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Speaker 1: Hey jigs, I'm out and I'm and this is two

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Speaker 1: road chicks to show that shares life lessons and tips

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Speaker 1: to be rich in life babies. And we're still in London,

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Speaker 1: bag London in town with an inn direction Simon Cowe,

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Speaker 1: we've been blocking his palls like they.

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Speaker 2: Let me go solo. Simon, come on, you think you're

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Speaker 2: the Lampagne.

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Speaker 3: No, I'm the hurry of the situation.

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Speaker 2: Liampagne was the front anyway.

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Speaker 1: Anyway, heyway, we're doing today by the beautiful money.

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Speaker 2: Hey girls studio. Thanks, welcome to London. Oh my god,

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Speaker 2: how are accents?

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Speaker 4: Can you raid on one to ten?

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Speaker 2: Give me one quick? To be fair, like, oh that's

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Speaker 2: quite good. Yes, I'm about you. I'm not drunk yet.

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Speaker 4: So Al has one super of alcohol and then she's

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Speaker 4: like yeah, but to be real, I just thought he

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Speaker 4: was bang out of order.

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Speaker 2: That's when I know.

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Speaker 1: And I'm like, wonder, I love that.

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Speaker 5: And it kind of goes the other way for British people,

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Speaker 5: Like a lot of British people will have a drink

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Speaker 5: and go to Australia.

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Speaker 2: No, yeah, I don't, I don't. I can't do an

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Speaker 2: Australian accent.

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Speaker 1: Okay, So we start every episode with our life lesson

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Speaker 1: of the week.

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Speaker 2: Can be small, big, whatever you want.

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Speaker 1: There's no life lesson shaming here, So as our guest

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Speaker 1: of one, I would you like to kick us off?

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Speaker 2: Well, actually mine is not actually very silly. Mine is

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Speaker 2: actually quit. I love that. Yeah, I think they're earnest

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Speaker 2: on the show. Yeah, it's not. It's not going deep

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Speaker 2: straight away.

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Speaker 5: But I've been reading a little book called Women Don't

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Speaker 5: Owe You Pretty, and I've literally only just started it

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Speaker 5: and I was reading the page just like where she

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Speaker 5: talks about how don't apologize for being emotional. And I

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Speaker 5: actually talked about this on my Instagram story today because

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Speaker 5: it really hit home and I think it's relatable for women,

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Speaker 5: but I think it's relatable for everyone in general. But

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Speaker 5: like it's such I just feel like my whole life,

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Speaker 5: I've always apologized for being emotional. So my life lesson

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Speaker 5: is don't be emotional. I mean, I don't think it's

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Speaker 5: sorry for being emotional because it makes up so much

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Speaker 5: of who I am, and I think like a lot

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Speaker 5: of girlies and anyone probably can.

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Speaker 5: So yeah, I've learned that, Like it's something to champion.

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Speaker 1: Women in general, just like over apologize for everything, literally everything.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, We'll think about when you're like crying in front

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Speaker 4: you're always like I'm sorry, Like you always feel.

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Speaker 3: Like yeah, why, It's completely natural, absolutely, And like she says,

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Speaker 3: like being an empathetic person and like feeling things intensely.

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Speaker 2: Is like such a gift.

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Speaker 5: And I was like, oh, that's so like I've never

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Speaker 5: such a gift because some people drive their whole life,

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Speaker 5: like if you just have that like natural ability to

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Speaker 5: To let our emotions it's such a release, isn't it.

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Speaker 5: It is such a release.

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Speaker 2: So oh we're starting off to the show really emotional.

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Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, I think that's so true. I'm going to

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Speaker 1: the Athens Acropolis, right, and like I love seeing like

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Speaker 1: the history and all that stuff, but like I'm like

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Speaker 2: I am uncultured. I'm an uncultured.

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Speaker 1: It's fine, like when I'm looking at a painting, like

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Speaker 1: I'm going to see the Mona Lisa and be like okay,

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Speaker 1: Anyway, and her dad turns to her and he goes,

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Speaker 3: Or not you have a good day, and I was like, Dad,

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Speaker 1: but in good.

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Speaker 1: And someone ever, there's like those moments that I'm a

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Speaker 2: So that's me. I love that. I love that. I

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Speaker 1: Yeah, he was wearing tavas and I was wearing tavas.

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Speaker 5: It's giving emotional intelligence as well, that's what which is

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Speaker 5: always sexy. Yeah you know, yeah, my god, Wait this

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Speaker 5: is so off topic, but have you ever experienced like

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Speaker 5: not liking someone's pheromones before?

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Speaker 2: What natural mask? Yeah? I have experienced, had you, Yeah,

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Speaker 5: You know you always hear about people who are dating

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Speaker 2: And I've always thought, like, what does that even mean

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Speaker 5: Feel okay, was going too much into detail. Okay, I

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Speaker 5: But I had an experience where how can I say this?

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Speaker 2: And I never saw him again.

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Speaker 2: Yeah it was almost Yeah. So anyway, off topic, what's

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Speaker 4: Right?

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Speaker 4: I'll make it a quick one, and that's one that

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Speaker 4: we've said on the show again, but I experienced it

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Speaker 2: And it's that.

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Speaker 4: Going for a salt water swim is the absolute baptismal

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Speaker 4: cleanse that you need no matter what is going wrong

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Speaker 4: in your life. Hungover, go for a swim, sad, go

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Speaker 4: for a swim, hot, go for a swim.

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Speaker 2: It works a charm every single time.

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Speaker 1: Okay, So you are literally one of the funniest people

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Speaker 2: Stupid, so stupid, and I love it.

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Speaker 1: Like the humor is like what how like what if

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Speaker 2: I love it. It's my favorite thing. You're like, okay,

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Speaker 2: I'm taking somebody. I love it. Words of reformation like

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Speaker 2: You're who I want to be when I grow up.

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Speaker 1: Like, were you always just this silly, goofy little girl.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, I think like wherever I've gone in life,

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Speaker 5: like I like being around like hearted people who can

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Speaker 5: And then when I started doing it on TikTok and

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Speaker 1: And it's a revolution on the street and do the

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Speaker 5: Literally, I know you can imagine like when I I

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Speaker 2: Then I'm like, well, I'm on TikTok. Can I watch

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Speaker 5: Baby, just prepare yourself for this, you know, and if

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Speaker 2: What's it like dating?

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Speaker 1: And because obviously you would have to date someone really funny, right, well.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, they have to make me laugh.

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Speaker 5: But I like, I was literally just talking about this

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Speaker 5: past relationships, I've always ended up with like silly, funny boys,

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Speaker 5: but boys who are like quietly silly and funny.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, because like a little freak, I'm the main character.

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Speaker 5: You have to have a balance, Like I couldn't. I

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yes, yes, I have to tell you how to

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, I have to recharge so much? How

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Speaker 5: Yeah, no, but it is interesting, like I think when

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Speaker 2: That, And I'm still figuring out how to like come

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Speaker 5: Yeah, being funny and being silly is such a big

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Speaker 5: and then someone recognizes me, it's like learning how to kind.

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Speaker 5: And I don't want to dis a point anyone And

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Speaker 2: Of how do I recharge is I will just stay

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Speaker 5: So again that's like another thing that's really helps me.

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Speaker 5: Actually having my kitties is like, actually I can just

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Speaker 2: Got like Sukilulu so close baby. I was Suki Lulu

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Speaker 2: Like John Henry, you know, something like yeah, like something

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Speaker 5: And then I ended up coming, you know, away with

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Speaker 5: It's it's perfect in every single way, and they are

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Speaker 2: So they help me recharge.

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Speaker 1: Which is kind of take a bit of time away

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Speaker 2: Do you know it's so hard?

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Speaker 5: And again that's something that I'm like, that's a journey

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Speaker 2: And you know, it's.

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Speaker 5: Always felt very welcoming and I've got such a nice

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Speaker 5: Know, it's it's really reached a place where I feel

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so happy.

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Speaker 5: Ye.

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Speaker 2: It's like it can be like it can be ruthless

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Speaker 5: I mean when I was building my profile, it was

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Speaker 2: Got more hate.

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Speaker 5: And it's interesting because I do think the bigger you get,

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Speaker 2: Well you're not allowed, how dare you?

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Speaker 5: Like?

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Speaker 2: Who do you think you are?

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Speaker 5: And most of the time for me, it was just

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Speaker 5: like call me when your pubes come in, you know

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Speaker 5: what I mean?

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Speaker 2: Like literally, So I don't know.

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Speaker 5: Now, it's like really reached the point where I'm like,

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Speaker 2: So you what you're going to do? Do you know what

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Speaker 2: I mean?

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Speaker 5: I'm doing something so innocent and making so many people

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Speaker 4: And you've also had so many amazing opportunities springboard off

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I know, oh god, the honey. No, I would

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Speaker 5: I actually felt that me and Austin I had a moment.

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00:21:19,720 --> 00:21:22,359
Speaker 5: But then I learned that like he's.

447
00:21:22,119 --> 00:21:25,879
Speaker 2: Like that with everyone.

448
00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:32,960
Speaker 5: I'm so like, oh, if you ever meet him, you'll

449
00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:35,760
Speaker 5: literally be like, wow, you're in love with me? No,

450
00:21:35,800 --> 00:21:38,800
Speaker 5: I'm joking literally, like he's just his eye contact is

451
00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:42,160
Speaker 5: like so intense. That's so hot though, and he's so

452
00:21:42,359 --> 00:21:44,520
Speaker 5: charming and like this is all like.

453
00:21:44,560 --> 00:21:48,960
Speaker 1: Deep now as well and had an identity crisis, oh

454
00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:51,320
Speaker 1: my god, but and he's so talented like this As

455
00:21:51,359 --> 00:21:52,720
Speaker 1: a human I found him to be.

456
00:21:52,720 --> 00:21:55,560
Speaker 2: Very pleasant and obviously he's very very handsome.

457
00:21:55,840 --> 00:21:58,119
Speaker 4: I was going to say, I love in all of

458
00:21:58,160 --> 00:22:01,120
Speaker 4: the interviews that you do, like you're still just so

459
00:22:01,200 --> 00:22:06,199
Speaker 4: confident and one hundred percent yourself. So do you have

460
00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:10,400
Speaker 4: any tips for anybody to stay confident and be yourself

461
00:22:10,480 --> 00:22:13,200
Speaker 4: even in moments that are scary or intimidating.

462
00:22:14,520 --> 00:22:20,240
Speaker 5: I think, to be honest, I have always had a

463
00:22:20,280 --> 00:22:22,760
Speaker 5: lot of belief in myself, but I think that comes

464
00:22:22,920 --> 00:22:28,560
Speaker 5: from a self love journey. So I suppose it is

465
00:22:28,600 --> 00:22:31,719
Speaker 5: a lot about believing in yourself and knowing that, like

466
00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:34,440
Speaker 5: you know, if you're being put in a situation like that,

467
00:22:34,480 --> 00:22:35,800
Speaker 5: it's probably because you're.

468
00:22:35,640 --> 00:22:39,040
Speaker 2: Good at it, for one, and that's a lot of people.

469
00:22:39,840 --> 00:22:42,160
Speaker 5: Yeah, And I think, like, you know, it's obviously because

470
00:22:42,200 --> 00:22:45,159
Speaker 5: people believe in you, so like you should believe in

471
00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:48,639
Speaker 5: yourself because somebody's gone, right, well, we're gonna get Maddy

472
00:22:48,640 --> 00:22:49,480
Speaker 5: for that because she's great.

473
00:22:49,680 --> 00:22:50,640
Speaker 2: That's the way I think of.

474
00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:53,720
Speaker 5: It, and I think, well, you know, I know what

475
00:22:53,760 --> 00:22:58,040
Speaker 5: I'm doing, and also I will in a way, it's

476
00:22:58,560 --> 00:23:03,119
Speaker 5: having my audience obvious is like a massive confidence boost

477
00:23:03,240 --> 00:23:07,280
Speaker 5: going into those situations because I think, well, I know that,

478
00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:09,920
Speaker 5: even if because I get nervous because I think these

479
00:23:09,920 --> 00:23:12,920
Speaker 5: celebrities probably don't know who I am, they probably don't

480
00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:14,920
Speaker 5: know any of my content, and they're probably going to

481
00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:18,879
Speaker 5: go like, what the hell is this girl doing? But

482
00:23:19,280 --> 00:23:21,080
Speaker 5: and that is the nerve wracking part, is I think,

483
00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:23,720
Speaker 5: oh my god, I'm just gonna embarrass myself in front

484
00:23:23,720 --> 00:23:27,359
Speaker 5: of these people. But like when I always have to

485
00:23:27,359 --> 00:23:29,280
Speaker 5: think of my audience and like the reason why I've

486
00:23:29,320 --> 00:23:31,080
Speaker 5: been brought in is one because I'm good at this,

487
00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:33,679
Speaker 5: but also because it's going to perform really well on

488
00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:35,440
Speaker 5: my socials and everyone's going to love it.

489
00:23:35,520 --> 00:23:39,160
Speaker 2: So for me personally, that's what gets me through.

490
00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:42,840
Speaker 5: But for like the average person, it is a lot

491
00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:47,080
Speaker 5: of just self belief and that comes from self love,

492
00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:51,359
Speaker 5: and like there's so many ways in which you can

493
00:23:51,400 --> 00:23:53,800
Speaker 5: find that and it's such a complicated journey, but like

494
00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:57,760
Speaker 5: I always encourage people to like find that self love

495
00:23:57,800 --> 00:23:59,760
Speaker 5: and love yourself so deeply because.

496
00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:01,560
Speaker 2: You've only truly got yourself.

497
00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:05,199
Speaker 5: But like if the only person holding you back is

498
00:24:05,240 --> 00:24:07,320
Speaker 5: yourself and a lot of the time, the nerves and

499
00:24:07,400 --> 00:24:10,639
Speaker 5: like the worries you have is no one else has

500
00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:12,880
Speaker 5: told you that it's yeah, yeah.

501
00:24:12,680 --> 00:24:14,600
Speaker 4: And no one else can say it either. That's what

502
00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:17,120
Speaker 4: I always try to show myself. I'm like, no one

503
00:24:17,160 --> 00:24:19,800
Speaker 4: else like knows or thinks that you're freaking out.

504
00:24:20,119 --> 00:24:22,200
Speaker 2: It's just in your head and you can just fake

505
00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:23,760
Speaker 2: it till you make it million percent.

506
00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:26,120
Speaker 5: And it's interesting you say, like, oh, you're so confident

507
00:24:26,160 --> 00:24:29,240
Speaker 5: because in those moments like I am so I am

508
00:24:29,320 --> 00:24:32,560
Speaker 5: so nervous, and I get so nervous, but I yeah,

509
00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:34,720
Speaker 5: I suppose you just go into like a zone of

510
00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:38,600
Speaker 5: like right, let's just get this done. And that comes

511
00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:41,040
Speaker 5: from theater training as well. Obviously that's what I did before,

512
00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:44,200
Speaker 5: like training to be like a performer, so like I

513
00:24:44,240 --> 00:24:46,679
Speaker 5: have those skills to be able to like just go

514
00:24:46,760 --> 00:24:49,720
Speaker 5: get into it, get into character almost you know. So

515
00:24:50,480 --> 00:24:52,960
Speaker 5: I suppose just know that the reason why you're in

516
00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:55,320
Speaker 5: that situation is probably because you're good at it.

517
00:24:55,359 --> 00:24:57,359
Speaker 1: Put that shit on a shirt, because yeah, it's like

518
00:24:57,400 --> 00:24:59,960
Speaker 1: the imposter syndrome of it all. Oh my god, when

519
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:02,399
Speaker 1: you're in a job interview or when you're like I

520
00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:03,600
Speaker 1: actually don't know what I'm.

521
00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:05,719
Speaker 2: Doing like you do. Yeah, I wouldn't be there if

522
00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:06,080
Speaker 2: you didn't.

523
00:25:06,119 --> 00:25:06,320
Speaker 3: Oh.

524
00:25:06,359 --> 00:25:10,879
Speaker 5: And also someone once told me actually, an Australian musical

525
00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:13,159
Speaker 5: director who I was working with on a show I

526
00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:15,239
Speaker 5: was doing a drama school, told me this advice. And

527
00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:18,280
Speaker 5: he said to me, whenever you feel nervous, just say

528
00:25:18,280 --> 00:25:20,640
Speaker 5: to yourself, fuck it and.

529
00:25:20,680 --> 00:25:21,200
Speaker 2: Just do it.

530
00:25:21,280 --> 00:25:25,000
Speaker 5: And like, I know that sounds so simple, and but

531
00:25:25,119 --> 00:25:28,639
Speaker 5: like when you actually think about what that is doing,

532
00:25:29,040 --> 00:25:31,479
Speaker 5: is that's like really just resetting your brain to just

533
00:25:31,520 --> 00:25:33,760
Speaker 5: go like who actually cares?

534
00:25:35,119 --> 00:25:38,400
Speaker 2: Only me? So like fuck it, I'm just doing it.

535
00:25:38,520 --> 00:25:39,439
Speaker 2: Fuck it? Who cares?

536
00:25:39,600 --> 00:25:42,280
Speaker 5: And like I always have always remembered him telling me that,

537
00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:44,840
Speaker 5: because it's it's a really good tool to like trick

538
00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:45,280
Speaker 5: your brain.

539
00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:49,560
Speaker 2: It's a good switch. Yeah, just like fuck it.

540
00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:52,200
Speaker 5: And do you know that the same feeling you feel

541
00:25:52,200 --> 00:25:55,000
Speaker 5: when you're like anxious or nervous is exactly the same

542
00:25:55,160 --> 00:25:59,080
Speaker 5: chemicals being released as when you're excited. So once I

543
00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:02,159
Speaker 5: learned that, But your brain can't differentiate the two, but

544
00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:03,440
Speaker 5: it's exactly the same.

545
00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:06,360
Speaker 2: So like sometimes you just have to trick your brain

546
00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:12,560
Speaker 2: to think, actually, I'm excited. It's not the it's do

547
00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:14,720
Speaker 2: you know what though, well, we probably.

548
00:26:14,320 --> 00:26:16,480
Speaker 1: Have like bad habits of being like there are moments

549
00:26:16,480 --> 00:26:19,000
Speaker 1: that are exciting and should be exciting, but we like

550
00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:22,000
Speaker 1: have bad habits of being like this is exciting, yes,

551
00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:22,919
Speaker 1: should be nervous?

552
00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:24,159
Speaker 2: Yes? And no?

553
00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:27,920
Speaker 5: Or you're like this is all going too good. There's

554
00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:29,399
Speaker 5: got to be something I'm anxious about.

555
00:26:31,800 --> 00:26:35,600
Speaker 2: I'm like, I'm not stressed. I'm like find it, to

556
00:26:35,800 --> 00:26:39,239
Speaker 2: find what it. Initially I'm sending the neurons to be like,

557
00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:43,120
Speaker 2: what am I exciting? I'm like, what are you doing?

558
00:26:43,200 --> 00:26:46,200
Speaker 2: You a little weirder? Just enjoy yourself.

559
00:26:46,440 --> 00:26:51,280
Speaker 5: And I think that's like it's good to know that

560
00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:54,439
Speaker 5: because also it's a good way to understand why, like

561
00:26:54,760 --> 00:26:57,560
Speaker 5: when you're excited, while you might confuse that with being anxious,

562
00:26:57,600 --> 00:26:58,800
Speaker 5: because your body doesn't.

563
00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:00,800
Speaker 2: Your body's just a feeling.

564
00:27:00,960 --> 00:27:03,520
Speaker 5: So then it's up to you and your brain to

565
00:27:03,600 --> 00:27:07,880
Speaker 5: consciously decide is it anxiety or is excitement? And sometimes

566
00:27:07,880 --> 00:27:11,120
Speaker 5: that's hard, and like you know, everyone's got better skills

567
00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:13,320
Speaker 5: at that, But like that's always been such a thing

568
00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:16,520
Speaker 5: that I've always remembered. It's like whenever I'm nervous or anxious,

569
00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:19,920
Speaker 5: I think, like, okay, maybe I could just be excited

570
00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:20,960
Speaker 5: right now, or.

571
00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:22,440
Speaker 2: Like try and cry.

572
00:27:25,040 --> 00:27:27,600
Speaker 5: I mean, obviously it depends on the situation, but I

573
00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:30,040
Speaker 5: was literally talking about this as well, like this is

574
00:27:30,080 --> 00:27:33,320
Speaker 5: obviously relevant to everyone's situation, and I think medicine is

575
00:27:33,320 --> 00:27:35,679
Speaker 5: such an important thing and like should be championed and

576
00:27:35,680 --> 00:27:36,320
Speaker 5: there should be no.

577
00:27:36,320 --> 00:27:37,399
Speaker 2: Taboo about it.

578
00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:41,120
Speaker 5: But like I've often thought about going on some kind

579
00:27:41,119 --> 00:27:44,000
Speaker 5: of medicine to help my anxiety, which I'm still thinking

580
00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:46,199
Speaker 5: about doing, and I think, absolutely you should do it

581
00:27:46,200 --> 00:27:47,920
Speaker 5: if it's the right choice for you. But I would

582
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:52,119
Speaker 5: never want to completely switch off my anxiety because I

583
00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:55,320
Speaker 5: find it helpful tool, like because it's telling me when

584
00:27:56,200 --> 00:27:58,919
Speaker 5: and I'm really I like to think I'm really intuitive,

585
00:27:59,119 --> 00:28:01,760
Speaker 5: So like if I'm feeling anxious about something and I'm

586
00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:04,240
Speaker 5: not one hundred percent sure, white, yes, it's uncomfortable and

587
00:28:04,280 --> 00:28:08,960
Speaker 5: sometimes it's not always the healthiest thing, but it has

588
00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:13,040
Speaker 5: helped me in so many situations, and so, like you know,

589
00:28:13,160 --> 00:28:16,239
Speaker 5: I think sometimes it's finding a balance of like you know,

590
00:28:16,480 --> 00:28:18,520
Speaker 5: in terms of like maybe something that's not going to

591
00:28:18,680 --> 00:28:21,840
Speaker 5: completely switch off everything you can.

592
00:28:21,960 --> 00:28:24,280
Speaker 2: You need it because I think it is helpful.

593
00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:27,480
Speaker 1: And for sure it's that like very cheesy saying, but

594
00:28:27,560 --> 00:28:30,040
Speaker 1: it's like, but if you don't have like the bad emotions,

595
00:28:30,080 --> 00:28:32,800
Speaker 1: you don't have the good emotions, Like you don't if

596
00:28:32,840 --> 00:28:34,119
Speaker 1: you don't experience any.

597
00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:36,040
Speaker 2: Of those, you don't experience any highs by that.

598
00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:40,160
Speaker 1: Completely and like it's cheesy as fun, but it's cheesy

599
00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:40,880
Speaker 1: stuff is good.

600
00:28:41,080 --> 00:28:43,200
Speaker 2: Yeah. I love being cheese cheese.

601
00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:46,000
Speaker 4: It's fun.

602
00:28:46,280 --> 00:28:48,840
Speaker 1: It's like more fun to be cheesy than it is

603
00:28:48,880 --> 00:28:50,040
Speaker 1: to be take life too SERI.

604
00:28:50,160 --> 00:28:52,800
Speaker 2: Yeah I know.

605
00:28:53,400 --> 00:28:55,520
Speaker 1: But we saw you in the show with Nicola.

606
00:28:56,840 --> 00:29:02,040
Speaker 5: Yeah yeah, yeah, that was amazing. That was like so

607
00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:06,840
Speaker 5: much that it was so good honestly, like just like

608
00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:08,760
Speaker 5: when I talk about this makes my heart warm.

609
00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:10,880
Speaker 2: I had just such an amazing time and like.

610
00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:13,600
Speaker 5: It was really like the first it was the first

611
00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:16,560
Speaker 5: and only TV thing I've done so far, like acting wise,

612
00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:21,320
Speaker 5: it was just such a moment for me to again

613
00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:24,840
Speaker 5: like I had the imposter syndrome. I came on set

614
00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:26,440
Speaker 5: and I was like, oh my god, like why am

615
00:29:26,440 --> 00:29:28,760
Speaker 5: I here? Like was anyone going to take me seriously?

616
00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:32,040
Speaker 5: And then to have like the director and the writer

617
00:29:32,240 --> 00:29:34,800
Speaker 5: like on set be like so excited that I was

618
00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:36,760
Speaker 5: there and so excited that was doing the part and

619
00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:39,120
Speaker 5: I had to audition for it. I owned my place,

620
00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:42,680
Speaker 5: and like, you know it really I came away from

621
00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:46,080
Speaker 5: that experience going the only person that makes you think

622
00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:48,040
Speaker 5: you can't do this now because you do TikTok and

623
00:29:48,080 --> 00:29:50,800
Speaker 5: that's how people view is you, and like, yes, I

624
00:29:50,840 --> 00:29:53,600
Speaker 5: can do this because I trained in it before I

625
00:29:53,640 --> 00:29:56,760
Speaker 5: was doing any of this, and like Nicola was somebody

626
00:29:56,840 --> 00:29:59,720
Speaker 5: who I was speaking about, Like when I was talking

627
00:29:59,760 --> 00:30:02,080
Speaker 5: about these people who were so successful in what they

628
00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:05,040
Speaker 5: do and they still experience imposter syndrome, coming onto set

629
00:30:05,080 --> 00:30:07,880
Speaker 5: and just having these people to talk to were so

630
00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:11,320
Speaker 5: inspiring and and like I just loved it so much

631
00:30:11,720 --> 00:30:13,520
Speaker 5: and I really hope I get to do more of

632
00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:17,600
Speaker 5: it because you know, and like thank you.

633
00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:21,200
Speaker 1: You know this sounds weird, but it's like I didn't

634
00:30:21,200 --> 00:30:23,960
Speaker 1: feel like you were you when you were playing a role.

635
00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:27,720
Speaker 1: I wasn't like, oh, you're Maddie from TikTok playing an

636
00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:28,520
Speaker 1: acting role like you.

637
00:30:28,800 --> 00:30:30,000
Speaker 2: I really was like just.

638
00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:32,840
Speaker 1: Watching the show, like you have that moment of recognition

639
00:30:32,960 --> 00:30:35,160
Speaker 1: be like oh, and then I was just like I

640
00:30:35,240 --> 00:30:37,120
Speaker 1: just thought you did an amazing job.

641
00:30:37,160 --> 00:30:39,560
Speaker 2: So I really wanted to say that much. That means

642
00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:40,040
Speaker 2: a lot to me.

643
00:30:40,280 --> 00:30:43,320
Speaker 5: That really does, because I think it was a risk

644
00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:46,680
Speaker 5: for them as well to take on it like a TikToker,

645
00:30:46,800 --> 00:30:50,280
Speaker 5: because I've had meetings with the producers like afterwards, and

646
00:30:50,560 --> 00:30:53,160
Speaker 5: everyone was so pleased and again, like it even just

647
00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:57,720
Speaker 5: speaking to them was like, it's just reassuring and re encouraging,

648
00:30:57,760 --> 00:30:59,959
Speaker 5: and they were like, you know, we didn't know what

649
00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:03,480
Speaker 5: to expect taking on a TikToker, but like you can.

650
00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:05,800
Speaker 2: Really act like it was like we were.

651
00:31:05,760 --> 00:31:09,800
Speaker 1: Really pleased and you can sing, which is there anything

652
00:31:09,880 --> 00:31:10,360
Speaker 1: you can't do?

653
00:31:10,480 --> 00:31:17,120
Speaker 2: What the fuck you know? Actually? Do you have? This

654
00:31:17,200 --> 00:31:19,200
Speaker 2: is so nationient. It's just because I love musicals. Do

655
00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:22,080
Speaker 2: you have a favorite musical? Oh my god, I don't

656
00:31:22,080 --> 00:31:25,040
Speaker 2: know how to pick. You can pick it up for okay,

657
00:31:25,120 --> 00:31:25,800
Speaker 2: I would say like.

658
00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:29,360
Speaker 5: My ultimate favorite of like if I think like what

659
00:31:29,480 --> 00:31:31,240
Speaker 5: thirteen year old Maddie would say when she was like

660
00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:33,000
Speaker 5: completely musical.

661
00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:37,760
Speaker 2: True yes, which still lives within me. Is wicked?

662
00:31:38,040 --> 00:31:40,760
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, you get you excited.

663
00:31:40,840 --> 00:31:44,280
Speaker 2: The movies sold well.

664
00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:46,880
Speaker 5: I think as I've gotten older, I think I would

665
00:31:46,920 --> 00:31:50,320
Speaker 5: prefer to play Glinda, but I would Alphabet has been

666
00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:53,320
Speaker 5: my dream role since like I could like start to

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Speaker 5: sing like she literally if I could play either of

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Speaker 5: those parts at any point in my life, I would

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Speaker 5: die ultimate dream.

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Speaker 2: But yeah, hard parts, both of them, so we'll see.

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Speaker 5: Yes, Glynda is a fun role, so fun, and that's

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Speaker 5: why I think it probably makes more sense to me

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Speaker 5: to do Glinda.

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Speaker 2: Right now, you can be.

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Speaker 1: But we want to finish the episode like we do

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Speaker 1: with all of our episodes and ask you what has

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Speaker 1: been your biggest life lesson on your journey so far.

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Speaker 5: I would say the things that you believe are your weak.

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Speaker 2: Points are actually probably your superpowers.

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Speaker 4: I love that.

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Speaker 2: What's an example of that?

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Speaker 5: Probably my being emotional and being silly and being weird,

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Speaker 5: because I often saw that as like my the annoying

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Speaker 5: I was annoying and like I was, I was loud

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Speaker 5: and like disruptive, and you know that they were like

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Speaker 5: my weaknesses as a person. But actually no, they are

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Speaker 5: my the best parts about me, and I won't let

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Speaker 5: anyone tell me otherwise.

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Speaker 1: So yeah, a really really good lesson for people.

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Speaker 2: Full away, Thank you so much, such array of sunshine.

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Speaker 1: We always say, if the chicks are wanting to find you,

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Speaker 1: where can they find you?

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Speaker 2: Which I'm sure they are. It's like kind of a

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Speaker 2: dumb question for just a case for any new people.

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Speaker 5: My name is Maddy Grease Shepson and I am at

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Speaker 5: Maddy Grease Shepson on all platforms.

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Speaker 4: Beautiful Albert, Well, thank you so much for coming in

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Speaker 4: and thanks to your chicks for having us in your

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Speaker 4: ear holes.

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Speaker 2: We love to be here, and thank.

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Speaker 4: You to Spotify London Baby, and also to m I

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Speaker 4: k Made for making today's episode happened.

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Speaker 5: Thank you, love you,