and because obviously I wrote about Lawrence

0:37:55.120 --> 0:37:57.920
<v Speaker 2>in those books and what he did, and I was

0:37:58.000 --> 0:38:01.319
<v Speaker 2>tapping into the mind of a murderer. But I didn't

0:38:01.360 --> 0:38:04.440
<v Speaker 2>want to tiptoe through that gray area anymore. I wanted

0:38:04.440 --> 0:38:07.399
<v Speaker 2>to stomp through it and find my way through this.

0:38:08.160 --> 0:38:10.520
<v Speaker 2>And I'm thinking, surely there's a way to do this

0:38:10.560 --> 0:38:13.560
<v Speaker 2>where I don't hurt anyone, because I said to the

0:38:13.960 --> 0:38:18.880
<v Speaker 2>guys hurting you or your kids or you know, Maria's brother,

0:38:19.120 --> 0:38:21.439
<v Speaker 2>if there's any threat of that at all, I'm out.

0:38:21.880 --> 0:38:25.040
<v Speaker 1>Well was it years ago? Got it in the notes

0:38:25.040 --> 0:38:27.800
<v Speaker 1>here where the police were making public appeals for information,

0:38:27.920 --> 0:38:32.320
<v Speaker 1>so they must think there's looking for that missing missing piece.

0:38:32.480 --> 0:38:36.040
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and in Paul and Paul and Lynnette's apartment block,

0:38:36.239 --> 0:38:39.919
<v Speaker 2>they still don't know everyone who lived in that apartment block.

0:38:40.160 --> 0:38:43.319
<v Speaker 2>If you can find someone who just lived there. There

0:38:43.400 --> 0:38:47.200
<v Speaker 2>was a group of UK backpackers from the UK that

0:38:47.280 --> 0:38:49.759
<v Speaker 2>lived there, very interested in them, and they can't find

0:38:49.760 --> 0:38:52.520
<v Speaker 2>who they were, you know, because it was backpackers moving

0:38:52.560 --> 0:38:55.000
<v Speaker 2>in and out and paying cash and yeah, all this

0:38:55.120 --> 0:38:55.720
<v Speaker 2>kind of thing.

0:38:56.120 --> 0:39:01.080
<v Speaker 1>Well, it's worth worthwhile. But I understand you reluctance or

0:39:01.800 --> 0:39:05.160
<v Speaker 1>concerns about doing something where you're delving from fiction into real.

0:39:05.239 --> 0:39:07.959
<v Speaker 1>That's why when I looked at the cover and thought,

0:39:08.040 --> 0:39:12.080
<v Speaker 1>oh this is brave. Where are we going here? I

0:39:12.800 --> 0:39:16.680
<v Speaker 1>enjoyed enjoyed the route. It's yeah, and I know the

0:39:16.760 --> 0:39:19.000
<v Speaker 1>area that you're talking about because I did a lot

0:39:19.040 --> 0:39:20.759
<v Speaker 1>of I did a lot of policing out there.

0:39:20.840 --> 0:39:24.520
<v Speaker 2>I won't because I go there and I don't want to.

0:39:25.480 --> 0:39:28.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I've had some interesting experiences out in those parts.

0:39:29.880 --> 0:39:32.239
<v Speaker 2>I knew it was I knew there was a history there.

0:39:32.280 --> 0:39:34.120
<v Speaker 2>I could feel it. I thought, this is where the

0:39:34.120 --> 0:39:37.520
<v Speaker 2>weirdos are, you know, not all of them, but they're

0:39:37.600 --> 0:39:38.680
<v Speaker 2>hidden in these hills.

0:39:38.800 --> 0:39:43.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, there's some interesting things. Hey guys, it's Gary

0:39:43.840 --> 0:39:45.920
<v Speaker 1>jubilin here. I want to get more out of I

0:39:46.040 --> 0:39:48.560
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0:39:48.680 --> 0:39:52.640
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0:39:52.680 --> 0:39:56.160
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0:39:56.280 --> 0:40:00.799
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0:40:01.120 --> 0:40:05.200
<v Speaker 1>before we've finished talking about those particular cases in your book,

0:40:05.520 --> 0:40:07.480
<v Speaker 1>this is in the author's note, and I think I

0:40:07.600 --> 0:40:10.480
<v Speaker 1>just want to read that out. And so this is

0:40:10.520 --> 0:40:12.479
<v Speaker 1>at the end of the book. In the end true

0:40:12.520 --> 0:40:17.160
<v Speaker 1>crime fictions, conventions and expectations, we meet the killer. He

0:40:17.200 --> 0:40:20.520
<v Speaker 1>gets what he deserves, the answers and closure. At the

0:40:20.560 --> 0:40:23.800
<v Speaker 1>time of writing this afterward, none of these things have

0:40:23.920 --> 0:40:27.000
<v Speaker 1>been available to Paul and Stephen and everyone who lost

0:40:27.040 --> 0:40:29.640
<v Speaker 1>Lynnette and Maria. I will never be able to write

0:40:29.640 --> 0:40:33.040
<v Speaker 1>a book of fiction that completely encompasses the tragedy of

0:40:33.080 --> 0:40:37.960
<v Speaker 1>experience murdering real life. I don't believe anyone can. I'm

0:40:38.000 --> 0:40:41.000
<v Speaker 1>glad you put that in because that's what the message

0:40:41.040 --> 0:40:44.080
<v Speaker 1>I try to get across, because I'm conflicted too. I'm

0:40:44.120 --> 0:40:46.080
<v Speaker 1>now in a space where I used to work in

0:40:46.120 --> 0:40:49.080
<v Speaker 1>the cops and now I'm working in the media and

0:40:49.120 --> 0:40:52.360
<v Speaker 1>the focus is true crime. But if you can do

0:40:52.400 --> 0:40:55.960
<v Speaker 1>anything doing the podcast that we do, letting people understand

0:40:56.000 --> 0:40:59.560
<v Speaker 1>the pain of what happens when someone's been murdered, because

0:40:59.640 --> 0:41:02.200
<v Speaker 1>unless you've seen that firsthand, I'm telling you you don't

0:41:02.200 --> 0:41:02.560
<v Speaker 1>get it.

0:41:02.840 --> 0:41:08.080
<v Speaker 2>And the thing about crime fiction as a mode is that,

0:41:08.239 --> 0:41:12.080
<v Speaker 2>of course you get closure because that's what the reader

0:41:12.160 --> 0:41:15.080
<v Speaker 2>wants and expects. And so I had to say to

0:41:15.120 --> 0:41:18.680
<v Speaker 2>Paul and Stephen, it's going to be solved. I'm going

0:41:18.719 --> 0:41:20.640
<v Speaker 2>to tell you who the killer is, and they're going

0:41:20.680 --> 0:41:23.719
<v Speaker 2>to get what they deserve. But you don't get that,

0:41:24.239 --> 0:41:27.440
<v Speaker 2>and I'm sorry, and you may never get that. I

0:41:27.480 --> 0:41:30.960
<v Speaker 2>hope that you do, but you may never. And that's

0:41:31.040 --> 0:41:35.560
<v Speaker 2>something that I cannot do in crime fiction is try

0:41:35.680 --> 0:41:39.120
<v Speaker 2>to paint a picture of that forever and forever and

0:41:39.160 --> 0:41:43.399
<v Speaker 2>forever of not knowing. There's so many things that went

0:41:43.440 --> 0:41:46.880
<v Speaker 2>into this book, and because they went in, they illustrate

0:41:46.920 --> 0:41:49.719
<v Speaker 2>for me the unfairness. You know, when you meet the

0:41:49.840 --> 0:41:54.480
<v Speaker 2>husband of the murdered wife, he defiantly says, well, I

0:41:54.600 --> 0:41:57.080
<v Speaker 2>never moved out of this house. I stayed here because

0:41:57.120 --> 0:41:59.640
<v Speaker 2>he wasn't going to take that house from me. Took

0:41:59.640 --> 0:42:01.440
<v Speaker 2>my wife. He's not going to take my house, and

0:42:01.480 --> 0:42:04.480
<v Speaker 2>she was happy here. Well, guess what, both Paul and

0:42:04.520 --> 0:42:08.000
<v Speaker 2>Stephen had to move out of their apartments, and they

0:42:08.320 --> 0:42:11.600
<v Speaker 2>would have walked into those apartments for the first time

0:42:12.160 --> 0:42:14.800
<v Speaker 2>with Lynette and Maria, and they would have been young

0:42:15.080 --> 0:42:18.440
<v Speaker 2>and married, and Paul and Lynett had got a baby,

0:42:18.640 --> 0:42:21.440
<v Speaker 2>and they would have walked in there for the first time, excited,

0:42:21.719 --> 0:42:24.640
<v Speaker 2>this is our new apartment. How wonderful. And at the

0:42:24.800 --> 0:42:28.160
<v Speaker 2>end of that story, it's Stephen and Paul walking out

0:42:28.160 --> 0:42:32.720
<v Speaker 2>alone because that's where their wife died, and that dream

0:42:32.880 --> 0:42:38.000
<v Speaker 2>of that home was destroyed by this personal persons. You know,

0:42:38.080 --> 0:42:41.960
<v Speaker 2>they don't the police don't know whether it's one killer

0:42:42.080 --> 0:42:44.839
<v Speaker 2>or two. You know. I go into great detail in

0:42:44.880 --> 0:42:48.799
<v Speaker 2>the afterward about these cases and what police want to know.

0:42:48.880 --> 0:42:50.919
<v Speaker 2>So I hope people will pick it up and read

0:42:50.920 --> 0:42:55.520
<v Speaker 2>it and think to themselves. But that's it's not possible

0:42:55.560 --> 0:42:58.120
<v Speaker 2>to do it with fiction. And so I guess this

0:42:58.200 --> 0:43:01.719
<v Speaker 2>whole journey has been in about, you know, because like

0:43:01.800 --> 0:43:03.520
<v Speaker 2>I said, I was going to solve it. I was

0:43:03.560 --> 0:43:04.879
<v Speaker 2>going to I was going to be the person who

0:43:04.920 --> 0:43:06.719
<v Speaker 2>knocked on the killer's door and he comes out and

0:43:06.760 --> 0:43:09.200
<v Speaker 2>he's eighty and I'm like, guess what ding dong, motherfucker,

0:43:09.280 --> 0:43:11.120
<v Speaker 2>and I punched him in the face and then the

0:43:11.160 --> 0:43:14.480
<v Speaker 2>cops swirling and they get him. It has been all

0:43:14.520 --> 0:43:16.280
<v Speaker 2>about learning the name of Heley.

0:43:16.520 --> 0:43:17.480
<v Speaker 1>Who's Headley Thomas.

0:43:17.600 --> 0:43:20.279
<v Speaker 2>That's right, that's right. She was there, she punched him,

0:43:20.400 --> 0:43:22.440
<v Speaker 2>and I'd say to the judge and I'd do it again,

0:43:22.640 --> 0:43:25.440
<v Speaker 2>you know. And it has been learning that. I have

0:43:25.680 --> 0:43:29.359
<v Speaker 2>very big dreams about how you could get rid of

0:43:29.360 --> 0:43:34.399
<v Speaker 2>that pain of homicide, but they're all incredibly fictional, you know.

0:43:34.520 --> 0:43:38.920
<v Speaker 1>Well, the pain of homicide and put this into your

0:43:39.040 --> 0:43:43.520
<v Speaker 1>memory for potential future books. After I left the police,

0:43:43.680 --> 0:43:46.440
<v Speaker 1>I went and visited the mother of Michelle Pogmore. Michelle

0:43:46.520 --> 0:43:50.319
<v Speaker 1>was murdered in Mount Dreuitt a long long time ago,

0:43:50.840 --> 0:43:54.480
<v Speaker 1>I think fifteen years ago or more. A third year

0:43:54.520 --> 0:43:56.640
<v Speaker 1>old girl just found dumped in the park.

0:43:56.760 --> 0:43:57.760
<v Speaker 2>She'd been to a party.

0:43:57.840 --> 0:44:01.360
<v Speaker 1>I remember that she'd been there. It was just horrific,

0:44:01.400 --> 0:44:05.000
<v Speaker 1>and I was the on call, the officer for it,

0:44:05.280 --> 0:44:08.319
<v Speaker 1>went to the crime scene and spoke to Michelle's mum

0:44:08.440 --> 0:44:10.560
<v Speaker 1>and we've stayed in touch over the years. I wasn't

0:44:10.760 --> 0:44:13.799
<v Speaker 1>running the investigation, but from the initial long call I

0:44:13.840 --> 0:44:16.320
<v Speaker 1>made the connection with the mother. After I left the police,

0:44:16.360 --> 0:44:18.040
<v Speaker 1>I thought that I'd go around and see her because

0:44:18.080 --> 0:44:21.200
<v Speaker 1>she contacted me when I was in the police and

0:44:21.280 --> 0:44:24.640
<v Speaker 1>she had a bedroom set up for Michelle exactly the

0:44:24.680 --> 0:44:27.120
<v Speaker 1>way it was when she left, with tweety birds on

0:44:27.160 --> 0:44:30.439
<v Speaker 1>the on the walls and all that. I asked, what's

0:44:30.440 --> 0:44:32.160
<v Speaker 1>that about, and she said, I just can't bring it

0:44:32.200 --> 0:44:36.280
<v Speaker 1>to take it down. Yeah, now that is carrying pain.

0:44:36.800 --> 0:44:38.360
<v Speaker 1>That's unimaginable.

0:44:38.480 --> 0:44:42.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's for me. I look into the photos because

0:44:42.480 --> 0:44:46.160
<v Speaker 2>I've seen photos that aren't out there in the press

0:44:46.480 --> 0:44:50.400
<v Speaker 2>of Lynette and Maria, those personal ones. You know that

0:44:50.400 --> 0:44:53.880
<v Speaker 2>that Paul and Steven keep to themselves, and you can see,

0:44:54.320 --> 0:44:57.640
<v Speaker 2>you can see how happy these women were. And I

0:44:57.719 --> 0:45:01.719
<v Speaker 2>feel a particular affinity for Lynnette, who.

0:45:01.640 --> 0:45:02.279
<v Speaker 1>Was like me.

0:45:02.600 --> 0:45:04.600
<v Speaker 2>She's got her hands in everything. You know, she's a

0:45:04.719 --> 0:45:07.520
<v Speaker 2>dancer and she's got a salon and she's you know,

0:45:07.640 --> 0:45:10.120
<v Speaker 2>she's selling products, and she's got a kid, and she's

0:45:10.160 --> 0:45:13.680
<v Speaker 2>juggling all this kind of stuff, embracing life, yeah, really

0:45:13.800 --> 0:45:16.600
<v Speaker 2>living and never stopping. And that was part of the

0:45:16.760 --> 0:45:20.799
<v Speaker 2>you know, the suspect pool is enormous because they know

0:45:21.040 --> 0:45:24.759
<v Speaker 2>so many people, and I felt like, you know, I

0:45:24.960 --> 0:45:29.480
<v Speaker 2>felt something for her, and then meeting Steven and learning

0:45:29.480 --> 0:45:33.279
<v Speaker 2>about Maria, I just I stepped deep into it. So

0:45:33.360 --> 0:45:35.760
<v Speaker 2>I hope the effect that I've had is good.

0:45:36.160 --> 0:45:40.359
<v Speaker 1>Well, we're talking about that's that's it right now. I

0:45:40.400 --> 0:45:44.279
<v Speaker 1>think the fact that the families and that's frustration that

0:45:44.320 --> 0:45:47.719
<v Speaker 1>their loved one has been forgotten. And so the fact

0:45:47.760 --> 0:45:50.200
<v Speaker 1>that people are talking about I think that pays tribute

0:45:50.239 --> 0:45:52.640
<v Speaker 1>to the victims in a way that their life counted

0:45:52.680 --> 0:45:55.600
<v Speaker 1>and they haven't been forgotten, and it helps, it helps

0:45:55.600 --> 0:45:59.239
<v Speaker 1>her families and place. Quite often they're doing a really

0:45:59.320 --> 0:46:01.960
<v Speaker 1>good job trying and the solver murder, but they're not

0:46:02.080 --> 0:46:07.800
<v Speaker 1>updating the families. And yeah, that's that's concerning. Let's lighten

0:46:07.800 --> 0:46:10.839
<v Speaker 1>it up a little bit. Okay, just a little bit,

0:46:10.880 --> 0:46:14.120
<v Speaker 1>because you probably take us into a dark place anyway.

0:46:14.280 --> 0:46:17.880
<v Speaker 1>You all the same, these crime writers and types, your

0:46:17.920 --> 0:46:23.080
<v Speaker 1>favorite characters. Oh, Goshi a kid? Is it?

0:46:23.120 --> 0:46:27.440
<v Speaker 2>It is? It is? Look Russell and Bridy in this book.

0:46:28.000 --> 0:46:31.479
<v Speaker 2>Ten out of ten would write them again. I love them.

0:46:31.800 --> 0:46:36.840
<v Speaker 2>They're so much fun, and particularly Bridy with the animal rescue.

0:46:36.880 --> 0:46:38.040
<v Speaker 2>She's an animal rescuer.

0:46:38.160 --> 0:46:39.840
<v Speaker 1>What was that based on that?

0:46:40.000 --> 0:46:43.160
<v Speaker 2>That's a little bit just on experiences I have had this.

0:46:43.360 --> 0:46:45.200
<v Speaker 1>You know, sure the listener wouldn't have picked that up,

0:46:45.560 --> 0:46:46.160
<v Speaker 1>picked that up.

0:46:46.239 --> 0:46:48.879
<v Speaker 2>So at the moment, it's probably Russell and Bridy. I've

0:46:48.880 --> 0:46:53.880
<v Speaker 2>written the next book in the row and almost finished

0:46:53.880 --> 0:46:56.240
<v Speaker 2>your first draft, and I feel like after the first draft,

0:46:56.239 --> 0:46:58.840
<v Speaker 2>I've only just starting to get to know those characters.

0:46:58.920 --> 0:47:01.920
<v Speaker 2>So I've sketched it out. The builders that I based

0:47:01.960 --> 0:47:05.680
<v Speaker 2>the their heist crew for that book. It's called Devil's Kitchen,

0:47:06.000 --> 0:47:08.000
<v Speaker 2>and I based it on these real builders who are

0:47:08.000 --> 0:47:11.080
<v Speaker 2>in my backyard. I still see one of those builders

0:47:11.120 --> 0:47:14.840
<v Speaker 2>around and I'm like, ah, there is you know, and.

0:47:15.120 --> 0:47:18.320
<v Speaker 1>So you're they're they're four men building crew, but you

0:47:18.480 --> 0:47:20.000
<v Speaker 1>put them doing.

0:47:20.719 --> 0:47:24.120
<v Speaker 2>Robber yeah, the highest Yeah, they had a vibe they had.

0:47:24.360 --> 0:47:27.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm sure they're not criminals. I'm sure they're not, but

0:47:27.960 --> 0:47:31.799
<v Speaker 2>they had a kind of a gang vibe. And I

0:47:31.840 --> 0:47:33.960
<v Speaker 2>could very easily see them as a.

0:47:33.920 --> 0:47:37.640
<v Speaker 1>High st still trying to solve that robbery fan where

0:47:37.680 --> 0:47:39.120
<v Speaker 1>they turned up as a group of builders.

0:47:39.480 --> 0:47:43.440
<v Speaker 2>Really, I could see it.

0:47:44.239 --> 0:47:49.359
<v Speaker 1>What about in fictional crime stories a dysfunctional detectives? Are

0:47:49.400 --> 0:47:51.520
<v Speaker 1>all detectives dysfunctional in some way?

0:47:52.000 --> 0:47:54.640
<v Speaker 2>See this is when whenever somebody comes up to me

0:47:54.680 --> 0:47:56.840
<v Speaker 2>in a book talk and they say, oh, I'm a

0:47:56.880 --> 0:48:01.040
<v Speaker 2>police officer, I always go, I'm sorry. You know, they're

0:48:01.120 --> 0:48:04.360
<v Speaker 2>so corrupt. In my early books, they were always corrupt

0:48:04.640 --> 0:48:08.600
<v Speaker 2>because you're trying to throw as much bad stuff at

0:48:08.640 --> 0:48:11.719
<v Speaker 2>the protagonists as you can. And if they're working in

0:48:11.760 --> 0:48:14.920
<v Speaker 2>a police station where you know, there's all this underhanded

0:48:15.239 --> 0:48:18.760
<v Speaker 2>ness going on and bullying and sexual harassment and nobody

0:48:18.760 --> 0:48:21.279
<v Speaker 2>knows how to do their job, it's just hard for

0:48:21.320 --> 0:48:24.000
<v Speaker 2>that protagonist to do their job, you know. So I

0:48:24.040 --> 0:48:27.000
<v Speaker 2>always go, oh, my god, you're either about to tell

0:48:27.040 --> 0:48:30.160
<v Speaker 2>me about some factoid that I've gotten wrong. You know,

0:48:30.320 --> 0:48:33.440
<v Speaker 2>there's more than two people on a crime scene canvas,

0:48:33.480 --> 0:48:36.320
<v Speaker 2>there's like thirty people like, hey, yes, but for plus

0:48:36.440 --> 0:48:40.120
<v Speaker 2>reasons this too, you know, you know, or you're about

0:48:40.120 --> 0:48:42.480
<v Speaker 2>to say, could you stop making all the cops so corrupt?

0:48:42.880 --> 0:48:46.759
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, now in this In this novel in Red

0:48:46.800 --> 0:48:50.080
<v Speaker 2>Belly Crossing, Russell's the cop and his mo o is

0:48:50.239 --> 0:48:54.120
<v Speaker 2>just to walk around and just be aggressively awful to

0:48:54.239 --> 0:48:57.040
<v Speaker 2>everyone you know. Have you ever known do? Were you

0:48:57.120 --> 0:48:59.000
<v Speaker 2>reading that and thinking I know a guys.

0:48:58.840 --> 0:49:02.160
<v Speaker 1>Just like that. No, I saw no similarities whatsoever, So

0:49:02.280 --> 0:49:07.280
<v Speaker 1>help me God. No, I understand it in different contexts.

0:49:07.360 --> 0:49:10.360
<v Speaker 1>But I would put on, not put on, but I

0:49:10.400 --> 0:49:12.480
<v Speaker 1>would carry a persona. If I'm in the middle of

0:49:12.560 --> 0:49:15.920
<v Speaker 1>a job, there is absolutely no time for niceties, and

0:49:17.120 --> 0:49:20.480
<v Speaker 1>forget your f and cup of tea like we're having

0:49:20.480 --> 0:49:23.200
<v Speaker 1>a briefing. I don't care if you haven't had your coffee.

0:49:23.600 --> 0:49:26.200
<v Speaker 1>This needs to be done and maybe I could have

0:49:26.280 --> 0:49:28.600
<v Speaker 1>done it, done it differently, but it's not in me

0:49:28.719 --> 0:49:32.800
<v Speaker 1>because I think I think investigations are too important. People

0:49:32.800 --> 0:49:35.839
<v Speaker 1>that get to name me go, hey, you actually smile. Well,

0:49:35.840 --> 0:49:37.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to smile in the middle of a

0:49:37.920 --> 0:49:40.879
<v Speaker 1>homicide investigation when we're all under pressure. Just do your

0:49:40.880 --> 0:49:42.400
<v Speaker 1>work and will smile afterwards.

0:49:42.440 --> 0:49:45.160
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you've got to be more like a Doberman energy

0:49:45.280 --> 0:49:46.600
<v Speaker 2>rather than like golden Retriet.

0:49:47.000 --> 0:49:52.400
<v Speaker 1>And I saw like I'm easy to work with, but

0:49:52.560 --> 0:49:55.080
<v Speaker 1>the persona when things need to be done, and they

0:49:55.160 --> 0:49:57.160
<v Speaker 1>need to be done now, and don't stuff this up.

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<v Speaker 1>I've had investigations where people have made mistakes and literally

0:50:01.800 --> 0:50:05.839
<v Speaker 1>murderers have got away, which we all make mistakes. I've

0:50:05.840 --> 0:50:08.520
<v Speaker 1>made mistakes. We all make mistakes, but they've made mistakes

0:50:08.520 --> 0:50:11.440
<v Speaker 1>out of laziness and that pisses me off. And then

0:50:11.480 --> 0:50:13.959
<v Speaker 1>when you front them on it, they don't even care.

0:50:14.200 --> 0:50:16.920
<v Speaker 1>Like I've had people that I spoke to that have

0:50:17.040 --> 0:50:21.399
<v Speaker 1>made the mistake and I'm thinking, I better keep a watch.

0:50:21.440 --> 0:50:23.200
<v Speaker 1>That might be self harm. You want to you know,

0:50:23.840 --> 0:50:26.440
<v Speaker 1>that's how do they live with that? They walk out

0:50:26.440 --> 0:50:29.400
<v Speaker 1>and then they're laughing with their mates straight away.

0:50:29.560 --> 0:50:32.600
<v Speaker 2>But did you have you enjoyed the ways in which

0:50:32.600 --> 0:50:36.279
<v Speaker 2>you've been represented in fiction? I know you've had the

0:50:36.360 --> 0:50:40.600
<v Speaker 2>crime writing colleagues at mine specifically say you inspired that character.

0:50:40.960 --> 0:50:43.600
<v Speaker 2>Have you enjoyed that or have found it weird?

0:50:43.719 --> 0:50:49.719
<v Speaker 1>Or look, I find it funny? And yeah, I think

0:50:49.760 --> 0:50:53.400
<v Speaker 1>I've gone past because my experience with the Underbelly thing

0:50:53.400 --> 0:50:57.680
<v Speaker 1>where the TV series where they're representing me in my

0:50:57.760 --> 0:51:01.360
<v Speaker 1>personal life and all that, like any sense of privacy

0:51:01.920 --> 0:51:05.160
<v Speaker 1>was gone at that stage. So I know I've had

0:51:05.160 --> 0:51:07.600
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people that have contacted me to get

0:51:07.800 --> 0:51:12.640
<v Speaker 1>the nuances of what life of a detective is. And

0:51:12.719 --> 0:51:16.360
<v Speaker 1>for some reason they think, yeah, a couple of failed marriages,

0:51:17.360 --> 0:51:21.239
<v Speaker 1>a little bit of getting charged, high profile, high profile jobs.

0:51:21.719 --> 0:51:26.279
<v Speaker 2>See that story is very popular in the genre of

0:51:26.480 --> 0:51:31.399
<v Speaker 2>crime fiction going back decades. It's the rogue detective, the

0:51:31.400 --> 0:51:34.839
<v Speaker 2>fouled marriages because he's wedded to the job. You know,

0:51:35.080 --> 0:51:37.440
<v Speaker 2>so now he's single in the novels so that he

0:51:37.480 --> 0:51:40.000
<v Speaker 2>can find a leading lady and all.

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<v Speaker 1>This, and yeah, well, yeah, the period.

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<v Speaker 2>What I'm saying is you very cliche, I feel like,

0:51:47.360 --> 0:51:50.920
<v Speaker 2>and when I would come home and sit there in

0:51:50.920 --> 0:51:54.359
<v Speaker 2>my empty apartment because of another failed relationship, eating my.

0:51:54.320 --> 0:51:57.439
<v Speaker 1>Pizza whilst having come from a crime scene, I think,

0:51:57.760 --> 0:52:02.799
<v Speaker 1>what But I know in like, I half joke about this.

0:52:03.120 --> 0:52:05.640
<v Speaker 1>Well I do joke about it. I don't really mean it.

0:52:05.640 --> 0:52:08.600
<v Speaker 1>But I would often say to people, what, once you've

0:52:08.600 --> 0:52:11.120
<v Speaker 1>had your first divorce, then you'll become a real detective.

0:52:11.400 --> 0:52:16.680
<v Speaker 1>And having said that, I fully support the sanct of marriage,

0:52:16.719 --> 0:52:19.880
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, and I promote marriage. And there's some great

0:52:19.920 --> 0:52:24.200
<v Speaker 1>detectives that never have a divorce, but there's lots of separation.

0:52:24.320 --> 0:52:27.239
<v Speaker 1>But I worked on one and I won't mention the name,

0:52:27.280 --> 0:52:30.040
<v Speaker 1>but it was quite quite funny because I've been there

0:52:30.480 --> 0:52:35.000
<v Speaker 1>when I was going through let's say, relationship issues. It

0:52:35.080 --> 0:52:37.080
<v Speaker 1>was harder for the crooks because I had so much

0:52:37.120 --> 0:52:40.719
<v Speaker 1>time on my hand, and it's a weekend, I'm going

0:52:40.719 --> 0:52:43.360
<v Speaker 1>to work, and I would do that just because that

0:52:43.520 --> 0:52:47.040
<v Speaker 1>was easier than dealing with the pain of my own stuff. Ups. Yeah,

0:52:47.760 --> 0:52:50.160
<v Speaker 1>to just throw yourself in the work and you felt

0:52:50.160 --> 0:52:53.080
<v Speaker 1>good about yourself. But I had one young bloke on

0:52:53.200 --> 0:52:56.480
<v Speaker 1>a investigation and he will always seem to be available,

0:52:56.800 --> 0:53:00.480
<v Speaker 1>and like, who can work back? I can, boss, And

0:53:00.520 --> 0:53:04.360
<v Speaker 1>he was from the local area command, hadn't worked homicide before.

0:53:04.680 --> 0:53:07.080
<v Speaker 1>I can, boss, I need someone to do this, I'll

0:53:07.120 --> 0:53:09.760
<v Speaker 1>do that. And that went on for about three months

0:53:09.760 --> 0:53:12.359
<v Speaker 1>and I was impressed, totally committed. And then it got

0:53:12.520 --> 0:53:14.359
<v Speaker 1>to a bit weird, like he could I'd be in

0:53:14.360 --> 0:53:17.880
<v Speaker 1>on the weekends working. He'd be on weekends working, And

0:53:17.960 --> 0:53:20.719
<v Speaker 1>I said, what's going on? He said, ah, bit of

0:53:20.760 --> 0:53:23.319
<v Speaker 1>trouble in for private life is to bury myself in

0:53:23.360 --> 0:53:26.840
<v Speaker 1>the work. So yeah, and he's a great, great detective

0:53:26.880 --> 0:53:28.719
<v Speaker 1>and now he's happily married and he's got a kid.

0:53:28.880 --> 0:53:31.759
<v Speaker 1>But we might we might wrap it up here and

0:53:32.280 --> 0:53:35.239
<v Speaker 1>we'll keep informed if any any breakthrough is on the

0:53:35.280 --> 0:53:39.960
<v Speaker 1>case from the book. But yeah, normally if I thank

0:53:40.560 --> 0:53:42.840
<v Speaker 1>thank guests for coming on, I thank them please for

0:53:42.920 --> 0:53:45.360
<v Speaker 1>their services. I'm going to thank you for the wildlife

0:53:45.360 --> 0:53:49.719
<v Speaker 1>of this country. Oh yeah, the amount of rescues. How

0:53:49.719 --> 0:53:51.640
<v Speaker 1>many you were telling me the other day, how many

0:53:51.680 --> 0:53:52.319
<v Speaker 1>rescues have.

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<v Speaker 2>You done this year? I'm up to seventy two birds

0:53:55.920 --> 0:54:04.760
<v Speaker 2>this year, and they're mostly dumped chickens, ducks, quails, fantail pigeons. Yeah,

0:54:05.120 --> 0:54:08.359
<v Speaker 2>I'm specializing at the moment on poultry and birds. I'm

0:54:08.440 --> 0:54:09.200
<v Speaker 2>up to seventy two.

0:54:09.680 --> 0:54:13.279
<v Speaker 1>Well, good on you, that is. I'd say it like

0:54:13.320 --> 0:54:15.640
<v Speaker 1>it sounds like it's coming across as a joke, but

0:54:15.719 --> 0:54:18.080
<v Speaker 1>there are people out there like you that are doing

0:54:18.120 --> 0:54:23.200
<v Speaker 1>these things. Also, congratulations on your career from the Setbacks.

0:54:23.239 --> 0:54:26.760
<v Speaker 1>Imagine if you just gave up after the first novel. Yeah,

0:54:26.800 --> 0:54:29.080
<v Speaker 1>and I'm not a giver twenty two. By the time

0:54:29.120 --> 0:54:31.120
<v Speaker 1>we speak to you next week, you've probably got twenty

0:54:31.160 --> 0:54:34.440
<v Speaker 1>four books. So yeah, pleasure speaking to you.

0:54:34.480 --> 0:54:37.960
<v Speaker 2>Always have fun, and this has been a real career

0:54:38.080 --> 0:54:41.719
<v Speaker 2>goal Bingo card coming on eye catch killers. I thought

0:54:41.960 --> 0:54:44.440
<v Speaker 2>one you know, when you started the podcast, I was like,

0:54:44.560 --> 0:54:47.680
<v Speaker 2>I said to my publicist, start pitching now, I want

0:54:47.680 --> 0:54:49.200
<v Speaker 2>to be on that show.

0:54:49.320 --> 0:54:51.719
<v Speaker 1>Well, I'm glad you came on the podcast. So it's

0:54:51.760 --> 0:54:54.279
<v Speaker 1>a privilege sitting down having your chat with you and

0:54:54.320 --> 0:54:54.839
<v Speaker 1>a lot of fun.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh good, thanks cheers. Nineteen two ninet