WEBVTT - WHAT'S OUR FUTURE? WITH DAVID THE MEDIUM 0:00:00.400 --> 0:00:03.960 Matt, you are looking absolutely glowing today. What's your secret? 0:00:04.120 --> 0:00:07.040 Well, Anna, I've been using this new hydrating tanning myss 0:00:07.040 --> 0:00:08.559 called doldy b with two e's. 0:00:09.080 --> 0:00:11.160 I have to check it out. I've never heard of it. 0:00:12.080 --> 0:00:13.280 Go to their instagram. 0:00:13.520 --> 0:00:16.600 I want the fairy tale, I want the prince charming she. 0:00:17.480 --> 0:00:17.960 How do I put? 0:00:18.000 --> 0:00:18.160 This? 0:00:18.360 --> 0:00:20.640 Isn't a fan of my kissing style. 0:00:21.680 --> 0:00:24.439 Boyfriend and girlfriend for about twelve hours. He's in the 0:00:24.520 --> 0:00:27.200 trash bin. He's non recyclable, catching the muck. 0:00:28.520 --> 0:00:31.840 I love being love, I love love. You've got a 0:00:32.000 --> 0:00:35.160 very It's interesting that they show this because fruits Fellow 0:00:35.200 --> 0:00:40.680 dad in you as Paris Hilton. That's Hot. 0:00:49.880 --> 0:00:52.319 Where's Your Head At is a podcast that talks all 0:00:52.400 --> 0:00:57.720 things relationships, breakups, reality TV, trending shows, and everything in between. 0:00:58.000 --> 0:01:00.680 This is your new go to destination for life gossip, 0:01:00.880 --> 0:01:03.040 intimate details, advice, and much more. 0:01:08.200 --> 0:01:13.040 We are very excited to welcome David the Medium into 0:01:13.160 --> 0:01:14.080 the studio today. 0:01:14.240 --> 0:01:17.560 Hi, thanks for having me. Welcome to the studio. Pray 0:01:17.560 --> 0:01:17.720 to be. 0:01:18.280 --> 0:01:19.039 We said that. 0:01:19.040 --> 0:01:21.120 We weren't going to do this again because Matt, we 0:01:21.240 --> 0:01:22.960 have had a reading. If you're a long time listening 0:01:23.000 --> 0:01:26.319 to the podcast, we have had a reading before. I 0:01:26.360 --> 0:01:29.240 mean basically everything that she said came true. But she 0:01:29.319 --> 0:01:33.120 did predict that there were stuff break up in that 0:01:33.640 --> 0:01:38.679 the episode, it didn't Oh you cut that, we cut that, 0:01:39.080 --> 0:01:41.399 I don't think so I think it went out and 0:01:41.440 --> 0:01:43.919 then there was like drama drama. 0:01:44.360 --> 0:01:50.520 So, David, you're not. 0:01:50.520 --> 0:01:54.320 Just a psykick, right, you are a medium. So can 0:01:54.320 --> 0:01:56.720 you kind of explain to us what that. 0:01:56.680 --> 0:01:58.080 Even means for a friend? 0:01:58.080 --> 0:02:01.640 Listen, So, a medium has the ability to communicate with 0:02:01.680 --> 0:02:03.960 those that have crossed over. So I can essentially connect 0:02:03.960 --> 0:02:06.680 with your family, your friends, your loved ones that have 0:02:07.040 --> 0:02:11.320 died in the physical sense, and you have the six sense, 0:02:11.400 --> 0:02:13.400 have the sixth sense. Well, it's kind of all in one. 0:02:13.480 --> 0:02:16.680 So I can see here, feel, smell, an taste dead people. 0:02:22.280 --> 0:02:24.200 But when like, for example, if they were smoke as 0:02:24.240 --> 0:02:26.519 I can smell tobacco, if they like certain foods, I 0:02:26.560 --> 0:02:29.880 can do that as well. Yeah, and I am a psychic, 0:02:29.880 --> 0:02:32.320 so that means I can foresee and predict future timelines. 0:02:32.440 --> 0:02:35.480 So I predicted future events worldwide. But then when I 0:02:35.520 --> 0:02:38.560 read clients, I can see things going on in their 0:02:38.600 --> 0:02:40.520 lives in the immediate future as well. 0:02:40.840 --> 0:02:44.560 What's some things that you've predicted like events that have happened. 0:02:45.000 --> 0:02:47.280 Well, the biggest one was COVID. So that's where really 0:02:47.320 --> 0:02:49.480 where my profile in Australia took off, because I was 0:02:49.480 --> 0:02:52.520 talking about COVID probably about six months before it begun. Wow. 0:02:52.560 --> 0:02:55.079 So at the end of twenty nineteen, I was doing 0:02:55.120 --> 0:02:56.840 a lot of things on Instagram talking about, you know, 0:02:56.880 --> 0:02:58.919 really big world changes coming. I was doing really deep 0:02:58.960 --> 0:03:01.920 meditations and I could say everyone wearing masks and empty 0:03:01.960 --> 0:03:05.400 supermarket shells and made all these predictions around that, and 0:03:05.440 --> 0:03:06.919 then you know, lo and behold. A few months later 0:03:06.919 --> 0:03:09.760 it all started kicking off. Did a lot of predictions 0:03:09.800 --> 0:03:12.800 around I love doing world events because I've got an 0:03:12.800 --> 0:03:17.320 interest in sort of like geopolitical events. Anyway, I predicted 0:03:17.520 --> 0:03:20.160 the Russian Ukrainian War a good year before it begun. 0:03:21.320 --> 0:03:23.960 Who's winning the Super Bowl next next week? It has 0:03:23.960 --> 0:03:29.200 to be the Chiefs, all right, money on. 0:03:29.160 --> 0:03:31.640 The Chiefs sne You're always going to put money on this. 0:03:32.280 --> 0:03:35.360 To propose to Taylor after the game that happened. 0:03:36.000 --> 0:03:41.320 Who's psych actually which actually goes Tokyo, Las Vegas to Melbourne. 0:03:41.360 --> 0:03:43.560 I'm all over, all over. 0:03:44.840 --> 0:03:48.440 I just want to preface this by saying that I am. 0:03:48.840 --> 0:03:51.520 What the hell do we explain it? I'm not a skeptic. 0:03:52.280 --> 0:03:54.520 I like, I'm open to it, and I liked you, 0:03:54.600 --> 0:03:55.960 but I I. 0:03:55.880 --> 0:03:58.040 Need some you're an open skeptic, Yeah. 0:03:57.880 --> 0:04:00.920 I need some what's the word convincing? But what's like 0:04:01.040 --> 0:04:02.920 Yeah he's believing, yeah, seeing believe. 0:04:03.000 --> 0:04:03.200 Yeah. 0:04:03.240 --> 0:04:05.320 Yeah, I'm open to it. Like if someone says to 0:04:05.360 --> 0:04:08.960 me I'm a psychic, I'm just like, yeah, you. 0:04:08.840 --> 0:04:09.440 Need to see something. 0:04:09.440 --> 0:04:10.760 I need to see it. 0:04:10.920 --> 0:04:14.400 Yeah, So I'm open to it. And see what you say. 0:04:15.520 --> 0:04:17.200 Do we need to get a Wiji board though, so 0:04:17.240 --> 0:04:18.920 you can speak to the never use that. 0:04:19.200 --> 0:04:22.000 I don't Trustiji boards like I'm not. I'm not like 0:04:22.040 --> 0:04:24.000 I like to be very mainstream spiritual, so I don't 0:04:24.040 --> 0:04:26.680 like to but Wiji boards kind of well. I love 0:04:26.720 --> 0:04:30.960 those sort of movies like Insidious and like you know 0:04:31.000 --> 0:04:31.600 how it ends. 0:04:32.480 --> 0:04:37.360 So I'm open to this. All right, So we're going 0:04:37.440 --> 0:04:40.120 to start reading. Is there anything you need from us? 0:04:40.160 --> 0:04:42.440 Any crystals anything. 0:04:42.080 --> 0:04:44.880 Like bring your crystals dark in the light. 0:04:45.040 --> 0:04:46.000 Do you have crystals? 0:04:46.080 --> 0:04:46.279 Yeah? 0:04:46.279 --> 0:04:46.440 I do. 0:04:46.520 --> 0:04:47.760 Yeah, I've got crystals on my window. 0:04:48.240 --> 0:04:52.279 He's not a believer, but I don't even have crystals 0:04:52.279 --> 0:04:53.120 like my window. 0:04:52.880 --> 0:04:53.440 Like really know. 0:04:53.560 --> 0:04:56.040 I used to put them out under the yeah yeah, 0:04:56.120 --> 0:04:58.920 I charged see I'm not a full. 0:04:58.680 --> 0:05:02.120 Skeptic that you said you have those dialogue going that 0:05:02.200 --> 0:05:04.880 you are a skeptic. But I actually always say tell you, 0:05:04.920 --> 0:05:07.120 I'm like, are you sure you're a skeptic, because I'm 0:05:07.120 --> 0:05:08.040 pretty sure you believe. 0:05:08.120 --> 0:05:11.400 I want to believe. I want to be. So how 0:05:11.400 --> 0:05:12.840 does this work? Where do we What do you need 0:05:12.880 --> 0:05:13.640 from us? Now? 0:05:13.680 --> 0:05:14.040 Blood? 0:05:14.200 --> 0:05:17.920 Anything I needed to cut your palms from. 0:05:19.360 --> 0:05:21.640 I've watched a lot of vampire diary, so I don't 0:05:21.640 --> 0:05:25.360 know that you need some spit into some herbs. 0:05:25.400 --> 0:05:27.039 So I don't know. You know what you've got to do. 0:05:27.680 --> 0:05:32.159 I feel like I want that. Now, let's get started. Okay, 0:05:32.279 --> 0:05:35.040 So as we were sort of the same before when 0:05:35.080 --> 0:05:39.080 I read Spirit knows kind of why I'm here to do. 0:05:39.320 --> 0:05:42.760 That makes sense. So once I tune in, things instantly 0:05:42.800 --> 0:05:45.719 come forward. Now a lot of it is actually just 0:05:45.760 --> 0:05:48.840 talking about life. And I came into doing the podcast 0:05:48.920 --> 0:05:51.040 especially wanting to talk about relationships and stuff like that 0:05:51.080 --> 0:05:55.440 as well. But I'm so drawn into I mean, my 0:05:55.480 --> 0:05:59.760 whole chess is getting instantly sore. So let's see what 0:05:59.800 --> 0:06:02.479 we go now. I have to reference Brian instantly is 0:06:02.480 --> 0:06:04.640 my son. Where does Brian connect with either review or 0:06:04.680 --> 0:06:06.760 both of you. Brian my mom's dad. 0:06:06.920 --> 0:06:08.640 That's my dad's name, So. 0:06:08.640 --> 0:06:13.320 It's both of you. Okay, So your okay has to 0:06:13.320 --> 0:06:18.520 been spirit though, Okay, and you're my dad's I still 0:06:18.560 --> 0:06:20.559 love it. Yeah, Okay, So if I have to reference 0:06:20.600 --> 0:06:22.400 Brian as my son, I'm probably going to go more 0:06:22.400 --> 0:06:24.520 into the grandparent energy for you at the same time 0:06:24.560 --> 0:06:26.960 than unfortunately adults. There is a good chance obviously our 0:06:27.000 --> 0:06:30.760 grandparents can cross over. I know that you mentioned Brian 0:06:30.839 --> 0:06:32.520 was crossing over there as well, because there is still 0:06:32.520 --> 0:06:34.760 the reference of going in between all the elements of 0:06:35.720 --> 0:06:37.320 my whole chest gets very sore, and he does have 0:06:37.360 --> 0:06:40.560 an internal spread within the body as well. Whether I 0:06:40.600 --> 0:06:42.159 think this is probably going to be with you, Matt, 0:06:42.200 --> 0:06:44.680 but whether anyone in your family ever unfortunate Alzheimer's also 0:06:44.760 --> 0:06:46.800 mentor or something about the cloudiness of the mind, because 0:06:46.800 --> 0:06:48.159 there's a lot of sort of things going on with 0:06:48.160 --> 0:06:50.640 the head and the brain instantly, and I think I 0:06:50.680 --> 0:06:56.159 wouldn't necessarily put Brian in that. Damon, Yeah, Damon's my uncle. 0:06:57.240 --> 0:07:04.080 On that's his Brian's side, that's Bryan stillar okay. Uh, 0:07:04.120 --> 0:07:06.440 And where's the British connection with them or do they 0:07:06.480 --> 0:07:09.640 have British heritage? Yeah, okay, they live in England. Oh 0:07:09.680 --> 0:07:12.640 they live in there now, yeah they are British. Okay, 0:07:15.440 --> 0:07:24.000 because even I'm sweating, But that's probably so instantly we're 0:07:24.040 --> 0:07:25.760 sort of going into element that because there's sort of 0:07:25.760 --> 0:07:28.280 this focus of the is because there's a reference of 0:07:28.280 --> 0:07:30.160 the British family or how we watch over, but there's 0:07:30.200 --> 0:07:33.800 a really strong element of Matt with you about sort 0:07:33.840 --> 0:07:35.600 of in a lot of ways how you either family 0:07:35.640 --> 0:07:37.840 protector or how you have to stand up or look 0:07:37.920 --> 0:07:40.000 after everyone at the same time. And that's sort of 0:07:40.040 --> 0:07:42.679 just references, especially as we go back to the teenage years. 0:07:43.880 --> 0:07:45.560 Very strong woman that does come forward there as well, 0:07:45.600 --> 0:07:48.840 someone up in spirits also smoking with you because it's 0:07:48.840 --> 0:07:51.080 really hitting me through the throat in the chest, but 0:07:51.600 --> 0:07:53.880 especially with your grandfather. At the same time, there is 0:07:53.920 --> 0:07:56.720 a reference of the internal spread. So I know you 0:07:56.760 --> 0:07:58.720 mentioned you're sort of unfortunately dying, but that would probably 0:07:58.720 --> 0:08:00.880 indicate for me that there's somebody in turn, obviously that's 0:08:01.120 --> 0:08:03.800 moving between orcans or sort of going everywhere at the moment. 0:08:03.880 --> 0:08:05.440 I hate us some questions, but what's kind of going on. 0:08:05.560 --> 0:08:08.040 I don't, I don't know. We might. We don't really 0:08:08.080 --> 0:08:11.560 talk to him, it's just through other family I don't. 0:08:11.600 --> 0:08:15.160 I don't know. I know Alzheimer's sounds familiar. I think 0:08:15.440 --> 0:08:17.080 I don't think that's the main trigger for me, though 0:08:17.120 --> 0:08:19.520 that's only anything obviously in readings as well, we can 0:08:19.520 --> 0:08:23.320 cut out the podcast because can get quite personal. Yeah, 0:08:23.360 --> 0:08:25.800 so they're sort of validating in a lot of ways 0:08:25.840 --> 0:08:27.640 view Matt. Like we said, the protector of the family 0:08:27.720 --> 0:08:29.320 or the alms of even how you can step up 0:08:29.320 --> 0:08:31.400 and have the voice for the family. So even in 0:08:31.400 --> 0:08:33.880 some cases if there's family members are not speaking to, 0:08:34.080 --> 0:08:39.640 like it's my whole chest is so so something and 0:08:39.880 --> 0:08:47.080 jen jan Janice Jeanine jan perfect, Okay, three for three 0:08:47.160 --> 0:08:52.240 with me. Yeah, well, this is the onlet of the 0:08:52.240 --> 0:08:59.640 protectors that makes weird because a lot of what you'll 0:08:59.640 --> 0:09:01.959 find and at the moment, and this is relevant to 0:09:02.040 --> 0:09:03.880 relationships as well. I should mention when I read it, 0:09:03.960 --> 0:09:05.600 usually we're with my eyes closed or I stair off 0:09:05.600 --> 0:09:10.440 into the corner. Okay, And yeah, as we were saying, 0:09:10.440 --> 0:09:12.400 a lot of what you'll find with relationships is the 0:09:12.400 --> 0:09:14.920 protector element. At the same time as well, So don't 0:09:14.960 --> 0:09:16.480 tell me too much about your family, but they are 0:09:16.480 --> 0:09:18.640 references sister energy around you as well, so you could 0:09:18.640 --> 0:09:23.640 have sister or sisters. There's obviously the mother. It's kind 0:09:23.679 --> 0:09:27.000 of like because they reference your parents separating as well 0:09:27.000 --> 0:09:31.040 when you were younger. Yeah, and the trigger point of 0:09:31.080 --> 0:09:34.640 that spiritually raises Matt into being the protector of the family. 0:09:34.760 --> 0:09:38.839 So it's not necessarily irregardless about what happened around their separations, 0:09:39.559 --> 0:09:43.720 but it's sort of this sort of spiritual pressure energy 0:09:43.760 --> 0:09:46.360 that's been placed on you in some ways that becomes 0:09:46.360 --> 0:09:48.840 the protector of the whole circle. So what we're going 0:09:48.920 --> 0:09:52.720 to find this year, especially unfortunately with your grandfather who's 0:09:52.760 --> 0:09:55.920 unwell and everything going on there, even though the family 0:09:56.000 --> 0:09:59.760 doesn't have communication there when he does crossover, it's also 0:09:59.800 --> 0:10:02.160 going to be around a very symbolic time in your 0:10:02.400 --> 0:10:07.319 life with relationships. Now, as a disclaimer, I know that 0:10:07.360 --> 0:10:10.440 you're engaged. They reckons in the wedding this year. Don't 0:10:10.440 --> 0:10:12.200 tell me when have you said a date yet? Yeah, 0:10:12.679 --> 0:10:14.559 it's a very strong connection with October and that it 0:10:14.640 --> 0:10:17.559 kind of feels before October anyway. Does everyone know when 0:10:17.559 --> 0:10:25.400 you're getting married? Ah? Yeah, when's family, I can't it's 0:10:25.440 --> 0:10:27.440 also travel around them as well, So don't know whether 0:10:27.440 --> 0:10:30.679 your mum's planning on your mum's in Australia imagine, yeah, yeah, 0:10:30.679 --> 0:10:33.079 perpet So what you're going to notice in that sort 0:10:33.120 --> 0:10:34.760 of the lead up to your wedding especially is a 0:10:34.800 --> 0:10:37.440 lot of sort of the family dynamics really come into 0:10:37.440 --> 0:10:39.880 play when it comes to views of relationships. So even 0:10:39.920 --> 0:10:43.600 things that haven't been talked about for decades, or people 0:10:43.600 --> 0:10:46.320 that maybe you just haven't got things off their chests, 0:10:46.320 --> 0:10:48.360 so putting me between you know, parents and sort of 0:10:48.360 --> 0:10:51.080 things like that. At the same time, you've got very 0:10:51.080 --> 0:10:54.000 strong father energy and spirit. Your dad's a side I imagine, yeah, yeah, 0:10:54.520 --> 0:10:57.480 very strong father energy coming forward. It's really going to 0:10:57.520 --> 0:10:59.360 put it into focus because when we look at your 0:10:59.360 --> 0:11:04.000 relationship between you and Tammy, like the foundation of it 0:11:04.040 --> 0:11:05.760 is actually like it feels like you've been together for 0:11:05.840 --> 0:11:08.080 years and years and years, which is the absolute element 0:11:08.120 --> 0:11:12.000 of the positive balance there. However, when we get closer 0:11:12.040 --> 0:11:15.800 to the wedding day, it's kind of like you and Tammy, 0:11:15.800 --> 0:11:20.040 you can have such a long lasting, strong relationship, but 0:11:20.160 --> 0:11:23.840 you're both going to be very strong mirrors to each other. 0:11:23.920 --> 0:11:26.679 Of past relationships, if that makes sense. So things in 0:11:26.800 --> 0:11:29.160 past relationships for you that have maybe you hurt you 0:11:29.240 --> 0:11:31.240 or left you a bit triggered, or that you feel 0:11:31.360 --> 0:11:34.400 likes a bit unhealed, Tammy will start mirroring that, and 0:11:34.520 --> 0:11:37.480 vice versa for you and hurt. So it's kind of 0:11:37.880 --> 0:11:40.880 going to be a really strong opportunity to really kind 0:11:40.880 --> 0:11:42.720 of heal a lot of external shit that maybe you 0:11:42.760 --> 0:11:44.640 haven't even been talked about or maybe you haven't even 0:11:44.679 --> 0:11:48.280 talked about before. And as we said, vice versa you 0:11:48.320 --> 0:11:50.120 and her. So then when we get to the wedding day, 0:11:50.720 --> 0:11:54.440 like all that spirit says is that don't discount say 0:11:54.440 --> 0:11:58.319 that again, discount what people think. He's stronger than you believe. 0:11:59.080 --> 0:12:01.440 So that's more so about talking to you directly. So 0:12:01.480 --> 0:12:04.120 it's sort of like the man that you are, it's like, 0:12:04.160 --> 0:12:09.040 give him more credits. And you know, even irregardless of 0:12:09.040 --> 0:12:11.360 how long you've been together, how long you got engaged 0:12:11.360 --> 0:12:14.960 because for memory, like because everyone says like people will 0:12:14.960 --> 0:12:16.920 say it was too quick, but it's not like when 0:12:16.920 --> 0:12:18.880 you feel it, you feel it, So that's what they 0:12:18.880 --> 0:12:20.600 wanted to sort of validate within you. It's sort of 0:12:20.640 --> 0:12:23.720 like when you're both mirroring each other in terms of 0:12:24.120 --> 0:12:28.560 healing and growing. It's like just be open and vulnerable 0:12:28.600 --> 0:12:33.000 towards that. Does it make sense? Yeah? Yeah, because they're 0:12:33.040 --> 0:12:34.360 all talking all at once, I'm like, guy, it's going 0:12:34.400 --> 0:12:36.800 to slope down a bit. So they want us to 0:12:36.800 --> 0:12:41.000 be open to like each other's like past traumas and 0:12:41.080 --> 0:12:44.280 help each other heal. Basically, you've got to communicate on it, 0:12:44.280 --> 0:12:46.240 if that make sense. But it will be the universe 0:12:46.280 --> 0:12:48.840 showing you through symbols or signs or even like people 0:12:48.920 --> 0:12:51.800 coming back into your life for for example, like closer 0:12:51.840 --> 0:12:54.360 to the wedding, and like ex partners of Tammy's will 0:12:54.440 --> 0:12:56.400 arc up or ex partners of yours will ark up, 0:12:56.400 --> 0:12:57.960 and it will just kind of throw the shit together. 0:12:58.080 --> 0:13:01.400 So it doesn't have to act on the relationship negatively 0:13:01.679 --> 0:13:04.920 because you guys are solid and there's a communicative strength. 0:13:05.000 --> 0:13:07.679 But it's sort of like you're both kind of going 0:13:07.720 --> 0:13:11.480 to mirror each other's in securities from a spiritual sort 0:13:11.520 --> 0:13:14.559 of perspective. So there will be things that Tammy will 0:13:14.559 --> 0:13:17.080 then start seeing within you closer to that sort of 0:13:17.080 --> 0:13:20.520 period of the wedding where it will be sort of 0:13:20.559 --> 0:13:22.200 trigger points for it. It's kind of like you'll be 0:13:22.240 --> 0:13:26.760 mirroring and if that makes sense and unconsciously subconsciously and 0:13:26.800 --> 0:13:30.199 then closer to the date, you'll let's go more into 0:13:30.240 --> 0:13:32.760 you because obviously you're in the room with me. It's 0:13:32.840 --> 0:13:35.960 kind of like your dreams are pretty wild anyway, to 0:13:36.000 --> 0:13:41.840 be very fair, because you do a lot of your 0:13:41.880 --> 0:13:44.440 connecting in dreams, which is exactly what we were talking about before. 0:13:44.559 --> 0:13:46.200 Like you operated at a very different level compared to 0:13:46.240 --> 0:13:52.320 most men. So we've always said that you what do 0:13:52.360 --> 0:13:55.200 you usually say so talking about dreams and stuff? No, 0:13:55.360 --> 0:13:59.120 just like I'm different from life, different from other men men, Like, yeah, 0:13:59.160 --> 0:14:01.880 I'm a bit more. I don't know, how do you 0:14:01.920 --> 0:14:02.400 explain it? 0:14:02.480 --> 0:14:05.120 You're like more in tune with your emotions and more 0:14:05.160 --> 0:14:08.760 connected to that and like not afraid to just be 0:14:08.920 --> 0:14:12.440 you as opposed to like putting on a heart Exteria. 0:14:13.520 --> 0:14:17.400 You've got a very It's interesting that they show this 0:14:17.559 --> 0:14:23.800 because for its fellow daddy you as Paris Hilton. That's hot, 0:14:27.920 --> 0:14:30.840 but what it is, and like you can cut parts 0:14:30.840 --> 0:14:32.600 of this out of course if you want, because but 0:14:32.600 --> 0:14:35.160 they're also going into her story and what motivated her 0:14:35.200 --> 0:14:37.320 to become Paris Hilton. Did you ever watch this as 0:14:37.360 --> 0:14:39.520 Paris or anything like that. Yeah, yeah, I've never seen it, 0:14:39.680 --> 0:14:43.320 so that's about to go. Yeah. So basically, what it is, 0:14:43.320 --> 0:14:48.040 it's the childhood traumas, especially of her teenage years, and 0:14:48.800 --> 0:14:51.440 she went through a few really fucking negative events and 0:14:51.480 --> 0:14:55.280 that propelled her into being like, I'm going to become 0:14:55.320 --> 0:14:59.680 who I am. So essentially the childhood traumas when she 0:14:59.840 --> 0:15:01.320 was able to get through that, because one of them 0:15:01.360 --> 0:15:03.360 was going to a boarding school that abused her and 0:15:03.400 --> 0:15:06.520 things like that, she got out of that and she's like, no, 0:15:06.600 --> 0:15:08.520 fuck this, I'm going to everyone's going to know who 0:15:08.560 --> 0:15:10.640 I am and I'm going to make something of myself. 0:15:11.080 --> 0:15:13.760 So a lot of the teenage energies for you, I mean, 0:15:13.760 --> 0:15:15.280 your parents do feel like that. When did your parents 0:15:15.320 --> 0:15:18.840 operate you at my mousing thirteen? Perfect? Yes, round the 0:15:18.840 --> 0:15:21.480 middle of the teenage. So basically, and it's kind of 0:15:21.480 --> 0:15:23.960 like they were saying before with the elmance of how 0:15:24.360 --> 0:15:26.280 you then become the protector or become the man of 0:15:26.320 --> 0:15:28.880 the circle, irregardless of any other guys in your family, 0:15:28.880 --> 0:15:30.720 if you have brothers or uncles or things like that. 0:15:31.440 --> 0:15:34.880 It's more so the teenage years for you are going 0:15:34.960 --> 0:15:37.240 to be a very big motivator into creating who you 0:15:37.320 --> 0:15:40.040 are now. Now for most people it's usually between the 0:15:40.080 --> 0:15:42.080 ages of zero and seven, but you've really gone from 0:15:42.120 --> 0:15:46.000 probably I would say around ten to seventeen instead. Now, 0:15:46.120 --> 0:15:49.480 what's going to happen if you personally feel like that 0:15:49.480 --> 0:15:52.000 there's anything that maybe you turned a blind eye to 0:15:52.200 --> 0:15:56.560 or didn't necessarily give enough credence or focus on. In 0:15:56.600 --> 0:15:59.440 the probably months leading up to your evolution, which will 0:15:59.480 --> 0:16:01.480 be your wedding, you're going to find a lot of 0:16:01.480 --> 0:16:04.800 those emotions come to the surface, and a lot of 0:16:04.840 --> 0:16:07.120 it can be very personal, internal things. It doesn't actually 0:16:07.160 --> 0:16:10.000 have to be about anyone else's journey with you. It 0:16:10.040 --> 0:16:13.200 can be very internal, so they're sort of referencing. As 0:16:13.240 --> 0:16:14.840 long as you feel like you can talk to your 0:16:14.880 --> 0:16:19.000 partner about it, that she will start mirroring things that 0:16:19.040 --> 0:16:21.040 maybe are big triggers for you at the same time 0:16:21.080 --> 0:16:24.680 as well. But it's with the complete element of how 0:16:24.760 --> 0:16:27.320 we just heal it. It's not a negative whatsoever. If anything, 0:16:27.360 --> 0:16:30.400 it can take your relationship to an even stronger sort 0:16:30.400 --> 0:16:33.800 of connective point because what they're sort of both validated 0:16:33.880 --> 0:16:39.000 and I even met Tammy that I know Tammy. It's 0:16:39.000 --> 0:16:42.680 sort of like for both of you, it's kind of 0:16:42.720 --> 0:16:45.600 like every theence Spirit references a book, and it's kind 0:16:45.640 --> 0:16:47.040 of like everything that's got you to where you are 0:16:47.040 --> 0:16:49.560 now represents chapters of the book. So they kind of 0:16:49.560 --> 0:16:52.160 wanting you in some ways to read over everything in 0:16:52.200 --> 0:16:55.560 your life until that point, because it's like you and 0:16:55.560 --> 0:16:58.120 Tammy are both ready to really just clear a lot 0:16:58.200 --> 0:17:03.120 of shit from the past. There's reference of children as well. 0:17:03.200 --> 0:17:07.439 Let's just go into that. Because Matt doesn't think he 0:17:07.640 --> 0:17:09.439 do you, not want to do you? It's hold on. 0:17:10.480 --> 0:17:12.880 Spirit says Matt doesn't think he can, but stranger things 0:17:12.880 --> 0:17:13.399 have happened. 0:17:15.440 --> 0:17:15.840 M hm. 0:17:16.400 --> 0:17:18.320 So it's sort of like he has the element of 0:17:18.400 --> 0:17:23.120 being the father. He always will be the nurturer. Has 0:17:23.119 --> 0:17:28.120 someone told you that you can't have kids? Yeah, yeah, yeah, 0:17:28.280 --> 0:17:32.200 I can't have kids naturally conceive because of the obviously 0:17:32.280 --> 0:17:36.320 Yeah okay, Well, Spirit says Matt thinks that he can't 0:17:36.400 --> 0:17:40.800 have kids, but stranger things have happened. Obviously you would know. 0:17:40.920 --> 0:17:46.919 But so there's no natural way. Yeah. So I have 0:17:47.720 --> 0:17:50.399 lack better term of words, it's pretty gross way to 0:17:50.400 --> 0:17:52.520 put but I don't have sperm. I shoot blanks. I 0:17:52.520 --> 0:17:57.040 don't have sperm in my semen, not even like one person. No, 0:17:57.480 --> 0:18:00.359 So they could be there's there could be I'm in 0:18:00.400 --> 0:18:02.639 there that aren't. There could be a blockage in the tubes, 0:18:02.760 --> 0:18:04.560 or there could be just they're swimming around in my 0:18:04.600 --> 0:18:08.480 balls just doing doughnuts. I should learn a better way 0:18:08.480 --> 0:18:15.439 to put it. Pretty well, it's the most yeah, how 0:18:15.440 --> 0:18:18.280 I've putting it. That's what they said, Matt. Well, the 0:18:18.280 --> 0:18:20.080 spirit said, Matt, things that you can't have kids of 0:18:20.080 --> 0:18:23.199 the stranger things have happened and there's not easy And 0:18:23.200 --> 0:18:24.320 the last thing I'd want to do is give you 0:18:24.320 --> 0:18:25.679 false type or anything like that as well. But I 0:18:25.680 --> 0:18:28.680 just don't feel like natural conception is completely off the limits. 0:18:28.720 --> 0:18:30.920 Like I don't know, it's a lot of like even 0:18:30.960 --> 0:18:34.520 if you're shooting blanks, maybe only for every ninety nine 0:18:34.520 --> 0:18:36.199 and one hundred is a blank. I don't know, like 0:18:36.240 --> 0:18:41.919 it just and I know, you know Tammy has children 0:18:42.000 --> 0:18:44.800 already for a memory, So I'm in the zealmand of 0:18:44.840 --> 0:18:46.600 the father protector again role that you take on. But 0:18:46.640 --> 0:18:48.120 you're doing that with your family as well. You definitely 0:18:48.160 --> 0:18:50.800 got sister energy around you. How many sisters you have? Two? 0:18:51.160 --> 0:18:55.520 Perfect because it wasn't even sister for me. That's they're 0:18:55.640 --> 0:19:01.960 very Yeah, I'm very close to them because like Spirit, 0:19:02.000 --> 0:19:04.520 just everyone up here just wants to give you, allow 0:19:04.680 --> 0:19:07.080 you to give yourself a lot more credit for who 0:19:07.160 --> 0:19:10.159 you are and everything you've done, because it's sort of 0:19:10.200 --> 0:19:13.399 like there's such a strong understanding from them that you 0:19:13.440 --> 0:19:17.399 would give everything away if it meant the women in 0:19:17.440 --> 0:19:21.240 your life would be like protected or like even have 0:19:21.280 --> 0:19:24.240 a better life than they already do. So that's it's 0:19:24.280 --> 0:19:26.400 a completely honorable thing. And everyone up here just really 0:19:26.440 --> 0:19:29.240 acknowledges that there's very strong sort of feminine grandmother energy 0:19:29.359 --> 0:19:32.040 that really comes forward there. They're all good. But yeah, 0:19:32.080 --> 0:19:33.639 so this is the thing. So the family so so 0:19:33.760 --> 0:19:38.080 sort of summarize everything with you, Matt. The family line, 0:19:38.119 --> 0:19:40.119 Like everyone up here is just so proud of you 0:19:40.800 --> 0:19:43.239 for being sort of the anchoror and the protector of 0:19:43.359 --> 0:19:47.520 all the women in your circle, especially and even though 0:19:47.560 --> 0:19:50.200 there's the elements of breakdowns within family where maybe people 0:19:50.240 --> 0:19:52.359 aren't talking to each other or there has been actual 0:19:52.359 --> 0:19:55.199 marriage breakdowns or separations, it's sort of like, in a 0:19:55.200 --> 0:19:59.520 lot of ways, even though you haven't necessarily wanted to 0:19:59.520 --> 0:20:01.919 be Spirit Valodota, you have been sort of the glue 0:20:02.080 --> 0:20:04.000 or the elements of kind of like the lighthouse kind 0:20:04.000 --> 0:20:06.480 of energy. So people always look towards you for guidance 0:20:06.520 --> 0:20:09.719 or safety through anything. Now, especially it's hard for your 0:20:09.760 --> 0:20:12.119 mum because you know she's your protector, like she's always 0:20:12.119 --> 0:20:13.840 going to be your mom. But they're really proud about 0:20:13.880 --> 0:20:17.160 everything that you've done for even anchoring her or making 0:20:17.200 --> 0:20:20.600 her feel sort of their word is special. But that's 0:20:20.640 --> 0:20:22.120